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âso,â powder started, holding your chin and tilting it upward to examine your features under the light of her room. she didnât want to risk any mistakes with the contouring or the symmetry of your eyeshadow.
doing your makeup for parties had become her thing now.
âdo you want me to match your hair like I did with mine, or should I choose another color?â please let me match it to your hair, please let me match it to your hair⌠âsince we're going bold tonight.â
navy melted beautifully into ocean blue across her lids, magenta lit up her inner corners, and indigo traced her lower eyelids in a soft, smoky lineâsoftening her piercing blue eyes. berry colored lipstick and a tiny smile completed the look.
a damn sight for sore eyesâthatâs what powder was.
âhm, which one would look better?â
yes! that was an answer she liked. let her do the thinking; you just sit there and let her transform your pretty face with her arsenal of pigments. glitter? the palette was already sprawled on the floor, waiting. natural colors? sure, pretty boring, but you do you! neon colors? oh boy, how she loved those.
âiâll take care of it. just donât move. if you mess it up weâll be late.â like last time.
matte lipstick is not easy to clean up after a few ( whole lot of ) kisses. things got a bit out of control, okay? itâs not her fault you looked good!
âŚwell, technically it was her fault because she did your makeup that day, but still. she wanted to kiss you before that.
âoh, come on, it doesnât tickle,â she pointed out as your eyes fluttered slightly at the touch of the fine eyeliner brush. experienced hands meticulously painted your eyelids, determined to follow their natural shape and bring out the color of your pupils. âlook up at me, gotta do the waterline.â
maybe asking you to look directly at her the whole time was a mistake. the closeness was suddenly too distractingâyour lips slightly parted as your eyes went up to meet hers, and she carefully applied the pigment.
that shade of lipstick you picked would look real nice mixed with hersâŚ
focus, powder. just do her makeup.
âwhatâs with the eyes, sunny?â the blue-haired girl spoke after a while, holding your chin still, almost done with the eyeshadow.
âwhat do you mean?â
âthose doe-y ones youâre giving me right now.â
your scoff only made it harder for her to focus on the task ahead. âpow, looking up because you asked me to doesnât mean Iâm giving you doe eyes. Itâs your own thing if you get distracted that easily.â
âdistracted? pft, no way. Iâm completely focused here,â she argued with an unbothered shrug and roll of her eyes, as if she didnât care. She dipped her brush back into the shimmering shade, determined to keep her hands steady despite the warmth crawling up her neck.
instead of poking fun at her, you stayed still as her delicate hands worked, her features drawn into a look of concentration that was almost as mesmerizing as the makeup itself. eyebrows slightly furrowed as she focused on making the look even.
ââkay, done with the eyes,â she announced after a moment, pulling back slightly to admire her handiwork. the colors on your lids blended seamlessly into one another, like a miniature galaxy. âand now for the lipsâŚâ
powder reached for the lipstick you had picked earlier but hesitated with a thoughtful sigh, her eyes darting between the tube and your mouth.
âyou sure you donât want me to choose a different color? this oneâs nice and all, butâŚâ her voice trailed off.
âbut what?â
her manicured nails tapped against the lipstick cap while comparing it to the lipstick she had used on herself. âI mean⌠this shadeâs good, but mine would⌠yâknow, match better. just saying.â
definitely not an excuse to kiss you.
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Everybody Loves A Clown
Pairings: Dean Winchester x Reader, Sam Winchester x BestFriend!Reader
Genre: fluff covered angst
Summary: John died a week ago, and Dean's been weird. Sam's been up his ass about it but it finally comes to a head when Y/n decides to talk to him about the whole thing.
a/n: it has an open ending but i can write more if y'all eat this up
Warnings: Smoking, mentions of smoking, romanticisation of smoking, a lot of that yes, sorry. Don't smoke kids
âYou were right,â Sam admits.
âAbout what?â Dean asks from where he stands over the Impala, wrench in hand.
âAbout me and Dad,â Sam answers with red eyes and a crack in his voice. âIâm sorry that the last time I was with him I tried to pick a fight. Iâm sorry that I spent most of my life angry with him. I mean, for all I know he died thinking that I hate him.â He pauses. âSo, youâre right. What Iâm doing right now, itâs too little⌠Itâs too late.â His lips tremble. Thereâs a self-deprecating smile on his lips as he continues, âI miss him, man. And I feel guilty as hell. And Iâm not all-right. Not at all.â Thereâs tears in his eyes now as he stares directly at Dean. âBut neither are you. That much I know.â He waits for a second, seeing if Dean might answer, and still knowing that he wonât. âIâll let you get back to work.â With that he walks off.
Dean doesnât know what to⌠do.
He fidgets.
He paces and fidgets.
He clenches his jaw hard enough for it to hurt and then he paces and fidgets some more.Â
Until his eyes fall on her.
âThe fuck do you want?â He asks her.
In turn for his crude tone and cruder words, he is given half a smile. âNothing,â she tells him.
âThen what the hell are you doinâ here?â He bites back.Â
To her credit, she doesnât flinch away at his harshness. No, she just smiles wider.Â
She gets to her feet from where she was sitting on the steps of the shed behind them and walks over to Dean. She pulls something out of her pocket as she asks, âAsking, if you want a cigarette?â
The lack of pretence throws Dean off completely. âWhat?â is all that he can bring himself to say.
She shrugs, shaking the pack of menthols in her hands. âYou want one?â
Dean, again, is met with the curiously unsolvable puzzle that is Y/N and left struck. âI didnât know you smoked?â Itâs a stupid thing to say, all things considered. But the fact that the answer is stupider consoles him some.
âI donât!â she exclaims, a little too defensive to be God's honest truth. She pulls one cigarette out of the box. âDo you want one or not?â She throws the box at him.Â
Dean catches it on reflex.Â
âFuckinâ menthols,â Dean curses looking at the box, but pulls one out for himself all the same.Â
âMight make your swimmers less effective,â she says a little too easily as she lights his cigarette, âbut theyâre a certified cure to sadness.â She smiles, lighting her own. And standing this close, with the flame from the lighter painting her all shades of yellow, Dean has to physically pull himself away. He has to will himself to take a step back and catch his breath. He gulps and takes a drag. He is clenching his jaw again.
âYou should mind what youâre sayinâ while lighting a guyâs cigarette. Talking about my âswimmersâ when youâre an inch away from my face?â He shakes his head. âAnother guy might take it the wrong way.â
âOr the right way,â she mutters, so jumbled and wrong, Deanâs not even sure he heard it correctly.
âWhat?âÂ
âNothing,â she dismisses him off handedly, a little too easily.Â
He decides to let it pass, because again, heâs not sure he heard it right. And if he did, heâs not sure he has the mental wherewithal to be able to deal with that implication. So, he lets it pass.Â
Besides, she doesnât really give him any other option. âYou remember how Sam was when Jess died last year?â
âIt was last fucking year, yes! âCourse I remember it,â Dean throws back, exhaling smoke out as he speaks.
She nods, âAnd?â
He knows what sheâs getting at. âSam was a mess,â he answers the unasked question. âIâm not like that.â
âThatâs precisely the point Iâm trying to make,â she states, taking a drag. âNot the second half, the first. Sam deals with emotions very openly. He⌠He lets himself fall apart and crumble. Thatâs what heâs gonna do now. Heâs gonna get sad and heâs going to try and do things that John would have wanted him to do when he was alive. He is going to feel guilty and he is going to be a mess⌠because he deals with death, like he deals with everything else. Heâs not emotionally constipated like you are. Heâs normalâŚâ She shakes her head slowly from side to side, reconsidering her words. âOr well, as normal as anyone in this line of work can be.â
Dean takes another puff. âWell, does he have to drag me into it?â
âYes!â She answers, like itâs the most obvious thing in the world.
And it fucking isnât. âWhy?!â
âBecause he isnât used to this.â
âWhat? Death? We just established thatââ
She shakes her head at him like heâs being difficult for the sake of it⌠Maybe he is, but itâs not fair for her to be able to read him that easily. She cuts him off then, with, âNo. Heâs not used to you being like this.â And the words hit him hard. She must see it too because then she pauses and brings the cigarette to her lips and takes a long drag. âHeâs used to the flirty, cocky Dean, whoâs an overall dickhead.â When she exhales the smoke, itâs thick and white. Donât smoke, my ass, Dean thinks to himself. âHeâs going to ask you if you need something. Heâs going to try to make you feel better and heâs going to keep checking up on you, because he has never seen youâhis big brotherâbereft before.â
And fuck, if she isnât talking complete and utter sense.Â
He runs a tired hand over his face, cigarette clipped between the index and the middle finger. âAnd what, you have?â
Heâs not very good at people assessing him and his brother emotionally so accurately, okay? He needs to retaliate.
âNo,â she replies easily with a smile. âWhen your mom passed away you were too young, and with everything that followed, Iâm not even sure you had the opportunity to deal with it. This might as well be your first time dealing with loss.â
He clicks his tongue and raises his brows briefly in semi-agreement. And having been assess accurately once again, âWell, isnât that just fucked?â
She nods. âIt is.â She brings the cigarette to her lips. âBut at least youâve got me.â
He laughs.Â
Itâs kind of cruel that he does and he knows it.
But he laughs, because what the fucking hell?
And again, heâs fully aware of his cruelty in this moment and ready for the repercussions.Â
What he isnât ready for is to look at her and see her wearing a smile instead of a hurt look on her face.
âYou think youâre gonna save me, sweetheart?â He retorts, adding to his asshole-ry.
She shrugs. âI donât think Iâm meant to save you, Dean,â she says, all too politely while taking a puff from the cigarette. âI just meantâŚâ she looks at him. âI know what youâre going through.â
âNo, you fucking donât.â His words are harsh and cold and painful and mean.
Youâll break her, he thinks. Youâll break her and itâll hurt worse than anything ever could.
But she doesnât seem to be breaking. âYour dad died âcause of a demon and you feel responsible for itââ
âI donât feel responsible for it, I am responsible for it. He died to save my life. It was supposed to be me who you salt and burned, not him! It was me who was supposed to be dead, not him!â And heâll carry that weight with him for the rest of his fucking life. âYou have no fucking idea what Iâm going through.â
Her eyes are locked to his as she counters without hesitation. âMy brother died because of a demon and I feel responsible for it.â
Dean can do nothing but close his eyes and yell out in frustration, âItâs not the same!â
âIsnât it?â she bites back, standing straight and unmoving in the face of Deanâs rage. She doesnât let him answer. âIt was supposed to be my job. I was supposed to be the one who got possessed by a demon and driven around like a meat-suit. I was supposed to be the one who died in a freakinâ basement like a rat. It was my job, Dean. I was the first call, the second and the third⌠But I just decided to ignore it. But he didnât⌠âCause heâs nicer than I amâŚâ She winces, looking away. She looks hurt for the first time since they began this conversation. And it seems sheâd done it to herself. Because then she corrects, âWas nicerâŚâ She takes another drag from her cigarette. âSo, fuck you. But I know what youâre going through.â
He bites his lips.
Then he lets his head fall.
Because as much as heâd like to fight her on this, he canât.Â
Sheâs right⌠as usual.
He doesnât know what to say to any of that so he stays quiet. Moreover, he thinks heâs kinda supposed to. Because she doesnât swear often, even less so at him. So yeah, zipping it might be the right call here.
She takes charge then, as he begins pacing and smoking once more. âThis might be your first go around at grief. Samâs second. But, for once, Iâm the season player.âÂ
When he turns to look at her, sheâs smiling.
âDoes that mean youâre gonna keep fucking smiling at me like that?â He retaliates, again. Heâs already told you the logic behind that one.
âSorry,â she holds up her hands in surrender. âI donât mean to. Iâm not smiling at youânot really.â She smiles again. âItâs just⌠Itâs just that look on your face. Iâve seen it before.â
âI thought we just established youâve never seen me like this before?â
âNo, not on you,â she clarifies.
âThen?â
âIn the mirror,â she tells him honestly. âEvery morning for the last three years.â
Fuck him. Fuck this. And fuck everything.
A part of him, a selfless and kind part of him wishes she didnât get him, wishes sheâd rather be hurt at his words than look at him with so much understanding.
But another part of him, the selfish and unkind part of him, is comforted by the fact that at least someone does, in fact, get him. Even more so, heâs comforted by the fact that itâs her.
âSo, take it from someone with experience,â she begins then, breaking him out of his mind numbing miserable thoughts. âYouâre gonna wanna explode. Youâre gonna wanna break something.â
âYou got a cure for that, oh experienced one?â
She smiles again. âYeah, break it.â
âWhat??â
She shrugs all too easily, taking another drag. âIf you can find something you can break, that wonât hurt anyone, that you could ideally fix, then yeah! Break it.â
He stops pacing to look at her and cocks her head. âWill it make me feel better?â He is genuinely curious.
She outright laughs at him then, âNo!â She brings her foot up and butt the cigarette on the back of her boot, sending embers falling to the ground like fireworks. âNothing ever willâŚâ She looks back at him, still smiling, âBut it'll help.â
Dean sighs.Â
He nods.
And then he throws the cigarette to the ground, steps on it and then walks over to the side. He picks up a crowbar, and then he walks back to the Impala. He grips the crowbar tighter and then he smashes the window.Â
Then he starts slamming it into the trunk, over and over and over and over again. It clatters to the ground.Â
He keeps at it till thereâs a hole in the metal near as big as the one in his heart.Â
And when heâs done, he lets the crowbar fall to the ground and pulls the packet of smokes out of his pocket. He grabs a cigarette and places it right between his lips. When he looks up, sheâs close to him again, lighter in hand.
She looks at him and he looks at her.
Then she lights his cigarette. âHowâd it feel?â
âIt didnât make me feel any better,â he replies, handing her the packet back to her when she smiles at him. âBut it helped.â
She nods, and takes the entire packet to her lips, with her teeth she pulls one cigarette out and then lights it, pocketing the packet and lighter in one go. âLook, I know you⌠You donât know how to deal with this, and as much as I want to, I canât really help you with it either but unlike me, Samâs not gonna get it.â
âI know,â he tells her. Because he knows that his brother means well, but he has a tendency of being too in your face about it.Â
She hums in agreement, as if hearing her thoughts. And fuck, if heâs to go by her track record, maybe she can. âYouâre gonna wanna get mad, go crazy and lash out. So⌠Iâm suggesting that you do that with me, instead of him.â Her eyes are too fucking kind as she adds, âIf you want to get mad, go crazy and lash outâlash out at me, get mad at me.â
Dean canât fucking breathe.
âWhy?â he asks.
ââCause heâs grieving too.â
âThat the only reason?â he asks, hoping for⌠well, you know what heâs hoping for. Youâre his inner monologue.
She tilts her head with a sweet smile. âYou gotta mind what youâre saying, Winchester. Being emotionally vulnerable when youâre an inch away from my face? Another woman might take it the wrong way.â
He canât help himself.
He snorts.
âOr the right way,â he says then with a smile of his own.Â
And fuck it all, her face turns red at the realisation that heâd heard her.Â
He loves it so fucking much that heâs not even bummed about her taking a step away from him.
âAsshole,â she curses him, but her heartâs not in it.
âIâve got one condition though,â he says and watches confusion break onto her face. âFor lashing out at you instead of Sam.â
She shakes her head fondly, at his wording. âWhat is it?â
âYou promise to do the same.â Itâs the kindest thing he can offer her. His misery, in exchange for hers.
She chuckles at that. Morbid as it may be, their sense of humor was always on par with each other. âSure,â she says. âYouâve got yourself a deal.â
He raises his hand, cigarette still wedged between his fingers, âShake on it?â
Apparently, thatâs the wrong thing to say âcause then she makes a disgusted face like the hand heâs offered is covered in snot.Â
Slapping it away, she throws the smoke in her hands away and she steps closer. And then hugs him.Â
The action catches Dean off-guard.Â
It takes a second for his brain and his heart to have a meeting and catch up with each other. And then finally his brain sends the signal out for his to hands drop the cigarette and wrap around her.Â
Probably encouraged by him hugging her back, her grip on him tightens. And fuck if that doesnât thaw Deanâs cold, broken, blackened heart. He happily does the same, snuggling his face into her neck and breathing her in.
They stay like that for a bit, until Dean realises sheâs waiting on him, letting him have his fill.
Reluctantly, eventually, Dean lets her go.Â
When he does, if she can spot his misty eyes, she doesnât mention it.Â
Instead she says, âNow, hand me the crowbar.â
âHuh?â
âWhat, you think I donât wanna break shit?â
#dean winchester x reader#dean x reader#dean winchester fic#dean winchester angst#dean winchester x y/n#dean winchester x you#dean x you#dean x y/n#spn fic#dean winchester one shot
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Howdy, I was wondering if you could do an eland x reader where you could do headcanons of them being parent If that's okay with you anyways have a lovely day
Hi there, thank you so much for sending! Love this cute idea. This ended up being about both pregnancy and parenthood, hope you don't mind! I got carried away lol.
It's not long after you and Eiland get married that you become pregnant. You two weren't really trying to prevent it from happening, totally open to the idea of raising a little one with such a beautiful community behind you and in such a beautiful place.
Elsie is the first one to realize that you were pregnant. Call it a sixth sense, but she pulls you aside after dinner at the manor one night and tells you that you have a special glow about you.
A few days later, Eiland wakes up to see you sick in the restroom and you go to Valen together to take a test.
When you two get the wonderful news, Eiland is nearly in tears and Valen has to hand him some tissues as he brings you into the deepest hug in the middle of the doctor's office.
Wanting to play it safe, you two only tell the immediate family at first. Adeline nearly screams with joy, while Elsie is happy but totally unsurprised.
The Baron and Baroness come all the way from the Capital to celebrate a new heir coming to the family. They shower you with lavish gifts and offer anything you could possibly want or need that wouldn't be readily available in Mistria.
They also offer to take you to a more well-known doctor in the Capital for your checkups, but you assure them that you have full confidence in Valen and know how much she cares about you, Eiland, and the little one.
Eiland dotes on you hand and foot during the pregnancy. He doesn't let you lift a finger, and is always concerned about your comfort. He'll spend any amount of money to make sure you have everything you need.
If he could, he'd keep you from working on the farm altogether and pay someone to help, but you insist that the exercise is good for you and the baby.
Eiland is so eager to impart all of his knowledge onto his child. He starts early by reading archeology books to the baby before you've even given birth. You don't mind, as it helps you fall asleep!
Eiland is incredibly compassionate to your pain as you carry the pregnancy. He'll massage your feet or rub oil on your stomach whenever you need.
When it's finally time for you to give birth, Eiland is supportive at each step and cries when the baby is finally put in your arms. You're so excited to see that the little one's hair is a beautiful shade of light pink, just like their father's.
Eiland is happy regardless of the gender of the baby. He just hopes that he can get them as excited in his interests as he is!
He'll happily give you breaks from taking care of the baby whenever you need a nap. He loves nothing more than sitting in a rocking chair with the baby close to his chest, while he reads some of his favorite books just as he did when they were still in your stomach.
He's an incredibly patient father. Raising his voice is just not something he's capable of doing, even when the baby begins to misbehave as they get older.
Honestly though, the baby would be quite well-mannered. They learn from the calm and studious nature of their father and aunt.
Eiland always wants to provide the best for his child and his wife, whether that means dressing you two in the finest clothing or assuring the baby receives the best education money can buy.
Eiland's favorite thing to do with his child is to take long walks through the museum, or to watch Errol work at the archeological dig site. By the time that baby is of speaking age, they can recite facts nearly as well as Eiland himself can!
You're surprised by how much the baby takes after their father. They eat up any sweets you make for them with equal enthusiasm as well.
When your little family visits the Capital, you love to tour the wonderful bakeries there and get so much joy from watching Eiland and your baby enjoy eating sweets together.
With Eiland as their father, the baby continues to grow up as a little intellectual, with a mild-mannered temperament, enthusiasm to learn about everything they can, and a kind heart.
#my writing#fields of mistria#fom#eiland#fields of mistria eiland#fom eiland#eiland x reader#eiland x farmer#fields of mistria eiland x reader#fom eiland x reader#fields of mistria eiland x farmer#fom eiland x farmer
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I drew this for my PFP originally but it didn't fit and I didn't wanna change it too much. so. now I just have a piece of Nightcrawler art. not that I'm complaining ofc he was very fun to draw
I keep seeing that one pirate comic or whatever's going on there and i couldn't think of an outfit so. :)
resized ver because that is a LOT of blank space I admit:
and the silly heart thing i also made it for:
original
resized
I thought it would be funny and in my humble, i-laugh-at-anything opinion, it is. but like jokes aside I love how this came out. for once I did everything on one layer, shading and such included (the pants and shirt got their own layers but still, shadows and light were all on one, that's new), and this is my first time drawing him so woooo
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there's no one else, Liebe
âđâËâšâĄ he's finally turning around, coming home to you. -- when he sees his ex attending his big game, everything comes crashing down on him.
charac. kaiser x fem!reader wc. 900+ no trigger warnings, slighttttt angst + comfort, this kind of kaiser off-field>>>
Michael Kaiser, was a name that everyone knew, except for you. His only name that ever felt familiar to you was Mihya, not Michael, not Kaiser.
In every shade of blue, it was him that spoke to you. You had to give it to him, courting was the last thing youâd expect from the worldâs rising star in football. From his monthly bouquets to weekly car rides that lead to no destination. You were with him, regardless. It was an aimless drive, with no target and no point equivalent.
When the weight of the world sits on your manâs shoulders, you are the only person who could give him an only escape. Hickeys in the back seat became normal. Marks left from the nightâs blessing became a badge of how good you were to him. You said to yourself âMaybe this is what loving a man like him takes. Yes, he takes, and he takes while I leave with nothing.â
You loved him because you knew that no one else did from his past. Right, his goddamn past. It sometimes gives you the haunting what-ifs of his actions. When he pushes you away from a heated kiss, when he suddenly decides to leave you there in his bed after things get heated. You affirm to yourself, âMaybe itâs just his trauma speaking?â
And just when you decided to let go of your end of the rope. It was now he who needed your saving.
Thatâs where you find yourself right now, in his big game. The Neo-Egoist League was nearing its end with its final match against Bastard and PXG. And you sat there, with the big screens flashing your ex-suitorâs familiar blonde-blue hair, laser-sharp eyes, and with a scowl that could easily be wiped away by your smile.
Yet what you never expected was how the cameras pan to your section of the crowd, giving you that special spotlight. It was as if those moments were needed just for Kaiser to see you once again. This time, in a different light. You were now just an ordinary bystander, and he couldnât stand that thought. He didnât know what got to him at that moment, but something ignited in him.
Two consecutive goals in the 82nd minute. It was a product of you, a product of your presence. The cameras notice that heâs looking at something beyond the field. After scoring his final goal, he was sure, he was goddamn sure of himself that what he saw was you. He ran, and ran. Yet just when he found your spot, that was when you'd already left.
Wow, its the first time in a while that heâs called you by name. It was always Liebling or Schatz, but never your name. The very same name that he'd hoped to put a ring on someday. But those were naive dreams, weren't they? A wasted Mrs. Kaiser.
You could only crack a bittersweet smile. Heâs looking for me, you thought. Yet your stubborn heart persisted with your thoughts. You donât want him to come home to you anymore. He never had a home that could shelter him the way you did, you were sure of it. It was ironic how heâd search for you in the crowd.
But you know to yourself that youâve walked away from him many months already. Coming back only meant tearing down the walls youâve hastily builtâa foundation bound to still be vulnerable from his touch.
You didn't dare turn around. Not until a hand was there to strongly grip your vulnerable wrist. It was cold and dry, just like the winter that he left you with. How could he catch up with you leaving the stadium? In this crowded street, where snowflakes fell hard to the concrete. You could see it in his eyes that he begged for someone, not for something. And that was you.
âCan we talk? â He started, with sweat dripping down his temples as he controlled his panting. He was still wearing the same jersey he had for the game, and it was that same jersey that he chose over you, over this whole relationship.
Your stern expression, partnered with your silence, had suddenly eroded his strong resolve. âPleaseâ was all that he could say. He was on his last straw, begging not to break by the force of your deafness. But whoâs to say that you werenât also breaking? And what is it now, with him? You didn't know if you were talking to the same Mihya many months beforeâthe Mihya that willingly left your shared apartment, never to look back again.
âWhyâŚnow? Michael, why now? "You asked, pulling back your wrist that he desperately gripped; to your surprise, he had already loosened it.
âDonât try to be a stranger to me y/n, thatâs all I ask."
You scoff, âThatâs all you ask? I should be the one telling you that. Go on, celebrate your big game, get intoxicated, get yourself off with some other woman.â
He takes another step forward, and you slowly see his own nonchalance cracking away with each word he lets out. âMaybe love does come first before soccer. Because I know damn well that my feet wonât drag me here if I was over you, huh? â
And that was your last straw. âYouâre full of bullshit-â
âI fucking know I am y/n. Iâm not used to gentleness, I donât know how to hold a heart and not break it, love is something alien to me. I bite and I donât fucking know why.â
âMichael.â
âYou know you don't call me that.â
You take a hesitant pause, ââŚ.. Mihyaâ
âLiebeâ He called out instantly, desperate to say it out loud for your ears to once again reach.
He continued, âI wanna come home, but this time, Iâm choosing to stay.â
kaiser's character is definitely vulnerable to love and relationships, and he often makes irrational decisions when it comes down to it, a very grand contrast to his dominant personality on the field.
#bluelock#micheal kaiser#michael kaiser#kaiser michael#bllk#bllk fanfic#bllk x you#bllk x reader#itoshi rin#blue lock#isagi yoichi#rin itoshi#itoshi sae#shidou ryusei#bluelock season 2#ego jinpachi#bllk kaiser#bllk fanart#bllk isagi#yoichi isagi#bluelock manga
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enda ârookâ de riva
replay // shadows of arlathan + in entropyâs grasp
thoughts and notes -
shadows of arlathan
- âSolas can speak with people in their dreams, even kill themâ he what? Since when can he kill them? What lore did i miss?
- They were evil gods who enslaved their people - how does Harding know these things? Lol is this stuff hidden in codex entries i didnât read closely enough? Stuff Harding and Varric learned over the last 9 years? If so, how/why were they learning these things in their search for Solas when, in theory, the Evanuris being a danger was not on their radar?
in entropyâs grasp
- Upon re reading tevinter nights, strife is a completely different character. He was supposed to be chatty, smiley, and sarcastic, and notably did NOT have facial tattoos/vallaslin. Very strange, I wonder if this version of strife was not written by Patrick weekes. Heâs also very monotone - no shade to the VA, but it was alarming to see the first less-expressive cutscene also paired with an inexpressive character. Gave me the worry that quality was going to go downhill fast after the introductory sequence to the game, but luckily that wasnât the case.
- (Re: cutscenes - bioware games in general have 3 levels of cutscene from my observation. The capital-C Cutscene, the lowercase-c cutscene, and then the convo-cutscene, the first being the most detailed and cinematic and the last being the least. Speaking with Strife and Irelin felt like the first example of the convo-cutscene where characters just stand across from each other and chat back and forth. Which is fine but again, itâs that lack of expression paired with strifeâs more monotone voice and bearing that really worried me for a hot second.)
- I do love Irelinâs design. i actually like strifeâs a lot too; I just think he should be bare-faced like in the novel.
- bellaraâs intro is also so strange. She barely acknowledges the gods thing. They tried a little too hard to make her quirky here. She grows on me, a LOT, over the game - they just frontloaded way too much of the super cute and absentminded thing here. I think that shouldâve come to light after her introduction had a weightier heft to it. Someone also mentioned it makes no sense that she, without any questions, gives some randoms (incl. Neve if you brought her, who is Tevene) essentially a tour of what is theoretically some very powerful secrets. It wouldâve been worth a brief scuffle with her, I think, and then a few lines of not just explanation, but hastily attempting to convince her you arenât here to poach elven secrets or magic. Even a code word provided by Strife and Irelin wouldâve sufficed to put to rest any concerns that never even reached the light of day.
- Ogre - i quite like the darkspawn designs, even if theyâre slightly cartoonier than before. I do think it has to do with the fact that the designs themselves, with this art style, are more readable in general; i can pick out details on the types of darkspawn that I couldnât before because of the more muted color schemes of the prior games. (I loved those, to be perfectly clear; i just like how clearly and sharply i can see whatâs going on here. But i do think thereâs something to be said about the cartoonish quality; thereâs probably something that couldâve been done to make them slightly less so. I think they managed it with the blighted dragons.)
#oc: enda de riva#dragon age: the veilguard#datv spoilers#dragon age#dragon age the veilguard#datv#veilguard spoilers#datv thoughts#neve gallus#lace harding
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wait tags aren't enough, i need to go more insane
FIRSTLY bringing back my discord reaction because. i stand by it okay.
okay so first thing i notice is the colour, the very monochrome red/salmon pink (?) in the background, their skin, even the hair. and then the bright contrast of the white shirt, the green pieces and words (AND WHAT WORDS THEY ARE!), the gold necklace. sidenote but i am IN LOVEEE with the way you render the necklace, it looks so slinky and fun. like not what a necklace looks like but what a necklace should look like if that makes sense?? it looks better than a real necklace basically. the composition?? oh my god. the rectangle that can't perfectly contain them is so fun, and then the words at the top and bottom (like teeth!) with "promise" emphasised like that! the ANGLE of them!! charles' completely focused expression, his lashes (the most important part!!!), his pointy ear and his wispy hair. what little we can see of edwin and what it hints at, the perfect hair and the back of the ear (which is so difficult to draw, i'm jealous of you!!) and the line of his neck and uh. his fingers. still so put together. also the lighting is just beautiful, i adoreeeeee the highlights over charles' eyebrows and eyelids, the side of his face, his chest, that seem to come from the bright background! â¨
SECONDLY NEW THINGS
comparing this against the previous version is insaneeeeeeee it's like spot the difference but difference is my sanity. no joke. i feel like i see the most difference in charles' face? so so gorgeous, i am in LOVE with the line of his nose and his lashes and his curls aaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! THE GOLD MARCELA YOU ARE A GENIUS charles should wear gold eyeliner always and forever. thanks for coming to my ted talk. MULTIPLE EARRING CHARLES MY BELOVED and the NIP PIERCINGS?????? if you're trying to kill me you're. succeeding. holy shit. edwin playing with the piercings........
i've said this before but the angle is everything!!!!!!!!!! the subtle power dynamics, charles tilting his head up like that, even furrowing his eyebrows slightly.... and then the effect of this constrained rectangle with charles' head the only thing that pops out! and you know i'm crazy for that green/pink/white contrast we don't need to repeat this discussion.
AND YOUR TECHNIQUE?? the colouring and the shading and the sketch-like lines and the texture... it is everything i fear. dreaming of a date where you just show me your art techniques. holy shit
AND THE QUOTES??????? nick's quote will always be famous ofc (love those changes too, the added contrast and the sketchy quality of the blocks, but still matching the dark pinks!) AND CHARLES' BOOK OF SECRETS AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA i am NOT ready for the day that drops fr i'm telling you now
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i did not think it was possible to fall MORE in love w nip touch art but you've managed to prove me wrong once again. JUST LOOK AT HOW HAPPY THEY ARE (okay okay i'll stop) charles in gold is everything to me. currently hyperventilating into a paper bag. if you care. also you dropped this đđđ they're yours now to do with what you will
10. in the meanwhile as you chop down our roots measure out D E V O T I O N add lantern oil stir the concoction counter-clockwise. leave it to simmer on the lowest heat. [charles' book of secrets] poem by me art quote by @wordsinhaled
#payneland#dead boy detectives#edwin payne#charles rowland#dbda#art#ART OF ALL ART#THE SORT OF ART THAT CHANGES LIVES
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âSpyro, look at this!â
âHold on, is that supposed to be you?! Theyâre all worshipping you!â
âThat isnât me, itâs Malefor. Look at this place. The ancestors must have trained him here. They had such high hopes.â
âItâs beautiful up here.â
âThe tower⌠It must lead to Maleforâs lair.â
âThanks for ruining the momentâŚâ
#the legend of spyro dawn of the dragon#art#legend of spyro#spyro dawn of the dragon#spyro dotd#cynder#spyro#screenshot redraw#sorta#my favourite of these two is the floating islands piece#I just love how I did the shading and lighting on it
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Some possible* Tala stickers :D (Patreon)
#My art#Original#Tala#*I'm more just playing around with the idea of making some - personal stickers!#I mean I'm the biggest Tala fan anyway it's fine if it's for an audience of one lol#I finally got my hands on some sticker paper a bit back now it's just a matter of getting them the size I want and finding a good printer!#Ours is uh....well just don't look too closely at some of the greyscale pages I've posted they leave a bit to be desired lol#And that's just black and white I'm a little concerned what it'd do to pictures! :'D#Though I say that but it did print the art from Roundabout quite nicely so hmm! Maybe! But I do have other avenues if I want them :)#It's nice to have options!#For the time being they're just cute little guys of one of my cute little guys! :D In her doggy form and specifically her plush puppy form âŞ#I really have been enjoying adding to her physical accessories haha - she's always got her little gold stitch/scar#And then her first accessory being the bracelet - and then her face mask - and now her ribbon! :D It's all very cute she's very cute#She's also good feral practice since I'm still not very good at drawing dogs or cats or the like :'D#I used references for that first one! Wowie!#I'm a fan of how she turned out overall :) I can still see some work I'd like to improve for her back legs but other than that :D#Baring her little teefsies hehe she's so scary âĽ#My love of drawing plushies rears its head again - she is added to the list! No soft shading or lighting like MewTwo tho that's alright#The stitches are the really important part :) I like them!#I wish she could sit like that irl haha she's actually very stable to stand! A little awkward to sit#And finally a cutesy cartoony one :D She doesn't have paw beans irl either but come on I had to!#I debated whether they'd be pink or brown but I think I'm happiest keeping her palette simple :)#She's so cute <3
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Heyyy guess whoâs hyperfixated again <3 <3
#the lineart ended up so smooth like how tf did I do that#first time Iâve used an overlay layer for shading as well and it came out exactly how I like it#super colorful and not too dark#I usually use multiply for shading and overlay for lighting but I might just use only overlay now#also love using a background thatâs just. a game screenshot. with a lens blur#I used a couple other filters to make it more colorful to fit the drawing better but other than that straight from Google.com babyeee#a hat in time#ahit#a hat in time snatcher#ahit snatcher#art#fanart
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Bump in the Night & Sleeptober Day 22: Rattling Chains & Winged
#6#Sleeptober#Sleeptober 2024#Sleep Token#Bump in the Night#Bump in the Night 2024#Lavender Jack#Lavender Jack Webtoon#Webtoon#ITâS STILL THE 22ND#Hello I am here not late just donât look at the clock#Uh yeah so I didnât totally know what to do for this one but I just remembered how Honoria and Theresa got captured so that was that#Turned out really well!!#I love drawing Crabb she always goes right :)#Love the thick lines and coat and expression just mmmm love you girl#And then for Sleeptober itâs Sunny from Covenant Webtoon!#Oh wait need to tag it#Covenant#Covenant Webtoon#ok um yeah. This was in the video I found TMBTE from#Also the video I drew the one for Pyre from#Turned out a little worse than the Pyre one but still fine for it being a side profile#Love how I did the fade of his arms with the water eraser it came out great#Had to like heavily doctor the colors bc the og ones were really weird to work with#Like these ones feel like I plastered red on top of dark red. The Pyre piece it felt like I was applying heavenly light to Ezraâs shoulders#The shading doesnât feel like shading in this one#But oh well like I said came out fine#Alright uhhh see you tomorrow!!
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costest for my babygirl Mr. Vash Trigun? I now find myself compelled to invest in a proper cosplay
#tristamp cosplay#vash cosplay#vash the stampede#i genuinely cannot remember if i have a face tag in my blog already...#face#we'll go with that#this closet cosplay is like 90% duct tape and safety pins#like i'm just wearing a black button up backwards under a blazer i pinned some fabric to for a fake collar#and then the arm is a lighting gel i taped on :x#i had to edit in blue eyes bc my contacts expired and I also did a little minor color grading bc the red fabric was NOT the right shade#all in all i'm pretty proud of how it turned out for such limited resources!#ok to rb if you like! i don't mind#my phone's front camera is so so nice actually i love it so much#(as usual i'll delete this if it starts getting attention I don't like since it's my actual face)#i was just so proud of these pics i had to share... and i hate instagram :3
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confession: sometimes I come to look at your art as references because you have noted details like moles + looking at what colors u put down in my quest to find what something looks like under neutral lighting I know the shit here has been thoroughly researched
i will be normal upon learning this news.
#fave#snap chats#JUST KIDDINGLAKJVKLE I CANT EVEN MAKE A FUNNYMANâ˘ď¸ COMMENT THAT'S SUCH AN HONOR THANK YOU SO MUCH#especially when i'm such a fan of your own work... i love your lighting and shading and how Shaped everyone is so much...#just the FEEL yk i cant explain it but your art just feels super great to look at..#the funniest thing bout being sent this today is ironically i was gonna make more 'model sheets' for myself like how i did with y2 daigo#dunno why i just felt compelled to do so.. just so i could draw bitches without having to think ACTUAL Rotating Like An SSBB Trophy moment#except this one i'd make more note heavy..... cause idk i always wanted to do that tbh..#if my arm didnt hurt i probably would â ď¸ maybe tomorrow or if im too stubborn later tonight i will â ď¸â ď¸#but wow... again thank you that means a lot. new favorite compliment achieved thank you...#i do spend hours looking at these bitches so im glad. im glad thats apparent i pay attention đŤ#in truth i dont even draw EVERY mole on every character- daigo is esp awkward because his moles change throughout games#the moles i draw are specifically for the ps3 era/y3-75#he has different moles in the dragon engine- they're actually on the right side of his face opposed to the left: theyre entirely different#AND IM GOBSMACKED BOUT THE COLORS BIT people tell me my colors are nice but its still ?? for me to acknowledge that sometimes#like not BAD OF COURSE NO NO IM REALLY HAPPY im just.. hm... i didnt think i was doing anything nice..#in any case again. thank you. ive made it clear this is a big compliment I Will Can It now â ď¸
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Casual Chaos: Tim Drakeâs Makeup Stream
Danny, known to the internet as Nebula, had been teasing a special stream for weeks. Fans were buzzing with excitement and theories, especially when the announcement popped up: âDoing My Boyfriendâs Makeup!â Naturally, the chat erupted into chaos. Danny was pretty private about his love life, so this reveal had the fandom on edge.
When the stream finally went live, Danny greeted his audience with his usual laid-back grin. âOkay, todayâs the day. Letâs see if Iâm any good at this,â he said, spinning a makeup brush between his fingers. âBut first, let me introduce you to my boyfriend.â
The camera panned, and there he wasâTim Drake, sitting there as if this was the most normal thing in the world. No big introduction, no fanfare. Just Tim, giving a small, nonchalant wave.
âWAIT. IS THAT TIM DRAKE???â
âLike⌠THE Tim Drake??â
âNo way heâs dating Nebula, what is happening???â
Danny, fully aware of the chaos brewing in the comments, didnât even acknowledge it. He just turned to Tim. âReady for your makeover, babe?â
Tim shrugged, totally calm. âLetâs do it.â
As Danny started applying makeup, the chat kept freaking out, but the two of them acted like it was just another Saturday. In Gotham, though, it was a different story. The Bat's group chat was blowing up:
Dick: âTIMOTHY JACKSON DRAKE-WAYNE, EXPLAIN YOURSELF.â
Jason: âHow does a nerd like you land Nebula of all people???â
Steph: âI AM CRYING. HOW DID I NOT KNOW THIS?!!â
Damian: âThis is unacceptable. Drake, I demand an explanation.â
Bruce: [TypingâŚ]
But Tim? Unfazed. He ignored the constant buzzing of his phone and sat still as Danny carefully lined his eyes and added a touch of mascara, keeping up casual chatter with the stream.
âYou know,â Danny said, holding up a shade of lipstick, âTimâs got this effortless model thing going on. Iâm just enhancing whatâs already there.â
Tim raised an eyebrow, smirking. âI didnât exactly sign up to be your runway star.â
âWait⌠heâs actually REALLY pretty??â
âTim Drake is hot, confirmed.â
âLOOK AT HIS CHEEKBONES OMG.â
As Danny finished the look, adding some extra blush and a light gloss, the reaction was immediate. The chat was losing it. Tim glanced at himself in the mirror, barely reacting. âWell⌠I donât hate it.â
Danny leaned back, admiring his work. âNot bad, right?â
Meanwhile, back in Gotham, the bats were still going wild.
Steph: âTim, you better show up to every gala looking like this from now on.â
Jason: âYouâve been holding out on us with this face, man.â
Dick: âThis is ICONIC.â
Bruce: âWeâll need to discuss this later.â
Tim finally glanced at his phone and snorted at all the messages. âTheyâre never going to let this go, are they?â
Danny just grinned at the camera. âProbably not. So⌠next time, you'll do my makeup, right?â
The chat, of course, exploded all over again.
#brain dead#dead tired#tim drake#danny phantom#batfam#dc x dp#danny fenton#danny is a famous streamer#but this is totally unrelated to my previous streamer post#tim would look absolutely amazing in full glam and i dont take criticism#i think he'd also be pretty decent at doing dannys makeup#surprise reveals#i think people see danny as pretty untouchable regarding dating and stuff#so the fact that he's dating tim makes no sense at all but also the most sense ever#because of course its tim drake but also??? tim?? really??
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Forbidden Fruit
summary | Jace didn't want her, but Aemond did.
pairing | Aemond Targaryen x Fem!Reader
tags | 18+ MDNI, Jealously, Aemond yearning, explicit sexual content, mentions of bastards, loss of virginity, unprotected sex, size kink (?), oral f!receiving, Angst if you squint. "Technical" infidelity but is it really if Jace started it? (yes). ooc!Aemond (probably). NOT PROOF READ (its one am, leave me alone).
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note(s) | My first smut fic!! Ah I'm scared...I also think I have a problem with making Aemond want fem!reader when he rightfully can't have her. Also I swear I'm not a Jace hater!! I love Jace, but in this fic specifically I made him long and wish for Baela.
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âWhy donât you marry her then?âÂ
Aegonâs voice was taunting, as if pushing Aemond to say something. Aemond stared down at the cup in front of him; even with a stoic expression, his mannerisms betrayed him. He tapped his finger against the edge of the cup, he picked at the skin around his nails on the opposite hand-all the tell tale signs of thinking, a mind that cannot be stopped.Â
âBecause she is betrothed to Rhaenyraâs bastard.â His voice dripped with malice as he spoke. Aemond hated that Jacerys would inherit the throne enough; What his bastard nephew didnât need was the girl Aemond had wished for his entire life. Ever since the two of them were children Aemond had aâŚweird infatuation with her. When he was a boy, he would pick flowers from the garden and he would purposely do good deeds for her, just to have her hug him or smile graciously at him.Â
But now, everything was different. She was a woman grown, and him a man grown. She was to be engaged to his bastard nephew, and he would have to sit and watch as they shared a kiss, held hands, smiled and danced as newlyweds. Heâd have to hold a straight face as the two of them left to Jacerysâ bed chamber, only knowing the connotations that came with what would happen on their wedding night.Â
Ignoring his brother's tedious rants about hells knows what, Aemond stood from his chair, opting for a walk in the gardens.
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Aemond walked, hands clasped behind his back, and his gaze drifted into nothingness as he walked with just his thoughts, and the cool breeze that accompanied the summer evenings. He tried to distract himself from the thoughts of her, for they were all almost too painful to ever truly think about.Â
But he couldnât help himself. He thought of her as a sickness, one that lingered and grew stronger by the day until it fully consumed your every waking moment. He thought of her laugh just as contagious as the plague, her eyes as intoxicating as the finest of wines. He thought her to be a type of sickness, and he so desperately wanted to be affected.Â
Aemond was never one to smile-one to truly-smile, his half smirks or half smiles were only ever in a sarcastic sense, but for some reason his smiles were real with her. With her he laughed a little more, with her he walked a little faster. He knew it was stupid, perhaps perpetually idiotic-to ever think, let alone long for such a pure and innocent creature.Â
As Aemond walked, he noticed her sitting by one of the fountains in the garden. She looked breathtaking, he thought to himself. Her hair was down and cascaded down her shoulders, her face was just the perfect amount of shaded with the moon's light. And above all, she held that intoxicating smile that she always held. He never knew why she was always smiling, nor did he wish to find out.Â
She turned her head, her smile widening at the sight of Aemond.Â
âAemond!â Her voice was cheerful, slowly standing as he walked towards her.Â
âPrincess,â Aemond smiled-a half smile-at her as he looked around, then slowly back at her. âItâs quite late. Should you not be in your chambers?âÂ
She always thought the way he cared for her, even if he didnât show it outright, was extremely enticing. She knew how he was with others, but she knew the differences he had with almost everyone in court-so what made her so different? Why her, the object of the second son's affection.Â
âPerhaps I do not wish to sleep. PerhapsâŚI quite like the quietness of the garden.â She smiled innocently, looking back towards the fountain as she started to walk. Aemond knew her well enough to see that this was a quiet plea for him to join her; Because no matter how much she enjoyed the quietness of the garden, she enjoyed it much more when he was with her.Â
Aemond stared at her, as he often did, but this time, it was different. The stare he held was nothing short of primal. He watched the light in her eyes as she smiled up at him and for some reason, now, he wished to watch as the innocent light in her eyes slowly dwindled as he claimed her.Â
âAemond? Is something wrong?â Her voice snapped his thoughts back, if only for a moment. She stopped walking to look up at him and she crossed her arms underneath her chest. His eye trailed down slowly, fixating on the way that her cleavage just slightly out of her dress. He was like a man starved; Clinging to the littlest of details that would make his imagination run wild.Â
She seemed to notice the way that his eye raked over her chest like a starving man, and her face flushed with embarrassment. She-though subconsciously-reached up to place her arm over her chest, but to her surprise, Aemond gently took her hand, and when she looked up, his one sapphire eye was locked with hers.Â
âYou neednât cover up. Not around me.â He spoke calmly, though his heart was racing and his head spinning. He let out a shaky breath as he lowered her hand and looked into her eyes.Â
She watched him carefully, searching his gaze for anything that would betray him. In truth she didnât know what she was searching for, but she felt as if she should be searching for something.Â
Aemond lifted a hand, placing the back of his knuckles against her hot cheek. The gesture was gentle, and slow, something he was not known for. His eye slowly trailed down her face, and his eye caught on her lips, his breath heavy as he reached his hand up and gently placed his thumb over her plush bottom lip.Â
Her eyes followed his, big, and full of longing. She stared at him as his thumb pushed against her lip. She didnât know exactly what to do; She knew that this moment was intimate, far too intimate to be happening between a betrothed woman and a bachelor. But, the way he gazed at her made her feel hot, and the way he trailed his hand over her face and body made her want to see where this could lead.Â
His free hand shakily went up to her waist, cupping it firmly as he brought her closer. He leaned forward, just slightly, till his nose was pressed against hers. Her breath hitched, and her eyes instinctively closed. She waited for him to press his lips against hers, to feel his mouth on hers like she had (shamefully) always wished for. But, it never came.Â
When she opened her eyes again, she saw Aemond breathing heavily, desperately trying to restrain himself. He pulled away slightly, and he shook his head,
âI shouldnât take advantage of youâŚnot like this.â Though his words held conviction, it seemed his body betrayed him. His hand stayed on her waist, slowly trailing up and cupping her breast in his hand. She gasped softly at the feeling, and his thumb went to her lip again before he connected his lips to hers. She responded immediately, putting her hands on his arms.Â
He kissed her like he was dying, his body subconsciously reacting more to the kiss then heâd wish it to. He pulled her flush against him, his strong hands coming to cup her face, his shoulders shrugging in a futile attempt to have her closer. He opened his mouth, causing her to gasp at the feeling of his tongue against hers. Her mouth moved with his as if it was known to her; As if this was a dance she had practiced for years to perfect, as if the dance of her lips was a song that Aemond had mastered just for her.Â
She practically melted in his arms. She had been kissed before; Jace was a good kisser but he was soft, and the kisses were never not chaste. But, kissing Aemond was like walking through fire. Her entire body reacted to the way he clung to her body, how he pulled her impossibly closer. It was like a fire had escaped through his lips and was now coursing through her veins and settling in her abdomen.Â
Even though she didnât know exactly what to do, it seemed her body did. Her hands slid down his arms and slowly made their way to his chest as she moaned softly.Â
The moan grounded him, like he had been falling from the heavens and down to earth. He suddenly pulled away, breathless as he stared down at her. Her eyes opened steadily, and she looked up at him with confusion while a frown graced her kiss swollen lips.Â
âWe shouldnât have done that.â He spoke breathlessly, his hand still gently stroking her side.Â
âMaybe not..but it felt good.â Gods, the way she spoke held him in a chokehold. He wished desperately to dive back into her; To drown in her lips and never come up for air, but..Â
âNot again. You are to be married.â He suddenly pulled away and at the feeling of his hands leaving her body, she frowned deeper.Â
âAemond-â âGoodnight, Princess.âÂ
And with that, the prince turned and rushed back into the keep.Â
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Aemond couldnât sleep. He tossed and turned in bed, picking at his nails, biting his lip-genuinely anything to help stop the incessant thoughts of her lips.Â
The thoughts started off sweet and innocent. The way she looked up at him as he trailed his thumb over her lip, the way her lips pursed just slightly when he leaned forward.Â
But then the thoughts got venereal fast. He thought about how he felt to finally kiss her. The way his lips practically burned when they pulled away. He knew that as he gazed at her kiss swollen lips his night would be harbored with thoughts of what theyâd look like doing gods knows what else.Â
His hand slid down underneath the sheets, firmly grasping at his length as he let out a shuddering breath. He hated doing this; Feeling so pent up and so desperate that he had to resort to using himself. But as of right now he couldnât care less.Â
He imagined her lips around his cock, her innocent eyes gazing up into his. Heâd imagine the way sheâd gag around him, how her lips would look kissing the head of his cock.Â
He groaned at the thought, his head tipping back as he closed his eye and let his thoughts wander more. Heâd think about how sheâd look with his seed covering her lips and her chin, how sheâd moan his name as he devoured her between her legs-
He peaked with a gasp, and a low moan of her name. The minute his orgasm washed over him, and he started to slowly come down, he felt an intense feeling of guilt, shame, but most of all pain.Â
Guilt and shame because he hated himself for touching himself to someone who couldnât be his.Â
Pain because sheâd never be his. Pain because he knew that no matter what he did, sheâd still be betrothed to Jacerys.Â
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The next morning, she sat alone at breakfast, supposedly liking it more that way. With her fiance practically ignoring her, and her father too entranced with kissing the king's ass, she learned to enjoy the solitude of justâŚnothing.Â
Plus, she always had her thoughts. Even if they were only occupied with Aemond.Â
She played around with the food on her plate as her mind trailed. She remembered the way he kissed her, how he held her. She felt happy, something she so rarely felt with Jacerys.Â
She knew how he felt, how he longed for and wished for Baela. She did not blame him, she was beautiful, but she also didnât feel sad, which, at a point did bother her but, not so much.Â
At least, not after last night.Â
She smiled to herself as she thought about the kiss, wishing that he would do it again, longing for the way the heat escalated through her body.Â
She didnât register the voice next to her until it spoke her name.Â
She looked up, surprised. But, when her eyes met with Aemondâs, her heartbeat quickened, and she smiled.Â
âAemond.â
âYouâre not hungry?â
âWhat?â âYouâre not eating.â âOh,â Her cheeks flushed red for a reason unbeknownst to her, and with a soft huff, she pushed the plate away, âIt seems as though I have lost my appetite.âÂ
Aemond looked concerned at that, and he looked down at her. Despite himself, he found himself worrying yet again for her comfort, her needs.Â
âIs something the matter?â She shakes her head, but for some reason, Aemond was persistent. âIf this is about what happened last night, then I should apologize-âÂ
âApologize?â She interrupted, sitting up straighter at the mention of the word. âWhy?âÂ
âYesâŚapologize. Because we should not have done that-â
âBut I wanted it to happen.âÂ
Aemomd stopped and he slowly looked towards her. His eye pierced into hers as if to read every thought and emotion that crossed her brain. He just simply couldnât believe her.Â
âYou shouldnât say things you do not mean, Princess.â
âYou donât know that I donât mean it.â
âPrincess-â
âAemond.â She said his name as if to challenge him, and he knew that he truly could never challenge her. He saw it in her eyes, he saw by the way she looked at him and smiled that she wished for him just as he wished for her. But these feelings-these blockages-would only cause unnecessary trouble.Â
âPlease, do not give me a hope that cannot be upheld.â Her heart broke a little at that, and, as he stood to leave, she instinctively stood with him, taking his wrist in her hand as she pulled on his arm. As if the small gesture would stop him from walking, (it did).Â
âAemond please..You do not know what I wish for.âÂ
His lip curled down into a small frown as he looked at her. He knew what she felt-at least he thought he did-but even if his suspicions were right, even if she did wish for him like how he longed for her, he couldnât. He may dislike, perhaps even hate his nephew, but he was better than stealing his fiance.Â
Right?
âWe cannot. To be with you would disgrace your family and the alliance-âÂ
âFuck the alliance!â She swore, her eyes boring into his as she studied his face. âFuck the alliances Aemond, I wish for you. Desperately, I wish for you. Jace does not see me like how you do. Jace does not make me feel the way that you do-â
âIt does not matter if Jace makes you happy or if he makes you feel desired-â âHe does not wish for me as you do!â
âPrincess-â âYou do not understand! We are speaking of breaking it off. Neither of us wish for this.â Aemond went quiet at this and he sighed heavily, turning his full body towards her. He pried his arm away from her, staring at her incredulously, his body language giving no open window to how he was truly feeling. With no words coming from him, she continued.Â
âI love you.â At those words Aemond showed his shock. He took a step back from her and he raised an eyebrow.Â
âYou do not mean-â
âOh for the love of-Yes! I mean it! I love you, Aemond! I love you as if it is breathing! Instinctively, not thinking about itâŚ.I love you.âÂ
Aemond couldnât hold it anymore, he walked to her and gripped her face tightly, her cheeks squishing slightly in his grasp as he smashed his lips against hers. She initially was shocked at the sudden kiss, but she kissed him back fiercely, holding his wrists as she leaned up to kiss him deeper.Â
He led her back until he pressed her back against the table, holding her thighs as he pushed her onto the table. His body fit perfectly in between her thighs, just like he imagined it would. His hands gripped her thighs, one of his hands traveling up, feeling and savoring the soft skin as he groaned.Â
She pulled away from the kiss to leave small kisses along his jaw. He bit his lip at the feeling, the action presumably so innocent and so sweet it almost made him chuckle.Â
He pulled back slightly, his gaze intense and lust filled as his hand trailed underneath her breasts.Â
âTell me to stop.â He demanded. His head was spinning with the lust that clouded it. He waited for her to push him away, or to whimper a soft âI do not think myself readyâ- But she shook her head, bringing his head back to hers swiftly to connect their lips in another passionate kiss.Â
He pulled away from the kiss, groaning to himself as he left hot, open mouthed kisses against her jaw and neck. He looked down, his breath heavy as he stared down into her cleavage. He wished for nothing more than to rip her dress open and kiss every inch of her body, but being in the dining room came with its disadvantages. So, he settled for kissing her cleavage, before trailing his lips down the fabric of her dress till he came to her thighs.
Aemond pushed her dress up as far as he could, staring at her the whole time. He slowly pushed her thighs about, giving her time to stop him but she never did. Gently kissing the inner side of her thigh, he tried to reassure her. He could see the uncertainty in her eyes; The way she looked at him with both anxiety and lust. He stared up at her searching for any sign or signal that would make him stop.Â
âIs this okay?â Once he saw the light nod of her head, he disappeared underneath her dress.Â
She had never been intimate with a man-courtesy of her father, enforcing the âWomen should be pureâ melodramatic speech into her head ever since she could stand. She always thought it to be a chore, only having heard stories from unhappy married women who hated their husbands, and much less disliked their children a little less, but this? This was exciting, this felt good.Â
She placed a hand on his head, moaning his name under her breath as he ate her like a beast. His hands gripped her thighs as if to ground himself-He had tasted women before but for some reason she was so much sweeter, so much more divine. His eyes practically rolled back just from pushing his tongue into her heat, sucking gently on her flit before he pulled away slightly, focusing his attention on her clit as he dipped a finger inside of her.Â
The sudden stretch made her jump, and gasp loudly. She may have pleasured herself before but it really never felt like what Aemond was doing to her. He eased his finger in slowly, dragging it back out, and then slowly pushing it back in. Hearing the moans that graced her lips, he continued the slow thrust of his finger for a moment before he added another one.Â
She let out a loud moan, a hand on the back of his head as she pushed his head closer to her heat. She felt him chuckle against her, the vibrations only adding to the pleasure. She moaned loudly, perhaps too loudly for comfort, but Aemond only seemed to want more of those noises to come from her.Â
He slowly curled his fingers, his mouth praising her clit. The added pressure with the curl of his fingers, and the sucking of her clit made her eyes squeeze shut.Â
âOh gods Aemond, Iâm going to-â Just as her orgasm was going to consume her, it stopped. With her heavy breathing, and slightly shaky legs, she slowly sat up. Aemond smirked up at her, holding her gaze as he nipped at her inner thighs. âYou stopped..âÂ
âYes. Because if you are going to peak it should be on my cock.âÂ
Her face flushed at the words, and she stared at him with wide eyes as he pulled his trousers down slightly to free his throbbing cock. As their eyes met, he seemed to notice the slight anxiety in her eyes, because he pressed his forehead against hers and lined himself up with her entrance.Â
âTell me to stop if it hurts too much.â She nodded in response, and she wrapped her arms tightly around his shoulders as he pushed into her. She let out a gasp; The feeling was new, discomfiting but..new. Her face scrunched up at the stretch, and Aemond shushed her quietly as he started to move. After a few thrusts, her body relaxed, and she started to moan his name.Â
Hearing his name fall from her lips was like a prayer answered, like a lifelong dream he had been waiting for. He grunted as he started to rock his hips back and forth into her slowly. It took everything inside of him to not pound into her, to fuck her like he had fantized about. He wished that her father could see her now, her maidenhood gone and her body fully submitting to the pleasure he so gracefully gave her.Â
âAemond..Aemond oh gods-â Her voice broke as he went faster, her moans only getting louder. She tried to wrap her mind around the pleasure he was giving her, the way his hips moved slowly yet deeply, the way the tip of his thick cock rubbed against the spot so deliciously. Her eyebrows furrowed, and she held him close to her.Â
One of his hands was on her thigh, the other on the table as he thrusted into her, as if holding the edge of the table would stop the creaking sounds, or the way she moaned his name, or how his groans got louder as his climax approached.Â
White splattered her vision as her orgasm washed over. She cried out his name in pleasure, holding him close as his legs trapped him inside of her. The feeling of her core pulsating and tightening made Aemondâs head spin, and he grunted out a moan of her name as he came himself, spilling his seed inside of her.Â
As the two sat there, basking in the afterglow of being intimate, neither of them would move for what felt like hours. Even though the position that they were in was compromising, they smiled, and laughed softly at the situation itself.Â
Once they both got cleaned up-the best they could get cleaned up for just having sex on the dining room table-Aemond took her hand. She smiled softly at Aemond, her heart racing in a new, and exciting way. The two stared at each other for a while, trying to wrap their minds around the fact that now, they could truly be together, or at least, now, they had a hope that they could be together.
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Yeah, sure, shiny Sableye can look like gold at certain angles, but gimme that Spooky Boi (Patreon)
#Scribbles#Pokemon#Sableye#I'm entertaining myself lol#I don't mind the shiny palette - I think it looks way better in pixel art than the 3D models but that's mostly a lighting thing#The soft shading is not very flattering to the greenish tone - pixels can get away with a lot more#The texturing on the eyes tho - shiny â¨#Speaking of green I do like the emerald look as well I think it's a very nice contrast but there's just /so/ many cool rocks out there!#Or hell go with metal tones! Mix it up go wacky! Sableye's a cool little guy a little spook <3 Perfect little Halloween lad#Since gold can be interpreted as either yellow or gold depending on where and how it can have either The classic Halloween colours#Or like Shadows a la Kingdom Hearts and so on - still very cute spook!#I was perhaps a bit silly to not make the lines to denote depth in the eyes like...actual lines lol those are on the colour layer#Yes I did redraw them - at least it was only twice total! Lol#Love Sableye <3 Little fella
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