#I laughed yet amazed

[vaguely-humanoid-form]

his ass is NOT listening

[souenkun]

Congrats to old man yaoi pokemas event for winning over everyone's heart in both the japanese and worldwide voting for the trainer's tales competition by scoring in the top 5! 🥳🥂

[pigswithwings]

But do we live? I don't mean survive, I mean live. Is it worth it?

Asking for a very scared teenage trans masc that's definitely not me

it's so worth it man. and yeah we do live. some of us get out of our old houses and some of us get married to people who love us for who we truly ate and some of us get new jobs and some of us start cleaning out our old wardrobes and some of us join bands and start organizations. so we do live. we have always wanted to live, and we will. i can tell you that nothing is permanent in life, but that includes the bad times. you will make it out. the life you've been wishing for? the end of the darkness you see in your daydreams? it will happen. maybe slowly but it will happen. and when it happens you will sleep soundly and wear what you like and people will notice your name and your voice for how cool they are. ok

[x-i-l-verify]

Netflix's Pluto Ep. 2 mood.

Bonus:

[dateamonster]

weird and unsettling autistic lesbians will see two girls with a height difference and also one is a living rag doll and say lets gooooooo

[tad-song-bracket]

That creaking you hear in my bones, it's not pain- it's applause. (lyric video)

Love run for all you know that's coming, run to show that love's with running to. (lyric video)

[dragonanon]

Me: *Trying to go about my day like a normal person *

My brain: “What if we made a TADC OC that’s basically a slime monster girl, but she’s based on the kind of toy slime that has a bunch of cutesy objects in it?? And when she was a human she was a highly skilled and respected Intensivist working at an ICU?? And as a doctor, she was known for being gentle and compassionate to all her patients, and she treasured the staff members working under he?? And she saw all her staff as members of her family, and was fiercely protective of them?? But also while she always appeared extremely confident and well put together, deep inside she struggled daily with a massive inferiority complex and imposter syndrome?? Because she never believed she deserved any of the praise she received despite her work, and constantly felt the need to prove herself by going above and beyond in her work?? And all the plays into why she’s a slime girl now, because even though she always appeared as strong and confident in the surface, inside she’s soft and anxious??

And while she doesn’t remember her life prior to entering the Digital World, during times of crisis or when someone’s injured or at high risk of abstracting, suddenly doctor mode activates?? She quite literally pulls herself together and becomes completely solid like plastic, and gives off a strong aura of confidence and authority?? Thoughts, terminology, and emotions that are foreign yet seem SO familiar surge through her, and without really thinking about it she talking and acting just like she did as an ICU doctor; leading her to quickly take control of the situation with firm confidence before gently tending to the injured/abstracting individual. She doesn’t understand how she knows any of what she’s saying as she gently tends to, and or talks the individual back down from the edge, but it feels so natural to her! It’s like she was MADE to do this, and had actually done it many times before despite having no recollection of doing anything like this previously?? And as she slowly helps the individual ground themselves in reality once more, she’s still maintaining a perfect composure during the whole ordeal, not once showing just how afraid she really was and instead just remaining laser focused on helping the “patient” in front of her??

And it’s only when her “patient” has finally stabilized somewhat that she finally notices everyone staring at her in awe, and then she starts barking orders to everyone to get the “patient” back to their room so they can be admitted into the hospital for surveillance, and that she wants a full blood panel and PHQ-9 assessment completed while she fills out an incident report for the hospital’s records. And everyone is so taken aback/still in shock that they just kinda go along with it because she sounds so sure of herself no one knows how to argue otherwise.

It’s only when someone breaks out of their stupor enough to ask her how she did all that/what the heck happened that she snaps out of it, and she softens into her goopy self again as she tries to clumsily explain she has no clue what happened but was just overwhelmed by these sudden thoughts and emotions, and despite not knowing where any of it was coming from it felt like she just instinctively knew what to do and how to do it.

Someone points out to her that she looked and sounded just like a doctor back there, and that maybe that’s who she was prior to entering the Digital Circus. She doesn’t believe it, insisting that there’s no way someone like her could be a doctor, but everyone insists that she absolutely could be and that what she did was incredible?? And now she’s kinda the unofficial doctor of the circus despite still not believing she was, or could ever be, a doctor??”

Me: *Sitting on the couch letting my brain hyperfixate* 👁️��👁️

[dragons-and-yellow-roses]

Yesterday I got the chance to go on the zip line, and I'm desperately afraid of heights but I still want to do things at heights, like the climbing wall or a high ropes course. And I've tried both of those things but quit very soon or before even starting, because I can't fucking do heights. But last night I got the chance to do zip line and I really wanted to, but was incredibly terrified.

So one of my dearest friends, a woman I deeply like and love, first reassured me (I was afraid I was too heavy for the zip line) and then said "Would it help if I went with you?" And yeah, she's one of the sweetest people I've ever met and she's an incredibly comforting presence, of course I said yes.

So we walked up to the zip line platform, and this is her job so she's very good at reassuring people (usually little children, but it worked for me too) who are scared to go on the climbing wall or zip line. So as I was trying to comfort myself, she told me how it would work, and that I could just sit and the harness would hold me, so I tried that and it helped, and she told me I could just lift my legs and I'd go. So I did, and she went at the same time as me, and

My god, the anxiety and the thrill, flying through the air with her next to me, seeing her wave at me as we went, getting off at the end and her asking, "So do you want to do it again?" And wanting to do it again with her, it was one of the most amazing feelings I've ever felt. I truly felt like I could've done anything I wanted with her by my side.

[hopkei]

Peppermint Yum - Shuffle Version

[lambsquatch]

things I have learned from my post asking about people’s courier six oc names:

1. most people go for the amnesiac courier story which I love so much

2. that I need to be more specific when talking about courier six because I have jumpsacred several people into thinking I want people to doxx their local mailmen

[chaotictomtom]

guy who has over 650 hours of watch time in his yt watchlist: mmmh....what if i've rewatched flawpeacock's videos on faith.... consisting of a over 30 minutes one then a 1 hour 30 min long one then an almost 4 hours long one... mmmmmmmh.....

[kittlyns]

I had yet another long, strenuous day yesterday and didn't finish work until super late and then I couldn't fall asleep until well past 2am cuz I was in so much pain from standing literally all day

[lettuceflower]

ineffable bureaucracy is basically canon??????

[cheeses-degree]

GODS I just finished We Both Laughed in Pleasure. If you’re able to (especially if you’re a transfag or otherwise trans and mlm/nblm/etc.), please do totally read this. It was beautiful absolutely, it’s crazy to see the differences in our existing now and then with only like 30 years difference between his last diary entry and now, yet all the similarities in feelings and experiences. The love and care that Lou received from his family, and especially the support he gets in his transition and then through his time with AIDS, is something I’m so jealous of + something I am so channeling/praying for now and forever

[warriorfujoshi]

[waterbottle35]

YALL, I JUST DISCOVERED TUMBLR EXIST A WHILE BACK AND SEARCHED FOR THIS FANDOM AND EVEN THOUGH ITS QUITE EMPTY I HONESTLY DIDNT EXPECT THERE TO BE ANY FANDOM AT ALL ON THIS SO WOOHOOOOOO!!!!!

I can't draw too beautifully or write a lot so i can't contribute much but I'VE FOUND THE FANDOM YEY