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New Beginnings - Bill Hader x f Reader

Part 2

Warnings - alcohol, language, fluff

Word Count: 2.6 k

I want to take things slow with this story. Again, HE IS NOT MARRIED IN THIS DIMENSION LMAO

Part 1

MASTERLIST

. . .

You woke up to the mind-numbing sound of your alarm clock. You quickly turned to your side to hit the "OFF" button, rubbed your eyes, and continued to lay in bed - enjoying the silence while you could. You stared at the red, bold, electric numbers that read "7:00 a.m". You continued laying there... dreading to get up until your morning grog began to fade and you remembered the night you had before.

Suddenly you got butterflies in your stomach and felt excitement that you had not felt in many years. The adrenaline that rushed through your body as you remembered spending time with Bill last night was enough energy for you to pull yourself out of bed and prepare for the long awaited Tuesday at the studio.

You knew today was going to be an extremely long day but instead of looking at it in a stressful manner, you were excited to spend hours on end with Bill. He made you feel giddy like a teenager again. He made you feel as though love wasn't an unnerving thing anymore. But you had to snap yourself out of a daydream - this was only your second day working at SNL and you didn't want the quick feelings of lust to get in the way of your success and professionalism.

. . .

You quickly showered, made your coffee, packed your book bag and made your way to the studio. Unlike yesterday, when you were met with the chaos after exiting the elevator, you didn't feel the same. Sure, you were still slightly overwhelmed but you knew where to head. You made your way to John's office and lightly knocked before opening the door. As you walk in John and Bill were sitting beside each other messing around while filling the room with laughter.

When they noticed you had entered the room they both lit up even more, "Y/N!" Bill exclaimed with a wide smile shining across his face. He quickly got up and did a little jog over to you followed by a big, warm embrace. Oh my god. You really felt like you belonged with these two which made this job even more unimaginable. John gave you a playful look after Bill set you down, "Well hello there Y/N, excited for your first day of writing?".

The three of you worked together throughout the day, picking away at details in the sketch while making sure you explored any possible joke for the piece. Stefon had already be on air a handful of times so the story line was quite developed before you joined. The three of you decided that this episode would be Valentines Day related as the 14th of February was coming up on Monday.

You managed to come up with a bit where Bill would do an impression of a coked up gremlin. You weren't sure where it really came from; maybe it was from watching Pulp Fiction recently? Bill and John absolutely loved it though, and you finally became comfortable with the writing process at SNL.

The day lasted as long as you had expected. You were introduced to Fred when he popped in and offered to pick up dinner for the three of you. You finalized the writing and headed home for the night. Bill pulled you to the side just before you left the office, "Y/N, would you uh- mind maybe giving me your uh- number? Just in case, ya know?" he said in a nervous tone while rubbing the back of his neck. "Yeah, of course." you gave bill a gentle smile while you took his phone and entered your number. He sent you a text to make sure everything was right,

bill: this is william! ;)

You giggled and said goodbye to Bill. On your way home you received yet another text from him,

bill: it was really awesome working with you today. I can't wait for rehearsals. I have some anxiety when it comes to being on live TV so i'm hoping you being there will help ;)

Yet again you got goosebumps across your whole body. This man had a fucking hold on you like no other person. You were trying so hard to not let this interfere with work, but you were unsure of how long you could hold you feelings back. And little did you know, Bill felt the same way.

. . .

Saturday night quickly crept up behind you and sooner than later you were prepping for your first live show. The anxiety that had left you throughout the week reappeared in your mind; slowly picking away at your every thought. You couldn't comprehend how the actors were feeling in that moment; being on live TV seemed terrifying to you and you just hoped no one would ever pitch the idea of you taking part in a sketch. Sweat was beginning to accumulate on your temple, and your eyes darted around the room. You were hopeful for the Stefon appearance tonight - you, Bill and John seemed really confident that it would get a good laugh from the crowd.

As you watched the crew assemble the opening set you caught Bill walking up to you out of the corner of your eye, "Well hey there Hader! Excited?" you said as you glanced at him with a cheerful look. But to your surprise you could tell Bill was not in his usual state. His eyes shone a worried look and his face showed he was in distress.

"Y/N, I'm freaking out. I thought I was going to have my anxiety under control tonight but I'm so nervous. I mean... you're watching, and I feel so much pressure when I do Stefon, and I've just got a lot on my mind tonight-", Bill kept rambling on when you stopped him, "Bill, why are you nervous that i'm here?", quickly Bills worried look turned into a flustered look as his cheeks became rosy, "I-uh, I just want to make sure I do a good job in front of you, ya know? and make sure I tell the awesome jokes you wrote the best I can.."

You reached up and softly touched Bills shoulder, "don't worry Hader, you're going to do great and I'm going to be right here cheering you on". The tenseness in Bills body relaxed and he took a deep breath, "Thank you, Y/N. I really appreciate you" he said and leaned in to give you a loving hug.

Keep your shit together Y/N. Keep your cool!

. . .

You proudly watched Bill while you stood with John. You could hear John almost deviously laughing as you glanced over to him; he was changing the upcoming cue card spontaneously, "John? What the hell are you doing?" You said with concern, as you knew Bill was already feeling anxious. John let you know that sometimes he would change the cue cards last minute to make Hader break. And to your amazement Bill broke in the most perfect way; the crowd fell into a fit of laughter.

As soon as Bill was finished on stage he ran right to you and engulfed you in his arms, "Seeing you laugh throughout the sketch made me get through it" he whispered into your ear. At first you body stiffened, but when you heard those words come out of Bill's mouth you felt your body melt and you became comfortable in his arms. You tightened your grip around bills waist, "I am so glad, Hader". The two of you stood like that until you noticed the crew were giving you looks, so Bill went on his way to get out of costume.

I literally cannot hold back these feelings anymore. I would be crazy to not tell him how I feel. That hug? What he said? There's no way he doesn't feel the same... Valentine's day is coming up, would it be too corny for me to tell him?

. . .

As the ending credits were rolling, you watched the cast wave goodbye on the stage. In the past few days you had managed to make friends with more of the cast. Someone you had an instant connection with was Kristen. She approached you right after the end of the show, "So we're all going out to the bar afterwards," but she was cut off by Bill and John walking up to the two of you. "Well I guess you two can be invited tonight also; we're all gonna go out for some drinks at that one bar around the corner."

You noticed John nudged Bill and the two of them look at each other for a second, "Yeah i'll join!" said John, "I think i'm going to pass tonight, just feeling a bit tired", Bill followed with. You were disappointed but you couldn't show your feelings. You said goodbye to Bill and made your way out of the building with Kristen.

What does that mean?

. . .

The bar was far nicer than any bar you had gone to before, even the ones you had performed stand up in. You were excited to spend some time with the team outside of the studio. Things were always so overwhelming and time crunched at work that it truly didn't allow you to get to know each other better. Kristen proceeded to order the group a round of shots and you ordered your favourite drink.

You were genuinely looking forward to celebrating tonight; you were surrounded by people who wanted the same thing out of life as yourself, people who were loving, people who were supportive. "You've already been such a great addition to the team, Y/N!" exclaimed Kristen, "Cheers!". The group of you took your shots and you began to celebrate the night.

After a possible few to many drinks, you checked your phone; the clock read "2:43 am". Oh my god, how is it so late already? You looked around the table at your team members... John was chatting with Fred and Seth about something that happened backstage earlier, while Kristen, Andy and Keanan had their own conversation going as well. You had your head propped on your hand as you leaned on the table. The bar was still surprisingly loud for the time it was. You were unsure of whether or not you wanted to stay.

When suddenly an idea popped into your head. Maybe not a great idea, but it was something your drunken mind was wanting to do; you took out your phone and pulled up Bill's contact...

Y/N: hey hader, I don't know if you're up still but could you come grab me from the bar?

You sat nervously waiting for his response. In the meantime you got your bill and paid for your drinks. Kristen noticed you gathering your things, "You heading out soon hun?" You smiled at her, "Yeah, i'm pretty tired and I want to take advantage of the day off tomorrow". You gave a few of your castmates a hug goodbye and made your way to the exit.

As you were nearing the door you felt a vibration in your pocket. When you pulled out your phone you saw that Bill was calling you,

"Y/N, where are you at right now? Are you ok?"

You could tell he was concerned.

"Everything is fine Bill, I was just hoping you could maybe pick me up from the bar? I don't want to walk home and I didn't really get the chance to talk to you after the show today. I know it's late and this might be really stupid but oh well! I am already on the phone with you.."

There was a nervousness to your voice, but you didn't hold back.

"I'll be there in 15"

. . .

You waited anxiously outside. You didn't want to go back into the bar, fearing that everyone would be confused as to why you were coming back. All of a sudden you saw a car pull up; the passenger window rolled down and you were met with Bill's handsome face, "C'mon get in! You look freezing!". He was right - the rigid temperature of the New York winter was slicing against your skin. You were looking forward to the warmth of Bill's car, and his presence.

The second you sat down in Bill's car the words starting rushing out of your mouth, "Bill, I like you. I like you more than friends. I know we barely know each other but I feel so connected to you already. And the hug you gave me after you got off stage just felt so right. I know you probably think i'm crazy but I had to get this off my chest," you said switching between looking forward and looking at him.

Bill sat there in shock without saying anything, which made you worried about being so honest with him. Finally he snapped out of his daze, "I- I like you too, Y/N. Right from the moment I met you. The way your eyes sparkle, the way you laugh at every joke I make even if it sounds stupid. You are everything I could ask for."

You leaned in to kiss Bill and as your lips connected you felt you world explode. His hands slowly made their way to your face, gently cupping your cheeks while tracing patterns. The both of you soaked in the moment. Bill pulled away keeping his one had on your face, "Would you like me to drop you off at home? Or would you maybe want to come stay at mine?"

You had to think for a second, but at this point you just wanted to be wrapped in his arms underneath a warm blanket, "I'd love to come stay at yours".

The two of you made your way to Bills. He kept his arm wrapped around you as you made your way to his apartment door. You sat down your book bag as you entered, already feeling comfortable. "Make yourself at home." Bill said to you with a warm smile, "Follow me". He lead you to his bedroom where he grabbed a t-shirt of his as well as some sweatpants.

You sat on the bed rubbing your temples; the alcohol was beginning to catch up to you and you felt a migraine coming on. Bill noticed, "Let me grab you some water and some advil. Here, put these on and get comfortable in bed." He left the room and came back a few minutes later with a cup of cold water and some advil.

Bill's heart fluttered when he saw you bundled up in his clothes, sat on his bed with your knees pulled to your chest. She's so beautiful. He knew from the second that you called him earlier that something would happen tonight. He wasn't quite sure what, but he was so thankful his phone woke him up. His love was already growing for you and he was glad he could take care of you.

You took the advil and drank some water while Bill undressed himself and got comfortable. He turned the TV on and crawled into bed next to you. He extended his arm towards you - motioning for you to cuddle into him. And there you were, laying in Bill Hader's arms. You could hear his heartbeat and feel his warmth, "Thanks Hader" you said as you kissed him on the cheek. Before you could say anything else your body became heavy and you quickly drifted off to sleep.

Bill looked down to see you gracefully asleep on his chest. He smiled and placed a kiss on the top of your head. He continued to watch TV until he drifted off to sleep as well.

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missbabyjay · 2 years ago

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New Beginnings - Bill Hader x f Reader

Part 3

Warnings - Language, alcohol, fluff

Word Count: 2 K

Part 1 | Part 2

MASTERLIST

. . .

You were awoken by the glistening early morning sunshine as it beat down on you through the unclothed window. "Where the hell am I?" you questioned to yourself, as the pounding headache suddenly washed over you. All at once you clicked in to reality as you felt a heavy weight shift behind you and an elongated arm drape over your waist.

You had completely forgotten about the previous night; memories washed over with drunkeness. You had poured out your heart to Bill and to your amazement he felt the same way.

You turned over so that you were face to face with Bill. Your hurried movements causing Bill to grunt, bringing his hands to rub his groggy morning eyes - not what you had planned. You wanted him to stay in his slumber; leaving you a few moments just to soak in his face... his sharp stubbled chin, the way his mouth stayed slightly open as he breathed deeply. You loved the way he slept so peacefully and beautifully.

"Y/N" he quietly murmured as he slowly opened his eyes; clearly struggling with the same rays of sunshine that awoke you from your comfortable sleep. He placed his hand on your cheek, gently using his thumb to rub your soft skin. You both just looked at each other for a few seconds, basking in the moment, "How are you feeling love?" he asked with a concerned look.

You sighed, filled with relief but also tiredness. You honestly weren't sure what his reaction would be to you, in his bed, face to face with him. But your head was throbbing, and you felt the weight of your hangover weakening your body more and more every continuing minute you were awake, "I could say i've been better, but I'm laying here next to you and I'm not sure if there's anything better than that" you winked at him, followed with a giggle. Bill chuckled and pulled you into his chest, slowly rubbing your shoulder blade, trailing down to your back where he gentle tickled your skin - leaving you with goosebumps. He placed a sweet kiss on top of your head before separating from you, "Give me a few minutes, I'll be back!"

Bill proceeded to roll to the side of the bed, throwing his legs over the edge while scratching at his hair before he got up. You stared at him in amazement, feeling like a kid in a candy store - leaving you to blush like crazy. Before he exited the room he briefly turned around and flashed you a cheeky smile, making you melt into the bed.

You flopped onto your back, taking in a deep breath while reveling in the comfort of his bed. His scent latched onto the comforter and pillows. You were still struggling to wrap your head around the fact that you woke up in Bill's bed. You slowly felt your eyes becoming heavy once again, the intoxication of your hangover washing your body into a tired and frozen state.

. . .

He couldn't believe what occured last night. He had just hoped that she wouldn't regret it in the morning and thanks to his luck she did not. He hated seeing her feeling so unwell, any moment she wasn't smiling was one of his worst nightmares. He always felt the need to make her happy... to make her laugh.

After he got out of bed he turned to smile to Y/N before he left the room, she gave a small smile in return. It gave him butterflies in his stomach.

Bill figured she would fall back asleep, considering it was only 8 a.m and by time they had returned from the bar last night it was nearly 4 am.

He brewed some coffee for himself, knowing he wouldn't be falling back asleep. After he prepared his cup of caffeine he peeked his head in to see Y/N fast asleep - sprawled out across his bad. He giggled to himself, thinking about how cute she looked.

He made his way to his living room where he set up base on his couch and popped on an older episode of Snapped and began to enjoy his morning coffee. He shot John a text,

bill: dude, you wouldn't even guess what happened last night. Y/N texted me asking if i could pick her up from the bar. She ended up staying the night.

Little did Y/N know, Bill had been discussing with John about how much of a crush he had on her.

mulaney: you dog

Bill laughed looking down at his phone.

A few episodes passed and the clock read 10:22 a.m. Bill figured it would be a good time to check on Y/N. He quietly went into the kitchen where he poured her a glass of water and popped some ice cubes in the cup. He always preferred ice cold water when he was dealing with a hangover, so he hoped his own tricks would help soothe her back to a more comfortable state. He reached in the cabinet where he kept his advil container alongside some vitamins.

He slowly made his way to his bedroom making sure to not let the water spill over the brim of the glass. When he walked into the room Y/N was still cozied into his bed, quietly snoring as she was engulfed in a mountain of pillows. He gently sat down the glass and bottle of advil on his nightstand before cautiously laying next to her on the bed. He stroked her hair and began trailing his fingers along her arm in hopes of gently waking her.

. . .

Your eyes slowly opened and you saw Bill's warm face looking back at you. Your headache still resided in your head, but it was more tolerable than earlier in the morning. "Oh shoot, I fell back asleep didn't I?" you said to bill, briefly propping yourself up on your elbow. You rubbed your eyes as they adjusted to the brightness of the room.

"Here," Bill said as he sat up and reached to his night stand, "I got you some water and a few advil. This should help you". You took the advil from his palm and downed them with some water. The ice cold water hydrated your rather dry throat, giving you some relief. You had never been so thankful for a glass of water before.

"So I don't want to jump to the gun, but last night, I'm so sorry for coming on strong. I had way too much to drink clearly and I don't want you to feel like you have to reciprocate the feelings whatsoever. That would be so -" You were cut off by Bill placing a finger on your lips, suggesting you to stop your sentence. "I feel the same way Y/N. Why wouldn't I?" he said as he placed his hand on yours, "You are so beautiful and your personality is everything I would want in a partner" he smiled at you with love. You grasped at his hand, smiling back.

You grew slightly concerned with how the two of you would go about your relationship. You didn't want to make any bad impressions - you are quite fresh to the team and you weren't sure if there were any ethical issues with you and Bill seeing each other.

"I think I want to keep this on the low for now..." you said to bill with a disappointed look. "It's just, I'm new to the writing team and I don't wanna blow anything for you or me."

Bill nodded in agreement. You could tell he was just as disappointed as yourself, but it was better for the both of you - just for now.

"Hey, maybe it'll be fun keeping it on the low" he joked with a suggestive wink.

He extended his arm and took your glass of water, placing it back on his night stand. He quickly followed by throwing his arms around you, burying you in his love ...and the pillows. The two of you spent some time in bed - caressing each other while exchanging tender, loving kisses. It was nearly lunchtime before you knew it, and your stomach was growling - clearly trying to tell your mind that your body needed some nutrition after the loads of alcohol your consumed the night prior.

"You hungry? I can hear your stomach growling at me" bill said, sending both of you into laughter. "Here, let's order some food... chinese sound good?"

Bill went ahead with ordering, while the two of you propped yourself up on his living room couch. You brought out some of his bedroom pillows as well as his comforter and a few extra blankets to create a comfy and intimate area for the two of you to spend the rest of your lazy Sunday afternoon cuddled up; exactly how you wanted to spend your Sunday.

Bill introduced you to Snapped, as well as some of his other favourite true crime shows. Surprisingly you were quite interested in the shows, but you had to admit you felt a bit odd watching it while indulging in your meal, you just laughed to yourself... he brings out the weird in you.

Sooner or later you would have to leave Bill's, as you both had yet another long week ahead of yourselves. You found it so difficult to leave his embrace; you felt safe and calm when his arms were wrapped around you. You felt like the rest of the world was blurred out... you were so focused on the two of you.

You gathered the very few items you had brought with you in your drunken mess. "Keep the clothes!" he said, smiling as he brought you into a warm embrace. "I hate that we have to hide this" you murmed into his chest. You both sighed, holding each other a bit tighter after you said that.

As you pulled away Bill put his hand on your cheek, "As soon as we have some free time this week we will do something... I promise" he said as he pulled you in for a long and passionate kiss.

You said your goodbyes and made your way out of his apartment complex. You got yourself a taxi and made your way back to your own quiet and lonely apartment - wishing you could have just stayed with Bill.

. . .

"Yet another week." you mumbled to yourself while unlocking your apartment door. Your taxi ride took surprisingly longer than expected... Sunday evening traffic? You dropped your keys on your entry table and kicked off your shoes. You didn't want to take off Bill's clothes but you so desperately needed a shower. You put away your items, tossing the clothes you wore out last night into your laundry hamper.

The hot water felt so good on your body. You stood letting the water beat down, taking deep breaths to clear your mind. Your first week had gone pretty good, but you wanted this week to go even better. You were hoping you would be able to get a sketch in the running this week.

When you got out of the shower you saw a notification on your phone, it was a text from Bill,

bill: today was great. you are so rad. i can't wait to see you tomorrow

You felt the same warmth run through your body that he had been making you feel the entire week beforehand.

y/n: you too hader. thanks for taking care of me today. cant promise you'll get your clothes back tho ;)

You made your way to your desk to do some brainstorming for the meeting tomorrow. You spent a few hours working away before making the executive decision to hit the hay. Sunday was really the only night of the week where you got to determine the amount of sleep you'd get.

And with that you got comfortable and curled up into bed, wishing Bill was with you with his arms wrapped around you. You peacefully fell into a slumber thinking about that sweet man.

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