#I just don't post shxt

[scoups4lyfe]

How are things going in the new year?

Howdy! :]]

Sorry for responding to this so late, I've been busy :P.

Anyways -- to recap what I've been up to:

I moved all the way to the other side of the United States from where I used to live, finally got a full-time job, which works me until 6/7:30pm 5 god awful days a week, I finally ran out of all my meds a few weeks ago and now I need to find a new primary care doctor to get me a referral to a psychiatrist so that I can get my prescriptions again, and I caught my roommates cold/sickness so now I'm sick 🤡.....

All in all, I've been okay. No major depressive episodes, no mania --yet. Which is good. I've been in a bit of a slump this last week, ever since I got this stupid fkin COLD D:<

But otherwise, I've been fine.

I think I plan on getting back into liveblogging some time in February. I can't promise anything sooner because I haven't even finished my January goals yet

🤡

But yeah, I've missed liveblogging and sharing my thoughts on random nonsense lol. So maybe I'll just post random things until I start liveblogging again, idk, we'll see. >:33

Have y'all been well? 🥺 I missed you guys 🥺🥺🥺

[makerofmadness]

Ok looking at fanart having not seen the ruin trailer in a while I have forgotten what Cassie's actual hair color is is it brown or blonde or something in between I keep seeing art of both

like it's FNAF so I don't mind (FNAF isn't consistent with its own human designs I'm pretty sure Susie had her hair go from blonde in the games to brown in one of the books and Vanessa I think went the opposite direction between VR and AR and SB and then there's Michael in FNAF 4 vs. Michael in SL so-) but I genuinely don't know what she was shown as anymore XD

[ying-doodles]

// webtoon spoilers (ep 154)

speaking of the other half, lloyd really goes through it in this episode- like they've done traumatized my boy.. >﹏<"

man, they make it look like he's about to have a heart attack-

another moment- I will say, I do at least like how concerned javier is for him in these parts.

we're reaching an emotional climax so I'm just gonna let this whole part play out-

... I'm sorry what? they passed from their mental illness?? where did that come from?? I mean I get that suho's parents' mental health declined after getting scammed but I don't really like the way this translation worded it..

suho throwing himself into his new role as lloyd to avoid thinking about his life back in seoul but being forced to face his feelings when he's sent there is really good.. but also, wow that's a harsh thing to say, javier-

... omg he's actually crying- augh yes, suho lived on for his parents ahdjdjsk,, qwq

... why are you turning away from him, javier?? console him!!

andddd javier ruined the moment by calling him ugly oh my god,, can't have shxt in this webtoon- OTL

ohhh the tear trails are so good though..

sigh,, you know, while I enjoyed seeing lloyd have a full on emotional breakdown, it's like lhm doesn't realize you can have an episode that's purely emotional, he just has to add comedy where it's not needed- 🙄

and the way javier acts in this? again, it's just wrong. and I'd add more thoughts about it here but honestly my brain is melted from thinking about this episode since I woke up this morning so uh. end of post bye-

[jiminsass-istant]

TW: jicooking (fanfic)

Context: The jikook show is going to ruin me for any other show ever. I just know it. Imagine AYS is over and you go over to netflix and it's all meh, no jimin, no jk, no giggles. Then you go over to appletv, same. Then you go to hulu, same shxt. Nothing will ever come close. I'm already sick and wrecked and ruined.

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It's the year 2045. I'm on my 118th watch of AYS. I have already watched it at 0.25x, 0.5x, 0.75x , rewinded, with zero volume, on Dolby speakers, streamed it in my present car and old car, in my tablet, office PC and smart TV.

I count the hairs on JK's arm, I can still count all 5813 of them. I have taken 648934984 screenshots of Jimin's bare legs. I take 1 more, just in case. I pause every time they "i am you, you are me". I wipe the single tear off my eye and continue. But this time, I notice something I have never noticed before. The whole tumblr community has churned and squeezed the 8 episodes and 3 behind the scenes every day, annually, monthly and biweekly, every tkker has been trolled, every anti has either moved on or is in an institution. But this.. this is new. I see it in the 7th episode. Did I tell you I'm on my 118th watch? I see the toothbrushes have been exchanged. What? They have exchanged toothbrushes. They don't care. They are gross. They are in love. Their dentist hates them. Wait. I gotta tell somebody...Does the jikook tag still exist on tumblr? Does tumblr still exist? Nevermind. I go to Xpro (twitter pro). I finally bought the premium. So now, it allows me to like stuff while keeping them private. Even I can't see my likes. But I do get a personal message from Elon's AI persona every month which is a review of my liked posts and how I can upgrade my Xpro xperience. The real Elon is de@d. He was ki!!ed by an Xpro bluetick bot account.

I need to let somebody know. I need to share my discovery with old buddies. Suddenly, I see a "JIKOOK LIVE TOGETHER" trending with 1566 posts. Pretty low, but it's there. A single person has hijacked the tag to mention S.Korea's govt. I come across a blurry video. A face with half moon eyes, biggest smile, waving from a big goth mansion's balcony. He is looking at the camera, he doesn't care. They are gross. A taller man appears behind him. He starts feeding him what looks like a large pancake. They are gross. Suddenly, I don't care anymore.

I don't care about the toothbrushes they shared 23 years ago.

I log off the internet to get a smoke. They are gross. I don't care about anything anymore. I'm sure of that. I'm sure now.

[fractal-voidling]

post TMA supplemental:

ok so what, is the podcast itself The Web? I'm either overthinking it, or I just figured out the most on the nose twist ever, lmao

...more like webcast, amirite?

no because like

the tapes, the strands of the web got to us somehow, right?

JONNY ARE YOU THE SPIDER QUEEN

I don't know man, I feel like I'm not smart enough for this shxt

maybe if I listen to the whole thing again

I most likely will one day

because this is one of those stories that are so outstanding, even knowing the ending doesn't take away from the journey

[dystxpiansims]

It's that time again!! I lost all patience and I will make as many posts as I can as long as she continues doing and spewing BS! :)

Yes, it's about Jocelyn again. SIGH.

So, to start of, let me open my Vault of new things that has been aired.

What's new in this DLC of BS: • STILL posting on a daily bases of shit-talking towards others and playing victim. • Has alt accounts in other servers just to steal content and post them in her server · To add on to that ^ she's removing names of the creators that she don't like. • Repeating from top line: STILL PRETENDING SHE'S A VICTIM IN HER OWN LITTLE FANTASY WORLD. Now, she made a fuss about people converting CC to the sims 4, but yet she can steal content that's exclusively in other servers with her ALTS and sharing them into her server and REMOVING their names and ANY credit whatsoever. How LAME and PATHETIC can someone be? Yes, Jocelyn, I called you some names, oh well, it's the truth and you can cry about it all you want. You can say I'm harassing you all you want as well, I frankly don't care.

Now onto the photos:

Calling others ugly for one! Wow! On the page she's dedicating to talking shit to others but still claiming "drama free"!

Asking a CC creator straight up for removal of creator names :D (Blocked out a sweet innocent person who does not deserve to be in this, and only kept the Buckaroo Ranch in to show that Jocelyn replied directly to them a CC creator at that)

Neither of these creators gave her permission to post these in her server, and the "Fawn Posepack" was a server exclusive she took. Neither of the members are in her server anymore either. Notice how there is NO mention of the creator? Yeah. (again blocked out names that are innocent/don't know that she stole content).

Then there's THIS one where she blatantly removes Camy's name out of the file completely. Second photo is proof that it was Camy's in the first place.

She clearly does not give a single shxt who she hurts as long as it fuels her own ego and her own greedy gain. She can't get it in her thick skull that she could literally just drop it all and learn to be a decent human being and take responsibility, but nah, she'd rather continue and keep getting worse and worse digging her own grave. Already one foot deep, what else will she pull? Keep it going, Jocelyn! Keep adding fuel to the fire and I'll keep it going until everyone knows who you are.

EDIT: Wanted to add this to the table!

The hypocrisy in this woman lol.

[spectatingspectacle]

Hello! I'm Spectacle or Spectator!

In my little world, I am a spectating Deity that travels to different universes and documents their stories in my multi-universal library.

In said library, I only have two rules: Don't fight, and don't harm anyone or anything.

Currently I am spectating CotL universes and have delved back into a few older hyperfixations.

Pronouns are anything that is not he/him.

Every now and again I'll post art that I made, but most of the time I'll reblog other people's stuff. Art that I made will be tagged with #art stuffs and me just saying shxt is tagged #spectator not spectating

That's all! Have a nice day!

[dothechickenshavetalons]

The place I fell in love with even when I was a wee little lad

wow it's been about 12 years since ive been back on Tumblr!

so much shxt has happened and its been a crazy rollercoaster ride. Im still learning more and more about myself and I have to say, it really isn't easy being me but im still thankful for it.

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Im posting this photo as my first post because I realized something the other day. My life is slowly coming back full circle...

I've always had mad love for my city and if you don't really know me and my background well I'd love to slowly take you guys on a ride of what life is like in the #garenlore

what is #garenlore?

Well my best friend made that shit up actually.

My name is Karen Grace (KG) but sometimes my best friend likes to call me Garen. I guess she put the two together, I know it's hilariously terrible.

But every time I tell her the chisme she always says "ooo yay I get to hear more #garenlore !"

So get ready and like wear your seatbelts or grab a snack while you get to know me one post at a time.

If you're reading this right now please understand that my posts aren't to disrespect any one of any sort. Recently I've been diagnosed with depression & anxiety and I feel like typing/sharing my thoughts helps me feel just a tad better.

As for my next post I will be bringing it allllllll the way back as far as I can remember as I made my way out of the tomb. Stay tuned.

-dothechickenshavetalons

[hungry-skeleton]

tbh I feel like a lot of people kinda. Tend to be really really shxtty about mascot horror nowadays to the point it feels like an overreaction and I start to see people talking shzt about games and putting them under the same stereotypes even if they don't actually do the things they talk about. Even with the ones near-universally agreed upon to be really cliche or shxt like. I've seen people tag frickin' garten of banban on posts about mascot horror in relation to the cliche plots that are like "there's dead people possessing the scrunklies" when like. Ok look I'll admit I have a weird relationship with that game (story for another time-) but one thing I can say with certainty is that it. Isn't about dead people possessing the scrunklies. It's about fxcked up science creatures basically. And they're made out of frickin' playdough. They were never human. Like say what you want about that series but if you want originality then don't punish the games that actually do something original by pretending the original stuff doesn't exist, it's not exactly encouraging-

and then there's just genuinely really fxcking good games like Andy's Apple Farm that do some cliche tropes but in a way that's pretty much unique to it (basically being a haunted video game creepypasta/analog horror that you can actually play). And the people who also try to lump it in with other games in that way clearly haven't read the creator talking about mascot horror on Twitter and how she had explicitly stated that she doesn't like "horror games for kids" and doesn't want her game to end up like that.

oh yeah also the creator's a trans woman and there's canon queer characters in the game (both the game-game characters and the human characters). They did too surgery on a pineapple-

(Basically; never judge a book by its cover, and sometimes people apply their expectations to a game without ever even watching a playthrough so don't trust them either I guess-)

I feel like you've definitely said this before but yeah, I just want my horror media to actually be scary lol

[2023himbotournament]

Ok I don't know what the fxck is going on the only reason I'm bringing this to The Big Guns here is because.

1: Who the hell is prismatic-bell like sorry if there was already a post made about this but like. That feels like something that should like Be Addressed here

2: why are people defending a pornbot

3; why are the replies saying it's racist to not defend a pornbot do white tumblr users know what racism is (my west asian xss seeing you all right now 😭)

4: but also why the hell is the pornbot ask not linked to when the other posts are that feels a bit out-of-place but like. The replies aren't saying anything useful they just kinda say shxt and don't like put any reasons for it is the pornbot ask screenshot real is what I'm asking. But also they kinda confirmed that those asks did happen in the other posts so uh maybe it isn't really that needed since the other stuff confirms it too.

5: WHO IS THE FXCKING VETTER?????? "my vetter" AND WHO IS THAT. I can get not sharing the personal information of someone else but you should at least say who your goddamn vetter is if you wanna be trustworthy because PEOPLE SHOULDN'T JUST TAKE YOUR WORD FOR IT THIS IS LITERALLY AS GOOD AS SAYING "just trust me bro"

6: but like yeah literally I feel like it's kinda sus that they went from saying "they're embarrassed for how they acted" to "they got hacked and never did anything wrong"

7: can y'all catch me up on what this situation is I haven't been active on tumblr as much what is going on even fxcking

8: can y'all stop being stupid please just behave yourselves istg like the replies didn't even read the post it feels like 😭 like am I missing context here I'm not exactly following every single blog involved keeping up with it like drama i just saw a post cross my dashboard and it looks egregious like this but like. Please what the fxck is going on are people really just going on the offensive on-impulse like this??????

@el-shab-hussein you are tripping over your own lies. Keep switching up the story, scammer. First he was ashamed of their behaviour for sending a multitude of (automated) porn bot asks:

and now suddenly when we provide massive proof it is a scam, you switched the narrative to 'they got hacked'?

Basel-1995 is clearly a bot and I am absolutely convinced you are a scammer abusing REAL people who need food and shelter for your own benefit. For more info: read this I stand by my last post:

@staff feel free to delete my blog if I am wrong but please look into @el-shab-hussein as I am convinced they are very adept at leading a scam ring. 

[organichotchoco]

I know I sent you the post I made but like I can't not talk more about this because I need to be feral:

I don't have these but the moment you unlock the equipment index thing you can view everything even if you don't have them. descriptions and all. So I started looking at stuff to see if anything like corresponded to specific characters and/or had Lore and like the super epic shxt is like weird in general and I'm not far enough into the game to be able to know if it's like. Got an obvious explanation yet or not.

Whatever's going on here though like. The description is like 100% confirming I think that there are just more "traditional" cookie-vampires.

"a certain count with a penchant for fresh strawberry jam" "lives alone in a secluded castle" "dwelling in the shadows" This is so obviously A VAMPIRE and nothing related to Vampire Cookie. Fudging.. (Thinking back once again to Devil Cookie's "Count Dracula" costume in Ovenbreak which. Now that I think about it didn't that also kinda confirm or at least imply something like this- like obviously that was a silly Halloween costume based on a real-life novel but still-)

Like. Yeah this is 100% A Vampire AND VAMPIRE COOKIE IS RELATED TO THAT SHXT ONE WAY OR ANOTHER it's baked into the design.

Like. I have so much on my brain rn because of this I don't know how to put it all into words I spent like an hour I think writing this ask I didn't keep track idk I just kept writing deleting rewriting trying to condense my thoughts down-

it boosts dark. Alchemist is dark. To our knowledge she isn't also a vampire but like her literal goddamn brother is one and when the other dark characters are Dark Choco (has an evil cursed sword, is that same element in CRK, generally edgy/brooding) and Werewolf (literal werewolf/supernatural creature, also edgy/brooding), like. Outside of "sometimes unhinged/unethical experiments" and "contrasts Wizard being Light" then I think "her brother is a Vampire" is as good of a reason as any but like- the connection with the element idk I just-

Alchemist comes home one day wearing these djdjdjdkdkdd-

I can't contain all of my brainrot in words can you like. I just. I hope this means Something like the sheer implication that cookie vampires exist more than just Vampire Cookie himself and that they do in fact drink blood/strawberry jam it's like. The fact Vampire isn't in the game at launch when he's always been like a staple character for this series feels kinda ominous like it feels like SOMETHING is just. Idk being planned i guess?- I mean he wasn't in puzzle world but puzzle world is like. People don't rally talk about that game y'know-

You get what I mean right? Is it just me? I haven't exactly been in this fandom as long as some others, just like two or three years now I think, so maybe I'm missing something but. Like. I just have a feeling in my gut that SOMETHING's gonna happen and I don't know exactly WHAT it is but-

OMG HELP I ONLY SAW THIS AS I TAKE MY BREAK GRAHHHHHH

umm i dont want to respond much but lime. SOMETHING better happen omg.

[makerofmadness]

It's 5:40am and I need to fxcking cry. Great.

[poetressj]

The Hurt I Feel (7.27.24)

after continuing on with this relationship because of the feelings that I had for him for over a decade only to find out that he was still playing in my face. Him & I had had a conversation about how we could better our relationship after all the things that we had done to each other throughout the years. & just when I thought we were getting it right; I found out that he has another woman in his life that is taking care of him because I am unable to do so at the moment. In the midst of our friendship up until this point, we agreed that we could move how we wanted to move despite the feelings that we had for each other (his physical actions always showed how he felt about me regardless of what came out of that man's mouth) . Because his thing was always, "what's understood does not need to be explained". Which I still think is a crock of bullshxt! Because if I am truly important to you, you will do right by me. Now, don't get it twisted, we both done did our fair share of bullshxt, but I got to a point in my life where I decided that I wanted peace & I wanted to do right for myself, because I was tired of going through the same shxt. I thought for sure that I would get that sense of peace with my best friend, but clearly I was delusional in that moment. (I am only writing here,because I no longer have room in my journal & won't get my new one until tomorrow!) I thought that because we were at our BIG AGE now, we would finally get this shxt right & do right by each other. He asked me to prioritize him, to sit my ssa down && when I do that he chooses to have me out here looking stupid once again. So how did I find out? My intuition told me to go on his facebook page; now I don't ever go on this man's page for nothing, but I listened to my intuition because it never lies to me. I seen that he had posted on his Facebook the beginning of this month. (the times that I did go on his Facebook page his post would be very sporadic). Under one of the post, there was a woman that wrote a comment saying, "that's all mine". & he LIKED THE COMMENT! I immediately saw RED! Because I'm sick of this man playing in my face when it comes to these women. At first, I tried to psych myself into believing that he only has a relationship with this woman to get what it is he needs out of her, but then I came right back to reality & asked myself what kind of conversations are they having with each other for this woman to feel comfortable enough to claim him as her man. I done been through so many females with this man & I was ALWAYS the LAST ONE STANDING because I truly gave a fxxk no matter what it is that he went through. Hell! even my own momma, couldn't try to convince me that he won't shxt!!! I was there when he was with women that he didn't give a fxxk about, chewed them up & spat them out!!! Dished out hella money on this man because I loved him, fxxked up relationships with men & women to be with him. & even though I never gaf what I momma thought about him (because she always felt that I was too good for him), I stood 10 TOES DOWN! I'm sick of him playing in my fxxkin' face! I made that man the godfather to my daughter: 1. because he asked to be & 2. because of all the time that I invested into him----he was pissed when he found out I was pregnant with my babygirl, but we over came that & we were just on the tip of starting a relationship together . I already owned my part on that. babygirl is my 1 & only kid (that was planned as only being cared for by me because I knew that her father was not going to play a role in her life---so it worked out how I wanted it to; I have no problem being a single mother because I don't have a good relationship with men anyways, hence this situation), while he has 3 kids w/ 3 different BM's. & he had them in his 20's knowing how I felt about him. I had my daughter LAST YEAR!

[araisbored]

Happy New Year!

Holy shxt! I can't believe I actually made it out of another year of b*llshits... Seriously though, it was a very nonchalant year for me. I mean it was exciting in a few parts but most of the time I was just surviving. And to be real with you it's not bad. Just vibing and trying to get through was a good thing to achieve for a year. One of the biggest factors why I made it through last year was because of my planning ability. I mean, it was the only gasoline that was keeping me alive. Then BOOM, I upgraded my set-up. That's when things started drastically changing. GoodNotes, I love you. I wanted to share my planner set up but I guess that will be added to my blog-idea-pile.

There were a lot of ups and downs last year but just like what I said. It was a fine year. Just to fill my New-year-new-me vibe. I wanted to post my year-end reflection for 2023. I've been gearing up for this post since December last year but it's so hard for me to fill up because I wasn't in the mood for reflecting. But I immediately finished it this very moment because I've been hopeful and in a good vibe since the start of the year. I know it will fade as the days pass by, but I have a good feeling for this year.

I wanna do a top 10 list for music because that's what I always do here aparently(I just won't shut up about music). But I'll only try to make it until this month. So if you don't see my post for that this month. I probably decided not to make it at all. There are so many things I wanna post lol. But let's be hopeful, it's 2024.

Back to the topic, I digitally ripped this image off from my planner last year. I think I will do this next year as well. The girls are right, the placebo is working. Gratitude pages help. It really made me feel good about myself. I feel grateful, motivated, and dare I say hopeful? That's new for someone who is suicidal. So trust me when I say it works. If you're feeling stuck again. Try journaling. I know it's a pain sometimes. But it really does its job. Just start filling in things you feel like writing. Skip those you don't like. My greatest tip for journaling or doing gratitude pages is to just do what you feel at the moment. If this is what you can only do, then so be it. It would make you feel so much better. Please don't feel pressure on mundane things like this. Omg, we're stirring off on another topic. But since we're in the area I just want to share it with you. (Or I wanted to remind my future me of what I felt during this time because no one is reading this anyway!)

Anyway, here's my 2023 year-end reflection. Hope it inspires you to look forward and do the same thing for next year. Or you can still make one it's not too late!

[kflixnet]

PART I | PART II | PART III | PART IV

• abi, [ giyyuzz ] ↳ she/her | en- “abi ba dabi.”

• aj, [ whatsa-bi-as ] ↳ any pronouns | en-, nct dream, p1h, skz, txt “but if you love one member then you have to love them all.”

• alexa, [ solarswonderland + ateez-jieun ] ↳ she/her | atz, enha, txt, zb1 “i swear i am half unicorn half porcupine.”

• angel, [ sungiesafety ] ↳ she/her | txt, svt, nct dream, skz, atz “reasons to stay alive: my kpop boys, their music, and my emotional attachment to them in general.”

• ari, [ addicsvt ] “so much ideas yet so less motivation” ↳ she/her | svt, txt

• autumn, [ marklilies ] ↳ she/her | nct “aw dude, he’s flirting.”

• byeol, [ byeolhyesisi ] ↳ she/her | nct, rv “byu loves yuu.”

• chae, [ etherealinowrites + ethereallino ] ↳ she/her | bts, skz “i am waiting for the day my parents tell me i am a secret princess of a tiny eurasian country.”

• cherry, [ shuadotcom ] ↳ she/they | bts, svt “empty your mind of everything  that doesn’t have to do with joshua hong. joshua hong and breathing.″

• cheryl, [ bonvoyagenoona ] ↳ she/her | bts “i’m completely and totally ficdrunk.”

• cici, [ iyeonjuni ] ↳ she/her | en-, txt “weeee woooo.”

• dreamy, [ jisungsdaydreamer ] ↳ she/her | skz, bts “just a rock okay?”

• duckie, [ sungbeam ] ↳ she/her | nct, svt, skz, en-, txt, atz p1h, tbz “cake and mark lee!!”

• ellie, [ kookthief ] ↳ she/her | svt, bts, skz “boba me.”

• eris, [ tranquilpetrichor ] ↳ she/her | atz, p1h, golcha, wei, verivery, zb1 “sorry, i was just visiting a parallel universe.”

• esther, [ urszn ] ↳ she/her | en- “chewing gum by nct dream best debut 🤭.”

• eunhae, [ deluwoo ] ↳ she/her; atz, bts, txt, nct, en-, skz “i don't meow for men, i meow for poetry; we are not the same.”

• faye, [ filmofhybe ] “is alright if i list my grocery list here, right?” ↳ she/her | en-, txt

• freya, [ angelwoozi + sugarwithtea ] ↳ she/her | svt, bts “whoever is writing my life is on a indefinite hiatus.”

• haru, [ harufluff ] ↳ she/her | txt, en-, ph1, skz, &team, svt “don’t stop dreaming, and show the world what you’ve got - huening kai.”

• ipah, [ i520cm ] ↳ she/they | en-, tbz, zb1 “slay mama yass gaga 😫😫.”

• irene, [ hwangsify ] ↳ she/her | skz, en- “would 100% d*e for lee minho.”

• izzy, [ decembermoonskz ] ↳ she/her | skz, en-, txt, atz “the moon is watches over all of us~.”

• j, [ justalildumpling ] ↳ she/her | nct dream + tbz “status: getting bias wrecked by a different korean man every few seconds...”

• jada, [ kyeomyun ] ↳ she/her | atz, skz, svt “i will post tomorrow! (translation: posting next month!).”

• jae, [ palajae ] ↳ she/her | en- “uh ya think ya big boy throwin three stacks.”

• jan, [ chanswhxre ] ↳ she/her | skz “i simp for lee know 24/7.”

• jangmi, [ myeoning-call + tokki-geek ] ↳ she/her | exo, shinee, wayv, sujo “getting wrecked is the only thing i’m good at.”

• jas, [ crispy-chan ] ↳ she/her | bts, skz “walk like frankenstein…we’re maniacs 😌.”

• jaydi, [ acaiasahi ] ↳ they/them | trsr, atbo, p1h, en-, xdh, cravity, &team “born filipino, raised swagapino.”

• jj, [ doublesung ] ↳ he/him | nct, skz, svt, stayc “hi flop!”

• joo, [ malarign ] ↳ she/her | en- “voices in my head were telling me it was good idea so i listened.″

• jolynn, [ gwynsapphire ] ↳ she/her | skz “life is sad so why watch sad stuff?”

• kana, [ luvhyun3 ] ↳ she/they | en-, skz, txt, svt “boom boom pow let’s get it.”

• kel, [ sultrybaby ] ↳ she/her | en-, trsr “i was actually put on this earth to stan treasure.”

• kelly, [ here4kpopfics ] ↳ she/her | bts, svt “i have no idea how i got here.”

• ki, [ pr0dbeomgyu ] ↳ she/her | txt “oh shxt.”

• leona, [ pockyandme ] ↳ she/her | tbz “only kisses i give out are hershey’s.”

• lexine, [ rinvu + xinvue ] ↳ she/her | en- “it's okay if you don't like me, not everyone has good taste.”

• lia, [ jungwoniics ] ↳ she/her | en- “is it too obvious that i love yang jungwon?”

• lissie, [ writingmochi ] ↳ she/her | atz, txt, en- “probably the geekiest kpop fanfic writer in hellsite.”

• liz, [ junityy ] ↳ she/her | txt, en- “sounds like a you problem.”

• lizzie, [ bunreis + yuerki ] ↳ they/them | en-, zb1, boynextdoor “hmu if u wanna listen to tswift or w2e tgt ☝🏻❕❕.”

• lolo, [ zh-lele ] ↳ she/her | nct “2 baddies 1 porsche.”

• luka, [ astrozuya ] ↳ he/him | txt, p1h “emotional maturity for dummies.”

• luna, [ chocojae ] ↳ she/her | nct “just learnt that planning out a scenario in your head and actually writing it are two different things <3.”

• lunari, [ eden-court ] ↳ they/them | aespa, bp, dreamcatcher, itzy, purple kiss, rv, skz, weki meki “eat fish sticks.”

• mai, [ 1-800-lixie ] ↳ she/they | skz, en-, txt, itzy, kep1er “hello im mai <3 my goal is to provide works to make you smile!”

• mani, [ iwonzz ] ↳ she/her | en-, atz, zb1 “something simple and easygoing, something i strive for.”

• maple, [ maplecornia ] ↳ she/her | bts, en-, skz, tbz “maple is thicker than blood so pancakes are more important than family.”

• maria, [ nanaflwers ] ↳ she/her | nct “the best part is imagining the plot. the worst part is actually writing it.”

• marie, [ ksmins ] ↳ she/her | skz “i wrote this while running on nothing but a redbull and three m&ms please don't expect much.”

• matty, [ stealanity ] ↳ she/her | en-, skz, tbz, txt “are u a sofa? cuz you're sofaking annoying.”

• mauli, [ isearchedtheyooniverse ] ↳ she/her | bts, nct, exo “jack of all trades, master of none. also my pronouns are yee/haw.”

• medz, [ jaetaimjadore ] ↳ she/her | nct, svt “you gotta seize the opportunity.”

• meg, [ hsgwrld ] ↳ she/her | en- “i don’t know what to say, but lets goo.”

• mei, [ cupidhaos ] ↳ she/they | svt “live laugh joshua hong.”

• mika, [ punong-araw + mihyu-ckie ] ↳ they/them | nct “if 🤌 you're 🤔 gonna 🗣️ hit 🖐️ it 🧍 then 😂 hit 🖐️ it 💀 till 🐔 it 🦴 breaks 👺.”

• milani, [ hanniehaee ] ↳ she/her | svt “man's a 10, but calls himself the8.”

• mimi, [ nwjws ] ↳ she/her | en-, zb1 “jungwon was being fr when he said 'criminal love' because he stole my heart like a true thief.”

• min [ faeriwon ] ↳ she/they | en- “jay told me he only loves me”

• mina, [ alsktudy ] “i love hoshi’s dimples.” ↳ she/her | svt

• minnu, [ txtmetonight ] ↳ she/her | txt, en- “don't ask me what i'm thinking about, i'm obviously thinking about hyuka.”

• miyu, [ reivrze ] ↳ she/her | en- “if you’re ever getting cyberbullied…just turn your phone off - wise words from someone, idk who.”

• moon, [ hoshologies ] ↳ she/her | skz, txt, svt, tbz, astro “#1 horanghae truther.”

• nat, [ yutafrita ] ↳ she/they | nct, svt “neo got my back, does he have yours?″

• nari, [ yyunari ] ↳ any pronouns | en-, txt  “park jongseong is my minion bf.″

• nhu, [ nhularin ] ↳ she/her | en- “in a (parasocial) relationship with liz 🥰.”

• nia, [ rubywonu ] ↳ she/her | svt “writing is fun, then there's editing.”

• nova, [ duhnova ] ↳ she/they | txt, en-, skz, nct, svt “only got two things on my mind: ur mom and lee heeseung.”

• rain, [ petrichor-han ] ↳ she/her | skz, txt, enhypen, mx, svt “omg secret secret is so amazing, i love that song!”

• ren, [ nuoyi-writes ] ↳ she/her | exo, nct, skz “it’s quietest where the sea sleeps.”

• ria, [ latteseungs ] ↳ she/her | skz “skz everywhere all around the world.”

• rin, [ hyunverse ] ↳ she/her | skz “what do you mean reading angst is not a good coping mechanism?″

• saph, [ choistick ] ↳ she/her | txt “i overslept again.”

• sara, [ jaesqueso ] ↳ she/her | nct, exo “regular, huh?”

• soleil / sol, [ jjongslutz ] “is this thing on?” ↳ she/her | en-

• sunny, [ moontyuns + lisori ] “no, it’s not a comedy, it’s my life.” ↳ she/her | txt, svt

• taojun, [ disclove ] “i put the hot in pyschotic.” ↳ she/her | en-, nct

• tee, [ haesunflower ] “writing about love like i've experienced it before lol.″ ↳ she/her | zb1, xdh, nct, svt

• vi, [ byhees ] “me, myself and jungwon <3.” ↳ she/her | en-

• wons, [ wvnrqs ] “certified hype girl” ↳ she/her | en-, txt

• yeri, [ hseungi ] “i want to ask nayeon if the ice cubes were tasty.” ↳ she/her | en-

• zara, [ sunootonin ] “do u wanna ever feel 😌like 💢cinderella 🥿naega🤪 byeonhae😋😔🤚.” ↳ she/her | en-

• zey, [ luvx01 + satorinnie ] “i miss my blankets 24/7.” ↳ she/her | en-, bts

• zoe, [ zoe8stay ] “i can be so dumb sometimes, you’ll be surprised.” ↳ she/her | skz

• zuri, [ yunszn ] “go piss girl! (i love gossip girl)” ↳ she/her | en-

[mochaowlatnight]

I think i'm just going to start posting youtube comments I didn't have the guts to reply with here without context. No one reads my shxt here anyway and the only thing following me is a bot. i'll get to relieve my brain from thinking about this and don't have to worry about people being judgmental about my opinions. i mostly agree with you, but one big problem is that many newer devs will get pigeon-holed into their very specific tech stack. too many new devs don't have the proper fundamentals to adapt and learn on the fly and get stuck in their ways. ironic considering that's what we tell a lot of the older folks, rightfully so, but we're running out of the mid-gen folks who had the best of both worlds. in truth, the fundamentals should've been taught in university, but uni teaching is starting to severely lack in quality. I think corvid ruined the potential of a lot of our incoming devs and decent chunk of the work force. sure a lot of them passed uni, but a lot of them also didn't learn shxt. a lot people say you don't learn until on the job, but I call bullshxt, you learn how to work and keep pace on the job, you learn a lot of convenient shortcuts on the job, but all your fundamentals you build with should've come from uni. you don't learn how big O works on the job, you learn how to feel out big O and you learn to not care too much and just get shxt done. i swear if I have to teach another incoming graduate basic design patterns or actually explain OOP, i'm gonna lose my fxcking mind. all that being said, i feel like at some point, you just have to show people how to get shxt done. things don't have to be perfect. which is why I agree starting at a higher level is fine. you don't have to understand how everything works, but you need to be able to do things with intention, you just have to have the capacity to learn and adapt, which is my main issue with both newer and much older engineers, they just don't like learning shxt. why is willingness to learn a millennial thing?