#I know I'm mentally ill
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In honor that I am insane, here I share with you my collection of 300 James Hetfield videos in tiktok, just the best of the best edits, interviews or just our beloved man, it was hard work but here it is, I will surely keep adding more to the collection, enjoy the work of my hyperfixation.
#james hetfield#I know I'm mentally ill#But just look at that man#He has not a bad era#Fine like wine#90s james#80's James#curren! James#james my beloved#metallica
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how do i tell my extended family that my musical taste does not reflect the youth cause i only listen to this one band that broke up in 2013, but now they are kind of back together but we don't know what that really means and everything is confusing and weird and am i going crazy would i even know, am i right back where i started fourteen years ago?
#mcr#my chemical romance#i feel humiliated trying to explain that I'm just strange#i know I'm mentally ill#just don't make ME say it#crying#bo burnham is living rent free in my mind
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if i'm not DISGUSTINGLY in love with at least one (1) of the characters in any given piece of media it is not for me. if i have no one to crawl and weep for? can't get into it. if there is not one single character that makes me want to bash my head through a wall and then write ten thousand (fictional or academic) words about them then what is the point. respectfully
#I KNOW this is my own mental illness at work lest anyone lecture me on what makes media objectively good#I'm not saying it's bad I'm just saying I must suffer alongside the art or I don't want it#solas#emmrich volkarin#cullen rutherford#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#neve gallus#sorry I'm just listing all the characters that have done this to me most recently
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hey btw if you're in the USA at 2:20 p.m. ET on Wednesday, Oct. 4, they're testing the emergency broadcast system. your phone is probably going to make a really loud noise, even if it's on silent. there's a backup date on the 11th if they need to postpone it.
if you're not in a safe situation and have an extra phone, you should turn that phone completely off beforehand.
additionally, if you're like me, and are easily startled; i recommend treating it like a party. have a countdown or something. be surrounded by your loved ones. take the actions you personally need to take to make yourself safe.
i have already seen mockery towards any person who feels nervous about this. for the record, it completely, completely valid to have "emergency broadcast sounds" be an anxiety trigger. do not let other people make fun of you for that. emergency sounds are legitimately engineered to make us take action; those of us with high levels of anxiety and/or neurodivergence are already pre-disposed to have a Bad Time. sometimes it is best to acknowledge that the situation will be triggering for some, and to prepare for that; rather than just saying "well that's stupid, it's just a test."
"loud scary sound time" isn't like, my favorite thing, but we can at least try to prevent some additional anxiety by preparing for it. maybe get yourself a cake? noise cancelling headphones? the new hozier album? whatever helps. love u, hope you're okay. we are gonna ride it out together.
#watching ppl go from being like ''support neurodivergent ppl~~!"#to being like ''if this is going to give u a panic attack ur fuckken stupid''#like..... gets me#yeah man. i know im going to be triggered by it . in the old fashioned term. it is GOING to give me a panic attack. it's pretty much certai#and i shouldn't have to tell u about what i have survived for you to be okay with that.#you can just trust that i ALSO don't want me to react to it. i'm not gonna be having a FUN time.#dismissing that bc you think it's stupid.... like is the whole problem.#these sounds are workshopped by entire teams of people to get you to pay attention and move quickly.#they arent meant to be fun and exciting.#OBVIOUSLY it's gonna set ppl off.#but yeah there's something so fuckken demeaning about ppl being like. well that trigger isn't valid bc u haven't undergone X#dude i have ptsd bc i was abused as a child. like plain and simple. the fact im 30 and afraid of the dark tells you how bad it was.#i shouldn't have to ask u for permission to be mentally ill.#the reason it's a fucking disorder and not a fucking choice is that I DO NOT CONTROL IT.#like how is it any different from when ppl are like ''oh public speaking isn't that scary'' like FOR YOU#for YOU this isn't scary. now if i could fucking eat my own amygdala...
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theyre wearing fucking nail polish oh my god my gay ass my life is OVER i am PASSING AWAY
#if you need me#i'll be in my coffin#good omens#crowley#yea will wood reference on the good omens post i know i'm mentally ill
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hello nonhuman ally / young uneducated nonhuman. you have a bomb strapped to your chest. to diffuse it, you must explain why alterhumans are valid without saying any of these phrases
- they still know they're human / it's not like they believe they're physically nonhuman
- well they're not delusional / mentally ill
- it's just a phase, don't bother them / let kids be kids / they're just exploring their identity
- well they're just [insert something that only describes otherpaws / furries]
you have 1 hour.
#/silly#alterhuman#kitoposting#otherkin#therian#nonhuman#therianthropy#nonhumanity#otherkinnity#alterhumanity#i came up with this while walking to the store#for the third one: i'm not saying kids can't be alterhumans#and alterhumanity can certainly be a phase and still be valid#BUT IT IS NOT ALWAYS A PHASE#AND IT IS NOT ALWAYS KIDS#also for the second one: being mentally ill shouldn't be so stigmatised the biggest times for my nonhuman identity was for coping reasons.#like come on. ik plenty of mentally ill nonhumans and they're awesome#also the reason why i say nonhuman here instead of alterhuman is due to the fact that not all alterhumans are nonhuman#and i wanted to use the 'they still know they're human' quote everyone likes to flaunt
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Him and his brother could get it
(i don't own any of the gifs)
#squid game fanfic#squid game x reader#squid game#hwang in ho x reader#hwang in ho#in ho#hwang jun ho x reader#hwang jun ho#jun ho x reader#in ho x reader#fuck i need him#give me him#i'm feral for this man#i'm fucked#actually mentally ill#i know i'm fucked up
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santa once christmas is over
#ace attorney#gyakuten saiban#larry butz#yahari masashi#after christmas means it wasn't christmas !#art#digital art#aa#my art is just a reflection of my current mental health#i guess i'm hitting a bit of a low point since graduation#i really don't know what comes afer it. if ill manage to get a decent job. if it was all worth it#anyways#asdfasfsadfsd#i'm ok#ok?
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"everybody loved contractors."
"nice."
#me when it's time to get mentally ill about another troubled father daughter duo#anyway i watched the show last year and ever since i wanted to play the game so i finally did#finished it like a month ago and then rewatched the show twice#so#i guess u could say i enjoyed it a fair deal 👍#gonna start the second game soon#i know what's coming but i'm still not ready so i've been putting it off LOL#the last of us#the last of us hbo#tlou#tlou hbo#joel miller#ellie williams#my art#mods draws
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FAYE MARSAY & VARADA SETHU as Vel Sartha and Cinta Kaz -- Andor, 1x12 Rix Road
#'chip this is literally the whole scene' trust me i know#i don't feel good about it#andor#velcinta#vel sartha#cinta kaz#faye marsay#varada sethu#my gifs#there's not really a point to this except that. i'm mentally ill#and it's not just the one line it's the whole scene#so that's what happened
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but genuinely if you default to saying that random people and things have psychosis as an insult. you gotta change that. you have to think about why you say that. "this is psychotic" stop that shit. "these people are psychopaths" stop it. stop it what the hell. come on. real people have psychosis you think they aren't already associated with negative things? you think that helps anyone?
#like I'm trying to word this in a less aggressive way but it makes me incredibly fucking angry#pig originals#please for the love of god... be kind#and pay attention to how you say things.#this is honestly similar to how people default to calling people who do bad things ugly or mentally ill#that's not how it works! that's not how you do it! cant you just say This Guy Is A Fucking Asshole?#cant you just say Wow This Person Sucks. I Don't Like Them At All Because of (This Action)#come on. come onnn#ableism mention#<- uhhh let me know if we need other tags here
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anyone else constantly searching for disability-focused fanfics?
WELL I MADE A GOOGLE DOC!
Over a hundred fanfics centered on disability (physical, IDD, mental illness, neurodivergence, and more!)! All in one place! Titles, authors, link, and summary all written out - you don't have to click on them to see the summary! Sorted by fandom! Almost 30 different fandoms! Over a hundred fics! Constantly being updated whenever I find more!
As someone who is physically disabled, I spend a lot of time searching for fics centered on disability. They tend to be very difficult to find, only from a few fandoms, and often... not great representation. So, finally, I decided to make a list of them!
The majority are about physical disability. I've done my best to find any focused on intellectual and developmental disability, but there aren't many of those because there just aren't very many of them. There's also quite a few focused on neurodivergence and mental illness, and those are highlighted in light blue. My personal favorites are highlighted in light purple and marked with a star emoji.
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE GIVE ME MORE! I am constantly looking for more fics centered on disability! I will take any fandom!
#disability#fanfic#fic rec#ao3#ao3 fanfic#notable#iconic#physical disability#neurodivergence#mental illness#i spent a WHILE on this and am constantly adding more when i find them#also if you're the author of any of these and want me to remove them just let me know#i also partially made this because i do not understand how collections work on ao3 and they scare me.#i'm planning on adding short explanations of each fic#(and what kinds of disability are in each)#(and trigger warnings)#but i haven't done that yet#The Disability Fic Doc
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VARGASTOBER - day 11 : yarn
" do you remember . . . when i took one of those skeins of yarn that gran keeps lying around , and i decided to make our entire room a huge spider web ? so i looped all this yarn everywhere , all over the chairs and beds and tables and doorknobs until you couldn't go anywhere unless you were crawling ? " a smile and edgar wondered for a moment that if scriabin did have a creative streak in him , how could that be expressed ? how else could he express it when he had no body of his own ? work to create a past , a life that he never and would never have , maybe even this whole time . . .
uncropped ver under the cut X3

#vargas#scriabin vargas#scriabin#zarla s#vargastober#vargastober2024#vargas zarla#vargastober 2024#sunny's art#you DON'T want to know how long this took 🔥🔥🔥🔥#i've been here since i woke up man#IT'S 3AM . GOD AAH . aaahhhh#i was so close to LOSE MY SANITY COMPLETELY#but hey it's a great piece !#ughh#will write an entry for this one . and also explain what happened to day 10's piece#i could just go to sleep and continue with it tomorrow but i won't be home until sunday#i didn't have to cook so hard but i still did ohgod#it was time to draw scriabin !!! it's been a while since he was in any of these .#that backpack is the size of his torso lmfao#wanted their room to look messier mmmeh#DECIDED TO DO SOMETHING MORE PLAYFUL i'm tired of mental illness and depression and
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IWTV Characters as:
Spoons!
Thanks to @justonefruit for the suggestion!
Lestat:

Over the top indulgent. Impractical to the point of impediment. Must be displayed prominently. She will make all your other cutlery jealous and she knows it.
Louis:

Lovely to behold but deceptively dangerous. Details that call for a thorough examination. This spoon will slice the mouth if not carefully used.
Armand:

Modern elegance. Inviting yet unattainable. This spoon comes in a set, it NEEDS to be in a set, ok?
Claudia:

Small and seemingly delicate but perfectly balanced. Wistfully romantic. This spoon is SICK of being used for drugs. Seriously, respect the craftsmanship.
Daniel:

Well worn and practical, an old favorite and it shows. This spoon survived a house fire, flooding, and 3 moves and yet still is somehow the best spoon in the drawer.
Madelaine:

Soft and beautiful in appearance but made to last. It makes the user feel like the fanciest person on earth. This spoon was tragically misplaced shortly after being purchased.
This is already becoming a series so stay tuned for more of my IWTV characters as objects! Please feel free to submit requests and give opinions! (The characters I chose representations for will depend on the object unless specified)
#iwtv#What kind of hobby is this (the mentally ill kind)#I usually develop strong opinions on these and want to know if people agree/disagree#If you disagree with Lestat you're wrong tho I'm sorry but that is him in spoon form and I will die before I accept anything else#lestat de lioncourt#louis de pointe du lac#the vampire armand#daniel molloy#the vampire claudia#amc iwtv#I am sane in most ways this just isn't one#Madeleine Éparvier#iwtv shitpost#iwtv crack#Iwtv characters as
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Oops. It's a second headcanon compilation!
Don't worry, the next one will be back to our normal schedule of regular text posts and not headcanons
Masterpost
#Dark Meta Knight#Shadow Kirby#Meta Knight#Kirby#King Dedede#Daroach#marx kirby#Magolor#Bandana Waddle Dee#Bandana Dee#Marx#Kirby series#kirby headcanons#text post meme#text post memes#disability headcanon#okay I wanted a particularly exhausted Dedede so I snagged him from triple deluxe#i just think Dedede would have chronic pain from. you know. getting torn in half that one time#before you come after me for Magolor's panel: I do not think ocd and intrusive thoughts make you do bad things#I just think he already had it and the Master Crown made it worse (via lingering magic from the possession)#i dunno how mental illnesses work in aliens that use magitech#I had a lot more here but I decided I'm not going to continue rambling in the tags#I can expand on any of these headcanons at any moment if you want feel free to ask#also I saved that Kirby one for last because I thought it would hit with oomph#she speks#she speks originale#she edits#yes I'm working on the masquerade I am just obsessed with making text post memes
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I'm not saying making tentatodd sexy (as in like, a crossover between a mermaid and glossy black octopus-y tentacle porn monster) would have fixed Nightwing Brothers in Blood... but it would have made it much better
#sometimes when I talk about demonization of mental illness it's narratives that imply the illness/trauma makes the bad guy evil#and there's nuance to be explored in the analysis like how much of it is demonization what explanations do we get etc#but sometimes#sometimes the mentally ill character having an episode transforms into a literal ugly ass monster that eats people#and I'm like what do you even want me to say to this#i know why some of y'all enjoy it and I get it BiB has a great premise it could have been great#personally there's other stuff I dislike in it but I get it#but jesus fucking christ who thought the tentacle monster was a good idea#at least make him sexy!!!#(i'm not kidding that would have mitigated the demonization.#best version is no tentacle monster but if there is a tentacle monster at least make it hot)#dc#jason todd#dc comics#red hood#nightwing bib#nightwing brothers in blood#tentatodd#anti nightwing brothers in blood#also to me jason is either a bottom + sub or aro i don't see him doing anything at all with the tentacles#but HE COULD
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