#I just feel like everything was just good karma today and I know it’s weird to post about
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A good day made better when I was surprised with my preorder copy of Tears of the Kingdom a day earlier than the shipping notice said 😭 when I realized what was in the envelope I screamed in excitement and made my mom turn off the movie we were watching so we could start playing immediately 🩵🩵🩵 and what makes today even BETTER is that I’m also off tomorrow all day so I can play even more!!!
#ryan’s ramblings#the only bad thing today was that I screwed up some brownies but even then I mean#I mean like. they took me five minutes to mix together from the box mix.#and they weren’t likely to turn out considering that they were brownie cookie bars#and the cookie bag was split open in the box before we opened it. the cookie powder was gone man#I even finished a stripe on my blanket. so I’m even closer to finishing my knitting.#been literally such a good day even the rain stopped when I left work for lunch just long enough for me to get to and from buildings#and no matter how late I was I always had time to spare.#woke up late and literally last minute washed and dryer and styled my hair#and still had time to spare before leaving on time#and still got to work early.#got held up chatting at the yarn shop on my lunch. had to shop at the dollar general. walked each way from work.#got stuck waiting for a while to be able to cross the street without dying#STILL had ample time to finish my lunch when I got back and microwaved my meal#and still chill and chat without rushing#I just feel like everything was just good karma today and I know it’s weird to post about#but I’m so used to posting vents and rants and bad things happening#and I feel like I’m kinda thanking the universe by putting this out#because man I haven’t had a good day like this in a minute
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hii could i please request a little hurt/comfort drabble where reader feels sad during christmas season but forces herself to at least pretend to be happy because karma’s birthday is on christmas day :( but karma notices how her smile doesn’t meet her eyes and stuff and asks reader about it!
Summary: You’re sad on Christmas, Karma x reader (except it’s his birthday.) hurt/comfort GN!reader HUGE SPOILER WARNING FOR ASSASSINATION CLASSROOM
(this is so cute I LOVE THIS REQUEST thank u! Had this in my drafts for a while but waited for Christmas to post)
It had been two years since everything ended. Two years since Korosensei died and all of End class were labeled as victims with some weird-Stockholm attachment to the monster who blew up the moon.
It was strange, seeing everyone care about you when you didn’t need it and remembering how low they thought of you when you were only the reject class of kunugigaoka.
A lot happened in two years, not a long time but considering how quickly everything was moving you hadn’t had time to catch up. Like any special day Christmas wasn’t a good time anymore- something your classmates agreed on. With the impact Korosensei had on your lives it was impossible to celebrate anything without wondering what would have been if you managed to save him. That was only wishful thinking, you couldn’t change the past.
Regardless, today you tried to keep a smile on your face. It was the most important time of the year, Karmas birthday- and Christmas too.
You stared at your poor attempt to decorate the cake you baked with Karma, the frosting written birthday note was almost illegible.
“What’s with the look, you’re writing isn’t that bad.”
You looked up after hearing Karmas voice as if you were pulled out of a trance.
“What look? I know it’s not that bad I was admiring our hard work.”
“More like my hard work, you kept dropping everything! Seriously though, what’s wrong? The whole day I’ve been catching you teary eyed.”
You turned your back to the counter to face him as you set the frosting bag down “I’m fine, today’s your day I’m not going to bother you with my problems. You should enjoy everything to its fullest.”
“I’m not going to enjoy anything if you’re not happy, ‘m not budging tell me why you’re upset.”
Karma was stubborn, you knew him well enough to realized this wasn’t negotiable.
“I don’t know… I was just thinking about how Korosensei can’t spend Christmas with us, and he can’t be here for your birthday. Ever since we killed him, Ive felt so helpless? Like we never did enough.”
He nodded slowly breaking eye contact for a second, “my parents haven’t answered my call today, they’re in Italy right now, all I got was a text saying they were busy and that they’d talk later. I know they haven’t forgotten, it’s kind of impossible when it’s Christmas but still- I hoped they would have time for me today, I know they have more important things to do but It made me think about how Korosensei would’ve been here.”
you nodded in response, “They could still call the days not over… and if they don’t they’ll try to make it up to you…” You could bet they wouldn’t call until the next day but you wanted to reassure him, there wasn’t a lot you could say in this situation that would make him feel better.
“It’s fine, you’re here- and you’re the best company, I had fun today. I just meant Korosensei has done a lot for us he’s proud we pulled that off, he wouldn’t want you to beat yourself up over it.”
“I know you’re right, still I wish I could’ve done more, we should’ve tried harder to save him.”
“We did what we had to. I miss him too, there’s a lot of things I could never repay Korosensei for—”
“Like getting you through senioritis? Or always bringing money in his wallet even though he knew you’d steal it?”
“I meant setting us up together, but sure those were good too.” Karma smiles breaking tenseness of the conversation for moment, “at the time I thought he was being a hassle but without him im not sure id have you right now.”
Suddenly you felt shy laughing it off and covering your face for a moment while you composed yourself, “Yeah he did push for us a lot but I was obsessed with you far before we even ended up in 3-E so you would’ve had me regardless.”
“Yeah? Tell me more.”
“No way in hell, I don’t trust you to not make fun of me. Anyways I didn’t mean to bring up something depressing, we should be smearing cake all over your face right now.”
“Try all you want but it isn’t possible to mess up my face.”
“Wanna bet?” You shake the smile off your face.
“See that’s more I like it, we can enjoy our ugly cake now. And more importantly you can open your gift.”
“What do you mean my gift? It’s your birthday you’re not supposed to buy me stuff!”
“It’s also Christmas … I couldn’t help myself I really wanted to get you something.”
“But now I’m worried my gift won’t live up to yours!”
“[Name] you could give me rocks for all I care and I’d keep them in a safe with multiple locks.”
You gently shoved his shoulder suppressing your laughter, you leaned in to kiss him.
It was impossible to not feel better with him around. This morning you had woken up wishing time could stop for a moment and you ended the day hoping for the same thing but for a completely different reason.
#ansatsu kyoushitsu#karma akabane#karma x reader#assassination classroom x reader#karma akabane x reader#akabane karma x reader#karma akabane headcannons#assasination classroom#assassination classroom#assclass#karma x you
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I'm just reading this now since i was inactive (going again) so I'm replying now (not saying you were waiting for my reply but I'm the same anon who's ask this was 😅)
I don't really have anything to add other than I agree with everything you said there. i know all those accounts you're talking about, i even know the "random taekook" account you said there without u mentioning their @ because guess what? been there done that kinda..i saw that tkkr saying all those "Just because i follow TK biased doesn't mean I'm tkkr" this that bs when 99% tweets are about TK and them following all sort of tkkrs ones that drag jm too lol. and their little ot7 followers backing up them..idk who they're trying to fool as if we can't smell a trash from miles away 😭
being honest u don't need to be chronically online to see what is the shit that's going on in Fandom or How it's filled with Tkkrs. a newly entered fan can tell it's full of Tkkrs so idk what pleasure others get by Lying saying TK are most hated in Fandom (just Today i saw those tweets with thousands of likes).
What pisses me off tho is ot7 jkkrs acting like many of the armys don't hate jm deep down. saying "They're hating on jm so they're not army" is such a bs thing to say and literally big jkk blogs here say that but ask them why they generalize solos because there's good solos too who just support one member in peace without dragging anyone but nope for them "If you stan only one member then you're an anti" like who gets to decide that? You? and who are you? their logic is just as useless as kpopies to me. You're the only jkkr who even talked about all the things happening with jm others are too ot7s to even address those things. Them saying that Fandom majorly doesn't dislike jm because of TK as a ship is funny because the same Fandom was seen begging Tkkrs for help when taehyung and Jennie's video was leaked but sure.
Hope the deserved people gets their karma back is all i can hope for now because i know for a fact that things are going to get worse in future Especially with what's going on with hybe and tkkrs loser ass Linking all of that to "jm is company's fav and they force Jkk" shit.
hi anon! no I’m happy to hear from you again, it makes me feel more sane to see people with the same opinions on some of this lol 😭
Yeah, that one account who just makes corny tkk shipping jokes and is very clearly an actual tkkr but you had half of ARMYtwt coming to their defense because they were all part of the same clique and most of them are “tk-biased”. They were laughing saying that using a duo name doesn’t mean you’re a shipper but when people were pulling up screenshots of them literally reading AUs they would just deflect lmao 😭 It’s just embarrassing.
And yeah I saw that too, a big and popular account talking about tkk being the most hated 🥴 just the audacity to say that, as if we don’t all have eyes and see the absurd amount of followers and engagement tkk accounts have on EVERY platform. And I could write a thesis on the absolute obsession ARMYs have w/ a tk-subunit just proving how deeply enmeshed the tkk shipping bias is in this fandom. And talking about the fandom hating a duo, I could write another thesis on how ARMYs are insanely weird towards Jikook, like damn AYS just drove that home for me.
Yeah, the hardcore OT7 jkkrs who deny that the fandom treats Jimin weirdly are just bizarre to me. Literally right now there’s discourse going on about US streams and you can find multiple hit tweets where they are straight up shading and attacking Jikook up and down in the comments, especially JM (they’re for sure getting nastier towards JK about this but some of them can at least concede that he has GP/popularity, but for some reason the bulk of ARMYs think that w/ JM it must be favoritism bc in their minds they decided that tkk were miles ahead of him in popularity despite his solo music ALWAYS performing the best or second best in the group). Like throw a dart at a board and you can find a random reason that ARMYs resent JM, whether it be over associating him with his solos the most (literally HYBE saw and marked this as a problem??) to just the fact that ARMYs are literally full of tkkrs who ALWAYS resent him on some level. Bizarre for jkkrs of ALL people to try and deny this as hard as some of them do? (and like I said I’m not saying JM is the only member who gets weird treatment from ARMYs sometimes, but he for sure gets it the most by virtue of tkkrs being as big as they are if nothing else. There are still tons of ARMYs who love him tho obviously).
And 100% on some jkkrs/ARMYs trying to say that people who hate JM aren’t ARMY to wash their hands of the issue. It’s literally not true because half the people shading him consider themselves ARMYs, a lot of tkkrs consider themselves ARMYs, ARMYs literally make up the following and likes of toxic tkk accounts, so what are they even talking about? That attitude is literally why it got so bad and we are where we are. Like just say you don’t care about Jimin and go I guess.
It's like we can be fandom critical and still care about/be a part of the fandom, this is the way it's been for me and literally any community I’ve ever been a part of? If you care about something you want to make it better which means looking inward and trying to identify and fix the problems. I get there’s a fine line between being critical and “victimizing” and “solo narratives” and “manti narratives” but c’mon, we can use critical thinking to differentiate, yeah? Because not every fandom/company complaint makes you a “solo” or “manti”. Just insane to me.
There’s so many issues with hardcore OT7 logic that we could get into tbh, but you’re right in that there’s nothing wrong with liking only one or two members as long as you’re not hating on the others. And tbh there’s nothing wrong with not liking and supporting all of them equally when isn’t it just normal to have preferences and to stream the music you enjoy the most? And just a note, the funny thing is that a good chunk of ARMYs who complain about this ARE pretty heavily biased, they just don’t want to admit it, even to themselves. And that’s one of the reasons diet-solos emerge and are so prevalent in the fandom right now.
I think the karma is definitely the fandom falling apart at the seams right now (even though sadly good people are getting punished for it). It’s toxic as hell in ARMY spaces, good ARMYs have left in droves, our charting is not great for non-Jikook (part of this I just blame on HYBE and their bad strategy of relying wholly on the fandom, or maybe it’s some of the members strategy tbf, but whoever decided, it wasn’t a good idea). I mean, I guess we’ll see what happens when BTS return, maybe more people will return and things will improve/stabilize somewhat but I also don’t think there’s really ever going back to how things were in the fandom either. Plus BTS are going to focus on group work for a minute, but it’s never going to be the same rate as pre-CH2, the solo careers are here to stay and we have no idea what the actual balance of solo/group/subunit work will be yet. I guess we’ll see but at least we know the karma is that JM antis and tkkrs are like the most miserable jobless people on the planet and JM is happy and healthy and wealthy and loved, so there’s that if nothing else. Stantwt in general just full of miserable losers.
Anyways sorry for yapping so much again lmao, I resonate with you on all these issues, I could go on forever about some of this lol so I’ll stop. And for sure, it would be nice for more jkkrs to talk about this kind of stuff tbh, at least the ones who are active in the fandom. And yeah the situation with the HYBE leaks and how they’re already doing the most to twist and start another smear campaign on JM and jkk, just insane 🫠 you know if solo fights were just name-calling it wouldn’t be as much of an issue, I don’t feel like some people understand the kind of damage these groups are doing and the lengths they go to. But we will just keep streaming and supporting and doing our best I guess 😭 same old same old, always something insane happening.
#anon#ask#discourse#the lack of places to have good faith discussions#is one of the issues that has led to like#so much radicalization too#no one in this fandom is allowed to have a nuanced opinion#it's tiring#anyways sorry for rambling and getting off topic#a lot going on lately ���💫#im about over it tbh#im sure tkkrs are going wild#with the hybe monitoring shipping thing too 🥴
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Hii I saw u write a karma x reader with a entp gf.. and it was veryy good :)) i even followed u lol
i was wondering if u could write a reader x karma with a isfp gf.. she's very sweet, kind, artistic and likes taking care of others.. she's extremely insecure and hates that she's too shy and allergic to the word no 😂 lol...
She has been feeling a bit insecure about herself and hates herself because of her failures in communicating with others 😭 soo can u write general headcanons and also him comforting her
I'd really appreciate it if you will write this... it's ok if u don't wanna thoo
Thanks :D
blank canvas, blank mind
description. karma x isfp!girlfriend
genre. fluff / comfort
notes: i couldn't tell by what you wrote if you only wanted headcanons or if you wanted a scenario too.. so i did the scenario!! i hope you enjoy <3
— h e a d c a n o n s —
— he likes to take care of you. you relax on the couch as he throws numerous blankets on top of you as he tells you how much he loves you.
— he gives you things. whether that's paintbrushes, pencils, or plushies, you have an overflowing supply of these items. you're running out of places to put things.
— he's always with you. he simply doesn't want you being taken advantage of. he knows how much you hate saying no to people (even if your life is basically in jeopardy), so he's saying it so you don't have to!!
— he constantly compliments you. if you're insecure about your body, personality, interests, those worries will be fine in literally no time at all. he's great at distracting you from what makes you anxious.
— he's always watching you. not in a creepy way!! you just fascinate him. he could stare at you for hours and never get bored. you're just so pretty with your movements, especially when you're letting your creativity shine through.
— he gives you people lessons. he knows you're not great with interactions. he knows your troubles with communications with—well, anyone. so, the most illogical thing to do is help. so, he's constantly trying his best to help you in this kind of thing.
— s c e n a r i o —
you're staring at the wall.
thinking.
about anything—and everything.
thoughts keep filling your mind about your earlier occurrences. the things you said, if you made any weird faces, if you did anything at all that might tell someone you're doing something wrong.
"y/n? are you listening?" a certain redhead asks, brushing his hair away from his eyes so he can look at you properly.
"huh?" you spin, your eyes obviously puffy and tearing up. "yeah, sorry. what's up?"
"hey.. are you okay? did something happen? do you need me to shove wasabi up someone's nose? some habanero peppers, perhaps?"
you give a little chuckle and shake your head. "not today, karma."
"well, then.. what's wrong? you're acting unusual." he says with worry in his voice, carefully jumping backwards onto the bed to sit next to you.
"i was just.. thinking." you sigh, swinging your leg back and forth.
"...about?" karma asks, raising an eyebrow.
"it's just—uhm..." you begin, not knowing how to get the words out.
"i know i act weird around other people. but.. is there something i do without knowing that might make someone dislike me?" you blurt, still a little unsatisfied with the execution of the sentence.
"woah, where's this coming from?" he says, getting off the bed to place a hand on your shoulder. "what's going on?"
"i.. i just always feel like i've done something wrong. after i hang out with my friends, i can't shake the feeling that they'd start talking about me because of something i did." you spill, closing your eyes and resting your forehead in your palm.
"...i'm really sorry. but, i don't think you've done anything wrong, y/n. you're the kindest soul i've ever met and you're the reason i'm not in jail right now." he says, dead serious.
"still.. i just wish i could communicate with them better. i never know what to say to them when i want to talk." you say, looking back up at karma.
"i just wish there was something i could do about it." you say, concluding your point. you felt helpless.
"hey, it's okay. you can always work up to speaking with them directly. just stay out of your own head. you're amazing, y/n. there's absolutely nothing wrong with you or what you can do." he smiles at you, hoping to encourage you at least a little bit.
you wipe the back of your hand on your face, trying to get rid of the tears that had been spiraling out. "are you sure that they'll react well?" you sniff.
"y/n, there's nothing i can do to guarantee that. but, i do blue that they're not worthy of being your friends if they react badly to you wanting to talk to them." he says calmly, caressing your face with his thumb.
"just keep in mind, i'll be with you every step of the way. you've got this. and i'll have wasabi in my hands."
notes: i really searched my mind for this 😭😭 it was fun to write though!!
#screaming in the void#and the void screams back#assassination classroom#ass class#fluff#hee hee#karma#karma akabane#karma akabane x reader#akabane karma x reader#karma x reader#akabane karma#assassination classroom x reader#comfort#i need to pee#reader fic
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Some more body swap au stuff bc the angst for this is dope hahah
Abt Cynthia this time cans y'all believe it hahaha
Anyways
So while drawing I was thinking of notes to add for more info and such, and then I got to Cynthia and Wallace and like, man
Cynthia being grateful that Wallace has long hair so she can still hide her left eye. It's odd for her. She's not used being able to see w her left eye again, then again, it's Wallace's body. His body was healthier, sturdier, he wasn't blind on one eye, he didn't have scars on his face. And it was,, she wasn't used to it yknow, she wasn't used to not feeling phantom pains or any kind of pain really, she wasn't used to actually having good eyesight anymore. Like, looking in the mirror, she sees everything; she sees how flawless Wallace skin is, sees how well maintained his hair was, could feel how soft it was, his body was built, and that was to be expected really as he's juggling three jobs he has to keep fit. It was weird for Cynthia, but old habits die hard as they say, and she brushed her? His? Hair to the left side, covering her left eye, she thinks she doesn't deserve to see w her left eye again.
But then, it's tempting yknow, for once she felt like her body doesn't have to force her to rest, she feels great really hahah. So she finally got dressed, she remembered she has to take care of Lisia. Oh no, she doesn't know how to cook. God that's embarrassing, she always relied on her grandparents' cooking until now, and she did try cooking once but ah, well, let's just say the Celestic Fire Dept had to rush to their home
Shit well, she has to try at least, eggs and bacon are easy to make, even Diantha can make those! And Dia is one of the shittiest cooks within their group
So she tried, really tried.
"uhm.. uncle, is everything alright? You're kinda burning them"
"ah, yeah, I'm sorry! I'm just.. really not feeling that well, if I'm being honest."
"oh, why didn't you just say so? I'll cook for us! You just rest up!"
Cyn was having real ass mixed feelings cause for once, wow Wallace really was a good uncle he taught his niece how to cook, and she was doing great! And on the other hand, wow a child is a better cook than her. They had breakfast, w Cynthia trying to strike up conversation, asking Lisia what she's gonna do, who she's gonna be w, smth her grandparents always ask her and her sister whenever they went out when they were younger. Maybe Wallace would ask the same too. And it seems she was right, for Lisia it was a normal conversation over breakfast, she answered all the questions, even shared some stuff abt her last performance, and Cynthia made comments she thought Wallace would say.
Once that's done, Lisia got ready for her own stuff too, telling Cynthia to just stay home, "just call me if you need anything, uncle! I'll just get some pain relievers when I get home!"
"of course, thank you, you stay safe okay?"
"I will!"
When Lisia finally left, Cynthia rushed back to Wallace's room, looking for his phone or for his pokenav. Maybe Steven was okay, maybe he can help her. When she found it, she scrolled through his contacts, finding Steven's name, and she pressed call.
Two rings, then three, finally Steven answered.
"what?"
That.. Steven doesn't answer like that
"Steven?"
"what are you talking about? It's me, Lance! Wallace, is this you?"
"no, it's Cynthia!"
"...what?"
Cynthia groaned, of all the people Steven could've swapped bodies w, the gods decided to swap him w Lance?? She's starting to believe this was some sort of karma, especially after Lance was starting to ramble on too, going on how he doesn't know where he is, in some kind of cave maybe. Cynthia sighed, telling him to just stay there, she'll get him, and maybe they can figure out what's really going on. Arceus grant her the patience, today was gonna be a long day.
#pokemon champions#body swap au#cynthia def stress eating ice cream after getting lance tho fr hahaha#maybe after getting lance they decided to try telling the other champions too#cause theres smth wrong ofc and they wanna make sure everyone is safe#anyways yeah hahah#cynthia is vibing w wallace's body fr hahab
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Notes from 11.4.24
I was very anxious and hopeless in the morning. There was this feeling like my body needed to have a mental break down but I wasn't allowing it. Not sure that I can anymore, and I think it's because I see through everything and realise that There's No One Here To Even Be Upset. But I couldn't eat, I didn't want to listen to music. I just felt very numb and trudged along as I usually do. There's no choice. I kept to myself and was very quiet. But I think I'm lying because it probably didn't appear that way to others. I just felt really quiet and sort of unstable on the inside. I think I wasn't here all day until the end.
Maybe I played with the energy a bit. Did I? I made people interesting. Made it a slow night, so that we (the girls) could get to know each other. We spoke about stuff, honestly. Shared candy. A big spider appeared and we all screamed and then laughed because someone tried to catch it so that they could release it outside but it was killed in the process. A random genuine compliment. Wished a customer good luck dealing with their family drama (my step-mother died, but it's okay I didn't know her). Told Con he could read The Bible in the store, sure (I should have said no, he upset a customer talking about some sexual stuff). Spoke a bit about karma (what now, since you've killed that spider?), asked at what age did you suddenly experience consciousness? (someone said 10th grade), how do you experience your ADHD?, are you bi?/I'm probably bi-romantic/how do you handle the internalised homophobia?, I'm sorry I'm weird with hugging, It's Not You, You know why right, I told you why, No it's okay I understand.
One of the girls hugged me twice today and I stood there limp as a ragdoll both times. I think that's a good summary for how this all feels right now. Sure I loved you for your hug, and maybe I felt you there, too. But this isn't real. I know it's not. So ultimately, I am unmoved.
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i feel a big shift starting to happen. it’s weird. it feels genuine and bright. happy. it feels warm in the chest but in a radiant kind of way, not like it’s burning from the pain.
it’s been nice to sit down and really get in touch with reality again. making better and smarter choices, not using self destructive measures. self sabotage and intensional self harm is slowly starting to slip away from me. and for once, life feels good.
something about today, t setting up the new table i got us. having a statement piece in the house that feels permanent. like an adult. i think about my parents big dining table and furniture that’s been there for a long time. they’re settled and establishes and secure. i loved that about living at home. the true feeling of security and safety. something about this table brought up these thoughts and feelings. but it feels good.
i’ve switched my mindset to actually start making better choices and staying on track. i usually just say i will and give a half ass try, then revert to the same bad habits. i don’t like to be late, yet i always am. but why? you’re aware that you’re always late and aware that it’s an easy fix. you set yourself up for it, but when the moment comes. it’s like laziness kicks in, knowing the consequences but i knowingly choose to ignore it, yet at the same time freak out internally because i yet again failed myself. failed in a way of knowing what i’m doing, know how to fix it, but somehow i still don’t change it.
phases? let’s see over the years…
home: secure, love, family
drama = idgaf = selfish
bad choices. fucked off school. fucked people over. manipulative. didn’t care.
tried to be someone i’m not. lost. trying to feel included but with wrong people.
realization. moving soon. realizing family is everything. emotional over leaving home. afraid to miss out and not know how my parents are.
moved states. stayed with sis but still felt dependent
got my own place. hated it.
never wanted to. got tricked into being w r. gas lit. felt baited into it. knowing yet denying. continued anyways. stress over money. felt like i was truly getting drained out of all i was. more problems. felt crazy. didn’t feel safe. knew i shouldn’t stay. scared of asking him to leave. didn’t know how to leave safely. distracted self to get away. depressed. numb. destructive. didn’t care again. karma for all my wrong doings. cried wolf.
phx -> chandler. safe w sis. felt like home. excited about new apartment. peanut. moxi. peanut helped process through losing jasper. love again. healing. understanding. not so lost. slowly creating path. realizing all the bad i caused. bad i was in. bad i allowed. growing to fix those bad things. take accountability. start to grow up.
tbc….
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Gonna compile my thoughts here because this ep moved incredibly slow for me:
- I enjoy Chase and Sasha's friendship and wish we got to see more of this friendship regularly. Even though the dialogue they gave her today was insane and none of the advice she gave Chase made any sense. I hated that Sasha seemed to imply that anything that happened to her over the past year was "karma".
- It was good to see some acknowledgment from Brook Lynn that she was being a selfish dumbass and I hope she pulls whatever strings she needs to pull to get Chase's job back. It's either this or pi work because I'm not going into 2023 pretending to like Chase's performances. In general, I still want to root for Brook Lynn's growth and I hope that's where this story is headed. I don't want an overnight reunion of her and Chase because that break up was a key character moment of Chase demanding better for himself.
- I didn't really understand what was going on in the Valentin and Sonny scenes but I'm assuming that's the "security firm" Dex came from and if that means that there's still a chance for Dex to be interesting and a rival mob plant to take down Sonny, cool.
- Joss...where to begin lol. I really hate that they wrote Joss changing her major to pre-med over a guy she barely knows. They tried to have her list other reasons like not feeling "helpless" but it's clear per the dialogue and where she ended up at the end of today's ep, that this is all about Dex. It's disappointing to me because I think Joss is a character that desperately needs to be fleshed out beyond loyalty to her family and whatever pairing they have her in. Joss doesn't seem to have an actual interest in medicine, she seems to want to mold herself into a more useful person for Dex in the future and that is...not good.
- The Carly and Joss relationship convo was odd for a lot of reasons. Carly should be horrified at the prospect of her daughter following in her footsteps and the potential danger she would face being associated with Dex. Carly should want to know everything there is to know about Dex. Instead, we have a continuation of her passing the mob gf torch to Joss.
- The Cam part of the convo was absurd too because the whole meta aspect of Carly's dialogue where she said Joss would be the bad guy because she's her daughter made no sense. First of all, none of Joss' friends or really anyone besides maybe Nelle have judged Joss because her mother was Carly. Joss is typically the one doing the judging. Second of all, the writers had Joss cheat on Cam with little remorse. They could have written this a lot of ways but they didn't. They wrote it in a way that objectively makes her the "bad guy" in this break up because she didn't and still hasn't respected Cam enough to prioritize giving him a clean break over chasing Dex. So it's weird to get passive aggressive with the audience for caring about Cam and rightfully viewing her as a hypocrite in light of all of this. That's the character the writers are establishing.
- Willow and Nina arguing is exhausting because I don't know why Willow didn't just tell her to leave. I don't know why Nina thinks Sasha is so helpless that she can't put up some decorations, she was doing just fine. It's coming across very "Look how evil Nina while she says mean things to deathly ill Willow!" and I just can't feel much of anything about this Willow cancer plot. I wish they had her fight for her life sooner
- In general, today's writing was not my fave. I'm not a fan of scripts that bludgeon the audience over the head with the reaction they expect from them.
#general hospital#not the best follow up from the messy fun of yesterday#hopefully friday is stronger#once again the women in the writers' room let me down
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Random Blog Survey!
I grabbed a random set of questions online just for fun. Feel free to take and answer for yourself too! :)
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When was the last time you wore a full face of makeup? Today! If full face means primer, foundation, eyeliner, and eyeshadow! Do you own an iPad? No. Who was the last non-relative woman you spoke to in person? Weird question, 3 of my friends just today! What’s the most hours you’ve worked in a week? 50 Do you believe in karma? Yes. Definitely does feel like there's a karmic justice with cause and effect. Actions have consequences. What temperature is your thermostat currently set to? 68 What’s a topic you’ve drastically changed your opinion on? EVERYTHING. I used to be soooo, sooooo way too overbearing on every topic! Now I learned to just live and let live, let people enjoy things! If people are happy, I'm happy. :3 Are you a kind, thoughtful person? I do my very best every day, but I have no right to answer whether I am or not. Do you know anyone who has a PhD? Yes. Who were you dating in July 2010? Or were you single? I was single yeah, I was literally just 13 back then! Those were good times actually. x3 How do you feel when you’re the center of attention? I prefer not to be. I want to make others happy instead! Would you rather be a nurse or a mechanical engineer? A nurse actually. Do you like Starbucks chai lattes, or do you think they’re too sweet? I do! I'm more of a mocha person myself tho. Are you and your SO facebook official? FB? I haven't posted in that in YEARSSSS. Do you know how to set a formal table setting for a 3+ course dinner? I do! Funny enough, in elementary school, there was a funny VHS we sat through for an entire class, teaching us how to set a table for such an occasion. Are you in a good mood today? I am! It's been up and down, but I'm in a happy mood rn! Do you know anyone who works as a lawyer? Yes. Which would bother you more: being told you’re not likable or being told you’re not sensible? Being told I'm not sensible. Do you have a difficult time relating to other’s emotions? Never. I'm overly sensitive to other's emotions around me. I feel so much of people's energy and it affects me greatly. :T How many bedrooms does your house have? 4 What was the last electronic item you bought? I believe it was an iPhone XR for streaming! Have you ever experienced sleep paralysis? YES. Way too many times. When you were 15, what did you want to grow up to be? A police officer! I wanted to do good for others and keep everyone safe. Did you ever achieve that? Nope, I couldn't get into the college course and instead opted for psychiatry! Have you ever had a dream in which you died? Most of the time, though 95% of my nightmares now are about abandonment.
Have you bought a bag of potato chips in the past week? Yessss, Doritos Sweet Chilli Heat! NOM.
Does the thought of having wrinkles when you’re older upset you? YES. How often do you buy a new phone? I still have my Samsung Galaxy S20 and that was pretty much my first phone aside from flip phones soooo... pretty much never. xD Would you rather live in an apartment in the city, or a cabin in the woods? Apartment in the city would be fun! I'd love to explore and visit all kinds of places. :3 Do you use Snapchat? Just for its filters, I don't talk to anyone on it tho. Have you ever driven or ridden on a motorcycle? Yess, my parents' friend let me drive his motorcycle once down the street, it was really fun and cool! Do you know anyone who’s struggling with addiction? Yes. Smoking addiction sadly. I won't ever smoke/do drugs. x . x Are any other members of your household home right now? Yes. What was your first job? And how long did you work there? Working at a boat store, and it gave me waaaay too much anxiety, retail? Never. Again. What was your favorite school subject when you were in middle school? Psychology!
When’s your next vacation and where are you going? To the U.S. in Summer and I'll be going to a Paramore concert with someone AWESOME. HYPE! :D
What’s something that you wish you could do one more time? Spend more time with my cousin Matthew, he passed away from cancer at 24 when I was around 14, so I never got to really be with him. He was really into PCs back in the 2000s and built a custom Windows VISTA PC, yeeeeeeeeeah! xD I miss him a whole lot.
If you weren’t in your current job, what would you want to be doing? I would absolutely be doing a career in psychiatry right now! I'd love to help others when it comes to mental health, because the industry really needs to do better. Either that, or I'd love to be a community manager of some kind for a game or something!
What’s the biggest project on your to-do list right now? Right now, I'm focusing massively on charity work (raised over $5,700 so far! Woowoo!). I educated myself in animal rescues and sponsoring animals in animal sanctuaries, and I really want to apply myself into that. Raising funds for all kinds of great causes! Aside from charity stuff, I've been taking great strides in getting the help I need and figuring myself out. Better diet, exercise, looking into cool stuff like piercings, epic fashion, it really has been doing wonders in becoming who I want to be! :)
What’s one hobby that you’d like to take up? Art, and actually developing my own unique art style! That would be so cool, but right now I'm focusing on instrument playing and creative writing. Electric guitar, piano, and poetry. <3
If you had to pick only one, what's the best Youtube video? Easy, Solence - Animal in Me. Best song, best music vid. If music vids don't count, probably a Stimpee video? Like Rust Has a New DLC where he messes around with tape recorders in Rust. xD Ooooh or a murder mystery vid or criminal documentary!
Creepypastas or AMVs? That's a tough one RAAAAAAA it's gotta be creepypastas, it has to. Those are just too classic. Even though AMVs also are like a fine wine. xD
Did you drink an energy drink in the past 48 hours? Yep, classic green Monster, THOOOO I recently fell in love with the green Ultra Paradise Monster too!
Vine or Tiktok? Vine
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haha another moment of me oversharing let's go ANYWAY THANK YOU LYNX FOR THE TAG MWAH <3
01. what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?
family and friends; self-expression; and whatever the hell happened to me back in 4th/5th grade (it was something bad)
02. show us a picture of your handwriting?
you guys might think that it's bad but idc as long as i can read it
03. 3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?
hm, not sure on this one but probably child's play 2 (1990); world war z (2013); and resident evil: the final chapter (2016)
04. what’s an inside joke you have with your family or friends?
♪ more than anything ♪
05. what made you start your blog?
i wanted some friends who have the same interests as me
06. what’s the best and worst part of being online/a creator?
best part is i built a lot of friendships and met a lot of lovely people and the worst part is having to see some weird and toxic people
07. what scares you the most and why?
losing a close family member because i have no idea how to go on with life without them + my dreams being just dreams because it will mean that i have destroyed and betrayed myself for nothing
08. any reacquiring dreams?
me dying from a car falling off a cliff
09. tell a story about your childhood
when i was around 3-5 years old, i swallowed a moth ball, thinking that it was candy
10. would you say you’re an emotional person?
i literally cried 1 time yesterday and 2 times today over a honkai star rail quest
11. what do you consider to be romance?
maybe the fluttery feeling when you do something that people deem as something romantic?
12. what’s some good advice you want to share?
stay true to yourself
13. what are you doing right now?
waiting for my phone to charge
14. what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been too scared to do?
cutting off some of my friends that i've been friends with for more than five years because their latest actions have been affecting my mental health badly for more than a year now
15. what do you think of when you hear the word “home”?
wherever my family is at and hanging out with my best friends
16. if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
i would like to have a long attention span
17. name 3 things that make you happy
my cat, neferpitou; having a fun time with my best friends and family; and making progress with my drawing skills
18. do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens?
yes and i still firmly believe that i've seen one ghost on campus
19. favorite thing about the day?
birds chirping and natural light
20. favorite things about the night?
silence
21. are you a spiritual person?
i don't know.. no idea
22. say 3 things about someone you love
you were the prettiest art i have ever seen and the most beautiful poem i have ever read. but as much as i wanted to be your biggest supporter, i hope that you get everything you ever wanted and i hope i never hear a thing about it. may this be the only universe and lifetime that we meet.
23. say 3 things about someone you hate
i will never forgive you. i hope karma gets you. i will return.
24. what’s one thing you’re proud of yourself for?
i'm making progress with myself
25. favorite season and why?
autumn/fall because i like the vibes
26. favorite color and why?
green because of nature and red because it suits me
27. any nicknames?
jepay/epay
28. do you collect anything?
letters and small trinkets
29. what do you do when you’re sad?
sleep and/or vent to my family
30. what’s one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?
my cat, neferpitou
31. are you messy or organized?
i'm organized once every six months
32. how many tabs do you have open right now?
three
33. any hobbies?
playing video games; watching documentaries or video essays; and drawing on my sketchbook
34. any pet peeves?
not using the oxford comma
35. do you trust easily?
unfortunately
36. are you an open book or do you have walls up?
i'm an open book if you try to get to know me
37. share a secret
no.
38. favorite song at the moment?
the night we met by lord huron
39. youtuber you’ve been obsessed with and why?
not really obsessed, i just watch all of her vids (rotten mango)
40. any bad habits?
i cram a lot of work and if i ever think about the possible consequences, i just shrug it off #yolo
questions I think would be fun to be asked
what are 3 things you’d say shaped you into who you are?
show us a picture of your handwriting?
3 films you could watch for the rest of your life and not get bored of?
what’s an inside joke you have with your family or friends?
what made you start your blog?
what’s the best and worst part of being online/a creator?
what scares you the most and why?
any reacquiring dreams?
tell a story about your childhood
would you say you’re an emotional person?
what do you consider to be romance?
what’s some good advice you want to share?
what are you doing right now?
what’s something you’ve always wanted to do but maybe been to scared to do?
what do you think of when you hear the word “home”?
if you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?
name 3 things that make you happy
do you believe in ghosts and/or aliens?
favourite thing about the day?
favourite things about the night?
are you a spiritual person?
say 3 things about someone you love
say 3 things about someone you hate
what’s one thing you’re proud of yourself for?
fave season and why?
fave colour and why?
any nicknames?
do you collect anything?
what do you do when you’re sad?
what’s one thing that never fails to make you happy/happier?
are you messy or organised?
how many tabs do you have open right now?
any hobbies?
any pet peeves?
do you trust easily?
are you an open book or do you have walls up?
share a secret
fave song at the moment?
youtuber you’ve been obsessed with and why?
any bad habits?
(this post was stolen from @teenage-mutant-ninja-freak, since it couldn't be reblogged anymore)
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Woke up today with the shinsekai yori ED playing in my head, and also feeling really affected by one of the spoilers I read yesterday? It’s strange because I wasn’t really that affected when I first read it. I think the fucked up-ness of it didn’t register since I didn’t let myself linger on it and was focusing on crying over Shun lol. I’m guessing I was dreaming of it that’s why I woke up understanding the gravity of it? But it’s weird since I would usually remember I was dreaming, if not the actual contents... But I’d to be lingering on it in my sleep because I woke up really feeling very affected by how fucked up it is… Maybe my mind supplemented and embellished it with even more fucked up-ness since I didn’t fully read the spoiler lol…
Very aligned with the subconscious theme this anime is covering huh.
Anyway, as I woke up more and more those feelings started dissipating and me being emotional about Shun took over… Guess my conscious self still isn’t registering the fucked up spoilers and prefers to focus on crying over Shun lol. Maybe I need to actually get to that part of the anime before it really hits me… It’s a really fucked up plot point though… I wasn’t all that invested in the plot until this whole Shun thing happened and I guess now this.
And now about Shun… I’m still not over it 😔
I just rewatched it so I can move on to the next ep and man, I think I cried even harder lmao. I started sobbing when mutated Subaru (Shun’s loyal af dog) appeared and you can just HEAR Shun’s voice starting to break and he went “I never wanted to do any of this” 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
The VA, the animation of the little wasp balls as Shun tried his hardest to focus his attention on manipulating them so as to not let his subconscious take over warping everything, the balls wobbling when he was talking about Subaru… the BALLS ALL FALLING AS SUBARU GOT KILLED PROTECTING SHUN FROM THE TAINTED CAT SENT TO KILL HIM.
Like screw Shun and Saki, or Shun and Satoru, his deepest bond is with Subaru which is just so fucking sad. Shun has always been a lonely boy for some reason despite having a good family and close friends, yet he acknowledges Subaru as his only confidante, again for some reason.
According to “karma demon” lore, loneliness and isolation leads to an accumulation of “karma” and subsequent loss of control over it which creates a being that loses control of all their powers.
Yet “karma demon” is also called a sickness, Hashimoto-Appelbaum syndrome, which is a disease that strikes humans with psychic powers. Kind, gentle and reasonable children are the most prone to it which makes Shun even more sad… Perhaps because they’re such good people, their subconsciousness are particularly dark? I mean, fears and all have to go somewhere.
So for now I really don’t know which explanation is the right one. I’m leaning towards the second, and Shun’s loneliness was just a plot point to make him a more tragic character. The sickness prob amplified it because he has to stay away from everyone else (whom he hasn’t killed yet). It’s made clear he killed his parents, but I’m wondering if he killed everyone else in his village too since everyone there is missing. Or maybe they got wiped by the “ethics committee” to keep Shun becoming a karma demon a secret.
Oh yea… This is probably also the start of us finding out the extreme methods needed to maintain a society of walking nuclear bombs. Justified or not, I’ll have to watch more to decide, but the “fucked up” spoiler I mentioned before had something to do with this too so…
But the way they handled Shun did seem reasonable. They tried to seal his powers, gave him (restricted from children) information to maybe help him and for him to add on his experience, gave him pills to off himself, and eventually sending Tainted cats to kill him once his transformation is irreversible and becomes a bigger threat. Otherwise, things that might help would be to make this information known to children in the first place, but I think the storyline is going towards if they know about their dark history, it’ll trigger even more fear and loss of control over their subconscious and powers. A lot of their social interactions are actually already carefully manipulated (sometimes even genetically) and crafted to ensure no violent and aggression is directed to each other. The children are really kept sheltered with no access to any information to ensure they grow up “properly” and won’t become dangerous to society. But once they’re adults they seem to be able to learn about everything though. I’ll just have to keep watching to find out…
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Man, the voice acting man, fuck I’m not over Shun (Also fuck u Murase Ayumu). The music is really cool too this ep. Animatjon is okay for Shun and his out of control magic, not for Saki though. This director is doing the same shit as in ep 5 making Saki all weirdly flimsy and fragile and floating around damsel-like. All her lines are said in gasps too like it just feels so fucking unnatural. It’s only like this when this particular director takes charge though. I get trying to make the ep ethereal but whatever he did with Saki is not it man.
#ms#anime#shinsekai yori#I wanna talk more about Shun’s character only lmao but I always get sidetracked to ranting about the anime in general#I wanna dive deep into what he must have been feeling and experiencing ;-;
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My sweet mother aka Granny Ruth would say, "There's nothing better than a sink orange".🍊 When in season, she would peel the orange and eat it over the sink without worry that she'd make a mess! So I guess I shouldn't be shocked anymore by the total high weirdness all around and through my home at every turn. We woke up the other morning to a dozen random oranges on the front lawn! I know, I know, there's got to be a logical explanation... but first let's take out the obvious. We have no orange trees and we have cameras everywhere 📷 that didn't even pick them up if they fell through a portal! 🍥 Perhaps it's just my mom/Granny Ruth saying hello and hinting that we should all slow down a little and have a sink orange or a nice piece of fruit this summer. There was an Allman Brother's record album called, "Eat a Peach" 🍑 so hey whatever you have in season in your hemisphere, go for it. Another reminder that instead of living your life as drudgery and expecting the same old nothing matters; experience your life through the eyes of a child and live life as if everything is a miracle and a wonder!
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(negative karma, past life hauntings, curses, hexes, any life time where I was a martyr, slave, tyrant, victimizer, anywhere that I took any oaths of celibacy/poverty etc.)
2) Present
Spiritually, I'd like to release_____
(Anywhere I am stuck in a loop of stagnation, all the ways I'm blocking my connection with higher self, any non-beneficial cords, entities and spiritual attachments, any blocks or weakness in the way of my spiritual growth)
3) Future
Spiritually I would like to______
(reach the level of 5D or greater, step into more of my truest soul-self, be a part of the new earth, live in my divine soul purpose in service to our ascension)
SUBMISSION INSTRUCTIONS: After registration, submit your top 3 words/statements in the format above by Wed. the 24th to [email protected]
Be kind to our editors: please KEEP IT BRIEF :)
Register Here - $22
Come See Me in Tampa Office
SWANN HOLISTIC HEALTH SOLUTIONS
Jimmy Mack will be offering sessions at Dr. Charla Tempone’s office at Swann Holistic Health Solutions in Tampa. The next opportunity to book a session there is:
FRIDAY JULY 19TH | 10-4pm
Please call their office directly at ☎️ (813) 873-7773 in order to get on the schedule for 15-minutes $45 or 30-minutes $75. If you’re new to working with him, we suggest you schedule 30 minutes.
403 S. Habana Ave. Tampa, FL 33609 Just south of Azeele next to Skin Savvy
http://www.ctholisticsolutions.com
Fish Food
The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish
Tell the Fish - 365 Daily Inspirations and Affirmations - by Jimmy Mack Own this e-book so that you can read inspiration every day!
JULY 3RD "Today I will pay attention to signs. I will realize that there is an endless timeline in the greater scheme of life. Some tragedy today could be a triumph tomorrow. I will remain resilient in the face of daunting tasks. I will remain encouraged."
FREE Live Appearances
Watch and listen to hundreds of Radio Show replays for FREE here in the archives from the Jimmy Mack Healing Radio show.
https://thejimmymackhealingshow.com/
**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**
From the Fish Box
ZOOM LISTENER TESTIMONIAL
Your Group Healing Call yesterday was so wonderful, I absolutely loved it! And I even got to say "hello" to Kam Yuen - how cool is that?! I so appreciate you, your team and all that you do, being in Divine Service here on Earth, yes indeed. Awesome call and I am so grateful. Much Love & Many Blessings" - LT :) California
The Fish Market
Our online shop is getting a makeover! Get a preview now as you look over the 40+ audio titles in our MyBeliefWorks Audio Collections. Find a topic that addresses your issue(s) We had a lot of help downloading & channeling these over the years & they keep getting better and we are ALWAYS working on the next one. Don’t forget… you can share these with your immediate friends and family. 🏆 Best Sellers
💸 The Prosperity Collection 🧘 The Body, Mind and Spirit Collection 🙂 The Improve Your Life Collection 💻 Access 50+ Videos in the Zoom Replay Collection
Receive 24/7 Prayers from Jimmy
Your name will be added to a special VIP Prayer list where Jimmy will use his intelligent computer software, src4you which runs 24/7, to delete the negative and increase the strength of the positive creating a higher probability of favorable outcomes for you. Looking for a new job? Going through a court proceeding? Upcoming surgery scheduled for you or a loved one? Need help selling or buying a property? Troubled times in your relationship? These are just some of the life at the crossroads events that are ideal for My Daily Prayer program.
30 Days of Daily Prayer (single month) - $99/month This $99 service is for ONE SINGLE MONTH of 30 DAYS ONLY. 👉Click here After the 30 days, you will receive an email from Jimmy and have the opportunity to renew for an additional month plus update your list, but you are under no obligation.
You can add yourself and those living in your immediate household and yes you can include pets! Merely include everyone’s names and Jimmy will add them to his daily prayers.
**NOTE: Most clients save money and choose the auto-renew option listed below so they do not miss a single day of prayers PLUS they take advantage of the cummulative effects of this service over time. Monthly subscription - $95/month on auto-renew
👉 PayPal for subscription Click here
👉 Use Stripe for subscription Click here.
*Anytime prior to your next scheduled payment within the 30 days, you can cancel or pause this service via email request.
---------------------------------
Could you use a private session? Are you feeling extra-crispy? If so, you can now Book Appointments... View Availability First, Then Pay 15 mins | 30 mins | 60 mins
Visit our Online Training Center "Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. Teach him how to fish and you feed him for a lifetime" - Lao Tzu
All are welcome to CREATE A FREE ACCOUNT to access the NEW and IMPROVED My Liquid Fish Change Made Simple Basic Training Course. Anchors Away Masterclass: Sustain and clear and sovereign energetic field of dark energies and anomalies. Life Force Energy Masterclass: Enhance your fishing practice by approaching from a deeper, numeric level. MLF Mastery & Advanced Practitioner Certification Courses
Visit now, Click Here!
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TGIWednesday: What is a sink orange?
TGIWednesday News
My sweet mother aka Granny Ruth would say, "There's nothing better than a sink orange".🍊 When in season, she would peel the orange and eat it over the sink without worry that she'd make a mess! So I guess I shouldn't be shocked anymore by the total high weirdness all around and through my home at every turn. We woke up the other morning to a dozen random oranges on the front lawn! I know, I know, there's got to be a logical explanation... but first let's take out the obvious. We have no orange trees and we have cameras everywhere 📷 that didn't even pick them up if they fell through a portal! 🍥 Perhaps it's just my mom/Granny Ruth saying hello and hinting that we should all slow down a little and have a sink orange or a nice piece of fruit this summer. There was an Allman Brother's record album called, "Eat a Peach" 🍑 so hey whatever you have in season in your hemisphere, go for it. Another reminder that instead of living your life as drudgery and expecting the same old nothing matters; experience your life through the eyes of a child and live life as if everything is a miracle and a wonder!
Get on my schedule today and let's make some magic together! View Calendar First, Then Pay and Schedule 15 mins | 30 mins | 60 mins | Appointments
TGIWednesday Video Download
~ OPENING PORTALS ~ We believe, think, know and feel that we can access portals of wisdom, good fortune and healing in our day to day lives now. I know when, where, how and why to be open to all possibilities and live a life of splendor and appreciation. I am ready, willing and able to be open to the highest possible unexpected and be in acceptance and allowance that all challenges and issues can be improved when we open ourselves up to the portal of transformational change! I am asking in all languages and throughout all time lines and so it is. Know that if you'll make a little daily progress, that the rest of your life could be the best of your life. ▶️ Watch here on YouTube - Please Like 👍 and Subscribe 🔔
Next LIVE Zoom Event
For the remainder of 2024, each month we will focus on the theme of Clearing the 7 Well-Springs of Life during our monthly Zoom event. Call #1 - Body Clearings - Download replay Call #2 - Mind Clearings - Download replay Call #3 - Spirit Clearings (register below) next up... Relationships, Health, Money, Work/Job/Career/Purpose
THURSDAY JULY 25, 2024 4:00pm ET | 1:00pm PT | 10:00pm UK Registration fee = $22 30 minutes live | Includes replay access 👉 https://calendly.com/jmh-calls/7-wellsprings-spirit-clearings
Call Theme: Spirit Clearings: Past/Present/Future
1) Past
Spiritually, for my past I'd like to let go of_____
(negative karma, past life hauntings, curses, hexes, any life time where I was a martyr, slave, tyrant, victimizer, anywhere that I took any oaths of celibacy/poverty etc.)
2) Present
Spiritually, I'd like to release_____
(Anywhere I am stuck in a loop of stagnation, all the ways I'm blocking my connection with higher self, any non-beneficial cords, entities and spiritual attachments, any blocks or weakness in the way of my spiritual growth)
3) Future
Spiritually I would like to______
(reach the level of 5D or greater, step into more of my truest soul-self, be a part of the new earth, live in my divine soul purpose in service to our ascension)
SUBMISSION INSTRUCTIONS: After registration, submit your top 3 words/statements in the format above by Wed. the 24th to [email protected]
Be kind to our editors: please KEEP IT BRIEF :)
Register Here - $22
Come See Me in Tampa Office
SWANN HOLISTIC HEALTH SOLUTIONS
Jimmy Mack will be offering sessions at Dr. Charla Tempone’s office at Swann Holistic Health Solutions in Tampa. The next opportunity to book a session there is:
FRIDAY JULY 19TH | 10-4pm
Please call their office directly at ☎️ (813) 873-7773 in order to get on the schedule for 15-minutes $45 or 30-minutes $75. If you’re new to working with him, we suggest you schedule 30 minutes.
403 S. Habana Ave. Tampa, FL 33609 Just south of Azeele next to Skin Savvy
http://www.ctholisticsolutions.com
Fish Food
The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish
Tell the Fish - 365 Daily Inspirations and Affirmations - by Jimmy Mack Own this e-book so that you can read inspiration every day!
JULY 3RD "Today I will pay attention to signs. I will realize that there is an endless timeline in the greater scheme of life. Some tragedy today could be a triumph tomorrow. I will remain resilient in the face of daunting tasks. I will remain encouraged."
FREE Live Appearances
Watch and listen to hundreds of Radio Show replays for FREE here in the archives from the Jimmy Mack Healing Radio show.
https://thejimmymackhealingshow.com/
**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**
From the Fish Box
ZOOM LISTENER TESTIMONIAL
Your Group Healing Call yesterday was so wonderful, I absolutely loved it! And I even got to say "hello" to Kam Yuen - how cool is that?! I so appreciate you, your team and all that you do, being in Divine Service here on Earth, yes indeed. Awesome call and I am so grateful. Much Love & Many Blessings" - LT :) California
The Fish Market
Our online shop is getting a makeover! Get a preview now as you look over the 40+ audio titles in our MyBeliefWorks Audio Collections. Find a topic that addresses your issue(s) We had a lot of help downloading & channeling these over the years & they keep getting better and we are ALWAYS working on the next one. Don’t forget… you can share these with your immediate friends and family. 🏆 Best Sellers
💸 The Prosperity Collection 🧘 The Body, Mind and Spirit Collection 🙂 The Improve Your Life Collection 💻 Access 50+ Videos in the Zoom Replay Collection
Receive 24/7 Prayers from Jimmy
Your name will be added to a special VIP Prayer list where Jimmy will use his intelligent computer software, src4you which runs 24/7, to delete the negative and increase the strength of the positive creating a higher probability of favorable outcomes for you. Looking for a new job? Going through a court proceeding? Upcoming surgery scheduled for you or a loved one? Need help selling or buying a property? Troubled times in your relationship? These are just some of the life at the crossroads events that are ideal for My Daily Prayer program.
30 Days of Daily Prayer (single month) - $99/month This $99 service is for ONE SINGLE MONTH of 30 DAYS ONLY. 👉Click here After the 30 days, you will receive an email from Jimmy and have the opportunity to renew for an additional month plus update your list, but you are under no obligation.
You can add yourself and those living in your immediate household and yes you can include pets! Merely include everyone’s names and Jimmy will add them to his daily prayers.
**NOTE: Most clients save money and choose the auto-renew option listed below so they do not miss a single day of prayers PLUS they take advantage of the cummulative effects of this service over time. Monthly subscription - $95/month on auto-renew
👉 PayPal for subscription Click here
👉 Use Stripe for subscription Click here.
*Anytime prior to your next scheduled payment within the 30 days, you can cancel or pause this service via email request.
---------------------------------
Could you use a private session? Are you feeling extra-crispy? If so, you can now Book Appointments... View Availability First, Then Pay 15 mins | 30 mins | 60 mins
Visit our Online Training Center "Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. Teach him how to fish and you feed him for a lifetime" - Lao Tzu
All are welcome to CREATE A FREE ACCOUNT to access the NEW and IMPROVED My Liquid Fish Change Made Simple Basic Training Course. Anchors Away Masterclass: Sustain and clear and sovereign energetic field of dark energies and anomalies. Life Force Energy Masterclass: Enhance your fishing practice by approaching from a deeper, numeric level. MLF Mastery & Advanced Practitioner Certification Courses
Visit now, Click Here!
TGIFunny
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TGIWednesday: What is a sink orange?
TGIWednesday News
My sweet mother aka Granny Ruth would say, "There's nothing better than a sink orange".🍊 When in season, she would peel the orange and eat it over the sink without worry that she'd make a mess! So I guess I shouldn't be shocked anymore by the total high weirdness all around and through my home at every turn. We woke up the other morning to a dozen random oranges on the front lawn! I know, I know, there's got to be a logical explanation... but first let's take out the obvious. We have no orange trees and we have cameras everywhere 📷 that didn't even pick them up if they fell through a portal! 🍥 Perhaps it's just my mom/Granny Ruth saying hello and hinting that we should all slow down a little and have a sink orange or a nice piece of fruit this summer. There was an Allman Brother's record album called, "Eat a Peach" 🍑 so hey whatever you have in season in your hemisphere, go for it. Another reminder that instead of living your life as drudgery and expecting the same old nothing matters; experience your life through the eyes of a child and live life as if everything is a miracle and a wonder!
Get on my schedule today and let's make some magic together! View Calendar First, Then Pay and Schedule 15 mins | 30 mins | 60 mins | Appointments
TGIWednesday Video Download
~ OPENING PORTALS ~ We believe, think, know and feel that we can access portals of wisdom, good fortune and healing in our day to day lives now. I know when, where, how and why to be open to all possibilities and live a life of splendor and appreciation. I am ready, willing and able to be open to the highest possible unexpected and be in acceptance and allowance that all challenges and issues can be improved when we open ourselves up to the portal of transformational change! I am asking in all languages and throughout all time lines and so it is. Know that if you'll make a little daily progress, that the rest of your life could be the best of your life. ▶️ Watch here on YouTube - Please Like 👍 and Subscribe 🔔
Next LIVE Zoom Event
For the remainder of 2024, each month we will focus on the theme of Clearing the 7 Well-Springs of Life during our monthly Zoom event. Call #1 - Body Clearings - Download replay Call #2 - Mind Clearings - Download replay Call #3 - Spirit Clearings (register below) next up... Relationships, Health, Money, Work/Job/Career/Purpose
THURSDAY JULY 25, 2024 4:00pm ET | 1:00pm PT | 10:00pm UK Registration fee = $22 30 minutes live | Includes replay access 👉 https://calendly.com/jmh-calls/7-wellsprings-spirit-clearings
Call Theme: Spirit Clearings: Past/Present/Future
1) Past
Spiritually, for my past I'd like to let go of_____
(negative karma, past life hauntings, curses, hexes, any life time where I was a martyr, slave, tyrant, victimizer, anywhere that I took any oaths of celibacy/poverty etc.)
2) Present
Spiritually, I'd like to release_____
(Anywhere I am stuck in a loop of stagnation, all the ways I'm blocking my connection with higher self, any non-beneficial cords, entities and spiritual attachments, any blocks or weakness in the way of my spiritual growth)
3) Future
Spiritually I would like to______
(reach the level of 5D or greater, step into more of my truest soul-self, be a part of the new earth, live in my divine soul purpose in service to our ascension)
SUBMISSION INSTRUCTIONS: After registration, submit your top 3 words/statements in the format above by Wed. the 24th to [email protected]
Be kind to our editors: please KEEP IT BRIEF :)
Register Here - $22
Come See Me in Tampa Office
SWANN HOLISTIC HEALTH SOLUTIONS
Jimmy Mack will be offering sessions at Dr. Charla Tempone’s office at Swann Holistic Health Solutions in Tampa. The next opportunity to book a session there is:
FRIDAY JULY 19TH | 10-4pm
Please call their office directly at ☎️ (813) 873-7773 in order to get on the schedule for 15-minutes $45 or 30-minutes $75. If you’re new to working with him, we suggest you schedule 30 minutes.
403 S. Habana Ave. Tampa, FL 33609 Just south of Azeele next to Skin Savvy
http://www.ctholisticsolutions.com
Fish Food
The Daily Bread To Feed The Fish
Tell the Fish - 365 Daily Inspirations and Affirmations - by Jimmy Mack Own this e-book so that you can read inspiration every day!
JULY 3RD "Today I will pay attention to signs. I will realize that there is an endless timeline in the greater scheme of life. Some tragedy today could be a triumph tomorrow. I will remain resilient in the face of daunting tasks. I will remain encouraged."
FREE Live Appearances
Watch and listen to hundreds of Radio Show replays for FREE here in the archives from the Jimmy Mack Healing Radio show.
https://thejimmymackhealingshow.com/
**Can't See The Full Email? Click Here to View Online**
From the Fish Box
ZOOM LISTENER TESTIMONIAL
Your Group Healing Call yesterday was so wonderful, I absolutely loved it! And I even got to say "hello" to Kam Yuen - how cool is that?! I so appreciate you, your team and all that you do, being in Divine Service here on Earth, yes indeed. Awesome call and I am so grateful. Much Love & Many Blessings" - LT :) California
The Fish Market
Our online shop is getting a makeover! Get a preview now as you look over the 40+ audio titles in our MyBeliefWorks Audio Collections. Find a topic that addresses your issue(s) We had a lot of help downloading & channeling these over the years & they keep getting better and we are ALWAYS working on the next one. Don’t forget… you can share these with your immediate friends and family. 🏆 Best Sellers
💸 The Prosperity Collection 🧘 The Body, Mind and Spirit Collection 🙂 The Improve Your Life Collection 💻 Access 50+ Videos in the Zoom Replay Collection
Receive 24/7 Prayers from Jimmy
Your name will be added to a special VIP Prayer list where Jimmy will use his intelligent computer software, src4you which runs 24/7, to delete the negative and increase the strength of the positive creating a higher probability of favorable outcomes for you. Looking for a new job? Going through a court proceeding? Upcoming surgery scheduled for you or a loved one? Need help selling or buying a property? Troubled times in your relationship? These are just some of the life at the crossroads events that are ideal for My Daily Prayer program.
30 Days of Daily Prayer (single month) - $99/month This $99 service is for ONE SINGLE MONTH of 30 DAYS ONLY. 👉Click here After the 30 days, you will receive an email from Jimmy and have the opportunity to renew for an additional month plus update your list, but you are under no obligation.
You can add yourself and those living in your immediate household and yes you can include pets! Merely include everyone’s names and Jimmy will add them to his daily prayers.
**NOTE: Most clients save money and choose the auto-renew option listed below so they do not miss a single day of prayers PLUS they take advantage of the cummulative effects of this service over time. Monthly subscription - $95/month on auto-renew
👉 PayPal for subscription Click here
👉 Use Stripe for subscription Click here.
*Anytime prior to your next scheduled payment within the 30 days, you can cancel or pause this service via email request.
---------------------------------
Could you use a private session? Are you feeling extra-crispy? If so, you can now Book Appointments... View Availability First, Then Pay 15 mins | 30 mins | 60 mins
Visit our Online Training Center "Give a man a fish and you feed him for a day. Teach him how to fish and you feed him for a lifetime" - Lao Tzu
All are welcome to CREATE A FREE ACCOUNT to access the NEW and IMPROVED My Liquid Fish Change Made Simple Basic Training Course. Anchors Away Masterclass: Sustain and clear and sovereign energetic field of dark energies and anomalies. Life Force Energy Masterclass: Enhance your fishing practice by approaching from a deeper, numeric level. MLF Mastery & Advanced Practitioner Certification Courses
Visit now, Click Here!
TGIFunny
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Monday, January 1st, 2024!
10:29am We are alive mf's!!! We made it to the new year!
Currently having my semi-annual financial hoopla but things will work themselves out 😇
January goals: not spending money basically.
- don't get so drunk, it is not fun anymore!
- stop buying food/ drinks out! Too much $
- look for free activities
- free hobbies
- be mindful of what you're doing! And not doing!
- wake up earlier and go to bed earlier! (Gradual)
1:01pm I have already caved and have gotten PDQ 🤣 it's all good I'm straight chilling ❤️ Stay positive y'all. Watching A Historia Delas on Hulu, looks pretty good!
3:45pm Ok so PDQ has made me completely lethargic, the salt has made me totally bloated AF like I feel it in my belly and my feet and hands. I want to work on increasing my energy levels this year and omg this was not the right thing to do. I'm so bloated I'm too uncomfortable to nap even. This show is very good though thank god bc I'm clearly not doing much else today.
Also, one of my wall adjacent neighbors has been playing freaking dubstep or something for like 2 hrs straight and I just realized it's making my brain feel weird/ fuzzy but I couldn't identify why tf I felt that way before. There's so much damn noise in the world it's no wonder everyone is losing their mind/ irritable and slightly annoyed all the time.
8:04pm I did my nails! Also binge watching this show was a very good decision, the best I've made all day 🤣 Tried eating some cheese and it's too much!! My body is just rejecting all of this rich af holiday food and I should really clean out the fridge tomorrow and start fresh. I know it's a waste but idc I don't want to keep feeling like crap and I hate expired food. It's not my fault I went on vacation for like 10 days and all this was too much. I'm still not used to buying/ cooking food for one person. I need to stop buying gallons of milk ffs! It's way too much I had to have like 4 cups last night bc it was expiring today. This is just all part of being mindful, everything is a learning process! You are ok and you are doing great! ❤️
Also, learning more and more about how abusive my relationship is and I'm so glad the internet exists because it would have been so easy to just *not* be aware of this experience that i unfortunately share with many people!! Narcissistic abuse is real and I am ready to keep healing!! Can't fool me twice.
I loved talking to his grandmother though, she is so wise and sweet and I love that she really doesn't play his BS and can see through it, amen!!! I can't believe she said what I thought she would say.... She wants them to move out together so that they'll break up already!!!! That shit is crazy she really said that!!! I may be young but I am not stupid and I saw that shit coming from MILES away literally.
9:41pm He keeps randomly texting me and tbh at this point it's so crystal clear what he's doing and it's pathetic. Simply I have no admiration for him, no respect above human decency really, it's just pathetic is the only word for it. He clearly needs psychological help, and I'm not a psychologist! Also, don't you have a gf to text who literally hates me? Get it together, bro, you're not fooling anyone (except her?? Poor girl tbh she's really getting her payback/ karma in spades I'm sure) thanks universe :) love ya.
PS why does he keep bringing up the music thing?? Does he have no other lines I don't really get it. What tf am I supposed to do about that anyway. I listen to all of his music and my music just fine (oh wait it's because I took time to heal and didn't jump into another toxic relationship 7 days later!!) Get a grip, dude, you're not getting anyone's sympathy here.
Made a to do list for tomorrow so we'll see how that goes! Also I'm sleeping naked so we're trying lots of new things!
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