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#gideon nav#the locked tomb#gideon the ninth#kiriona gaia#happy as yet unsent leak to everyone celebrating#Iâm just gonna wait until I can read it on paper#I need something to look forward to#I missed my blog I miss my ladies#missed the tlt fandom#đ#gonna be low output for a good while still though#my art
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DRAW THIS WITH SOMEONE FROM THE MODERN AU. IDK WHICH ONE OF THE KIDS BUT SJHBHAHA PLEASE
There you go, have some baby vessel veggies! [+Bonus bcs my partner reminded me of that cute af cabbage blanket]
#modern au#alecz'makingz#little ghost#greensie hk#greenpath vessel#the knight hk#hollow knight#hk#white lady hk#?#ig#hollow knight modern au#I'M BACK WOOOOOOOOOOOO#I HOPE I WILL KEEP UP I MISSED MY BLOG SM I WANNA INTERACT WITH MUTUALS SO BAD NOW SO STAY TUNNED FOR I MAY STALK YOU ALL A BIT/J
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Going Through It in a way that only danvis can fix I think
#mystreet.... :(( i miss my block men#but ever since that travlyn Situation on my blog i DREAD using it#i hate people misunderstanding me and i got Death Threats over a Minecraft Roleplay series because i don't like Katelyn#because i don't think travlyn is a healthy ship because shes canonically physically abusive and hes canonically known for harassment/sa#and Travis is the Only character that gets a REDEMPTION ARC FROM HIS PUSHY COMMENTS AND WEIRD FLIRTING. HE GETS BACKSTORY AND REASON#HE GETS AN ARC#my boy gets a whole improvement arc and grows and changes and learns#he gets an implied reason for why those behaviors were normal to him. between Dante TEACHING HIM TO DO IT. AND MICHAEL BEING CREEPY#Michael was LITERALLY IMPLIED TO HAVE SAED THE BOYS MOTHER IN MCD AND DID YOU GUYS EVEN WATCH S6???? HES A CREEP.#and Travis CHANGES FOR KATELYN very very very early on. THE LITERAL LATER POINTS IN SEASON ONE!??? S1 !!!#Katelyns arc happens OFF CAMERA. after Travis is the FIRST CHARACTER to EVER have a scene calling out abuse directly??#HE CALLS HER OUT ON YELLING AND HITTING HIM and its continued AFTER HIS IMPROVEMENT AND ARC#i WISH we got to know her arc and her redemption but WE DONT its just There one day. shes just BETTER ONE DAY and i hate it#she feels like a background character and i don't like her#she has GREAT POTENTIAL with her backstory. her mother. etcetera. but its WASTED and never talked about.#i want to give her a real character instead of her being the Angry wlw character trope that Stops For A Man she used to hate + secretly love#i hate travlyn. i hate the SA from Travis and the physical abuse from Katelyn. i hate how the ship ruined her character#and yet Made his. travlyn pushed Katelyn into a one dimensional character pretending to be three dimensional#and somehow took Travis down the pipeline of becoming a three dimensional character. idk.#i want Katelyn to be something good. better. more than âangry bi girl who becomes soft for a guyâ and more than âvague mommy issuesâ#i WISH she and luca had more time. luca was the only thing that could have made katelyn more than what she was.#luca helped explore katelyns struggles with opening up and communicating and anger issues in a REAL WAY#not âshe pretends to hate boy and hits him because she secretly loves him lol look shes blushing and defensive teeheeâ#shes so much more than that but its NEVER ACTUALLY SHOWN. JUSTICE FOR MY LOVELY LADY.#im so upset.#im SO UPSET
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For the record I will not be playing deadlock having one (1) map sounds boring as fuck but some of the characters are undeniably cool.
#blogging#deadlock#And YES I still miss my dead wife Overwatch 1 and I think about her all the time.#But she wouldn't want me to wallow in misery she would want me to remember the good times and move on.#Roadhog and Pharah and Brigitte are all dead.#But Lash Lady Geist and McGinnis are alive and kicking.
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I was thinking about how you all have been very tolerant for a long time of my GW1 fixation, given that it's not only a game (not something most people follow me for), but a game most of you will never play or see, and which I can't even wholly recommend to modern gamers used to conveniences like mounts (or, uh, the ability to jump).
Then I thought ... hey, I could show them what my fancy illusionist c. 2005 actually looked like when she casts a spell, since the game still runs and all my characters and the old maps are available. So here is some GW1 magic:
#i had to stop playing and let them hit her to halt the recording early enough to stay within tumblr's video limits#guild wars#guild wars: prophecies#anghraine babbles#ascalonian grudgeblog#anghraine's gaming#deep blogging#her name was archimedea because i missed my cat (named archimedes) and thought medea ruled and it would be fun to fuse them#into one very fancy human lady#(also damn do i miss backfire. greatest spell and you get it in the tutorial)
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I uploaded these to Raiker's about page, but I'm proud of them and his design still, so I'mma subject y'all to art of my boy
#i have a pathfinder game today#it's been like a month since we played :Y#i missed my funky bird lady#so activity will be on and off but I'll probably be around#drawing if nothing else#I also need to clean up Tanis' blog#And get some more stuff up on Raiker's#ugh#oh man tumblr hated the fullbody pic LOL#Sucks to suck#let sleeping dragons lie â ooc#my art#Raiker's blog is#UltraWyrmHole#I'm not the best at Raiker's hair but#like#I'm trying#I'll figure it out better in time
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Hey, this is Taylor from a few years back. Sorry for the ask. I haven't used this app in a few years and forgot how to message lol. I was looking through my old account and saw yours was still up and running, and I just wanted to tell you thank you for the time you were my friend and how patient you were with me. You were a great friend and an even better influence. Hope you're doing good!
This was such a wonderful surprise... I have so many words and yet none at all. Thank you for being my friend, too, and for the kindness you showed me. I hope the future has treated you kindly đĽšđŤśđž
#and now a word from us kids#first of all if you dont know how to use chat its not ur fault its bc tumblr updated and changed 90 times in the last 3 yrs like WHO ASKRD#FOR ANY OF THISSSS#since the great tiddy ban of 2018 we have just gone farther and farther downhill yall đ tumblr never shld have tried to appeal to the ads#and its not like it even worked bc The ads we DO get are like facebook video level LIKE PLZ ABEG đ#anyways i want you to know that when i finally read this ask (like forever late) i was travelling with my sister in TX mind you! and i#literally stopped walking on the sidewalk in 100 degree weather she was so mad at me but i was literally floored#i will never be able to express how much being your friend was healing to me too. and i missed you. and life is crazy#idk if you ever saw that one post on tiktok that went viral and it was an old lady and her best friend had âwe were girls togetherâ on#her tombstone like... i think about that all the time. something so beautiful about youth and IM YOUNGG WE R YOUNGGG but still.#thank you for being my friend and thank you for finding me again and i dont even know what words to say! but this was incredibly sweet#and i sat on it for 2 weeks bc i didnt know what to day and i still dont. but i hope you still remember how to read tags đŠđŠ#a part of me wanted to figure out how to answer this privately but also a part of me wanted this to be tangible somewhere so i apologize at#the end of the day i am still a tumblrina immortalizing things on my blog đĽšđŠˇ#my sunshine#đŠˇđŠˇđŠˇ
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HI sorry i got intimidated being here and i lost my motivation to even try writing so im lurking. mainly on my main multi so catch me there âď¸
#Ë*â˘ĚŠĚŠÍ⧠âďšooc.ďš#( i miss my bird lady but )#( ive got this major anxiety abt this blog )#( for no good reason )#( ik i dont have 2 be a lore master or anything like that but )#( uahguhaguaguhguha )#( ok bye )#( HBDSJF )#( does this count as a semi-hiatus? )#( idk )
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happy birthday to her!!!!!
#i miss her sooooo sooo so so much <333#she might come by later today with my dad to pick up some stuff#so i might be able to greet her happy birthday in person#(i've greeted her through the screen already <3)#but can you believe it?? she's ten years old 𼺠she's my old man my old lady my gnc senior citizen#(also this pic is from a few months ago and zoomed in and cropped as per usual)#personal#not blog related
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between reading half gail carriger's catalog (thank you as always to my brilliant girlfriend) and ds2 i have not touched ămidsummeră in a few days, but thats part of the creative process sometimes
the weirdest part of playing ds2 is how much i dislike the engine. ds2 was developed "at the same time" as bb, and ds2 uses the same HAVOK engine as ds1, but i gotta say, if this is the ethos of the engine for bb, i'm losing interest. it's lunky and there's a tangible disconnect between the PC and the world. and there's no ragdoll! c'mon, how can i play a FROM with no ragdoll mechanics?!
now if you'll excuse me, i need to go cry about biffy and lyall again so i can stop thinking about What Fresh Horrors Today Brought
#this is now a biffy and lyall love blog#also there was a wizard with a bunch of ladies crawling around them and it made me miss renalla#but other than that very little that veers into my#i have a sneaking suspicion elden ring is just dark souls fix it au fanfiction#brain worm#dark souls#paris midsummernight
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â˘Â°âA dedicated post for my chosens; past and present.â°â˘
â˘Â°âDue to the meriade of posts going by about Chosens and beings discovering them. I dedicate this post to my chosens; both of the past and presentâ°â˘
â˘Â°âI have only had two chosens within my time on earth; and that may be why I feel so connected to them. They both held a part of me, a part I believe none could have held betterâ°â˘
â˘Â°âTarax; my first chosen. Oh, how I miss him dearly. He was diligent, faithful, and above all brave; he would stand up to any danger without fear in order to protect those he held true to. I remember how hard he worked once he and Lance were crowned. He listened to all of his people with open heart and mind, and I do believe he and Lance secured a long age of peace. How I do wish I could have seen his reign in full, for him to have been celebrated for all his worth.â°â˘
â˘Â°âAnd my current chosen; Hop. I have never felt more connected to a human in my years. He is smart, kind, and I know he hold true loyalty to his region. Even if he does not remember, he is like my own kin. Perhaps that is due to seeing him during his younger years, those memories of which I hold ever close to me. But seeing him again, when the catalyst was due. Oh how it felt to be with my star again! Even afterwards when he proved himself to be able to capture I knew there could have been no other. When I've seen his bright eyes I can see Tarax within them; and I hope after his return from his 'venture in Kalos I will be able to see myself in them. And although I can feel a mist of uncertainty; I know he will return victorious, and we will be together again.â°â˘
#ooc[splashes in my crack hc about Hop + Leon being descendents of the first king]#lady zacian#pokemon rp#pokemon irl#pokeblogging#â˘Â°â*in a watery tone* ohhhh how I miss my pups. I know Xerneas told me Hop is well but I can still feel his aura.]#â˘Â°âhis awakening was due and I missed it *whine*â°â˘#ooc[IT should also be known the hop in my posts is not connected to any other blog other than my own HKA blog]
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"that is your great gift. but it's a curse as well." ( from vicar amelia, for your bloodborne verse ⥠)
how long had they been enduring this long night ? the never ending hunt ? it's impossible to say [ âŚÂ ] one cannot even compare it to days or years , when the sun no longer rose âŚÂ forever drowned out in favour of the moon . without knowing exactly when it started , it was becoming increasingly difficult to hold onto her sanity and pull herself away from the clutches of the beast that gnawed away at her soul ; desperately begging to be set free . every minute , every second , was a battle everlasting âŚÂ sheer force of will beating down the cries of that caged beast who did naught but scream to FEAST . it's voice had gotten louder recently , after the tremendous effort of putting down the cleric beast âŚÂ REND FLESH FROM BONE , BATHE IN ICHOR , EAT EAT EAT .Â
every fight that went on for a moment too long or was a slither too satisfying , is a great danger to feixiao âŚÂ bringing her closer to giving into the desires of her monster . there is however , one benefit to being cursed âŚÂ she was faster , stronger and possessed some abilities that the average hunter would not have access to normally . a double edged sword , but so long as she can hold out long enough , perhaps she could pierce the back heart of the gods and bring an end to this terrible long night .          â        i will wield it well ,        â          the hunter began , intense azure gaze meeting the frame of the other .           â        this curse and my blades are all i need to see this hunt through .        â          spoken with clear conviction , feixiao's attention turned to the candles that flickered close by ; watching the flame struggle to stay alight in the very gentle breeze .           â        âŚÂ i do hope you'll be on the right side of history , when the gods come crashing down .        âÂ
inbox prompts ... accepting ... @masqueret
#in character : feixiao.#v : bloodborne.#masqueret : vicar amelia#going insane about this verse actually losing my mind#clawing at the walls#i miss my lady maria blog now RAGJDHGBKDSG#vicar amelia i love youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu
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Went kayaking this weekend and it reset my brain im normal now
#im not#i do feel better#got to go back to where i grew up and kayak (one of my fav activities#so it was nice familiar ect#saw lots of cool shorebirds lots of pelicans my beloved <333#pretty good amount of great blue herons also v cool <333#lots of dead jellyfish on the beach !!! one was a Portuguese man-of-war so that was interesting !!!!#saved some ladies flower pot while kayaking#she asked me to get it out of the water and hand it to her i did đŞ#uhhhmmm#set up a tent in the dark it was very windy not super easy#also very windy while kayaking the waves in the bay were crazy and the tides were too low to really get into the wetlands#idk#it was nice#got to hang out with ppl i missed#had smores#nightjay blogging
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Imagine Simon's mom doesn't die with Tommy and Beth. Maybe she was out of town, or at a friend's house, and Roba's men were sloppy and missed her. Anyway, so it's just Simon and her now, and because he blames himself for what happened, he's pulled away from her.
He pays her rent, even if he wanted her to live in a nicer apartment complex. And he visits during her birthday and Mother's Day, and sometimes just randomly stops by. But he never stays very long, and he doesn't tell her a lot about his new life. It's a very one sided relationship, but she tries to make the best of it.
And then you move in next door, during one of Simon's deployments. You feel bad for the sweet lady that lives next to you. She never seems to have much company, and you take it upon yourself to befriend her, spending more time in her apartment than your own.
You learn about her ex husband, her sons, the tragedy, and most importantly, you learn about Simon. And you hate him. Mrs. Riley (she insists you call her Sarah) is such a lovely woman, and it's clear how much she cares about her living son, how hard she's trying to keep their relationship alive.
It's the second Mother's Day after you move in when you finally meet Simon. Your relationship with your own mother is complicated, so you've opted to spend the day with Mrs. Riley. You'd gotten her a small present, and had planned to spend the day drinking wine and watching historical romance movies.
You're thoroughly shocked when you knock on her door, and a man answers. Six feet, built like a brick house, but under his scowl, you recognize Sarah's eyes.
âYou must be Simon.â
His scowl deepens, but before he can say anything, Mama Riley is pushing past him, pulling you into her apartment to fuss over you.
She apologizes for not telling you sooner, but your plans will have to be rescheduled. Simon's back early, and she can't waste a precious second.
You're understanding. You've listened to her worried rants, given her space to cry over how things have turned out. You know she loves spending time with her son, even if the visits are short and he doesn't talk much.
Simon doesn't miss the way you glare at him. There's a fury in your eyes, even as you cheerily wish his mother a happy mother's day. For a moment, he wonders if you're a spy. But that thought is quickly diminished, when you verbally eviscerate him at the door.
You're quiet, not wanting to upset his mom, but your anger is clear. It may not be your business, but Mama Riley is your friend, and you adore the older woman. And you cannot stand by while he treats her like this. She loves her son so much, and he needs to step up and try harder.
As you're chewing him out, Simon's already head over heels, planning your wedding as the seconds tick by.
(A/N: You can read this as a stand alone piece, but I did write 3 more drabbles (four in total!) for this! They're all on my blog under the tag mama riley au. Thank you for reading!)
Part 2 Part 3 Part 4
#simon ghost riley#simon ghost riley imagine#simon ghost riley x reader#simon riley x reader#we're ignoring canon because this was all i could think about at work today#he'd get his shit together so fast. and his mom would immediately clock him for having a crush.#she'd be more protective of you than him lol#my writing#mama riley au
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pairing: Mob Boss!Baby Daddy!Lando Norris x Fem!Reader wc: 2.7k cw: violence (implied but not against the reader), emotional manipulation, reader is highkey tweaking, Norris is a touchy ass, slight yandere undertones, this aint healthy an: i keep forgetting my irls have my blog lowkey ive been scared of posting bc of my parents. also hey ladies whats up im back out of my flop era! miss me miss me now you gotta kiss me!
He was always lingering somewhere, no matter where you went.
It was like no matter where you ran, he would always find you. Quite frankly, you were sure that was half the appeal to him, he was a powerful man and he spared no expense in letting you know.Â
Sometimes, it was the little flowers he left on your doorstep in pristine condition, small notes in semi legible handwriting tied to the stems. Other times, it was the faint smell of his perfume that lingered as heâd find himself in front of your door at odd hours of night, begging you to let him in, as if heâd been dying at the steps of your door.
And like a fool, you finally cracked, you did let him in. You were charmed, though there was no doubt it made you uneasy, heâd pacified you with his dazzling promises to take care of you, so what couldâve been the harm?
You didnât see him again after that night. In fact, you hadnât seen him for weeks afterwards, then the games started as soon as you moved.
Youâd run, heâd show up, youâd run again.Â
It was a cycle. There was no leaving the city anymore either, his forces scattered across every crook and nanny of the city. Youâd sealed your own fate with just one hospital visit, deliverance of the exact news youâd prayed to not get as you sat with a test in your hands, two pink lines string back at you.Â
You had no idea how you even made it home that night.
It was in your best interest not to move anymore, but you werenât even sure how to move forward. Your wallet wasnât entirely drained, but you were. Any chance of moving away was immediately stomped out, leaving you with no choice but to firm up against him and his sugar coated words.
It wasnât long before he found out, and when he did, he made sure you knew. You couldnât tell for your life how he felt though.
At first, it was minor things, baby items you didnât recall ordering appearing at your door. You chalked it up to clerical error, but something nagged at you as you inspected them. Then, more expensive items started to appear, everything a new mother could dream of, but it made you uneasy.
Sometimes heâd come along with one of these gifts, standing outside the door as you peered at him through the eyehole. You never answered, with the hope that he'd leave you alone, hoping to dissuade him from anything further.
Then the biggest shock came along, sitting across from you on the counter, as if itâd been there the whole time. You had no time to question, let alone think about it upon seeing the small note attached to the box.Â
I hope youâll love the gift exactly how I did when I saw it, xoxo.
You knew exactly what a diamond ring implied. Yet, you couldnât seem to wrap your head around why he wouldâve sent it. The last thing he wouldâve done was tie himself to you after trying so long to avoid you.
Itâd been four days since the ring had appeared there, and you were simply hoping it was a fluke, no sign of him to back the ever present thought of the intrusion.Â
You sat at the dining table, poking around your half-assed salad as you stared at the box. You couldâve sold it off, but there was no doubt someone wouldâve found out and reported it back to him, leaving you to bear the brunt of his anger at your outright refusal. Heâd never hurt you, but you saw everything in his actions.
The thought was more than enough to throw you off your meal, pushing away the plate with a pained sigh. Eating wasnât the only thing thatâd become harder in recent months, as working had left you with barely any time for yourself.
You were almost ready to doze off right there and then, had it not been for the series of sharp raps on the door, earning a grumble from you as you dragged yourself to the door with a mind full of insults to hurl at the person.
It hadnât occurred to you to check who it was as you sleepily fiddled knob, only saved by the grace of the chain lock youâd forgotten to unlock.
âHey there.â
Your blood froze, hazel eyes staring down through the crack of the door. There he was again, the devil himself, at your doorsteps as if heâd been waiting for you for a long time.
âLando?â it came out as more of a whisper than anything else, voice cracking from a lack of proper use.
âItâs nice to see you too sweetheart,â He laughed, tilting his head at you to meet your eyes through the wide crack.Â
There was a look in his eyes, although you couldnât entirely decide if it was predatory or not as you averted your eyes, looking down at the handle of the door.
âWhatâs going on in there? Are you working late again? Though the doctor said it wasnât good for you to be up this late with the baby on the way.â
You didnât respond, trying to shut the door as subtly as you good, hitting something between the doorframe. Jitters ran down your spine when the door wouldnât move further, looking down to see what it was.Â
Heâd wedged his shoe in between, the bastard. You looked back up, swallowing as he narrowed his eyes, the smile slipping off his face for moments to reveal thinly masked displeasure before disappearing entirely.
He knew what you were trying to do. You didnât know if the guilt building up in your chest, or the possibility of what he couldâve done, scared you more. Heâd never explicitly laid a hand on you, but the amount of torture was already enough as he lingered in your space.
âSomeone has to keep the lights on,â You muttered, letting him nudge the door open. You were already fighting a losing battle, there was no way to keep him away but to hold him at an arm's length. That was how heâd gotten in the first time. He couldnât fool you twice though.
âThatâs why I've been sending you stuff, have you not gotten it?â He frowned. For a moment, it almost felt as if he were trying to be genuinely involved. You knew better.
You hesitated, looking back and forth between the chain lock and his face, though not much contemplating would be able to change the choice thatâd already been made for you.
âNo. I⌠donated it to some of the others at work. Needed it more than I did.â
There it was again, the indignancy in his eyes.Â
âI got it for you though, was it not to your liking then?â His voice was eerily calm, but you knew exactly what it meant. Your hand instantly went up to the chain, almost as if it was moving on its own. Fear gripped at you. You had no idea what he was going to do next.
âSo, youâre determined to be a single mother then? Do you know the kind of trouble it would get you and the baby intoâŚâ He raised his voice, pausing to see if youâd reconsidered.
Clearly a slight tremble in your hand was enough to convince him youâd finally stood down, a smirk gracing his already vicious face as you opened the door. You had no plan to, but it was hopeless to try and stand up without attracting attention, the last thing you wanted was for everyone to know what a shameless bastard he was.
âJust come inside please. Donât let anyone see you any more.â You whispered, letting him through the threshold before you shut the door behind you.
âYouâve been busy, havenât you? Just look at the state of your... apartment.â He shook his head, pushing at stray articles laying all over the floor with his foot, as if they were positively filthy. There were still boxes from your last move sitting around the living room, the only real piece of furniture unpacked being your bed and the table you were sitting at.Â
You couldnât help but be a little embarrassed as you walked into the kitchen, youâd never been this untidy before. It wasnât any easier as Lando tailed you, only pausing outside the door frame, as if something stopped him from coming through.
âYou should move from here. I donât like this apartment, itâs in a sketchy part of town.â
âWell, I don't recall asking for your opinion, did i?â
You didnât pay any mind to his poking, filling a random mug up as you stood at the sink before you shot back, standing in the dark of the kitchen as he walked away, presumably to shuffle through your personals again. You were thankful for a moment of silence though, head pounding from all that had happened today.
You stood there lost in thought, and heâd returned sooner rather than later, tone disapproving as he spoke to you once again.
âI wonder how on earth I'm supposed to convince you if this canât stop you from trying to make it on your own.â
Only, he wasnât at the doorway anymore, standing a little further back, waving a stack of letters to your face. The color of the envelopes, you immediately knew what the contents were.
Heat seemed to bloom across your face, rushing over to grab the letters from him. It was of no use, he could easily keep them out of your reach, but it didnât stop you.
âSweetheart, what happened to you? Looks like youâve managed to stir up more trouble than you can handle, am i right?â You could hear the mock empathy in his voice, distorted by the rush of blood to your ears.
âYou. You happened to me.â You hissed back at him, finally grabbing the papers and slinking backwards. There wasnât any time to leaf through them, but the big bright red stamps were more than enough to drive you to tears when you saw them. But you couldnât cry here. Not in front of him.
He didnât respond to your remark, simply giving you a look of pity, watching with careful eyes as you tossed the pages back onto the table, taking your seat back. The tension was getting higher, only breaking when you finally looked at him, opening your mouth.
âYou canât just come in here, into my life,â you managed, voice quivering despite the resolution youâd come to, âAnd act like you own the place. You have no idea what Iâm dealing with.â
âDonât I?â Lando pushed himself off the opposing wall, getting closer. âIâm the one whoâs been watching you struggle, I'm the one whoâs trying to help you love.â
âAnd is this what help is then?â The thought tasted bitter. âSending gifts isnât helping, itâs⌠wrong.âÂ
Then adding in a whisper, âYou know i canât afford this.â
He paused, the righteous look he had faltering for a second. âYouâre reading it all wrong. Iâm just trying to provide for you and the baby, but you want to be stubborn. You wonât take my help, nor will you take my money.â
âI donât want your money, please.â You begged mercifully, looking at him eye to eye since the first time heâd stepped through the door.
âReally?â He raised an eyebrow, the corner of his mouth twitching into a half-smile that sent chills through you. âYou should be thanking me. Not many get the same kind of priority youâre getting right now. Iâm only trying to make it easier.â
âI would never do it with your filthy money, how many have you run over just to make a paycheck?â You murmured, pausing at the look on his face.
âAt least I can provide for myself. I wonât ever have to scrap the bottom of a tip jar only to fail to make rent.â He replied smoothly, eyes narrowing at your attempt to rebuke him.
The implication hung heavy in the air, and you clenched your fists, nails digging into your palm. âI⌠canât.â
The silence seemed to stretch thinner, and you could feel the burn in your eyes as you looked down at your clasped hands. You couldnât even really tell when the first tear slipped. It kept coming, and you couldnât stop it. You knew he was right.
âHey, hey, none of that.â He said slowly, getting down on one knee to meet your eyes, taking your hand in his. âI was out of line for that, wasnât i?â
You shook your head, covering your mouth to stop the sobs from escaping. He seemed remorseful, running a thumb over your knuckles as he looked at you with a mix of pity and something foreign. âI know I upset you, but I'm still offering you a chance here. I wanna set it right between us.â
You didnât argue through the tears, and he seized the moment. âYou can struggle all you want but I can provide everything you need. I can make the baby my heir, I can give you the life you deserve... all you have to do is say yes.â
âSay yes to what? Marrying you?â The words seem to slip out of your mouth mid sob, and a look of amusement crossed his face as you slapped a hand over your mouth.
âExactly,â he replied, trademark grin spreading across his face. âImagine it. A beautiful ceremony, a life together. Youâd have someone by your side who can ensure nothing threatens you. Youâd be safe and sound. The baby would be my successor, guaranteed.â
âI barely even know you. You donât know me.â You whimpered as he played with your hand, too loving, too suffocating.
He moved closer to your lap this time, bringing his hand up to wipe the tears, soft and tender than youâd known him to be. âYou donât have to be strong all the time, and I know it feels like you donât know me at all. This is a big decision.â
âItâs not just a decision, Lando. Itâs my life.â You hiccuped, despairing clawing at your insides. âHow do I know you wonât just leave when youâre bored of me?â
âDidnât I promise to take care of you and the baby?â He gently cupped your face, tilting it up so you had no choice but to meet his eyes. âLook at me. Youâre not alone in this. Iâm here now, and I want to help.â
There was a flicker of recognition at his words at the back of your brain, raising voices of caution as you looked at him through glassy eyes. âAnd what if I canât love you back like you want me to?â
Landoâs eyes darkened slightly, and he took your hands, pulling you closer. âYou donât have to love me right now. Just trust me.â His grip tightened, slightly painful as he held onto you. âJust let me show you what it means to be cherished.â
He leaned in, his lips almost brushing your ear, the movement making your breath hitch. âLet me in, stop thinking so hard.â
You couldâve stopped breathing, time slowing as he pushed the ring box into your lap.
He was never going to give you a choice, but what he said was ultimately true.
âJust think,â Lando urged as you squeezed your eyes shut, allowing him to play with your ring finger. âThink about what you could have.â
Youâd never really realized how much his scent stuck till you until now, wrapping around you and lingering softly. A part of you was tempted to lean into him, to let him guide you into this new reality.
Even if you hadnât made up your mind, he likely already had.
âFine.â
Wordlessly, the cold metal slipped on the finger heâd been tracing moments before, bringing up your hand to kiss it.
âSee? Youâre already one step closer.â he murmured, his voice low and soothing. âThat wasnât so bad, was it?â
You could only look at him, dried tear tracks sticky against the sudden cold draft of the air.
âItâs a promise,â he said, his thumb brushing over the ring as if it had already tied you together. âI wonât let you go just like that.â
You shuddered.Â
There was no escaping him now. You were tied to him.
A sugar coated nightmare, it seemed.
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hiii, could you write something about sevika corrupting a sweet church girl?
your blog is really cute btw <3
omg omg omg !!! iâve been dying to write something like this, thank you for the request!!
sevika x fem reader
cw: religion, corruption, implied age gap, fingering, semi-public.
youâre a good girl. made good grades in school, good daughter, good sister, kind person. you never miss a sunday service. and if you must, youâll be at the church for service on monday afternoon. you spend your life being pure, avoiding sin wherever it may rear its devilish head.
no pride or greed or lust. just simple, sweet purity.
that is, until you meet that lady.
every day on your walk home from mass you see her. maybe mid forties, dark hair, and easily six feet tall. she stands outside the deli every morning at 11:45 on the dot for her smoke break.
and every sunday morning she says hello, or good morning, or asks how âsunday schoolâ is going. itâs strange. you always give her a smile, say hello back, but she seems so condescending. like every word she says to you is secretly making fun of you.
you donât really know her either, which is weird. itâs a small town, everyone knows each other. notâŚher thought. sheâs just an impossibly rude person you see on sundays that causes you to remember the jesus was always kind to strangers.
itâs a cold january morning, sidewalks slick with ice. like clockwork, that woman is standing outside the deli with her cigar.
âcareful, virgin mary. donât want you slippinâ out here.â
okay, rude.
âiâm okay, no need to worry,â you respond, stopping in your tracks in front of her. the gaze she holds on you is almost uncomfortable. sheâs staring down at you like sheâll burst out laughing at any moment. like the mere idea of you is just hilarious to her.
âsevika, by the way. my name.â
oh. sevika. okay.
ây/n. itâs nice to properly meet you. iâve never seen you around outside ofâŚthis.â
âiâm not very socialâ she responds.
you smile. you certainly know the best way for people to find community in town.
âwell, thereâs a service on mon-â
she cuts you off with a scoff. ânot interested. not the place for me.â
âwhy not?â
sevika leans closer, letting her lips fall near your ears.
âi like smoking, drinking, cursing, fucking. itâs not the place for me, princess.â
you clutch the cross around your neck with a gasp. this is wrong on so many levels. sinful, disgusting, unnaturalâŚand yet you feel your face getting impossibly redder.
sevika stomps out her cigarette. âsee you next sunday, princess.â
whether you like it or not, sevika evokes quite a bit of lust in you. her smirk, her piercing grey eyes, her muscles that stretch the fabric of her impossibly tight tshirtâŚyou canât help it. the forbidden fruit is strong. you suppose itâs all a part of the lordâs plan. send you a taste of homosexual temptation and watch you be a true follower.
you arenât though.
you entertain her flirting, all her lustful stares, and your church dresses start to come above the knee just to give her something to look at. you donât know why you like this so much. itâs gross. itâs wrong. itâs against godâs wishes.
but jesus christ, one look from sevika and that all goes out the window. every good christian moral, everything youâve known to be true disappears the second sevika locks eyes with you.
after a monday evening service, you take your weekly stroll home. itâs dinner time, and sevika is working.
you open the door to the deli, seeing sevika behind the counter. you watch silently as she meticulously rearranges the meats on display.
âi could use some dinner, sevikaâ you say and she perks up, brief shock replaced with her signature smirk.
âprincess. câmon back, iâll make you whatever sandwich you want.â
and she does. youâre sitting on a wooden stool in the back of the deli, making small talk. sevikaâs presence feels strangely right, like these little moments were made to happen. maybe this was the lordâs plan after all.
sevika steps closer, towering over you.
âyou have sauce on your lips. messy eater, huh princess?â
she takes her calloused thumb and wipes the sauce away, eyes never leaving yours. the air feels thicker and your face feels hotter. and without skipping a beat, your lips on on sevikaâs.
she stammers a bit in shock, then immediately gaining back control. she wraps her hand around the back of your neck to pull you in deeper. you can feel her smirking against you, prying your lips apart and exploring the inside of your mouth with her tongue.
her lips feel like the missing piece of a puzzle, perfectly slotting against yours in a dance of passion and affection. sheâs calculated with the way she kisses, making sure you feel every bit of her tongue gliding against your mouth.
âsevika-â you pant, pulling away. âwe shouldnât, i-itâs not right.â
âshush, princess,â she growls, âgods not watching right now.â
and maybe heâs not. so fuck it. you nod and let sevika pull your blouse off, pushing her head into your chest. she litters your chest in bites, reveling in the sweet moans you let out.
her hands make their way under your skirt, silently asking for permission to pull your slick panties down.
all you can do is nod, desperate and utterly dumb for her touch.
âso soft, princessâŚâ she moans, âso wet. is that all for me?â
another nod.
âyou gonna be a good girl?â
another nod.
sevika pulls hand away with an evil grin. âwords. or you arenât getting shit from me.â
âyes, itâs all for you. yes, iâll be good. please hurry before i remember that iâm a woman of god and stop,â you groan.
her ring finger circles your swollen clit, spreading your folds and rubbing you down to your needy hole. one of her thick fingers is enough to stretch you out, walls tightening around her as she slowly moves in and out of your cunt.
âtight fuckinâ pussyâŚso pure and innocent, huh? just a good little church girl who likes other women fucking her greedy cunt?â
she chuckles darkly at herself, and at the way you get even tighter at her mean words. so humiliating, so blasphemous, so unholy. and yet every deep, deliberate thrust has you closer and closer to cumming.
âsevika,â you whimper, âi canât hold it, please.â
âis that right?â she teases.
âyou can cum, baby. but make sure to repent after.â
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