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maybe you could do one around toms bachelor party where stewy has to leave bc his gf is having a panic attack? you could make that super fluffy
An Addams Kind of Love
Pairing: Stewy Hosseini x fem reader (reader has anxiety). Word count: 1.6K Warnings: Anxiety, panic attacks, there are no physical descriptions of reader- it's you bestie! Reader is just called Stewy's girlfriend so you can read her however you like :) Fluff/comfort fic! A/N: Thank you for this request! I'm so sorry how late this is! I hope you all enjoy this Succession Sunday treat, we are so back! This is the first fic for my Sickcember event! You can read more Stewy fics here and more. Reblogs and comments are appreciated! I'd love to hear from you!
It didnât take much, it never really did and you hated it. Sometimes you were completely fine, you could be having the time of your life with friends and then a thought would enter your head like a dark cloud and ruin it. Or youâd feel anxious critters nestle into your brain as you laid in bed, after youâd finally caught some sleep youâd wake up and the day would start with anxiety haunting you from the get go.Â
Youâd spent the whole evening at the Rhomboid party with a superficial smile plastered onto your face and a feeling of dread festering in your stomach. The anxiety had made you feel too nauseous to try and distract yourself with any of the perfectly arranged nibbles. But you did have a drink youâd been able to occasionally sip on, your fingers were clutching onto the glass so tightly it was a miracle it hadnât shattered yet.
The sounds in the underground venue just echoed louder in your head, the conversations, music, even the sound of your shoes was just overwhelming you and your anxiety more. The fabric around your chest and torso was feeling too tight and you couldnât breath, all you were inhaling was shallow. Your body started to pace away from everyone, desperate to lock yourself in some room and try to calm down before all the perverts claimed them.Â
Your eyes were wide and darting around as you tried to quietly excuse yourself, Alex tried to check in with you but you just felt hyper-aware of your dysregulated breathing and knew that your forehead and pits were starting to get damp. Words didnât feel so easy right now.Â
âPanic attack?â He asked, familiar with your anxiety. You nodded and walked off, finding one of the small empty rooms to sit in and try to ground yourself. Alex waited to see which room you went into before getting Stewy.Â
Alex walked over to Stewy and whispered in his ear while he talked to Sandy and Kendall, they were too invested in the corporate bomb that had been dropped to notice Stewyâs attention conveniently evaporating.Â
âSo apparently my girlfriendâs having a panic attack. Iâm going to let you two just catch up now. Cool?â He says as he puts a hand on Kendallâs shoulder in an effort to be friendly and reassuring. He looks at Kendall before walking off, well aware of the shit heâs being in this situation to his oldest friend.Â
But money talks, even when youâre with your oldest chum, money and winning gets to speak first if youâre like Stewy. Ken would do the same though, Stewy knew he wasnât anywhere near the point of being self aware to clock it though, he was still wrapped up in despair like the damaging blanket it was.Â
You were also a bigger priority, Stewy would still think that way, even if your anxiety didnât give him a convenient exit to uncomfortable conversations, he adored you and just being in your presence made him fully understand what Gomez Addams was high on.Â
Stewy walks off through the maze of people and conversations ranging from pleasure to business as you sit in a room with your fingers digging into your legs, if only they were a little longer youâre sure theyâd draw blood, struggling to breathe.Â
He steps into the dark room softly opening and closing the door, he thinks it feels too cold for a party as sleazily vibrant as the one on the other side of the door. But he recognises that the slightly cooler temperature is for the best. Stewy steps closer to you, his big brown doe eyes taking in your huddled up, anxious form and the way that he can see tears glistening on your perfect cheeks as you look up at him.Â
âHey⌠Hey, baby⌠Whatâs going on, huh?â He asks as he steps closer and puts a hand out to gently rub your shoulder, he touches you in a soft circular pattern as his eyes move across your face analysing you for any tells. Any signs of whatâs wrong or what he can do to make it better.Â
You felt awful. It had started with feeling like your thoughts were getting louder, too loud and that there were too many of them fighting and bouncing around your head and then the lights and music felt like too much. Everything was too fucking loud and too much. Before you knew it, you couldnât breathe, you kept trying to inhale but your body was refusing to suck in the air and no matter how many deep breaths you tried it felt like the oxygen was stuck, that it couldnât properly reach your lungs. And you definitely couldnât feel it in your stomach like one of those guided meditations would tell you to do right now.
You try to suppress a cry and speak but it comes out as a choked sob and you just wave your hand and then start rubbing your eye and you blink your eyes shut tightly. You canât describe it. You donât know where to start. Stewy quickly sits down and wraps his arms around you, gently pulling you closer to him with your back to his chest.Â
He keeps his arms around you just like the security blanket that heâs become and lifts a hand slightly up, encouraging you to hold it. You look at his golden hands, theyâre warm but not clammy like yours are right now.Â
Your eyes follow each of the small lines you can on his palm, visually tracing them as you run your fingers over his hand before holding it and squeezing it. He doesnât complain, he never would in a moment like this. And his complaints were always arrogant, never over things like this.Â
âIâm not judging⌠Youâre safe here.â He whispers slowly as he continues to rub your arm. âItâs going to pass soon, I promise.âÂ
Heâs so tender as you feel him against you, your breathing is still shallow and too quick but you try to focus on the feeling of his warm hand against yours, how itâs soft and tender. Itâs soothing.Â
âJust breathe and weâll sit through this, Iâm here.â Stewy speaks softly and you tilt your head, closing your eyes as you feel him rubbing your arms and every muscle he can reach with his free hand while holding you. You can feel him press his lips against your neck and the back of your head, theyâre gentle and light.Â
And slowly, very slowly it starts to become a bit easier.Â
You keep your eyes closed and focus on the soft feeling of the pads of his fingers rubbing a comforting circle on your arm and the anxiety slowly starts to ebb out. Like he said, it eventually passes and your breathing becomes a bit more stable and doesnât feel so difficult.Â
The tight feeling in your chest stops and you take a shaky but deep breath and tilt your head. You blink back and move a hand to rub your eyes gently.Â
âFeeling a bit better, babe?â He asks softly, resting his chin on your shoulder.Â
âY-yeah.â You reply and nod.Â
You lean back into him.Â
You lean back into Stewy and take an easier deep breath and relax into his touch, heâs a comfortable constant. He wraps his arms around you and presses a kiss to the top of your head as you stay cuddled into him and in his lap. He loves holding you and wrapping his arms around you, heâd spend his life always with at least one hand on you if he could. Heâll have to think about the logistics for that now, he can do that later though. Now heâs just enjoying you.Â
After a moment Stewy starts to nibble on your ear, you take in a quivering breath and tilt your head away before letting out a shaky laugh. Stewy lets out a small chuckle and rubs your hip, his smile growing at that sound and how your body shakes with a small laugh and not a tremor of worry.Â
He goes to nibble your earlobe again and you laugh more. âYouâre a weirdo.â You whisper and rub your eyes with your arm, your forearm picks up the teary residue from your cheeks.Â
âAnd youâre my anxious weirdo. A hot one though.â He bites your ear again and wraps his arms around you more. He buries his head into the side of your neck. âLike a really hot one.âÂ
You sigh and close your eyes, you can feel his warm breath against your skin and itâs what you try to focus on in the moment.Â
âSo, you feel like leaving now? We can go before a Roy comes and tries to bite my fucking head off.â Stewy says before pressing a couple more kisses to your neck, you chuckle and nod. Spending the night out of there sounds pretty great and you can cuddle Stewy with a weighted blanket at home.Â
âYeah, thatâs- that sounds good.â You nod. Stewy smiles and affectionately but playfully gives you kisses from your neck to along your shoulder. He continues with his kisses before he finally pulls himself away from you long enough for you both to get up and leave so he can spend the rest of the night showering you in affection and care.
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lmao the announcement opening with Ali saying there will be NO jokes about more episodes of palisade. it would have been funny if there was a finale for the finale's finale but no, it's done. they did it đđź
#this might be my first ever live postmortem wow#well. postmortem or whatever celebratory stream they do. can you believe!! that it's been (almost) ten years since autumn in hieron???#I've been behind forever!!!#I never thought I'd catch up but here we are#telomirage.txt#palisade#I wish I remembered any questions I wanted to ask so I could submit them but oh well
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I had to drop Last Twilight from my watchlist for this month (along with Middleman's Love, Absolute Zero and Cooking Crush). It breaks my heart but I just don't have the time. đđ
#jane watches stuff#i will catch up eventually#never thought i'd have to do bl triage but here we are
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Life update: Welcome to April, one of the Camp NaNoWriMo months. My writing goal (outside of rp threads here) is 25,000 words. I am currently sitting at just short of 4k. That's more than I've written in a single week probably since November. It feels good.
#mun things#I'm a little behind of where I want to be#but forward progress is good#I'm hoping to catch up by the time my package gets here Tuesday#then I can feel good about opening it#Going back to my roots and writing fanfiction#if anyone is interested in some hockey rpf I can give links to what I have up there#that's something I never thought I'd say before the last couple months#but here we are#sometimes life takes weird turns
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Temperate Lake Dashboard Simulator
đŚââŹ2xcrested_cormorant Follow Going to try and eat this weird fish
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BULL4rog: listen here on spotify âťď¸đ¸rana-bufo Follow I think I huave chytrid
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I have HAD IT with this lake, itâs the third day in a row weâve had nitrates above 8 ppm and uug the algae, my allergies I canât do this
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Lol we regularly get nitrates up to 20 ppm in my lake âťď¸đŚcrawdaddy Follow uhhh you shouldn't be bragging about that, it's really unsafe âťď¸đcarpy-diem Follow suck it you little oligotrophic bitch
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is it just me, or is this super homoerotic???
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never thought i'd seen one of my mutuals irl!!! I didn't even know we lived in the same lake!!!
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Can't believe this type of fishcourse is still popular on this site, introduced species didn't choose to be introduced and have as much of a right to live as anyone else. Bigotry against introduced species is still bigotry and that's a hill I will dry on. âťď¸đ Shadlad Follow Go ahead, dry yourself out then ;) âťď¸đŞˇnootnootnewt Follow Hey man, I hate invasive species as much as anyone else but please stop telling people to beach themselves for political reasons- yeah that includes inavsives too âťď¸đŚtypical_scud Follow Did you legit just use the word Invas*ve to describe introduced species? âťď¸đŚ˘flatfootswimmer Follow anyone in this thread eat pondweed?
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#fishblr#fishposting#fake post#dashboard simulator#cw thalassophobia#thalassophobia#ecology#freshwater ecology#wood duck#walleye
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The Verdict Due
SIMON 'GHOST' RILEY x FEM!READER TASK FORCE 141 x FEM!READER
Traitors Among Us (Part 1)
Innocents Among You (Part 2)
The Guilty Plea (Part 3)
Clear Skies (Part 5)
Summary: You head to Laswell to talk on the rest of your now ruined military career. Of course, you're forced to confront your team as it happens, the last people on earth you'd like to see.
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Simon's steps are slow, lacking energy or purpose. Releasing the buckles strapping his vest down to him, he finally arrives to his door, lifting the camo from himself.
His forehead pressing into the wooden door, he finds it harder and harder to open everyday, seeing reminders of you every moment of everyday, when he closes his eyes, when he lays down in bed. Hell when he opens the door. He hated this room now.
Outside of the place that you both had made your home away from war, from battle, from the base, this was where the two of you had once spent most of your time.
He raised his head off the door, before bringing it back down on it, then doing it again, this time hard enough to hurt. "Fuck," he cursed, cursing himself, his stupid decisions, the times he'd never get back, the mistakes he'll never be able to erase. Huffing out bitterly, squeezing his eyes shut, he's still for a moment, before banging his fist against the wall. "Fuck!" There's a crackle along the wall, a clatter of dust and dried paint hitting his feet.
A shuddered breath leaves him, swallowing down his grief, his anger at himself. But, he can't help it. He's ruined everything.
Simon's head stays there against the doorway, he doesn't want to go in.
His head turns a bit, seeing a figure down the hallway, straightening up, dark eyes squinting. "Johnny?"
Quiet and Still. The Scotsman's mouth is set in a hard line, he runs a hand down his face, smearing the mess he'd made of himself. "I..." he breathes deeply. "I saw her today."
"You what?" Simon perks up, eyes wide. He looks past his comrade, seeing the open doorway of your room, "She's here," he speaks, voice alight and hopeful. Making his way past Johnny, "She's here?" he asks this time, bracing himself at her doorway.
But, the room is a mess and void of you. He'd nearly forgotten how the soldiers had left it, the day it happened he could watch it, it would've been too finalizing of what he thought was your betrayal. Today was meant to be the day they'd clean it all up, due to plaguing themselves with missions and ops that required long weeks, long hours. No one wanted to think about what they'd done.
But, now they'd only made another mistake in waiting too long. And now you had to be greeted by this mess.
"I didn't know it was--" Johnny couldn't turn back to the room, back to Simon, as he spoke. "I didn't know we did so much to her. I thought--how long--how could I--" he shakily began. "--how could you?" Simon's eyes flicker to his friend, dark circles and sunken cheeks seem to worsen. "She was so...she couldn't even look at me, Si. Like I'd make her sick, like I'd--hurt her again...I've never--" his fingers claw at his chest, hoping to rip away the ache in his heart, eyes haunted to tears and staring into the dark of his memory as he thought back. "I'd never--" he can't finish.
"She was here?" Simon asked again.
Johnny's clouded eyes look to Simon, opening his mouth before opting for nodding. Clearing his throat, finally seeming to get a handle on himself, "Just left."
"She what?" Simon bolts out towards the stairs, pushing through the doorway and jumping down the first flight to rush through the rest.
As he gets to the lobby floor, he shoves through the door, revealing the hallway to him, running down the long stretch before ramming into the side wall to catch himself at the corner. He continues down the way, running as fast as he's able, before bursting through the side doors of the front lobby.
He sees you immediately, beyond the glass doorways.
"(Y/n)..."
He's running before he can think to get his legs moving.
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Leaving the dormitories, finally leaving behind the spare hospital wear that you had swapped for your own clothes, you waved down the first vehicle you'd seen.
The driver letting you into the truck, the two of you unaware as he begins to drive off, Simon shoving his way through the residential doors and coming to a stop in the middle of the street as you drive away.
You, having hopped a ride with one of the soldiers making his rounds, the Jeep shakes with the changing terrain, providing more conversation than the trooper that was much too quiet. Shifting his shoulders, adjusting his fingers around the leather, glancing one too many times through the mirror.
It was getting weird. But, you were a familiar face on the base, unfortunately now, it used to be because you were good at your job, the best sniper they had on the force. But now, it was because you were the first proclaimed traitor of the force in decades and the first to be wrong about.
So, the new attention is nothing to be pleased about.
"Find something interesting to look at, soldier?"
Back straightening, body stiffening and eyes facing the road, the trooper swallows thickly at having been caught eyeing you. "No, ma'am!"
"Then I suggest you keep your eyes on the road."
"Yes, ma'am!" clearing his throat. "Sorry, ma'am, I don't mean to stare."
Arms crossed, head turned to watch the smaller buildings go by, your jaw clenched. "It's fine..." you breathe, before relaxing a bit more as the drive goes farther and farther away from the residential areas. Eyes flickering over to the still tense trooper, you mutter. "Ease."
His shoulders drop, head turning, flustered. "Sorry, ma'am."
It was always strange to be called 'Ma'am' by fellow soldiers, usually you were only a year or so apart, others you had been younger by ten years or older by five. But, this trooper was new to the force, young, clearly still jumpy, you had been the same after your first missions on the Task Force.
"I'm sorry, ma'am," the trooper then speaks, shakily.
"You don't have to keep--"
"About what happened to you," he continued. "I'm not sure if you heard that yet, but it's--that sounds--I can't imagine. I'm sorry that happened to you."
For a moment too long you're quiet, holding your breath, staring at the scenery as it whistled on past, the wind whipping through your hair. Your nails tearing into your skin as you rake them over your scars, smearing the line of blood left after ripping out your IV line, abandoning it as you found a ride.
"Get any cool scars out of it, at least?" he jokes, lightheartedly.
Your eyes snap his way, his eyes widening before he looks back to the road, back to stiff.
You open your mouth to speak, but you can't. You're just angry, too angry to find the words. But, you don't want to take it out on him, he was just attempting to alleviate whatever burden he imagined to be on your shoulders. But, all it was was a reminder, this was all anyone could think of anymore, when it came to you, this ordeal.
The apologies, the reminders, the quiet looks, the whispers, the fucking gnawing pain still splintered through your spine, you were tired of it.
The car pulls up to the largest administrative building on the base camp, hopefully you were right and this was where Laswell was posted up.
Quickly pulling the car handle as the trooper steps out of the vehicle to assist you, you hurriedly speak as he reaches to touch you. "I've got it," you hiss out, harsher then you meant. Stepping down and off the platform, onto the sidewalk, you forget you don't have your IV pole to at least stabilize you. So, when you stumble, he grabs your arm, his other resting on your shoulder.
"Woah!" his grip lacks gentleness, though not bruising, it's enough to set you off.
Your arm goes back and over his arm, shrugging him off, roughly. "I said I got it!" Your palm pushing into his shoulder and sending him back and off of you, he shifts back and nearly off his feet, catching himself.
"Alright, jeez!"
You're stumbling back into the light pole luckily a few steps behind you, leaning yourself against the cemented metal, you balance yourself. Shaking off the buzz in your ears and rubbing away the tension built along your skin, taking a few shuttered breaths, turned away from the soldier.
The trooper takes a few steps away from you, expression lifted to frustration and annoyance, rolling his eyes, brows furrowed and back pedaling to the Jeep. "Fucking crazy," he mutters to himself, adjusting his gear and stepping up back to the vehicle.
But, he doesn't make it very far until you're on him.
"What the fu--!"
Taking the opening of his kevlar and yanking him out of the vehicle, unable to catch himself fast enough to get to his feet. You hold a steel grip on the collar of his uniform, literally holding him up by his straps, pulling his entire bodyweight off the ground, leaning down so you're face to face with him. "Say it again," you snapped, eyes dark and boring into his skull. "I wanna have a good excuse for what I'm about to do to you."
He was taller, probably stronger, but looking up at you, he could see the years of mayhem and chaos that's burned itself into your irises, made you the lieutenant he'd tripped up on properly respecting. "I didn't--I didn't say anything! I'm sorry, ma'am, it won't--it won't happen again!"
Nostrils flared, eyes flickering between his wide, fearful ones, your hands loosen around his gear. He falls forwards, landing on his forearms with a groan, releasing a relieved breath.
He looks up, watching as you turn and make your trek into the building. You had seemed so fragile before, with a limp in your walk, scars head to toe and those braces along your legs, he assumed you had no fight in you. He couldn't have imagined, five minutes, he'd be wrong.
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"Laswell."
The Station Chief turns, manila folder files in hand, brows raised at the intrusion before her eyes widen at the sight of your tired figure.
"Gray..."
You don't wait to be invited inside, instead pulling up a chair as you let the door close behind you. Not fully out of a lack of respect but your legs were killing you and surely if you wait a second longer you'll literally tear a muscle. "You free?"
"Never. But, I can make time," she answers. "Is something wrong?"
You bite down on your tongue. What isn't wrong.
"I put in a request for council in resignation, ma'am. I'm just here to know if it went through."
"I did...receive your request," The woman is still quite surprised to see you, a bit off put at your presence, hearing about your scars was one thing, seeing them was another. "Of course. Though, I expected you to wait for my call before deciding to come to me."
"I'm sure," you feigned a slight chuckle that faded as soon as it started. You say nothing else but stare.
Laswell sighs, tossing down the folder she'd been holding. "Look, Lieutenant Gray--"
"Just (L/N)," you gritted out. "Please." You couldn't stand your codename at the moment, you didn't want to carry a single thing this team had given you.
"Lieutenant..." Laswell pulled up a chair on the opposite side of the long table, facing you, "You've accomplished much on the force, saved lives, eliminated threats that had the potential to level the united nations, your honors and distinctions. At the very least, here, your guidance is a treasure..."
"I'd like my resignation to be approved, Chief--"
Laswell continues. "I need you to careful think about what you're doing here, Gray--(L/n). I don't want you to be motivated by what's happened to you, you still have a place on the force, it doesn't have to be beside your team. Don't waste your talents in the field because of this experience."
"Experience," You scoffed at the word, nose cringing up in disgust at the downplay. "I didn't go on a rollercoaster at Disney World, god--I was tortured by my team for weeks while my fiancĂŠ threatened to kill me afterwards..." you were about to lose your mind. "What makes any of you think I'd want to stay here? Why can't any of you just respect my decision to leave? I'm resigning."
Laswell settles back into her chair, lips pressing together, she makes a hum of a sound. "I can arrange a transfer," she compromised. "But, my authorization goes through only after informing Price, he also needs to sign off on this."
Your jaw clenches, your fingers tightening around your clasped hands. "Then how about that favor you owe me?"
Station Chief straightens, brow lifting and arms crossed. "Excuse me, soldier?"
Sighing, reaching a hand into your bag, you bring out a folder of your own, some documents signed off. "I had to wonder who the evidence was sent to, given it was right after our mission and Price doesn't even look at his reports to sign off on something in under 24 hours, it wasn't him," watching as Laswell opened the folder, revealing her own name signing off on the interrogation, just a few of the photos that'd declared you guilty. "Thanks for ruining my career, Laswell."
She spreads out the evidence, her own signature on the papers, she breathes out. "And what are you trying to do here, Gray?"
"Stop calling me that."
"Trying to threaten me with what exactly--?"
"Nothing," you answered. "I'm asking for a favor, from someone I thought was my friend," you find it harder to say, Laswell's jaw clicks and she shifts in her chair. "You owe me that much."
"It's the job, (L/n). I was protecting our own, our resources were very promising."
"Until they weren't, huh?" you sarcastically gritted out.
"Yes..." Laswell sighs. "I do apologize, (L/n), but--"
"Just do this for me," you interrupted, pleading this time. "Please. I can't go to him, I can't even look at Simon, let alone Price. Forget about being in the same room with them. I just--I can't be here, this isn't where I belong anymore," looking down at your hands, the scars that circled your wrists. This was a final decision. "I'm resigning with or without you."
Rising from your seat, Laswell stands as you do, "You resign without clearance, they'll take everything from you. Your pension, your insurance, retirement, everything, you'll be dishonorably discharged, you understand that?"
"'Course, I do," you admit. "Honestly, I thought I'd be dead on a mission somewhere before I saw any of that, I don't expect anything out of this. Nothing's...worth any of this."
As you turn the handle to leave, Laswell speaks once more. "I just wanted to enlighten you on what I'm risking for you, signing off on this."
At that, you glance back to her, watching as the older woman sighs heavily, picking up a pen, opening up the manila folder she'd been holding onto previously. Opening it up to reveal your resignation papers.
"If I do this, when I call on you, Gray," Laswell says. "I expect you to be there."
As she wrote her signature down on the dotted line, you swallowed down the ache that's plagued you for weeks, "I swear."
As the station chief continues down the packet, turning to the next page and signing once again, you slowly slide back into your chair, sitting silently as you watch her sign off on your leave from military service.
You bring your hand up fast as a tear runs down your face, wiping it away before Laswell can see, sniffing quietly.
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Walking slowly down the side hallway of the admin building, you stare out into space, your eyes glistening as you hold the signed resignation packet to your chest, pressing it to yourself tightly.
Passing the front desk, the security posted up at the elevators, you enter the main hall and come to a stop. Your grip on your documents tightening as you watch rain pour out onto the outer glass of the windows.
Watching the downpour outside, you can't seem to get your feet moving to just leave this place. That's all you need to do, just...walk right through it, into a car, past the gates, onto the highway. Just...go home.
As you flinch at the pitter patter of the rain hitting the building, a short burst of thunder, you try to inch your way closer to the doors but the closer you get, the more you can remember. The more you can feel.
The rain gets louder, and louder. It's cold, although you recall it being 90 degrees and in the middle of the desert. It must just be you.
Putting your folder away and into your bag, the automatic doors open for you, but it's too hard to step through. Staring out into the open landscape, the dividing border of the desert land and the gates surrounding the base. The dry ground now turning muddy, trucks driving by and the mud swelling up at the change in pressure, soldiers rushing through the rain, kicking up mud, flicking up umbrellas.
Breathing deeply, you scuff your shoes forwards, feeling the first drop hit your skin, it's warm, but it's no comfort. Gasping at the feeling, you stumble back into the building, the automatic doors closing.
Short gasps of breath quietly leave you, your nails burrow into the skin of your forearm, you stare at the rain as it pelts at the ground, flooding pot holes and falling into storm drains.
The automatic door opens again, you back up, shifting to the side, as an officer gives you a strange look as he walks past and into the rain.
Your hesitance to proceed into the rain was noticed by a few in the main lobby. Like Kyle, who still stood in his mission uniform, dropping off his reports to the main desk, getting off the elevator to see you staring up at the cloudy sky.
His eyes widening in shock, he's lost in his own world when he begins to take steps towards you, lips parting in disbelief, voice cracking as he breathes out to say, to beg or plead for forgiveness.
The automatic door opens again as you shuffle forwards to try to step outside, he doesn't fully notice your fear of the weather when he speaks.
"(Y/n)..."
You turn at the sound of your name and his eyes flicker to the large scar along your cheek, the red of your eye still, that had changed the color of your iris, maybe permanently. The way you hold your bag tight in your hands as if to shield it from the rain before yourself.
You don't say anything, he hadn't expected you to. You stare at him, surprised to see him, then the expression changes to terror, brows pulling inward and hands sinking into your bag to bring it closer. His heart aching at your reaction to him, his lips pressing together, he doesn't know if she should say another thing. Just let you go.
"(Y/n), I..." he can't help himself as he continues, breathlessly.
You back away from him, out of the building and into the rain. The moment it hits your back, soaking through your shirt, rain hitting the top of your head, down your back, you tense up and spin around.
Kyle's brows furrow, before worriedly witnessing as you curl into yourself instantly, crying out in terror, your hands coming up and over your head. "(Y/n)!"
Realizing what you'd done, your back hits the glass doorway, too late for the doorway to register you wanting to come back inside. You stumble to the corner of the building, just next to the doorway and under the too small gutter to find any shelter from the pelting water at your skin.
A loud sob leaves you, squeezing your eyes shut, you can feel the torture starting again, the unbearable freeze of your limbs, the force of crashing pounds of water along your spine. The screams they would pull from you...
Your torment lasts only a few seconds, suddenly the rain stops, but the sound continues around you. A coat settling around your shoulders and over your head, Kyle's hands on your shoulders, he's yelling over the thunder. "Come on, let's get you out of this. Come on, (Y/n)," he takes your arms. "Let me help you, please!"
"You did this," you cried. "I told you. I told you it wasn't me. But, you kept turning it back on! And then you'd leave it like that and it drove me fucking insane. I'll never be ok again, I can't--" hyperventilating. "Don't touch me, Kyle."
Kyle swallows thickly, head hanging low, squeezing his eyes shut for a moment before leaning down to you. "I can't leave you here like this, please, love," he hauls you up to your feet. You shove him back, pressing yourself further into the corner, shaking, "(Y/n)--"
"Don't put your fucking hands on me. What don't you get, huh?" you spat. Pulling off the jacket he'd placed over you, tensing at ever drop of rain that fell over you after, but you toss it back at him. "I don't want anything from you. Never again."
"I'm sorry," Kyle clutches the jacket. "I'm so bloody sorry. I'm sorry for every damn thing I'd ever done to you. I'm sorry we didn't listen. I should've never done that to you. I didn't want to, I just--I thought I was doing the right thing for all of us," his voice breaks and he cries under the rain as his little sister, his family, hatefully stares him down. "I thought you'd give in, that it'd be over as quick as it started! I'm sorry I couldn't trust that you were telling the truth all that time."
"I don't want your apology!" you yell. "Cause you'll never know the same feeling. You'll never understand what you've taken from me. What you've done to me--" hiccupping painfully.
Kyle looks away from you, inhaling with a shudder, reddening eyes are covered as he raises his hands to run over his face.
"Your apologies. Your wishes for forgiveness," you seethe. " You should keep them. They mean nothing to me."
With that, you shove on past him, re-entering the building and rushing down the hallway, you turn the corner away from Kyle. Leaving the distraught man out in the rain, the automatic door sliding closed as he looks on after you.
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contents: fwb; first time; fingering (f receiving); p in v; use of ây/nâ; virgin!reader; soft dom!chris
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âmaâ chris chuckled. when he noticed i wasnât kidding, his blue eyes suddenly widened in disbelief. âare you serious?â he said in a high-pitched tone.
âwell, someone shouldâve told me that being a virgin is a crimeâ i rolled my eyes, closing my fist and playfully punching his shoulder.
âouch!â chris pretended to be hurt. his brothers were traveling and he couldnât stay alone with his thoughts for too long, asking me to come over and keep him company.
âi meanâ he started, clearing his throat. âitâs not a crime. i just donât understand how?â i narrowed my eyes and chris knew that meant watch your mouth. âcâmon, you know how hot you areâ
âshut up, chrisâ the corners of my lips gave away how much i enjoyed hearing that.
chris slowly dragged his feet on the wooden floor, coming closer to me. one of his hands stopped by my hips, giving a light squeeze there.
âiâm not kiddingâ he whispered in a gentle tone, his blue eyes tenderly looking at me. âyouâre a virgin, but you know how it works... right?â he raised one of his eyebrows.
i denied with my head, trying to look somewhere else. âwhat do you mean? no one ever made you feel good?â chris questioned me again. i sunk my teeth on my bottom lip, refusing to answer him again.
i had never been intimate with any guy, and chris knew it. what amazed him was the fact that i couldn't even make myself cum.
ânahâ he said, a smirk appearing on his face ây/n, you never had an orgasm?â
i could feel the sudden heat spreading through my body, the fingers he had pressed against my skin becoming warmer, my cheeks flushed from embarrassment.
âhow come a pretty girl like you has never felt good, hm? we gotta change that, donât you think?â chris said, tucking my hair behind my ear before taking his fingers to my jaw, his thumb gently lifting my chin so i'd look at him.
my heart started beating faster as his grip on me grew tighter. chris leaned in and sealed our lips in a gentle, lingering kiss, full of affection and care.
he pulled away, a silly grin hanging on his mouth. âyou had done this before, right?â he teased and i rolled my eyes, letting go of him.
chris pulled me back, wrapping his arm around my waist, this time locking our lips together in a passionate, almost desperate kiss.
âlet me make you feel goodâ he said and i let out a deep sigh, my hands immediately going to his hair, gently pulling his locks. chris moaned and wasnât planning on holding himself back.
his sounds sent a shiver down my spine and i immediately felt myself getting wet. the grip chris had on my waist grew stronger and our tongues were fighting for dominance until he pulled away, catching his breath. a tiny strand of saliva still connected our lips together, his were swollen and flushed as if we had been making out for hours.Â
chris placed both hands on my cheeks, cupping them together before placing delicate kisses across my face. i only noticed chris had been leading me towards his room when my back touched the door, the sound of wood creaking open removing me from my trance.
âyouâre such a player, arenât you?â i chuckled, noticing my situation. i couldnât run away even if i wanted to, chrisâs arms were placed on each side of my shoulders, holding me in place. âhow many girls have been here before, huh?â
âyouâre the first oneâ he said, going to my neck and starting to suck my exposed skin, making me gasp from the sudden contact.
âliarâ i breathed out, tugging on his hair. chris chuckled and stopped the kisses, his gaze trying to tell me something. âi wouldnât lie to youâ he said, the emotional tone on his voice showing he was being truthful to me and to himself.
âbut⌠youâre not a virginâ i said, placing my palms on his chest and dragging my index over his shirt, drawing circles on the white fabric.
âthat doesnât mean iâm a slut!â chris widened his blue orbs and a fake moan came out of his mouth when i playfully twisted his nipple. âi think you areâ i giggled, opening the door and walking into his room.Â
i threw myself on the bed, striking a sexy pose. i took off my slippers and crossed my foot over my leg, calling chris with my index finger.
he grinned mischievously, locking the bedroom door and walking towards me. chris was standing in front of me, his legs slightly parted, biting his lower lip. i adjusted my position and raised my palms up to his waistband, teasing him.
âhey, noâ chris said, taking my wrists. âthis is about youâ he started, gently pushing my body against the mattress and crawling on top of me.
âiâm gonna take care of you. i donât care if i end up cumming in my pantsâ chris chuckled, his hardened cock showing through the gray fabric.
i simply nodded, my cheeks flushing from the affection and attention. i was aching for him. i could feel my pussy throbbing, the wet patch on my panties growing bigger with each kiss.
chris tugged on the hem of my shirt, silently asking for permission to take it off. he mumbled a small âfuckâ while placing his palm underneath the cloth, his large hand pressing against my tummy and making its way upwards. he groped my breasts and with his free hand, removed my shirt. ây/n... godâ he whispered, âcan i see 'em?â chris asked about my boobs.
âpleaseâ i moaned, wrapping my legs around his waist and bringing him closer to me. âjust make me feel good, pleaseâ i pleaded, tangling my fingers on his brown locks.
âi got you maâ he chuckled at my eagerness. chris placed kisses on my collarbones and reached for my breasts, his sneaky fingers untying my bra and letting them fall free next to his face. chris clenched his jaw, licking his own lips.
âyou're so fucking beautifulâ he praised, placing a peck in one of my nipples. the gentle act sent a shiver down my spine, making me gasp as he started to carefully lick my hardened nub.
i could feel chris's cock lazily getting dragged against my thigh, his hips moving in a slow, rhythmic pace. he breathed heavily against my skin and each time his tongue circled around my nipple i whined.
i needed more.
âchrisâ i called him. âi need youâ need you so badâ
âi'm right here princessâ he whispered, trailing kisses down my torso. âlet's go slow, yeah? i promise you're gonna feel so goodâ he assured me, both indexes playing with the strands of my shorts. i nodded desperately, lifting my hips up and helping him to remove my last piece of clothing.
âshitâ chris muttered under his breath. âweâre both so fucking wetâ he gazed at my drenched panties and then at his own pants, a wet spot of pre-cum forming on the fabric.
chris brushed two of his fingers over my underwear, nudging my clit. my jaw went slack and my thighs involuntarily attempted to close. chris chuckled lightly, tapping my knees and forcing my legs apart.
he positioned his body in between my thighs and slid down on the mattress, his face resting on my hipbone. he began to fiddle with the seam of my panties, teasing me, as if he was going to pull them off at any moment.
âstop fooling aroundâ i softly spoke, not really mad at him. âbut she's so prettyâ chris said, dragging his index across the damp fabric and pouting his lips. i giggled, ruffling his hair.
chris's bright blue eyes had a both kind and concerned gaze, and he used his sense of humor to soothe me. âgood girl, let me have fun hereâ he pulled my panties down, leaving me fully exposed.
chris gulped dryly and licked his own lips before placing two digits in between my wet folds, stroking every inch of my pussy. i gave out a deep sigh when his fingers reached me and whimpered when chris began to spread my lower lips.
chris then moved his thumb to my clit, rubbing it in circular motions. my hips instinctively bucked upwards, making me bring my palm to my face and cover my mouth in embarassment.
âdon't hide itâ he ordered, âi wanna hear you. i wanna hear that you're feeling good, that i'm the only one who makes you feel goodâ. chris laid down next to me, pulling me near his chest. he locked our lips together as his fingers remained against my pussy, slowly fondling me.
âtaking me so well, princessâ he whispered, smooching every spot he could reach. âthink i can put a finger in? have you done this before?â chris asked, his voice full of concern.
âi⌠i triedâ i confessed, reminding him that i had never gotten all the way to the end. âgonna go real slow f'youâ he said, his middle finger slipping down my folds and reaching my entrance. chris pressed my hole and gradually entered me.
when he got all the way in, my jaw was hanging open as i panted heavily and chris kept on praising me, âthere you go, such a good girl. it's all in baby, 'm so proudâ.
he allowed me to stay like that for a while, getting used to his size, i moved my hips downwards when i was finally ready and chris quickly understood, curling his finger inside my walls and reaching for my sweet spot.
the knot in my lower belly tightned when he found it. âtheeeere we go maâ he said, thrusting into me as he massaged my clit.
âchrisâ i called, desperation taking over me. âi'm f-feeling itâ ah! i'm g-gonnaââ
âshh, i got you. you wanna cum on my fingers?â he asked, speeding up the pace of his thrusts. âno? where then?â
âyour cock, pleaseâ i said, not a thought going through my mind. all i cared about was having chris inside me. âfuck, iâm not gonna last long if you keep talking like thatâ.
âare you sure? we donât have to do this, yâknowâ chris said and whined. âno! i want it!â
chris immediately stood up, hovering over me. he removed his pants, cock slapping against his lower belly. chris was huge, the flushed tip leaking pre-cum all the way down his veins. i held my breath nervously when he started to pump his shaft, coating his dick.
âshit, i forgotâ chris spoke. âi don't have any condoms here, fuckâ
âpull outâ i told him and chris widened his eyes. âi'm on the pill, i promiseâ i chuckled, calming him down as he placed himself in between my legs.
âwell, i wouldn't mind putting a baby in youâ he spoke and i could feel his swollen, leaking tip rubbing against my lower lips, trying to get in. it wasn't long until my walls were stretched out, fitting chris inside of me. it burned and it hurt like i never felt before, my nails digging on his back as i squeezed my eyes shut, trying to adjust to his size.
chris began to to move his hips cautiously, just enough to make me moan. âfuck fuck fuckâ i whimpered as his cock filled me up. i could feel my orgasm approaching, overwhelmed by the new sensation.
ââm closeâ i cried, âso close chris fuck!â
âdon't hold yourself back princessâ he said, encouraging me. his fingers went to my clit, rubbing it quickly. his cock, his words, his fingers â it was all too much. the knot in my lower belly snapped and i felt my body collapsing, my mind going blank as my orgasm washed over me. my whole body trembled as chris held me close, whispering praises at me.
i whined when he removed himself, spurting his cum all over my belly in a loud groan. chris threw himself over me, nuzzling his face against my chest. âi think iâm in love with youâ he said. i giggled, playfully pulling his hair âshut the fuck up, chrisâ.
âthank you for helping me, handsome. it was so much better than i had expectedâ i thanked him and he gave me a peck âanytime, princessâ.
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Forgetting
Jake Seresin x reader
Summary: Jake forgets to pick you up at the airport because of his ex, and for the first time, you think maybe you and Jake aren't mean to be.
Notes/Warnings: Angst, but ends fluffy. Fighting. Cursing. This was a request that I said I'd have done in a couple days and it took me a week and a half. Sorry about that. Also, please be gentle. I haven't written for Jake in what feels like a millennium.
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As much as it would kill you to know that he could be hurt, you hope heâs hurt. You hope heâs on his way to the hospital to receive life-saving treatment because if heâs not hurt, if heâs not receiving life-saving treatment, then he simply forgot about you. And that makes your heart want to claw its way out of your chest and scamper across the floor until itâs well out of your range to catch it.Â
Your call goes to voicemail for the fourth time. You send your twelfth text: I hope youâre ok. I landed an hour ago. Please call me. Nothing different than the eleven other messages that have gone unanswered. Forty-five more minutes pass of you sitting on a bench by the airport exit before you finally surrender your last shred of hope and call Bradley to come save you.Â
Within the hour, youâre sighing in relief, the sight of a friendly face almost bringing you to tears. He approaches you with open arms and you fall right into the embrace, comforted by the hug that should be in your boyfriendâs arms, and the warmth that should be from your boyfriendâs body, and the forehead kiss that should be from your boyfriendâs lips.Â
âPlease tell me heâs ok,â you say against your friendâs chest.Â
A heavy palm rubs up and down your back. âNo one could get ahold of him.â
Your head jerks back so you can meet his eyes. âOh my god!â
âIâm sure heâs fine, kid. Donât worry.â
âHow can you say that? He was supposed to be here and heâs not andââ You pause when Bradley looks away from you, and a hefty stone settles in your gut. You know your friend well. Heâs a good man, honest but sensitive, and when that honestly meets that sensitivity, it results in his inability to look someone in the eye if he thinks the truth might hurt them. Youâve seen it a hundred times, but never with you.Â
Your posture wavers with your lengthy exhale. âWhat arenât you telling me?â
Another great thing about Bradley: he doesnât make you play any games. You donât have to jump through hoops. You donât have to ask the right questions in the right way in order to get what you need out of him, unlike many men, your boyfriend included, who recently has found ways to skitter around telling the full truth.Â
âJavy said he saw him a couple of hours ago,â Bradley says.
Your back teeth clench. Your mind shoots to one conclusion. âWith her?â you ask. Bradleyâs eyes drift from yours again and you nod, a tear at the ready to leak down your cheek. âHe forgot about me because heâs with her.â
âWe donât know that for sure, andââ
Your hand scrubbing down your face cuts him off. Your fingers pinch the bridge of your nose before you suck in your whimper and say, âRooster, why did he even ask me to come here?â
âBecause heâŚI mean, we thought heââ
âYou thought he gave a fuck about me.â
âHe does,â Bradley says, stressing his words in an attempt to reassure you. âHe never shuts up about you.â
âSure,â you say. âHe gives so much of a fuck that he forgot about me to be with his ex. How can you explain that?â
Rooster sighs. His hands slip into his jeans pockets just to have something to do with them. âI canât.â
âExactly.âÂ
No one can explain it. Not you, not Bradley, not Jake. Everyone you know back home would be telling you to run for the hills right now. They were already wary of this âNavy guyâ that theyâd only met twice around the holidays, who lives a decent distance away from your entire life and who constantly requests that you be the one to hop on a plane rather than the other way around.Â
For the duration of your time together, youâve been understanding of that sacrifice. You know his schedule doesnât allow impromptu trips out of state, but that hasnât made it any less exhausting for you. And maybe thatâs a sign. Another sign. A nail in the coffin. Maybe you and Jake arenât meant to be. And why would you be? You met him on a brief vacation to visit a friend who doesnât even live in the same town anymore, and somehow, during those few days, he convinced you to take a chance on him. So you took the leap. But being that bold doesnât guarantee you wonât fall flat on your face, and you think thatâs exactly whatâs happening. Youâve tripped over a guy only to realize he doesnât care about you to the same degree that you care about him.Â
However, youâre not the type to avoid confrontation. If Jake Seresin is going to mistreat you because of his ex, then he is going to do it to your face. Heâs going to look you in the eye when he shows himself to be the liar he is. It may hurt more to go to him rather than get on the next plane home without so much as taking in a breath of fresh Californian air, but youâre too upset to let that thought fully develop, and a moment later, Rooster is following your stomps out the door.Â
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You find him at the Hard Deck, standing at a hightop with a beer glass in his hand that clinks against the one in his exâs before he takes a sip. Bradleyâs comforting hand lands on your back in solidarity. You only met him because of Jake, but the two of you bonded despite their differences, and having him by your side now makes him nothing short of a life-saver.Â
He helps guide you through the crowd to the table, and when Jake spots you, he chokes around the liquid going down his throat. His blown-out emerald eyes rival saucers and his mouth gapes like a fish, but then his stare flicks to Bradley, and those eyes shrink into narrow slits. His face heats to a boiling red.Â
âWhat the fuck!â Jake snaps, shocking the composure right out of his exâs poised stance. Bar patrons close by turn their heads but quickly return to their own conversations. Jake steps away from the table, coming to a halt in front of you and his squadmate. âWhat the hell is this?â
You figured heâd be bothered if you showed up with Bradley in tow. And good, thatâs what you feel he deserves. Jakeâs been wary of the other Daggerâs closeness to you for a while, and even though you knowâas does Bradleyâthat itâs an asinine concern, you have no problem using it against him now. But still, the intensity of his reaction manages to surprise you. You didnât think he would be this angered by the sight of you with another man that it would have him overlooking his mistake of forgetting you.
Your arms cross. âThis is your girlfriend and the guy who saved her when her damn boyfriend left her stranded at the airport.â
âExcuse me?â
Jakeâs exâs prying gaze tugs at your attention, but when you glance over his shoulder to catch her in the act, she quickly looks awayâjust more proof that whatever the fuck sheâs doing with your boyfriend is something to be ashamed of.Â
Bradleyâs saying something. You canât quite hear him over the anger-induced fuzzing in your ears, but youâre pretty sure itâs a scolding based on the twisting of Jakeâs features as he shoots back his own words of aggression. And then your hand is in his and youâre being pulled through the bar, out the back door, and onto the deck where the only intrusive sound is the lapping of waves on the shore.Â
âWhy are you here?â he asks.Â
You scoff to mask the heartbreak that comes with that question. âBecause you asked me to be here.â
âTomorrow.â
âWhat?â
âItâs Wednesday,â he says.Â
âItâs Thursday, Jake.â
âNo, itâsââ he freezes, and you donât know if heâs tipsy or stupid, but it takes him a minute to come to the same conclusion: it is indeed Thursday. âFuck,â he mutters.
Your lower back meets the edge of the railing, and you sigh, thankfully keeping in the tears. âWhat are you doing with her?â
âWhat the fuck are you doing with Rooster?â he returns much more forcefully. âWhy didnât you call me?â
âI called, I texted, I left voicemails,â you tell him, âBut clearly, she was more important.â
Jakeâs hands pat down his pockets, mouth setting in a frown when he canât find his phone.
âDonât bother. Phone or no phone, you forgot about me because of her. Last time I was here, you were late for one of our dates because of her. You spent fifty percent of our time together stepping away to take her phone calls,â you say, trying and failing to avoid the bitter taste on your tongue. âJust fuck her, Jake, if you havenât already. I only came here to tell you that she can have you.â
Youâve never seen him fall apart the way he does. Youâve never seen the blood drain from his cocky face. Youâve never seen his features break and crack and contort into the vision of pure devastation as they do. His parted mouth mustâve gone dry because his next words come out slightly hoarse.
âYou donât mean that,â he says, but itâs more of a plea than anything. âWhyâŚWhy would youââ He swallows. A wrinkle forms between his brows and he shakes his head. âYou love me. You didnât mean to say that.â
You do love himâterribly soâbut youâre willing to be one of those people who wonât view love as enough if it also means laying you out as a fool. âJakeââ
âTake it back,â he says. His steps are quick, and then youâre trapped where you stand, his hands on either side of your body, gripping the rail. Eyes drill into yours, and for a second, you feel a pang of guilt. âPlease, baby, take it back. She doesnât mean anything to me.â
âAnd I mean less.â
âNo!â he says. âThatâs not true. Youâre everything, ok? You mean everything to me. She was just helping me, thatâs all.â
âHelping you,â you mimic with a roll of your eyes. âHelping you what? Get off?â
With a little whine, Jakeâs head drops between his shoulders, his blond hair brushing your collarbone. âPlease. Please quit saying things like that.â His hands slide closer to your body and land on your hips. You donât push him awayâyou can'tâand his touch softens you ever so slightly.
âThen tell me the truth,â you say. âRight now. Iâm giving you one shot.â
His head snaps up. His eyes flick back and forth between yours, ironically searching for your honesty, as if youâre the liar on trial here.Â
âIt was a surprise,â he tells you. âSheâs a realtor now, and for the last few months sheâs been helping me find a new place, one thatâs bigger than what Iâve got because I was going to ask you to move in with me.â Your heartbeat stutters. A layer of goosebumps coats your arms. When you donât respond, he continues, âI hate missing you. I hate how unfair it is that youâre always the one to come here because I canât fly out at the drop of a hat. I know itâs a big step, but I figured if I had a place, I could show you how great things could be. Thatâs why she and I came here. We were celebrating because Iâm signing on a house first thing tomorrow,â he says. âWell, thatâs why Iâm celebrating, anyway. Sheâs probably celebrating because she just made a decent commission.â
Itâs almost unfair how that new information doesnât make you feel any less of a fool. Had he told you that under any other circumstances, youâd be leaping into his arms, kissing him like youâve been deprived of him for years, repeating âyesâ over and over between those kisses, but you canât. You canât because his explanation doesnât fix everything.Â
âThat still doesnât change that itâs Thursday, not Wednesday,â you say.
âI know, baby. Thatâs my fault. I was so excited, and I was thinking how perfect the timing was that I would be able to pick you up tomorrow and drive you by the house now that itâs officially mine, but I fucked it up.â
Jakeâs thumbs press into your hips, and youâre instantly reminded of each moment in your relationship when youâve felt that same light pressure on your skin. A gentle claiming. The same pressure you felt when you agreed to be his girlfriend. The same pressure you feel whenever youâre in bed together.Â
You sense eyes on you other than your boyfriendâs, and when you turn your head, you find his ex staring right at you, an expression on her face that you wish you could say wasnât one of distress, but it is. And worse, itâs obviously not distress for herself, but for Jake, as if sheâs hoping she wasnât just a contributor to a bomb dropping on his life.Â
Jakeâs busy staring at you despite your averted gaze, and in a monotone voice, you say, âShe feels bad.â
He doesnât follow your eyes. âBecause she knows Iâve been doing this all for you.â
You blink. Your hand runs down your face before sifting through the strands of your hair. âYou really want me to live with you?â
âOf course I do,â he tells you. Heâs shaking his head, but you know itâs because he thinks any idea that he wouldnât want you to be blasphemous. His hand cups your chin. âI love you.â
With a sigh, you push aside the rollercoaster of emotions, the misunderstandings that lead to frustration and hurt, and look him directly in the eye. And where moments ago you thought you saw lies, you see honestly. Where you thought you saw betrayal, you see love.Â
âCan I see it?â
â
Itâs smallâa two-bedroom with a little driveway, the shingle siding painted a blue-gray shade that is more blue than gray; bundles of flowers bloom in the boxes under the windows; a bay window protrudes from the side of the structure facing the beach. And itâs perfect.
You can imagine building a life here. You can picture a dog that youâll have to build a fence for and children years later that will have you reinforcing the fence because theyâll probably be like their father, and Jake didnât choose to be a pilot because of his lack of adventurous nature. You look at this house and you can see the core of a family. A house that, no matter how far you go for Jakeâs job, will always be home base.
Jake is leaning around you so you can both watch the house from the passenger seat window. âIâd offer to show you around, but I donât get the keys until morning.â
âItâs ok,â you tell him. âI donât need to see inside.â
When you say that, he falls back into his seat. The back of his head presses against the headrest. His fingers squeeze the steering wheel with his sigh of defeat. âYou donât like it.â
Shifting your body to face him, you say, âJake, I love it.â
Just like that, his eyes brighten like a pouting child who was just offered a lollipop, and you canât help but chuckle. You canât help but forget everything that happened earlier in the night, all of it seeming so insignificant now, even though you know itâs not, and you both know that if he ever makes the same mistake again, heâll have hell to pay. But something tells you that wonât be a problem.Â
âEnough to live with me?â he asks.
You nod. âEnough to live with you.â
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Something that goes without saying is how uncertain Logan really is about sleeping in the same space as another person. Sure, he'll commit to the fun beforehandâŚ.The foreplay, the sex, the highs.
But the inevitable act of sleeping beside someone, terrifies him.
We see it in Origin, we see it in Days of Future Past. Sometimes while Logan is sleeping, his claws come out when he feels under duress. Nightmares are a common occurrence for this man, not a night goes by where he isn't waking in the dead of night to the ghost of his past.
And I'd like to think of all the Logans running around the multiverse, that the Worst!Logan has surely been through some things. He's never experienced true rest. Not until he met you.
âI'll sleep on the couch.â Its common at the beginning of whatever the dynamic between the two of you is. Logan ends up back at your cafe, or in your living-room, bathroom, kitchen or bedâbut he never stays beside you for longer than a few minutes after. Not because he doesn't crave that intimacy or true human connection, but because the idea of losing you to his own mutation truly scares the ever-living fuck out of him.
But one night, you catch him off-guard. So off guard that Logan doesn't even have a counter proposal ready.
âIll join you,â You beam, padding down the hallway with your blanket and pillow wrapped in your arms. âSomethings bothing you and with friends like me and Wade, that shits gonna come up eventually,â You ramble. As you sit beside Logan on the lounge he slept on more often than his own bed, he catches a glimpse of a few noticeable scars on your back. Scars where his claws had once accidentally taken over in an otherwise romantic moment between the two of you. âSo, get talking pops.â
âDon't call me pops.â Logan sighs as he opens his body up for you to snuggle up against him. âIt's nothing I can't handle, didn't anyone ever tell you not to stick your nose where it doesn't belong?â
âAre you trying to tell me that I don't belong here?â You counter quickly, playing Loganâs logic against himself. âMe? Resident of this timeline? Doesn't belong right here next to you?â
âGo fuck yourself,â Logan smiles all the while trying to keep his brooding man mask on. But with you he feels ever atom of his being igniting with desire and unconditional love. âI worry I'll hurt you, while I'm sleeping,â Logan explains as you listen to his heartbeat inside his chest. Snuggled on the lounge in your apartment. âYou don't know how much that thought terrifies me.â
âHmm,â You hum in response. âPerhaps the question you should be asking yourself Lo, is what if the nightmares, what if the fear stops, when you allow yourself to rest with someone you love?â It was a bold word to use, and even though it was rarely, if ever used, there wasn't another word in the English language to describe how Logan felt about you. Or how you felt about him.
And its a thought that's never crossed Logans mind before. He frowns, thinking it over in the late-night silence. You fall asleep there, right with your head on Logans chest as he tru thinks.
Only to wake up in a tangled mess of sheets, with Logan snorning next to you as the early morning sun kisses his golden, aging skin. Its the first night in years he hasn't woken in screaming terror.
âTell me told you so and I'll turn you into a skewer.â Logan mumbles as you pepper him with kisses across his exposed back.
âI think I'll take my chances with you, Lo,â You chuckle to yourself. âI'll make you some coffee.â
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đ staring. Kim Mingyu & Jeon Wonwoo x afab!Reader
đŽ preview. âMy new therapist says itâs healthy behavior to let Wonwoo do what he wants to do ever so often,â you explain, watching Wonwoo beat Seungcheol at the arm wrestling and proceed to down two shots in celebration. âIâm not sure how she can think him coming to frats, getting drunk, and getting into pissing contests is healthy, but hey, itâs not my job to counsel power holders.â
tw/cw. Threesome, unprotected sex, dirty talk, fingering, dry humping, horny!gyu, dom!wonwoo, Wonwoo tells virgin!Gyu what to do, hand job, Wonwoo using his power to help y/n ride Mingyu, manhandling, size kink, groping, nipple pinching, praise, degradation, voyeurism, pussy stretching, cream pie, multiple reader orgasms, etc⌠I pet names: (hers) gorgeous & baby.
đšÂ rating.18+ explicit I wc. 8.8k
đ aus. superpower au, uni au, etcâŚ
âď¸Â mlist + an. I was thirsting for another Meanie fic and I came up with this super power, I'd never seen it before and I thought it would be fun :)
Prologue:
âWe thought she just had an active imagination,â your mother explained, reaching over to grab your hand and give it a soft squeeze. âMost kids show signs of powers when theyâre six or seven, sheâs ten now, so we just thought maybe she wouldnât have any. Her father is a none-supe, so we came to terms with it years ago.â
The doctor was looking over your family file, and she nodded softly, looking up at your mother, then to you. âWhen did you first see signs that these imaginary friends of hers werenât just in her own head?â
âThere were little things,â your mother admitted. âI was cooking one night and she was drawing. When I looked again, the paper next to her had this image on it- a completely different art style to what she had been doing. When I asked her who drew it, she told me that Mingyu had.â
âMingyu is one of her imaginary friends, correct?â
âYes, she has Mingyu, who at first was described as the âgoodâ one, and Wonwoo, the âbad.ââ
âSomething akin to an angel and devil on your shoulder,â the doctor nodded.Â
âExactly.â
âAfter the art incident?â
âShe was outside one day, tossing a ball around, and the ball bounced back to her, like some invisible person had thrown it back. At first, we thought maybe she had some sort of telekinesis, but she told me she was playing catch with Wonwoo.â
âSo this was the first instance you saw proof that one of her imaginary friends could actually manipulate real-life objects, correct?â
âYes.â
The doctor leaned back in her chair. âAre there any other events that have happened that push you to believe these imaginary friends of hers are real and itâs not a telekinesis power?â
âWell, y/n fell off her bike last week. Her knee was all scraped up. I was about to run and get bandages when this soft glow appeared over her knee. The scrape disappeared and she told me that Mingyu had healed her.â
âVery interesting.â The doctor had looked at you then, rolling forward on her chair. âCan I see your knee, please?â
You lifted the hem of your dress, showing your leg. There wasnât so much as a scratch where Mingyu had healed you, and your âimaginary friendâ leaned over the doctor's shoulder to inspect his work.Â
âCan one of these imaginary friends move an object in the room for us?â The doctor had asked next. âPerhaps, a book on the shelf over there?â
âWonwoo can do that,â youâd nodded, gazing over at the boy your age who was leaning by the door, a disinterested look on his face.
With a sigh, heâd approached the bookshelf, reaching for a copy of War and Peace. The book had clattered to the ground.
âI donât like being paraded around like this,â Wonwoo had mumbled, crossing his arms over his chest.
âVery interesting,â the doctor nodded. âIt appears there might be some power at work here. Iâve never heard of a power like this one- two imaginary friends, one of which has healing abilities. Iâll make a note of it, and we will see how the power progresses with age. Itâs possible as your daughter grows, so will the strength of these friends of hers.â
âDo you meanâŚâ Your mother looked down at you nervously. âIs it possible weâll ever see these friends ourselves? Or do you think theyâll stay invisible forever?â
âItâs anyoneâs guess on that. As I said, Iâve never seen a power like this one. All we can do is wait and see what happens.â
oneÂ
Youâre seated on a musty old couch in the middle of a loud frat party, and a large part of you really doesnât want to be here. Even with your friend Joshua keeping you company, youâre not here for yourself, and that always feels obvious to those around you.
Your gaze keeps shifting to Wonwoo, whoâs having the time of his life. Heâd done a keg stand the moment youâd arrived, and now, heâs in the middle of an arm wrestle with Seungcheol, the frat president, who, like your dark protector, also has a strength power variation.
Dino, a new pledge approaches you, handing a fresh cup of alcohol to Joshua. Like you, Dinoâs eyes are locked on Wonwoo. âTell me again why that dude isnât part of the frat? Iâve never seen anyone go toe to toe with Seungcheol like this.â
âShould I tell him, or do you want to?â Joshua grins, bumping his shoulder against your own.
âYou can tell him,â you sigh. In the past ten years since you found out you had an unusual power, youâve gotten tired of explaining it.
âDino, this is y/n, y/n this is Dino. Dino, y/n has a power where she has two imaginary friends, except, these days, theyâre not so imaginary,â Joshua begins. âWonwoo is one of y/nâs imaginary friends-â
âWonwoo prefers the term companions,â you quip.
âRight, one of her companions,â Joshua corrects himself. âHeâs got super strength like Cheol does. The reason Wonwooâs not in the frat is because he canât go more than a ten-meter radius from y/n, heâs tethered to her.â
âThatâs a weird power,â Dino muses.
âDonât be rude,â Joshua snaps, smacking the pledgeâs arm. âAnyways, y/nâs not a huge fan of frats, so Wonwoo canât join because she wonât be caught dead here more than once, maybe twice, a week.â
âMy new therapist says itâs healthy behavior to let Wonwoo do what he wants to do ever so often,â you explain, watching Wonwoo beat Seungcheol at the arm wrestling and proceed to down two shots in celebration. âIâm not sure how she can think him coming to frats, getting drunk, and getting into pissing contests is healthy, but hey, itâs not my job to counsel power holders.â
âYou said you have two uh⌠companions, whereâs the other?â Dino asks, looking around.
âMingyuâs staying inside tonight, he doesnât agree with this sort of thing,â you sigh.
âStaying in?â Dinoâs brows furrow in confusion. âI thought you said there was a radius thing?â
âStaying in here.â You tap your head.Â
âHeâs⌠inside your head?â Dinoâs face scrunches up in something like disgust. âYou have a dude in your head right now?â
Before you can answer, another frat boy comes running up. Seungkwan looks frazzled, his shirt haphazardly buttoned, eyes wide. âY/N!â he bellows. âQuick, I need Mingyu! Some kid is greening out and puking in the bathroom upstairs!â
In an instant, your light protector appears next to you. Mingyu stands up quickly, face already shadowed with concern. âShow me where.â
âJesus-â Dino jumps from the sudden emergence of the six-foot-two brick wall of a man.Â
âCome on,â Mingyu urges, grabbing your hand to pull you from the couch. You let out an annoyed groan as he drags you through the crowd after Seungkwan, leaving Joshua and Dino in your wake.
You arrive to the second-floor bathroom, and you wait outside while Mingyu goes to investigate. Ever since the frat found out Mingyu has healing powers, they call on him for any sort of drunken mistake, including greening out. One touch from Mingyu can clear nausea, and thatâs just the tip of the iceberg when it comes to his powers.
Youâre at a university dedicated to helping people train their abilities, and yet, you often feel like an outsider. It had been clear that youâd been struggling when you arrived, after all, you yourself donât have any overt powers other than being connected to two men with astounding abilities, and thatâs when youâd been assigned a therapist.
This whole âdo things for Wonwoo and Mingyuâ idea has been a lot to wrap your head around, but youâre trying to make it work-
Wonwoo bounds up the stairs, his eyes alight with anger. âWhat are you two doing up here?â he practically growls.
âMingyuâs helping some kid who greened out,â you explain.
âOf course he is, fucking knight in shining armor. Doesnât he know this is my night? Heâs ruining it with good deeds- pulled me away from beer pong.â
You sigh. âDiscuss this with him.â
âI will,â Wonwoo states, pushing past you to enter the bathroom.
Releasing a deep breath, you sink against the wall, listening to the two men argue. Their words are muffled by the loud music that thrums through the house, and you donât particularly care to know the details of their heated exchange.
Youâre exhausted, and after looking at your phone for the time, you decide enough is enough. Pushing your head into the bathroom, you find Mingyu and Wonwoo holding each other by the front of their shirts, and their argument stops the moment you appear.
âItâs past midnight, I want to leave,â you sigh.
âBut-â Wonwoo begins.
âThatâs a good idea!â Mingyu grins.
âWonwoo, I know this is your night, and Iâm sorry, but I just canât do this right now.â
Wonwoo frowns at your words, then releases Mingyu. âFine, whatever. Letâs just go.â
two
âYou seem agitated,â the therapist notes, watching the way Mingyu is fidgeting on the couch.
âItâs justâŚâ he casts a sideways glance at you and Wonwoo, seated next to him with noise canceler headphones on, âI worry that they can hear me.â
âI can promise you they canât. The noise cancellers are playing loud music. This is your time to talk with me.â
âStillâŚâ Mingyu frowns, âit feels weird.â
âWe can ask Wonwoo to go back inside y/nâs head if youâd like.â
âI donât want that either, Wonwoo prefers to be outside.â
The therapist looks down at her notes. âTell me more about that. What does being âinsideâ feel like.â
âItâs dark,â Mingyu explains. âI canât really explain it. Wonwoo and I donât sleep, so I donât know what sleep is like- but Iâm pretty sure itâs not just dark boredom the way being inside feels.â
âDo you both have a preference for being âoutâ then?â
âI mean⌠itâs a whole lot nicer than being in.â
âHave you ever discussed this with y/n?â The therapist cocks her head, and itâs clear sheâs trying to understand, but Mingyuâs still not used to her.
âNo. She has enough on her plate, especially now with the whole âgive Wonwoo time to do what he wants to doâ thing.â Mingyu looks down at his hands, and he picks at his skin.
âI take it you donât enjoy doing what Wonwoo wants to do.â
âNo, and neither does y/n. My night in control is all about good food, relaxing, and watching Netflix. Wonwooâs night in control is frat parties, keg stands, and getting into fights.â
âSounds like comfort versus destruction.â
âDestructive is a good word to describe Wonwoo,â Mingyu admits.Â
âAside from your feelings on frat parties and keg stands and fights, do you think you each having time to choose whatâs happening has been beneficial?â
Mingyu thinks about it for a moment. âWonwoo has been less of a dick lately.âÂ
âThatâs good news.â The therapist jots down some notes. âIf I may, from the way I understand y/nâs power, you and Wonwoo are both parts of her. Opposing parts, but parts nonetheless. Do you think itâs possible that seeing as youâre both parts of her, thereâs some part of y/n, perhaps even some part of you, that enjoys frat parties?â
Mingyu only shrugs.
âFrom what I understand, you mostly stay in during Wonwooâs controlled times. If you werenât so focused on disagreeing with his morals, or whatever it is you do disagree with, are there things about frat parties that you might like?â
âMaybe.â Mingyu picks at his skin again. âI do like to dance.â
âWhat if I challenge you to be out more at frat parties, to let loose and give it a chance?â
âIâll do it because youâre asking me to, but Iâm not sure how good it will feel.â
âMaybe thatâs something to discuss at our next one-on-one.â
Mingyu can only shrug. Heâs been tied to Wonwoo for over ten years now, and he doubts much could change the destructive, obnoxious way he views your darker half.
three
When youâd been accepted to a superpower-focused university, youâd been enrolled in things that would benefit both Mingyu and Wonwooâs powers. For Wonwoo, you have to go to the gym with him and watch him lift obscene amounts of weight. The gym isnât your favorite place, but at least you can get a workout while he trains. For Mingyu, on the other hand, heâs doing healer training in the hospital, and due to doctor-patient confidentiality, youâre stuck sitting in the hallway outside the exam room where he heals people.Â
Itâs quite boring.Â
The one shining grace is that Wonwoo often sits with you, and the two of you watch anime on your phone together. Although Wonwoo doesnât complain as much as he used to about being bored, you can tell from his slouched stance and heavy sighs that heâs just as tired of this whole thing as you are.
âYou know,â you say, nudging him between episodes, âyou donât have to sit with me.â
âIf you have to be here, I have to be here.â
âYou can go back inside, I wouldnât blame you.â
âIâm entertaining, youâre less bored when Iâm here,â Wonwoo insists. âWaiting for Mingyu is boring. You werenât bored at the frat though, because frats are infinitely more fun than hospitals.â
âIt might be boring,â you admit, âbut⌠either way, itâs nice to see you both thriving. I think this therapy thing has been helpful with seeing all sides of this power.â
âAs long as youâre thriving too,â Wonwoo notes, casting you a sideways glance. âIt will be girls' night soon- you can have a whole night without us.â
âFor real this time?â You narrow your eyes at the man who had âpopped outâ during your last girls' night. While you enjoy Wonwooâs company, both he and Mingyu make it very difficult to have female friends, who always get caught up in a sense of longing for the gorgeous men.Â
âFor real,â Wonwoo sighs.Â
âGood, because if I get propositioned by one of my friends again for them to get a chance to sleep with one of you, I might just poke my eye out with a fork.â
Wonwoo lets out a soft chuckle. âMaybe thatâs something you want to talk about with the therapist in your next session.â
âMaybe it is,â you huff, hating whenever Wonwoo says something thatâs actually valid.
Your eyes turn back to your phone, where the anime has progressed through its recap and intro. As boring as sitting in a hospital for hours is, Wonwoo does make it a little bit easier.
four
Wonwoo appreciates Mingyu staying inside your head for his therapy sessions. Itâs less stress having only you seated next to him, your noise cancellers on, your head leaned back, eyes closed. He thinks you might be sleeping, and heâs happy you can rest while his psyche is getting poked and prodded by the therapist.Â
âHow are your classes going?âÂ
âFine,â Wonwoo murmurs.
âElaborate on the word fine.â
He shrugs. âFine. Not good, not bad. Just⌠fine.â
âWhatâs the not good aspect of that?â
Wonwoo looks up at the therapist. He doesnât want to open up, but youâve encouraged him that this is the place to do it.
With a loud sigh, he leans back against the couch. âI guess⌠last week we had a class about prospective jobs for people with strength powers, and I donât know⌠all the other guys have options. They could join superhero teams, make a difference- and I canât.â
âYou canât?â
âNo, I canât,â Wonwoo repeats. âIâm tied to y/n. Anywhere I go, she has to be within a ten-meter radius. I couldnât run into danger and worry about her getting hurt. Sheâs my priority, not anyone else. No matter how much I want to do more with my power- I canât.â
The therapist cocks her head at him, assessing him with analytic eyes. âIt sounds like youâre saying you feel like perhaps your skills are being⌠repressed, in a way.â
âI guess you could say that.â Wonwoo looks down. âI just⌠itâs not as bad for Mingyu. He could get a job at a hospital and y/n would be safe there. Sheâd be bored out of her fucking mind. But she wouldnât be in danger. Iâm starting to think thatâs the best path forward, as much as I hate to admit it.â
âDo you think y/n would prefer that path?â
âI donât know. Havenât talked about it with her.â
âFor three people so closely tied together, it seems as though thereâs not as much communication about the important things as there could be.â
âWe talk,â Wonwoo insists.
âWhen was the last time you all talked about something important?â
Wonwoo can feel hot anger bubbling up inside of him, but luckily, he has a quick example. âWe talked about how we feel about this whole sharing time thing.â
âAnd?â
âMingyu and I both like it, but⌠as much as y/n says sheâs okay with it, Iâm pretty sure itâs draining her to be bored all the time.â
âEarlier you said being tied to y/n has restrictions, do you think being tied to the two of you has restrictions for y/n too?â
âClearly it does.â Wonwoo rolls his eyes. âSome days, I think sheâd prefer to be powerless and be at a regular university.â
âHas she ever voiced that to you?â
âShe never would, even if she felt it. No matter what it might look like to outsiders, the three of us care about each other. Or⌠well, I care about y/n, and so does Mingyu, and she cares about us.â
âYou and Mingyu still havenât been getting along I take it.â
âNope.â
âAnd yet, Mingyu is inside right now. Heâs giving you space to have a private conversation, which is a grace you donât return when itâs his chance to talk with me one-on-one.â
âI hate being inside her head.â Wonwoo has never told you this, but most nights, when you go to sleep, he waits for you to be fully passed out before coming out again. He sits on the couch, watches anime- Mingyuâs gotten on his case for it a number of times, but Wonwoo hates boredom like he hates sand, hot weather, and the way Mingyu hums to himself when he cooks for you. âI donât like being inside,â Wonwoo states again, more firmly this time.
âIf you had your preference, how often would you be out?â
The answer comes quickly, âA hundred percent of the time.â
âAnd this is not something you can talk about with y/n?â
âIt would make her uncomfortable,â Wonwoo says. âShe never talks about it, but- sheâd never had a proper relationship, she canât with two dudes in her head or hanging around all day. I bet she canât even touch herself without worrying me or Mingyu will pop out- I can imagine it would be very uncomfortable, and if I asked to be out all the time, it would put even more pressure on her. I donât want that.â
âYou care about her a lot.â
Wonwoo doesnât see the need in responding.
The therapist clicks her pen. âDo you often think about these things? About⌠y/nâs sexual restrictions due to you and Mingyu?â
A wave of heated anger flashed over Wonwooâs skin at the question. âIâm not a fucking pervert.â
âI never said you were, Iâm just trying to understand the way this unique power affects that aspect of y/nâs life, of your life. Humans are sexual beings, and repression of desires like that can lead to anyone being pent up and frustrated.â
âIf youâre asking if Iâm a virgin, Iâm not.â
âNo?â
âY/Nâs had sleepovers with other girls since coming to university. More than one of her friends has propositioned me.â
âHow frequent are these⌠encounters?â
âNot at all now. Y/N was getting upset with her friends falling for me, and sometimes I felt it was unfair to the girl. I can never have a relationship. On top of that, I felt bad keeping it a secret from y/n.â Wonwoo lets out a sigh. âItâs better for everyone if I keep it in my pants.â
five
Girls' night is going very well so far. You and two friends have already watched a movie, and now, while checking for your next rom-com, youâre all chatting about classes.
Jenni has ice powers, and sheâs progressed an astounding amount already with how long she can use them. Yeji, on the other hand, can manipulate sound waves, and there have been all sorts of weird ways sheâs adapted that for offensive and defensive situations.
It sucks sometimes to listen to them gush about their powers while you donât really have any of your own. Besides Mingyu and Wonwoo, you feel like youâre just y/n. You yourself have no super strength or healing, no mind reading or telekinesis- youâre⌠just y/n, and in a university surrounded by amazing power wielders, it can be hard to hold your head high.
âAnyways, enough about us,â Jenni says, turning her eyes to you, âHow are Wonwoo and Mingyu doing? I heard Mingyuâs one of the top healing power students this year.â
âYeah, theyâre doing good,â you shrug. âWeâve been spending more time at the hospital, Mingyu seems happy to be helping people.â
âHeâs definitely the good one,â Yeji nods, flashing a grin at Jenni. âAre they gonna pop by tonight? Theyâre both uh⌠really hot.â
âI donât think so⌠this is girls' night.â
You donât miss the way Yeji frowns or the way she exchanges a glance with Jenni.Â
âAnyways,â you turn to the TV, âshould we start our movie?â
The girls nod and you begin to watch your next rom-com. You try to enjoy having just girl time, but soon, you start to get hungry.Â
âHow do you feel about ramen?â you ask.
âOooh yum!â Yejiâs eyes brighten at the idea, and you immediately stand to go to the kitchen.
You havenât even reached for a pot to boil water when you feel a presence beside you, and you turn to look up at Mingyu.
âYou guys need a cook?â he grins.Â
You let out a sigh, turning to see if Yeji and Jenni have noticed Mingyu, but theyâre leaning together discussing classes.
âGyu,â you whisper, âYou shouldnât be here.â
âBut I thought maybe youâd wanna relax and I could cook?â
âWait-â you narrow your eyes at him, âthis is the second time in two weeks youâve popped up at the exact time something was convenient for you. First with someone getting sick at the frat, and now with cooking-â
Mingyu looks guilty, and you cross your arms over your chest, waiting for him to explain himself. âLook⌠my uh⌠my power has been getting a little better and I kind of have a general sense for your thoughts when Iâm in your head now.â
âWhat!?â You canât help the way your voice raises, and you see Jenni and Yeji whip to look at you from over the couch. âSince when!?â
âJust for a bit-â Mingyu raises his hands in defense. âLook, I especially didnât hear anything about Yeji calling me hot like two seconds ago.â
Now youâre mortified, and one look at your friendâs pink face shows you she is too-
Before you can say another word, Wonwoo appears, and he gives you a once over, then Mingyu. âI uh⌠sensed a disturbance in the force.â
Heâs such a nerd, and in an odd way, he actually calms you down a little. âYou know what? Fuck it. Mingyu, you can cook for us, but when youâre done, youâre both going to my room and wearing headphones and not eavesdropping on my girls' night!â
âOkay, you got it.â Mingyu turns to begin making the ramen, and before you can go to join your friends, Wonwoo grabs your arms.
âUh, sorry about this,â he apologizes, and youâre shocked heâs apologizing for Mingyuâs behavior. âNeither of us really like being âinside,â I think⌠he was just looking for an excuse not to be cooped up.â
âIâm very sorry,â Mingyu says over his shoulder.
âLook- we can talk about all of this later,â you sigh, trying to process what Wonwoo just said. âPlease just- this is my night, yeah?â
âYeah.â Wonwoo nods. âWeâll try not to be a bother.â
six
At this point, youâre pretty sure neither Wonwoo or Mingyu can hear you talking to the therapist, after all, whenever you have the headphones on, everything else is muted by music. Even so, if they were to hear you, part of you wouldnât care.
âIt was girlsâ night,â you state. âGirlsâ night. My night. And even though I asked them to stay inside and not interrupt, they still popped out! And it turns out, their powers have been getting better, so now, even when theyâre inside, they can sense my thoughts?! I have no privacy! Itâs a disaster!â
âDeep breaths,â the therapist encourages you. âI can see why that would be frustrating.â
âVery frustrating!â You let out a deep sigh, and youâre shocked when it helps calm you down. âThe thing that really bugs me though- is Wonwoo said they donât like being inside.â
âWhat about that bugs you?â
âBecause now I feel bad- now I feel like Iâm being a bad friend whenever I ask them to go back inside- but, a girl needs alone time. She needs girl time- without two hot guys walking around and making her friends drool and go all googly-eyed!â
âWhat about your friends ogling Mingyu and Wonwoo frustrates you?â
âI guess- itâs more than the fact that theyâre both hot,â you admit. âI think- sometimes I think I feel lesser to begin with because I donât have any overt powers. I feel powerless in a university of power holders. Itâs hard to make friends if you canât do anything flashy- I never know if girls are friends with me for me, or for them.â
âLet's touch on that feeling of being lesser for a moment, then we can circle back to everything else,â your therapist suggests. âYou said you feel powerless, although, the way I see it, you have two top-tier protectors. Mingyu is the highest-ranked in his healing classes, and his professors say heâs extremely gifted. And Wonwoo is strong, heâll protect you no matter what.â
âBut those are their powers, not mine.â
âThey only exist because of you. Have you ever thought about your future after this? After school?â
âNot extensively,â you admit.
âHow would you feel about being outside an operating room, about Mingyu being the main breadwinner and using his powers to take care of you?â
This isnât something youâve ever considered, and the notion takes you by surprise.Â
âMany people use their powers to make a living, Mingyu is no different, and since heâs an extension of you, allowing him to use his power to take care of things would be moral, it would be natural even, donât you think?â
âAre you suggesting I be a pretty little stay-at-home powerless tether to a healer?â you ask.
âItâs one possible outcome if thatâs something youâd be interested in.â The therapist cocks her head at you. âYou enrolled in this university, obviously you care about Wonwoo and Mingyu furthering their powers- I would find it difficult to see you go through all of this only to get a regular job that doesnât utilize them.â
âI really have not thought that far ahead.â
âThink that far ahead for a moment. Tell me your ideal situation.â
You sit there, thinking. The Mingyu outcome sheâd just painted was interesting, so you dare to consider a Wonwoo option. Could you go with him on hero missions? No. He wouldnât let you. The Wonwoo path wouldnât be good for anyone. Wonwoo gets distracted enough about your safety when you try new weight machines.
âMaybe⌠maybe going forward with Mingyuâs healing career would be good.âÂ
âHealers with the aptitude he has go far in this life,â your therapist notes. âYou wouldnât have to worry about money, or getting hurt.â
âBut what aboutâŚâ You bite your tongue. When Mingyu and Wonwoo had first become visible to others when you were fourteen, it felt like a dream, but when youâd been sixteen and unable to spend time with boys for fear of one appearing- youâd started to realize the downside to having two constant protectors. You try not to think about having a relationship too often, but now that youâre being asked to consider your future, you know youâd be happier to have someone in your life five years from now- even a week from now if that was possible.
âWhat are you thinking?â the therapist asks.
âJust that⌠as years go by, I feel like my hopes for getting a boyfriend diminish more and more. If weâre talking about my future, the one thing I know for sure is that I want someone to share it with.â
âYou have someone. Two someones, in fact.â
Your heart skips a beat in your chest. âAre you suggestingâŚâ
The therapist shrugs, sending you a girlie smile, one Yeji has sent your way multiple times before. âAre you interested in either of them that way?â
âI mean⌠sure⌠look at them.â You cast a sideways glance at Wonwoo, then Mingyu. âBut⌠would it be weird to do that? Theyâre part of me, arenât they?â
âSelf-love and acceptance is the most important part of life, or so many Yogiâs say.â
âYeah, but⌠I donât know, Iâve always thought maybe that would be crossing a line.â
âWhat line?â
âAn invisible one?â you suggest, not quite having the words to explain it yourself.Â
âListen, I understand why this might be daunting. It would change the dynamic, as Iâm sure you know, but, if you are looking to be romantic with someone, or two someones, I know that it would be hard to find a man who would care about you and want to take care of you the way Mingyu and Wonwoo do.â
âIs it okay for you to be suggesting this?â you ask.
âMy job is to further your development, to straighten out any roughness in this dynamic. Iâve not shared this with you yet, but my power is to see auras. Whenever you talk about Mingyu or Wonwoo, your aura lightens, itâs a sign of love. Theirs lighten when theyâre talking about you too. Wonwooâs in particular is quite dark, but whenever you come up, heâs shockingly thoughtful and candid. Mingyuâs easy to read, as Iâm sure you know. They both care about you, and you care about them.â
âI guess- if they feel that way, why havenât they ever said anything?â
âYouâre the boss, y/n, I think sometimes maybe you forget that.â
seven
If thereâs one thing all three of you can agree on, itâs anime. Nights spent watching shows together are always very civil, and you enjoy the peace of this, even as you begin to get a little sleepy.
When you yawn for the third time, Mingyu turns to you. âDo you want to go to bed?â
âNah, not bed, I think I just need a nap,â you explain. âBut donât worry, you donât have to go back inside, I can just⌠curl up here and rest for a bit.â
You and Mingyu are on the main couch, with Wonwoo on the solo seater just next to you. You lay down, but Mingyuâs so big and takes up half of the space, so your feet end up haphazardly on top of his lap, and itâs not the most comfortable position.
âDo you want me to be the big spoon?â Mingyu suggests.
âThat would be nice,â you admit.
You donât often get that close to Mingyu and Wonwoo, but on rare occasions, when youâre feeling an extra need for protective energy, youâve found yourself as a little spoon.
Carefully getting behind you, Mingyu opens up the space so you can stretch your legs. A soft sigh escapes you as you curl up to the pillow, with Mingyuâs warmth heating your back.Â
You close your eyes, and while you are able to rest, you arenât able to fall asleep.
Your mind is too full of thoughts about your last therapy session. Now that a professional has given you the go-ahead to explore things sexually with your two protectors, itâs frequently at the forefront of your mind. Having Mingyuâs strong body behind you isnât helping any of these dirty thoughts, and you do your best to readjust slightly, trying to get into the most comfortable position in the hopes that youâll pass out.
âYou good?â Wonwoo asks.Â
âYou seem fidgety,â Mingyu notes.Â
âJust thinking,â you sigh.Â
Wonwoo casts you a glance. âAbout?âÂ
âJustâŚâ Should you tell them? âI guess I had a kind of weird chat in therapy yesterday.â
âOur therapist is definitely a little unconventional,â Wonwoo agrees, and from the look on his face, you can tell heâs had an interesting chat or too as well.
âDo you want to tell us what happened?â Mingyu asks softly, his hand soothing against your arm.
âWe were talking about the future,â you explain. âShe asked what I wanted with my life. I hadnât thought about it much before, but⌠I did tell her that one thing Iâve always wanted is a relationship. I donât see myself getting old and being alone, you know?â
âYouâll never be alone,â Mingyu assures you, wrapping his arm tight around you to pull you close to his chest. âWeâll always be here with you.â
âAnd thatâs the thing,â you let out a small laugh. âIâm out here wishing for a life partner, when I already have two.â
The room goes quiet, neither of your protectors say anything. You hear Mingyu take in a sharp breath, and Wonwoo looks at the man over your shoulder. Thereâs an unspoken communication between the two of them, and then Wonwooâs eyes meet yours.
âWhat are you saying, y/n?â he asks.
âI guess⌠what Iâm saying isâŚâ You take a deep breath, mustering up your courage. âWhat if⌠what if we gave it a try?â
âGave it a try?â Mingyu repeats.
âYou know, it.â You look at him over your shoulder, willing him to understand.
âI think you need to spell it out for him,â Wonwoo chuckles. âHeâs such a goody toe shoes he doesnât get that youâre propositioning us for sex.â
âSheâs what?â Mingyuâs lips part in confusion, and he looks between you and Wonwoo.
âI mean, unless you donât want to-â Youâre quick to try to back out of this, feeling anxious that youâd ever even brought it up.
âWe want to,â Wonwoo assures you. âMingyuâs been in love with you since we were sixteen.â
âHave you really?â you ask, blinking up at your bright protector.Â
âI uh⌠wellâŚâ Mingyu stammers, his skin turning a cute shade of pink.
âAnd what about you, Wonwoo?â you turn, looking at the stoic man. âAre you in love with me too?â
âIâm the bad one, remember?â Wonwoo smirks. âAs if Iâd get sappy like he does.â
âI feel like thatâs a yes,â you grin, heart thundering in your chest at this new development. âHow come neither of you ever said anything.â
âWeâre not big fans of putting pressure on you,â Mingyu says softly.
âIt would also change things,â Wonwoo notes.
âYeah, but, part of me thinks it would change things for the better,â you admit.
âSoâŚâ Wonwoo pauses your show, turning to face you and Mingyu. âAre we going to do this?â
You swallow the lump in your throat, giving a quick nod.
âYeah?â Behind you, Mingyu presses closer, his hand caressing your arm again, his breath hot along your throat. âAre you sure?â
âIâm sure.â
âI think he wants to hear you say it,â Wonwoo grins. âWe both do.â
âI wantâŚâ your words falter, but youâre quick to steady yourself even as Mingyu rubs his clothed cock against your ass. âI want you both to fuck me.â
Mingyu presses his lips to your neck, itâs a soft kiss, but it sets your body on fire. You let out a sigh of delight, tilting your head to give him more access. Tingles of pleasure erupt across you as he continues to press his gentle lips to your skin, his hand slipping down to cup your hip.
He squeezes you, almost enough to hurt, and itâs a rough motion from your generally gentle giant- it betrays how he feels, how deeply he wants you, and it makes you moan in excitement.
âWe should move into the bedroom,â Wonwoo directs, standing from the single sofa. âCome on,â he reaches down for you, easily lifting you from Mingyu, who lets out an annoyed whine.
Sometimes you forget Wonwoo has the power of strength, and he carries you like you weigh nothing. His gaze is forward, his intentions set on getting to your bed, and itâs so incredibly sexy you think you might die.
âHow do you want to do this?â Wonwoo asks softly.
âHmm?â Youâre a little shocked at the question, and it takes you a moment to even register it. âOh, uh⌠no anal?â
Wonwoo laughs, looking down at you with those pretty eyes of his. âYeah, that feels a little advanced for you.â
âFuck you, I can be advanced!â
âSure you can, just not tonight.â Wonwoo places you on the bed, and Mingyu, who had been following the two of you, is quick to big spoon you again, his lips returning to your throat.
Your eyes are on Wonwoo, and after a moment of watching you, he gets onto the bed too, facing you.
âYou sure youâre ready for this?â he asks, cupping your cheek.
âUh huh.â
Wonwoo only laughs, shaking his head slightly before he brings his mouth to your own. Itâs a soft kiss, and it takes you off guard. Behind you, Mingyu is getting more and more restless, all hands and tongue- but Wonwoo, in contrast, feels as cool, calm and collected as a cucumber.
At this point, Mingyu is practically dry-humping your butt, grinding his front against you and moaning. His sounds are awfully distracting, and you break your kiss with Wonwoo to look over your shoulder at the man who immediately grabs you to bring your lips to his.
Wonwoo lets out a chuckle again. âIâve got good news and bad news. The bad news is, Mingyuâs a virgin. The good news is, that means heâll be easy to teach.â
âIâll be good,â Mingyu murmurs against your lips.
âWait.â You turn to look at Wonwoo again. âHeâs a virgin⌠youâre not?â
âIâm the bad one, you keep forgetting that,â Wonwoo laughs. âItâs not like youâre an angel either.â
Thatâs true, so you choose not to dwell on it. Instead, you grab Mingyuâs hand on your hip, guiding it down to your abdomen, then bellow the waistband of your sweatpants.Â
âDo you want to direct him, or should I?â you challenge Wonwoo, who cocks a brow at your change in tone.
âTouch her pussy, Gyu. Tell me how wet she is.â
Mingyu moans in your ear as his hand explores further down, his fingers brushing over your clit then between your pussy lips. âFuck, sheâs so wet, and so warm-â
âTease her a little. Her clit is at the top, itâs this small, pearl-shaped bud. Girls love it when you play with that. Sheâll be dripping by the time youâre done.â
God, hearing Wonwoo talk like this is taking your breath away, and you squirm as Mingyu does as heâs told, his touch lingering on your clit.
âI found it,â Mingyu groans, pressing his cock against your ass again. âDoes this feel good, baby?â
âFeels so good, Gyu,â you whine, your hands reaching out to grab Wonwooâs broad shoulders like an anchor.Â
Wonwoo watches your every expression. âOnce sheâs wet enough, you can try to slide one of your fingers into that tight pussy of hers. Itâs important to stretch her out since I know youâre packing.â
A shiver runs through you now. Mingyuâs big- you know it in your bones, you feel it against your ass-Â
âCan I?â Mingyu asks, sucking on your ear lobe. âCan I put my finger in your tight, wet pussy?â
You nod. âPlease-â
He teases your opening, and you wait with bated breath for him to finally push in. When he does, you both moan loudly.
âFuck her like that for a bit, then see if she can handle another finger,â Wonwoo instructs next. âWhile youâre doing that⌠how do you feel about stroking me off, gorgeous?â
You swallow thickly, nodding. Then you reach down for Wonwooâs pants, helping him shift them down to his thighs. His cock slaps up against his abdomen, hard as a rock and glistening with precum. Heâs big, on the longer side more than thick, but you donât mind. You grasp him, rubbing your thumb through the precum to spread it across his skin.
âDo you need direction too?â Wonwoo grins at you.
âDonât even try it,â you warn him.
âI was just teasing, you donât seem to mind Mingyuâs teasing.â
âThatâs cuz heâs-â Your words are choked off as Mingyu thrusts his finger in your pussy. âHeâs doing a different kind of teasing.â
âCan I add another?â Mingyu groans in your ear, seemingly oblivious to the bickering between you and Wonwoo.Â
âYeah,â you nod, stroking Wonwoo faster while you wiggle your hips as an open invitation to Mingyu.Â
Two fingers drag through your pussy lips, and when Mingyu pushes them into you, you swear you see stars. You throw your head back, eyes closing in ecstasy-
âIf you crook your fingers, there should be a soft, spongy spot. Thatâs called the G-spot, girls like it when you apply pressure there,â Wonwoo tells Mingyu.
You feel Mingyuâs fingers beginning to explore inside of you, and you let out a whimper when he finds the spot Wonwoo is talking about.
âLooks like you found it, Gyu,â Wonwoo grins. âSee? What did I tell you? A quick learner.â
Mingyu applies more pressure to your G-spot as he thrusts his fingers in and out of you. Soon, you can hear how wet you are, and Wonwooâs eyes darken.
âI think youâre just about ready for him, donât you?â he asks.
âYeah- fuck it, yeah,â you nod quickly. âLet's all get naked.â
Mingyuâs hand is out of your pants before you can even finish your sentence. He licks his fingers off, groaning at your taste, before he rips off his pants and shirt.
Your clothes are quick to follow, discarded onto the floor. âIâm gonna ride him,â you announce.
âSounds like a good idea,â Wonwoo nods.Â
You swing a leg over Mingyuâs hips, your hands flat on his chest- when you look down at Mingyu, youâre overwhelmed with a feeling you quite canât explain. Bending down, you press your lips to Mingyuâs, capturing his cock between his body and your pussy. You grind against him while you make out, a flurry of tongues and whimpers of pleasure.Â
âHe might not last long, so Iâd be careful if I were you,â Wonwoo warns, and you feel his body behind yours, his hands trailing up your sides.
You pull away from Mingyu, grabbing his cock and lining it up with your pussy. Heâs so big- and his tip stretches you out as you slowly seat yourself down onto him, your wet hole taking inch after inch until youâre full to the hilt.Â
âFuck-â Mingyu whimpers, his hands settling on your hips.
âFeels like heaven, huh?â Wonwoo asks.
âEven better than heaven,â Mingyu breathes.
Wonwooâs lips find your throat, and you arch your head back, enjoying the way his hands capture your breasts, massaging you. His thumb and pointer squeeze your nipple and you gasp, your pussy clamping down on Mingyu, who groans loudly.
âYou should start riding him,â Wonwoo says, his mouth hot on your neck. âHere, Iâll help you.â
Wonwooâs hands find your hips, and he lifts you off of his fried before pushing you back down. You let out a whimper of pleasure, closing your eyes and resting your head back against Wonwooâs shoulder.Â
With his super strength, he can easily lift you up and put you back down on Mingyuâs cock, effectively taking away all the leg strain so you can enjoy every moment of Mingyu filling you up.
âI might be bad, but I can be nice,â Wonwoo coos. âLook at me doing all the work.â
Mingyu lets out a grunt, and he begins to thrust up to meet you, driving his cock even deeper into your pussy.
âFuck-â you gasp, reaching behind you to thread your fingers in Wonwooâs hair.
âHe feels good, doesnât he?â Wonwoo asks. âHey Gyu, rub her clit. Wonder if we can get her to cum for us.â
Mingyuâs thumb finds your sensitive bud and you squeal with delight, pussy throbbing around the massive cock impaling you.Â
Each circle of his digit on your clit drags you closer and closer to the edge, your sounds filling the room-
âSheâs gonna cum,â Wonwoo announces. âTell her how badly you want to watch her cum.â
âWanna watch you cum,â Mingyu moans.
âThatâs not very original,â Wonwoo tuts.
âFuck, you look so good bouncing on my cock. We both wanna see you cum. Youâll cum for us, right?â Mingyu looks so desperate. Lips puffy and parted, skin a soft pink, dark hair curled with sweat by his strong brow-
âOkay, okay- fuck,â you groan. âIâm gonna- fuck, Iâm close-â
âWhen a girl tells you sheâs close, donât change anything,â Wonwoo tells the man below you. âDonât add pressure or take pressure away from her clit. Donât change your pace- the only thing Iâd say you can change, is you can fuck her harder, but since youâre the bottom right now...â
Wonwooâs grip on you tightens, and he bounces you even harder onto Mingyuâs cock, which makes you nearly cry from how good it feels. âOh my god, oh my god-â
âHow about you cum for us?â Wonwoo suggests. âIâm sure youâll get Mingyu there too.âÂ
âAre you gonna cum with me, Gyu?â you ask, looking down at Mingyu from under heavy lids. âPlease- I want you to cum with me?â
Mingyu lets out a grunt, his brows furrowing in concentration. Youâd bet heâs holding off his high now, waiting for you, waiting for the moment you say itâs okay-
The cord in your stomach coils tighter and tighter, and when Wonwoo leans over you to whisper the word, âCum,â in your ear, you canât even help yourself.
Your pussy tightens like a vice on Mingyuâs cock, all the tension snapping as waves of pleasure throb from your core outward to the rest of your body. The moan you let out is obscene, and the one Mingyu echoes is even worse, in the most sinful, sexy way.
âFuck-â Mingyu grabs your hips, forcing you down on him completely, unable to move while the contractions of your orgasm milk his cock for all heâs worth.
âLook at you two cum whores,â Wonwoo breathes, and for some reason, the degradation doesnât phase you in the slightest. âBet you both needed that, didnât you?â
You can only whimper a sound of affirmation.Â
Wonwooâs hands smooth along your back, helping your body calm down from the aftershocks of your orgasm.
âLet me know when youâre ready for more,â he says softly.
âNow,â you respond without hesitation. âFuck me now.â
âYouâre that eager?â
âEager- plus the moment weâre done, I think I might pass out,â you admit.Â
Wonwoo only laughs. âIâm going to help you off of him, then itâs face down, ass up. You good with that?â
âSo good with that,â you grin.Â
Itâs easy enough for Wonwoo to help you off of Mingyu. He sets you next to your gentle giant, whoâs still trying to catch his breath.Â
You immediately push your butt toward Wonwoo, arching your back and looking at him over your shoulder.
âWow, you really are ready,â he muses, hands gliding over your ass. âDonât fall asleep on me or it might bruise my ego.â
âSleep after you cum, so donât worry if itâs quick.â
âWhat if I want to take my time?â Wonwoo asks, dragging his cock up and down your slit.
âThen Iâd say you have so many other opportunities in the future to take your time, but right now, I just want to be full, and then I can pass out between you and Gyu.â
âYou know what? That doesnât actually sound that bad.â Wonwoo presses his cock into your wet hole, Mingyuâs cum acting as a kind of lube that makes it all too easy for Wonwooâs length to glide against your walls.
âFuck-â you groan, grabbing at the bed sheets.Â
Wonwoo isnât as thick as Mingyu, but somehow he reaches deeper. Two hands spread your ass cheeks so each rough thrust has Wonwooâs cock going as deep as possible, his tip kissing your cervix and making your toes curl.
âTaking it so good,â Wonwoo muses, digging his fingers into your flesh.
âSo pretty,â Mingyu whispers, pushing a stray strand of hair from your face.
He leans in, and you find yourself kissing Mingyu while Wonwoo rails you from behind. You can hardly help your moans as Mingyuâs tongue glides over yours.
âItâs kind of hot watching you two make out,â Wonwoo admits, his thrusts slowing so he can appreciate the view in front of him.
âYeah?â You kiss Mingyu even harder and he shuffles closer, groping your breast.
âRub her clit for me Gyu,â Wonwoo instructs. âIf she wants this fast, weâll have to get her to cum first.â
Your body tingles- you should have known Wonwoo would want one of your orgasms for himself if you gave one to Gyu. You have no problems with them providing you pleasure and you providing them with a view of your high in return.
You simply relax while they work you up together, acting in unison.Â
Mingyuâs fingers are rubbing your clit in rough circles, and the feeling of Wonwoo filling you up has you going crazy. Youâre doing your best to hold onto the moment, but you can feel yourself getting close to the edge again.
âYouâre getting tight, gorgeous,â Wonwoo muses. âGonna cum for us?â
âYeah- almost there,â you whimper, arching your back even more so when Wonwoo drives forward, he hits a specific spot that has you seeing stars. âFuck-â
âYou feel so good, want to feel you cum on my cock, wanna feel your perfect pussy get all tight and creamy with my cum-â Wonwoo grabs your ass tighter, and the slight pain paired with his dirty words is enough to throw you over the edge.
Your entire body tenses as the cord of pleasure snaps, erupting through you like a volcano of white, hot intensity. âFuck-â you whine, and Wonwoo echoes the sound as your pussy grips him harder than ever before.
âShit, Iâm cumming,â Wonwoo warns you, his thrusts faltering as he shoots his load deep inside your throbbing core.Â
He lets out sinful groans, and you love the way he sounds as he rides you through your orgasm, roughly ramming into your gspot with shallow thrusts that feel like heaven.
Wonwoo finally comes to a stop, and you can feel him breathing heavily against your bare shoulders.Â
âClean up time, then bed,â Mingyu reminds you before you can close your eyes and fall asleep then and there.
âRight-â you whisper lazily, resting your cheek against the comforter.
âHere, Iâll help you, but only if I get to be your big spoon,â Mingyu suggests.
You nod. Wonwoo pulls out of you, and Mingyu is quick to bring a warm cloth to your aching core, wiping up the cum and getting you situated. He helps you lay down, disposing of the towel before joining you at your rear. His lips are soft against your shoulder, his hand gliding the expanse of your arm.
âWe love you,â he tells you. âEven if Wonwoo wonât say it cuz heâs a jerk.â
Wonwoo only laughs, laying on his back in front of you and Mingyu. Youâre too exhausted to say much other than, âI love you guys too,â and with that, you fall asleep next to your two lifelong protectors.
You donât know what the future holds, but one thing is clear; as long as Mingyu and Wonwoo are protecting you, you have absolutely nothing to worry about.
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âSo,â your therapist grins as she looks amongst you and your protectors, âIâm guessing things are going well?â
You can only smile, squeezing Wonwoo and Mingyuâs hands.
âItâs never been this easy,â Mingyu says wistfully, bringing your knuckles up to his lips to kiss.
âHow are you two getting along?â your therapist addresses Wonwoo and Mingyu.
âShockingly,â Wonwoo sighs, turning to grin at Mingyu, âI feel like weâre pretty good. Once Mingyu started listening to me, for once, things got easier.â
You nearly choke at Wonwooâs words- reminiscing about how well Mingyu listens to Wonwooâs instructions in bed.
âThis is a good step,â your therapist smiles. âIâm proud of all three of you.â
No oneâs ever told you they were proud of you for getting railed like a whore in heat by not one, but two, men- but hey, thereâs a first time for everything.
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Breaking Point
pairing: art donaldson x fem!reader
summary: You and Art were hitting partners (and a bit more) in college, so when you run into him a decade later at the U.S. Open, old sparks reignite...
word count: 3.4k
warnings: SMUT, p in v, oral (fem!receiving), slight marking, drinking
a/n: I watched Challengers last night and then wrote this whole thing in one sitting. Nothing in this is really canon other than Art being a major simp lol so no spoilers for the movie! I usually make playlists (or at least find a few songs that get me in the zone) when writing, so I thought I'd start sharing them here too if people are interested!
You should've known he'd be here. You've been following his career for the last decade since you graduated, and ever since he won Wimbledon last year, he's been tennis royalty, but a small part of you still thought you wouldn't run into him here. At the fucking U.S. Open.
Stanford was a lifetime ago, and you haven't kept in touch with anyone from the college team, but there was always something about Art Donaldson that stuck with you. Ten years later, that hasn't changed.
"It's been so long," he calls out when he spots you from across the practice courts. "I didn't think I'd see you."
You didn't either, and you still haven't decided how you feel about it yet, but when he jogs over to your side, you just shrug. "Guess it's your lucky day."
He smiles, and his teeth glimmer in the bright sunlight. "It certainly is."
The loud thwacks of tennis balls hitting rackets echo around you, but you can't seem to focus on anything but the man standing in front of you. He looks good.
He was beautiful in college too, whether he was training across the net or slipping into your bed, but it feels different now, with so much time apart. He looks like a man now.
"Anyway," Art says, jerking you back to reality. "We should get a drink sometime. To catch up."
He adds the last part almost as an afterthought, but it doesn't escape your notice how his eyes have been trailing up and down your body since he walked over.
A drink could mean almost anything with Art Donaldson, but you're too curious to refuse. "Sure. This weekend, after the semi-finals."
He nods, his eyes glinting with amusement, and you grab your bag from the bench beside you before looping the strap over your shoulder.
You walk off the practice courts after one last glance over your shoulder, and you feel his eyes following along until the doors swing shut behind you.
***
He should've expected this. You were a firecracker in college, and you kept him on his toes every single day you were together, so he really should have known what he was getting into when he met you for drinks that weekend.
Instead, he's one too many beers in, and his buzz is only enhancing the glow of your beauty in the hazy bar light. Your dress isn't even that low cut, but something about the shadows glancing over your strong shoulders reminds him of late nights in the Stanford dorms after a hard practice when there was only one thing he wanted more than sleep.
"You played really well this morning," he says genuinely as he sets his beer back onto the table. "After that first set, Mueller didn't stand a chance."
You flash him a dazzling smile as you shrug, resting your chin on your palm. "I had her after the third game, but thanks. It was a quick match."
Art hasn't taken his eyes off of you since you sat down, and while prolonged eye contact usually makes you nervous, you find that you're actually enjoying the attention quite a bit. Attentiveness was never an issue with him, and you would normally give in to your urges, but there's just too much history with him, and you can't afford to lose focus. Not when the title is so close you can taste it.
"I hear the networks are eyeing you for a commentator post," you say, trying to change the subject.
You trace your finger around the rim of your nearly empty margarita, before lifting it to take a final sip, and you don't miss how his throat bobs as you lick the salt off your lips.
"Uh, yeah," he mumbles, clearing his throat. "It was just some chatter, but I'm not looking to retire anytime soon."
You frown. "Is that right?" He's playing better than ever, but he definitely hasn't been himself out on the court in years.
He glances down, clearly trying to avoid the scrutiny, and when his eyes land on your empty glass, he changes the subject again. "You want another drink?"
You shake your head, knowing that another will lead to a less than fun morning, but he isn't done yet.
"You sure?" His eyes find yours again, and this time the eye contact feels primal. "It doesn't have to be here."
Your eyebrows lift and you tilt your head with a knowing smile. "Where were you thinking?"
"I don't know," he shrugs, before his lips curve up into a cheeky grin. "My room's nice."
You saw it coming from a mile away, but it still pulls a laugh out of you. "Oh, I'm sure it is, but this isn't college anymore, Art. You should get some sleep...focus on your match in the morning."
You push your glass forward and stand up, nodding at him as you turn to leave, but then you see him stand too out of the corner of your eye.
"I'll walk you to your car."
He looks at you with a hint of amusement in his expression, and you can't help but want to play along, even though Art Donaldson was nothing but trouble for you.
You don't respond, instead just stepping out from around the table and walking out the front doors of the bar. You don't have to turn back to know he's right behind you, and when you reach your car, parked in the center of the nearly empty parking lot, you spin around.
He doesn't stop walking until he has you practically boxed in by your driver's side door, his face less than a foot from yours as he tucks his hands into his pockets.
He had pushed his sleeves back at some point in the night, from the humid summer heat of the bar, and you can see the veins on his forearms now, under the dim light of the street lamps.
"This is me," you say jokingly, tipping your chin at your car as he looks at you with an expression you can't distinguish. "I'm good from here."
He doesn't move.
It's not that you expected him to give up so easily; you had just forgotten how persistent he could be.
Art's mouth stretches into a slanted smile. "Do you remember the Davis Invitational? Junior year."
Speaking of his persistence...he had been pursuing you for months, not in any tangible way, but you always knew what he was thinking.
After the invitational, where you and Art had been the respective men's and women's champions, you had gone back to his dorm to celebrate. Three hours and just as many vodka shooters later, he had finally gotten you in his bed. Not that you were complaining.
Art knew his way around your body, and even that first night, he had managed to get you off more times than you can remember.
"What about it?" you shoot back, your eyebrows raising at the insinuation.
"Nothing," he says with a shrug, but you don't miss the humor glinting in his eyes. "You just used to be a lot more fun to celebrate with."
"Fuck you," you spit out, shoving his shoulder harder than you mean to. He barely budges, instead grabbing your hand and tugging you a few inches closer, and suddenly a wave of lust washes over you, making your breath hitch.
You press your thighs together under your dress, hoping he can't feel the heat spreading across your skin, but then his smile turns to a smirk and you know you're done for.
"What do you think?" he whispers, leaning in so close that his lips brush over your earlobe. "Want to celebrate?"
Molten lava pools in your gut and you are only peripherally aware of his hand sliding down your hips to the flowy edge of your dress. His fingers glide over your skin as his hand goes under the loose fabric, before rising up to grab your ass, drawing your hips flush with his.
Your arousal is already starting to soak through your panties, but the feeling of his hard bulge pressed up against you sends you flying back to reality.
You lift your hands to his chest and push him back so that he's a few steps away from you. It's not far enough, but at least you can't feel him from there. "I'm not fucking you, Art."
He shrugs, his smirk only slightly shaken. "Who said anything about fucking? I just wanted to talk."
You huff out a laugh. "You're funny. Besides, I'm too tired for this. I need to rest up before my match."
"What about tomorrow night then?" His lip is still curved up in a smirk, but there's an earnestness in his gaze that surprises you.
"What makes you think you'll still be here tomorrow?"
His mouth spreads into a wide smile. "I always win."
You snort. "Fine. Win your match and we can talk."
You don't miss the grin on his face as you climb into your car and leave.
***
You win your next match in straight sets again, so by the time you're out of the locker room, Art's match is still in play. Driven by a mixture of curiosity and intrigue, you head over to his court and find a seat halfway up the stands.
He has won two of three sets, and he's leading the fourth, so with the prospect of the match ending soon, you use the time to observe him from a different angle.
His form is much better than it was in college, and you've seen him play countless times on TV, but you haven't really let yourself see how good he looks out there. The sinewy muscles rippling in his arms as he lifts them to serve. The rugged sturdiness of his legs as he races back and forth across the court.
You wish you could be down there with him, running your hands over the smooth lines of his abdomen, tasting the drops of sweat as they roll down his body-
The crowd erupts in cheers, and you are thrust back into reality as Art throws his arms into the air with a loud whoop. The scoreboard confirms his victory, and you clap along with the audience as he shakes his opponent's hand and heads over to his chair.
People around you stand up to leave, but you stay in your seat, watching as he grabs his bag and stuffs his rackets inside. When he wipes a towel over his face, his head turns up and his eyes immediately go to you, like he knew you were here the whole time.
Your stomach does an involuntary flip and he flashes his eyebrows at you as you bit the inside of your lip, trying to hold back a smile.
When he ducks back down to grab his things, you stand up quickly to avoid letting him see your blush and follow the rest of the crowd off of the stands.
***
You hear it late that night. Three little raps on your hotel room door, just before midnight.
You're in the finals, and you don't have any friends here to celebrate with, so you were sipping a beer and watching old match recordings when you heard the knock.
There's no one else who would come to see you this late, so you're not surprised when you open the door to find Art, dressed in a tee shirt and comfy-looking pajama pants.
"What are you doing here?" you ask, even though you already know the answer.
Art just looks at you, his pupils already massive. "You said if I win, we could talk." He shrugs. "I won."
"Okay," you concede, opening the door wider to let him in. "Just talking then."
He nods, before following you inside and shutting the door.
"You want anything to drink?" you ask as he trails behind you.
He shakes his head. "I'm good."
You grab your beer bottle from the side table and sit down on the floor, crossing your legs beneath you.
Art sits across from you, his feet in front of him and his elbows on his knees. You were assigned to a modestly sized room, but for someone as tall as him, the space must feel cramped.
"How did the match feel?" you ask, taking a swig of beer.
He thinks for a moment. "It was close at first, but once I shook my legs out, it became a breeze."
"Your legs were never the problem," you say, leveling him with a serious look. "It was always your attitude. Or your confidence."
He frowns, his eyebrows scrunching slightly. "I'm plenty confident."
"You are now," you tell him as you swirl the bottle around in your hand. "You won Wimbledon, you have a reason to be confident."
That makes him smile. "So you're saying my legs are fine."
"Yeah," you say before you can process what you're saying. "You looked good out there."
His smile turns to a smirk so fast it nearly gives you whiplash. "You think I look good?"
You let out an exasperated scoff. "At tennis."
His grin doesn't falter so you roll your eyes at him before lifting the bottle to your lips to take another swig. When you tilt the bottle back down to swallow, his hand reaches forward to take it from you. Your grip on the beer doesn't loosen, so the motion sends you pitching forward.
Your mouth parts with a small yelp as his arm wraps around you, tugging you closer, and before you can process what's happening, his lips are on yours.
If you let yourself think too hard, you would realize that there is way too much shared history and way too much baggage here for this to be a good idea...so that's why you don't.
Instead, you let him pull your body flush against his and when his tongue slides over the seam of your lips, you grant him access immediately. Your shirts come off in quick succession and you gasp as his hands run up and down your body, his strong, calloused fingers grasping at every inch of purchase they can find. Yours reach up to tangle in his messy hair, and when his lips move down your neck, your grip tightens, making him moan quietly against your skin.
Something about being on the floor takes you back to your college days, when you'd both be so worked up after practice that you couldn't even make it to the bed, but that feels too real right now.
"Art," you whisper as he runs his lips and teeth over your neck, before replacing it with his tongue to soothe the quickly blossoming marks. "Art, the bed. Now."
It takes him a second to process your words, but when he does, he loops an arm around your waist and lifts you up and onto the bed in one motion, before pushing you back onto the covers.
By the time your head hits the bed, he's already pulling your shorts and panties down, exposing you to the cool air. His lips follow the path of his hands as they trace up your legs, making you squirm under the hot touch of his rough fingers. He presses wet kisses to the insides of your thighs before spreading them apart and dropping to his knees on the floor in front of you.
"So wet for me," he whispers, almost to himself, before he dives in, his mouth making lewd noises as he licks a thick stripe up your core. "You taste so good."
He lifts your legs over his shoulders to give himself some leverage as he makes a mess between your thighs, licking and sucking your clit into his mouth before fucking you with his tongue.
His grip on your thighs is the only thing keeping you pinned to the bed as you writhe beneath him, trying to not squeeze your legs together from the heat spreading up your core.
His mouth feels amazing and it takes only minutes before you're already nearing the edge. You don't want to come until he is inside of you, though, so you yank his hair, pulling him up and off of you.
He looks up at you through his lashes, and he looks ethereal with his disheveled hair and his chin wet with your slick.
You, on the other hand, look like heaven itself with your eyes half-hooded from pleasure, and he can't help the grin that crosses his face as he licks his lips and climbs over you onto the bed. He lets you taste yourself as he kisses you again, and he lets out a low groan when you bite his lip just hard enough to sting.
"Fuck me," you gasp, your voice too breathy to be actually authoritative. "Fuck me the way I like."
Art grins at your desperate tone and the wild lust in your eyes, committing this image to memory for a later time when you're much further away.
He kicks his pants off as he lifts you both further up the bed, and after covering himself with a condom from his back pocket, he lines himself up and slowly pushes forward.
He gives you a few moments to adjust to his size before slowly pulling out nearly all the way and then thrusting in again.
The slight pain turns to pleasure almost immediately, but he keeps his pace steady so as not to hurt you. You need more right now, so you wrap your legs around him for leverage and flip him over so that you're straddling him.
He groans as his head hits the pillow, and when he tries to sit up, you press your hands to his chest, pushing him down as you ride him. This position gives you a lot more control, and you use it to your advantage as you bounce yourself on his cock, feeling the way he fills you up so fully from this higher angle.
His fingers dig into your hips as he helps lift you up and down, and his eyes are practically feral as he watches the spot where his cock disappears inside of you.
He's the perfect size to fill you up completely, and with each swivel of your hips, you get closer and closer to your climax, which is approaching so fast you can taste it.
You cry out when he hits exactly the right spot deep inside of you, and his eyes fly to yours as your movements start to stutter from your impending release.
Needing to see the look on your face when you come, he pushes your lower back forward so you fall against his chest, before lifting himself up to meet you halfway. With one arm locked around you, he brings his other hand down between the two of you to rub quick circles over your clit. The new angle lets him thrust up into you, and the increased pace of his movements mixed with the speed of his fingers sends you flying over the edge.
Your mouth falls open with a loud cry, and you squeeze him so tightly he's practically seeing stars. You look so beautiful when you come, like a goddess sent down here just for him, and when your eyes meet his, he finds his own climax.
His body jerks forward with the force of his release, and you let him thrust a few more times as he finally finishes inside of you.
After pulling out, he tugs you down to lay next to him, and at first you let him, but the emotions warring inside of you don't stay quiet for long.
You know that whatever this was isn't going to go anywhere. You didn't work in college, and you won't work now, and you don't want anyone to get hurt again, so you have to make a choice. Now.
"I need to get some rest," you say quietly, a tiny part of you hoping he doesn't hear you. "Before the next match."
"Yeah," he sighs after a beat. "Me too."
You let him hold you for a moment longer, before he unwraps himself from your body and sits up, tugging his shirt and pants back on. You tug the sheet back and wrap it around your torso as he stands up and walks to the door.
You're not sure what you're expecting as he goes to leave, but what you get is a silent nod as the door swings shut behind him.
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The first episode of our shearing saga ended with Poldine being freed and happily running towards her family (who, let me remind you, had abandoned her and refused to provide any emotional support during her first ever shearing.)
I followed her, hoping to snap pictures of a heartwarming family reunion. Which didn't happen. Poldine's mum and grandma mostly looked perplexed.
Then horrified.
Poldine was, understandably, driven to existential despair by her mother's reaction to her new haircut.
Needless to say, when I tried to catch PampĂŠrigouste to shear her, it was next to impossible. She knew what awaited her and wouldn't go anywhere near me, even when I made the Muesli Whistle (which usually draws a Pavlovian response out of her), even when I threw a handful of actual muesli in her direction to attract her. If anything she looked vexed that I could think she was no smarter than a pigeon.
But I have a PhD in catching Pampe. I decided to try something I'd never tried before: lie in wait by the watering hole like a hyena. You see, there's a gate near the water trough that can open all the way in either direction, and I figured I could simply trap my llama between the gate and a tree.
I waited, I waited, and eventually, finally, Pampe got thirsty.
Once she was trapped behind the gate it was very easy to halter her, and then she grumpily followed me to the corral, where I tied her to a post to shear her.
As soon as I switched on the electric shears, she freaked out. She reared up like a wild stallion, started foaming at the mouth, desperately pulling on the rope, it was awful! I tried to turn on the shears some distance away then get progressively closer when she got used to the noise, but she didn't get used to the noise. I tried to sing her favourite protest song over the noise, I tried everything; she kept acting like I was an exorcist and she was possessed by a swarm of demons. Eventually I thought I should just start shearing and get it over with as quickly as possible.
Pampe was so good with the llama shearer two years ago! She was perfectly calm and relaxed! She didn't care at all about the noise of the shears even when they were right behind her ears!! What is the explanation for this?
(when I expressed surprise at her good behaviour with the shearer back then, someone said she reminded them of the type of brat who's well-behaved with their teacher at school but insufferable with their parents)
Pampoldine stayed right next to her mum the whole time her ordeal lasted. Poldine, you are too good for this world.
These are my only two photos of Pampe being shorn, because my photographer was busy trying to soothe her by petting her, or distract her by offering her a hazel branch to eat. At some point Pampe tried to lie down and play dead, which made shearing her neck complicated, so my photographer was promoted (or demoted?) to Llama Scaffoldingâshe had to lean against Pampe with all her weight to prevent her from lying down. The last time I'd seen a llama play dead was when Pyrgus was sent away, which was pretty heartbreaking...
(Pampe possibly expected to receive the same amount of sympathy, but we had to remind her that Pyrgus was a child being separated from his mother forever while she was an adult getting a haircut.)
Since I sheared her as fast as I could, Pampe looks worse than her daughterâmuch less smooth, with some remaining woolly spots here and there that I wasn't able to go back to because she kept shaking her head, kicking her feet, squirming and generally acting like she was being tortured. It's now clear to me that she was only well-behaved last time out of spite, because I'd warned the shearer that I had one Difficult Llama. I sort of already suspected it at the time:
Please note that as soon as I released her, all the fuss and drama ended. In an instant. I thought she was going to jump away from me when I took off her halter, and run like hell, or stand there shaking from stress, but noâshe ate a few hazel leaves from the branch (no longer panting, no longer drooling) then scratched her neck with her back hoof looking very composed, then trotted away lightly and happily.
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The Brilliant Swallow Bears Branches of Joy to Fill the Home
"Don't be fooled by her young age, she's been weaving rattan handicrafts for a decade at least! When I was a kid, I thought it would be funny to trample one of the baskets at home. Luckily for me, Lan Yan and her grandpa came to visit that day to check our geomantic energies. If she hadn't helped me repair that basket, I'm sure I'd have gotten a knuckle sandwich, haha!"
â Gaming
â Name: Lan Yan
â Title: Spring Woven From Jade
â Master Rattan Weaver of the Chenyu Vale Artisans Association
â Vision: Anemo
â Constellation: Hirundo Lazuli
"Madame Lan, are you there? The rattan chair my grandmother left me is broken. You're the only one who can restore this old antique..."
"Madame Lan, I've heard tell you're well-versed in a curious art. I've come here today to discuss the matter of weaving rattan figures..."
"Lan Yan, are you home? When can we go play house with the Fluff-Fleece Goats again?"
The people of Chenyu Vale â both young and old alike â can often be found gathered outside Lan Yan's door. Though they may leave empty-handed more often than not, their requests are never ignored. Every visitor is a guest, and Lan Yan's mother greets them warmly: "I'm very sorry, but Lan Yan's up in the mountains again. Please have some tea and rest for a while, I'll be sure to tell her you stopped by."
Whether playing by the stream, gathering vines for her craft, frolicking with small animals, or sitting in the forks of tree branches weaving, Lan Yan has always loved roaming the forested mountains. Like a swallow, she flits between the wilds and her home, so swift and nimble that even her own family rarely knows where she is.
If your matter is truly urgent, you can venture up the forested slopes yourself. Follow the sound of distant singing or the soft tinkling of silver adornments, and you might just find the free-spirited young lady you seek. Should you spot her through the trees, be sure to call out and she will greet you with a smile. Despite her nature, Lan Yan is no swallow to be startled by the slightest noise.
"Hmm? You came looking for me? Have a drink of water while you catch your breath... You didn't bring any? That's fine, have a sip of mine!"
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roles reversed
toxic!paige x toxic!reader
warnings: smut, sub!paige, reader pushed paige into a wall, toxic toxic toxic situationship (LEAVE THEM IT NEVER ENDS WELL)
based on this req
"we be on some toxic shit, but i cannot get off this bitch"
forever (lil baby ft. fridayy, 2022)
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this girl got me fucked up.Â
"so let me get this straight." i asked, rubbing my temples because paige was giving me a fucking migraine. "you thought that i had a thing for your teammate.... so you FUCKED SOMEONE ELSE?"
"okay when you put it like that-"Â
"THERES NO OTHER FUCKING WAY TO PUT IT PAIGE!" i was full on screaming at this point. "HOW MANY TIMES DO I NEED TO TELL YOU THAT I'M NOT NOR AM I GOING TO FUCK SOMEONE ELSE?"Â
"bro stop yelling at me."Â
she was making demands right now?Â
oh she has life all the way fucked up.
"get the fuck out paige."Â i shook my head and began to walk to my room.Â
i had to just end it.
that situationship shit was for the fucking birds and i had to protect my peace because if i handled it was gonna end up in fucking prison.Â
"baby no, let's talk about this."
"oh i'm baby now?" i scoffed at this. "was i baby when you were fucking that girl? was i baby when you chose not to ask the simplest fucking question, and instead chose to step out on the rule that you  created?" i asked walking closer to her, with my fists clenched because at that point...
i needed that.
"or am i only baby when you need a rough fuck?" her eyes flicked from mine to my lips, which only further irritated me. "am im only baby after you've called me every other name in the book?" her tongue darted out against her bottom lip as i finally reached her, standing directly in front of her, daring her to break the eye contact i'd established. "you only want me when no one else is willing to let you do shit we do." i shoved her, making her stumble.Â
"yo." she says, still holding eye contact. "chill out."
yeah i'm finna whoop her muhfuckin ass.Â
"bro on my mama you got me fucked up." i muttered and start pushing her as hard as i could, saying whatever came to my mind.Â
"you wanna fuck bitches now?" shove "that's what you wanna do?" shove "you wanna fuck them and then come here and fuck me like im just an afterthought?" shove "get the fuck out!" and then finally her back met the wall next to my door and i felt like i'd accomplished something.
....that was until she put me in a bear hug, making it damn near impossible to move. "y/n, stop bro!"
i used all my strength and ripped myself out of her hold. "NO YOU STOP!" i yelled. "do you have any idea how fucking annoying you fucking are bro?" i asked trying to catch my breath. "how the fuck do you sit there and make the 'no fucking other people' rule and then turn around and break it? you fucking slut."
 "i'm a slut?" she asked, smirking a little, but at this point i didn't give a damn. i was gonna say what i needed to say and then be done with this whole thing.Â
"yes. a slut. a whore. whatever you wanna call yourself." i said, crossing my arms. "you never wanted to be exclusive. you just wanted me to be yours and only yours. but you wanna go give away everything that's mine. you're community pussy at this point."Â
she practically howled at that. "community pussy is crazy." this bitch was laughing in my fucking face-
next thing i knew i was running towards her ready to molly whop her ass.Â
"okay! okay! chillchillchillchill!" she put her hands up before i got to her, which made me stop. "what can i do to fix this?"
easy.Â
"ask me to be your girlfriend."Â
"anything but that."Â
this is exactly why i was trying to smack her. because she's one of them dumb hoes. she just said 'what can i do?'...Â
just stupid.Â
all of a sudden an idea hit me.Â
"let me fuck you." i crossed my arms and smirked because i knew she would give me the upper hand if i wanted it. Â
paige wasn't a stone top. she was a switch, she just didn't do it often because i was the og pillow princess. but not today. today i was gonna do what she'd been doing to me for almost 6 months.Â
ruin her.Â
"oh?" she grinned. "you wanna top me baby?"
"i really wanna beat your ass but martin luther king said violence isn't the answer and i listen to my ancestors... so yes, this will do."
she chuckled a little which irked the fuck out of me but then she plopped on the couch and manspread. "do your worst."Â
she had no fucking idea what my worst was.
i climbed in her lap and her hands moved to my ass but i quickly shut that down and pinned them to the couch on either side of her. then i proceeded to take her shirt and sports bra off so that her top half was completely bare.Â
i took a moment to admire her. leaving paige alone would have honestly been so much easier if she was ugly but unfortunately, she's hand crafted by jesus himself, so here i was... delusional and pissed off again.Â
i start with her neck, soft kisses at first, then as i felt her breathing pick up i switched to longer, more sensual movements and grind into her lap, smiling at the way her hips buck up. i place a hand on her collarbones and slide them down to her tits, kneading them and relishing in the whimpers escaping paiges lips.Â
she tried to close her legs as my hands travel further down her body.Â
"spread your legs." i demanded.Â
she blinked a few times, her blue eyes finding mine. she looked like she couldn't comprehend what i was saying, but when i slid my hand across the space of her lap between us, she complied, eagerly spreading her legs for me.Â
a soft sigh from her lips as my hands slipped past the waistband of her briefs and grazed her core.Â
"yes, fuck," she breathed out, arching into my fingers that ran circles around her clit. so impatient. a moan fell from her lips as i sped up my pace, making her legs spread further as she chased her orgasm.Â
which she seemed desperate for. that much was obvious by how gloriously wet she was for me.Â
she gripped the cushions of my couch, moaning even louder when i slid two fingers into her.Â
"right there" she breathed rolling her eyes closed as i hit her spot. she moaned especially loud when i curled my fingers into her. i felt her legs grow tight under me, which made me want to smile with pride for myself.Â
"how you feel p?" i felt her tighten around my fingers as i spoke.Â
"close- im so close and- shit - it feels so good." she breathed out, chest rising and falling with each breath.Â
i curled my fingers deeper inside of her to hit that spongy spot and soaked in the cry she let out.Â
then i slid out of her. leaving her hanging.Â
"now how do you feel?" i asked.Â
the look on paiges face was murderous and pained at the same time. like she hated this but she was gonna put up with it anyway.Â
"like you're not done yet."Â
i smiled. "not even close babe." i patted her thigh, stepping off of her lap. "go to my bed and wait for me."Â
as i sauntered off into my hallway closet to t get he batteries i needed, i heard the soft patters of paiges sock covered feet hurrying to my bedroom.Â
i grabbed the batteries and walked into my room to find paige sitting at the foot of my bed, rid of her bottoms, feet tapping the ground in what, im assuming, anticipation.Â
i moved so i was standing directly in front of her, grabbing her jaw and pulling her into a kiss that even had me ready to let this whole thing go.Â
luckily though, i had enough willpower to pull away and walk to my night stand.Â
"lay down for me p." and she did.Â
watching her like this was almost painful. bare, toned body layed out on my bed, and she was doing everything i'd asked without a second thought.Â
i lived for this shit.
i was pulled out of my thoughts when paige asked what i was gonna do.
great fucking question.Â
 i took my time, looking in the drawer of my nightstand, which held all of the things paige had often used to bring me to my highest points.Â
not that she need them.
i decided to keep it simple and nabbed the black bullet shaped toy then made my way back to the gorgeous piece of woman that was losing her mind in my bed.Â
"legs wider apart." i heard her breathe sharply as she drummed her fingers on her toned stomach.Â
she was excited which made me feel a little bit better about what i was about to do.Â
setting the toy down on bed beside paige, i knelt down so i was face to face with her core that was still primed from her denied orgasm earlier.Â
god she was sooooo... FUCK.
"you're always acting like i'm just a quick fuck to you p." i ran two fingers up her folds, ignoring the whimper she let out, "and i don't know why." i slid a finger into her and leaned down so i fell face first into her pussy.Â
her eyes rolled back as i rubbed circles on her clit and pumped in and out of her with increasing speed.Â
her back arched off the bed when i added a second finger and attached my lips to her clit, sucking lightly but i used my free hand to hold her hips her place.Â
i pulled back long enougt to say "watch."Â
with hooded eyes she stares down at me like i had hung the moon and stars myself.Â
as she fucking should.
loud moans echoed around the room as she leaned further into my touch and i knew she was getting close.Â
but she wasn't getting off that easy.Â
she whined my name the second i'd stopped touching her.Â
but i only laughed as turned it on the vibrator, giggling when her previously shut eyes flew open.Â
"baby-" she was cut off by her own gasp, jerking forward when i tapped the vibrator against her clit.Â
"don't. cum." standing up so i was looking down at her i asked the million dollar question. "i wanna know why you don't wanna be my girlfriend." i murmured, teasing her her folds. "just give me your point of view."Â
i knew how she was feeling because i'd been in this very position so many times before. I knew she probably couldn't even think straight, let alone speak, but that wasn't gonna stop me from fucking with her.Â
she whimpered as i dipped the vibrator inside of her.Â
"speak, paige." i demanded, sliding the toy back out of her, only to run it over her puffy clit earning me a frustrated groan.Â
"because you're you and i'm me-Â shit-"Â she moaned, arching off the bed again as i held the vibrator softly on her clit. "w-we're just-Â fuck-Â so different and i don't wanna..." she trailed off when i applied more pressure.Â
"don't what?" i forced out, admiring the way her hands were gripping my sheets.Â
when she didn't answer me i turned the vibration up a notch, soaking in the moans and whimpers she gave me. Â
"please," she pleaded as her legs began trembling.Â
"you just have to give an answer paige and i'll let you cum." i replied, turning the vibrator up again.Â
with a deep moans she finally gave in. "i don't wanna lose you" she basically sobbed.Â
 that's all i needed.
"cum for me paige."Â
her eyes slammed shut and her head flew back as her whole body shook. guttural moans left her throat as she fell apart in front of me.Â
it was beautiful, really.Â
when she'd ridden her orgasm out, i tossed the vibrator on the bed and laid between her legs that wrapped around my waist. kissing her deeply, and pushing her hair out of her face, i fought the smile that was forming.Â
right now wasn't about proving my point. it was about grounding paige.Â
her eyes were glazed over as she stared at the ceiling, catching her breath. and then after a few seconds, her hands slithered around my waist, under my shirt.Â
with a sigh, she her eyes met mine and she began talking. "of course i want you to be mine. i think.... i think i'm just scared i'm gonna fuck it up and you're gonna be done with me for real."
"you're gonna lose me regardless if you don't figure this shit out p." i said, pulling up so i was straddling her naked body. "i can't keep doing this shit. this was never just sex and you going out doing whatever with whoever is fucking me up a little."Â
"i know mama." she said, pulling me back so i was flush against her chest, hugging me tightly "i'm gonna work on it, i swear."Â
and even though it sounded nice in the moment, i knew she was full of shit. she'd never change, and i knew it.Â
but a piece of me never wanted to stop trying.Â
niyah speaks may this type of love never find you guys
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Analysis: Why Jayce broke up with Mel in Arcane 2.08
Since the finale episodes of Arcane dropped this morning, I've been going back and re-watching some of my favorite scenes, and I was struck by Jayce breaking up with Mel.
First of all, yeah, he clearly does break up with her, though I missed how formally he does so on my first watch-through. He does it in the Council chamber, just before Viktor attacks. But since they get interrupted, he finishes breaking up with her (after checking in with her) on the balcony later.
But what really struck me about the breakup wasn't in those scenes, but actually back in 2.07, when Jayce is alone in cavern in the darkest timeline. I definitely didn't catch on the first viewing that this is where he chose to break up with her.
In the background, you can hear Jayce in the depths of his despair and solitude starts going over in his mind all the steps that led him to where he is.
Here are some of the quotes he hears:
"I never asked for this!" - Himself to Viktor, trying to justify his actions up to that point just before Viktor leaves him.
"This research is everything, my whole life," a quote from one of his first conversations with Viktor but, more importantly, it establishes Jayce's entire raison d'etre up to that point. Hextech research was his life.
"He was my mentor, Mel, and I betrayed him," obviously is Jayce discussing the coup d'etat against Heimerdinger he orchestrated to save Viktor, but it was with Mel's assistance and urging.
"You must destroy it. It corrupts. Consumes." A quote from Heimerdinger, warning against Hextech. Which must feel especially prescient now that Jayce is stuff in the evil bombed-out future where Hextech destroyed the world.
"I was trying to create magic." Jayce to the Council to defend his Hextech research and save himself from banishment, but, he only mentioned magic at Mel's goading, which I would guess he's beginning to recognize now for what it was in retrospect.
"It's your time now, Jayce." Mel, part of her goading of Jayce into advancing Hextech research and his political career.
"Perhaps it's time for the era of magic." Mel's words on the night she saw Hextech for the first time, after helping Jayce and Viktor break into Heimerdinger's lab.
"You must destroy it." Heimerdinger about the Hexcore, again, probably feeling pretty prescient right now with Jayce literally in the pit of despair in a the evil Hextech future.
Finally, while looking out over the fire while clearly going nearly insane from the isolation, Jayce begins to hallucinate seeing Mel. But then, her image in the fire gives way to Viktor's.
The decision has been made there. It's not just Jayce reflecting on his two closest loved ones (as I thought the first time), rather, it is the moment Jayce makes his decision: he is picking Viktor over Mel. He has decided that the reason he is here in this terrible place is because of Mel, not Viktor. He is choosing his partner, going back to what they had before she became involved in their life. His new course is set.
Now, I want to preface the next part by saying I love Mel, she's a fascinating character, and though I ship Jayvik I also ship/shipped MelJayVik, so this isn't coming from a place of bias. I'm just analyzing the material when I say these flashbacks were Jayce rearranging the narrative in his head and realizing Mel's been manipulating and goading him in his pursuit of Hextech.
Given where he is when this is happening: starving, freezing, in pain, alone for weeks if not months in a stone box, slowly going insane, surrounded by the burnt corpses of people destroyed by Hextech, I'd say... yeah. His need for someone to blame is pretty understandable. He even starts whispering, "No!" in a panic at the memories in response to what she says in his mind.
So when we get to the Council chamber in the main timeline in 2.08, I'd argue that Jayce is spoiling for a fight. He's had months of agony to decide things are over with Mel and that he's angry at her. He wants to blame her for what happened to Viktor, for what happened to him, and he's in pain and he wants to lash out. The relationship is definitely over.
But then Mel is in pain too. And Viktor shows up, with his own autonomy, showing that they all had their shitty parts to play in this drama.
The attack by Viktor adds another element, Jayce was probably also mourning that he had to shoot Viktor at that point, another thing that was painful and made him want to lash out and blame others for this horrible place he's in emotionally and the horrific place he's been in physically until recently.
It's only after Viktor's attack though that Jayce realizes that this situation is complex, it's not all Mel's fault. It would be easier to just pin all the blame on Mel and make Jayce and Viktor her victims, but Viktor shows to him that he has his own agency and Jayce needs to be clear-eyed going forward about who he is saving, because it's not "Mel's victim". Viktor is his own person.
Jayce also remembers some of the care he once had for Mel when he catches her before she falls (in a tender moment I mistook for a full reconciliation between them the first time but no, it's just him remembering he cares for her wellbeing). Jayce can't trust her anymore, after realizing just how adept she was at manipulating him without his realizing, but he does still care for her as a person. And he's cooled off enough to address the pain she is clearly carrying.
(I admit, I do love this moment of him calling himself an ass, because I adore Jayce but it's a lovely beat of self awareness and really shows his growth as a person that he can say this to someone that just hours before he was squaring up to fight against and blame for all his misfortunes.)
But anyway, the moments you really see that it's over between Mel and Jayce:
When he doesn't explain to her what happened to him. That's not for her to know anymore. He's decided that they're not together or intimate anymore. And he's probably still hurting from realizing how she's used what he told her in the past to encourage/manipulate him to her own ends and therefore wary of sharing. This is also a reason for the breakup: he can't share the immense pain he's been in because he can't trust her anymore, and he knows it. It's over.
In the scene on the balcony when he turns away from her instead of towards her before offering his advice. Jayce is very touchy-feely, he always offers physical comfort to his loved ones. But there, he deliberately turns away instead of taking her in his arms and comforting her. Again: it's over between them. But he still respects her. So he reminds her of how indomitable she is, along with offering the slight backhanded compliment born of his distrust for her: she's never the passenger, she is always the one in control. He knows, because he's realized she used to control him.
I've mentioned in other meta that this season deals in a lot of comeuppance for events in S1, and this is arguably Mel's. She'll be ok, she's got magical sun powers and she's the head of a powerful house now. But she doesn't get to keep Jayce in her life as her lover anymore after what she did, because she did manipulate him, even if she had good intentions mixed with the self-interested ones.
The trust is simply gone now. But he cares for her and wishes her well, so, I'd argue they parted on as good of terms as could be done.
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You Could Be Mine
Pairing: Lando Norris x reader
Warnings: smut
It was a hot summer evening and you found yourself on a private party on a 100 m yacht in Monaco hosted by none other than Lando Norris. Actually, you weren't initially invited, your best friend was, but when she mentioned to Lando that you were in town too, he was more than happy to send you a verbal invitation through her.
Lando and you have a history together. You met a year ago in a club when you were visiting Monaco for the first time. He was your friend's friend and from the first moment you laid eyes on each other there was an undeniable attraction between you two. You spent 3 unforgettable wild nights together back then, but there has never been anything more since then.
And here you were again, back in town, at his party. There was quite a lot of people for a private party, a lot of girls too, but his eyes were glancing at you the whole night. You could feel his gaze searching for you, but you also saw how many girls around him were practically begging for his attention and you weren't gonna be one of them.
You don't want him that much, you thought.
That's why he couldn't wait to catch you alone somewhere. Once you wandered onto the upper deck, the highest one where was no people, Lando saw his chance and took it. You two quickly got into talking. He was so obviously flirting with you, he really wasn't wasting any time, he wanted to let you know that you've been on his mind and that he didn't forget about your nights together.
"So for how long are you staying in Monaco?" He asked stepping closer to you holding his hands in the pockets of his white linen pants.
"Two more nights." You say biting your lip.
"That's such a shame.." Pulling them out of his pockets, one of his hands finds its way to your cheek and the other to your waist pulling you closer to him. "If only I'd known sooner that you were here..."
"And why is that?" You ask glancing at his lips as his thumb caresses your cheek.
He runs his tongue over his lip then gently traces with his finger over your bottom lip before mumbling "What if I told you I've been getting off to the thought of you?"
You smirk squeezing your thighs hoping he wouldn't notice it while your faces are only inches away from each other's.
"It wasn't easy to forget you either, I must admit"
"Yeah?" He asks and you nod putting your hands against his chest looking up at him. "So what are we gonna do about it then?"
"Well, you tell me"
"I'd rather show you" He murmurs before he finally presses his lips against yours. The kiss gradually changed from gentle and slow to fast, passionate and heated. He was hungry for more of whatever this was between the two of you. His tongue ran over your bottom lip asking for permission to enter which you willingly granted.
"Fuck, I forgot what a good kisser you are" He pants and you blush hiding your face in his shoulder. He gently moves your hair out of your neck so he can leave sloppy kisses that send tingly feelings through your body.
His hand slowly comes between your thighs slowly working its way up under your short dress as you slightly part your legs for him. Just as his fingers were about to reach your wet lace panties, a squeaky female voice interrupts you.
"Lando!" The girl screams from downstairs making you quickly close and squeeze your thighs at the loss of his touch as he pulls back from you. "Where are you? Are you coming down?" The girl asks climbing a few stairs to see him. It was the girl who had been crawling all over him all evening desperately trying to get a minute of his attention. Her gaze stops at you raising her eyebrow and eyeing you up and down.
"Give me a minute" Lando says brushing her off to which she mumbles something rolling her eyes, clearly annoyed at his lack of interests, and leaves.
"Is that your girlfriend to be?" You provoke.
"She'd like that, but she never will be" He reassures you once again pulling your body closer to him. "But you could be" You giggle, but don't say anything to his unexpected proposal?
"I'd love to fuck you against this fence now," He whispers squeezing your hips. "But I'll do that in the morning when everyone leaves"
"What makes you think I'll be here in the morning?" You tease him.
"There's no way I'm letting you go before I show you how much I've been thinking about you." He groans as you slowly lift your leg and press your knee lightly into his crotch. "Fuck, you're driving me crazy..Come with me right now"
Lando goes down the stairs first and you follow behind him. He takes your hand leading you as you two disappear unnoticed into one of the rooms on the yacht.
As soon as the door closed he was pressing you against them forcing his tongue inside your mouth and lifting up your dress. You whimpered as he vigorously turned you around pulling your panties to the side and gently pushing your cheek against the hard surface of the door. He slipped his fingers inside you only to spread your wetness all over your slit and over his tip before teasing you with it.
"Lan" You moaned.
"What baby?" He murmurs into your ear rubbing his cock over your folds, but not pushing himself in. "Tell me what you want"
"Stop with the teasing and fuck me already"
"Fuck, you turn me on so much you don't even know. Feel how hard you make me? It's fucking aching for you" He hisses grinding against your ass.
He positions his cock at your entrance and you eagerly push your ass back on him. You were dripping wet so he slid in without the slightest trouble.
"So ready for me" He groans scraping his teeth over your bare shoulder making you shiver. "You're so tight baby, fuuuck"
He was thrusting into you deep and fast, your ass was grinding back against his pelvis as the sound of your skin slapping against each other filled the room. You were so into each other that you weren't even trying to be quiet. You almost forgot that anyone could walk by the room and hear your moaning.
As the familiar feeling in the pit of your stomach started building, from the other side of the door, the squeaky voice of the girl who interrupted you once was heard again.
"Lando?"
"Shit" The voice snaps you back to reality as he abruptly stops moving making you whine ruining your orgasm.
"Lando, are you in there?" She asks again. He puts his hand over your mouth breathing heavily as he slowly starts moving again.
"Should I tell her how deep inside of me you are?" You ask quietly removing his hand from your mouth.
"She's fucking crazy, and I don't want anyone to touch you" He pulls out of you and turns you around to face him.
"I'm not scared of her, I know she can't have you the way I can" You didn't even mind that she was behind the door because you knew you had all his attention, you knew he was starving only your touch.
You start kissing his wide neck, running your tongue over the veins that were popping out as he throws his head back.
"Fuck, she's not even half of you"
He reaches under your ass tapping your thighs signaling you to jump and wrap your legs around his waist. When you do so he leads you to the bed gently throwing you down and getting on top of you.
"I missed you" He says looking at your lips before you connect them. You were clinging to each other as he started thrusting into you again only this time slow, deep and raw. He was enjoying the feeling of your walls tightly hugging him.
"I missed you too" You were moaning into each other's mouth, gasping for air as both of you were getting closer and closer. "Faster, Lan, please"
"You gonna cum with me?" He asks. You nod and he quickens his pace. "I'm n-not pulling out, okay?" His voice cracked and legs trembled. You didn't even have time to answer as your climax penetrated your whole body. Lando's quickly followed by filling you up to the top.
"Ohh fuuck" He moaned before collapsing down on you.
When your breathing calmed down he propped himself up on his elbows looking at you and caressing your cheek before placing a soft kiss on it. "You okay, baby?" He asks.
"Yeah" You blush at the nickname he didn't call you by the last time you were together.
"Why are you blushing?" He asks smiling, but you're too shy to say why. "Tell me"
"I'm not telling you"
"Is it because I called you baby?" You giggle trying to hide your face to the side from him, but his fingers pull your chin back to face him. "I'm not letting you leave Monaco this time. You're staying here with me."
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