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aph-germania · 1 year ago
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[sms: Bayern 💠 👑] What would you like me to say? That I am proud of how you turned out regardless of me, or that you are a complete failure.
[sms: Bayern 💠 👑] It appears the apple does not fall far from the tree. 
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[SMS: Old man 👨🏻‍🦳] You're yje reaaon yhsr I have ossues. YYour. nrgkect mase me not trust anuine. Expllain yourself.
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tsukinoakume · 1 year ago
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RW&RB MovieAlex vrs BookAlex: A Rant
I'm late to the party on Red, White, and Royal Blue for a dumb reason and now I'm obsessed with it. OMG I WAS SO WRONG.
I love the book. I love the movie. I also love the difference between them that I find myself obsessing over: the lack of June.
I love June. I'm also not mad that they removed her from the movie, because I honestly don't think they had the time to do her justice. The important thing is that when they removed her, they split her personality and scenes between Nora and Alex. And the result is fascinating.
Combining June with Alex gives us a calmer, more emotionally mature, competent version of Alex. He is definitely not the hot mess that BookAlex is. (Don't get me wrong here: BookAlex is my favorite character.) But now it's implied that MovieAlex is better at keeping his temper, handles his shit without being micromanaged, advocates for himself more, and I'm pretty sure the speech he gives is his own. Probably with help, but still. Also not having divorced parents means MovieAlex doesn't have BookAlex's abandonment issues. It's never said that his parents' relationship is perfect, but it's implied that he's had a stable family background. MovieAlex still has flaws and he's not Nora Levels of Competency, but he's definitely a lot more balanced. And this actually changes his relationship with Henry, just a little.
Namely in reference to my two favorite scenes:
1) Storming the Castle.
BookAlex is a ball of rage in this scene, and it's GLORIOUS. Yelling at the windows, aggressively dripping everywhere trying to ruin the rugs, making rude comments about Henry's ancestors. He is defiant. He yells, Henry yells back. It ends in tears, but there's a lot of anger.
MovieAlex by contrast is quieter, more hurt. He hardly yells at all. (I rewatched this scene like 20 times for Repeat to be sure.) He's determined, and he doesn't back down, but you get to see that split second of fear in his eyes that Henry is asking him to leave. There's a lot more emotion and tears in this version. It's ... sweeter isn't the right word. Bittersweet, maybe.
Downside: The lack of transition in the morning from the book. I miss Alex expecting to be dumped, and Henry realizing he doesn't want Phillip's life before deliberately making the choice to be with Alex. Also the comment on Alex's hair, which made me giggle.
2) The Museum Scene
I know a lot of people are disappointed with this scene, and I feel the need to argue about why it's brilliant the way it is.
In the book, they go to the museum because Henry has made his choice, and now he's showing one of his favorite places to Alex. He's the one who brings up the music. He chooses to fulfill his fantasy with Alex there, and he chooses to play a song that embodies the romanticism of their situation, about being in love and not being able to let anyone else know. Your Song.
In the movie, they go to the museum when Henry's still trying to decide if this is something he can have, and he's sharing a part of himself with Alex when he talks about his fantasy. Alex is the one who chooses to fufill it, so of course he chooses a different song. For him, it's a song about how easy it is to love Henry. I Can't Help Falling In Love With You.
I also love that they changed Henry giving the ring to Alex to Alex giving Henry his key in return. I love the symbolism of Alex keeping Henry's ring safe for him, of their two homes side by side. But I also love the idea of exchanging parts of themselves. I love that they have those pieces of each other when they're separated and the emails are exposed.
The book tells the story better overall because it has the time to, and the bickering and friendship between the boys is everything. The movie makes me melt over the flirting and affection between them. I can't pick one over the other because both versions of this story are wonderful.
But emotionally mature MovieAlex and how soft he is with Henry, making sure Henry's taken care of? I am WEAK for that.
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thestarfishinjootsoffice · 2 years ago
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Just saw that your reqs are open again :0. I have a funny idea. Slashers x Child reader who is overly sarcastic
I have like 6 requests I need to finish them rn omg
Slashers with overly sarcastic child reader!
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Michael
Finds it amusing, he doesn't find that many children like that.
After you say a sardonic comment for the 50th time he's just standing there like 'yup, that's my child right there'.
Loves it, but doesn't like it when you use it against him or at him. grandpapa comes up with the lecturing like, 'don't speak in that tone to me young child, when I was your age-' telepathically. You can basically feel his harsh glare.
He's secretly hyping you up whenever you say your sarcastic remarks to someone, he's just there. You don't know it yet.
Sinclair brothers
Bo is just smirking proudly, he's standing behind you with his arms crossed and his legs wide apart (why this kinda hot) hearing you use your sharp words at someone. Similar reaction as Michael if you use it against him but more of a 'wtf did I do wrong' reaction but will get annoyed later on if you keep it up, will probably scream "STOP GIVING ME THAT ATTITUDE Y/N." but you know he won't lay bad hands on you though. Won't stop you if you say sum' to someone, he may not know it but he's so like you.
Vincent is more of a 'y/n, why would you talk like that?' wonders if something is bothering you because bo gets sarcastic too when something irritates him. If you tell him you aren't and are just always like this in your own way he would just be relieved, actually finds it funny. He was sitting on the couch and then you and bo came inside and were screaming at each other (playfully) about something and he just tries to hold in his laugh because it's funny seeing his hotheaded twin argue with a child. Pretty okay with it as long as you don't act mean to him or else he's just gonna pick you by your shirt and plop you out of the basement for about 2 days as punishment.
At first Lester was like 'are you angry me at me :(?'. But then learned it was your normal behaviour and got chill with it, I mean it's not like he can't handle two sarcastic angy kids. He has his hand over his mouth and thinks 'slay' or just yells "BUURRNN" when you show that girl/boy/bad boss attitude to someone. Feels really hurt when you become sarcastic towards him though. In short, he's supportive and sometimes you defend him against people. 💀
Hannibal
Smiles and chuckles a bit at your behaviour. Stops you if you're doing it bit too much.
Does a quick 180 🤨 if you start giving him that attitude. And scolds and lectures.
Encourages this though if it's against anyone who speaks ill about you. Has no problem standing up for you but would love it if you could stand up for yourself <3.
If some random person comes up to him and tells him to teach his child some better manners he'll pick you up and hold you and let's you do your silly little magic words.
Chaos, yep.
Later tells his mental bf about what you did and says "omg did you see what they said? It was so cool" and close to tears. "no I wasn't with you" the mental bf replies and maybe ruins the atmosphere.
Billy n Stu
They'll literally record you and basically shoves a camera up to your face and stu squeals at how cool you sound, Billy looks calm but inside he's like "omfg this kid is bad ass"
And then shows it to their friends while you're getting really embarrassed because you're right in front of them.
This ends up in you saying ironical things at every question they ask you just to piss them off.
Which then ends in Billy telling you 'do not speak to your parents like that 🤬' and do you stop? No. But do they stop showing you off to their friends? No. But it all works out anyway because that's the kinda relationship you three have.
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peanut-with-wifi-access · 1 year ago
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FNAF SECURITY BREACH RUIN DLC SPOILERS
My theory for how the Daycare Attendant works
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Eclipse was the original Theater Animatronic for the Superstar Theater. Capable of switching between three different personas/appearances with different AIs, so three AIs in one animatronic, what could go wrong? Anyway, the personas are as follows.
Eclipse, caring and kind, strict on certain rules but not overly stingy. Generally a pretty positive presence, likes making sure kids are both safe and having fun.
Sun, the ADHD embodiment of energy and happiness who cares more about having fun than following the rules and staying safe.
Moon, the mildly mischievous yet quiet embodiment of following the rules and keeping safe at all costs. Cares far more about following the guidelines than having fun or being risky.
The main gimmick of the Theatre shows was that Sun and Moon would get into an argument about something due to their contrasting personalities, and then Eclipse would come in at the end and give a solution that makes them both happy.
Eventually, Fazbear Entertainment started work on a Daycare area. To cut costs, they attached it to the Theatre, called it Superstar Daycare, and made Eclipse, Sun, and Moon work as The Daycare Attendants.
This... Didn't work very well. Eclipse tried his best to do both the plays and the Daycare, but Sun and Moon kept popping out at the wrong times, scaring the kids in the daycare or messing up shows cause they kept getting confused.
Fazbear Entertainment eventually (after a bunch of complaints from angry parents and Eclipse themselves) just let a staff bot run the Theatre and put Eclipse in the Daycare permanently. However, they were still stressed out often. Sun and Moon were struggling to adjust to their new roles, and Eclipse had trouble playing the mediator while also trying to watch a hundred kids.
Due to all this stress, They were the first to get infected by the virus. Glitchtrap took one look at Eclipse and decided to lock him away, while tweaking bits of Sun and Moon to make them more useful.
Sun became overly anxious and stressed out constantly, desperately wanting to make sure everyone was having fun, whilst also trying to keep them safe. His demeanor became frantic and panicked, easily lashing out when things went wrong and constantly yelling.
Moon, meanwhile, lost all care for safety, and instead believed that once the lights went out, the children 𝘮𝘶𝘴𝘵 be asleep, or they're naughty and need to be punished. He doesn't know how fragil humans are, but as long as the kid is laying down and isn't moving, that means they're asleep, and Moon can go get the other kids to sleep too.
Without Eclipse as a mediator, these two quickly grew to despise eachother, believing that the other must be kept away at all costs.
Thanks to Cassie though, the virus is gone, and Eclipse is back, and now they just need to clean up this mess.
"Goddamn, what happened while I was gone?!"
"Uhhh, sorry..?"
"I don't think a "sorry" is gonna make him less mad at us."
"You are correct."
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quigzahhutt · 3 months ago
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sargebon - 7, 9, and 10 for the dialogue prompts please 🫶🏻🫶🏻
ooohhhhh you've set me up GOOD here huh
for the dialogue prompt ask game!
The doors to the meeting room clicked shut, but the sound is hardly audible over the blood rushing through Alex's ears.
He has no idea why it feels like he just got yelled at, or like his parents had just told him they're selling their family's childhood home– the same place he and his siblings grew up in, ate together in, learned who they were in. It was this horrible, aching dread.
Logan had up and bolted the second James had thanked them and told them they were free to go. He was moving with an urgency Alex had never seen in him before.
There was an unnatural strictness to his posture, like he was trying to crumple himself into a smaller frame. He can almost imagine it; Logan, curled up and covered in wrinkles just like Alex's old maths homework, crushed in frustration.
The ache in his chest kind of reminded him of that, actually. Reminded him of when he was younger and he just couldn't figure out how to solve an equation. He knew it was wrong, but he just couldn't place what was wrong with it
It was a similar thing; James had put it bluntly that Alex would be 'borrowing' Logan's car for the weekend, seeing as his was too mangled to be useful.
'Alexander, why would you do that? The paper is ruined now, you won't be able to use it.'
Alex can hear his dad's prim accent echo in his ears. It almost makes him laugh, how clear it is. It only serves to make Alex's stomach swirl even worse, twist at odd angles like an obtuse triangle. Solve for the variable.
James was at least polite about it– he always was when it came to these types of things; things that might be damaging to your ego or reputation. He had been generous in reassuring Logan, and careful not to mention how obviously favored Alex is in the grand scheme of things.
They both knew what was true, though.
"Alex?" James' voice serves to pull him back to the present, "could you go talk to Logan for me? I know this is difficult for him; I want to make sure he doesn't hold it against you,"
"Oh, uhm, yeah sure, definitely,"
"If he needs anyone to blame, point him towards my office, okay?" James added, a sickly wrinkle between his brows.
Alex gives a curt nod in response before he's setting off.
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The screen door to Logan's motorhome is folded open, letting in fresh air while keeping any unwanted critters out.
It means Alex can peer in and see what's going on inside, catching the tail end of Logan shuffling around, but it makes an awkward situation of knocking; Alex has to position his knuckles strangely against the thin frame, and the result is an unimpressive, hollow sound.
Alex can hardly hear it himself, the anxiety pulsating in his ears muffling the noise, even though his own knuckles are responsible.
"Logan? It's Alex, I want to talk to you," it feels silly to be calling though the door like this, and a horrid expression probably creeps onto Alex's face as the absurdity of this whole situation seems to stuff itself in the small space between him and the wall.
Thankfully, the scuffle of Logan's shoes act as a lifeline, and his figure seems to appear out of nowhere as a hand reaches for the door and slides the screen out of the way, effectively inviting Alex in.
Logan doesn't look at him a single time as he was letting Alex in– he practically ignored him, sauntered over and sat on the small couch with his back turned to him. It kind of made Alex snort, the immaturity of it all– his brother used to do that when they were kids.
"I'm just going to be honest with you, mate, James told me to come talk to you," Alex says, settling down with a groan in the cramped booth seating– there's a discarded glass of water on the table, a ring of moisture staining the table beneath it.
Logan scoffs where he's sulking on the couch, turning his attention to his fingernails so he can pick off any skin he didn't catch during the meeting earlier. It's kind of a surprise he has any skin left, to be honest; his cuticles are red and bitten.
"James is the bad guy right now, I get it. Believe me, we're on the same page," all Alex gets in response is a short sniff, so he continues, "I know- I just... I'm not happy about it either, is what I'm trying to say."
Across from him, Logan tugs on the bill of his cap, pulling it lower down on his face, the shadow from it covering up his eyes.
"Can you at least look at me?" Alex huffs, maybe a bit too harshly, and he winces a bit at his tone.
It seems to work, though, because Logan drops his hands into his lap with a scoff and finally looks at Alex, rolling his head in his direction.
Aside from the twitching of his nose, Logan's face looks... normal, uncomfortably so; his eyes are sleepy and his cupids bow is as cute as ever. He reminds Alex of a rabbit, a little bit. Maybe it's the fluttering nose and the rosy lips, or his gummy smile that Alex loves oh so much.
He can't help but smile at him, close lipped and warm. It's supposed to be friendly, but Logan doesn't seem to think so, because he's soon turning away with another annoyed sound.
His smile twists into a frown; they're getting nowhere.
"I came here to talk, and I'm not going to leave until we have a conversation,"
It's a dirty tactic, one he used to use on his sisters when they were being a bit too stubborn.
"You're gonna have to leave at some point. Aren't you recording something this afternoon?" Logan spits, falling right into Alex's trap.
He knew if he said something fundamentally untrue, Logan would have to point it out; it's just a part of his nature, a quirk of his that Alex had noticed early on.
"Yeah, but I'm sure they'll let me stay if they know I'm here on boss' orders," Alex retorts with an evil grin, one that morphs into a genuine one, because Logan knows he's been outplayed, judging by the way he rolls his eyes.
"Sure, whatever," Logan clicks his tongue, attention back on his poor fingernails.
Alex can see his eyes this time, though; he can see how they're clouded over and inattentive, darting around the room for seemingly no reason.
"Just- say something, mate, you can't keep everything locked away forever," Alex finally says, and Logan's eyes flit over to his and stay there, holding eye contact for the first time since this morning.
Logan seems to lose whatever impromptu staring contest they're having and slumps back into the couch, leaning his head back with a big sigh.
"I don't know, it's just- it's humiliating, and I know it's all anyone is going to be talking about," he's looking down at his lap again, staring at his hands like they'll have all the answers, "I feel like I've lost all my... credibility, I guess."
Big word, Alex thinks, and he can't help but smile a little as Logan grapples to find the right words. He knows he shouldn't react like that, though; Logan might think he's making fun of him or something, downplaying his grievances after he had literally asked him to talk.
"I'm not mad at you," Logan says, his whole body suddenly turned toward him– he's wedged uncomfortably into the corner of the couch, almost like if he takes his eyes off of Alex, he'll disappear.
"Thats... er, good? Thanks. I don't want this to be a, uh- how did James put it? A point of contention?"
"It won't be, don't worry. I'm just mostly pissed at James for putting us in this situation at all," Logan's voice has taken a more lighthearted edge, no longer sounding like he might burst into tears at any moment.
"But it's okay to be more than pissed, you know, like- it's okay to cry, even- if you like, if you need to, obviously," it's an embarrassing attempt at comfort, but it at least makes Logan laugh.
It almost seems like it catches him off guard, the sound tumbling out of his mouth without warning.
"Okay? Sure, I'll keep that in mind," there's an audible smile in his tone, and Alex can't help but smile in return.
thank you for the ask :) not my favorite piece of work I've written but I had fun!
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goddesspharo · 2 months ago
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↻ FLIP FLOP: Jake's Pov from when he's awakes in Vegas.
[ask me for extras about my fics!]
↻ FLIP FLOP: the flip side of the waking up in Vegas scene at the beginning of can't fake what you can't break up with in Hangman's POV
(Also here now for housekeeping purposes!)
Jake's first extremely dramatic thought upon being yanked out of REM sleep by Phoenix's equally dramatic shrieking is that it feels like something died in his mouth and then that dead thing was unceremoniously moved to a shallow grave in his brain and now, in the cruel light of day, it is slowly rising from the spongy matter like a body washing up on shore at low tide – only there's not enough room in his scalp to accommodate the flotsam so his head feels like it's being split apart from the inside. He needs more sleep and a cup of industrial strength espresso, but he'd settle for Phoenix not ruining this for him – the this in question being Natasha looking flushed all over as she stands in the middle of his hotel room in her underwear and points menacingly at him with her phone while threatening to murder him for the crime of rocking her world – by reading Instagram captions out loud like he fucked a delusional Kardashian last night instead of her. (Jake blames Sammy for the fact that he is immediately able to clock that Khloe would be the delusional Kardashian who couldn't take a hint the morning after.) With a groan, Jake reminds Natasha that it's not a Vegas vacation if at least two people don't drunkenly wander into an Elvis chapel and take wedding selfies with The King. His mother has albums full of Jake dressed like Woody from Toy Story when he was in the first grade – that doesn't mean he was spending his days solving crimes instead of figuring out how the hell subtraction worked. Jake tells Natasha that the institution of marriage requires a little more than "pics or it didn't happen" to be valid while slowly stretching out his sore muscles. She has finally stopped yelling at him for three seconds – no doubt to marvel at the legal expertise he culled from watching reruns of The Practice – but when he looks up, what he discovers is even better than Phoenix losing the power of speech over his genius. Natasha Trace, the woman whose response to him flirting with her has always been to remind Jake that she'd be hard pressed to spit on him if he caught on fire – is shamelessly checking him out like someone who went for a test drive and now can't hide that she'd pay sticker price to drive this Mustang off the lot immediately. "I'm going to hop in the shower." Flashing Natasha a grin that is sure to infuriate her, he drawls in a low trickle, "Want to conserve some water with me?" Her face turns murderous within seconds as Nat slips on a hotel robe and loudly plots his demise. He'd make a crack about foreplay, but her grip on the hanger seems deadly. Jake settles for sauntering to the bathroom while whistling the Usher song that Gina played on repeat when Jake had a crush on the college sophomore his parents paid ten bucks an hour to teach them tennis one summer. Phoenix can deny that she's not hot for his bod as much as she wants, but his back looks like a subway map when he catches a glimpse of it in the bathroom mirror. It takes everything in him not to cry out when the scalding hot water hits the scratches, but Jake can't find it in himself to be too mad about it when he finds a red bird sketched onto his skin like a brand. Jake is still laughing about how proprietary Natasha is when he steps out of the bathroom a few minutes later and immediately needles her with, "You won't believe this, but I think you tried to draw a phoenix on my ass with a Sharpie last night!" He doesn't expect her to find it as funny as he does, but Jake is caught off guard when Natasha starts raging about paperwork instead.
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goodolddumbbanana · 5 months ago
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I just remembered something, when Sun went to Nothing happens!universe, alt!Moon mistakes him (at first) for these Sun have portals.
Which means, not only Dark Sun, but still a number variant of Suns, who possessed the same intelligence or, maybe gain his knowledge from eating their Moon.
So, where are they? Where are these Sun? Why does nobody know about them, and why see-all people still concede Sun as Dumb or Useless?
Because in the strangest way just like Earth, whom the evilest version of her just her being president, Sun normally doesn't have evil variants, cuz even Puppet is surprised about him and unable to read Dark Sun. (We didn't see cringe!Dark Sun in cringe dimension proves my point)
I think someone has killed them. The amount of smart Sun has already been terminated, and only the small mounts like Dark Sun and someone honestly just like to hide and being alone. Maybe by Creators because honestly, even Creator hates Sun the most, he seems... I don't know how to describe it, speak to Sun with closure.
(you know the way your parents always say you are disappointed but still they know and acknowledge your abilities? And the possibility that Herry is the want who used to work with Creator? What if Sun is the result of a divorced and herry never paid his child support leading Creator feeling salty about Sun because he reminds him so much about Herry? So he needs to dumb Sun down?)
Cuz Dark Sun seems very confident when he says it only the matter of time when a Sun snapped, and Sun shares the same opinions when he said to alt!Moon this alt!Sun would never grow backbone in that way and he just grew out of being happy like it is the fate of a Sun, suffering and dead or suffering and living out of sprite.
Btw, New Moon's name is so cringe. I wonder what plan they will do with Nexus. Because as I was saying before, Nexus would become a new villain but for how long and does him even have a redemption arc now?
Surely because of the comeback of the Old Moon, Nexus would stay the same like right now as his personality still roaming in his teenage phase.
But then what? Will he still roam free and don't care about anything like right now? (Making new friends and abandoning his old so-called family just because he is obsessed with the idea of being himself, just like Eclipse v1 just lives out of sprite because he wants to avenge Old Moon?) and then die as a villain, again and again, or just get out of the narrative like Eclipse V4?
Or he slowly but surely will have his redemption arc and has 'oh shit, I still care' moment with Sun and he gives up becoming such a deranged?
Nexus says he doesn't care about anyone anymore, what if because of that he will hurt Sun above his imagination to prove a point?
Because since when Nexus wakes up, Sun is the person Nexus has been focusing on the most.
He takes care of Sun when he has mental breakdown moments, he snapped at Sun when he realised Sun is lying to him but still went and rescued him. He and Sun get yeet in Ruin dimension and yet instead of angry and tired with Sun like some people, they are hand-in-hand (not ship) and face the world. Nexus always reminds Sun he is the person Nexus trust most and Nexus can't lose Sun. He even almost spilled the bean to Sun when they talked about how to bring Solar back and hit the wall several times to get out of the nightmare when Sun died. He even kneed down and begged Eclipse V4 to know where Sun was and his Old self always nagging at Nexus to protect Sun. He honestly tries better just for Sun and when Sun said he was disappointed at Nexus, Nexus seems like cool-down a little bit, and even trying to convince Sun to let him out or just let him do it for the family, kill Bloodmoon and save Solar.
The last conversation they have seems to be more civilised than I imagined. Never once, Nexus yelled at Sun. He spoke with Sun in a soft, slow voice, like he was still aware how much Sun is afraid of loud noise.
Like sure, Nexus still hit Sun right in the chest with all the bullshit that he said, but unlike with Earth, when he shut her down right away by calling her name and tossing her aside like an unwanted damage; he still trauma dumping with Sun, he still talked a little bit of his feelings to Sun, about his plan, etc...
And sure all the things he said were terrible but I think it can be worse with Sun. Which means even though Nexus doesn't care, he still cares about Sun like an instinct.
(I think he was talking the truth to some degree when he said he is indifferent about others. Nexus was numbing all his feelings since Solar died, and actively did it worse in order to surpass his old self, which leads to him so exhausted that he is unable to care about the others and wants to throw all of his relationships away.)
Bet the feeling of Nexus for Sun right now is so conflict with a lot of resentment and careness. Because on one side, Nexus still cares about Sun to some degree which maybe if Sun dead, he would feel guilty and maybe feel sad and snapped his actions for a moment. On the other hand, he wants to distance himself from what A Moon calls a Moon, and get rid of all Moon's nagging and want before, like his policy about protecting family in general and Sun in particular.
Like how he even asks Dark Sun why Dark Sun doesn't like to change his name, to separate the image of Sun and Dark Sun. It's almost like Nexus doesn't want Dark Sun to remind him of Sun at all and he still craves the love and agreement of somebody, seeing how he compliments Dark Sun's home and his dog guard...
If Nexus and Sun meet again, I don't think things would end well. Either Nexus would nonchalant say he never cared about Sun and all the time they spend together he was forced and was affected by the Old Moon and tried to hurt Sun because Sun got involved in his plan or just pure his selfishness want to make a point.
Or, he would be angry and snap back at Sun and just do the same actions like I said above.
And Sun...
Out of all people, only Sun, I think only Sun still cares about Nexus and understands him deeply, which leads him to definitely feel guilty, shocked and hollow to seeing his use to be brother go down in such manners.
(because Earth doesn't want to do anything with Nexus since he almost killed her. And she has a higher intelligence emotions level to know She deserves better than this and she wouldn't spend more time to blame herself because of what happened to Nexus. Lunar after killing Eclipse, realized it is not worth it to spend time with people who choose to be terrible, will definitely move on soon.)
Sun,... I don't think this time if Sun meets Nexus again, Sun would just stand by and do nothing. I think, this time, Sun may try to defend himself. Either in the "oppsie silly me, I accidentally killed Moon again" moment, or... Just straight out blasting Nexus.
And The way Nexus sees Sun no longer cares about him, would definitely hurt Nexus inside.
May he become deranged more, or will think back of what he did, that is what time would tell.
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canirove · 3 months ago
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Rice, Rice, baby | Chapter 18
Author's note: 10 points if you can guess who the guy on the header is 😅 Finding pics for them sometimes is so difficult 🙈
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“Oh, looks like Alex and his parents just arrived” my mum says. “Olivia, can you keep an eye on this while I go greet them? I don't want your dad to eat burnt food on his birthday.”
“Of course.” But before she can leave, Alex's mum shows up in the kitchen.
“Hello, ladies. How is that lunch going?”
“Almost ready” I say.
“Oh, Liv. How are you? Is that bug you had over Christmas gone?”
“We are getting there” I smile. 
“You look a lot better. And I'm sure a piece of my lasagna would help a lot” she says, uncovering the tray she was carrying. “It is your favourite.”
“Oh, thank you very…”
“Olivia, are you alright?” my mum says. “You've gone so pale…”
“I… I think I'm gonna be sick” I reply, quickly running towards the sink. 
“Olivia!” she says, holding my hair while everything I have eaten today leaves my body.
“My God, child. What happened?” Alex's mum says.
“I… I don't know. I smelled the lasagna and…” It's coming back. Help.
“What is going on here? What is that noise?” my dad says while walking into the kitchen.
“Olivia isn't feeling well.”
“Oh, my darling. What happened?”
“The… lasagna. The smell…” I mumble, my forehead resting on the sink. It is cold and it feels so nice…
“The smell of the lasagna made you sick? You've always loved it! We've actually had to stop you from eating it all more than once” my dad chuckles.
“Not anymore.”
“Not anymore? My darling, are you alright?”
“I think the bug she had over Christmas isn't completely gone” my mum says.
“That doesn't make any sense. The tests Dr. Smith ran said she was fine.”
“And I'm fine” I say, slowly moving from the sink. “I just need a nap.”
“Olivia, you don't look fine. At all” Alex's dad says. Now everyone is in the kitchen, giving me pitiful looks. All but Alex, who is, once again, looking at me in a way I don't understand.
“I think we should take you to the hospital, darling. They may see something that Dr. Smith's tests didn't see.”
“I'm fine, dad. I don't need more tests. And besides, it's your birthday. I don't want to ruin it for you.”
“You won't be ruining anything, darling. Let's go.”
“I said no, dad!” I say, raising my voice. “I don't want to go to the hospital, I'm fine. I just need a nap.”
“Olivia…”
“No! Leave me alone, I'm fine!” I insist.
“Tell them, Liv. Tell them what is actually going on” Alex says, his eyes going from mine to my stomach and back at my face. Oh… my God. 
He knows. He knows I'm pregnant, that's why he's been looking at me the way he has. But how? How did he find out? Only Kennedy and Madders know and… The cafeteria. When he fell. He heard us talking that day, that must be it.
“What do you mean? What does he mean?” my dad asks.
“If you don't tell them I will, Liv.”
“If I don't… Are you threatening me, Alex?”
“I'm just doing what is best for you” he says.
“What is best for me? Seriously?”
“Yeah” he shrugs.
“Is anyone going to tell me what the hell is going on or not?” my dad asks, now being the one raising his voice.
“Liv is pregnant.”
“You fucking piece of shit” I say, closing the space between me and Alex and punching him.
“Olivia!” my mum screams, holding me before I hit him again.
“I fucking hate you, Alex! I don't want to see you ever again! Get the fuck out of my house!” I yell while he just stares at me, his hand on his bleeding lip. Looks like the training with Micky is useful for more than just one thing. 
“Olivia, is… is it true?” my dad says behind me. “Are you… Are you pregnant?”
“She is, Mr. Chapman. All the symptoms are there. The tiredness, the nausea… And you won't believe who the father is.”
“Shut the fuck up, Alex!” I yell again, trying to get free of my mum's grip. I'm killing him. I'm fucking killing him. 
“Olivia… you didn't get pregnant from James, did you?” 
“What? He and Kennedy are like family to me, mum. I would never do that!”
“I… I'm sorry. But you spend so much time together that… I don't know” she shrugs.
“He isn't a Tottenham player, don't worry” Alex says. That's it. It's over. He's gonna say Declan is the father, my dad will kick me out, and I will find myself living under a bridge while pregnant. 
“Then who is the father?” 
“I am” Alex smiles.
“What?” everyone says, me included.
“I am the father of Liv's baby” he says, smiling from ear to ear. What… the actual fuck.
“Oh… oh! That's wonderful news!” my dad chuckles. “Finally!”
“Finally?” I say, my eyes still focused on Alex and the stupid grin on his face. 
“Since you were kids we always thought you would end up together” he says. “Our two families becoming one.”
“Oh, Olivia. Congratulations!” Alex's mum ways while hugging me.
“We are gonna be grandads!” my dad says, hugging Alex's. 
“Is this why you two have been behaving so… weird lately?” my mum asks. “Because you were seeing each other?”
“Yes” Alex says.
“No” I reply.
“Yes or no?” she asks.
“We'll have time to discuss all that later. Now is time to celebrate!” my dad says. “Thank you for this birthday present, darling. You've made me so happy” he says while hugging me.
“You're… welcome?” 
“And thank you to you too, Alex. Ah, a grandchild! I can't believe it!” my dad says while giving him a big hug, the stupid grin he's had on his face since he dropped the bomb still there. God, I wish I could punch him again.
Like... this can't be real. This has to be one of my nightmares. Any moment now the killing will start and I will wake up. 
But as they all keep celebrating, opening a bottle of champagne and laughing, nothing happens. My mum is the only one who looks a bit more concerned, but other than that, there are happy faces wherever I look. Pure bliss. 
Because this isn't a dream. My family finally knows that I'm pregnant, but they think Alex is the father.
What. The. Fuck.
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pink-bunny-angel · 4 months ago
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omg!! can u plz write anything abt john bender 🙏🙏 there r like no fics of him im in the trenches out here. THANK U😁
Of course!!! This is my first one, I hope you like it! Sorry if it's not the best!
John Bender X Reader
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(warnings: briefly mentions abusive parents)
Today has been the worst. I got up at 2 am and couldn't go back to sleep. I was looking forward to having my morning coffee to keep me awake but, no, the coffee maker was broken. I thought surely that would be it but when I got to school I was quickly proven wrong... We had a math test. Great. All day I was looking forward to seeing my boyfriend, John Bender, but my mom told me no one could come over since I had an F in science.
My mental health has already been plummeting. This is just great. I currently am sitting in my room, crying on my bed and reading my Bible, it's comforting. I gently put it down on my nightstand and stare at the ceiling. I think and think, trying to find anything to look forward to, but it's getting difficult. I stand up with a groan. Everything looks so dull. It's funny how a couple tiny things going wrong can impact someone's day so much, especially when they were already feeling terrible. I pick up my telephone and dial Bender's number and it rings.
"Hello?" I can hear his dad in the background yelling with his friend about something. I hear a couple of things about Bender from his dad. He must've been mad at him
"Um. Hi, Bender we can't hang out tonight.." I utter with a hint of anxiety in my voice. He doesn't pick up on it, he has always struggled to sense emotion over the telephone.
"What do you mean? Come on, y/n. I was really counting on you. My dad has been freaking out over everything all day. This is ruining my night." I know he wasn't purposefully trying to guilt trip me, he just does it subconsciously. I understand why he would be counting on me and why he would want to come over. I feel guilty, which makes me feel even worse.
"I'm sorry, John. My mom said we can't tonight. I wish you could come over. I miss you so much. I've been having a bad day too, not as bad as yours though-" He interrupts.
"I'm sorry. Let's not compare bad days, okay? Lay down. I'll be there in a minute." His voice is oddly gentle. I feel comforted for a second before I'm flooded with confusion.
"My mom said no, John-"
"Honey, I'll be there."
He hangs up. I feel panicked. My mom is not gonna be happy if he shows up. She's gonna think I didn't tell him. She's gonna tell me I did it on purpose... Great. She's gonna send him home and I'm gonna be in trouble. I flop on to my bed and let out a noise of frustration, I don't know who or what I'm angry at, I just feel angry. I hear a light knock on my window... You've got to be kidding me. I stand up and tiptoe hastily to the window. When I open it I see Bender, his medium brown hair is getting blown in his face as he frantically tries to pry open the window from the outside. I chuckle and open it. He slides in. His hair is messy and he is glaring.
"Took you long enough. I could've been blown down and killed!" I hug him. He hesitates. He huffs and hugs me back.
"I'm glad you're here. But I don't want to get in trouble." I look down, I feel my anxiety getting worse and worse. My mom can't know he is here. He holds me closer and buries his face in my hair.
"Don't worry, y/n. I'm sneaky." I can feel him smirking. I scoff.
"Keep telling yourself that." I mutter.
"Woah. You're grumpy." He takes off his boots and coats, throwing them to the ground. He walks over to my TV and grabs the Liar's Moon VHS tape.
"Liar's Moon? I thought you don't like romance movies?" I snicker. He always complains about romance movies, he always wants to watch action movies.
"I don't but.. it's your favorite or something." He says the last part very quiet, as if he doesn't want to get caught doing something sweet. He's trying to change, I remember the night he cried to me about wanting to change. He wants to be nicer and more caring. He's trying so hard. I decide not to tease him about his embarrassment from being caring. I'm so proud of him for trying.
"I love you." I say softly. I can't help but stare at him. He's so beautiful.
"I love you too.. I gue- actually.. I know for sure I love you too." He responds, trying to seem confident. I smile and he tries to look unbothered, I can tell love is still difficult for him to express, but that's okay. We're healing together.
I gently grab his arm and pull him to my bed. He flops on to it.
"Bender, my mom will hear...! Keep it down...!" I scold him quietly. He giggles. I can't help but smile. I quietly climb on to the bed with him. He had started the movie. I lay my head gently on his chest and feel him start to stroke my back with his fingertips. He can be so gentle. Who knew? I yawn and curl into him.
"Sleepy, baby?" He asks softly. I nod and rub my eyes. He gives my forehead the most soft, sweet kiss. "Goodnight, y/n. Sleep tight... I hope the bedbugs bite." I hear him snicker.
"Really..!"
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viperwhispered · 7 months ago
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So I was listening to "Being low as dirt taking what's important from me" by Tuyu and it got me thinking: we got enough angst between Jamil and Kalim, give me angst between Jamil and his parents.
We know that Jamil sincerely cares for his family since they're the reason he puts up with everything but I get the impression that he only has a real genuine relationship with Najma. I feel like his parents only have a very superficial of who their son it and that is some good angst just in itself.
So I kinda just wanna see Jamil snap at them. Think of this scenario: Jamil has an s/o back at NRC. They've kept quiet cause he doesn't want his parents harassing about "how could he be distracted when he should be serving Kalim". This is post-OB, meaning Kalim has come a long way in finding other coping mechanisms, actively working on being observant, and in being more independant. Anyway, Jamil heads home for vacation and io and behold his parents are trying to put him in an arranged marriage with a girl from another servant family.
Cue Jamil going quiet as they joyfully explain who he's gonna marry. Then he just fucking explodes.
Completely loses whatever's left of his filter as he rages on them about everything. His hatred for their situation, the servanthood, and his lack of freedom. He especially rubs in how they clearly care more about the Asims than their own children and how they're the reason he overblotted. He lets out that he already has a lover because "unlike you prostating pathetic worms I have a life outside of Kalim".
Mom/dad try to slap him to make him stop but he just grabs the hand and slaps them back HARD. Finally, he finishes off with "you digusting beings low as dirt, how dare you try to take whats important from me?!"
At this point his composure is gone. He is enraged, he is full on sobbing as he yells.
His parents? They have no possible response that could ever satisfy him. They can't even mutter some sort of comeback.
Najma? She was on her way to greet him when she overheard him lose it. She's shocked and hurt at hearing Jamil's words but not really surprised nor does she blame him.
Jamil? He just takes his bags and goes right back to NRC to spend the break with his s/o. He turns off his phone and refuses all forms of communication throughout the entire break. The only people he picks up for is Kalim and Najma after about two weeks.
Kalim? At this point, he is fully aware of how unfair Jamil's situation is and is pissed that the Vipers are trying to ruin Jamil's relationship after months of Kalim (trying) being the best wingman possible. He also scolds the Vipers cause "he's already giving away his future, how dare you ask for more?!" He angrily orders that Jamil is to be left alone and they'll talk after the break.
Bonus angst: the supposed fiance was the daughter of another major servant family who had been in love with Jamil since they were children. And by that I mean she loved his servant persona and has no idea how much of a hot smug asshole he is. She was waiting in the next room to surprise him after his parents explained the new arrangement. There she was smiles and giggles at marrying what she thinks is the man of her dreams before that dream is shattered when she hears Jamil's tirade. Her heart shatters into a million pieces as she learns that not only does he hate the future set for them but he also already has a beloved.
Yeah we get so little info about Jamil’s parents that it’s hard to tell just what they are like or how their relationship is with Jamil. I mean, for the Scalding Sands event, all the adults were pretty absent (perhaps conspicuously, perhaps they only decided to start adding in the parents in the following hometown events, who knows).
That absence of Jamil's parents in the story other than as authority figures may be telling on its own, but it’s not like some of the other students are super chatty about their families either. And Jamil’s private enough, anyway, considering he didn’t mention Najma, either. Since I do agree that he and Najma definitely do care about that each other, in that particular sibling way with its own hiccups.
I certainly would not be surprised (and may have said this somewhere) if Jamil’s parents are of the sort that they are doing what they think is good for their son / children, but they don’t actually stop and think about the child’s point of view or opinion. (This may also be because my husband had an upbringing like that so it sure resonates and checks out.)
Oof that sort of a confrontation with his parents, though. For some reason I do feel like Jamil would not generally seriously stand up to his parents - at least not until something like that, when the straw breaks the camel’s back (again). Though I could be just assuming here. Though he certainly has been going along enough (and also has been told to do so since very young) to keep to his position with Kalim.
Tho honestly, his parents definitely deserve some choice words for their choices. Maybe, from their point of view, they’re ensuring a materially comfortable and in some ways perhaps even influential future for their child. But they sure aren’t ensuring Jamil’s happiness or mental or emotional wellbeing.
Oh boy would that be a tumultuous situation, though. Like in some sense, I’d imagine it would be cathartic for Jamil, to let that all out.
Yet, it would also be so disappointing. Yet another crushed hope for his parents to do better, yet another sign of how they treat him. It would be rough, especially trying to reconcile his parents' actions with any affection that Jamil may think they still do feel for him (and that Jamil feels for them). Sure ain’t easy.
I do love Kalim being on Jamil’s side in this, though. I mean, I do think in general that is likely, no matter where we are in the timeline. But especially here, if Kalim can tell that Jamil’s genuinely upset, and Kalim has a better understanding of what’s going on and how things have been affecting Jamil.
Though Kalim is not much of the sort to lash out, imo. So instead of scolding the Vipers, I’d think it’d be more likely for him to focus on trying to cheer up Jamil, or to try to mend the rift. Like more carrot than stick, you know?
Whether Jamil would be in the headspace to appreciate that kind of approach is another thing altogether.
And oof to that bonus angst. Might be better for all parties involved, in the end, but certainly not a pleasant way to learn about it.
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clarkes-and-god · 6 months ago
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Cherish's Diary:
I don't know what to do. Tobias has been arrested for assaulting a public officer, and there's no way we can get him out. His bail is $5,000! He keeps phoning me about it, and I feel so bad but there's no way I can even pay the $500 to get a bond for him. I have some tips from work, but they make up barely half of that, and there's nothing in the bank account he's been managing. Only all the stupid stuff he buys, and I can't really give a bondsman video game skins and packs of cigarettes. I did ask Momma and Daddy if they could help pay it, and we'd pay them back soon, but Daddy reminded me that I'm grown and I should have managed the finances better and saved some money to prepare for this sort of stuff. That's what he always told me growing up, and I know he's right; but Tobias said he wanted to manage the money, and I can't argue with him, he's my husband! I could ask Esther, but I'd feel awful asking an elderly widow to pay for things that are my responsibility, and I don't think she has much to spare herself, with that boy who does the yard work for church looking after her.
I know Tobias is a good man really, he just gets a bit worked up sometimes, and that's what happened when that social worker came over. He just was upset that our kids might have been at risk! I mean, to me the social worker seemed nice, but men's brains work differently, so maybe he realised there was an issue and I didn't. I just hope whoever is in charge of sentencing him understands the situation and isn't harsh, seeing as it was just a mistake. We really need him at home, he's so sweet when he's happy, and I don't think we can do without the money he gives me from Christ Chicken. Luckily, I've told my manager that my schedule changed and she's given me some extra shifts. So we should be ok for now, but I do need to ask someone to watch Neveah and Travis.
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The kids are all shook up from what happened! Poor Mandy is just in hysterics because she thinks it's all her fault -- she told her teacher what she was doing at the weekend and the teacher didn't seem happy according to her. Honestly, I wasn't too happy when she said that Tobias had left her all alone with the little ones -- she's still only 7 -- but I will have to tell her not to talk about things like that to people who won't understand. I'll leave it until she's a little less upset though, I don't think she'd cope with that sort of talk at the moment. For now, she's been praying for her Daddy, which is very sweet of her.
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Tyson and Neveah haven't been any better. Tyson has got such an attitude, he won't listen to anything I say. He's been moping in his room and yelling at his siblings. And after school today, his teacher pulled me aside and said he had to be sent out for distracting the class! I know he's always been loud and energetic at school, he's a boy after all, but that's never happened before! The teacher did say he understood with the situation at home, but I can't believe it. He's always been such a sweet boy and now he's just being awful! I'm praying it resolves itself soon, and Mandy starts coping a little better, because it's honestly horrible to be in the house with the two of them. They're just setting each other off at the minute, and then that upsets Neveah and Travis. I think poor Neveah doesn't understand enough to know what's going on, but she knows something's changed and Daddy's not here anymore, and it's really upsetting her. She's normally such an independant little girl, but it's like she's gone back to being a baby. She won't let me leave her alone, and she's not sleeping through the night. She's slept through the night since she was about 8 months old! And if I do leave her alone, she's just breaking all the toys or trying to ruin the furniture. I feel like I need 3 extra pairs of hands to deal with them all at the minute. I know they must be missing their Daddy, but I am too, and they're not easy to parent just now. Lord, I am praying that everything will go smoothly for Tobias and we can all go back to normal soon, because I don't think I can manage all on my own for long. You designed man and wife to be joined together in marriage and not seperated, and I am really feeling why You designed it that way with these struggles at the moment. Please give me strength.
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jamespottersmixtape · 1 year ago
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september 9: ocean 1,118 words @rosekiller-microfic
Beach day! Just them being stupid and soft and in love :,)
Evan stretches his arms and legs languidly across the beach towel he's laying on. The fabric is littered with warm sand that has long since fallen off of his body, leaving behind patches of sunscreen where it clashed with the water. He can smell the salt drying in his hair, a breeze hitting his face as he squints at the sky.
It's days like today that make Evan believe in perfection—or, as close to perfection as something can get. The weather is lovely, bright sun and a cloudless sky, a cooling wind coming in from the west. The ocean waves lap against the shore in small swells, cold but bearable for swimming in the heat, and the sound of the water is a calming lull, set to draw people into it's shimmering depths.
He can hear children laughing with their parents, splashing and making sandcastles without a care in the world. It almost makes him ache for the childhood he never got—his family too hung up on stuffy suits and formal dinners to register what their kids might want—but he's past that now. That life is far behind him and not once has Evan ever looked back. Besides, he's far too content to sit and dwell on the past right now. He'd much rather bask in everything the coast has to offer him, and continue to ignore whoever keeps shouting his name in the distance.
He smiles to himself. Everything is perfect.
"Evan!"
He internally groans and closes his eyes. Maybe whoever is yelling will think he's asleep and decide not to bother him.
"Evann!!"
The voice is getting closer now. He thought everyone went to get snacks? Who is yelling? Why are they yelling?
"EVAN!" Before he knows it the voice is directly above him, and an entire bottle of water is being dumped on his face.
He startles with a very unmanly yelp, his eyes flying open to find Barty keeled over in laughter, water bottle in hand, and Regulus standing next to him looking rather irritated. "What the fuck?!" Evan asks, wiping the dripping water from his cheeks.
"What do you mean, what the fuck, we've been calling you for two minutes," Regulus huffs, taking a small step away from Barty as he chokes out the rest of his laughs.
Evan glares at the pair of them. "Why?"
"They ran out of cookies and cream," Barty shrugs, laughter still evident in the way his eyes are lit up.
"You–" he sighs, running fingers through his tangled wet hair. "You dumped water on me because they ran out of my favorite ice cream?" Sometimes Evan can't believe he fell in love with this man.
"We didn't know what else you wanted," Regulus says flatly. Evan can tell he's trying to hold back a smile. Asshole.
Evan scoffs, getting up from his now soaked towel and grumbling something along the lines of been my friends for 12 years and can't even remember what ice cream I like.
"Look, my fucking hair is all wet again. I just spent an hour drying off and you ruined it," he pouts, shoving a finger harshly into Barty's chest; they both know there's no bite beneath his words.
Barty snorts, taking Evan's hand in his as they walk towards the small ice cream shop located right off the beach. "You should've seen your face baby."
Evan's cheeks heat at the term of endearment. He can't remember when Barty started calling him that, but one day it appeared and never left, a new staple in Barty's 'Evan vocabulary'. Evan can't say he minds, in fact he's grown rather fond of the name.
"Dickhead," he grumbles in retaliation. "You're mean."
"Mmm, but that's why you love me." Barty presses a quick and sloppy kiss to his cheek before he can duck his head.
He rolls his eyes but returns the favor. He can taste the sweat and salt clinging to Barty's skin.
Regulus interrupts with a loud gagging noise. "You two are so fucking weird," he says, wrinkling his nose in disgust.
They get their ice cream without any more hiccups, Evan settling for salted caramel instead and Barty for an obscure chocolate combination. He doesn't even know why they get their own flavors really, him and Barty always trade halfway through—but he supposes that's the fun of it.
The four of them—it's just him, Barty, Regulus, and James today—spend the rest of the afternoon in and out of the water. They sunbathe, James hits a volleyball around—even roping Barty into a game or two, something Evan never would've seen coming—and Evan manages to carry Barty's lanky frame all the way to the shoreline to toss him in. It was revenge, okay?
By the time the sun is setting the two couples are sprawled a short distance from each other, watching the pink and orange hues dance along the horizon before the stars come out to play.
Evan has his back to Barty's chest, resting between his legs with both their hands entwined over Evan's stomach. Every so often Barty presses a kiss to Evan's temple.
It's rare for the two of them to have such tender moments like this, especially in the company of others. Usually they reserve their soft touches and quiet whispers for the tranquility of the morning or weekends at home, but it's a nice change to be so open with vulnerable affection.
"Today was fun," Evan yawns, his body finally catching up with the day's exhaustion.
Barty hums in agreement. “I’m gonna get you back for throwing me in the ocean though,” he murmurs, nipping at Evan’s earlobe.
“Excuse me, that was my payback.”
“Just saying," he lulls in a sing-song voice. "You better watch your back Ev.”
"I'll be sure to sleep with one eye open."
They both laugh at that, content and serene in the little bubble they've created. Evan tries to snuggle further into Barty's chest but to no avail. Barty lets him drop against the towel, swinging himself over Evan's body so his face hovers inches above his.
Evan raises an eyebrow. Barty's grin is devilish when it breaks across his face. He leans down and slots their lips together for a quick kiss, one filled with sun and ice cream and salty air.
When Barty speaks it's low, just for the two of them. A quiet I love you exchanged between an inhale and exhale. Three words that always open the floodgates to Evan's guarded heart.
The day ends with the two of them curled up on their sides, legs tangled and clothes dusted with sand as the last sliver of light dips below the water.
Evan couldn't ask for anything better.
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those70scomics · 28 days ago
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Fictober Day 14: "did you stick to the plan?"
That '70s Show Fanfiction
Laurie had washed paint off her hands as best she could, but some baby blue remained on her pinky. She'd try again later. Irritating her skin with hard scrubbing was not part of her cleansing routine. The candy pink paint washed right off, though. If she believed in signs, which she didn't, she'd have her future shopping list taken care of.
Her husband, Tim, met her in the bedroom. He was a broad, tall, teddy bear of a man who was far kinder than she thought she deserved. But his kindness was genuine and not reserved only for her. He scratched his closely-cut brown beard and said in his deep, sonorous voice, "Did you stick to the plan?"
She held up her baby-blue pinky. "It's drying in the den."
"You know, if you really wanted to wait -- " Tim held her around the waist -- "I could add that painting to your first show at the gallery."
"That's not for months. I enjoy torturing my mom, but I can't do that to my dad." She eyed their bed, only a foot away. "We could try for the weirdest twins in history."
Tim laughed, a sound she adored. "I don't think biology works that way."
"We could pretend it does."
He laughed again and kissed her. She wanted to give into her desire, but more practical matters had to be dealt with.
"How do I wrap a painting so it doesn't get ruined?" she said.
"I'll take care of that. I'll teach you when it's time. How do you think your folks will react to the present you made them?"
Laurie sat on the edge of the bed. Her painting depicted herself holding a non-descript bundle wrapped in a blue and pink blanket. "My mom'll get it after a second and go nuts. My dad'll be clueless until my mom yells at him that we're having a baby."
"You sure your dad's ticker can handle it?"
"Oh, he's healthier than he's ever been. I'm not worried." Too worried, if she were being truthful. Her marriage to Fez little more than a decade ago had given him a heart attack. Her act of goodwill nearly killed her dad, but he wasn't happy about what she'd done then. He'd be thrilled to learn he was going to be a grandpa. "I hope the painting'll be dry by tomorrow when we visit them."
"It should be. You didn't use oil paints." Tim pulled an envelope from the back pocket of his jeans. He passed it to her and sat on the bed. "This was in the morning mail."
Her dad had sent it; she recognized his handwriting on the envelope. Tim plunked down beside her as she opened the letter. It contained the design Dad had asked her to paint on his car for his and Mom's Halloween party. "This is more gruesome than I expected." She hugged the design to her chest. "I'm so proud!"
She let Tim study what her dad had drawn, and he said, "Wow, yeah. You're going to turn his car into a fright-fest. I can't wait to see how you approach this. ... If my art gallery were big enough, I'd do an exhibit of cars painted not to look like cars."
"Someday." She rubbed his knee. "You can rent out a proper save for that. But this -- " she pointed at her dad's design -- "will mean staying with my parents for a few days, starting October 29th."
"That's fifteen days from now, so we'll have to make the most of them."
His impish smile inspired her to kiss him again, but he said afterward, "Be careful when you work on that car. I don't want you to hurt yourself or our baby."
"He or she will be the size of a plumb. It'll be safe. It's morning sickness I'm worried about. So far, it hasn't been too bad. And I'm using washable paint in my dad's garage, not the muffler shop. The smells shouldn't bother me ... "
"I'll make sure you have crushed ice and buckets and a proper mask, just in case."
"Thank you, sweetie -- " She froze. She'd sounded just like her mom. If that was a consequence of becoming a mother herself ... she'd learn to accept it.
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queeniecook · 1 month ago
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February 1
Caleb Vatore walks around Forgotten Hollow, thinking about the visit he just had with his sister. She had told her brother about her encounter with Vladislaus Straud.  Caleb was disgusted and aggravated with sister for allowing the older vampire to even lay a finger on her. Caleb advised her to come clean with Jackson about the encounter and left before he said anything else. It was rolling over and over in his brain so much so that it distracted him.
Otherwise he would have seen and heard her coming.
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"YOU KILLED HER! YOU KILLED HER, YOU MONSTER!!"Liberty screams at Caleb at the top of her lungs, she wants to rip his head of his body. 
Caleb instantly put his hands up to defend himself and to hold Liberty back. She's stronger than one would assume, probably because she consumes blood and he sticks to Plasma Fruit. Caleb's mind whirls at Liberty's screaming but he quickly realizes who she's talking about. Ciara Scott. "I did."
Liberty stops her movements. She had expected him to deny it. "WHY?!!"
Caleb gazes up at Liberty, forcing himself to maintain eye contact. "I thought she killed Vera."
Liberty blinks at his words and feels a little bit of her rage dissipate. She backs off Caleb and gives herself time to think. Naturally James had left that part of things out. But it still doesn't change the fact that Caleb ended Ciara's life.
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"Explain this to me!" Liberty demands. Now her anger isn't just aimed at Caleb. It's also aimed at her husband and even herself. She had time to try to see Ciara but James had been so insistent on her remaining in the shadows until the perfect moment to reveal her to Caleb and the world. The moment that would cause the most damage and she had agreed to it because she hated Caleb that much. 
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Caleb explains how Ciara had kidnapped Vera to seek revenge on Dakota for what his father, Thaddeus Laws had done to her parents and Liberty's friends - Travis and Summer Scott. He had killed them.  He goes on to tell Liberty how Ciara had ended up a witch due to Thaddeus and she had used her magic to freeze Vera while she was trying to escape. Caleb had thought Ciara had killed the woman she loves and he snapped. 
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Liberty listens to Caleb on the verge of tears. She mourns not only for Ciara but Summer and Travis. She knows everyone views Ciara as a villain but the woman had gone through so much in her life. She had heard of Thaddeus Laws in passing from others and she vows to herself if she ever comes across the warlock - she'll avenge the Scott family.
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"I am not proud of what I did." Caleb tells her honestly. He had wrestled with it for months. He pushed Vera away and almost lost her to Dakota. He had felt he didn't deserve Vera and he had to get his bloodlust back under control. "If I had known Vera was alive..." Caleb shakes his head. He can't change anything in the past. "I know it does not mean much but I am sorry that it has hurt you."
Liberty nods her head slowly. "I wish you had told me sooner."
"I should have. I suppose I was a bit of a coward. I was afraid it would ruin what progress we made but now I see keeping it from you did that." Caleb admits, he knows they'll never be friends but he would like her not totally hate him. Why? He isn't quite sure. 
Liberty hugs herself tightly and walks off, not sure what else to say. She needs time to herself to process everything.
Caleb turns to head out of Forgotten Hollow and groans when he sees another figure approach him.
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"Trouble with the ladies, Mr. Vatore?" Vladislaus asks with a smug smirk on his face. He had heard most of the conversation - the yelling had caught his attention. How could it not?
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Caleb doesn't even reply to that as the count lowers his umbrella. "Stay away from my sister or a barrier spell will be the least of your problems." Caleb threatens. He's not sure how he can make good on that threat, but he does know a warlock he can turn to.
The Count chuckles and almost rolls his eyes but he thinks that's a bit childish so he doesn't bother. "Maybe you should go home to your wife and stop chasing past flames, hmm? Or are you going to go seek out Miss Cents in Del Sol Valley next?"
Caleb raises an eyebrow. Inna is back on this side of the world? He didn't know that. He shakes his head and walks away from the older vampire. He wants nothing more to hold his little girl and kiss his wife after the day he's had.
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mysecretlittlelibrary · 2 years ago
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Just Let Me Adore You Pt. 4
Pairing: Stucky x Reader
Word Count: 3.7k
Warnings: ah just men butting heads
Genre: fluff mostly I think
Summary: You’ve been dating your boyfriend, Bruce, for 3 absolutely blissful years. He’s a scientist and professor who is as smart as he is kind and if anyone asked, you were sure you’d spend the rest of your life with him. That is until two mysteriously charming men that Bruce swears are dangerous take an interest in you that threatens to turn your entire life upside down. I mean… what exactly are you supposed to do with two gorgeous men telling you something that suggests that basically everything you think you know is a lie? And why does part of you have enough doubt to wonder if they might be telling the truth?
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By the time you enter your apartment you're so deep in your own thoughts you don't hear Bruce slam the door or call your name the first time.
"Maybe I should call my parents." You mutter to yourself.
"Y/n!" You snap your head to him when his voice finally registers.
"What? Why are you yelling?"
"Don't tell me you're actually considering what those lunatics had to say as factual!" Bruce says.
"Well I- I want to dismiss it but-"
"Then dismiss it. Because it's obviously baseless."
"I just don't see why they would lie."
"Werewolves aren't exactly known for their honesty y/n."
"Maybe not but it doesn't make sense Bruce."
"Let's not forget these guys have it out for me. They're obviously trying to drive a wedge between us. To ruin my life or something."
"Bruce, I don't think this is about you." You say quietly.
"Excuse me?"
"I mean, I've met these guys three times and it's only today that they even realized who you were. I don't think they said that with you in mind."
"You really think they only knew who I was today?"
"You think they lied about that too?"
"Why wouldn't they?"
"Why would they Bruce? Are you implying they've known we were together before they even met you? Keep in mind I did see them once before you did."
"I don't know! They're not only telling you you're a wolf but that I already know that, I mean what kind of accusations are those? They're absolutely insane."
"I don't like that you're just... calling them crazy Bruce." You frown.
"You believe them?" Bruce scoffs.
"I don't know. What Steve said... about the hearing and the strength. I mean, what if they're right? What if I am a werewolf?"
"The word of two strangers is going to make you question everything you've ever known about yourself?"
"Supernaturals can usually detect each other can't they?"
"They can also lie." Bruce says. He grabs you by the shoulders and stares at you intensely. "Y/n, these men, they don't know you. They don't know us. Don't let them make you question who you are."
"Maybe you're right." You mutter.
"I am. Trust me." Bruce tells you. You nod.
"This whole thing is so weird." You shake your head.
"I think we should get the police involved."
"And tell them what? Send them where? We don't know anything about them except their names and it seems like Steve and Bucky are exactly who you think they are which means the police won't stop them anyway. With our luck they'll hear about the call before cops can even be dispatched." You shrug.
"I just don't want you to feel in danger." Bruce wraps his arms around you tightly.
"I don't. I'm a little frustrated by how confusing this has become but I don't feel like I'm in danger." You say into his chest.
"If that changes-"
"I will let you know." You say. "I'm gonna call Wanda." You tell him.
"No problem, I'll grab you when dinner's sorted in a few hours." Bruce says and the two of you part for you to go to your room and dial your best friend.
"I saw Steve and Bucky today and they told me I'm a werewolf and that Bruce knows." You tell her as soon as she picks up.
"Well hello to you too." Wanda says.
"Sorry, hi. I just feel like my head is going to explode."
"Because Steve and Bucky think you're a werewolf?"
"Yes. I was gonna call my parents and ask but-"
"Hang on; why would- what do Bucky and Steve know about werewolves?"
"Well I'm pretty sure they are werewolves. At the very least they are supernaturals. They said so. Bruce thinks it doesn't make sense to question my life based on the word of two guys I don't even know. Which I get the sentiment of but I dunno I could clear up my confusion with a phone call very quickly."
"Do you think it had any merit?"
"I- I'm not sure. Steve mentioned my hearing and my strength being... better than average which- is ya know true. But wouldn't I know if I was a werewolf? Wouldn't my parents tell me?"
"Well, I can't answer that question. I think if it's something you really want an answer to you should call your parents. If you think Steve and Bucky are just a little off their rockers then ignore them. I mean how did that come up anyway?"
"We ran into them again and they realized Bruce studied supernaturals which riled them up and they told me people like Bruce are only looking to control or hurt me. Bruce thinks they're lying to drive us apart."
"Well, at least one of them does seem to have a thing for you. If they can plant enough doubt in your relationship that you break up then whichever one of them has a crush on you can swoop in and save the day. Making you question if you can trust him seems like a pretty easy way to drive a wedge between you." Wanda says and when she maps it out like that you think twice about believing Steve and Bucky about any of this.
"Holy shit- that is so underhanded!" You exclaim.
"Yeah, well, all is fair in love and war they say."
"Well they'll have to try a lot harder to destroy the foundation of our relationship." You huff out.
"So, you think they're lying about the wolf thing?"
"I think- that makes the most sense. They find out Bruce studies supernaturals and they, understandably have beef with him over that so they try to turn me against him." You shrug.
"Well, if you believe that, then that's what it is. No need to look into it further." Wanda tells you.
"Thank you. Bruce tried talking me through it but since I know he's in direct opposition to them it's hard to know if his views on the matter are clouded." You sigh.
"Must be stressful." She chuckles.
"Only every two weeks."
"What?"
"Well I realize you and me, we ran into Steve and Bucky the first time a month ago, and then two weeks later Bruce and I ran into them, and another two weeks later- today, we ran into them again. So I think- I'll see them again in two weeks if the strange pattern continues."
"Do you think it's intentional?"
"I dunno, I don't think it's possible. Every time I've seen them it's been in a different place- I mean, they'd have to be tracking me to be running into me intentionally. And why space it out every two weeks?"
"Good point. It's just an interesting coincidence."
"Yeah I'll say." You snort. "I will call you later, I think I'm gonna work on some projects." You tell her.
"Okay! Call if you start having another identity crisis." She jokes.
"Fuck off." You chuckle hanging up the phone. How lucky you are to have Wanda in your life. Not that Bruce is typically ineffective at calming you down it's just- with his personal connection in this situation it's hard to believe his point of view is impartial. Another point of view is exactly what you needed.
~*~*~
You pull down the box of books you're looking for from storage at work. With the box cutter, you tear open the tape and take the open box to the section you're restocking.
"Hey y/n!" You hear Peter before you see him.
"What's up Parker?" You ask, looking at him.
"Well I'm a little confused about how to apply this buy 5 discount. Like what do I do?"
"Oh well it should apply automatically once you scan the sixth book actually but if it doesn't there's a manual code you can enter. Here I'll walk you through it." You stand up and walk towards the register with Peter in tow.
"Hello, sorry to keep you waiting." You say cheerily to the woman standing at the counter with her books.
"Oh no problem!" She smiles.
"Okay so if you've finished scanning them and the discount didn't apply you can just go here and click this and input the code manually." You tell him, typing the code and showing him how to do it. "Your total is going to be $53.71." You say to the customer.
"Oh okay manual code got you. Thanks." Peter nods while finishing the transaction.
"Do you want me to write the code down for you?" You ask.
"Nah I think I got it. My memory is pretty good." He says.
"Alright well I'll go back to shelving things." You say patting him on the shoulder. You hear the bell at the front of the store ring as you walk away from Peter.
"Sunsh- y/n!" The voice stops you in your tracks and you turn around to see Bucky and Steve strolling towards you.
"Steve, Bucky, what are you doing here?" You frown.
"We were in the neighborhood and decided to stop by when we saw you." Steve says.
"You were in the neighborhood?" You narrow your eyes suspiciously.
"Yes, is that so hard to believe?" He chuckles.
"Well, no. But we don't really know each other so there's no reason for you to drop by my job. And honestly with the way you keep hitting on me your behaviour is starting to come off as stalkerish." You frown.
"We know we're intense but you deserve the world and that- hunter could never give it to you." Bucky says.
"Bruce is not a hunter and I'm happy with him. I don't appreciate you diminishing my relationship that way."
"You're happy because he's lying to you and you haven't figured it out." Steve tells you.
"I've known Bruce for years and you're just some guys who complimented me in a sandwich shop one day and haven't left me alone since so excuse me if I trust my boyfriend more than you." You roll your eyes. Bucky holds up a bag that you didn't realize he was holding. "Are you trying to buy my affections?" You ask.
"No, of course not. Who you choose to show affection to is your decision, always, and we would never try to get them disingenuously. We just saw this and thought of you." Steve explains.
"And you just happened to bring it with you on the day you happen to walk into my job?" You cross your arms.
"I was meeting a business associate when I saw you in here so I asked Steve to pick it up on his way to meet me hoping you'd still be in here when he got here. I honestly thought you were shopping in here not working." Bucky offers.
"The more questions I ask the more you guys seem like stalkers." You roll your eyes.
"We really aren't trying to make you uncomfortable but Banner is a risk to your safety." Steve says.
"Hm the two strangers who keep flirting with me and ignoring my relationship and finding me around the city are warning me about my safety. Do you see how that doesn't make sense?"
"You don't think we're going to hurt you." Bucky says.
"I have no idea if you are."
"It wasn't a question. If you thought you were in danger you wouldn't be talking to us like this." He tells you and you force yourself to keep a neutral expression.
"You considered it. Didn't you? That you're one of us. I could see it in your eyes last time we spoke." Steve says.
"No I didn't consider it because it makes no sense and you both need to leave. I've asked you before to quit talking to me, if you're so 'not a danger' to me respect my boundaries and leave me alone." You tell them walking off to finish restocking. You hear the bell over the door ding and a few moments later Peter comes back to where you are.
"Hey uh- those guys left this for you." Peter says holding out the gift bag to you. Reluctantly, you take it from him, your curiosity getting the better of you as you open the bag to find what is clearly jewelry. You open the velvet box to find a necklace, a thin chain holding a sun cutout pendant. It's a gorgeous necklace and yet another reference to their silly radiance compliment. "Do you- know them?" Peter asks.
"Not really. They complimented me once and now I keep running into them. I'm starting to think they're stalking me."
"Are you scared? Do you want to call the police?"
"Nah, police don't help people anyway. All those two have done is call me pretty and give me a gift. No crime has been committed so the police can't do anything even if I wanted to get them involved. Plus I- for some irrational reason don't think they're a danger to me." You shrug. "Can't let them know that though, they're actively trying to destroy my relationship." You hum and Peter can't help but laugh.
"So- you're okay?" Peter asks.
"Yeah I'm okay sweetie. Thanks for checking although, you are the kid in our relationship I'm supposed to be looking after you." You nudge him.
"We look out for each other now." He says with a smile.
"Yeah yeah, go back up to the register, so if someone comes in they know people work here." You chuckle and Peter walks off. When your shift ends and you go back to your apartment, Bruce isn't home yet which is probably best. You haven't figured out how to smoothly mention this run-in with Steve and Bucky. It's a few hours later when you hear the door open and shut.
"Babe! You home?" Bruce calls through the apartment and you pop out of your room to greet him.
"Hi Bruce! How was your day?" You ask kissing him on the cheek.
"Ah it was alright, I was just at the lab really." He shrugs. With the semester over for Bruce the professor, he spends most days working on his supernatural research at his lab.
"Oh hey are you done with that vampire you mentioned a while ago who eats animals? It's been over 3 months at this point, yeah?"
"Actually no, we're still running some experiments."
"Experiments? I thought you didn't experiment on supernaturals."
"Well, wait it's an observational experiment! We're not doing anything he can't consent to. Really we're just testing how dietary changes affect other things like his strength and speed and such. Nothing bad." He shrugs.
"Why would you call it an experiment if you're just observing things." You roll your eyes and he chuckles a bit.
"What's with all the questions? Second guessing my ethics?"
"No! Of course not. I know your research is important to you and I want you to know your interests matter to me." You say walking away. Bruce grabs your hand before you can get far and pulls you towards him again.
"Hey, I wasn't being serious. I just know how you feel about my research so I'm surprised you're asking so much." Bruce says kissing your forehead.
"It matters to you, so every once in a while I'll ask." You smile at him.
"Alright. I appreciate your interest. How was your day?"
"It was fine, work was work." You shrug subtly leading Bruce into the living room.
"Nothing interesting happened today?" Bruce asks.
"Well something happened but I'm going to ask that you sit down for this." You say.
"Why?" Bruce chuckles sitting in the armchair in your living room.
"I'm also going to stand over here, so you have space to pace when you inevitably get up after I tell you." You say walking to a side of the living room, leaning against a wall.
"What's going on babe? You're starting to worry me. Did you wipe a computer or something?" He asks.
"No actually I think you'd react better to that."
"Well that's enough build up. What happened?"
"Steve and Bucky came to my job today." You say.
"What?! They know where you work now?!" Bruce is on his feet immediately.
"It would appear so." You nod. "They said they were in the area and saw me when they walked by- since the front of the store is like- all glass."
"Okay now they must be fucking stalking you."
"I told them that actually."
"You told them you thought they were stalking you?"
"Yes and they insisted they were just in the area and saw me through the window."
"Oh and you believe them." Bruce scoffs.
"Hey don't catch an attitude with me I'm only the victim in this situation." You cross your arms.
"I'm sorry.  Look I really think it's time to get the police involved."
"For what Bruce? You keep saying that but they can't do anything. All Steve and Bucky have done is run into me in public. They compliment me and give me a gift which means what exactly? The police won't do anything until my life is probably in danger. Essentially they'd have to make an attempt on my life for cops to take me seriously."
"By the time that happens it'll be too late." Bruce sighs.
"I don't think that's going to happen."
"What?"
"I don't think they're going to harm me."
"Based on- what exactly?"
"I mean- think about it Bruce, it's been what? Two months since my first interaction with them? If they were going to kidnap me or kill me- what's stopping them from having done it already? You? No offense babe I love you but let's be realistic here they could fucking dog walk you. So it's not that you're a threat. And if they're these big wolfy crime lords with all the connections that come with that they're practically untouchable so it can't be legal repercussions they're worried about. Which leaves us with really just one possibility, the only reason they haven't is because I haven't chosen them. They aren't going to force me to do anything. They've said as much." You shrug.
"They said they wouldn't force you to do anything? And you don't find that specification incredibly manipulative?"
"No because it was in direct response to a question. I asked if they were trying to buy my affections with their silly gift and Steve said my affections aren't to be bought."
"I think it's a bit naive to believe them. Why on earth are you defending them?!"
"I'm not defending anybody. I've been thinking about it and there's nothing protecting me from them besides my own opposition. If they were going to act with force they could've done it a long time ago."
"Lulling you into a false sense of security is-"
"Not necessary for apex predators. They don't need to convince me they're safe for me to be around when they have pretty much nothing standing in their way really. They're stronger than me, and you, they're probably legally invincible, and I mean they found out where I worked pretty easily even if it was a coincidence."
"I just don't understand how you can trust that they aren't going to hurt you just because they said they won't force you to love them."
"I don't trust them and I don't have to! The only person I'm trusting is myself and I would appreciate it if you trusted me too!"
"Of course I trust you!"
"Do you? Because you don't listen to me! Ever since you found out this werewolf mafia might be after you, you've made yourself the end all be all authority on safety and security! Nothing I say about the matter seems to get through to you! I know you worry but why is it that my opinion on the situation is being completely dismissed?!"
"I'm not trying to dismiss you."
"Every time I leave you're more paranoid than me and it's me that they seem to care about! Yeah, they don't like you but at this point, all they've expressed is wanting to get me away from you."
"And that's something you're okay with?"
"No? Who cares if I'm okay with it? I can't control what they do. All I'm saying is to quit acting like I'm incapable of judging the danger of a situation. You keep calling me naive because I'm telling you to calm the fuck down. I've lived a lot more years without you than I have with you and I live every day with the knowledge that not being a man is inherently dangerous. You don't need to warn me that strange men might hurt me. I've known it my whole life." You say. Your words hang in the air for several moments before Bruce lets out a sigh and sits down.
"You're right. I'm sorry. I feel like I'm apologizing a lot. I don't mean to frustrate you so much I'm just- I can't help but stress over this whole thing. I have no control here and I don't know how I'd live with myself if something happened to you because of me." He says dropping his head into his hands. You sit in front of him on the coffee table and pull his hands from his face.
"Bruce, you can't prevent something you can't foresee. And worrying yourself into a tizzy over that which you can't control will only do you harm."
"You really think they won't hurt you?"
"Well I obviously can't say for sure, and I'm not stupid enough to trust near strangers but I just think it's unlikely because they've had plenty of opportunities already. Granted tons of serial killers start out being real nice to their victims." You frown. Bruce closes his eyes and sighs in that way he does when someone stresses him out and you can't help but giggle.
"Why would you do that? Why would you say that? You're trying to rationalize this for me and now I'm even more worried."
"Sorry it just occurred to me. Either they aren't gonna hurt me or they're serial killers." You shrug.
"You're terrible at this you know? And way too calm about the possibility that they could murder you."
"Well... I'll be dead if they do. Obviously, I'm not rooting for them to be serial killers and I won't go down without a fight but like- I don't really have to deal with the aftermath of them being serial killers. I have to actually deal with them if they turn out to just genuinely be trying to woo me. So- silver lining."
"Not for me." He chuckles.
"Okaaay silver lining for you; if they are serial killers we have plenty of time to plan for it and be several steps ahead of them!"
"You are ridiculous." He laughs louder now and you smile as the tension leaves him.
"Thank you!" You beam.
"Thank you." He says quietly once he's settled.
"Anytime baby." You wink and stand from the table. If they aren't serial killers you have to deal with the very real possibility that they're telling the truth about who you are, and about Bruce which could blow up your entire life. But you're sure telling Bruce you're even considering that would not be a good idea. So even though it weighs on your mind- for now you'll keep that to yourself.
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horizon-verizon · 8 months ago
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Isn't it like wrong to call Viserys a rapist? He groomed Aemma and Alicent but he didn't rape them in a sense he didn't go like Aegon with Dyana. There are many types of rape of course but like it seems wrong
*EDITED POST* (4/13/24)
Ask comes in response to this reblog/post. This is about the show, yes?
No this isn't like anything with Aegon raping Dyana, taking her surprise and her yelling at him to stop. BUT I'd say that seeing that your wife doesn't want you to touch her means she hasn't given consent. Alicent was very obvious in her lack of desire to have sex with Viserys.
We have no scenes of show!Viserys marrying and living life with Aemma before episode 1, right? So we have to assume that in HotD, he also married Aemma at the ages in the original story/the bks. Age is definitely a matter we can look at here to determine grooming or no grooming, but since this is a world where:
most noble marriages are arranged and those marrying often do not actually get to choose their legal partners
where the marrying AND consummating persons can be under our (American, idk abt other nations) legal age of 18
we need to see who pursued who before the betrothal (not the marriage, the betrothal) AND why they did so? Because there is a difference b/t:
someone trying to preemptively make their future spouse more comfortable with them so the eventual consummation isn't awkward or a "failure" or stressful or something else I add below about the anxiety to perform one's duty
--AND--
them claiming they are doing such only to get the target to fuck them/be more vulnerable to their influence.
There's no strong proof of him wanting a sick sense of control or influence over Aemma before they married or betrothed. There's no proof of Viserys asking or pushing for a marriage with her for the express purpose of fucking with a child, because he wanted to have that type of control over her or any child. And they were arranged to be wed. He was around 16 to Aemma's 11 when they married and they consummated their marriage when she was 13.
Under this context, the 2 years of waiting might have been seen as "too long", as much as it shouldn't have been, but for whoever were willing to marry Aemma off at her 11 yrs of age are probably those who also applied some pressure to said couple to consummate, EVEN IF the couple actually liked each other, too.
Even without some external entity actively or purposefully making that sort of pressure--either maliciously or impatiently, like ordering a consummation versus constantly asking about it--the couple themselves could have both felt anxious to perform their "duties" to & for their parents/authority figures/families. But we simply don't know for sure and it wouldn't be mutually exclusive.
The couple lived & grew up in a world with little concept of a strong "legal" age, or a boundary for girls that was also enforced by laws. A world where doing your duty to your families, to your "God", to the authority figures around, to oaths you take you were often held as higher ethical standards than doing what some of us moderns would think is an ethical duty to "humanity".
Adult!Viserys expressly chose Alicent, though. And with Alicent being very obvious, I don't see how he couldn't have seen Alicent's reluctance or hesitance in all the times they had sex (at least 4 for each child)? From what little we see, they don't seem to be a couple where they (really Viserys) at least watch for each other's cues or signs of desire in bed. AllegedlyLola on TikTok says it best of HotD!Viserys (but much can the same shoudl be said for his book version): he says he loved Aemma, that he will always love her, etc. and pedestalizes Aemma to the degree that Rhaenrya could never be Baelon, her siblings can never be her, and all to never really give us a real picture of who Aemma was so he does not have to divulge how some of his actions have ruined Aemma's life. Helaena not having kids or at least stop having them before Rhaenrya becomes Queen/he dies would have even helped Rhaenyra...smh. He doesn't ever think to not let his daughter Helaena marry at 13 & have TWINS not long after (as Aemma died in part bc she started having children WAY too early after they consummated their marriage); he forces his daughter to marry Laenor to fix a problem he created instead of actually thinking about what would be better for her claim and position--which is not to marry a gay man!, esp when everyone knows he is gay; I mention Alicent already...this is the same guy who marries a 15 year old but gets angry with Daemon for seducing his 19 year old daughter and saying she is just a "girl"...bro...Add on the fact he allowed a faction against his heir and be lead by his second obviously hostile Hand & wife exist in court instead of properly intervening and diminishing Otto and Alicent's influence over Rhaenrya so she wouldn't have to escape to Dragonstone...no self reflection, just constant deflection, ignoring, placating the wrong people, putting his foot down at the wrong moments, not pursuing certain avenues or voids of information like in the Vhagar claim incident AND allowed the same thing that happens to his first wife happen to his next wife and his two daughters...ugh.
Getting back to Alicent, remember, consent is not a one-size-fits-all. You need to constantly ask for it and confirm it.
Keep in mind that this is an HotD Watsonian reading/analysis. The writers chose to make show!Alicent so vulnerable and defenseless to introduce something that modern viewers would easier think of her with their no-under 18s (and in certain age gaps, really under 25s) rule without making them really think about what these people themselves were going through. It's easier to assess a medieval setting or circumstance with the rules of conduct that we follow and know and then apply to them as if they would 100% understand how we think INSTEAD OF us FIRST trying to understand how they would think & react to what they have had to live with or learned so that we may expose how/where the double standards are.
I'm not saying that we should go back to marrying 15 year olds, I'm saying take a breather and assess how these people will think & act and assign the "fault" of such to the world instead of just them. Where it's appropriate. I am also not saying that you shouldn't feel uncomfortable, either. I'm saying do the activity fiction requires of us and see through the characters' eyes to understand them instead of trying to enforce you own views right away and all the time to find the nuance.
Example, this Youtube commentator perfectly describes Alicent's mindset within the lens & contextual vocabulary of what the feudal world asks of its people, acknowledging her victimhood but still holding Alicent accountable/showing/implying how wrong she isr:
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