#I need to calm down and breathe
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The thing that sucks is that the Sami/Jey story feels very unfinished. Like we were at the climax, and the story just ended. Not even in a fun way but just natural storytelling. I would argue that Roman/Sami at NOC was unfinished because they were just side characters in that match. That was all about the bloodline. It's not even us delulu shippers. Legit fans want to see this. Not just because Sami/Jey had a fantastic and emotional build but look what they have done to our boy on Raw.
Oh anon, I totally agree with you on all of that!
Sami kept going on and on and on about destroying The Bloodline and taking down The Tribal Chief and basically dedicated his life to that cause for months and months and then suddenly he completely stops with zero thoughts given after a TAG MATCH where he pinned Solo? It doesn't make sense.
And yeah the thing he wanted to happen (which was The Usos turning on Roman) happened, but wouldn't it make more sense for him and Kevin to join forces with them to take Roman down for good? Or to check up on Jey (and even Jimmy) and reassure them that he's in their corner after? (We know it would. But it's WWE and all the characters suddenly have amnesia once a storyline abruptly finds its end.)
And yeah, don't even get me started on the Sami/Jey stuff. They built up this deep connection between them (brothers/family/lovers whatever you see/wanna call it) and then they ripped it away and pretended like it never happened. No mention of Jey from Sami, no mention of Sami from Jey, even in moments where a mention would have been the most logical/simple thing and make the whole thing make sense. Like... why won't you acknowledge Jey's role in Sami's life and Sami's role in Jey's life (and the rest of the Bloodline for that matter) at all? It's a shit pattern with WWE that occurs so often, but in this case it's even more infuriating, cause usually they don't spend building relationships between characters/ character arcs this long. But they've been building it for a YEAR instead of just a couple of weeks, so it cut even deeper than it usually does when they went all like "well, it didn't happen. Sami? Jey? Bloodline? Connection? Never heard of it".
They are doing Sami so dirty with this and with his booking over on Raw, honestly. I need him back in the fold with Jey. I don't even need him to help Jey fight Jimmy or the rest of his family or whatever. At this point I've accepted that it'll probably never happen. I just need an acknowledgement of their bond and that they're still there for each other should one of them ever need it. And I need at least a little hope that we'll get a real and proper finish to Jey/Sami, even if we never get one for Roman/Sami and Jimmy/Sami and Solo/Sami. Cause you're right, anon. None of it feels finished even though WWE wants us to believe it is. The frustration is real.
#anon#lovely anon#m answers#replies#I need to calm down and breathe#but this shit still infuriates me like nothing else does
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FUCK NO
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I understand the disappointment, I really do, but I think people might be blowing the whole world state thing a bit out of proportion. "This is SPITTING IN THE FACE of long-time fans" no it's not Steve, calm down.
The series has always had to compromise when it comes to the state of the world because so many of the choices (especially from the end of Origins) were so wildly different that trying to build a sequel from so many conflicting factors would be more or less impossible. It's why we've never seen the Architect again, because him being alive or dead has HUGE ripple effects that are damn near impossible to write around.
Heck, it was entirely possible for Anders to die at the end of Awakening, but the writers wrote around it by saying "oh no he actually faked his death" even though logically that made very little sense because at that point he'd have absolutely no reason to do that? But Anders was in the sequel so that had to come up with something.
Basically nothing from Dragon Age 2 was important in Inquisition - Hawke siding with Mages or Templars made no difference, Anders being alive or dead made no difference, whether Carver or Bethany were dead or Wardens or whatever made no difference. We got some flavour text and that was literally it, everything else played out exactly the same.
Hell, the Temple of Sacred Ashes gets blown to bits at the beginning of Inquisition, rendering everything to do with that quest from Origins basically moot. And we've never gone back to Orzammar, and everything we have heard from it has been kept super vague, because depending on who the King is and if Branka is still alive things would look WILDLY different. Crafting a new story there would be borderline impossible because the dozen different possible world states make the foundation shaky at best.
It's why I highly doubt we'll be able to side with Solas and help him tear down the Veil because that would result in basically a whole new world being created. Imagine them trying to make Dragon Age 5 and being like "okay 50% sided with Solas and tore the Veil down and 50% kept the Veil intact....wtf now what do we do--?"
Again, I understand the disappointment, but I just hope once the dust has settled and people calm down a bit they'll see that, realistically, very little has changed. Your saves are still there, your experiences and enjoyment of the games and the characters and the story are still there, but they were always gonna have to draw the line SOMEWHERE.
And that's not to say none of our previous choices will come back - if we get another game, or a spin off or something they'll probably do what they're doing with the Inquisitor now. They're just taking what's relevant to the story they are trying to tell, and leaving what they aren’t going to use presently ambiguous.
#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#I get the disappointment but I think some people need to take a deep breath and calm down#it's gonna be okay
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You'd think the worst part of being immunocompromised would be catching All The Things, but honestly, the actual worst part is not being able to visit very sick loved ones because they're afraid of you catching the sickness :(
#i just discovered an hour ago that my mother was hospitalized last night and my dad mentioned 'the ambulance gave us nebulizer equipment'#by force of will i didn't say 'WHAT ambulance?!' because they don't need more anxiety right now#they were driving home together and my mother sounds awful and said she still didn't feel like she was breathing properly#dad was like 'she's really tired so i was thinking of giving her the nebulizer and getting her to lie down'#me: 'WHAT NO KEEP HER UPRIGHT' /calms slightly 'and tell her to take her nebulizer and be careful and i love her.'#'but seriously. don't let her lie down and don't let her go to sleep.'#i hate her pathetic fucking doctor so much though#she was doing better after i bullied her into seeing an asthma specialist but she caught some awful ... something and then this happened???#anghraine babbles#asthma
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I said Blue Canvas of Youthful Days was going to be good and I was right! As usual, I'm in love with the side cp already.
Tan Yin is going to have a rough time because Mingyang literally sees him as his dead younger brother. He's going to have to suffer for his love.
When Tan Yin is scared, he immediately calls Mingyang. Mingyang is there for him, comforting, and calming him down. ❤️
UwU! Who can blame Tan Yin for falling for Mingyang? This kind of "friendly" affection would have driven me nuts. Tan Yin is strong.
Tan Yin is such a cutie patootie. Mingyang agrees. He looks at Tan Yin with such fondness.
AHHHHH! The help put on your seatbelt trope! Tan Yin was about to faint having Mingyang so close. He wanted to kiss him so bad.
This looks like a proposal, except with a hearing aid instead of a ring. I have to think that this scene was intentionally shot this way. For Tan Yin, a hearing aid from Mingyang is more precious than any ring.
So sensual and heartbreaking at the same time. Tan Yin is mesmerized by Mingyang's voice and his hand on Mingyan's adam's apple, while Mingyang wants to hear Tan Yin call him gege because he sees him as his dead brother.
He's so cute hugging his gift box, wishing it was Mingyang hehehe.
OUCH. Tan Yin drawing up the courage to confess, only to be indirectly rejected hurts. It's going to take a lot of work to get over the brother hurdle. Sigh.
After side stepping Tan Yin's confession, Mingyang takes Tan Yin on a date... ??? He needs to stop being so nice to Tan Yin. This is too many mixed signals for our cutie. The gif doesn't do this scene justice. It's so playful and cute. I love the last part where Mingyang tells Tan Yin to blow bubbles like a fish, and Tan Yin brushes him off, but then does the blub blub blub sound and Mingyang finds it so adorable.
It's heartbreaking that both Tan Yin and Mingyang share a similar past with being rejected by their family for being gay. I like that this scene explicitly establishes that Tan Yin and Mingyang are gay. They've liked other men. No gay for you here.
These two are going to be the death of me. I love them so much.
#blue canvas of youthful days#reaction time: bcoyd#i know people are worried because it was taken down from iQ#but i think iq will get it sorted out like they did with myatb#but even if they don't i'm confident we will get to see the rest of the eps#the production team said they are working hard to figure it out so they are dedicated to getting the whole series aired#i don't think this case is similar to jitd because bcoyd doesn't have to pass review or get an online record number to air#the production company should be able to release on any other platform even youtube#everyone take a deep breath and remain calm#in the production company we trust#they said see you next week so i'm gonna hold them to it#i need more eps!!#bcoyd#cdrama#cbl
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I'm not allowed to be on social media for more than two seconds today but I just wanted to say that Laios will absolutely have his own reaction to all this as someone who would die for Falin but has also imprinted on Marcille as his Emotional Support Comphet White Girl Not-Girlfriend along the way
#a little creature#sometimes i look at the way i want marcille to be the closest thing hes ever had to a girlfriend but in a 100% platonic way and im like#is this what they mean by queerplatonic or have i just never had a dude best friend who wasnt like. a super fruity gay twink#anyway its gonna be as hard on him as it is for us bc he loves them both so much#the most important women in his life bar none#marcille probably slapped him when she got back tho. like she just saw his face and all the misdirected anger at him 'taking falin' just#rose up and burst again#its ok tho. you know she immediately broke down crying in his arms again blubbering incoherently bc she felt bad but also shes still mad#and she just doesnt know what to do with herself#the hardest part about this fic is that like. there are SO many juicy things going on offscreen#but. i have to breathe deep and keep calm and let them happen out of falin's POV#the ryoko kui method. what happens in the story happens and what happens outside can be explored in extras if need be#edit: also just figured out why ive been chafing a *little* bit against ppl assuming that it's the fear of falin dying that motivated#marcille's denial of her feelings so far#bc it's technically true but something just didn't sit right and i didn't wanna say anything until i figured it out#in little creature she has in part already realized that falin's passing is going to hurt no matter what she does right now#bc she's already passed the threshold of preemptive grief and sealed her own fate by how much she cares about falin#so it's not really... about that as much as it would have been during the canon story#it's just that. to acknowledge that she has romantic feelings for falin means recontextualizing their relationship in a way where#she has been the one hopelessly chasing while falin didn't realize/ignored her for the most part#and she couldnt allow that to be true both bc she couldnt bear to make falin the 'villain' in her love story#and bc she subconsciously knew the scope of pain would be too much for her to handle#so now my problem is. how do i make that clear in the fic from falin's POV without getting too heavy handed about it
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FIRST TIME GIVES INEFFABLE HUSBANDS VIBES AND I DONT THINK I CAN HANDLE IT 😭😭😭
#hozier#the hoziest#good omens#ineffable husbands#unreal unearth#im cryinf#idk what to tag im just happy y'all#i was reading it whilst listening to it skshsjhsjshsksjs#MR GAIMAN IM GONNA NEED AN APOLOGY AND ALSO A SEASON 3 VERY SOON#SIRS I DONT THINK ANY OF YOU HAVE THE AUTHORITY TO BE MAKING ME FEEL THIS WAY#PAIR THAT WITH DAVID TENNANT AND MICHAEL SHEENS INCREDIBLE PORTRAYAL OF THE EMOTIONS#I CANFT BREATHE#IDGAF IF NONE OF THIS IS REAL#MY AND EVERYONE ELSES FEELING MAKE IT REAL#DJSJSHSJHS LN SBSKSJJSHSJSKSBSKBSKSJZLSJSBBDJSHSJSJSSKSBKSJSKSIKSHS#I AM SCREAMING SCREECHING AND SQUEALING#one of the many reasons i wanna do more theatre and acting because who tf are these people to be making me feel such raw emotion#from a situation which im not even insinuated to be a part of sihsksjslsjsksn#ITS TOO INTIMATE I FEEL LIKE IM INTRUDING#BUT I FEEL LIKE THE ONE BEING EXPOSED SIMULTANEOUSLY WTF#david tennant#michael sheen#anyways sorry for the excessive tags#i need to calm the fuck down#i should take my meds#and then a nap#or read#or draw#oh and hydrate#fuck you and your tag limits ciao brothers and others
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Hey Ultrakill fandom, is it normal for my heart to beat so hard and fast that I worry it will tear through my fucking chest when I play this game? Thanks.
#actually though#i was playing for the first time in a while and finally beat act 2 on standard difficulty (don't make fun of me ultrakill is hard 🥺)#and i swear i needed to do actual breathing exercises to calm down#crazy game.#i also remember being yonked off my gourd when i played the demo after i had an energy drink but that one makes more sense#Ultrakill#gabriel#V1#v1 ultrakill#gabriel ultrakill#hakita#cancerous rodent#ramble in the tags
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this past week its just been a constant cycle of *normal normal normal* OH FUCK THE SITE UPDATE IS NEARLY UPON US *has to sit down and breathe*
#what will we see... what will we learn...#screaming sobbing throwing up#almost literally! im so hyped im a little nauseous! only a Bit!#i need to calm down! im being too abnormal about it!!#i cant even finish my plate of pickles rn because i Remembered#and now i cant do anything but sit here and vibrate from excitement#deep breaths.... deep breaths....#absolutely unprompted#i mean feeling physically sick from excitement is not entirely atypical for me#it always makes me feel a lil unwell! whether that excitement is negative like having to drive a Distance#or positive like looking forward to an event!#im gonna feel a lil like throwing up!#its a good discomfort i swear#that being said.#if we get voice lines i might actually have to go for a walk around the block to cool off lmfao
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the masculine urge to take a saucepan off thr draining board and bash myself repeatedly over the head with it until I pass out and no longer have to experience feeling Bad 😍
#struggling to tolerate this one ngl its fucking dire this weekend. i just cant do this man#thr things i would fucking do for attention please. just one person to notice and care in the slighest i feel like im losing my fucking#mind out here how does every single person who has ever mattered to me in my lifr see me in distress and choose to ignore it or maybe they#dont even recognise im ij distress in the first place i dont know whats worse i dont think i hide it well at all im just so done#listen like ultimately its fucking fine. i will get myself through it like ive gotten myself through everything else in my fuckijg life#i dont even feel bad that often these days im doing so so so much better and its so much more tolerable to only have to deal with this#once or twice a week instead of it being a struggle every single day like i dont think i could go back to feeling like that again ever i#dont know how i managed to get througyh it before jesus fucking christ. but i can deal with it i can deal with this#ik ill feel fine tomorrow. its just thr fact im so desperately fucking alone with it that makes it so much worse than it has to be#i fucking hate repression i hate being so incapable of expressing myself that its easier for me to injure myself than it is to talk about#how i feel to anyone i hate being trapped in this stupif fucking torture labyrinth and not knowing how to get out of it and never being#given a single avenue anything to hold onto i hate having to do it alone every single fucking time and when i do try i just freeze out#entirely i cant form a coherent thought my brain enters total fucking shutdown pure static white noise fuzz and i dont know why please#its so unfair i dont think its that much to want a little comfort. just once just for someone to stay with me while i cry it doesnt have#to be more than that i just dont want to be alone like this i just want to feel safe around someone just close to someone just once#and well ill survive without it bc i always have i guess. so far at least. and there are many things im grateful for and i do in general#feel pretty okay my life is pretty good at times even. i feel so pathetic and stupid and ashamed for even feeling like this#but do i have to go my entire life without ever experiencing any kind of real intimacy with another person emotionally that is#i mean physical is nice too and they go hand in hand in some ways but i just want to feel seen and safe over anything.im tired#i feel like i try.but not hard enough i know its all my fault really but i dont know how to try any harder but nothing will ever change if#i dont i cant expect anyone to do anything if i cant rven communicate in thr first place. oh i dont want to think about it anymore#i have a headache from crhing and its not even 8pm ugh. okay. well it is what it is.#ill breathe until i calm down and then tidy up whatever i left in the kitchen and get my work stuff ready for tmr#and polish my boots maybe. and read and go to bed at 9:30 i think. and ill feel fine in the morning#my fault for thinking about it earlier i know i shouldve nipped it earlier on its such an easy spiral to fall into i need to get better#it happens. okay anyway. no cause for concern im good guys. weakly thumbs up at the camera all covered in blood#my period is late actually thats probably all this is lmao. makes sense thinking abt it#cant wait for it to finally start and all earthly desire to leave my body so i never experience pain again amen#.vent#ignore this sorry for being mentally ill im not even that mentally ill anymore so no excuse rly ummmm. bit embarrassing innit.
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HP Rants: Things Fandom Gets WRONG
The Dark Mark (tattoo)
where oh where is the reading comprehension??? did y’all really not read any of GoF??? not only does the minister of fucking magic not know about the Dark Mark tattoos, as snape has to explain and show it to him (which just ????? astounding incompetence from the ministry of goddamn magic and the wizarding world at large) but sirius literally says in response to the kiddos telling him that Karkaroff showed snape something on his arm, “'He showed Snape something on his arm?' said Sirius, looking frankly bewildered...'Well, I’ve no idea what that’s about." despite the fact that he KNOWS for a fact karkaroff was a death eater. (and his own goddamn brother was a death eater. And his family was super pro-voldemort).
The whole fucking point is that no one knew.
Otherwise it would have been obvious who was and who wasn’t death eaters, or at least, inner-circle death eaters. Sirius would not have gone to Azkaban. The Malfoys and literally every other free death eater would have.. but this didn’t happen because the wizarding world is complete shit at handling things and disseminating EXTREMELY IMPORTANT information.. that’s the whole fucking point.
#every time i see a fic say that regulus “took the mark”#or that sirius' parents wanted to make him “get the mark”#i want to scream in rage#and i immediately close the fic no questions asked#and then have to take at least 5 minutes of deep breaths to calm myself down and remind myself people are allowed to be wrong#i can be mature and let them be wrong#i am a mature adult and can let them be wrong#i don't need to start a fight because i am a mature adult and i can just let them be wrong it won't kill me#but seriously#why the FUCK is everyone so fucking wrong#ALL THE FUCKING TIME#WHERE or where is the fucking reading comprehension????#salty hp rant#hp rant#hp meta#harry potter#sirius black#dark mark#salty hp takes#marauders#harry potter meta#i hate being the only correct person in this fandom#lmfao#god please help there is no reading comprehension in this fandom#it is so diseased and sick#marauders fandom#literally the fucking worst
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my head hurts from crying for the past twenty minutes but it's not because of pain. i don't think i will ever be coherent enough to properly explain my feelings but to me this scene wasn't heartbreaking. it was hope and love in their purest form. hope because day's life doesn't end when his eyesight is gone: day is no longer angry because he has learned that he can still experience the world and live a happy life and find meaning in both. love because mork, who could no more save his sister's life than stop day from losing his sight, is being held in the hands of the man he loves and being told 'someone like you is enough': enough to be day's last twilight, last picture, last love. of course there was loss in it, but so much beauty too. these two men who used to be invisible and alone and locked away in the darkness found each other, chose each other, and stepped into the light, together. and that's where they will always be from now on: in each other's light, where they'll never fade away again
#I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IM SAYING I HAVE NO IDEA WHAT IM DOING I JUST NEED THE HEAT DEATH OF THE UNIVERSE TO TAKE ME NOW#@ EVERYONE WHO SENT ME A MESSAGE SORRY I NEED TO SLEEP ON THIS AND CALM DOWN AND POSSIBLY STOP CRYING REAL ASS TEARS THAT WOULD BE VERY NICE#ALSO NEED TO BREATHE AND NOT BE WORRIED ABOUT THE LAST THREE EPISODES#GONNA ANSWER Y'ALL ASAP#last twilight the series#morkday#monica watches last twilight#m: txt
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this man's sleeves are about to pop open and tear right off. he flexes and his shirt just fucking explodes
#love notes#love notes: ignacio ���#💕♬♪ ♥ You stole my heart before anyone knew you had it - ̗̀˚₊·🐍🎱🌹˚₊· ̖́-#[jesse pinkman voice] YEAH BITCH!!! LOVE NOTES!!!!#oh my goddd let me be abnormal about him please#add another bald man to the roster fellas#first it was marco and leonel then it was mike then it was saul (he's balding. it counts)#now it's this rattlesnake lookinass slithery motherfucker stealing my heart#it wasnt at first sight either it TOOK him TWO MONTHS#i was terrified of him#until there was a scene where he was angry and he COULD HAVE lashed out#BUT HE DIDNT. HE HAD SELF CONTROL#he calmed himself down and took deep breaths and talked rationally#and he protects innocents if he's able to. and he feels remorse when he can't.#and he cares so much for his father bc to him his father is the purest kindest soul#and i just absolutely fell so hard. so SLOWLY though. he snuck up on me#but he's a thief isn't he? at least in one episode? 🥰 how fitting#i love violent criminals with the capacity to have a soft spot. for ANYTHING#it helps me feel safer with them and like the old me#youre supposed to look at a villain and know in ur heart that ur the exception and they'd protect u#and im slowly learning that again even tho its so damn hard#but this guy!!! and marco!!! and leonel!!! i just KNOW they're my ride or die#the actors telling me that in person and in cameo sure helps though sdlfjslkfdsf#oh god i need to tell you guys something really cool that happened to me with marco's actor this week#when i get the chance!!!
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ok really though i wish my gut health wasnt almost perfectly aligned w my emotions like i dont think it is fair that when i feel an intense emotion my stomach is immediately like ok time to be sickly now ❤️ but oh well. someones gotta experience this feeling, i guess it has to be me
#ive been excited since last night like shaking like a dog during a thunderstorm im so excited#and its making me sick 😭 I HAD DREAMS ABOUT DRAGON AGE LAST NIGHT ITS SO SERIOUS RN#i gotta do breathing excercises or something i need to go outside and sit in the quiet#plz body calm down youre hurting meeeeee#my autism and my viking ancestry prepared me for this day
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Caved and watched P&P&Z despite not liking zombie horror because I needed to see what matt smith as collins would be like and oh my god when he interrupts lizzie and wickham at the ball it looks/feels exactly like whenever 11 runs in to interrupt amy and rory like I swear I've seen this exact shot in doctor who he's making the same goofy expressions I can't believe this is what gets me to watch a fucking zombie movie
#my few starkid mutuals may be suprised that i in fact generally despise zombie horror#or indeed most horror#and its pretty much only as musicals that i can handle watching it#but yes! i am in reality a chicken and unless is starkid or a classic novel i cant generally handle horror#pausing this movie every five minutes to take some deep breaths and calm the hell down#but alas hyperfixation need to see every possible version of these character and the doctor as collins made me cave#pride and prejudice#pride and prejudice and zombies#p&p&z#hestia rambles#yelling into the void#im going to hate myself tonight#especially as im going to be skipping dinner because no way in hell im walking over to the dining hall after watching this
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Baldurs Gate 3 mutuals scroll away now. Just scroll past this I don't want y'all to be mad at me because this post is NOT ABOUT YOU! But anyways I think the BG3 fandom really really suffers from the "XYZ is my favorite character and nobody else should talk about them because it makes me uncomfortable because they're MINE" syndrome in a way that's somehow even more embarrassing than those Animal Crossing New Horizons fans, because it's not even like the BG3 characters are limited? Like you all have them on your own computers and you can do whatever you want with them, you don't have to get mad about what other people are doing with them on their computers?
obviously this isn't an isolated problem, a lot of fandoms struggle with the "My opinion on XYZ is the only correct opinion and everyone else is wrong" mindsets, which is just, like, not how art works. Like you don't get to go to the art museum and listen to somebody else's interpretation and then go "Well actually you're factually incorrect, MY interpretation is the right one."
But I specifically see this "Astarion is my comfort character and it makes me uncomfortable when other people like him" shit all the fucking time and that's really sort of silly to me? 1) he's not real, 2) the way other people interpret his character doesn't effect you at all, and 3) they're not stopping you from having your own interpretations.
Like I'm sorry but when you complain nonstop about "Ascended Astarion fans" you do sound fucking insane because you're desperately defending the virtue of a fictional character, PIXELS!, and said character's personality is heavily dependent on how the story is played anyways, so yeah fucking obviously you're not going to have the same perception of that character as everyone else in your fandom, you're not even all experiencing the game the same way!
But like, I see people get so up in arms about this and it's like holy fuck babe take a deep breath. It is not that serious. The world is not ending because people are doing what they've historically always done and thirsting after a hot gothic vampire because he's kind of mean to them. It's okay. You'll be fine. You can literally just stop engaging with the fandom if it upsets you that bad. Honestly you probably should, because getting that upset over something that has zero real bearing on reality is kind of wild. Maybe talk to your therapist about it idk.
#would I romance ascended astarion? no. but I wouldn't romance astarion in the first place tbh I think he's kinda tacky#but godDAMN some of y'all need to take a deep breath and log off for while and calm down
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