#I love you liam

[1rst2-blog]

Liam was also the reason I got into the fandom. I was depressed and alone, but suddenly with 1d and the fandom, it was a tad more bearable. I will never forget just deciding to become a fan of Liam's (and consequently the rest of 1d) just because so called "fans" were bullying him for his looks (which mind you, he was gorgeous). I'll never forget that. Liam gave me someone to look up to, something to strive towards to and how to, and I will never forget that.

One Direction was the reason I joined Tumblr. I would read a series of fanfiction and even wrote one with Liam in it.

Are we actually saying goodbye to Liam Payne, Louis' Payno, the member of One Direction, and part of our lives?!

2024 is cruel.

[savebylou]

I will look at the stars to find you Liam. I love you and miss you forever. x x

[lcmmt91]

Fans from Mexico City on October 17, 2024, singing together to Liam Payne 'Amor Eterno' by Juan Gabriel.

Song translation:

Eternal Love By Juan Gabriel

You are the sadness of my eyes, That cry in silence for your love. I look at myself in the mirror and see my face, The time I've suffered since your goodbye.

I force myself to forget you, Because I have always thought of you. I prefer to be asleep than awake, From so much that it hurts me that you're not here.

Chorus: How I wish, oh, That you had lived, That your precious eyes Had never closed And I could still see them, Eternal love, unforgettable, Sooner or later, I will be with you to continue Loving you.

I have suffered so much from your absence, Since that day until today, I am not happy. And although I am at peace, I cannot stop The moments I lived with you.

(Chorus repeated) How I wish, oh, That you had lived, That your precious eyes Had never closed And I could still see them, Eternal love, unforgettable, Sooner or later, I will be with you to continue Loving you.

[gatezofhell]

I did a lil journal page/collage for liam and I actually feel a tiny bit better now

[eminentzayn]

can we make an internal agreement that if the four boys ever reunite, that we still call them ot5?

because liam never left one direction. he held on to that band till the end. he will always, always be part of them.

4 on stage but 5 in our hearts.

but im comforted by the fact that we know he'll be on that stage, too. we might not see him but i know damn sure he'll make sure we'll feel him. i love you so much, liam james payne. you are painfully missed.

[green-eggs-and-chicken-nuggets]

My Spotify just gave me Right Now, Chicago, and Story of My Life back to back. I am Not Okay.

[babbabi08]

I'm only 16 years old but I grew up with 1D, my sister has been a Direction since the beginning, so I grew up listening to and watching them, I feel like they're distant older brothers, who comfort and welcome me through their music. I love them so much, I love Liam so much. I hope that now he can finally be at peace without suffering and feeling pain, that he is well received wherever he is. We love uu Liam🤍 Rest in peace!! 🕊

(I still can't believe it, it's a pain that I'll definitely never get over, but at some point I'll have to get used to it and learn to live with it, because my life goes on and I know it's hard to say this but it's the honest truth. I hate thinking about the fact that I'll never be able to see the 5 of them together again. I'm so sorry Liam that you went through this and all this suffering. I wish comfort and love to your family, friends, fans and your son Bear, who unfortunately will have to grow up without his father. But know that we'll always tell him how incredible, talented and certainly a great person his father was. Thank you Liam for coming into this world and making me who I am today, because you and the boys of 1D greatly influenced who I am. I love you yesterday, I love you today and I love you always.)

[ziam-james-stylinson]

Liam, you’re one of the kindest human beings ever❤️I’ve always looked up to you! I’ve always admired how you look out for us. I’ve always wondered how you had the energy to check on us even when things weren’t okay for you. Thank you Liam for every single thing you’ve done for us❤️‍🩹I lost my uncle on the 9th of Oct,2020. I remember how down I was. I didn’t want to do anything. I wanted to give up. He was not close to me but his death shook me. I couldn’t imagine myself moving forward. But that day, you went live on insta. I still remember where I stood and watched your live. Your smile, the way you spoke, and the positive energy that you spread gave me new strength. I don’t exactly remember what you spoke but you being there saved me. You’re the one who saved me that night😭❤️Thank you so much Liam for that❤️I always dreamt of telling you this when I met you😭I hate that I can’t tell you anymore now💔It hurts so much because you saved me but I couldn’t💔But you know what Liam, I’ll hold you close to my heart forever. I’ll carry you wherever I go. I’ll share the love that you spread wherever I go now. We all will do that. You’ll live through us and your music forever❤️I miss you a lot every damn day😭I wish you were with us Liam and that fucking hurts😭But Liam, you’re always in our hearts❤️I love you so much Liam❤️I’m so proud of you, Liam🥺❤️Always and forever❤️

How can I forget someone who gave me so much to remember❤️

[the-larry-way]

I love you Liam. I loved you when I was 12 and newly introduced to the band. I loved you when I was 14 and you all went on hiatus. I loved you when I was 17 and you released your first album. I loved you when you spoke about your solo career and I loved you when you spoke about one direction. I loved you when you made mistakes, I loved you when you had achievements, I loved you when you struggled, I loved you when you thrived. I loved you a decade ago, I loved you a week ago, I loved you yesterday. I love you today Liam. I will love you tomorrow. I will love you forever Liam

[ashwashw]

I’m having such a hard time processing Liam’s passing because the One Direction boys have always been source of great joy for me and this pain feels so misdirected but it’s right where it’s supposed to be

[champurradolouis]

I haven’t been able to verbalize how I’ve been feeling since yesterday anywhere and it feels only fitting that I can here. It feels safe here.

I still can’t believe this happened. It doesn’t feel real. I wish I could wake up tomorrow and have it all be a sick dream. My grief is compounded not only by what I’m feeling but what I know his loved ones and especially what Niall, Harry, Louis, and Zayn are feeling.

​I also can’t comment on this without acknowledging what has surfaced in the past weeks and without saying that the people who spoke out against him deserve grace and understanding. I keep them close to my heart too and I hope they heal and find peace.

I can’t even say that I’ll miss him because saying that feels like he’s really gone. I hope wherever he is he’s safe and knows he was loved.

[savebylou]

Liam didn't have the opportunity to find what to write in this two spaces of his hand tattoo. I choose to add this two things: always loved and fearless. I hope you know that Liam whenever you are, I will always love you and miss you.

Join to the memorial online for Liam here.

[petkittymeowmeow]

Dis mA macncheez WILLY!

[eminentzayn]

wednesday, oct 16, i found out about liam. i had a midterm exam oct 20.

i could not function oct 17 and 18. i wasn't able to study at all. harry, zayn and louis posted their memorials within these days. i spent these 2 days crying every 5 minutes.

oct 19, i forced myself out of the dorms and dragged my ass to school. my pomodoro technique was literally 1 hour study for every 2 hour scroll/cry in tumblr and twitter. niall posted his tribute the night of oct 19 in my time. i wasn't able to study again for the night.

i had accepted my fate. i knew it would take a miracle for me to pass my exam on the 20th.

took the exam. got my grade yesterday. an 89. 89!!!! 8!!!! 9!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 89!!!!!!!!!!

The literal embodiment of I did that shit heartbroken. sad. grieving. tired. Those four days of grief with academic pressure were some of the worst days of my life. But i fucking made it.

I love you, Liam. I'm gonna have to do this shit heartbroken from now on but I promise I'll do it. This grief won't overcome me. I'll fight. I'll feel the pain of your loss now but I. will. fight.

[coffeeturnsintocoldweather]

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[ziam-james-stylinson]

I don't think I'll ever say goodbye to Liam. I'll forever live in denial. I'll forever believe that he is happy in this world but just not in the limelight. You'll live forever angel❤️‍🩹