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Can I be a little nosy and ask what fanfics you are working on, only if you guys want to, ily your writing and please take your time, you guys deserve to not stress, drink plenty of fluids and snacks☺️
Absolutely you can! We've got a lot lol- I'll make a list! -Frisk
Venture, Lucio and Junkrat w/ independent reader
Venture w/ a sick S/O
MTF Junkerqueen w/ a pregnant S/O
Venture w/ a brainwashed S/O
Venture x Reader where Mauga messes (/lh) with em
Venture x Lucio hc's
Moira and Mercy w/ an autistic daughter reader
Hanzo x reader w/ tremors
essentially Sojourn and Venture w/ a reader who listens to super weird songs (/pos)
Venture x reader who makes weapons and such
and a Mei fic!
We tend to do oldest to newest though sometimes we'll get a request where one of us will be like "I want that" and yoink it lol, every single person who's sent a request has been so sweet we love yall <3
Also we , well I may make a bit of a self indulgent fic at some point whenever the brain rot ends.
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A procession of confessions.
[First] Prev <–-> Next
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#lan xichen#jin guangyao#lan wangji#When Lan Xichen and Jin Guangyao flew into the scene I honestly had to hit pause and catch my breath.#I did not expect them to waltz in and start flirting with each other.#With this comic I have officially drawn all sides of 3zun doing something homoromantic with each other. Nice!#Lan flirting is offering to organize events. “Please...let me open up my planner...do you want to create a shared google calendar with me?”#“Oh...we will have to spend so many nights at a desk working out logistics. Do you want to see how good I can balance these accounts?”#Lan events probably have the best 'stayed within budget' reputation of all the clans.#What I mean to say is...Where are the Lan Wedding planner AUs? Actually scrap that: ALL the sects as rival wedding planners.#The Jins would do high end clients with huge budgets. Lans do traditional style weddings. Yunmeng Jiang promises fun and colour.#Sit with my vision for a moment. I'm going to move on to another topic but don't *not* marinate on that idea.#Pour one out for Lan Wangji. For having to sit through all this flirting and confessing while he ruins his own chances.#He will have to wait many years before living out his romantic fantasies. Until then...he must wait in the wings for his cue.
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a little anne sallow ✨
#idc what actually happens but Anne is cured once we vanquish rookwood#pls take this while I slowly work on my asks (I PROMISE ITS A WIP IM JUST SLOW)#also work has been so busy this week??? I am tireddd sheeesh#hogwarts legacy#anne sallow#fanart#would Anne like Val? I think no at first but I want them to be besties ugh Anne come back to school and forgive ur stupid brother 😫😫😫
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Peri was very upset about a lot of things that happened. Within a span of a week, he felt like his entire life has changed for the worst!! He had a dumb bulb on his wand, Timmy was still moving away, and he had to go to a school far from everyone he knew!!!
Of course, the cause and trigger of those emotions was Timmy. But Peri can’t blame his older brother for any of that. So the next logical conclusion for a small child to reach was to blame his parents instead!!! And boy did he blame a lot on his parents.
Many of Peri’s actions in his childhood stems from misplaced grief and anger. By the time he was old enough to know better, Peri got a mixture of stubbornness and a bruised ego to admit he was wrong for how he reacted.
Bitties Series: [Start] > [Previous] > [Next]
Instability: [Start] > [Previous] > [END]
#fairly oddparents#fop#fop a new wish#fop peri#peri#fop irep#irep#asks#itty bitties fop au#one of peri and timmy's many shared promises was that peri ONLY wrote to timmy. CosWan were NOT allowed to see them or call him or talk or-#anyways if ur wondering why timmy was peri's primary guardian this is why#peri /had/ a lot of low contact form his parents. which just made them even MORE clingy when they did get to see him.#timmy worked hard to keep his promises to his little brother#even if it meant letting Peri spend the summers with AC and Irep instead of at CosWan's place#(timmy was the one who urged his parents to go on their honeymoon as a result. to help. yknow. distract them from it all)#also yaaayyy yipiee!!#11 whole parts!!! just for. just for 6 or so asks.#OTL#god i hope i can speed things up now#there shouldnt be any more mini stories until i reach the end of the inbox#so we can finally FINALLY get back to the present with chimmy moving and timmy dealing with HazDev
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Me, every time anyone says anything about "waiting for The One God has for you"/romantic soulmates/etc: Stop, stop, stop! Why are we implying that everyone has a soulmate when everyone does not have a soulmate? God's going to get nasty letters saying "Where's my soulmate? Why haven't I found my soulmate?" and do you want Him to have to deal with that? I don't think so! Stop spouting heresy being so silly!
#This came to me while I was eating my salad#salt and light#But seriously like the idea that there's only one person for any other person no more no less because ~God says so~ is absolute nonsense#Because *waves my hands towards everyone who's ever wanted to get married but never found someone ever*#and the “no marriage in heaven” thing because some people end up falling in love again after death parts them from their first spouse.#I would really really love to find someone and settle down in the future#but it is absolutely not guaranteed and the odds that God is just going to drop my ~one and only~ in my lap#because I could ~never be fully happy with anyone else~#is like. nil. highly implausible.#Love is a choice and and action and I won't deny that many people are incompatible with many other people#but like. there's not just one person ~Guaranteed and Divinely Intended~ for you.#That's just not how it works.#God can set the perfect guy/gal down in front of any of us and we could screw it up. This whole thing leaves no room for human agency man.#Free will* exists and I will die on that hill#*human free will is not the same thing as Divine free will and will always have some limits placed upon it by our nature as limited beings#but I don't believe our whole course was charted divinely for us at the beginning of time either (hi Arminian here)#but that's a whole other debate lol#Yeah. All that to say. We are not promised a spouse.#And that's okay.#As this coming Sunday reminds us we have something far better offered to all of us.#Trite as it may be to say... He should be what we look for.#Anything else is an add-on.#...holy cow that was a rant in the tags but I stand by it.#Starlight's Nonsense
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Please pray for all those going to the March for Life this week, that they put their trust in God and not in princes.
#tower of babble#christianity#catholic#prayer request#march for life#pro life#:/ my mom is all oooo I hope trump comes he came to the last one - LIKE GIRL???#HE SUPPORTS THE DEATH PENALTY. THATS NOT VERY PRO LIFE OF HIM. HE IS A PRINCE PROMISING LIFE#WHEN YOU SHOULD KNOW THAT ONLY THOSE THAT EAT THE BREAD OF LIFE TRULY LIVE#I just….ughhhhh pro life is good that’s great but if you’re not putting in the fucking work to SUPPORT life you don’t actually save anyone#where’s the ample federally enforced parental leave#where’s the protections for pregnant people in the workplace#where’s the protecting for immigrants and the homeless and the destitute???#criminalizing a murder at one point but enshrining murder at another in law isn’t pro life#it’s pro ‘keep these suckers on the hook to keep myself in their good graces until I can kill them’#*chewing off my own arm* God send your grace on all peoples.#and have trump renounce his worldly life to become a Trappist monk with a vow of silence if it be your will. bc I know that’s mine.#ultimately my pro life stance hinges on respect for human life and if we don’t have a society that respects human life#criminalizing specific acts of disrespect for human life will never foster a pro life society#because of how they can be abused to target specific groups and appeal to further disrespect for human life
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Kamo Noritoshi - Just classmates, just an accident.
Summary: Reader tripped in front of Noritoshi and he accidentally saw up their skirt. It's been hours and it's still on his mind.
A/N: this was written for my OC originally, just removed names. so it's a female reader wearing a skirt. kind of works as a self-insert if you're okay with she/her pronouns.
Tags: NSFW/18+, M/F, masturbation, one-sided feelings / not in relationship, 3rd person narration
Words: 1,279
He feels disgustingly perverted. But he can't stop thinking about it.
They were in the wooded training zone together for a simple class exercise in the early morning. It was hours ago. She's tripped and fallen a little ways ahead of him. And he hadn't tried to look. It was natural to look at unexpected movement happening right in front of him.
She'd stood up and laughed it off with only the faintest hints of warmth in her cheeks, knowing he'd seen and knowing it couldn't be changed.
It was hours ago, though. He had gone through multiple other classes. Eaten lunch. Taken an exam. Went through his after-school training. Completed his school day with all the diligence and care to detail that everyone would expect from him.
Silently putting great effort into staying on task. Into forcing that single, erotically persistent mental image away from his attention.
The way the fabric hugged her butt, framed by the pleats of her skirt. He actually didn't see that much, and that somehow makes it harder to forget. The way his eyes quickly traveled up her thighs and then between them, the sharp pang of guilt before he finally forced his gaze away. He's wrong for looking – she isn't his to look at.
But he wants her to be. So, so badly. As soon as he's alone in his dormitory, the memory creeps back into his attention. This time he lets it stay there. He locks his door and doesn't bother turning on the lights, just undresses and goes straight into his shower room and starts the water.
To his credit, he does reconsider for a moment while his member twitches between his thighs, growing harder. Is it fair to do this? Is it fair to her?
I guess you aren't the worst option, she'd told him. I woulda maybe died if it was one of the first-year guys.
That must mean she wouldn't mind, no…? Yes? She was embarrassed, but she wasn't upset with him. She would have hated it if the first-years had seen, but if it was him– since it was him, she was okay with it. That's what she meant, wasn't it? This wasn't wrong, was it?
After just a moment's hesitation, Noritoshi's hand moves between his legs, grasping his erection. He was already almost full mast, just thinking about her. To think she has this much of an effect over him…
He sighs out, turning to face the wall and leaning his arm against it as he begins slowly stroking himself. Hot water pelts his back as he closes his eyes and focuses on the mental image of her, on all fours on the forest floor, the skirt of her dress haphazardly tossed up over her hips. What would she have looked like if she'd wanted him to stare longer? He thinks of her coy expressions, the beautiful curl of her lips when she wants to get a reaction out of him. Imagining her there, perking her ass up and spreading her legs for him, blushing just like he saw her today, smiling invitingly like she always does…
He moans, a soft hum low in his throat. His hand curls his palm around the tip and twists slightly. Precum quickly coats his fingers, dribbling down the rest of his cock. He gives himself a few full strokes, smearing it over himself, delighting in the smooth glide that results.
What he'd seen of her ass was just as beautiful and enticing as the rest of her. He wishes he could have touched her, the cleft where thigh meets her rear, the valley between her legs. Wishes he could have moved her panties to the side, seen pink folds beneath pink fabric…
He puts his hand back on the head, thrusting into the tunnel of his fingers. Imagining himself on his knees with her in the forest, pushing his cock into the tunnel of her warmth instead. She'd cry out his name. Kamo-kun? Noritoshi? It didn't matter. He just wanted to feel her, warm and wet and squeezing him. Wanted her to take him, to want him.
She would be welcoming but demanding, the same as she's always been. She'd let him fuck her until he couldn't anymore. She'd whine and moan and call out his name from between her glossy, plush lips, she would tell him she needs more, faster, harder, and he would give it to her as soon as she asked. Because no matter how much he pretends, deep down he knows he can't deny her anything. In fact, he wants to give her everything she could ever ask for. He would, if he could.
"Y-Y/N..."
He can't help calling out for her, too, though his voice remains quiet underneath the spray of water. He imagines his hands pushing her skirt further up, until he could grip the bare skin of her waist, pulling her body back onto his cock. Watching her ass bouncing off his hips, his member disappearing into her soft pussy over and over again.
He wishes he could give her this, make her feel this touched and pleasured. Wishes he could make her blush and beg until she came all over him, overcome by the feelings he'd aroused in her. He imagines her collapsing onto the ground after he's finished with her, turning herself over and smiling up at him, breathless and sultry, legs spread wide and fingers spreading herself even wider. His load dripping out of her hole. It's erotic and it's obscene, it's– he needs it, needs her, needs her to want him–
Noritoshi stifles his groan into his arm while his cum paints the wall in front of him with thick, creamy droplets. Hot semen dribbles down his fist while he trembles and fucks his hand in a restrained, twitchy rhythm, slowly winding down from his peak.
Noritoshi breathes in and out of his mouth once he feels he has his voice back under control. A new sense of shame washes over him when he opens his eyes and stares at the mess he'd made of the shower wall. He takes one of the wrappings out of his hair – he was so preoccupied he forgot to even remove them – and uses that to wipe it off. He'd just throw it out afterward, he has plenty to spare. There is just no way he could continue wearing the remnants of what he'd just done.
But at least now that he's gotten it out of his system, he can forget about that image properly. At his age, this was just something he had to take care of sometimes. He wasn't wrong for it.
And she would forgive him even if she knew, anyway… She'd said it herself, that he wasn't the worst option. She had laughed it off before, she would do it again.
This wasn't a bad thing that he'd done. It was just… all of it, an accident.
Tomorrow, he will be normal again. His thoughts clear, attention focused where it's actually meant to be.
He will be normal. And they will just be classmates again.
He turns back into the shower spray, and tries hard to ignore his disappointment.
#ns.fw#jjk#kamo noritoshi#kamo noritoshi x reader#noritoshi x reader#jjk x reader#jujutsu kaisen#jjk imagines#slurp#jjk scenarios#noritoshi kamo#noritoshi kamo x reader#I swear I haven't abandoned this blog#I still check notifs and stuff#request are closed but people do occasionally send requests in there. I just am unable to fulfill them in a timely manner#no promises on that#I've moved from undergrad to post-grad education so I'm even busier than when I first started this blog#but I'd like to start posting here more casually again#maybe once every couple weeks or something manageable like that#I do write a lot but it's OC stuff that I'm not interested in posting#this is the first one where I was like “yeah I could make this work for the blog”#anyway. tl;dr would love to return but we will see how motivation/time works out for me with this#i need to make a JJK masterpost just for this. yikes
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i get the lines blur but there IS a big difference between media which doesn't explicitly tell/show you precisely what happens in the end but does point pretty clearly down the intended road vs legitimate open endings where you're supposed to decide what happens completely on your own and multiple interpretations would be supported
#rookposting#i know it's murky at times but#(and with the full understanding btw that once my work is out there i can do very little about how it's interpreted)#i do feel pretty baffled when i get comments on mostly my death note fic about open endings#it's true that mostly they dont explicitly end with like 'and then they died' but i do point towards a particular ending and also#hint at it quite aggressively at times#again like i accept the work is no longer just mine once it's shared and you can read it however you want and that's totally cool#but if you DO ask me. L is not surviving my work ever. id kill him in an au where he works at a grocery store.#eg sometimes the comments on chatoyant are like well im choosing to believe light chooses not to be kira anymore and#L abandons the investigation and they stay together :) and i can't stop you from thinking this#but i do promise that i would never ever write that. i am sorry!#for chatoyant and the thirty second hour in particular (and to an extent for call me by even tho it's an au?) the ending is basicall#y intended to indicate a return to canon at the end of the fic. events proceed as per canon#we all know how well that went#anyway! it's all ok! sorry to yap! if you prefer your endings happy feel free to read them in it's all yours#you can absolutely disregard my authorial intent if that's what brings you joy#but just in case anyone IS wondering. my authorial intent is homicidal @ l lawliet like 99% of the time#id let him live if it were funnier that way
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here's to many more for mr gruber himself!!!!! >:D
#cats the musical#munkustrap#michael gruber#my art stuff#this is late but i shot up in bed yesterday at 3 am and started drawing because i remembered LMAO#its good that he remains my fave munk and i'm still mortally obsessed with cats#not sure anything else wouldve convinced me to draw instead of going sleepily to bed otherwise but anything for u mr gruber O7#i hope you get to eat great food and have an excellent time#hey we share a birthday month!#how quaint#i should start thinking of what to draw for myself LMAO#(covers note with like 20 cats drawing ideas for after requests)#speaking of which#i promise i'm working on them#it's just that the boop and gruberstrap drawings were pretty like.. opportunity based?#date based?#occasion based....#that's all LMAO thanks
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[<==PREV PAGES] [NEXT PAGE==>(not out yet.wait a year.or maybe more.imagine.]
saw alot of comments on prev pages; saying 'i HATE that mean teacher! im gonna FIGHT HIM!!' & i LOVE the energy!! it WOULD be nice. to have that catharsis. but the story of young tidestrider is Not one of catharsis. it is a story of being so small and so special and sucking so bad.
#jrwi fanart#jrwi show#jrwi riptide#gillion tidestrider#GONNA START FORMATTING MY COMICS BETTER. W THE PROPER 'PREV' 'NEXT' LINKS#REALLY DIDNT EXPECT TO CONTINUE THIS SERIES BUT AAAUUUHH MY BRRAAAIN MY BRAIN IS SO IDEASSS. I HAVE 3 OTHER PAGES SKETCHED OUT#NO PROMISES ILL FINISH EM ANY TIME SOON OR EVER. MY WHIMS ARE THEIR OWN BEAST AND I ONLY DRAW ON MY WHIMS#THAT BEING SAID IF U COMMISSIONED ME ILL GEEETT TO YOUUU IM SORRYYYY. ART IS AN EMOTIONAL RELEASE FOR ME N BABY I HAVE EMOTIONS.#ESPECIALLY ABOUT GILLION TIDESTRIDER CHAMPION OF THE UNDERSEA HERO OF THE DEEP.for the desc here i put smth that i typed up in the tags of#another thing i made. i gotta make a proper Baby Gillion tag or smth. eventually.. eventually...I LOVE DRAWIN THIS LIL BABY GUY..#i also LOVE depicting the teachers as just being so fuckin mean. ofc theres variation in that. just like in all things.like the teacher her#idk if itll be mentioned but the octo lady is named Ms Octburn.an octopus pun based off the name of an actual councilor i had#when i was in elementary school i got bullied alot but teachers never did anything. i hated adults and didnt trust them.#but this councilor o mine was so genuinely sweet. i remember spending alot of time w her. she doesnt work there anymore.#but that one school adult that actually earns ur trust and is there for you when they can be.its SO important for a child i think#i hope she knows how much she helped me.youll see in the next page that ms octburn isnt perfect either.but she tries. they all try.somehow.#ALL these comics are gonna be inspired by somesorta experience o mine in the school system. school is so fucked up u ever thing abt that#AND GILLIOOOOONNN IN THE MOST FUCKED UP LITTLE SCHOOL OF ALL. MAINTAINED BY A CULT. CENTERED AROUND HIM. OUR CHOSEN ONE#I IMAGINE ALOT BANKS ON HIS SUCCESS. THIS IS THE WORLD. THE WHOLE WORLD. THE PROPHECY IS GOING TO COME TRUE N UR TELLIN ME#THAT ITS THIS LITTLE IDIOT THATS GONNA BE SAVING US? WHAT IF HE FAILS. IF HE CANT GET THIS RIGHT THEN HE WILL FAIL AND WE WILL DIE#WE NEED TO TRAIN HIM. WE NEED HIM TO LEARN. AND TO SUCCEED. OR ELSE WE'RE DEAD. WE'RE ALL FUCKING DEAD. I IMAGINE THAT MUST BE STRESSFUL#in other news i hope ppl actually giggle when they read these. they ARE intended to be comical. dark humor or whatever. like its also sad#this is intended to be a sad comic series. but a funny one too. does that make sense? god i hope so.saw some1 say they had flashbacks-#-reading this. like YES!! THE INTENDED EFFECT!! YOU GET ME!! i love seeing ppl get upset on this lil baby boys behalf. i LOVE seeing ppl-#-wail n weep n cry in the comments. i LOOOVE seeing ppl RELATE to baby gillion. and i love letting u all know that this wont be a happycomi#gillion gets his happiness arc in the actual show. this series is one of unfortunate events. teehehehe. do u guys remember that show#i keep listening to the lil songs from A Series of Unfortunate Events for inspiration. GOOD STUFF!!#anyway uuhh uhh thats all i got in my brain. for now. feed me ur comments give me ur input i NNEEEEEDD THHEEEMMMM
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UPDATE ;
i've slowed down working on TAG again, just a little, since i'm reworking some stuff in the later chapters (+ some chara designs)
HOWEVER
i've started working on a second project, and i've fully finished the prologue + am at the editing stage for chapter 1 — i want to get up to chapter 3 to the editing stage before i make a post (or more likely a separate blog, which I'll repost here), but that shouldn't take me too long at this point
#tag-if#the advisor's game#twine wip#have we progressed?#its a little difficult for me to work x2 and upload#but i promise i am#i am also? always online#so if people send asks then i will absolutely get to them#i've just got the attention span of a walnut
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Camera on my phone is fucked and I’ve decided it’s Art



#my company technically has to buy me a new one#but they made a moronic decision lately#after a solid year of Thee Worst choices#halfway through the Zoom meeting I was job searching#that’s the level of stupid of the latest choice#anyway I kicked off enough in the meeting I am probs not getting a new phone#also the man who can fix the latest mundane corporate fuckup won’t reply to my Teams messages or emails#so he’s getting a cunty phone call outside of work hours purely out of spite#and my actual boss promised to call me so we could ‘discuss my issues’ with the latest choice#and she did not she she’s getting a cunty phone call and all#I took 2 extra jobs for the purpose of saving up and quitting this one#fuck my company let them burn
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I'm very sorry for how I went about this whole debacle, all I wanted was for you and other people to take things like this seriously, and for you to change your behavior and see that saying things like the things you've said about people like me is very harmful and is violent, passively or not.
This fandom has a problem with queerphobia, ever since the reveal of that " conservative " lu server people with ill thoughts about people like me have been sprouting up everywhere, I'm very sorry that my frustration from that got in the way of telling you to better yourself.
You have your work to do, so please. You need to stop seeing people like me and the depictions of us as disturbing, weird and disgusting, because it's no different from man and woman just because it's the same gender. It's disrespectful and rude, and it heavily dips into bigoted territory once you continue to validate your warped mindset with things like calling lgbt fans annoying because it's everywhere.

Hello, and before saying anything i want to say sorry for replying very late. I saw this the moment I received it but I didn't want to reply immediately bcuz 1. I wanted to give it my full attention and full time to reply in detail and 2. I was upset today and pretty much mad so to make sure i don't say things ill regret later, i placed everything aside a bit to calm down myself to make sure i reply respectfully and truthfully. Im sorry. I saw your post. I didn't ignore you. I just wanted to make sure my response doesn't make everything worse and that i won't regret it later.... Bcuz now I just now learned a good lesson.
It did get to me, i think I understand what you wanted to say, i just avoided replying bcuz it made me angry and I now know that my anger makes me say things ill regret, so your rant posts made me angry and to make sure i don't reply inappropriately, i didn't reply but I read everything (im pretty sure i read it all maybe I missed smth). Ill be honest, at first look, i did took it as overreacting and dramatizing, but after thinking about it for a while, now i see that you've got a point and that i did a harmful mistake there. It's not something petty, and now I know. Im truly sorry for that.
I accept your apology, but I'm the one who owes apologies. I now realize what I did with my wording and im sorry. I regret it now. Sorry.
I didn't know about that issue in the fandom since I haven't been here for long. Now when I think about it, im pretty sure I saw such ppl around the internet. I think so, im not exactly sure. But queerphobia definitely isn't something good so I feel sorry that you dealt with such ppl. And again, apology accepted.
Now, about my homophobic behavior and harmful words towards LGBT people. Please take me seriously, im genuinely sorry for everything i said. Forgive me for my words. Now when I reread everything I wrote in some posts, i see that it can be taken in a rude and offensive way. And all i can say is that it's for two reasons: my anger and my past experiences with ppl. I now acknowledged those two reasons after a long while of thinking, but they aren't an excuse for my words and behavior, so again, im sorry. Now, for better understanding, if your don't mind, id like to explain these two reasons that probably caused my behavior, which again, aren't an excuse, id just like to let you and everyone else know, if you want.
1. Anger: maybe you haven't seen it or you haven't known, but in other fandoms and other social media I've been roaming around on, there were ppl that were fully disrespectful towards cis and straight ppl and completely disconnected from the fandom. Some members of the LGBT community saw us straight ppl as "incorrect" in some way and how we are unfair with not being a part of the community, so i saw fandoms in which being straight was a big burden. Ppl like me were pushed away and harmed, which by only seeing that made me furious. There were also instances in which, even to me in some occasions, LGBT was pushed to us on how we must also be a part of it and how we are psychopaths for being straight. It was literally pushed under our noses and basically forced upon us, which was very annoying. And THAT is what I find annoying about SOME LGBT ppl. I find ppl that force others into LGBT annoying. I, now, realize that not every LGBT person is like that, but before i didn't know that.
2. Past experiences with ppl: i explained a bit above, but there's also another occasion which really gave me a bad view on homosexuals. When I first came to Tumblr, there was an adult that wanted to befriend me. The more I respectfully talked to them, the more they were forcing to know my age and, from what I remember, were forcing me to accept that im a part of LGBT in some way. Ofc, i didn't tell that person my age, but the way they were rude and were forcing it upon me was infuriating and I just ignored them until they stopped. That was actually my first interaction on Tumblr and also my first interaction with a homosexual. So, since I didn't met other LGBT ppl back then, it gave me an image that every homosexual is like that, which when I think about it, is pretty stupid and incorrect.
With these two things above, i had, i admit it, pretty much a bad view on homosexuals and, not gonna lie, i did hate LGBT then. Also where I grew up, in Europe, the big majority and even my entire family were homphobes, so I suppose that I subconsciously had a bit of their behavior. Since I didn't have experience with LGBT ppl, i had a bad view on them, which up to recently, kept me angry. With anger, i said things that i now regret, and im truly sorry for that. Also about the usage of words "disturbing", " weird " and "disgusting". I remember that i used those words, but now I don't remember why did i use such harmful vocabulary. I assume it was in anger and frustration, so now i regret that I caused such harm.
Im truly sorry and I hope that you and all other members of the LGBT community forgive me for my behavior. I swear that it was said in anger and frustration and that now i regret it. I promise to take better care of my language. Im grateful that you pointed out my mistake, but if you could please to next time do it more gently and calmly, since it didn't cause harm only to me but to my friends and my older sibling as well. Im pretty sure that they also said everything in anger and that they didn't truly mean what they say. I apologize in their name, i hope you don't mind them. I now see that we both might need to control our anger better, don't you think? Again, thank you for pointing out my mistake and I promise to fix it and work on it to not happen again. I hope you accept my apologies.
As of saying to fix it, if my words hurt you that much and if you'd like me to, ill edit them or take them down if you want. I took down my intro post and am now working on editing it, but if my other posts are also an issue, please let me know if you want me to take them down. Depending on the post, ill either delete it completely or only edit it to remove the harmful words. Not only the posts, i promise to pay better attention to what i say.
Thank you very much for pointing out my mistake, i appreciate it. I apologize for such behavior and I apologize in the name of my friends and my older sibling who attacked you. Im working on taking better care of my behavior. Im not sure of you'll believe me now but I'm not a homophobe. I did act like one but I'm not trying to be one. Im sorry. Also im repeating it but sorry for replying late, i wanted to give it 100% attention and be fully calm.
#fresco answers#anger can make you say things that you'll later regret. don't you think?#now I see that it's true#im truly sorry#i can take down the posts or edit them. depends#ill politely ask of you to. just like me. take better care of your behavior. at least when mad#seems like we both have issues with controlling anger#i have my side of this problem to work on now#again#sorry for late reply#and ofc#sorry for everything#i promise to make sure it doesn't happen again#long post
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IT HAS COME TO MY ATTENTION THAT I 💥 HAVE 💥 BEEN 💥 💥 RESCUED 💥SAVEDB💥 SALVATIONED 💥 THANK YOU THANK YOU THANK YOU legal guardians for leaving for aroun ten minutes so i could reach out and BE SAVED!!! SMALPIN IS!!! NOT GOING TO DIE TODAY!!! /GEN!!! RHAHAHSHSHHSHDGSGXZGZGZ /VPOS
#now i can elaborate#long story short my legal guardians have ALWAYS BEEN MY BIGGEST HATERS IN EVERYTHING EVER!!! NUMBER ONE BIGGEST!!!#maybe theyre just jealous (theyre not)#okay but today marked the day when they found out that i was still secretly (hush hush (fifteak mention (im insane))) enjoying life#byyyyy DRAWING!!!#YEAH 💥 THEY HATE THE FACT THAT I DRAW 💥💥💥 VERY HEARTBREAKING EMOTIONAL AT 3AM#buuuuut they found out i was still drawing after the 97104000th time they told me to give up#so their epic plan was!!! to force me!!! to delete everything!!! ever!!! right in front of them!!! with zero free will because i dont deserv#so that wasnt going so good (i was shaking the entire time (im genuinely surprised i wasnt sobbing but at the same time the last time i#cried for anything ever was when the first few minutes of tpot 16 happened to me but other than that i never cry for anything ever))#WHATEVER mobing on#out OF LUCK!!! they left for ten-ish minutes to COOK (I LOVE COOKING its too bad they the legal guardians made it SUCK)#ermmmmr emmmerrmmm uh#found out how to back up everything to the secret (hush hu) work tablet that i have before it was too late#so when they came back it LOOKS like they won BUT THEY DIDNT!!!#anywhooooo im on my cell phone again#uhhhhhhhhhh only problem is that i dont have most of my ibis paint files anymore#......that MIGHT be a problem ermmmm................uhhhh......#i guess its a-okay ⁉️⁉️⁉️ at least i have anything at all 😋 we're silly#but anyways DID YOU ENJOY THE SMAL LORE!!! smal lore drop make sure to like and subscribe /silly#and for everyone's information im A-OKAY NOW!!! /gen /silly im home alone right now anyways FREEDOM OF EXPRESSION!!!#jm not american i promise#smal's occasional talk show#WE ARE SO BALL
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october 3, 2021 2:00 p.m. morensong coffee house
[grant] thank you for meeting me so last minute.
[cerise] yeah, it’s no problem! actually, i'm glad we could do this sooner rather than later. this has been at the back of my mind for a while–the curiosity has–so when you texted me yesterday, i was, like, i need to know. i may be going out of town for a week, but i'll try to make room in the schedule for this before i leave.
[grant] are you traveling anywhere exciting?
[cerise] iceland. it’s a big family trip to celebrate my parents’ 20th anniversary. as in, my mom and my stepdad’s anniversary. i mean, he’s my real dad as far as i'm concerned, but technically my stepdad. i think you get what i mean, i don’t know why i'm over-explaining.
[grant] wow, that is exciting. well, i hope you guys have fun. i hear it’s just as gorgeous there as you think it is.
[cerise] anyway, thank you again for asking your–our, i guess; that’s still weird to say–dad some questions on my behalf. i'm sure that wasn’t easy.
[grant] i should warn you that it’s not necessarily a wealth of information.
[cerise] that’s okay.
[grant] there was a lot going on when i talked to him, and if there were other questions i could have asked…
[cerise] it’s okay.
[grant] i wouldn’t have been able to think of them, and now, uh, the line of communication is closed, so i can’t really go back and...
[cerise] i said it was okay, didn’t i?
[cerise] the basics are enough, and you already put yourself out for a stranger. if i want to know anything else, i'll find the right moment to get my my mom talk about what happened.
[grant] do you want me to just get right into it?
[cerise] whatever you prefer.
[grant] so, uh, essentially, my parents were attending a medical conference of some kind in detroit. they were still married then, but my dad was unhappy with the relationship. he met your mom at the conference, and then he had–as far as i'm aware–a one-night stand with her. she found out my dad already had a family, they agreed to not be in each other’s lives, and he paid her child support.
[grant] that’s what i know. i'm sure there’s more to it, but...
[grant] oh! right, “the more” is that there is a nonzero chance we have more siblings out there.
[cerise] huh.
[cerise] i'm almost surprised there isn’t more drama. that’s a pretty mundane story. a one-night stand with someone you know nothing about is the oldest story in the book.
[cerise] weird, i feel better now. my curiosity is sated. well, i am wondering how the affair even happened if your mom was right there and about the potential other children, but that’s a whole can of worms.
[grant] well, i'm glad you feel better.
[cerise] and the story does make sense. i always wondered if there was some big thing with the secrecy, but if it’s because your–our?–dad was a married man, i get it. my mom is a very good person with strong morals. i know her, and she would not want anything to do with someone if she were aware they were cheating and had a family, and she wouldn’t want me to have any business with them either.
[grant] she made the right decision to stay away. he’s unnecessary. your lives are a billion times better off without him. if you’re thinking, “how can he say that?” just trust me.
[cerise] i mean, i can’t be upset about it. i'm not sure what i potentially lost out on, but what i've had in life with my parents has been perfect or just about perfect, so i'm not going to question her choice.
[grant] you didn’t lose anything. not to say trust me again, but trust me.
[cerise] i'm sorry. this probably is far less of a flippant thing for you.
[grant] don’t worry about me. it’s all good.
[grant] i am just really glad you feel better, and i'm glad i could be of some use to you as well. it’s a lot easier to use me than your mom. i have never met her, but i'm guessing she’d prefer to just forget about all this stuff, and i hope she has.
[cerise] i was frustrated she wouldn’t tell me the truth, but i get it now. this may be a classic story, but it’s still, you know, an embarrassing one. if i found out my boyfriend were a married man tomorrow, i would melt into the floor and stay there.
[grant] anyway, i know we’ve been sitting here all of ten minutes, but i should let you go. once i finish drinking this coffee, i will get out of your hair. you have things to do–exciting things. go pack and travel and have fun and all that.
[cerise] hey, you don’t have to leave already!
[grant] no, i don’t want to take up your afternoon. at least no more than enough to tell you what you were waiting a few weeks to hear.
[cerise] i mean, i blocked out time to do that and talk to you generally for a bit.
[cerise] i don’t know how to go about all this, but i wasn’t planning on benefiting off your connection to your–our?–dad and then peacing out. i figured we could be acquainted, if nothing else.
[cerise] unless that’s too much for you, in which case, totally get it. no pressure. my existence must be weird for your mom and siblings. i'm assuming you have siblings.
[cerise] or maybe they don’t know. i also get it if you’re keeping this situation on the down-low. i can assure you that you’d not be alone in that. i'm not sure i could tell my parents right now that i know about my origins or that i've met my bio dad’s son. not yet.
[grant] definitely don’t do that before the big anniversary trip. but no, don’t worry about that either. i don’t have siblings. not anymore. and my mom...let’s not even go there. there’s nothing to worry about on those fronts.
[grant] it’s not that it’s too much, basically. i have zero problems with you, and i have no family left who would have a problem with you either, so.
[grant] i just don’t want to be in your way, not today or at any point in the future, and i will be. you don’t need my dad around; you don’t really need me either.
[cerise] i don’t care if you are, honestly. you are my brother. that feels weird to say, but you are, and you haven’t done anything wrong. i'd like to know my brother.
[cerise] this is maybe the only regretful, i don’t know if that’s the right word, part of all the secrecy and the way i came to be. i get along with my step-siblings. what’s wrong with getting along with the half-siblings? or half-sibling?
[grant] i should have also warned you i'm kind of in a dour mood entirely because of my dad. sorry. not because of you or this whole thing, though, to be clear.
[grant] i wanted to meet to get all this off my mind so i have no other reason to think about him, hopefully, for the rest of my life. i'll be in a more conversational mood soon-ish, once i'm done thinking about him.
[grant] this is going to make me wishy-washy. i don’t want to be in your way; i don’t want to be a source of awkwardness in your family if they ever know you know me, but…
[grant] okay. i wouldn’t mind getting along with my half-sibling. maybe we could meet up when you have time again.
[cerise] yeah, i'll text you. i might be busy for a while with work when i'm back from my trip, but…
[grant] text me anytime. we’ll figure it out.
#ts4#the sims 4#sims 4#sims 4 story#sims 4 storytelling#simblr#hlcn: everything the stars promised#holocene.docx#holocene.png#hlcn: grant#hlcn: cerise#i needed to wrap up this subplot and also this is a nice ending i think thematically to this arc#yes y'all we are finally moving on to something new very soon#anyway why i think this is a nice wrap up is because the last few scenes with grant were about being rejected by his father and kelly etc#which takes place in a long legacy of people who shouldn't neglect grant doing it anyway (parents partners etc)#and those who treat him well are typically the ones who don't necessarily have to#varpu for one#and now cerise#OH and it's also growth for grant#when he gets those feelings that he's a nuisance he does typically tend to act on them#and he certainly tried to here but he didn't carry out his tendency to just flee and confirm his own notions about himself#it did take some further explanation from cerise but that doesn't matter because the point is that he DID stop himself from running off#anyway i could say more but i shall leave the rambling there for now#i am seriously just glad to move on to the next era of this story because this arc was burning me out baddddd#which is why i admit i did not work as hard to make the pictures all amazing or to turn the text into proper prose#i just wanted to get it done and the plot points across rip sorry
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okay so actually the girl who played eurydice had to leave halfway through the rehearsal soooo i got to be eurydice and i got to sing promises, wait for me reprise, doubt comes in, all of that and it WAS SO FUNNNNN
#I ATR I LITERALLY ATE I FELT SO GOOD#props to the guy playing orpheus cause it was so easy to just click with him and bounce off him#like promises???#the vocals were serving the acting was eating and choreo was awesome#AHHHH#wait for me reprise was so so good too UGH#he was so nice too everyone was so nice and cheering me on 😭😭#the director during notes was like ‘shout out to blue for stepping in and getting everything down!’#and the band director was like ‘something i noticed— blue took the notes we gave (girl playing eurydice) and followed them’#and it felt so awesome having my hard work and my skill and my care noticed 😭😭😭😭#i got so many compliments today it was SICKKKKK AHHHH IM REELING
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