#I know it's involuntary

[mewos-laptop]

STOP FUCKING POSTING PRO PARA SHIT IN THE THERIAN TAGS I FUCKING HATE YOU GOD DAMN PIECES OF SHIT, I DON'T WANNA HEAR IT.

[varpusvaras]

I don't remember who the post was originally by, but it mentioned that what Jason is saying is probably less likely to be taken seriously because he is often very emotional (angry, raising his voice etc) while he is speaking, instead of being calm and logical.

And my angst brain really kicked into the high gear because Jason is canonically an emotional crier. Now him crying could be taken as a sign that he really means and feels deeply about the thing he is talking about, but because I want even more angst, instead people will be even more dismissive of him. We can talk about this when you have calmed down. I won't listen while you're being like this. Are you trying to get some kind of reaction out of me with that? It's not working.

[torawro]

guys i nearly embarrassed myself and moaned out loud….in PUBLIC.

[simptasia]

i often speak in clunky exposition because of a compulsive autistic desire to not be misunderstood

[vroom-vrooms]

No but like….

Lestappen musician au where they’re neighbors and Charles is a classical pianist and Max is a drummer in a band and Charles drives him crazy playing piano all night long so in return he drives Charles crazy playing drums all day long

So Max is basically falling asleep at practices because he can’t sleep at night because of Charles’ playing and Charles is also falling asleep at practices because he can’t sleep at all during the day because of Max’s playing and neither of them are thinking of logical solutions because obviously the solution is to make it worse and worse every single day until one of them gives in but neither of them want to be the first to confront the other

Do you see the vision?????

[littlemeow]

being forced to grow up too fast sometimes means you just become a kid in a bigger body

[agnesandhilda]

thinking about electric dreams (1984) and "I have no mouth and I must scream" by harlan ellison specifically relating their computer characters' antagonism towards the human leads to envy over embodiment, especially as it relates to sexuality (edgar's "I want to touch her" and "I have no arms..." versus am's sadism towards the five survivors, in particular his sexualized torment of ellen). which isn't to say that computer characters are inherently queer or anything, but that the science fiction conceit of "how does this being with a body radically different from the human norm experience the world?" necessarily has these ideas of embodiment and (lack of) sensory experience and the ways that those things Should be wrapped up in it. the computer-as-eunuch....

[stirdrawsandreblaws]

friend had an idea and i made a thing based on it. behold:

[varilien]

i already sorta played with the idea of bill having emotive hair in the first exploration doodle page i made for him but i figured it couldn't hurt to pin it down a lil more precisely :3

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[bitchfitch]

I Just Want Them To Be Happy.

[dxxtruction]

Not to psychoanalyze (Yes, to do that), but given Armand's history, his only preconception of what love is, is to view it through pure desire. Love - and more broadly accurate, his life purpose for like half a millenia - as only he's ever known it, has only been experienced through transactional wish-fulfillment fantasies, of which he was the one typically sought after to complete such an exchange. And so naturally, in his own seeking, he replicates it. Though to some degree he also replicates the fantastical existence of fictional romances to compensate.

This lack of true experience of love without desire or fantasy, making his always unfilled 'objet petit a' - his object of desire - (a partner he desires a particular love from but does not receive to his fulfillment) - the catalyst for believing there is no other form of love to be had. That he can simply love the person, and be altruistic to their personhood, without them filling a role or desire for him, just would never occur. He's egotistical and overly pragmatic towards others by the fault of formative experiences denying him his own personhood. In being groomed into the object of desire, he no longer sees anyone else but as such. It's equal parts lack of self-awareness, meaning he simply has no way to counter-reflect upon himself the way one should behave, and developed coping mechanism, either consciously or unconsciously, taking on the role of those who inflicted upon him their desires to gain a sense of control over it.

In never escaping this cycle of love as desire, he always denies himself his full person, and simultaneously denies the personhood of others.

[infinitelymint]

another little snippet of what's now 8k of Violet feeling like proper shit and thinking a baby might fix it (spoiler alert, it won't)

He cups her cheek and she hates herself a little bit for turning into the touch, for savouring the warmth and the feel of his hand against her skin. It’s been so long since she was last touched with any kind of affection that wasn’t from her dragons. It’s a testament to just how long that she lets him of all people. She squeezes her eyes closed tightly, willing herself to keep the tears at bay.

She’s missed it so much, the feel of someone else’s hands on her body. The comfort of a simple, platonic touch. She has missed the connection, the intimacy, the knowledge that someone cares. Gods, she thinks again, what she wouldn’t give for a simple hug.

“Vi,” he breathes, and there he goes again with the ‘Vi’, breaking down her walls even further. He sounds heartbroken and she can’t quite grasp why. He doesn’t care about her, so why does he suddenly sound like he does?

“I don’t think I’m okay,” she confesses and there’s no amount of squeezing her eyes closed that will hold the tears back now, not when she's finally uttered the truth that she has known intimately for months and months out loud. She feels the tears fall down her cheeks, leaving wet, hot tracks in their wake, like a map of her sadness. It doesn’t take long for his thumb to come up to wipe them away.

“I know,” he says, and there’s none of that brute efficiency or cold detachment she'd come to know from him during the war. His tone is gentle. It’s nothing like she remembers him, nothing like the picture she has of him in her mind. She doesn't know how to reconcile this version of him with the one who's only ever shown her indifference or frustration before.

She thinks that maybe peace time allows some to break down, and others to take care of the pieces that are left in ways that war time never could.

[stormyoceans]

I WAKE UP I SEE THIS IM EJECTED FROM MY BED LOONEY TUNES STYLES AND GO CRASHING THROUGH THE CEILING GOOD MORNING TO MSEFGJGDKSGJDGSJSKGF

[sonic-wachowski-hedgehog]

New favorite hobby! Kissing Shadow when he least expects it

[soupy-sez]

The Beastie Boys in KRUSH GROOVE (1985) dir. Michael Schultz

[ningtual]

"do you have a boyfriend?" .. "or girlfriend?" no "you're 23 now, right?" yes.. "do you WANT to have a boyfriend?" i don't know .. "why don't you have a boyfriend?" i .. don't know ...