#I knowww it could just be straight wanting to be Like them not wanting to be With them
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Ok I know I am definitely reaching here but cousin Alison from the St Clareâs books = homosexual behavior
Args I shouldâve live-blogged this from the start! I was binge re-reading these childrenâs books all week and Iâm for the first time realizing how incredibly crush-like Alisonâs behavior towards the woman and girls sheâs obsessed with is - like yes she tends to like them for superficial reasons and the other girls rightly make fun of her for being a feather-head and always falling for people who turn out to be shallow and not so nice⌠but that she keeps falling for pretty girls in the first place? Over and over again, every book? No Heterosexual Explanation dot jpeg
It starts in the second book sheâs in, Summer Term at St. Clareâs, with âher precious Sadie.â whoâs quickly the only one whose opinion she values and the only thing sheâll talk about, as the other characters notice, âShe's like a gramophone record always set to say" Sadie says. . . . Sadie says . . . Sadie says . .â, and it keeps going throughout all the books adsfg
Case in point:
- âMiss Quentin certainly was extremely good looking. She had black piercing eyes, and a beautiful voice. Alison thought she was wonderful.â âThe class disliked Miss Quentin's âdearsâ and âlambsâ and other names-except Alison. She loved themâ and the âsugared words of praise she felt sure would drop from Miss Quentin's lips.â âAlison loved to wear anything that even remotely resembled her beloved Miss Quentin's belongings.â âShe waited round corners for her, hoping for a smile. She hung on every word the teacher said.â (About a teacher in book 4)
- âFern blushed and Alison, looking at the pretty, dainty girl with approval, stepped forward. âFern!â she said with her charming smile. âWhat a pretty name!ââ ââWell, Alison, I canât understand what you see in Rachel, to be honest,â said Fern in her high, pretty voice. âBut as itâs so important to you, I really will make an effort to be nice to her.â She smiled her sweetest smile, which a delighted Alison returned with one of her own. ⌠Alison was content, and made up her mind to speak to Rachel later. Perhaps they could be a threesome after all.â (Fellow students in book 5 - and yes Iâm laughing at the use of the word threesome xD)
-âMargaret was a remarkably good-looking girlâ⌠âAlison said nothing, staring raptly at Margaretâs retreating figureâ ⌠âAlison, donât say youâre going to lose your silly heart to Margaretâ (an older student in book 6)
- âAlison leaned over the banisters-and, just as the others had guessed, she immediately lost her heart to the new girl. âShe looks like a princess from a fairy-tale,â said Alisonâ (fellow student in book 7)
-âShe had graceful, dramatic gestures, which filled Alisonâs romantic soul with delightâ ⌠âAlison, youâre not going to lose your heart to her, are you?â ⌠âWhy isnât Miss Willcox the right person?â said Alison trying to speak coldly, though she felt very hot and cross âSheâs clever, sheâs written the most marvelous poetry, sheâs got a lovely deep voice, and sheâs most picturesque-looking.â ⌠âthought that their beloved Miss Willcox looked lovely with her dark soulful eyes flashingâ (about a female teacher in book 8)
Femme 4 Femme Alison OâSullivan confirmed
#I knowww it could just be straight wanting to be Like them not wanting to be With them#but I just see a lot of my early crushes my behavior in how she acts xD#Alison OâSullivan#St Clareâs#Hanni und Nanni#Elli Sullivan#Lilo writes#Lilo writes headcanons#my post#mine#novâ23#lilo liveblogs#stclares
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smth abt fark waiting for spark every time . explaining it all however many thousands of times they met like that
#i want to playyyy in the time loop spaaace#spark recovers his memories of the loops over time like he's unpacking . and notices things#fark saying different things . doing different things . one time fark straight up meets him at the front doors#once fark realizes he can siphon he probably tries to extend the loops as long as he can . so they settle into a rhythm#but he is patient in a way that spark could neeever ever be#and what rlly gets to me is that fark Chose him . like i knowww whatever . obvious choice. but he trusted spark to do it#houuugh#something something . loyal like a dog . i'm sick i donttt even like them <-LIAR#also gets to me that spark does not view himself as spark actually . because he's a copy . but fark views him in the same regard as the og#i think he has a unique perspective as a robot himself . maybe it just makes sense to him in that way because He's Fark.#or maybe it doesn't matter to him regardless ? he still cares? ITS KILLING ME !!!! IM ILL !!!!!#auuu .. the faggotry#i need to come up with like . a ramble tag . a stej ramble tag .#m
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I just KNOWWW in my heart and punani that OPLA Sanji calls his girl "Duchess" when they get nasty and this has been living rent free in my mind for a HOT ASF MINUTE. Thank you for coming to my TED talk.
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âď¸: sis can I just say that I am SO HERE for your TED talk? I strongly feel as though OPLA Sanji is one of the rare men out there that can be romantic and downright dirty and degrading at the EXACT SAME TIME. Literally in the same sentence. For example:
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He talks in such a sweet voice, like, this mans could say the filthiest and most degrading shit and it would sound like heâs praying to you.
- âis it too much? Do you need a break, duchess?â
- âyou can take so much more, doll; I know you can.â
- âgods, duchess, youâre trembling. Do I affect you that much?â
- âyouâre being so good for me, love. I think you deserve a treat.â
- âyouâve made me so hard, duchess. I think you should take responsibility.â
- âstay right there and donât move; I want to worship every inch of your beautiful body.â
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itâs not just his words either. He displays a mixture of dominance and worship in every move he makes
- holding you by the hips, hands nearly feather light on your skin yet halting every movement
- definitely a fan of stroking/holding your cheeks/jaw, forcing you to keep your eyes locked on him as he picks you apart
- donât even think about closing your eyes. Heâll find a way to open them
- loves every inch of you and makes sure you know it
- absolutely loves to hold you in his lap. Will wrap his arms around your waist to hold you there until heâs satisfied, and though hes normally very composed and calm, there are times he gets impatient and will start humping you right there through his clothes
- isnât a fan of getting extremely frisky in front of others; but you wonât be safe from hidden teases, such as a small squeeze to your thigh under the table or an âaccidentalâ graze of his groin against your ass
- also makes a habit of riling you up through whispers
âyou look ravishing today, duchess.â
âI canât wait to get you out of those clothes.â
âI wonder how I should worship you tonightâŚâ
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a fucking sex god. Letâs be honest yâall opla Sanji gives off that vibe. He definitely knows his way around a womanâs body, but he also knows that every woman is different and that their optimal pleasure points vary â this makes him the most mind-blowing lover on the face of the planet
- he is immediately eliciting and gauging reactions even before the two of you get intimate
- itâs so subtle that no one really catches on
- refers to you by various endearments to see which ones bring the biggest blush to your face â heâll then use that information to his advantage in the bedroom, using them so much that youâll literally feel like melting
- his main goal in the bedroom is to send you straight to euphoria in the shortest time possible
- his hands are dexterous and experienced, locating spots within you that even you didnât know existed, and finds your erogenous zones with little to no difficulty then abuses them mercilessly
- this mans talks you through your orgasms
âthatâs it, duchess. Keep squeezing me like that, it feels so good.â
âgods, youâre soaking us both. So beautiful.â
âIâm here duchess, just let go. Let me see you lose it.â
âare you about to cum, duchess? Donât be shy, you can make a mess on me.â
âyou sound so beautiful, doll. Just like an angel.â
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his own pleasure comes second to him, but that doesnât mean he doesnât go all out when itâs his turn. The way he fucks you can sometimes border on brutal, with fast, deep thrusts that bring stars to your vision; yet he somehow manages to nearly replace any and all pain with intense pressure. I imagine that heâs a fan of any position in which he can see your face
-cowgirl
- missionary
- mating press
- strong enough to stand up and hold you while he fucks you â with or without pressing you against a wall
- fucking loves eating pussy, and is damn good at it
- though he thoroughly enjoys watching your face while he pleases you, he will give that view up for a good 69
- it absolutely drives him crazy to hear and feel you gagging on his cock as he slurps, licks, and sucks your pussy
- ride his face. Just fucking do it
- will move your hips for you if he feels you arenât riding fast enough
- will willingly give up his right to oxygen in favor of burying his face between your thighs
- mostly dominant, but he will occasionally display some submissive behaviors â mostly with words
âgods, please donât stop, duchess. Keep riding me like that.â
âyour pussy is so damn good, love. I canât get enough.â
âthatâs it baby, take what you need from me. Use me, duchess.â
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agghhh damn you nonnie this is INFESTING my brain right now. Maybe Iâll write a one-shot of this instead just headcanons at some point. âDuchessâ is definitely an endearment that Sanji would call his partner. I also have a few that I see him using, such as:
angel (đŠđ¤¤), babydoll, doll, darling, sweetheart, madam, precious, GODDESS (fuckk I caaaant)
Iâm so thirsty for this man itâs unreal.
Also, I know Iâve been basically dead on here and I apologize profusely for that. My motivation has been crushed for a while and Iâm trying to build it back up bit by bit. Thank you all for being patient with me â¤ď¸ I love you all so much
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finally gonna answer that asks thingg. long post
3. your favorite piece(s)?
i really, truly fell off since making these đđđđ im honestly not even confident i could create something of this quality ever again #felloff
these older portraits also just go to show how much i fell off. lol đđ
i like some of my newer art but its nothing to really write home about. my art has become more self-indulgent compared to squeezing the most 'skill' and 'detalization' out of each piece. i think in the end the process makes me happier (?) but i don't the same pride as looking at some of my older art. to be fair i also spend far less time on art compared to spending like 20 hours straight or days on a piece. frankly im not even sure i could replicate my old pipeline anymore and replicate my skill <- because i fell off!
i cope with the fact i fell off by saying 'im just exploring my own unique artistic vision' <- words from a guy who is simply not that good anymore
4. piece you wish got more love?
idkkk i dont really pay attention to numbers. i only really care/look at comments. i want more taur fans to follow me and talk me about taurs.
7. easiest thing for you to draw?
furries and creatures
8. thing you struggle to draw?
human faces.... this is sad because humans can be so diverse and interesting to draw but personally every time i draw a human it just looks incredibly ugly and bad (unless heavily stylized and simplified) and i just don't enjoy it as much as furries animals creatures monsters etc.
11. do you listen to anything while drawing?
yes... for my own detriment. especially when i dissociate i just turn on something in the background to 'help me focus' but idk if it actually helps me focus or just makes the dissociation more comfortable
13. talk about a wip you like!
i cant show you but it's a piece with lace and hornet (hollow knight)... i think i actually have a lot of wips with angels actually but i dont wanaaa show anybody
14. whats your favorite thing about drawing?
i dont know. gets scared. i enjoy feling proud and enjoying the final product. recently i also enjoy just drawing bodies and forms and volume. the process of 'god this looks like dogshit' going to 'i actually like this :)' or 'i love this and im proud of this' (if im lucky) is very enjoyable.
17. what is something youre confident about in your art?
i dont knowwwwwwww.... im gonna say im confident about something and someones gonna just tell me that im actually really bad at it. i think maybe volume and 'ambient occlusion' !?
21. what do you think your artstyle would taste like? I dont knowww.... from what people say it would be gummies or candies. but tbh that's just my more 'cutesy' art. i contain multitudes. some of my art probably tastes like dirt from the ground at a factory.
22. do you have a favorite color palette to work with?
i pretty much use these colors (for some reason i rarely use green or yellow. the circled colors are especially common. looking at my art it's a lot of purple, pink, blue, red, some oranges. idk why i gravitate to purple so much. i guess i just like red and blue a lot and ourple is a nice middle ground
(and this doesnt mean i dont like green or yellow my immediate reaction to drawing a creature is just making it these colors. for some reason)
24. whats a compliment about your art that has always stuck with you?
I always feel guilty that i dont like. save peoples comments to a folder so i can remember them better (maybe i should do this). i have a bad memory so i can hardly recall what people say word-for-word. I think I'm very humbled and happy when people say that my art has been meaningful to them in some way or helped them or even just made them happy or more willing to explore things about themselves. I also enjoy the 'i look like this and this made me happy' on my art â¤. that's definitely a part of why i enjoy drawing bodies so much. seeing a comment like 'this made me cry because i've never seen a body like mine represented before in a positive way' is really sad honestly and i wish the world wasn't so unfair and cruel man.
25. what size canvas/paper do you use?
i usually use a preset in photoshop for A4 or A3 paper. so about 2000-5000px range
30. whats something youre proud of about your artstyle?
i dont knowwwwwwwww... i think recently i like the way i paint bodies and i've been enjoying the orb heads as a stylistic choice even if some may think its ugly and boring. i also enjoy stylizing body hair. i also also want to adopt a more elaborate brushwork style but idont really know how to do thatttt
34. whats something you still like from your old art?
im just gonna talk about my olllld baby art. i love how innocent and cute and sweet it is. like you can really see my soul was not corrupted by evil yet. sighs
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consider this: max is newly single so charles tries to be a matchmaker and set him up with girls but it's not working and you know you knowww
no plot, just a drabble. whoops!!!!
"I just don't understand," Charles says, kicking his feet in the air. His legs are draped over the back of Max's lounge, head dangling off the edge, watching Max play FIFA. Even upside down, and lightheaded from the blood rushing to his head, he's absolutely enamoured with how Max is playING. "They are all very pretty, and very nice. What's not to like?"
"Charles, would you just let this go?" Max says, barely dragging his eyes away from the screen for a second to hold the conversation. "I just didn't like them."
Charles is a little offended on their behalf. "Well, why not? They're very pretty."
"You date them, then," Max scoffs.
Ew. Charles doesn't date women. He just meant that they're objectively pretty, and any straight man would be lucky to have them. He only offered Max the finest of his friends, the ones who are beautiful and funny and kind and who wouldn't care that he's gone half the year.
But, he can't really say that. Even though he and Max are friends - Charles might even say best friends, as weird as that is - Max doesn't know that he's gay. He thinks he might be getting close to being able to trust Max with that information, but he's thought he could trust people before.
Instead, Charles just says, "If I wanted to date them, I would've done that by now. I definitely wouldn't set them up on a date with somebody else!"
That doesn't seem to ease Max's burden any. He actually seems to frown more, sadness pulling at the lines of his face. Charles doesn't know what he said to make Max look like that, but whatever it was, he wishes he hadn't said it. He hates when Max looks sad.
"Charles, Kelly and I . . . we didn't break up because I want to see other people. Um, we did, but it was because I'm interested in one specific person, and he's a . . . well, he's a he."
Charles almost falls off the lounge as he tries to scramble up, but instead of falling he ends up smacking Max in the side of the head with his feet. Max is knocked over, rubbing at the side of his head, while Charles tries not to fall over from the blood rushing out of his head and back to his body.
"You . . . you are?" Charles breathes.
He never thought . . . well, if he'd known, he would never have tried to set Max up with somebody else. He would have been trying to date him instead.
Max looks pretty uncomfortable, and Charles realises that maybe he's never really been able to trust people with this information, either. Maybe he's as terrified as Charles always is.
"I am, too," Charles admits. Then his face flushes, because he didn't break up with Kelly because he's interested in a he. "I mean that I'm gay. Too. Or whatever you are, I didn't mean to assume."
Max's face softens. "I suspected."
He did? Charles never suspected that about him. Then again, Charles didn't publicly integrate his life with a woman, so.
"Anyway, you can stop setting me up with your friends," Max says after a moment, turning back to his game. He doesn't continue on and say that it would be okay if they're male friends.
Charles doesn't think he'd be able to do it, anyway. Not now he might actually have a chance.
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with all the EDGING talkâ I wanna knowww
would like all of them know theyâre edging her, or just one? Like if r wanted to, could she try and get one of them (probably natasha) to just fuck her?
letâs get one this straight, carol is the pushover out of all of them, but carol has been warned by maria that if she even thinks about letting r cum sheâll be the one getting edged for a week while she fucks r into oblivion right in front of her
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DIDN'T DESERVE | PART TWO
warnings: feels. like a lot of them. talks about mental and emotional abuse. Shuri goes o f f. angst, angst ending in fluff, y'all get a happy ending this time dw pairing: Shuriri word count: 2.5k A/N: LISTENNNNNNNNN I know I'm late with this alright? I knowww but I'm here now so đ also my bad for dipping for like a week? maybe more than that but I'm gonna be honest this fic was kicking my ass cause I was going through a lot while tryna write. needless to say there's so much projecting in this it's c r a z y. anyways even tho this took me so long, im still not satisfied with the ending but i digress since i need sumn to give yall ignore any and all mistakes cause this isnt proof read.
It had been a month since Riri told Shuri she wasn't going to forgive her and it had been the worst month of both of their lives.
Shuri had basically overwhelmed herself with her work in the lab. She never leftâshe practically slept there most nights.Â
It's not that Shuri had things to fix with the suits, hell, she didn't even bother looking at them because they reminded her of Riri, but she needed something to keep her hands and mind busy so she just worked on small projects.
People started to notice, obviously, but nobody said anything. Itâs not that they didnât want to, itâs the fact that they knew Shuri wouldnât listen. She was in her own world right nowâher own safe space and anybody who tried to break her out of it in any way would be yelled at.Â
Okoye walks into the lab, rushing to Shuriâs side as she almost falls over. âkumkanikazi wam kufuneka uphumle," (My queen you must rest) she says, helping Shuri sit down.
âIâm fine, Okoye.â Shuri brushes her off and tries to stand, only to nearly collapse for a second time. Okoye sits her down again.
âYou have buried yourself in your technology for the past month, Shuri. You are hurting your body.â
Shuri sits there for a second. Her head drops, making her sit up straight. âAlright, maybe, I should take a nap-â
âIn your own bed,â Okoye interrupts.
âYes, in my own bed, Okoye.â Shuri rolls her eyes in fake annoyance before leaving to go to her room.
Once sheâs there, she takes a shower first. The water feels so nice against her skin that she doesn't wanna get out.Â
Over an hour later, Shuri stepped out of the shower. She wrapped her towel around her body and made her way to her bedroom. She dried herself off and put on a pair of clothes then sat on her bed. It was quiet. She didnât know how to feel with no foreign noise or voice in the background. Shuri shakes her head and puts her phone on her bedside table. Thatâs when she sees it. In the crevasse between the bed and the night stand was a photo. Shuri picked it up. It was a picture of her and Imani. It was their first date. Shuri can feel tears starting to form and puts the picture down. She closes her eyes and wraps her arms around her chest, slightly rocking side to side. She hasn't taken any time for herself since her breakup with Imani and now that she was, it⌠actually, Shuri didnât know how she felt. At least, not exactly. Yes, she was hurt. Yes, she was upset, but what else? Imani had put Shuri through so much mental and emotional manipulation that even when they broke up Shuri didnât realize it. Shuri doesnât know if she should feel relieved now that she knows or not. In all honesty, realizing that she was basically nothing more than a plaything for Imani to control, realizing all the sleepless night and petty arguments would only ever end in Shuri apologizing whether she was in the wrong or not, realizing that her and Imani did have something real before things went south, it hurt.
Over the five years that theyâve known each other, theyâve broken up and gotten back together again a number of times. Shuri knew she shouldnât have given in to Imani when she told Shuri that she had changed but Shuri missed her. I mean, could you blame her? Imani wasnât the only person in their relationship and she wasnât the only one who made the mistakes.
This breakup was different, though. It was final. Shuri and Imani had had an actual conversation, over text, about their relationship. Of course, Shuri had been the one who reached out first but when Imani told her she was tired of going back and forth, that was it. She left her alone.
Memories of how they were before they made anything official ran through Shuriâs mind. The midnight calls that would end up with Shuri falling asleep first because of how safe she felt with Imani. The constant texting and inside jokes they had with each other that no one else understood. The sound of her voice, her sweet, pretty smile that she always flashed at the camera, the future plans they had made with each other. Shuri had felt like she had met her true love, her first love. Ironic, huh? That the first person she ever dated would be the same person she would be with five, ten, twenty years later. Shuri had opened up to Imani about so many things. Things she would deny if somebody had asked her about it. Yes, Imani was Shuriâs first girlfriend but she made Shuri feel like they would never leave each other. Like they would stay together forever.
Shuriâs phone buzzes, the sound freeing her from her own mind. She lets herself go and wipes the tears she didnât even realize had fallen.Â
Ima â¤ď¸
iMessage
Shuri dropped her phone. She got up, pacing around her room. So many questions started falling into her head all at once. She couldnât think. She could hear her heartbeat in her-
Incoming call from Ima red heart
Shuri gasps, âFuck!âÂ
Tears swelled her eyes. Why was Imani reaching out now? Just when Shuri was trying to start her healing process. Shuri sunk to the floor, head in her lap, hands over her head. She let her ringtone play out but even when it stopped she didnât make any efforts to move.
She ended up sleeping there
Shuri hears Okoyeâs voice when she starts waking up. Okoyeâs shaking her and checking her vitals with her kimoyo beads.
âOkoye, Iâm fine,â Shuri groans. Her side hurts from the way she slept but she barely even remembers sleeping.
âMy queen, you have a visitor downstairs in the common area,â Okoye says.
Shuri prayed to Bast that it was Riri instead of Imani. "Tell them I'll be down in a second."
Okoye nods once before leaving.
"Imani?" Shuri says, causing her to turn around. She looks⌠different. A good different. But Shuri won't let herself fall for that trick again. "Why're you here?"
"I came to apologize." Her voice is different, too. It sounds more mature than Shuri remembered. "I was tryna reach out to you last night so that we could actually schedule a day that you weren't busy so I could come by but you didn't answer so I figured an apology in person would be better."
Shuri keeps her guard up while Imani talks, her arms folded over chest. "I don't forgive you."
Imani stays quiet for a few seconds. "What? Shuri, I said I was sorry."
"Yeah, and I do not forgive you. You put me through hell, Imani, and I know you didn't seriously come here thinking that those two words would make you forgive you for everything. And, to be honest, I would tell you how fucked up in the head I am because of you, but knowing you, you'd probably use it against me in the future, if we even talk. So, why don't you just save both of our time and tell me why you're really here."
"Fine." Imani takes a deep breath. "I wanna try this again. I know I hurt you, and I am sorry, Shuri, I was going through a lot at the time we were dating and I projected my emotions onto you, which I shouldn't have. You're the best thing that's ever happened to me and I can't live without you."
"Then don't," Shuri shrugs.
"What?"
"Live without me."
Imani smiles. "I knew you'd understand -â
"Oh, no no," Shuri cuts her off, shaking her head. "I'm not saying we can get back together, Ima, I'm telling you to kill yourself. You know, since you can't live without me, just don't bother living at all."
"Shuri, what the fuck? What's wrong with you?"
"What's wrong with me is that my ex-girlfriend who mentally and emotionally abused me for years came into my house uninvited, gave a half-ass apology where she tried to turn herself into the victim, and then had the balls to ask me to get back together. That's what's wrong with me. You've ruined so many friendships I had and now thanks to you, I can't get them back. You knew I had never dated a girl before and you took advantage of that." Shuri raises her finger as Imani was about to say something. "And before you say it, no, we cannot just move on like we've done in the past. I deserve someone better than you. Someone who doesn't treat me like shit and doesn't ruin relationships I have with people just because they're insecure about themselves. So, do us both a favor and get the hell up outta my house. And if you can't find the exit on your own, Okoye and the other Dora will gladly help you." Just as the words left her mouth, Okoye and a few other Dora Milaje soldiers came from the shadows, spooking Imani.
"This isn't over, Shuri," Imani says while she's being rushed out. "You'll come running back!-â
"Oh, for bast's sake," Okoye says, rolling her eyes and pushing Imani out the house. "Make sure she leaves the city," she tells two of the Dora. "I do not want to see her here or anywhere in Wakanda again."
"Yes, General," They say in unison, escorting Imani off of Shuri's property.
Okoye turns around and sees that Shuri's sitting down on the couch. "Shuri, are you alright?"
Shuri nods. "Uh huh."
Okoye sits next to her. "You're crying," she says softly.
Shuri doesn't make any effort to wipe her tears or even hear what Okoye's saying. She's too busy replaying the "conversation" her and Imani just had. She hadn't expected to go off like that. She knew she was angry but she didn't realize she was that angry. Her words, her voice, her tone.Â
"Can you give me a moment alone?" Shuri asks Okoye and Okoye nods once and rubs Shuri's shoulder before leaving the house.
Shuri sat on the couch until the sun went down. She didn't realize she had been staring into space for so long until she felt her eyes getting heavy. She gets up slowly and drags herself to her bed, falling into it once she's close enough. She holds her legs against her chest and continues staring into space.
Riri paces herself in her head. Stop acting like a pussy and just knock, she says in her head. She takes a deep breath and knocks on the door. It opens slowly.
"Riri?" Shuri opens the door completely. "What're you doing here?" Shuri looksâŚlike hell. Her voice came off so quiet Riri had barely heard her. There's bags under her eyes and they're red and puffy. She's been crying.
Riri rubs her hand on the back of her neck, "I wanted to talk to you."
"I thought you didn't want anything to do with me," Shuri mumbles. Her tone isn't harsh or anything, it's soft again. Despite Shuri's words, she opens the door fully, stepping out the way to let Riri inside.
Riri walks in slowly and sits down on the couch, Shuri sitting next to her.
"I know what I said to you the last time we saw each other was harsh, Shuri," Riri says after a few minutes of silence. "And I wanna apologize for it."
Shuri tilts her head, "Ri, you don't have to apologize for-"Â
Riri shakes her head. "No, I do. I'm assuming you and Imani broke up before you came to see me and instead of understanding where you were coming from, I brushed you off. You didn't deserve that and I know it's no excuse but the only reason I did is because I like you. That's why it hurts me so much when you cut me off."
Shuri pauses. I like you. Like. Not liked. Like.Â
"You⌠you like me?" Shuri says slowly. "Like, present tense, Ri? Like, like like?"
"Yes, like like, Shuri," Riri says smiling.
"Even though I hurt you?"
Riri shrugs. "Everybody makes mistakes. Don't worry about it."
Shuri stays quiet for a few seconds. "So, what now? Are youâŚmy girlfriend?"
Riri turns her full body towards Shuri, looking her in her eyes. "Can I be your girlfriend, Shuri?"
"Yes." Shuri's answer is immediate but she means it. She likes Riri. She's always liked Riri. Riri was easy to talk to, Shuri always found herself at Riri's apartment whenever she and Imani ended up fighting.
"Should we watch a movie?" Riri asks.
Shuri nods. "You can pick, I'ma go freshen up a little bit and get some blankets."
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It's been four months since Shuri and Riri have started dating.Â
Shuri's happier now, way happier. Her mental health since she and Riri have gotten together has slowly improved. It's taken some time but when Shuri finally opened up to Riri about what she went through while dating Imani, Riri almost booked a flight to LA just to find her. Shuri had to beg her not to because she knew how that would end and she didn't need her new girlfriend ending up in jail because of her ex.
"Mama, can you come here for a minute please?"
Shuri pauses the TV and walks over to Riri, who's in the kitchen. "Yes?"
"I want you to try something for me." Riri puts a plate of food in front of Shuri as she sits down on the bar stool next to the counter. Shuri's confused at first, she doesn't know what the dish is, but before she can ask the question, Riri speaks up, "It's ground beef and rice. You told me you'd never actually had it before so I decided to make it for you."
Shuri smiles at the fact that Riri remembers. She takes a small bite at first then a bigger one. "This is good, Ri," she says with her mouth slightly full. "Like, really fucking good." Riri covers her hand over her mouth to hide her smile but Shuri can still see it from the way her cheeks go up.
Shuri finishes her plate in a matter of seconds. Riri had been making meals for Shuri ever since she found out she had barely been eating and despite eating being difficult, Shuri finished her food every. single. time.Â
"You like it?" Riri says, still smiling, "Like, you really like it?"
"Yes, Ri. It's so good." While Shuri goes to put her plate in the sink, she kisses Riri on her forehead. "You should definitely open that restaurant you've been talking about."
Riri chuckles and sits on the counter. "I want to, but to open a restaurant, first, I need money. Then, I need a vacant lot, and then I need employees and-"
"Baby, I have money. I have people and friends who can work for you."
Riri shakes her head, "No, no, I wanna make it there on my own, and I'd love your help but I don't want the foundation of my restaurant to be you cause then I'm gonna feel like I owe you for the rest of my life."
"I get it, Ri. I want to help you, I do, but since you wanna make it on your own, I'll let you and when you do make it on your own, I will be there with you."
#shuri udaku#princess shuri#shuri angst#riri williams#riri#depresstion#emotional abuse#mental abuse#trust issues#angst with a happy ending#lesbian#black wlw#black panther#black panther wakanda forever#letitiaslabyrinth
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in talks of other fandoms (and not a cod/ video games person myself)
BABE HAVE U CHECKED OUT THE RAFE CAMERON/OBX FANDOM?????
the best transition babe -amazing smut, but also like the best angst-y perv-y blurbs and series youâll ever see. drew starley is HOT AS HELL I SWEAR and the girlies write him so good!!!
itâs also like HEAVY in the dd/lg vibes and pervert-y bsf or bffs bsf five. truly so good
if youâd like any refs to get started (cuz there are legit so many authors for this fandom and u do need to weed out the rly good ones sometimes- the activity i swear itâs literally at its peak lol) lemme knowww
obv we still love and are obsessed with sri- but in terms of engagement and stuff i know how much that feeling just suck and if youâd just like some lil fun- i rly recommend (canât hide my ulterior motives that i want my favourite author on here to try out my favourite fandom currently because sheâs the reason why i initially even stayed on tumblr) â¤ď¸â¤ď¸
I see Rafe stuff on my dash all the time! A lot of my mutuals who used to be cevans girlies transitioned to rafe girlies bahaha, so whenever they like or reblog smth, it shows up on my dash!
But tbh, and Iâve said this on here before, Rafe lowkey annoys me and that interferes with my ability to find him hot đđ itâs the writing of the Rafe character that annoys me bc when I watched obx, I fully expected him to be the hot troubled older brother which he IS but they gave him ZERO romantic storyline! They teased us with the Kiara thing but never followed through with it and that show annoys me bc it had so much romance and angst potential but they chose to focus on the treasure hunting wHICH NO ONE CARES ABOUT AND IT GETS OLD AFTER THREE STRAIGHT SEASONS LIKE BITCH I DO NOT CARE ABOUT BLACK BEARD TREASURE CAN YOU JUST GIVE ME RELATIONSHIP DRAMA AND RAFE KIARA ENEMIES TO LOVERS?? like send these kids to college fr!!!
Anyways Rafe is such a wasted opportunity of a character bc genuinely Drew Starkey is so hot AND he can act and clearly has a huge fanbase and yet his character is being wasted bc literally when I watch a show, most of the time all I care about is romance bc Iâm just a girl đđđ
But anyways, the fact that his character is so annoying on the show makes me not be able to read fanfics about him or take them seriously đđ like I just cannot suspend my disbelief bc the show gives us NOTHING. NOTHING AT ALL. So if I ever start reading a Rafe fic, my mind will just substitute Rafe for Ari tbh đđđđ like automatically.
And Iâm sorry bestie, but for that reason I cannot write for Rafe either đđ but the Rafe fandom does not need me, they have plenty of writers writing juicy fics for him and yeah I agree itâs all very dd/lg centric and nasty fucking smut centric and I WISH I COULD ENJOY THAT but I guess you should blame the obx show writers for that
#also off topic but I think Madeline cline is SO pretty#like crazy pretty#like she opened my eyes to the blonde hair brown eyes combo in girls#anon
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but she was right sera... she showed us a soul could improve he saw the light sera checked all the boxes that youuu said would prove a sigma deserves a second rizz now we turn our gyats no second glance its not as simple as you think not everything is spelt in inkkk WHAT ARE WE EVEN TALKING ABOUT SOME RIZZLER WHO FUCKED UP ALREADYYYY HE BLEW HIS CHANCE LIKE THE GYATS IN HIS MOUTH THIS DISCUSSION IS RIZZLESS AND PETTYYYY THERES NO QUESTION TO BE POSED HES UNHOLY CASE CLOSED DID YOU FORGOR THAYT JELL IS FOREVER a man only lives once well see you in one month and gyatta say I cant wait tooo come down and exterminate youuuu WAIT start what are you saying let me get this straight you go down there and kill those poor souls you didn't know WHOOPS guess the gyats out of the bag WHATS THE BIG DEAL sera tell me that you didn't knowww............. I thought since im older its my load to shoulder nawr... you have to listen it was such a hard dicisiion I wanted to say you the anguish it takes tooo do what was requiirredddd TO THINK THAT I ADMIRED YOU WELL I DONT NEED YOUR CONDESENSION IM NOT A CHILD TO PROTECT WAS TALK OF VIRTUE JUST PRETENSION WAS I TOO NAIVE TO EXPECT YOU TO HEED THE MORALS YOU'RE PERVEYINGNGG... THATS WHAT THE FART IVE BEEN SAYINNNGGG IF HELL IS FOREVER THEN HEAVEN MUST BE A LIE EMILY IF ANGELS CAN DO WHATEVER AND REMAIN IN THE SKY THE RULLLES ARE SHADES OF GREY WHEN YOU DONT DO AS THEY SAY WHEN YOU MAKE THE WRETCHED SUFFER JUST TO KILL EM AGAINNNN I was told not to trust in rizzlers.... by HER hah she should know WE SHOULD GO dont you seeee we've come so close look at them fighting theyre at each others throats dont you act all high and mighty did you ever think ur little grilfrind might be a liar dont Adam pls whats the fuss why hide the fact that ur an angellllll just likkkkkeeeeeeeee ususuusssssssss
You're getting blocked, buddy I know who you are đżđż
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â¨, đş
+ it wasnt in the ask game but what yould you like to see from a part 7?
ooh honestly that's a good question BUT FIRST THE MOJIS
â¨- heh. this may come as a shock but i really like these characters. being totally honest you could put these motherfuckers in a blank white void for 20 minutes and i'd be watching with rapt attention, because the level of personality they've all gained from 50+ years of writing is insane to me! it's like a little soup. everybody comes in and they're all making same soup, and very rarely do ingredients get taken away but people are ALWAYS adding MORE!! IT'S SO GREAT I LOVE IT so yes the thing that keeps me latched onto this shit like a leech is easily the characters
đş - very, very basic answer but as someone who delights in the goofy stupid side of the franchise i have to say part 2 WHICH I KNOWWW IS BASIC it's just so downright ridiculous. and sometimes they play that ridiculousness straight so hard that it wraps around into being genuinely good. i do agree it's very overhyped and there's much, much more you can get from lupin the third than just hehe silly toonami dub but really. really. it's so funny.
and for what i'd want in part 7, uhh. time. i want them to wait. focus on other stuff for a little bit, y'know? write a new, actually unique manga, have some fun specials, maybe even a new video game would be really cool! this is my nice way of saying they need to understand how to have fun with their characters again and MORE than that, understand the reason lupin the third as a whole works: it's character driven. the plot is an excuse for things to happen to our characters, not the other way around. and having an ongoing story throughout just. doesn't work with the fast-paced nature of these guys! i guess that's my short answer: i want thefts of the week baby. i don't care if you have trouble coming up with random shit for them to steal, i don't care if they're just stealing a pineapple shaped usb that has a picture of a hot dog on it. i just don't want anymore plots that last more than 2 episodes, THREE if it's very very special. that is my part 7 wishlist. also they need to give goemon his meat back i don't want ANY MORE CONCAVE CHESTS!!
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Camelia, aloe vera and papyrus for the ask gameee???? I really wanna knowww
Hihi sweets! Thank you for sending in đ; i appreciate it so much! đĽş
camellia ⢠what were you like when you were younger? do you think youâve changed a lot?
whoa this is gonna get heavy, so iâm warning everyone reading this beforehand. things have changed for sure, iâd say... but itâs hard to point it out exactly. my younger self went through a whole different spectrum of human experiences. things were... nice(?) when i was a literal child, but it got gradually worse, worse and worse to the point where i moved out at the age of 17 and started living in a dorm in a different town. younger me was incredibly strong willed, hardworking and hopeful. i still find it super crazy how i got through everything i did and that iâm still here, surviving. younger me had so many big dreams and was motivated to follow through. i was also a bit naive, and i struggled a lot with determining characters, so i ended up getting even more hurt trying to maintain friendships with the wrong people and such. itâs not the same anymore with these things... my mental health has been a constant issue since mid-2019 (although, i must say that iâm doing a LOT better now â people whoâve been here for a while would know), and the world just kinda turned black & white... i think a lot of young adults feel the same though. iâm also super cautious about making connections with people now, which has been... idk, both good and bad? like sure, iâm a pretty lonely being, but at least iâm not hurting for people who donât deserve me! also, it all just crashed down with the pandemic, yâknow? itâs hard to say how much iâve exactly changed, because i was brought up in a situation where i was forced to mature very early. and to be uncomfortably honest, i might seem a bit childish when i get comfortable around someone. guess i had suppressed my inner child too much with everything going on, and whenever a comforting/reliable presence comes along, it resurfaces đ
. anyway, iâm still very very proud of the younger aleyna. i wish i could hug her and tell her how amazing she is, how thankful i am for everything she did that led to me being here (in a relatively stable position) now, how the lessons she learnt through hardships made it easier for me to navigate through this complicated world... the list is endless. i just hope that a few years from now on, i can look back to this self (my late teenage years and early twenties) and feel just as proud for doing whatever i am doing right now âşď¸
aloe vera ⢠whatâs something (mundane) you really want to experience in life?
answered here ⥠!
papyrus ⢠if you put your âon repeatâ playlist on shuffle, whatâs the first song that comes up? what do you like about it / associate it with?
the song which came up this time is âto youâ by seventeen. i, genuinely am, in love with this song. have been that way since it was released in 2021. see, i got into kpop back in 2019 through bts and twice (good times)! and it took me a lot of time to actually branch out from that starting point â txt playing a big role in it because i was obsessed with run away when it came out (still my fav title track by them). i came to know about seventeen on 2020 when left & right came out, and i loved it! but i didnât exactly go straight to âstanningâ, i just added them on spotify and just vibed along whenever it came up. after that itâs mostly a blur with svt for several reasons. until attacca came out on late 2021, i saw the rock with you mv, and was like: HOLD THE FUCK UP I NEED TO GET INTO THIS SHIT IMMEDIATELY?! i remember doing everything i possibly could (following their socials and stuff, adding all their albums to my spotify library, etc.)... believe me or not, it took me almost 7 months to catch up with all the content i wanted to check out. and well, the rest, iâm sure you can see/guess. about âto youâ specifically though, my first impression was â âis it legal for a song to be this good?! did they put drugs in it or something đ?â and itâs still the same. âto youâ is a work of art, one that made me feel emotions i thought iâm not capable/eligible of feeling. i love attacca the mini album so much, from the top to bottom. what a gem!
â random get to know me asks đ
#đŹ; aleynaâs mailbox#đś; ask games!#đ¸; my petals!#rencarnationofangel#phew that was a lot#sorry if this makes anyone sad or something jdghbcbn i ended up crying while writing the first answer#itâs a me thing tho iâm clearly overly emotional about almost everything
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Tldr i think there is an attempt being made to groom me. For a second time. By the same person
I think i have a very good reason to be afraid. I was thinking about it today, how steve has been repeating himself over and over and over and over. The same thing, "if you need anyone I'm here your sister is here, you can call any time and I'll answer, if you want to come over you can"
When he called me last night I thought he was going to drop something terrible on me because 1. He's never called me 2. This is the most he's ever said to me in 15 years. I was like, "did something happen???" Because it came out of nowhere. 15 years after me trying to avoid him as much as possible, him UNDERSTANDING THAT, and then he calls me and is like, "we're here for you etc etc etc" I thought my mother took a turn for the worst I was fuckin scared.
While thinking today I was fighting with myself trying to look at this from an outsider's view which this probably looks like a concerned distant stepfather trying to awkwardly express his support and is trying to make sure I'm not bottling anything up. Like how someone who doesn't really know how to help when they can sense something is wrong so they just keep asking over and over if something is wrong.
But I've seen this pattern before. I remember it very fucking clearly.
I'm 10 years old I'm in a vulnerable spot. My mother is not nice to me. He sees this and He's nice to me. Says the same affectionate / supportive thing to me over and over. Yippee woo trust #earned
I'm 25 years old and I'm in a vulnerable spot. My mother almost died. I'm distraught. He sees this and is nice to me. Trying to earn trust, trying to repeatedly say supportive things to me, access denied.
And playing devil's advocate against myself I was thinking maybe I'm thinking too hard about this, is he really going to try something again is he really that stupid, or am I looking for a pattern which is why I see one.
But then I remembered a very, VERY crucial part in the equation. My mother is not there. She is not there, she is out of the house, removed from the setting but a part of the set up.
At 10 years old, things would happen when my mother was out of the house.
At 25 years old, Why Do You Keep Repeating That I Can Come Over Knowing My Mother Isnt There. Like when he says it I say "ok thank you" but he KEEPS. SAYING IT. benefit of the doubt says he just doesnt know what to say so he ends up repeating himself. But pattern recognition SCREAMS at me, "he's luring you in, you are being preyed upon once again" . Like it just seems like hes repeating it so I'll finally say, "okay I'll come over". Like yeah he could be worried I'm just saying that because I don't want to bother them or whatever but not be too stereotypical but I don't think a cis straight man in his 40's would put that much thought into it, especially with someone who he has not had regular contact with in 15 fucking years and knowing exactly why regular contact has not been occurring.
I feel like I have fair ground to stand on but I know anyone I could talk to about this within my family would say I'm looking too deep into it.
He KNOWS why i dont like him why i dont talk to him he knows all of that so why are you so comfortable talking to meeeee. Is it because I've been put in this situation where we have to interact so suddenly things are fine ? Do you think 'enough' time has passed ? This shit is why my mind has conjured up the, "i must have shifted timelines then since this shit doesnt add up" no they just dont want to believe it. Its too hard to deal with so they all pretend nothing happened.
The timeline shit is bullshit and bogus and i know thats delusional but i cant help but wonder. Whereas I KNOWWW the pattern recognition shit. That's real I'm sensing a real pattern here. Am I right to be afraid? Am I right to me skeptical? There's no way in HELL I'm going over to that house when its just me, him, and my sister. If worst comes to worst I will but I'll be glued to my sister the whole time.
Is my skepticism justified? Does my theory that I'm being lured track? Or does it look like I'm looking for a blue car and freaking out when i see a blue car saying its a sign
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1, 8 qnd 13 for any character ?
HII thank u for the ask!! i forgor to anwser this yesterday, so !! today:) ask game here
1. Canon I outright reject ferry has before said that they imagine dmitry and anya to be straight. i say this is FALSE. and UNTRUE. this is more semi-canon than anything, but, teehee
8. Unpopular opinion about them for five pebbles rain world !! so. when i first met him, in my first playthrough, i knew a bit of spoilers !! i saw that people called him an ass and a jerk and all that. but, when i saw his dialogue ! i was ! genuienly surprised with how nice he was!! he didn't have to give this random slugcat the directions on how to go to the void sea At All - yea, it sucks that he assumes that everything and everyone wants to die, and yea it sucks that he kills you if you linger in his chamber for too long (i take that one as. he knows you'll just wake right back up again, so, it doesnt matter) !! but like. godd. hes got the rot. hes in so much pain man. he probably hasnt talked to anyone in like thousands of years man. hes just a guyyy. yea hes a jerk and all that. but. in short: i dont think he's as mean as people make him out to be
13. Dumbest thing theyâve ever done yura beletsky. the shit he does in my swap au but, canonwise. m. id say sergei was rlly stupid to call the containtment services on katya , with sanya and yura there ! like, he called them bc he wanted to keep sanya safe n all that, yea? well !! why did he call them when she was there, then !! sergei Knows how dangerous mutants can be !! and i get he didnt think they'd send a whole fucking. swat team. he was doing what he thought was best. but there rlly was a better way to go about this i think - and, its not like he had to think up the solution to that On The Spot! he could have taken some time to think !! but hes also an honest guy and doesnt like lying to sanya, yea? so. godd. he fucked up !! i dont knowww i dont know im just a silly guy i dont know. he did what he thought was best but he could have done it better
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What is love? Baby donât hurt me :(
Hello :)
Iâm back đ
The other day, I told someone that we should stop talking because I got attached 𤥠gurly (me) really thought she could handle a premium friend (frens with benefits?) man I donât even know if you can call us thatâŚ. smh đ¤Śđťââď¸
Damn I donât know where to start AHAHA
Butt basically I was in this ghost app looking for someone to talk to, because I wanted to get over Shi. I wasnât looking for anything actually, I just wanted someone to talk to⌠I saw this guy who was a VA so ofc I was like âOOOOO INTERESTING đâ AHAHAHHA I wasnât really thinking of anything weird, I was just curious :3 so I swiped right đĽ°
I really enjoyed talking to him as a frend, and eventually we switched platforms and we talked everyday :D We kinda established that we shouldnât escalate things in a romantic way bc he has baggage and I kinda did too? And he was only looking for a fubu. We were supposed to only be friends butt I wanted to try to be a hoe lol so we had this thing called âdaily hoe trainingâ (noodles iyk)âŚ
THE THING IS HE WAS LIKE A GUY STRAIGHT OUT OF A NOVEL??!! LIKE THIS DUDE WAS DEF WRITTEN BY A WOMAN⌠COZ HOW DO YOU EXIST??!
Butt like yaurrr even if Iâm deprived I do have the sense of appreciating someone without falling for them ya knowww Iâm not hollow (I hope). THIS GUY KASE⌠Although heâs someone who sounds like he came from a frigin novel he wasnât really my type đś (putang ina mo Bela). Idk he sounds like this dangerous hot guy who secretly has a heart⌠I like me a golden retriever (Shitt he really looks so cute tho ughhhhh why did I. HAVE. TO. MEET. HIM. >:( LIKE NOW I HAVE ALL THESE FEELINGS AND HE DOESNâT KNOW and he doesnât have to :p he thinks I left bc I didnât want to catch feelings butt I might have already did? SEE IM NOT SURE!!!
Anyways, the more I got to know abt him I started to develop a soft spot, and I wanted to know more⌠I donât know how to explain it butt I want to take care of him??? AND SIR IS SO RECKLESS he keeps getting injured like wtf man đ
I donât even know what Iâm feeling, I wanted to get to know him more? butt when I realized I was getting attached and all this meant that I was starting to want more from him I had to pull back⌠because itâs not what we agreed upon, he made it clear that he didnât want anything like that with me⌠(damn 𼲠that actually hurted more when I read it lol) So yeah đ Man I miss him⌠Ya know I have full on convos with him in my head, like the things I wanted to talk abt and share with him??? Is that okay? am I still normal? lol whateverâŚ
I might delete this, I just didnât know how to get it off my chest, bc my frens and cousin is prolly tired of me talking abt it AHAHAHAHAH đ¤Ş
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You guys are talking about what the kid's lives would be like
But where are they gonna live...
I HAVE NO ANSWER TO THIS đ I KNOWWW I'M THE CREATOR BUT I'VE BEEN LOST ON THIS FOR 3 YEARS
I have pros and cons to the places that Ai has been to and/or likes
Hell:
Pros:
Her house is actually pretty nice looking. And surprisingly safe.
The Sins are around and really don't mind providing support for Ai's children when needed (Eliza, Siran's daughter, was basically a test run so it's nothing new to them)
Living in hell would quickly help them find their sense of purpose; if they don't get their shit straight, they're getting pushed aside by the rest of society
Would give them a really good understanding of religion
Ai would be around a lot more and she wouldn't constantly be freaking the fuck out because she knows her surroundings
No one would fuck with them
Cons:
Ai can easily hide all the bullshit she's done from Alexi because he's never been to hell. If they're there a majority of the time, Ai would either have to get herself together (which wouldn't last long from what we know rn) or just let herself be an asshole and become a bad example
The weather. The fuckin weather đ half of the time it isn't Ai's fault either it just sucks ass
It can get hot. Like really hot. Not in the house tho
Nash. Aquinas. Showing their true colors.
Politics get mad stressful and they'll probably get looped into it too early
Speaking of which, they might mature too quickly đ hell isn't the place to have a calm life
High expectations
Nostea:
Pros:
Atlas and Orion are usually kinda patrolling when Ai isn't around. They wouldn't really be the worst babysitters either
Safe for the most part
There's little to no conflict ever
They get scary dog privileges from Nash and technically Ai too
Cons:
If anything negative were to happen, it would literally shatter the world and send everyone into panic. They're not used to potential conflict so they haven't prepared for big things like that
Prejudice. It's easy to shove it under the rug for a while but really, what happens when the world isn't used to people being different? There's hate. Nostea is still getting used to the existence of hybrids so that might become a problem
They might even become spoiled
They might struggle to make true friends but the chance is kinda low
Everday Havens or Twilight Rifts:
Pros:
So fuckin calm. Like if the cottagecore aesthetic was perfect. Like it's fuckin amazing
Heavily magic based realm. Ai probably wouldn't want her kids to get too used to the mundane anyway
Everyday Havens specific: The weather is always nice
Neutral:
It's pretty empty. It's not like the place is unknown, it's just hard to get there for people who haven't been there before, so there's only going to be a few people around and the houses are really spaced out
RANDOM GRAVES. It's not like they're just lying about and you're gonna step on a dead body or something but you could be running around in one of the big fields and randomly see "Rest in Peace __" like okay girl...They're not that common...but they're there so I just put it as a neutral
Twilight Rifts specific: Questionable weather. Like it can get pretty damn bad when there's rain or snow, but it looks beautiful when it's sunny out
Everyday Havens specific: Its never really sunny out. 70% of the day is just a few hours after midday or sunset and the other 30% is night time.
Cons:
Fairly underdeveloped area so there's not much going on. Better get used to walking because there aren't any cars unless you magically conjure one up
Sometimes there's too much magic. Like shit will just break or randomly become created for like no reason. Usually there are warning signs around where it would usually happen, but there aren't signs for every area
Power can go out pretty easily
Golrotnce:
Pros:
I deadass can't think of anything off the top of my head that is only a pro
Neutral:
People have a very fast moving way of life. That can be good and bad depending on the person who's asked
All the pros and cons of the 20's mixed with the 50's. Weird, I know
A lot of snow. Like. A normal person would get like, knee deep in snow fun for a while but that's too damn much
Cons:
They're suffering from some of the shit Nash has been doing. He was feeling a lil goofy and left LANDMINES IN RANDOM AREAS. Most of the areas have been cleared. But DAMN
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i will apologize in advance these all ended up more as like. care / aid pokemon i have a lot of thoughts and feelings on the matter . i hope you like them anyway !! explanations under cut
psyduck - kind of a weird pick but bear with me . psyduck is pretty well known for the effect its constant headaches have on it, which i think lends itself pretty well to having a trainer that has any similar chronic condition (physical or mental) . bonding experience learning to cope etc etc . i think you get my drift
stoutland - im biased here BUT !!! i really see the lillipup line as support dogs ! they're described as loyal and intelligent, even being referred to as the big-hearted pokemon. they've been known to help people and just generally be really trustworthy, which i have to imagine is a nice presence to have for someone who's a lot more anxious and worried. also iirc dogs are pretty good at getting a routine down which could tie into her liking to plan things out a little more . smiles.
comfey - comfey is said to give off a sweet, calming scent with its flowers, which ties well into the idea of managing anxiety and relaxing a little bit. no big reasoning here just straight aromatherapy
whimsicott - for one they've gotta be soft as hell. that's a big reason. but also whimsicott's are known to be blown around in the wind for funsies and i think that ties into the idea of 'going with the flow' and letting things pass you by, which could maybe give her a different perspective / a little bit of hope . i dunno if this is anything
cinccino - their fur is said to be super soft to the touch and likes to clean dust up away from its space, which i think ties well into the idea of a more supportive mon . i dont know i had that one super soft comfy friend cinccino in mind when i picked them because i just knowww petting that thing would do wonders for mental health man. soft weighted beastie what more do you want.
hi hi rb with an f/o and i'll assign them a pokemon team. again.
extra info is appreciated but not required !! i'll do a max of 3 ... can also do s/is if so desired . do whatever you want forever and ever ..
proship + adjacent dni
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