#I made myself sad again

[haemey]

"We could have been... us."

What if "us" wasn't only "us together" but also "ourselves?" What if Crowley was telling Aziraphale that they could have had a chance at not having to hide not only their relationship anymore, but also their being "just a little bit a good person" and "just enough of a bastard to be worth knowing?" What if that's the whole point? They weren't doing a great job hiding their relationship before, but they both still guarded their true selves very closely.

With Gabriel and Beelzebub gone, with Heaven and Hell without leaders, no one to care about them anymore - they could have been... them.

[sssquibblesss]

Deep… sorrowful sigh…

[kyuohki]

Thinking about what Zale and Valere told Ninja before they gave him the Key of Love...

Why did they tell him that they had been watching over him since he was born? Is it unique to just him, or to all the Messengers who had the potential to gather the notes for the Music Box? Or all Messengers, and not just Ninja?

Despite the fact that the world was cut off from the stars, people were probably still being born under the solstices, having extra powers from those special days even if they couldn't recognize it and weren't being trained to develop/use them? Was Ninja born under a solstice, and as a result, has a link to the Guardian Gods? (Are Messengers special *because* they're what's left of the Solstice Warrior system, but because so much information has been lost, no one remembers it or it's just a moot point now??)

Or could he be descendant of Garl? And that's why they were watching him so closely? Knowing that this Messenger is unknowingly continuing in his ultimate ancestor's footsteps, their best friend and family, and striving so hard to save the world?

Their light is so faint in the Sunken Shrine, too, so how much energy were they expending to keep an eye on him? And telling this young, tired, and determined Messenger that even afterwards that they will be watching over him...*cries*

[sad-scarred-sassy]

Can we please also talk about maybe one of the reasons Lucien isn’t more forward with Elain yet is literally because his life is so unstable, he doesn’t REALLY have a home, his family is super dangerous and STILL out to get him, his previous court hates him, he thinks hes a nobody…

He probably doesn’t think he has anything to offer to her, and it makes me so soft, because all she needs is his warmth 😭

[cardinal-hexation]

I don’t wanna talk about it

[wintereyed]

(Nebulous parole universe)

Zemo disappears without a trace as soon as he is allowed to after the Thunderbolts' last mission, wanting to put distance between himself and Bucky.

It takes a few months, but Bucky, angry (and hurt) that Zemo has left without so much as a wave goodbye, eventually tracks him down to a nondescript apartment in Spain.

"You covered your tracks well, but you forget who I am."

Zemo, convinced that choosing to be with him will only spell bad things for Bucky, tells him to forget everything between them.

"You will lose everything, James: your pardon, Sam, Wakanda."

[alexisntedgy]

passed down like folk songs

the only father-daughter duo ever, actually

[homosexualbehaviors]

Wednesday, feeling like she is not making a good enough effort because she has a hard time expressing herself. She want so badly to just say everything she feels for the other girl, to love her vulnerably like she should, but her walls are built so high she can't bring herself to break them down so easily.

~It's not your fault I ruin everything

And It's not your fault I can't be what you need

Baby, angels like you can't fly down hell with me

I'm everything they said I would be~

[humanitys-strongest-bamf]

"i've saved eren, over and over—each time, more comrades dying—all because i believed he was the hope of humanity. and look—this is where my beliefs got me. it's like some awful joke. what the hell was the hope that we saw? all that struggle for a farce like this?"

favorite levi scenes (38/48) — #73 savagery

[emma-cowboylikeme]

yuuji: i don’t want you to put me first

megumi: i don’t want you to put me first

two girls with sacrificial tendencies who cannot bear the thought of anyone else getting hurt because them, constantly hurting each other by means of hurting themselves

[thedeadedhooman]

I just realised that the only christmas sam winchester spent with his mom was when he was in her womb. crying, throwing up, pulling my hair out

[eye-of-trigun]

Roberto's eyes are always just out of sight as Meryl avoids eye contact with him, refusing to believe that Roberto has met his end.

it's not until he says her name – her full name! – that the camera finally pivots to his face.

[eldyra]

I really need to learn how to do video edits. Where do you all get the video clips from and how do you get the songs? I have a Spotify subscription, but I can't find a way to use the songs for a video.

I keep remembering all these old songs no one uses for a video and they're all screaming Good Omens S2 😭 So like with "Heaven's Not Enough" I'm doing this with photos. If anyone wants to make a video, please send me the link or tag me ❤️

The song is "Goodbye To You" by Michelle Branch. Buffy fans may remember it 😉

Of all the things I've believed in I just wanna get it over with

Tears form behind my eyes, but I do not cry Counting the days that pass me by

I've been searchin' deep down in my soul

Words that I'm hearin' are starting to get old It feels like I'm startin' all over again

The last three years were just pretend

And I said

Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to

I still get lost in your eyes

And it seems that I can't live a day without you

Closin' my eyes, and you chase my thoughts away

To a place where I am blinded by the light

But it's not right

Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And it hurts to want everything And nothin' at the same time

I want what's yours, and I want what's mine

I want you, but I'm not givin' in this time

Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved The one thing that I tried to hold on to

Goodbye to you Goodbye to everything I thought I knew

You were the one I loved

The one thing that I tried to hold on to The one thing that I tried to hold on to

The one thing that I tried to hold on to

And when the stars fall, I will lie awake You're my shooting star

[kyuohki]

;n;

Planning out the potential for rest of the families of the Solstice Warriors...and there is nothing I can do that doesn't make Brugaves' or Erlina's even more of a tragedy.

[nwr77]

So I was being sad about turtles (man does Cass Apocalyptic Series hit hard) and wanted to not be anymore, but then my brain refused to cooperate in the way I wanted and made me sad about trains instead QnQ

anyway, enjoy the results of me being in the feels, it's a bit of Connor's backstory! (bc of course it's him, who else lmao)(there is a story under the cut, short, 592 words)

"Minh asked why I'd moved here, in class. It's a good question, "why". There hasn't been a day I haven't wondered myself, but I still have yet to find the answer. I certainly didn't ask for it.

Stephen says that life has a way, and everyone ends up where they need to be, but I find it hard to believe. And I know I'm not alone, I've talked to people. James and Thomas think the same, despite how much they idolise him. And I'm pretty sure Edward agrees with us too, though they refuse to comment. Because if that were true, then what about our silings. What about all the friends we left behind in the face of rapid modernisation?

I'll never forget the day I was taken to Sodor, all the last goodbyes. 5450 was there with me when I got the news. And she smiled. She smiled, despite the fact that she was the best and most effective of the ten of us that were streamlined. She smiled, as if I hadn't taken the spot that should be hers. She smiled as her death sentence was signed, because it was the year 1955, and a lot of our siblings had been killed already. She smiled, not knowing I told them she was their best option days ago, when the offer first came. She smiled, and neither of us had a name to address each other by in that goodbye.

It hurts to say write but I don't remember how most of my siblings looked like, anymore. No matter how hard I try. And it sucks. It sucks so, so bad. Because I desperately want to at least imagine talking to them.. And I can't. Because how can one talk without a face?

I miss them. I miss 5445's cool head, and how she always knew the right thing to do. I miss 5452's bravery, confidence and competitive spirit. He'd fit right in on Sodor. Most of all I miss the warmth of being family. Because as much as I love Caitlin and consider her to be my sister now... I can't help but long for having a big family like I used to. One sister is practically nothing compared to 274 siblings, no matter how great. Because they all were great too, even if I wasn't as close to them as to the other nine streamlined J-3a... I miss racing them, I miss joking with them, I miss auctioning spare parts... there is no one to do that with, now. No one else uses the exact same parts as I do on Sodor.

I wonder, sometimes, what would they think, if they saw me now.. Because I didn't even do anything to deserve coming here instead of them.. Would they be jealous that I have an actual name of my own? Would they laugh to no end when I make stupid mistakes? Would they be proud, of the engine I've become over the years?

Or would they hate me, as much as I at times hate myself, for being the only one who got to survive..?"

The journal snapped shut as Connor stood from the table and wiped the tears that started to fall with his sleeve.

He would never know, that just as he fiercely declared 5450 when asked which of the streamliners should be transferred to England-Sodor rails, all of his siblings responded 5454, him, in order to give their littlest brother a chance for a long life. And that they are, and would always be, proud of him, for carrying the torch, no matter what happened.

[distinguisheddwarffriend]

Okay but imagine if Saruman actually was The Funny One of the Istari, the one with the good & witty jokes, but due to his corruption by Sauron his sense of humour was ruined so when Gandalf Is his prisoner, some 'rest' part of his hunaitiy inside him recognises someone who used to be a friend and whom he enjoyed making laugh so he tries making a joke but is no longer funny I'm okay I'm not crying over Saruman nope Sir

*Gandalf is trapped on the roof of Orthanc*

Saruman: Hey Gandalf, look up! It’s Istari night, get it? A starry night?

Gandalf: Please, eagles, save me.