#I only knew anthony as the 'I spent a day with' guy and had watched his asexuality video because shubble was in it
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poisonheartfrog · 4 days ago
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How I got into Smosh: a diagram
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lilac-hecox · 1 month ago
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Ian's day prompt or question: We know that Ian painted his car at Anthony's house and Anthony said he taught him to paint, that's actually so sweet. We never got to see that 😭 . Do you think that he actually like, taught him the techniques and was there watching paint and giving suggestions?
Ian + Anthony - platonic ianthony - painting
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“Are you sure this is your first time? You’re really good,” Anthony says, as he peers over Ian’s shoulder.
“I mean, I’ve done painting stuff on Smosh, but I’ve definitely never used oil paints. I did watch Mel paint that one-time years ago.”
“Right,” Anthony says, his eyes scanning over Ian’s painting where his best friend is working on a piece, re-creating his beloved old-fashioned car, immortalizing it in oil paints. Anthony should have known that when he invited Ian over for a painting session, Ian would choose to paint the most ridiculous Ian Hecox thing he could.
But that’s what Anthony loves about him.
Ian is a strange guy, but Anthony wouldn’t have him any other way. He knows this now, because he didn’t have Ian. In the chaos of life, he had lost his tabs with the other man, and through luck and work they had found their way back to each other.
It only made Anthony appreciate Ian that much more.
Ian, who spent a good fifteen minutes meticulously mixing the oil paints on the palette Anthony had given him, until he had the perfect shade of red for his car. Ian, who was talented not only at painting, but so many other things and yet had the hardest time believing it from anyone, even Anthony.
But he’d keep praising Ian until he was blue in the face, until Ian knew he was serious, until Ian agreed.
“You’re a natural,” Anthony says.
Ian rolls his eyes, “Hardly. My car kind of looks more like a blob with wheels.”
“It’s a great blob with wheels, very detailed.”
Ian snorts, “Now you’re just being nice.”
Anthony sets down his own paint brush on the built-in holder on his wooden easel. He lays a clean hand on Ian’s shoulder.
“I’m not. You’re picking it up faster than I thought and you’re doing a good job. You have a good eye for color, contrast, and framing.”
“Well, anything I’ve picked up is from you,” Ian says, glancing backwards at Anthony.
“Really? I don’t feel like I know what the fuck I’m doing half the time.”
“Yet you keep painting.”
“Yeah, exactly, and now you are too.”
Ian smiles at him, shakes his head and he picks his paint brush back up.
“Okay, okay, but it isn’t going to look as good as yours.”
“It shouldn’t look like mine. It should look like yours.”
“So pretentious,” Ian teases.
Anthony laughs, squeezing Ian’s shoulder as he watches Ian paint.
“Hey, man, listen. I’m glad we’re doing this together. Thank you for coming to paint with me,” Anthony says, his voice edging on fond and his words sincere.
“Oh no, you’re going sappy on me,” Ian says, a flush coloring his cheeks, but he swallows and meets Anthony’s gaze, “I’m really glad we’re doing this too. Thank you for having me over and teaching me.”
Anthony squeezes at Ian’s shoulder again.
“Anytime, buddy. Anytime.”
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sweetmusingss · 2 years ago
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"What? No, of course not," I say to you before pouting slightly. "I mean, unless you want to.." It was important to me that you and Austin got along because you were the two most important men in my life. I talked to Austin more than I even talked to my own brother because Austin truly was my oldest friend. "Unless you really don't want to, I want you by my side, babe." I knew you were going to be at the bar later tonight too and I liked being with you whenever we both had down time since our schedules could be so hectic. I hadn't expected Austin's visit but I wasn't just going to push you to the side, either.
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Frank swallowed hard when hearing what you said, each thing you were saying only piercing him more and more. He was naïve to think that things could go back to the way that they were before. He was all about routines and he definitely did not handle change well so it was really difficult for him to have you back in his life but not have it be the way that it was before. He didn't know how to be just 'casual' with you. Hearing you compare him to your father wounded him deeply because he never knew you could see him in such a negative way. He was working so hard to try and show you that he could be the best partner to you but if you felt that way, he didn't know how you could ever change your mind. "Okay yeah, I didn't realize things were that bad.. That was my mistake. I just don't know how not to lo-," he says, swallowing hard. "I care a lot about you and it's hard for me to just sit back and not constantly have my eyes on you. All that time without you, I still spent all those days thinking about you and missing you and wishing I could change everything. I am so desperate to get back to what we used to be but I see the damage has been done. I am really sorry for overreacting. It wasn't fair to you," he said softly. He still had a little bit of hope but he also could admit to where he had gone wrong.
Seb felt a bit relieved over the fact that you did want him there with you, but he also couldn't push this neediness aside. He didn't like his plans being changed, especially suddenly like this, and he had expected a quiet morning with you and watching tv and cuddling before his shift started that afternoon, but now all that had gone out the window in the blink of an eye. "No, if you want me there, I'll hang out." He gives you a small smile but it doesn't reach his eyes. He knew he was being pouty and childish, turning his back on you as he started to undress, changing into some comfortable clothes, knowing his bulging biceps would make you weak and maybe that would make your attention stay on him a bit longer.
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"You didn't realize it was that bad? I fucked off to California for an entire summer to get away from you, I contemplated dropping out of school to never see you again, and I just told you a few weeks ago that I never wanted you in my life again so, yeah, it's that fucking bad, Frank." I glared up at him, his words not making me feel any better, it seemed like Frank only knew how to say the wrong thing. "God, Frank, you used to always say the right thing and now everything that comes out of your mouth just pisses me off more and more." I stand again, shaking my head and crossing my arms over my chest, letting out a breath. "It's okay for you to care for me, I care for you, too. I'll always care for you and I'll always love you, Frank... I just need time and I need you to be patient. If you can't be patient, then let me know now. I want to spend more time with you and try to move on, but instances like this make that feel impossible. I have guy friends now, a lot of them. Yes, Anthony and I had a flirty thing going on... but I'm allowed to have that. If you want to know the history there to make you feel better, then I will tell you, but he's also my friend, first and foremost, and he's going to be around. I can't have you popping up out of nowhere trying to catch me in a lie or catch me cheating or whatever you were trying to accomplish tonight. I felt so close to you over the past few days and now it's like we took 100 steps backwards... I was gonna come to your house tonight and sleep over because I felt so bad that you were so sad on the phone earlier..."
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mcyt-peach · 3 years ago
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Okay I just have this idea in my head🙈 Dream, Wilbur or Karl admiring the reader (idk like on the stream) who is the author of the new fantasy bestsellers, and just gushing about it (maybe in the dono or on reader’s twitter they would be like “Thanks I love your work too ;) “
Haha ok i just love the idea😅🥺
dream, karl and wilbur getting attention from author!reader
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⋆。˚ summary: Dream, Karl and Wilbur send some praise to an author who inspired them, but are surprised to receive to get a response
⋆。˚ including: cc!dream, cc!karl and cc!wilbur
⋆。˚ warnings: reader uses they/them pronouns
⋆。˚ note: this was seriously so cute nonnie!!! I loved coming u with these headcanons :)
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Dream
Dream can’t help but brag about his accomplishments and while some may see him as cocky, he really just enjoys sharing how far he’s come
on one of his common twitter benders, he reminisced on the journey the Dream SMP has taken
he thanked his fans for their support and went on to praise the other members who made his success possible
what his followers weren’t expecting was the name of a fantasy author to pop up among his ‘special thanks’ post
“You may never read this, but to Y/n L/n, thank you. Your books have always been an inspiration to me and I’ll never forget your writing. Your stories from the villain's point of view will always be the reason I chose to be “the bad guy” in my own story.”
needless to say, twitter was shocked
without realizing it, he’d dropped a bombshell on your community and his
people were tagging you left and right, trying to get your attention
only an hour later, Sapnap’s busting in through the door, telling Dream to check twitter
he sighs, expecting some sort of drama or canceling, but is more than surprised to see you responding to his tweet
“Someone pinch me, I think I’m dreaming! Can’t believe genius, millionaire Dream thinks my work is anywhere near as good as his world building <3”
he just sets his phone down and covers his face with his hands
he can’t even tell Sapnap off when he says “Man you’re such a simp.”
Karl
Karl had started up stream with the intention of announcing a new season of Tales of the SMP
this inevitably led to people trying to sneak any information they could out of him
who’s going to be in the new season? will Karl lose his memory completely?
you get the jist
he tries to keep as much as he can secret, only answering questions that won’t give too much away
finally he finds a question he likes and lights up
“What inspired my series? That’s a good question! I’m not sure if you guys will know them, but there’s this book by Y/n L/n.”
he goes on to describe one of your earlier novels, where the main character travels through time and struggles with the realities they’re pushed into
it’s been about 5 minutes and he’s still gushing about your writing style
suddenly chat starts speeding by and Karl has no clue you joined until you donate
“Did THE Karl Jacobs of Tales of the SMP just compliment MY work!!! Chat, catch me, I’m swooning.”
the text to speech ends and he’s just staring
wide eyed, jaw on the floor, totally stunned that you were here, watching him
within seconds, he’s giggling and covering his face
“What the honk! How long were you here for?” he hopes you didn’t hear all his ramblings
another dono comes in “Long enough to hear you say such sweet things :)”
Wilbur
while filming Anthony Padilla’s “I spent a day with WILBUR SOOT” video, Wilbur knew there would be lots of questions for him to answer
he went into his music and content, even dipping a bit into his personal life
though he was expecting to talk about his role on the Dream SMP, he was surprised to be asked about his writing process and style instead of the usual questions
“Well, I suppose a lot of my early work was influenced by this wonderful author, Y/n L/n. They write a lot of historical fiction, but with a sort of fantasy element in it. It actually helped me figure out how to use canon lives effectively instead of just pretending characters never die.”
“Sounds like you’re a big fan!” Wilbur only met the comment with a smile, before they moved on to more questions
he didn’t think much of the interaction
in fact, he didn’t think about it at all until the video was released
Wilbur had joined a call with Phil, hoping to have a chill stream before he tucked in for the night
a strange donation came in, alluding to his earlier rant about your work
Phil chimes in too, teasing Wilbur about your response
“What? We’ve never talked before, Phil. I’m just a fan?”
“Mate, they literally just tweeted about you.”
quickly pulling up the app on his phone, he searched for your profile
the latest tweet read “Nearly died when I heard him say my name in Anthony’s video. Can’t believe the guy who made half of the Dream SMP lore is complementing little old me! I’m glad this is a tweet, or I’d be blushing up a storm.”
some of the viewers think the stream’s lagging with how still Wilbur is, just staring at his phone
he looks up to see the messages being sent in, but quickly gets embarrassed and turns to another monitor
“Shut up, chat, I am not turning red.”
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itsallyscorner · 4 years ago
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Baby’s First Heartbreak
pairing: marvel cast x teen!fem!reader, Scarlett Johansson x reader, Elizabeth Olsen x reader
prompt: the youngest member of the marvel cast experiences her first breakup.
warnings: not much—crying, a break up.
A/n: Tom is 19 here because this is set during Civil War. He was such a baby omg🥺
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You were always a firm believer in having hope. No matter what the situation was, you knew that you had to at least try before fully giving up. You were only 18, but it was the mindset you grew up with. You were taught to face things with bravery and confidence, you faced things head to head with all your might. Though some things never went the way you planned, you were still the ray of sunshine you were, all bright-eyed and bushy-tailed, eager to learn and explore the world.
You had the same mindset going into your first relationship. Love was something you’ve always wanted to experience. Sure, you received it from your friends and family. But you wanted the different kind of love. The special one that was shared between two people. The one that made your heart skip a beat and made you breathless. Where staring into that special someone’s eyes felt like you were being transported into another world where it was just the two of you.
You’ve found that kind of love in a boy from your hometown. The two of you had been friends since pre-k, growing up along side each other, and being there for each other’s success and failures. You’ve known him all your life but the feelings didn’t come till sophomore year of high school. It all just clicked all of sudden; that one day where he said you looked cute in his jumper and the next moment you knew you were seeing him in a new light. Junior year, you were both beating around the bush; constantly pining over each other with longing stares and fingers always brushing against each other. Though you didn’t see him all the time due to your job as an actress. You spent half of the school year in your hometown and the rest at Atlanta. Of course he knew of your job and as much as he hated to see you go, he knew you were doing something that made you happy. So he spent as much time as he could with you before your time together came to an end. A few days prior to your flight to Atlanta, under the night sky of your backyard, he admitted his feelings for you. By senior year, the two of you had been dating for half a year. It had been the best moments of your life, you were in love and high on happiness, it was like nothing in life could ever go wrong.
Now here you were, in your trailer on the set of Captain America: Civil War, sobbing you eyes out. You knew loving could hurt, but not this much. You still felt your heart skip a beat, but it was clenching in heartache. You were still breathless, but because you’ve been trying to catch your breath after every sob that wracked your body. You felt broken. The boy you loved had ripped your heart out of your chest and threw it onto the floor, stomping on it till it stopped beating.
You hiccuped as you stared at yourself in the mirror. You were nothing but a fool. A fool who had hope in something that was never going to work. You sniffled as you snatched tissues out of the box on your bathroom sink, dabbing the material onto your eyes and blowing your nose. Your eyes were red and your cheeks were puffy. A sigh of frustration releases from your body. There was no way you could walk onto set without people asking you what was wrong.
You debated asking your assistant to ask your designated makeup artist to do your makeup in your trailer, you didn’t want to be a bother. But your thumbs were already shamefully typing away the request on your phone. A few minutes later Eleanor, your makeup artist on set, arrives at your trailer with her supplies in hand.
She doesn’t directly question you, but she has the look of a concerned mother once she sees your face. You lie to her and tell her you weren’t having a good day and chalked it up to being homesick.
You dreaded going on set. You weren’t sure if you could face anyone without bursting into tears. The moment you felt like you were okay, your heart would clench, reminding you of the ache it was feeling.
You were in your costume, sitting on the sidelines of the set while you rehearsed your lines. The dialogue from the script acted as a distraction from the current pain you were feeling. The tears had stopped but your eyes felt dry, making you blink multiple times to keep them wet.
“Hey, sweetheart.” You look up and meet the stunning blue eyes of Chris Evans. That typical goofy smile of his was etched onto his features. Usually you would reciprocate that smile, but today you just couldn’t find it in your heart to do so. His smile falters when he sees your face.
“Morning.” You greet him, forcing a smile. Concern shadows on his face as he shifts a bit closer to you. “You alright?” He asks, eyes softening at you. Being the youngest of all the Avengers cast members, everyone had a soft side for you. Especially Chris, who saw you as a daughter.
“Y-yeah, I’ve just got—allergies.” You lied, another fake smile forcing itself onto your lips.
“Well have you taken something to help your allergies? Do you need Allegra? Claritin or something?” He looked around ready to call one of the runners on set to get you some meds.
“No! I took some already, a few minutes ago! It probably hasn’t kicked in yet.” You tell him. He eyes you reluctantly, not knowing if he should believe you. He decides to let it pass and nods, “Ok, tell me if you need anything though.”
You hum in response and tilt your head down back to your script.
The day goes on and everyone had caught on to your lack of—being you. The infamous smile everyone knew you by was barely on your face. You didn’t crack jokes with Anthony or share a giggle with Elizabeth. Instead you were quiet, a frown was on your face as you stared blankly at the floor. You didn’t interact with anybody, keeping to yourself and walking off set whenever one of the Russos called cut.
Anthony and Sebastian watched as you walked off the set. You have all finished a sequence of the airport scene and the Russos had given everyone a break while they rewatched the scenes they shot. Anthony’s brows furrowed while he watched your figure go further and further away. He had tried to cheer you up, telling you a joke about how Seb’s arm lube kept leaking out his fake arm. Your response was nothing but a fake laugh—it wasn’t even a fake laugh, more like a huff of laughter.
“She didn’t laugh at my joke.” Anthony thought aloud. Sebastian quirked an eye at his friend, “Does she have to laugh at all your jokes?”
“No, but even if I tell her a corny ass joke, she’ll still laugh at it.” He expressed, throwing his arms up. Sebastian’s lip pouted as he thought back to your behavior on set. You were acting unusual. He turns to Tom (Holland) and asks, “Hey, has (y/n) said anything to you? Like anything bothering her?”
The Brit shakes his head, “Um, nope. Besides filming, I haven’t spoken to her today.”
Anthony crosses his arms, approaching Tom, “Have you tried speaking to her? We’ve been trying to figure out what’s been going on with her today and you’re the closest to her age here.”
“I—I tried to talk to her, but she didn’t seem in a talking mood. I thought I was bothering her so I just stopped.” Tom answered. He gestures to the direction of the trailers, “I could check up on her right now? Maybe I’ll get her one of her favorite snacks from crafties, it might cheer her up.”
Half of a smile makes it way onto Sebastian’s face at the boy’s efforts. Though you were clearly upset and he felt like they were all prodding at your privacy. “Maybe we should give her some time alone.”
Tom frowns at the older man, “But (y/n)’s upset. Shouldn’t we do something?” Anthony agrees with Tom and looks at Sebastian.
Seb raises his hands up in defense, “I’m just saying—maybe she wants to be alone. She went back to her trailer away from everybody. She probably doesn’t want us shoving our noses into her business, we should respect that.”
Chris joins the group along with Scarlett and Elizabeth. He had overhead the group talking and urged the two ladies to join him in on the conversation.
“You guys talking about (y/n)?” Chris asks, hands on his waist.
“Yeah, Seb says we should leave her be.” Anthony fills him in.
“She told me she had allergies.” Chris starts. “She’s an amazing actress, but kid’s gotta work on the lying.” He finishes. Elizabeth and Scarlett glance at each other.
“Well has anyone talked to her at all today? Besides Chris?” Elizabeth asked the group. Everyone shakes their head. Elizabeth sighs while looking around at anyone else who could’ve talked to you. She spots Eleanor hanging along the sides with her makeup belt on, ready for touch ups. Elizabeth calls her over. Eleanor has her brush ready to powder her down, but Elizabeth politely declines.
“You do (y/n)‘s makeup right?”
Eleanor nods, “Yeah, I do.”
“How was she this morning? We’re just a bit concerned since she’s been acting different today.” Eleanor sighs, knowing if she told them it would be an invasion of your privacy. Although, they were all concerned for you and so was she.
“I got a text from her assistant telling me to do her makeup in her trailer today.” She began. “I walked in and her eyes were red, cheeks puffy—“
Chris apologizes and interrupts her, “Because of allergies?”
Eleanor shakes her head, “No, she never mentioned anything about allergies. But she looked like she’s been crying. She was wiping her face when I arrived.”
“Did she give you a reason for why she was crying?” Scarlett questions her.
“She told me she was feeling homesick.” Eleanor answered. Scarlett turned to Chris and shared a look. Elizabeth thanks Eleanor then turns back to the group.
“We need to check up on her.” Anthony says. All the men nodded and began to make their way to your trailer. Suddenly, they were stopped by Scarlett and Elizabeth.
“But (y/n)—“ Tom said pointing to the trailers. Scarlett shakes her head, placing a hand on his shoulder.
“Lizzie and I will go. You guys are gonna overwhelm her with all your questions.” Scarlett insists, much to the men’s dismay. They wanted to be there for you, but maybe a mother figure might help you open up with what’s bothering you. They agree and let the two women go to your trailer. Before they can get to you, they get some snacks from crafties for you.
As soon as you shut the trailer’s door behind you, the tears welled up in your eyes again. It only took a matter of seconds until they fell from your eyes and down your cheeks. You heard some people walk by outside and cover your mouth to muffle the whimpers that came out your mouth. You slid down the door and shoved your head into your hands. You leaned forward against your knees as you cried into your arms. You felt pathetic, embarrassed, anger; you were feeling so many things and the only way to let them all out seemed to be crying.
They heard your cries from behind the door. Scarlett sends Elizabeth an alarmed look as she rushes up to your door. She knocked on it repeatedly, causing you to jump from behind the door. Your cries come to a stop while you try to wipe away the tears as best as you can.
“(Y/n), honey, please open the door.” You hear Scarlett say. You remain silent, getting up and dusting your legs off. You stare at the door, debating whether you should open it or not.
“(Y/n), everyone’s worried about you. We just want to help.” Another voice coaxes you behind the door. Elizabeth. “Please let us in.”
Outside, the two women had their ears pressed up against your trailer’s door. Scarlett tries to get you to open the door again, “It’s only me and Lizzie. I promise.”
There was some shuffling heard behind the door. The door pushes open slowly, making Scarlett and Elizabeth back away. A worried expression appears on Scarlett’s face once she sees you. She cups your cheeks, her thumbs gently swiping away some tears that fell from your eyes. The two of them shuffle inside your trailer. You burst out into tears once again when Scarlett wraps her arms around you. She moves you both to sit on the couch that was in your trailer. She lets you shove your head into the crook of her neck while her hands smoothed your hair. Elizabeth sits behind you rubbing circles onto your back. Your cries broke both their hearts. You were a fairly happy girl, to see you in such pain and heartache was hard to watch.
Scarlett rocks you back and forth, trying to calm you down by whispering comforting words into your ear. She presses a motherly kiss onto your forehead once she sees you start to calm down. Elizabeth waits patiently beside you waiting for when you’re ready to talk. When your whimpers turned into hiccups, Scarlett pulls your face away from her neck to look at you. She frowns when she sees your tear stained cheeks.
“Are you going to tell us what’s going on or are you going to keep bottling it up to yourself?” She asks you softly, tucking strands of your hair behind your ears. Elizabeth chimes in from behind you, “You know, sometimes it helps to tell others what’s bothering you. You don’t have to keep it to yourself, (y/n), you could talk to us.” She gathers your hair together, splitting it into two parts as she began to fish tail braid your hair. 
You take a moment to compose yourself before eyeying the two women. You knew you could trust them. Scarlett was like your on-set mom and Lizzie was like one of your aunts. If you could tell anyone on set what was going on, it would be them.
“He broke up with me.” You confess, eyes trained on your lap. Lizzie’s fingers stop braiding your hair, “What?”
“Peyton, he broke up with me.” You whined, not wanting to say it again. You fiddle with your fingers while a tear falls to your lap.
“Oh honey.” Scarlett cooes pulling you back into her chest. You sniffle and wrap your arms around her torso. Silently crying into her shoulder.
“Did he give you a reason why?” Lizzie asks softly. You move away from Scarlett’s hold and lean against the couch with your knees to your chest. Lizzie wraps an arm around your shoulder for comfort.
You glanced at your phone that was on the coffee table, “H-he texted me earlier this morning. He said he couldn’t do the long distance thing anymore and that he has feelings for somebody else.”
Anger flashes in Scarlett’s eyes, “He broke up with you over a text message?” You nod in response.
“What a dick.” She mutters glaring at your phone. It’s quiet for a few minutes. Until you ask them, “Am I not worth trying for a long distance relationship?”
Lizzie shakes her head, “No, don’t you ever think that because you are.”
You sigh and throw your head back, “Then why did he break up with me? Is there something wrong with me? Am I not pretty enough?” Scarlett interrupts your questions by shushing you.
“There is not a damn thing wrong about you. Don’t you ever let a man, let alone a boy, make you question your worth.” Scarlett advises you a stern look on her face. “You are the most sweetest and loveliest girl I have ever met in my life. You’re kind, you care about the people around you—you even laugh at Anthony’s stupid jokes.”
Lizzie snorts beside you and squeezes your shoulder, “And his jokes are the worst.”
Scarlett continues, “You are a talented young woman already making it big in the movie industry and you did it all on your own. You are beautiful inside and out. You’re perfect, there’s nothing wrong with you.”
“Then why did he leave me?”
“Because he’s an idiot that doesn’t know your worth.” Lizzie answers resting her head on your shoulder. “I know it hurts now but these things happen for a reason. He wasn’t meant for you and you weren’t meant for him. Maybe somewhere in the future you guys will meet and try again. Or maybe you’ll move on with someone new. That’s just how it is. It may sound harsh, but it’s the truth.”
Scarlett nods at Lizzie, “Take it from me, I’ve been married twice. When it seems like you found that special person, sometimes it’ll all come crashing down. And it’s not an easy thing to go through. It’s full of pain, heartache, self doubt and a bunch of other heart wrenching things. But in the end you come out a stronger version of yourself.”
You stare at Scarlett, “How did you do it?”
Scarlett softly smiles at you, “Well, I had lots of friends who supported me every step of the way. But most importantly, I valued myself. I did things that made me happy and took care of myself mentally and physically.”
You bite your lip in thought as you stare at the ground.
“Listen to me.” Scarlett urges you, “You’re young, (y/n). You’re going to meet so many more people in the future that’ll bring you so much happiness and love in your life. Don’t beat yourself up over one boy who decided to leave you because he wasn’t committed for a long distance relationship. You’re going to be okay.” She assures you, cradling your face. Your lips form into a tight smile while you nod in response.
“You have us and the rest of the people outside of this trailer to support you. We’ll always have your back, whatever it is, I promise you that. You’re not going to go through this by yourself.” Lizzie promises you, taking your hand into hers. You hum and rest your head on her shoulder. You pull on Scarlett’s arm to join you and Lizzie. She chuckles and hugs you from behind.
“Thank you guys.” You whisper, genuinely grateful that you had them in your life. Lizzie pecks your temple, “Anytime darling.”
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looooooooomis · 3 years ago
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F I N A L  G I R L |  S E V E N
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You were his final girl. And there was no chance in hell that anyone or anything was going to mess that up.
p a r t   s e v e n |  b l o o d
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pairing: Billy Loomis x f!reader word count: 6k warnings: s m u t (18 +!!!!!) lets just say this gif is a teaser as to what takes place in this chapter. major blood kink in this chapter. period play?? lmao sorry about it.
There was a shift after that weekend at Billy’s cabin, and you knew he felt it too.
It was never really that casual between you and Billy, that much you knew, but there was something that changed when the two of you got back to Woodsboro. There was something to be said about being able to openly show affection to the person you loved, to hold them and kiss them in public and you’d gotten that treatment in that little lakeside town. You felt like Billy’s actual girlfriend, not his plaything, not the bitch who was backstabbing her own best friend for a fucking boy, you were it.
And while Billy had always said that you were his girl, you hadn’t truly felt like you were until now.
Which was precisely what made tonight so fucking awkward.
Not only had you been coerced into going to the movies with the gang but, unbeknownst to you, Sid had taken it upon herself to fix you up on a blind date with one of Randy’s annoying friends from the video store.
Why had you agreed to this? You were a cold, calculating bitch behind the scenes when it came to fucking your best friend boyfriend and yet saying ‘no thanks, I’m not up for it tonight’ was beyond you? Were you just plain stupid or a closet masochist that thrived on dicey situations?
Either way, you’d never wanted to throw yourself into oncoming traffic more than you did tonight because not only were you trapped into an uncomfortable blind date with a guy you were fairly sure was frothing at the mouth at the idea of getting you alone in the car after all of this was said and done but you just so happened to be seated directly next to Billy.
You were smack dab in the middle of hell. Between a man you were fucking, a man you were disgustingly in love with and had just spent a weekend away with and a man you’d just met today but couldn’t stop playing handsy on your lap whenever he thought the others weren’t looking.
But Billy was always looking.
You knew that better than anyone. He had this innate sense of finding you in a crowded room. You could feel the weight of his brown eyes on you nearly every second of the day, soaking you up, taking every inch of you in, no matter who was around and tonight, as your ‘date’ smacked on his popcorn all the while feeling your thigh up any chance he could, Billy’s dept stare was tuned in and you knew it.
This had to have been karma. Karma for going away and having a beautiful weekend away with the guy you loved so wholly. The one whose girlfriend was on the other side of him with her pretty head on his stupid shoulder as you suffered in silence at just how fucking laughable this entire situation was.
“See that actress?” Your date, Anthony, whispered into your hear. He smelled like movie theatre butter. You wanted to scream. “Have you seen any of her other stuff?”
You were watching The Crucible and the actress in question was Winona Ryder. Everyone and their left nut had seen Winona Ryder in at least a dozen movies. Frowning, you blinked across at the man and blinked. “Yeah. I’m familiar with her work.”
Focusing ahead on the movie, you tried your damnedest to focus on what was going on but when you felt his slithery palm slide up your thigh, you were this close to pouring your Coke on his lap. Why the fuck had you agreed to this?
Pushing the man’s hand away as subtly as you could to avoid any unwanted attention from your friends, you bit down on the side of your mouth and heaved a quiet sigh. You deserved this. This was your punishment.
“She’s hot.” Your lovely date quipped, squeezing the area of your thigh just above your knee. “In that goth-girl next door kind of way.”
Was he getting off to Winona Ryder all the while coming on to you? Was he picturing Winona as he squeezed your thigh? You truly didn’t want to find out. Once again, you pushed his hand away and, this time, crossed your legs and leaned into the arm rest you were sharing with Billy.
The move was subtle, and you were barely even touching Billy but you needed to create a distance between yourself and Butter Fingers if it was the last thing you did.
With a subtle nudge to your arm, Billy’s eyes flickered towards you as his brows furrowed in question. The muscle in his jaw was pulsing in his cheek, that you could see even in the darkness of the movie theatre, and there was murder in his eyes as he sized up the man just over your shoulder. It was as though you could feel his blood pressure spike just looking at the guy and, as you held your breath, silently pleading with him not to make a scene that would undoubtedly give the two of you up, those brown eyes slowly found yours.
There was anger in his eyes, a palpable rage, but it was the look of pure despondency in his stare that made your own heart break. This wasn’t how it was supposed to be. He wasn’t supposed to be holding hands with Sid and you weren’t meant to be dealing with the idiot to your right.
How it felt up at the cabin, the freedom of loving each other and holding each other and kissing each other in broad daylight was how it was supposed to be. How love was supposed to feel.
Not this.
You were both hiding in plain sight. Putting on a façade to your friends, to each other whilst in public, and it was in that moment, in the middle of a crowded theatre, looking at each other knowing there wasn’t a damn thing either of you could do about it, that you felt that pain so intensely that it was hard to breathe.
Tears burned behind your eyes and you hated yourself for it.
You weren’t going to cry. You refused to cry over a situation you were willingly putting yourself in. This entire thing could have been avoided had you had a stronger backbone here. You weren’t the victim in this scenario. That was Sid. Sid was the one completely getting fucked over in this situation, not you. You had no damn right to feel this shitty because you were doing it to yourself.
This was just the high of the weekend wearing off and reality settling in. Until circumstances changed, this was your norm.
Swallowing back your nerves, it was all you could do to give Billy a small, barely-there smile before focusing ahead on the movie.
“I’m going to grab us another Coke,” you heard Billy say to Sidney. “Anyone want anything?”
“More popcorn,” Stu waggled his empty bag. “Maybe some Milk Duds, man.”
“Candy.” Tatum mumbled, not taking her eyes off of the screen. “Surprise me, I don’t care what kind.”
Billy nodded and took Stu’s money before he gently nudged you. “You want anything?”
You opened your mouth to speak but was cut off but Anthony. “You mind keeping it down, buddy?” He popped another handful of popcorn in his mouth. “We’re at the movies, not here for snacks.”
It was as though Billy’s wrath was physical as his dark eyes scraped over Anthony’s face. His mouth was pulled into a thin, hard line as Anthony’s pompousness sank in. Why couldn’t it be Randy beside you? Why had that dipshit agreed to take this asshole’s shift in order for you to go on a blind date with him? This entire fiasco could have been avoided had it been Randy.
“Yeah, I could use a drink.” You slinked out of your seat. “I’ll help you carry everything back.”
You didn’t wait for Billy as you marched down the aisle but, as you walked down the stairs and out of the theatre, you weren’t at all surprised to see him broody and annoyed as he followed you out.
“If anyone should be looking like that, it’s me,” you groused, falling in to step beside him as you made your way to the snack bar. “I’m stuck on a date with that asshole.”
“Don’t get me started on that,” he grumbled, grabbing his wallet out of his back pocket. “I told Sid to leave well enough alone, but she insisted.”
You hummed and lined up at the concession. “Lucky me.”
Again, you felt his stare before you actually lulled your head to the side to face him. Intense, searching eyes sweeping over your features in both concern and possible envy. “One word,” he muttered, stepping closer towards you. Too close. Not because you didn’t want him that close but because you were in public. Sid and Tatum and Stu and fucking Anthony were a stone’s throw away. “One word from you, baby, and I’ll take you home. Fuck that guy.”
You glowered across at him as though he’d grown a second head. “While I appreciate the sentiment, shit for brains, we’re in public right now. Your girlfriend could walk out any second and see or hear you.”
He seemed to mull over your words for a second but didn’t bother moving away from you. “Maybe I don’t care.”
“You do,” you rhymed off, shuffling closer to the front of the snack bar.
He ignored that. “Also, you’re my girlfriend. Stop calling her that.”
This was not a conversation the two of you should have been having in the middle of a fucking movie theatre. Looking across at him, you raised your brows and blew out a puff of air through your lips. Trying to keep up with Billy’s rationale of staying with Sid to ensure he doesn’t hurt her any further after her mother’s death all the while being with you was giving you whiplash. You knew he loved you and, begrudgingly, you loved him right back. And, a part of you knew, that he was struggling with being back in the real world just as much as you were since coming home from the cabin.
But this was not how he should have been handling it. Not out in the open like this. Especially while you were on a triple date with your friends in a theatre down the hall.
“Billy,” you muttered quietly, ensuring no one was listening in, “please let’s talk about this later. Not here. Not now. Let’s just get the fucking concessions and go, okay?”
He licked his lips and you watched his brown eyes flitter down your face before briefly looking at your own lips. He wanted to kiss you and fuck, did you want to be kissed by him.
But that wasn’t the deal.
So, instead, you watched as he took a hesitant step away from you before nodding his head once. “Yeah, okay,” he agreed, rubbing the back of his neck as he looked down at his shoes. “Tonight.”
“Sure,” you smirked, “I mean, if I’m not with Anthony, that is.” You almost laughed at how wide his eyes got as you uttered those words. But, when he saw the playfulness in your stare, he visibly relaxed and rolled his eyes as you continued. “The way he’s been mowing down on his popcorn all night has me wet as hell, so I might be busy with him later.”
“Yeah, yeah,” he grumbled with a shake of his head. Then, he turned to you and gave you a crooked smile. One that almost made this horrific ordeal worth it. “You’re a real bitch when you want to be, you know that?”
“Yeah,” you laughed, nudging him with your elbow. “I’ve been told.”
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True to his word, Billy slipped in through your unlocked window a little after midnight that evening with a bag of stale licorice and a drink he’d swiped from the gas station on the way over to your house.
“We didn’t get our movie date.” Was his explanation as he popped The Lost Boys into your VCR and all but hopped in bed beside you. When you’d remained standing by your dresser, eyeing him with both curiosity and sheer happiness radiating off of your face, all you got was a confused look out of Billy before he patted your mattress. “You going to get that ass over here or what?”
So, naturally, you’d joined him.
And it took all of thirty-two minutes of watching the film for the two of you to end up pawing at one another as the tension of the day slowly peeled off of you with every layer of clothing the two of you tore off one another.
In no time, you were both stark naked on your bed as The Lost Boys played on without an audience. All Billy cared about watching was you. Watching you writhe and moan. He could watch you do just about anything, but it was that dreamy look you got on your face whenever he touched you that he had imprinted into his skull. It didn’t even have to be sexual. You just had a certain look whenever the two of you connected, one that he felt but managed to keep stowed away inside of him, but one you expressed. It was happiness.
Pure, unadulterated, bliss.
He knew you. Knew your body in and out, knew how to get you to come undone, knew what made you tick, what made you squirm.
You were muscle memory to him, at this point.
He knew you better than he knew himself.
Which is why, when you subtly stopped him from slipping his fingers inside of you, that Billy’s focus went to your ass. The only time you pushed his hand away after he’d spent minutes sucking and biting and focusing on those perfect tits, was when you were on your period.
So, he didn’t push it.
The two of you had fucked a few times whilst you were on it but you were deadest on limiting that to the lighter days. The very beginning or the end. Never in the middle. But god, did he want to experience the middle days.
You were so fucking horny when you were on your period and why you thought he’d give a shit about how much blood came out of you as the two of you fucked was beyond him.
So, he’d focus on your ass. Something that drove you to the brink of insanity and something that made him harder than anything.
But tonight, it wasn’t enough.
He needed all of you.
Ever since the cabin, he’d needed more of you in his life. It had become nearly impossible for him to show any iota of affection for Sid now that he’d had a taste of what life felt like with you at his side. You were his Final Girl. His everything, if he was being completely honest. And, while he knew he couldn’t open himself up to you to that extent, not yet, he needed you to feel that raging darkness inside of him. Not too much of it, but just enough to gauge your reaction.
If you could handle a shred of it, maybe he could share more of himself with you.
The darker parts.
His hands stilled as they trailed down your body and, as he hovered over you, he bit his lip and slowly drew tiny circles into your hips. “You’re on your period, right?”
You nodded, your lips swollen from the amount of kissing having gone on since popping the movie in. “Yeah, but it’s not a light day.”
He nodded in understanding as he bit his lip. “You think we could try it, anyway?”
Your eyebrows raised in mild amusement. “By not a light day, I mean its kind of heavy, Billy. It’d look like a crime scene in here.”
Billy made sure to keep his face stoic, but the idea of the two of you fucking whilst covered in blood was nearly enough to make him come on the spot.
“Aren’t you curious?” He asked, dipping his head down to lick your painfully hard nipple. “It’s got to feel so fucking good, right?”
You ran your fingers through his hair and sighed in contentment when he began to suck your tit again. “It’s messy, though.”
“Lucky for you,” he released your nipple and kissed the sensitive flesh of your breast. “I like messy.”
Your head flopped back against the pillow as you thought over his request. I did feel good, but did you want Billy to have to witness you cleaning up a fucking homicide scene once he was through with you?
Blowing out a quiet raspberry, you eyed him with mock suspicion before he gave you those goddamn puppy dog eyes. “Ugh,” you groaned with a laugh, “fine. Let me take this fucking tampon out and I’ll grab a towel to put underneath me because it is heavy, and you will be grossed out.”
Billy’s cock twitched as he watched you roll out of bed before disappearing in the bathroom. Within a few moments, he heard the toilet flush and the sink run before you re-emerged with a towel in hand.
He could watch you parade around like that all day. Naked, eyes hooded from desire, nipples and lips red from where his mouth had staked its claim.
You were perfect.
A vision.
You were fucking everything.
“I’ve been wanting to try this with you for a while.” He admitted, watching you carefully roll the towel onto the bed before perching your ass directly on top of it so as to avoid any potential leakage onto your sheets.
“I wish I could say I was shocked.” You teased, laying back down. Spreading your legs, he watched you slip a finger through your folds to tease your clit.  
He swallowed as he watched you finger yourself. But then your words sank in and a panic settled in his chest as he swept his eyes up your body to meet your amused stare. “What’s that mean?”
You shrugged so casually as you continued the tirade on your own pussy. “All the scary movies we watch and stuff. You get hard as a rock if there’s a scene with a pretty girl and some blood.”
Billy froze. This was only supposed to be a peek inside of his darkness, not a full-blown window. But you didn’t seem all too fazed by it either, which confused him endlessly.
Rather than deny it, Billy hesitantly reached for your cunt to replace your fingers with his own. He didn’t delve inside of your pussy just yet, just circled your clit the way you’d been doing seconds prior. “And that doesn’t bother you?” He whispered, placing a kiss to the side of your neck.
“Nah,” you hummed, “we’ve all got our kinks, I guess.”
You released a quiet moan as he pinched your clit, but his eyes never left your face. He knew you were talking about blood in respect to the movies, but your casual tone still caught him off guard. There was no shame in it, no doubt. Just an honest to god shrug as he circled your clit with his middle finger.
Testing the waters, Billy slipped his fingers down your pussy so that his thumb coaxed your clit as he slipped two fingers inside of you. At first, it simply felt like you were soaked on account of all of the teasing and, maybe you were, but as he glanced down at the base of his fingers as he pulled them out of you, Billy nearly moaned.
Blood.
Your blood.
All over his fingers, pooling along the top of his palm.
Billy was fascinated. This wasn’t the first time he’d felt blood between his fingers, but not like this. When he’d killed Maureen Prescott, there was so much fucking blood that he’d been sick afterwards. He hadn’t expected that level of destruction but, after puking a few blocks away, he didn’t exactly shy away from it. He thought about it often, thought of the carnage that had surrounded him once he’d finished with Sidney’s mother, thought of the way the blood felt between his fingers, splayed and smattered across every inch of his body.
But this was euphoric.
Because he didn’t have to hurt anybody to feel that warmth on his palm. In fact, as he slowly slipped his fingers inside of your hot cunt, he was doing anything but. You were gyrating into his hand, unknowingly spreading your blood further and it was killing him. He was so fucking hard, too fucking hard, but he didn’t want to rush a damned thing.
He’d thought about this far too often for it to be over so soon.
“Fuck,” he whispered, slipping his hand out of your pussy just long enough to slowly spread your blood down your inner thigh. It left a fine red trail that he had every intention of lapping up in a few seconds if you were to allow it. “You feel so good, baby.”
He’d half expected you to make a comment about making a bigger mess than what your piddly little towel would allow but, as he slowly found your hooded eyes through the dim light of your bedroom, only hunger marred your pretty face.
Desire.
Intrigue.
Leaning in, Billy placed a small kiss to the apple of your cheek as his fingers continued to fuck you. “Does this feel good?”
“So good,” you rasped out, leaning your forehead against his as you bit your lip to swallow back a moan. Between your arousal and the blood, the natural lubrication that coated your pussy as he slowly pumped his fingers inside of you all the while rubbing your clit was killing you. “So fucking good, Billy.”
He smirked and quickened his pace on your clit just enough to drive you to madness as he bit down on your earlobe. His breath was hot against your cheek. “I want to taste you tonight.”
Though the promise of his tongue replacing his thumb enticed you, the fact that you were on day two and a half of your period was not a good plan. So why were you intrigued? A part of you wanted to see if he’d put his money where his mouth was but a much larger part of you wanted to see how feral Billy could get where you were concerned.
Torn, you pulled back and searched his eyes. “It’s going to be…messy, Billy.”
His dark chuckle was velvet against your skin. “I already told you,” he curled his fingers inside of you and admired the way your entire body twitched. “I like messy.”
He began to kiss his way down your body. You tried not to get lost in the feeling of his tongue swirling across every inch of your skin on his way down or the way his teeth nipped and bit at your stomach and hips as he positioned himself between your thighs. But mainly, you tried not to focus on how fucking bloody it was between your thighs because you knew that Billy wouldn’t be down there long on account of it.
“You don’t have to do this tonight, Billy,” you tried to reason, chest heaving in anticipation as he settled between your legs.
Something flashed across his face as he held your stare. For a second, you were almost sure he was going to back out and leave well enough alone, but then you watched as the bastard leaned into your pussy and raked his tongue from the base of your pussy right up to your bloodied mound.
He held your stare the entire time.
“I want you like this,” he assured you, yanking you further down the bed so that you were right at the edge. His voice was hoarse and breathy and as you chanced a look down at him through a pair of hooded, drowsy eyes, you watched him pump his cock with his free hand as he licked his lips. “I love you like this.”
You opened your mouth to respond but the words died in your throat when he buried his face between your thighs. You gasped at the contact but didn’t shy away from his touch for a single second as he slowly lapped at your core. With the one hand still gripping your hips, holding you firmly against his tongue, you knew there would be bruises where his fingers carved into your flesh, but you couldn’t bring yourself to care. He was desperate to get you closer into his face and you were desperate to feel that perfect fucking tongue on your pussy.
It was as though he’d been possessed in those few moments. Billy couldn’t get enough of you on a good day but tasting you like this was enough to make Billy wild. Your pussy, the blood mixed with your slick, tasted so fucking good on his tongue. Burying his face further into your folds, he nuzzled at your clit and, now forgetting about his own pulsing cock, pulled you even closer.
Throwing your legs over his shoulders, Billy moaned into your pussy and bit down on your clit just enough to entice a moan that was probably a little too loud for your parents being home. But, he didn’t care. He refused to care in that instance.
All he wanted, all he cared about, was tasting as much of you as humanly possible before making you come on his tongue.
His name tore out of your throat as you gripped his hair between your fingers and pulled. You were being rougher than normal, and he fucking loved it. You were pulling on his hair and bucking into his mouth with such hunger that he could barely breathe but fuck he didn’t care. If this was how he was taken out, so be it.
“Baby,” you whined, voice low. “Fuck, I’m going to come.”
Your grip on his hair was vice-like as the veins in your neck swelled. With wild, laboured breaths, you found yourself bucking into his mouth as a white-hot orgasm rippled through your entire body. You moaned and groaned and cursed into the bed, but Billy’s mouth was relentless.
It wasn’t until he was absolutely sure you couldn’t take another second of torture, that he pulled away and allowed you to collapse back onto the bed. Your cheeks were flushed, and your lips were parted as you attempted to catch your breath. With a quiet chuckle, he kissed his way up your body, grinning against your skin as your legs continued to twitch.
He could feel your blood all over his chin and nose and as he licked it off, using his fingers to swipe at the areas his tongue couldn’t quite reach, Billy was coasting on a high that only you could provide.
“Oh, god,” you buried your face into the pillow with a quiet laugh as you moved to get off the bed. “Hang on, I’ll grab you a towel for your face.”
“No,” Billy shook his head and grabbed for your wrist. “I want to see it.”
You blinked and scraped your eyes along his bloodied face. Your nipples were still rock hard and your cunt was still pulsing on account of his tongue, but it was the look of pure ecstasy on his face that made you clench.
He was being serious.
“Come with me,” he hummed, slipping off of the bed to head towards the small bathroom attached to your room. His fingers threaded through yours as you both walked across your bedroom before flicking the light on.
The vision that he was met with made his cock twitch.
Your blood coated almost everything from his nose down his chin and as you stood beside him, looking at him through the mirror, still fully naked and still housing bloody handprints left behind from his busy hands coating the lower half of your body, Billy had never wanted to bury himself inside of you any more than he did right then and there.
He found your curious stare through the mirror. Your pretty eyes swept over the mess of blood left behind on account of you and as you turned to face him, he found himself hypnotized as you reached out to sweep his hair back and away from his forehead.
“Blood suits you,” you teased with a small smile. “Horrifically enough.”
He said nothing as those brown eyes soaked you in but as he stepped into you, cornering you against the sink counter, the look on his face said everything. He didn’t kiss you though. He seemed to hesitate, as though gauging if you’d kiss him whilst covered in your own menstrual blood. “Is this okay?”
“I don’t know.” You admitted almost sheepishly.
He nuzzled your neck and slipped his knee between your thighs to allow himself better access to your pussy. With his hand wrapped securely around his cock, he slipped the head of his dick along your folds and swallowed hard as he watched your blood coat the head of it. “Fuck,” he whispered as his forehead fell against your own. “You’re going to make me come before I’m even inside of you.”
You were watching his face as he once again slipped the head of his cock through your folds so it teased your clit. His eyes were so dark and there was so much desire in those warm eyes that it almost caught you off guard.
“You’re really into this,” you remarked quietly. When his eyes found yours, you could see blind panic cross over his face as he instinctually took a step away from you. You stopped him before he could think of stopping himself. “Hey,” you cooed, reaching out for his face. “I didn’t say it was a bad thing, relax.”
You felt the tension in his shoulders disperse as you played with the curls at the nape of his neck. “You’re too good for me,” he muttered, cradling your face. “You know that?”
“Oh, yeah,” you goaded with a smile. “I know.”
He barked out a quiet laugh and ground his hips into yours. “A smartass, too.”
You hummed as his hands slid down your body to hold you against the counter. “Can I ask you a question?”
“Anything.” Billy nipped at your neck.
You leaned back to allow him full access to your neck. “How did I taste?” Your words seemed to make him still as he slowly pulled back to search your eyes. “With the blood. How did it taste?”
The look on Billy’s face was primal as his grip on your hips tightened. Leaning in, he nudged your nose so that your lips were perfectly aligned with his. “Kiss me and find out.”
You weren’t sure at first, but as he closed the distance between you, you found yourself leaning into the kiss both curious and slightly mortified by the taste of your blood on his lips. It was strange and you weren’t sure if you liked it at first, if you were being honest. It was coppery and a little sticky and yet as he walked the two of you out of the bathroom and back towards your bed, you found yourself hungry for more.
With your fingers tangled through his hair you gave it a tug, garnering a low growl that rumbled in his throat as he continued on with the bruising kiss. When the back of his knees hit your bed, the two of you fell into a jumbled mess on your mattress, never once breaking for air as your tongues battled for dominance.
Expertly, knowing the way your body moved better than anyone, Billy moved you in such a way that he was sitting up in the middle of your bed as you straddled his lap. And as you lowered yourself onto his pulsing cock, the gruff low moan that tore out of his lips was enough to kill you.
His large hands splayed out across your back, guiding you further into his hungry mouth as your bleeding cunt teased him beyond belief. You were so wet and with every twist of your hips and every gentle moan, he was finding it harder and harder to concentrate on anything else besides just how fucking good you felt.
Digging your nails into his shoulders, blood slowly pooled in the wake of your crescent moon shaped nail markings. He hissed at the sensation and squeezed your tits rather roughly as he tried to stop himself from coming right then and there.
But then you lowered your lips onto his shoulders and he felt your hot tongue trace over every last cut and he almost lost it. There you were, with dried blood all over your chin and parts of your cheeks from having kissed him after going down on you, licking the blood that gathered along his shoulders.
He was in a state of euphoria.
“You are so fucking gorgeous.” He pushed out, revelling in the feel of how warm and wet your pussy felt.
Rather than say a word, all you did was bite down on the reddened area of his shoulder as you quickened your pace on his dick.
Drawing more blood.
Licking up more of his blood.
Something in him snapped to life in that instance. An almost ancient need bubbled to the surface as he held you there against him. Your tits bounced as you writhed on top of him and as he began to meet you halfway with violent, earth shattering thrusts, the outside world ceased to exist.
The sound of his balls hitting your sopping pussy combined with the sound of your wetness, both slick and blood, squelching all around the two of you was all that surrounded you as you whined out his name. You could barely breathe as he pounded into you, barely function.
“Billy, fuck, I—”
His mouth buried your words with another hungry kiss. You were both breathless and desperate to be as close to the other as humanly possible as you sat on your bed, fucking each other raw. His tongue slid along your bottom lip, gently tugging at it as his forehead fell against your own.
There was a shift after the cabin that you’d both felt inside of you, but there was a shift in the air tonight, as well. An unspoken trust, of sorts, that went beyond anything the two of you were prepared for.  
His hips bucked into yours one final time before he came undone inside of you. A flood of warmth settled in your belly as he came and as his thumb continued to circle your clit, rubbing and pinching at it every step of the way, you soon followed suit.
With one last shaky pump, Billy held you there as he slowly pulled out of you. He kissed your lips, your cheek, down your neck, and along your shoulder before his eyes found yours once again.
His thumb skirted across the apple of your cheek. “You’re my girl,” he whispered, revelling in just how fucking gorgeous you looked in that instance. “You know that?”
“I do,” you affirmed, kissing him softly. “You’re helping me clean my fucking bedsheets in the morning,” you muttered, “do you know that?”
Despite everything, Billy found himself smiling across at you before glancing down at the bloody mess of your sheets. “Yeah,” he chuckled, “I do.”
“Good,” you gently smacked his cheek and crawled off of your bed towards the bathroom.
“Where you going?” He asked, watching your naked body pad out of the room.
“Shower,” you merely said before popping your head around the corner. “Care to join me?”
Billy was at your side within the blink of an eye.
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rubysunnday · 4 years ago
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artemis and apollo
Requested by Anon - Hello! I love your bridgerton sister fics! I totally get if your too busy with requests but I would love a fic where the sister is put in some kind of danger (a guy is harassing her or something) and her big brothers save the day
A/N: this isn’t a part of my 1.5K celebration but I’ll shove it in with them. I throughly enjoyed writing this.
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It was terrifying.
Eloise was with her - and complaining about it every other second - but that didn’t change just how terrifying it was.
Everyone was looking at her.
Which, considering she was a Bridgerton and was, apparently, the ‘Diamond’ of that season, was understandable. 
It was still terrifying.
“They’re not going to eat you, Y/N,” Colin whispered, a cheeky smile on his face as he leant closer to his sister.
“They might,” Y/N replied, shifting fractionally closer to Colin. She felt safer with her brother’s around (mainly because they intimidated any man who came within five feet of her). “Men could be predators. In fact, I think they are.”
Colin chuckled and grabbed her hand. “Stop panicking. I won’t leave your side, ok?”
“Unless Mother makes you,” Y/N replied, ever the pessimist. “I just... I don’t trust people I’ve never met. Especially men I’ve never met before. It’s a woman thing,” she added, noticing Colin’s slightly blank look. “I trust you and Anthony and Benedict to look out for me but once I’m engaged in a dance with a man, there’s no escape.”
Colin nodded. “Message received - do not leave you alone with strange men and do not let you dance with strangers.”
Y/N elbowed her brother in the stomach and he let out a grunt that turned a few heads. Colin coughed but straightened his waistcoat and cleared his throat.
“I think that was slightly unnecessary,” he muttered.
“I disagree,” Y/N replied haughtily. “I think it was entirely deserved.”
Y/N let out a soft sigh and tried not to let her disappointment at being forced to attend the ball obvious.
“Oh, hello,” Colin whispered into her ear. “Prince Nikolai is coming this way.”
Y/N perked up. Prince Nikolai was a distant nephew of Queen Charlotte and, perhaps, one of the sweetest men she’d ever met. Whilst Y/N and Nikolai had reached an understanding that neither one wanted to marry the other, they were still good friends and often danced with one another at balls to pass the time.
“Miss Bridgerton, Mr Bridgerton,” Nikolai greeted.
Y/N curtsied. “Your Royal Highness,” she said, standing up. “How are you tonight?”
“I’m very well, thank you Miss Bridgerton.” Nikolai looked at Colin. “I was wondering if you I could do you the honour of being your first dance tonight?”
Y/N smiled and nodded. “Of course, Your Royal Highness.”
Y/N took her arm out of Colin’s and accepted Nikolai’s. She gave her brother a brief, fleeting look as she headed for the dance floor and Colin gave her a reassuring smile in return.
“I do hope you don’t think me to forward, Miss Bridgerton, but I’ve heard some rumours regarding the Earl of Suffolk.”
Y/N closed her eyes momentarily. “Oh, yes. Him.”
The Earl of Suffolk was a presumptuous, prick of a man. He thought himself better than everyone else and assumed he could have whatever he wanted, whenever he wanted.
Y/N, being the diamond of the season, had attracted the Earl’s attention. He’d put himself forward as a potential suitor and had even proposed and whilst a more naive girl than Y/N would be attracted to his title and money, Y/N suspected something wasn’t quite right with the Earl.
All it took was Anthony and her mother to ask around before discovering that the Earl’s ex-wife had died under mysterious circumstances two years previously. They'd only been married a year and it was rumour that his wife was barren.
Anthony had immediately put his foot down and refused the Earl’s proposal. Y/N had been grateful for her big brother but with the Earl still lurking around - and apparently very angry at the Bridgerton's - Y/N dreaded running into him.
“Did I speak out of turn?” Nikolai asked, looking at her in concern as they slowly danced around the room.
“No, no,” Y/N said, shaking her head. “My brother, Anthony, took control of the situation but something tells me that the Earl isn’t going to give up so easily.”
“If there’s anything I can do to assist you, please let me know,” Nikolai said, flashing a smile at her.
The song ended and Y/N smiled at him. He escorted her off the floor but was immediately overwhelmed by the debutantes and their mothers.
The mention of the Earl of Suffolk had put Y/N back on edge. She kept to the side of the room as she tried to make her way to her brothers, keeping her head down and hiding amongst the numerous guests.
She spotted Benedict in the corner with Eloise and turned to go in his direction when she spotted the Earl obviously looking for a Bridgerton. He spotted Benedict and began marching over to him with a furious expression on his face. Not wanting to be caught up in the argument that was sure to follow, Y/N turned on her heel and headed outside onto the terrace.
Outside was significantly cooler than inside. The sun had only just set and the moon was lighting up the terrace in a cool glow. Dotted around the terrace were numerous fire pits that lit up the gardens and provide enough light for an unchaperoned walk around. There were also a few footmen and servants outside including a lone violinist who was playing a soft tune.
Taking a chance - and assuming she would be watched by the few people and servants outside - Y/N descended the stairs to the garden and walked around it.
It didn’t have tall, sprawling hedges, merely short ones dotted with flowers or bunches of holly. There was a beautiful statue of Artemis set in the middle of the rose garden and Y/N found herself staring up at it in admiration.
Y/N and Colin were both big fans of the Greek mythology. Colin, being a man, got to study it in detail at university and upon his arrival home had imparted everything he knew on to his younger sister.
The two had spent hours together reading numerous stories and staring at paintings of the gods and goddesses.
Y/N had found herself relating to Artemis. The goddess of wild animals, the hunt, chastity and childbirth, Artemis had become a symbol of protection to Y/N and she’d tried to model herself on the myth.
“Miss Bridgerton, there you are.”
Y/N froze. She closed her eyes and forced herself to turn around and look at the Earl of Suffolk.
“My Lord,” she said, forcing herself to curtsey to the man. “What can I do for you?”
“I wondered if we might have a word?” The Earl said, stepping closer. “It’s just... your brother -”
“The matter is settled, Your Lordship,” Y/N said, stepping back. “My brother made my wishes, and his, very clear to you.”
The Earl tilted his head. “Do you think yourself... better than me?”
Y/N sighed softly, not wanting to take the bait and incite the man. “I think I should head back to the ball.”
She tried to walk past him but he snatched her wrist and pulled her to a sharp halt.
“Let go of me!” Y/N exclaimed, trying to pull away.
“You will marry me, Miss Bridgerton,” the Earl snarled, pulling her closer. “Because you will have no other choice.”
Y/N felt herself panicking. Panicking so much she wasn’t sure what to do. She tried to wriggle out from his grasp but his grip was tight and painful.
The Earl held her tight against him and Y/N did the only thing she could think of.
She kicked him in-between the legs.
The Earl grunted and immediately let go of her as he fell to his knees.
“Y/N!”
Y/N turned around saw her three brothers running towards her from across the garden. She quickly made distance between herself and the Earl and all but flung herself into Anthony’s arms as he reached her side.
“Are you alright?” He asked, looking her in the eye.
Y/N nodded even though her entire body was shaking. “Yes, I am now.”
Anthony nodded and gave her a quick squeeze. He handed her over to Colin as he and Benedict approached the Earl with matching steel cold looks on their faces.
“Are you sure you are alright?” Colin asked, tilting her head up to check she wasn’t injured.
“I’m fine, Colin,” Y/N promised, resting her head on his chest. “A little shaken but still in one piece. He didn’t get far enough to do anything,” she added.
Colin hugged her to him tightly and kissed her head. Y/N turned her head slightly and glanced behind her at the statue of Artemis.
The sound of a fist hitting someone’s face turned her attention back to the Earl and she tried not to look too pleased at the beating his face had taken from her two brothers.
“Come on,” Anthony said, shrugging his coat off and wrapping it around Y/N’s shoulders. “Let’s go home.”
Y/N reached over and grabbed Benedict’s hand as Anthony guided her across the garden and towards the side gate. Her three bodyguards protected her from anyone who was watching and soon they were walking down the front stairs to their carriage.
Benedict helped Y/N in and then sat on her right, Colin on her left. Y/N, who usually nagged her brothers about personal space and forced them to sit opposite her, said nothing. She shifted down in the seat and dropped her head on to Benedict’s shoulder, pulling Anthony’s coat tighter around her shoulders.
Anthony climbed in and sat opposite them with unhidden fury on his face. He glanced at his sister and it all disappeared, replaced by a soft and concerned expression.
Y/N smiled at him and nodded once. She reached out her foot and bumped his leg with her toe, reassuring him a bit more.
Benedict moved fractionally closer to Y/N and she felt herself feeling ever so thankful for her brothers.
Just like Artemis had Apollo, Y/N had Anthony, Benedict and Colin to protect her until her dying day.
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writingtoforgetreality · 4 years ago
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Gold Rush (Sebastian Stan x Reader)
[Actors-Masterlist]
Gold Rush [1] / You’re Not Sorry [2] / This Is Me Trying [3] / [4] (soon)
Summary: Your career was blossoming, especially with your new role in “The Falcon and the Winter Soldier”. Working on set was a dream come true. It was never your intention to fall for one of your coworkers. Not when you knew that he would never look at you that way.
Words: 2,637
Warnings: language, it’s Anthony Mackie’s world & we’re just living in it, angst, feeeeeels, maybe I cried, maybe I didn’t, we’ll never know, REQUESTS ARE OPEN!
Inspired by: “gold rush” by Taylor Swift
If you like my work & wanna support me: a coffee would be highly appreciated ❤
Gleaming, twinkling
Eyes like sinking ships on waters
So inviting, I almost jump in
You scored big time when you were casted in the upcoming Marvel series “The Falcon and the Winter Soldier”. Working alongside Anthony Mackie & Sebastian Stan had been more than you had ever wished for. The atmosphere on set was harmonious. Everything would have been fine if it were not for your stupid crush on your fellow castmate. Mackie picked up on the fact that you liked Sebastian almost immediately & he teased you about it one too many times. No matter how obvious his teasing, it seemed like Sebastian was completely oblivious to it. Or he acted as if he had no clue. You were not quite sure about that.
The press tour was going strong, which meant that Seb, Mackie & you were teamed up for every interview. Now, that was not something that bothered you too much. After all, you were more than comfortable around them. But when some interviewers did not know where the line was, you got frustrated. Like, okay, we got it. Everyone with eyes knew Seb was hot. But as an interviewer, you should know when to stop. Shamelessly flirting in front of the camera with basically a stranger? Sorry, but you had no explanation for such a behavior. Yes, some interviewers flirted with you, too. But you were great when it came to brushing them off while staying polite. Of course, Mackie’s teasing did not make this any easier for you. Every now & then, he would bring up the chemistry you & Seb shared on screen. And off screen. Like usual, you laughed at him & so did Seb. During interviews, you teased each other a lot, it was a playful manner you all enjoyed. And the audience loved the three of you for it.
Sometimes, when Seb answered a question that had him explain scenes with you or something similar, you hated the butterflies you felt inside. You hated how your cheeks warmed up. You hated that he had such an effect on you. You hated Seb. You hated him for being so perfect. You hated him for being a literal God. You hated him for ruining every other man for you. Because nobody could ever compare to him. And you said that even though you were not even in a relationship. Hell, you were not the only person who looked at him that way. If the interviews were not proof enough, a look at social media did the job, too.
But I don't like a gold rush, gold rush
I don't like anticipating my face in a red flush
I don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch
Everybody wants you
Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you
Walk past, quick brush
I don't like slow motion double vision in rose blush
I don't like that falling feels like flying 'til the bone crush
Everybody wants you
But I don't like a gold rush
“So (Y/N)…” the man sitting opposite of you started. It was not a lot of times that questions were directed at you. Usually, people were more excited to talk to the guys. No offense taken. “The chemistry between Sebastian & you can be felt even after such a short trailer. My question is…are you two, like, a thing?” of course. If you got a question, it was about your love life or about how great you looked in your suit. The others got complex & well thought through questions & you got this shit. Internally rolling your eyes, you stayed professional & answered casually.
“Sebby & I are friends. We work well together. We know each other well enough to communicate with our eyes, body language & so on. Some people mistake that for dating, apparently.” finishing off with a sarcastic chuckle, you had to hide the fact that you wished that there was more between you two.
“I gotta say. Even I think they’re dating sometimes.” Mackie smirked when he spoke up which earned him a light slap from you. Seb only hid his face behind his hand & laughed quietly. It was nothing new. You were used to his teasing by now. Looking over at Seb, you could not help but admire him. Even when he was embarrassed, to you, he was the most beautiful person on this planet. Not a single flaw. Just…perfect. If only you had enough courage to do something about your damn feelings.
What must it be like to grow up that beautiful?
With your hair falling into place like dominoes
I see me padding across your wooden floors
With my Eagles t-shirt hanging from the door
“Stop that.” Mackie walked over to where you were sitting. Finally, you had a break after hours of giving interview after interview. Looking up, your face turned into one of pure confusion.
“Stop what?” he exaggeratedly rolled his eyes at your question.
“The daydreaming.” it was a simple statement. But why would he tell you to stop that?
“What? Is it forbidden to daydream now?” chuckling at him, you offered him one of your coffee cups. Your handler brought you two because you had not slept much that night. But Mackie needed one just as much & he gladly accepted it. Still, he could tell that you were trying to change the topic. Not with him, though. Sitting beside you, he sighed loudly.
“Why don’t you just tell him?” he looked straight forward when he asked that question. Your face fell at his words but maybe, maybe, if you played dumb, you could get out of this conversation without any awkwardness.
“Tell who what?” your innocent eyes bore into his side profile & you saw him shaking his head slightly. A low chuckle escaped him.
“Tell Seb you like him or I will.” he stated & your eyes widened in fear.
“You wouldn’t dream of it.” exclaiming frantically, you grew more nervous at the thought.
“I wouldn’t trust that thought.” & after a few seconds of silence, you breathed out loudly.
“Yeah, sure. And I’d risk our friendship for that? Forget it.”
“He likes you, too, you know?” he casually stated. Your face changed, but only for a second. He was wrong. Someone like Seb could never like you back.
“Stop, Mackie. Don’t just run around assuming shit.” you pushed his shoulder playfully but it did not do too much. What a surprise.
“My running around assuming shit isn’t assuming. It’s facts. You guys are awful, by the way. It’s exhausting, watching you two trying to dodge your feelings. Why can’t you just, I don’t know, get everything sorted out & be happy together? If someone deserves that, it’s you.” yes, Mackie could be sarcastic but when push came to shove, he could be serious, too. And that last part, he meant by heart. Was it true? Did Seb like you? More than a friend? Maybe you should just tell him. Life was too short to be filled with what if’s. It was now or never, right?
At dinner parties, I call you out on your contrarian shit
And the coastal town we wandered 'round had never seen a love as pure as it
And then it fades into the gray of my day-old tea
'Cause it could never be
Wrapping up for today, the three of you decided to grab some take-out & eat it back inside your hotel. After quickly showering & dressing more comfortably, you made your way over to Seb’s room. Mackie was already there, he texted you at least ten times to hurry up because they were starving to death. Dramatic diva. Knocking softly, a smile spread across your face when Seb opened the door. Stepping aside to let you in, you greeted Mackie briefly. He was already eating so why the hell was he rushing you earlier? He could be such a child. Seb handed you your food & motioned for you to take a seat on the bed. Take-out in a hotel bed? It should be illegal. Usually, you were not one for eating in bed but whenever you where staying at a hotel, it became some sort of a routine for you. Same for the guys. For a while, the three of you just talked & ate your food. Conversation always flowed easily with them. You knew all of their secrets & they knew all of yours. Well, except for Seb having no clue about your silly crush on him. When he & Mackie discussed a topic you did not know too much about to actually engage in their conversation, you found yourself stealing glances at Seb. If it were not enough for him to be so gorgeous, of course he had the best personality to match that. God really took his time with him. And the weirdest thing of it all was that Seb never let that thought get the best of him. He was aware of people admiring him but that never changed him.
'Cause I don't like a gold rush, gold rush
I don't like anticipating my face in a red flush
I don't like that anyone would die to feel your touch
Everybody wants you
Everybody wonders what it would be like to love you
Walk past, quick brush
I don't like slow motion double vision in rose blush
I don't like that falling feels like flying 'til the bone crush
Everybody wants you
But I don't like a gold rush
Mackie got a phone call & said goodbye to you before leaving the room. Which meant that Seb & you were alone. It was nothing special, the two of you spent a lot of time together. This time, though, you wanted to confess to him. Finally, you wanted to tell him how you felt. Could you live with the rejection? Well, if things turned in that direction, you had no choice but to. Seb’s lips moved but no sound came out. You zoned out & simply stared at him. Your thoughts were running wild. The sun had already started setting & the golden light illuminated his features in such a beautiful way. It almost looked like a movie scene. He was the masterpiece others could not keep their eyes from. You were this close to speaking up, taking a deep breath for preparation. This could change your bond with him forever.
What must it be like to grow up that beautiful?
With your hair falling into place like dominoes
My mind turns your life into folklore
I can't dare to dream about you anymore
A phone ringing interrupted you. It was not yours. But Seb pulled his phone out of his pocket. The moment he saw the notification, he started smiling so brightly. The smile you had grown to love so much. It brought a grin to your face, too. The things this man could do to you, completely unaware of the effect he had on you.
“What?” you asked when he could not stop staring at his phone. Had Mackie sent him a message?
“Nothing, it’s just…” he stopped before saying too much but you were having none of it.
“Aw, come on, Sebby. You can tell me anything.��� encouraging him, your hand found its way on his shoulder, squeezing lightly. Seb seemed almost shy right now. And this was weird because he usually was everything but shy when he talked to you.
“There’s this girl & she’s just…amazing.” your face fell the moment he started talking. No. “I asked her for dinner but when she hadn’t replied after hours, I started losing hope. She just messaged me back.” his smile was sheepish & you hated that you had to admit that he looked happy right now. Genuinely happy. But you were not the reason of his happiness. Another girl was.
“And? What did she say?” deep down, you knew the answer & you actually did not want him to say it out loud. But you were best friends, after all, it was kind of your duty.
“I got myself a date. I’m going on a date with her, (Y/N)!” he beamed & pulled you into a big hug. One, that made the butterflies act out. Fuck, that hurt.
“That’s great, Sebby. I’m happy for you! You deserve it.” your excitement for him was fake but the sincerity behind your last words were not. If one person on this planet deserved endless love & happiness, it was him. Mackie was wrong. Seb had never liked you. Not in that way, at least. And his date saved you from embarrassing yourself & ruining your friendship. That did not change the fact that you felt like crying right now. You could not shed tears in front of him, could not show how much it actually affected you. No. You had to fake a smile. And that shit hurt like a bitch.
At dinner parties I won't call you out on your contrarian shit
And the coastal town we never found will never see a love as pure as it
'Cause it fades into the gray of my day-old tea
'Cause it will never be
“Something’s wrong with you.” Mackie stated at breakfast. No shit, Sherlock.
“What makes you think that?” feigning innocence, you rolled your eyes when you saw the look he was giving you.
“Clearly, you’re upset. Did something happen after I left you with Seb yesterday?” he hit the nail on the head with his assumption.
“Yeah.” was all you answered. His eyebrows raised, he waited for you to continue. But when he noticed that you were not planning on engaging in any more conversation with him, he pressed further.
“Did you tell him? Did he mess up?” if Seb messed up, he would kill him. There was no other person who was better for him than you. The two of you deserved each other. And everyone seemed to realize that but you.
“I wanted to tell him.” admitting quietly.
“But?”
“He got a notification.” your short answers made Mackie freak out. He grew frustrated with you when you dragged out this entire conversation.
“(Y/N), come on.” he urged.
“Sebby has a date.”
“With you? But that’s great.” his smile was small but present. Did you finally realize that you were feeling so much more for each other?
“With another girl.” then you looked up at his face, your eyes glossy. Clearly, you were trying to keep it together but he could tell that you had a hard time doing so. Yes, Mackie would kill Seb. He could have sworn that Seb only had eyes for you. The stolen glances, the efforts to make time to spend more with you. What the fuck was going on? When he saw your first tear falling, he wasted no time in pulling you in for a hug. You were broken, all because of one man. But the thing was that he was not just any man. He was Seb. Your best friend. Your everything. But he would never be yours. Not in a million years. Because he only saw you as a friend. Nothing more, nothing less.
It was not like you did not have options. Hell, you declined so many people over the time. All because of him. And you were afraid that this would not change anytime soon. Because you did not think you would ever get over him. Your heart was ripped into a million pieces & the only person who could help you fix it was getting excited over his upcoming date. Whatever you thought could be between you guys, it was nothing but a dream. Something that could never be.
Gleaming, twinkling
Eyes like sinking ships on waters
So inviting, I almost jump in
Gold Rush [1] / You’re Not Sorry [2] / This Is Me Trying [3] / [4] (soon)
Published (04/22/2021) by Cathy
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ivyglow · 4 years ago
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the fact that it’s Father’s Day and we don’t have a dilf Tito blurb is kinda insane
your wish is my demand, nonny!!!!!!! hehehehe
word count: 1k warnings: mention of breeding kink and pregnancy. also, I didn't proofread sorryyyy
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You knew your husband was hot one of your friends had even revealed that her neighbor called him a "dilf" the last time she had a barbecue, that's why you thought you would be ready to deal with all the moms at your oldest son's school's presentation. Because it wasn't something new.
well, as it happens, you were wrong.
Anthony was going to have an interview that morning right after your family breakfast. Which was made by you and Jackson -your five years old- helped before his dad was up and that you did with your two years old watching. When Anthony finally rose from the bed, he was greeted with Jaxon and Aurora giggling and trying to speak over the other. It was a mess, but one of your favorite messes. He promised to be on time for Jaxon’s
presentation’s and you spent the whole morning with the kids, which your husband promised to make up for later that week since you had to do it alone and with your growing bump in the way.
After getting ready, feeding them, and eating lunch yourself, you headed to the school. Just like his father's, Jaxon’s big blue eyes found his best friend in the middle of the crowd of the school and ran for it taking you with him. You greeted some of the parents you knew from picking up your kid and settled to be with his best friend’s Madison's mom. She asked about Anthony while you greeted her little one and her husband and you told her about the interview, adding “He’ll be here at any second, hopefully, there won’t be that much traffic in the city.”
“Finger crossed. But now tell me about how’s my princess doing,” her voice was soft as she turned to Aurora who had a big grin on her chubby face.
You greeted some of the teachers and other parents as you made rounds around and it wasn’t long before Beau arrived. Aurora sensed her dad as soon as he got to the door and she was eager and fast when she squirmed from your lap and made a run for him making grabby hands and babbling “dada”. He left home that morning wearing his black suit, but now he was only on his white dress shirt rolled down to his elbows, some of the buttons undone and his hair a bit messy from his nervous tick of putting his hair back as if he had the helmet on.
“Hey, babe” he greeted you with a peck on the lips and you smiled amused with how every mom was somehow peeking a look at your husband but at the end of the day, that was what he was: your husband, not theirs, and the toddler on his arm, your five years old jumping around and your growing bump only highlighted that fact.
“Hey, handsome,” you mumbled touching his plump lips with yours again. “How was the interview?”
“It was nice, I would rather be at home with you and the kids, but it was nice” he answers and kisses Jax’s forehead when he comes running to his arms. “Hey, buddy, are you ready?!”
“Yes, daddy, I remember all our rehearsals!” Jax started and then went on about how Madison would be by his side too because she also had an important spot on the poem the class was going to recite.
You couldn’t be happier with the scene in front of you and you loved, even more, the fact that Jaxon was Anthony’s carbo copy, big blue eyes, full rosy lips, light brown hair, and the signature smile he would show everybody being the social butterfly he was.
When Jaxon left for the last rehearsal with his class before the presentation you got up to get some water and pee, your baby was also starting to get restless on your belly. Leaving Anthony and Aurora sitting on the front rows you kissed your baby girl’s forehead and left with Madison’s mom company. When you two were walking back you saw the mom of one of Jaxon’s friends sitting on your spot talking happily with your husband and every once in a while glancing in a cute way to Aurora -who wasn’t having it and would keep holding Anthony’s cheek to her. Madison’s mom couldn’t contain the laugh that bubbled on her throat and you rolled your eyes suppressing your own laugher.
“He’s clearly not having it, but she probably thinks he’s a single dad,” Madison’s mom said.
You chuckled before starting your walk again, just when the woman was asking “how old is this little princess?! She looks exactly like her daddy.”
And that was your clue to enter the conversation, “She’s two, our eldest is five and our third is about to come in some months…” you smile sweetly touching your growing belly and you can see the woman mortified face. She probably was thinking he was a single dad and you could only laugh.
“That’s...cute...you guys have a beautiful family” she smiles awkwardly. “But- woah, she’s two and you’re already pregnant again?! You guys know how to build a big family” Tito smirks up at you and you shrug at the woman.
“My mom would say good genetics need to be spread around,” Madison’s mom jokes and you chuckle.
“She has a good point,” the woman finally gets up and smiles politely at everyone before making her way out.
“Well, that was funny, but you make it seem like I’m a pervert or something…” Anthony commented when you sat by his side kissing Aurora who made grabby hands.
“Isn’t that the whole point of your breeding kink?!” you joke and he couldn’t help but let out a loud laugh.
“Some would say I make a hot dad, and that point needs to be considered as well...and your friend just added the genetics convenience…”
“You’re terrible, Beau,” you mumble.
“But you love me anyway, babe,” he winks before turning to Aurora, “doesn’t she, daddy?!” and your little girl could only give him a toothless grin before he started showering her face with loud kisses.
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idontgiveaflyinggrayson69 · 4 years ago
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Life As We Know It | Part 9
Author: Nat / @idontgiveaflyinggrayson69​
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Warnings: Alcohol.
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Tess was used to watching Sorel while Anthony went to see his friends. She had done it a few times since they got to Quebec, and she was more than happy to do it. She loved any and all time she got with Sorel, and it wasn’t like she was going to be so small forever. Before they knew it, she was going to be all grown up, so Tess valued every moment she got with Sorel.
And she liked watching Dominique interact with Sorel. Dominique loved her granddaughter so much and she had already begun spoiling her. Sorel might be staying in Anthony’s room, but it felt like he was staying in her room since it was filled with new clothes and countless stuffed animals, way more than a five month old could need. Not to mention, the living room was also filled with toys, some of which she wasn’t old enough to really play with.
Like those other days, Anthony had plans with his friends. Sylvain and Dominique were at work, leaving Tess and Sorel alone in the house. It was nice spending time together just the two of them, they hadn’t really been alone like that since they came to Quebec. Tess wasn’t complaining, the Beauvilliers were super nice and welcoming, and Sorel wasn’t her baby, but it was nice to have some time together, just the two of them.
The sun was out, so they spent some time outside, a tiny bucket hat and some sunscreen keeping the sun off Sorel as they enjoyed the weather in a way they couldn’t in New York.
The longer she sat out there with Sorel, the more she thought about how nice it would be to come back every summer, to have this time with his family, to see Sorel grow up and learn French with her family while enjoying the summer outside the big city.
But, as she reminded herself, it wasn’t like it was her family too, so that wasn’t going to happen. She just had to enjoy it while it lasted because it wasn’t like she was going to be invited back next year when both Anthony and Sorel were ready to do this on their own.
Eventually Sorel got tired and Tess had to bring her in for her afternoon nap. She never stayed long when she put Sorel down, not wanting to snoop through Anthony’s things. It was so weird being in his room in Quebec. It was so different from his room in New York, jerseys, hockey sticks and medals decorating the walls, and his high school graduation picture on his dresser.
Everything was so Anthony, but a different Anthony than she knew in New York.
She smiled as she let her eyes run over all the hockey memorabilia and pictures one more time before slipping out and closing the door behind her.
She settled in the living room with the baby monitor before checking the time. It was only mid afternoon and before he left, Anthony said he wouldn’t be gone long, that it was just going to be a quick meet up, but she didn’t expect him home so soon. He hadn’t seen a lot of the guys all year and he deserved the time with them, and she was more than capable of holding down the fort.
She didn’t do a whole lot, mostly scrolled through Instagram and Twitter until Sorel woke up and they were in the living room when Anthony came home. “Hey,” Tess smiled as he closed the door behind him and he kicked off his shoes before sitting down next to her.
“How are you? How was she?” He asked with a smile, leaning back against the couch, something shiny sticking out from the collar of his shirt catching the sun at his movement.
“Both good,” she said with a smile, trying to figure out what was catching the light. It wasn’t his necklace because she could see he wasn’t wearing it, which was weird because she had never seen him without it. “How were your friends?” She asked.
Anthony laughed softly and brought his hand up to rub the back of his neck, the movement reflecting more light. “I actually didn’t see them,” he told her, making her raise an eyebrow at him. He gave her a lopsided smile before pulling the collar of his shirt down to expose black ink that definitely wasn’t there this morning. It was the protective saniderm bandage that was reflecting the sun.
Tess pushed herself up and replace his hand, pulling his collar down more to see the full thing. It was simple, a single line of black Roman numerals over his heart.
I • XIX • MMXXI
“Sorel’s birthday,” he explained, making Tess smile as she restrained herself from touching it.
“I love it,” she told him honestly, letting go of his collar before sitting back down. She looked down at Sorel looking back at him, but he had turned to watch Sorel on the play mat, a soft smile on his lips.
“That way she’ll always be with me,” he said. Tess’s smile softened as she looked at him. Sorel was lucky to have a dad that loved her as much as Anthony did.
“You know, you could have told me you were getting a tattoo,” she said after a few minutes, making Anthony laugh.
“Yeah…” he whispered, looking over at her with a shrug. “I wanted to get it done before Francis got in. And my mom wasn’t exactly thrilled when I got my first one, so I guess I just thought it would be better to keep it a secret until I got it.”
Tess hummed in understanding and gave his thigh a pat before getting up and grabbing Sorel, making Anthony’s smile widen as he held his arms out to take her. “Hey, Ellie,” he laughed, kissing her cheek before sitting her down on his lap. Tess’s chest filled with warmth as she watched them and he whispered something in French before carrying her over to the kitchen so he could make himself a snack.
Francis, his brother, ended up getting in later that week.
Despite his season in Belfast ending before the Islanders, Francis came back to Quebec a few weeks after Anthony and Tess since he wasn’t exactly anxious to get back and stay with his parents, brother, and his brother’s kid and friend after living abroad on his own. But he did want to spend at least a few weeks with his family and be there for the annual Spike for Alzheimer’s tournament Anthony hosted in memory of their grandparents.
Francis’s plane got in just after noon and Sylvain and Dominique went to the airport to pick him up while Anthony stayed home with Sorel and Tess. It was clear that Anthony was excited that his brother was coming back home since he kept fidgeting and pacing, not that Tess was surprised. She knew how close they were and how much Francis meant to him.
Anthony was on his feet as soon as the car pulled into the driveway while Tess bounced Sorel on her lap. She was dressed in a cream short sleeve onesie with floral shorts and a matching head bow, which Tess thought was a pretty cute outfit.
He let Francis walk in and put his bags down before pulling him into a hug. They said somethings in French that Tess didn’t understand and Anthony laughed before pulling back and taking Sorel from Tess to introduce her to his brother.
“So this is my niece, huh?” Francis asked as Anthony walked towards him with Sorel in his arms.
Anthony nodded with a smile, “yeah, this is Sorel.”
Francis’s smile widened and he took her from his brother. Even he had to admit that she was a pretty cute baby. “Couldn’t be more creative with her name?”
“Oh, shut up,” Anthony laughed and shook his head. Francis laughed with him and looked at Sorel, who didn’t seem too sure about him. Before coming to Quebec, she was used to it just being Anthony and Tess, so she was unsure about the new people she was meeting, even if they were family.
“And you must be Tessa,” Francis smiled, stepping towards her, shifting how he was holding Sorel to extend his hand. “Anthony doesn’t shut up about you.”
Tess laughed, a small blush dusting her cheeks as she stood up to shake his hand. “All good things I hope,” she replied.
He laughed and nodded. “All good things, I promise,” he said before stepping around her. He turned to look at Anthony before mouthing ‘she’s hot.’ Anthony shook his head at his brother, but he could feel a blush creeping up his neck that he hoped Tess didn’t notice.
Sorel fussed in Francis’s arms, not thrilled about him and wanting her dad back, and Francis looked down at her before shifting how he was holding her. “I really failed at being a big brother, eh? Never showed you how to put on a condom,” he said, shaking his head as he looked over at Anthony. “Do you want that demonstration now?”
Tess burst out in laughter before clamping her hand over her mouth while Anthony blushed harder. “Fuck off. And give me my baby back,” Anthony replied, dodging the smack that came from his mother at his language to take Sorel back, but he couldn’t meet Tess’s eyes.
The blush stayed on his cheeks longer than he wanted, probably because Tess kept snickering. They let Francis get settled in his room and they spent the rest of the afternoon relaxing in the living room before having an early dinner because the jet lag was starting to hit Francis and he was looking forwards to getting to bed. They ordered pizza at Francis’s request because, apparently, the pizza in Belfast just wasn’t the same.
It was weird for Tess to watch Anthony interact with his brother. They had such a different relationship than she had with her sisters, but it was clear that they were both so happy to see each other. Tess swore Anthony hadn’t stopped smiling since Francis got home.
And when she got up the next morning, Anthony and Francis were already up. They were chatting about something in French she couldn’t follow, but Anthony kept smiling and laughing, which made Tess smile before she slipped back up the stairs, not wanting to ruin their moment.
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Anthony’s twenty fourth birthday came only a few days after the Hurricanes had eliminated them from the playoffs, so he wasn’t exactly in the mood to celebrate. But now that he was back home in Quebec with his family, he wasn’t about to turn down a night dedicated to himself with a special dinner and, more importantly, cake. Even if it was a month after his actual birthday.
The day started like any other, a morning coffee with Tess and Sorel, and then he and Francis hit the gym together, which was nice. He spent the afternoon outside with his family and sipped a few beers, which were refreshing in the July heat.
Dominique made his favourite meal, salmon, and they opened a nice bottle of Merlot, his favourite. It was a really nice dinner, nicer since Tess was there, too. And after dinner, after telling everyone they didn’t need to get him anything, Anthony chose to open gifts before cake.
He opened his parents’ gift first, which ended up being a couple of dress shirts. He thanked them, never having enough dress shirts. And before he could even put the shirts back into the box, Francis slid a little gift bag with no tissue paper over to him.
Anthony eyed the bag nervously after catching his brothers’ eyes shining with mischief. Slowly, he reached into the bag and pulled out a white mug. He gave his brother a confused look before turning the mug around to read DILF in big bold black letters, making him burst out in laughter, even as a blush crawled up his neck.
“Thank you,” he said sarcastically. “I really need this.”
“You totally do,” Francis smiled, making Anthony shake his head. Tess laughed too, shaking her head at the two of them before handing Anthony her gift, a small, expertly wrapped box with a little bow. She bought while the Islanders were still in the playoffs, but never got the chance to give it to him.
“You didn’t have to get me anything,” he repeated, but she only rolled her eyes.
“Just shut up and open it,” she told him, making Francis snicker.
Anthony shook his head, a smile playing on his lips as he undid the bow and took his time undoing the wrapping paper to reveal a small box. He glanced over at Tess before opening the box. His smile softened as he looked at the simple necklace, a gold chain with a small gold letter ’S’ for a pendant.
“I got it before you got the tattoo so you could keep her with you when you play,” she explained with a small shrug.
He looked up from the necklace with a smile, “I love it. Thank you.” Tess returned the smile and nodded before glancing at the rest of the table, her gaze dropping to the table when she met Francis’s eye.
Anthony didn’t hesitate to slide his necklace off and put the new one on, running his finger over the ’S’ with a smile before looking over to Tess, and Francis had to restrain an eyeroll at the look on his brother’s face.
“So… cake?” Francis asked after clearing his throat, needing to snap Anthony out of whatever trance he was in.
Anthony pulled away from Tess and looked over to Francis with a nod, “yeah, I’ll—"
“I’ll get it. Birthday boy stays put,” Dominique said, cutting him off before getting up to get the cake and a knife. Sylvain followed her to get plates and forks for everyone.
It was a simple chocolate cake with white icing that read ‘Bonne Fête, Anthony!’ in blue icing. His mom lit the candles and he had to sit through them singing bonne fête to him while Tess smiled, not knowing the words in French. Finally, he blew out the candles and thanked them for singing, even if he could have done without it, and his mom handed him the knife to cut the cake.
“Big piece for me, please,” Francis said, making Anthony roll his eyes, but he cut Francis a large piece which he immediately dug into before Anthony turned to ask Tess how big a piece she wanted.
“Average sized I guess? Please,” she replied and Anthony put the knife on the icing to show her.
“Like this?” He asked.
“A little smaller, please,” she replied and he moved the knife over. Tess nodded and he cut the piece and put it on a plate. “Thank you,” she smiled when he passed it over and he nodded before turning to his parents and cutting their pieces before his own.
The cake was pretty good, but, in Anthony’s mind, the company was better. It wasn’t often that he got to spend this kind of time with his family, and now he had Sorel and Tess too. Just being with them was all he could ever ask for.
Francis helped clean up, leaving Anthony to pick out a movie while Tess checked on Sorel, who was asleep upstairs.
Anthony settled on some action movie, and he had already made himself comfortable on the couch when everyone came back to the living room. His parents took the love seat while Francis flopped down on the chair, leaving Tess to curl up with Anthony on the couch, not that she was complaining.
When the movie started, she was resting against the opposite couch arm, but as the movie played, she slowly moved herself over to Anthony and put her head on his lap, smiling when he moved his hand to her shoulder. They watched the rest of the movie like that, Anthony gently rubbing her shoulder until she nearly fell asleep. And their actions weren’t missed by the rest of his family, Dominique having to cover her mouth with her hand to hide her smile.
When the credits started to roll, Tess pushed herself up and moved back over to her spot. “I’m going to bed,” she said, giving Anthony’s thigh a pat before getting up. “I’m glad you had a good day. You deserve it.” He returned her smile and murmured a ‘thank you’ before watching her make her way upstairs.
His parents followed her lead, heading to bed themselves and leaving Anthony and Francis in the living room. Francis looked at him for a long while, making Anthony ask, “what?”
But Francis shook his head with a shrug, “nothing at all.”
They watched another movie, just the two of them, and Francis broke out the beer. It was always nice to hang out just the two of them, and they spent more time talking than watching the movie. It felt like Anthony never stopped smiling, but when the movie came to an end, they both knew it was time for them to head to bed.
Anthony took his time getting ready for bed and did his best to slip into the room as quietly as possible so he wouldn’t disturb Sorel. When he got under the covers, he brought his hand up to play with the pendant on his necklace, smiling to himself in the dark room.
The warmth he felt wasn’t from the summer night, but from something else.
He let the pendant fall back against his chest before rolling over so he faced the door, silently wondering if Tess was having good dreams before letting his eyes close and it didn’t take long for him to fall asleep.
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The Spike ball for Alzheimer’s tournament held in mid July came way sooner than expected. Between trying to get everything planned and Sorel, the days went by quickly and before they knew it, event was right around the corner.
There had been days of practicing between Francis, Anthony, and their friends, and they had dragged Tess into it more than a few times. She did her best, she really did, but spike ball definitely wasn’t her calling. It was fun and she got to hear Anthony laugh, his skin golden in the sun, and after the game his hand had wrapped around her waist as he pulled her against him. So it wasn’t a whole loss, even if she was terrible at the game.
Still, the night before the event, Tess could tell that Anthony was nervous. His fingers drummed on the kitchen table as he sipped a beer and Tess came up behind him, letting her hand run over his shoulder before sitting down next to him. “You okay?” She asked and Anthony relaxed when he realized it was her.
“Yeah,” he smiled. “Just nervous. It seems to get bigger every year and I just want it to go smoothly.”
Tess let her hand run down his arm and gave his hand a squeeze. “It will,” she told him. “I promise.”
The corner of his lip twitched up and he squeezed her hand back, “thank you.”
Tess’s smile softened and she nodded. “Plus, you’re going to have your own cheer squad this year,” she pointed out. Anthony laughed, but his heart fluttered at the thought of both Tess and Sorel being there.
“I’m a lucky guy,” he whispered.
“Something like that,” Tess laughed, but she stayed with him until it was time for bed, everyone trying to get to bed early since in preparation for tomorrow.
Everyone was up early the next morning and Tress got dressed in a pair of jean shorts and a Spike of Alzheimer’s shirt over a bikini top. She fluffed her curls and slipped a scrunchie onto her wrist before heading downstairs where Anthony had already made her a cup of coffee.
They had to be at Lower Canada College pretty early, so they didn’t get to sit around and talk like they normally did, but they still had enough time to have their coffee together, which was nice, even if Tess was disappointed that Anthony, much like herself, had already gotten dressed for the day.  
Tess dressed Sorel up in cute summer outfit, a green tank top onesie and matching shorts and a green and yellow patterned bucket hat to keep the sun off her, not that she was going to be spending much time in direct sunlight, Tess was sure of that. She put sunscreen on her and Sorel as Anthony and Francis loaded up the car and then they were off to Lower Canada College. But not before a stop at Tim Horton’s for some Timbits and ice capps.
Of course, they were the first ones there and Francis helped Anthony set everything up while Tess set up a pop up canopy and a blanket for Sorel and a chair for herself where they could watch, but still be in the shade, and a safe distance away from any stray balls. The cooler full of water and Gatorade also found its way next to her, but she was fine with guarding their drinks.
After everything was set up, Anthony and Francis sat down with her and Sorel under the canopy while they waited for everyone to show up. Tess couldn’t help herself and she pulled out her phone to snap a few pictures as Anthony kissed Sorel’s cheek and whispered, “je t’aime.”
Anthony looked up at Tess as Sorel sat in his lap. A slight breeze moved Tess’s hair and the string tie from her bikini stuck out from the collar of her shirt. She smiled when he caught her eye and it knocked the air right out of him.
“People are arriving,” she told him after a moment and he cleared his throat before looking over his shoulder. She was right, a few groups of people were making their way onto the field, including some of his friends.
Anthony took a deep breath and kissed Sorel on the cheek one more time before standing and passing her to Tess. He hesitated for before kissing Tess’s cheek too and walking over to greet the arrivals with Francis, leaving Tess under the canopy with Sorel and her blush.
The first part of the day, Tess just sat under her canopy and watched Sorel and the different games of spike ball going on around her. It was nice to enjoy the weather, and to shamelessly eye Anthony up when he got too hot and took his shirt off, her eyes hidden behind her sunglasses.
It was no secret that Anthony was Hot. Capital H kind of hot. And she was reminded of that daily when his shirt sleeves were tight around his biceps or he forwent a shirt all together, which he usually did in the morning when his hair was still fluffy with sleep. But she never got the chance to really look at him without risking getting caught, and she really didn’t need to be caught ogling her best friend.
But, she could look at him now.
His skin was golden in the sun, though she was sure he’d be sunburnt by the end of the day. He was close enough that when he reached up to hit the ball, she could see the outline of his abs, making Tess struggle to remember how to breathe. No matter how much she wanted or didn’t want to, she couldn’t take her eyes off him. Especially when their game came to an end and he was smiling and laughing, making Tess smile too. His smile really was contagious.
He looked over at her and Tess hoped he couldn’t tell she had been watching him.
Anthony took his snapback off and ran his hand through his hair before putting it back on and walking over to her. Tess smiled as he got closer to the canopy. “You look happy,” she told him as he grabbed a water out of the cooler.
He drank half the bottle, Tess’s eyes dipping to his throat as he swallowed before replying, “I’d be happier if you joined us.”
Tess shook her head with a laugh, “I thought we went over this. I’m not good at spike ball.”
Anthony laughed, “come on. One game? Please?” Tess was glad he had his sunglasses on too so he couldn’t give her his puppy dog eyes since there was no way she could turn those down.
“Beau—" She started, but he pouted, making her roll her eyes behind her sunglasses. “One game,” she sighed after a moment.
He smiled and leaned in to kiss her cheek, “I’ll grab my mom to watch Ellie.”
Tess smiled and nodded, watching Anthony walk away before pulling her hair back. She hesitated, glancing over at the guys before pulling her shirt over her head and fixing her bikini top. If they didn’t need to wear a shirt, then neither did she.
It was only a few moments later that Anthony and Dominique came over, Anthony hesitating half a step when he realized Tess was just in a bikini top and tiny jean shorts.
“Let’s get this over with,” Tess said, rolling her neck to stretch out and Anthony quickly cleared his throat and nodded, leading Tess over to the pitch.
Tess’s calling was definitely not spike ball. Really, she stood a better chance with volleyball since that had a bigger ball and field, but even then, she wasn’t very good. She tried her best, she really did, but the only reason her and Anthony didn’t lose horrifically was because of Anthony. But it still wasn’t a close game.
She missed the ball a few times, missed the net trying to spike the ball down, and didn’t get enough on the ball so Anthony couldn’t get it when it came his way. And, okay, maybe Anthony missed a few balls because he was too busy watching Tess jump to hit the ball, but no one had to know. It just… Despite her hair being pulled back, it still had so much bounce, and he had never seen so much of her skin before.
He knew she was beautiful, but, damn, she was also kinda hot.
Eventually, to Tess’s great relief, the game came to an end. She laughed as she gave his friends a high five before turning back to him. “Am I free to go now?” She asked with a laugh, picking the ball up and tossing it to him.
Anthony caught the ball and rolled his eyes but nodded. “Yeah, you’re free to go, thank you,” he told her.
“Thank you,” she smiled, stepping closer to him to pat his shoulder, loving how it felt under her hand. It wasn’t that she didn’t want to play and spend time with Anthony, she loved when she got to. It’s just that she preferred to be with Sorel where she could shamelessly watch Anthony and look at all his exposed skin.
He hummed, hanging onto her touch before watching her walk away and turning to look back at his friends. “What?” He asked when they raised an eyebrow at him.
“Nothing. Nothing at all,” Pierre said, raising his hands in surrender. Anthony didn’t buy it, but he let it slide.
Tess didn’t bother pulling her shirt back on when she returned to the canopy, happy to hold Sorel in her lap against the bare skin of her stomach while she watched Anthony continue to play in the sun. He was definitely going to be sunburnt by the end of the day.
As the event came to an end, Dominique drove Tess and Sorel home. Anthony didn’t need the extra hands to clean up, and despite a nap in the carrier and in Tess’s arms, the long day outside was starting to wear on Sorel and Tess and Dominique agreed that going home to the air conditioning would be good for her.
Francis and Anthony’s friends helped Anthony clean up after everything was done and people were starting to head home. Between them and a few volunteers, it didn’t take long to get everything cleaned up and the equipment loaded up into the cars.
They sat down in the grass and Francis ran off to the car before coming back with a small collar that he hid some beers in that had them laughing. Anthony had only taken a sip of his beer when Pierre asked, “so, what’s the story with you and Tessa?”
Anthony rolled his eyes, but Francis jumped in before he could answer, “I’ve been wondering the same thing.”
“There’s nothing going on between me and Tess,” Anthony replied, getting a few eye rolls from his friends. “God, first Barzy, then the team, then mom, now you guys, too? There’s nothing going on. She’s my roommate and my friend. That’s it.” He said defensively.
“You brought her home, but you’re sure there’s nothing going on between you two?” Francis asked. He wasn’t dumb. He could see the way his brother looked at Tess, and he knew what it meant to bring someone home.
“Confident,” Anthony replied firmly before taking another drink of his beer.
The group was quiet as they continued to drink their beers before Francis glanced at his brother and said, “so, if there’s nothing going on between you two… Would it be cool for me to make a move on Tessa? She is pretty smoking, dude.”
Francis laughed at the glare Anthony gave him. “Not a chance,” Anthony told him. He didn’t know what it was, but the thought of Francis with Tess… Making her laugh… Kissing her… More… It made his stomach turn and an unfamiliar heat settle in his chest.
“But there’s nothing going on between you two, so why not?” Francis smirked, spinning his brother’s words back at him.
“No,” Anthony said firmly. “She’s…” He trailed off. She’s too good for you. She isn’t yours. She’s Tessa. He shook his head, “she deserves better.”
Francis’s smile faltered as he held Anthony’s eye before Anthony let his gaze fall to the grass as he tried to shake the tightness in his chest. Francis could sense that there was something more to his words, but he knew his brother well and he knew that whatever it was, he wasn’t ready to talk about it, so he let it go.
The conversation drifted, but Anthony couldn’t really focus on it. Every laugh was forced as he couldn’t stop thinking about Tess and Francis and just how much he didn’t like it.
Anthony was quiet the whole drive home, but he smiled as soon as he stepped into the house and saw Tess. She was curled up on the couch with her hair pulled back in a messy bun, and she had changed into something more comfortable, but she was perfect.
He moved her legs to the side to sit down before pulling them over his lap, whatever he was feeling at the campus and in the car leaving him at her presence. “Sorel’s asleep,” she told him and he nodded while Francis met their mom in the kitchen, the two of them sharing a knowing look before he followed her and her drinks outside onto the patio.  
When Tess pushed herself up and looked over at Anthony, she could see red skin peeking out from the collar of his shirt. She was right, he was sunburnt, which is exactly what she told him with a sigh.
“Huh?” Anthony replied, looking down and he pulled at the collar of his shirt to see his shoulder which was definitely redder than it should be. “Maybe just a little.”
Tess rolled her eyes but stood up, “stay put, I’m getting aloe.” She was usually very good at putting on sunscreen, but she still packed her bottle of aloe vera just in case, and thank god she did because Anthony’s skin was going to thank her for it.
She came back down with the bottle of aloe and gave him an expectant look. “Yes?” He asked slowly, not sure what she was after.
“Take your shirt off and let me rub aloe on your shoulders since you’re a dumbass,” she responded, making Anthony scoff, a slight blush creeping up his neck and cheeks, but he hoped the sunburn covered it up. Still, he listened to her and pulled his shirt off, tossing it over the arm of the couch and moving to sit on the floor so she could sit on the couch with her legs on either side of him, giving her better access to his shoulders.
She pumped some aloe into her hand and put the bottle down beside her before starting on his shoulders. Thankfully it wasn’t too bad since he was wearing a shirt for at least part of the day. Still, the red creeped over his shoulders and down his chest and his skin was hot to touch. She’d have to remind him to put sunscreen on next time.
The aloe was cool and soothed his burnt skin and he made a soft noise of approval as she worked it along his shoulders. Tess pulled back to put some more aloe into her hands before going down his arms and chest, careful to get all of the sunburnt area. She did her best to ignore how beefy his arms were and what his chest felt like under her hands, but it was hard.
“Better?” She asked, after she was satisfied that his sunburn was treated with aloe.
He hummed and looked over his shoulder at her with a small smile, “thank you.”
“Uh huh,” she said, shaking her head. She pushed herself up and moved down the couch so Anthony could sit back down, not that he bothered to put his shirt back on, making it hard for Tess to not let her eyes wander down his chest.
Anthony yawned and ran his hand through his hair. “I’m exhausted,” he told her.
“I bet,” she said with a small laugh. “You were literally running around in the sun all day.” He laughed with her and nodded. She wasn’t wrong.
“I think I’m going to have a quick nap before dinner,” he said after a moment, looking over at her before grabbing his shirt. “Come get me when dinner is ready or if you need anything.” Tess hummed and he patted her thigh before standing up, “thanks again for the aloe.”
Tess’s smile softened and she nodded, “anytime, Beau. Now go nap, I don’t need two Beauvilliers who are cranky from not getting enough sleep and too much sun.” He laughed and nodded, giving her shoulder one last squeeze before heading up stairs, leaving Tess alone in the living room to try to shake how firm his chest and shoulders were under her touch.
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Neither Anthony nor Tess were ready for Sorel to start crawling. Sure, she had been doing better on the play mat and she had been doing some back and forth rocking and planking and she could pull herself to the toys just out of her reach, but neither of them were ready for her to start crawling.
It was a warm afternoon in late July and Anthony and Tess were outside enjoying some sun with Sorel on the play mat they brought outside with the patio umbrella over it to keep some of the sun off her.
Naturally, they were arguing about dinner since Anthony wanted steaks while Tess wanted BBQ chicken kabobs.
Sorel’s toys were scattered a ross the mat and the one she wanted was sitting in the far corner. Tess watched out of the corner of her eye as she pushed herself up to her hands and knees. She had done that a few times and she was getting better and better at it. But this time she wasn’t done there.
One movement at a time, she made her way across the fair sized mat to get the colourful octopus, and Tess reached over to Anthony, excitedly smacking his arm as she smiled. “She’s crawling! Oh my God, she’s crawling!” Tess whisper shouted, their argument about dinner long forgotten.
“I can see that,” Anthony said back, playfully smacking her back before taking her hand and interlacing their fingers, his other hand coming up to cover his mouth as he watched his daughter.
They waited to see if she would crawl around some more, maybe crawl to another toy, but she was content in the corner with the octopus Dominique had gotten her.
“I can’t believe she’s crawling,” Tess whispered looking over to Anthony who definitely had tears in his eyes.
“She’s growing up so fast,” he said, his voice tight as he wiped his eyes.
Tess gave his hand a squeeze. “You can’t cry because if you cry, I’ll cry and then we’ll be a complete mess,” she said, already feeling the tears gathering in her eyes.
“I can’t help it!” Anthony replied. “My little girl is getting so big.” He wiped his eyes again and Tess pulled her hand back to wipe her own before Anthony got out of his chair and picked Sorel up. Tess told him to leave her to encourage the crawling, but he brushed her off, “soon she’ll be too big to want her dad.” Tess shook her head but had to keep wiping her eyes because the happy tears kept coming.
They ended up having steak for dinner because everyone felt bad about how emotional he was, but even that didn’t make him feel better about how fast his little girl was growing up.
Sorel only got better at crawling over the next couple of weeks, forcing them to buy baby gates to keep her from getting into things she shouldn’t, and reminding Tess of all the baby proofing they were going to have to do to the apartment when they got back to New York.
And, because the world was funny like that, baby proofing wasn’t the only problem they were going to face when they got back to New York.
It was lunch time and Tess had made herself a sandwich while Dominique watched Sorel. Anthony’s brows were furrowed as he looked at something on his phone that made him walk over to the kitchen.
“I think Barzy made a new friend,” Anthony said, looking up from his phone.
“Oh?” Tess asked, leaning back against the kitchen counter as she took a bite of the sandwich.
“Yeah,” he breathed, stepping closer to her. “The last couple weeks he’s been mentioning this Connor guy in the group chat. Seems like they’ve been hanging out a lot recently, golf and dinner, the likes.”
“That’s nice,” Tess hummed. “He needs more friends outside of hockey.” It wasn’t exactly a secret that Mat was a bit socially awkward and all his friends were hockey players. It would be good for him to hang out with some people outside of the sport.
“Yeah,” Anthony sighed and looked down at his phone. It still had his stomach turning knowing that Mat was out there having fun with someone else. Mat was his partner in crime, not this Connor guy’s.
Tess paused, taking another bite of her sandwich as she looked at him. “Are you…” She trailed off after swallowing. “Are you jealous?”
He scoffed, “no.”
Tess stifled a laugh as she put the rest of her sandwich down. “Oh my God, you’re jealous Barzy made a new friend.”
“I’m not jealous,” he said forcefully and Tess bit her lip to contain her laugh before closing the distance between them to pat his arm.
“Don’t worry, Beau. I’m sure Barzy won’t replace you,” she told him.
Anthony scoffed again but put his phone down on the counter and pulled her closer, loving how she felt against him. “As long as you don’t replace me, I’ll be alright,” he told her.
Tess forced a laugh as she leaned into him, ignoring the warmth spreading through her chest. “I’d never replace you, don’t worry,” she told him.
“Good,” he smiled, giving her arm a pat before letting her go so she could finish her sandwich, not that he could pull his eyes away from her, the jealously of Barzy having a new friend secondary to the thought of Tess replacing him.
“Do you want one? I’ll make you one,” Tess said when she caught him looking at her, assuming that he was eyeing the sandwich in her hands and not her.
He shook his head, “I’m good thanks.” His voice was soft and he struggled to pull his eyes away. Tess nodded and slowly finished her sandwich before getting a glass of water before walking back over to Sorel.
Yeah, as long as he had Tess, he’d be okay.
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THE SECRET - part three of four
Featuring: Cillian Murphy x Virgin!Reader
Words: 5,223
Warning: Smut, Age Gap
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Good Morning
After five orgasms, you decided that you were finally satisfied and, following almost five hours of passionate sex with a pizza delivery in between, you allowed Cillian to get some rest at about 1am. You figured that, after all, he’s more than double your age so sleep was probably something he needed more than you.
Regardless of your young age, you thought that you would both be exhausted the following morning but, that night, you could barely sleep.
You were ravaged with energy and wild thoughts about the man lying next to you.
Never, even in your wildest dreams, would you have imagined your first time being anything like this. Passionate and full of desire.
Your friends had all told you horror stories about their first times so you were positively surprised. It was pure pleasure and you didn’t want Cillian to stop making love to you and send waves of energy through your body.
After that, whilst you were incredibly satisfied, you were also incredibly sore. It’s not that Cillian hadn’t warned you about that. But you kept insisting on him giving you more and more and now you were clearly paying for it.
Cillian, on the other hand, was fast asleep. His body was certainly relaxed and comfortable. Not even a bolt of thunder could have wakened him after your fun filled activities. He didn’t even have to time to worry about how you would explain your absence that night to Emma when she found out.
You no longer worried about it. Emma still thought that you were seeing Finn despite you telling her that you weren’t. She didn’t believe you.
At about 6am you could not lie in bed anymore and decided to walk downstairs to get some coffee for you and Cillian.
You quickly wrapped your dress around you and borrowed one of Cillian’s jumpers to walk downstairs. The jumper was black and simple with a hood. It was an Irish clothing brand of some sort and you loved the smell of his aftershave on it.
The hotel restaurant just opened but, to your surprise, you weren’t the only one in need for coffee.
There was Anthony, the show’s director, getting ready for work while enjoying his cappuccino.
‘Nice outfit Y/N’ he laughed as you walked into the restaurant. You clearly looked out of place wearing a dress, sandals and oversized hoodie.
‘Oh thanks. I thought I would change things up a bit. I’ve heard it’s trendy now’ you giggled as you stood there, sore and noticeably uncomfortable.
You ordered two coffees, one double shot espresso and a latte.
‘Double Shot Espresso? Is that for you?’ he laughed. It was an unusual order and he only knew one other person on set who was ordering coffee as strong as this and that person was Cillian.
‘Uhm no’ you said shyly, hoping for no further questions from Anthony.
‘Jesus, Emma must have had a big night with her sister in town then’ he said before he excused himself to make his way to set.
You couldn’t help but giggle at Anthony’s comment and, shortly after you got your coffees, made your way back up to Cillian’s apartment.
You put his jumper back onto the chair and woke him up by giving him a kiss on the cheek.
‘Good Morning Sleepyhead’ you said as you put his coffee onto the bedside table.
‘Hey, good morning’ he said, rubbing his eyes. He instantly smelled the coffee and, after giving you a kiss, reached for the cup on the bedside table.
‘Thank you’ he said gently before asking you how you were feeling.
‘A bit sore’ you said with a smile on your face.
‘I am sorry’ he said like a true gentlemen before pulling you closer for another kiss.
After you had your coffee and spent some time making out with Cillian you made your way back to your apartment to have a shower and get changed.
Emma had already left for set and you were glad for it. You didn’t really want to explain yourself.
One part of you hated having to keep your relationship with Cillian a secret while the other part of you believed that, for the moment, it was defiantly the right thing to do.
On Set Dilemmas
Later that morning, on set, Emma met with Anthony before her scene with you.
Before you arrived, they had the opportunity to make some small talk and Anthony couldn’t help it but mention the coffee order you placed at the hotel restaurant at 6am.
‘That espresso obviously got you going Em’ Anthony laughed as Emma came walking towards him full of energy, building up some exhaustion for her next scene.
‘Espresso? I don’t even drink coffee’ she laughed.
‘You don’t? Now that is interesting. I walked into Y/N this morning buying you an espresso’ he said.
‘Y/N?’ Emma asked, before starting to laugh.
‘What’s so funny?’ Anthony asked.
‘Y/N has not been home. The coffee wasn’t for me’ Emma laughed.
‘Oh right, gotcha. Who’s the lucky guy?’ Anthony asked.
‘I think it’s Finn, but I cannot be certain’ Emma said with a giggle.
‘Finn? Yeah, I can see that’ Anthony smiled before he saw you approach him and Emma.
Anthony quickly changed the topic and began talking about the scene between you and Emma.
It took two takes to get it right and Anthony was quite happy with both of your progression.
The next week went uneventful and Cillian kept his distance from you on set. You didn’t have many scenes together during this time.
Nonetheless, you managed to sleep over at his apartment twice during this time raising Emma’s suspicions even further.
Cillian knew that some people on set were thinking that you were involved with Finn and it didn’t bother him until Finn finally found the courage to actually ask you out.
Thus, just as you were having lunch with Cillian, Finn and Anthony, Finn asked you an uncomfortable question.
‘Y/N, I was wondering if, perhaps, you would like to see a play with me on Saturday. Anthony and his wife are coming too’ Finn said, causing Cillian’s eyebrows to raise.
You took a deep breath, not knowing how to respond. Was he asking for a date or was he just being friendly?
‘Uhm, thank you for the offer, but I can’t. I am sorry. I will be in London for the weekend’ you said shyly while Cillian quietly watched the situation unfold.
‘Alright. Well, let me know if your plans change, ok?’ Finn said, causing you to nod before excusing yourself.
‘I better visit the bathroom before we start the next scene’ you said with a flushed face as you walked off. You were rather uncomfortable by Finn’s question, especially in front of Cillian.
When you were gone, Finn couldn’t help it but discuss the matter further with Anthony and Cillian, seeking some advice from them.
‘I had hoped for a different answer, but hey’ Finn said with disappointment, causing Cillian to look at him with some surprise.
‘Sorry man’ Anthony said. Until that moment, when Finn asked you whether you wanted to go out with him, he was certain that he was the one you were involved with based on Emma’s comments. He felt terrible for suggesting that he bring you along to the play.
‘That’s alright. I probably should have asked her to do something more private. Like dinner or something. Or go and watch a movie’ Finn said, causing Cillian to cross his elbows and raise his eyebrows again. He didn’t like the fact that Finn was interested in you and observed the conservation with silence.
‘Well, I actually thought the rumours that you two were involved with each other were true. That is why I suggested you bring her along to the play’ Anthony said with some embarrassment.
‘I wish they were. But unfortunately, they are not’ Finn laughed before he noticed Cillian’s silence. ‘You are a good matchmaker Cilly. Can you help me out here? Set me up on a date with Y/N or something?’ Finn asked.
‘No man, sorry. I don’t think she is interested to be honest’ Cillian said before also excusing himself. The conversation had clearly become too awkward for him.
After this strange encounter, Cillian returned to his trailer to prepare for the next scene which was to start after the lunch break in about half an hour.
Making a Claim
Not long after he sat down to re-read his script, he heard a knock on the door.
‘Cilly, it’s Y/N’ you said before letting yourself inside.
‘Are you alright?’ you asked as you observed an angry look on Cillian’s face.
‘Yeah, fine’ Cillian sighed, causing you to walk over towards him and press your lips onto his.
‘Yeah, fine?’ you giggled after you broke the kiss. ‘It seems to me that someone is jealous’ you smirked.
‘I am not jealous Y/N, I just don’t like anyone hitting on my girlfriend’ Cillian said.
‘Your girlfriend huh? Well, no one knows that I am your girlfriend’ you said with a giggle. In fact, even you didn’t know this. Until recently, Cillian kept reminding you that he wanted to take things slow especially since you are half his age and he only recently broke up with his ex. That’s a whole new tune coming from him, calling you his girlfriend.
‘I suppose’ Cillian said somewhat annoyed.
‘Well, you know, I also don’t like women hitting on you, yet it happens. Quite often in fact’ you giggled.
‘Oh common, no one hits on me on set’ Cillian laughed.
‘Barb hits on you every day’ you responded.
‘Barb? Seriously?’ Cillian asked.
‘Oh yes. Haven’t you noticed? She likes you a lot. Everyone knows that’ you smirked.
‘She is quite attractive I suppose’ Cillian said sheepishly, causing you to give him a nudge before pressing your lips onto his for a gentle kiss.
Cillian pulled you closer to him, and the kiss became demanding and insistent.
You buried your hands in his hair to pull him closer until, eventually, you had to come up for air.
You had mussed his hair quite badly, but you were certain that yours looked no better.
You stared at each other for a moment, unable to do much more than breathe.
‘Do I seem pissed off?’ Cillian asked lightly, once he had the air to accomplish words.
‘A little bit’ you grinned. ‘I think you’ve been a bit blunt around Finn’ you added.
‘Yes, because he’s hitting on you’ Cillian chuckled.
‘And that makes you territorial, does it?’ you smirked cheekily.
‘Yeah’ Cillian said while cupping your face.
‘Oh yeah? Well, then perhaps you should mark your territory’ you smirked before running your hands over Cillian’s crotch.
‘What if someone comes in?’ Cillian asked with a heavy breath.
‘The trailer locks. Besides…’ you levelled a serious expression at him…’you know what the next scene on my schedule entails, right?’ you asked, reminding Cillian that your character Yvette will be trying to seduce Finn’s character Michael Gray in the next scene after he had a fight with his with Gina. Whilst the seduction would be futile, the scene involved a kiss and some touching.
‘I do’ Cillian said with a deep voice before kissing your neck.
‘He will probably enjoy it’ he then said with some annoyance before he locked the trailer door and pressed his lips back onto yours.
‘Maybe. But then, who can compete with Tommy Shelby eh?’ you smirked as you broke the kiss for a split second before crashing your lips back onto his.
You marvelled at his dexterity and slipped your tongue into his mouth. Cillian groaned deep in his throat in response, a vocalization that you found thoroughly erotic.
‘I want you to fuck me right here’ you said in a haste as your lips drifted apart and you reached for the bulge straining against his black suit pants.
‘I don’t have a condom Y/N. Despite there isn’t much time…’ he said, trying to slow you down and, before he could finish his sentence, you interrupted.  
‘I am on the pill. Let’s make this quick’ you said eagerly before kissing him again.
This was all he needed to hear and, with one fluid motion, he pulled you away from the wall and lifted you easily to sit on the counter by the bench.
There was no time for you to get undressed. You had no more than fifteen minutes.
You worked the fly on Cillian’s pants open with little trouble and worked your prize free of his briefs. He was twitching with excitement, and you smiled to see the effect you had upon him.
At the same time, Cillian reached beneath your skirt and slipped your already soaked panties down around your ankles, dropping them to the floor besides you.
His lips met yours again as he rand his fingers through your wet slit a few times before he finally rested his cock against your entrance.
Your combined heat was feverish and you grabbed his cock, rubbing the head up and down your slit, coating him in warmth and wetness.
Cillian groaned and strained towards you, causing you to lean forward to kiss him, as you speared yourself on his hardness.
You know that, unlike other encounters you had, this would not be romantic nor would it be gentle. But that’s not what you wanted anyway. You wanted him to fuck you hard and fast. You wanted him to claim you.
You moaned into his mouth and clutched at his shoulders as he entered you.
‘Shit!’ you exclaimed, breaking this kiss. ‘Fuck!’ you exclaimed again as he thrust up into you with unexpected force.
His hands dug into your ass as he pulled you as close to him as possible.
You kept grounding yourself into him, revelling in the feeling of him inside of you. This was the first time you could feel him like this, the warms of his flesh rubbing against your tight but wet walls.
It was sensational and your hands clutched convulsively at his head.
Cillian nuzzled at your chest in between the opening of your blouse as he pumped his hips to meet yours.
You were so turned on by this point that you felt yourself already teetering on the edge of an orgasm. Usually, you would hold back from coming so quickly, but you were on a tight schedule and allowed yourself to let go.
You nipped gently at Cillian’s earlobe, and between moans, you spoke softly in his ear.
‘I am about to come’ you moaned, causing Cillian to groan. He knew what this meant. Your already tight walls would soon contract around him, sending him over the edge as well.
‘Do you want me to pull out after you do?’ Cillian asked as he continued to thrust into you.
You shook your head. ‘No, I want to feel you come inside of me’ you moaned.
The thought of him coming inside of you turned you both on immensely. It was something you both secretly fantasied about for over a week now.
With his thrusts becoming faster and more forceful, you could feel your orgasm begin to ripple through you, burning up from your core through your body, thrumming through your brain.
With his bare cock inside of you, all of you began to shake.
‘Fuck! Cillian! Yes! Fuck!’ you cried out.
You were certain that you were being too loud, but it was difficult for you to stifle yourself.
‘Shh Y/N’ Cillian chuckled just before he felt your walls clench around his cock, emphasizing his hardness.
He let out a terrific groan, and managed to choke out, ‘Fuck, Y/N’, before you felt the heat of him spurting into you.
He was not much quieter than you were and twitched inside of you, a sensation that extended your own orgasm.
You grasped at one another's bodies, overcome by the intensity. You bit your lip to keep yourself from screaming The strength of your orgasm was overwhelming, and when the shuddering pleasure at last subsided, you panted against Cillian’s shoulder.
Even through the clothes, you could feel his heart racing against you.
As you both came down from your high, you softly kissed each other while Cillian pulled out of you carefully.
You could feel his warm cum leaking out of you but you didn’t bother cleaning yourself up. Instead, you pulled up your panties stopping it from running out of you and down your thighs.
The thought of this drove Cillian absolutely crazy and he was ready for round two. Unfortunately for you, there was no time and, just as he zipped up his pants, you could hear a knock on the door.
‘Ready in five minutes Y/N’ Anthony yelled, causing your face to instantly turn red. How did he know that you were in Cillian’s trailer? Did he hear you?
You quickly straightened up your hair and clothes before walking outside with flushed cheeks.
‘Just rehearsing’ you said with heightened embarrassment as you looked down at the floor and waved your script around as you walked past Anthony.
‘Right, then let’s go’ he said with a laugh.
Accidents Happen
The scene with Finn was difficult for you to film especially now that you knew that he was interested in you.
It became even more difficult when Cillian appeared on set to get ready for his next scene.
Him watching you kiss Finn made you uncomfortable.
The scene was taking place on a boat parked at the canal and there was a lot happening around you. It was cold and raining and there you were, kissing Finn in front of your boyfriend.
After five takes due to the rain, Anthony was finally happy with the material and it was time for you to step off the boat.
It was slippery and, even with the best efforts from the team on set, you ended up falling on the ramp in your red vintage heals.
‘Shit Y/N, are you alright?’ Finn asked as you landed on the floor, taking a blow to your wrist.
Cillian instantly came running over to you and, together with Finn, helped you up from the muddy floor.
‘Now that was embarrassing’ you said, holding back some tears.
‘I think we will stop filming now and I will organise a nurse to see you Y/N’ Anthony said as the rain picked up and it started to thunder.
The outdoor scenes were cancelled for the remainder of the day and Cillian took off his big jacket, wrapping it around you as Finn and him walked with you towards the shelter.
‘Are you alright?’ Cillian asked, his big blue eyes looking into yours while he held your hand.
Anthony and Finn couldn’t help but look at you both, somewhat stunned. But Cillian didn’t care about what it looked like to them. He was worried about you and cared for you deeply.
‘I am fine’ you smiled and Cillian stayed with you until the nurse came and assed your wrist.
It was clearly sprained and you were lucky that it wasn’t broken.
‘I think she will survive mate’ Anthony said to Cillian with a chuckle as sat there and waited for you to be fitted with a wrist support splint.
‘I am just hanging around to see if she needs some help, that’s all’ Cillian responded.
‘Sure mate’ Anthony chuckled, becoming somewhat suspicious about Cillian’s behaviour towards you.
‘I think we will all need a shower and a beer. Meet you guys at the pub at 5?’ he asked, causing both you and Cillian to nod.
After the nurse attended to you and discharged you, you made your way back to your apartment.
Emma was about to leave when you arrived and you texted Cillian, asking him to come over before you would head to the pub together.
Bath Fun
Just as he arrived, your bath was ready. He was ten minutes early, as usual.
‘I will just need to have a quick wash’ you said as you were still covered in mud.
‘That’s alright, I will watch some TV while I wait’ Cillian said as you disappeared into the bathroom.
Unfortunately for you, it wasn’t long until you had to ask Cillian for help.
‘Cillian, can you give me hand please?’ you asked loudly from the bathroom as you tried to open the wrist support splint yourself without success.
‘Why don’t you leave it on and I will help you?’ he asked after he came inside the bathroom.
‘Alright, but no fooling around. We are already late’ you said.
‘Of course not’ Cillian smirked as just as he got undressed.
‘Uhm what are you doing?’ you asked surprised, unsure why he needed to get undressed in order to help you wash your hair and back.
‘Well, I am getting into the bath with you. Just to make it easier for the both of us of course’ Cillian said.
‘Of course’ you giggled as he helped you in the bathtub before getting in behind you.
Cillian went straight to business and began washing your back with the soft sponge.
That feels great’ you said, closing your eyes.
Cillian then grabbed the handheld shower head and rinsed your hair with the hot water. Next, he grabbed the body wash and soaped up your back.
Once your back was done, he reached around and washed your front where his soapy hands found your breasts and rubbed them thoroughly, his fingers playing with your nipples.
As he did, you noticed Cillian’s erection getting bigger by the second, his hard cock poking against your lower back.
‘This counts as fooling around’ you said as Cillian continued to massage your breasts.
I'm just trying to be thorough’ Cillian replied.
You wanted to give him a harder time, but you felt that all too familiar stirring between her legs.
Cillian’s hands finally left your breasts and made their way down your stomach, still under the guise of helping you to get clean. When your front was completely covered in the body wash, his hands travelled further south. You felt Cillian's slick fingers getting dangerously close to your entrance, and you found yourself opening your legs wide to allow him easier access. He didn't hesitate and slipped two fingers into you right away.
‘I knew you wouldn't be able to control yourself’ you mumbled as his fingers pumped into you.
‘Can you blame me?’ Cillian asked. ‘After all, I have got the most beautiful woman right here with me’ he added as he thrusted his fingers in and out of you, causing you to moan.
While his fingers began to thrust outwards, hitting your g-spot over and over again, his thumb began to massage your clit.
‘Oh god’ you moaned as you clenched onto the side of the bathtub but, just as you were nearing your high, Cillian retracted his hand.
‘What are you doing?’ you whined, turning to pout at him.
‘I want to try something else’ he responded.
You weren’t sure what he meant, but you saw him going for the handheld shower head again. In an instant, a strong stream of hot water was pounding against your clit. Your back arched, the sensation overwhelming.
‘Holy fuck’ you moaned, slumping back against Cillian as his fingers returned to inside of you while the harsh water streamed against your clit. His skin felt deliciously warm behind you and he aimed the stream even closer to your most sensitive spot.
You leaned your head back against his chest, and Cillian's left arm snaked around your waist while his right controlled the shower head.
‘I knew you'd like that’ he whispered into your ear as you continued to contort against him. And a few seconds later, you were wracked with a powerful orgasm.
As you tried to recover, Cillian casually rinsed the rest of your body as if he hadn't just gotten you off. You could feel he was rock hard now.
He put the shower head back into its place and guided you up so that you were sitting on the tiled edge of the bathtub, your back leaning against the cold tiles on the wall behind you.
Cillian got down on his knees in front of your and grabbed your hips.
‘Oh god Cillian, I swear, you're gonna kill me’ you mumbled as Cillian pushed his head between your thighs. His mouth went to work, french kissing your lower lips.
Cillian's tongue alternated between stimulating your clit and plunging inside you.
You put your uninjured hand in his hair and began to moan loudly as he stimulated you with his tongue.
‘You are so fucking beautiful, you know that?’ Cillian asked as his tongue ran up and down your slit, dipping into you now and then before circling over your clit.
‘Cillian, I want you inside of me, now. Please’ you moaned.
‘Impatient as usual, aren’t we?’ he smirked before plunging his tongue inside of you one more time before pulling away and helping you out of the bathtub.
After he helped you dry off, he suggested that you go to the bedroom but you had other ideas.
‘Right here’ you smirked causing the smile on Cillian’s face to fade and be replaced with a serious look in his eyes.
‘As you wish’ he said with determination just before he made you bent forward over the sink.
You looked at him through the mirror in front of you. His intensity made your shiver in anticipation and, before you even had the chance to take in a deep breath, Cillian lined himself up at your opening and gently pushed inside.
After all the foreplay, it went in so easily, as if Cillian inside you was the most natural thing in the world. His thrusts were slow and gentle, and he angled his body to ensure his weight wasn't pressing against your injured wrist.
He was clearly taking it easy with you and it felt as if everything was moving in slow motion, so you could savour every millisecond.
Cillian's thrusts started d to get a little more powerful, but still slow and controlled. He brought his face close to the back of your neck while looking at you through the mirror in front of you.
He loved seeing facial expressions and hear your moans when he was inside of you.
‘Oh god’ you moaned as your hips were rising to meet his thrusts and his lips began to kiss your neck gently until, all of a sudden, you heard Emma’s voice.
‘Y/N, are you in the bathroom?’ she asked.
‘Yes, having a bath’ you said with a hasty voice while Cillian halted his thrusts.
‘Can I come in? I need my glasses. They are on the window seal’ she said.
‘No’ you shouted. Cillian was still inside of you and his hands were still placed over your waist.
‘Alright, uhm, can you bring them to the pub when you get there, please. I just came back to get them’ she said with a laugh before leaving the apartment.
‘That was close’ Cillian chuckled as soon as he heard the apartment door close.
‘You think’ you chuckled just as you pushed back on him, indicating that you wanted him to keep going.
Cillian finally had enough of the slow pace and roughly grabbed your hips tighter. His fingers dug into your flesh as he began to pound into you.
‘Yes, that’s it’ you moaned as you closed your eyes and let your head drop forward.
‘Oh god Cillian, yes keep going’ you moaned as Cillian was hitting all the right places. Cillian's hands started traveling around your body, one grabbed a hold of your ass and the other snaked up to play with your nipples.
Cillian soon started grunting, and you knew that he was close.
‘I am so close, don’t stop’ you moaned as you ground your hips hard against him and, as Cillian gave a few final thrusts, and when you felt him cum inside you, you came too.
‘Yes yes yes’ you gasped, trying to hold on to the sink for support as your orgasm washed over you and Cillian thrusted into you hard three more times before slowing down his movements.
Once he caught his breath, Cillian was able to pull out and stand up straight and you turned around to kiss him.
‘I suppose, we will be late’ you smirked as you looked at your watch, it was 5.15pm.
‘Hmm, do we even have to go?’ Cillian asked before kissing you again.
‘Yes Cillian, we do’ you said and quickly brushed your hair and got dressed.
It took you less than ten minutes after your sexual encounter to get ready and jump into a taxi.
More than Rumours
When you arrived at the pub, everyone was already there. Finn, Emma, Anthony and some of the other crew and cast members.
‘You guys are half an hour late’ Anthony said as you and Cillian approached the table.
‘Sorry. It took me a bit longer to get ready with this thing on’ you said shyly as you sat down next to Emma and handed her the pair of glasses she had been asking for earlier.
Emma looked over at you and Cillian and noticed that you both had wet hair.
But she wasn’t the only one who noticed. Anthony also observed that you both looked freshly showered with nice and clean hair.
What he also noticed was a familiar looking jumper that Cillian was wearing. In fact, it was the same jumper he saw on you just a week ago.
‘Nice Jumper Cillian’ Anthony said, while looking at you with a wide grin. The embarrassment shot through your face in an instant.
‘Thanks’ Cillian said, somewhat surprised by his comment. Little did he know that you had misappropriated the jumper a week ago when you got a coffee from the hotel restaurant, which is when you ran into Anthony.
The evening continued by you and Cillian ordering drinks and some food while Anthony found some time to speak to Emma in private.
‘I wish I wouldn’t have listened to you the last time we spoke Em’ Anthony laughed.
‘Why is that?’ Emma asked.
‘Well, Y/N is clearly not involved with Finn’ he chuckled.
‘What makes you say that?’ Emma asked.
‘Well, I suggested to Finn that he asks Y/N to join us for the theatre next week and she declined. I figured, if the rumours were true, she would say yes. Despite, Finn then asked Cillian to help him set him up with Y/N’ Anthony said.
‘That’s interesting. What did Cillian say?’ Emma asked curiously.
‘He said no and left’ Anthony laughed.
‘So, who do you think she is seeing?’ Emma asked.
‘I think you know as well as I do Em’ Anthony said with a laugh before taking his beer from the counter.
‘Yes… at least I have my suspicions’ Emma said with a giggle as she looked over to you and Cillian.
 Note: There will be a fourth and final part. Short and fluffy with Smut!
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hookingminor · 4 years ago
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the way that you love me - anthony beauvillier
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a/n: inspired by pov by ariana, a lot of it is from tito’s perspective. lightly edited. all fluff. thank you @thirteenisles​ for telling me to write for tito
word count: 2.5k
summary: anthony’s been in love with you for a long time
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Anthony was in love with you.
He knew it from the moment he met you that he was done for. There really wasn’t anything inherently special about you, which probably wasn’t the nicest thing to say, but it was true. But when you smiled at him for the first time and extended your hand in introduction, something inside of him shifted.
It was subtle, almost imperceptible, and he didn’t even register it at first, but then he shook your hand and a calm settled over him. Anthony didn’t understand what it meant then, but he understood it now.
It was the same feeling he felt right now as he watched you sleep next to him your hair strewn across the pillow and mouth slightly agape. Soft snores escaped your lips, though you always denied it when he told you. It bothered him a bit at the beginning, the snores used to keep him awake during late nights when he had early morning practice. Now he couldn’t sleep without you, snoring and all.
You looked so peaceful lying beside him. With one hand lightly holding onto his bicep, his heart fluttered. It was something you always did when you were asleep: reach out until you grabbed some body part.
When he came home late at night from road trips across the country and settled into bed, you never failed to do the same thing. You were a notoriously heavy sleeper, but whenever Anthony slid under the sheets, you swatted in his direction until you came into contact with him. Whatever you hit, you grabbed onto before rolling over and crawling as close to him as possible.
The first time it happened, all Anthony could do was laugh. He thought you might’ve been awake and that his return woke you, but when he didn’t see your breathing change or eyes flicker open, his chest had gotten so tight he was afraid it would burst.
An overwhelming softness consumed him at that, and it hit him with full force every time it happened. It was the little things. You never realized you did it, nor did he ever tell you.
“Stop staring, weirdo,” you peeked one eye open and caught Anthony looking at you.
Anthony coughed out the stiffness in his throat before replying.
“I can’t help it,” he chuckled, hoping you couldn’t see through him and how vulnerable he was feeling right now, “You’re so beautiful in the morning.”
Whatever Anthony was afraid of you seeing, you didn’t because you rolled your eyes.
-
“Can you make me some tea, please?” You called out to your boyfriend who was rummaging through the kitchen.
“Yeah, give me a minute,” he hollered back, and you heard the coffee machine running to dispense hot water.
Anthony reached over your shoulder from behind to place the mug on the table next to your textbooks. He paused halfway through his retreat to rest his hand on your shoulder and gave you a soft kiss on top of your head.
“Baby, you have three other mugs in front of you,” Anthony said, noticing the half-filled mugs in front of you.
You shrugged, “It tastes better when you make it.”
Anthony left you to continue your studies, but your statement replayed in his mind as he went into the living room and turned on whatever game was playing at the moment. You’d said it without hesitation, and Anthony doubted you even processed what you said.
It was all he could think about.
Later that night when he went to clear the table after you’d disappeared to take a shower, he saw that the only mug that was empty was the one he’d made for you earlier.
He noticed everything after that. Every morning before you left, there was always a mug semi-filled with coffee or tea resting on the counter that you’d made before going to class. Every evening when he made you a cup of tea before bed, you drank every drop.
Intrinsically, Anthony knew he didn’t make tea any better than the next person, but it never failed to brighten his mood every time he woke up and saw the empty tea mug from the night before sitting on the nightstand.
-
Anthony knew you had your doubts sometimes. Not about him. Never about him.
But he knew you had insecurities. About your relationship, about yourself and the need you had to compare yourself to other girls, about why Anthony was even with you to begin with.
None that you ever voiced them with him, but he could tell when you began to pull away and close yourself off from him. He never understood why or what caused it, but he could always read the signs leading up to it.
Anthony also knew how to snap you out of it. The first time it happened, he feared you were going to break up with him, but now he was practically a professional.
“What are your plans for the night? Are you still going out with the guys?”
You had been unusually quiet during dinner, and now you were hand washing the dishes instead of just putting them in the dishwasher; a telltale sign you were thinking too much and needed a mundane task to clear your head.
Approaching you from behind, Anthony wrapped his arms around your abdomen and nuzzled his face into your neck.
“Actually, I was thinking we should stay in for the night,” the words sounded muffled against your skin, and the vibrations tickled, which only caused Anthony to squeeze you tighter.
“Oh?” You questioned, unable to stop the smile tugging at your lips.
“Mhmm,” he hummed as he reached forward to turn off the sink, “I can’t neglect my girl right before leaving for a road trip.”
“You’re not leaving for another two days.”
“Then we’ve got less time than I thought,” Anthony said with fake realization, “Better get started now.”
You squealed in surprise as Anthony spun you around and hiked you up by your thighs. He had no care for the wet hands clutching onto his shoulders as you steadied yourself. Leaving the dirty dishes to be dealt with later, he carried you from the kitchen and into the bedroom where he spent all night showing you just how much he loved you.
-
“How’s Y/N doing?” Mat asked Anthony when they boarded the plane, “Tell her I say hi.”  He’d plopped down next to Anthony who was sending you one final text before take off, and Mat knew that love struck face anywhere. It was a face he only reserved for you, and Mat didn’t have to look at his phone to know Anthony was texting you.
“She’s doing well,” Anthony answered, firing off an ‘I love you’ before locking his phone.
“Yeah? You guys are still coming to the wedding next month, right?” Mat asked. One of their teammates was finally tying the knot, and Anthony knew Mat was only asking so he didn’t have to be the only single one there. He would still be the only single one, but Mat always inserted himself into yours and Anthony’s relationship whenever he had to third wheel.
“Yeah, we’ll be there,” Anthony replied with an eye roll as he checked his phone one last time to see you’d replied with an ‘I love you too’ before switching it to airplane mode.
“God, it’s just a matter of time before you two are getting hitched and I’m left all alone,” Mat sighed before pulling an eye mask over his head and putting in his headphones.
Mat made the comment in passing; he didn’t understand the weight of what he’d just said, and he was already brushing it off and leaving Anthony to sit and think about it.
Maybe Anthony should’ve felt panicked after the realization hit, but all he felt was that same sense of calm wash over him. He’d never given much thought to his future. He definitely didn’t plan on ending things with you and when he pictured himself in five years, you were always there beside him but he’d never made definitive plans.
Mat began dozing off as the plane took flight, but Anthony was wide awake. He knew he wanted to marry you, he was sure about that. There was no doubt in his mind that you were the one he wanted to spend the rest of his life with, but the feeling was all-consuming.
He was happy, yes. Calm in a way he’d never felt before but also nervous. It wasn’t something you two had ever talked about, and for the first time, Anthony was insecure. He imagined it’s what you felt like when you started pushing away, and he finally understood.
Would you even want to get married? Did you want a life with him? Kids? A picket fence? The whole nine-yards?
Anthony knew he would give you anything you wanted, but the question was: Did you want him to?
-
As you flitted around the party, Anthony watched you with intent eyes. The girls had stolen you away earlier in the evening demanding pictures and that you mingle with them instead of hanging onto Anthony the entire night, not that Anthony minded that. He very much preferred when you were near him, if only to stop the chirps he was receiving.
“God, you’re such a lost puppy without her,” Jordan commented, snapping Anthony from his stupor as his gaze flickered back to his friends. Anthony blushed, knowing the comment was directed at him, but he had no comeback.
“Ease off, he’s just imagining his own wedding now,” Matt teased with a knowing look. Nearly all the guys had been there before, and Anthony knew they meant it in good fun.
“Popping the question any time soon, Beau?” Scott asked as he took a swig of his beer. Being the most recent one to get married, he understood the feeling probably better than the other married guys.
“Not soon but thinking about it,” Anthony admitted sheepishly. He wasn’t one to talk about his feelings with the guys. Sure, he went to one of the older ones if he ever needed advice, but those times were few and far between. By the raised brows of everyone near him, he could tell they were shocked with his admission. Happy, nonetheless, but still surprised.
Anthony had started thinking about it during the road trip when Mat had unknowingly dropped that bomb on him. He thought about it constantly, but he still hadn’t brought it up to you yet.
“Really? Good for you, dude,” Jordan said, and suddenly Anthony felt shy.
He couldn’t help it, his eyes shifted back to find you in the middle of conversation with Sydney as you snapped some pictures for other girls. You were glowing. You always glowed to Anthony, and maybe it was the wedding atmosphere, but right now, it was like you had a halo surrounding you.
Your face lit up at something someone said, and even though you were across the room, he could hear your laughter in his head.
The other guys exchanged a few glances between themselves as Anthony’s attention was stolen again by you. They couldn’t really blame him, they’d all been in his shoes at some point.
As the night dragged on and the drinks flowed freely, Anthony absorbed all of it: the soft voice you used when talking to the young kids who begged you to play with them, the way you clutched onto his arm when you made your rounds and mingled with other guests, the atrocious line dancing you did with Mat since Anthony refused to cotton-eye joe.
“Come on,” you said out of breath as you extended your hand to Anthony. You were tired from the long dance and a slower one had come on right after, “Just one dance.”
With a heavy sigh, Anthony took your hand as you led him to the dance floor for a slow dance. Your face was warm for the exertion and alcohol, and even a little sweaty and smudged, Anthony thought you were gorgeous.
His hands fell to your waist as yours wrapped around his neck, and he pulled your body flushed with his. You swayed to the music and rested your head on his chest.
“I wish you could see yourself the way I see you,” Anthony mumbled against your hair. Although unprompted, it wasn’t unwelcome.
“Oh yeah? Why is that?” You asked, pulling back to look at your boyfriend. It wasn’t normally like Anthony to be this soft, especially in public, but the wedding had only enhanced his good mood.
“Because I can’t even begin to describe how beautiful you are and how much I’m in love with you.”
He said it so simply and casually, as if he were recounting his favorite part of dinner instead of baring his heart for you to see. Your teasing smile softened into one of appreciation.
“Who knew weddings could turn you into such a sap, Beauvis?” you joked lightly, though you pulled yourself closer to him. It was that same stupid nickname Mat had called him one time, and you frequently used it much to Anthony’s dismay.
He tightened his grip on you as he returned your warm smile, and he could see it all right then: his entire life laid out ahead of him with you in the center of it all. Truth be told, Anthony was a sap for you, had been for a long time and you knew it.
“I want a winter wedding, too,” you commented easily after a moment, and Anthony felt his heart rate speed up.
“And if I want a summer wedding?” He threw back, though the smile on his face indicated he was only teasing.
“Hmm…” you paused to ponder the thought, “I think we might have to compromise on a fall wedding then. Summer is too hot for me.”
“Fall sounds nice,” Anthony mused, “A little difficult with the season, but we can make it work if you want.”
“As long as you’re there, I don’t really care when it is,” you replied, and Anthony found himself thinking the same thing.
He didn’t respond after that, deciding to let the music engulf the two of you as you continued to sway. Another slow song followed right after, but Anthony made no motion to leave. He would’ve stayed there all night if you wanted if it weren’t for Mat disrupting your dance and asking to cut in.
Anthony let him take over without hesitation as he didn’t really care much for dancing anyway, but he walked back to your table feeling lighter than he had ever felt in his life.
Unable to stop himself, he pulled out his phone as he watched you and Mat laugh on the dance floor, the song changing to a more upbeat one. Mat spun you away in a dramatic twirl that almost sent you stumbling had it not been for Mat’s hold on your hand.
Anthony smiled to himself as he opened Google to search for engagement rings.
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Build-A-Bear
Part Three
Featuring: Bucky x Stark!reader, dad!Tony, Pepper, Rhodey, Happy, Morgan, various characters in other chapters
Warnings: language, sexual innuendos and implications
Chapter Summary: Reader has dinner with her family and gets grilled even harder than her food. But she’s turned to a light simmer when Bucky takes her out for their first date.
Author’s Note: This chapter is fucking monstrous lol. I did not expect it to be this long so it might be a couple extra days before the next chapter so I can catch up! I’m also not sure if my Italian is accurate so I apologize in advance. I used to work for a man named Gennaro from Naples and he called me “bella” so hopefully I’m sort of right? If you like the story so far, feel free to buy me a coffee!
Part One • Part Two
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Dinner that night was tense, to say the least. It was nice to have your dad, step-mom, sister, and uncles Happy and Rhodey over again, but your dad wasn’t quick to forget what he saw earlier.
“What was that with Barnes today?” Tony asked as you all sat around the dining room table in your midtown flat, poking away at the remnants of your meals.
“What do you mean?” you asked innocently.
Your dad just gave you an incredulous look. “You know what I mean.”
You sighed and avoided meeting his eyes. “I was just working on his arm, dad. I didn’t wanna make him lie down on a hard lab table while I poked around to do what you wanted and quiet his arm,” you explained.
“Wait, Barnes as in Bucky Barnes?” Uncle Rhodey clarified.
“Yeah,” your dad confirmed, not taking his eyes off of you. “I found her kneeling between his legs while he sat shirtless on the couch.”
“You’re sleeping with Bucky?!” Rhodey asked.
“I’m not sleeping with anyone!” you defended, dropping your fork onto your plate. “I’ve known him for a month.”
“That’s never stopped your father,” Pepper mumbled under her breath, making you huff out a laugh despite your current grilling.
“Listen, when I said ‘no fraternizing with coworkers,’ I meant it,” your dad said.
“Please stop saying ‘fraternizing.’ It’s weird.”
Tony sighed and crossed his arms. “No ‘slumber parties’ with coworkers,” he rephrased.
This made Morgan perk up in her seat, having spent the past couple minutes confusedly watching you and your dad bicker.
“Can we have a slumber party, [Y/N]?” she asked.
“Yes, honey, we can have a slumber party,” you responded.
“Tonight?” she continued.
At this, you pointedly looked at your dad and raised your eyebrows as a way of saying ‘are we done now?’ You could tell he didn’t want to end the conversation, but you were grateful for the sudden change of topic. Tony uncrossed his arms and leaned against the table as he replied to your sister.
“If your big sister says it’s okay, you can have a slumber party tonight.”
Morgan lit up like the Fourth of July, quickly listing off all the movies she wanted to watch even though you knew she’d fall asleep halfway through the first movie.
As your family packed up to leave, leaving Morgan since she had a drawer of clothes for the impromptu sleepovers you’ve had before, you calmed your racing heart before saying the words that would either make your father more suspicious or completely quash his suspicions.
“You’ll have to pick her up by four tomorrow. I have a date.”
All of the adults turned to face you. Pepper had a huge smile on her face, clearly excited for you, but your dad and Rhodey looked ready to fight. Happy looked curious, maybe even worried, but he played a big role in raising you so while Tony was the overprotective parent, Happy was the comforting parent (not that he’d ever let anyone know that).
“A date?” The tone of your dad’s voice made you roll your eyes at him.
“I’m a grown woman. I’m allowed to go on dates.”
Your dad let out a quiet harumph at that, but understood where you were coming from. “I know, sweetheart. Forgive me for being a bit overprotective of my little girl.”
“I get it. I appreciate your concern,” you said with a smile, “but this is good for me. You want grandkids eventually, right?”
“Oh god,” your dad groaned, pressing a hand to his chest. “I’m not old enough to be a grandpa but I’m old enough to have a heart attack at the mention of it.”
You rolled your eyes. “You’re so dramatic.”
“So what’s this person’s name?” Pepper piped up. You visibly tensed and internally panicked. You couldn’t just admit it was Bucky after denying anything there. But his name was technically pretty common...
“His name is James.”
Rhodey snapped his fingers and pointed at you as he said, “I like him already.”
‘Yeah, sure you do,’ you thought. The sight of your dad narrowing his eyes at you and crossing his arms as he stood in the entryway of your apartment made you nervous. Maybe James wasn’t good enough to get him off your trail (probably because he was right).
“How did you meet this guy?” Tony asked.
If anyone else had asked, you would’ve said ‘work,’ but that’s the last place you could say to your dad — with whom you worked.
“Uhh, at the grocery store. We accidentally followed each other and got a lot of the same food so he jokingly accused me of stalking him and we just hit it off,” you rattled off. It’s a good thing he didn’t know how your friend Monique met her girlfriend or he’d know you were lying.
“That’s so cute,” Pepper cooed. She was definitely the more relaxed of your parents, possibly because she wasn’t your biological mom. She had been raising you since you were ten though, so she played a big part in your upbringing.
“Text me his last name so I can run a background check,” your dad said. You’d love to think he was joking, but you knew he was serious.
And as much as you knew you’d regret it, you had to make a joke…
“His last name is Barnes,” you said, keeping your face as serious as possible. “James Barnes. I actually know his middle name too: Buchanan.”
“[Y/N] [Y/M/N] [Y/L/N], you better be joking right now,” Tony said. He was already getting red in the face, clearly unenthused at the prospect of you dating the man who, admittedly, killed his parents — your grandparents. Yeah, understandable.
“I’m obviously kidding,” you said, forcing a laugh. “It’s just funny that they have the same first name and you’re so anti-Bucky.”
“You’re gonna send me to an early grave,” he muttered. “I’m going home before I actually have a heart attack.”
You said your goodbyes and ‘I love you’s before you and Morgan put on your pajamas and set up a pillow fort in the middle of your living room to watch her favorite sleepover movie: “Shrek.”
As the movie went on, you leaned back in the fort to take a photo of Morgan with the movie in the background. Well, the back of Morgan’s head as she was engrossed in the movie she’d seen a million times.
[Image attached] She’s got her teddy bear but where’s my Bucky Bear? 🥺
Across the city, Bucky’s phone buzzed from its spot on the kitchen counter as he made himself a late dinner. He didn’t recognize the number, but smiled when he saw the picture of who he assumed was your sister or niece.
I never got an invite. Looks like more fun than my night.
You smiled to yourself when you saw his reply, rolling your eyes at the lack of exclamation points and emojis. Typical man.
What does your night look like?
Eating a late dinner and talking to you.
Talking to me isn’t fun?! I’m hurt 😢
Not as fun as actually being with you.
Even though he wasn’t there and didn’t say it verbally, you could feel your cheeks get hot at his words.
There’s no way sweet talk like that didn’t get you in more than four beds.
You’re still on that? I swear doll, I have the same number as you.
Whatever you say! 🙄
There was a lull in conversation after that, giving you time to move your sister to lie on her back with pillows and blankets in the fort so she could sleep more comfortably.
Are we still going out tomorrow?
You let the next Shrek movie start automatically, but you didn’t pay any attention as you texted Bucky.
I’m still down if you are 👀
You sent him your address and let him know you’d wait on the front steps for him so he didn’t have to come all the way up. With the exchange of ‘good night’ messages, you drifted asleep to the sounds of Shrek 2.
The next morning, you somehow managed to wake up before your sister, then brought her back to the land of the living with the smell of French toast.
You spent your day watching another movie with Morgan before fixing lunch and taking her to a park down the road. Morgan’s childhood was definitely different from yours. Happy was the one who took you to parks and shopping, but Tony parented at home. Morgan would have the same early experiences, but the world knew Tony and Pepper had a daughter. They kept her identity hidden for now, waiting until she could decide if she wanted to reveal herself later in life. The world never knew about you.
And you had to be somewhat grateful for that. You still got all the perks of being a Stark — the money, the Tower, meeting the Avengers (and having James Rhodes as your godfather) — without the stress of fame. But part of you still wished you could talk about your father without keeping his occupation vague and referring to him as “Anthony” when telling stories instead of Tony.
Morgan also got to know her mom. You only spent the first seven years of your life with your mom before she was killed in a drive-by shooting. The police investigated it like crazy because everyone thought since it was Tony Stark’s wife, it had to be a targeted hit. But since she never took the same jogging route twice, all they came up with was an unplanned drive-by. You cherished the memories you had with her, but still openly welcomed Pepper when she came into the picture. She may not have played the same type of role in your life, but she helped shape your middle and high school years.
By the time you and Morgan got back to your place, she was exhausted, climbing back into the still-intact blanket fort to take a nap. When your dad and Pepper stopped by to pick her up, she was still knocked out.
“We’ll get out of your hair so you can get ready for your date,” your dad said with Morgan in his arms. “Send me this James guy’s last name. I still want to run a background check.”
“Dad,” you grumbled. “I already did my research. He’s clear.” Kind of. He technically has murdered hundreds of people, including your grandparents, but he’s reformed and fighting for the good guys now. Not that your dad would let it slide if you told him that.
“That’s my girl,” he grinned. “Let me know if you need to hide any bodies, okay?”
“You got it,” you said with a laugh as they headed out. You had two hours to get ready for Bucky, giving you plenty of time to look extra cute.
By the time six rolled around, you were all dolled up and ready to go. The autumn weather had you in a jacket and boots, but that just pulled your outfit together.
Your doorman Matt was standing inside the lobby when you ran downstairs, tossing him a small wave as you left.
“Have a good night, Miss [Y/L/N],” he said with a nod.
“See you later, Matt!”
You stood at the bottom of your building’s front steps, checking your phone and looking up and down the block for Bucky. It was six on the dot, so you figured he’d be there soon.
“Hey!” You looked up from your phone to see Bucky jogging toward you, a black leather jacket covering his arms and a black glove hiding his left hand. “Sorry I’m late. I couldn’t get away from Sam. Had to tell him I was gonna check out my old stomping grounds in Brooklyn.”
“You’re, like, 30 seconds late. I’m just glad you’re here,” you said with a smile. “So what are we doing tonight?”
Bucky’s smile faltered as he looked down at you. Your boots gave you a bit of a height bump, but Bucky still stood taller than you.
“I, uh, I kinda thought you had something planned,” he said softly.
“Oh, oops,” you laughed. “Well… what about those Brooklyn stomping grounds of yours? Care to show me around?”
Bucky lit up at the recommendation and started leading the way to the nearest subway stop. Before you started down the stairs, he paused and turned to you with a sour expression.
“I probably should’ve asked if you’d rather get a cab,” he said.
“Bucky, I take the subway to work every day. It’s fine.”
“Why do you take the train? You don’t live too far away.” You two made your way down the steps to the bustling station.
“It’s just easier. Less work for me,” you explained. “I didn’t take the train much as a kid so I like taking the opportunity now that I can.”
“Most people don’t willingly take the subway,” he laughed. “Steve and I always used to talk about how we’d be rich enough to have a car someday. But now that I could get any car I wanted, I don’t think I want one. I like the subway.”
“Even though it’s smelly and dirty?” you joked.
“Yeah,” he laughed. “It’s one of the things that still reminds me of home.”
The gentleness in his voice nearly brought you to tears. This man had been through so much and was still the sweetest soul you’d ever met. Forced into a war he didn’t want to join, experimented on, tortured and brainwashed, hunted by every government in the world, captured, frozen, and forced into another war and more battles he shouldn’t have to join. He just couldn’t catch a break.
“Well I’m excited to see what else reminds you of home,” you replied.
The trains to and through Brooklyn were relatively busy so you and Bucky couldn’t really talk much, but it was a Saturday night so you couldn’t blame people for getting out. It was tough to find seats, but Bucky was willing to stand to make sure you could have a seat. Ever the gentleman.
When you made it to Bucky’s Brooklyn stop of choice, he started telling you more stories from the ‘40s, like when Steve couldn’t get off the train in time and accidentally went down another stop so Bucky ran to the next stop and found Steve heading his way anyway. And how he and Steve followed his sister Rebecca on a date “to watch out for her,” he said, and her date thought they were stalking her and tried to beat them up. And all the fights he pulled Steve out of.
“Punk was a chihuahua who thought he was a Rottweiler.”
For a while, you two walked around the streets of Brooklyn just telling each other stories. You were careful about names you used, often just calling Happy “Uncle Harry” and Rhodey “Uncle James.”
Bucky showed you the movie theater he and Steve used to go to, which was surprisingly still in business. You walked past what used to be a diner Bucky frequented but was converted into a bridal shop.
“This used to be a magic store Steve loved,” he said, looking up at the bank on the corner of the street. “Things have changed a lot.”
You heard the nostalgia in his voice, clearly missing the New York he grew up to love. He had a soft smile on his lips as he reminisced, though.
“What about where you lived?” you asked. “Do you remember where that is?”
“Oh yeah,” he chuckled. “I could never forget that.”
Everything was within a fifteen minute walk of where you got off the subway so even though your feet were getting tired, you followed alongside Bucky as he led the way up and down the streets. Before too long, you strode up to a large brick building that had clearly been remodeled recently, if the fresh windows and front doors were any indication.
“It’s… a lot nicer than when I lived here,” Bucky said with a sigh. “But it’s been nearly 100 years so I can’t blame them for updating things.”
“Brooklyn is kind of booming now, too,” you added. “More people to appeal to, ya know?”
You stared up at him again, seeing that same lost look as before, like he wished to turn back time and show you the Brooklyn he knew. So you decided since he couldn’t do that, you’d show him the Brooklyn you knew.
“Come here. My turn to show you around,” you said, holding your hand out to him. He gave you a small smile before grabbing your hand in his and letting you pull him back to the subway.
Ten minutes later, you hopped off the train with Bucky in tow and headed to the little Italian restaurant you found while exploring the city a couple years before. It wasn’t anything elaborate; it was honestly more of a little hole-in-the-wall, but you liked the quiet atmosphere.
“Bella!” the owner shouted as you walked in.
“Hey Genny,” you smiled at him.
“Who’s this?” he asked as he approached you, raising his eyebrows when he saw Bucky.
“This is James,” you said. You opted against using his more common nickname to avoid any recognition.
“James, it’s nice to meet you. I’m Gennaro, but you can call me Genny. Welcome to my restaurant.” The two men shook hands before Genny ushered you two to a table and handed you menus. “Would you like to start with focaccia?”
“Yes please!”
“Con formaggi?”
“Si! Grazie!”
Gennaro left you and Bucky while he started your appetizer.
“You speak Italian?” Bucky asked.
“Definitely not,” you laughed. “I’ve just been coming here for a while and have picked up on some things Genny says. Like ‘bella’ means ‘beautiful,’ this pizza,” you pointed to your favorite pizza on the menu, “‘cinque formaggi’ means ‘five cheese.’ But I could never hold a conversation.”
“Un peccato,” Bucky sighed before flashing a smile at you.
“You speak Italian?!” you nearly shrieked. “No way! Don’t talk shit with Gennaro behind my back.” You pouted at Bucky, but knew he wouldn’t say anything bad about you. Maybe an embarrassing moment or two — like your dad walking in on you between his knees — but nothing negative.
“I picked it up pretty quickly back in the day,” Bucky explained. “Before I was sent to Germany, I was stationed in a small town in Italy for a while. The locals didn’t mind having us there because we kept the Nazis out, so they taught us some Italian when we were in town.”
“Maybe I should take Gennaro up on his offer to learn Italian,” you mused.
“Or you could learn from me,” Bucky was quick to offer. “I’ll teach you some stuff when you’re working on my arm.”
Your server arrived with the focaccia and water for both of you, before giving you more time to actually look at the menus instead of talking. You decided to split a bottle of red wine and two pizzas, one of your choice and one of Bucky’s. As the night went on, you and Bucky both opened up to each other even more than before. You could easily blame the buzz from a couple glasses of wine, but Bucky’s super soldier serum made you confused. His cheeks were flushed and he had more than half the bottle, so you wondered if maybe...
“Can you still get drunk?”
“Unlike Steve, yes. It takes more than this,” he said, lifting the nearly empty bottle of wine, “but since Steve and I received different serums, they work a little differently. I can definitely get drunk. Marijuana admittedly hits harder.”
You paused as you stared back at him, his elbows perched on the table and his clasped hands propped under his chin.
“Are you drunk now?”
“No,” he laughed quietly. “A little tipsy, sure, but not drunk by a long shot.”
You narrowed your eyes at him playfully, reluctantly accepting that he was just as buzzed as you but not quite drunk.
Before long, your server brought over your tab and you realized how empty the restaurant had gotten. Then you noticed the broom and mop the server had brought out to the floor, then the dark ‘open’ sign, and finally the clock on the wall.
“You closed 20 minutes ago and didn’t kick us out?” you shouted at Gennaro. “Genny, you can always kick me out! I feel bad!”
Gennaro walked over to your table as you scrambled for your wallet and handed the server your card to run.
“I can’t kick you out, bella. You and your moroso are welcome any time.”
“I think this poor girl would beg to differ,” you said as the server handed your card and signature slip back. She just laughed at your comment, agreeing without saying it outright.
You left a hefty tip and hugged Genny before you and Bucky, both still a bit tipsy, shuffled outside.
“Thanks for buying dinner,” Bucky said. “This means I get to pay next time, though.”
He said it so casually and you already planned on another date, but it still kind of caught you off guard.
“Next time?” You smiled up at him and took a step closer until you were almost toe-to-toe. “There’s gonna be a ‘next time’?”
“I sure hope there is,” he said quietly, his smirk sending a rush up your spine.
“If you insist,” you sighed. He knew better than to believe you weren’t excited for your future plans. “I’m cold. Care to get an Uber with me?”
He gently grabbed your shoulders and spun you around, pulling the loose opening of his jacket over your arms and wrapping his arms around you to help keep you warm.
“Well, yeah. I need to make sure you get home safe so ‘next time’ can happen,” Bucky said as he nuzzled his face into the crook of your neck.
“You know, I don’t usually let men spoon me on the first date,” you joked as you tapped away to order an Uber.
“I can stop, if you want,” he teased.
You gripped his arm as he started to pull away. “I never said that.”
Bucky rode back to your place with you, keeping conversation casual as you both avoided the controversy you were about to face: to kiss on the first date or not. You never really had any issues with it before, but you already really liked Bucky. You didn’t want to risk messing it up by moving too fast. But what grown man would think a kiss on a first date was too fast? Well… maybe one born in the early 1900s…
Before your thoughts could throw you into a downward spiral, the driver pulled up outside your apartment complex. Bucky stepped out first and held the door open for you to scoot out after him. As you stood at the bottom of the stairs to your building, you felt those nerves creeping up on you again. God, you hadn’t felt this nervous about a date since high school.
“I had fun tonight,” Bucky said first, shoving his hands in his pockets.
“Me too,” you smiled back. “I’m excited for what you plan for next time.”
Bucky laughed at this, the crinkle of his nose making your own smile grow. God, you wanted to invite him inside already. In your defense, you’ve known him for a full month and spent even longer getting heart-eyes over him in college.
But you reined in your hormones and just took a step closer to him to rest your hands on his chest. His right hand came up to rest on your waist, but he kept the metal hand in his pocket. With your hand placement, you could feel the thrum of his heartbeat and judging by the pace, you knew you were both on the same page. As you were trying to shove your nerves aside, Bucky asked the one question you were hoping for.
“Can I kiss you?”
Knowing he wanted this as much as you did relieved some of your nerves, but also made the moment that much more real. You smiled up at him and nodded your head.
“Yes, please do.”
You perched up on your toes to meet him halfway, letting his lips mold to yours. His hold on your waist tightened as he pulled you closer; you gripped the lapel of his jacket in your fists. Suddenly the cold of the night no longer existed. All you could feel was the warmth radiating off of him as he held you close. He pulled back for a second before diving right back in, this time nipping at your bottom lip. You giggled against him, but didn’t stop him from taking the innocent kiss a step further. Your hands slid from his chest to the nape of his neck before tangling into his long hair. The vibration from his moan as you tugged on his hair ran straight down your spine, making it even harder to leave the date alone.
Reluctantly, you both pulled apart just enough for your noses to brush against each other, the stubble of his beard still tickling your nose. You opened your eyes enough to see the smile on his lips as he pulled back a bit more to see your face.
“I’ll see you Monday?” you said quietly, as if speaking any louder would break you two out of your bubble.
“See you Monday, [Y/N],” Bucky replied just as quietly. His hand slipped from your waist as you backed away, biting your lip at him before you turned and scurried up the steps. Bucky stood on the sidewalk until he could see the light in your apartment flick on, just to make sure you were safe.
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dickgrcyscns · 4 years ago
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Falling For You
Falling For You, Edward Cullen. Written from a females perspective. 
Summary: In which you let something very important come up under your breath, completely forgetting that your best friend is a vampire with super hearing. 
Set During: Twilight
Word Count: 1580 words
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Being around him felt like dancing on top of the stars. He was magical, something out of this world. In truth, he was just dead. But he still made your human heart beat twice as fast when the two of you spent time together. He still managed to make your thoughts go crazy (which were especially unhelpful when he could read thoughts, though you typically just repeated song lyrics around him so he couldn’t hear your true feelings). A part of you wished you could never come off of that high. To be with him forever. In every sense of the word. Because you would stop at nothing to be with him, truly.
No matter how he felt about it, you wanted a forever with him. Even if you were bound to stay just friends, you never wanted to leave his side. The two of you worked well together and in some odd way, it was like the universe pushed for the two of you to be together. You liked to believe that was what happened. That somewhere within the cosmos, you and Edward were created from the same star. Two halves meant to find each other. And it was silly to think of something like that, a bit naive if anything. But you would never believe in anything less when it came to Edward.
He was everything you ever wanted. The only problem, he was your best friend. And best friends don’t normally feel that way about each other. 
You rolled your eyes, holding onto the strap of your backpack with a smile as Edward met you in the hallway. The two of you began to walk towards the parking lot. This was normal for you guys, Edward driving you to your home and finding a way to stay over there for at least an hour. You knew he enjoyed it at your house, your family was always kind to him and they never interrupted you two when you were together. They trusted the two of you. A little too much from what Edward had said. But it was your normal and you loved it. Getting to spend time with him, listen to him rant about some of the idiotic thoughts some of your childhood friends have during classes, you loved it. When he would throw his head back and a chuckle tore past his lips, he was exactly like an angel.
“Y/n?” Edward waved a hand in front of your face, a confused expression resting on his own. “You stopped listening to what I said a while back.”
“I,” you muttered, knowing he could hear you no matter what, “I don’t even think I heard you start talking.”
“You’ve got a storm of thoughts going on around your mind, I can’t even make out something cohesive. Is everything okay? We don’t have to hang out today, I can always drop you off at your house and get you up to bed. A nap might do you well.”
“I’m not tired,” you muttered. “Just a lot going on, nothing to worry over.”
“You’re saying that you’re fine, but I don’t think you are. Seriously, Y/n, you’re not acting like yourself. Maybe Alice has an idea,” Edward shook his head at you, walking off to meet his “sister” with a smile. You couldn’t hear him, though if you were a vampire like him you would be able to, but you knew they were talking about you. Alice glanced over to you from time to time, a worry-stricken face that she tried her best to hide. You felt fine. There wasn’t anything to worry about, at least not for you. It was just — you couldn’t keep him off of your mind. And you had to do something to keep him from hearing your true feelings. So, you kept everything scrambled and across the place. That normally kept him from pressing for answers from you (and it also convinced him to stay out of your mind).
“Edward, I promise you, I’m fine.” You waved him off as you sat down in the car. “Now, are we going to go or?”
“Yeah, yeah,” Edward muttered, sparing a glance at you.
You knew that he wasn’t going to drop it, he never did. That was something you admired most about him. When it came to the people he cared about, the people he considered his family (to which, he would never admit, included you), he never stopped until the truth came out. For the most part, he never needed to scrape for it because he could hear exactly what it was from your mind. But at days like these, when your brain was scattered and even you had a hard time focusing on just one thing, he wasn’t able to get a clear answer. You knew exactly what was happening to you, it was something you had been trying so hard at keeping locked away. But feelings are fatal and you can’t always hide them. No matter how hard you try. 
“Y/n,” Edward paused for a moment as you two stalled at a red light. “You would tell me anything right?”
“Even if I didn’t, you would know,” you pointed out. “There’s no point in keeping secrets if you can read thoughts Eddie.”
“So you’re not causing your own mind to be scrambled to keep something from me?” Edward glanced over at you, just as you sucked in a light breath before letting it out as a giggle. 
“Edward, why would I do that?”
“I’m not sure,” his brows furrowed, “but it’s the only reasonable explanation I have for what’s going on with you. And if it’s something you don’t want to tell me, it’s fine. I can back off for a while so you don’t have to tire yourself out doing that, okay? Whatever it is, I can tell you I’m not one to judge. Not at all.”
“That’s a lie,” you narrowed your eyes. “You judge people all the time.”
“Not you,” Edward smiled. “You’re different.”
“That’s also a lie, you judge me all the time.”
“I promise you that I wouldn’t this time,” you looked over to him, scanning his face as he spoke. His brow was quirked down, it only happened when he was worried about something, and his lips were pursed ever so slightly. A sigh tumbled from your lips as your head fell into your hands. “I’m giving you my word, Y/n, this is a judgement free zone. Now, will you please tell me whatever it is that is going through that mind of yours because I’m getting worried.”
“Edward,” you bit the inside of your cheek, “this could ruin our friendship, I don’t want to lose you because of something silly.”
“It’s not silly if you’re going to great lengths to hide it.”
You knew he was right, something in you wanted to scream it from the rooftops. Let the entire world know you are completely and utterly in love with Edward Anthony Mason Cullen, another part of you wanted to keep it hidden. Allow no one but yourself (and let’s be honest probably Jasper, you can hide your thoughts but feelings? no way) to know that secret. Sitting there, with your hands folded in your lap and chest filling with air, you were reminded of everything that made you fall in love with him in the first place. It was the small things; his smile when the sun started to set or the way he would go out of his way to make sure you were comfortable. The way he would protect you, softly wrapping his arm around your shoulders as he guided you through the town. Or maybe it was the way he allowed you to rest your head on his chest while watching a movie at his house, placing a blanket around your body and pulling you closer to him. Every little moment that was placed so soundly in your mind, a memory you liked to recall on often when you needed a smile. 
You didn’t want to lose him. You didn't want to lose your light.
“I don’t want to lose you, Edward.”
“I’m right here and not planning on going anywhere.”
“You haven’t heard what I’ve been keeping from you.”
“I stand by what I said before.”
“Even if I told you,” a quick pause as you built up the courage. “If I told you that I was falling in love with you.”
A beat. “Then I’d tell you that I’m in love with you.”
Pause. That was not the response you had expected. You blinked a few times, processing what he had just said to you. “What?”
“I’m in love with you Y/n,” Edward smiled. “You have my entire soul in your hands.”
“That was,” you sputtered. 
“Not what you expected?” You shook your head. “Yeah, I wasn’t expecting for you to say it either. But it’s the truth, I’m in love with you Y/n. I have been for a while. And I’d love to be able to take you out on a date, a proper one. You could have a nice dinner and I could just watch.”
“Or we could put on a movie up in my room and do something we both enjoy?”
“That sounds perfect.”
“Great.”
“Amazing,” Edward sent you a dazzling smile. 
“I regret keeping that a secret for so long.” You muttered, because maybe you had kept it a secret for a little too long. 
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undyingskies · 4 years ago
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Best Friend’s Brother
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request: yes, “Hi, how are you? I've a request: y / n is one of Charlie's older brother friends and lives with Owen and Char ', because she is a writer for JATP. One day Owen and Charlie are live, Y / N's doing the dishes. Owen jokes that Y / N has to use a chair to put the dishes away (she is about 5'1). Y/N hasn't seen them and continues to sing and dance to musicals (heather, mamma mia, rhps, hamilton, location), doing the dishe. Charlie has heartfelt eyes for her. You decide what's next. Thank you! <3”
A/N: This was really fun to write, I hope you enjoy!
Warning: None 
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Everyone thought you were crazy for moving in with two boys. Why in the world would a single 20 something year old want to move in with two 20 something year old guys. But you loved it, you really did.
The thing here is your best friend was one of your roommates older brother. Michael Gillespie was the one and only best friend in question, when he found out that both you and Charlie would be working on the same show, he thought it was a no brainer to offer up the idea of you two living together. Neither of you really minded the idea, it was just up to Owen to say it was alright.
At first you thought maybe it would be weird, but Michael was right, it was better to be living with someone you knew than be alone in a different city. You and Charlie were the same age, Michael was older. He was your best friend but more often than not he acted like an older brother and truthfully, he felt better sending you off to a new city with Charlie than you alone.
Living with the boys had proved to be more fun than you ever thought it would. You were a writer on the show and the boys were the stars, so your hours were a little different from each other’s. That still gave you the time and space to yourself and that’s really all you could ask for.
This week was the first week in about two months that you had off, well everyone had off. After countless days and sleepless nights for the whole cast and crew they decided a week off would do no harm.
This was your third day off and the freezing Canada streets were not calling you or the boys. You were staying locked up in your apartment with the heat on blast. The boys decided to just hang around and go live to talk to fans. You decided it was time to clean, you did laundry, vacuumed your room and living room, and your last task was the pile of dishing that has accumulated in the sink.
You had your hair pulled up in a low bun to keep it out of your face, you had your workout shorts on that were covered by the large oversized shirt you stole from one of the boys, and fuzzy socks hugged your feet to keep them warm. You had your music blasting; you were in your element.
Your dance moves and music had caught the attention of the fans, you didn’t know but you were in the background of the live. Comments started flooding in about you.
Owen chuckles as he reads through them. “Can Y/N reach the dishes it looks like she’s hopping up to get them done?” He reads out. This one gets a laugh out of both Owen and Charlie.
“She actually has to use a step stool, we love our tiny but might Y/N, a full 5”1.” Owen laughs, Charlie shakes his head.
“Is she listening to musicals?” Another comment asks.
“Yes, she is. She’s a theatre nut, I think this is what the third musical of the morning?” Charlie answers back.
He was right, it was the third. You started off with Heathers, then moved onto Location, and now you were finishing Mama Mia. You weren’t quite done with your playlists of musicals though. The starting cords of Alexander Hamilton came through your speaker. A loud squeal escapes you.
Since Hamilton came out on Disney+ a few months ago the hype for it came back again. You and Owen were constantly listening to it and competing on who could learn the raps faster.
“The ten-dollar founding father without a father, got a lot farther by working a lot harder, by being a lot smarter.” You rap along with Anthony Ramos, turning from the sink to face the boys. Owen already on his feet facing you getting ready to rap the next lines.
“By being a self starter, by fourteen, they placed him in charge of a trading charter.” Owen raps as you make your way into the living room. The two of you facing each other getting ready for your rap battle.
Charlie laughed at the sight in front of him, this was a lot more common than people thought. It happened at least once a week.
The fans were loving it and were going crazy over the constant switch of you rapping then Owen rapping. Charlie just watching being content, his eyes never really leaving your short figure. He loved the sight of you in your element like this, the brightest smile on your face. He also didn’t miss the fact that you were wearing his shirt. He had wondered where it went.
Don’t think the fans didn’t notice the look on Charlie’s face as he watched the two of you and how it never left you.
“What’s your name man? Alexander Hamilton.” Both you and Owen yell together at the last line, falling into a fit of laughter.
“That was good guys, the fans loved your show.” Charlie tells the both of you. Owen plops down on the couch next to him laughing. You smile and throw your arms over Charlie’s shoulders leaning over him to look at the screen.
You didn’t catch it but a blush made its way onto Charlie’s cheeks at your actions and contact.
“You’re welcome you guys, I aim to please.” You laugh out, responding to the comments. “Now I am off to finish the dishes.” You say with a wave and then you’re off again.
Charlie and Owen sit silently for a few seconds reading over the comments. That’s when all of them came flooding in talking about the way Charlie looked at, the blush on his cheeks when you touched him, and the speculations of him liking you.
Owen laughs at points one out. “Look dude.” He says. The comment read, “Charlie looked like a deer in headlights looking at Y/N, while also being the epitome of the heart eyes emoji.” Charlie blushes at the comment.
“Well she’s not wrong.” Owen laughs.
“Shut up dude.” Charlie says shoving him away. He wasn’t ready to spill the beans about his feelings for his brothers best friend.
Owen just shrugs it off. The rest of the live was spent with Charlie avoiding any and all comments or questions about you and Owen trying his best to switch topics knowing his best friend was getting a little embarrassed.
You finish the dishes and make your way over to the couch. You immediately land next to Charlie, resting your back on his side like he’s the back of the couch. He throws his arm around you, pulling you closer.
“You guys down to order some food, I’m hungry.” You ask them. The boys agree and go to say their goodbyes to the fans, ending the live.
“So what are you thinking?” Owen asks you.
“Mmmm maybe pizza?” You say thinking out loud.
“Sounds good to me.” Owen says, Charlie agreeing. “I can make the call to order it.” You tell the boys, getting up to walk out of the room to make the call.
“You know you should tell her.” Owen says looking at Charlie, as he watches you walk out of the room.
Charlie let’s out a sigh and shakes her head. “I don’t think I can, I don’t want to ruin the friendship we have or the one she has with my brother.” He confesses.
“Okay first of all you have to be blind if you don’t think she likes you back. Second of all your brother knows how you feel about her you idiot, if the fans noticed almost immediately, your brother for sure knows.” Owen says. “Besides he told me! He pushed the two of you to live together in hopes it would get one of you to confess your feelings for each other.”
Charlie is shocked at Owens words. He didn’t really know how to wrap his head around his confession. If his brother says you like him than it is a chance it’s true, but then again, he could just be messing with him it is his brother after all.
“I don’t know, I wouldn’t know how to tell her.” Charlie gets out before you come walking back into the room, shutting them both up.
“Tell who what?” You asks, plopping down again next to Charlie.
“Oh nothing.” Charlie says trying to brush the topic away. Owen rolls his eyes. “I’m going to go take a shower while we wait for the pizza.” He says, leaving the two of you alone. When he leaves, he whispers to Charlie, “Tell her.”
Charlie just shoots him a dirty look. You notice their littler interaction but don’t question it, you’ve learned that at times it’s the best thing to do.
The two of you just sit in silence with Owen going. You not really paying attention and just scrolling through your phone and Charlie just lost in his thoughts and conflicting feelings about telling you.
He was thinking he might as well, if Owen says his brother already knows and they both swear you like him back, then why not go for it? Plus after that live with all the fans there’s no way you won’t see some of their comments. He thinks now is the time, just go for it.
Next thing you know a hand is slapping your phone out of your hands and the body to which you were leaning on has moved and you’ve fallen flat on your back.
“Charlie what the hell?” You ask him. You weren’t ready for any of that. You push yourself up, lock your phone and push it to the side.  You turn to face the now distressed boy.
“We need to talk.” That’s all he says and then he is on his feet pacing.
“Okay, talk about what?” You ask, while watching Charlie strut back and forth.
You let him walk back and forth for a couple minutes, letting the silence take over the two of you before you probe him for an answer again.
“Charlie? Talk about what?” You ask again. “Just...Just give me a second okay?” He says in a stern way that makes you sit back in the couch and give him a nod of approval.
It takes him a few more struts and silence before he stops right in front of you and faces you. That is when he bursts with his confession.
“I like you Y/N, I like you okay! I have for a while and I just think you should know that.” He says exasperated. His arms fall to his sides and the two of you just stare at one another.
The silence and his confession sitting on top of you like a cloud. Charlie was now nervous and scared at your reaction, while you were just stunned.
You never even thought you had a chance with Charlie. He was your best friends brother, you never thought in a million years Charlie would ever think of you the way you thought about him. You’re lost in your thoughts but the song My Best Friends Brother by Victoria Justice starts to play in your head, causing you to giggle.
“Alright I know my confession was out of the blue but you don’t have to laugh at me.” Charlie says feeling sad and getting ready to walk away.
“No, Charlie, stop! I’m not...I’m not laughing at you” You say through your giggles. You stand up and grab his wrist not letting him turn away from you.
“I’m sorry Charlie, it’s just, you know that song? The one that goes, my best friends brother is the one for me. It just it started playing in my head and I couldn’t help myself.” You tell him, a little embarrassed at your own confession.
“That’s what you think about in this moment? Really Y/N? A song?” He asks. Then realization hits him. “Wait my best friends brother is the one for me?” He asks, stepping a little closer to you. Your chests now touching.
You bite your lip and nod your head yes. You let him wrap his arms around your waist to pull the two of you flush together.
“I don’t know if you noticed, but I’ve liked you for a while now.” You confess. A large smile adorns both of your faces.
That’s when it happens. His lips met yours, finally. You let yourself melt into his kiss, loving the feeling. The two of you lost in the moment until you hear,
“Finally!” Owen yells, breaking the two of you apart. The both of you smiling and blushing.
“Also pizza is here and now Michael owes me 20 bucks so thank you for that!” Owen smiles and walks into the kitchen, with the pizza in hand.
“I guess Owen and Michael knew this was coming.” You say while looking up at Charlie smiling.
“I guess so.” He says before pressing his lips against yours for the second time. This time the two of you pull apart at the sound of your phones buzzing in sync.
Both of you check your phone, it’s a text from Michael that reads.
“As much as I am glad that one of you grew some balls to tell each other that you liked them, could you have at least done it a week later?? I was so close to winning that bet.”
You both laugh. Only Michael and Owen would make a bet about this. Charlie grabs your hand and leads you into the kitchen so the three of you could enjoy the warm pizza.
Charlie sits beside you, with a hand on your thigh. Not ready to let you go yet since he just got you. You smile and laugh with Charlie and Owen; thinking you are so lucky to have the two of them. Turns out your best friends brother really is the one for you.
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newtonsheffield · 4 years ago
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Guys, we need to talk about something.
It's very important.
It's Edwina + Mary + Anthony +Their Love of Great British Bakeoff
Kate liked cooking, she really did, some of her best memories were of her sitting in the kitchen with her Dad while he rattled off lists of ingredients to Mary in Tamil, both of them moving around the kitchen in sync, Kate always a step behind watching the beautiful chaos a little awed. And perhaps it wasn't flattering, but she loved when Anthony cooked. Not just because it made her feel loved and cared for that he'd go to the effort of all of this, just for her, but because he looked so ridiculously hot while doing it. He always had his sleeves rolled up, a neat apron on and his brow furrowed while he laboured away in the kitchen, the temperature hiking not only because of the stove. Yes, Anthony Bridgerton was ridiculously hot when he cooked. What was very not hot, was how much he loved The Great British Bakeoff.
It had started at brunch one Sunday, Mary and Edwina unpacking the latest episode while Mary flipped pancakes same as they always did when a season was airing, Kate mostly tuning it out. For all her love of cooking, competition baking shows weren't really her thing. She'd been sitting at the table, her legs thrown over Anthony's whispering something, perhaps a little too filthy, in his ear given her Mother and Sister were only a few feet from them, when he suddenly said Are you guys talking about Bakeoff?! Edwina had practically spun off her chair at Anthony's excited tone, Mary's spatula frozen halfway to the pan. Yes? She said lightly. Anthony leapt into the conversation surprising Kate What do you guys think of this new round of bakers? I think Lottie's obviously hilarious and I'm sure Laura's tastes good but her presentation is sloppy at best. Mary was still staring open mouthed, Edwina practically agog. Kate recovered first, What the fuck Anthony? Anthony turned towards her a little surprised Do you not like Bakeoff? He was clearly equally affronted. Kate opened her mouth to respond, a little surprised., but Edwina got there first. Sadly she's a heathen, every family has to have a disappointment. Mary hummed sympathetically though turned to Anthony clearly falling a little more in love with the idea of him as Kate's boyfriend than she already was, Now Anthony, have you ever made battenberg? And while Kate couldn't help but feel she'd slipped into a parallel universe as Anthony leapt into a description of the time that he had in fact made a battenberg cake, she had to admit, it was a little nice to see him interacting with her family this effortlessly.
Mary Sheffield wouldn't say she was necessarily intimidated by Anthony Bridgerton, but he was an imposingly successful person, for so young a man. He was tall, and a little disarmingly attractive particularly when he smiled with his entire face as he did when he looked at Kate, and he seemed so oddly formal all the time, perhaps a habit from his upbringing. It wasn't that she thought he was an unkind man, in fact she was rather attached to the idea of him being the father of her grandchildren one day, but the very last thing she expected him to say when he sidled up next to her at the end of brunch one day was Mary, I ahh I know that you usually watch bake off with Eddie, and I don't want to intrude or insert myself into your family God I wish you would, you can marry Kate tomorrow Mary had thought a little wildly, But I would be very honoured if you would maybe consider watching it at my house sometime. Um you and Eddie can both come, and Kate will be there, and I'll make dinner! He'd finished, the words spilling from his mouth before he could stop them, eager and he looked so young and excited that Mary's own heart had done an odd little flutter at her daughter's boyfriend being so sweet that he would sit and watching a baking show with her. Oh Anthony that sounds wonderful, Eddie and I will come this week. And the smile that had crossed his face was so breathtaking that Mary didn't have to wonder why Kate had fallen in love with him at all. And surely enough she arrived at Anthony's that week to find the table ladened with food, and a slightly confused looking Kate whose eyes flitted between them as they discussed the show and the techniques used. Mary had pulled Kate into a tight hug as she'd left whispering Katie, he's a very sweet man. You should marry him. in her ear at the end and despite the fact that Kate looked away embarrassedly she'd whispered I'll try.
Really, over the years, Kate had gotten almost used to the mania that engulfed Anthony during bakeoff season. The fact that he spent all week perfecting whatever the technical challenge had been to present at brunch on Sunday, or that he tutted and sighed whenever his favourite contestant left, and at least she had Matt now who despite being an expert baker himself was only so so on the show itself though he was rather more enamoured with Edwina's love of it that Kate was of Anthony's. But it really got out of hand when Edwina won celebrity Bake off, and presented the trophy to Anthony. That trophy became the bane of Kate's existence. It sat, in their Kitchen, in pride of place, right where a picture of the two of them used to rest, and while he would never admit to it, she knew he polished it regularly. This is the best thing that's ever happened to me He said proudly when he looked at it, Kate scoffing bemusedly. Anthony we have two children together. Anthony shrugged. Indignation flared in Kate's chest. If you could only do one thing: Take me and the boys to Disneyland which you know Edmund's desperate to do or go on Bakeoff what would it be? Anthony barely looked at her as he said Don't do this Kate, You'll only upset yourself.
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