#I literally dropped off the face of the earth

[whyhasgodkilledme]

Redraw of my first granola and yogurt art I made

(@wiiwarechronicles your girl has gotten me out of artblock again)

Original version

[mrpenguinpants]

Hypothetical question but are we still into windbreaker (nii satoru)? Y'all cool if I put my hyper fixation on center stage?

[mo0nfairy]

posting for our mikey boy schmidt tmrw. here is the post out of context:

[murdleandmarot]

Sometimes you have to make shitty little OCxCanon comics to keep yourself sane

Sorry @mysticalcats I stole ur oc (foxglove)

[dr-gaytorius]

every now and then i remember that i actually used to be cool and really integrated with my local music (at least with the punk/metal/indie scene, I was even in a metal band once but I have horrible stage fright and quit after out first show lmao) and drag scene [i dated one of the queens in priscilla chambers (dragula s3) troupe for 3 years and was basically the gopher and occasional tailor for the trailer of chambers] and was actually somewhat high profile (for an introvert; i was everyones favorite stage kitten and also one time i was in the green room with abhora and they said i was hot and i was even in a side show act as a contortionist for a short time) and there is a STARK schism in my instagram where you can see in 2020 i experienced prolonged alone time and realized i actually love it and i got domesticated and had a medical emergency and almost died and ultimately did a 180, stopped talking to anyone or going out or dressing goth/punk or partying and started going to school and discovered thanatochemistry, fell in love with it and became extremely obsessed, and just became a reclusive nerd and dedicated my entire existence to the pursuit of deathcare and the science of death and disease. and no one ever heard from me again pretty much lmao

[plumbus-central]

doodles from last week

[celerydays]

for christmas i would like the gift of better coping mechanisms when i get into a mid-project art frenzy

can i not just be CHILL 😵‍💫 the crazy hyperfixative need to see something through to the end once i get into the "head empty, no thoughts, only finishing this latest art piece/project" always makes me suddenly forget how to function normally lmao

this 4AM bedtime / 7AM wake up / barely eating / staring for hours at my iPad screen / bordering on making my carpal tunnel flare up from how long i sit drawing is probably why I got sick so many times during October ajsklflaghgld 😀

anyways uhhh expect something sometime in the next couple of days i guess 😙

[robinsnest2111]

just 400 more boops and the black paw will be mine!!!!!! (trying to distract myself from new family drama)

[edwardbonnets]

HAHAHAHA HELLO IM BACK FROM ANOTHER UNSCHEDULED HIATUS IM SO SORRY YALL

but i promise this time i had good reason becaaaaauuuuuse

I GRADUATED UNIVERSITY! :D

(that's me on the right, i don't often post pictures of myself but this is a special occasion)

anyways i am FINALLY done with school, i took a few summer classes just to finish up some spare credits, and at the same time i was working my summer job and ALSO doing a two-month internship with the Smithsonian so. I've been Very Busy.

And now I'm currently on vacation to visit my mother in Thailand so i am STILL busy, buuuuuut i wanted to jump back on here because once I'm back in the US i will be COMPLETELY free to blog and make gifs and all the usual stuff that I've missed so much!!!!!

.........and also watching good omens season 2 on the plane ride over here may or may not have given me severe and massive brain rot so expect a huge wave of gomens content on this blog in the following weeks lmaoooo

[citrus-sours]

Im so fucking lonely. And it's literally nones fault but my own lol lmao even

[apollo-zero-one]

Man I can't believe I had the chance to go to a performing arts school up through middle school and I fuckin quit after 6 months just because I got bullied. BRO YOUR HOMEWORK WAS POETRY!! YOU HAD TO PRACTICE DANCING TO COTTON EYE JOE AS YOUR BIG UNIT TEST. GYM CLASS HAD A CIRCUS UNIT!! YOU HAD A WHOLE DAILY CLASS ON IMPROV!!! YOU FOOL!! YOU ABSOLUTE IMBICILE!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN A YOUTUBER!!! YOU COULD HAVE BEEN ONE OF THOSE TWEENAGERS GETTING LOADED BY MAKING SHITTY YOUTUBE SHORTS IN 2008-14!! But noooOoooOOOoo little miss Noellie (who WANTED TO GO!! who worked SO HARD and sent in an application essay and did an INTERVIEW to get in!!) couldn't handle disruptive classmates or little scuffles and petty grudges and general Attitude of the other students and cried to mommy to put her back in public school. I am EATING MY HAIR over what Could Have Been. I COULD BE SOMEONE'S ANNOYING YOUTUBER!! I could be a DISGRACED DISNEY CHANNEL STAR!! I could be an America's Got Talent winner! A mild to moderately successful comedian! I could be making short films!! But no no no precious thin skinned baby me heard a few new cus words and watched a teacher get heckled and begged to give up The Dream in favor of?? Quiet math tests?? I am such a fucking quitter I quit everything the second it gets too hard I always take the out as soon as it's offered what's my fucking damage.....

[spotlightstudios]

I love writing Found Family, and I'm ngl, it's kinda why I stopped posting a lot of DCA content.

I did that thing where I stared at the characters for too long and said, "y'know, that's good sibling/guardian material" and then obliterated myself.

[bandomgay]

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[roaringheat]

Found out NDE was most likely abandoned how will I ever recover

[purplethespian]

Okay but also what if I literally just dropped out of school and moved somewhere else and never talked to anyone ever again

[machinatings]

Kittens be upon ye

OMGGG leah my friend Leah I’ve been having a Rough one for a while now but this has healed me. I’m fixed im healed I’m able bodied now. I’ve reached a new stage of human existence where I’ve grown beyond the need for food or water or material possession.