#I love and loathe this man
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Reading Chapter 27 POV has confirmed that, in an alternate universe When Dain kissed Violet, Xaden left the flight field, drew the blinds closed, sat in his room and listened to “Good Luck, Babe” by Chappell Roan for two days until Garrick dragged him out into the sunlight to prove that Violet really wasn’t that into Dain.
Yes, the song isn’t about a hetero relationship but I feel it in my bones this emotional monster of a man would be screaming “I told you so” under his blankets between tears that the rest of the dorms thinks it’s the ghosts of the former parapet cadets lolol
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Maybe i SHOULD draft out my ‘Clark is a SuperPlant’ propaganda post
#chattin#due to. recent tags that resonated w me#im already someone that loathes the ‘theyre completely alien AND they conveniently look AND function exactly the same as a human’ trope#esp when they have the nerve to make them PROCREATE w humans wo any defects whatsoever#ur lying ur unimaginative u suck !!!!#so my compromise is always like#fine. the point is that they have to blend in very well. i will concede on that front#but god as my witness i will make him so fucked up internally.#u should xray him and see a fucking mess of organs pumping in bizarre places#things that let him see things w a microscopic lens#things that let him exist in a vacuum bc he doesnt need to Breathe#u should get him in a red sun room and realize hes still able to exist unharmed in a vacumm and go hey man. what the fuck .#going to reach max tags bc i never seem to behave myself no matter what im yelling about#i need bruce to sit down and finally read whatever kryptonian text is floating around#and realize clark- despite his mammalian appearance- is far more linked to plants than anything else#a plant w TEETH and EYES and somehow became a predator instead of staying as a plant#HOWWW did u evolve into what u are now? what did ur ancestors look like??? a daisy???#if u look at any kryptonian species youd see that all of them behave like clark- like they all evolved in a similar way#saw a post (i GOTTA find it again) that said that clark is brownskinned which seems a little silly when u compare it to human melanin#but that sunlight makes for a healthy kryptonian and their skin will show it#and paleskinned kryptonians are seeking out more sun and starving for it. like. ouuuu.#i wont add that to my own hcs but its that kinda shit i love sooo much#get so caught up on trying to make him human in ur eyes that u end up misunderstanding him entirely#love him#xenobio#for tagging
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Just in case anyone else needs the wakeup call I did, remember your transition is out of love for who you will become, not loathing for who you are now. Do it out of love. Thank your body for carrying you this far, and shape it into who you will become because you love the person on the other side before they're even here yet.
#i see so much forcemasc thats just “hate the girl become the man”#and it stunted my progress because it became about loathing#i wanted to escape my present more than i wanted to shape my future#and it was harming me#do it for love#for thr love of yourself do it for love#mlm#mlm yearning#forcemasc#trans
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Giggling like a madman and twirling my hair every time Arcade Gannon speaks but immediately shaking my head and sighing exasperatedly afterwards so everybody in the general vicinity knows that I disapprove of his voice actor
#FUCK ZACHARY LEVI#I LOATHE HIS GUTS /srs /neg#love arcade to death though#i'd trust that good-looking doctor to give me my t shots & tend to my wounds as we galavant through the big bad wasteland together any day#would climb that tree of a man like...well a tree#sorry#ARCADE MY BELOVED <3#arcade gannon#arcade fnv#fnv arcade#arcade gannon fnv#fnv arcade gannon#fallout#fallout new vegas#new vegas#fnv#leroy.txt
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contemplating what exactly it was about ford that made bill feel important now
#text#gravity falls#billford#because hes had countless worshippers over the centuries#I wonder what made ford special and what made his 'betrayal' more painful#I have no answers its just interesting to think about#and I love hearing peoples feelings on the complexities of mortal/immortal relationships esp with these freaks#whatever it is I do think if we take some of bills feelings as genuine#despite his proclamations that ford was a pawn and a pet#I think there are enough hints that maybe for the first time he viewed a mortal being on a somewhat equal footing#and maybe thats the distinction#he couldve killed ford easily in the first weirdmaggedon ep especially since in the moment he didnt know he was trapped by the barrier#and yet he doesnt#and when he does unfreeze ford he offers him power and a place at his side#which was primarily a manipulation tactic but man...I dont know#of course its hard to tell with a character like bill what was a lie and what is genuine#thats the whole point#I do think there are real feelings he has but theyre so hidden under irony and self loathing that I dont even know if hes aware of them
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AEW Dynamite | 10.16.24
#AEWedit#AEW Dynamite#Jay White#my gifs#marie#look at this man. look at this wet rat of a man. what is wrong with him (so much. so so much.)#he started laughing and rolling around on the mat after he lost and just.#i've never loved a wrestler more i fear.........................#and the thing is? i never meant to love him this much. i was intrigued by him. and then all this happened.#and now here i am. too deep into a fascinating combination of love and loathing. i could never love anyone else like this.#anyway the deathlock he does is so much to me.
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ThEM
#THEM GUYS#THEM ALWAYS#I need a Maria to fight my self loathing man#I love this scene so much#it’s beyond heart warming sad and beautiful#shadow the hedgehog#dark beginnings#shadow dark beginnings#sonic x shadow generations
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We've seen how confrontational Astrid and Essek become at the mention of Caleb, all the bad blood that still lingers--all the wounds left behind by the Cerberus Assembly that still fester, their warring ideals and beliefs, the immense danger and risk they each pose to one another. To Essek, Astrid and Wulf are forever entangled with the root of Caleb's trauma, inexorably intertwined. And when Astrid ascends to her seat as archmage of the Cerberus Assembly, it only furthers Essek's mistrust and wariness.
And just...thinking of how Kingsley starts flirting with Caleb immediately, falls in love with his dear Magician all over again. Essek who saw all the cruelness of Lucien, and yet is still so taken by the Nein's love for Mollymauk--the soft words of comfort and gentle forehead kiss Caleb gives him.
He's moved to tears by Caleb's own gutting grief, his heartbroken goodbye and loving tenderness. Essek who cries out that, "It's not fair"--how relieved was he, when the tiefling started to stir? When Caleb threw his arms around both Essek and Veth as he looked on at his Circus Man with such warmth and affection--"and watch the others descend on Mollymauk."
Essek and King running into each other over the months, over the years. Essek growing accustomed to the charming rogue's affections, the way Caleb always indulges him. King who never misses the chance to flirt with his Magician, playful and teasing, pretty words and a tender kiss on the forehead. Essek who is startled when Tealeaf starts to treat him the same, throwing his arms around the other wizard and insisting they go out for drinks.
Essek being able to connect with another friend who fell for Caleb, bonding over their mutual affection and ridiculous adventures with the Nein. Essek seeing someone else who loves Caleb--but would never hurt him, someone he trusts and grows to care for. Two of Caleb's partners bonding and becoming close, all three of them building a little life together--
#shadowidomauk#caleb widogast#essek thelyss#mollymauk#kingsley tealeaf#this is inspired by feelings about caleb and his complicated past with his partners and just.#for all that essek and astrid can never trust each other. loath each other#i think itd be sweet if king kept flirting with caleb. pursued those feelings#and essek seeing someone else who fell for caleb that he can trust to protect him. both of them bonding over their magic man--#feelings being so so complicated for essek and yet being so easy for tealeaf who falls in love with whole world--
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Wait how do you see the Parker and Arthur relationship? I assume it’s some sort of love based on your drawings. Are they best friends? Are they best friends who make out? Are they soulmates? I’m just curious as I am unsure about my own opinion on this and wonder what your ideas are while you’re making these drawings. Thanks!
I’m thinking something like private eye partners with benefits. Parker probably caught feelings along the way but he knew Arthur, and was content with what they had.
Ugh they
#I alssooo think they both thought there was no way for them#to go any further than that#like Arthur’s aromatic and self loathing ass didn’t want to lose the semblance of affection he’d gained#because he couldn’t love like others and felt he couldn’t be worthy of that love in the first place#and Parker’s like frankly it is illegal to marry this man so we’re staying friends#who fuck sometimes. most of the time.#ask
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There’s a subset of vocaloid fans I think are really funny because they’ll say “before you talk about miku you need to tell me your five favorite producers who haven’t been featured in a game” & they’ll be saying this sincerely without a trace of irony. It’s hysterical. You’re talking like those gatekeepy nerds condescending to a woman at the bar who’s wearing an AC/DC shirt. Do you think hatsune miku would be proud of you for acting like this bc I don’t think so.
#I’ve been a casual miku enjoyer for like 10 years and I would be hard pressed to do that man. ‘how dare you like popular artists’ that’s#what you sound like. im sorry you’re old and the new younger fans are getting on your nerves but u gotta chill#even funnier when they loathe pjsk meanwhile pjsk got producers out of retirement and so many of them love the game#mine
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The more I go over Rhysand and Tamlin's interactions in the books the more it seems to me that Rhysand acts like Tamlin's scorned ex that can't accept he's moved on from him. Like, not even Feyre thinks so much about him and she's the actual ex, the one Tamlin hurt deeply.
And yet, we have Rhysand going out of his way to torment Tamlin and insert himself in his life when the man doesn't even spare him a thought, as far as we know.
#i now wholeheartedly believe they used to be lovers#feyre is already indifferent to tamlin and doesn't mention him again after#but my god rhysand#the man is obsessed#that level of hatred and persistence can only be motivated by some other strong emotion#either lust or love#so my headcanon is that rhysand is tamlin's bitter ex that still has feelings for him but can't accept it#and loathes the fact that tamlin isn't suffering as much as he does over what they had (what they could've been)#so he makes sure the man doesn't ever forget him and takes his resentment out on him because it's not fair he's the only one still grieving#ops#the best way to make me like rhysand is making him struggle#tamsand#tamlin#pro tamlin#if that wasn't obvious#rhysand#acotar#acotar headcanons#tamlin x rhysand#rhysand x tamlin
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actually obsessed with afo and kudou's dynamic . that panel rlly said kudou symbolically reincarnated just to find afo and kill him this time around llmafoeodkwf just full on hating btwn these two that the universe makes them find eachother again
oh , while we're at it heres some shitposts i did ab them too (theyre so funny istg)
#if yoichi and kudou were love at first sight then afo and kudou are hate at first sight#and i think thats beautiful#just two people who fucking hate eachother nothing more nothing less#the shigaraki twins being interwined w kudou skdkelf#one runs on pure love and devotion#the other is full of loathing and anger#kudou gets both experiences#my hero academia#boku no hero academia#mha all for one#mha afo#all for one#mha kudou#second one for all user#2nd ofa user#2nd one for all user#second ofa user#shitpost#dahlia.txt#oh man i wished i made a joke comic where kudou pulls the 'well im fucking your brother soo' as a comeback to afo everytime he insults him
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The Lang brothers really said: “The Cosmic God of Time and Space, a Eldritch Horror who is fuelled by tormenting people - a being capable of driving his lessers into insanity within seconds and able to trap them into a torturous eternity………is a furry”.
And as iconic as that is….huh?
#Listen I love it when people draw Tinky as the Eldritch horror he is - I already got design ideas for when I eventually do that#but the idea of a fluffy goat with huge floppy ears being the one to trap you in his torture maze is hilarious to me#there comes a time in my life when I need to sit down and reevaluate everything that brought me to this point#drawing furries at 3am while creating a devastatingly accurate Ted playlist on Spotify is one of them#(its got tragedy-brother angst-h*rniness-time travel-religious overtones-yearning-heartbreak-self loathing-spiral into insanity & more)#aka I’m still working on that playlist but man am I cooking hard#anyway how the fuck do you draw goats? I’m giving him sharp teeth I made him look more like a cat…#I love him reguardless#tinky#t’noy karaxis#tinky npmd#tinky starkid#the lords in black#lords in black#nightmare time#starkid nightmare time#nmt#time bastard#starkid time bastard#time bastard nightmare time#the bastards box#team starkid#starkid productions#starkid#starkid fanart#hatchetfield#hatchetverse#hatchetfield universe#fanart#my art
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hey wait listen to me. Consider Grime not knowing Sasha was an Actual Child until after she'd already earned her steel (and done so noticeably younger than your average toadlet did) and thus by toadish traditions was considered ready for adult combat and responsibilities
#TOADBUILDING! not just about the spider cheese! also about the oof ouch angst consequences#of the kind of society i toadbuilt#bañana post#amphibia#i love grime bc he’s both a really good and really flawed parental figure#after he realizes he’s like SHIT OH SHES A TOADLET but by that point he’d be undermining her independence#and even her right to engage in toad duels and lead battles#which isn’t something Sasha would want to walk back on even if she Could in toadish culture#grime feeding into her worst storm of lashing out. not realizing a lot of it is sourced in self loathing: i’m doing so good at this#i’m making up for previous faults and totally not feeding Sasha’s growing collection of Child Soldierisms#which in a way he’s not wrong as much as he is INCREDIBLY WRONG-#he’s trying to teach her how to survive and climb up. especially how to do so as a /toad/.#for as much of ‘as a toad’ can work. since toad and frog culture were ground to dust and left with only fragments after Andrias Legal BS#kind of guy to say to a kid ‘i know it’s hard to kill your first man but it will get easier with time’#and not realize how fucked up that is to say to a kid bc he’s genuinely trying to help#jfc these tags got long sorry. happens when i’m a bit high
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I haven’t said this enough recently but I’d like to take a moment to remind everyone…or idk…whoever sees this post…
That I love Obi-Wan Kenobi.
Thank you.
#that man is a disaster and he is the best#i love him and all his infinite sadness and regret and trauma and heartbreak and failures#and anxieties and worries and self loathing and self doubt#all his hubris and sarcasm and snarkiness and sassiness and flirtiness#and how everyone who meets him either falls in love with and/or wants him dead#i love him for all his negotiating and meditating and nerdiness#i love his ability to befriend everyone he meets and his love of animals and all living things and how hard he tries to hold onto hope#his desperate need to be good enough and his love of adventure and his tendency to get kidnapped and his hatred of flying#and above all i love him for the endless love he carries inside of him#how he fought so hard to never give up on anakin and how he spent the rest of his life watching over his kids#how he learned to be himself again after spending time with a feisty ten year old leia#how he softly cried as qui gon and satine died in his arms and how he refused to be the one to kill anakin#how he saw padme and anakin in their kids and how they reminded him to have faith in whatever remaining good there was left in the galaxy#this man had this insane life and went through so much and somehow never fell to the dark side#even when he and the ones he loved were always at the center of all that damn tragedy#yeah i love obi wan#star wars#obi wan kenobi#the clone wars#a new hope#the phantom menace#attack of the clones#revenge of the sith#obi wan kenobi series#star wars original trilogy#star wars prequel trilogy#kate's post
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If you look closely, Morgott's beard is a peculiar construction somewhere between old man too sad and busy for personal hygiene and neatly trimmed to perfection like he treats himself to a barber's visit twice a week and I think that's beautiful.
#elden ring#morgott the omen king#morgott the grace-given#margit the fell#a world of contradiction on this man's jaws and chin <3#like both is part of his personality#the self-loathing and being above such vain and earthly concerns like self-care#and the neatness and love for order and something to cling to#AM I WRITING DEEP META BASED ON MORGOTT'S BEARD DETAILS#YOU BET#i'm desperate#this man has it all in his beard and i love him
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