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i will never have this attitude to anything else in any part of life but i did not down monster and coffee and sit in my university library all night and experience rollercoaster level anxiety on the countdown to last submissions just so people can write their essays with chatgpt
#ramble#i know i keep saying it but god forbid you fucking try. god forbid you make an effort with anything in your life#what happened to the frantic typing and no spellchecking because you've got 40 minutes left and the bibliography isn't done#what happened to scribbling the conclusion as the teacher was literally walking around the room collecting papers#i hated every minute of it but submitting my dissertation was the greatest day of my life at the time. bc i worked so fucking hard#i hate 'suffer like i suffered' in EVERYTHING else except for this. sometimes shit is hard work. if you want a skill you fucking work#i am going to assume if you use generative ai that you don't care. and i don't fucking trust you#and i don't care about anything that you couldn't be bothered to make yourself#fun fact: if i hadn't started tattooing i would've done a masters and been a lecturer!#and i'm glad i didn't because honestly idk if i'm above screaming at teenagers for things like this#i feel the same way about ai 'art' because like. you didn't earn it. you didn't try#writing is hard and drawing is hard but you learn so much!!! and i hate that people can't see that the point is the process of it all#the love is in the labour
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people have pointed this out before but I love how the death note jdrama highlights how needlessly cruel L is capable of being..... calling Light (and the other Kira suspects) early in the investigation to falsely accuse him of being Kira just to see how he'd react, taunting Light relentlessly while he was imprisoned and interrogated, and of course the mock execution. all while knowing no one can really stop him. the jdrama really said "btw don't forget this guy's an ASSHOLE"
#light had to solo that mock execution in the drama too no misa no kira just a boy staring down the barrel of a gun held by his father#drama light isn't exactly a saint but he certainly isn't as adept at handling such brutal psychological warfare like animanga light was lol#L is an asshole and we love him for it but he's still an asshole#death note#death note jdrama#death note drama#death note tv drama#l lawliet#light yagami#there were the little funny taunts like him going to the misa concert and hiring lookalikes to swarm the place#so misa couldn't figure out which one he was and discover his name#or that time during the yotsuba infiltration where he tricks light into running full force into a closed door#but by god when you think about it for too long some of the earlier stuff is brutal for someone they only knew to be a suspect at that poin#there is an element of horror in imagining the level of power L actually holds as the world's greatest detective#even in the animanga it's like..... if this is the shit he gets away with when there are cops present......#I know that the kira case was unprecedented and it forced him to do things he normally wouldn't do (like going out in public for example)#but surely this can't be the first time he's staged a mock execution right...
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Maybe Dean is uncomfortable with (from his perspective with what he just walked in on) one of his grown ass brother’s favorite memories appearing to be a little girl grabbing his grown ass man thigh under a dinner table in front of her parents. You think they ever considered that angle? Or did they perhaps. Not remember the scene. At all.
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[Context being: Someone is very upset at Dean saying "Wait, so… playing footsie with brace-face in there? Then that’s a trophy moment for you?" to Sam when they first encounter each other in heaven in 5.16 "Dark Side of the Moon". Commenters appear to have absolutely zero clue (1) when in the episode this happens (at the beginning before any animosity over memories has had a chance to develop) (2) what happened right before said dialogue. Commenters jump to suggest that Dean "sexualizes" an innocent family meal by talking about "playing footsie" in order to *looks at notes* undermine Sam's desire for normality and a bunch of other nonsense that makes no sense at all if you care about the order in which things actually happen/are said in the episode and realize that Dean is not in fact psychically aware of what Sam is thinking and his feelings about Thanksgiving and walked in on him reliving a child young enough to be in braces touching his grown ass man thigh i.e. "playing footsie" with him more or less.]
#this is extremely funny to me sorry anon this doesn’t bother me a single ounce#i mean dean's dialogue in the scene. samgirls refusing to actually watch supernatural continues to be annoying.#mail#5.16#‘he’s insulting her appearance’ he is calling her a CHILD young enough to be in braces and pointing out that this looks CREEPY.#'how dare he suggest they were playing footsie’ she was???? grabbing??? his thigh????#sggdhdjdhdhhdjdj#it isn't until AFTER this that Sam explains (1) he was 11 when this happened (2) he wanted to have a normal family thanksgiving.#Dean does not know that until after he says this???? and is surprised because he does not know Sam hated their thanksgivings.#Also probably because Sam is a known grinch when it comes to any and all holidays ever made.#And because Sam looks visibly uncomfortable when Dean walks in so Dean is like (????? good memory why ????)#They have also only JUST put two and two together regarding the whole “We must be reliving good memories” angle.#Dean certainly hasn't developed any animosity toward Sam over it yet. That comes later when he starts to believe#(because none of the memories are with him) that Sam hates him and Dean is just an embarassing idiot who sacrifices for his family#and is detested for it. The thing is is that Zachariah is sowing this narrative intentionally to tear the brothers apart.#Swan Song shows us Sam has MANY “greatest hits” with Dean.
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I only watched like two thirds of Oppenheimer and like it's a beautiful movie and well made and well acted and well directed but also. I DNF'ed it. like it's a technical marvel but it isn't like. interesting enough? like it isn't as amazingly good as I expected after hearing people talk so much about it. lowkey wonder if reviewers aren't a little bit blinded by the star studded cast
#like you can just say anything cillian murphy touches lowkey slaps. that much is true#you can even say you're a cnolan bootlicker (me too)#but it's simply not as compelling as everyone made it seem. I think it's that it's not... personable???#nolan's greatest strength imo is that he directs these movies with some sort of relationship at the core#usually a fairly obsessional relationship too. sometimes a healthy one (tenet) sometimes not (the prestige)#sometimes familial (interstellar and inception) sometimes not (the two boys in dunkirk)#and this one... didn't have that emotional center. it's about a man who very effectively and not entirely intentionally#completely alienated himself from the world both through his practical choices and through his mode of thought#and I don't know anything about the irl man himself but I'm guessing that's pretty damn accurate#but it leaves the movie grasping at something that isn't there because it HAS the brilliant visuals it has the sweeping complexity#but it doesn't have the emotional and relational core that is why I love cnolan's movies#does that make sense?#Lu rambles#anyway I will be sat for his odyssey thing though#oppenheimer
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why doesn't talon like looking young?
dis was gonna be in the little lore write up but i still have to iron out many details surrounding it ➡️ connecting to my general vampire lore....anyway the answer is abuse at the hands of higher rank vampires and mortal men who sought out young "boys" just like him + also he already hated that he would never get to age bc people would treat him weird even before all that (as in, they'd just treat him like he was stupid because he looks so young)
#closest to the real thing without illusions. wont age or break (assumedly)#anonymous#skunk mail#(this is also where we find out talon Does break and his vampire Defect isn't just slow regeneration but also#Just Sometimes Not Healing At All)#and these ppl having that info was not the greatest outcome#he was fine with it at first before it started affecting his self image and before the physical injuries#now he has an eating disorder and hates his body and struggles with hygiene so that nobody will want him#thereee is something abt like idk i feel he maybe flip flops between liking his very aged appearance and hating it#bc on one hand its not the other body that was an Object its a new different lived in body with wrinkles and folds#but on the other hand it is an Extreme and also like‚ you know‚ the way trauma Ages you...#i cld see him still being frustrated bc this isn't just An Old Man‚ it's an old man from the result of a lot of turmoil#bc idk that talon wld actually look the way he does if he got to naturally age ykwim#bc it is the result of purposeful harming of health...if dis makes sense#like its still not enough he still didnt get to age normally it was traumatic aging‚ bc it's unhealthy for his vampire body and also bc of#the literal trauma
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Listen, sometimes in life you’ve just gotta ignore canon, and even certain headcanons/AUs you don’t like or agree with and come up with your own/a version of the thing you like. As a form of self-care. This is a moral I live by, I think anyone who knows me knows at this point.
But for all that is good and decent in the world, you still absolutely need to be respectful towards others, even if what they made does not gel with you, personally. Especially if they’re the original creator(s) of the original, canon work.
#rhys-ravenfeather signing on#fandom stuff#a reminder to myself and others#case in point: there's a CERTAIN fnaf character a friend and i have VERY different opinions on#she loves him; i...DON'T; and he's one of many i've elected to keep out of my fnaf au(s)#i don't spend every hour of every day whining about how much i dislike this character out of spite because i love my friend and respect her#also what would it really accomplish lol :P#there's also the time someone told me my ahit au was boring because i just made snatcher a good dad who's trying to become a better person#instead of a soul-stealing baddie#like...i know my au isn't the greatest thing ever but i still love it and love my versions of the characters; snatcher included#and i'm really proud of the story i came up with#bottom line: be decent to each other people
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So, Rise Mikey is one of the few Mikeys to not have a cat, right?
And Rise Mikey also had this fire demon thing in his Kusari-fundo, right? And I saw this headcannon (which I stole from "Change of perspective") that Mikey still has it in like a lantern or something even after his Kusari-fundo breaks, which is a head cannon I really like.
So, my brain put two and two together and thought, "What if...it was the cat?"
#I drew this so fast after I thought of it#They do kind of look like Maria (the electric monster) from wordgirl 's fursona though#how do i tag#rottmnt#tmnt#rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles#rise michelangelo#rise mikey#rise of the tmnt#rise tmnt#Teenage mutant Ninja turtles#TMNT#Does the fire demon thing have a tag?#a rare original post#tmnt art#Art#rottmnt fanart#Fanart#I guess#I know the drawing isn't the greatest but I tried my best#Wall of tags#Fire cat#tmnt headcanons#michaelangelo#Mikey
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hi! this is my small, gentle reminder that you don’t have to be like other people. I know the best parts of other people are beautiful and exciting and just so cool, but you don’t need to be everything. it’s okay not to be as good at watercolor as your sister or not give good advice like your mom does and it’s okay to love qualities in other people. sometimes other people’s words or their idiosyncrasies or the way they part their hair is so wonderful that you want to join, you want to feel the way about yourself, about the not-as-great parts of yourself that you do about the best parts of them. and it’s okay if you start listening to The Killers because it’s your brother’s favorite band or if you decide you want to get red converse like the ones your best friend has. but it’s okay if you can’t “keep up” with their grades or will never be able to do eyeliner as well as they can or maybe it seems like they just love life more than you do. I just want you to know that there are unattainable parts of you too. you can like things about other people that you don’t have, and you don’t have to give a compliment thinking god I wish I was like that. you don’t have to be like that. it’s okay to just be the things you are. you don’t have to be everything.
#found this in my drafts from a couple years ago & thought it was still pretty relevant haha#this isn't at anyone other than myself but#sometimes i look at the people i love and think !!!!! this part about them is so wonderful!!!!!#i want to be wonderful in the same way!!!! because i love it in them and so i want to love it in me too#but you can't have every quality and you can't be good at everything#it's okay to be what you already are#not to say that you can't try to emulate your role models don't take pieces of your loved ones for yourself#we are collages of every person we've ever loved ever known#but you don't have to#you don't have to take everything you don't have to be everything#you don't have to be like someone you love#someone you know is loveable#to be loveable too.#you can. i started listening to the magnus archives because of my friends and i like to try my hand at aus i loved reading#and those things bring me a lot of joy!!! and i love them!!#but sometimes it can turn into. why isn't this as good as theirs why can't i look like them or have as cool clothes as them or whatever#'i'm so sick of myself / rather be rather be / anyone anyone else'#'i know their beauty's not my lack / i know their win is not my loss'#maybe this is a very selfish mindset. it feels like it and ha#i wish i wasn't as selfish a friend as my friends are#do you see how this works#hm. this probably doesn't make much sense.#i just. you don't have to be everything#you are already the things you are and that's already enough#fiona speaks#i just think comparison#comparison and shame are at the root of so many of our problems. they are one of the greatest enemies to us#take pieces but. ha a uquiz told me once that your fuel does not have to be shame#idk just. yeah. what other people have is not your lack#idk
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i want to be the strongest most unaffected aloofest person ever but im literally the weakest saddest cries at every inconvenience type of person and man.
#i got tiny little bit fever just 100#and i can't find dolo#and it's making me cry#i miss my mom i don't want to grow up I HATE GROWING UP i need my mother to sit and#shake the thermometer because ive broken them twice and i want her to stare at the clock for 2 mins#so i can close my eyes as if im in the greatest pain known to mankind#it's fucking ridiculous how the littlest things stick with you#and my dad called out of the blue and he was like i miss you and i know it's just a plot he can't bear to stay alone there#and now that mom has done her time he needs me to be there#but it's fucking making me cry nonstop since the evening#i don't even freaking understand why i sit alone for 2 secs and start crying eveb tho my head is empty#i just.#fuck him for lying about missing me needing me hasn't he fucked me up enough#he told me he loved me in 11th grade and like. obviously it wasn't true#i remember arguing back then he was so angry he was like what is love to you and i was so young i didn't think about stuff like that in 11#and i said it's wanting the other person to be happy because that's the most basic thing i could imagine trying to make the other person#happy and being there for them#and he was like NO you're just a child love is respect love is when i tell you something is right and you believe me#i didn't think it was true back then and i really fuckjnv know that it isn't true now#and just. everytime someone says they like me love me i feel like it's a lie because well my dad both my parents really#say they love me and obviously it isn't true#they wouldn't treat me this way if it was#so like. god. pls you've done enough you've wrecked enough havoc i can't study i can't maintain friendships#i can't maintain loving relationships all cause of you#and the audacity to say you miss me after all this after jm sitting 21 years old just carefully trying not to think about dying everyday#he says sweet things and then as soon as ive agreed to him he immediately becomes the rude horrible selfish person he is#im so so sooo sick of him i don't want to deal with him anymore i just want to fast forward 1.5 years and move out and#i want him to stop having so much fucking control over me physically emotionally#im not even near my period ut JUST ended ige never cried this much without periods#it's so fuckung scary man crying and crying and crying and you feel like you'll never be able to stop
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Ok. Get closer why don’t you.
#Chakotay opens the door to Janeway's ready room and the two of them are literally in each other's laps#but they're talking very seriously about work business and seem unperturbed by Chakotay's entrance#<- my ideal (bc I think it's funny)#Chakotay: What are you and Tuvok to each other?#Janeway: ?? He's one of my dearest friends and most valuable officers.#Chakotay: Right. No..it's just that I saw you kiss his hand the other day? As if pledging loyalty to a monarch but more tender than that -#there was a glitter in your eyes like love but to call it 'love' would cheapen it so you leave it unnamed? I just saw that and was curious.#Janeway: That's just a friend thing v_v are we on for dinner?#Chakotay: Sure (later) Hey Tuvok what is Janeway to you?#Tuvok: She is one of the greatest individuals I have ever had the honor of knowing - someone I consider a friend - family -#and a piece of my very soul can be found within her. Why?#Chakotay: Aren't you married?#Tuvok: -equivalent of sighing- it isn't romantic. (right. yeah of course.)#<- my ideal (bc I think it's hilarious)#It isn't romantic Chakotay my God...Have you read any poetry lately? Once you get 1000 hours into ancient poetry THEN maybe you'll get#what's going on#Also sidenote this crew is fucking doomed mental health wise HEHEHE they tried therapy ONCE (after trying 'literally just erase the trauma')#and the therapist FELL ASLEEP#I love these bastards HEHEHEHE#Janeway: Doctor I'm going to do my best to help you...I allowed you to evolve into a being greater than a mere hologram and I owe it to you#to let youzzzzzzzzzzzzz zzzsnorkmimimimi#tuvok cam
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oh i'm definitely gonna lose some friends for this one huh
#already got vagueposted about by one former friend as 'comparing pro-palestine sentiments to antisemitism'#direct quote 'israel desperately wants them to believe this is a religious war and not a genocide'#same guy who said 'boy howdy do we know their side of the story' and ten short texts later said verbatim:#'we can't use religion as birthright thats stupid and the Number One Tool of Colonizers'#which is a STAGGERING amount of cognitive dissonance#as if religion is the relevant part and not the literal historical fact of jewish indigineity to eretz israel#mind you at the time of the vaguepost the ONLY thing i said regarding palestine#was that if your 'support' for palestinians includes sharing basic antisemitic dogwhistles and blatantly lying about history#then that 'support' will accomplish nothing for palestinians and only get jews killed#and i feel like looking at that and insisting that i'm comparing all pro-palestinian sentiment to antisemitism is uh. telling#we'll see how this ends up going - i fear it may not be the greatest for my social life but i stand by what i said#bc even if i am wrong about Everything directly surrounding israel and palestine#i was strictly discussing antisemitism in the discourse surrounding it#and a longer version of 'no stance on israel makes you immune to antisemitism and antisemitism runs deep and will affect your thinking on#the matter and refusing to acknowledge that is dangerous' isn't actually dependent on the intracacies of the conflict it's just True#and i'm not gonna back down again i'm not going to downplay antisemitism again i'm not going to give up#i'm not sure if i have jewish friends i simply do not know about who see what i say on there#but if i do then i need it to be clear they have Someone who is willing to fight for them#and if not i still need to make it clear i won't stand for blatant antisemitism no matter whose name it's in#the only thing that would make me consider taking down what i said is if i believed it's counterproductive#and part of me wonders if it is - i don't want to put people on the defense bc that's simply not conducive to good faith discussion#but at the same time i know that a lot of what i've needed to hear was fed up or harsh words#that i started off just reading and keeping my defensiveness inside until they sunk in over time#and maybe my frustration will have that effect for someone#damn i really need to make some jewish friends... maybe after break i'll reach out to hillel or a local shul to ask if they could use a han#or something idk we'll see#personal#faggotry enjoyer original
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HI I AM HERE TO TALK ABOUT THE JACK/BRICK AGENDA ????
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OKAY ok so first off the subtle intimacy of jack knowing every single way that hockey (particularly in the 80s before a lot of safely measures were implemented) has worn down and damaged brick’s body and bringing it up every time a new safety measure is put into place (“the first thing I thought of when I saw that curved glass was that your shoulder would work just right if they had that when you were playing!” JACK PLEASE)
and of course like the understanding jack has about the nature of sports and the bodies they affect, the way a dirty hit broke his leg and destroy his division 1 soccer career before it could ever go anywhere like he gets it
the fact that they both went to UNH but jack graduated right when brick became a freshmen so I think for the most part they like JUST missed each other (although if I ever uncover any WGIR recordings of jack calling wildcats games I WILL lose my mind. I don’t have a clear idea of the timelines on that though so stay tuned on that one lol) BUT THEY WERE FATED TO RETURN TO EACH OTHER. the gravitational pull of fate.
and like the chemistry between them was so instant and strong!!!! I’ve watched some 2006 games before jack was full time w nesn and it was dale arnold alongside brick and I swear, all respect to him, but lord the lack of chemistry between him and brick is sooooo palpable. especially when compared to what a natural pair he is w jack they like instantly made each other sparkle. their chemistry is so good it makes people's jobs easier. they ARE flawless together
jack never failing to seize the opportunity to lavish brick with praise about how smart and handsome he is and also laugh at anything even close to witty that he says. literally everyone needs someone to love them like jack loves brick.
I saw an article where brick was talking about how he was just happy to be able to play in the nhl even if he considered himself to be ‘mr irrelevant’, mostly flying under the radar. meanwhile jack NEVER misses an opportunity to tell him how amazing a player he was, how strategic and how deeply he understands the game.
the way they are both so obsessed with the game and all of its facets it’s like… really there isn’t anything more comforting than finding someone else who gets it, who understands what it means to have a singular focus on something and also have the exact same focus hhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!
the way if you put a pic of brick in front of him, jack literally can’t help himself from immediately being like ‘there’s my partner!!!!!!’ with more love in his heart than I’ve ever felt about anything
the absolute home they’ve made w each other of nesn...as a true Sold Together Do Not Separate. I DO NOT say lightly that I will be even more devastated when one or both of them retire than I was when bergy retired, they really are the blood pumping through the veins of my game watching experience
#🚨 OLD MAN LOVE MANIFESTO ALERT 🚨#wish I didn't have to go to work rn all I wanna do is talk about Them#[kesha voice] go insane go insane#when it was covid so they separated them with plexiglass and they instinctively kept reaching for each other like 🥺🫸🚫🫷🥺#I don’t tend to reread fic but when I tell you that I have reread ‘Working on Them Night Moves’ ‘Once Upon a Time in Durham’#and ‘Send It Down the River’ dozens of times a piece#that is not a joke#‘You drive me insane did you fucking know that?’ ‘Good thing I know the way isn't it?’ AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH#jack and brick's greatest hits
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Matthew MacFayden’s Darcy is a fascinating thing to unpack because I don’t believe it succeeds as a performance of Darcy or even as a performance in general (it kind of can't) but there are layers to it and it's not simple.
#the layers are: he’s a good actor. it’s a bad script.#okay simple enough but then it’s a bad script with several lines ripped directly FROM ONE OF THE GREATEST NOVELISTS OF ALL TIME#and so for a second he’s a good actor saying a great line and tbh it works in flashes#LOVE when he asks Caroline if he can defer her raptures til his next letter#Darcy dryness IN THE ROOM WITH US FOR A MOMENT#but then he’s also forced to stand up too quick and say ‘she’s upstairs’ in response to Lizzy asking about Jane#And it’s just. Giving Blurting? And I know he’s supposed to be flustered but it’s so not Darcy so it’s ooc and also jarring#and then there's his terrible haircut and the ill-fitting clothes and the strange blocking and direction#which add their own layers of bad#but then he ISN'T a bad actor and he's not not responding to Keira's beauty#there are moments where it's like.... yeah! that's a man who knows how to look at a woman!#he is not not connected to her. i know what people mean when they say they feel it#there's an energy! some glances! some warmth!#but then there's the thing where it's like. a) i don't think that he's the right choice for Darcy even in a better script#b) the script doesn't understand and has no interest in Darcy's true character and goes for the shy puppy/awkward/tumblr take on him#so both of those things are happening at once!!!!!!!!#and yeah it's just kind of so emblematic of the movie as a whole#not all the ingredients are bad but they are not well utilized at all#and also sometimes they are the wrong (good) ingredient#anyway do not mean to hurt any feelings or start any discourse i just am always trying to explain this to myself#and i don't think i've ever come so close tbh!!!!!#this was in my drafts from last night so i thought i would share it now#because I've always felt how much is wrong and how much is wrong as an Austen adaptation and yet there are glances#(that one gifset of them at Pemberley where they're talking about her playing and he's like 'no i said quite well')#(and she smiles and then he smiles and the light is golden and it's !!!!!)#but then there are moments that don't even work by that isolated measure!!!!#that just feel so weird and wrong!!!!! again. even by a sentimental measure#maybe even ESPECIALLY by a sentimental measure#so i'm always trying to unpack it more clearly (joe wright the clear villain being one takeaway) thank you for listening etc. more at 11.#2005 liveblog
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Not everything that gets 2000 + notes is always better than something that has less than 200. I've found some of my fave Merlin posts ever here that don't have hundreds upon hundreds of notes, whether they're gifs or meta or art etc and often they feel like I've found some treasure in a dragons lair that those of us who care to look for find and basically I just deeply appreciate everyone who shares their gifs and thoughts whether you're a 'popular' blog or not and I hope someday my gifs will be as god tier lol and notes mean absolutely squat because if a post makes you feel something and that persons creation has touched you in some way, then thats already enough, thats already what art and creativity in all forms is supposed to do.
#I know it sucks to not get reblogs#and things I spent 5 minutes on sometimes get a lot of notes for my standards anyway lol#and things I literally pur blood into get 10 at best xD#But if it touches another fan somehow thatn thats truly special#and the popular stuff here isn't always the greatest just sayin
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Ok ok I haven't posted anything this week 'cause it's been a mess :D
It's Easter and we always get the whole family together on Sunday, so I spent the week running errands with my mom to get everything ready.
Plus, today it's my birthday and we took the day to watch John Wick 4 (my beloved, I absolutely loved EVERYTHING about it and Keanu Reeves) aaaaand...
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Yours truly got a banoffee waffle - the banaffle - with loads of dulce de leche and, guess what, banana ice cream.
Yes, it's my fave ice cream. I gave that to the main character on Leon's fic 'cause I wanted something different and had no idea what... And it became their nickname. Trust me, banana ice cream is the best 🖤
I will answer to all the comments on the fics either still today or tomorrow! Also, I'll post another chapter of Survivor's Blood because it's already done, on Nemesis I regret to say we'll have to wait a bit ^^"
Oh and yes! That's a moustache! The diner we go since I was a little kid is called Joakin's and the symbol is a big ol' moustache!! I got a moustache cookie today and I've never been so happy, it's wonderful 🖤
Hope you guys have a great weekend and great holidays depending on what you celebrate - and if you don't celebrate, just a great weekend overall ;)
#polaris speaks#personal post#update#birthday#going out with my family isn't the greatest thing in the world#but I REALLY wanted to watch John Wick#and it was a perfect way to spend my birthday in my opinion#also yes I'm 29 now almost 30#gonna be the crazy artist aunt who knows Devil May Cry by heart and sings metal#little by little turning into Dante xD
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you guys it's possible for an actor to be disappointed in his character's new direction without that character's new direction actually being bad
#I'm talking about Mark Hamill and his upset about Luke Skywalker in TLJ#Hamill excuses it with “well the new trilogy isn't about my character anymore”#but like#why didn't he just see that Luke died fulfilling the greatest lesson his character ever had to teach:#that there's hope for everyone#and by choosing not to kill Kylo and have the “ends justify the means”#Luke Skywalker is finally FOCUSING on the future in its proper place: hopeful because of the here and now#that was always Luke Skywalker's big character flaw even in the 80s#he looked at the future like it was something slipping away out of his reach and he had to ACT to fix that#“gotta go to the academy. gotta go save Han and Leia. Doesn't matter if I'm 'needed' doing something that feels less-important”#“I gotta control the future!!”#And in TLJ that leads him to some sad places sure#but ultimately he does the most hopeful thing his character could do and finally fulfills the lesson he started championing in EP VI#come on#just because an actor can't see what the writer is doing correctly doesn't mean he knows what his character should do better than the write#the last Jedi is an example of that#the last Jedi#the last Jedi hate#Jake Skywalker#He's not the only actor who's been wrong about his character but still done a good job before#the last Jedi defense#Rian Johnson#I do think Rian Johnson's should've taken more time to explain and show Hamill how good his character's conclusion was#and sometimes I think he did but Hamill just chose to be in this funny “Jake Skywalker” lane and stay there once fans ate it up afterwards#Anyway
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