#I just want to have my OCs sex and gender clear for once
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lynaferns · 9 months ago
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Question. I'm a little lost and I feel like a real person will explain it to me better than Google.
Does having a mastectomy automatically make you trans? Or it has nothing to do with it?
I'm redrawing an old hermaphrodite** OC and I'm realizing now that what I gave them years ago was a mastectomy but they didn't transition from one sex/gender to another, they just took off the breasts and conserves both male and female organs, that's the context.
So now I'm here wondering if that means they are trans and if it can still fall under the agender umbrella. Because there was technically a transition but nothing else really changed about them besides *whoos boobs no more* and I think I'm giving it too many thoughts.
* I have been informed to not use 'hermaphrodite' since it's degrading for intersex people, sorry.
* I'm changing it to 'hermaphrodite' again because the OC is indeed a hermaphrodite God like entity with both functional reproductive organs, so it would be the correct terminology. If I make a human OC I will use the proper term, 'intersexual'.
...I just made a 360° turn.
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arvandus · 6 months ago
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FICS FOR GAZA
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Hello everyone, I've decided to join the @ficsforgaza fundraiser. I've had a couple people express interest, and I think that every little bit helps. I will be offering WIP donations as well as drabble requests.
Donations are to be submitted to a vetted fundraiser. Do NOT send donations directly to me or to @ficsforgaza. Once you have completed the donation, send me a private screenshot of proof of the donation. Once I receive proof, I will update my WIP and request list and begin writing!
If you have any questions about the donation process, please view the pinned post for @ficsforgaza. If you have questions about the WIPs or requests, please reach out to me.
Total funds raised (after dollar conversions) : $73.29 USD
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REQUESTS
$2 donation = 100 words
1k word maximum ($20 donation)
Send me a character/characters and a dialogue prompt, trope, or just an overall idea that's been plaguing your brain lately and I'll write a short drabble/ficlet for you!
Fandoms I will write for: BNHA, Obey Me!, Wind Breaker, JJK, Haikyuu, Blue Lock, Black Butler, AOT, Bleach, Tokyo Revengers, Bungo Stray Dogs
Characters I will write for: Any! Bring it on, I love a challenge.
Will write: x reader (any gender), character ships, OCs, aged-up characters; SFW/NSFW, dark content (noncon/dubcon, yandere, etc). NSFW & dark content requests must provide proof of being 18 or older (request made off anon with age indicator in your tumblr bio). Note: If you want to make a NSFW/dark content request but remain publicly anonymous, send me a private message OR the same request off anon so I can verify. I will respond to your request using only the anon submission once you're verified.
Will not write: pedophilia; NSFW minors (even if no adult character is involved); anything involving bodily fluids that aren't saliva, tears, or blood; eggs, oviposition; a/b/o. If you're unsure about your request, you can message me privately and I'll be happy to answer, no judgment. :)
REQUESTS COMPLETED:
The Art of Looking (Haruka Sakura x f!OC)
REQUESTS PENDING:
Picture Perfect (Haruka Sakura x f!OC)
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Completed: 1,832
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WIPs
This list is extensive but by no means complete (I have many more ideas but they haven't been started yet). Here's to hoping your support will help me to clear some of these out of my drafts. :)
$1 donation = 100 words
No donation limit!
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OBEY ME
The Confessions of Flowers (Barbatos x GN!Reader) - oneshot; SFW; fluff; friends to lovers
Synopsis: You and Barbatos exchange gifts of flowers and herbs as a way to communicate your feelings to each other.
Current WC: 971
Estimated Total WC: 1,500
Sponsored WC: 0/529
Love and Duty - Chapter 2 (Barbatos x f!Reader) - multichapter; SFW (for now); one-sided fake dating; Barb catches feelings (eventually)
Continuation of my multichapter Barb fic. Chapter 1 can be found here.
Current WC: 3,796
Estimated Total WC: 7,000
Sponsored WC: 0/3,204
Just A Game (Barbatos x f!Reader) - oneshot; NSFW; predator/prey; consensual non-con.
Synopsis: It was your idea. You were the one who asked Barbatos to play this game, to hunt you throughout the empty castle while the prince is away. But you didn't expect him to be this good at it.
Current WC: 347
Estimated Total WC: 4,000
Sponsored WC: 0/3,653
Untitled oneshot (Mammon x f!Reader) - oneshot; NSFW; hurt/comfort; car sex
Synopsis: Mammon has had it with the teasing and bullying at his expense. But at least he has one person in his corner - you. You, who tells off his brothers. You who seeks him out. And you who finds him sitting alone by himself in his car.
Current WC: 1883
Estimated Total WC: 3,000-4,000
Sponsored WC: 0/2,117
A Formal Affair (Barbatos x f!Reader x Diavolo) - oneshot; NSFW; public sex but away from prying eyes and ears; casual sexual arrangement; threesome with focus on Reader (reader sandwich!); size kink; anal; oral; questionable uses for a tail... who knows what else, I just go where the hormones tell me.
Synopsis: A formal date with Diavolo to a classical performance, with Barbatos in tow as his loyal shadow, devolves into a night of pleasure and sin that you never expected.
Current WC: 2,892
Estimated Total WC: 8,000
Sponsored WC: 0/5,108
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BLACK BUTLER
Blood-bound (Sebastian Michaelis x f!Reader) - oneshot; NSFW; toxic/dark themes; enemies to lovers (but still enemies); blood feeding/drinking, bandages, injuries, rough handling.
Synopsis: The was no one you hated more than Sebastian Michaelis. He was arrogant, sinister, manipulative... and, the most obvious reason, a fucking demon. Which made it all the more infuriating when you woke up to your fatal wounds sealed shut and a hot, raging fire of desire coursing through your veins. A desire that only burned for one arrogant, sinister, manipulative demon.
Current WC: 9,139
Estimated Total WC: 13,000
Sponsored WC: 0/3,861
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BNHA
Dabi Christmas Special (Dabi x GN!Reader) - oneshot; SFW; fluff.
Synopsis: You've been repairing Dabi's clothes for him, strengthening their fire resistance with your quirk, for months now. But you never expected him to show up on Christmas Eve, of all nights.
Current WC: 680
Estimated Total WC: 1,500 - 2,000
Sponsored WC: 0/1,320
Tethered (Dabi x f!Reader) - oneshot; NSFW; weed & alcohol consumption; Dabi's an asshole but he's hot.
Synopsis: Insomnia is nothing new for you. It's nothing new for Dabi, either. It's why he's already sitting at the hideout's bar drinking his memories away when you show up for your own night cap. You think nothing of it... just another night of bantering and sarcasm. That is, until he makes you an offer you didn't expect.
Current WC: 6,794
Estimated Total WC: 8,000
Sponsored WC: 500/1,712
Total Sponsored Completed: 500/500
The Fall (Overhaul x f!Reader) - oneshot (two parter that will be posted simultaneously); childhood friends to lovers; angst; violence; eventual NSFW in later parts; yandere undertones as things progress.
Synopsis: You'd known Kai Chisaki since that fateful day you saw him, young and filthy, enter the Shie Hassaikai grounds on the heels of the Boss. Over time, a tentative bond between the two of you formed, growing stronger as you got older. But it wasn't enough to keep the young man from spiraling, losing himself in his obsession of purging the world of quirks. After all, he was doing it for you. He was doing it all for you.
Current WC: 9,355
Estimated Total WC: 20,000
Sponsored WC: 2,700/10,645
Total Sponsored Completed: 0/2,700
Cat and Mouse (Bakugou x f!Reader) - oneshot; NSFW; enemies to lovers; hero vs. villain.
Synopsis: Bakugou prides himself on his ability to stop any villain in their tracks. His record is impeccable, his reputation flawless. That is, until he crosses paths with you, a cat burglar with a quirk that always leaves him three steps behind. Oh, it also doesn't help that you drive him absolutely, utterly wild.
Current WC: 2,603
Estimated Total WC: 6,000 (hopefully?)
Sponsored WC: 0/3,397
Protector (title is tentative) (Bakugou x f!Reader) - oneshot; angst, hurt/comfort; love confession; NSFW
Synopsis: Bakugou's one job was to protect you. You weren't supposed to get hurt. But you did, and now he had to deal with the fallout. It calls into question everything he thought and felt about you. He thought he hated you. He thought you were a pain in the ass. And he thought he couldn't wait for this fucking assignment to be over. But the threat of loss, he realized, hurt more than the threat of failure. And coming so close to losing you has him rethinking every assumption he'd ever made. If only he could figure out what you were thinking. If only he could understand why you jumped in a protected him.
Current WC: 120
Estimated Total WC: 5,000
Sponsored WC: 0/4,880
Untitled oneshot (Aizawa x f!Reader) - oneshot; established relationship; NSFW; somnophilia (consensual)
Synopsis: A heavy work day leaves you exhausted and drained. Luckily for you, you have Aizawa waiting for you at home with the promise of a much-needed massage. Unfortunately, it's impossible for you to stay awake once you're in the comfort of your bed and you have his warm, rough hands on you... but that doesn't stop him from loving every inch of you.
Current WC: 2,053
Estimated Total WC: 4,000
Sponsored WC: 600/1,947
Total Sponsored Completed: 0/600
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JJK
The Ties That Bind - Chapter 1 (Inumaki x f!Reader) - multichapter; arranged marriage; canon adjacent future AU; slowburn; pining; hurt/comfort; mild enemies to lovers.
Synopsis: Inumaki didn't want this. He didn't want any of this. But his loyalty to his clan, and the potential fallout if he refused, forced his hand. Now he's bound for marriage to a total stranger all in an attempt to preserve the Gojo clan bloodline and keep the Six Eyes technique from extinction. The only problem is, you don't want to be here either. And neither of you want to have children.
Current WC: 4,584
Estimated Total WC (for chapter 1): 7,000
Sponsored WC: 0/2,416
A Promise To The Dead - Chapter 1 (Gojo x f!Reader) - multichapter fic; Nanami's widow!Reader; pregnant!Reader; canon divergence; childbirth and child-rearing; angst; drama; JJK politics; slowburn; pining; friends to lovers; violence & NSFW in future chapters
Synopsis: Nanami was never supposed to marry, but he did anyway. He was never supposed to have children, but here you were, belly round and filled with life. And Nanami was never ever supposed to die. Now it was Gojo who was left to pick up the pieces, trying to force them together into something believable, something you would accept. Because Nanami never told you what he really was. He never told you about the world of curses and sorcerers. He did it to protect you, of course... to keep you and his unborn child far away from violence and death. But Gojo knew better. He knew that there was no way to keep it from you forever. And when your child's sorcerer abilities manifest at the age of five, he's forced to take you and your child in. It doesn't matter that you hate him. It doesn't matter that you blame him for your late husband's death. And it doesn't matter that a deep, secret part of him has wanted you since the very beginning. Because he made a promise a long time ago that if anything were to happen to Nanami, that Gojo would make sure you were protected and provided for. And Gojo cannot not bring himself to break a promise with the dead.
Current WC: 396
Estimated Total WC: 8,000
Sponsored WC: 0/7,604
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jagibee · 2 years ago
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Call Me Luna Info
Hello dear readers, Mari speaking!
I just wanted to lay down some basic info about my story so that things are clear
- This story will probably not include super explicit smut unless or until I become more comfortable writing it, but due to heavy discussion of sex and suggestive scenes, this is an 18+ work, so it please respect that and MDNI
- The reader has an AFAB body and uses she/her pronouns and I think at some point I will have her wear skirts/dresses, and I decided to divide SKZ in half in regards to how old everyone is compared to the reader for the purpose of honorifics, but I looped Hyunjin in with the younger half since they were born in the same year. I also might have a background for character motivation purposes, so just oc family members and their secondary genders. Other than that, I try to keep it pretty neutral including race, religion, etc. Unfortunately I am limited to my own experiences, so if you feel like I’m not keeping it neutral or I am portraying something incorrectly or problematically, feel free to say something!
- I have ADHD and will deadass forget this story exists unless I have people interacting with me, so please do!
- My chapters will probably be over 1,000 words but I’m really inconsistent other than that so good luck
- This isn’t meant to be an exact biography of Stray Kids obviously so I’m not putting pressure on them or forcing them to be together or anything, also they have less managers and choreographers and sound people just because I don’t really feel like including all of that
- I’ll update when I want
- This is my story, so if you don’t like it, you can just leave without reading anymore!
- This story will deal with physical, verbal, and psychological abuse, as well as slight substance abuse, eating disorders, and mental health issues so please don’t read this if any of these affect you negatively
- Again, I can only go off of my experience so the way the characters in this story deal with things is not meant to be the “correct way” and it may not be relatable to everyone
- If you guys have any theories or ideas for what will happen next, let me know! It’s fun to see how people interpret writing (and maybe I’ll get my next plot point idea😁)
- I really don’t know what direction this will take so I’ll be adding trigger warnings as needed for individual chapters, and if there’s something that I haven’t tagged properly, please tell me! I want everyone to have a good experience with this story
- This story will have cursing, that’s just the way I think and write (and I think we all know the kids curse off camera)
- When any character uses English, I’ll show it like “‘“this”’”
- I’m shit at titles so….. we’re doing chapter numbers, but I might add chapter names later
- Tag list is open! You can send in an ask or message me if you want in! My tumblr is a bit fucked up so I can’t really respond to replies, but I always add you even if I don’t answer
- However, being on my taglist and being able to read my work is ultimately up to me, so if you do or say something that I dislike, I have no problem with blocking you
- I am fine with comments like “can’t wait for the next chapter!” but if it’s something more like “when’s the next part😡” consider it an automatic block, sorry not sorry!
- Liking and reblogging are always appreciated!
- Really, just have fun, stay positive, and (hopefully) enjoy the ride!
Info Regarding ABO
- omegas have heats three times a year for 7-10 days
- alphas have ruts twice a year for 3-6 days
- betas have slips once a year for 4-5 days
- heats include abdomen cramping, change of the omega’s scent, a need to nest, slick, and horniness for most
- heat suppressants are common, they don’t completely take away everything, there is still usually mild cramping, change of the omega’s scent and a need to nest, though they are pretty moderate
- ruts include a stronger scent of the alpha, possessiveness, need to mark their partner or partners, aggression, headaches, and horniness for most
- rut suppressants aren’t nearly as common as heat suppressants but they can tone down a rut to only include headaches, slightly stronger scent, and a bit of aggression
- slips include betas getting a stronger sense of smell and touch and they become very sensitive both physically and emotionally
- slip suppressants are very rare and only tone down a slip by about 20% while making the beta emotionally numb so many don’t like taking suppressants even when they have access
- there are no specific alpha scents or beta scents or omega scents, but in this universe, people can still identify someone’s secondary gender based on their scent
- scent glands are on the wrists and neck but if you put blockers on the neck, the body automatically stops releasing scents from the wrist gland
- scent blockers also lessen the wearer’s sense of smell
- wrist to wrist scentings are for acquaintances, neck to wrists are for good friends, and neck to necks are basically the equivalent of saying “I want you in my life forever” which can be platonic, familial, or romantic
And now onto the masterlist!
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garzzum · 4 months ago
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A VERY DESCRIPTIVE PROFILE OF YOUR MUSE: Arisen & Pawn(s) Edition
Tagged By: @fisherkn1ght
Thank you so much!!!!! 😊❤️
I have no one to tag so if you see this and you'd like to do it, pretend I tagged you 💀
Prepare for the overuse of parenthesis. This is gonna be long so 👇
Arisen: Crom
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(I had to take all the screenshots in this post literally today cuz Xbox deleted all my old screenshots and I never saved them to my phone 💔)
Nickname(s): Probably Crumb. 😭
Age: I think 22-25 maybe. She's childhood friends with Quina and Valmiro, and personally I can't see them being any older than 25-ish.
Race: Human.
Gender: I wanna say she identifies as a woman but tbh gender doesn't really matter much to her. Like she doesn't think about it. She'd have no problems if someone referred to her as anything other than a woman or used pronouns other than she/her.
Orientation: Asexual/Aromantic (like me😋). I can't imagine her (or really any of my OCs lol) in a romantic relationship or having sex or anything.
Moral Alignment: I think Neutral Good.
Class: She started as a Fighter and later became a Warrior. She just wants to swing a big sword around.
Background: Literally just the intro in DD1 💀 She's childhood friends with Quina and Valmiro, though her and Quina are practically sisters as Crom was raised by Adaro most of her life after her parents died in a brine-related accident. She doesn't remember them much. She took becoming the Arisen pretty well actually, if you ignore the fact that some of her neighbors died 💀 She was stoked to see a real life dragon until it sunk in (idk how she can see when her eyes are closed 24/7 but y'know... it's a fantasy game, pretend 😭).
Interests/Hobbies: Fishing (ofc, she's Cassardi), she's always liked sword fighting (I can imagine her and Valmiro as kids enthusiastically whacking eachother with wooden swords until they both were all bruised up and Quina had to heal them while lovingly chewing them out), and crafting things. Like whittling or making necklaces and crowns out of flowers that Quina found (to her annoyance, she collected those for a tonic).
Language(s): Common. Is that what it's called in Gransys? Grasian? Granslish?
Height: Probably around 5'10. The tallest in the village. 😭
Colors: Blue, Red, and Brown. Those would be her fave if you pretend that she can see...
Fruits: Idk.. I don't think she can choose either. She probably has a new favorite every other day.
Alchoholic Beverages: I don't think she drinks very often. She's definitely gotten wasted on Cloudwine with Mercedes once or twice though. (Also just a little headcanon, I like to think that Madeleine and Mountebank are friends, considering their shops are so close by, and now I'm imagining the three of them having a night on the town while Affie follows closely behind them to make sure they don't get into too much trouble. Fournival's probably there too but he'll deny it.)
Smokes: Again, not very often, but she has smoked greenwarish with Quina and Valmiro a couple times (you can't convince me they haven't smoke before, have you seen Quina's room? I get that she's a healer but...)
Drugs: I mean, if greenwarish counts.. But no, she doesn't do drugs. She needs to have a clear head for all that sword swinging. 🤣
Driver's (Oxcart) License: Definitely not. She falls asleep on the oxcarts way too fast.
Ever Been Arrested: Besides the Aelinore quest, no. She can be kinda reckless but she's not a troublemaker.
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Pawn: Affie
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wow, great screenshots 💔
Nicknames: Affie is her nickname 😭 Her name is actually Afaenia but no one calls her that. (Affie and Crom's names are literally in-game monikers. For some reason I'm incapable of not using monikers as my characters actual names in DD.)
Age: About the same as Crom, 22-25. Physically. I guess if she was made by Crom she'd probably only be a couple months old. 👶
Race: Pawn. Lol. Crom has loved fantasy stories since she was a kid and has always wanted to see a real life elf, so she created Affie in the image of one (but now I'm wondering, do fantasy stories exist in fantasy worlds? What could possibly be fantasy to them? Modern day Earth? 😭)
Gender: Pawn. I'm kidding. I think like Crom she probably doesn't care much about gender. She's very fem presenting but if you referred to her in any other way she wouldn't really care.
Orientation: Asexual/Aromantic. I just can't see her in a romantic or sexual way lol. It makes me a bit uncomfortable personally.
Moral Alignment: Lawful Neutral? It was hard to pick. She really only answers to Crom. She doesn't think much for herself so you can be sure that she's not going be getting into any trouble (of her own free will lmao.) She is full of complaints though. 😭 I also kinda see her as a big sister figure to Crom despite being younger than her. Always looking out for her and having no problem chewing her out.
Class: She started as a Mage but later became a Sorcerer. Though I can see her switching back and forth depending on Crom's behavior. Like if Crom's been recently injured I can see Affie switching to Mage again to make sure she's ok in fights until she's got her full strength again.
Background: She doesn't really have one... She was made by Crom. If she had a life before Crom, she doesn't remember it.
Interests/Hobbies: I'm not quite sure honestly, but she's probably a throwblast dealer on the side. Something about explosives...
Language(s): Granslish (Common). If she were in DD2 I don't think she'd be able to speak elven. She's a fake. 😔
Height: I think about 5'7-ish. She's a bit shorter than Crom but not too short.
Colors: Purple and Orange.
Fruits: Grapes. I can't really see her enjoying a whole lot of fruits. Maybe? She likes bitter flavors.
Alchoholic Beverages: She has no time for drinks when she has a hard-headed Arisen to take care of.
Smokes: She may not drink, but she's definitely dabbled in little greenwarish before...
Drugs: Nope.
Driver's (Oxcart) License: Can she be trusted to drive a cart? Not sure, but I think she'd have a license regardless.
Ever Been Arrested: Can pawns be arrested? They're not allowed within castle walls... But no, she's a good pawn.
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Some more pics lol
Sorry, they're honestly not that interesting 💀
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khjara · 1 year ago
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Hey all! Figured I'd make a post to introduce myself. I'm K'hjara, a 20 year old guy from the UK who's slowly in the process of teaching himself to draw 😁. In truth, I've been drawing for a few years now, but have only just started properly practising. I'm also a furry 😅.
Please bare in mind this is a kink blog. On here, you can expect to find some light explicit content. There will be nothing nude or sex related on here, as that's not my thing, but there will be content on here that is considered sexual. If you want to interact with me, or share anything I post, you must have an active profile with a clear stating of your age, or send me an Ask or DM with your profile name and your *real* age. In the UK, the official legal age is 18, so consider that your entry requirement, if you like. Even if you're American, I won't be nit picky on that. So long as you're above the UK legal age of 18, you're free to interact and share my content. If you're under 18, do NOT attempt to interact with my account or share any of my content. You will receive one warning, and will then be blocked, if you try it again.
Of course, that's not the only thing you can expect to find on my blog. I'll definitely be posting pedestrian content on here, that's suitable for anyone, which honestly might end up being more often than not, simply based on personal preference. I like telling stories, and I want to incorporate that with my drawing. So you'll definitely see some explicit content, but most will still probably be pretty wholesome. So they might be kinky, but in a cute way.
This blog will have pretty much everything I draw, including non-canon art of my future comic characters, which I'll be posting primarily over on Webtoon, once I've got everything I need for it. I draw pretty much anything I'm currently capable of, which currently only consists of my OCs, all of which are of varying heights, weights and seuxalities, so expect a pretty diverse line up of characters to show up. Big, muscular himbos, soft, chonky boys - you name it. Please note that anything about my comic characters on here isn't canon, and the comic I'll be making will be completely unrelated to any goings on here. Once I've made the comic (though don't expect it for a long while yet) I'll link it on my blog, so you can explore the canon story there. The only things that would be cannon will be:
- Names
- Ages
- Gender
- Sexuality
- Given heights/weights on reference sheets
- Race for human characters, Species for Shifter characters
If you like, feel free to reblog anything I post - I'm totally fine with reblogs. If you decide you want to share anything outside of this blog though, I would ask that you ask me first. I'm not against it, but it's common courtesy - Either DM me or send a public Ask, if you want to share something to another platform. Both will be open to anyone.
Lastly, this is an LGBT safe space. Being gay myself, it can sometimes feel like a lot of blogs tend to cater a disliking to the LGBT. But this is a fully LGBT safe space for anyone, so don't be afraid to be yourself.
And that's about everything. Thanks for taking the time to read this, and have a nice stay 😊
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kristencsummerlin · 4 months ago
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S, M for the ask game!
I apologize ahead of time as I gave more than you wanted to hear and for this post being LONG AS FUCK!! lol Also I don't even know if this answers the questions honestly but I got this far so fuck it!
S: Any fandom tropes you can't stand?
This was a hard question because I like to think of fanfiction as a safe place where you can express and practice so when I see mistakes or issues I tend to ignore them. Because fanfics are for fun. So tropes and things done in fanfics that annoy me I tend to ignore. Please understand that because I hate these doesn't mean you shouldn't use or do any of these things. Nor does it mean your a bad writer because you are doing or have done any of these. I'm saying this before I forget this advise often. Things like this have caused me to question myself, my writing, and even quit fics that I love. So don't be like me. These are my opinions and like durian fruit they sink.
Switching POVs within the same chapter too quickly. Where it's through person A's POV for like the majority of the fic than suddenly it switches to person B's POV for like 4 paragraphs and than back to person's A's POV. It just feels wasted for me. Either switch the perspectives throughout the fic/chapter evenly or stay in one perspective the whole time. It's just better structured. If you want to tell the other person's side you can make the second/next chapter the same story but their perspective instead.
EXTREME YANDERES. Let me be clear I like yanderes. I think it's kewl and can be done perfectly. I've read many yandere AUs that were great. I read one that was a platonic yandere and it was honestly better than some romantic ones I've read. My issue is when the yandere is abusing the obsessed person. When it feels like the only way out of the hell is to end themselves. It gets uncomfy for me to read through. (Maybe because I was almost in one) I know it's a AU, that the character would never do that but it still feels too real.
Writing accents out based on how they sound instead of just telling us and or reminding us the character has an accent. It's hard to read and understand what's going on if it's "Ol-ight govna!"
Having a character speak another language without translation. I've rarely seen this but I've seen it once so I'd mention it.
People tagging fandoms and characters that have nothing to do with the story. Like they're mentioned because they happen to be the character's favorite character. Or the show happens to be playing in the the background on the TV. Not like an actual part of the fic, not a crossover. Tagging another show makes me think it's a crossover when it's not.
Giving our reader/OC something unique or specific to the character they're shipping. Like if the character is a demon, they make the reader/OC a demon. If the character is a super genius with a robotic dog, the reader/OC is a super genius with a robotic animal pet. Like I understand why people do it. Because the best couples have things similar to each other but it feels like a a copout if that makes sense. I can let it go if there is a even balance of similar traits and differences. But rarely it is. Again I get it, it's a quick fic for fun but it just feels like your pairing the character with themselves. Speaking of..
Shipping the character or their swapped gender version. Anyone get those questions of "If you had sex with a clone of yourself, would it be sex, incest, or narcissism?" Those fics make me ponder that. I'm just saying, if the male version of me randomly showed up from another universe or fuck knows where. The last thing I would want to do is have his babies.
Not paying attention to minor details. Like characters heights or forgetting if a character is right or left handed. I know it's pointless shit but they're important to me. They minor stuff that make the character themselves.
Overly describing the character's appearance in one shot short fic. This is a simple one chapter fun story. Fuck taking up time for detailed looks. You can either just say who it is. Because what are the odds of someone reading a fanfiction having no idea who the character or show is? Or you can give a quick and simple description of them.
Now onto the opposite. Giving characters no description in long down out series like fics. We're gonna be with these people for a while. I want to know what they look like fam.
And lastly a complaint I have for fiction in general. The lack of pets. Think of it. You can have cute moments of the character playing with their pet. Or drama where the pet sneaks out and they can't find them and the stress causes the friends or love interests to argue. Which everyone is upset but not because it's the situation that's causing the tension. And once the pet is found it's super sweat. Like you're OC have a dog and the canon character is unsure about dogs. The canon character would have to slowly form a bond with the OC but also with the dog.
That's all I can think of at the time.
M: Got any premises on the back burner that you'd care to share?
Hellsing/Black Butler: I came up with it during my dark depression era. I daydreamed it in the backyard while listening to music. I don't remember what convinced me to post I just did. I think it was when I broke up with my abusive ex boyfriend. It was like a mental way of saying fuck you. This is the type of romance I want not the shit you were dragging me through. Might of been before him though. I don't remember. Anyway.
It's was originally a self ship romance story behind Alucard and I. The story was supposed to be a X Reader as those were what I read most of the time. But while I started working on the Reader's character, which wasn't me, making it no longer a self ship. I decided to make them an OC instead. Which the only different is you giving the character an appearance. Than I started working on the character's world and life and it turned into a whole new thing. Now I was going to have it a Hellsing fic alone. No crossovers. Until I realized that I had nothing for Integra and Seras. Like they were pretty much useless for the story which isn't how I wanted it. They're lives, those characters are important to the universe of Hellsing. They are important alongside Alucard. So I couldn't think of what to do with them until I remembered mine and my sister's RPG. It's a omega-verse I believe people call it. I remember my sister saying that one of the Phantomhive family members was Indian at some point and I thought it would be perfect if Integra was related to the Phantomhives. As it's hinted Integra's mother is Indian. I asked my sister first if she was okay with me using her fave anime as part of my fic, which she aloud and it became a crossover fic instead.
So the story is that Alucard got wind of a possible vampire attack in upper England (it was supposed to be in Jerusalem, Maine, USA as a reference to Salem's Lot from Stephen King. That and when Alucard was Vlad the Impaler he kept saying he wanted to find Jerusalem. So it was ironic that he found one and the women he happened to fall in love with lived there. But I'm pretty sure that Hellsing doesn't work in the US due to the Catholics. So it became upper England instead.). While working Alucard runs into a women who he recognizes but he can't point his finger on how. Given his vampire like abilities and his bit of arrogance he decides on his own to figure out how he knows this woman was also working on the mission. Surprise surprise the woman is also working on the mission with her "students" as she calls them. Forcing the two to work together and slowly fall in love. I planned out little romantic scenes that I still think are perfect. I was even planning on having NSFW scenes. Although my beta reader is my sister so I don't know if she's comfy with that. It's the only fic I'm planning on that with.
Meanwhile Integra and Seras discovered that Integra is related to the Phantonhives. While trying to figure out why she was kept separate from her family and what happened to her apparent family. Seras is trying to figure out what are all these demons doing here and a possibility of saving the now young family members of her master from being eaten by demons. As that is Sebastian's goal. Like I had Seras and Sebastian having midnight talks where both are basically threatening each other because they want to badly fight the other but holding back because their masters don't want that. It's great.
And the two plots are connected to each other in a way. Alucard and Sebastian know each other from awhile back. Shirley (my OC) is close with Integra. And the head of the cult Alucard is after took part in the Phantonhive murder and torture of Astra and Ciel.
Nicktoons: So Nicktoons is something I'd been working on longer than the Hellsing. I was working on it while in Highschool. It's supposed to be my version of a comicbook universe inspired by Nicktoons. Mainly Nicktoons Unite. It's supposed to be a freak of the week style of writing. So they're always handling a new villain, hero, or character in general. Being they're all teenagers I centered it around a high school and as I've proudly have said before I was inspired by Tiny Titans because the villains are running the school. Making it hard on the teen heroes to ditch school or lack in school to stop the villains. Depending on the freak of that chapter depends on the idea of the story at the time. Which character has there own thing going on while dealing with their villains. The main villains even have their own reasons. I put in a lot of work here. Lots of notes.
Vlad is playing double spy, (if you read a Glitch in Time you'd understand) he's pretending to be a villain, working with Calamitous and the others to figure out 1, what villainous big plan he's planning, and 2, what secrets he apparently knows about the ghost zone. Because Calamitous connected to Jordon Von Strangle so he gained knowledge that no one knows. (While Vlad is slowly having an enemies to friends to lovers deal with Beauty because I ship them. I've explained why before.) Crocker is trying to find the Fae World because he wants immortality and god like powers. Plankton not only wants to rule the underwater world but he wants to prove that his ex best friend Krabs is the villain of the story and not him. Karen learns that she likes being a teacher because it gives her a self worth besides being Plankton's henchmen. And Beauty is trying to figure out what happened to her mother while also suddenly wanting to connect with her daughter who she gave up for adoption years ago. (Aka Betty from Jimmy Neutron because they look so much a fuck alike. Than again it could just be the art style)
Everyone else depends on the chapter and freak of the week. The main story is the villains destroyed all the high schools in the City named Nickolas City to force all the teenagers to go to their high school so they have a way to watch and control the teenage heroes throughout the day. While the many of students and other villains cause chaos or victories. Detracting our heroes from defeating and figuring out what the villains are up to. Meanwhile the villains are trying to solve their own issues. Down the line, once all the anti-Nicktoon characters were introduced I was gonna do a spin off fic series with them.
Unlike the two other fics series. Nicktoons isn't connected to the omega-verse. Because it's supposed to be it's own giant universe full of almost every Nicktoon cartoon.
Soul Eater: Like Hellsing it's a romance except it didn't start as a self ship romance. It is what it is, it's an OC x Death The Kid fic. I created a character up like a couple of months before I found Soul Eater. There's this TTRPG called Scion in which you create a demigod. And they have multiple pantheons to choose from. Although I don't recommend the game because it's a bitch to make a character for and doesn't have as many gods as I'd would like. Like you know...all the fucking gods! Anyway...
I fell for Kid from the get go. The character I created I made to be symmetrical because she's an Egyptian demigod (I know that demigods are a complicated concept in regards for Egyptian mythos but I love demigods and Egyptian mythos so why not!) So when I wanted to ship Kid with someone I picked her. It was something in the backburner for a while. Until I was allowed to play the Soul Eater characters for my RPG with my sisters and I added Ada with it. Due to issues and my attention going towards Hellsing more I dropped everything.
Than of course I got back into Soul Eater, fell for Kid once more and decided to write and post the story. Now the decision for the story to be told through Kid was because I was working the Burger Shop scene (the reason I wanted to write the story) I kept thinking of it through Kid's point of view and figured. Fuck it I'm gonna make the full thing through Kid's POV. I thought it would be unique. Being that I watch comedy shows all the time. The two main ones being Friends and How I Met Your Mother. I knew how to tell the story.
So the story is. Kid is retelling the story of how he met, started dating, and fell in love with he's children's mother. I'm even planning to continue on how they married, and had their children. In the fic Kid, Liz, and Patty summon Bloody Mary to see their future husbands/wife. Liz is paired with (SPOILERS ALERT) Ben, aka Dean's simi son from Supernatural. Patty is paired with Ronald Knox from Black Butler. Which from appearance alone seems normal while Kid is paired with a giant were-falcon monster. Making him question his love life when he never cared about it before. Trying to figure out why he falls in love with a monster. Meanwhile there's this demon weapon named Jerry (my OC) who is causing people to spontaneously combust whenever someone touches him in his weapon form. And they're trying to figure out why. Jerry with the help of Blackstar find Ada (my OC whose paired with Kid). So while everyone is figuring things out, Kid and Ada are slowly becoming friends and than slowly falling in love. Making Kid have to fight fate to end up with the person he wants to marry instead of what's been forced onto him. Which is an issue because Liz and Patty seem happy with their productions.
Other ideas:
I thought about a fic series with my fave DC character Lobo and the New 52 Lobo, Slobo the sort of son of real Lobo from Young Justice, Crush the real Lobo's daughter, and my OC Leah (My icon image) the real Lobo's other daughter. Like a long story in which they all have to work together as they're an unwanted family.
A continuation spin off of Hellsing where Alucard's daughter falls in love with Rin from Blue Exorcist. I don't know why I just see the vision!
And than my own originally book series I've been sort of working on. Ada and Jerry will be apart of it but it won't have anything to do with Soul Eater besides Jerry being able to turn into a weapon.
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otome-crow · 2 years ago
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How Aspec is Mankai?
This is just a list of A3 characters I feel may be on the asexual or aromantic spectrum. As an aroace myself, I always wind up looking for myself in characters. With the A3 boys, there’s very little that’s canon (that I’ve seen) about their sexualities. Some of the older boys flirt with Izumi, Sakyo canonically has a thing for her, and Yuki once mentioned that he’s into girls. That’s literally all I can remember.
Because it’s a joseimuke game, the emphasis isn’t on their love lives or sexual interests, so there’s a LOT of wiggle room for headcanons. Obviously, I’m pro-everyone’s headcanons and I love reading all of them :) Frankly, I don’t even HC what I’m writing all of the time; it’s just a sense I get. A lot of characters are here, not because I think Mankai is some kind of aspec sanctuary (although, let’s be honest, a dorm of 24 hot guys and not one of them has a partner in 3 years??? c’mon), but because my HC’s rotate around depending on what scenarios or AUs or whatever I’m playing with. I might see a character as ace one day, and the next time I play with them, I see something else. The glory of interpretation and media :)
I’m also chucking in my basic assumption on the rest of them. I’m dealing only in sexuality, not gender. I also wind up bringing a lot of my personal bias and experience into this, since I’m a sex-repulsed aroace myself. I know a lot of people don’t have these same experiences, so I want to make them clear.
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Spring Troupe, IMHO, is like 65% aspec.
Sakuya: Ace, possibly/probably aro.
He’s so absolutely devoted to the guys that he seems way more into “bromance” than anything else.
I know a bunch of that is the fact that he never had a family and he just gloms onto these guys who become his family, but it’s like there’s no room in his life for anything else. He puts ALL of his energy into the platonic relationships around him and seems to have absolutely no interest in romance or other people (in a relationship way).
He’s one of the only (18+) guys who doesn’t flirt or blush around Izumi AT ALL. Even Tsuzuru (who’s next on my list) flirts, and even Juza gets flustered around her sometimes.
My guess is that because he’s so young, and so wrapped up in theatre and the guys in Mankai, he’s not even thinking about looking for a partner - in fact, he’s probably not even realizing that he’s not looking! The fact that none of the other guys have partners helps isolate him from realizing this.
Whether or not he’s aro, I do definitely see him seeking out a long-term partner (either romantic or QPR) someday - probably as he settles into himself a bit more and sees the other guys start to move into romantic relationships of their own.
I figure that if his partner was allo, he’d be a very sex-positive ace and would absolutely enjoy sex and enjoy pleasing his partner, but without a partner (or with a sex-repulsed partner), I doubt he’d give it much of a thought. (For the record, I do not have a steady HC for him about this - this one’s more theory than belief.)
Tsuzuru: Demiace. Definitely not aro.
This is 100% because of the way he evolved when I created an OC for him and dreamed up a huge story that’ll never get written down because it’s too complicated.
Thing is, like Sakuya, Tsuzuru seems absolutely clueless about romantic relationships.
I feel like it would take him a long time to realize that he didn’t seem to be “progressing” the way a lot of other guys his age were when it came to the physical side of relationships - because he hadn’t ever really had a relationship.
Like, he wouldn’t even notice that most people his age have had girlfriends or boyfriends and have had SOME kind of sexual experiences - and if they haven’t had them, they’ve thought about them.
If he bothered to think about it, he’d just decide he was too **busy** to think about it because it’s not a priority compared to working 16 part time jobs to help your family.
When he finally does get into a romantic/sexual relationship, he’s really surprised at how STRONG some of these feelings are but doesn’t really wonder about why he’s never felt it for anyone else.
(Y’know, for a guy who writes about people and relationships, he doesn’t realize how much he doesn’t know - or since he writes about platonic stuff 95% of the time, maybe he does?)
But then he realizes that his partner has some of those feelings for, like, random hot people they see on the street. Not judgey about it with them, just a little weirded out. Is way more okay with it once someone (probably the partner) helps him figure out the whole “demiace” thing.
(I 100% HC him as demi. Like, this is a standing HC that I don’t see changing for me.)
Itaru: Possibly aroace.
He could also just be lazy about other people and more into his games than anything else, or just have a low sex drive, or be ignoring it all because of his Trust Trauma.
But the fact that we see him charming the shit out of everyone around him with the Popular Prince Persona, and we hear about all the girls that like him at his job, but he only seems annoyed by them…..
If he were screwing around at his job, Chikage would have said something by now.
(Granted, this is a mostly-clean game, so WE wouldn’t hear about it - but he’d probably mention SOMETHING, like Itaru taking out one of the secretaries for a date or something. Right? Just to rub Itaru’s nose in how much he knows about him?)
(Like some of his very early backstage stories talk about the girls at work pestering him and maybe he should give one of them the time of day…but it‘s played like a joke. And later stories abandon that completely.)
So he’s not getting sex there, and he’s not going out on dates that Mankai is aware of.
BUT. He also flirts a lot with Izumi and I definitely kinda ship them in canon (and I also have an OC for him and their relationship is sexual), so….I have no real HC for Itaru, but he does sometimes give off ace vibes.
I think he might want a relationship one day, but he’s like 26 and has NEVER mentioned a former relationship. (Granted, he’s got trauma about trusting people, so that could easily play into it.) The flirting with Izumi could just be habit, part of the Prince persona….
I don’t know, he’s confusing.
Chikage: Sex-repulsed aroace.
Now, to be fair, I don’t have a great grasp of his character.
But I DO get that he’s very, very uncomfortable with women.
He could just be gay - that’s fine!
But a lot of his standoffishness, that most ppl relate to him being a spy, reminds me of me and how I relate to the world.
Like 90+% of the world is experiencing all this stuff, and exchanging energy and understandings, and I have NO IDEA WHAT THEY’RE ON.
It keeps me from wanting to connect to people, just in case. Like, I’m often nervous about being too chatty or too friendly because I don’t know if someone’s going to see me as flirting.
I dunno, maybe I just feel disconnected from people in a way that seems familiar in Chikage’s character.
But the fact that he can only be comfortable with Izumi when he stops seeing her as a woman - ie, she is now a non-sexual being to him - just hits me close to home.
He seems to want a family more than anything else. I know there’s a lot of April/August/December poly stuff out there, and cool :) To me, it seems like the emotional connection was most important to him.
(As for the others - I see Masumi as pan. He wants someone to love, someone to love him back. I don’t think gender factors into it. TBH, Citron is a complete mystery to me. I definitely think he’s into girls - he’s a MAJOR flirt! - but whether he’s also into guys or is pan or just straight, I don’t freaking know. But he’s definitely DTF.)
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Summer Troupe is a little young, but here we go. Only one :)
Muku: Somewhere on the ace spectrum. Possibly aro (hear me out).
It’s the reliance on fictional media to fulfill something that’s uncomfortable in the real world.
That’s something I do, too, and it’s a really common occurrence for aces.
All of his romance is fictional.
We know that girls like him, but he doesn’t seem to realize they exist - yet he still wants to be someone’s prince!
To get your “crushes” only on fictional characters (or in your imagination) without realizing it, because you will never be required to DO anything to/with them.
To take all your cues on romance from fiction because RL romance is uncomfortable, makes no sense, or both.
Like, all of the allos I know had crushes on real life people. If you asked them to put together a list of people they wanted to sleep with - or even just kiss! - that list would include a mix of fictional people, celebrities, and people they know in real life.
The funny thing is, because he’s SO obsessed with fictional romance, I think most people wouldn’t see him as aro. But I’m aro and I’m 100% obsessed with fictional romance lol.
I have romantic OCs for most of the characters I like in fiction, I read romance novels, I play otome games religiously.
But I don’t want any of that in real life.
It’s possible Muku is the same.
Muku is 100% obsessed with fiction, and doesn’t seem to even SEE that girls are around him or like him.
However, BECAUSE of his fascination with being someone’s prince one day, I’m hesitant to truly HC him as 100% anything.
He may simply be oblivious and daydreamy and a late bloomer.
If he IS on the ace spectrum, he’d  probably be like Sakuya or Tsuzuru (you know, when he’s NOT A MINOR) - possibly Demi and/or very sex-positive and into pleasing his partner.
If he is aro, he still wants a QPR with a lifetime partner. He still wants to be someone’s prince.
(Yeah, everyone else in Summer Troupe is gay or bi. Sorry, but I don't make the rules.)
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Banri: I see Banri as Aro, but not Ace.
To be honest, I don’t know why.
It’s just the vibe I get from him.
Like he doesn’t need or want anyone but himself.
Currently, probably because he’s still young, he’d be way more into FWB or casual dating, but probably not too much into random hookups.
Too much trouble, too much dancing around and getting drinks.
Just text a FWB, meet up, do the do, go home.
Or go out with his casual date partner, see a concert or play, go to the arcade, grab a bite to eat, whatever, THEN do the do and go home.
*shrugs*
Take it up with the manager.
May wind up with a partner, may not.
I don’t see it bothering him if he’s alone, he’s perfectly content in his own company.
He’s found something he’s passionate about that takes up his time and pushes him to do better; that could easily be enough for him.
Even if he does find someone that he loves enough to want to commit to, I can’t see him being **in love** in the way most other people are.
Azami: Sex-repulsed aroace.
Technically, there's a lot of reasons I feel this, but also a lot of reasons why this is a hesitant HC.
Is too young for me to truly want to HC him, but that desperate aversion to witnessing or being a part of physical affection is VERY sex-repulsed ace.
I will literally fast forward through sex scenes in movies, skip the pages in books, whatever.
Sometimes I’m cool with sexual contact in media (hello fanfic), but I’m always uncomfortable with it in real life.
Now, for Azami, this could also be his age combined with a restrictive upbringing.
But the thing that always makes me pause about Azami is that he seems to equate ALL physical touch to sexual touch.
“No sex til marriage” makes sense, but no hand-holding?
That only seems to make sense if you’re making hand-holding a sexual thing, or ALWAYS a step on the ladder TOWARDS sexual things.
Like, 3-year-olds hold hands. Obviously that’s not sexual.
But the moment it’s between two people of sexable age, he freaks out.
And, as someone who is a sex-repulsed ace, I always got really confused about physical affection when I was dating (before I knew this about myself).
Is my boyfriend holding my hand just being sweet? Is his kiss on the cheek just that? If we cuddle, is that physical contact permission for his hands to start wandering?
Every single act of physical affection became a (potential) gateway to sexual actions because I couldn’t understand or sense the difference.
There WAS no difference to me. The “vibes” that indicate the difference to allos is missing in me.
Sometimes a kiss was just a kiss, sometimes it was more, and I flat-out couldn’t understand intention through the subtlety of just physical touch.
Everything is the same to me, so EVERYTHING is potentially sexual. And therefore, every form of physical touch became a danger zone.
It seems to me that the same thing is true for Azami - literally every physical interaction is a sexual interaction, because he can’t ever see that it’s NOT.
So while I don’t HC Azami as ace necessarily (only he can say that, and his behavior is confusing), I wouldn’t be surprised if he was.
As for aro or not, I have no idea, because I think the desperate desire to avoid physical affection is clouding the issue.
(I figure Juza as pan, Taichi thinks he’s straight until he realizes he’s in love with Yuki, Omi as bi, and Sakyo is the straightest straight guy who ever lived.)
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Azuma: Ace, not aro.
The opposite of Azami.
All touch is non-sexual touch.
All flirting is non-sexual flirting.
Both of these things wind up being masking behaviors.
Like Itaru, Azuma seems to have people buzzing around him regularly.
If he wanted a sexual relationship, I feel like he'd have one. Pretty easily.
He jokes about things, but it seems more like everyone assumes things about him and his relationships and he just . . . lets them.
He even goads them on a little bit, but it all seems really jokey. Not serious at all.
While we have the word “asexual”  going back to the early 70’s (and probably further), it wasn’t a really common LGBT+ word until, I’d say, the mid-to-late 2000s.
While Azuma’s age is unknown, we know he’s older than Sakyo, so that would probably put him around 35 IMO.
That means he was coming of age in the 90s and early 2000s. He was also, very heavily, a loner.
He had no adults in his life to guide him, no one to confide in.
What are the odds he would come across that word in his teens and early 20s?
All he knows is that he’s different, maybe even broken.
All these things he’s supposed to be feeling, especially since he makes his living via close physical contact, are missing.
Might blame his trauma.
So he flirts heavily but keeps his distance, to mask the actual lack of attraction he feels.
He lets people believe what they want about his former profession, but it’s probably one reason he was so popular as a cuddler…all the women felt safe even if they didn’t know that was the reason.
I’m guessing he’s sex-neutral - sex is a take-it-or-leave-it thing to him, and he’s mostly had one-night stands, and almost entirely to avoid spending the night alone rather than for the sex itself.
By the time someone (possibly Tsuzuru, as he figures it out about himself) brings the concept to him, it’s a shock to him that asexuality is just…a sexuality like any other.
He’s not broken.
I think he would still want a partner (he doesn’t want to be alone!), but whether that was one all-consuming love, or a polycule, I don’t really know.
I just know he wants love and romance in his life.
(I do not HC this all of the time - for some reason, canon Azuma gives me ace vibes, but my personal fanon Azuma doesn’t. Given that I’m about the same age as Azuma, I might be projecting my own history and trauma about feeling broken onto him.)
Guy: now, I refuse to HC Guy as ace, but he needs his own space here anyway because I have An Issue. (To be fair, I have not seen ANYONE in the A3 fandom do this to Guy!!!! But I feel like it needs to be said anyway.)
He, like some of the others, shows absolutely no interest in romance or sex.
BUT.
He’s repressed pretty much everything in order to survive his trauma growing up.
He made himself into an android - an android would be both asexual and aromantic.
I think he’s still healing from that and, at some point, will have to address his own sexuality.
Because I don't think even he knows what his sexuality is.
He may wind up being ace, but even if he is, that ace-ness needs to be separate from the whole android thing.
There’s so much that’s problematic about taking someone who thought they were a robot and diving right into “hur hur not wanting sex makes you a robot!”
It’s a false equivalency and it’s potentially damaging to the ace community, so I’m not having it here.
I think Guy’s history is really really sad, and I think the fact that he probably has no idea what his sexual/romantic orientation is is also really really sad.
HCing him as ace would feel (TO ME) damaging and disrespectful to the character.
I have NO doubt there’s aces out there who relate to him or like him because of the ace vibes and that’s peachy :)
He becomes a comfort character at that point.
However, the immediate jump society makes to “hur hur robot” or “hur hur plant” or any of the “you don’t like sex? you must not be human!” jokes?
Kinda done with it.
I’m saying what I want to say very badly, so I hope I’m not offending anyone here.
(As for the rest - Tsumugi is bi, Tasuku is definitely gay af, Hisoka is pan, and I can’t help but see Homare as straight for some reason (I KNOW I’m in the major minority here!) - but panromantic and with a low libido/mild touch aversion. Like I could see him and Azuma in a sexless romantic relationship or part of fuyupoly. Totally happy with the romance/family, not inclined to care about not having sex.)
And there we have it!
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@moonstruck-writing seemed really enthused about this, so - tag!
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theyanderespecialist · 3 years ago
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Gender Fluid Incubus/Succubus Working Days 1 (Mini Series) Various X OC
[YASSSSSSSSSSSSSS Now this one is a little different Mark/Marie is a gender switching gender fluid Incubus and Succubus basically he/she can shape-shift into the opposite gender. So they are both and such and she is a self employed escort and this mini series is of him/her getting yandere clients without knowing and them all fighting over dat booty and fighting for her/him please enjoy!]
(Marie's POV) (He/she is starting off as Marie but she can switch her gender and become Mark and switch back to Marie from that!)
I got dressed in my full make up and dress. I had my first ever client today. Yes I was a virgin incubus sucubus hybrid but that all changes today. My job is an escort and the woman who hired to help a friend of hers that is a deer demon as he been way to tense. If he did not want sex I will stay a virgin for now. But if he does I was fine with loosing it as well.
Because let.me tell you..that picture, let's just say... definitely excited.
I walked out into the room only to see a man, standing rigid, like he was looking for any chance to escape. Clearly uncomfortable.
"I don't need this disgusting service. I've never had sex, not once for over 100 years- I kept certainly do not need this degeneracy now.."
I looked at him and walked over. "We do not have to have sex, Sex is just a bonus, if you want we can just go for a walk or talk." I tell him.
He jumped and turned around as I stare at him and give a small smile as he looked away before sighing and sitting down in a chair as I sat across from him.
"....so..what's your name?" I asked.
"Alastor." He says simply. "I am sorry for wasting you time."
"No it is no trouble. Actually it is a bit nice I will not be loosing my virginity for money, you are my first client!" I say smiling
He looks at me again and this time stares
I realized how odd it must be I suppose.
"Ah, I'm Marie..unless I'm in my incubus form, then I'm mark." I said as I played with my hands
"Incubus?" He asks.
"Yes I am a shapeshifter of sorts where I can turn into a male form and since I am a sucubus that makes it my incubus form." I say.
"For you to not... give into your basic needs must be a challenge." He says
I could tell he was no fan of sex..
"Well it's been difficult but....I do need to start feeding. It is what it is ya know."
I nodded my head. "Would you want to feed from me?" He asks
I stopped. I mean, I wanted to shout yes but that would DEFINITELY lead to me loosing a meal.
"I mean..yeah I'd like that.." he looked at me for a moment. Almost as if he was unsure. "..my dear, don't take this personal."
'oh no..'
"but...you're probably..to soft for my tastes."
"Soft? I-I can change my physical form."
(oh he ain't talking body..he's talking about roughing him up)
(XD)
"No no my dear." He says and stands up. "I want you to be rough with me as I am the prey and you are the predator~"
I looked at him shocked before I smiled. "Well..if that's what you want, then I'm sure, an outfit change is needed..but while I do that.." I use my tail to swipe his legs, causing him to stumble back into the bed.
"I want you to stay right here, I don't want you to move, not a single inch." I said in a stern voice as I walked out, grabbing a blood red set as I stopped, adding garters to the mix, and an easily removed housecoat as I walked out, seeing him still sprawled on the bed, not moving as I smirked.
I liked this power..
"Good deer." I said smirking as I walked over running a hand down his chest, before using my nails to rip the shirt.
"But you don't need clothes, not if you consent to give yourself to me." I said. I still need him to give consent as he seemed to think on it.
And then, he nodded as I smirked, ripping his jacket, and shirt off as I grabbed his face roughly as I force his neck to the side as I inhale.
"Oh yeah, you smell strongly of pent up sexual energy.." I mutter as I tighten my
Grip, digging my nails into his jaw. "I suppose it's my job..seeing as you clearly can't do it yourself." I mutter,dragging my nails down to his neck before grabbing a blindfold, placing it over his eyes, that smile still on his face as I bind his hands together.
"What am I going to do to you...you're pretty much at my mercy.." I said, dragging a sharp nail down the middle of his chest.
I leaned down and bit his lip harshly. "The safe word is butterscotch~" I say
"try not to scream...too much."
"scre--" I cut off his question by grabbing his small antlers.
"Did I fucking say you could talk yet?" I growl as he went quiet as I smirked and see an area of skin free of any scars, unlike other areas of his body.
"Oh..you don't have any marks here..well, that's just not okay, would you like a new mark? Do you want to have my mark carved into you little deer?" I tease, dragging my nail hard enough to scratch the surface, but not enough to cut.
He nodded his head and I smirked. "Beg for it~"He stopped at that as I smirked. This man clearly has never been in this position before, which is why I was making sure I wasn't being too mean, I don't want to cross the line of being a dominating person, and being a bitch.
Two very different things.
"..P-Please.." I stayed quiet as I wanted him to take his time. "please..add another mark to my body, please." It was..well it wasn't great, bit I assume he was from a time where it wasn't common.
"Good..you did good for your first time." I said, look, I'm being rough, but some positive reinforcement is needed. I notice his ears twitch at that as his smile seemed to widen as I smiled. I wonder what his eyes look like behind that blindfold?
I dog my nail in as I waited for a scream..but he didn't. No..he shook in pleasure.
Oh so he is a masochist which means I don't need to be as gentle. Obviously I wouldn't go causing serious injuries..mostly because I don't have the proper sheets for that yet.
I dug a bit deeper though before lifting it up to my mouth before stopping. He should see this. He should see all of it. So I rip the blindfold off, and grab his face.
"I want you to watch me Little deer." I said as I got some of his blood on my hand..and lifted it to my mouth, wrapping my tongue around my fingers as my eyes narrow. How-- he's got the most energy I've tasted..trait me leftovers..are not pretty, but even fresh, I doubt it could compare to this.
It tasted so right and delicious! I want more~!
I look at him as I still was gripping his face as I go to delve back in but stop myself. If I get too greedy..it's not going to be good. I had to keep myself in check.
I look at him before looking at the candles. They weren't ordinary candles, they were meant for people who enjoy some pain.
"So..you like pain, do you?" I ask as he was silent as I grab his throat. "I asked a question little deer, so answer!"
"Yes." He says and I smirked oh he was going to be a fun one.
I take the candle as I make sure he can't move as I hold it over him as he looked confused and was about to speak before he jumped at the feeling as I smirked letting this continue before e suddenly cried out.
"Butterscotch! Darling! Butterscotch!" I snap out of it and blow the candle out. dropping it to the ground and rushing over to him
"Do you want to stop? Are you hurt?!""
"No..No I just..I feel, odd..I've experienced with these services, it's not sexual you know..but..this feels different.." he said as I looked confused before I noticed..he was aroused.
(Alastor's POV)
I looked at her and she smiled. "This is arousal and do not worry there is nothing wrong with it." She tells me. "Just let Mama take care of you~"
(XD I regret nothing XD)
She pushed me back down as she slowly removed my pants as her nails grazed the skin of my stomach before she finally pulled them off I blushed as an erection pupped free. She then wraps her thin tail around the base.
"Don't want you to cum so soon~" She purrs. "You need your money's worth."
I grip the sheets as I was conflicted. I didn't know how I felt about this. Over 100 years and I never had a sexual desire, and yet, here I was.
"Now...let's get started little deer..I'm going to break you~" she purred as she let her housecoat fall to the ground.
I blushed darkly and she gets between my legs and bites my hip hard.
I let out a small whimper as her fangs dig into me as she pulled away. Once more she inhaled as she shuddered.
"So much pent up frustration~" she muttered as she looked at me as I looked away, finding something to distract myself as I look down..to her legs, seeing her in thigh high stockings as my face was probably all red as I let out a Shakey breath
She had a whole garter set and red panties. She then took my cock in her mouth and I gave a strangle scream of pleasure. It feel so odd. I've never experienced something like this. I yanked my arms against the handcuffs, even though I could get out of them, I didn't want to..
I let out another loud moan as she bit down.
Not completely to hrt my dick but to send jolts of pleasure! I never felt this good. My hips rock forward and she chuckles around my cock dragging her teeth,
I groaned as she left little marks as she looked up at me. "Normally I'd make you stay still." She said, her words muffled as I blushed. "But you're cute, besides...I like knowing that you can't control yourself~" she said as she flicked her tongue as she gripped my thighs as she suddenly sped up.
I groaned and continue to thrust my stomach knotting I needed to cum!
But I couldn't..I couldn't cum.
"Aw you look like you're about to burst.." she said, her tone mocking as I let out a whimper. "Can you not hold on? Do you want to cum? You'll have to beg me for it. You know that~"
And I did know that. So I begged.
"please- please just- just let me cum please!" I said as she look d at me and it was clear she wasn't fully happy with it, but she still smiled, releasing me as she pushed her head back down as I came as she grabbed my throat, completely cutting off my air supply as she pretty much sucked my cum out of me.
I gasp for air and she continued holding my neck until I was milked dry only then did she let me go. I fall down and catch my breath I swore I saw stars.
"No test yet my little fawn~ you did not get mama off yet~" she purred.
I looked at her wet dripping core as she took off the panties and smirked. Shit... I was already hard again.
[YASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS and we will be making this (Or already made as this is a pre written story, a full story with more plot with this idea concept) please enjoy and hope you enjoyed this too and stay sexy all of my sexy friends!]
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silent messages - mason x nb!detective (twc)
day 8 - sweet
author’s note: i wanted to write a “sweet” mason fic, not just soft, but tender and sweet, which is unlike his whole introduction / persona, especially regarding physicality and intimacy. and this was a great way to explore my gender fluid detective more intimately, deep in the romance with mason. the writing style is a bit different than my usual, so hopefully it’s not too jarring. i hope you enjoy!
copyright: all characters, except my oc detective, are owned by mishka jenkins @seraphinitegames. series/pairing: the wayhaven chronicles – mason x nb!detective (brooklyn kingston) rating/warnings: 18+; nsft, ns*w smut word count: 1.4k based on/prompt: day 8 – sweet from #28dateswithunitbravo challenge by @wayhavenmonthly summary: brooklyn experiences their first intimate moment with mason, and knows things will never be the same.
silent messages
what brooklyn remembers most about that night was how sweet mason was. yes, there were other things that blew their mind and expectations, but nothing compared to how gentle and thoughtful he was to their feelings and comfort-level.
it had been their first time with mason in that way, but more significantly, it had been their first time with anyone.
for months, all they did was kiss and cuddle. they knew mason was a very physical being and a lot was always said even in the smallest of gestures. never once did he try to be any more handsy or physical than they were comfortable with. he might nuzzle their neck and cuddle them from behind, but he always asked, silently or not, for permission.
it was how they were able to progress from tender kisses to soft make outs so naturally, they barely noticed the change.
the sheer amount of agency and respect he gave them had no end in sight. he didn’t need to tell them that what they had was meaningful. the way in which he respected their boundaries was more than enough.
and that’s what made brooklyn want to take things further with him.
it was a difficult and embarrassing conversation to have, of course.
“i’ve never been with anyone before, ever,” they said quietly, looking at him with uncertainty.
“there is nothing wrong with that. you have nothing to be embarrassed about,” mason had said firmly. “i promise.”
but what brooklyn didn’t know was that their confession gave mason second-thoughts. a few months ago, he would’ve jumped at the chance to explore their sexual relationship, but knowing he’d be their first made him pause. maybe there were others he was the first for, but they weren’t anyone he cared for, not really, not nearly in the same way he cared for brooklyn.
brooklyn was different. he didn’t want them to regret anything with him. somehow, the thought of them regretting being with him in that way would hurt him more.
so, he dodged the subject after their first conversation for as long as he could. but brooklyn had always been able to tell when he was avoiding something and made it clear in their apartment after a few weeks.
“you’ve been avoiding me ever since i brought up sex,” they said hesitantly. mason froze. he was not ready to have this conversation again. “are you… not interested in me in that way anymore?”
his eyes widened. they couldn’t really believe that, could they?
brooklyn hastily continued talking to fill the awkward silence, “because it’s okay, if you aren’t. i’ll understand.”
mason quickly closed the gap between them and gently grabbed their chin with his hand. “i am interested in every part of you. i just don’t want you to regret it. your first time should be special.”
brooklyn smiled, eyes shining with relief. “i would never regret it, mason. because it’s you. and us.”
he gave them a long, scrutinizing look, grey eyes swirling with uncertainty, but they just smiled at him in return. this was the first time he’d seen them so confident and assured about their relationship.
they slid closer to them on the couch and took his hand. “for the first time in my life, i have something more meaningful than anything else. my career ambitions, my accomplishments, none of it would mean anything if i didn’t have you with me, mason.”
to say he was overwhelmed was an understatement. so, mason did what he does best, convey his feelings through his own physical language. he leaned in to capture brooklyn’s soft lips with his, memorizing the feel of them as they curved upward into a smile.
and then, before he even realized what was happening, they pulled him up from the couch, never breaking the kiss, but leading him to the bedroom all the same. placing his hands on their shirt and raising their arms up so he could relieve them of the material, tossing it to the floor followed by his own.
and then they fell backwards onto the bed, holding on to each other and kissing, tasting, memorizing each other by feel and touch and kiss, until they both needed more. hands wandering down, down, down to relieve them both of their jeans, and moving until they were comfortable on the pillows.
mason pulled back briefly, his grey eyes drinking in every part of brooklyn, watching as they flushed before leaving notes of his intentions all over their body. so beautiful, he murmured against their neck and their chest, working his way down, eyes taking them in with a reverence that set their nerves alight.
they knew they could trust him even before this, but that trust was reaffirmed over and over again with every silently and verbally requested permission, followed by gentle, insistent touches that sent their toes curling and mind reeling with amazement at this man that could light such fire in their veins. soft, slow strokes that allowed for adjustment one moment and built up anticipation the next.
it didn’t take long before they needed more, and when mason’s fingers brought them to the edge, his tongue sent them free falling over it, licking and sucking gently through their climax, the fear of falling dissipating as he caught them over and over. i got you, he murmured against their skin, i got you.
and then he was hovering over them, arms framing their face, anchoring him to them lest they both drown in the moment. because it wasn’t over yet, not even close, he whispered with soft kisses against their forehead, nose, and lips, lining himself up with their center while cupping their face ever so gently.
brooklyn knew they were safe with him and nodded their consent. his grey eyes bore into theirs, both of their breaths catching in their throats the moment they were joined. like everything about this night, he was gentle and moved with slow deliberation, checking in with them through subtle movements of his eyebrow or his lips, easing himself carefully.
they chuckled inwardly at how he was very much like a bee landing oh so carefully onto a delicate flower, softly, but with purpose and they sighed once mason was buried to the hilt, feeling a fullness that they had never experienced before.
but it was nothing compared to the jolts of electricity that shot up their belly once they started moving with each other, rolling their hips in sync, insistent and wanting as the sensations began building. brooklyn knew there was no coming back from this; the feel of him inside them was only the beginning and now that they had a taste, they were never going to be able to get enough of him.
they imagined this must be what it’s like to experience a new drug high for the first time, buzzing sensations and euphoria filling every vein and breath, planting seeds of addiction in every nerve ending. it wasn’t even over yet and brooklyn already craved more. it was so easy to fall with mason there to catch them.
they gasped as mason’s fingers moved against them down below while his lips nuzzled their neck, working their way up to their jaw and lips, eyes open and locked on to theirs even as his tongue moved in sync with their bodies.
the look in his eyes told them the one thing brooklyn had longed to hear, punctuated by soft, warm kisses. i love you, the kisses whispered against their lips, and they returned the sentiment, matching him in intensity and need, the words they were still afraid to say dangling at the tip of their tongue.
i love you, too, they silently conveyed through their eyes before fluttering them closed at the pressure building in their abdomen, sending waves of pleasant electricity shooting through their body.
all they could hear was i got you, i have you. so beautiful.
and then he came after them, growling out their name and collapsing on top of them, breaths ragged and heavy, before rolling over and bringing brooklyn with him.
and brooklyn knew they would want to stay this way forever.
* * * * * permatag: @kelseaaa; @kat-tia801; @anotherbeingsworld; @crackerdumortain;  @gloynporslen; @sosolenoo; @alyssalauren; @wayhavenots; @gingerbreton; @takemyopenheart​; @writer-ish; @fhauvilles;
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Credit for 22-Jump Street 2014 Movie goes to Columbia Pictures & Metro-Goldwyn-Mayer
Credit for Cuphead Series goes to StudioMDHR
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it seems that scene is really REALLY popular by fans,
that it has become a meme....I just had to draw it.
sure I can’t make it into animatic, but this is just as good.
I do plan to post this at the other place I go to.
but I think I will wait until later to do it, maybe a hour or so.
the word “Patty-Cake” seem like a good word to put down.
playing patty-cake can be personal to toons.
so yeah I am using the word as a censor for the real word
that is used and well even if I have only seen little bit of clips,
and seen the animatic crossover of the Captain’s Daughter.
I hope to watch the full movie someday.
as for who the Angel (with demon horns headband on to hide the fact she isn’t a demon.) is in this drawing.
she is suppose to be Devil’s Daughter and King Dice’s Step-Daughter.
and no she doesn’t have a Mom,
and the Devil didn’t just create her on purpose.
ya see when a Soul, even a former Angel like Devil,
they can go through a fragmenting, where a piece of their Soul
will break off from their very being and make what is called
a newborn soul, if there are two souls about to fragment
a part of themselves then the two fragments will merge together,
making the newborn soul that is formed have two Soul-Parents instead of one.
so yes the daughter in this drawing
was born Soul-Asexually.
and I know I said this before
but I will say it again, that the Asexual Reproduction
should not be confused for the Asexual Identity,
even if you only use the word “Asexual”
and could mean one or the other, it is best to be clear so there is no misunderstandings.
speaking of identities, I wonder if it is normal to form
a type of Species Identity?
is it weird the other day ago
I started to think of myself being Demi-Human...?
well with the soul/spiritual heritage I have,
I guess I would still be a Demi-Human either way.
I mean try to hope that me having Vampire heritage was just a prank,
but my pendulum gave another Yes about it,
went Yes again when I asked if my spiritual heritage 
is Earth Angel & Succubus.
well spiritual heritage is something you are stuck with for life,
even when you end up being reborn, it will be stuck with you for eternity.
 at least I was given a No when I asked if I have werewolf heritage.
but it be cool if it did give me a Yes about that question.
it did give a Yes when I asked if my Older Brother has werewolf heritage, so if I had to guess, if he supposedly has it,
it would most likely be from his dad.
my pendulum did give a Yes when I asked if my Brother
has Vampire heritage too, and another Yes when I asked if it comes from our Mom.
so if my pendulum isn’t pranking,
that would mean that my brother is like Vampire/Werewolf.
well I know I wouldn’t want to go all drinking the same thing as the full vampires....no thank you.
plus I do like garlic sauce and find it really yummy,
and I have a reflection.
well, even if I am some kind of descendant of some unknown vampire
ancestor (unless it is my and Vlad The Impaler’s shared paternal ancestor, who’s two wives make us distant half-cousins.)
that would only be my biological heritage, my vessel form.
like I said the spiritual heritage is something you are stuck with...
for life and eternity.
at least I got permission to go live with the Divine Mother/Goddess
over at Earth-Heaven/Neo-Heaven...
because of what I am, I don’t think I would fit in very well...
 I know one thing, if it is true that the 9 Circles of Heck
is in the 5th Heaven, then people might not take it very well.
I think I want to see that as a Fan-Headcanon for Hazbin Hotel.
of course it might only be Fan-Canon to a AU of it.
plus hypothetically let’s say that it is true
that the Circles/Rings of Heck/Hell is in the 5th Heaven,
 and is in Hazbin Hotel/Helluva Boss.
wouldn’t that mean that Charlie doesn’t know that her subjects,
both demon-born and former human/sinner-demon,
are technically already in heaven, they are just in the 5th part of it,
but are inside a type of Ring Prison.
wouldn’t that blow one’s mind if that turned out to be canon.
but I don’t think that would be added into those two shows.
but it would still be good and interest for Fanon-AU use.
some stuff that fans come up and theorize,
wont always be canon to the series and that’s fine.
well Starco ended up becoming 100% Canon.
which I think if things turned out different, Star could of ended up with Tom because of that vote/poll.......pretty sure that had something to do with Star and Marco ending up together in the very end.
also while playing Yandere Simulator the other day,
I had figured out that it is a bad idea to take a ring...
cause if you don’t put it in Osana’s bag
or keep it and then try to leave Akademi,
you will get in big trouble, so if you are trying for a Pacifist Route
and only want to befriend Osana and try to get her to be with Kyuji,
then do NOT take that ring that you will find on the rooftop
next to one of those two purple haired sisters.
I had to start all over because of that, of course I still have the save where I fully beat Osana and it now says that the new rival is Amai.
so right now I have two saves, and in the new save I wanted to try to save Osana’s cat and try to get her and Kyuji together.
so far Kyuji has changed himself to look like Osana’s dream guy,
I just hope me leading him to the library and getting him to study,
had helped....
of course when I did help him talk to Osana while hiding behind a tree,
I had to re-send that letter to Osana and tell her about it again,
because when I was waiting behind the school, she was a bit late.
so yeah I had to leave the place and go and send the letter again
and then I had to tell her about it again.
 interesting to know, that before I went to save her cat,
I got the blonde hair dye first (from using Ayano’s computer.)
and then when I ended up at the Stalker’s place,
Ayano’s hair was blonde, so that was fast.
and it was still nighttime in the game too.   
I also decided to join the cooking club,
I think if I am a part of the cooking club it might make it more easy
to try to talk to Amai, at least I can only hope it does.
each time I tried to talk to her in my other save,
she just couldn’t and was busy.
in my other save I am in the Music Club.
when I make another save, I want to try to join a different club.
I am taking a bit of a break from playing the game right now,
I will play more of it later.
I do have a theory about Fun-Girl from Yandere Simulator,
I can’t help but think of her being a like Gaster.
I even did a crossover drawing of Fun-Girl and Gaster.
I will post it up on here too, and also post it over at the other place I go to as well.
anyway back to this drawing, it is a crossover
and it is a reference to that 22 Jump Street Movie,
which once again I hope to watch someday.
and yeah Cuphead is holding a cross, for obvious reasons.
Mugman is of course is still thinking and processing
what Snake-Eyes are talking about.
well we know how it will end up,
and Mugman is going to be very amused.  
I don’t really feel like drawing that, so it’s fine that it is just this.
the OC in this drawing, in the role of the daughter,
might end up being a one-shot character...
if someone wants to do a continue drawing response to this drawing,
like make a short comic or animation of it, I guess I be okay with it...
but the likely of someone drawing a continue/comic version of this,
is perhaps very little and not likely to happen.
but at least I enjoyed drawing this.
I think sometime I will post a song I wrote a few years ago,
when I was in a very dark place, I was happy to find out that it survived
after what happen in March this year....
it is something I put some very personal feelings down in the song.
also it’s okay that not many agree with me having a species identity,
I mean if I am Aroaceflux, Gyno-Agender and Demi-Human,
then that’s just makes me, well, me.
even if it it did take me time to figure that out.
I just figured out this year on the Month of May,
that I started to see myself as a Demi-Human.
sometime I should draw three flags
that has to do with the Sexuality, Gender and Species Identities. 
also I need to point out that I have added a certain site
to my list of Semi-Misanthrope.
first I want to say that I have nothing against Jesus,
but that  Jesus-Is-Savior site.......
it is just....I can’t stand it, Rock’N Roll ain’t evil,
I mean there can be mature rock, but there are different forms of music.
 and even if someone is homosexual or homoromantic,
outside the human body and at the core of the soul,
we may appear Masculine or Feminine, but the soul doesn’t have a biological sex/gender, and has no organic binary.
plus if a man did like other man in his present life,
were to be reborn as a woman in his next life and still like men in her new life where she is reborn as a woman,
would that still make her a homosexual...?
I think that truth would kind of make anyone think.
if when I do get reborn, I don’t EVER want my biological body
to be male....I feel more comfortable with the other, and if it takes me time to figure out I am Gyno-Agender in that next life, then it’s fine by me too....
I don’t know if the humans who dislike homosexuals,
really think about the logic that has to do with when a human dies,
if they become reborn into a different bio-gender/sex
they might still be attracted to the guys or gals that they were in their past life.
I hope my explaining about that doesn’t get misinterpreted.               
I don’t like when my words end up misunderstood.
well small misunderstandings okay, but when it is big and ends up hurting feelings then that is really not good.
but yeah, I just don’t like the toxic stuff that is going on in that site.
 maybe I should try not to worry about it.
right now I am listening to some music,
I’m listening to Agnes’s Don’t Breaking My Heart.
anyway, I’m just gonna hurry and post this
and then post that Undertale x Yandere Simulator Crossover.
hope some of you like this drawing,
and I hope some like how King Dice
is making the scary eyes at Cuphead lol.
once again I enjoyed drawing this,
I even drew wedding rings on King Dice and Devil’s fingers.
and them saying the same thing to both Mugman and Cuphead.
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insanity-times-10 · 4 years ago
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zero
part one of the #1 Fan series
also posted on AO3
huge shoutout to my friend Ash who let me use their OC
“Hey there!” Jane said with a wave. “What’s your name?” The bright-haired teen stepped backwards, their place quickly filled by the screaming horde that was the Queendom. In a spur-of-the-moment decision, Jane decided to follow the shy fan.
Bad choice, Jane.
The fans swarmed around her, making it nearly impossible to move. Somehow, she managed to stagger through the throng and catch up with the teen.
“Hi,” Jane panted, completely out of breath. “Sorry about that, I didn’t mean to scare you. What’s your name?”
“I’m Zero, I’m... I’m a really big fan, Ms. Seymour.”
“I’ve noticed. You’re here about once a month, right?”
Zero laughed nervously. “Yeah. I didn’t know... I didn’t think you noticed things like that.”
“I do. We notice a lot more than people think we do.” Jane noticed Zero looking around anxiously, so she decided it was time for her to head back to the theater. “Hey, listen,” she said, “I’ve gotta head back inside, I think the others are looking for me. I’m on pretty much all the social media, though, so feel free to shoot me a message anytime!” She turned around and left with a wave, and to her surprise, Zero ran up behind her.
“Hey, uh, do you... do you think I could meet the other queens?” they asked. “I’m just... I-I’m such a big fan, it’s my dream to talk to all of you in person.”
Jane smiled. “Of course! You’ve been here one night a month since we opened. I think it’s time you finally met us.” Jane led Zero inside through the stage door and back to the dressing rooms. The two stopped first at the dressing room Jane shared with Cathy and Kat. Jane knocked on the door. “Everyone decent in there? We have a guest.”
Kat opened the door. She was wearing a sports bra and leggings, since she absolutely refused to put on her hoodie until she had to, and had obviously been reorganizing her makeup organizer. Cathy was still in costume, methodically taking off her makeup with a cleanser she constantly raved about, both online and to the queens.
“Heya, Janey,” Kat said. “We were worried you’d gotten a girlfriend that none of us knew about.”
Cathy nearly spat out the water she’d just taken a drink of. “That is untrue!” she shouted. “Don’t listen to this heretic, babes, she doesn’t know what she’s talking about.”
“You haven’t got a need to worry, honey. I’m yours as long as you want me to be.”
Kat cleared her throat. “Hate to break up the cuteness, but didn’t you say something about a guest?”
“Oh, yeah, sorry! This is Zero... I’m sorry, what pronouns do you use?”
Zero, who had been picking at their nails, jumped at the question. “What?” they asked.
“She asked what pronouns you use, darling,” Cathy helped.
“Oh, okay. I, uh, I use they/them. And you can, um, you can call me Z if you want.”
“Alright, then, this is Z, they’ve been coming to our shows about once a month, and they really wanted to meet us,” Jane explained. Z gave a small wave.
“What do you think of the decorations?” Kat asked.
Zero looked around, taking in everything. They smiled. “I really like the flags,” they said. “It’s cool that you all have your own.”
“Yeah, it’s pretty neat. Someone sent them to us for pride month, and then we bought a few of our own that we use as blankets,” Kat explained.
“That’s neat!” Zero exclaimed. They turned to Jane. “Ms. Seymour-”
“Call me Jane,” she interrupted. “You can call us all by our first names, we’re not that formal.”
“Except Lina,” Cathy added. “You wait for permission to call her anything but Queen Catherine.”
Z snickered. “Queen Catherine?”
“Yep,” Kat said. “Her Royal Snobbiness refuses to give up her title.”
“But don’t tell her we called her that,” Cathy chimed in.
“She’ll have our heads,” Kat joked.
Zero nodded. “I’ll keep that in mind.”
“Anyway, you were going to say something?” Jane prompted.
“I was gonna ask if we can go say hi to the others,” they replied.
“Of course! Are you okay going by yourself-”
“Could you come with me?” Z interrupted. “I’m just not- uh, I guess comfortable would be the word- introducing myself to people.”
“I’ll go with you!” Kat volunteered enthusiastically. “Well, if you’re okay with it, that is.”
“Yeah, that’s fine,” Zero said. “I just don’t wanna go alone.”
“Yay!” Kat cheered, jumping out of her chair. She nearly put her arm around Z’s shoulder, but stopped herself. “Is it cool if I put my arm around you?”
“Yeah, that’s fine. Thanks for asking, though.”
“Anytime, friend.” Kat draped her arm across them, and the two set off into the hallway. “Wanna bet Jane and Cath’ll be making out when we get back?”
Z flinched. They weren’t used to anyone being this open about being in a same-sex relationship. “Uhm… they might, I guess?” they ventured. “You know them better than I do.”
“Huh. I guess you’re right.” Kat shrugged. “Anyway, here we are. Go on in, I’ll be right behind you.”
Z stepped into the dressing room and was taken aback by all the bright colors and loud sounds. They couldn’t quite tell what was playing on whoever’s speaker was blaring music, but it didn’t sound like anything they’d heard before. Kat must’ve noticed the look of discomfort on Zero’s face, because she’d gone to do something with the promise of being right back. Just like that, the music’s volume lowered, and Z let out a sigh of relief. Kat pulled a chair up next to the costume rack in the middle of the room and climbed on top of it.
“Ladies!” she shouted, almost instantly quieting everyone down, save for the alternates, who were in the corner finishing up a rather vicious card game. “Ladies, this is Zero, Jane brought them in to meet everyone.” Z waved nervously.
Almost immediately, Anne was in Z’s face. Kat, of course, practically had to pry her off of them.
When Zero caught sight of Catalina, they quickly bowed and muttered, “Your Highness.”
“Oh, none of that here. Call me Lina. I don’t know what those two-” she looked warily at Kat- “told you, but you don’t need to call me Queen anything or Your Highness, anything of that sort, mijo.” Her eyes widened as the last word left her lips. “Oh my goodness, that was rather insensitive of me. It’s just… Spanish is so heavily gendered, and I’m not about to let go of my mother tongue-”
“Lina. It’s fine,” Z interrupted. “It’s actually nice that someone is willing to call me pet names, especially after what happened with my parents… let’s just say we’ve got a pretty strained relationship.”
“Oh, cariño, I’m sorry you had to deal with that,” Catalina comforted them. “I want you to know that we’re all here for you, and you can message us on social media anytime, even if it’s just something little that made you feel happy.”
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Z spent the next three hours perched on Catalina’s dressing room counter, finally excusing themself when they realized that they had an early shift the next day at Barnes & Noble.
Zero let themself into their apartment, taking off their shoes and tossing their keys into the little dish they kept by the door. They reeled for a second at the shock of taking off their platform shoes, but they quickly adjusted. They grabbed a cookie off of the countertop, a couple of those could serve as dinner. They tapped a quick hello on Ricky’s (their betta fish) bowl as they walked past on their way to the living room. Then, seating themself on the floor, they pulled out their phone and opened the photos app. There, at the beginning of their camera roll, was the selfie they’d taken that night with all the queens.
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“I really liked that Z kid. I hope we talk again soon,” Jane said.
Cathy hummed some form of a response, too intently focused on the back rub she was giving Jane. “You’re really tense tonight,” she observed. “Everything feel okay? Nothing’s sore?”
“I’m fine,” Jane replied, waving the question off.
“It’s your shoulders,” Cathy continued. “You’re taking enough time for yourself?”
“Probably not, but seriously, everything feels fine.”
Cathy stopped working the taut muscles in Jane’s shoulder. “Are you worried about anything? You’re seeming pretty off.”
“I told you, I’m fine. Can we just go to sleep?” Jane asked.
Cathy sighed. “Yeah. I guess we can.”
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“Chérie, stop overthinking this. They told you, it’s fine that you used the masculine form.”
Catalina stopped pacing long enough to give Anne a stern look. “Yes, that’s what they said, but is it what they meant?” she asked.
“Fair point,” Anne replied, “but you’re still giving it too much thought. Come to bed, we can talk it out in the morning. You’ll be able to think better after you get some rest.”
“I suppose you’re right,” Catalina said with a shrug. Anne patted her wife’s side of the bed, and Catalina climbed in without much hesitation. She gave Anne a kiss on the temple and lay down.
“Night night, mon amour,” Anne whispered.
“Buenas noches, querida,” Catalina replied. She lay there for about ten minutes, still wide awake. “Annie?” she whispered into the darkness. Anne grunted. “Oh, good, you’re still awake.”
“Awake being a loosely used term, yes,” Anne grumbled.
“I just wanted to say one more thing.”
“Then say it before I go to sleep.”
“I hope our baby grows up to be just like you.” Catalina smiled as she said this, hoping it was a good way to break the news to Anne.
Anne shot up in bed. “Our… our baby?” she managed to stutter out. “You’re pregnant?”
“Yeah. And I already talked to Lucy, I’m performing until I’m physically unable to.”
“That’s great.” Anne yawned, then laid down with her head on Catalina’s stomach. “I think I’m gonna stay like this,” she decided.
“It doesn’t hurt me, so as long as you’re comfortable I’m fine with it.”
The two fell asleep like that.
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“Y’know, they mentioned our flags,” Kat said.
“Really?” Anna asked.
“Yep! And they just seemed pretty cool in general.”
Anna laughed, shaking her head. “You realize I was there, correct? I did meet them.”
“Oh, yeah! Sorry,” Kat apologized.
Anna finished putting on her pajamas and went to join Kat on the bed. “It’s alright, love. I’m glad you thought they were cool. Perhaps you can message them in the morning?”
“It might take me some looking,” Kat replied, “but I could probably find them. I might let them follow my private account as well.”
“Sounds like a plan. Bedtime now, alright?” Anna snuggled up in the covers and turned off the lamp. Kat curled up against her, earning a kiss on the head.
“Nighty-night, baby,” Kat said, already half asleep. Anna did not reply, only snored softly.
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Zero got up from the floor and stretched. They’d already been awake longer than they should’ve been. They went into their room and put on their pajamas, then went back into the kitchen and said goodnight to Ricky. They grabbed another cookie, their fourth for the night, and laid down in their bed. They turned their phone on and opened Instagram.
God only knows how long they’d be awake.
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ourimpavidheroine · 4 years ago
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I've been reading through your blog and based on some things you said, would you be willing to share with us some of the weirdest things people have commented on your fic?
Anon, are you a stalker?  👀
No, I’m kidding!
Hmmm. Let me think.
I did get a fair amount of people pissed at me when Qi started to become more than the driver, for SURE. Like, that’s a line in the sand for a lot of readers, although most of them just disappear into the nether without commenting. I did have one particular reader ask me twice - and not all at once, we’re talking with at least a year in between - why it was I was writing that. I’m not sure why they asked the second time. I guess to see if my answer changed? I wasn’t offended or anything, I mean, readers are going to like what they like, but I still don’t get why they thought my answer was going to change.
Sometimes people would yell at me and tell me that I ruined the story for them over that. I get it - it sucks when a story doesn’t go the way you want it to in your head, especially when you have gotten invested into it - but bless their hearts, I have no idea if they really understood how insulting it is to say that kind of thing to a writer, even if you do preface it by saying how much you like their work.
There have been some pretty sketchy comments about Qi’s gender. For the record, I don’t mind comments about Qi’s gender, but transphobic ones are going into the immediate trash. (I’m not going to repeat them.)
I had someone get SUPER MAD at me for calling Mai a cold fish. The fact that a)Zuko’s empress is never actually named, we assume she’s Mai but I never use her name because she’s not actually important to my fic, and b)the fact that it was Toph calling her a cold fish in order to demonstrate how rude Toph was being was obviously not important. That commenter told me I was a bad feminist. 
Unsurprisingly, I have had people come for me over Ikki having sex. Oh yes, the purity patrol attempted to come for my ass. It was pointed out to me that Ikki was eleven in the show. I pointed out that I was writing about her as an adult, not a child and that technically speaking every single adult who has ever had sex was also, at one time, eleven years old. And then I just deleted the rest of those, which were the usual about protecting THE CHILDREN, wahwahwah. I don’t engage with those readers. (So we are clear, my comment that all sex-having adults were also eleven at some point in their lives was not, as it happened, well-received.)
Oh! Once someone told me that there was no way Toph would have laughed in the face of someone who asked her to marry him, that it was completely out of character for her to do that. Apparently this reader never actually watched ATLA. I’m still laughing over that one.
Fairly recently I was informed that by not shipping Lin with Kya I was homophobic. People, you know I didn’t even bother to answer that one, that got an insta-delete.
Someone did tell me I was a racist pro-colonizer for writing Wu and Mako’s first sex scene at the hotel. (Or something along those lines, I can’t remember the exact quote.) I would actually take that kind of comment seriously - that’s why people have sensitivity readers - except that the source was a white American teenager who had in their byline that “All Cis People Should Die” and at that point I just walked away.
I have had people ask me for my opinions about their headcanons which is...just weird to me. Like, I acknowledge that there are headcanon blogs but this is clearly a writing blog, so why would you ask me what I think about your headcanon? I don’t consider those asks rude or anything, I just don’t get it. I did answer one a few years ago in good faith and the end result was a troll who didn’t like my answer and proceeded to sink their teeth into me and wouldn’t let go for nearly two years, just pouring nastiness into my asks here and comments on AO3. So I don’t answer those any longer.
I’ve had some people spend a great deal of time trying to convince me that Mako is not gay (for various reasons, including Makorra or Masami, or dislike of Wu, or who knows). I mean, you do you, you are entirely welcome to your own opinion but I have no idea what would possess someone to actively look up a specific Wuko fic and then tell me why I am wrong. I wish I had that much free time, I really do. No really. I do.
I will say that my ultimate favorite, so far, was the reader who informed me that I had way too many OCs in my fic (and went on to tell me why that was a Bad Thing) and asked me why I couldn’t just stick to the canon characters, like Korra and Asami and Amon and Nuo.
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kyberphilosopher · 4 years ago
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Important Information
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Rules:
I am a minor. As such, smut can not be requested and can not be written. As a compromise, smutty themes can be used as overtones or undertones, often vaguely or simply eluded to. But pure smut? Not for a few months, which is when I’ll be 18. Sorry horndogs. 
Please request through the submission inbox, or my direct messages. Further more, be polite. Be clear. If I ask a question to clear something up, answer it. Don’t let it dangle. I will always ask if there’s anything else you so desire (a word count, any details) so please tell me if there’s nothing else or if there is. English is also not my first language. 
Do not request something against canon. I have written like that before and did not enjoy that. This means if something is considered canon, say Star Wars, such as a line of dialogue or something shown on screen, I would refuse to write you into it. I feel that it distorts the fiction so much you wouldn’t really be in it, and the characters wouldn’t be themselves anymore. Allow me to write you into the world as a side character, as something not shown directly but something that could fit into canon. 
Some fictional characters have different versions of them. For example, Movie Anakin Skywalker, and the Clone Wars Anakin Skywalker. Ben Affleck Batman, or Christian Bale Batman? Or even, Comic Accurate Batman? Specify for me. If not specified after asking for it, I will write the character with headcanon information pulled from multiple ‘canon’ sources. This will be referred to as ‘headcanoned canon’.
Reblog my stuff? Absolutely. I see all my reblogs. But take it an post it to a different site? No. Don’t do that. Maybe I’ll spread over to Ao3 one day, but for now, please don’t. 
Last one I can think of for now. But luckily this can be updated over time. I don’t write drabbles. I know! But just imagine all the times you’ve read a fic so good, only for it to end so soon. I like the thought of writing something both high quality and high quantity, which means I won’t be satisfied with anything under 2,000 words. Unfortunately, this may sometimes come at the expense of time. Especially if what you requested doesn’t fit into my current hyperfixation. 
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List of Characters I’ve Written, or Am Open to Writing:
Aayla Secura, Star Wars (Clone Wars)
Ahsoka Tano, Star Wars (Clone Wars and Live Action)
Anakin Skywalker, Star Wars (Clone Wars and Live Action)
Asaaj Ventress, Star Wars (Clone Wars and Books)
Boba Fett, Star Wars (Live Action Original Movies and The Mandalorian)
Bodhi Rook, Star Wars (Rogue One)
Bo-Katan Kryze, Star Wars (Clone Wars and The Mandalorian)
Cal Kestis, Star Wars (Jedi: Fallen Order, Beginning and End of Game)
Cassian Andor, Star Wars (Rogue One)
Darth Maul, Star Wars (Clone Wars)
Din Djarin, Star Wars (The Mandalorian)
Finn, Star Wars (Live Action Sequel Trilogy)
Jyn Erso, Star Wars (Rogue One)
Leia Skywalker, Star Wars (Live Action Original Movies)
Obi-Wan “Ben” Kenobi, Star Wars (Clone Wars and Live Action)
Padme Amidala, Star Wars (Clone Wars and Live Action)
Poe Dameron, Star Wars (Live Action Sequel Trilogy)
Rey, Star Wars (Live Action Sequel Trilogy)
Rex, Star Wars (Clone Wars)
.✫*゚・゚。.★.*。・゚✫*.
Batman, DC Comics (All Live Action, All Comic, Arkhamverse, All Animated, Headcanoned Canon)
Bane, DC Comics (Games)
Barry Allen/The Flash, DC Comics (All Live Action, Headcanoned Canon)
Black Canary, DC Comics (Birds of Prey Live Action Movie)
Bruce Wayne, DC Comics (All Live Action, Headcanoned Canon)
Catwoman/Selina Kyle, DC Comics (Headcanoned Canon)
Christopher Smith/Peacemaker, DCEU (All Live Action, Headcanoned Canon)
Cleo Cazo/Ratcatcher 2, DCEU (Live Action)
Conner Kent/Superboy, DC Comics (Titans, All Animated)
Damian Wayne, DC Comics (Animated and Injustice)
Dick Grayson, DC Comics (Titans, All Comic, Arkhamverse, All Animated, All Versions)
Harley Quinn, DC Comics (All Live Action, All Comic, Arkhamverse, All Animated Versions)
Jason Todd/Red Hood, DC Comics (Headcanoned Canon, Arkhamverse, All Animated, Titans, All Versions)
Katana, DC Comics (2016 Suicide Squad Live Action Movie)
Poison Ivy, DC Comics (Arkhamverse, All Comic, All Animated, Headcanoned Canon)
Tim Drake/Red Robin, DC Comics (Arkhamverse, All Comic, All Animated, Headcanoned Canon)
Raven, DC Comics (Headcanoned Canon, All Animated, All Comics, All Titans)
Robert Dubois/Bloodsport, DC Comics (DCEU Live Action)
Scarecrow/Johnathon Crane, DC Comics(All Live Action, Arkhamverse, Headcanoned Canon)
Starfire/Koriand’r, DC Comics (Titans, All Comics, All Animated, Headcanoned Canon)
Superman/Clark Kent, DC Comics (Cavill’s Live Action, All Animated, All Comics)
.✫*゚・゚。.★.*。・゚✫*.
Annie Leonhardt, Shingeki no Kyojin (Marley Resident, Season 1-3, Season 4, Titan Form)
Bertholdt Hoover, Shingeki no Kyojin (Marley Resident, Season 1-3)
Carla Jaeger, Shingeki no Kyojin (Pre Beginning)
Eren Jaeger, Shingeki no Kyojin (Season 1-3, Season 4, Titan Form)
Hanji Zoe, Shingeki no Kyojin (All Seasons and OVA)
Jean Kirchstein, Shingeki no Kyojin (Season 1-3, Season 4)
Levi Ackerman, Shingeki no Kyojin (All Seasons and OVA)
Marco Bodt, Shingeki no Kyojin (Season 1)
Mikasa Ackerman, Shingeki no Kyojin (Season 1-3, Season 4)
Moblit Berner, Shingeki no Kyojin (All Seasons and OVA)
Sasha Braus, Shingeki no Kyojin (Season 1-3, Season 4)
L Lawliet, Death Note (Season 1)
Ryuk, Death Note (Season 1)
Touta Matsuda, Death Note (Season 1)
Raye Penber and Naomi Matsura (Season 1, Pre Beginning, Throuple Headcanon Canoned)
.✫*゚・゚。.★.*。・゚✫*.
Connor RK800, Detroit: Become Human (Deviant, Android, Mid and Post Game)
Chloe RT600, Detroit: Become Human (Deviant, Android, Pre, Mid, and Post Game)
Gavin Reed, Detroit: Become Human (Mid and Post Game)
Kara AX400, Detroit: Become Human (Post Game)
Luther TR400, Detroit: Become Human (Pre and Post Game)
Markus RK200, Detroit: Become Human (Pre, Mid, and Post Game)
Nines RK900, Detroit: Become Human (Post Game)
North WR400, Detroit: Become Human (Pre, Mid, and Post Game)
Other Worlds and Fandoms Coming Soon. 
.✫*゚・゚。.★.*。・゚✫*.
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What You Can Expect From Me:
Fanfiction
Headcanons- While I’d consider all of my fanfiction headcanons, I’m referring to those little bullet point things you’ll see writers do. Here’s my deal on that. I won’t do romantic headcanons for the characters listed above. By that I mean you won’t see anything titled, “How Poe Dameron Would Cuddle”, or anything of that sort. But you probably will see just my own little headcanons for fun. Like, little fun facts. You know, “Superman’s favorite food is ____”, “Nines hates rats”.
However, I will write romantic headcanons for my OC’s. But that’s for later.
Further regarding fanfiction, I typically write angst. Not sure why, it’s just what I started with because I thought the plots were strongest and I wanted to see where I could take it. Like I said, no smut, but you’ll find allusions to it. Fluff? Yeah, it’s there. Hard for me to write fluff without a plot, but it does exist on my page. 
Original Stories
Most people ignore this, but if you see that I’ve posted it won’t always be something regarding your favorite character. I write my own little stories that’s basically just glorified, book length headcanons for a few worlds, but mostly the Star Wars galaxy. Don’t worry, there’s no need to pay attention to it if you don’t want. It’s something I do in my spare time besides x readers and oneshots. 
Spontaneous Posting
What I mean by this, is that unlike a lot of writers, I don’t work on a schedule. There’s no “once a week posting”, or anything like that. What I finish and give the okay to, is posted. If you’ve requested something, I’ll let you know that it’s about to go out. So sometimes a burst of fics may be pumped out in a week, or none will for up to a month.
Going by EST, I typically am most active at night and early morning. Especially in the summer. During fall this may change.
I rarely put out a post that is unrelated to my writings. If it is related to my personal life instead, it will be posted, but not saved. Documented and available, but never pinned or anything. 
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FAQ:
Do you write queer pairings?
Yes. My earlier works usually elude to a female reader and it’s blaringly obvious, though it’s shifting into androgyny for ease of reader. I would prefer to have an androgynous reader instead of a set in stone male or female one. 
Am I reading a queer fanfic written by a straight person?
You are not. I am androgynous myself in terms of gender and unlabeled in terms of sexuality. 
Do you write for poc?
This question shocks me, though I’ve gotten it twice. Then I realized- it’s because so many writers forget the point of a reader. The reader may be described as blonde, or white, or thin, or female. You will not find that here. There will be no set in stone appearance for the reader except for mentions of whatever hair you may possess (apologies to those without hair). There will be no talk of ‘light skin’, or ‘curvy figure’. The farthest I’ll go is describing you as pale, if say, you were sick. Because any race or skin tone can go pale, you know? The only thing I’d do- rarely- is give you a real age. But only to further the plot if needed.
 My point is, ‘Y/N’ is not just a pretty white person with long hair. It’s inclusive to anyone. I’ll stand by that. 
Do you write headcanons?
Answered in the above section. Long story short, I’m working on it, but on my terms. 
Do you write song fics?
I haven’t before. Why? They make me cringe. I don’t know why. I’ll write a fic based on a song, or with undertones of a song. But those little paragraphs with the lyrics that aren’t even in time with what you’re reading if you were to read and listen at the same time? I don’t think so. 
Do you know what sex is?
I do. 
Will you have e-sex with me in the direct message chatbox?
I will not. 
Why do you write on tumblr?
I started writing just to share an old word document with over 300 pages worth of an Original Star Wars story. I tried my hand at fanfiction because, while I don’t read it often myself, I know a lot of people do. It helps them escape reality. And, I’m a pretty good writer, I think. At least I can only get better. I’m just one more person trying to put something out for people to enjoy, and maybe even rely on. 
Will you ever write for real people?
If I ever wrote a fanfiction about Christian Bale or like Barack Obama I think I would just disappear. I can’t do it. It’s like warping my own reality. 
How often do you post?
I don’t know. 
Do you have a taglist?
I did! But only for Star Wars. If you want to be tagged in something, let me know. But you have to be specific. Just for a certain character? For a certain fandom? A certain plot? Just og stories? Be clear. 
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Dynamics I Enjoy Writing:
Man simps for person who almost wants nothing to do with them. 
Hero simps for villain or villain simps for hero despite the obvious consequences.
Two jokesters destroy some area while left alone together. May get along better than they would admit. 
Two people who are not expected to get along, get along well. 
Hero and villain are best friends but won’t admit it.
Basically if I’m left to my own mind most of my fics will fall under one of these dynamics. Not always- definitely not always. But I kinda like them. 
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Numbers:
800-273-8255 USA National Suicide Hotline
1 (300) 22 4636 Australia Suicide and Anxiety Line
1 (833) 456 4566  Canada Suicide Hotline
800-810-1117 China Suicide Hotline
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08001810771 Germany Suicide Hotline
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810352869090 Japan Suicide Hotline
0078202577577 Russia Suicide Hotline
08457909090 UK Suicide Hotline
4408457909090 Ireland Emergency Hotline
1-800-656-4673 US National Sexual Assault Hotline
741-741 National Panic Hotline (for people who prefer to text)
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Anything else? 
Nope. Can’t think of anything. We’ll see if anything changes. Thanks for checking it out. 
Header Credits to: @moonknights​
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regrettablemeasure · 4 years ago
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THAT BEING SAID, heres my list of criticisms for CP2077 so far because i’m not just blindly praising it. under a readmore for a few spoilers, one major character spoiler so if you’re playing don’t read this until youre finished with act 1
this isnt bringing into the account of the criticisms console players are talking about bc im on PC, but i completely agree with frustrated console players about launch being a mess.
the fact that they cut you being able to take jackie with you to go meet with meredith is really frustrating. i wonder if they lost time and it broke something because it was in the gameplay demo from a while back.
on the same vein, t-bugs ‘death’ was so sudden and fast that i didn’t even register it as her supposedly dying until v brings it up later in the level. i thought she had just gotten hurt and booted from the program. if she’s actually dead i’m going to be incredibly disappointed and its going to be one of my few genuine sour notes on the game.
the romances are laughably inserted and shouldn’t have even been part of marketing in my opinion. from my understanding it looks like they’re all sidequests and there’s only like four of them total anyways. dont bother if your v isnt into one of the two options they have and just pretend youre kissin whoever you want lol
takemuras introduction was amazing but i feel like i missed a dialog somewhere that explained why he ended up getting chased by arasaka so fast after the events of act 1. i know his motivation but am a little confused about whats going on.
in the same vein, some optional dialog choices don’t actually feel optional if you don’t want to feel like you’re missing context for whats going on. i don’t mean this in a lore way, i mean this in a basic narrative way. 
i like that v clearly has their own personality that you kinda tweak and manipulate through your own actions, like with geralt in the witcher series. however i completely understand if people were lead to believe they’d be getting COMPLETE FREEDOM and are let down by the reality of V being a slightly less mailable character. as someone who likes witcher and the dragon age and mass effect series i’m okay with my oc having a pre-ordained personality but marketing could easily have misled people to believe otherwise and thats a totally valid complaint.
i love jackie to DEATH and hes one of the most likable videogame characters ever. however i do wonder sometimes if he suffers from ‘bilingual people don’t talk like that’ syndrome. it can get kinda muddy given how translators work in this universe.
in the same vein i think some of the calls for the game being transphobic or misogynist are overblown but i feel like part of it is the game might not be properly relaying that the overly sexual, violent, objectifying advertisements in 2077 is actually part of the lore and not CD trying to be cheeky ala Saints Row. Its a crit on consumerism and how desensitized the populace of the future gets to hatred, violence, and sex that it has to be overblown to the point of ludicracy. it might not translate for someone who hasn’t taken the time to look into the lore or familarize themselves with the vibe of the series before picking up the game. YES it is incredibly gritty and dark, but thats the point. However I think that fact needed to be communicated better because it just won’t be palatable for some people. Its stuff like this that makes me think we really need content warnings ALA fanfic for... all media, really. its a good idea. i could see the ‘fuckable piece of meat’ line being genuinely terrifying for some people and it comes out of nowhere. I like dark media and content but i don’t know if the game properly conveys beforehand that this is a BLEAK. world. BLEAK. 
i also think, unfortunately, its clear the team was crunched and ran out of time for a lot of things they wanted to add into the game. i feel like tying gender to v’s voice was the most elegant solution they had considering all of the voicelines in game. not saying it’s the best solution, but i’m glad they did that rather than tie it to body type or genetalia.
that being said i wish you could have a biotic pussy or dick in this game just bc that would be some cool transhumanism. same in general i wish you could replace limbs or eventually get more cyberware options that changed how you look.
I’m glad they’re gonna fix the epilepsy trigger but I’m also surprised and disappointed no one caught that might be a problem earlier on. I wonder what play testing was like.
Also glad the dev team isnt going to be treated like the new vegas team and they’re getting their bonus regardless of the game’s review score. that’s some stupid bullshit but every publisher does that shit unfortunately.
the fact you cant change your makeup, cybernetics, or hair after the start is dumb and i hope they fix that.
the c key being for crouching AND skipping dialogue is inelegant to say the least. you can fix it in settings for skipping dialogue to be ‘hold c’ but it shouldn’t have been an issue in the first place.
ai definitely wasnt finished and it shows. largely in how theres clearly no AI driving and how cops feel half-implimented.
managing stash is CONFUSING. so is the hacking minigame until you get used to it.
it is a LITTLE apparent that you’re going to go into Cutscene Time because characters tell you to sit somewhere specific. However once you’re in those locked scenes the game is still super immersive and beautiful so it’s not too bad.
i don’t understand why youd buy a car when you have one already and a motorcycle but i’ll still probably shop around for funsies
combat definitely feels floaty but ive played bethesda games and nothing can be as bad as those so its fine for me.
i know there’s more but thats what i have so far. I’m having a great time but those are my Thots.
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Hello! Could I please request a Tommy Shelby one shot? Maybe where the (male-if you are OK with writing that) oc/reader is a blinder and is quiet pretty and is soft looking compared to the rest of the men so he gets lots of female attention and Tommy gets jealous and drags him into the back of the Garrison and has his way with him? Calls him all sorts of pet names like good boy and baby boy? etc Thank you for taking the time to read thisx I ❤ your writing and how you write characters x
Okay so firstly, I’m so sorry that you had to wait so long and I hope that you are still following me and checking in so that you can see this! This is the first-ever male/male sex scene I have ever written and I don’t trust myself to be able to accurately write full gay sex accurately so I have done my best!
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Ever since the war, Tommy had firmly believed in grabbing everything that life had to offer. No moment was promised, and he intended to live the rest of his life doing exactly what he wanted, even if that meant doing things that others would find unsavoury. 
He had no trouble excelling his way through the business world, his mind working faster than others allowing him to foresee three steps ahead of everyone he had ever been put up against, and while he had more money than he could ever want, there was still pleasure to be had in earning more. 
And money bought him ways to make more money, and pleasure bought him more ways to experience more pleasure, and before long he began to realise that the only limits were the ones that he put on himself. He was above what society dictated, would walk through orgies and pick whoever he found the most attractive, regardless of anything as simple as age or gender. 
And so it was no surprise to him when he glanced across the table at the new blinder that John had bought into the fold and found himself attracted to him. What was a surprise was the twist in his stomach that he felt when women drapped themselves over this new man, and it was hard to tell if it was because of his ego - wanting the women to be on his own lap - or if he was jealous of their freedom. 
Regardless of the fact that Tommy no longer cared for societies limitations, he knew that he had to uphold what society saw as right in order to continue to do business with people who were not of the same mindset as him. As much as he wanted to be able to order the man in front of him on his knees as he would with a woman should he see fit, people being closed minded and scared would ruin his reputation - something that the man thought was ridiculous, and frankly disgusting. But that was what the world was like now there were people who were not afraid of the war - had not seen what it was like in the trenches - people who didn’t know that life was not promised and could end at any given moment regardless of who you were or weren’t fucking. Life was too short to be hung up on beliefs which stemmed from a book written over 1900 years ago, by people who did not know how to live properly anyway.
A bottle of whiskey down and Tommy had had enough of watching women fawn over the new blinder, of watching him lick his lips and cast glances at Tommy as the older man tried to decide what his next play would be. And then the man got up, and Tommy cleared his throat and followed, pushing him into a back alley and against the door with such force the new man thought himself in danger. 
“W-what.. Mr Shelby what did I do…?” But he barely had a chance to finish his sentence before Tommy reached up and held his face in one hand, licking his lips as his other cupped him through his trousers. 
This was a dangerous game to play, one which could see this new man going to an enemy and revealing his pleasures, but the looks that he had been giving him led Tommy to believe that he had nothing to worry about. And the stirring beneath his palm was enough to confirm his suspicions. 
“Are you getting hard because I put my hand on you aye?” Tommy questioned, and the man swallowed thickly, not knowing how to answer. Instead, Tommy ran a hand up and down the sizeable length which was forming, looking down and clearing his throat as he felt himself grow in arousal.
A glance at Tommy’s groin allowed the man the information he needed to be comfortable, and he nodded, licking his lips and reaching out to palm Tommy through his trousers. 
“Do you like that, Mr Shelby? Do you like that I’ve been sitting in there getting hard for you?” 
Tommy swallowed and moved a hand down to the mans throat, pushing his hand away from his crotch as he began to unbutton his pants. 
“I want you to be a good boy and get on your knees, show me what these lips are good for.” Tommy spoke, and the man obeyed, Tommy's fingers slipping through his hair and gripping at it. 
“Fuck..” Tommy groaned, his hand on the door so as not to get caught and when the man pulled back with a soft pop he looked down and growled. 
“Be good for me and you’ll be rewarded.” He gripped the mans hair once more and pulled at it as he went back to it, moving his hips against his mouth until he was cumming, the man using his hand to pump at the base of Tommys cock as he swallowed everything the older man had to give to him. 
Moments later Tommy as buttoning up his trousers, panting and licking his lips as he came down. 
“Did I do alright, Mr Shelby?” The man bit his lip pressing down hard on his member as it ached against his own trousers and Tommy nodded. 
“I’m throwing a party at my estate later. Be there, and you’ll get your reward.” And without so much as a smirk, Tommy moved back into the Garrison, picking up his whiskey and winking over the table as the man sat back down opposite him half an hour later.
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