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#I just want them to drop everything and makeout and get married and have kids and-
lady-starbind · 2 years
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Stupid self indulgent fanfic
bc I was dumb and bored I decided to write a silly stupid self indulgent thingy w my oc Cryo and the new boi Grusha lol I see him and my thoughts are “I CAN’T BELIEVE THEY MADE CRYO A WHOLE NEW BOYFRIEND FOR SCAVIO!” jkjkjkjk lolololol This may or may not end up being canon, I just typed this down for funsies lol... Found the Grusha quotes from Bulbapedia fvbjkfdbvdfkjbv Be warned this might have light spoilers ig? ....That and this may not be the most accurate bc I don’t own Scarlet or Violet yet lol. ~Cryo Challenges the Glaseado Gym~ Cryo had just finished completing the Gym challenge for the Glaseado Gym, braving all sorts of icy slopes... Upon reaching the summit she met a Cetoddle who greeted her with the warmest smile. She giggled at the cute Pokemon and gently gave it headpats, giving him words of praises such as "Well aren't you just a handsome gentleman?!" "What a cutie-wootie!~" As Cetoddle was eating up all of this attention, Cryo was interrupted by an unfamiliar male voice.
"There you are!"
The voice called out to the Pokemon, who happily skiddered over to the owner of said voice.Cryo's eyes had followed the creature and then landed on what was, or rather who was presumably his trainer.
"Brrrrrr...... I'm Freezing....."
The gentleman shivered. Despite finding guile in his words... Cryo couldn't help but be beguiled by the man's beauty. Icy blue eyes were framed prettily by somewhat thick eyelashes. And equally beautiful was his icy hair that framed his mysterious yet handsome face. Of course stubborn Cryo wouldn't give an inch to a gentleman who had the absolute gall to complain about the lovely Winter weather the day provided. (truth be told, it was awfully cold. However awfully cold to most was typically nice and comfortable for Cryo) But before she could get even more lost in his beauty the silence was broken once again
"...I take it you're a challenger?"
Instantly being snapped back into reality Cryo responded.
"Yes sir I am..."
"My name's Grusha. I'm a snowboarder. Used to be pro, actually. Now I'm a Gym Leader."
"I saw you on the slopes. Your skills... Yeah, they were pretty cool."
"Thanks-"
"But don't let that go to your head."
"Hm?"
"Winter Mountains are dangerous. they can throw your life right off course, easy as that." "Same thing with Pokemon Battles, really... It's always the most dangerous when you're starting to get the hang of things." ...The way Grusha spoke gave Cryo a feeling that he must have had some sort of bad experience sometime during his pro-snowboarding days.
In any case, the gentleman gave Cryo a stern look as he continued his spiel.
"Today's not a great day to face me, you know... you're better off giving up." "You sure you want to battle me?"
"Give up?! To a foolish Ice Type Gym Leader who can't even handle the cold?! ...You've got to be kidding me."
Cryo then readied her Pokeball with her left hand.
"Bring it on, ya freezing fool!"
her gaze cold as ever, but with a glint of passion gleaming in her eyes. She was ready for this battle, and no amount of discouragement from Grusha was going to stop her.
"Still tryin' to act cool, huh? That's too bad."
Grusha then walked over to the other side of the battlefield.
"Well, this is my job now... so don't take what I'm about to do personally." "Get ready to feel the icy bite of reality."
and with that, Grusha threw his Pokeball across the field to unleash a rather elegant Frosmoth.
"Don't say I didn't warn you. Not my fault if you get overwhelmed."
Cryo then sent out her Sneasel.
"Oh please give me a break, if anyone out here's going to get overwhelmed it's going to be the foolish Ice type Gym Leader who can't handle the comfortable weather out today!"
Both trainers duked it out with their Pokemon, Grusha proving to be quite the challenge to face. Nonetheless, Cryo and her Pokemon partners pushed through.
"You're not just talk, I see. But you're still one false step from a steep fall!"
"Bring it on fool!"
And so each trainer sent out their final Pokemon, Cryo sending out her Palafin and Grusha sending out his Altaria."Another Pokemon that doesn't have anything to do with the Gym's type specialty... he must be preparing to terastallize it." Cryo thought to herself.
"Battles are like mountains in winter--the situation can change in a heartbeat."
And with that, Grusha terastallized his Altaria. The Pokemon now covered in a beautiful crystal-like appearance, the snowflake on top of it's head symbolizing it's tera typing matching that of the Gym's specialty.
"C'mon Palafin, let's show this fool how to REALLY freeze the competition!"
Cryo followed suit, and her once plain old water type Palafin was now sporting the same lovely crystalline appearance Altaria had, complete with matching snowflake. Palafin had too, terastallized as an Ice type.The battle was heated.... it was very close, but Cryo and her Palafin were victorious nonetheless.
"You melted straight through my ice..." "Just like how I used to be..." Grusha muttered that last part to himself sort of
"Hmm?" Cryo tilted her head in confusion.
"Oh, never mind. I should give you your Gym Badge"
and with that, Grusha handed Cryo her and her Pokemon's hard earned Gym badge.
"Hey man that was a lot of fun... Oh and before I forget, can me and you take a quick photo together?"
"Huh? You want a photo together to commemorate your win...?"
"Not really but... the academy I attend insists that I do so for each Gym Leader I defeat."
"C-come on, that's so uncool. I don't usually do that sort of thing, but... OK, fine. Special occasion."
"Sweet, thank you." Cryo coldly responded.
And with that, the Sub-Zero Shredder himself and his victorious icy challenger stood side-by-side. Grusha to the left, and Cryo to the right. Grusha held up the Pokeball shaped end of his scarf with his left hand while Cryo held up the same part of his scarf with her right hand. Unbeknownst to Cryo, Grusha shot her a wink while Cryo gave the camera her usual cold, unforgiving glare.
After their picture was taken, the duo left the field and headed off of the court.
"Oh, and before I forget--you should take this too."
Grusha then handed Cryo a TM for a move known as Ice Spinner.
"Sweet, thank you."
"Should be a lot more useful than some silly photo of you and me..."
and with that, Grusha proceeded to take his leave.
"Feel free to stop by again... if you don't mind the cold, that is."
"Are you kidding?! ...you're the only one who has complained about this perfectly lovely weather!"
Such remark earned Cryo maaaaaany looks as if to say "what the actual heck is wrong with you?"
Long after the battle was done and over with, and Cryo finally decided to take a look at the photo that she had snagged with Grusha.
"?!!"
"...And why is this loser winking at me?"Cryo coldly asked herself, not noticing the light blue that currently dusted her cheeks
Cryo was blissfully unaware that she was developing a bit of a crush on the Gym Leader and unbeknownst to her... Grusha had developed a small teeny tiny crush on her as well
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springseasonie · 7 months
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Hello!! I would like to request a ten smut, he is ur husband, and both of y’all get in an argument, and you basically make up! 😃😊
Too Nice (M)
Warnings: sexual content, oral (male receiving), impact play (face smacking), asphyxiation (just a tad)
Word count: 1,8k
A/N: please don't hate me for finally posting this months later I hope you like it <3
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You walked into your house, kicking off your heels in frustration as soon as you got into the door. Thankfully your kids were staying at your sister's, so they wouldn't have to hear the argument that was about to happen with your husband. 
"So much for be fucking civil," you mumbled to yourself, throwing your clutch on the couch. 
"Please don't tell me you're still upset about that," Ten groaned, taking his suit jacket off. He threw the fabric on the coat rack, loosening his tie to get more comfortable. "I thought you dropped it at the party." 
"Why would I have dropped it," you snapped, turning to him.
Ten was a bit surprised by how angry you were. It's not a surprise that you're the possessive one in the relationship, he's known this for the 6 years you've been together, but he's never seen you this angry. Although he wanted to pretend he doesn't know what set you off, he does know. And he knows that he's partly at fault for it, but he was just being nice. 
"Y/N, we've talked about this. You can't let small things like this upset you," he said, trying to calm you down. 
But to you, it didn't feel like he was trying to calm you, it came off condescending. You had anger issues. Anyone who knew you for even a week could tell you this. You've worked on them for a while, and thankfully for you, you met someone who was willing to help you work through it. But even though he was your source of peace, he was also your source of chaos. Your husband is a nice guy and that's why you liked him. But now you've been married for 4 years and he's still a nice guy, too nice. You've told him he's too nice.
"It wasn't small. She flirted with you in front of me and then proceeded to ask if she could buy you a drink," you said angrily. "You let her buy you a drink, Ten."
"I thought she was being nice, Y/N. I didn't want to hurt her feelings. It was just one drink," he argued. 
"Yeah just one drink in front of all your other colleagues and your wife," you whined frustrated. "All I ask is for you to stop being so nice."
Ten walked up to you slowly, bangs falling in his eyes with a small smile. He wrapped his arms around you, clasping his hands behind the small of your back. He looked at you with gentle soft eyes, taking in your features silently. You were really his soulmate. He loved everything about you including the moments when you were angry with him. 
"You looked good tonight," he said, smiling as you rolled your eyes. 
"You can't compliment your way out of this Ten." 
"No, but I think I can kiss my way out." He leaned in, planting a soft kiss on your lips. He placed his hands on your hips, fingers playing with the sequence in your dress. No matter how upset you were with him, he always found a way to pull you back in. He was your weakness and you knew that. 
He pulled away, chuckling softly when you chased his lips. "You want more?" 
"Don't be a dick," you whined.
Ten kissed you again, this time deeper. His lips moved slowly on yours, the tension making your stomach erupt in butterflies. You placed your hands on his shoulders, pulling his body closer to yours. Soon enough, the slow kisses turned into a makeout, a heavy one at that. You and Ten stood there, tongues tangling in a sensual fashion. He moved his hands back to your back side, taking the zipper in his fingers. 
You smile as you feel him unzip your dress, giggling on his lips. Ten bit your lip softly, feeling your fingers begin to unbutton his shirt. You pulled away from him, resting your forehead on his as you watched your hand travel down his body, fingers brushing against his bulge. 
“Fuck I need you,” you whispered, hands wrapping around his clothed cock. “Between the kids and work… I need you really bad.” 
“Yeah?” His nose brushed against yours when he looked down, watching you undo his belt. 
You nod, unbuttoning and zipping his slacks. You swallow hard, yanking the perfectly tailored fabric to the ground. 
“You couldn't even make it to the room,” he mumbled, eyes following your body as you dropped to the ground. One thing Ten loved about you besides your amazing personality is your love for giving head. You loved it, the feeling of being on your knees, him being above you looking at you with those pretty eyes of his. 
“My pretty girl just wants to take care of me, isn't that right,” he says, hands stroking your hair softly. 
“Mhm.” You pulled his underwear down, the fabric quickly looking at his ankles. He's so big and hard, tip pink and ready for you. Your husband watched you take his cock in your hands, hungry eyes staring up at him as you kissed his tip softly. 
A relaxed sigh left his lips when you licked his tip softly, lips wrapping around sucking it softly. 
“C'mon baby, don't tease,” he says, sly smirk on his face. 
“It's what you get for being nice to that woman,” you mumbled, slowly licking up his cock. Ten watched you open your mouth, sticking your tongue out finally sinking onto his cock. You bobbed your head slowly, eyes never leaving his. 
“Jealous but still sucking me off,” he mumbled. “My kind of woman.” 
His hand kept stroking your hair softly, quietly watching you bob your head below him. He says nothing but his eyes are intense, they always are. And right now, they're telling you he's going to fuck you until you pass out, which you desperately need. 
Ten movements on your hair come to a halt, his fingers now in your scalp as he takes a firm hold of your head. “You gonna let me fuck that pretty mouth,” he asks, voice low and raspy. 
You nod, brows furrowing when he pulls your head back, forcing you to take more of him. His brows furrow when you feel you gag around him, the sudden tightness sending pleasure up his spine. You moan with every thrust, eyes now screw shut as he takes control. Your hands clench on the bottom of your dress, thighs clenched on the floor from how turned on you were. 
“Look at me,” he grunted. 
But you kept your eyes closed, every nerve in your body too on edge to even hear his words. That's when he smacked your cheek, not hard enough to hurt, but firm enough to catch your attention. 
“Look at me.”
You obey, your big eyes finally seeing the  monster you created after a long night of getting on his nerves. He knows how much you like to rile him up, even if you're actually angry. The way he'll always put you in your place makes you weak for him. 
“Good girl,” he groans, his thrust getting faster. He doesn't loosen his grip even when you whine loudly. 
“My pretty wife loves to rile me up,” he grunts. “Loves to suck me off, fill her mouth with my cock.”
He starts to thrust into your mouth harder, his lips curling into a smirk watching your tears and drool ruin your makeup. You look so pretty with mascara running down your face, lipstick smeared all over your mouth, messy hair. It's making him hornier by the second, his dick almost about to explode with every second he looks at you. 
“Fuck I'm gonna cum,” he moans breathlessly. “Want me to cum in your mouth, hm? Want to milk my cock with your mouth?” 
Even though he had a strong grip on your head, you managed to nod around his dick. The vibrations of your voice sent chills up his spine, brows furrowing as his jaw dropped watching you below him. The sounds of him fucking your throat, his groans and moans filling the room, the smell of sex in the air- you needed more. 
Just when you thought he was almost done, Ten pinches your nose with his opposite hand, cutting off the only air flow you have for just a second. You couldn't help but screw your eyes shut, the sudden lack of airflow sending your body into panic. But you were so turned on by it, your stomach was in a thousand knots, thong drowning in your juices by now. 
“You like this don't you,” he says, voice raspy and low. “Pretty baby looks like she's gonna cry.” 
The way he taunted you only made you want him more. Ten has always been fascinated at how easily you bend to his will despite being so dominant in the relationship. He loves it. 
Ten let go of your nose, finally allowing you some air. You gag once again, staring up at him with your mascara running, brows furrowed in submission. “Fuck, make me cum baby.” He lets go of your hair, allowing you to get rid of the crook that was beginning to form in your neck from the angle. 
You took control, wrapping your hand around his shaft, jerking him fast as you pulled your mouth off his cock. His laugh and groans mixed together watching you cough and gasp for air. But you didn't keep your mouth off him for very long. The visual of spit down your chin in your pretty dress made him go crazy. Your husband let out a string of curses when you wrapped your mouth about the head of his cock, sucking him hard. 
You felt his body shiver every time you allowed your tongue to lick the slit, your big pretty eyes staring at him. All of the stimulation from your mouth and hands were quickly building, releasing almost there.
“Cum,” you whined. “Please, cum in my mouth.” You jerked him faster, thumb occasionally digging into his tip softly. 
Just the sight of you made him cum, fast and hard. You on your knees, mouth open and tongue out, waiting for him to paint you in white and he did. He came, some landing on your tongue, lips, face. You were covered in him and you loved it. 
“Fuck,” he sighed, breathing heavily. “I fucking love you.” Before you could even respond, he pulled you to your feet, kissing you roughly while his cum remained on your tongue, tasting himself. 
“Baby, please,” you said against his lips. “Fuck me, please. I wanna feel you.” 
“Can we make it to the room first,” he chuckled, kissing you deeply once again. He kept kissing you, his hands traveling all over your body. Second go by and the dress you were once wearing are now on the floor next to your heels. 
The two of you never made it to the bedroom. 
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rkived · 4 years
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━ CHASING PAVEMENTS 02 | JJK
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↳ PAIRING: dad!jk/married!jk/bff!jk x reader (ft. taehyung) 
↳ GENRE/TAGS: f2l, angst, unrequited feelings au, cheating au, future smut 
↳ WARNINGS: (for this chapter)  time jumps  (but it’s not so bad this time aha) mentions of a troubled marriage, mentions of postpartum depression, mentions of alcohol consumption, cheating!!! (obviously don’t do that y’all), a kinda hot makeout session
↳ WORD COUNT: 8.5k
↳ EXCERPT: ‘‘Jungkook shouldn’t be thinking about you, especially on the day of his fourth wedding anniversary to the woman he chose as his wife.’’ 
↳ A/N: hello!! first of all thanks so much for the love on pt 1 of cp like T_T anyway cp was supposed to be two pts only but as i wrote this chapter i realized that if i ended it on just two parts it would’ve been rushed sooo there’s a part 3 in the works! as always, feedback is much appreciated thx!! <3
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Taehyung finally found a dog-sitter for his dog, Yeontan, or Tannie, like you had begun calling him, after being introduced to him via FaceTime. 
He’s been wanting to stay the night over at your place for a while now. Things would get a little heated between you two every time he dropped you off after a night out. But just as you were about to pull him inside your apartment, he’d apologize and explain that he couldn’t stay because his dog was waiting for him at home.
A teacup Pomeranian cockblocked you for a whole month. 
But tonight’s finally the night, Taehyung and you have just finished a bottle of wine together and the Netflix movie you had both started watching had been paused so you two could focus on kissing each other properly, no background voices to interrupt. 
Taehyung is sweet, but not when he kisses. It’s fast and desperate. As if every time he places his lips on you it’ll be his last. They’re still enjoyable, though. He already knows what places to kiss to make you weak at the knees, he pays extra attention to them. 
His hair is a nice length and it’s soft, making your fingers curl into his locks easier. He likes the little tugs you’d give him absent-mindedly, always provoking small groans to come out of his mouth, which in exchange make you moan because his voice seems to get deeper when he gets in the mood.
Your phone’s been vibrating for a few seconds, but you ignore it, not wanting anything or anyone to ruin this for you and him. Eventually, your phone stops and you’re thankful.
Taehyung is midway into kissing and niping over your collarbone’s skin when you hear the doorbell ring. Maybe it’s because you’re both way in the heat of the moment to realize, but it’s not until it’s rang a few more times that you mutter a curse and your date sighs at the interruption.
“I swear to━! If it’s the landlord I’m sending him straight to hell.” you mumble exasperated and Taehyung chuckles, finding your irritation cute. His lips still feel electric, like you're still on them and he’s dying to have you back under him.
You huff and peek into your door’s peep-hole, already preparing to curse out the person on the other side. But you find yourself surprised at the fisheye lens sight of Jungkook with Sunhi in his arms.
It’s not Friday, what is he doing here?, you wonder. Immediately figuring out something’s wrong, Jungkook never comes to your place on days that are not Sunhi’s babysitting days. He hadn’t let you know about any change of plans either.
You open the door without any second thought and find him tickling Sunhi’s belly as she giggles at the action. You eye him and he smiles at your sight, but his face immediately changes once he notices your appearance.
You’re not looking ugly, actually, you’re beautiful. Your makeup is done and he can tell you probably went to the salon to get your hair blown out. But it’s the way your nude pink lipstick is slightly smudged and your hair's a little messy. There are wet patches on your neck and red spots around your collarbones. 
“Jungkook?” You speak once you notice he hasn’t explained the reason for his surprise visit, standing there like he had just seen a ghost “Did something happen?” 
Yes, something is happening inside of him, but that’s not what you’re asking. Sunhi’s gentle touch on his cheek makes him land back in reality and he has to slightly shake his head “I—uh, called you a few times” is what he comes up with. 
Taehyung notices you’re taking a little more time on the door and your voice isn’t raised, which means that it’s not the landlord who you’re dealing with. He stands up and makes his way through the hallway, leaning on the wall as he notices a tall figure looking at you with surprising eyes. There’s a little girl with him and Taehyung immediately realizes this is your friend, the one whose daughter you look out for. 
“Sorry, I was a little busy” you reply, but Jungkook’s eyes raise to look somewhere that’s not you and he notices the lingering figure of Kim Taehyung. 
Of course, this is his doing. Who else would have access to make you look like this? Little busy means you were in the process of sleeping with him 
“But is there something wrong?” you ask again, your attention placed on the little girl in his arms that remains silent, waiting for the right moment so she can show her true colors. 
“Uh—I think it’s best we go” Jungkook clears his throat, nodding his head over at Taehyung who is still waiting and watching what’s happening. You turn around and notice him, who in exchange gives you a reassuring smile. “Oh!” you’re reminded of what was going on no longer than a few minutes ago “Jungkook, is everything okay?” you ask once again.
He nods and forces a smile out of him “Just thought we could give a surprise visit to Auntie Y/N, right pumpkin?” Jungkook says looking over at the girl in his arms and his daughter nods, but her face is glued to his neck. She’s feeling shy and it’s rare for her to be that way. “Really, Y/N, it’s fine,” he reassures you, closer this time and you force yourself to nod “sorry for interrupting”. 
You can’t even give Sunhi a kiss goodbye or a pat on her back because Jungkook turns around and goes back to where he came from. 
Closing the door with a sigh, Taehyung comes up and embraces you in his arms, chin resting over your head. “Everything alright?” he asks and you hum, not sure of what just happened. “This is such a mood killer, I’m sorry.” you mumble and he smiles sweetly “Not at all,” he answers and you’re thankful for his comprehension “was that Sunhi?” he wonders, at this point slightly familiar with the sight of the little girl due to all the videos you send to him whenever you’re babysitting. You nod and he hums, swaying you from side to side slowly. 
“Want to finish watching the movie?” Taehyung offers and you twist your face, you no longer remember what the plot is about nor do you have the will to. “Want a massage and some kisses?” his tone is playful and you giggle at his proposal, nodding your head quickly and taking him to your bedroom.
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It’s Jungkook’s and Jiwoo’s four year wedding anniversary and it’s also their seven-year dating mark. Jungkook really thought he was being romantic by proposing on the same date as their dating anniversary.
He’s spending it with Sunhi at a fast-food restaurant that’s practically soulless besides him and her, the kitchen staff too; who are probably upset they got clients at this hour.
Jungkook didn’t think he was going to spend the night this way. Well, he figured he was going to spend this day by himself, his daughter to keep him company. Out of the four years of marriage, they’ve only celebrated it once, a few months before Sunhi’s birth. It wasn’t extremely fancy, but it was nice. He still remembers because it feels like one of the most, if not the only, memorable times of their marriage. Before things went south.
He woke up that morning to a reminder on his phone that today was his wedding anniversary. It’s shitty to admit, but if it weren’t for that notification he probably would’ve forgotten. But at least Jungkook set a reminder, because once he went into the kitchen to wish Jiwoo a congratulations for another year together—
“Oh, that’s today?” She asks in surprise, quickly finishing her breakfast smoothie so she can rush off to work. 
Jungkook doesn’t feel bad, they’re in the same position in the end. They don’t care about this anymore, but pretend they do. It wasn’t always like this. He still wonders what went wrong. At first, he blamed himself for most of the issues surrounding their relationship. Every argument that happened, he’d apologize even if he wasn’t in the wrong. If Jiwoo was in a bad mood, he figured it was something he had done that made his wife angry enough to curse him out. 
Dealing with Jiwoo’s behavior didn’t really bother him for the most part. He had dated her for three years prior to proposing, he knew what he was getting himself into. Marriage wasn’t as different. Things took a turn after she got pregnant with Sunhi. 
They had discussed it, the having kids thing. Sunhi did come a little earlier than expected, but they wanted her nonetheless. Pregnancy wasn’t easy for either of them. Jiwoo went through the biggest mood swings and worst morning sickness ever and Jungkook was on the receiving end of the stick. But he didn’t care, because he knew Jiwoo had it worse. Things would get better once their daughter arrived, he hoped.
And they did. For a few months, that is. 
Jiwoo did her mom duties the first months of Sunhi’s life and then she was back to work. There was nothing wrong with that, Jungkook knew his wife was making sacrifices in between balancing her new mom life and the one she had before. She had just gone through nine months of pain, it was okay if Jiwoo wanted to go back to her normal life. 
The problem was that Jiwoo’s normal life didn’t involve Sunhi. It’s not like she didn’t show her signs of affection, but Jungkook always felt like they came out forced. As if Jiwoo was aware that she was a mom and she had to live up to the name. A chore, even. 
And then on one of those cold nights, when their daughter was fast asleep, they were arguing with the lowest voices possible. Jungkook just wanted to understand what was happening, why wasn’t Jiwoo acting like he thought a mom should.
“I just—I don’t feel a connection towards her!” 
That was the beginning of the next few years of their marriage. 
It didn’t matter how many times Jungkook tried to explain to her that she most likely had postpartum depression—after much research online about patterns of behavior that his wife had displayed—, if anything it only made things worse. One time he even suggested looking for professional help and hell broke loose, as in, Jiwoo slept at her parents’ place for a few days without further announcement. 
He begged her to come back. If she swore nothing was wrong, then so it was. And Jungkook had made the silly mistake back then to prefer having Jiwoo in Sunhi’s life, cold and distant, than not having her at all. He thought that if she wasn’t present, then someday his daughter would resent him for pushing her mother away. In reality, Jiwoo was physically there, but neither of them could feel her. 
But a few months back, it was Jiwoo who had suggested the idea of having a day of their own. Without Sunhi, obviously. She wanted to go back to those college dating days where it was just them and no one else. Jungkook wasn’t too fond of the idea at first, not wanting to leave his daughter out of it, but Jiwoo whined and said—
“Let’s have Y/N look after her! She’s like, obsessed with the girl.” She, as in you. “It’ll only be one day a week—c’mon baby, for us”.
Except Jungkook wasn’t doing things for them anymore, hadn’t been in a long time. Every decision he took revolved around Sunhi. That’s what set them apart so much. Jiwoo acted like she wasn’t a mom, like there wasn’t supposed to be a three-year-old under her care. It was “Jiwoo first” and then maybe Sunhi and him. 
But back then, he was willing to give it a try. For Sunhi. 
It’s been six months since then. Fridays are still their days, but Jungkook doesn’t want to share that with her anymore.
Jungkook thought that those “alone times” Jiwoo had offered were meant for them to talk and discuss their problems, figure out their issues and fix them. But instead, all they do is continue arguing about something and then make-up with sex. And then it’s back to normal. He’s come to the conclusion that she does it on purpose just to get what she wants. 
Sunhi loves Fridays because it’s “Auntie Y/N playtime” days and Jungkook loves dropping her off because you are just as equally excited to see her. There’s not much exchanged between each of you during those times. Maybe a quick “hey, how are you?” or a nod of your heads in acknowledgement of each other. 
He doesn’t want to go back home when he drops Sunhi off. He wishes he could stay with you both. Spend some time with his daughter and his best friend and see what genuine love is supposed to feel like. He hates the drive back to his place because he has to mentally prepare himself to deal with Jiwoo for a couple of hours. 
The silver lining out of those dreadful Fridays is getting to see you. At least for a few minutes. Jungkook is able to see you smile and laugh with his daughter. He gets to feel the love you give her and he’s thankful you’re still there. Maybe not for him, but for her. 
Jungkook shouldn’t be thinking about you, especially on the fourth year wedding anniversary to the woman he chose as his wife. 
But he’s in this fast-food restaurant late at night with Sunhi, who’s munching on some fries as she does a little happy dance. Jiwoo had announced to him after the whole “Congratulations on four years” that she had planned a road trip with her friends, totally forgetting about the date, she was leaving at noon. He is glad, but it stings having to spend this day alone, even if there’s no feelings there anymore.
Which is why he thought about the marvelous idea —at the time— to drop by your place with Sunhi as a surprise. You don’t know what date is today, never bothering to ask about the details of his relationship. Jungkook figured that the only person who could actually give him genuine love today could’ve been you. 
But of course you’re still going out with Kim Taehyung. Of course you’re letting him stay at your place. Of course your skin is getting kissed inch by inch because of him and of course you're having him over during Jungkook’s wedding anniversary.
It feels like the universe is mocking him in a way. 
Sunhi reaches out with her ketchup covered fingers, handing her dad a nugget with a smile. Jungkook politely accepts it, bowing to her, making the little girl giggle. 
“Daddy,” Sunhi speaks and Jungkook nods, allowing her to continue “who was that mister with Auntie Y/N?” she asks and he hums, not really wanting to speak about him with his daughter, but he’s never opposed to Sunhi’s curiosity. Jungkook clears his throat and puts his hands together, his daughter looking at him with expectancy “That mister is a friend of Auntie Y/N’s”. 
Jungkook wonders if Kim Taehyung is still considered your friend. It’s been a little while since you had been on your first date with him, but you never mentioned anything more to Jungkook. He knew he had fucked up that night he texted you after the date. So if he’s your boyfriend now, Jungkook is not aware. 
“Oh!” Sunhi says, her eyes light up and Jungkook knows what she’s about to say “I want to meet Auntie Y/N’s friend!” His daughter’s innocence is cute and he wishes she could stay this way forever.
All in all, Jungkook is thankful to Jiwoo. 
She doesn’t provide him with love anymore and she doesn’t care about how he feels or what he thinks either. But at least she gave him Sunhi, the sweetest girl ever and he’s lucky that out of all the mess that is his relationship with his wife, Sunhi turned out the total opposite.
“Mmm, I don’t know, pumpkin.” Jungkook hums before taking a bite of his burger. “Why not, daddy?” she questions and he knows she’s being serious, Sunhi could ‘why?’ you to death sometimes. “I don’t think Auntie Y/N is going to introduce us to him soon” 
Jungkook knows that he’s speaking to a three-year-old and he knows Sunhi better than anyone, so saying that is not going to turn out well for him. 
“Why not, daddy?” She asks again, there’s a furrow in her brows and she’s crossing her arms. “Pumpkin, how about I buy you an ice-cream and—“ “Please, tell me!” she demands and he sighs, knowing he set himself up for this. 
Before Jungkook can open his mouth to make up a story, Sunhi’s eyes open in surprise and she holds her hands out “Wait! Daddy!” she speaks and Jungkook stops and waits for her to continue “Is he the husband Auntie Y/N is going to have a baby with?”
God damnit, Jiwoo.
“I—uh,” Jungkook is rendered speechless, but Sunhi is smiling with delight at the idea of that hypothetical baby her mother had settled on her weeks ago. “Yes, daddy?” she flashes him a toothy grin and he slumps his shoulders, what point did it have now? 
“Yeah, pumpkin, that’s him.” he forces a smile and Sunhi jumps in her seat with excitement.
He doesn’t like lying to his daughter. It might be a little white lie in the end, but Jungkook hates it. It won’t matter in a while, Sunhi will probably end up forgetting it. But the probability of that white lie coming true feels awfully plausible to him. 
I’m being dramatic, Jungkook thinks. He knows it’s just the events of the night that are influencing his judgement. 
It’s okay if you’re dating Kim Taehyung, he shouldn’t be thinking about that anyway because you’re his friend and he’s married, four years since the event and seven since he decided you were never going to be his. 
Sunhi’s happy and she holds onto him tightly once they both leave the fast-food establishment. She smiles at him with sleepy eyes and thanks her dad for the food. 
Jungkook knows that he’s being dramatic.
He does receive genuine love and it comes in the form of his three-year-old daughter, whose sticky fingers are making a mess of the Dumbo plush toy he had washed earlier that week.
Jungkook is grateful nonetheless.
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“Okay, okay, tell me everything!” Minji’s voice is filled with excitement early in the morning and you’re afraid she’ll somehow manage to wake Taehyung up, even if you’re talking through a phone outside your bedroom.
“Is he big? Or is he girthy? Oh! Is he both? Oh my God, he’s both right?” 
You sigh at your friend’s rapid questioning, not even being able to answer because she continues speaking “Is he like, dominant? He totally looks like a dom” At this point, you’re sure she’s talking to herself rather than you, so you wait for her to stop.
“What are you waiting for, then? Spill!” 
You roll your eyes, luckily she can’t see you “That’s what I was trying to do.” you mumble and Minji mutters a quick sorry “We actually didn’t—uh, do it” you confess in a low voice, afraid that you may wake up the subject of your conversation, who still lays in your bed sleeping.
“WHAT?!” 
You’re glad Minji isn’t physically here, her reaction alone would’ve been enough to wake the whole apartment building “But, you told me he got a dog-sitter and all that just so he could spend the night and blow your brains out!” You actually hadn’t said it like that, but the context was correct. “What happened? Oh my God, don’t tell me you backed out” Minji’s tone is slightly angry, you can feel she’s about to curse you out if that was the case.
“No! Ugh, can you let me finish?” You complain and she’s apologizing again, explaining that these sorts of situations get her a little overexcited “Well, we were in the process of getting to it, but—“ 
You think to yourself if it’s a good decision to tell Minji what happened, knowing exactly what her reaction was going to be. 
“Uh-huh? Go on.”
Fuck it.
“Jungkook dropped by.” you quickly spill out and Minji’s groan is powerful, you know she’s genuinely upset “Unannounced, which is super weird of him to do too! So, I asked him if there was something wrong and he just looked at me, like, shocked or something and said that he just wanted to give me a surprise visit with Sunhi,”
“And then he saw Taehyung and apologized for interrupting and left,” you mutter, the scene repeating itself in your brain “I couldn’t even say bye to her.”
There’s silence and you wonder why Minji hasn’t said anything yet, knowing she probably wants hell to break loose on Jungkook. “So, that’s why me and Tae didn’t do anything, it was too...awkward? He still stayed the night, though.”
After the whole ordeal, you knew the night was ruined. In part it was because of you. You could’ve jumped back to where you both left off, but your head was filled with what had just happened with your friend and were no longer able to concentrate on Taehyung’s kisses. You had to give it to him, though, because he stuck around even if his plans for the night had been interrupted.
And sleeping with Taehyung still felt intimate, even if there was nothing sexual going on. He held onto you tightly before you could close your eyes and drift to sleep, being surprised by how comfortable he felt doing that.  “I have to sleep hugging something,” he explained and you nodded, understanding “plus, I like the way you smell” he added, burying his head in the crook of your neck, sniffing the expensive perfume you had sprayed earlier while you prepared for his arrival. Chuckling, your fingers found themselves brushing his hair until he fell asleep. 
“So, are you gonna say something?” you ask her, noticing the silence coming from her behalf, unusual from Minji. 
She sighs and you can feel she’s conflicted about what to tell you “Why is he like that?” she asked instead and you let out a breathless chuckle, wondering the same thing “The timing is so weird, as well. Like, he never stops by unless it’s to drop Sunhi off and the day he decides he’ll visit you for the fun of it, you’re having Taehyung over?” Minji’s suspicion sounds plausible, but you know it was just a coincidence.
You hadn’t mentioned to him anything about Taehyung, not after what happened that one time during texts. Jungkook was your friend, but you should’ve kept that from him. He was a married man and a father, he had other priorities in his life and the last thing he wanted was to know who and what you were involved with. 
“He knows he’s losing you.” Minji speaks and you’re surprised by her statement, not understanding fully what she meant “You’ve always been there for him, always. It’s been that way since college,” You don’t know if Minji is reprimanding you by the way her tone comes off “And now you’re not only there for him, but for his daughter too. I’m sure he’s used to you somehow being loyal to him, so now that you have another guy in your life—“
“No, Minji, look—“ 
“No, I’m right, Y/N” Minji interrupts you doing the same to her. 
But you know she’s not right. Have you been loyal to Jungkook? Yes, but just like you’ve been loyal to Minji too, because she’s your friend and you’ll do that for anyone you love as well. You’ve dated guys before, back in college and after too. This isn’t any different from that. 
“I don’t know who he’s trying to fool, but his marriage’s an argument away from ending up in divorce. You know it.” Minji continues and you let out a sigh, not wanting to think about that. You don’t like his relationship with Jiwoo, but you’d never wish that for him “I’m not gonna make crazy assumptions, in the end, I don’t like the guy and whatever I say will be against him” Minji’s humor makes you chuckle even through the heavy topic “but I just—I don’t know, I don’t want him to ruin what you have going on with Taehyung just because you’re concerned over what’s going on with him.” 
You eventually hang up on her, explaining that you have a few things to do around the apartment. Like cleaning up the glasses of wine and cheese table you and Taehyung had drank and eaten last night. 
Minji’s words do resonate with you. 
She has a point, you think.
Maybe Jungkook doesn’t share much of his life with you, but you’ll always be there for him. You’ll be there for him even if you have no clue what’s going on. You’ll be there when he needs help with Sunhi, because you love her just as much. You’ll be there when he decides to open up more about his marriage to Jiwoo and you’ll pretend you support the relationship even if you don’t. 
You just want him to be happy. 
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Jungkook is doing the bimonthly grocery shopping, Sunhi’s sitting on the cart’s baby seat as she plays with her plush toy. He’s picking between what fabric softener to take this time, the Downy he loves is sold out.
His phone vibrates in his pocket and he figures that it’s Jiwoo with a last minute request. He’s surprised to see it’s you, who he hasn’t talked to since that eventful night he dropped by last week.
He knows why you’re texting and he’s already figuring out what to say.
[6:47 PM] Y/N: hey it’s friday
[6:47 PM] Y/N: u didn’t text me anything abt dropping sunhi off today sooo...
[6:47 PM] Y/N: guess i’m wondering if i’ll see her tonight? 
Jungkook figured that you’ll be busier now, so he wants to limit Sunhi’s days. Much to Jiwoo’s distaste of not having all Fridays with him alone, but he explained that you now had a boyfriend and needed those Friday nights back.
He was just being petty, but that was most likely the case. Friday is a perfect day. It’s the end of the work week for most, coming home to rest and spend time with your loved ones. Jungkook knows you haven’t had a Friday night to yourself for the last six months, except that one you shared with Kim Taehyung and you were pretty excited then.
[6:48 PM] Jeon Jungkook: hey y/n! yeah don’t stress, we’ll have sunhi for tonight :)
[6:48 PM] Jeon Jungkook: maybe even some more fridays from now on 
Sunhi wasn’t particularly fond of the idea either, but all Jungkook had to do was bring that ━dumb━  white lie up again. The “Auntie Y/N is giving you a cousin to play with” lie. 
That lie he hated spewing out, but it was the only one that seemed to calm her down. 
[6:49 PM] Y/N: what??? 
[6:49 PM] Y/N: i mean….i guess i’m glad that u guys are gonna have her but idk ??? i’ve gotten used to fridays with her 
Jungkook smiled slightly at your text, not expecting any different reaction from you. He knows you love his daughter so much that even the thought of not having her for a day bothers you.
[6:50 PM] Jeon Jungkook: aww it’s alright
[6:50 PM] Jeon Jungkook: invite over that guy you had last time, u deserve it 
The messages have already left and been read by the time he regrets doing it, which is straight after he sends them. He knows it’s the jealousy that’s speaking, he wishes he was genuinely saying that because you actually do deserve it. 
[6:51 PM] Y/N: oh 
[6:52 PM] Y/N: then please drop sunhi off tonight
Jungkook furrows his brows and begins typing to reiterate what he had previously said, but your quick reply makes him stop.
[6:51 PM] Y/N: and before u leave, stay for a few minutes
[6:51 PM] Y/N: we need to talk 
Jungkook sighs and runs his hand through his hair. Sunhi stares at her father and wonders why he’s taking so long picking one of those “good smelling liquids” he loves to wash her clothes with.
He turns to look at her with a small smile “Sunhi, wanna go to Auntie Y/N’s?” Jungkook doesn’t need a vocal answer, because a quick nod of her head with a big grin is enough to know what she wants. 
Jiwoo was probably going to be pissed that he decided to take a detour, but he thinks the text he sent her about stopping by to buy Sunhi an ice-cream will save him some time. 
He wonders what it is that you want to talk about. Now that he thinks about it, you’ve never told him that before, which inevitably makes him nervous. He does not like confrontation and arguing with someone that’s not his wife makes him anxious. Especially if it’s you.
You greet them with a smile on your face and Jungkook’s nerves calm down at the sight of you. Sunhi shares her sentiment and her arms immediately begin begging for you to take her, which you do and Jungkook feels like he could burst with joy. He wishes this is what he could come home to. 
You turned around, already heading inside with Sunhi in your arms while she begins excitedly talking about something. Jungkook lets himself in, seeing that you hadn’t closed the door to let him know he’s allowed to leave. He tries to forget the events of last week and how Kim Taehyung had been leaning on the same walls he’s now passing by. Sitting on the couch awkwardly, knowing this is where he had most likely been kissing you on before Jungkook interrupted. 
‘‘Sunhi, do you mind waiting in my room for a little? I want to talk to your daddy.’’ you ask the little girl, interrupting her rambling and she nods rapidly. Jungkook is amazed at how you always manage to convince his daughter, you’re not even persuasive enough ‘‘I’ll play Chip & Potato on my laptop for you, alright?’’ you offer and she smiles, bouncing her way into your room without even sparing a glance to her dad. 
You take some time setting everything up in your room to keep Sunhi safe and distracted while Jungkook is sighing every single minute that passes by, his leg bouncing up and down, unsure of what it is that you want to talk about. A lot of possible announcements go through his head and most of them are bad. 
Jungkook doesn’t even realize you’re back until you clear your throat, announcing your return and noticing his eyes are gone staring into the well; a frequent habit of his whenever he’s deep in thought. He looks up at you, whose arms are crossed as you give a look Jungkook can’t quite figure out. 
‘‘What’s up with you?’’ you ask, but Jungkook doesn’t know if it’s a rhetorical or genuine question, before he’s able to stutter an answer, you continue ‘‘I need to know, because I don’t understand what’s going on right now.’’ He can’t tell if you’re angry, but he can feel the frustration in your tone.
He wishes he could answer that question, because he barely knows what’s going on with him. ‘‘There’s nothing going on’’ he lies and you scoff, obviously not amused by his shallow answer ‘‘Why would you think that?’’ Jungkook wonders, but he’s pretending not to know.
‘‘Are you kidding me?’’ you are mad, but Jungkook’s impressed by how you’re able to remain calm and collected ‘‘First, you decide to act indifferent when I tell you about my date and then you show up at my apartment, unannounced, and when I ask what’s wrong you just up and leave─’’
‘‘Y/N, that’s not─’’ 
‘‘No, I’m not done. Please, let me finish.’’ Jungkook is not used to arguing this way, but he respects your request and lets you continue, muttering a sorry before you speak again ‘‘And now, you’re limiting my days with Sunhi because you want me to take the day off because ‘I deserve it’ and, coincidentally, mention Taehyung?’’ You’re laying it all out on the table and when you put it that way, Jungkook is able to see how shitty the whole situation looks like. 
‘‘So, I’m asking you again, what’s up with you?’’ 
Jungkook remains silent, his eyes are staring at the ground like a scolded child. Is this how Sunhi feels like? He wishes he had an excuse to give you, but he doesn’t. In fact, the only answer he’ll be capable of giving you is one he knows you’ll probably not like. 
You sigh deeply and sit down next to him, a space between you two and Jungkook still somehow feels comforted by your action. He knows you’re angry and yet you want to be close to him. Jungkook isn’t sure why you still try, even though he’s done about anything to push you away. 
‘‘I just─I’m trying my best to be a good friend to you, but then you go and do things like this and━’’ you stop and Jungkook finally looks at you and waits for you to continue ‘‘I don’t know, I just need some clarity, for once. I need you to be honest with me.’’ 
‘‘I don’t like Kim Taehyung.’’
Jungkook’s lying, sort of. 
There’s a partial truth to his statement, but it’s not really the reason as to why he’s been acting this way. 
This is what you want to hear, he thinks. 
There’s a surprised look on your face, expecting anything else besides that. You’re not even able to reply because he’s continuing, at this point there was no turning back so he might as well take the opportunity. 
‘‘Yeah, I don’t like that dude. In fact, I don’t want you to date him.’’ Jungkook says, shrugging his shoulders and you furrow your brows, shocked at your friend’s bold revelation. ‘‘It’s selfish, yeah, but it’s how I feel.’’ 
Jungkook is standing up from where he’s sitting, not being able to see you looking at him that way. This is usually how arguments with Jiwoo end up, with him leaving to get some air or alcohol, too tired to keep going back and forth. 
‘‘Yeah, this is not it.’’ you let out a breathless chuckle, following behind him ‘‘You’re just an asshole and Minji’s right, you’ve always been this way’’ Jungkook is used to the insult, but at the mention of your best friend ─who hates him─ he stops and turns around ‘‘Did she finally manage to make you turn your back on me?’’ 
You laugh and he’s taken aback ‘‘You’re unbelievable! You think you have the right to treat me how you please and then tell me you don’t want me to date whoever I want?’’ Jungkook knows you’re right, but right now he wishes you weren’t. 
‘‘You’re married, Jungkook. You chose to date and marry Jiwoo, who I’ve never liked, but I never told you that because you’re my friend and I will always support you even if I don’t like the decisions you take. So don’t say I’m turning my back on you, because I’ve never had and never will.’’ 
He just wants to blurt it out. He wants to tell you it’s not because he doesn’t like Kim Taehyung in particular. It could be anyone else and he still wouldn’t like them, but he’s angry and he doesn’t want you to see the person he becomes when he’s arguing with Jiwoo.
‘‘I’m sorry,’’ he mutters and you want to tell him no, that he’s not allowed to apologize, but you know there’s something more and as much as you’d like for him just to let you in deeper, all you’re able to do is shake your head in disappointment and sigh ‘‘I’ll pick up Sunhi later’’. 
Jungkook doesn’t let you say anything else, quickly leaving your place so he can run away from the confrontation, at least for a few hours before he has to face you again and pretend this never happened. 
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Contrary to your belief, Jungkook is still wearing the same clothes he came with hours ago. It’s almost midnight now and you had spent the last few hours wondering where he could’ve been. You don’t think he must’ve gone back home, there’s a faint smell of alcohol lingering on him.
‘‘She’s asleep’’ you announce, stepping aside to let his tall figure come in, but he stands there looking at you with the eyes you’ve grown accustomed to. He’s apologizing, but he’s not saying anything. ‘‘Come in, please’’ you silently ask.
He’s surprised to see a glass of wine on your coffee table and he wonders if the argument had also made you decide to drink as well. He wasn’t tipsy, but he at least felt calm enough to forget he was ever angry in the first place. 
‘‘I don’t wanna go home’’ he silently confesses and you give him a confused look ‘‘Please, can-can we talk this through?’’ Jungkook’s asking, but it feels like he’s pleading. You’ve never seen him like this and you wonder if it’s the effects of the alcohol in his system. ‘‘I-I don’t wanna fuck this up, please.’’
His bottom lip is stuck out trembling and you quickly take his hands and guide him to the sofa you were both sitting on before the argument broke out. It’s the small sign of affection that makes Jungkook sigh peacefully. The way your thumbs rub his hands soothingly, not wanting him to break down. 
‘‘I don’t━’’ Jungkook hesitates at first, but you encourage him to continue ‘‘I don’t wanna go back to her.’’ You know right away he’s talking about Jiwoo.
You’re slightly surprised, only because he’s told you there’s been issues, but you believed they were working them out. But by the look on his face, you know they’ve probably reached a point beyond repair. 
It’s ironic how you’re always wishing for Jungkook to open up to you, but when he does you never seem to know what to say. All you’re able to offer him is a hug and the one you give him right now makes him feel small. It’s comforting and your smell is enough to make him close his eyes in peacefulness. 
He’d love to stay here forever. 
‘‘I don’t wanna fight with you ever again’’ he mumbles, voice muffled because his face is buried on your neck as your arms surround his broad back. You let out a breathless chuckle and nod, sharing his sentiment. 
‘‘Why didn’t you tell me?’’ he asks, raising his head slightly to look at you and you wonder what he’s talking about. Jungkook notices the furrow in your brows ‘‘Why didn’t you tell me you didn’t like her?’’. 
Oh, that. 
It was a heat of the moment revelation, one you had intended to never say out loud.
You shrug your shoulders, not really thinking it was that big of a deal now ‘‘Does it matter? You were head over heels for her, I don’t think my opinion would’ve changed that.’’ you chuckle, remembering how excited Jungkook had been when he told you he managed to bag a date with the pretty girl in one of his classes ‘‘You still are.’’ you add and he quickly shakes his head no, his hair tickling your neck and you try so hard not to giggle at the sensation. 
Jungkook’s hand comes to cup your cheek, making you look at him and the proximity makes you become aware of how close you two actually are right now. He looks determined, but you don’t really know what he’s thinking, at least you don’t expect the confession he’s about to make. 
‘‘’M not,’’ he begins, looking you straight in the eyes and the surprise makes you back away a little, but he’s quickly pulling you closer again ‘‘haven’t been in a long time, actually.’’ You know Jungkook’s being honest because this feels like what he's been wanting to tell you for some time, but had never mustered up the courage to say out loud.
And it is, because Jungkook’s been thinking about it a lot. Finally saying it feels different, like a huge weight has been lifted from his shoulders. He feels lighter now, he’s placed all those burdens somewhere far away right now. 
‘‘’M tired of pretending. I only do it for Sunhi’’ he sighs out, his soju infused breath grazes over your face and you're forced to look down, his eyes making you feel nervous, but he wasn’t going to let you hide just like that. He tilts your chin up to make you look at him again and you let out a shaky breath ‘‘I wanna stay here,’’ he mumbles ‘‘with you.’’
Your lips part slightly at his confession and you know there’s definitely something more than friendly in it. Jungkook’s hand drops from your face and he’s taking your hand in his, intertwining your fingers with his own.
 You’re unsure of what’s going on, a part of you is screaming to stop whatever Jungkook’s doing, not used to the unknown territory. 
But the other part is silently enjoying it, liking the way he looks at you like you’re special and the way your hand seems to fit perfectly into his. 
‘‘Would you like that?’’ his question is merely a whisper and you gulp. 
You’re trying to reason with yourself, because this is your best friend, the one you’ve known for eight years. The one who, maybe years ago, before Jiwoo came into the picture, you might’ve crushed on once. But that was so long ago that you had even forgotten about it. 
It’s Jungkook, it’s almost impossible not to catch feelings for him at one point or another. But he never saw you that way, at least he never let you know he did. Once he and Jiwoo became a thing, you knew he hadn’t. It didn’t matter, though. Because he was happy and you’d find someone that made you feel that way too.
But he’s here now, confessing that he no longer loves the woman he chose as his girlfriend and wife all those years ago. He’s not happy. Instead, all he wants is to stay here with you. To be happy with you. 
You don’t even realize you’re nodding, until you feel him squeeze your hand and give you a warm smile. 
‘‘Can━Can I kiss you?’’ he asks timidly and your eyebrows shoot up at his words, the corners of his mouth raise up at your reaction. There’s a lot of things running through your mind right now, all the reasons as to why you shouldn’t be in this position right now. 
But you still manage to muster up a shaky ‘‘please’’ and it’s with that word that Jungkook grabs your face with his hands and gently kisses you. There’s slight shock on you at first, not kissing back right away. But it’s the way Jungkook’s lips softly brush against yours, delicately, that make you reciprocate. 
If this feels like uncharted territory to you, it feels like a different universe for him. For the past seven years, he’s kissed the same lips. Slowly losing the feeling of enjoyment of kissing, always feeling like it’s an obligation. But this feels different, better even. He might go as far to say this is perfect. 
You forget about the real world for a moment while Jungkook’s kissing you. 
In the real world, Jungkook is a married man and a father. 
In the real world, you’re involved with another man, one whose company you enjoy. 
But the real world doesn’t matter right now, you’re too focused on the sheer electricity of Jungkook’s kisses to think clearly. 
Jungkook’s hands travel from your face to your neck, his fingers tracing the skin lovingly, he doesn’t know it’s also your sensitive spot and so, when you shudder, he smirks into the kiss and his lips leave yours, placing kisses along your jaw until he stops at the place you seem to love the most. A shaky breath comes out of you, fingers coming to lace themselves with his hair, enjoying the way he kisses tenderly into your neck, biting the skin, but not harsh, afraid that it might make you realize and regret what’s happening.
You tug at his hair gently and he emits a low groan at the action ‘‘Sunhi’s s-sleeping’’ you whisper, warning him about his daughter who wasn’t that far from where you both were. Jungkook is still focused on you, he’s trailing down to your collarbones and all he can think about is how he had seen you last week, another guy doing the same thing he’s doing now. 
‘‘Tell me to stop, then’’ he mumbles before he’s biting into the skin over your collarbones, wanting to leave a mark. Maybe next time you see Kim Taehyung he’ll see them and wonder how you got them because he hadn’t made those last time. You don’t ask him to, instead you let out a small moan at the way it stings when he nips at your skin. Jungkook chuckles, pleased that you’re enjoying this as much as he is. 
He’s back on your lips in a flash, but the kiss is different this time. It’s sensual, feeling a little more familiarized with the waters he’s currently navigating across. He traps your lower lip between his teeth and you’re trying so hard not to make any noise, aware that Sunhi could wake up at any given minute because of the noises in the living room.
Jungkook’s hands are lingering over your chest, your t-shirt ridden low, exposing your cleavage to him and he’s teasing you already, his index finger lightly tracing the curve of your breasts as he continues his lips’ ministrations. The sensation brings goosebumps to your body and your hands are clasped together around his neck, bringing him even closer as physically possible.. 
His hands make their way down your figure and land on your waist, gripping the skin and your hips involuntarily rise up, begging for more. He takes this opportunity to place his palms on your ass, squeezing the soft skin and sighing into your mouth, the feeling’s too good, so good that he feels like he’s hallucinating this whole thing. 
You feel dizzy, like the whole room’s spinning except for you and him. You don’t want his hands to ever leave your body and you wish you could just kiss him forever, not knowing how badly you had been wanting this. 
‘‘Auntie Y/N? Daddy?’’
As if you had been broken from a spell, you push Jungkook away from you and notice Sunhi lazily rubbing at her eyes, clutching the Dumbo plush toy in her arm. Jungkook manages to land safely on the edge of the couch and you quickly head over to Sunhi, kneeling to match her height and ask her what’s wrong, hoping she hadn’t seen anything from her position.
‘‘Nuffin,’’ she replies with a yawn ‘‘tired, cuddle me.’’ she asks, grabbing your hand and tugging at it to take you to your room. You gave a quick glance to her father, who was looking dumbfounded on your couch, breathing as he had just ran a marathon, there’s a pillow covering his lap and you figure out what he’s trying to hide.
You stop the little girl and she’s looking at you with sleep written all over her face ‘‘Baby, you’re daddy’s here, you have to go home now’’ you explain and she frowns, crossing her arms and stomping her foot on the ground ‘‘No! I wanna stay here with you’’. 
Like father, like daughter. 
You know the right thing to do is tell her once again that she has to leave, but you knew that meant you’d have to deal with a crying Sunhi, you usually wouldn’t bother, but right now your mind couldn’t handle it. You sighed and hummed, trying to think of a fast solution. 
‘‘Okay, wait for me in my bed, I’ll be there soon’’. 
Sunhi smiles and nods, quickly going back to your room. You suppose she hadn’t seen anything from a few minutes ago and you breathe out a sigh of relief. Once again you’re alone with Jungkook and he’s clearing his throat as if to grab your attention. You turn around and he’s looking at you with those big doe eyes of his, the ones where he’s looking for answers to life’s questions.
‘‘I─uh, I’ll put her back to sleep so you can take her home’’ you explain, but before Jungkook can say anything you quickly continue ‘‘I guess you should call Jiwoo to let her know you’ll be late.’’ 
You’re gone by the time Jungkook’s able to process your words. They serve him as a cold reminder of the reality of what had just happened. He had just kissed you and you kissed him back. Things had quickly escalated and he wondered whether you would’ve stopped them if Sunhi hadn’t woken up. 
Jiwoo doesn’t care if he’s late. That text he had sent her about stopping for ice-cream with Sunhi had been seen and left unanswered hours ago. Maybe that’s why he doesn’t feel guilty about what he did. If anything, he’d do it again, but he’s not sure if you’d say the same. 
Time passes and it’s almost 1 AM now and Jungkook hears no noise coming from your room, let alone you coming out with his asleep daughter so he’s able to go home. He quietly enters your room to find Sunhi and you asleep, the little girl snuggled up to your chest and you with your chin propped over her head, arm splayed over her small body. Jungkook’s surprised to see that the plush toy Sunhi can’t seem to be able to sleep without is left ignored on her other side, back turned to it. 
He can’t help but smile at the sight. It feels like he’s on dreamland, this is something he had always wished to see, but had never been able to. Once Sunhi grew old enough to sleep on her own bed, Jiwoo hadn’t allowed her to sleep on their bed again. 
It’s silly to keep comparing between you two, he knew you’d always do things right. 
Jungkook finds it complicated to take Sunhi home now, seeing how you two had trapped each other. It’s almost as if it was done intentionally. Jungkook chuckles and shakes his head slightly, getting closer to the two to properly place the blanket you were both sharing. He tucks a piece of hair that had fallen over your face and with the back of his finger, he graces Sunhi’s cheek lovingly. 
He turns the light off and heads back to the living room, making himself comfortable on your couch as he prepares to spend a few more hours at your place. His eyelids start getting heavy and he finds himself sleepy in no time.
Jungkook hopes he’s not dreaming already, imagining everything that just happened, because when he wakes up, it’ll be back to his normal life. 
At least right now, for a few hours, he’ll be able to feel the comfort of your home and reminisce on the events of merely an hour ago and hope they are enough to last him a lifetime. 
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Sleepless in Paris
I ended up not posting anything Ladrien in June when I'd planned to do something, but then I saw the last prompt of @ladrienjune (Speechless), and since it tied in with an idea I had a couple of weeks ago... Here you go!
Established Ladrien, Adrien receives a text from his girlfriend and overthinks its meaning. Thankfully Ladybug comes and clears things up.
Loosely based on a quote from Le Discours, a novel by Fabrice Caro.
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Adrien, we need to talk.
Adrien read the message over and over again, like an overworked student stuck on a paragraph whose meaning just won’t register.
He tossed his phone aside and lied back down, rubbing his eyes as he did so.
Oh, how much he regretted ever getting Ladybug a private phone so they could communicate. It had seemed like a good idea after their third close call, when she had almost swung into his room like she owned the place (and maybe she did, she was his girlfriend, after all, anything was possible), in the middle of an impromptu piano recital his father had requested. Thankfully, the false notes he’d made upon seeing her almost crash into the window had covered any sound she’d made as she changed course, and made sure his father and Nathalie’s attention was on him, and not on the red blur just outside.
She’d laughed so prettily when she’d unwrapped the box and noticed that he’d painted little black dots on the back of the red phone case. She’d insisted on paying him back in kisses and sweet nothings. Even if he’d wanted to, he wouldn’t have been able to refuse; his girlfriend was convincing like that.
Yes. Those had been the good old days.
The ones when the messages he received from her didn’t come as a blow that made his stomach tie into knots and question if he was going to be okay (although that might not have been entirely true; the feeling he’d gotten when he’d read “I love you” on his screen, written down, not just whispered between two makeout sessions or before she left, a permanent trace of her feelings, could definitely have fit that description, but the difference was that he’d questioned if he was in heaven, then).
The timestamp of the message read Monday, 4:36pm. He’d managed to type a “when?” at 5:58pm, which she’d seen at 5:59pm. Nothing since. That was new, too. Even messages that didn’t require an answer always got at least a couple of emojis in reply.
It was now Tuesday, 6:12am, and he hadn’t slept a wink, dissecting the five words, twenty characters, like they were a long lost spell that could fix hunger on Earth.
The first thing he’d noticed was the full stop. That didn’t bode well - even he knew that nobody ended a text like that these days.
Then, the comma. A pause. Not great either, in the context of a relationship.
Especially when it came before a “we need to talk”. He didn’t need to have seen many romantic comedies to know that this was probably an end of the line warning.
Even his name was a sign.
Adrien.
Not “my prince”. Not “my love”. Not even “my Adrien”, like she’d taken to calling him recently. Just plain old boring Adrien . Until the message had arrived, he hadn’t realised they’d been on a downward slope, but maybe he’d been too busy burying his head in the sand to notice. Maybe deep down, he’d known that it wasn’t viable.
That Ladybug, basically a goddess among men, had no business being in a relationship with a commoner like him, however much she tried to fool herself by calling him her prince. Adrien. The more he read it, the more emphasis he put on the second syllable. Ad- rien . Ad rien. Towards nothing. Maybe she’d known they were doomed from the start, that they had no future, but she’d tried anyway.
Maybe he was reading too much into it and the lack of sleep was making him delirious.
Whatever the outcome, he supposed they’d had a good run. He’d cherish all of the moments they’d spent together.
Actually, he thought, sitting up again, maybe that was what she needed. Maybe he could change her mind if he reminded her of all their good memories. There was no way she couldn’t be convinced, or at least persuaded, by his plea. He hadn’t gone six months playing a double game of putting on a fake insensitivity mask over the one he wore with Chat Noir's to avoid her seeing through him, when she deserved to be showered in compliments at every moment of the day, for it to end this way.
He loved her.
He picked up his phone again and pressed the dial button.
One tone. Two tones. Three.
Adrien suddenly remembered the time, hastily hung up, and facepalmed audibly, making Plagg roll over in his sleep and hiss.
“Sorry,” he whispered, before turning his attention back to the phone.
If his call hadn’t woken her up, then his mistake would be the first thing she’d see when she did.
This was bad. It wasn’t like he could go delete the evidence. He didn’t know where she lived, and since he doubted that she slept while transformed, there was no way to track her. Which would also be bad, he reminded himself, but maybe this emergency would justify it.
Anyway,  he couldn't cry over spilt milk, but maybe he could escape. Just move somewhere, preferably on the other side of the world. He could change his life, his name (actually, could that alone change the outcome of their relationship? If he changed it before planning anything, could they pick up as if nothing happened, and would the timeline be fixed? He wished he’d thought about it before calling her), and raise hamsters in the mountains. What he didn’t know couldn’t hurt him, right? And then he could live happily ever after in the sweet, sweet illusion that despite them being miles apart, he still lived in a world in which he was Ladybug’s boyfriend.
He didn’t know if he preferred the idea of her never coming after him, or her seeking him out, even if it was to deliver bad news, but it didn’t really matter. The plan sounded good. Foolproof.
He hopped off of his bed and pulled a suitcase out of his closet. He’d always wondered why his father stored them there when it really seemed like an unnecessary temptation, but at least it was useful now.
If he was to start over somewhere, he needed to leave Adrien behind. The guy was a train wreck anyway, but unfortunately for him, a train wreck people would want to find, when he just wanted to be left alone to mope.
No more white shirts, then. They were too recognisable. He found a collection of dark hoodies at the back of the closet and stuffed them in the bag, along with t-shirts (they’d be hidden under his hoodie so he could keep those), a pair of jeans and some shorts.
He came back into his room and put his suitcase on his bed, scanning his surroundings for other essentials. His eyes landed on the fencing cup he kept his Ladybug pictures in. He’d definitely need those. It would help maintain him in his illusion. He also needed his Ladybug pyjamas, which he kept hidden since he wasn’t sure his father would approve of them. They’d be perfect for his new life.
Plagg stirred on his pillow. Before Adrien could ask himself whether it was reasonable for the small god to come with him, there was a knock on the window, and he froze. He turned around slowly; Ladybug stood in the window frame, looking glorious in the soft dawn light. He noticed she was holding a small paper bag in her left hand. He was sure it could fit everything he’d ever gotten her.
“Going somewhere?” She frowned, hopping inside before he could even move.
Adrien stared at her, before guessing he’d better bite the bullet. “Well I just figured I’d rather not stick around if you’re going to break up with me.” He crossed his arms over his chest.
He watched her face fall and started to doubt his conclusion.
“Break up with…” she muttered slowly, as if tasting the words, before shaking her head. “I’m sorry, what?”
“Adrien, we need to talk.” He airquoted. “I get it, it’s fine. I’m-”
“Adrien, I’m not here to break up with you. At all.” She shook her head again and took a step forward. “What would make you think that?”
“Adrien, first of all,” he stated.
“Your name?...” She tilted her head inquisitively.
“You used to call me my Adrien. Or sweeter stuff.” He pointed out.
“Oh Kwami.” She shook her head, trying to repress a smile, although the blond didn’t notice.
“And then don’t think I didn’t notice you being less present lately.” He waved a finger at her, feeling himself blush. He knew his accusation was a tad hypocritical; sure, their date hangouts in the previous few weeks had been less frequent than they’d been at the beginning of their relationship, when she’d drop in practically every day, but they’d also been full of Akumas and photoshoots, what with his father’s new collection dropping. She’d managed to beat him to his room most days, hanging out around the windows as she waited, which had made it very difficult for him to sneak back in.
But on the occasions they had seen each other, she’d also seemed more lost in her thoughts than usual. Nervously wringing her hands together while they chilled in front of a movie, despite him soothingly raking his fingers through her hair. Being even more elusive about what was going on in her life, if that was possible. Looking at him with determination in her eyes, opening her mouth to speak, only to close it and shake her head with a sigh.
“I’m really sorry about that, my love .” She gave him a pointed look as she took his hand. “I’ve just been thinking a lot lately, about you, me, our relationship. How, you’re right, it might seem like we’re spending less time together to you , but…” she trailed off, biting her lip.
“How could that statement have a but ?” He raised an eyebrow.
“Well, um, I had this sort of crazy idea, because we’ve only been dating for six months and it’s totally not like I ever imagined us getting married and having three kids and a hamster or anything…” she mumbled nervously, and Adrien felt his heart flutter in his chest. “Anyway, I’ve been trying to get a hold of Chat Noir all night to check that he approves the idea, and also because I feel like it’s kind of an unspoken agreement that unless it’s an emergency and it really feels right, we’d do this together first, but he’s not replying and I was awake and you were awake and I thought…”
“Okay my… Lovebug, breathe.” Adrien’s caring boyfriend instinct kicked in as her rambling gave him confirmation that their relationship wasn’t in immediate danger, and he placed his hands on her shoulders, taking a deep breath to show the example. She mirrored him, and they breathed in sync for a couple of cycles, until he was satisfied that she’d stopped hyperventilating. He lead her to his couch and helped her sit down.
“Croissant?” she asked shyly, presenting him with the bag she’d brought. A pastry bag. Not a bag with his belongings. He really needed to stop jumping to conclusions.
“You know me so well.” He smiled brightly as he took one of the baked goods. They were still warm. The croissant didn’t last long in his hands. “Anyway,” he gulped down the last bite, “if you don’t mind me asking, what was your miraculous idea?” He smiled at himself, proud of his pun.
“Well, I was thinking that I could reveal my identity to you,” Ladybug replied, daintily wiping the corners of her mouth with a tissue.
It was a good thing Adrien was already sitting down, else more than his jaw would have ended up on the floor.
“Your… Your identity. Reveal. To me.” He asked seriously, hoping his words would make sense to her. It was better than remaining speechless.
“Yes, I am considering it,” she laughed. The sound made his brain tangle even more.
“Why?” He croaked.
“Well, as I said, it would enable us to spend more time together.” He raised his eyebrows, but she didn’t elaborate. “And I don’t know, I feel like it would be right. You’ve got something, Adrien.” She smiled tenderly.
“I… I do?” He felt himself blush.
“It’s just a croissant crumb, there, let me get it for you.” She leaned forwards and kissed the corner of his mouth. The contact jump started his brain.
“Ladybug, this is serious.” He backed away slightly. “Why me?”
“Fine.” She sighed. “Well, you're my boyfriend, but I know you a lot better than you might think. Before you say anything, no, I can’t tell you why yet, I need to speak to Chat Noir first. But there is something about you, Adrien. I feel like I can trust you. With this. Because of course I trust you otherwise.”
Adrien looked down at his hands and twiddled his thumbs, pouting as he thought.
“Adr- Sunshine? Is everything alright?” Ladybug placed a concerned hand on his thigh when his silence stretched to a slightly uncomfortable length.
“When you talk to Chat Noir, and he agrees to your plan…” He looked up and met her gaze.
“If,” she corrected him, but he waved her interruption away.
“...Will you guys reveal your identities to each other? Will you ask Chat Noir who he is under the mask?” He felt almost feverish as he searched her eyes for a hint of the answer before she could speak.
“Um, yes, I guess that’s how I saw the discussion going.” Ladybug frowned. “Are you concerned that it will change our relationship somehow? Because I promise it won’t, I-”
“Oh Bluebell, it definitely will, but not in the way that you think.” Adrien pecked her lips, a mischievous smile spreading on his as he pulled away.
“Oh?” Ladybug blinked a couple of times. Adrien tried to hide his smugness at her speechlessness.
“Yep. You see, I’m one hundred percent paw-sitive your dearest partner will agree to your plan.” He grinned, watching the realisation dawn on her face.
“How hard was refraining from making cat puns in the past six months?” Ladybug finally sighed, a small smile tugging at her lips.
“Very, my Lady.” He pouted. "But not as hard as refraining from kissing you on patrol."
“Maybe you can help him pay up all the Camembert he owes me for sitting through him ranting about all the missed opportunities,” Plagg called out, making her jump slightly. Adrien rolled his eyes.
“Anyway, you were right, your plan really will allow us to spend more time together!” His face lit up like a kid's on Christmas morning.
“You don’t know the half of it.” Ladybug shook her head, before looking back up at him, an indecipherable look on her face. “Need a lift for school?”
“That’s all you’ve got to say?” Adrien looked at his girlfriend with kitten eyes, disappointed that she hadn’t held up her side of the bargain.
“Well, it’s time to go if you don’t want to be caught by your bodyguard.” She shrugged, stood up, and extended a hand toward him, the twinkle in her eye the only tell in her poker face.
“Ladybug…” He whined, pouting.
“What, Chaton?” Her smile finally broke free. “It’s very literally on my way. I can drop you off at your seat, and then walk to mine… Right behind you.” She booped him on the nose.
Once again, Adrien was thankful he was already sitting down.
As she carried him to school, Adrien decided sleep was overrated. Sometimes reality was the best dream of all.
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Lucifer Fluff A-Z
Words: 2701 (Huh?!)
Warnings: None
Notes: This is my first writing on Tumblr, and my very first piece for Obey Me! I’m just trying to understand these characters a little better, before I try anything more in-depth :)
Activities - What do they like to do with their s/o? How do they spend their free time with them?
Naturally, Lucifer is a very busy demon, so he finds it difficult to get any free time - let alone free time that he could spend with his love. When he’s working, they’re more than welcome to sit in his office and study alongside him. They’ve been working through his entire collection of exotic teas, trying to figure out which ones suit each other’s personal tastes. He wouldn’t admit it to them, but he actually finds it a lot easier to concentrate when his love is with him. 
When he is lucky enough to have time away from his RAD duties, expect to be showered in attention. He likes to take you to see the sights in the Devildom, regardless of how tasteful he finds them. One of his favourite memories is of the time you visited the nearby museum. He couldn’t believe how simply cute you looked while your brain was attempting to run at 100 miles a minute (“Wait, that story from the Bible was actually real?!”). He bought a pen from the souvenir shop, and he uses it to sign his most important documents.
Beauty - What do they admire about their s/o? What do they think is beautiful about them?
He admires their mind, more than anything. Sometimes he falls deep into thought and finds himself wondering what the chances are he’d fall for a human so smart and fearless. He likes feeling like he has someone he can trust unconditionally, and someone decisive who can help him in puzzling situations. Before you, he would ask Mammon, but his answers tended to stress Lucifer out even more. He’s actually very grateful that you use common sense more often than not.
Comfort - How would they help their s/o when they feel down/have a panic attack etc.?
Patience is one of the virtues he didn’t abandon after the fall, so he’s a calming presence whenever you feel emotionally down. He would drop anything to help you if he felt like you needed him, and all he wants is for you to be happy. If you’re comfortable with physical affection, he’ll hold you for the entire night, making sure you feel safe in his arms. If not, he’ll fix you a hot drink and find an activity for you both to enjoy. Once the worst of it has passed, he’ll ask you to talk about your feelings, just so he knows how best to support you in the future.
Dreams - How do they picture their future with their s/o?
He was shocked the first time he found himself fantasizing about your future together. He’s never been that kind of person. He imagines the two of you raising a family, in one of those Victorian-style houses he always sees in old films. Before you, he didn’t think he would ever want kids (especially with how Satan turned out), but he’d be lying if he said the thought of the two of you during tea on the front porch while your children play gleefully didn’t make him want to smile.
Equal - Are they the dominant one in the relationship, or rather passive?
Seeing how he’s used to being in control in every one of his relationships, he’s come to realize that doesn’t want that from you. He struggles with it at first, and it takes him a lot of effort to overcome his commanding nature, but the two of you are absolutely equals. He just wants you to be happy. In fact, he finds it endearing when you tease him about his council member duties. 
Fight - Would they be easy to forgive their s/o? How are they fighting?
Get ready for week-long silences and dramatic gasps of exasperation, everyone! Usually he keeps his cool when you guys start fighting - a few sarcastic quips and eye rolls have never done any damage. The worst fights are the ones where he gets angry. He always feels awful, and will lock himself up in his office for at least 3 days before he even acknowledges anyone else in the House of Lamentation. He never apologizes first, either. You just learn to accept it, and understand that he says sorry in his own way (namely, the days off he always mysteriously procures afterwards to do whatever your heart desires).
Gratitude - How grateful are they in general? Are they aware of what their s/o is doing for them?
His pride doesn't let him say it, so he expresses his gratitude in other ways. For Lucifer, gratitude is the heartfelt smile he offers when his love brings him a cup of coffee during a long night of work, or him lending you his coat on an evening walk. He never has to say the words “I’m grateful”, because his late night musings about how shocked he is that a human could make him feel this way says it for him.
Honesty - Do they have secrets they hide from their s/o? Or do they share everything?
After The Incident with Belphie, as everyone refers to it, you two don't keep secrets. The only time he won’t tell you something is when it's related to his work for Diavolo. He really sucks at white lies, too, which none of you expected. Asmo was mad when Lucifer spoiled his surprise spa day.
Inspiration - Did their s/o change them somehow, or the other way around? Like trying out new things or helping them overcome personal problems?
He’s a lot less stern these days. Sometimes he walks into council meetings with a smirk, knowing that he’s going to get to see you for the first time in his inhumanely busy schedule. Mammon’s made a few comments now, bragging about all the things he can get away with since you “broke” the eldest. (Lucifer heard. He was hanging upside down for a good few days until someone finally took pity on him.)
Jealousy - Do they get jealous easily? How do they deal with it?
Lucifer? Jealous? Of course not! 
Yes. He gets very jealous. He’s good at hiding it though, signalling you through a arm squeeze or wrapping his arm around your waist just a tiny bit tighter. He does stand a little taller, and gets every so slightly curt with whoever is attempting to steal your attention. After all, he was once the jewel of the heavens. What could this lower demon possibly have on him? 
Kiss - Are they a good kisser? What was the first kiss like?
Kisses with Lucifer feel like free falling, and take your breath away without him even having to try. They’re soft and romantic and full of emotion (until they’re full of something Else if you catch my drift). He just wants you to know how much he loves and adores you. He likes when you blush afterwards. He thinks it's cute.
Love Confession - How would they confess to their s/o?
He asked Diavolo if he could have uninterrupted access to the royal rose garden, with the intent of teaching you about the different types of flowers in the Devildom - nothing more. When you arrived, he took you for a calming stroll under the moonlight. When you stood in the gazebo and put your head on his shoulder, he felt his heart start pounding. He reached out to grab your hand, and in the spur of the moment, told you how nobody in the three realms had ever made him feel this way before. He wishes he’d planned something in advance, since he was never a person to act on impulse. Despite how many times you reassured him that a moonlight stroll through a rose garden was one of the most romantic things to ever happen, he doesn’t believe you.
Marriage - Do they want to get married? How do they propose? What would the marriage be like?
He’d never considered marriage before, since every other immortal being was insufferable by his standards, but you changed his mind. He thinks a lot about how beautiful you would look in traditional wedding attire (as much as he curses his father for, well, everything) and how he would love to spend the rest of his life with you by his side. Marriage with Lucifer would be hard, since he has a crazy schedule, but you work together to create a work-life balance. Surprisingly, he discovers that he enjoys painting. He displays some of his paintings above the piano, right next to your wedding photos.
Nicknames - What do they call their s/o?
He calls you Love, and Dear. If Mammon or Asmo would use it, it goes on Lucifer’s distasteful list and he will not go NEAR it. He’s very particular about these kinds of things.
On Cloud Nine - What are they like when they are in love? Is it obvious for others? How do they express their feelings?
Nobody outside of the council could tell. He expresses his love through actions, so unless they could see him fussing over your school schedule, or worrying about what you’d packed for lunch, they wouldn’t have the tiniest clue. He just treats you like you’re the most precious thing in his life, with soft touches and an even gentler temperament. He wants you to be happy. After you two “go public” he’ll wrap his arm around your waist, or lend you his clothes to wear for the day. Even if you aren’t big on PDA, he’ll make sure everyone knows that you two are a forever couple.
PDA - Are they upfront about their relationship? Do they brag with their s/o in front of others? Or are they rather shy to kiss etc. when others are watching?
Oh, as soon as one of his brothers walks into the room he locks hands with you just to see that little blush and nose scrunch you do. He doesn’t engage in public makeout sessions, he thinks it’s just gross, but he does like to quickly kiss your forehead when he gets pulled away. He just wants everyone to know that you’re happy with him, it fills him to the brim with pride. At Diavolo’s parties, don’t expect him to leave your side. It’s important everyone knows you’re with him, and he’s with you. 
Quirk - Some random ability they have that’s beneficial in a relationship.
This man is a PLANNER. He’s so used to managing everything that goes on in the Devildom that your dates are like child's play to him. He makes the most simple of dinner plans feel like a whirlwind romance you would see in a rom-com. He also loves taking you to the events that he helped plan, he loves the attention he gets from the ‘scandalous’ romance of the Prince of Hell and the human. He wants to show you off all the time!
Romance - How romantic are they? What would they do to make their s/o happy? Cliché or rather creative?
He lives and breathes compliments. You wear an outfit he picked out to dinner? Expect nonstop commentary of how gorgeous you look and how happy he is to be with you. Every word that leaves his mouth is like poetry, and it's always enough to make you melt in your seat. He loves how you turn the same shade as the strawberries you’re sharing for dessert. He just loves You.
“My love, I can’t believe you have conquered my heart like this. You look simply gorgeous in this light.”
“Luci, I really appreciate it, but can you not say those things while we’re trying to finish the grocery shopping?”
Support - Are they helping their s/o achieve their goals? Do they believe in them?
If he can pull strings behind the scenes to help you reach your goals, he will. He hates seeing you when you feel defeated. If you ask him not to interfere, then he shares meaningful words with you about how he believes in you, and he knows you can do anything you set your mind to. After all, if you can seduce the Prince of Hell, what can’t you do?
Thrill - Do they need to try out new things to spice out your relationship? Or do they prefer a certain routine?
He’s not a thrill seeker, but he doesn’t have a specific routine he prefers. He enjoys waking up and seeing you next to him, but as long as he gets to spend time with you it doesn’t matter what you do. He loves it when you surprise him with something you planned yourself, he always appreciates how much time and thought you put into everything you do for him.
Understanding - How good do they know their partner? Are they empathetic?
He had to analyse you closely at the start of the exchange, so he’s known about your mannerisms and how you react to most situations for a while now. Your brick wall of a boyfriend, however, is a very difficult can of worms to deal with. He’s used to being emotionally shut out, so while he can recognise your feelings, he finds it difficult to emphasise with you for a long time. Once he starts to open up though, he starts to understand why you act the way you do in some situations, and it actually results in you two fighting a lot less. He respects you a lot for helping him get back in touch with his feelings.
Value - How important is the relationship to them? What is it’s worth in comparison to other things in their life?
It’s near the same level of priority as his work, surprisingly. He considers you as part of his family too, since all of his brothers adore you, so you’re definitely at the top of his list of priorities. While sometimes he struggles with work-life balance, he tries his hardest, and that means the world to you both.
Wild Card - A random Fluff Headcanon.
He takes lots of photos of you whenever you’re not looking. He says that he's just trying to capture the moment with you, but he knows deep down that he's preserving your memory ready for the day you’re no longer with him. His lockscreen is a photo of you leaning on his balcony, gazing out at the moon, in one of your favourite flowing dresses. With the white light reflecting on you, he felt like he was looking at one of the most beautiful angels in the celestial realm. It makes him happy and bittersweet at the same time, and reminds him to enjoy every moment you spend together. (You made your lockscreen a photo of him sleeping. He made you swear to never get your phone out around his brothers, which you reluctantly agreed on. You’re sitting on a gold mine).
XOXO - Are they very affectionate? Do they love to kiss and cuddle?
More affectionate than everyone expected him to be. Expect to fall asleep against his chest, and spend your free time after classes wrapped in his arms with a pint of ice-cream covered in forehead kisses. He just loves to feel you near him.
Yearning - How will they cope when they’re missing their partner?
He sends you a simple text, just letting you know how much he loves and adores you, and lets you do whatever it is that has you separated. He uses the time to crack on with the mountains of paperwork, but he never gets much done with you on his mind. 
Zeal - Are they willing to go to great lengths for the relationship? If so, what kind of?
Once he cares for you, he would do anything for you, just like he would for his brothers. He wants the best for you, and that means he would do anything for you. Once, he cancelled on Diavolo to spend the day with you, much to your delight. That was the boldest thing he’d ever done, and to this day you use it to tease him. He really would do anything for you. That's love!
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Meeting and Dating Douglas Quaid
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- You met Douglas, or rather, you met Hauser on Mars.
- You and your friends were hanging out in a slightly seedy bar in the more posh area of the slums when he came in. He’s sort of hard to miss and definitely hard to ignore: six foot tall, massive, chiseled, and walking with an intoxicating authoritarian air.
- He was hard to miss but you never thought that you were. Though low and behold, after a few minutes of you sneaking glances at him, you suddenly found his eyes locked on you, holding your gaze for a moment before you took it upon yourself to break the contact.
- Once you’d plucked up enough courage to glance back, you found that he was missing from his previous position at the bar. A surge of disappointment filled you, having lost him in the crowd. Well, it filled you up until you heard a voice call out from behind you.
“Can I buy you a drink?”
- The two of you ended up spending nearly the entire night talking to one another; your friends being more than happy to excuse your absence once they saw who you were with. You hit it off great and before you knew it, you were agreeing to go out with him that following weekend.
- For your first date, the two of you went out to dinner together. It was some beautiful upscale restaurant that the likes of you had never seen before. That was when you first wondered what he did for work, a subject that; when you brought it up, was answered vaguely.
- Your shared your first kiss that same night after he hailed you a Johnny Cab. Both of you leaned in at the same time and shared a quick, soft one as you said goodbye. It was the perfect way to end the night, though things couldn’t remain perfect for long....
- The two of you had been dating for a few months when you finally found out just who he was. It took everything in you not to have a full on panic attack as you spotted the emblem peeking out of his dresser drawer. For some it would mean nothing, but for a resistance member? It meant that you were in deep shit.
- So you kept everything a secret. You liked him, a lot, and he seemed so different from every other bootlicker you’d ever met. If you could just steer him towards the cause then he’d be a major ally. But you had to be careful, everything had to go smoothly. You should have learned by now that things don’t just go smoothly.
- You were at a meeting when shit hit the fan. A raid; something you should have been prepared for. But nothing ever truly prepares you for the reality of the worst case scenario.
- He was there. And he was the only one to turn and see you as you grabbed the hand of one of the resistance members daughters, attempting to make a silent escape.
- You froze as you locked eyes with him, fully expecting him to shoot you as his captain had instructed all of his crewmates to do. But he didn’t. He just watched you as you disappeared through the chaos.
- You had a good few hours to think about what you could say or do to explain yourself. Now seemed as good a time as any to let him know exactly what he was fighting for.
- It was sort of funny. Initially, he thought that you’d just been in the wrong place at the wrong time. Then he thought that you were misinformed, that somebody coerced you into joining the cause.
- When you finally dragged him off to see the aftermath of Cohaagens actions, he was more willing to accept what you were telling him.
- And so, he switched teams. …But we all know how that turned out....
- You’re in for a wild ride when he makes his return. First, you have to deal with the fact that he’s not dead; which is what you were told and believed for weeks. Then, you’ll have to try and get over the fact that he fucked and was  “married” to another woman. You certainly give him a pass for everything but whew boy, was all of that a hard pill to swallow. 
- Different Pda for different places. He’s usually perfectly fine with it. I mean, depending on the time and place, you could legitimately makeout or full on grab his dick and he wouldn't even be bothered by it.
- Handholding. You’ll usually be the one to reach for his hand first but the minute he notices, he’ll engulf your hand in his. 
- Kissing all over his face. It’s the best way to cheer him up. 
- He likes all that lovey dovey soft shit that couples do to each other. He’s perfectly happy with you fussing over him and showing him all your affection and attention. He thinks it’s sweet. 
- Face caresses, usually before a kiss. 
- Lots of kisses. They’re a very important part of your relationship. He absolutely loves them. 
- Slow, soft, and loving kisses. 
- Making out. Things can turn from innocent pecks to heated French kisses quicker than you thought possible. 
- Obviously, you have yourself a grade A beefy boy. He’s incredibly strong and he uses it to his advantage when he’s playfully teasing you. 
- Bridal carrying. 
- He likes when you hold onto him, whether it’s by grabbing his arm or settling into his side; especially when you’re scared. 
- He’s not a huge cuddler while he sleeps but he does like holding you when he’s awake. What’s better than being nestled against strong man tiddies? 
- Soft looks. You can tell that he likes you with the way he watches you do things; completely loving and happy that you’re there with him. 
- He’s fond of pet names both for you and for him. He tends to call you baby and sweetheart; and other endearingly generic ones. 
- Having to get used to calling him Douglas. Thank god that you usually just refer to him as honey.
- Filling him in on all he’s forgotten or missed. 
- Comforting him after nightmares. After almost suffocating and mutating beyond belief in a Mars desert, he most likely gets a few bad dreams from time to time. 
- Laying side by side and gazing up at Mar’s blue sky. 
- Spontaneous kisses. A near death experience and a breath stealing kiss? Baby that’s drama and he’s here for it. 
- “Family” photos. How can he not want pictures with you when you look that pretty? 
- Hologram tricks. Sometimes it’s just fun to mess with your partner, ya know?
- You trying to jump on or “attack” him always amuses him because what are you gonna do? What are you? Two foot and the equivalent of a bag of grapes in weight. Get the fuck out of here, you adorable bitch. 
- Snarky replies and sarcasm. 
- Training together. I wouldn’t exactly suggest sparring with each other though.
- Massages. The man works hard and who are you to turn down touching him and his muscles?
- Little gifts. They’re always sweet and thoughtful. 
- Eating breakfast together. 
- He drinks these sort of protein shakes every morning and you honestly don't know how he stomachs them. You suppose they’re better than just raw eggs but you don’t know by how much. 
- Hanging out at the last resort. 
- Sitting in his lap. 
- Space cruises. You probably went on one for your honey moon. 
- Going out to dinner. He likes seeing you get all dressed up and spending a relaxing evening with you. 
- He’s more than happy to deal with the more serious aspects of life for the two of you. He’s a politely blunt and intimidating man; he’ll make sure the two of you don’t get swindled. 
- He’s sort of a pushover for you. He can hardly ever resist your cute little face. And plus, he’s always looking to make you happy. 
- Girls ogle him left and right so try not to be too bothered by it. He thinks its cute when you get jealous but always knows exactly what to say to ease your mind when he notices that it’s really bothering you. 
- He doesn’t get jealous very easily but sometimes, he’ll see you with another resistance member; or other close friend, and he’ll get this incessant nagging feeling. It makes him feel silly but he can’t deny that it’s there. 
- He’s pretty protective of you even though he knows you can take care of yourself relatively well. You’re always the first person he checks on when shit hits the fan. 
- Sometimes when you’re mad, he just won’t be able to take you seriously, usually because you’re angry over something silly and/or because you just look cute when you’re mad. You don’t fight very often but whenever you do, he tries his best to sort things out as quick as he can. 
- He certainly isn't against apologizing. If he’s in the wrong then he’s in the wrong and he apologizes; just as he expects you to do when you’re the one who messed up. You can’t have a healthy relationship without compromise and admitting you fucked up from time to time. 
- He’s always happy to tell you that he loves you; and boy does he love you. He had his mind erased and he was still subconsciously hung up on you. 
- He’s sort of eager to settle down, get married and start a family. He is fully ready to become a dad at the drop of a hat; he genuinely loves kids. 
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The One Where The Dogs Gets Away (Bang Chan)
broooo, so I love this friends thing, but why not start off in smaller sections? Like maybe you could rewrite the part where Rachel lost Marcel(the monkey) and she and Ross fights?? But you're really good at angsty stuff, so throw some of that in there?? And could you do it w Chan??? I'm trash sorry
This is from when I asked if I should do Stray Kids as F.R.I.E.N.D.S. lmao its been a wHILE- SORRY
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She could hear talking, but her mind was so utterly focused on the ticking of the clock that struck eight, that she didn't make out a single one of the words that were said.
"Corey?" Was what pulled her out of her train of thought. She snapped her head towards the speaker, and instantly apologized for not paying attention.
"Chan, sorry. This is so stupid!" She burst, referring to the incident they had talked about just previously. One of her colleagues was getting married, and that meant the entire project laid on Corey's shoulder. It was quite a massive one too. Corey didn't mind that her coworker was getting married, well maybe a little, but what really irked her was the fact that he coworker knew she was getting married that date, a year ago- and still said she could work the project, but the project would be in motion during her honeymoon.
"I should just be happy for them right? I can do some extra work. I am, I'm happy for them." She lied through her teeth, Chan instantly catching on, placing a hand on her back, questioning her truthfulness.
"No. Oh, I guess it would just be different if I were- with somebody. Like maybe I would understand her thinking more?" Corey sat back in her chair and picked at a noodle with her chopsticks. This caught Chans attention.
Ever since he first met Corey, he had been elbow deep in love with her. It was almost as if his whole life revolved around her, that everything he did was for her.
"Whoah, uh, what happened to 'Forget relationships! I'm done with men!' the whole penis embargo?" Chan mentioned, hinting to the thing she had sworn off after her last boyfriend, Hyunjin.  
They hadn't been a good couple at all. Corey and Hyunjin didn't even speak the same language, so it was hard for them to do anything else than makeout and have unnecessarily loud sex when they thought they were alone. Corey's roommate Changbin, didn't find that very fun.
In fact, everyone in their group was grossed out by it. Especially Chan, as he was the one most affected by it.
"Oh, I don't know. I guess it's not about no guys, it's about the right guy, y'know? I mean, with Seungmin, it was safe and it was easy, but there was no heat. With Hyunjin, that's all there was, was heat! And it was just this raw, animal, sexual-" Corey explained, but soon to be cut off by a severely uncomfortable Chan.
"Wait-wait. I got it. I was there." He smiled to hide the fact that he wanted to absolutely kill Hyunjin. Corey then grabbed Chans hands out of happit as they continued to chat. Chan had to admit to himself that there had never been a second in his life where he had to concentrate this bad to not kiss someone. Because there she was, the girl of his dreams, holding his hands, her face ten inches from his. Her brown eyes seemed soft and gentle as they looked into his, him getting lost in them.
"Well, I mean, do you think you can ever have both? Y'know? Someone who's like, who's like your best friend, but then also can make your toes curl?" She breathed as she continued to stare into his eyes. This made Chan's heart leap as she spoke. It was everything he had ever wished she would tell him, and more.
"Yes. Yes. Yes! Yes, I really do! In fact, it's funny, very often, someone who you wouldn't think could-could curl your toes, might just be the one who-" He started, building up the courage to confess and maybe even kiss her- but the moment was ruined when the owner of the apartment, Changbin, came home with friends.
"Hi." He greeted them and placed the groceries on the kitchen counter right behind Chan. Corey soon let go of Chan's hands and asked the group how the movie was. Jisung and Felix hated it, while Changbin and Woojin had been quite large fans of the film.
They discussed it for a few eternities according to Chan, all before he realized he had to leave. He had to take his dog, Berry, home.
"Alright, I've gotta go. C'mon, Berry! We're gonna take a bath. Yes we are, aren't we? Yes, we are!" Chan baby talked his dog as he got the leash on him. The King Charles Spaniel had been sleeping on the couch while Chan and Corey had been having dinner.
"They are still just friends, right?" Felix asked in a joking manner, implying that Chan and his puppy had a weird relationship. Most of them ignored him, and Corey walked over to the dog, petting him. "And I will see you tomorrow!" She grinned as Berry wagged his tail at her.
"That's right, you're gonna spend tomorrow at Aunt Corey's, aren't you?" Chan continued to baby talk, this however perked Changbin's attention. After all it was his apartment.
"Oh, hang on, hang on. Does Uncle Changbin get a say in this?" He asked, a brow raised as he was suspicious to the idea. Everyone knew how weird Changbin was about his apartment.
"Pwease, Uncle Changbin, pwease?" Chan picked up the dog and hid behind him, pretending it was Berry talking. He didn't seem even a tad bit interested, making Chan give up. "Oh, unclench. You're not even gonna be here." He added as he walked out the door with the dog.
Not long after, Corey went to bed, and before she knew it, she was dog-sitting Berry.  
"Now, now the one in the feather boa, that's Dr. Francis. Now, she used to be a man. Okay, now look, see, there's Raven. We hate her. We're glad she's dying. Okay- " Corey explained to the dog as they watched the television displaying a Spanish soap. As she was speaking, Berry knocked over a pillow revealing Changbins left yeezy.
"Berry, are you playing with Changbin's shoes? You know you're not supposed to pl-whoah. Berry, did you pee in Changbin's shoe? Berry, bad dog!" Corey continued to talk to the dog as she picked up the smelly shoe and held it at arm's length. She used some paper towels to clean out the pee as good as she can, then carried the paper towels over to the trash chute in the hallway, accidentally leaving the door open.
While throwing it down the metal drain, she heard a gunshot come from the television, making her rush back in. "Who died? Who died? Roll him over! Oh, c'mon, roll him over! Oh..! Well, we know it wasn't Vanessa, right Berry? Because-" But as she looked down to continue talking to him, he was gone.
"Berry?" That was when she turned around and noticed the door was left open. Panic struck.
By now, she had called everyone to the apartment, all except for Chan. "Okay, it's his first time out, so he's probably gonna wanna do some of the touristy things. I'll go to Seoul Tower, and you go to The Blue House." Felix said sarcastically as they all tried to figure out where the dog was.
"Oh, my, God! C'mon, you guys! He's gonna be home any minute! He's gonna kill me!" Corey panicked, starting to bite her nails in stress.
"Okay, we'll start with the building. You guys take the first and second floor, Woojin and I'll take third and fourth. Corey, you stay here, and just wait by the phone. Spray Lysol in my shoe, and wait for Chan to kill you." Changbin instructed and chased everyone out of the apartment, Corey softly asking if anyone wanted to trade, but no one replied.
Corey looked around in every room in the apartment, just in case he was still in there, but to no use. After maybe thirty minutes, she decided to call in for the big guns. Unlucky for her, she was on the phone with animal control when Chan entered the door. "Okay, he's a, he's a brown and white King Charles Spaniel, with a-" Her heart dropped to the bottom of her stomach when she saw Chan coming in with a smile on his face.
"with, with Russian dressing, and pickles on the side. Okay. Thanks." She covered and hung up, turning to Chan as if nothing was wrong. They greeted each other. Corey immediately noticed the bottle of wine in his hand and asked him about it. He confirmed her theory of its contents, then proceeding to ask if she wanted some.
"Oh, I would love some. But y'know what? Y'know what? Let's not drink it here. I'm feeling kind of crazy. You wanna go to Jakarta?" Corey tried persuading, desperate to postpone the inevitable truth, that she had lost his dog.
"Uh, okay, yeah, we could do that. But before we head off to the robbery capital of Southeast Asia, I was, uh, kinda wanting to run something by you. You know how we were talking before, about relationships and stuff? Well-" Chan started, obviously nervous as he was about to confess his feelings for her. He unscrewed the cork of the wine bottle, but Corey cut him off. Not because she knew he was going to confess, cause she didn't. She was beyond stressed about his dog.
"Oh God, Chan, I can't do this." She said as she paced back and forth in the kitchen, Chan's face falling. "Okay, Chan. Please don't hate me." She continued as Chan intensely tried getting the cork back on the wine. He looked at her first with concern, then confusion- because she was way more stressed out than what was normal when turning someone down.
"Y'know Berry? Well, I kind of.. I kind of lost him." She admitted, Chans arms falling to his sides as he looked at her in disbelief, almost as if she was waiting for her to tell him it was a prank.
"I-I-I ca- I can't believe this! I mean, all I asked you to do was keep him in the apartment. No, y'know what, I guess it's partially my fault. Y'know, I shouldn't have asked you to start off with a dog. I should have started you off with like a pen or a pencil." He yelled, pacing around, furious out of his mind.
Corey found herself in tears as she tried to explain herself. "Chan, I'm doing everything I can, I've got everybody looking for him, and I-" She was cut off as the intercom buzzed. She rushed over and asked who it was, pleased as she heard it was Animal Control.
"You called Animal Control?" Chan spoke in a low voice. Corey looking at him with a worried expression, asking if he didn't like them.
"Berry is a loose dog. If they find him, they are going to take him away from me, as I am not fit for a owner if I manage to lose him." Chan explained.
There was a knock on the door, Corey swiftly opening it. "Hi thank you for coming." She greeted, a man clad in a brown Animal Control uniform, and a huge butterfly net stood there, looking miserable as he probably didn't like his job very much.
Corey and Chan soon pretended they had no idea what he was talking about when he mentioned a dog, but Woojin soon came and accidentally revealed that there was in fact a dog on the loose.
"Look, I'm sure there's some friendly way to reconcile this! Um, have a seat. First of all, we haven't been introduced, I'm Seo Changbin." Changbin stated, pulling out a chair for the man and sat down in a chair himself. The man's eyes widened as Changbin mentioned his name.
"Oh my God, you are! And you're Corey Lee!" He said as he pointed to Corey. "Lee Minho! Cheongdam High? I sat behind you guys in home room!" Minho lit up as he introduced himself to his old classmates.
This pitched the fakes most annoying play ever produced, Changbin and Corey pretending they remembered Minho. "Minho? Oh my God, Changbin! It's Minho!" Corey started with a voice absolutely drenched in enthusiasm.
"The Minho from home room!" Changbin threw himself on, making a fool out of himself with his horrid lying.
"You have no idea who I am, do you?" Minho asked as he called out the two actors. They quickly admitted that it was the truth, something that hurt Minho. "Well, maybe that's because you spent four years ignoring me. I mean, would it have been so hard to say 'Morning, Minho'? Or 'Nice dancing'?" He spat back, the two embarrassed that they had behaved so poorly to someone when they were younger.
Changbin started to apologize for everything, but Minho cut him off. "Ah, it's not so much about you, you were a fucking loser, you had your own problems." He started, Changbin being dumbfounded by the entire thing as Minho turned to Corey. "But you? What a bitch!"
Everyone was taken aback by his statement, especially Corey. Fair enough, back in high school she was popular, cheer captain and all- but Minho was being a bit harsh if you asked her.
"Be that as it may, d'you think you could just help us out here on that dog thing? Y'know, just for old times' sake?" Changbin spoke softly, trying to persuade the man, but to no avail.
"I could.. but I won't. If I find that dog, he's mine." And with that he was out the door.
The group immediately split up as they had to find the dog before Minho did. Woojin and Changbin ran after Minho, Felix and Jisung was still in the building looking, so Corey and Chan decided to go out to the street and look.
"Berry!" They called every now and then as they walked the block for what felt like hours. "Ber- oh this is ridiculous! We've been all over the neighborhood. He's gone." Chan sighed as he stopped and sat down on a staircase that lead to the front door of an apartment complex. Corey felt her heart drop as she saw the state he was in. She walked over to grab his hand, like she always did.
"Chan, you don't know that." She spoke softly, rubbing the soft skin of his palm. Chan let it go on for only a split second before he snapped back to reality and pulled his hand out of Coreys.
"No, this is just classic Corey! I mean, things just sort of happen around you. I mean you're off in Corey-land, doing your Corey-thing, totally oblivious to people's dogs, or to people's feelings.." He trailed off his angry rant, his words sending a ache in the back of Corey' s throat as it closed up.
"Chan, that is not fair-" She tried, but was instantly cut off.
"No it isn't fair that the fact that you're useless hurts me! I asked you to do something that is literally the easiest thing ever, second after breathing. Had you not been such a bratty bitch in high school, maybe you could actually have paid attention in class and gained a few brain cells. But no! You have kissed more boys than you have IQ points, so it's my fault that I trusted you to keep Berry in a room! No wonder you feel stupid around your family, you’re the biggest idiot I’ve ever met." He snapped, this sending tears over the brim of Corey's eyes.
She had always known she wasn't the smartest person out there, and she was more insecure about that than Chan could even begin to imagine. But she had always had the safety of knowing that her best friends never judged her for that- but to hear that one of the most important people in her life viewed her as a dumb slut, that hurt.
"Chan. We're now going to find Berry, and after that- I want you to never speak to me again." Corey spoke in a surprisingly steady voice, as it was low and almost dangerous. They then continued to walk up and down the neighbourhood until they eventually gave up and walked back to the apartment.
When they got back, they got to hear the greatest story of all time, as Minho had accidentally shot a dart at Woojin instead of Berry. After hearing a yelp from the floor below them, they decided story time was over and that they had to check it out in case it was Berry.
On bottom of the stairs, they could see Minho holding a cage with a white and brown dog inside, yelping as it was scared. Berry.
"Alright, we want our dog!" Corey demanded as she rushed down the stairs, the rest of the group hot on her heels. "No, prom queen!" Minho simply replied.
"Oh, c'mon Minho! Alright. In high school I was the prom queen, and I was the homecoming queen and you.. were also there! But if you take this dog, you are going to hurt one of the most important people in my life. You can hate me all you want, but please do not punish him. C'mon, Minho, you have the chance to be the bigger person here! Take it!" Corey spoke, begging in fact. For a second, it looked like they had persuaded him, but once he refused yet again, Corey decided to pull out a trick she had saved for emergency only.
"Alright, well then how about I call your supervisor, and tell her you shot my friend in the ass with a dart?"
The room grew deathly quiet, no one dared to even move. Minho had a look in his eyes that was hard to place, but it didn't matter because after a few more seconds, he gently placed the cage on the floor and turned on his heel. The group cheered among themselves as Chan almost fell to the floor to let Berry out of the cage.
Corey let out a sigh as she saw him hug the dog. She had done what they agreed, now it was his turn to keep up the deal. It was almost as if Chan thought about it too, because after a few minutes, he asked everyone but Corey to leave.
"Corey, I feel so bad, I am so sorry for what I said earlier, you know I didn't mean it-" He started apologizing, but Corey didn't feel as if it was enough.
"No. I don't know that you didn't mean it. It obviously had to come from somewhere. And we have known each others since we were in kindergarten, you know me inside and out, which is why I know you wouldn't have said that unless it was to severely hurt and damage me. You know how insecure I am about those things, and yet. Sorry just doesn't cut it." Corey spoke softly. She thought she would be more angry than she was, but she was too exhausted. Her voice spoke almost as if she had given up.
"But you're my best friend." Chan's voice cracked when he spoke. He grabbed her hand and held it close to his chest, scared that if he let go of her hand, she would vanish. He didn't realize how bad what he had said was, but thinking back on it now, he wanted to knock himself out.
If there was one thing he knew about Corey, it was that she was very insecure about her intelligence. She was the youngest in a family of doctors and lawyers and professors, so of course she felt dumb when she never understood what it was they talked about at the dinner table. But she wasn't. She was one of the smartest people Chan had ever met, but in non-traditional ways. Maybe she couldn't solve a math problem in a second, but she knew how to take care of plants, and how to perfectly fold her clothes so they wouldn't crease. She knew how to put together an outfit with the help of color theory and knowing which patterns not to mix. But none of that mattered, Chan had hit her where it hurt and he had no idea how to fix it.
"If I was your best friend, you wouldn't use that against me- no matter what." Corey spoke softly, almost as if she was comforting him- but as you listened to what she said, you quickly realized that was not the case. She then pulled her hand towards herself, Chan letting out a small yelp as she did so- and turned on her heel and went home.
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That was a lot sory..
I hope you like it, feel free to request!
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Lee Scoresby SFW alphabet
Request: SFW alphabet for Lee Scoresby.
A/N: HERE IS IT! I finally finished it, I hope you guys like it. Fell free to like, reblog or comment. Also, requests are open!
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A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Lee loves to show affection, and he does it in various ways: he holds your hand all the time, he showers you with kisses (he kisses your hands, your neck, your shoulders, your cheeks, your lips, your head, literally everywhere he can reach) and he hugs you all the time. He's not against PDA, but he prefers to keep it in private. Except when he's jealous, then he'll probably just start making out with you in the middle of a crowd.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
As a best friend, Lee would be the most loyal ally you could ever ask for. If you ever needed help, he would be there, it wouldn't matter if you need advice or a rescue mission, he would help you until his last breath. You could expect him to be an asshole all the time (and sometimes he is), but he actually cares a lot, he just has a different way to express it.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
Lee was kinda reluctant at first when it came to cuddles, he thought the bed was made for two things: sleeping or "sleeping". But after you convinced him to do it for the first time, he gets addicted to it. Every time you guys settle to rest or to search for a job and you are alone in the bedroom, he hugs you from behind and clings into you, until you lay in bed with him. He feels at peace when he's cuddling with you. He loves to hug you from behind, bury his face into your neck and circle his arms in your waist.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
He never thought very deeply about having a family, but the second you mention it, it will be the only thing he'll think for weeks. He pretended to be a ladies man in the beginning, but one night Hester told you the truth behind that: he was scared to get hurt, and if he fell in love with you, he would want to settle down and have a bunch of kids. He was scared that you might not want it, and that's why he didn't give it all in. He's pretty decent about cooking and cleaning, but he doesn't try too much. He has lived alone most of his life, and that's why he knows how to do housework.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
He would do it by distancing himself from you slowly until he stopped talking to you, and suddenly he would stop seeing you at all. If you ever asked why he would just play it off, saying that he wasn't ready for nothing serious and that he needed space. he would think about you for a long time after that, and Hester would constantly remind him of the mistake he'd done.
F = Fiance(e) (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Again, he would be wary with you at first, but he would bring the subject up casually as a joke. When he saw how much you thought about it as well, he would plan something nice to ask you to marry him. Shaking a little, he would suggest it more seriously, anxious for your response.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
Physically, he can be very gentle. He still needs to understand how everything works, but he's a fast learner and in no time he knows how you like to receive physical affection and other touches. Emotionally, he's still learning how to deal with his stuff, but slowly he tells you things and observes you to know how you are feeling on that day.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
He only gives hugs when he remembers it. he enjoys it a lot, but you usually have to initiate it. Sometimes Hester will get closer to your daemon, and that will make Lee get closer to you and maybe initiate a hug. He really likes it, but it's not something he does so frequently. He prefers to hold your hand or to kiss you.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
It wouldn't take much time, and it would come out accidentally. You would be fixing something in his balloon and he would be observing you, so awestruck and in love, that it would come out of his mouth and he wouldn't even realize. Only when you dropped everything and said it back after kissing him.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when they’re jealous?)
He tends to get very jealous very quickly. If he thinks someone is flirting with you, he gets in protective mode and doesn't even think before punching them in the face. He's working in his jealously, but sometimes he just can't help it: he'll punch someone in the face or he's going to kiss you right in front of them.
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
His kisses are playful, passionate and deep, it all depends on his mood. When he's at peace or everything has been going okay, he'll play with your lips and your sides, holding you closely and whispering bad jokes to you. When he's back from mission or something wild just happened, he gets passionate and deep, and those makeout sessions tend to lead to something else. It depends on his mood.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
He pretends not to like them, but deep down he loves children, he knows what to say at the right time, and you (and Hester) know that someday he would be a wonderful, caring father. You two discussed this before, but while he was thinking about five children, you were thinking... less.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
He wakes up early, but he decides (most mornings) to stay in bed, just looking at your sleepy face. When you wake up, you go to the bathroom and he makes breakfast for you two. Then, you get on your things, but your mornings are always filled with kisses, hugs and delicious coffee.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Most times you two are too tired to care, so you just share a bath, eat something that Lee has made and go to sleep quickly. But when you two have the energy, things tend to go slower and you two "talk" for the rest of the night. His favorite part is the baths you share: he feels safe, clean and loved.
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
It doesn't take much time for him to tell you things about his past: his mother, the place where he grew up, he and Hester playing, how he met Iorek and stuff like that. Those things come in small portions, as night time stories or comments on things that you guys see along the way. The more he trusts you, the more he tells you.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
He's a stubborn man, and when he's contradicted, he tends to get angry. You two fight sometimes, but nothing serious, and Hester always helps him to talk it through. When he gets angry he shouts, but he never ever gets physical.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Surprisingly, he remembers a lot about you: not a lot of details, but the most important things (that are inside his only braincell, Hester) are locked in his head. He usually remembers the details when you or Hester mention them.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
The first time he took you for a ride in his balloon. He asked you if you ever wanted to fly, and when you said 'yes', he didn't think twice: taking your hand, he guided you to his balloon and showed you the sunset. You looked so happy, he fell in love with you even more. You didn't kiss that day yet, but Hester knows how much he wanted to.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
Lee can get very protective sometimes, it being jealously or a dangerous situation. He can fight, he can stand up for you or he can just hold your hand and give you emotional support to protect you. And he knows you can protect him phisically, as you are a good fighter and shooter, but he also appreciates when you help him emotionally/mentally, when he's feeling down.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
He never thinks too much about it until Hester is screaming in his ear about the gift he forgot to buy. He tries to be romantic and cheesy, but his idea of a romantic date is kinda different from the conventional. He's very good at doing his everyday tasks, as it's something natural to him.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
Lee rushes too much into things, and sometimes he doesn't take time to understand other people's views. He does things without thinking, and it can cause trouble sometimes.
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
Lee is very full of himself. He knows he's handsome, and he cares a lot about his looks.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
Yes, and he would feel a hole in his heart for a long time. Even entering the balloon would feel sad or lonely without your voice and your smell after you're gone.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
Lee is a huge flirt, but he seemed stuck in place when he first saw you. Hester had to introduce them because he was a loss of words when he met you.  After some time you two talked normally, but he was so nervous that he didn't flirt with you as much as he could.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldn’t like, either in general or in a partner?)
Someone who just cares about themselves, who would do anything to achieve their goals no matter who has to get hurt.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
Lee snores sometimes, and he tends to cling into the closest thing (you) to him that has any warmth. Sometimes, he wakes up from nightmares and you have to calm him down.
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twohearts-hs · 5 years
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‘I’ll Always Be Waiting’ - Shawn Mendes Imagine
Words: 3.4k
Pairing: Shawn Mendes x Reader
Warnings: Swearing
Summary: They were together throughout high school, but she had to break it due to their very separate plans. He couldn’t see her leave, so he asked her to make a promise...to meet again in five years. 
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They were the ‘it’ couple. Every one of the small high school knew exactly who this couple was. One of the reasons was the fact that they were together throughout the whole of high school, something that doesn’t happen often. It was all just gossip that surrounds the school, but generally, everyone knew that Shawn and Y/N would never break up. There was a saying with that, “I’ll do that when Shawn and Y/N break up” or “It’s just as impossible as the golden couple breaking up”. But, the two of them never focused their lives based on the subtle whispers that surround the school, they were in love and so they lived their lives in one big love bubble.
Shawn remembers the first time he set his eyes on the beauty of mystery. It was his grade ten year and she just moved from Victoria to Pickering. He remembers hanging with his mates as she walked out of the locker room. The beauty was in his first-period gym class. He did anything that day to grab her attention. It was aggravating, seeing her run, seeing her not pay attention. He tried in dodgeball to hit the walls hard to create a noise. He did everything. But, the shy beauty didn’t bat an eye to him.
It was an hour into class when he did something that till this day, he regrets. Y/N was talking to a friend, who was a boy, and Shawn decided to grab her attention once again, by hitting this boy. He didn’t like how he looked at her, like a piece of meat, when all she wanted was a humble conversation.
But, being his clumsy self, he hit her, “Oh my God, I am so sorry,” he rushed right towards her, as Y/N held her face. Tears hit her delicate eyes as Shawn stood in front of him.
“It’s ok, it is all part of the game,” she mumbled looking at the tall boy in front of her. He smiled, doing something so out of there.
He grabbed her hand gently and took it off her face. “You need to ice that,” he mumbled, “it looks painful,” she laughed, nodding.
“You have a powerful throw,” she told him, smiling so beautifully.
“Of course I do, look at these guns,” she laughed and instantly that laugh was the medicine needed to cure everything.
The two got close, him being in her science class. It started with them being partners in gym and him teaching her the rules to every game to her helping him with biology, chemistry and physics. Which created Y/N to go over to his house. Eventually, the two created a bond by October. By November they were a couple.
He was hilarious, she learnt right away, the humour too powerful for her to understand. But, he used that humour wherever he could, so he could hear that laugh of her’s. Their first date was a disaster. Y/N remembers that day so clearly. He invited her over for dinner. Shawn liked her so much that he was putting more than a hundred percent into it. He created a candlelit dinner and tried to cook Kraft dinner, as that was the only thing he could cook. The key word from that was ‘try’. He burnt it, as they were making out on the counter of the kitchen. Her legs were wrapped around his hips as his arms were on her hips. The makeout session was so hot that he burnt the pasta that sat in the pot, ready to go.
Before that, she laughed about how he was going to make her this absolute gourmet dish...when reality it was quite the opposite. Instead, she jumped off the counter, kissed his cheek and he watched as she made him dinner.
Y/N was so good at everything, she went into his pantry and grabbed a few boxes of pasta and went to the fridge and grabbing some things and made this gorgeous white sauce pasta. He was in awe...no he was in love.
Their night was so innocent, stolen kisses shared as he played her his guitar and makeout sessions out on the patio. His mother knew not to interrupt, so she left them to it.
Karen loves that girl, still does after they decided to split. She remembers meeting the future teacher and the minute she heard Y/N’s voice, she knew her son had to marry her, even though they were both 16. She was perfect. But, she did see something that she wishes she didn’t.
They were seventeen when she walked into them having sex. Karen walked in thinking her son was doing homework, when she really saw him on top of his girlfriend, under covers, completely naked. Shawn got all blushy and told his mum to get out. Y/N was not as embarrassed, but laughed, kissing her boyfriend as he rolled off.
“The moment is ruined,” he muttered. She laughed and got dressed and walked downstairs where she was welcomed to a lot of questions by Karen.
“I know you two are seventeen and responsible but-”
“Mum,” Shawn tried to interrupt, but she kept going on about protection.
“Karen, it's ok,” Y/N stated, sitting in the dining room and smiling, “I have an IUD,” she told her as Shawn was too embarrassed to mutter a word. “It's not our first rodeo, we’ve been doing this since we were sixteen,” she told her, grabbing a glass of water.
Karen still knew after that that she was still the one.
Y/N was the start for everything. She told Shawn to go onto YouTube and to write an album. She believed in him. She was also the muse for everything.
But, when he broke the news that he was going on tour again, but for longer and how many opportunities he has, Y/N had to break it with him. She knew the second album would be a hit and she knew that it was best if they took a break as he has the world in his hands and she has school in the U.K. to look forward too.
So, she asked Shawn right before the album dropped to meet her in the forest by her house. She sat on the rock by the small river trying to figure out the words to say. How do you break up with the love of your life? Y/N just turned eighteen, she was an adult, she had a future. Shawn was much more, he was making millions, had fans, doing what he loves. She was an obstacle, in her eyes.
Shawn thought that they were going to go on a date by the river, kiss a little, dance and be themselves. He brought her a rose like he normally did. But, when he saw his girlfriend sitting and watching the river, he knew something was wrong.
He held her hands as she looked down, playing with his fingers and trying to figure out the words.
“Shawn, you’re about to go away,” he knew where this was going to go, he shook his head violently, not wanting her to say the words she was going to say, “you have the whole world in front of you. You are travelling, you are singing, you are doing so much. I have to go to university and I think it is best—”
“No, no, Y/N. No, we can do this. You are going to the local university and I’ll be home soon. I have been looking at a place for us, baby, we are meant to be together. We are gonna get married, have kids,” he muttered, rambling his words.
“I got accepted to the university in London, Shawn,” she told him. He looked at her with a puzzled look.
“What? What university?” he was so confused.
“I did a scholarship thing just for giggles and I got accepted. I am going to be a writer, you are a musician. We are going two separate paths, Shawnie. We can’t be together anymore, honey. If we are supposed to be together forever, then we’ll see each other again, somewhere on our paths,” she stated, getting up and looking at him.
“Y/N, you can’t do this,” she shook her head, still holding his hand as she tried to let go.
“This is me breaking up with you, Shawn,” he looked at her with a blank look.
What ended up was Shawn muttered a sentence and it was impossible to not agree. “One more time, you and me, one more time. Then, five years from now, on this day, at this time, we are going to meet here and we will either be ready to be together or we learnt we aren't supposed to be together,” she agreed.
What they meant for “one more time” was bluntly sex. They were two horny teenagers after all. So they went to his car and had passionate car sex one more time. Then she was gone, and gone for a long time.
Y/N went on and moved to London where she studied her dream and became a journalist for ‘The Times’. Shawn sold out stadiums after stadiums. But, after that night they never talked again.
Shawn went home in tears, first heartbreak and hopefully last. Karen knew that this wasn’t the end of them, but she had to let her son feel what this felt like, learn from it and move on with someone else for the time being.
He did the tour, he took a break and wrote his third album, which was all about her. He unadded her from every social media, he couldn’t bear looking at her summer adventures or spring break trips. Brian would show some pictures, but he’d be in a bad mood for the rest of night, as Y/N would be with another man in the picture. He was territorial when it came to things that are his and this was one situation.
He lived as though Y/N never existed. He fucked girls one after another and she was nowhere to be seen. One moment she was in London, according to Facebook on Brian’s phone, then she was in Barcelona, then Ibiza, etc.; she was unpredictable.
The minute his third album came out, she knew that it was mostly based on her, just like how the few songs on the last one were about her too. The roses on the album cover were because her favourite flower was a rose. ‘Nervous’ was how he stalked this one café because she used to study there. ‘Fallin’ All In You’ was about their relationship and ‘Particular Taste’. ‘When You’re Ready’ hit her hard, the moment she heard it on the radio in her London flat, that was when it clicked, the whole album, besides a few songs were based on her. And all she can say is, “How dare you?”
Y/N knew she would regret this. She knew it, she knew that this was wrong, but she had to. After how many years that they were apart, she was mad at him for the first time. Her innocent teenage self wasn’t there anymore. She had to go through a heartbreak as well, she had to go through money problems and backstabbing friends. She lived, she dealt and fuck she was placed in therapy after what happened with her ex after Shawn.
When Y/N first went to the U.K., she met a really nice businessman who she fell in love with over a course of a few years. But, he was a manipulator and narcissistic bitch. There wasn’t much good in their year and a half relationship, just emotional abuse and manipulation. It really affected her, mentally, emotionally, she wasn’t herself anymore. She was a healing mess.
But, hearing the album from Shawn and the few songs from his second that he added before the album was released, she couldn’t believe him. He pretends that she doesn’t exist, but then sings about her where the world is left wondering, “Who hurt the Shawn Mendes?”
So, her best friend and she went to his concert where he performed the songs he wrote about her. Y/N stood in her spot watching him prance around the stage with his guitar, a smile upon his still beautiful features, yet heartbroken eyes. He couldn’t see her, she made sure that was on purpose. She was far away, but he was so proud about everything and she felt like her seventeen-year-old self once again, blinded by love and admiration.
But, it was the small things she picked up. The screen showing flowers and outlines of a female who looked very similar to her. The rose was her favourite flower when they first met. Shawn used to bring a rose to her on every date. The rose burned on the screen and she knew right then that this was about her.
Y/N left the concert, almost regretting her decision so long ago. She needed a drink and she needed one bad. Her friend left her, saying she had to go home to her fiancé, so Y/N was left to her own misery in the small dimly lit pub.
A half an hour later a sound went off, signally someone came in. She didn’t turn, she just nursed the whiskey in her hand as she stared at it. But, a figure sat next to her. She knew who it was before she looked. She knew the energy, the smell, the feeling. He sat next to her and he had no idea.
“A beer,” he muttered, looking up at the bartender. This was when she had a burst of confidence.
“Perfectly Wrong, When You’re Ready, Particular Taste, Nervous, Ruin, I can go on,” she muttered. He knew the voice right away. His head darted next to himself to the figure he loved so much.
He stared, as she looked up and lined eyes. “Why? Why did you write about me?” she asked, taking a sip from the liquor.
“You’re here,” he muttered, just staring at her. Y/N changed, she truly changed, he noticed.
“I am. I went to school here, I work here, live here, so I am here. Why are you here?” she asked, he couldn’t figure out the words.
“What happened to you?” she laughed, ordering another one and turning herself.
“Not everyone becomes a global superstar and makes millions and is liked by everyone,” she told him. She was so cold, so off, so broken; she hated the world at the moment and he wondered why.
“Right,” he laughed, as he just looked at her with awe, “You are so gorgeous,” he muttered. She laughed.
“Still your charming self, I see. At least one of us is happy,” she told me. He shook his head, running his hands through his hair.
“No, no, Y/N, I am not happy. I haven’t been happy since we broke up,” she shook her head.
“You have two years until we meet again, become happy, find someone,” she said as she left a few pounds on the counter and grabbed her coat.
“Stop,” he said, grabbing her hand and looked at her, “You said that if we are meant to be, our paths would cross. Our paths are crossing right now, honey, they’re fucking crossing,” she shook her head.
“I just got out of a relationship, Shawn. Give me two years and I will see if I am ready,” she said and he shook his head.
“I am ready, I am so ready, baby,” she shook her head.
“But, I am not. You said in your song that you’ll wait, please, just do that for now,” she told him, “I’ll be ready, just give me time. Good concert by the way,” she told me as she waved and left.
She left so fast as she appeared. Y/N was gone again, he lost her again and he didn’t know if he could wait again.
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Two years felt like forever, at least for him. He wrote many more songs about her and after a while, she realised that she shouldn’t hate that, he’s still waiting for her. She got over demons and issues and moved back home. She moved to Toronto because she was ready. Her apartment was cute, she went back to school and begin getting an education degree, as she loves to write, but she wants to teach children more.
That was what Shawn loved about her, she wanted to teach everyone. She wanted to be a guide and a teacher and a healer. Her broken heart learned to heal itself but still wondered what happened when she got hurt from her ex. But, she knew Shawn was waiting for her and nobody else was. That was the perfect thing about him, he loved her more than life itself and fuck, she loved him more than the moon and Earth.
So, she went to Toronto, she went to the local university, so when that five-year mark came, he can travel, she could learn and they could be happy.
Of course, the universe loves to tease her. The minute she stepped into the familiar city, he was everywhere, whether it was on bulletin board or actual physical self.
She remembers when she saw him across the street one day, she laughed and still waited. Y/N didn’t want to be creepy, she wanted their paths to cross again, to fulfil each other’s promise. They are waiting for each other and the universe works in wonderful ways to make them cross.
They had 3 months left, she has been in the city for a year. It was a cold fall morning, walking into the café and setting everything up. She loved this little place, she loved watching people interact, learn, talk, fall in love. Another thing Shawn loves about her, she was in love with the world itself. Her hands were numb from the Canadian cold and were regaining it’s feeling when she turned the kettle on.
The bell rang, she looked up, seven in the morning. She wondered who would be there.
Shawn shivered from the cold as he entered the local café close to the studio. It was early, too early for him. He prefers the duvet of his bed and warm apartment than the cold fall morning on a Monday.
Y/N came around the corner, a smile upon her face, messy ponytail and cute sweater. This was her, this was the woman he fell in love with all those years ago. The girl in the London pub wasn’t her, this was her.
“Hi,” she muttered, a wider smile came to her face. He just stared in awe.
“You’re here,” he muttered, nerves taking him, “you’re in Toronto. What the fuck are you doing here?” she laughed, loved how confused he was/
“I came back,” she told him from across the counter, he nodded, hands coming out of his pocket and running through his hair; a nervous tick. “Three months,” she muttered.
“What?” he asked, still not believing she was right in front of him.
“Three months till the river. But, I set a rule that if our paths—”
“Crossed than we are really meant to be,” he finished.
“This is our path crossing, Shawnie,” she told him, using the nickname.
“Yeah, it really is,” he smiled, laughing. Y/N came behind the counter towards him.
“I’m ready when you are,” she told him, “you are travelling the world, I am going to the local university studying education, there’s a cute apart-”
She was interrupted by his lips on hers, a passionate kiss shared between them. Y/N smiled into the kiss, grabbing his curls as they rocked back and forth, pulling away and hugging each other and little tears are shared between them.
“Thank you for waiting,” she told him, pulling away.
“Marry me?” he muttered out, she laughed.
“One day, mister, one day,” she told him, grabbing his cheeks and kissing his lips, “I am not going anywhere hun.”
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seashellrosekitty · 6 years
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The Last Dance | Prologue
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Author’s Note: Here’s my entry to @spxderbarnes Em’s 21st Birthday Writing Challenge! I’m so excited because this is my first Bucky fic (or Marvel fic, rather)! Hope you enjoy this, Em! Happy Birthday, darling!
Plot: 1940s post-war era. Steve and Bucky are brothers and are teenagers, and they never served in the army because they were too young to join during the war. You find out you’re pregnant with Steve’s baby. Both Steve’s and your parents arrange for you and Steve to get married, but Steve declines. Ultimately, his father offers his other son, James (later known as Bucky), to marry you in Steve’s place.
Prompt: 10. “Are you flirting with me?”
Pairing: Steve Rogers x Fem!Reader, Bucky Barnes x Fem!Reader (eventually)
Warnings: 18+ content! Teenage pregnancy, arranged marriage, religious theme, sexist theme, music theme, fluff, smut (of course), angst, Steve being a cold jerk (oops), characters coming from the comics (i.e. Bucky’s family)
Word count: 1.7k
Y/N, Y/L/N = Your Name, Your Last Name
P.S. Story starts under the cut.
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Summer 1939. Red House, New York.
Y/N Y/L/N was selling lemonade in the park for 15 cents a glass. Every other kid was playing with a loose water hose. At the corner of her eyes, she noticed a young boy her age, seated on a bench alone. He wasn’t sulking or anything, just watching the other kids play. Then she grabbed a fresh glass of lemonade and walked up to him.
“Hi. Do you want some lemonade? This one’s on the house.” The 10-year old girl offered the brunet-haired boy. 
He glanced at her judgingly when he muttered, “Are you flirting with me?”
“No. Why?” she asked, expressing confusion on her face.
“My brother told me that if a girl gives me something, it means she’s flirting with me.”
The little girl laughed and placed the glass of lemonade beside the boy. “It’s just a glass’o lemonade. I’m selling these so I could buy the new Frank Sinatra record,” she stated with sparkling eyes. The boy accepted the glass of lemonade, his face still a questioning look.
“If you’re sellin’ lemonade, then why are you givin’ this to me?”
She shrugged. “I’ve made more than enough for the day. Don’t you want it?” The boy glared at her under the scorching sun, then drank the glass of lemonade.
“It’s good,” he remarked. “Thanks...er,” he trailed off to catch her name. The lemonade girl proudly announced her name. Then he responded with his.
“Bucky.”
“If you want more, I’m just at my lemonade stand. But no more freebies this time, Bucky,” she said with smiling eyes and mouth. 
“I thought you said you’ve made enough money?”
“I’m runnin’ a business here, pal. Oh! And tell your brother,” she said as she started stepping away. “He knows nothing about girls.”
Summer. Eight years later.
You couldn’t believe your ears. You had yourself checked by a gynecologist. You were only eighteen, and already three weeks pregnant. The world in your head felt like it was narrowing as you tried to digest the fact that a fetus has formed in your belly. How are you going to tell Steve? Your mother? Oh god, your father? What would your siblings think?
You’re the eldest of two children, spawns of a retired military man. Your mother, a devout Christian. You were born into an ideal family, really, but what happened to you wasn’t ideal. Especially not in 1946. You frowned in shame in front of your doctor, but she assured you that you’re not the only one in this predicament. With that thought, you came home, bothered in your head as you tried to contemplate on how to tell your parents about your unborn baby. And of course, your boyfriend and the father of your child, Steve. 
Steven Grant Barnes.
The two of you have been together for a year. After he smoothed his way into your heart for three months, you finally gave in. Steve was the promising son in his family. The top student in school. He worked hard in being accepted at the University of Oxford. Both of you were upcoming seniors that year. Steve was no ordinary scholar. He practically didn’t need to finish his senior year. You, on the other hand, still had a year to go before graduation. At this rate, you don’t know if finishing high school was still an option.
You knew Steve had so much to lose if your father was going to force him to marry you. But you don’t know yet for sure. Steve loves you. He’s proven that lots of times already.
You called him at home and asked him to pick you up. He was more than happy to oblige and he arrived in your lawn in under twenty minutes. You told your mom that you were going to have dinner with Steve.
He drove a blue Ford pickup truck where you spent most of your steamy makeout sessions. You didn’t wait for him to honk in your street so you rushed downstairs. He kissed you as soon as you hopped in.
“Hey, beautiful. I was surprised you invited me out today. I thought you were busy?” He hit the gas when you smiled at him.
“Well, I thought I just,” you muttered, keeping your gaze at your blonde boyfriend. “Needed to get out. Can we go to that nice little cafe we went to last time?”
“Sure darling,” Steve said then held your hand. “Is everything alright? I thought you sounded...off on the phone.” Your heart started pounding, slowly, however. You scooted across the seat and clung to him, resting your head on his shoulder.
“I’m ok, sweetie. Just glad you’re here,” you whispered. Steve’s grip on your hand tightened, assuring you that everything will turn out okay. He’ll be a good father. You said in your head with a smile.
Moments later, you arrived at the cafe and order your dinner. The cafe had a small dance floor, where Steve invited you to dance on with him. The two of you enjoyed the night, having danced to a series of upbeat and spontaneous big band songs. When you finally got tired dancing, Steve took you back to his truck and drove to your favorite after-date spot, where you either made out or just cuddled together.
That night, you were doing both. It started with a cuddle in the center of the seat. You talked about random things and recalled how fun the dance you just had moments ago. His lips reached yours in no time when you both fell into silence just after laughing about a couple who danced silly at the cafe. His lips were warm on yours, feeling velvety in their every move. They left your lips to make their way to your neck. The sensation was getting overwhelming, your insides started to clench, aching for more friction in them. And then you remembered it.
“Steve? Sweetie?” He didn’t stop kissing your weak spot on your neck but whispered, “What is it darling? Talk to me.” His hands slid on your thighs and under your skirt. One of them was already reaching the warmest spot of your body. A finger, maybe two, started fiddling with your center, making you distracted from what you just remembered. You huffed a moan and mentally shook your head. You practiced saying it in front of the mirror as soon as you got home. You tried coming up with different ways, different phrases, perhaps, to soften the blow.
But there was only one way to say it.
“I’m pregnant.” His touches halted. It hasn’t been a full second since you’ve finally uttered the sentence you’ve been practicing to say in your head, but the silence was already feeling too long.
“What?” You were about to repeat what you said but Steve interrupted you. “Are you sure?” You nodded your head and said, “I went to the doctor today. My period was delayed.” His previously lust-blown face dropped. His hands slowly moved away from you as he shifted in his seat, looking anywhere else now but your eyes. Why did he have to stop holding me? You thought.
“I’m three weeks pregnant, Steve. I don’t feel a thing yet, but darling, we’re having a baby,” you cooed, reaching for his hands again, but he flinched.
“No, no, no. This can’t happen, Y/N.” He ran a hand through his blonde hair, worries painted in his face.
“What do you mean, Steve? Of course it can. We’ve been going at it like rabbits,” you remarked. It took you a second to remember how often you and Steve have stolen moments to fool around with each other.
His brows were drawn together when he stepped out of the truck. Your head hung over your shoulders. All of the assurance you had earlier was now gone. “Darling, please come back inside.” He paced back and forth and when he heard you call for him, he stepped inside the truck and turned on the ignition and drove away to take you back home.
“Aren’t you going to say anything all?”
He drew a sharp breath and without taking his eyes off the road, he said, “Just let me think.” The rest of the drive remained quiet. His hand no longer searching for yours. They remained on the gear shift or the wheel. The gap between you two in the truck felt bigger than it looked. You don’t like the silence you had now, so you turned on the radio, only to be shut quickly by him.
“I told you, I need to think, Y/N.” You turned away. He has never been this cold to you. Whenever you had fights, you always made up before the night ended. Of course, all of those were nothing compared to this. You didn’t fight, but the distance between you two suddenly appeared. This hurt you more having him argue with you.
The cold, silent treatment has never been something that Steve had given you before. He was always the one vocal and expressive of his thoughts. And it always bothered him when you argued until you got home. He would call you to apologize and sweep you off your feet before you went to bed. Sometimes he would drive in just to see you. One of those times even led to spontaneous make-up sex in his truck.
When he pulled over to your lawn, his gaze remained forward even though it’s evident that you were looking at him and waiting for him to return your gaze. But he didn’t. You suddenly felt like you don’t know Steve anymore. This was not like him at all. His jaws clenched before finally uttering a word to you after being silent forever.
“Do your parents know?”
“No. You’re the first one I told.”
“When are you gonna tell ‘em?”
“Tomorrow.” He nodded. You couldn’t read his face, but it’s not how it was like when he picked you up earlier. You pulled the knob open, remembering that you didn’t kiss Steve goodnight, so you leaned towards him to give him a peck, but he turned his head to you and whispered, “Good night, Y/N.”
Something pointy stabbed your heart with the coldness of his ‘good night’. It was impossible that he didn’t see it in your eyes, but you saw what was in those perfectly bright blue eyes of his. Something unfamiliar to you. Something you’ve never seen in him before, or never noticed.
You barely had any energy to make a big deal of his behavior since he found out you were pregnant. All you had left to say was, “I want to keep the baby.” Then you hopped out of the truck. You remained standing on the sidewalk as you watched his truck drive away. You have never been more uncertain in your life than you were that night. Not just with how you’re going to keep the baby, how you’re going to tell your parents - but if Steve is still with you in all this.
You waited for Steve to call and swoon you over like he always did, but tonight, he broke that record. You didn’t want your family to hear you crying, so you played an Ella Fitzgerald record on your phonograph as you cried yourself to sleep.
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Chapter One - The Dinner
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Phoenix to the Golden Flames
Summary: Katara sets out on her own after dropping out of college to help support her family when her mother passed four years ago. Seeking independence, she moves to the Fire Nation Capital to get a fresh start into adulthood. While living in the Fire Nation, a stranger steals a kiss from her in public and her life shifts in a completely different direction. Based off my most popular tumblr drabble "The Makeout Thief." Modern AU.
Chapter 1 Posted:  AO3 or Fanfiction.net
"Hey, Toph, I'm just about packed." Katara scoured over her belongings, setting them neatly in a suitcase before looking around her room to ensure she had everything she needed. Her heart drumming at the excitement of moving out on her own. Being twenty-three and still living with her father started to become unbearable. While people her age graduated from college or married or even had children, Katara's life never shifted from her day to day routine. Working part time and handling household chores and errands left her with little of a social life.
"You sure you're ready for such a big move? It's not the same here in the Fire Nation Capital as it is in the rural villages of the South Pole. Caldera is swarmed with people and it's pretty expensive."
"It's fine." Katara laughed lightly. "I need some change. Sokka is married and moved to the Earth Kingdom and I'm just here doing nothing with my life besides working a crummy part time job just to get through the day. If it doesn't work out, I can always come back. Besides, I have you there, Toph, so I have no need to worry."
"Well, personally, I would worry less if you roomed with me, Sugar Queen, not everyone in these parts are friendly unless they want somethin'."
"I'll be fine on my own. I haven't had a place to myself, ever. I just want to live on my own and go at my own pace. It'll be a nice change."
"Just so you're aware, if ya need anything, I got your back."
Katara smiled, she knew Toph was understanding despite her father and brother's protest about her moving. She and Toph had previously been dormmates during Katara's first year of college and they've been friends ever since. The younger girl was extremely smart for her age and had graduated high school with honors at sixteen. Her abrasive and crude behavior left Katara with a bad taste in her mouth for the girl but as time went by, she began to discover that Toph's behavior was quite refreshing. In fact, she found out cute ways Toph would mask her affection when they got closer.
After spending a brief time studying at Ba Sing Sa University, Katara had to drop out to take care of her sick mother. Once the illness took her, any future plans for herself fleeted, continuing the household duties in place of her mother. That was four years ago. It was definitely time to move on.
"I appreciate it, Toph."
"Yeah, yeah, don't get sappy on me, Sugar Queen. When's your flight?"
"4:15. I got what I could pack so far, the rest Dad's just going to have to send to me. Not that that's much. What money I had, I could only afford two months of rent, so I have no furniture. Luckily utilities are included."
"Are you serious? What about wifi?"
"Well, I was thinking buying a bed first would be more suffice at the moment."
"If you need one that bad, my ex roommate left hers when she got married. It's yours if you want it."
"Yes! I'll take it! I'm not going to be picky."
"Katara, you ready!"
Katara jumped, slamming the suitcase shut on her fingers and dropped the cell startled. "Damn…yeah, Dad, give me a minute!" she called back. Retrieving the phone, she flicked her wrist to relieve the nerve wrecking ache. "Hey, I gotta go. I'll see you at the airport, then?"
"Sure thing, Sugar Queen."
She swung her purse and carryon bag over her shoulder before hauling the stuffed suitcase out of the room and down the stairs where her father was waiting on her.
"Ready, baby girl?"
"Yeah, Dad."
"I can't believe you're leaving me so soon. You sure you wanna move to such a far away place? It was hard enough with you leaving for Ba Sing Sa when you graduated high school."
"Dad…." Katara placed a kiss on his cheek. "I'll be fine. And it's not too soon, everyone my age is living their lives and I feel like I'm going nowhere. I need this, even if it's a mistake." She rubbed a gentle hand on her father's arm before giving him reassuring smile.
Hakoda sighed in defeat, picking up his daughter's suitcase with little effort. "I should've know this day would come since your brother left. You kids sure have grown. Sometimes I wish time slowed down."
Katara bit the corner of her lip, a pang coursed through her heart. It wasn't easy leaving home, especially when all that would be left occupying it was her father and Gran Gran after having his family close to him at all times.
"Don't tell me you're planning on leaving without a hug, now are you." Gran Gran's graced her granddaughter with a gentle smile, lifting her arms to gesture Katara in for a hug.
"Of course not, Gran Gran." Katara hugged her grandmother tightly, taking in her scent one more time so she wouldn't forget the smell of home. "I'm really going to miss you." She choked.
"And I you, my precious granddaughter. Just know that I am only a phone call away. Whatever you need."
Katara nodded in response, clinging to Gran Gran's biceps when they parted. It was just too overwhelming. She knew she'd have to make haste before she really broke down. "I love you, Gran Gran."
"I love you too, Katara."
"Come, love. We have to get there before the snow gets bad." Hakoda held out her parka for her, waiting patiently while she buttoned the heavy furred coat and followed her father out of the front door.
Katara boarded off the plane, quickly shrugging the heavy parka off her person. It was more hot in the Fire Nation than she was led to believe. Or maybe she wasn't used to the weather since she hadn't been surrounded by such temperatures since her first year of college in Ba Sing Sa. Even then, she couldn't say she was used to it for a while. She adapted over time, only to rush back home when she found comfort in the foreign temperatures.
Her cell went off, the unmissable ringtone being that of her college friend. "I'm here. I'm near baggage claims, where are you?" Katara answered, looking around the large area for friend.
"You'd think being taller than me would give you more leverage, Sugar Queen. Right behind ya."
Katara's eyes widened turning around in time to see Toph with her hands on her hips and a mischievous smirk on her lips. "Toph!" Katara grabbed her friend in a tight hug much to Toph's dismay.
"Hey! I could do without the physical greeting."
"Sorry." Katara chuckled, straightening Toph so she wouldn't lose her balance considering how short the younger girl was. "How's it going?"
"Pretty sweet, Sugar Queen. Come, we'll head off to your place once you've got your luggage."
Katara stared out the window of Toph's luxury SUV. She almost forgot the younger girl came from a noble background. She could only imagine what her apartment looked like. What fascinated her more was the city. Caldera was much bigger than she imagined. The buildings reached higher than the one's in Ba Sing Sa. The city was lively. A world filled with many people of different backgrounds, culture, and styles. She couldn't wait to take part. Katara wanted to meet new people, make friends. Maybe find a decent paying job so she could afford a car of her own. But first things first, she needed to settle.
"Say, Toph, where do you live."
Toph tapped the touchscreen on her dashboard, turning down the music. "I actually live in the opposite direction. Around the upper west side of the city."
"Wow, I bet it's really nice."
Toph only shrugged in response, narrowing her eyes and leaning over the steering wheel. "You sure this is the right way?"
Katara looked at the piece of paper with her address and then Toph's GPS attached to her windshield. "Yeah, you seem to be going in the right direction."
Toph's face contorted into a face of concern when the reached the graveled parking lot behind a family dentistry. They both got out of the car carrying Katara's things towards a brick building. Katara pulled out a dingy key to open the building's entry door, gesturing for Toph to follow her until they walked through the hall, up a set of stairs that reached the second level.
"Um…this is it!" Katara exclaimed, giddily turning the key in the knob of an off-white door leading into the apartment titled 216. She set her things in a pile by the hallway leading to the front door and entered the room of her studio apartment. The small kitchen was to the left, dusty wooden shelves built into the wall on either side of the archway leading into it.
"It's nice? Although, maybe you should reconsider staying with me." Toph blinked.
"Why? I think it's perfect." Katara sat on the floor, taking her sneakers off and placing them next to her. "I know it's not the best-looking place…"
"No kidding." Toph mumbled, accidently pulling the rusty knob to the coat closet she observed and hiding it behind her back.
"It's just, it's nice to have something that's mine. For someone starting out on their own, I think it's a good boost to entering adulthood."
"Always the optimist…Well, if you like it, guess I can't complain. If worse comes to worse, you can always stay with me."
"Of course, Toph."
Toph made her leave after talking for a couple hours with her friend, stating she'd be back after work the next day with the bed. Katara told her she didn't mind sleeping on the floor for the night.
Pulling out a fleece blanket and her alarm clock from her suitcase, Katara settled on the brown carpeted floor and balled her parka out to lie her head on. It was still early in the evening, but jet lag had her lids drifting. She set her alarm for 7:00 am, making sure she was up early enough to search for a job in the morning.
Lying in the darkness of her apartment, the street light streaming in from the parking lot, Katara lazily reviewed the text her father sent her after she let him know she arrived from the airport. A tear surfaced at the pit of her eye.
She was scared, no doubt. Katara had never moved so far away from the comfort of friends and family. Hell, even Sokka attended the same college as her, so she never felt alone in that aspect. But she was willing to do something different. It was painstakingly depressing after her mother left. She secluded her time and effort doing the things her mother did on a daily basis, thinking it was her job to take over tending to the family.
What struck her out of her funk was seeing Sokka happily marry his longtime girlfriend, Suki. That's when Katara knew she wanted that. Not so much the marriage part but having something she truly cherished with all her life. Her brother looked content and at peace when he stared into the beautiful dark blue eyes of his lovely bride. A sense of hope settled within Katara, she knew that she had to take action, even if it was small.
Setting down her cell, Katara blankly stared at the red numbers of her alarm clock until the digits faded and sleep took her.
(two weeks later)
Katara watered the flowers displayed inside of the shop she had been working at for the last week. It was convenient that the shop hiring was only two blocks from home. It meant more money she could save without paying for commute. It was a suitable job, simple, and the shop owner was genuinely nice.
The bell to the front door rung, alerting the staff that a customer had arrived. Nima, her coworker, brushed her hands on her apron, ready to assist the customer when Katara stopped her with a gentle touch on her shoulder. "I got it."
"Thanks, Kat." Nima walked to the back while Katara made her way to the front of the shop.
Reaching the register counter, she set the watering can she held on top of it to properly greet the customers. "He-Toph!"
"Hey, Sugar Queen, never imagined you in an apron, looks good."
"Well, I wasn't aiming to please, so…" She stopped, finally noticing the man standing behind Toph. He was tall and lean, wearing a casual orange button up shirt with light blue jeans. The smile on his face made him look childish and his eyes sparkled as though he carried a taunting secret. "Uh, I don't think we've met."
"No we haven't." The gray eyed young man took hold of Katara's hand and shook it. His touch was as light as a feather, causing a wave of cool air to run through her back. A noticeable blush heated her cheeks. "My name is Aang."
"Nice to meet you Aang, I'm Katara."
"Wow, Toph never told me how pretty you were." He laughed nervously, scratching the back of his head, brushing his fingers through his short black hair to try and fix it discreetly.
Katara was unsure how to respond. Compliments were rare for her since she barely interacted with people outside her own circle. "Oh, thank you, Aang…"
"You having lunch anytime soon? I came to take you out, so if you plan on continuing to flirt with Twinkletoes here, then we can do it over food."
"What?! I wasn't-" Aang started.
"Calm down, Twinkletoes, no need to get flustered, we get it, you like her. So, food?"
"Yeah, give me a bit, I just have to let my coworker know I'm heading to lunch." Katara picked up the watering can from the register counter and headed towards the back of the shop.
"Cool. Don't keep us waiting, Sugar Queen."
Katara went to inform Nima that she was going to lunch and would be back in an hour. She hung her apron on the door rack of the shop's back patio where they had their breaks and stepped outside the front of the building to meet with her friend and Aang. "You guys ready?"
"Yup. There's a place not far from here that seems decent. My treat."
Katara was grateful for the offer. She had been preserving what she could of her savings until her next check. They walked half a block before stopping at a quant café with an animated decal of steaming coffee on the window.
They ordered their lunch before picking out a booth to sit. Toph ordered a roast beef on rye, Katara a ham and swiss and Aang a small salad.
"Geez, Twinkletoes, never took you for being a lady." Toph teased, taking a bite out of her sandwich aggressively, 1000 island dressing dripping onto her plate. Aang cringed, slightly playing with the cherry tomato in his bowl.
"You know I'm a vegetarian."
"Pfft, that nonsense again. I'm sure Sugar Queen doesn't find that the least bit impressive. Do ya, Kat?"
Katara looked between the two while her mouth froze open to take a bite out of her own sandwich. Setting it back down on her plate, she cleared her throat before giving Aang a smile. "I think it's wonderful, Aang. I don't have that kind of willpower." She chuckled nervously.
Seeing his expression perk up, Aang waved his hand. "A-Actually it's not all that hard. If that's something you're interested in, I would happily give you some tips. I even have some pretty empowering books you could read."
"Um, thanks, Aang but I-"
"She's not interested, Twinkletoes, she was just being nice."
Katara narrowed her eyes at her friend. Why must she be so blunt?
Aang blushed furiously out of discomfiture. "I'm sorry, Katara, I got ahead of myself."
"It's okay, Aang." She placed a gentle hand on his arm, reassuring him that he didn't offend her in the least and his facial expression gave Katara the impression that she shouldn't have done that. During her brief time with Aang, she had come to notice he wore his heart on his sleeve. She could read him like a book at this point and jerked her hand back, hoping he didn't take that as a sign of flirting. The last thing she needed was to lead him on.
"Well, I for one am looking forward to hearing how things are going for ya, Sugar Queen. How have things been the first couple weeks here in city?"
"Oh, Toph, it's going great." The goofy smile she had plastered on her face was hard to dismiss. "It was wonderful to find a job so fast and so close to home at that. It doesn't pay much but it's enough to get me by until I buy a car in order to find a better paying job."
"How about you quit that crummy job, move in with me and we can carpool to one of my parents many cooperate offices in which I would force them to hire you in?"
Katara frowned. Toph had not given up on her taking her offer. It wasn't that it wasn't nice. In fact, it was beyond amazing but Katara didn't want everything to be handed to her. She wanted to grow in her own way and she couldn't do that if everyone was doing it all for her. This was a journey she sought to overcome on her own terms. "As much as I appreciate it, Toph, this is my choice. I only ask that you respect it. If worse comes to worse, I know I can turn to you. I know you mean well, just let me do this, okay?"
"Ugh, fine. But don't think the first thing that goes wrong, I won't be there pressing you about the offer."
"Haha, Toph, then how do you expect me to grow? There are no exceptions in life, I can't help if I run into bumps along the road."
"I think it's amazing that you're choosing to be independent. The monks back home believed only the person themselves can find true value within themselves. You're certainly going on the right path." Aang chimed.
"Yeah, yeah and all that mumbo jumbo. I get it, Kat, I'll back off."
"Thanks, Toph."
"Alright, enough girlie talk, let's eat before your lunch is over."
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supernaturalisbae1 · 7 years
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Jack Maynard - Unapproved ft. Joe Sugg
Thank you for requesting and guys requests are still open!! Check out my masterlist! Hi my name is Y/n Sugg. I have been best friends with the buttercream squad for almost as long as my brother Joe Sugg. I always had a crush on Conor's younger brother Jack Maynard, but he was always a player so I never really did anything with him, that is until about 7 months ago. Around a year ago I noticed Jack wasn't even really hooking up with girls, they were still all over him it he never took them home. I never told anyone but I was happy he wasn't hooking up with girls left and right. This really only made my feelings for Jack stronger. Then almost 7 months ago to the day Jack told he had liked me for a long time. I remember it like it was yesterday. Flashback I was hanging out with Conor and Jack in their flat. Josh had left to go get some groceries earlier that day. We were watching a movie when Conor pulled me out of my thoughts. "Hey guys I'm gonna go catch a movie in town with a girl I know, you guys can stay here. I'll probably be back late tonight so don't wait up." I nodded my head understanding what he was getting at. But something made me curious, Conor whispered something in Jack's ear before he left. Jack looked over at me nervously then glared at Conor who just chuckled. I didn't know what was going on so I ignored it and watched the movie. Once the movie was over I was about to leave thinking I would bother Jack if i stayed to long but he stopped me. "Hey y/n," I looked at him waiting for him to continue. He rubbed the back of his neck but went on. "There's this girl I really like and have for awhile now and I want to tell her how I feel but I want to make sure she likes me first. Do you have any advice." This really broke my heart, but it was time to be a big girl so I gave him advice. "My advice would be to go up to her and almost kiss her, like so close your lips are almost touching, then look her in the eyes. If she leans up and kisses you, she likes you. If she doesn't she well doesn't. All of the sudden Jack started leaning closer. My breath hitched, he was talking about me. He did exactly what I said. Our lips were almost touching and we were staring into each other's eyes. I finally realized in my mind he was waiting for me to kiss him. I grabbed the back of his neck and pulled him the rest of the way to me. It was a soft gentle kiss that I would never forget. Flashback end* That's how I started dating Jack Maynard. We still haven't told Joe yet. I was afraid of how he would react because of Jacks history. I know of Jack's long history of being a player but he has changed. I love him and he loves me. I was hanging out with Jack at Joe and I's place. Joe was sitting next to me on one side with Jack on the other. I really wanted some alone time with Jack so I went to the bathroom. Then texted Joe and told him that I started my period and needed him to get me tampons. FROM JOE: Do I have to I'm right in the middle of the movie Y/n. TO JOE: Please Joe I only have one left do you really want me to bleed all over everything! FROM JOE: Fine but stay away from the hormone Jack. TO JOE: Come on he's not that bad he quit hooking up with girls like a year ago. Joe didn't answer but when I came out he was putting on his jacket and shoes. "Bye guys. Jack keep your hormonal hands off my sister." He said right before he shut the door. "I'm sorry about him I think he was dropped on his head as a baby. But I bought us half an hour to ourselves." I said to Jack as I cuddled up against him. "I like the sound of that." He replied. The movie finished and Jack and I started kissing which lead to a heated makeout session. I was on top of him straddling him in my lap. Our hands were in each other's hair and I'm sure we looked like we just had sex even though we didn't. Jack started to lay me down on the couch. He was on top of me but held himself up with his fire arms. He started kissing my neck and I moaned and felt him giving me a hickey. All the sudden I heard a scream "JACK!" Jack jumped off of me practically to the other side of the room. Joe was about to start punching him so I ran over and dragged Joe into the other room. "Really HIM why HIM HE'S a player!" Joe half shouted at me. "No JOE he was a player." I started getting mad. I was 20 I wasn't a kid anymore and he couldn't keep treating me like one. "How long?" Joe tried to say calmly but I could tell his blood was boiling and he was ready to burst. "7 months." I told him quietly. I know I should have told him and I didn't want to lie so knowing he really couldn't get any angrier than he already was I just told him. "YOU HAVE GOT ME BE KIDDING ME OVER HALF A YEAR AND HE DIDN'T TELL ME." Joe started to walk out of the room probably to Jack. I put my hand on his chest and pushed making him go back a couple of steps, since we both we very lean and didn't have a whole ton of muscle. "Joe stop it was my idea to not tell you because I knew you would react harshly, just like you are now. I should have told you sooner but can you really blame me you haven't approved of him the moment you met him. AND you never approve of anyone. I'm not a kid anymore Joe I can make my own decisions." I snapped at him. "I just don't want him to hurt you. You know he has a history with girls just as much as I do." He said loudly but not quite yelling. Now it was my turn to yell "EXACTLY JOE A HISTORY NOT NOW. HE QUITE HOOKING UP WOTH GIRLS THREE MONTHS BEFORE WE EVEN GOT TOGETHER. HE HAS CHANGED WHY CANT YOH SEE THAT?" "I can't see that because in a couple of months from now when he finally gets tired of you and thinks you aren't worth it even though you are, you're gonna be sobbing and I'll feel bad even though i told you what was going to happen." Joe said more calmly this time probably trying to calm me down. "But why does it have to end that way Joe why does it have to end bad. What if we get married and have kids. That's a possibility to you know. So if you can't see he's changed maybe I should just leave." I grabbed my coat and phone and walked out the door ignoring Jack yelling my name and Joe slamming the door. I walked out into the street before I realized what happened. By the time I noticed it was too late. JOE'S POV Why does she have to do this I'm not trying to be the bad guy here in trying to save her. Maybe I can give Jack a chance but if/when he hurts her I'm going to kill the man whore. I got a call from my sisters phone. That's weird it's been all of ten minutes. I answered it anyone but before I could say anything someone started talking. "Joe this is Jack just listen to me when y/n stormed out she got hit by a truck because she wasn't paying attention to where she was going she's in an ambulance on the way to the hospital but she's in a coma." Jack cried.
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Okay I saw This and went "Let's Do This"
This is for Logicality bc bitch ya'll know I love them too much (Human AU bc otherwise that wouldn't make sense)
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1. Acts like they're dying when they have a cold; Logan. He's most definitely the type to go "why am I stricken with such awful bodily functions? Oh, what am I to do??" and is just,,, super worried since he n e v e r gets sick.
2. Gets mad at the TV and throws the remote: Logan. His temper when there's a falsehood stated in the news is just... unrivaled. Logan is now only allowed to view the news on his phone, with one of those indestructible cases.
3. Gets the worst road rage: Logan. Again, he hates idiots who can't drive for shit and his patience is as thin as paper as it is. He's had a hard day of work and now he has this shit to deal with??
4. Spends too much time in the bathroom on their phone: Patton. Once he was in there for two hours binging The Office. Logan had to pick the lock to get him out.
5. Packs the whole closet for an overnight trip: Logan. It's not so much anxiety as it is "well, fuck, who knows?" and he can't resist Patton's puppy eyes.
6. Hates the In-Laws: Logan. He only sighed up to marry the love of his life, he did n o t sign up to deal with Patton's family. One Patton was enough.
7. Hits the snooze button... 11 times: Patton. Logan has become his new alarm clock with a kiss to his nose and breakfast, and that surely wakes him up.
8. Makes the other late for work: Patton. Oops, they got into another morning makeout session bc Pat didn't want to say goodbye to Logan and well,,, it works.
9. Uses the television as a babysitter: Logan. Has no fricken clue how to handle kids and when he's on his wits end he just shoves them in front of Barney and calls it a day.
10. Takes in the stray dog: Patton. You all know he's gonna see that poor, old dog on the streets, soaked in dirt and chilled to the bone and skinnier than he needs to be and just... looks around, then snatches him. Two days later he's fat as a pig and cuddling between the two and Logan is just... not surprised.
11. Suggests a 3 am trip to McDonalds: Patton. He does it just to mess with Logan and to hear him mumble, "I can't believe I actually love this cryptid..."
12. Leaves their shoes for the other to trip on: Logan. It's payback for the McDonalds.
13. Can't make up their mind when it comes to dinner: Patton. He thinks it all looks great, but their wallets disagree with buying everything so,, it's just very stressful for him.
14. Needs to be reminded of all their appointments: Patton. He always forgets and Logan is like a fricken computer, so he doesn't really need to remember anyway.
15. Bribes the other to do the chores, get out of the house... take a shower: Patton. Those puppy eyes and kisses get Logan every time, and tbh he doesn't really mind doing them anyway.
16. Picks the movies: Patton. He knows Logan enough so he won't do anything too drastic, but he also doesn't just let Logan pick bc he knows that if he did they'd watch documentaries on some boring shit. So he usually goes with horror movies with strong sci-fi themes so that they're both entertained and Patton can cuddle into his side when scared.
17. Takes the safety steps when building a fort: Logan. He doesn't want his husband to die somehow, and if they're going to build a fort, they're going to build a good fort.
18. Kisses the other's injuries better: Patton. He doesn't care that he's near blood and shit, he'll make sure Logan is happy and safe before anything else. He's just a sweet bab that doesn't really know what else to do ;;
19. Is addicted to mobile games: Patton. Logan has tried everything; parental locks, app security, and grounding him, but somehow he still manages to get on without Logan's noticing. It's strangely brilliant and Logan is a little impressed.
20. Kills the spiders: Logan. Patton cannot bring himself to be in the room, let alone actually hurt the poor creature. He's not that heartless towards the poor smol arachnids.
21. Hogs the blankets: Patton. Patton is constantly cold and wants all the blankets, and I mean,, Logan isn't complaining. That just gives him reason to snuggle up as close as possible.
22. Takes pranks too far: Logan. He doesn't exactly know how the art of pranking works, so he just sort of,,, takes it a bit too far and overly complicated. That's why he never pranks.
23. Makes the dirty jokes: P A T T O N. I cannot stress just how many jokes Patton makes just to make Logan start coughing wildly and check his ears to see if he heard right. He loves making Logan flustered and he'll be damned that it's funny when Logan tries to explain that Patton has made these jokes a lot and no one believes him. Patton makes up for it with some kisses tho.
24. Keeps a piggy bank: Logan. He likes keeping all the money made from precious memories in the piggy bank to remind him of Patton, since it's so childlike and adorable.
25. Has no problem having ice cream for breakfast: Patton. Doesn't give a shit. Logan will tell him that's unhealthy just as Patton goes to finish another tub.
26. Gets a tattoo when they're drunk: Logan. He went to a co-worker party and, when one of his more annoying co-workers dared him to down a bottle of whiskey, he just couldn't refuse. So now he's waiting on the curb for a bus home when he spots a tattoo parlor and, in his drunk mind, decides it's a good idea to get Patton's name on his neck in nice letters. It turns out surprisingly okay and when Patton found it that morning, he almost cried of happiness and anger because HOW MUCH DID THAT COST WERE DID YOU GET IT WHAT HAPPENED--
27. Trips over their own feet: Patton. One time Logan caught him princess style, all suave and shit, and Patton made a pun so Logan dropped him. It was a nice memory.
28. Makes the other go on a walk: Logan. He's very restless after work and, when Patton gets home, he'll walk with Patton to catch up and calm down. Patton doesn't really mind, he thinks it's cute as hell.
29. Whines until they get what they want: Patton. Patton will most certainly beg and scream like a little child, especially when Logan is being stubborn. Which is every time. Logan usually shuts him up with a kiss and begrudgingly agrees.
30. Tries to act tough but really isn't: Logan. He's a big softy, but doesn't really know how to show that since he's never really been romantically involved before Patton, so this is all new to him and he built up a few walls. Patton quickly knocked them down with kindness though.
31. Talks the most, says the least: Patton.
32. Talks the least, says the most: Logan.
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Jooheon woke up to the smell of breakfast wafting into his bedroom. As he opened his eyes, he could hear his child's laughter from the kitchen. A huge smile spread slowly across his face as he sighed contentedly and closed his eyes for a few more moments of rest. He could definitely get used to waking up like this. Jooheon sat up a few minutes later, stretching and yawning as he climbed out of bed. He ran his hand through his dark brown hair and adjusted his pajama pants to a less messy position before finally leaving to join the two loves of his life in the kitchen. He smiled from the doorway at the scene in front of him. Changkyun had Cameron sitting on the counter as he kept an eye on both what was cooking and the toddler. He kept making goofy faces and cutely tickling Cameron as he fed him slices of fruit. Jooheon loved the way Changkyun treated Cameron as if he was his own. Changkyun was so sweet and kind to, but the best was how he always kept his promises with Cameron. Jooheon had been honestly shocked at how quickly Cameron had taken to Changkyun in the beginning since he was such a shy child. Cameron wouldn't normally speak and would always hide behind his father's legs, whine, or cry when a stranger came close. "Hey, Kyun." Jooheon breathed into Changkyun's neck as he wrapped his arms around his man's waist from behind. "Morning, Honey. We figured we would let you sleep in a bit more while breakfast cooked." Changkyun replied leaning his head into the embrace. "It smelled too good to resist." Jooheon rested his chin on Changkyun's shoulder, smiling at his adorable child. "Daddy, the apple slices are so good. Try one." Cameron took one of the slices from Changkyun's hand and held it out. Jooheon grinned happily as he accepted the fruit from his son. "It tastes so good, buddy. Thank you." "Ready for some real breakfast, cutie pie?" Changkyun cooed as he prepared a plate for Cameron. A huge smile spread across Cameron's face before he started to nod vigorously. Jooheon reluctantly released Changkyun from his hold, focusing all his attention on his son now. He took a napkin and wiped the small amount of fruit juices off Cameron's face and hands gently. He smiled sweetly at his son before kissing the boys forehead. "Open wide." Changkyun joked, offering a strip of bacon to Jooheon. He laughed and diverted the bacon to Cameron and it was quickly eaten. Changkyun set three plates down on the counter before Jooheon lifted him up onto the counter next to Cameron. The rest of the morning was just as happy with laughter and the delicious food Changkyun cooked. Jooheon stole a few chaste kisses from Changkyun and the two of them showered adorable, little Cameron in love and kisses as well. This was definitely what home felt like: enjoying breakfast with the two most important people in his life. He had never felt happier and more content with his life than in this moment. "Let's clean you up a bit and get you dressed before taking you over to Uncle Minhyuk's house. Okay, Buddy?" Jooheon picked Cameron up off the counter, holding him close. Minhyuk was Changkyun's best friend and former roommate who lived only four doors down. Minhyuk and his partner had two kids that Cameron absolutely loved playing with. "Uncle Minhyuk? Will David and Alex be there?" Cameron exclaimed excitedly. "Of course." Jooheon assured. "Yay!" Cameron giggled as his father tickled him a little before placing him down in his room. Changkyun slid off the counter and followed with wet wipes to clean off the child's hands and face. Jooheon pulled out a few outfits for his son to choose from and placed the one that was chosen on the bed. Changkyun helped Cameron out of his footie pajamas once he was clean, but Cameron insisted on getting dressed himself. Jooheon and Changkyun laughed silently as they stood outside the door to Cameron's room waiting for him to be ready. Jooheon placed his hands on Changkyun's hips, pulling him closer. Changkyun ran his hands up Jooheon's bare chest as he was pulled into a passionate kiss. Their makeout session interrupted before it could get too heated by a cute, small voice announcing he was all dressed and ready to go. Jooheon had a mild heart attack when Changkyun picked him up and threw him gently in the air before catching him. The toddler was over the moon and begged for him to do it again. "I'll take him over since you have to get ready to head out for work soon." Changkyun nuzzled Cameron as he spoke to Jooheon. "Okay. Make sure to ask about him watching Cameron this weekend." Jooheon lightly pinched Cameron's cheek gently before ruffling his hair. "Be good for Uncle Minhyuk, buddy. Love you." "I will. Love you, daddy!" Cameron squealed happily as his father kissed his forehead. Changkyun turned to leave, still in his pajama pants and tank top. Jooheon shook his head, grinning as he thought about how much he loved how normal this was. He knew Changkyun would probably be a while since Minhyuk loved to talk. Jooheon went back into their shared bedroom to start his morning routine. He quickly made the bed before picking out which suit he would wear for work today. He brought the outfit into the bathroom with him hanging it up on the hook behind the door. He washed his face, brushed his teeth and threw on some deodorant and cologne. He dressed himself carefully, making sure he looked sharp and authoritative. He looked down at his watch and reasoned to himself he still had time. Jooheon walked into the spare bedroom, and pulled out the engagement ring on the top shelf of the closet he had been keeping hidden for a couple weeks. He planned a special weekend to finally ask Changkyun to be his forever. He was so in love with Changkyun. No matter how confident he was that the answer would be yes, as soon as he looked at the ring he couldn't help thinking what if he said no. Jooheon honestly couldn't imagine a life without Changkyun. It felt like they had been together their entire life when, in reality, they'd only known each other for a little over a year. Jooheon had asked Changkyun out three different times before he finally said yes. The memory of it still made his heart skip a beat. "What are you doing in here?" Changkyun's deep voice scared Jooheon out of his thoughts, and almost caused him to drop the ring. He quickly closed the box and slid it into his jacket pocket. He turned around to see Changkyun sexily leaning on the doorframe, looking at him with an amused expression. "That was quick. Is Minhyuk sick?" Jooheon deflected. He chuckled at the thought of Minhyuk losing his voice. "No, the kids were being overly rambunctious. He paused for a second to calm them down and I took the chance to escape." Changkyun had a dark look in his eyes as Jooheon crossed the room to where he was standing. "You just wanted a kiss before I left for work, didn't you?" Jooheon closed in pulling Changkyun into him by his hips. "You look so hot in that suit I was honestly thinking about making you late." Changkyun winked flirtatiously before wrapping his arms around Jooheon's neck and pressing their lips together. "Can the boss really be late?" Jooheon asked boldly when they came up for air. Changkyun continued a trail of kisses down Jooheon's jaw to his neck, his hands loosening Jooheon's tie. "Brave words. Prove it." Changkyun challenged, pushing Jooheon backwards into the guest room towards the bed. They continued kissing, tongues exploring each others mouths. Jooheon sat down on the edge of the bed lost in the haze of hormones raging through him. Changkyun wasted no time laying him down on the bed, their lips separating only for a quick second. Jooheon's phone rang at that moment shocking him out of the haze he had gotten lost in. He instantly sat up, answering it and gently pushing his boyfriend off. Changkyun slid off the bed shooting Jooheon a smirk over his shoulder as he left the room. Jooheon smoothed out his suit and shirt as he talked on the phone, assuring he would be at work as quickly as he could. The call lasted another fifteen minutes as he pieced together everything he needed to bring with him to work. "Apparently the boss really can be late." Changkyun said handing Jooheon his lunch. "That's what happens when you own your own company. To be continued later." Jooheon placed a chaste kiss on Changkyun's lips before heading for the door. "I love you. See you when I get home." Changkyun called after him. "I love you. So very much. Bye." Jooheon responded, emphasizing his declaration of love. He glanced back, giving one last adoring smile. As soon as he got to work he was constantly busy. He was in meetings most of the morning with a bunch of paperwork he needed to look over filling in all the time in between. He felt like he really didn't have a chance to breathe until lunchtime finally rolled around. He unpacked his lunch at his desk, deciding to work on a few things while he ate. A post-it love note was attached to the leftovers from dinner Changkyun had packed for him this morning, catching Jooheon's attention. He couldn't help the grin that spread across his face. It was little things like this that made Jooheon just fall deeper and deeper in love. His hand brushed the pocket he dropped the engagement ring in this morning, and he pulled it out to once again look at it. He had forgotten he put it in there in all the excitement. He really couldn't believe how lucky he was to have found love for the second time in his life. He had been married before he met Changkyun. Jooheon had married a woman named Areum. They married right out of college, and had Cameron not long after. He had loved her so much, and honestly could say he still loved her. Unfortunately, she died a year and a half after Cameron was born. It had taken so long to feel any kind of normal without her. She had been so vital to his existence. Cameron had been what pulled him through, knowing that a piece of her lived on inside their child. Jooheon had left his company in the hands of the board for a few months after she died, trying to raise Cameron on his own, but eventually he had to go back to his company. His best friend Wonho had stepped in and helped watch Cameron when Jooheon couldn't have him at work. He had been extremely protective with Cameron and didn't want to be the kind of parent who had strangers raising his child. As a result of being so sheltered, Cameron grew up shy and afraid of strangers. So, it had terrified Jooheon when he had looked away for a second and lost his precious, beautiful little boy. He had run frantically around the park calling his name only to find him giggling in a stranger's arms. "Daddy! I found an angel!" He had squealed, nuzzling into the stranger's side. Jooheon had been so shocked he couldn't say a word at first. He was so happy he found Cameron, but he was worried about the stranger's intentions. "This is your daddy? Go give him a hug he looks like he worried to death about you." The stranger had put Cameron down as he spoke, crouching next to him. Cameron toddled over to his father, arms as wide as they could go. As soon as Cameron was back in his arms, Jooheon had cried in relief. "Thank you." Jooheon had gasped, barely audible. "It's no problem. My roommate has a child, well two now, but I know it's definitely the scariest possible thing for a parent to not know where they are." The stranger had smiled kindly and turned to leave. "Wait! Angel!" Cameron had screamed, turning around in his father's embrace. "Could you tell my mommy we miss her? She's an angel too. Do you know her? Her name is Areum." "Aw. Cutie pie, I wish I could, but i think she must be a different kind of angel. How about this: If you think really hard about her and what you wanna say before you fall asleep you'll be able to see her in your dreams." The stranger said in a sweet voice. "Really?! Are you sure?" Cameron asked, excited. "I promise." The stranger held out his pinky and Cameron held out his own to match. It was the cutest pinky swear Jooheon had ever witnessed. Cameron had happily turned back and nuzzled into his father's chest right after. "What's your name?" Jooheon questioned abruptly. He hadn't meant it to sound as harsh as it came out. "I'm Changkyun. It was nice to meet you Cameron and..." "Jooheon." "Jooheon. I'm happy you found him so quickly. See you around I guess." Changkyun had left coolly with Cameron shouting 'bye, angel' after him. Jooheon loved that memory. He sat at his desk, finishing the last of his lunch staring at the engagement ring. He couldn't help but ask himself what if. What if Areum hadn't died? What if she was still alive? Would he still be with Changkyun, or would he have stayed with her? It was a horrible thing to think, but Jooheon couldn't help wondering what if. He had loved Areum so much. They had been perfect together. With Changkyun he had fallen so deeply in love. They weren't perfect, but, weirdly, that's what made it perfect. He was in love with everything about Changkyun, even the things he hated about him made him love him more. The rest of work seemed to pass by super quickly and before Jooheon knew it, he was picking up a sleeping Cameron from Minhyuk's and tucking him into his own bed. Changkyun wouldn't be home for another four hours, and, although Jooheon wanted to stay up to see him when he got home, he was just too exhausted from work. He showered and brushed his teeth leaving a heart on the fogged up mirror for Changkyun to find after his shower. He climbed into bed, falling asleep with one last thought: what if. Jooheon woke to sunlight hitting his closed eyes. He didn't want to wake up just yet so he groaned and rolled over. He felt a body next to him, and he grinned pulling the body closer to him by the hips. His eyes flew open in horror as he realized the hips weren't Changkyun's.
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