#I personally like sunrises better btw
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So I took this photo last year, but it has always been one of my favorites so I wanted to show you guys :)
#I just finished doing my homework#if you have homework go do it#it’s worth it#pretty#sky#sunsets#do you like sunrises or sunsets better?#sunset#this is in my top 5 favorite photos I’ve ever taken#I personally like sunrises better btw#if you were curious
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I've literally never disagreed with a take more than this. it's not pretentious or elitist to say that some films are experienced completely differently in the cinema and that it can enhance and transform that experience massively. alien isn't bad because its use of sound and its absence is ten times more effective in a cinema. shut up
#using words like elitist and accessibility doesn't make ur argument better btw. like frankly who on earth is saying#cinemas are the ONLY way to watch a movie. it's simply a better way most of the time because it hits the objective criteria for a more#immersive experience. that doesn't mean u have to go u can watch it online#but it's not elitist to say that it's not as good as a cinema lmao that's just. a fact#ALSO NOT TO HARP ON THIS BUT. it actually is extremely important HOW you experience a film and sometimes it's#sat in bed on ur laptop on sunday evening and that's what makes it so lovely#and then other times it's going out into a dark room and watching it on 35mm and that's what enhances it#would i have liked before sunrise as much if i didn't watch it on 35mm? probably not! would i have liked the outfit as much if i#hadn't gone to the cinema to see it? probably not!#would i have liked the dnd more if i watched it at home on ny laptop? yeah probably!#experience matters it doesn't make a movie bad that's an insane thing to say...#ok I'm done. i know what this person is getting at but it's just silly#I'm especially weird abt this because me and my local vue have a warrior's bond ignore me ig#and belittling the cinema experience by calling it 'movie theatre culture' is just. 😐 whatever
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HII!! I was wondering if I could request Dallas Winston with a hippie!reader headcanons? I love ur writing btw <3
thanks for requesting ! i hope you enjoy !!
•at first dally really wanted to hate you.
•you dressed so different than most people in town. you stuck out like an eye sore.
•he definitely thought it was weird at first, but when the gang started to bring you around more, he had not other choice than to be around you.
•you were nice, maybe too nice for your own good. anytime dallas had make a snarky or hateful comment towards you, you just hid the pain behind a smile.
• “what are you some kind of witch or something?” dallas would ask, but you just laugh his questuin off and focus on something else.
•he tried his hardest to get you to hate him, but you had no hate in your body. you were someone who thought everyone deserved love. even if they weren’t the best people.
•eventually, dallas let up on his comments towards you. for a while he ignored you, preventing his self from saying something snarky.
•the rest of the guys actually enjoyed your state of mind.
•ponyboy especially, if you’re more into nature. the two of you would sit and watch the sunrise or sunset. you often shared your interests with pony as he enjoyed hearing about it.
•dallas never understood your fascination with nature until stumbling across you in the lot watching the sunset.
• “whaddya doin?” he asks, approaching you from behind. your head turns to him, smiling softly. “watching the sunset. wanna join?”
•you knew better than to ask but to your surprise he walks over and sits down next to you.
• “what’s that?” he asks, pointing to the bundle of flowers in your lap. “oh! a flower crown!” you raise it from you lap letting him look at it.
•he nods “cool” he mumbles under his breath and looks away.
•dallas is shocked when you place it on his head and stifle a laugh. “what?”
•you shake your head, smiling. “it suits you.”
•dallas feels flustered, he hadn’t felt this way toward someone. at least, in a very long time. he didn’t mind that you put the crown on him, in fact he thought it was cute.
•the sun had already set, it was just getting dark. “dallas, do you hate me?”
•the questions makes his eyebrows furrow. it was so sudden.
• “no..but i wanted to” he says, you look at him. “why?” he sighs, looking ahead.
• “you’re too good for someone like me, i thought the best way to not love you was hate you. but it didn’t work.”
•from that moment on, the two of you became something more than just friends.
•but it took some time before he finally realized how in love with you he was.
•and then, he finally decided to make it official.
•dallas learned to love your way of life.
•he’d carry around crystals you gifted him in his pocket. of course, he wouldn’t tell anybody.
•he wore the jewelry you’d make sometimes. it was so unusual for him to do or even let someone do that for him.
•but, dallas let you because he finally felt wanted for the first time in a while.
•he let you be you because that’s the person he fell in love with.
#dallas x reader#dallas#dallas winston x reader#dallas winston#dally winston#dallyboy#dally imagine#the outsiders#the outsiders imagine#the outsiders x reader#the outsiders sodapop#darrel curtis#steve randle#two bit x reader#ponyboy imagine#johnny cade x reader
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If able, could we get an update on any of your writings? I loved hearing about them (Not forcing, ofc!)
YOU SURE CAN ANON!! again, as with all of these asks, thank you so much for being interested in my work??? i LOVE talking about my silly fics <333
here's a rough timeline of all my fics btw!! i thought it'd be fun to visualize hkgj i'll be talking a little about all the ones i haven't yet talked about!!
Preface, here's all my fic wips as explained before!! and all my writing can be found in my #inland drabbles tag! ask 1, ask 2!
Message to All Bitches: Please Survive - This funny title has been the name for a while, but I think if I had to choose a serious one, it'd be "Should the Stars Go Out" :3 This is my most ambitious project of all my skill wips, I think, due to the medium i intend on telling it in (it is. technically not a fic?? hkjg) this is also my most secretive project hkgj <33 word count(?) is 2908!!
Meet the Parts that Make You - Kim meeting the Skills fic, though it's mostly been abandoned by now hkgj well, not abandoned, i still really love the concept? but I need to get a bunch of these other fics done first (Let's Make It a Home for worldbuilding, Swept Up for character studies) so I can get everything correct, before introducing it all to Kim hkgjg <33 Nevertheless, word count is 5459!
The Sunrise Momentum - Mostly abandoned, but i still froth at the fuckin mouth thinking about it RAUGHHH. HOLY VOWS. waking up, getting out of bed with depression, that part of you that wants you to live, caring about you so so so fucking much. this hypothetical fic hits very close to home <3 i promise i will keep you alive, as long as you're there to wake up every morning. willpower and devotion. volition is kind of everything to me did you know that? hkgjg current word count: 331 <3
Who Are You, If Not... - Esprit De Corps centered fic! i wrote a lot about it in this ask, but basically: hey, if Harry leaves the RCM, what the fuck happens to Esprit? i have some personal feelings about leaving a community that only used you for what you could give them. to keep going back, trying to check on them time and time again, even when they hurt you. it's cathartic to put it in the perspective of this fic, i think :] also i just think the psyche group is fun for discussions hgkjg esprit, my darling community skill!! current word count: 1497
When Two Skills Love Each Other Very Much - again, funny silly title hgkjg but i think its serious name would be, like, Summer Solace or something? brightest day of the year, sunrise parabellum. hypothetical child of volition and echem, she's hope, y'know? small and trying to grow. something to carefully tend to, to keep alive, and in turn she will keep you alive. this fuckin. symbolism raguguhh i love you baby solace you are MY ANGELLLLLLLLL!!!!!! <333
I THINK THIS FIC IS SO SWEET I LOVE THE SKILLS TRYING TO RAISE A KID HGKJG im so.. it's like how Let's Make It Home redux, the skills are kinda dysfunctional, but they've grown and they're getting better too and they're trying to work together towards a common goal, and together they can do it. i think they've gotten a lot better about working together!! and they all care for this kid a lot <333
Here's a snippet because oh my god i am fond of them (not in AO3 ready format though hkjg)
ELECTROCHEMISTRY presses a tentacle to his cheek to prop up the grin on his face - Hey, man, we've never raised a kid before. Give us *some* credit, at least. VOLITION holds Solace to his chest. She sleeps peacefully, starbright face pressed to his armor at his heart - I am. I think -- despite all the mishaps -- we've been covering all our bases surprisingly well. We wouldn't have been able to do this when we woke up in Martinaise, is all I'm saying here. VOLITION looks up and exchanges a fond glance with Electrochemistry - We've... all grown a lot, haven't we?
^ like hey. if you uh. compare that last volition line to the last volition line in the snippet i shared for unstoppable force? where now volition cannot only meet echem's eye, but LET HIMSELF FEEL AFFECTION FOR HIM?? oh my GOD the parallels, the character growth, i WILL PERISH.
i still do think this fic would be better as a comic hkgjg it feels like a good story to cap it off, and if i ever get the rest of these fics done, i'd want to end on it if i could hkjgg <33 LOOK AT THEIR CHARACTER ARCS. LOOK AT THEM FINDING JOY. GIVING THEM A HAPPY ENDING HKJG
that's about it, i think!! thank you for reading!! (and holy fuckin shit if you've read all of these i will. die for you now. i really appreciate anyone who takes the time to read my rambles, i love you hgkjg <33)
#volition#voliart#not tagging this one very thoroughly just personal tags hgkjg#volta transmissions#inland drabbles#the phys inst one shot and the volta things are way too sparse to really comment on hkjg#the phys fic is technically done actually? i think i need to edit it but it was meant as a rudimentary ''just finish a fic'' thing#and by god did i finish it hkjg. badly? yes! BUT. finished!!#task: message please survive#task: meet the parts#task: sunrise momentum#task: who are you if not#task: when two skills love each other very much#WHEW OKAY HGKJG <33#ency ref#this visual aide is also for me hgkjg i always thought a timeline would be cool to put together :3
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ooc | Finn & Fiona
Finn spends a lot of time complaining about his siblings, and I feel like he probably complains the most about Fiona (because he loves her best). To the point, honestly, when no one (probably least of all Fiona) takes him seriously when he does lmao
Some of Finn's favorite sayings:
No, I don't want to do that (does it)
I will absolutely not agree to that! (agrees to it)
Remember how much of a headache it was last time we did that? (he does ... agrees to it a second time, anyway)
Finn's main reason for being stubborn when it comes to following Fiona anyway is that, tbh, he's kinda lazy?? Finn's perfect schedule would allow for him to sleep in until at least noon and then laze about until four or five, afterwhich he would finally get dressed, eat something, and then head out to a tavern where he could drink and flirt and gamble and stay up until all hours of the night, returning home just after sunrise, when he could do it all again.
I feel like Fiona's perfect day is probably much more active (and productive) and Finn doesn't want to get pulled from his bed to go down to the beach or putting in all the time and effort in pulling some elaborate prank on Cormac. And yeah, FInn is just ~exhausted~ by Fiona half the time (who I feel like always has lots of energy??!)
BUT as much as Finn complains about her and just wants her to leave him alone, she's also his favorite person in the world/literally his other half and when he DOES get a day's peace away from her, he misses her terribly and is half depressed about it and mopes about but has a list of reasons that do NOT involve Fiona as to why he's having a bad day.
You won't hear him say it, but Fiona literally is everything to him and he wouldn't trade their shenanigans for anything!! (Don't let him fool you, he might complain a LOT about how Fiona got him ~roped into being in the resistance~ but he also is lowkey proud of that, too!!)
Also, I feel like I read somewhere that you said that Fiona is pretty good w/ a sword and has gotten her brother out of some scrapes before??? Which I feel is COMPLETELY true!! Finn is a pretty good gambler and he is smart about it, but there is still a lot of luck involved and he's been on the wrong end of bets gone wrong and ngl he's also tried to hustle people one just ... should nOT try to hustle and he's gotten himself into some really bad scrapes before and has literally needed his younger sister to help him fight his way out #facepalm (he does not acknowledge this btw). I also think that FIona is probably a better swordsmen than he is hahaha (something else he doesn't acknowledge)
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Saw your post about yapping about our s/o and I felt summoned :) (English isn't my first language btw '^^)
My main DR is my Formula 1 engineer DR and my bf is one of the drivers that we will call C.
A lot of people in the F1 fandom are going crazy about how handsome he is and while this is true, there are so many more things about him that make him such a beautiful and lovely person (and why I fell in love with him hehe).
Aside from being good at driving cars fast, he is actually quite good at maths and has a huge interest in architecture. He loves to play the piano and even has recorded some songs.
He always says that he doesn't like to show emotions because he thinks it makes him a better driver. Which is funny because he is one of the most emotional drivers on the grid. When he wins a race, his eyes sparkle and he can't stop smiling. He will get all flustered when people tell him how good his performance was and he will blush every time that I tell him that I am proud of him. He celebrates every win as if it was his first, always bubbly and talkative, never forgetting to say how thankful he is for his team.
He isn't a morning person (me neither, but he is worse lol). He will press the snooze button at least four times and even then I have to drag him out of bed so we get to our strategy meetings on time. He will be grumpy (not in a mean way, more like "why can't we just sleep a little bit longer?") and cuddly. He will hug me and grab my hand while still being sleepy. Or give me a soft kiss. Like it's so cute that he is barely awake but he still thinks about showing his love and appreciation for me.
I could go on and on because C is so inhumanly, perfectly and just illogically beautiful that I feel like I've been blessed my the whole multiverse to be loved by him. And not only being loved by him, but what's even better, is that I can give him my love, all the love he deserves and that's the biggest honour I could think of.
It's always been him. He is late night car rides and the sweet taste of champagne and the sunrise after a stormy night. He is the lovely smell of vanilla and the cozy feeling after a great nap and getting home after returning from vacation. He is quiet giggles and messy hair and poetry. And he is everything else I can't find the words for.
I love him and I can't wait to see him again. I just don't feel like myself without him.
I love this sm omgg
it's adorable tooo😭😭😭💕
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Hi, before I explain my post, I want to say something important.
• What you see my blog has become a major overhaul. And despite the changes, I decided that my 2nd account will be now my artwork blog with a secret twist.
⚠️NEW RULE! (W/ BIGGER TEXT!)⚠️
⚠️ SO PLEASE DO NOT SHARE MY 2nd ACCOUNT TO EVERYONE! THIS SECRECY BLOG OF MINE IS FOR CLOSES FRIENDS ONLY!⚠️
• AND FOR MY CLOSES FRIENDS, DON’T REBLOG IT. INSTEAD, JUST COPY MY LINK AND PASTE IT ON YOUR TUMBLR POST! JUST BE SURE THE IMAGE WILL BE REMOVED AND THE ONLY LEFT WAS THE TEXT.
⚠️ SHARING LINKS, LIKE POSTS, REBLOG POSTS, STEALING MY SNAPSHOT PHOTOS/RECORDED VIDEOS/ARTWORKS (a.k.a. ART THIEVES) OR PLAGIARIZING FROM UNKNOWN TUMBLR STRANGERS WILL IMMEDIATELY BE BLOCKED, RIGHT AWAY!⚠️
😡 WHATEVER YOU DO, DO NOT EVER LIKED & REBLOG MY SECRET POST! THIS IS FOR MY SECRET FRIENDS ONLY, NOT YOU! 😡
Okay? Capiche? Make sense? Good, now back to the post…↓
#OnThisDay: Sept 23rd, 2009
Title: Cuteness ACE 3 the final retro
IMPORTANT NOTE: Umm... Before I shared my throwback, I just wanted to say, I'm still not okay from yesterday [CLICK ME!]... 😞😔 I'm still had jealousy feeling from my siblings owing to their own jobs and I DON'T HAVE ONE. My cure from depression is going albeit slow... But, I'll try to dust myself off and standing my two feet. Maybe a nice morning walk will make myself a little better, like what happened in 2022. 🚶
Anyway, enough of my sorrow, let's moved on to my Monday's throwback:
Here's a fun fact of me playing video games: Did you know, 15 years ago, I've played the SUPER underrated mech-based game gem called "Another Century's Episode" franchise exclusively on Sony PlayStation consoles/handhelds (specifically, PS2, PS3 and PSP; PlayStation Portable)? 🤖🎮😁 Yup! It was a lot of fun, at the time when PS2 still going strong (over the new PS3).
• For those who don't know, this Japanese exclusive video game 🇯🇵🎮 was created by the old gaming publisher/company "Banpresto", the same team behind the "Super Robot Wars" franchise (formerly known as "Super Robot Taisen") before Banpresto was merged with "Bandai Namco Games", now called "Bandai Namco Entertainment". Now, ACE (short for "Another Century's Episode") wasn't your typical mech-based chess strategic game like the aforementioned "Super Robot Wars", ACE had a different approach using "Third-Person Shooter" game where you played different mechs based on Japanese most memorable TV Anime Mecha shows like of course "Gundam" (which we're never forget in our hearts as a fan), "Martian Successor Nadesico", "Getter Robo" series, "Eureka Seven" series ,and more... Heck, they even collaborate with Banpresto and Atlus (well known for "Shin Megami Tensei" and "Persona" series) creating their own mechs and characters for the 3rd ACE installment, and its SUPER DOPE in a good way! 😃
BTW: let's not forget "From Software", who also developed the said underrated mech series. Which, you may known today behind "Soulsborne" genre, like the over popular "Elden Ring". ⚔️🏰
• And as you can see, I draw Pocoyo 🔵👶 armoring the "Exblau Form H", along with Kirby ⭐ armoring the "Burning/God Gundam", and two Muglox faries of Mirmo 🪇 and Murumo 🥁 armoring the "Gundam Double X + G-Falcon" and "Freedom Gundam", respectively in a colored-retro style! 🤖😁
If you want it more, then please go to these provided links 😉👉 [CLICK ME! #1], [CLICK ME! #2], [CLICK ME! #3].
Pocoyo - POCOYO © Zinkia Entertainment Kirby - Kirby series © Nintendo, Hal Labs Mirumo & Murumo - Mirmo! © Hiromu Shinozuka/Shogakukan, TV Tokyo Armor - Another Century's Episode © Bandai Namco Entertainment (BANPRESTO) Armors (Mobile Fighter G Gundam, After War Gundam X, and Mobile Suit Gundam SEED) - Gundam series © Bandai Namco Filmworks, Inc. (SUNRISE), Sotsu
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butcher w the pre wedding jitters. am half asleep btw so thats my excuse
Waking up to a phone call, Sylvester answered groggily, not even seeing the ID without his glasses.
"... Wha..?" He slurs, only to hear the tired laughter of his neighbor
"Hey... Sorry, did I wake you?"
"... Fuck d'ya think? Go back to bed, you're married tomorrow." He murmurs, trying to not wake up his own husband as he sits upright in bed, the blanket pooling in his lap.
Mindlessly, he starts petting Monster, who had made her way over to him when he awoke, seeking affection, which he didn't have the heart to deny.
"No can do... I'm uh... on your porch..?" Butcher offers hesitantly, chuckling at the exasperated groan he heard.
Slowly rising from his feet, he gave the cat one last pet, as he slowly stalked outside the room and shut the door gently.
In a few seconds, the main entrance unlocks, causing Butcher to look up and chuckle, commenting "Someone forgot his glasses."
"Shuddup... Why are ya here?" Sylvester pries, sitting down next to Butcher on the steps leading up to the porch. As always, the larger man had a cigarette between his teeth.
"... Couldn't tell you. Anxiety?" Butcher offers, unconvinced himself.
"What, having second thoughts?"
"... Nah... more like worried he will."
Rolling his eyes, Sylvester stuck a hand out. Wordlessly obeying, Butcher drops a pack and a lighter in the outscretched hand with an amused grin, asking, "Still ain't allowed cigs inside?"
"Unfortunately. He loves his lungs or whatever."
"Typical."
A silence fell between the two smokers. Butcher gazing in the direction of his home, while Sylvester looks straight ahead into the clear skies of the early summer sunrise.
"... If it makes ya feel better.." Sylvester interrupts the silence, continuing when Butcher's eyes land on him, "I was the same. Had to take like... thrice the recommended dose to fall asleep. He still doesn't even know."
Butcher hums at the mental image.
"... But. I'm sure it'll go great. It's your big day. Just... hold it back on the whiskey and smokes, yeah? I told Vik to not say shit, but y'know. Maybe you'll get some good karma points for that... For once in your life."
"Hey! I'm not a totally evil person... Right?" He can't help but double check anyways.
"Nah. Insufferable, yeah. Evil? Never." The older man reassures, tapping the ash off the cigarette.
"... Thanks. Really."
Sylvester nods in response, and watches him stand up and pop his bones, speaking: "I'll... Go make breakfast. And have some caffeine."
"Go do that. I'm going to bed. See you tomorrow, big guy."
Butcher snorts at the nickname, before dropping and stomping out the butt of his vice.
Once making sure Butcher had left, Sylvester slid back under the covers, noting how Stone's arm trapped him there, even in his sleep.
The alarm blares 2 hours later.
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Re: teds non attendance at beard's wedding
Not for nothing but beard and Jane both strike me as the type to tell people to show up wearing nice clothes, hustle them on to the bus, and have Kenneth sneak them in to Stonehenge for an unsanctioned sunrise wedding that probably isn't even legally recognized
Though personally I am still declaring that wedding a fever dream idc what Brendan says. If you wanted me to think it was real you should have done better CGI. I'll forgive the stadium CGI because it's hard with a fast moving foreground and background but not that wedding no sir. My disbelief is a gift, Mr. Hunt, accept it
THE CGI IS SOOOOOOO BAD. Like talking about deeply unimportant shit I hated this season, that one tops the list. That scene could truly not have looked any worse if they had actively tried, lmao. Everything about it looked a high school play production.
I absolutely agree on the logistics behind the beard/jane wedding though. That was definitely a spur of the moment "yay! we're getting married!" announcement in the dressing room and one of the players was like "congrats man, when's the wedding date?" and beard was like well, kenneth will be taking us to stonehenge next wednesday morning at 5:00 am be here sharpish if you want to come" and when he tells Ted all of this over the phone Ted is like "well, you know I love you Willis, but I am absolutely not coming to that. you have fun though bestie. <3 "
(I am Beard/Jane Hater at my core, btw, and this is not me condoning that wedding, which I LOATHED to see. But since there's no stopping it I have decided that either 1] It was just an elaborate public kink thing and the marriage is neither legal nor binding. 2] they're simply deepening the train-wreck of it all and unfortunately things sometimes do get worse before they get better. Beard will be divorcing in all of my fics and escaping this abusive relationship...all in good time.)
#if the beardjane baby can realistically also be a fake in the kink scenario i'm going with that one.#because jane and beard navigating coparenting scares me deeply and jane should not be a mother.#ted lasso#asks
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Hi. I read your post about sleep getting better for you. I'm very happy for you btw. I've always struggled with sleeping too. I was able to temporarily move out of family home environment last year that held a lot of trauma for me, and noticed my sleeping *eventually* got a bit better, but then I had to move back home. I experience a lot of nightmares, and feeling 'afraid' to sleep because of this, but also stay up partially because I want to limit contact with my mother. I know this question is a lot. I do see a psych, but she hasn't been very helpful when it comes to the nightmares (or much in general really) lol. So I'm aware finding a better psych could be a good thing, but I've also had a lot of negative experiences, and as I'm in a sensitive place right now I don't know if I feel comfortable opening up to someone else at this time. In summary, do you have any tips at all on healing? (while your in an environment that caused a lot of trauma) or healing sleep? I know this is probably an annoying question (sorry for writing so much) I just wondered if there's anything outside of therapy you would recommend? Don't have to answer by the way, just thought I'd ask. Thanks, and I'm very happy things have improved for you a bit. <3
You don't have to be sorry about this message, I actually appreciate it a lot! I'm so sorry that you struggle with sleep too, it's something that has a huge impact on one's well being.
I'm not sure how helpful I can be, but I can share what I've done that has helped me. Keep in mind that this was a long journey (well, it's still ongoing), and it took a long time to start seeing meaningful results. It was also extremely difficult, and there were many times when I would fall back on habits that did not help me. But I kept trying, and now I can definitely see how much I've improved. :)
The regular advices are good and can help. By this I mean the usual "sleeping hygiene" tips: trying to maintain a consistent sleeping routine and wake up time, dimming the lights some time before bed, staying away from computers and phones an hour before bed, avoiding caffeine at night, etc. On their own, they won't heal your wounds, but they do help your body to relax.
I did everything in my power to make my room feel safe to me. This meant locking my door, praying before bed, doing my little rituals, etc. You can't make yourself suddenly feel safe in an unsafe environment, but if you have your own bedroom then you can try to slowly turn it into a place that feels yours. I won't pretend this is easy or even always possible, but it's something that worked for me, and it's probably my number one advice if it's at all possible for you. Do whatever makes you feel safe, even if you find it a little embarrassing (like sleeping with a beloved stuffed animal, for example).
Exercise during the day, if you can! I can't always exercise because of fatigue, but when I do it's very helpful, and keeps me from being too alert at night. I basically tire myself out so I won't wake up every 20 minutes at night.
Don't punish yourself when you can't sleep. If you're too anxious and/or afraid, you can get up, get a glass of water, read a book... do something relaxing that you enjoy, don't force yourself to stay in bed tossing and turning. Knowing I could decide to not sleep was helpful. I'm in control of my decisions, and if I'm struggling then I can get up and do something else. No one is going to force me to stay, least of all myself. I'll sleep when I feel ready, and if I have to wait for sunrise then so be it. Having this assurance helps me feel safer to sleep at night, because it's not an obligation, it's a personal choice.
I hesitate to recommend this because it's personal, and probably doesn't work for everyone, but discussing things openly with myself really helped. Like writing down or saying aloud why I feel unsafe, and what that means to me. Recognizing and accepting the problems I could face at night, such as nightmares, insomnia, sleep paralysis -- just listing down everything that could go wrong, and kind of preparing for them. I think this could make some people more anxious, but it worked for me. I can't exactly recommend it to you without knowing how it'll affect you, but it's something I did. I would think about all the things I feared would happen and which could happen, and I wrote down what they would feel like, and what the consequences would be -- always knowing that in the end I would wake up, the sun would rise, it would be another day no matter what, and simply making myself feel prepared for them. Knowing your fears and preparing yourself against them can sometimes help. For some people, I think it can have the opposite effect.
Also, I would tell myself what I was afraid of but that I rationally knew couldn't happen. I recognized why I was afraid of them but reminded myself those fears didn't reflect my current reality. I could prepare for them in different ways, by making myself ready to face the things I mentioned in point 5.
I think that's it... I'm sorry I can't help you more. This is what worked for me, but it worked slowly! And it's not like I don't have any problems sleeping now, but I do feel infinitely better. And of course I do recommend finding someone you can trust to help you through this process. Unfortunately, my psychiatrist didn't really help me either. However, I did find some people along the way. Also, Nancy from A Nightmare on Elm Street.
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Hey @polyglot-noodle (cutest handle ever btw)
I'm a bloody idiot and idk what happened to your ask, I think I pressed "post" instead of answering you, but now I can't even find it anymore? Thank goodness I screen caped it (BECAUSE IT'S THE BEST EVER) My day is off to a good start!! I am so, so, SO embarrassed, but then again, it illustrates perfectly what happens in my brain when people are nice to me.
And girl, are you nice to me. Oh la la mais merci, je ne sais pas quoi répondre 😱🧡🧡🧡 And the way I gasped when I read that sentence in French! Merciiiiiiiiiiii!!! Please do NOT shut up!! In general and with me in particular!
This is going to be one unhinged reply, apologies! but that's such a wonderful ask, I can't believe you're being so nice to me.
First, thank you 🧡 I am beyond happy that you're enjoying this story, because making people happy makes me happy (I'm so deep 😅). Then, please don't apologise for not dropping in earlier, I am so thankful you did drop at all! I hope uni work is better now, but I've been there, so I know it probably isn't... What are you studying? You speak so many languages, WOW, I'm awed by you and your brain!!
Oh yes, the references to art... I am so happy to get some feedback on that, I'm always concerned that people might find it boring and useless, but it's how my mind and imagination have been shaped and continue to grow, so I can't imagine shaping up a story, let alone characters, without it. Frankie and Reader especially, they're such idealistic dreamers... And so is Will, and I can't begin to tell you how much I appreciate your love for him! I adore him, he's such a big part of this story, and if I was a bit more confident, there would be so much more about him. Next chapter should do him justice, I hope. But thank you for letting me know I am on the right path when describing his and R's dynamic. They became very close very fast, and it's one of the reasons she's stuck in that mess and can't see a way out of it. She doesn't want to lose him too 🥺
My take on Frankie probably stems from my obsession with him and this movie, that I have watched not respectfully way too many times with my overanalysing brain. I'm glad you like him 🧡 Again, I'm always afraid my very defined and very personal take on a fandom favourite might be a put-off.
And AHHHHHHH Before Sunrise!!!!!!! I can't believe you mentioned Before Sunrise!!!! This movie has had such a big impact on my life and the decisions I took!!! And yes, it's definitely an inspiration for PTMY, I am squealing in excitement that my very humble story reminded you of it!!! I don't think I'm ever going to be confident in my SMUT writing abilities, but I do spend literal HOURS choosing the right word, so THANK YOU for noticing!!!
And finally (I'm the one person whose answers are longer than the actual asks, sorryyyyy) YES Reader's a badass, she survived some pretty terrible things (again, down to my lack of confidence to not develop that more in the story) and has been fighting her entire life so that her trauma wouldn't define her, while simultaneously thinking that she's failing, which of course isn't true, and guess who sees that clearly...? Why our boy Frankie, of course!
Ok I have to shut up, for your sake, but I can't thank you enough for your kindness, your time, your words; sincèrement, je me sens idiote de le répéter encore mais merci du fond du coeur 🧡
I love you and I am giving you the biggest bone-crushing hug ever!
You've have made my entire year 🧡
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4AM thoughts while I decide if I should sleep on this chapter and then post, or post the chapter and then sleep (better sleep on it first and then do a final read before post):
was a reason ever given for the NR's bizarre attempt at Operation Paperclip? becuase I was watching this short podcast ep talking about sarin nerve gas and the host brought up the Cold War being the rationale for Operation Paperclip, and I didn't see any episode reactions speculating on whether or not there was a threat that necessitated rehabbing ex-Imps. I saw reactions talking about how the NR rehabbed Imps while also destroying their tech? huh? so the NR was doing Operation Paperclip out of the goodness of their hearts? I mean, I guess??? personally, I would've thrown them all into a floating prison because fuck 'em but I'm not the one who destroyed the NR in the Sequel Trilogy in a shitty attempt to recreate the conditions that set up ANH, what the fuck do I know?
HEAR ME OUT. my brain connected some dots. it's just me and my personal experiences with the Captain America movies, which were what really got me going in the MCU for a while but listen
I keep thinking about the speculations about what will happen in Season 3 and all the fics and arts and headcanons people spun for 2 years, and what is actually happening on Season 3, and it feels so much like what people were writing and drawing and headcanoning post-CATWS and what actually fucking happened (AoU, CACW, the Infinity Saga). I'm not just talking about the shipping, btw. I am very much talking about Din's journey throughout the first 2 seasons and the gravity of the end of Season 2..... and how it turned into a fucking joke. It was such a fucking letdown. I feel like a fucking clown for thinking Favloni (and Favreau especially) would actually do something meaningful with it.
I refuse to watch CACW out of principle and the Infinity Saga also out of principle. Wiki the summaries? Haven't done that. Everything I know I got from gifs and posts. I know straight up fuck all about the plots of these movies, but I know enough about how Steve Rogers' story ends and boy was that a disappointment. I get why his story ended, but how it ended sounds like a fucking spice dream. Of all the things, that's the ending they chose? lol k
to all the people claiming that 3rd episode was Mando's "Andor episode", no it fucking wasn't. it sounds like a fart of an attempt at a political/world-building episode with none of Andor's dedication to understanding what the fuck they're doing. maybe they had no choice but to set up the NR as corrupt, useless, incompetent, unable to outlast the Empire! maybe it's meant to mimic the more recent post-WWII/Cold War histories (I won't speculate here because I'm not well-versed in this department), but this coming on the heels of Andor... what the hell kind of sunrise was the Rebellion fightting for? are we really saying the Rebellion was fighting for a filler republic that Disney will burn away to make a better, cooler government run by..... who the fuck knows? nobody wants to do the hard job of building and rebuilding after a war. might as well just wait another 40 years for another Empire wannabe to blow up an entire star system and reboot the conflict for the next generation I guess????
no this season isn't going the way I expected because i wanted more out of Din. but honestly, it was the attempt to bring back IG-11 that turned me off the whole thing. fucking disgusting. let things die, favloni. they deserve to rest.
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I’ve noticed in the last smau how Lewis is still in contact with girlie. They’re like this 🤞 and he’s calling her little sis and going on adventures. She really showed up to the paddock and kept them even through the break up.
I say they go bungee jumping next time.
Imagine how fun it'd be to be his friend and get to go on those crazy adventures with him!! I love to try new things, even if sometimes I'm a little scare at first and I feel like he'd hype you up so much and give you the confidence to do it in a "you only live once and you better make the most of it" way 💕 they already went surfing, skydiving is next and bungee jumping is definitely on that list! I believe he helped her a lot through the breakup, distracting her from troubles and just showing her how to enjoy life 🫶🏽
and I looooove doing these so here's a few headcanons:
Girlie and Lewis have known each other since 2016/2017, they met at an event (probably a fashion show) and then kept running into each other at friends' parties or other events and they just kind of clicked
She's been a big fan of him for years, and as much as people say that "you shouldn't meet your heroes, you will only be disappointed", that doesn't apply to Lewis at all. He's always been the nicest and sweetest person towards her—completely platonic of course.
He invited her to her first GP as a birthday present + he drove her around the track on a Fast Lap—funnily enough, in one of those "funny things in life", she never crossed paths with Daniel back then, so I guess we can say there was always a one-degree separation between them.
Her go-to nickname for him are "Lucho" (and "Luchito") or "Big bro", but she also often calls him "Luís". She also calls him "Hammo/Hammy" or "Mr. Worldwide"—she always introduces him as "8x world champ" btw 🙂↕️
His go-to nickname for her is "Little Sis" obviously, but I know he'd call her something endearing like "Cub" or something funny and playful, teasing her for being younger and smaller in stature compared to him, like "Half-Pint" or "Pebble" (feel free to add to this because I suck at nicknames lol).
I feel like they'd be the kind of friends that whenever one of them is in the same city as the other—mainly Lewis when he goes to LA—they always make time to hang out.
He once took her on a sunrise hike, and she cursed him the entire way up but admitted it was worth it when they reached the top. Now it’s one of their shared traditions when they meet up in nature-heavy spots.
He naturally takes on a mentor role with her, offering advice about navigating fame, the pressures of being in the spotlight, the hateful comments, and staying true to herself in a world that can often demand too much.
They definitely bonded over deep topics—life philosophies, mental health, and the importance of giving back to the community.
She is an avid supporter and contributor to the Mission 44 programme. And he always promotes, contributes and participates in her charitable programs.
I truly believe that Lewis subtly tries to convert her to veganism. She’ll tease him about it, waving a cheeseburger in his face, but she does genuinely love trying his favorite vegan dishes.
We all know he thrives on adrenaline, and he’s determined to get her out of her comfort zone. And she's always happy to join him—whether it’s wakeboarding, rafting or zip-lining through the jungle. I even think she'd be down to cross the Drake Passage if it's with him (and he's done it already so that's a plus).
Lewis has already set the date for their skydiving adventure. Girlie tries to postpone it, claiming, “I need to mentally prepare!” but deep down, she trusts him to make the experience unforgettable.
They are always the life of the party whenever they are together, you'll catch them dancing all night long and getting people on the dance floor. She definitely teaches him how to perrear lol
It's well known that Lewis loves music, almost as much as she does. I see him attending her concerts and he'll always send her a supportive text beforehand, like, “Kill it tonight, little sis. Proud of you.” 🥹💜
He definitely brings all of the guys in his entourage and they're all seen dancing or vibin' to her songs 😝
as a bonus, I give you two pretty and fashionable best friends <3
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🐚 Hey~ how are you doing today hun?
There’s not much space for alternative interpretation in this case. Tom would probably notice your natural feminine charm and your beauty (beauty is in the eye of the beholder so even if you don’t love yourself, Tom would feel utterly enchanted). He’s likely to feel stunned and hooked by the way you walk and talk. Your natural kindness and probably a soft way of speaking to people even when they act annoyingly is something that would catch his attention and spark his interest in you. Maybe he sees you solving a dispute in a gentle and diplomatic way and it absolutely astonishes him. Maybe he sees you dealing with a difficult pet in a soft and loving way and taming them like that much better than those who shout and yell. Even such a tiny thing as you enjoying a fresh apple might actually make Tom stumble.
I loved the reading sm<333 the fact he would find me beautiful makes my heart so-🤰🦋. Yes, I do have habit of being nice n kind to people whom sometimes could be rude or annoying. Ohmygod! The fact Tom actually have two pets and I have such soft spot for them. The accuracy 💯👌����.
Tom might feel a bit naughty when following you in order to catch the right moment to approach you. He’s likely to observe you for a while, stealing and savouring glimpses of you from afar. He’s not nearly as confident as he should be when it comes to you. You might be going about your regular day and he will just shyly peek at you from behind corners, trees, shelves with books. The more he watches you, the more pulled towards you he feels because he’s getting to the conclusion, you are one interesting and astonishing person.
Gurl STOP! This is making me so happy 🤣 True, I do feel that Tom would be the shy type when he have feelings for someone at first, and u can see that when he had crush on Emma Watson but he never told her lol. Btw, I'm over the moon rn ngl lmao~
At a certain point the moment comes when Tom has to take all his courage and approach you. He’s likely to do so confidently now because he has already learned how to talk to you through watching you. He might just simply come to you, saying Hello and introducing himself to you and start a conversation. He’s not likely to use some tricks. This doesn't align with his morals. He’s a direct and plain speaking man, he likes to be honest with people and it’s likely for him to feel the same vibe from you. He knows you won’t mind him being open and straightforward with you. Tom is likely to be eloquent when he’s interested in a person so fasten your seatbelts, the chat over afternoon coffee might expand into an early morning philosophy discussions while watching sunrise.
OHMYG! So trueee. Tom mentioned once in his book that his personality don’t differ at all when he outdoors and indoors, he likes to be himself. And yes! I'm the type of person who would always be the one who speak their feelings and don't like to suger-coat your wrongs. Yes! Ofc, I do love discussions and sharing opinions w others. [Gemini mercury here lol]
Tom is likely to feel mesmerised by your resourcefulness and the ability to adapt to various situations. You have more than one talent and you probably cultivate many skills and hobbies because you have many interests. You like to experiment, to explore and to learn about stuff. You like to try new activities, you don’t really have prejudices against genres of art or against people. You approach the world with your mind open and willing to find beauty in everything. Tom absolutely loves that about you and while he himself might sometimes feel a little more conservative, you are his great inspiration.
Trueee!Trueee!Trueee!Trueee!Trueee!Trueee!Trueee!Trueee!Trueee!Trueee!Trueee!Trueee!Trueee!
I do have so many hobbies and talents, sometimes I have too many that I'm not able to know which one is my real talent lol [I get bored SO easily]. And I do love to explore the world and see the potential in it. Yeah! Tom once talked abt how he was raised in such conservative society. (If I'm not mistaken.)
Sometimes you need to destroy something in order to make space for something new. Maybe up till now you actually only felt platonic about Tom. Or maybe your romance wasn’t anything more than a summer fling. Tom certainly feels much more serious about your relationship, though, so when once again you try to keep things light and without commitments, he needs to prove you wrong by kissing you passionately. And whatever you thought about the relationship crashes and burns in the heat of his desire and yours. Welcome to the utterly new world which is upside down and spinning but feels really good.
Tom is both a romantic and determined type of man (HE IS). He’s likely planning the night he’s gonna confess his feelings long ahead. He prepares for it, he makes it an unforgettable moment and a true celebration of your love. Maybe he takes you to a renaissance fair where he will declare his love dressed up as a knight while you are neatly placed on a balcony. Maybe he will take you for a romantic picnic and gaze deeply into your eyes before whispering ‘I love you’. Whatever the occasion, you better have something clever to answer. Or you can skip talking and kiss him. Tom might prefer the second option.
I'M JUST IN LOVE! ❤️
Thank you very much for the fun reading! The accuracy is just amazing 🥰.
And pls accept this meme from me lmao
Hello!
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Oh the final meme! 🤣🤣🤣
I'm dying!
Anyway!
Thank you so much for the feedback.
I'm so happy it resonated with your personality and with what is known about Tom Felton. I have never been into Harry Potter so I don't really know much about either of the protagonist. It's really helpful when your feedback includes how he is. 💗
This reading was actually pretty easy flowing for me. It's probably your personality and maybe even his being well atuned with me. I always had inner feeling that I'm acutally a British but was born in different country. 😂
Anyway! So happy you liked the reading. It was fun to write and I'm glad it's also fun to read for you. 👏
Thank you again for the feedback and the MEME, I love it. 💖💖💖
Kleo 🦄
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So raisin’s long awaited Shiina Sessrin chapter finally released and it confirmed that Shiina seems just as dedicated to butchering Sesshomaru’s character as Sunrise/Sumisawa did. I can’t believe the fandom is still simping for PedoShiina when he’s aptly demonstrated through this chapter alone that he makes the characters just as OOC as Sunrise did. Between Kagome “being jealous” of Sessrin and wishing Inuyasha was a more romantic husband like Sesshomaru (as if she herself hasn’t always been Inuyasha’s single biggest fan and would never dare to make him feel small by comparing him with Sesshomaru, his racist brother who tortured him in his youth, also rather than “envying” Sessrin she would be the first one in line to shoot an arrow through Groomermaru’s Pedophilic ass) and now him actually having Sesshomaru be the one to make the first “move” towards Rin and say incredibly sappy OOC stuff like “Rin is my everything” - it’s clear he doesn’t understand these characters any better than Sunrise.
Also his incessant need to continue making callbacks to “child Rin” during the “Sessrin” chapters and having Rin outside say she worships Sesshomaru like a God… 🤢🤢 At least it proves something the entire fandom has always been knew: They were not and never will be equals. Rin isn’t some strong girlboss ~QUEEN~ who wears the pants in that relationship like her fans self-inserters claim. she is an infantile child who was groomed by her guardian who she will forever hold up on a pedastal as a literal God and can see no flaws within him because he was the first/only person who ever gave her a sliver of kindness, and thus she feels she literally can’t say no to him.
Heya! @sweet61 beat me to most of what I wanted to express first, so you should check her answer before the things I'm gonna add to that here ^^ cause I share her sentiments.
Shiina's take on SR is him taking a bandaid 🩹and trying to stop a leak💧on a dam with it. Cause it's pretty obvious he knows about the backlash with all his statements. We went from anime loliconmaru using Rib as a creepy experiment cause he was curious about what was like to love and being a dad to "he made advances on her but actually Rib was the one who started it by seducing him with "Did Rin grow up? 😉😊" Stuff like that. Including him BLUSHING which was like a big no no for the rules RT has for his character. OOC and if he actually ever does that blush it would actually be microscopic as hell. You would need to get your 🔍 to actually see it. I understand Sesshomaru can be awkward but by the gods... WTF
BUT
He's still no different from the anime hny cause he still doesn't give a fuk about them kids really, has inukag on deep-freeze along the kid wife in this supposed masterplan along his mother because he doesn't really know WTF he is doing.
Congrats, you just made the infamous "Aristocratic Assassin" lord of the west a complete dumbass with creep still sprinkled around 🙄
I've already talked about this in the Sesskik Discord but Rin believing Sesshomaru is a God/Kami—Shiina took that from the wide-ban volume interview RT did about Rin and Jaken. Which btw, as you can see she makes clearly here what Rin was meant to be (and it's not what the romantic kind. This was before the Hogosha one)
And another call back to the "child". Interesting how Rin is supposed to be an adult, all we getting on this thing is references and personality of her being said child 😑.
I'm not surprised. Since "adult Rin" seemingly doesn't exist. Manga "adult Rin" doesn't even look like herself. It's like Shiina took his mouse, clicked cut on Kagome, took her to Photoshop and then called it a day. I'm sure the Sesskag Fandom had good laugh about that.
I'll say this. I'm not gonna name or whatever but I'm gonna say it. If you love this fandom and don't want it to finish going to a Oblivion like it has recently these past few months... Don't Support this. Stop giving it ratio. Just cause it's giving you some crumbs of said characters' daughter. And I adore said character mind you. Plus the villain. Hells, he even called pedomaru out for bad parenting and being awful. He had potential. But really think about it.
Like at this point I barely even see even stuff from my favorite characters. Because most of it is a constantly barraged out of the algorithm with unwanted CP SR in various positions unless I block it cause that's all they think about their ship while simultaneously constantly making week celebrations just to be able to trend cause they can't even make the official polls without bots...
Don't give your time on that. There's a ton of people in this fandom. Who are amazing and can do better content in a day that even Shiina, or Pedosawa, or even RT will. From Sesskik, Sesskagu, Sesskag, SessSara, SessNara or just Sessh himself while also being a cool single dad cause that's also valid and fits his character completely. As well as content about the other Inuyasha characters. The twins don't even look like their own "mother" so you can even imagine the mother as someone else.
Even a little ❤️, like, or comment for any of those content creators is enough. By showing support to the original series and people who truly love and understand these characters, I swear you'll be happier in the long run as well as peace of mind. We already got that anime fanfic cancelled. Plus don't let sinners try to censor you with lies, or try bully you into accepting their ship in social media. If they want to ship it that badly they can stick to their corner and stop harassing peeps who have the minimist disagreement about it or ship something else. They constantly diss other ships and make up stuff to attack others, yet they expect us to stay quiet about theirs and their antics 🙃
....double standards
That being said if you're ever feeling like shit about this just remember. Even Shiina knows "it's not canon". This is his "doujinshi" of that original animation. Yes, it's an official product but it isn't part of the main continuity that is the original Inuyasha.
The og series ended in June 18, 2008, with an ending that had enough openness to interpret whatever you like on what happens next
And that's the canon ending.
Yashahime is just one these. It's a bad one. OOC. An insult to the original. Destroyed the development of main characters. I know. RT didn't even write it. But in the end you choose. I already did and I announced it back for my pairing's weekend so look forward to it once I'm able to publish it, hopefully. if you're interested it on my imagination about it.
Phew! That was more than I expected to write.
In the meantime, take care of yourselves.
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When the world needed more of fnaf sb x reader, you're here to save the day.
Hello!! Can i request Glamrock Freddy, Sunnydrop and Monty headcanons to it being reader's birthday? Gn reader pls!
oh FUCK yeah
as a worker at Fazbear industries, your birthday in inputted into the system so they now as soon as they see you and the birthday alert shows up on their HUD
Glamrock Freddy -
when the alert shows up, he nearly has a heart attack
it’s your birthday???
and you had the gall to not tell him??
that’s it, birthday nuzzles and cake!
and a private show [him singing to you alone and cuddling]
he’s super soft toward his s/o, and feels a lil hurt they never told him that their birthday was coming up
“If i did, you’d throw a big party, and i hate big parties”
...
“Freddy...”
“I didn’t know-”
“Oh my god.”
he gets you a free gift by winning it at the booths, though he was only allowed to play at three at most
“Make way everyone, my s/o’s birthday is today!”
he also carries you in his arms most of the day if you let him, and it makes him very happy.
Sunrise/SunnyDrop -
“dewdrop! Happy birthday!”
“thanks, sunny.”
Confetti is thrown in the air, those blow honker birthday things are blown, and ‘happy birthday’ is screamed by the hoard of children Sunrise had already gotten in the daycare
he’ll order a cake [or cupcakes] with your favorite flavor to enjoy together alone, during nap time while Moonfall takes care of the kids, he’ll gets some time with you when naptime is over
is also kinda upset you didn’t tell him before hand, but you probably had other things on your mind, so he wont hold a grudge.
hand holding and cuddling in his [cleaned up!] room after hours and just talking, or watching a show
He and his Brother love you deeply, so tell them next time an event as important as this comes up!
“Dewdrop! I made you a gift!”
“aww, that’s so sweet of you Sun!... is that one your your sunbeams-”
Montgomery “Monty” Gator
Man is iffy
“Why did you tell me!”
please don’t do that again, he almost had a public hissy fit around the kids
but if you think he’s not going all out, then you don’t know Monty
He’s getting on stage, playing one your your favorite songs, and singing to you, he doesn’t care
now the kids kinda ship you?
This gator will have a pissed off face while cuddling you back stage, but pleased you liked the performance
‘you hear that, fazfuck? [my wattpad fnaf faze, you can thank that your the insults] they love me! and my music!’
“Get the Heck outta my way! My s/o is over there and i want affection!”
to an adult - “What? Pissed that a grown ass sentiant animatronic has a better relationship with his s/o then you do with your wife/husband?”
‘They are so pretty, i love them so much’
he steals some merch for you btw as a gift and brings the cake to you personally
#sunrise x reader#sunnydrop x reader#glamrock freddy x reader#monty x reader#fnaf security breach#fnaf x reader#can you tell my bias
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