#I just wanna feed him….pls <<3333

[ohimsummer]

satoru loves when you feed him. he just adores watching you dote on him, patting away crumbs and stains on his face as his lovely little wife, both of you knowing full well that he’s perfectly capable of doing it himself. but it’s something about you doing it that makes his heart beat a little faster, makes him so much more aware of his love for you, and get a craving to paint your lips in the wettest kisses. his mind goes empty. it's just you—a blurry haze of your heavenly face and the forkful of food you're offering him.

"it's hot, satoru.", you warn him.

"mhm.", he hums, eyes closed in contentment and he's clearly not listening. all that’s on his mind is the loving regard he has for your generosity. he asked for a taste of your food, jokingly, and of course you oblige. you love him, after all.

“no, satoru, i mean—“

and it’s too late. satoru’s taken a bite without so much as a second of hesitation. you watch his lips curl up in a grin for a good half-a-second before his eyes jolt open, and he’s spitting it out in his hand.

“b-baby—!”, he coughs, wheezing helplessly as his face begins turning a bright shade of red. “wha—?!”

you’re ripping a paper towel off the roll and shoving it into his spare hand. then, you’re shuffling over to the fridge to grab a cool bottle of water, cracking it open and setting it on the table next to him as you take the discarded food to throw away.

“i told you it was hot, satoru, it’s spicy.”, you scold him, though you’re not sure if he even hears you when he’s too busy gulping down the entire bottle of water. “you didn’t listen, did you?”

truthfully…no, he didn’t listen. but, could you really blame him? when he’s got such a perfect wife, eating her perfect cooking, nodding her perfect head because she’s so generous to indulge him without a second thought, looking so perfect as she offers him the fork with a hand underneath to catch any drops, mumbling her perfect words that, in hindsight, were surely ‘it’s hot, satoru’, can you really blame him?

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[frogtanii]

iwaizumi was... overwhelmed, to say the least.

the past few days had been such a whirlwind of change that hajime could barely properly process, much less appropriately react to it all, so he behaved much like a zombie, saying yes when prompted, signing papers when told, and packing up what was his entire life for the past 11 months.

wow. iwaizumi collapsed on his bed as he scanned his now barren bedroom. he’d been here for almost a year and yet, all his belongings were in boxes within a couple of days.

hajime couldn’t keep the disbelieving chuckle from escaping his chest as he leaned back on his bed, dark brown eyes trained on the ceiling.

it felt like he’d spent such a large chunk of his life trapped in this house, under the foot of the woman who he thought he’d marry but in reality, he’d been in little leagues longer than he’d been in love.

iwaizumi scoffed and rolled his eyes. yeah, “in love”. it’d been about a week since his whole life started to unravel and he had hardly seen, let alone spoken to meiko throughout that entire time.

over text, she’d sworn up and down that she loved and cared about him but as she passed by him packing his things a few days ago, she’d barely spared him a second glance.

hajime wasn’t going to lie. it hurt. he’d opened his heart up to her, something he didn’t do easily, and she’d taken his trust and used it to twist him into her weapon.

he always believed he was stronger than this — he’d never forget his mother telling him so when he was younger. he had fallen and scraped his knee yet he refused to cry to keep from upsetting his mom. iwaizumi existed to live up to what his mother thought of him but here he was, completely enveloped in meiko’s shit, doing her dirty work and following her bidding like some mutt.

god, toorū was right. he really was her bitch.

“i could hear you thinking from down the hall, iwa-chan.” speak of the devil...

oikawa stood at his doorway, leaning against the frame with a posture that seemed relaxed at first glance but if you looked a little closer, you’d notice the tenseness in his shoulders and the tightness of his smile.

hajime quickly sat up on his bed before motioning for his old friend to enter. “uh, yeah,” he began, his voice cracking a little from disuse, “i have a lot to think about.”

the light haired brunette let out an understanding hum before wandering into the room, sharp observant eyes darting to look at all the empty walls. “looks like you’re all packed.”

“pretty much,” iwaizumi nodded before the room fell into an awkward silence, the two childhood friends completely avoiding one another’s eyes.

“look, i-“

“iwa-chan, i’m-“

they both paused for a moment before bursting into laughter, the sound carrying into the hall and throughout the house.

hajime wiped a few stray tears from his eyes, shaking his head at their awkwardness. “you first, shittykawa.”

toorū gasped in halfhearted mock offense before quickly sobering up, training iwaizumi with a completely serious look. “i’m sorry and before you go on some bullshit, self sacrificing rant, you’re not the only one to blame for what happened to our friendship.”

he sighed while making his way to iwaizumi’s bed, sitting down gently beside him. “i should’ve known better, okay? i shouldn’t have let my jealousy and insecurities get in between us but i guess i got swept up in the attention, yknow? meiko is actually charming when she wants to be.”

iwaizumi nodded in agreement, knowing all too well how compelling meiko could be. the room fell into a more comfortable silence as both boys escaped into their thoughts, questions about the future of their friendship flitting throughout their minds.

“oh!” oikawa was pulled out of his own head at hajime’s exclamation, his eyes moving to observe his friend dig through his pockets to procure a thick white envelope. “here. i’d like you to give this yn.”

all toorū could do was nod, his brain short circuiting at the sight of iwaizumi’s apparent kindness to the woman he tormented for so long. “uh, what’s in it?” he ventured to ask, his soft hands toying with the sealed envelope flap.

a soft chuckle came from across the bed. “don’t be so nosy toorū, just give it to her, yeah?” oikawa rolled his eyes but obliged, the bed creaking as he stood to his feet.

“so... this is it, huh?” it was like the reality of the situation was just now sinking in — they hadn’t been close in a while but iwaizumi was still his best friend and he wasn’t quite ready to let him go.

they’d been through so much together, practically growing up together and now, they’d only see each other on holidays, if even then, and then he’d never be invited to hajime’s wedding as his best man as they’d planned and he also wouldn’t be the coolest uncle/godfather of iwa’s children and—

“fuck no,” hajime scoffed with a bright grin on his face. “thought you were gonna annoy me til the end of time shittykawa. don’t tell me you’re quitting your job now.”

the hidden meaning behind iwaizumi’s words brought tears to oikawa’s eyes and before he could stop himself, he launched his body into iwa’s arms. hajime hesitated, his hands stuttering at toorū’s sides as though he’d forgotten how to hug but the feeling passed, his arms winding around his friend’s lithe waist.

“‘m gonna miss you hajime,” oikawa’s voice came out as a broken whimper, his arms tightening around his shoulders.

iwaizumi hummed instead of responding, too afraid of his voice cracking under the weight of his emotions. they stood there for a moment but the honk of the moving truck outside signaled the both of them of their limited time.

hurriedly, oikawa wiped the tears off his cheeks before waving awkwardly at iwaizumi as he left the room with a friendly, “don’t be a stranger.”

and then he was gone.

toorū finally allowed himself to collapse into sobs on his best friends empty bed, his palms pressing into his eyes as he sat there and just let himself feel.

apparently, he wasn’t crying very quietly because it took only a few moments for you to find him, your soft footsteps alerting him to your presence. oikawa scrambled to wipe away what he knew was an unattractive mixture of tears and snot as you got closer.

you were one of the last people he wanted to see him like this.

“hey,” you whispered, standing a few feet away from him. “um, i know this is probably a bad time but i just wanted to thank you for apologizing? back at the awards show?”

toorū sniffed as he looked up at you with confusion written on his face. “what? you shouldn’t thank me for apologizing. ‘s common courtesy.”

you laughed softly, nodding in agreement. “well, not always. so, thank you.” finished with your piece and not too keen on lingering where you weren’t wanted, you moved towards the door but were swiftly stopped before you got there.

“um, here. it’s from iwa-chan.” you gaped at the thick envelope oikawa was handing you before taking it and opening it, a low curse falling from your lips.

inside the package was a dense wad of cash, more money than you’d seen in months. accompanied with it was a letter, written in beautifully loopy handwriting.

you shut it quickly before oikawa could see, stuffing the envelope deep within your pocket where you could access it alone in the depths of your room.

“do you wanna come eat? last i heard, bokuto and tsumu were doing a cooking competition and i’m sure it’ll be fun to watch.” you were severely thrown off by the money and letter but you were determined to show toorū that you’d accepted his apology and were on your way to making amends.

he gave you a shy nod and trailed behind you to the kitchen, the loud sounds of fire and screaming coming from down the hall. you wanted to focus on the fun and merriment but the envelope was practically burning a hole in your pocket.

later that night, you finally got the chance to open the letter and read it, your former manager’s words bringing tears to your eyes.

dear yn,

i’m probably the last person you expected to hear from. you probably didn’t want to hear from me at all if i’m being honest and i don’t blame you. i know there is nothing i can say that could make up for what i’ve done to you but i’d like to try.

i’m sorry. those words don’t nearly express in and of themselves how truly remorseful i am but they needed to be said. there’s no excuse for how i treated you — not meiko, not my stress, absolutely nothing.

you deserved my common decency and respect and i didn’t give that to you. instead, i abused my position and made your life hell. i’ll never forgive myself for that.

uh, i bet you’re wondering what the money is? i promise i’m not trying to pay you off, it’s just all the money i’ve denied you since you moved here. i have a lot of wrongs to right and this is one of them.

sorry, i’m not very good with words but i just wanted you to know that i’m very sorry for everything that i’ve done. and i’m in no place to make demands or anything but i just wanted to ask if you’d keep an eye on oikawa for me.

he’s strong but he’s also vulnerable. he might be a pain in my ass but he’s my best friend and since i can’t keep him from drowning, i was wondering if you’d do that - not for me but for him.

anyways, this letter is shit but i suppose you get the gist. use the money for whatever you want and if you’re as unselfish as i’ve heard, you don’t owe me anything. you don’t owe me money, kindness, or forgiveness.

take care of yourself,

iwaizumi hajime

℗ poker face

so... this is it

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an - soooo m back :D hopefully this is the last of my mini hiatuses!! this chapter sucked to write but i’m not mad at how it turned out?? pls let me know how i did skjdkd don’t forget to feed me <3333

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the rest of the tags will be in the replies!!

[cognitosclowns]

okay this one is reallllly specific but hear me out!!

Andre might be a genius biochemist, but that man does not know how to cook proper meals. I'd just wanna make him a big dinner, like super healthy, super nutritious all-you-can-eat buffet INCLUDING dessert. he comes home and sees all that delicious food you made waiting for him and he tears up- PLS IT'S WHAT HE DESERVES

(also maybe have him eat a plate while you're busy with him,,downstairs. telling him he needs to continue eating or you'll quit. but both the taste and feeling is HEAVENLY to him so he just whines while you,,,UGH i wanna spoil this man so BAD)

GRKRKKGRGKRGK <333 FEEDING PPL IS MY LOVE LANGAGE. ANON YOU'RE KILLING MEEEEEE.

SOME NSFT, tw for food, forgetting meals/unhealthy eating habits, cooking!!

LIKE <333 GRGKRKK his eyes light up so fucking much when he has food. He eats at such weird times during the day?? he gets super into projects, he sleeps way too long, etc and just completely forgets that Food Is A Thing He Needs until he feels vv sick

SO IF YOU SURPRISE HIM WITH A MASSIVE MEAL?? OH MY GOD <333 HE'S JUST,, BOUNCING OFF THE WALLS.

he either completely inhales his food or he munches a bunch over a long period of time, no in between. meals are either 5 hrs or 30 minutes smdnsdm

BUT LIKE HE LOVES FOOD??? SMNSMD HE JUST FORGETS AND THEN GETS SUPER SAD BC,, DAMN <////3 FOOD IS SO GOOD AND YET HE HASN'T HAD BREAKFAST OR LUNCH >:((

ALSO GOD THAT'S SO <33 FUCKING CUTE. THAT IS MY FAVORITE LIKE,, THING EVER. Sucking smb off while they have a lovely meal you made for them?? PEAK. PURE JOY. NOTHING WILL EVER GET BETTER THAN THAT.

JUST <33 his tired, happy face at the end of the day?? As he slowly munches on his dinner?? Almost falling asleep but also having the time of his life

BC NOT ONLY IS HE HAVING AN AMAZING MEAL <<333 BUT SMB HAS HIS COCK DOWN THEIR THROAT??? Heaven. He is in Heaven.

he's definitely gonna make some,, fuckin,, joke

'dinner and a sh-show-w-my god' while you swirl your tongue around his tip <333

GO SLOW GO SLOW <33 super slow, drawn out movements make his legs go shakey shake. Also his hands are gonna get clumsy smdns expect him to almost drop his fork. Long licks up the shaft? vv sow bobbing?? ssssucking his balls while u stroke?? <3333 he's such a grinning mess

OH AFTER ALL THAT?? HE'S PASSING THE FUCK OUT FOR THE BEST NAP OF HIS LIFEEEE. His stomach is full his balls are drained he is loved he is cared for.

HES SUPER LIGHT SO YOU CAN PROBABLY PICK HIM UP AND BRING HIM TO BED <33333 if not he'll clumsily stumble himself into bed and collapse with u <3333

[elysianslove]

omg???? 🥺🥺 my contributions??????? chefs kiss??? 🥺🥺🥺 LMAO sal im in luv w u </3 ok but djfjfk since you requested.... reki thoughts 🤲👁

reki who, every time y’all fuck, loves missionary so he can keep his eyes locked with yours & one of his hands just softly holding the back of your head, which is such a contrast from the way he’s gripping your hip so harshly while ramming into you at such a fast pace,,, he adores looking at your face as he does so he can see how he’s affecting you but after a while of trying to keep his composure and only let out breathy pants and groans he just... slowly starts coming apart at the seams, and the proximity of your guys’s faces is now giving you a front row seat to how you affect him instead. his expression scrunching up slowly, starting at his brows, the pace of his thrusting now wavering,,, now focused on the power behind them instead of consistency. the whines and moans he was trying to hold back finding their way out, nd he’s just looking at u with so much love in his eyes just completely letting u see how you’re affecting him in that moment i jjst 🥺 im bout to bust.. in conclusion.... OMFBXNFN ALSOS IMAGINE .. wearing one of his hoodies >>>>>> while he fucks u or just in general LMAOAOFB

not me writing this down then copy pasting it here because the vision in my head was too powerful i didn’t wanna lose it HAHAJA

-🐰

are u kidding me ABSOLUTELY YES !!! i love all ur asks so much like literally just seeing u in my inbox gets me excited. and I WAS RIGHT LMFAO LOOK AT THAT ????? THATS SO GOOD ?????? feeding my reki brainrot i cant wait to see him again this saturday pls <3333 

anyways im in love with you too and i WILL be coming back to this later cause hwbwjwjdjwdjd i love this so much, and pls, send literally any thirsts or fluffs anything at all!!! ur just so big brained even if it’s a one liner ill expand just 

i love u <3 

[damnhausen-archive]

Hi my name is Katie and I’ve recently become incredibly obsessed with our very nice very evil very hot danhausen and I’ve been scouring the internet for similar souls and I have finally come across this blog. Thankyou for sharing content about him, it feeds me 😩😩😩 I am a whorehausen for sure lmao. I really don’t know what it is but I can’t stop thinking about him. Last night I had a dream I met him and I couldn’t find anything for him to sign— and then when I finally did the pen I had didn’t work, more of nightmare lol. Anyways sorry for my rambling I am just excited to send this. Xx (hit me up if you wanna chat about him)

GIRL SAME

WELCOME TO THE THIRST CLUB

PLS SEND ME ANYTHING AT ANYTIME <3333

[maiverie]

hellooo mai !! here is my update hehe^^ i'll try to send messages more often but i don't rlly have that much to talk abt but i'll still try !!

i got my manifesto day 1 album but i didnt get sunghoon weverse pob :(( its ok cuz my pulls for the actual album were so good?? anyways i got jay in the uniform pob and hee in the other (they look saurr good) and my pulls were absolutely insane i got my entire bias line??? i got jake for the postcard and jungwon and sunghoon for the pcs ?!?!?! i was so surprised i got so lucky,,,

i tried getting another border carnival album but they didnt have hype ver :(( the guy at the store said everyone always goes for that ver so i got dimension dilemma instead and i'm pretty sure i have a sunoo curse (not complaining though) i was in a rush so i accidentally got the wrong ver but its not a big deal lmao

i got two sunoo pcs and i got niki for the poster ! so as of rn i have at 5 sunoo pcs (damn), 2 hee pcs, and one for everyone except jake (jake pls come home) but if i count the other things in albums then i've got members !

and my barista course was fun !! it was rlly stressful at the beginning cuz they kept feeding us lots of information in the beginning but the second part of the class was more chill and we did a bunch of stuff like fudge and latte art,,, i tasted one of my coffees and it surprisingly tasted good ? i genuinely thought it was gonna taste like absolute shit lmaoo the instructors complimented my first latte and my milk frothing so ig i found a hidden talent hehe

as of rn im listening to jungwon's live, i rlly hope the members rest well and get well soon !! they were so excited to promote paradoxxx invasion esp jay but they got covid so :((( but jungwon is genuinely one of the sweetest ppl on earth bc he kept reassuring engenes that they're all fine and he's even on live for us ( genuinely sobbing i love him so much)

also apparently we're getting actor hoon soon !! he'll be a cameo in the drama mimicus (?) which they sung an unreleased ost for !! 02z's names were mentioned but hoon's the only one confirmed as a cameo,,, saur excited to see actor hoon !!

since we both live in aus, im guessing its evening where you are? so i hope you had a very very great day today and you rest and sleep well !! i slept for 12 hours tday cuz i was so tired,, anyways hope you are well !! lots of love and take care <33

-- sunrise anon

OMGGG HI SUNRISE ANON MY FAVE <3333 nooo omg pls don't feel obligated or anything, though im always here to chat if u need!! <3

AAA CONGRATS ON PULLING UR BIAS LINE!!! that's so good al;kjfiwe i really wanted more jungwon pcs so congrats on getting him :(( YES TOTALLY AGREE the pob pcs are literally sosososo nice they look so good in their lil uniforms :< im obsessed w the pcs this cb fr T^T

ALSO AAA WOW REALLY??? i don't actually have any of the border carnival albums so thank u for the heads up </3 also omg SAME i swear i'm always pulling sunoo HHASHDJS ALTHOUGH ITS OKAY SINCE ALL HIS PCS ARE >>>

:00 NIKI POSTER??? THATS SO GOOD AA also omg im gna come over and rob u for those hee pcs hHSDJSDJ WATCH OUT SLEEP TIGHT

ALSO OMGGGG UR BARISTA COURSE AAA im sosoos happy to hear that u had fun!! omg new hidden skill unlocked?? plss not them complimenting u on ur coffee :< that's so cute i wanna try a course one day now :(( i'm a really big fan of coffee so laksjdf sounds like you had sm fun!!

JUNGWON WAS LIVE FOR 4 HOURS??? PLSS i love that boy so so much :(( i swear he has sm love for all his fans and even tho he must have been super bored w quarantine and all,,, i actually feel so touched that he was live for so long T^T he treats us so well im sobbing i love him sm. also!! who's ur bias btw??

YESS ACTOR HOON I HEARD!!! IM SAUR EXCITEDDDD like that's so cool,,, i honestly dont know what to expect but im really excited nevertheless hehe. aLSO O2Z?? STOP???? JAY IN A DRAMA?? JAKE??? IM SCREAMINGWE

omg 12 hours deserved!! i've been having pretty decent days, just super busy lately!! hope you've been safe n well <33 it's been raining a bit where i am so 😭

lots of love <33333

[sunnysidewrites]

Thank you so much for saying so, that already makes me feel much better 💗 I've been feeling sort of alone, so I really appreciate you saying that you're here. You're right, I'll keep thinking positive ^^ Big hugs back 💓💓💓 Those sounds make me feel good too :) Sounds beautiful! I especially love the ocean 🌊 I have a Polaroid camera, I definitely need to use more, it's v fun 📷 Ooh, me too, most of my fashion is vintage inspired, I feel like I was born in the wrong era sometimes haha 🌸

📝,☀,✏,📅,🍴,🐶 and sleep, warmth, nestle, home, offering? (hope this isn’t too much 💕💕) 🌸

awww omg i’ll always be here for you bb 💓💗 don’t forget it!! I know that feeling of loneliness all too well :(( in fact it’s been magnified quite frequently even more so lately and its really disheartening but you guys make me happy!! giving you massive massive hugs for you!!!! 🤗🤗🤗🤗 aaa omg i’m so jealous we should take polaroids together LOL I hope we have the chance to meet irl one day bc you’re just a sweetheart 💕💕

📝 - Story from your childhood.

oh jeez where do i even start ok there was this guy that i liked back in first grade and he liked this other girl (also my friend for a while) who liked him back but he kept sending me mixed signals and i think he might have liked me back??? YOUNG LOVE, A REAL MESS!! and one day i was trying to walk to where the playground was but it was apparently in the middle of some soccer game and he was one of the players and im not even sure what happened but i walked through the game LOL but all i remember is that one second im walking and the next second someone rAMS INTO ME AND WE’RE BOTH FALLING AND IT TURNS OUT THAT IT WAS HIM AND HIS LIPS WERE ON MY NECK LJDSFKL AND EVERYONE WAS LIKE FREAKING OUT SO YA END OF STORY TIME IT WAS WILD 

☀ - Story about your day.

today my sis and i went out to go to the library and we decided to also swing by one of the malls nearby and get fro-yo. this has been like our second or third time doing it just as sister time and we officially declared as of today, we’ll use getting fro-yo as code talk for “im stressed and i need a break” because it was the reason why we went out in the past too!!

✏ - Random fact about yourself.

i love cookie dough ice cream!!!!! pls feed me!!!

📅 - Favorite time of the year?

aaa I honestly don’t know bc I just have an appreciation for all the little things in life!!! my favorite season is spring; i just love the idea of starting fresh and the weather!! but in all honesty, i just like it when i have breaks because as a student that’s what we all look forward to lets be real haha

🍴 - Favorite food(s) to eat?

AAAAA OH MY GODGHLHDG I LOVE CHOW MEIN AND CHOW FUN AND PASTA AND NOODLES!!! I LOVE ANYTHING THAT FALLS UNDER THOSE CATEGORIES I JUST LIVE FOR NOODLES AND PASTA I AM A STRONG ADVOCATE FOR ANYTHING THAT HAS THAT!!! SPAGHETTI, PHO, CHICKEN PARM, ANYTHINGGGG I LIVE FOR COMFORT FOOD BC I LIVE IN COMFORT AND MY STYLE IS COMFY CUTE CASUAL I JUST NEED COMFORT FOOD IT FITS WITH MY HOMEBODY IMAGE

🐶 - Do you own a pet?

unfortunately not,,,, i really really really want a puppy!!! my plan is im probably gonna die alone with my three million dogs!!! aaa i love puppies so much they’re so adorable im crying

sleep: what is the most comforting thing at night time for you?

the comforting silence,,, i’m a night owl by heart so i just love how quiet it is and how im just in my most natural state. i also love sleeping so ya LOL

warmth: what do you find most charming in others?

i find it really attractive when someone laughs i know that sounds kinda funky but i love seeing people smile and laugh and just having fun bc life is short,,, and i want my partner or a friend to have a good sense of humor!!

nestle: your most precious plush toy?

i’m in love with all my hello kitty stuffed animals i just love her so much and i always will she’s just been a big part of my childhood!! i only have 2 hello kitty stuffed animals but they mean the world to me!! i’m also really fond of this pink stuffed dog i have that I named “bowy” because of the cute lil pink bow on her head LOL i have an emotional attachment with every single thing i have, even my old clothes!! it’s a cancer thing LOL

home: in what type of environment do you feel most safe?

somewhere that i’m able to speak my mind and just literally let myself go and be 200% weird and beyond. i’m such a weird person!! my friends know half of my weirdness and my sister knows the other half (which is,,, really wild im warning you). just somewhere that i can fully be myself and not worry about getting judged. that’s why it’s so important to me to build that kind of environment here on this blog bc we all deserve a safe haven!!

offering: how do you show others you are fond of them?

for my family, i shower them in hugs and a lot of physical affection. i’m just an affectionate person and i really hope my future partner is too haha. for my friends, we all have that affection where we call each other names but it’s just really funny LOL and I also always constantly remind them that I’m here for them and I give out a lot of advice to them, which I only do if I truly care about that person. I’ve been told that I give out good advice and it brings me a lot of pride knowing that bc I’ve always cared so so much for people and I never quite knew just why I do until I’ve realized it’s just a part of my personality to not being able to leave someone alone in need. I will do the same for my partner and will shower him in a lot of love!! i would most definitely give him a lot of hugs and kisses and just a lot of touching! I will also express my love in actions!! it’s important to let the people you love know you love them bc you don’t wanna live in regret knowing that you missed your chance!! i will also always check in with my loved ones and see if there’s anything i can help them with, much similarly to what i do for you guys!!

Send me more asks!

[elysianslove]

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THE NEW CHAPTER???? THE WAY MY HEART STOPPED. we didnt die!! WE. DID. NOT. DIE.!!! thankfully tbh i was lowkey disappointed but thats not the point ALSO. THE CONFESSION. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. MY HEART. i. i cannot. my heart. my heart cannot handle this amount of fluff. BUT WAIT NOO WHAT ABIUT SEMII 😭

but alas,, thank you for feeding us <3

pls excuse me. i2have an imp exam tom i am lsoing my mind.

DKJWHSDKSS YES SHE DIDN’T DIE !!!!!!!! i was so soso tempted to kill her off. it would’ve been so easy to. GOD the angst i could’ve had. just issei holding her as she bleeds out in his arms and she just barely manages to tell him she loves him and then issei has to live forever with the fact that he was too late and when he figures out she ran off trying to look for him he feels even guiltier and blames himself and even more angst of oikawa and iwa watching their childhood best friend die in front of them and makki watching his best friend be torn over his other best friend and just hjfkhsfsl I WOULD’VE LOVED TO

but i did wanna make them end up together so <3333 you’re WELCOME <3333 

BUT SFJHSFS IM GLAD YOU LIKED IT EITHER WAY!!!!!! and i got your other ask about semi sdhksjhfs yeah he was in the last chapter idk if i’ll bring more of him but ,,, maybe shdkjs