#I miss my grandfathers
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Surrogate/adoptive father figures, from 80s and 90s cartoons, is a level of comfort I crave.
#man at arms#motu#avatar the last airbender#uncle iroh#lynx-o#thundercats#Hudson#disney’s gargoyles#shaman#bravestarr#step father#I miss my grandfathers#my childhood#i love the 80s#i love the 90s#filmation#rankin bass#nickelodeon
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12 and his electric guitar could've beat Maestro's ass in five minutes and I stand by that
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Sometimes you find something that kicks you in the gut, feelings-wise.
#I miss my grandfathers#though I am a little bit glad neither one of them had to witness the brazen fascism of the modern GOP
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they put my tiny baby boy to sleep today. they took him away from me he was my whole wide world and more without him I'd have killed myself thrice over in the last 8 years he was my everything he was so good and loving and sometimes so endearingly stupid and headstrong and lazy he loved his little boxies and scratches behind his ears and he let me hold his paw but hated when I did it to his tiny feeties he is the very best boy there ever was and idk how to exist in a world without him in it he used to follow me from room to room like a dumb idiot tiny dog and even when I was so depressed I didn't think I'd get out of bed he was always there always making me feel not alone and now he's gone. those are the last pictures I took of my idiot baby boy in his boxy. I just wanted someone to know that I love him more than the whole wide world and I'll never not miss him and that i love him and love him and love and everywhere I look is a place he isn't anymore and it makes me wanna end it all. I love you so much forever
#we used to fight our way thru moby dick together and now he'll not be there to finish it with me#had to put the phone down three times cause i was hyperventilating so much lmaooooo the way ill just never recover from this lol#like that was my boy. MINE my baby#ive never been this sad in my life not even when my grandfather died is that horrible#thats my precious baby and he was so brave until the very end#it doesnt even seem real like thats my babey he cant be gone he can't be#my teeny tiny little baby boy#if i never log on again ill have killed myself over this#anyway no one even acknowledge this i dont wanna talk about it i just. i needed everyone to know that he is my whole world and that#i love him more than anything and that i miss him.and miss him.and miss him even tho hes only been gone two hours#bb baby#txt.me
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Help a disabled transmasc move for Pride Month
hiya! I'm moving back home after fleeing domestic violence and settling some debts and such from the abuse. I am aiming for early August for a move date, but I would be super grateful if I could have help funding the move <3
You were all so kind and helped me so much when I needed help getting away. It's thanks to you that I was able to get to a safe place and get things settled to begin with.
"What does this have to do with pride month?" Well I miss my boyfriend and I would be moving back to be in the same city as him and not halfway across the country.
Anyway, there's more details about why this move is happening so soon in the link below. I don't want to be too much of a bother.
I also have commissions open if you'd like some art.
Thank you for reading! And happy Pride!
#n rambles#pride#pride month#let me see my boyfriend i miss them so much </3#i love them and theyve been nothing but understanding through all this#i am just trying to get back before my grandfather dies.#man. this last year has fucking sucked huh
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Today I went to the river and carded some wool, listening to the water fall over the stones.
The last few months have been really hard for me. I haven’t had the mental space to even think about making things. But I’m taking some time off work to rest and will try to live life at a slower pace.
#I was working in a high stress environment where I needed a translator#tried to learn the language and culture as fast as possible#to avoid being yelled at#I fell in love with my translator#watched my surrogate grandfather die in front of me#and have moved 600 miles back home#despite everything I miss it like a hole in my chest
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My grandmother passed away today. I know she’s at peace and is no longer in pain, which I’m so grateful for, but I’m also extremely sad. I’ll be gone for the next few days to process and grieve and not fall apart at work.
#she’s the first grandparent/close relative I’ve lost in my life#which I know I’m so blessed for that#but I miss her#I can’t go to her funeral because she’s in Taiwan#at least my mom will fly to her family#I’m also praying for my grandfather because he’s older than my grandmother#just got a text from my other grandparents as I’m writing this and I’m crying again so I’ll just. go#tw: death#misc: zebra speaks
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I think the part of Ghost Story that resonates the most with me personally is the way that a lot of Joey's character arc is about simultaneously yearning for and romanticizing a queer past but also imposing modern ideas onto that past. He thinks he would pass better in the past, in a farmhouse in the middle of nowhere where as long as he dresses correctly no one will question him, but he doesn't actually want everything else that comes with being queer in that era. He wants there to be a happy ending. And that's just not up to him at all. Don't we all wish that there were more queer happy endings in history? Don't we all fall into the trap of thinking "[insert very specific experience] would have been better back then [if I ignore the surrounding context of why it was "better" in my opinion]" every now and then?
And I'm also just obsessed with the entire part near the end where Joey is talking to Hao about how trans history is perceived as inherently different from history more generally and how that scene as a whole is so much about Joey taking for granted the fact that he knows other trans people, takes for granted that there are people who understand. Hao, in this past that Joey has been romanticizing, may have had an easier time starting over somewhere new with a new name and new clothes, but he also feels like he is the only person in the world like him. "Must be nice to know so many others that you can be annoyed by them." Like Joey's feelings about how trans identities being more visible has made him easier to clock are valid but to act like the opposite of that is inherently better circles back to the false idea that he can simultaneously have his perfect idea of queer history without all the baggage that it comes with. And how this scene talks about Joey having to confront his insecurities about being a trans gay man specifically and having to make peace with the fact that he can't just make himself become cis magically but that could be an entire post by itself.
#The entire show is so thematically fascinating oh my God#the things I would do for a full production of Ghost Story#Also I fucking love multiple timeline shit!!#I love representing the way Joey projects his own ideas onto the past by having him as a 'ghost' swapping places with his great grandfather#melliot truly never misses#ghost story musical#melliot#musical theatre#joey pulaski#haowen yang#ghost posts from their box
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Yara, who do you think is stronger, Sanji or Zoro? Who would win if they fought each other?
"...Sanji definitely did not entice me with food to say that, either."
Ask Yara (or any of my OCs) anything!
#oc: bravada yara#ask yara#my ocs#my art#asked and answered#yara and zoro are family so that's why she gives him a hard time lol#(which definitely does not have to do with her being bitter everyone keeps comparing him to her grandfather. nope not at all lol)#they're also rivals#because zoro started off his swordsman career with his primary rival being a girl#so i think it's fitting if his greatest rival as an adult is a woman#who also happens to be dracule mihawk's daughter#and his second cousin on the shimotsuki side descended from the same line of powerful samurai#also sanji feeds yara so she likes him lol#plus sanji reminds her of thatch a bit and she really misses thatch
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@proshipper-on-ship thank you for the Dick & Dan idea you added to my other post, please enjoy some of the fall out your comment resulted in haha
“So,” Bruce tried, looking hesitantly pleased at the surprisingly light atmosphere around the table. “Anything new and exciting going on with anyone?”
There was a smattering of answers from around the table. Jason didn’t offer anything - which wasn’t surprising, that he was even there and largely not starting a fight was more than enough as far as Dick was concerned - but with some ribbing from Steph, Tim eventually admitted to finally asking that boy he’d been interested in out. Dick joined in on teasing his little brother - and even Jay gave, for him, some gentle ribbing over finally getting the balls to do something, eh Timberland? - while very carefully avoiding mentioning his own sorta-kinda thing with Dan in Bludhaven. He’d deal with his siblings making him miserable and embarrassed over it all when he actually scored a date with him thanks very much.
Things were going good.
And then Damian cleared his throat, looking imperious and uninterested at the same time as he waited for everyone to turn to look at him.
“I have an announcement on an alteration to my personal life.” He declared, chin up and looking like he was already over this whole family-bonding-time thing, which was fair. Damian had gotten better over the years, but he was still not exactly the cute and cuddly little brother. Dick still had the scar from the last time he tried to hug Dami without warning a year ago and got stabbed for the effort. Still, he was sharing, willingly even! That’s progress!
At the head of the table Bruce tilted his head, looking as cautiously hopeful as Dick felt over the youngest Wayne actually offering to share something personal. “Have you decided on what college you want to go to then?”
“No.” Dami dismissed easily, without more than a glance in Bruce’s direction. “Night and I have decided to take some time to travel before continuing any further schooling.”
Huh, honestly, Dick was kinda surprised. With how much of a perfectionist Dami was, he’d thought he’d throw himself into college with the same ferocious, competitive drive he did everything else. But then again, if Elle Nightingale was going to be taking a gap year or two, it wasn’t as if it was that much of a surprise that Dami would go and join her.
The two gremlins had been practically inseparable since they were twelve and discovered a shared love of stabbing people and adopting every animal they see. If Dami’s best friend was going to go gallivanting across the world like she always dreamed of doing, Dick couldn’t actually be that surprised that Dami would be going with her.
Dick took a sip of his drink as Dami opened his mouth to continue with what was probably going to be to most people the world’s most harrowing game of “how many incredibly dangerous animals can we see before we end up dead on our gap year” that the two demons were undoubtedly planning.
He regretted taking that sip almost immediately as Damian said, “Night and I took our marital vows yesterday. She sends her regrets that she was unable to join us for family dinner tonight.”
Predictably, the room broke out into utter chaos.
Dick choked on his drink, spraying across the table and splattering Babs with a shower of wine. She didn’t even seem to notice, dropping her own glass as she snapped her head over to stare at Damian, the sound of breaking glass and a deep red stain pooling across the table following as she did. At the end of the table, Jay made a noise like a dying goose as the samosa he’d just popped in his mouth threatened to kill him. Cass, perhaps the most outwardly calm at the proclamation, only stared with wide eyes at her younger brother as she hit Jason on the back in an attempt to make sure he didn’t die.
Dick could practically hear the old shrieking AOL dial up noise that was Tim’s brain attempting to process what his little brother had just said, while sitting next to him Steph gave a small shriek of you what? Duke’s head was on a swivel, eyes darting from Damian, to another family member, to Damian and back again as if unsure who to even look at in the moment.
Bruce just…stared, frozen in place, face caught in the most open look of shock Dick thinks the man has ever shown in his life.
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Damian sniffed and cast a caustic look towards - of all people - Jason, “Unlike some people, I share my good news with the family in a timely manner.”
Jay sputtered, “You know what, fuck you! Fine, you want me to share the news?” Jay snapped his head towards the rest of them. “Jazz is pregnant, baby is due next month on the sixth. Baby shower’s next weekend at Robinson Park, show up or don’t, I really don’t give a fuck.”
Or maybe he was just going to try to kill them with a heart attack.
“What the fuck?!”
“Language!”
“Who the fuck is Jazz?!”
“Language!”
“Night’s elder sister and guardian, Drake, keep up. You should know this, you’re dating her brother.”
“I’m what?”
“And Grayson is having flirtations with her other brother.”
“Dan is Elle’s older brother? Wait - how do you know about that?”
“Todd and I are in the Nightingale family group chat. We have endured far too much waxing poet about your posterior over the past months.”
“Why do they all have variations of the same name? Who gives all their children the same name?”
“He likes my ass?”
“Oh my god, bigger picture Dick, focus.”
“Seriously, do they all have the same name outside of the older sister? I feel like we need to acknowledge they all have the same name.”
“Can we go back to the fact that Damian got married? To Elle? Yesterday? How did you even do that without anyone knowing?
“Dr. Nightingale is a notary.”
“...Dr. Nightingale as in the woman Bruce is investigating Dr. Nightingale?”
“Okay but the name thing? Please tell me you’re not naming the baby some variation of the name Daniel.”
“If the gremlins get their way it will be. Do you know how many lists we’ve made that they keep sabotaging?”
“So you have Dan’s number? Could you give it to me?”
“Jesus Christ, Dick I’m begging you.”
“Why did you guys even get married?”
“For the diplomatic immunity.”
“You don’t have diplomatic immunity.”
“I do now.”
“What does that mean?”
#oops i added a baby plot line#in my defense it seemed the funniest shit to add#bruce is losing his god damn mind#he's been convinced that jazz is up to something for so long#but hasn't been able to find anything on her#and now it turns out that four of his children are involved with her/her family#is this a conspiricy?#is there mind control happening?#how did he miss that Elle who has been coming over to his house for *six years* now was the younger sister of a person of interest?#how did he miss that Damian *married* her?#How did he miss that Jason was involved with Jazz in the first place???#JASON IS HAVING A BABY HE'S GOING TO BE A GRANDPA???#wait and now it turns out Tim is dating another Nightingale?#And Dick is involved with the same Nightingale?#No wait it's a different one#Why DO they all have the same name?#nevermind all that can wait he's going to be a GRANDFATHER#HE'S NOT READY TO BE A GRANDFATHER#Damian is just sitting there enjoying his meal#he for sure was recording the whole thing for Elle to watch later#he woke up and chose violence#this time it was just the violence where everyone ends up screaming at each other instead of bloodshed#alfred is just so done with his family's nonsense#he is very excited about finally having someone to give all of Bruce's old baby clothes too#dan and dick have been having a full on will they won't they in the background for months i've decided#dp x dc#anger manegment#brain dead#batfam#batman
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#pausing my essay to make a tumblr post in the hopes it will stop my panic attack bc uhhh what do you mean its november#what do you mean time for these applications are running out what do you mean i have to write 4 essays what do you mean my brain wont work#because i have the brain wont work disorder what do you mean i have to also keep on top of my grandparents bc now that im not with them#my grandmother has essentially stopped taking her alzheimers medication and my grandfather is just lying about her condition#what do you mean i didnt get the scholarship i wanted (listen this isnt a shock to me it was highly competitive and i figured i wouldnt#get it) (BUT STILL) so now im hauling absolute ass trying to get a job where my mom works so we can share the car#and im STILL constantly thinking of my grandma who i know is miserable where she is bc theyre alone and i know theyre lonely and miss me#and theyve asked about me every single day since we got back from brasil and im trying not to feel guilty bc i know thats pointless#but its also hard not to hurt for them and also i have to WRITE THIS FUCK ASS ESSAY WHEN ALL I WANT TO DO IS ROT IN BED#AND SHINY HUNT BC I MISS SHINY HUNTING AND ALSO IM GETTING MY PERIOD SOON AND IM BREAKING OUT AND#I MISS MY BED AND WRITING FUN STUFF AND MY FRIENDS AND NOT FEELING LIKE AN IMPENDING CLOUD OF DOOM AND DESPAIR#IS HOVERING OVER ME AND GETTING CLOSER WITH EACH PASSING DAY#hm. not helping with getting rid of my panic attack. maybe i need. to have a small cry and then some water.#okay bye for now 🫰🥰#personal
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a quick painting of spider bc i miss that weird old guy
#all on one layer. true chaos just like he wouldve wanted#i miss you spider you were so swag as a character#need more fucked up guys like this in wiz again#w101#wizard101#grandfather spider#old cob#khrysalis#my art
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the way i have no one to grieve with and it’s fucking killing me slowly.
#ooc. o kaptain.#[everything is so secretive and so private and I’m not supposed to tell people about xyz but also… doing this alone is agony? looking at#my aunt’s and my grandparents’ old jewelry sent me into a sobbing fit the entire time. I’ve inherited three generations of shit and I’m the#only one left with any memory or firsthand account of who these things belonged to. do you know how lonely it is to carry all the fucking#ghosts of your entire family. your mom your aunt your grandfather your grandmother. and it’s all you. and you have no one to share these#things with… because everyone who knew them is gone. but I’m also not SUPPOSED to share most of this for 10000 legal reasons (don’t worry#it’s not shit I can’t mention or something) and I just… can’t fucking do this alone. I just had a breakdown screaming in my house about#how bad I miss… everyone. but this whole process is just legal bullshit lawyer this protect this so my shithead father can’t get it since#he’s my ‘next of kin’ when in reality the only thing I’d like to leave him in my will is a fucking gps with directions set to a very long#walk off a very short pier. I just… my aunt just fucking died? everyone in my immediate family is gone??? when the fuck do I get to just… be#sad?? to grieve?? to fucking hurt??????]#negativity /
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Ever the gentleman
#the old guard#kaysanova#joenicky#tog#immortal husbands#tog art#yusuf al kaysani#nicolò di genova#yusufnicolo#digital art#fanart#photoshop#accessible fanart#i have SUCH a fun time drawing wrinkles and ageing them up like i cannot tell yo#this made me think of my grandfather so much i miss him everyday and the way he would talk about my grandmother with glittering eyes#old people in love just make me emotional excuse me#reference from ''out in america'' the link to the post no longer works so i couldn't put it in#and tumblr doesn't like it when we link stuff from other sites
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i put it off for as long as i could, but finally saw the end of the third doctor's run and honestly ( i might get absolutely blasted for this ) i do not like the fourth doctor. i just?????? where is the CARING where is the SOFTNESS for his companions!!! where is the witty banter and the smart assery and the venusian karate!!! where is The Cape!!! i miss him!!!
#not graphics posting.#i feel like i'm not going to like any of them until eight.#also: so weird to see him as a younger guy like Give Me My Old Man Back thank u#doctor who#classic who#third doctor#fourth doctor#also x2: i am so sorry for not being around i have been dealing with the aftermath#of the loss of my grandfather ( i do not miss him but it has torn our already bad family apart )#i am so tired constantly AND my new meds almost made me manic so that was fine and good
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AEMOND FIRED HIS MOTHER????!!!
#after aegon fired their grandfather aldjsoks#they do not learn#steffon what a man.... he will die but still#daemon would go insane if he learnt about this but he is going insane on his own so alas again#VISERYS!!!!!! simon akdhakdjaksksk#there he goes......#rhaenyra is running out of queensguards....#sylvie rallying the troops akdhaksn#she should slap more people often tbh#mysaria complimenting rhaenyra with her sword akdjaksbsksk#does aemond see thru larys....#lickspittles..... OTTO GETS HIS JOB BACK#NO LONGER UNEMPLOYED!!! YEAAAHH!!!#aegon poor bastard....... the ball......#the twins playing with a little dragon akdjskdjsksk#will rhaena tame the cannibal?????#otto missing???#BEESBURY AGAINST THE HIGHTOWERS?? FINALLY CONSEQUENCES#alicent feels so guilty godamn#alicent asking about daeron..... girl.....#SHE IS SO LONELY...... that was lovely...#they threw fishes to alicent ajdhaksjsksk#larys motivational speech to aegon akdhaksnsks#alys killed grover akdhakshsjs daemon is weeping of joy ahdkahdj#seasmoke is so funny ajdhaksj#STOP RUNNING. I WANT YOU 🫵🏻#rhaenyra smelling her neck ajdhsksjsks girllll YEAAAAHAAHHHHHHAHAHAHAHHHHH lesbianism??? in my house???? with my dragons?????#talking tag#watching hotd#but i wanna see syrax and seasmoke dancing..... like actually dancing and not fighting lmao while rhaenyra figures out who is riding him...
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