#I love you nonnie

[savannahsdeath]

hi i love your writing SO MUCH and idk if i requested this already but… do you think we can get a brothers best friend ellie?? readers brother DOES NOT want them together but they end up fucking when he’s asleep/not home. or reader goes to ellies house and eats her out while shes on call with reader’s brother?? either one is fine i would just love to see you write it

i think you requested that but i made it likee the brother didnt care so heres a second one🤭ill post the first one too tho!!

BBF!ELLIE WILLIAMS X READER

mdni please<3

warnings: 18+!! smut, almost getting caught

writers note: im sorry its so short whateva💔

You couldn't decide whether you like it or not.

Well, of course you did. Ellie never failed to make you feel good, her strap hitting all the right places while her hands caressed your thighs. She was rough, but not too rough. Degrading, but also praising. Basically, she was all you could ever ask for and more. What was there to hate?

But at some point, there was this little voice in your head telling you you're pathetic. Pathetic for liking this, agreeing to this and... just admiring her overall.

Because, jesus, 'she's my brother's friend. Best friend. What am I going to tell him?'

You, as the little sister, always let him insult you. Your opinion didn't matter, you gave up on trying to be important long time ago. You didn't hate him, he wasn't that bad. It was just sibling love language. He just couldn't be nice. If he knew about you and Ellie...

You were good at hiding it, though. When you first met her, you didn't believe she's really friends with your brother. Not to be mean, but you didn't thought he'll get along with someone who seems so... perfect.

'She probably has a shitty personality.'

That's how you explained their friendship. And you were terribly wrong.

After she visited your house once, she kept coming almost every day. At this point, you got used to that.

Oh, well, not exactly... There was some awkward situations, like when you exited the bathroom in only a towel wrapped around your bare skin and you saw her leaning against the handrail in the hallway. She only ruffled your hair and laughed at your embarrassment, seeing you blush and holding onto the fabric like your life depended on it. Maybe it did, actually?

It wasn't long after that before you began to wonder -'She can't be friends with my brother... can she?'- You started to notice more things - her kindness towards you, a tender touch here and there, and the way she looked at you made you feel all warm and fuzzy inside. So what if she was his best friend? Would he really mind?

But what if he did? What if he found out?

Suddenly that little voice in your head was screaming louder than ever, and that feeling of shame and guilt crept up on you again.

But no matter how much of the guilt you felt, and despite the small voice in your head telling you you're pathetic, it felt right. You felt accepted. Accepted by someone who was perfect in every way. The thought of telling your brother filled you with dread, but it seemed so far away. You could figure out that little problem later, right? Just for now, you could feel a rush of emotions - mostly guilt, but also a rush of lust that made you want more.

More and more.

And she gave you more.

A quiet -'fuck'- escaped her lips as she saw your cunt throbbing against her strap. Her hands continued firmly holding you down as you didn't even bother to stay quiet. You felt so good... and so ashamed... You wanted it to stop but at the same time, you knew you'd beg for more if she would even simply slow down.

It was really your own fault.

This was the first time in ages you were left home alone, so you immediately invited Ellie over. First time you won't have to bury your face in the pillows. First time she won't have to shush you. First time you could actually do everything.

You were fighting your own thoughts, not knowing which one are the bad ones. You had no idea if you're doing the right thing. And you most definitely weren't but you were too fucked up to realize that.

Ellie chuckled, hearing your not-muffled this time sounds. "Were you always this loud? Jesus, how did we manage to keep this a secret for so long?"

The truth is, she wasn't silent herself. Fine, she wasn't a whining mess, unlike you, but still - the little 'fuck's and praises escaping her mouth weren't too quiet.

You continued squirming and whimpering about how big she is and how much it hurts, hoping it'll magically change, though you didn't really wanted it to. Or maybe you did? You weren't sure. Your mind continued the fight wether it's good or pathetic, none of the sides prevailing.

She clicked her tongue in disappointment, but her smirk told you how proud she really is. "I know, I know, so stop moving so fucking much." She said.

Her raspy, tired voice was enough to make you squirm again. You weren't used to hear it in these circumstances before, since it's obviously the first time she could speak loudly and clearly, without worrying about your brother.

"I said something, doll." Her grip on your hips hardened, almost aggressively pinning you to bed.

You heard the ring hanging near the door, meaning someone opened them. Just by footsteps you could tell it was your brother.

"Should I stop?" She asked with mock-concern and interest. You realized your answer won't change anything - maybe just the intensity of her moves, so you didn't waste your energy answering. That was a sign of your obedience and helplessness Ellie waited for. "Good girl."

She rolled you on your stomach and tangled her fingers in your hair, pressing your head into the pillow. She shoved it down with every thrust - every hit of your climax - to stop you from moaning. And of course it didn't work completely, but they faded enough to be inaudible outside the room.

She was intentionally going faster and faster. She loved playing with you, feeling the thrill of it, even though you didn't find it so amusing. You digged your nails into the tattoo on her forearm, hoping to slow her down.

"Ya know what will happen if he hears?" She didn't seem to care that your fingers were literally drawing blood from her body. "You'll handle it. Unless you want him to find out?" She whispered.

You immediately shook your head, pursing your lips and squeezing your eyes shut.

Then, your moment of focus broke as you heard knocking, on the door to your room this time.

"I'm back!" Your brother announced.

You asked him to tell you whenever he goes out or cames back, mostly so you knew if Ellie's free, since he only goes out with her. Today was the first time he went outside on his own and the poor guy had no idea she found a reason to visit your house anyway, just like he had no idea she did so even when he was home, in his room, right above yours.

The lack of response surprised him, so he knocked once more before shouting confused -'You there?'

Ellie looked down at you, daring you to answer, mouthing silent 'go on' in the most taunting voice she could.

"Yes! That's good!" Your voice was shaky and you knew he will notice.

He wasn't really caring, just curious, so he had to know everything. His first sentence sounded cute, like he really cared, but you figured out he's making fun of you as soon as you heard the other questions. "Are you crying? What, you weren't invited to some lame party? Or a boy you know for a week broke up with you?"

And what were you supposed to say? -'No, your best friend is fucking me for... probably more than an hour now, and her dick is probably bigger than yours, so I can't control my tears'

"Yeah, something lik- Oh, fuck off!" You screamed back, succeeding to pretend you're really hurt because of one of the pathetic things he accused you for.

He laughed. "Mhm- Whatever!"

The footsteps climbed up stairs and got silent. Ellie bit her bottom lip, holding back a chuckle.

"Does he really think of you so low?" Her hips slowed down again, but became more precise. "You did good, don't worry. It'll be over soon."

[elliespuns]

you’re like the socrates of tlou tumblr i love it

[foli-vora]

GIRL IT'S SO GOOD TO READ YOU'RE DOING BETTER!!!

THANK YOU SWEET ANGEL! ❤️ it feels good to finally be doing better - it got real dark for a while there hahahah.

[dreamingofep]

Your vampire Elvis series gives me life. Thank you for writing it. Seriously, it's my favorite. You write so well!

And vampire!E makes my knees weak 🥵🫠🤤

Anon you made my whole day! THANK YOU SO MUCH!

I’m so glad you’re loving this series! It’s also one of my favorites I’ve written so far and am having so much fun seeing everyone’s reactions.

I completely get you, vampire!Elvis makes me so weak and desperate for him😝 I need him to suck on my neck and drive me insane too.

I can’t wait to put the next part out!

I must leave you with some of my favorite vampire!Elvis pictures that make me have quite the ✨thoughts✨😏 Him in velvet GOD TAKE ME NOW🥴🫠😈😈😈🩸🩸🩸

If any of you wanna read from the beginning, you can read it here.

[osarina]

would you guys still love me if uu6 was delayed- no I wouldn't.

(I'm joking)

(I love you and your fic)

(My world just crumbled but it's okay‼️ /j)

I'M SORRYYYYY (╥﹏╥) i just don't know if it's feasible to expect that as a posting date because i only have a scene and a half complete & there are approximately 6-7 planned for the last chapter that i need to get done. plus my exams start next week so i can't be spending as much time writing unfortunately </333

[estrellami-1]

Well that’s convenient for me because I love talking to you🙈 I haven’t heard vultures before I’ll have to look it up, I used to know how to play the clarinet when I was in middle school but I didn’t ever actually want to play it I always wanted to learn the violin and I recently bought one off marketplace but haven’t made much progress with it cause things have been crazy lately, playing instruments is supposed to be really good for your brain though. Your scarf is so pretty! I love the hearts!! It’s very cool that you made the pattern yourself, I can do that with cross stitching and embroidery but I’ve only ever made like a standard scarf knitting and some other random bits and bobs. I’m an investigator, what do you do for work? A poll in a fic could be such a fun use of the medium it could be like a choose your own ending kind of thing! But totally reasonable to not want something interrupting the flow of your stories 💜 as for yarn storage I just have a big storage bin full of craft supplies with my yarn in it, but my cousin has a lot more yarn than me and has done vacuum sealed bags of yarn before for storage lol, do you have a favorite kind? Did you know yarn types like acrylic are just a softened plastic and not a natural fiber? I think that and the fact that most of our clothes are soft plastics like polyester is wild, my cousin has started to spin her own wool yarn which I think is a really interesting process. 😘💜

Aww yay ❤️ honestly I feel like I’m not that interesting so I’m glad you like talking to me! 😂

Yes music is FANTASTIC for your brain I highly encourage you to pick up the violin again if you can! Though I do consider string instruments to be more difficult than percussion… piano and drums have definitely been easier for me to learn!

Aah thank you!!! I’ve actually never done cross stitch or embroidery but I’d love to learn one day! I can sew a little, my abuela helped me make (aka she made for me lmao) a pair of pajamas so that was a lot of fun :) we got a bunch of her stuff when she passed and some of it was the exact material she’d use for her nightgowns, so I’m gonna make me and my sister a nightgown each :)

Uhhhh right now I don’t 😬 I’m a nanny so I’m just in between jobs rn, looking for the next family.

A poll in a fic could be interesting but I think I’d hate being told what to do 😂 and ik that isn’t what it is but it’s how it FEELS so idk. Not for me 😂 plus I don’t want to accidentally write myself into a corner.

Oof I don’t have room for bins and we don’t have any vacuum sealed bags :( but yes I did know acrylic is just plastic! And I very quickly learned polyester is as well when I tried to iron a skirt and melted a hole in it 😅 front-and-center too, no way to fix it… so I ordered another! 😂

I’ve seen people online spinning their own wool which looks SO cool but also not something I can take on at the moment 😂 but I’d love to maybe one day in the future! ❤️

[shaisuki]

elllooo!!! i just want to say hello. I'm thankful that I found you on Tumblr! your works always make my day. It's really hard to find fanfic about my body type these days… so, thank you so much!

sorry if my english is not perfect, I use google translate as a translator, hehe. once again, thank you so much!

hello!!! nice to meet you nonnie. thank you for the lovely words. i'm so glad that you like my works and chubby reader content is so difficult to find nowadays with your own preferences and thank you very much for taking the time to read my works!!!!

no worries about it nonnie and thank you once again.

[rookthorne]

Omg! Merry Buckmas to you! Merry Buckmas to us!!! This is just amazing! Everything looks incredible I don't know where to begin! Thank you so much for doing this ☃️❄️🎁🎄

nonnie, I swear to fuck, I’m gonna reach through this screen and smother you in a hug. I really am. I hope you’re prepared to have a fiery red-headed ball of Aussie fury coming at you.

this was… this was the best thing I could have ever gotten in my inbox 😭

I worked so fucking hard for this. I really did, well above any other events this year, and to read this? I can’t express how much it means to me.

you are a treasure and imma hoard you. you’re one of my favourite chaos kittens, whoever you may be — thank you, thank you so fucking much 🥹

I am now off to catch some much needed sleep with the biggest smile on my face thanks to you. I just wanted you to know. 🥹

[raplinenthusiasts]

✨💜🌙SEND THIS TO OTHER BLOGGERS YOU THINK ARE WONDERFUL. KEEP THE GAME GOING ✨💜

(no pressure)

literally me 💕

[awesomefringey]

I'm also a lesbian, but I can never have a wet dream about Louis . I mean, I love him very much, i like to hug and squeeze him, Kiss his cheeks. He's just like my mystical daddy lmao

“My mystical daddy”

In reference to this.

[savannahsdeath]

Hi <33 I love love love your writing and I really want your take on what fucking santa barbara!Ellie would be like if your up to it 🫶🫶

first of all THANK YOU💗💗 and yes ofc i tried my best !!

SANTA BARBARA!ELLIE X READER HEADCANONS + EXAMPLE ONESHOT

mdni please<3

warnings: 18+!! smut

writers note: its not like my typical hcs because this ones more like umm with plot?? idk how to say this but i hope ykwim😓ENJOY!!

🌿 she's definitely rough like im sure 100%

🌿 she would degrade you but she also praises you from time to time

🌿 now, hear me out, she doesnt have her usual smirk. like someeetimessss but mostly she looks so stern and focused youre literally scared to make a sound

🌿 she definitely doesnt care about making a mess. shed be sooo sloppy istg!!!!

🌿 she also doesnt care about whatever youre saying. she barely listens. everytime you hit her with a 'stop/too fast' she either completely ignores you or replies with some 'huh? what did you say?' and shed go even faster..

🌿 she def uses strap but also loves just using her fingers. she just wants to feel it ykwimmm

heres an example story(lets skip the plot)

its not really what i meant but whatever😓

You couldn't stop yourself from moaning, what seemed like an invitation for Ellie to shush you by pressing her lips to yours. It silenced you, but not stopped, as your inaudible groans were now caught in Ellie's throat.

You were unable to move, pressed against the wall, so she didnt need to hold you. With her free hands she started undressing you both, knowing you wont be able to do so by yourself. She didn't break the kiss though, only stopping for a second when she had to pull your shirt over your head and didn't have access to your face. She continued right after.

You're not sure when did you moved to the bed, but here you were, laying down beneath her.

She kissed your neck, leaving wet spots on it. She was moving down your body, as you played with her hair, shutting your eyes closed.

Not long after that, a few more of your body parts were red from her nibbling - inner thighs mostly.

Even though she took her time, it didn't take too long. She knew youre impatient and wasn't in mood to mess with you, not yet, not like that.

Soon after, she buried her face between your legs, planting the same messy kisses all over there.

Her hands were holding onto your thighs, preventing them from clenching. You knew her grip will leave bruises, painful ones too, but you didnt care.

Ellie's tongue was definitely doing a good job, playing with your clit, slidding in and out of your entrance.

Her fingers didn't loose up but her thumbs started gently tracing circles on your skin, which definitely made it seem less aggressive.

When she was finished with her mouth, one of her hands took the initiative. She was rubbing two of her fingers for a few short moments, before pushing them in.

You were finally able to see her face - her expression. She looked at you firmly, like one bad move could get you killed.

You were whining and whimpering, desperately begging her to slow down.

"Sh, shhh... Just take what youre given, will you?" The corners of her mouth moved slightly upwards, creating a little smile.

You nodded but continued squirming, your thighs trembling, breath shaking...

"Oh, dont be so dramatic. Youre doing good, you'll handle it, trust me." She reassuringly patted your side. "People survived worse things."

Did that help? Well...

But you knew its the best she can do when it comes to being nice. You couldnt blame her, not after you found out about her past. She killed more people than you ever talked with, after all..

Your mind went blank and you couldnt think of anything to say, so you kept mumbling the two words you always do - 'Ellie' and 'please'. At this point, it seems your mouth remembered how to say these. Your tongue knew exactly what to do to make them come out of your mouth, while it was struggling with any other word.

But it was enough for her to know what you want to say.

When youre finally done (she can tell youre close by the way you scream her name, so she knows when to go faster), she cleans you up with her toned expression.

"See? You'll live, atta fucking girl."

[moononastring]

I just had a 6 hour cross country flight so I downloaded SMTB onto my phone and it kept me entertained the whole flight ☺️ I just wanted to thank you for your service! 🫡

Ugh I fucken love you ‘nonnie! Thank you so much for reading and taking the time to tell me 🥹♥️ I hope it made your flight more enjoyable and it was a smooth ride!!! 💕💕💕💕

[tsireyqs]

hello ari bae how are u today? on this fine saturday? it has been fine for me because i finally spilled the beans to my crush and have a date >:)

-🧃

hi baby <3 it’s been a lil funky hehe i have this little thing for school today and i am lowk stressing so bad 🧍🏻‍♀️ but i was invited to a party tonite so slay!🕺🕺🕺

but HELLO???//? THATS SO EXCITING!!!! HAVE FUN POOKS MWAHS MWAH tell me abt it afterwards i am nosy xooxooxox

[ronearoundblindly]

helllllo,

yep, a completely separate nonnie over here 👜😘!

"He's an asshole, and I kinda not-so-secretly wanna be an asshole to the world even though I can't actually do that IRL. I'm mad as hell. I'm treated like dirt in my own house. I'm still expected to grin and bear it."

this... ☝️☝️☝️this right here - is why I love the way you write Ransom.

despite being an asshole - this man is dedicated to the people (person.... let's be honest here) he loves the most (whether or not he admits it to himself lol [sweet, sweet emotionally constipated fool])

-👜

I is so overwhelmed I has fallen ober! Me and Ransom are just ferocious, doofy fluffs at this point...

[estrellami-1]

I was worried I was being annoying or creepy so I was thinking of just stopping messaging you for a while so I’m glad it’s not bothering you 🥰 that sounds like a lovely day also I am so so impressed by your just limitless talent? Making a 2 foot adorable dog for your sister? Learning the drums? You are so cool 😍 I’m sorry your sister was hospitalized I hope she’s doing better now, I’m sure she’ll love it, I’d love to see the finished product if you feel like sharing 💜 how long have you been crocheting? I can knit but i can never figure out how to crochet, my brain can’t wrap around the one needle concept 😅 my day has been good, I’m teleworking today because I had a contractor coming over to give me an estimate and I was so nervous about it but it’s a queer owned company and they were really cool, I think I’m going to go grocery shopping later but it’s been a chill day, I thought the poll was funny 💜😘

No never!!! I love hearing from you!!! ❤️

Haha thanks!! I’m better on piano/acoustic guitar honestly but I was able to play almost all of John Mayer’s “Vultures” on drums just now so that was a big confidence boost 😂

You’re so sweet!! Of course I’ll share :) once I finish… which honestly who knows when that’ll be 😂

I’ve been crocheting for like… 12-14 years? I don’t remember exactly but my abuela taught me. I can knit but I definitely prefer crochet! I think I prefer the hook in crochet vs the needles in knitting… how do you keep it on without the hook??? 😂 here’s a scarf I knit:

Because it’s stockinette stitch the ends curl in even after pinning, though I do think my tension was off either way. Also I made the pattern myself and I was SO proud 😂 my abuela tried to teach me to knit but that was all me! And YouTube for a reminder on how to actually knit lmao.

That’s awesome! I’m glad it’s a chill day for you :) what do you do for work? And lol I’m glad my ineptitude at technology brought you a bit of joy… honestly I did that IN A FIC once and nearly cried bc idk how to delete a poll meaning I had to copy/paste the fic into a new draft and delete that one. But it’s fine 😂❤️

[lovedetlost]

Happy birthday Angel!!! I love your blog sm and P.S you strike me as someone who pulls off any hair colour but brunette you would be 🔥

thanks baby this means so much! over 10yrs of tumblr now and it’s my forever favourite hehe

hahah i haven’t been my natural colour for a while now but she is a vibe i may one day return