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HEYY I LOVE YOUR STORIES COULD YOU MAYBE DO ONE FOR CHRIS OR MATT WHERE HE MEETS A GIRL ON TOUR WHEN SIGNING AUTOGRAPHS AND TELLS HER TO MEET HIM IN THE TOURBUS THEN YKK

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𝐩𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠: dom!matt x reader

𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐲: the versus tour takes place in your hometown! while doing autographs, you seem catch the matt sturniolo’s eye.

𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬: SMUTTY SMUT, swearing, choking if you squint, making out, oral (male and female receiving), dry humping (?), face fucking, spanking, p in v, overstimulation, dumbification, marking, some degradation/praising, hair pulling, squirting, cream pie, ROUGHH

ASSUME YOU’RE ON THE PILL!

𝐰𝐨𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭: 2,427

𝐚𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫'𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: i added this to my welcome post but i’m going to say it here too. my requests are now CLOSED because i’ve been getting overwhelmed and i want to get them done LOL but my inbox is still open so feel free to chat with me :)

idk when i’ll open them again, but they will be eventually!

the moment you’ve been waiting for for months has finally arrived. you and your best friend hannah were lucky enough to get tickets to the sturniolo triplets tour in your hometown.

currently, the small talk line moves slowly but surely. your friend is decked out in purple for nick while you’re wearing blue for matt.

“we’re next!” hannah gushes, clapping her hands in excitement. she pushes you ahead of her. “i’m scared. you go first.”

you roll your eyes playfully. honestly, you’re not nervous to meet your favorites. you feel chill, which is the opposite of what you thought you’d be like.

matt greets you by hugging you tight and smiling. “how are you?” he asks, taking his card and signing it.

“i’m doing good.” you return his smile. “you liking the tour so far?”

he nods, eyeing you up and down. he feels something different about you. this doesn’t feel like any other small talk.

“i love it.”

the security man motions for you to go on ahead. of course, you listen and start to grab your items, but matt stops you. “do you have a boyfriend?”

see, if this were any other person you’d be weirded out by this question; but because it’s matthew sturniolo, you answer.

“nope.”

he licks his lips, taking the card that he signed and flipping it over to write something.

the scary security is getting angry and impatient with you, so you can only read what he wrote as you walk away. your eyeballs almost burst out of your skull.

i want to see you after the show.

now, you and hannah are standing in the red carpet line before the show actually starts.

you guys talk until it’s your turn, the both of you going since you want a group picture. first is chris, then nick, and lastly matt. he hugs you longer than the other two.

a chill runs down your spine when his voice tickles against your ear. “i’ll meet you outside later, right?”

he pulls away, getting ready to pose for the picture, but you nod for an answer.

“that was so much fun!” hannah screeches as you guys walk to the parking lot.

you agree, before stopping. “i need to go back and use the restroom. do you mind taking my stuff with you to my car?”

she grins, grabbing your stuff. “sure thing.”

you speed walk back to the venue, fewer and fewer people flooding the area as you wait.

a door opens moments later, sounding like the backstage door, and you turn to the source.

you blush, your cheeks heating up more and more the closer he gets with that damn smile on his face.

pinch me this can’t be real.

“hi,” he says lowly.

“hi,” you repeat back.

he looks at his watch. “they’re yapping away in there so we should have some time.”

you’re not sure what that means but again: since it’s matthew fucking sturniolo… you’ll listen without a doubt.

your heartbeat pumps rapidly in your chest when he sneaks you into the tour bus.

you kind of feel bad for leaving hannah behind… but this is a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity.

the bus looks way bigger on the outside than the inside, and you’re still trying hard to wrap your head around that you’re with matthew. fucking. sturniolo.

he admires the way you take it all in with his hands shoved into his pockets. he’s sure you’re thinking about so many things right now, but the only thing he can think of is how badly he wants to fuck you.

thinking about a fan that way is insane, but he just finds you so much different than any other fan girl. you’re confident, kind, and gorgeous.

you finish observing the tour bus and smile wide at him. “it’s very cool in here.”

“yeah.” he chuckles. “the beds are a tight squeeze though.”

you giggle, and he steps closer. your mind runs a million miles a minute with each step he takes. “do you trust me?” he questions, now inches away from you.

you raise a brow suspiciously. “should i not?”

he smirks, shaking his head. “i’m just checking.” he places his hands on your hips gently, running them up and down.

leaning towards your ear, he whispers. “be good for me, yeah?”

your legs subconsciously squeeze together, and he cups your cheeks with his palms. he leans in slowly. he hesitates when his lips ghost yours to see if you’d protest, but because you don’t, he kisses you.

his tongue licks your lips to indicate that he wants you to open, but you don’t. you feel the coldness of his rings on the side of your neck before he squeezes. when you gasp at the sudden contact, that’s his sign for his tongue to enter your mouth. “you promised you’d be good.” he says between the kiss.

you smirk. “i didn’t promise anything.”

he snarls, leaning back in. the make-out goes on for at least thirty seconds before he pulls away, the lipstick you had on now smeared on both of your mouths.

your eyes have a mind of their own and look down, seeing his rock-hard erection as clear as day through his jeans. “get on your knees.”

your eyebrows shoot to your hairline at the sudden tone change, but you obey either way.

he wastes no time to unbuckle his belt to pull down his jeans, his dick springing out right in front of you. the tip is red and leaking pre-cum. you open your mouth wide without him having to tell you, and he smirks.

leaning in, he grabs your hair and stops you. “no.” he says.

instead, he slaps the head on your tongue before pushing in slowly. it’s like you can feel every vein enter your mouth, gagging in the process when he’s deep in your throat. “holy shit.” he breathes, seeing how much of him you took.

it’s not all of it, but it’s more than he thought. you give him puppy dog eyes through your lashes, despite them being glossy.

he starts to thrust into your mouth, jaw slack as he watches his dick run past your lips in one swift motion. the grip on your head stays tight, him hunching over slightly to get deeper.

you moan at the shape protruding in your throat, the gagging and sloppy wet noises making you turned on even more. “fuck i’ve been wanting to do this since you opened that pretty fucking mouth of yours.” he pants, moving at an ungodly speed that makes it hard for you to breath. “do you just let random guys use this mouth? sure seems that way.”

you moan again, lifting yourself off of the ground the tiniest bit so you can feel the top of his shoe on your swollen clit.

whimpering at the feeling, you start to grind yourself on it while he still fucks your mouth. your arms wrap around his leg, humping faster like a bitch in heat.

“that’s a little pathetic.” he laughs hoarsely, groaning when his dick twitches. “so, so needy for me.”

you let out a pained sob because along with your throat, the feeling of you grinding also hurts. it would be best if you had something way more than his shoe.

“s-shit.” he whimpers, pulling out to where only the tip is in your mouth, making sure you get all of his cum on your tastebuds. he smears the rest on your lips.

matt lifts you from the ground, bending you over the small table that they have. he grabs your ass before giving it a light spank.

it’s his turn to kneel now, simultaneously taking off your leggings. he bites your ass before sliding your panties over. you feel his breath against your aching core. “jesus christ.” he mumbles. “you’re dripping down your legs already. aren’t you just an eager thing?”

he spreads your folds with his thumbs, blowing cool air on them that makes you jolt. you’re too sensitive for that.

then, your phone starts to ring right next to you. it’s hannah.

shit.

you cannot not answer, because if you don’t she’ll think something is wrong. you swipe, putting the phone on speaker. “hell— oh.”

matt immediately digs into you, eating you out like he hasn’t eaten ever in his life.

“where the hell are you? i’ve been waiting by your car for like thirty minutes. using the bathroom shouldn’t take this long, y/n.”

the man below you squeezes your thighs, spreading yourself wider to practically be nose-deep inside of you. your eyes roll back hard, mouth hanging open with silent moans leaving it. “hello?”

“h-hannah i’m sorry i’ll— mm— be out s-soon. i’m sorry.”

“are you okay?” she questions.

with that, matt starts sucking at your bud, causing your legs to shake. you grip the table as hard as you can, your upper body giving out and laying flat on the surface in front of you.

“yes i’m fine!” you say, trying to reach for his head and push him away, but that only makes him grab onto you harder.

he’s fascinated by the way you taste it’s almost hypnotizing. your arousal drips down his chin, and the way he’s sucking has your orgasm wash over you without warning. “i’m cumming.” you whine, and you feel the smug smile on his face.

“oh, so you’re coming? thank god because it’s a little chilly out here,” hannah replies.

“fuck yes.” you moan but cover it by clearing your throat. “i mean, yes. i will be coming in a-a bit.”

she sighs through the phone. “okay.”

you quickly hang up without saying goodbye, holding on for dear life since your release knocked your legs out.

he holds you, getting up and wiping your cum off of his face. “you’re a bit of a bad girl, aren’t you?”

spank.

“leaving your friend out there all alone.”

spank.

“so that you can fuck me.”

spank.

“like a slut.”

spank.

you wince every time he hits you, the stinging tingling on your ass. he grabs your hips and arches you more.

he moves his tip up and down at your entrance teasingly, getting wetter by the second. “matt, please.” you whine, your pussy desperate for his cock. “please fuck me.”

he stops, waiting for a beat before pushing into you like it’s no big deal. he’s big for sure, but because of your wetness, he slides in perfectly. the both of you moan, and matt stares at where you conjoined. “your pussy’s fucking amazing.” he groans. “by far the best i’ve ever had.”

you start to bounce back on him since he’s taking his sweet ass time, but out of nowhere starts pounding into you.

whatever they have on the table starts to either fall or rattle from him railing into you. he takes your hands and pins them behind your back. “harder.” you wince out, and he whistles.

“you have no idea what you just asked for.” he says, doing the opposite and slowing down. “you won’t be able to speak, baby.”

baby. you moan at the nickname.

you’re way past the point of ‘omg i’m hanging out with matt sturniolo!’

you try bouncing your ass back again, but this time he smacks it and spreads your legs wider to plow into you deeper. “so impatient.” he sighs.

all you can do is scream and gasp for air with each thrust, hands balled up into fists.

your mind becomes blank once your eyes cross, your mouth hung open with your chin resting on the table. he hits just the right spot each time, squeezing around him.

“i— i—” you try to warn that you’re close, but your mind won’t let you.

he wasn’t kidding about the won’t be able to speak part.

“you can do it,” he says, knowing damn well you can’t.

your body becomes limp like a rag doll, matt having completely corrupted you.

he tuts fake pouting. “look who’s cock drunk. be a good girl and cum for me. you deserve it.”

blabbing a response, you squirt before cumming harder than before. usually, you’d be embarrassed, but you’re too far gone to care.

“that’s so hot.” he grunts, fucking you through your orgasm. “come on, baby. one more.”

“i can’t.” you sob, his hand letting go of yours before wrapping your hair not once but twice to lift your body to his.

“you can and you will,” he says, your third orgasm already building up in less than two minutes.

tears run down your face, eyes fluttering shut from the overwhelming amount of pleasure. there’s no way the human body can have this much pleasure and be okay.

matt kisses your neck, sucking a big mark when he finds the sweet spot. “i know you’re close already.” he says, his cum starting to leak into you deep.

you can’t stop your body from spasming, letting out one last sob before you cum again.

he pulls out, laying down on top of you and rubbing around your body soothingly to calm you down from your heavy breathing.

he covers your full cunt with your underwear so his cum doesn’t ooze out. he kisses your clothed pussy, and you flinch from the sensitivity. “making sure it’s in there.” he smirks.

after a few minutes, he helps you sit on the table to put your undergarments back on. your eyes are half closed from the post-sex haze.

matt grabs you water and a bag of chips before giving you one last hug. you guys talk for a little before he makes sure the coast is clear for you to get out without being seen.

you’re limping like crazy back to your car, seeing hannah impatiently tap her foot while leaning against the door.

once she sees you, she comes storming over. “you’re so lucky you’re my best friend or i would kill you.” she threatens. “i’ve been standing here for an hour.”

“i’m sorry.” you rasp out.

she studies your face, and it looks like you quite literally saw god. “oh my god, are you sure you are alright? you look like you got jumped.”

“it’s the after-show feeling.” you lie. “i’m exhausted. let’s go.”

she doesn’t question anymore, not even the random snacks and water you have. you start the car and place the stuff matt gave you down until you see there’s a post-it note attached to the bag of sour cream and onion.

to my favorite fan,

xxx-xxx-xxxx

text me when you get the chance, gorgeous

- matt :)

𝐭𝐚𝐠 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭!

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TAKE ME DANCING - LN

based on this request! ✧ my inbox is open for requests (or if u just want a chat!) ✧

warnings - smut! MDNI!! oral (fem receiving), possessive!lando (but also kinda cute - smut is marked ✿)

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the pulsating beat of the music reverberated through the club as lando and y/n made their way inside. the flashing lights, the energy, the sheer about of people everywhere was overwhelming, and she couldn't help but feel a little out of place.

this wasn't her scene; y/n would rather be sat in a beer garden, fearing she wouldn’t enjoy the loud music and drunk people bashing into her in a club. but lando - this was his type of place, he seemed to just exude confidence, especially in clubs, and especially when he wore that white shirt, the top few buttons undone.

lando noticed her hesitance, giving her a reassuring smile.

"don't worry, you wanna leave, we leave - ok? ," he said, squeezing her hand gently.

she nodded, trying to keep an open mind as they moved further into the crowd. the dance floor was packed, bodies moving mostly in sync with the pounding rhythm. lando led her to the bar first, using his grip of her hand to pull her closely behind him as they manoeuvred through the crowds of people, smiling occasionally at people he recognised. lando’s hand dropped hers, though not before pulling her close, so he could rest his tanned hands on the bar, leaning forward to catch the attention of the server.

“….and a double malibu coke,” he called out, trying to be heard over the music, before turning to y/n, checking that was what she wanted. she nodded at him quickly.

“and two shots of tequila please!” she added quickly, watching the server nod quickly before settling on lando’s intrigued gaze, “- the quicker im drunk, the quicker i’ll feel comfortable,” she called out, moving her head closer to his so he could hear her.

lando nodded at her, not one to discourage her, though it did concern him when managed to take back both shots without so much as a flinch.

"come on, let's dance!" lando shouted over the music, pulling her towards the dance floor with his free hand, his drink sloshing around in the other as he moved. y/n followed closely, still apprehensive, and still too sober, but lando’s energy was hard to resist.

she moved tentatively at first, unsure of her own movements, her hand reaching to pull her dress down as it rode up her legs. as the drink and music flooded her veins, y/n got into her own rhythm, her hips moving in time with the beat as lando’s hand rested on her hips, his own body moving almost in sync.

lando watched her with a mix of surprise and delight. he had expected her to tolerate the experience at best, and only for his benefit, but here she was, dancing with abandon, lost in the music. he grinned at her, matching the energy and enthusiasm.

“drink?” he asked her, bending down to speak directly in her ear. her hand grabbed the side of his face, keeping it next to hers as she replied with a loud yes, before moving him back to press a sweet kiss to his lips. she was about to follow him back to the bar but a familiar face came bounding towards the two of them.

“y/n in a club? im shocked,” alex called out, “i love your dress,” she added, holding y/n hands out as she stood back to take another look.

“thank you, you look gorgeous,” y/n replied, smiling at the girl.

“is charles here?” lando asked her, not really feeling like joining the girly conversation, to which she simply responded by point at the bar, “perfect - ill be back,” he continued, pressing a kiss to y/n’s forehead before walking over to greet charles.

he kept glancing back at y/n from the bar, half-expecting her to need a break, or to be looking at him, eyes begging him to come back. but each time he looked, there she was, dancing with alex, having the time of her life. the two men decided to join the girls on the dance floor, their hands full with a drinks for their respective partner.

as the night wore on, she showed no sign of stopping. despite not drinking much, y/n found herself emersed in the music, enchanted by the way lando’s hands stayed firmly on her waist as she danced, her back pressing into his chest with every movement.

there was something about the way she moved that made everything else fade into the background. lando could barely think straight, the desire to have her all to himself surged through him, and he found himself drawn to her like a magnet. and when she turned to face him, her eyes sparkling with joy and surprise, he couldn’t help but lean down, his lips brushing against the skin of her cheek before moving to her ear.

“you drive me crazy,” he told her, his voice deep enough to send a shiver down her spine, “you wanna go soon?”

“but im having fun,” she pouted, though he couldn’t see as his face was resting in the crook of her neck, kissing at her skin.

“so am i,” he replied, moving to hold her head in his hands, pressing a kiss to her forehead softly, before leaning down again to add, “but i think id have more fun with my head between your legs.”

her breath hitched at his words, a flush spreading across her cheeks. the intensity in his voice, the possessiveness in his touch, the way he said it so casually. lando’s hands roamed over her body as she pretending to think about his offer, continuing to whisper sweet, sinful promises in her ear.

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it only felt like a few minutes had passed by the time the two were stumbling through the front door of lando’s apartment. y/n remembers saying a quick goodbye to alex, before lando had practically dragged her from the club, though she followed him more than willingly.

lando groaned quietly as soon as his lips pressed on her inner thigh, his fingers pushing the hem of her dress up her body quickly until the fabric pooled on her stomach. his hands ran softly down the sides of her stomach, reaching the band of her underwear, tugging it down her legs, before moving to hold her thighs open for him.

it took one swipe of his tongue on her clit for his brain to grow blank. the grip on her thighs grew firmer, hard enough to leave little marks, nose bumping against her clit as his tongue travelled through her folds.

“you taste so fucking good,” he breathes, his face pulling back to take in the sight in front of him “fuck, angel, you’re so beautiful.”

then, he’s all over her again. lando’s lips wrap around her clit - he can feel himself growing hard at the whines she emitted for him. every flick of his tongue had her back lifting from the bed and her hands tugging at his curls, to which he responded with a quiet moan. the vibrations sent pleasure through her body, her brain turning to mush as she loosened her grip on his curls.

“do that again,” lando grunts, guiding her hands back into his hair, “keep doing that angel.”

his head is spinning, his tongue gliding through her folds before flattening against her clit over and over again. lando’s arm wraps around her waist, pulling her heat closer to him. his fingers to brush against her, coating them with her slick and circling her entrance before slipping his middle finger inside. only the first knuckle was enough to have her squirming beneath him, the arm around her waist fighting to keep her pushed down on the bed.

lando feels the way she tightened around him, desperate to feel him as he pushed his finger fully into her, pulling out quickly before adding a second. his tongue moved through her heat again, tasting her slick as he circled her clit, his fingers curling up into her.

“lan - fuck i-” y/n started, her grip on his curls tightening. her hips jutted up, pushing his face further into her heat as she reached her climax. his finger curl open and closed inside of her as her hips rocked against his face, the grip on his hair loosening as each second of her high passed.

“so good,” lando moaned, kissing at her clit. “taste so good. you can do one more, right, angel?”

[sundial-bee-scribbles]

I apologise for the amount of *gestures* but I have brain worms and they crave to be released /lh -🌟

NO NEED TO APOLOGIZE ITS CHILL!!!!

[tequila-solar-storm]

Author, I'm monopolizing your inbox at this point lmao

I've been pondering this all day but do you think Kinich celebrates his birthday?? I feel like he won't, he might either despise that date or just.. completely ignore it, even forget it perhaps (?)

To the point that no one really knows when his birthday is (elder Leik probably knows but would respect his son desire to just... Do nothing about it)

Mualani and Kachina might have tried to pry a little but ultimately gave up on the matter however sometimes Kachina will give him some shiny rocks (obsidian) because they were pretty and she had some spares! Kinich might also use then to make arrowheads or smth! And Mualani might invite him on a treck to somewhere because traveling is always more enjoyable in company! In other words they'll make sure that kinich will know they care about him and they don't really need a specific date of the year as an excuse to show their affection (and give him gifts!)

On the matter of gift giving I hc Kinich always knowing what's the right gift for someone. They'll be always practical gifts and alway appreciated (I'm craving Kinich knitting stuff for his friends after yesterday's talk ahhhh)

I forgot about Kinich liking spicy food!! Hopefully elder Leik can handle them lol it'll be cute if he just made a portion for him with a normal spice level and the rest for himself which would be just pure edible(are we sure about that?) lava

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I don’t think Kinich despises his birthday. He just can’t be bothered with it! Even though Ajaw keeps giving him ��helpful’ tips (‘If you publicise your birthday, everyone’s obligated to give you gifts and birthday mora!!’ ‘Ajaw shush’) it’s more of the fact he doesn’t like receiving gifts without giving something back? He’s pretty big on the whole equivalent exchange thing, after all! He has a good memory so he does still remember his birthday, and I do think Leik would make it a habit to eat out with him on those days!

He’s generally an open guy, so I doubt he’d keep his date of birth from his friends if they ask. But if he does for whatever reason I think Mualani will figure it out anyways. How? Annoying him to death.

She’ll show up at his door with cake and party poppers being like ‘HAPPY BIRTHDAY’ and when he tells her it’s not his birthday she’ll go ‘okie dokie!’, keep note of it, and then do it again the next day and the next and the next until Kinich caves and tells her the actual date. Kinich doesn’t know whether to laugh or cry at Mualani’s genius. Ajaw, meanwhile, is disappointed because no more free cake for him 😖

Kachina will be way more shy about it but yes!! She’ll definitely give him presents even outside his birthday! She’ll tell him ‘These are spares so you’re doing me a favour when taking them’ but Kinich knows she’s finding excuses. Still, he loves seeing the joy on her face when he accepts, so he plays along! Besides, being the smart cookie (Thankfully not Mualani’s brand of ingenuity) that she is, all her gifts are super practical! Such as the obsidian for making arrowheads that you mentioned!

While less often, Kinich will give them presents as well! It’s usually when he notices things about them. Maybe Kachina’s gloves are worn out, or Mualani’s backpack has a hole in it. He’ll happily knit them replacements! Even if his gifts inevitably get worn out in the future, you bet the girls will still keep them!

You can pry the headcanon that they often go on camping trips or long treks together out of my cold dead hands. I mean, they clearly were camping together during that one promotional poster where Ajaw’s very hilariously tugging on Kinich’s headband while the girls danced! In this trio of best friends, no one will go unloved!

There’s two scenarios that can unfold with Elder Leik and spicy food:

One: Kinich makes the food an acceptable level of spice. He plops one portion in front of Leik, kisses his dad’s cheek, and proceeds to dump an entire market’s worth of spices into his own portion. This is the cute scenario!

Two: Leik loves spicy food even more than Kinich so their meals are just. Lava. Picture Leik pulling out a lunchbox during a meeting with the other elders being like “My son made this for me 🥰🥰🥰” and by simply looking at his food the rest of the elders spontaneously set on fire. This is the less cute but significantly funnier option!!

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[sweeteaacakes]

Do you do scenarios or headcanons? If so, how many characters can we request for scenarios or headcanons? Would you do the same prompt with different characters? Can we request for male reader, female reader, gender neutral reader, etc? Are there any characters you won't do? Are there any topics you won't do like rape, suicide, etc? Do you do poly ships x reader? Would you mind if we request for Alternate Universes or Aus like AU where the character lives happily? Would you mind if the request is suggestive, implied sex, or mentioned sex but no explicit sex? Would you do NSFW requests? If so, what kinks would you accept for requests? Can anons request smut? Can we check with you if you received our requests? Thank you in advance!

Answering this since it's a general info! Mayhaps I also forgot to include it in my post;;;

This is about WHB btw and maybe in general too (ㅇㅅㅇ)

Scenario or Headcanon? How many characters? Same prompts=Different characters?

I can do both! I would say that "how many you want" but I need to practice self-control so...

For the kings scenario/headcanon ~ it's fine all of them. I may break them in two parts in the future to not make the post very long!

For characters ~ It's fine if you want to include 2 or 3 along with the kings! But if it's just nobles/side characters then max is... 6...? Yeah, seems reasonable but the same like the kings situation, I'll divide them in two post!

YESSssss I will! I give the same song for character in my playlist so I'm all fine for the same prompts for different

Reader Gender?

Male, female, non-bi, gender neutral, genderfluid, etc etc is fine! I feel a bit insecure with afab/amab because I'm not trans and wouldn't want to be innacurate;;; but I'm open with trying!

I would like gender to be specified on some scenarios too so I can know what the client have in mind ;—;) (ex. family stuffs! I typically do 'you' or 'they' but gets conflicted... like... did you get pregagnante? adopted? a miracle birth scenario? ;-;) )

What I won't do?

For characters? I'm fine with everyone! But since I tend to be hyperfixated on some character, I also tend to trascurate the others so I'll need time to know them better! Chances I won't do someone is because I don't know them better yet (ex. teased characters or just released characters;;;)

For topics... Hmm... I'm okay with angst... so characters death are okay. Unless this it's about DoL, I can write consented non-con but I draw line on extreme topics such as 1nc3st, p³d⁰, bestiality, age play, NRT and maybe things I didn't listedn;;;

Poly-ships? AU?

Yes~ uwu)

AU too! Love it~ Café? Highschool? Human? Eldritch?? Merfolks??? Pirates where they rules over their own ocean and— :000000000

NSFW?

Explicit? Implied? Yes yes. I actually write more implied smut since I blank out when it comes to full NSFW TT^TT)

Kinks? Uuuh, I have to check that out when an ask comes!

You can ask nsfw as anon BUT dm me the ask you sent so I can know you're an adult! Age in bio is required! If an anon-nsfw-ask is not proofed then I will delete it ^^)

Checking?

Yes, feel free to dm me of you want to know! I, too, had my share of ask getting eaten TTwTT)

If my inbox gets flooded, I will post a list of ask!

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[tinylilemrys]

Lonely In London

Relationship:

Trent Crimm/Ted Lasso

Additional Tags:

Angst and Romance | Romcommunism | Friends to Lovers | Romantic Comedy | Alternate Universe – Canon Divergence

Rating:

Teen And Up Audiences

Summary:

Henry, worried about how lonely his dad seems to be in London, writes into an advice podcast for some help. A podcast run by an ex-colleague of Trent's – one that he listens to religiously. If Trent falls a little for 'Lonely In London' because he reminds him of Ted, well that's just coincidence. An homage to romcommunism, largely based on 'Sleepless In Seattle' with a few others thrown in for good measure.

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CHAPTER 2

It's ridiculously early on a Wednesday morning when Ted next hears from the podcast.

Dear Ted Lasso (The Ted Lasso???)

Firstly, allow me to apologise if you were hoping to remain anonymous in our correspondence. Your full name is in the email address you used to email us, and I come from a journalism background so not much gets past me. Rest assured that if you are indeed the Manager of AFC Richmond (as the context clues from your letter seem to confirm) your secret is safe with us.

This is just to ask if you would be alright with us setting up a forwarding address for emails from our listeners. We weren't anticipating you being as popular with our listeners as you are, but our inbox is flooded at the moment and seeing as the whole format of our show is dependent on the emails we receive from our listeners, it's making it difficult for us to navigate our normal mail between all the mail addressed specifically to you.

So far, from what I've seen, all of these emails seem to be from lovely people would like to commiserate about that shared feeling of loneliness. That said I cannot guarantee that every email is going to be as innocent. You wouldn't believe the shit we get in our inbox sometimes. Please take this into account when making your decision.

All that's left to say is thank you again for your letter. The episode that featured it has been our most successful by quite a margin and has boosted our subscriber base substatially. I understand that this was likely not your intention when emailing us, but I wanted to thank you for it anyway.

Wishing you all the best for your future adventures in the world of romance. I'd throw my hat in the ring myself if I wasn't such a raging lesbian.

Kind regards, Lauren Miller Content Coordinator, Help I'm So Sad Podcast Breakneck Media Network

Ted reads and rereads the email chuckling each time. It's the best thing he's received for a while. Whoever this Lauren is, he think he'd enjoy shooting the shit with her over a pint. And maybe it's just a particular way journalists write, but some of the bite in her writing reminds him of Trent's.

Which reminds him – he's promised Henry he would do something.

Howdy! Glad to hear Anabelle's safely back in London with you! No pressure if you're busy or if you don't want to, but Henry's been asking when we can get ice-cream with the Crimms again, and I promised I'd ask. It would be nice to talk at any rate. I have some ideas about Richmond that I'd love to pick your brain about as someone who knows far more about this sport I find myself coaching than I do. Let me know. 🌻

He almost second guesses the sunflower, but it's a standard part of their correspondence now, ever since Trent first started reacting to his messages that way and Ted started sending them back. He doesn't know if it counts as flirting, but it's on the border of it enough that he doesn't mind taking the risk.

He's just about to respond to the email when his phone dings next to him.

Anabelle (and I) would love that. She hasn't stopped talking about Henry since last time. She's told me she thinks he's the coolest person ever. In so many words. Let me know when you're free. My schedule is astoundingly open at the moment.

Ted grins.

How about tomorrow around 3? I've heard it's going to be a scorcher of a day by your wilting English standards.

Nice try. You've told me before that it's only barely warmer there on average than it is here. You don't get to play the American superiority card on this one.

(3 tomorrow sounds lovely, though.)

Mr Crimm, practically everything in your royalty-having, tea-loving, swearing-as-affection little country is winning me over. At least let me cling to the one or two things that I still pretend to completely love about America. 🤠🦅

(Looking forward to it🌻)

He worries for a while that he's playing too far into the realm of flirting and scaring Trent off. But then his phone dings again.

Fair enough. It's a small price to pay to hold onto Richmond's secret weapon.

(Likewise. 🌻)

He grins like an idiot and turns back to his email. He's riding such a high now that he can't even be that worried about the whackadoos he might be letting into his inbox as he types his reply to Lauren.

Hi Lauren

Thank you for your discretion. I'm not as worried about myself as I am about the wellbeing of my club and my son, who's staying with me for the summer. So your silence on the matter of me writing in continues to be appreciated.

Please go ahead and set up the forwarding address. Y'all have been so kind to my son and me with the advice, the least I can do is make sure that your inbox isn't a nightmare to navigate.

Also, do y'all have a physical address? I would really love to come by and drop off something small to say thanks.

Hoping to hear from you soon.

Lonely In London (Ted Lasso if you're nasty)

He doesn't bother waiting for a response before setting to work baking a batch of shortbread. Worse comes to worst, he'll give the batch to Trent, who, although Ted knows will never admit it, has a soft spot for it as much as Anabelle does.

Maybe he'll set some aside for Trent anyway.

He's just considering the merits of making a second batch when Henry stumbles out from the bedroom adorable and sleep-tousled, clutching his favourite duck plushie.

"Hey, Bud," he says, throwing an arm around Henry as he comes to say good morning. "Did you sleep well?"

Henry nods and rubs his eyes.

"Are you making your Rebecca cookies?" he asks.

"Yes and no," Ted replies. "Yes, it's those cookies. No, they're not actually for Rebecca. I thought we could take a trip to the Help I'm So Sad studio to give them a batch to say thanks for all their kind advice. What do you think?"

"Yeah!" says Henry, suddenly wide awake. "Can I help?"

"Of course. Why don't you go shower and change quick and we'll make the next batch together?"

"Okay!" he says, dropping his toy on the counter and bounding off with all the enthusiasm of a pre-season Dani Rojas.

"Oh boy, Quackstopher, just wait till he hears we're also getting ice-cream with Trent and Anabelle again tomorrow," he says to the abandoned duck, loud enough that Henry will hear it.

"We are?" he says, racing back into the room.

"Tomorrow," Ted laughs. "Go get today going and we'll get cracking on making some for them too, okay?"

Henry gives a little excited squeal in the place of words and runs off to the bathroom.

For a small moment, Ted can't imagine why he ever needed to write into a show called Help I'm So Sad in the first place.

***

Not since the early days of fancying Shaun has Trent put this much thought into choosing an outfit for something that isn't even a date. But here he is, putting on and removing items of clothing. Changing into and out of jeans. Trying to figure out what provides the maximum amount of looking good while simultaneously looking like he didn't put much effort into putting it together.

"Belle-Belle," he says, turning around to the corner where Anabelle is playing a few of her Barbies to get her opinion on two of his shirts. "Should I wear the pink shirt or the blue one?"

"Pink!" says Anabelle, holding up her Barbie in what Trent assumes is an explanation if the hot pink dress is anything to go on.

"Well, that's on me for asking the four-year-old who doesn’t believe in any other colour, I guess," laughs Trent. "Thanks, Squish."

He wears the pink shirt and is rewarded an hour later with a massive moustachioed grin.

"Nice shirt, TC," says Ted, pulling him into a friendly hug. "The colour suits you."

"Thanks, Ted," he says, hoping that between the glare of the sun and Ted's dark glasses his blush is obscured enough that Ted doesn't notice it. "You're looking well yourself."

"Aw, shucks," says Ted. "Don't get me all flustered now."

Henry steps forward to shake his hand and hand over a box of what Trent, to his delight, suspects might be a batch of his famous shortbread.

"Hi, Teddy! Hi Henry!" says Anabelle excitedly and Ted honest-to-god gets down on his haunches to talk to her.

"Well hey there, always-swell Anabelle," he says. "How's Thursday been treating you so far?"

"Good," says Anabelle, suddenly shy. "I've brought my Barbies and Daddy says we're getting ice-cream."

"That we are," says Ted. "Just as soon as I figure out how I'm getting up again."

He makes a big show of not being able to get up despite Anabelle and Henry's best efforts to pull him to his feet, and Trent is too charmed to even be embarrassed by the number of people watching them. Or the old lady who mutters "sweet little family" a few feet away. Let them believe that this is his dorky partner. Trent should be so lucky.

He's hit with the realisation that he's so in love it almost physically hurts.

With one last hoist, Anabelle and Henry succeed in getting Ted to his feet and when Ted loses his balance a little in the momentum, Trent is only too happy to catch and steady him. Ted, to Trent's surprise, does actually look slightly flustered for a moment, before seemingly shaking it off

"And that's why in our business we say 'teamwork makes the dream work'," Ted laughs. "Good job, squad. High-fives all round."

After a round of high-fives, they make their way into the ice-cream parlour to place their orders.

"Sorry for causing a scene out there," says Ted softly. Now that his sunglasses are folded and hanging from the buttons of his polo shirt, Trent can see his expression is a little sheepish. "It's just, I know Henry enjoys that game. He's had a busy morning and he's a little tuckered out and grumpy to boot. I thought it would pull him out of his funk a little."

"Well, it seems to have done the trick," says Trent, smiling as he looks over at a nearby table where Henry and Anabelle are playing Barbies together. "Once again Ted Lasso's unconventional methods save the day."

"Now, Trent Crimm, that's not fair. You know I'm no match for your flattering prose." He winces as though he's over-spoken. "Sorry, I didn't mean to bring up your old job. Even in passing."

"It's okay to bring up my job, Ted," he says, with a gentle smile. "My time as a journalist may be at an end, but I couldn't stop being a writer if I tried."

"Fair enough," says Ted, looking relieved. "Have you given any thought to what you're going to do now?"

"As a matter of fact, I've just successfully pitched another book idea to my publisher," Trent replies.

"Well, hell, look at you go. Trent Crim, the unstoppable. What's it about?"

Trent might actually perish in the intensity of that smile.

"I was actually hoping to write about AFC Richmond." It's his turn to look sheepish, but Ted, if possible, looks even more delighted. "After all, it's a big year for you being back in the Premier League and all. And so many people, myself included, are rooting for you. Win or lose, it's sure to be a good story."

"That's a great idea," says Ted, looking genuinely delighted. "Keeley and Rebecca have been busting their butts trying to think of ways to boost our image. This is exactly the kind of thing they've been looking for."

"Yes, well, I'm still only going to write the truth. If it's a shocker of a season, I'll write it that way. Though maybe not as acerbically as I once did." says Trent, feeling somewhat self-conscious. "I don't think it will be a shocker of a season though."

"Oh yeah? How do you figure that?"

"Because in the years I've known you, Ted Lasso, I have yet to see you shy away from a challenge," says Trent. He's on the very knife's edge of plummeting into admitting everything he feels for this ridiculous, perfect man. "And I have yet to see a challenge that could best you."

He's said too much. He can't bring himself to look up now. Instead he watches as Ted scuffs a red trainer along the edge of a tile.

"Well, TC," he says in a voice barely above a whisper, "that's just about the nicest thing anyone's ever said to me.

"Don't get too used to it," says Trent, feeling the conversation getting away from him into dangerous waters. "Deep down I'm still the bitter old journalist I was a few months ago."

"And I wouldn't have you any other way."

There's no time to unpack that particular statement because it’s at that moment they make it to the front of the queue. By the time they've transported their orders to the table, the conversation has shifted from the tenuous place it was to Henry's one-on-one training with Jamie Tartt and how Roy Kent has even joined for a session or two. Trent wonders if Henry can even comprehend at his age how lucky he is to be getting this kind of input.

To balance out the conversation, Ted asks Anabelle about her time in Scotland and is rewarded with an entertaining but practically indecipherable four-year-old's story that Trent thinks might line up with the trip to see the highland cows Shaun told him about. Ted, to his credit, attempts to follow every word, asking follow-up questions that would make even the most hardened of journalists proud.

If Trent was under any illusions that he could spend time with Ted without his feelings growing more intense each time, today has put paid to that. Trent couldn't be more taken with him, and the idea that he might still fall deeper is as wonderful as it is terrifying.

He's allowed a moment of reprieve by Anabelle accidentally upending her tub of ice-cream and bursting into very noisy tears. Ted immediately volunteers to run and get both a wad of serviettes and a replacement for her. Henry, proving he's every bit his father's son, immediately offers Anabelle some of his ice-cream and her sobs abruptly stop. Trent watches the two of them fondly. They get along so well. It could be so easy. He just wishes Ted could see it the way he does.

Ted's phone chimes on the table where he's left it. In the years to come, Trent will swear he didn't mean to do it. He'll blame it on his almost automatic journalistic instincts. He'll claim it was a compulsion he was still in the process of working out of his system.

That doesn't change the fact that he looks down at Ted's phone in time to catch an email. An email that starts "Dear Lonely In London…"

Fuck.

Fuck fuck fuck fuck.

Trent's instincts are almost never wrong. It's how he got as far as he did as a journalist. It's what made him so good at sniffing out sources in other papers. He recognises people in writing the way other people recognise faces in a crowd.

He was always going to fall in love with Lonely In London because Lonely In London was always Ted Fucking Lasso.

And he's not stupid. The final pieces of the puzzle are fitting into place. The banter that's teetered on flirting all these years. The actual flirting they were doing right before placing their order today. The way it always stops short of actually going anywhere.

He's Ted's PR nightmare crush. And that, more than anything, is what's so fucked about this situation.

It takes all of his carefully honed deceptive skills to pretend to be calm for the rest of the afternoon, but it's murder. And Ted, Lonely In London Ted, blissfully unaware, joking, just-having-a-grand-day-out-with-the-kids Ted, has absolutely no idea how much more damage he's accidentally done to Trent's poor heart.

Trent grabs a huge glob of ice-cream with the shitty plastic spoon, hoping the inevitable headache will help distract him from his gloom for a while.

Because, really, what do you do when you've come so close to everything you've ever wanted, only for it still to be so far out of your reach?

Despair, thinks Trent, as the ice-cream hits.

Next Chapter

[prodigy-if]

hello. it's me.

again.

okay, for my defense, i am curious and love to learn new things in general and your if has captured my heart and attention. i also love when people talk about their OCs so,,, yeah :) and yours are all so lovely, i love them very much :((

since i asked a lot of questions already, i told myself i would refrain to ask some in the near future and then i saw you reblogged an other ask game and i just went

like !!! there are so many good questions on these posts ?? questions i didn't think about prior to reading that lol but now i'm only left with unanswered questions and theories

that's why i'd like to know what sparks genuine, unadulterated rage in them? (question 19)

i chose this one because i have absolutely 0 idea of what the answers could be tbh. i'm not even sure all of your OCs could feel that way

i really don't want to be annoying or anything and i promise i won't flood your inbox

Please don’t feel bad about sending in asks! I love receiving them and am super glad that you are liking my characters enough to keep sending them.

Also I totally understand where you are coming from about the questions on the ask memes. I can’t help but go 👀 every time see one because they make me consider questions I would never think about otherwise!

You are definitely not being annoying! Feel free to flood my inbox whenever you like lol. I don’t mind at all (it gives me something to do in my spare time).

As for the question…

19.) What sparks genuine, unadulterated rage in them?

Marlon cannot stand people who are just willing to live in stupidity and ignorance. The amount of rage that he gets filled with by individuals who have the means to educate themselves and just choose not to is completely indescribable.

Isla hates when people invalidate her opinions and feelings. She is an incredibly intelligent individual (she was a child prodigy for god’s sake) and she knows her own thoughts and opinions on things. She can’t stand people trying to “correct” her or invalidating her.

Cyrus despises individuals who think they are above everyone else. Everyone has weaknesses and flaws and he can’t help but roll his eyes at the people who act as if they don’t. He absolutely cannot stand people like that. It’s one of the few things that actually gets under his skin.

Naomi cannot stand the idea of people she admires not liking/ignoring her. She always tries her best to present herself as an intelligent and nice individual so when people don’t recognize that, it fills her with a deep sense of resentment that she can’t begin to describe.

Kieran loathes individuals that are unnecessarily cruel. There is nothing that disgusts and enrages them more than someone being cruel or hurting others just for the sake of it. It’s why the felt so strongly about pursuing a career that can help people.

[ravenadottir]

Hey, love your blog so much, and wanted to get your take on this 🥰 feel free to ignore if you've answered before!

We all know so many of the romances of the show are showmances. Most of the couples IRL once the show is done, continue to keep the charade up since they get more publicity that way. So, curious which couples you class as 'showmance' and as to how long you think each couple could 'keep up appearances' once the show is officially over?

I remember a report about UK's S5 contestants Chris and Harley doing Supermarket Sweep months after the show, appearing happy and cute when it aired, only for reports to say that they didn't even talk to each other when the cameras were off. So, basically, so long as the publicity is still coming, who is willing to act it up?

Again, just want to say how much I love your blog! I think I've sent an ask before this, but can't remember what it actually was 😅

hello!! thanks for the love darlin'

(i don't recall receiving anything from you but like, my inbox and drafts are flooding so it's definitely possible lol )

showmances, and who were they on season ?

lottie x gary. i'm pretty sure if it was for gary he would've ended things right at the finale, or if they get eliminated the day before they wouldn't even be together at the finale party. i reckon they kept the appearances for a few weeks, probably between 4 and 6, but no longer than that.

hope x noah. we know they also break up canonically, and because they were such a popular couple i think they would hold back the breakup for a period of three months. given they were soooo into each other and all the drama that went down the least they could try is to keep it going for that period.

ibrahim x jo. also break up caconically, but i do think they would be similar to nope, finding out they didn't belong together and rushed into the relationship, possibly even having a remorseful breakup. 2 months tops.

hannah/chelsea/bobby x whoever ended up with them. they agreed on the finale party that they weren't compatible. "we're still friends but it didn't work out." (this also includes the possible respective partners: casa guys, lurik, elisa, etc.)

graham x marisol. they would break up after a couple of weeks of the finale, to the point that when we have the brunch they would've been history already.

[x-childish-x]

hello, if my request makes you feel too uncomfortable to write i completely understand! (tw) i was thinking of an obi wan x reader where they’re both on a mission and reader is pregnant (obi wan knows) with their child (bump isn’t showing yet tho). during the mission reader gets a hit from a blaster or something in the abdomen so obi wan carries her to the infirmary. sadly reader had a miscarriage :( obi wan does his best to comfort reader and reader does the same for him

So Quickly

Pairing: Obi-Wan x fem!reader

Fandom: Star Wars

Warnings: miscarriage (somewhat in depth), injuries (blaster shot, etc.), fighting, violence, blood

Word Count: 918

A/N: PLEASE READ THE TRIGGER WARNINGS!! I have not personally experienced a miscarriage so I'm sorry if some things are inaccurate. My heart goes out to those of you who have experienced this. My inbox/asks are always open for me to talk to you ❤️ Thank you for this request, I hope you enjoy! Thank you for all the love and support. Feedback is always welcome!

Summary: You're pregnant with Obi-Wan Kenobi's child, and during a mission, you receive a fatal injury.

(gif not mine!)

How did things go so wrong so quickly?

The mission was going great. It was a success practically. You'd seized control of the droid factory, and you'd done so without many casualties on your half. Your squadron worked incredibly well with Anakin's, and this mission only further supported that. Obi-Wan and his squadron had stayed outside, securing the perimeter as your squadrons secured the inside.

Two destroyers rolled out from behind a corner and quickly snapped up their shields, aiming directly at Anakin and Ahsoka. Without thinking, you quickly dove forward, using the force to shove Anakin and Ahsoka as far away as you could while unleashing your lightsaber with your free hand. A sharp, burning pain flooded through your abdomen as you landed, slashing through both the droids in one swing.

Multiple voices began calling out to you, each sounded as worried as the other, yet all you could focus on was the blaster hole in your armor. Blood was quickly staining your Jedi robes as your adrenaline vanished and your knees wobbled, pain taking over your senses. Anakin appeared in front of you, Ahsoka close by his side as you gripped his arms tightly, tears rising in your eyes as panic set in.

"Anakin... Ani, get Obi-Wan. Please, please, oh Maker--"

"I know, I know," Anakin tried soothing, "Ahsoka, get Obi-Wan, now!"

The young togruta girl immediately dashed off, leaving you to slump into Anakin's arms as multiple clones yelled around you. You clutched your stomach as your mind raced, worried about nothing but the baby inside of you, Obi-Wan's baby. While Anakin knew about your relationship with Obi-Wan, neither of you had told him about the baby, but you were sure he knew now.

Obi-Wan came dashing in, his world crumbling at the sight of you helpless in Anakin's arms, blood staining your robes. You cried once you saw him, your eyes revealing all the panic and pain you felt, breaking Obi-Wan's heart. Anakin lifted you and set you gentle in Obi-Wan's arms, mumbling to his Master about what had happened.

"Always being the hero... and to think I wondered where Anakin got it from," Obi-Wan whispered to you, trying his best to remain calm and also calm you down.

"Obi!" You cried, gripping the man's robes, "Obi-Wan, I'm so sorry, I'm so so sorry Obi. I put the baby at--"

"Shhh, shh," Obi-Wan gently quieted you, kissing your forehead and watching Anakin's face fall, "It's okay, my love, it's okay. I will get you to the infirmary, and everything will be sorted out."

Kix walked up and quickly injected bacta into your neck before handing Kenobi an additional. Obi-Wan quickly rushed to a shuttle after you'd calmed down. Refusing to let go of you, he kept you in his arms the entire ride home. The few short minutes felt like hours to you as you clutched onto your stomach. Even though you hadn't started showing yet and you'd only found out three weeks ago, you had become incredibly attached to your child and the idea of a life with Obi-Wan.

The wait for the ultrasound was even more stressful than the flight back. Medical droids stripped you of your Jedi armor and robes, working to tend the slightly wound you'd obtain and stop the bleeding. Obi-Wan remained by your side the entire time, much to the medical droid's annoyance. You knew you were both risking everything, and you both knew that the council had probably already heard of the medical droid's request for an ultrasound.

Gripping Obi-Wan's hand like a vise, you anxiously waited to hear your child's heartbeat, "It appears you've miscarried."

A sob left your lips as Obi-Wan pulled you into his chest, his own tears rising in his eyes. The droid left emotionlessly, sparing a glance down to the small figure waiting outside before moving on. Reluctantly, Obi-Wan allowed his tears to fall, mourning the terrible loss with you.

There wasn't a way to describe your pain. You hadn't been that far along, yet the loss was still gut-wrenching. Sobs filled the calm air as your heart contracted with pain, begging for the hurt to stop. Obi-Wan mocked your tight grip as his own heart yearned. He'd been thrilled when you'd told him of your pregnancy, thrilled at the idea of being a father, thrilled at the idea of a life with you.

Your cries calmed ever so slightly as you spoke, "I'm so sorry, Obi, I'm so sorry."

"Darling, it's okay. Don't blame yourself. You're okay that's more than I could ask for," Obi-Wan whispered, kissing your head, "This is a terrible loss indeed, but you're still alive, my love. Things could've gone much worse."

"Oh, Obi," You cried, looking up at him, "I promise we'll get through this. We can try again when we're ready."

"I know, darling, but first, you need to heal."

"I'm so sorry," You whimpered, "I should've been more careful."

Obi-Wan shook his head, kissing you softly, "Don't blame yourself."

You snuggled into Obi-Wan's side, allowing each other to adjust before sighing. Pain swirled around your two life forces, showing the heartbreak you shared. Knowing that you could get through this did nothing to ease the pain of losing your baby, and the only thing you could do was squeeze onto Obi-Wan, hoping that somehow the pain might subside slightly. You'd only just begun to start forming your life together and in a split second everything seemed to come crashing down on you... so quickly.

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[gourmetrat]

Louder

Osamu isn’t typically a jealous man, but he can’t help it when he sees his twin touching you so casually.

warnings: reader hasn’t shaved, oral (f! and m! receiving), face fucking (f!receiving), slight dacryphilia, creampie

word count: 1,075

author’s note: i just realized i write sm for osamu in comparison to everyone else lmao. anyways,, rbs + any other kinds of interaction are appreciated!! feel free to flood my inbox n talk to me or send me thirsts hehe

Osamu glared at you and Atsumu’s backs. You were sitting on the couch talking and laughing with Atsumu, and Atsumu was being a little handsy.

“Hey guys,” Osamu said, walking over to the two of you.

You smiled at him, “hey ‘samu, you done cooking?”

He nodded, “yeah, ‘tsumu you go ahead first. I wanna talk with Y/N.”

Atsumu got up dramatically and smacked his brother’s back, “don’t gotta tell me twice. See you two in a bit.”

“What did you wanna talk about?”

“So you’re just gonna let ‘tsumu touch you so casually?”

You smirked, you knew how possessive your boyfriend was, and if you played your cards right— you’d get fucked good tonight.

“What, are you jealous or something ‘samu?”

What you didn’t expect was for Osamu to grab your forearm, effectively dragging you off the couch and upstairs into his room.

As soon as he closed the door to his bedroom behind him, he roughly shoved you against the door. You whimpered at the impact and the feeling of his mouth on yours.

“I don’t like ‘tsumu touching what’s mine.” He said lowly, licking a hot stripe on the shell of your ear..

“Then how about you let him know what’s yours?”

At that, he hoisted you up against the door, your legs wrapped around his waist, his nails digging into your thighs. You wrapped your arms around his neck, one hand running through his hair to tug on it as he kissed you.

He carried you over to his bed and tossed you roughly onto it before getting on top of you.

“I want ‘tsumu to hear every noise you’re about to make, so you better not hold back.”

You grinned to yourself as you left a hickey on his neck, “not a chance.”

Osamu left a chaste kiss on your lips before tugging off his clothes and yours, carelessly throwing them onto the floor. He used your ankles to pull you to the edge of the bed before getting on his knees in front of your glistening cunt.

Osamu quirked his eyebrow up at you, “haven’t shaved recently?”

Your face grew hot in embarrassment, it had been about two weeks since you last shaved, so you had a bit of growth. You tried closing your legs, but Osamu kept a firm grip on your thighs, “don’t point it out ‘samu, that’s embarrassing.”

“Embarrassing?” He asked, gently tugging on the hair, making you yelp, “it’s fucking hot.”

A moan left your mouth before you could reply when Osamu ran his tongue up your slit. He alternated between fucking your hole with his tongue and teasing your clit. You felt the coil in your stomach begin to tighten. You let out unabashed moans as Osamu brought you closer and closer to your climax.

You bucked into his face, finally brought over the edge, you buried your hands in his hair as you let out a moan, borderlining a whine. He groaned at the feeling of you pushing your cunt into his face, and the burning of his scalp where your hands had found refuge.

Osamu got up from the floor, his joints a bit stiff from the kneeling position. He straddled you so his cock was over your face, his balls grazing your chin slightly.

“Look how hard I am, just from eating you out,” he said, languidly stroking his cock. “Open your mouth pretty girl.”

You obeyed, opening your mouth as wide as you could, looking at Osamu eagerly. He gave a few shallow thrusts into your mouth before gradually increasing his pace. He loved you like this, so compliant beneath him, letting him defile your mouth to his liking. He moaned at the feeling of his cock hitting the back of your throat, causing you to tear up. He watched your face with hunger as the tears welled up in the corners of your eyes before falling down the sides of your face. He would never get tired of you being in tears over his cock.

Osamu forced himself to pull out of your mouth, he didn’t want to cum before being able to fuck your pretty pussy. You gasped for air, letting out a small cough, your jaw was aching, “you okay princess?” Osamu asked.

“Yeah, I’m fine,” you answered, offering him a small smile.

“Alright, just wanted to make sure. Let me know if anything is too much, okay?” You nodded, “okay.”

Osamu teased you, running his cock up and down your slit. “Remember how I said I want ‘tsumu to hear everything?” Osamu asked, brushing a stray piece of hair out of your face, “yeah, why—”

Your words got caught in your throat as Osamu entered you in one, swift thrust. He was relentless, not giving you any time to adjust. He put your leg on his shoulder to fuck you deeper, “who fucks you this good?” He grunted out.

“Y- you ‘samu!” You cried out, “you’re the only one!”

Each thrust jostled your body, making your mind increasingly hazy with euphoria. His cock rubbed that spot inside of you so perfectly, you had no clue how much longer you could last.

Osamu slapped the outside of your thigh harshly, making you moan, “I’m pretty sure I told you I wanted ‘tsumu to hear you, little girl,” he said, gritting his teeth at the feeling of your cunt squeezing him.

You moaned at a particularly hard thrust, “louder.”

Another thrust.

“Louder.”

You cried out, “‘s- samu! Please! Just like that! Fuck, please, please! I’m cumming!”

He knew he was done for. He groaned at the feeling of your cunt gushing around him, he fucked your overstimulated cunt until the coil in his stomach snapped, he stilled inside of you, filling you with his hot cum.

The room was silent, save for the sounds of panting and Osamu’s phone dinging with incoming text messages.

Atsumu: you two need to shut the fuck up

Atsumu: so damn loud

Atsumu: you two are disgusting

You laughed as Osamu read the messages to you.

“So I guess I did well in being loud?” You asked. He kissed your cheek, “sure did princess. But I’m gonna need you to do one more thing for me.”

He slowly pulled out of you, “don’t let any of my cum leak out,” he said, grabbing your clothes, “I want you to get dressed, and keep my cum inside of you while we eat dinner.”

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[lazywonderlvnd]

Imagine Harry learning to play the guitar after the war and Draco finds out when they start dating and is obv a slut for it. Anyway what I'm here to beg for is sexy-guitar-player-Harry smut please and thank

first of all nonners I’m so sorry this took me lit rally 59 years to answer!!!! when I saw it in my inbox last week I was abt to answer n be like yes. this. And then realized it needed to be written and got sidetracked w the first himbo harry installment but here it is now and let me just SAY this trope is my new FAVORITE thing in the world oh my goddddd when I tell u the way I’ve been yelling to glows and cielia abt it 👁👄👁

highly recommend listening to wonderwall when it comes up to Complete the Experience. hope u enjoy ❤️

“I’m sorry, he what?”

“Yeah, he’s really good,” said Weasley. He nodded towards the acoustic guitar hanging on the wall; Draco had taken notice of it the first time he’d seen Harry’s flat but never paid it much mind after that, taking it for decoration, or perhaps an unused gift. “He’ll play if you ask him. He doesn’t like showing off.”

“Which is silly,” Granger said, rolling her eyes. “I’ve told him, just because he’s good at it doesn’t make it showing off. I wish he’d play for people more often.”

“He has literally never mentioned this to me.” He felt utterly stunned and completely cheated. He tried to picture it and couldn’t. “How long’s he been playing?”

“Picked it up after the war. It was kind of funny, actually  --” Weasley started saying, but Harry came back into the room -- still pulling his shirt on -- and he broke off, giving Draco a significant look that told him to bring it up.

“Harry,” said Draco imperiously, to which he received two raised eyebrows as Harry fell into his favourite armchair and pushed a hand through his still-damp curls. Draco matched his expression and glanced at the guitar. Harry followed his gaze, looking genuinely confused.

“What, what is it?”

“When were you going to tell me you play?”

“What, guitar?”

“Yes, guitar.”

He shrugged and grabbed for one of the beers on the table, wandlessly magicking the cap off. “I dunno. When it came up, I guess.”

“The way your friends tell it you’re quite good.”

Harry gave Weasley and then Granger a sour look; both of them gave it right back to him, which was, admittedly, amusing.

“I can play all right,” he said vaguely, and took a swig of his drink. It did make some sort of sense, now Draco thought about it -- the tips of Harry’s fingers were far, far too calloused to have been just from casual Quidditch and Auror training. 

“You know, Harry, it actually comes off as more pretentious when you act like this,” said Granger. Weasley snorted. Harry glared at her. “Just play for him, won’t you? And us too -- it’s been ages.”

“Yeah, what’s that Muggle song you play sometimes that I like?” said Weasley.

“I dunno, I’ve played a lot of Muggle songs.”

“He means Wonderwall, Harry,” said Granger, grinning. Harry finally smiled too, and although their little Muggle joke was lost on Weasley and himself he was glad to see that it had apparently been the prodding Harry needed to give in. He set his beer back down and went to get the guitar; something about the way he threw the thin and fraying strap over his head, the way his hands went effortlessly to their places, was unexpectedly attractive. The left one curled easily around the neck of the instrument, heavily-roughened fingers finding their odd positions on the strings, something Draco had always thought looked very painful.

He plucked a few chords and then began fiddling with the knobs at the head of the guitar, tuning it in what was clearly the Muggle fashion, which against his will left Draco completely fascinated. Having no musical inclination himself, he could make nothing of the process except that Harry apparently heard the discordant notes in there well enough to be able to fix them, and finally when he brought his thumb down across all six strings it sounded as sweet and clear as if it had been done by magic.

“Course he likes Wonderwall,” Harry said to Granger even as he began playing, fingers shifting and moving and contorting to create the notes while he strummed softly, effortlessly, and the music crawled over Draco’s skin and inside of him. “I remember Dudley listening to it, like, what … summer before sixth year? On the radio constantly.”

“Sounds about right,” said Granger. 

 Draco had stopped paying attention to what they were saying, though. Either because the music itself had something haunting about its melody or because it was Harry playing it, or perhaps a combination of both, Draco felt a pit of emotion form in his chest to round off the edges of his growing arousal.

And then he started singing, and Draco swallowed very hard. Granger dropped a head onto Weasley’s shoulder and watched with a tender expression, Weasley similarly enamored. Harry had his eyes on his hands for the most part, closing them a few times throughout, looking as comfortable now as he did on a broomstick.

Only three months of official dating had not prepared Draco for the flood of emotions he now felt, yet the most pressing matter had become the semi trapped uncomfortably in his trousers. He wanted those talented fingers in his mouth, to feel the callouses on his tongue and taste Harry on them; he wanted to feel them on the sensitive skin of his inner thighs and hip bones, to have them buried so deeply in his arse that he forgot where he ended and Harry began. 

Of course, he had to keep this to himself for the next hour, until he was able to get Granger and Weasley out of the flat. And once he did, he didn’t bother dragging Harry to his bedroom -- Draco pushed him up against the front door that had just closed behind his friends and hauled him into a kiss that he felt Harry grinning into.

“I thought you seemed tetchy,” he muttered, hands dropping to Draco’s hips. “Oasis really does it for you, huh?”

“What the hell is oasis?”

“The band who does the song.”

“Yeah, I don’t think it’s the band who does it for me.” He kissed Harry again, maybe a little too hungrily, and dug a fist into his side when he started laughing. “Shut up, why the hell didn’t you ever tell me you played?”

Harry pulled his head back, looking at Draco with an arched brow and an infuriating smirk. 

“What do you mean, ever? We’ve only been together three months, it didn’t come up.”

“God,” Draco muttered, and now he reached down and pressed his palm against Harry’s cock, pleased to feel how hard he was in spite of his ruthless teasing. “You’re so annoying.”

“Well if I’d known how randy it would make you I might’ve played for you a long time ago.”

Having had quite enough of Harry’s particularly sarcastic brand of wit, he ignored this last and reached for one of his hands, removing it from his own hip and bringing it to his lips. It was extremely satisfying to watch the smirk disappear from Harry’s face when he sucked one of his fingers into his mouth. 

“Bit fetish-y, isn’t this?” Harry said breathily, eyes wide as he watched, looking half amused and half awed. In retaliation, Draco took another finger into his mouth and slid his tongue between them, tasting soap and salt, feeling the callouses on the tips of his fingers and letting that sensation grip his insides like an iron fist. “Jesus Christ,” Harry groaned; his free hand went to Draco’s jaw, holding him steady, and with a truly outstanding audacity began fucking Draco’s mouth with his fingers.

They dipped bluntly past his uvula, scraping the back of his throat so he gagged around their intrusion. Saliva built with an excessive speed that had it drooling out of the corners of his lips and coating Harry’s knuckles. Draco closed his eyes and let it happen, opening his throat against the relentless assault and curling his hands in Harry’s shirt just to steady himself. 

They were gone too soon and Harry’s mouth replaced them, much gentler but still with a tangible sense of urgency about it.

When he broke away, he said against Draco’s lips, “Like my fingers, do you?”

Draco merely nodded, feeling their wetness against his cheek. 

“Then turn around,” said Harry, “and I’ll fuck you with them.”

Draco let out a soft, embarrassing whimper and let Harry spin them around and press him against the door, cheek-first. He undid his flies himself and Harry tugged them down his legs and off his feet, allowing Draco to spread them slightly. Harry’s fingers were there immediately, sliding slick between his cheeks and over his hole. The memory of Harry’s hands on the guitar was still so fresh, his fingers changing chords effortlessly, sacrificing them to blisters and callouses and roughened skin for the music they created, and Draco closed his eyes against a fresh wave of arousal and another pang of emotion.

“You really are incredible,” said Draco, biting back a moan as two of those dexterous fingers slipped inside of him. Harry fucked him with them slowly, carefully, seeking out his prostate and angling for it each time once he’d found it. Draco turned his face to press his forehead against the door, eyes still closed, nails scraping wood. “And I like that song.”

“It’s a good one,” Harry agreed. His hot breath caressed the back of Draco’s neck, fingers pumping, his other hand back at Draco’s waist. “I have a million more I’d love to show you.”

Draco didn’t bother trying to find his voice again: instead he pushed back against Harry’s driving fingers, everything that wasn’t the relentless stabbing against his prostate driven from his mind. His neglected cock slapped against the door with every thrust, the red and irritated head dripping pre-come against the wood. Only half conscious of the decision to do so, he wrapped his hand around it and pulled and squeezed and zeroed in on the bursts of pleasure radiating outwards from inside his body until it all spilled over and he came in great pulses, gasping for breath while Harry kept at it. 

The fingers slowed as he reached his peak and began coming down but they didn’t stop, nor was his prostate given much of a break. Harry reinforced his grip on Draco’s waist and kept pumping, a steadier rhythm that nevertheless rubbed and prodded at that little bundle, making his nerves tingle and fizzle and scream out their overstimulation.

“Harry,” he said weakly, knees buckling. “Please …”

It could have been comical the way Harry followed his movement as he slid down the door to the ground, except it wasn’t. It was infuriating, actually, and felt at once like more than he could possibly handle and exactly what he needed. His forehead and his hands went back to the wood, bracing himself as Harry, kneeling behind him, continued fucking his beautiful, merciless fingers and stimulating Draco’s overworked prostate. 

He pushed a third one in alongside the other two and Draco was shocked to feel a hot tear leak out of the corner of his eye. Harry crooked them expertly, with all the confidence and surety of someone who had done this a million times, could do it in their sleep, as if it was not the guitar strings but Draco’s body he was strumming now, an instrument fine-tuned to his own particular cadence and rhythm, which he and no one else could play quite right.

Lips parted, hot breath echoing off the door and back into his face, Draco allowed himself to be taken apart with the same ferocious intensity he’d seen Harry use on the guitar. Each stroke brought him back to full hardness, each stab against his prostate made his nerves sing a tormented chorus, drowning out the pain of the wooden floor against his bare knees. 

“Shit,” Draco choked out, “I’m gonna come again …”

“Well that’s the idea,” said Harry. His voice was full of that same witty and well-meaning sarcasm Draco liked so much, even when it made him feel like punching him. Snatches of the song came back to him, Harry’s voice when he sang it, the expert shifting of his fingers where they pressed and plucked at the strings like he was making love to them. It was all so very much. 

He came a second time without even bothering to touch his cock, because he just didn’t fucking need it. His body thrummed and vibrated like a snapped rubber band while Harry coaxed him along his high and back down again. When he finally pulled his fingers out he leant forward over Draco’s back and kissed the side of his neck, then the corner of his jaw. 

“You know you make much lovelier sounds than the guitar, just so we’re clear,” he said, and Draco, with what strength he had left, shoved Harry and watched him fall sideways laughing. 

[shadyteacup]

Hi, I really have no clue how to puts words on my thoughts so ig I shall start by apologising I kinda have nobody to talk, I've read your writings for a while now and I always love them so it kinda ended up like a safe place even if that may sounds weird? I've been feeling really down, idk since when maybe 5 or 6 months or even more I don't really realise. My mind has been sm of a mess I don't know how to deal with it anymore I worry over deaths of beloved, insecurities, weird dreams or disturbing thoughts, studies, future and relationships or just interaction with others. I've always had to bottle up those feeling and this issues bc my parents(I'm a minor) always said seeing a psy was for weak or crazy people (ngl I wanted to punch them) so I didn't get any help. The only thing I'm holding to stay sain all seem to fly away, I can't get rid of the past and I'm scared of the future, where everyone would be deconnected and nothing would be real anymore. I know that's dumb and childish to worry over such things and it's like I keep walking to a wall my mind created and then one day I'll crash into it, lost the person I love the most, I will be all alone forever and nothing could fill me. Idk how to talk to other too, I end up cracking some jokes and make fun of what scares me bc i'm afraid of their reaction, they're gonna laugh at me and distanciate from me and I'll be all alone bc socialising with other hard .I've seriously asked myself if I should end my days, thinking it would be the only way to put my mind at ease, to fully relax and don't worry over a single thing. I want to see again those I've loved and still love. If I care for the whole world why don't anybody look up for me? I'm a coward so I can't even handle this by myself and take a decision alone but I acknowledge that so I'm not even ashamed anymore. There again I sincerely apologise for venting to u about my whole issues and on heavy subjects with a poor English and sm mistakes that I would feel ashamed to read what I just wrote.

At least I wish you a good day/night, that everything goes well for u and by the occasion I wanted to tell you how i love your writings and your blog is really amazing for me <3

Hi

I know I took long to answer this, and by now you've probably given up any hopes of getting an answer back

But it took so long because I was going through this too, and every time I tried answering, it ended up triggering me.

There was a time when I was suicidal myself.. idk if I should call it that, because I never acted on it, but yes, constant thoughts of wanting to off myself did flood my mind back then.

In fact, I felt that way exactly during the time period of receiving this ask, making it rlly hard for me to help u..

uk, in Hinduism, there's a saying that goes, "if you want to help others with something, practise it yourself first"

There's a whole story about how this God, who loved eating malai/makhan (sort of like cream, made from milk- but that's not the point), was approached by a mother, who asked him to help her son quit his own malai addiction. She wanted him to do something about her son's addiction. So He asked her to give him 10 days to solve the problem.

After said time, He came back to the duo, and simply said, "Stop eating so much malai, son, its not good for your health." to the son.

You know why He took 10 days? He tried to end his own addiction, first. Because in order to help others, you must help yourself first.

And, unfortunately, my 10 days aren't over yet. But every time I come across your ask in my inbox, I yearn to be able to do something about it. Because I want to help you, but im not qualified to do so.

Just remember that there are other people going through what you have gone through/ are going through, and that you are not alone.

Yes, maybe talking to a therapist might help you, but if your parents aren't allowing you to do so (ik, adults can be dumb about such things), search for therapists online. Im sure there are free consultations available online. Or even better, if your educational institute provides a student section, you can talk to them. I'm pretty sure most of the institutes today have a psy available for students to talk to. Make the most of it!

As for the suicidal thoughts, remember how valuable you are. Your life isn't a fickle thing to give up on so easily. In the end, you are your own strength and best friend. Talk to yourself, be kind to yourself, and most importantly, be truthful.

Wanna know how I overcame my intrusive thoughts? I talked to myself. Literally, I sat in front of a mirror and talked. At first, it felt a little weird, but you know, after a while, I found comfort in that. I became my own therapist, and helped myself out of it. This was tough, since due to the pandemic, everyone from my family was home, but I still managed to lock myself away in my room for some time. And I used to whisper, or talk softly so as to not let anyone know what im doing.

u n I were going through the same thing, but I hope its all in the past for you<3

again, im truly sorry that I couldn't muster up the courage to answer this earlier, and I hope this helps you.

and remember, I care about you, n so do your parents. they might say no to a therapist, but they care about you, and love you. You never know, maybe they themselves went though something similar earlier in their lives, but didn't know how to vent it out. Parent are sometimes grown ups who don't know how to perfectly handle a situation, so they do/say what they have been taught to do/say in such situations. Society can make seeking therapy a taboo, or a big deal, and maybe they don't know how to see beyond that. Don't hate them for it, but do remember to never make the same mistake when you grow up... I really do care for u, n truly love you, so pls, take care of urself

[showf4lls]

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hey everyone! sorry i’ve completely fallen off the face of the earth, i promise it wasn’t intentional! this summer totally whooped my ass; i thought i would have a lot of free time but i ended up working 2 jobs and also putting my heart and soul into 3 big projects i’m working on. while i wanted to log on and tell you guys that i’m gonna try and be active as much as i can during the school year, i also wanted to let you guys know how i’m gonna be changing things around here (under the cut)!

I. first off, i’m probably gonna clear out my inbox. not because of anything bad! but mostly just because i’ve gotten so many asks while i’ve been away. that being said, if you have a request that you’d like to send again, go for it! i’ll make sure to read everything i’ve been sent, but unless you’re one of my long-time mutuals, i probably won’t respond.

II. second, i’m going to be changing the way i do milestone events. while i love getting interaction from you guys, it does get a little overwhelming. this blog blew up way faster than i anticipated it would [over 300 followers in the span of 6 months, which doesn’t sound crazy but i’m used to slow growth lol]. so, what does this mean for milestone events? i’m mostly planning on doing events every 500 follower milestone [i.e. 500 followers, 1k, 1.5k, etc.]. of course i’ll be sure to say thank you every time i hit a big 100! but i don’t be doing events for every 100 follower milestone i end up hitting.

III. i’m also going to be changing the way i do requests. i will continue to write for anyone on my list as long as it doesn’t break any boundaries! but i’m not going to promise to fulfill any requests unless i have actual inspiration to write them. this is kind of the reason i fell off in the first place, if i’m being honest. i was getting absolutely flooded with requests and i had just hit like 200 followers (?) so i was doing an event as well. i would wake up to 10 new requests and, honestly, it was pretty overwhelming. writing felt more like a job than a fun hobby i would do in my spare time, so i ended up quitting writing altogether for a few months. i holed up with just my close friends on discord and read loads of fanfiction for like 2 or 3 months. then i started on my personal projects: a 32-part series, a 2-part screenplay, and a 6-installment novel series. and it was definitely an experience that i don’t regret having, but i would rather not go through all the stress again. that being said, you’re welcome to submit any requests that you want [as long as they don’t break any boundaries and the person you’re asking for is on my list]. i DO NOT promise to fulfill any of these requests unless i specifically accept them. you can check for this on my pending page; any fics under “accepted fics” are sitting in my drafts, and any fics under “back burner” are requests that i have received but not accepted yet.

IV. all of my mutuals are 110% allowed to send me or tag me in ask games! they’re so much fun and i honestly feel so flattered whenever i get tagged or get a cute ask game in my inbox! though, from now on, i will be reblogging with my responses on my side dsmp blog @quackitee ! it’s nothing personal or anything bad, i just don’t want my main writing blog to get clogged up with posts that aren’t relevant.

i hope everyone understands! thank you for reading and sorry for the text well!! i love you all lots and i’m very excited to be back!

[bibbykins]

Hi! I have your notifs on cause I love your writing and have been reading your work for quite some time haven't been in the headspace to interact with anybody even though I want to but still wanted to read what you put out cause you're really talented and then I saw that ask first of all let me just it was very valid for you to answer something like that the way you did that was too much personal information that should've never been shared on the internet especially to someone that does not deserve that type of information the way you handled it was very graceful every form of media is fiction and should never be taken into practice in real life no matter the genre fiction is fiction that's it.

I also felt kinda sad that you had to be subjected to that so this is a fair warning I'm gonna spam your inbox when I'm free later with all that I wanted to say about everything that I've read from you but was not feeling upto saying I apologize in advance for clogging you ask box but hey you wrote such amazing what I can do🤷🏾‍♀️🤷🏾‍♀️

Hi! Thank you for having my post notifs on, that puts a smile on my face! Also I'll never look down on anyone who just dont want to interact, it happens sometimes and you come first!

I was really worried answering that ask would open the flood gates for hate especially because I was so frazzled typing it, but I've received support and lots of love which means so so much to me. I also felt I should just shut those kinds of asks down before they continue and make my stance on that kind of behavior crytal clear.

It was... certainly one hell of way to start the morning, that's for sure. It was like 6am when I read it and it took me an hour to decide I would respond and it was just... a lot. Like, I have followers whontalk anout their personal life and sex/kinks which is totally fine ofc I love the sleepover vibes and we're all adults here but dumping abuse anecdotes with children involved does not serve fun sleepover vibes.

Alsooo, I will look forward to your spam!! No need to apologize for giving me what I love! Thank you again for being so kind💗💗