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hello ! still alive O.o

honestly so sorry but i’ve mostly just been reading opposed to having the desire to write 🥲 ive finished throne of glass after like six months bc i was so attached that i didn’t want it to end and my heart HURTS omg

i think i’m,,, gonna try to write again? i’m not sure so no promises lol but mostly i’m here to talk about BOUNCY ?!?!!? HELLO UGHHH IM NOT OKAY—

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hi, i’m alive, well, and horribly sorry for my absence bUT HEAR ME OUT OKAY—

i’ve been reading the throne of glass series and have been so enthralled by it that i. can’t. stop. aND PLEASE IF YOU HAVE READ IT, PLEASE TALK TO ME ABOUT IT, THERES SO MUCH BURNING PASSION FOR THIS BOOK ROARING THROUGH MY VEINS HHHHHHH

i’m just finished empire of storms and,,,, as much as i LOVE this series,,,,,,,, i reeeaaally don’t want to read about chaol T_T i was SO happy to go through a whole book without him omg. and now… ugh 😩 whyyyyy

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ahhhh i think of too many concepts but i saw this tiktok about having a cross on your hand being lilith’s mark or something and like,,, it could mean there’s a demon in love with you and i think 👁👄👁 that’s a cute concept, idk about you lmao

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pls stop writing for ateez when they are not popular

uh,,,, what ?

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shadowsinger!san? 👁👄👁

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popping in again to say that ‘bring me back’ by the majestic ones is acomaf in a song

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what if i wrote an actual book based off of some of the members as street racers🧍‍♀️

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rereading the last ten chapters of acotar and i just want to say… fuck tamlin lol

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alright lovelies, am working on the hongjoong ver of the boyfriend headcanon now :3

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𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣 𝙗𝙡𝙪𝙚𝙨 ── one

<- previous || m.list || next ->

➺ sometimes you really supported your brother and his dream to hit it big with his band, and maybe by doing this, you supported him a little too much. but, pretending to be into the leader of his rival band was just too easy, especially when you didn’t have to pretend anymore. you just simply couldn’t resist, could you?

➺ parings: leader!hongjoong, punkstar!ateez, brother!wooyoung, rival!hongjoong, uni student!afab reader

➺ ratings: smau, fluff, angst, comedy, mature/18+

➺ warnings: swearing, alcohol use, mentions of smoking, underage drinking, HEAVY flirting omg, idk incase this makes you pass away: tattoos?, piercings, pretty men playing instruments

➺ taglist: @dear-dreamie @jayb17 @khjcoo @bl3ss3d-curs3d @at1nys-blog dm or send an ask to be added or removed!! :)

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i’ve only been here for a little over a week and i already wanna change my theme🧍‍♀️

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𝙖𝙡𝙞𝙚𝙣 𝙗𝙡𝙪𝙚𝙨 ── one

<- previous || m.list || next ->

➺ sometimes you really supported your brother and his dream to hit it big with his band, and maybe by doing this, you supported him a little too much. but, pretending to be into the leader of his rival band was just too easy, especially when you didn’t have to pretend anymore. you just simply couldn’t resist, could you?

➺ parings: leader!hongjoong, punkstar!ateez, brother!wooyoung, rival!hongjoong, uni student!afab reader

➺ ratings: smau, fluff, angst, comedy, mature/18+

➺ warnings: swearing, alcohol use, mentions of smoking, underage drinking, HEAVY flirting omg, idk incase this makes you pass away: tattoos?, piercings, pretty men playing instruments

➺ taglist: @dear-dreamie @jayb17 @khjcoo @bl3ss3d-curs3d @at1nys-blog dm or send an ask to be added or removed!! :)

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actually have an idea,,, i think imma hold off on the headcanon and just gonna start this thing uwu

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𝙗𝙤𝙮𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙 𝙨𝙖𝙣 ── headcanon (m)

➺ pairings: boyfriend!san, gender neutral reader

➺ ratings: fluff mostly, comedy, suggestive/mature/18+

➺ warnings/disclaimers: explicit content under the cut, this is purely fictional and is made for entertainment purposes only, purely imaginative, mwah <3

➺ a/n: this is for anon ~ !!! tysm for requesting, again omg ilysm, i hope you like it <33

alright alright where to starttt

san as your boyfriend is definitely a handful

mostly because your hands should be full of him

physical touch and quality time >>>

hold his hand, give him kisses, play with his hair, HUG HIM SO TIGHTLY FOR US ALL PLS

definitely one for late night talks

“hey baby, are you sleeping?” “oh, nothing, i just saw this thing–“

speaking of…. would definitely be the “this reminded me of you” type of guy and would give/show you something random

calls you cute stuff like “weirdo” or “silly”

makes you playlists and sends you his selfies

begs you to send your selfies too cause he loves to look at you (and tbh show you off too)

likes to hear your voice too and he sends you voice notes while you’re sleeping or whenever he wakes up

“look at my baby” and “my love… you’re so perfect”

big on pet names btw

“my flower” “cutie” “my love” “my sweet/pretty/handsome *blank*”

shows genuine interest when you talk about something you like and you can literally see the way his eyes would light up while listening

says he loves it when you talk about things that make you happy and that it makes him happy ahhh DEAD MY TURN WHEN

is such a good listener !! and will make sure you’re okay before anything else

also is honored if you open up to him bc trust?? yes 👏 loves it, give him more of it

would also probably admire that about you just bc i see him as the type who struggles or has struggled with that a little bit

would love going on small dates !! like little picnics and walking in the park or something

take him to an animal cafe !! i see him really loving that lol

tells you all about his day; what he ate, what he did, what he saw!! everything (how many breaths he took–) and would wanna know all about yours too

thinks about you always and makes sure you know

omg and the affection wars???

“i love you more” “no i love YOU more” “no i love you most” “no i-“

or just “i love you more than…”

not just the “i love you” but the “i miss you” too

imessage games !! and would win them all and laugh pFT but it’s okay cause he’ll just give you kisses

sometimes just wants to lay in bed though and stay there with you and you better stay there with him too smfh

“babe, don’t leaveeee, come backkk” and “leave it, we’ll do it later, just let me hold you/just hold me”

or lol “i missed you, my love” and you go “?? we literally live together” and he says “yeah but you went to the bathroom 😩”

likes to watch while you do things (like if you can cook… he’ll just hover and observe and just talk with you)

lol might even watch you sleep too🧍‍♀️

would love it if you watched him while he did things too and give him compliments, just boost his ego cause he deserves it anyway

attention whoreeee ~

okay,,, i don’t know how big he’d be on gift giving or receiving

BUT i’m certain that the gifts he’d give are sooo so thoughtful?? and creative!!

would love to watch movies/shows and play games together

just basically will be someone you can nerd out with omg

also go get ice cream with him pls or i will 😤

mmm okay now if there was an argument??

would try his best to remain calm bc doesn’t want to make things worse

would hear you out to the best of his ability and would most definitely give his opinion as you would give yours

really doesn’t like being upset and certainly doesn’t like you being upset

that being said, would want things to be resolved asap

and that’s why honesty and trust is important to him

he just wants to make sure the both of you are happy and if there’s ever a moment where one upsets the other, he would like for the both of you to communicate about it in the best way possible

and i think that’s something that would definitely take time bc as i’ve said, i think he may struggle with that juuuuust a little

mm i don’t see him being the type to be irrational when he’s angry

i think he’d very much be the “what goes around comes around” type of person and would definitely want to match energies

so like hey, if you scream he scream

but still, never would be intentionally harmful

either way, i just think he’s very considerate still, and ofc we all have our selfish and oblivious tendencies so just… ✨communication✨

it’s very very important

okay okay so under the cut here will be the NSFW part, READERS PLS USE DISCRETION TY MWAH <33

okay, big on him being switch/vers

but i think he’d really enjoy being topped

DON’T GET ME WRONG THO

i feel like he’d be fine either way as long as you’re getting pleasure,,, bc that’ll give him pleasure

i think at first tho he might seem shy

and then once you two are past the shyness it’s like a bomb and he’s… such a tease

knows exactly what to say and do to get you worked up and then tease you for it like he wasn’t doing it on purpose LMAO

likes to ask you what you’re comfortable with and what you’d like him to do tho

“tell me, baby, what do you want me to do? hm?”

or or orrrr “oh? do whatever you want with me.”

doesn’t mind initiating but when you do it he gets all flustered hehe how cute (CALL HIM CUTE WHEN HE DOES CAUSE IT’D GET WORSE HAHA)

also very much links intimacy with love and believes you can’t have one without the other

OR very much believes that it won’t be nearly as good and enjoyable if there is no love

see him being pretty private too… but i think teasing each other in public would get him excited and make him feel embarrassed/humiliated BUT IN A GOOD WAY DW

lingerie/dressing up?? yes yes yES 👏 heh give him a strip tease too

would love praising you

and i mean he COULD degrade you too if you really wanted it, but i think he’d rather give you praises and softness

degrade him tho. like actually. he’ll be on his knees and happily so.

would love to edge himself too

ugh edge himself and overstim you !!!

very romantic tho btw

would kiss you everywhere and tell you how beautiful and perfect you are and how much he loves you

enjoys marking too, giving and receiving cause yk,,,, “you’re mine and i’m yours, right, my love? say it for me?”

would for sure have a sex playlist lmao (i thought of the stupid reddit guy but pls it’d actually be good music i swear 😭)

loves hearing you moan tho and is mmm on the more vocal side, i would say

and although deep moans are hot, i think his would be pretty high and whiney ?? STILL HOT THO AJDBSJDNNDNS

ugh and his handsss PLS 😩 tell me he isn’t good with his hands

and his hips

and his tongue 😳

very much a good pup heh

YOUR good pup*, sorry–

aaaand i think last but most certainly not least,,, he’d love to make you cum throughout the day oUP—

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someone to rant over acotar with? specifically to imagine san as az—

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FINDING THE CUTEST HONGJOONG PICS PLS SIR IF YOU’RE OUT THERE YOU CAN HAVE MY HEART

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im in a depressive mood apparently so imma just,,, binge create for alien blues until i can fall asleep ahahaaaa🧍‍♀️