#I just do it for love of the game

[gracebutitsasecret]

It’s strange, living in the times we do, when what you want to do is to make art.

I make music, but have wanted to make art in various disciplines since I was very small. I’ve always looked up to artists, especially ones making art with explicitly political implications, because on some level I believed art was important and powerful enough to effect change. So self-expression has kind of become the process around which I’ve built my understanding of myself, such that making art (self-expression’s most pretentious form) has become my reason for living.

But in trying to make my art I’ve realized that art, even speaking truth to power, won’t save us. No album, no art, no truth, no matter how good or well expressed, will ever actually change anything by itself. Because I think while I was right that art that speaks truth to power is important, it doesn’t actually *possess* power. Cause art doesn’t have power, people do, and people don’t do things because art tells them to, they do what they can when they think it will benefit them.

I’ve seen too many examples of good words and good ideas failing to reach, and failing to fundamentally change anything. I think our society’s (and my own personal) obsession with self-expression is simply a reflection of the deeply rooted western fixation on the self over the society. I think the reason why art is limited, is the same reason why its creation is especially promoted under capitalist hegemony:

because it’s passive.

Cause art is something they can package, market, and sell; a product for you to consume. But the only avenue that art can give you is to go make art for yourself. But when expressing yourself is the only praxis you have, when words are all you got, you can only move in a space that the physical world can’t touch. But the world is where the people live, and the people must sum their power in the world if it is to change. I think this obsession with self-expression is holding us back, because the focus on ideas bleeds focus from the acts. It’s the difference between artists and activists; between armchairs and armed resistance: that latter can change the world and the other can only at best describe it. So if they can they’ll keep you on websites like this one, they say publish more words, make more media, create more “content” because if we’re doing that than we aren’t in the streets making changes. And I know this is true because we all call it rightly ridiculous when conservatives on nightly news complain about rap (they’re just racist). Because we all know that art reflects the world not the other way around. Life only imitates art because living beings wrote art down.

So I gotta ask: what is a kid to do? When art is your love and your passion but is ultimately so limited? Should I burn my guitars, and start bombing pipelines? (I mean yeah probably but lemme finish)

I think after some consideration that art does have its place, but only as its own kinda comfort, not an actual agent of change. Cause I know music saved my life, and I know it’s saved so many others cause people will tell you so. Ask anyone and they’ll tell you a story about what art has meant to them personally. Cause I think the *personal* nature of art is both its limitation and its purpose. Cause my music will never change the world, but it’ll be there when you need it. When life is chaotic and insane, when people are cruel and cowardly, when systems keep you underfoot, and when you feel like an alien in our own skin, the right words could keep you going, could make you feel less alone in your feelings. Maybe this is my cop out, my excuse for why I keep doing it, but I think art ain’t something to die for, it’s something you live to experience.

[musubiki]

my favorite fields of mistria boys 🥰

[watmalik]

Wolverine being a confirmed boy kisser by Hugh Jackman.

[chloesimaginationthings]

The FNAF Mikes and Vanessas watch Immortal and restless

[puppypawbz]

me when i see my most profitable customer

[kazehita]

more traveler than rogue

[egophiliac]

tsum events really are just the best, huh

[ashwii]

I love this stupid game and its stupid dialog options, it's the best part

[selenityshiroi]

Zelda travelling around Hyrule after the Calamity and people are tripping over themselves to tell her stories about the Hero because they love that feral cryptid mad man and are so proud of him

'I met him when I was about to get eaten by a Hinox...he jumped off a horse, fired 12 arrows in the blink of an eye and then got smacked in the face with a tree...but then he came back and hacked away at it's legs with this stupidly big sword until it finally died'

'He was wearing this weird patched together mask that looked like a monster but he made enough curry for everyone so we didn't like to ask'

'But...the hero was a girl? She wore these lovely green silks and every time she came out of the Gerudo Canyon she had a bag full of electric safflina to sell to Beedle over there. The Gerudo think she's an amazing fighter, which says a lot, and she always thanked me for looking after her horses when she went into the desert'

'I swear to Hylia that he ran through here wearing nothing but his underwear and a mask shaped like a leaf...claimed he was looking for the Children of the Forest. Sorry, Princess, but I'm not sure he was quite right in the head at the time'

'He used to creep in here silently wearing this grey mask and with enough lizards and beetles that we could make enough elixirs to last for a month. Not sure I ever saw his face without it'

And the entire time Link is stood neatly dressed, three steps away, listening to every word and no one pays him the slightest bit of attention. Because none of them cotton on that 'prim and proper Royal Knight' Link and 'I will defeat this Lynel with a stick, a pot lid and a bucket load of adrenaline' Wild Child Hero is the same man. Especially with how many masks he owned.

When they walk away and are out of sight and earshot Zelda just raises her eyebrow with a smile and he is like '...I can explain...it made sense at the time'

[theribbajack]

"Now, the vow will be honoured, and my Lord brother's soul will return."

Radahn stans keep winning, but I personally am in Miyazaki's walls rn

[ninthriven]

Micah-10 & Mihaylova

[chiquilines]

In honour of mha ending, have some old (and i mean OLD) miryumi scribbles i never got around to posting. They were the main characters in my heart

[musubiki]

balor 🥰

[keptalivebymagic]

I love the vibe of this Alternate Jude card from the Enemies & Lovers game.

Credit frostbite.studios

[chloesimaginationthings]

Vanessa TOTALLY got those Tapes for the FNAF lore..

[markvi-flamecane]

I think tumblr maybe had a favorite moment from this one.