#I imagine most of them having a 80/90s movie quality to them actually lol

[novuit]

I love it when I'm reading a fic and it all plays out like a movie in your head

[burninghoneyatdusk]

10 Questions Tag Game

Rules: Answer 10 questions, ask 10, and tag 10 people however many people your heart desires to answer them.

Tagged by @iishallbelieve , thanks Stef! 💙

I already did this yesterday but I’m bored and these are new questions so 🤷🏼‍♀️ This time I won’t be lazy and will actually add questions & tag some folks.

1. What’s your favourite book?

The Catcher in the Rye. I’m a firm believer that anyone who says this book is about an angsty rich teenager whining the whole time has never dealt with depression or any sort of trauma. I’ve read it every 5ish years since I was 13 and always find something new in it/see it differently depending on the age I’m at. I wrote a high school thesis on the symbolism in it and the idea of loss of innocence and...yeah, anyway, I could go on all day.

2. Do you like to travel?

Love to! Last summer I drove across the country when I moved to California and stopped in Nashville, Jackson (lmao was supposed to be New Orleans but there was that July hurricane...), Austin, El Paso, and Tuscan. Unfortuantely my last big trip was three years ago so I’m due for one if we can travel again any time soon 🙃🙃

3. Last city /country visited?

Last city was going back to DC for a visit/work training for a week in Feb. Last time I left the country was my trip to SE Asia three years ago.

4. Do you like old movies?

Not particularly, but I love old horror movies like Hitchcock and the 70s/80s slasher films. Cliche but It’s a Wonderful Life is my fav christmas movie. I sob when I watch every year on Christmas Eve.

5. What is your ultimate dream in life?

Oh man. My first instinct was to say to publish a novel that’s like...at least semi-successful. But the older I get, I just want simple things out of life like love, happiness, being at peace with myself, helping others.

6. Are you single / in couple / married?

Single. I’m a terrible mix of independent, introverted, and picky. I started to get back into dating in March for the first time since ending something back in January but obviously that didn’t happen 😬

7. Something you really like in you?

I like that I’m independent. Definitely aware of my privilege but can also handle most of my shit alone if that makes sense (middle child here 👋🏻). I’m also really empathetic and passionate about the things I care about.

8. Do you know how to ride a horse?

Lol NO. Tbh they scare me, I’ve never had a desire to ride a horse, and will probably die before ever having rode one.

9. A song you loooooooved when you were 15 years old.

Oh god. 2009 was a long time ago. Maybe Sometime Around Midnight? Honestly I didn’t listen to a lot of top 40 back then and was all about the sad indie/alt rock or acoustic/singer-song writer. I was probably listening to some weird mix of Jack’s Mannequin, Matt Nathanson, OAR, Reliant K, T Swift, Mat Kearney, the Fray, the Beatles, and a random assortment of 70s/80s/90s music. Please don’t judge me.

10. A piece of art to describe you (song/painting/music/movie…).

Hmm. Big Fish is my fav movie and I love both the message and aesthetic of it. I just love music and can’t imagine narrowing it down to a song. I stumbled upon these two paintings on tumblr years ago and still love them/immediatey felt drawn to them, so take that how you will.

My Questions

sorry I like going deep w these

1. What’s a memory you wish that you could go back in time to and relive?

2. If you could talk to your 13 year old self, what would you tell her/advice would you give her?

3. What’s your favorite quote of all time? Why?

4. What is the quality you value most in a friend?

5. If the pandemic magically ended today, how would you spend tomorrow?

6. If you could go back in time and live in any era & location, and face no danger, where would you choose?

7. What heroine of a movie, book, tv show, story, or history do you relate to most?

8. Without saying who the person is, what is a question you wish you could ask someone but can’t?

9. In one sentence, what are you personally struggling with right now?

10. What’s a book/article/story that brought you joy/comfort/healing that you wish others would read?

Tagging the following, but feel free to ignore:

@elora-lane , @pendragaryen , @iishallbelieve , @natassakar , @queenemori , @queen-of-the-wallflowers15 , @wolfheartgirl , @changingthefairy-tale , @animmortalist , @angstybleuskies , @jasperjoordan , @depinna , @bellarkestitchdelena , @eyessharpweaponshot , @igotbellarkeforthat , @immortalcockroach , @immortalpramheda , @nothing-but-sand-and-dust , @carrieeve , @dayo488 , @bookwormforalways , @bellarkeisinthegoodplace , @cominguproses13x , @moonlight-shark , @ruggedmurphy , @nakey-cats-take-bathsss , @iwearplaids , @useyourtelescope , @shaeheda , @piningbellarke , @nvermindiseeyou , @katersann , @kombellarke , @the100epic & whoever else wants to do this, feel free to tag me 😊

[mcrmadness]

Oooo, how about two from each of them? Fanfic asks: J and P, film asks: 15 and 16, music asks: 20 and 26.

OMG thanks!!! :DDD

Ask games: Fanfic asks, Film asks and Music asks. (People you can still send me asks if you want, asks are fun to answer to!)

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FANFIC ASKS:

A little background before we get to the questions: I haven’t written too many, actually only 6 quite short ones (and one of them is a bit longer than usual) about Die Ärzte (Bela/Farin FTW) and all of these I have written between the years 2009 and 2012, so I was 18-21 which means they are not that good. And there’s lots of things I wouldn’t write anymore. I also have a WIP on my computer, I started it in 2012 but stopped writing altogether only to start writing again in the end 2018, it has bit over 28k words currently and tbh I have written 90% of that when I started writing again two years ago. I still have my old ones up on LiveJournal (ask for a link), but I haven’t published anything fron this later one as I’ve just been writing down all kinds of snippets whenever I have had an inspiration. I think those are also a lot better in quality than what I wrote before, the old ones are quite cringey.

J. What is your favorite fic that you’ve written?

I guess we talk about those fics I have also finished, now. It’s actually hard to decide but I would say my favourite is either Why not even once? or The Boring Book Freak. I think the latter is actually The favourite.

The first one (was actually my second dä ff overall) is set to happen in 2003 and in that one Farin is leaving for another vacation somewhere and Bela wants to go with him, but Farin wants to travel alone and Bela is struggling with that, as well as with Farin finally leaving and having to somehow survive his time at home without Farin there. The writing itself is bit stupid and I feel that the end got bit too far but otherwise I like the idea.

The second one (came actually after the previous one) is set to happen in the early/mid 90s (my fave Bela/Farin era btw) and on that they just are at some random summer cottage. Now, fuck cottagecores and such, I wrote it because summer cottages are a thing in Finland and I wrote it when cottagecore was not even cool yet. Somehow I imagined that it would be very Farin-like to rent a cottage from the middle of nowhere, in a forest and then spend a weekend or so there with Bela. Who then is not entertained at all and is bored because Farin won’t put away his book and won’t give him any attention, so he tries everything to get Farin’s attention. I especially like the visual images this fanfic gives to me, I can see their hairs and outfits so well and those are also aesthetically very pleasing. (They look the same as in that Absolut Live interview from the 90s, I don’t control their looks with my fics usually, I just have an idea and then my brain creates how they look in that particular scene :D)

I have also written a short songfic around the lyrics of their song “Ich weiß nicht (ob es Liebe ist)” and it was fun to imagine that as Bela/Farin. That was fun to write.

This got a bit long so I put the rest under a cut:

P. What are your favorite tropes to write?

(Had to google what a trope is lol. I’m old-school and no longer know most of the terms unless they’re old terms.)

Angst - I put my own angst, sadness and angriness into my writing often. It’s when I feel like in real life I would need other people but I don’t know how to reach out or don’t just feel comfortable about opening up, I open up a file and start writing. This is also where we get to the next trope...

Hurt/Comfort - But not so that X hurts Y, but that Y feels hurt for other reasons and then X comforts them. I kinda got obsessed with this theme after being bullied at school so I was always hurt but never comforted, so I often go back to those feels and emotions with my text to look for that comfort (hug, nice words, whatever) I never got in real life.

Fluff - This is bit complicated because I like writing fluff but I also hate reading fluff I have written. Because it does not sound like me. And sometimes when I write, I feel like standing behind my own back and vomiting a little on the inside because of how cheesy and disgusting that is but still I can’t stop writing. And then I feel like a different person when I read them because I can’t believe it’s ME who wrote them. The same way when I watch movies and people kiss, I always look away. And I want to look away when I read my fanfiction. But I can’t, especially because I know I looked at that scene in my head when I wrote it.

Humour - I love humour so much and I like to include this to my writing. Normally I put the humour in my comics but some of that fits also in the regular texts too.

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FILM ASKS:

These are super tough but also fun - I have been trying to think of what to answer to these for days.

15. A film everyone loves but you hate?

The Avengers (-12). Sorry but not sorry. Well I don’t hate it but I don’t understand why everyone says it’s the best Marvel movie ever. It’s not. It’s full of clichés and stupid forced heteroromances and whatnot and the plot was just so, so predictive I don’t understand why it’s often talked about as some sort of cinematic master piece. I literally was able to tell everything that was gonna happen next when I watched it for the first time. Only cool things in that movie are Loki and Iron Man, whose character I already liked as I had seen the Iron Man movie and liked it. But I hated both Thor movies (the third one is awesome tho). 

I like Marvel and I have seen I guess most of the movies - before MCU all good Marvel movies to come out were The X-Men movies and Spider-Man movies, and because I saw so many terrible Marvel movies, I was avoiding the whole MCU and I got into these movies much later and still, after seeing them all, I say The Avengers is one of the worst ones. Thor and Thor 2 are pretty much even worse (and I haven’t even seen the Hulk movie because it looks terrible), mainly because I just can’t stand the fact they’re mainly just built around Thor and his love interest...

16. A film you love but everyone else hates?

Spider-Man 3 (or the whole trilogy with Tobey Maguire). I see we continue with Marvel here but seriously I don’t understand why everyone is always picking on Tobey’s version of Spider-Man? And people especially hate the third movie and how Venom was portrayed in it (I’m obsessed with Venom’s human teeth pls I want his teeth), when it’s actually the best one for me. The second one is bit boring because it was again all about whining and Mary-Jane... Anyway, the reason why I am so attached to these movies is that I saw the first Spider-Man movie from TV when I was a teenager and in junior high myself, and I was bullied and a bit of a nerd so I could relate to Peter Parker a lot, and it gave me just so much strength to see him become Spider-Man and to stand up against the bullies and other assholes.

I also saw the third movie in the movie theater and there was one scene during which I started hysterically laughing with my friend because of an expression Tobey made as he was sitting on a bed, I don’t know why but somehow I just totally lost it at that :D It still makes me laugh so much when I see it! And when the movie ended, I heard a The Killers song “Move Away” for the first time during the end credits and TK was one of my favorite bands at the time (and still is).

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MUSIC ASKS:

20. a song that empowers you

It gotta be Dead! by My Chemical Romance:

This album was what got me through all the shit that happened when I was 15+ and especially this song always made (and still makes) me feel so good. I often listened to my old mp3 player while walking to school and back home and every time this song came by, I just felt like nothing can harm and that life FINALLY was so great! It’s so energetic and still makes me feel that living is actually super awesome.

26. a song that taught you a lesson

Hmmm. I think I will answer to this with Dusche by Farin Urlaub.

That thumbnail is terrible but... And why did I choose this song? Well, I’m all for the sound what comes to music and I’d say at least 80% of all lyrics go way over my head. I just don’t have the skills for understanding poetry and also very poetic lyrics make me go crazy. I hate not knowing and when I have to assume, guess and interpret something. I don’t want to guess but I wanna know what someone has actually thought.

Dusche was the first song that had lyrics that for the first time ever actually spoke for me. I probably saw some video with English subtitles a fan had made and it just blew me away because holy shit, people are capable of writing lyrics even I can understand??? And that way I realized I can like lyrics but only if they make absolutely no sense (aka are funny or somewhat crazy, like Dusche) or when they are written in a story form or sung from the 1st person view or to “you” or in passive - but only if I can get behind the idea there.

After Dusche, Farin’s song Porzellan followed. And one of my absolute favourites is Karten. So, Farin is one of the only few people whose lyrics I have been able to understand. I still don’t hear lyrics and don’t understand a majority of the lyrics my fave bands write, and I have understood only a couple of Bela’s lyrics and I’m not sure if I’ve understood any of Rod’s lyrics. It’s not even about the language barrier anymore really, it’s just the topics or wordings I cannot comprehend.

Thank you again for the ask! This was very interesting to ponder and answer to :)

[lovemesomesurveys]

1. List 5 things you want to do before the year ends. I’d love to just be able to go to the beach and relax, but that won’t happen. That was the only place I could feel relaxed. Beaches have reopened, but the hours are limited and you can’t just sit/lay there like you used to be able to. You can only walk around. And anyway, the fact we’re still very much in the thick of this whole thing I don’t feel safe or comfortable going places yet or being around people. I wouldn’t feel relaxed at all. 

2. What color are your pants? I’m wearing black leggings.

3. Favorite motivational quote. Meh.

4. When was the last time you drank coffee? I’m drinking a Starbucks Doubleshot energy drink, which as the can says is a “energy coffee beverage.”

5. What was the last thing you ate?   Ramen.

6. Favorite animal. Giraffes! <<< Aww, saaaame. And doggos. (:

7. Favorite song. I couldn’t just choose one favorite.

8. Last movie you watched? I’m completely blanking at the moment in regards to the last movie, but I’ve binged a lot of a couple shows on Netflix recently. 

9. Any turn ons? Nice smelling cologne. 

10. Any turn offs? Cockiness and arrogance.

11. List 4 big words off of the top of your head. Claustrophobia, arachnophobia, agoraphobia, tryphophobia.  

12. What are some meaningful movies?   Hmm.

13. 2 most important people in your life right now? God and my family. Yep, I’m grouping my family cause I couldn’t just choose 2.

14. What are 3 things you want to do before the month ends? Let’s be real- I won’t be doing anything.

15. When was the last time you read a good book? I’m almost done with one called, “Never Walk Alone” by Willow Rose.

16. How long do you study for usually, if you study? I spend about 20 minutes to an hour when doing my Bible studies. 

17. Do you have any nicknames? Just Steph and Sis.

18. Favorite kind of perfume? (fruity, alluring, etc.) I like certain fruity and sweet ones, ones with patchouli, and beachy and autumnal scents from B&BW.

19. Do you have any international friends / friends who live out of state? Those of us in this survey community live all over. 

20. What is something unique that you do every single day? Probably that I have a bowl of ramen of every night.

21. If there was a movie based on your life, what would it be called? A series of unfortunate events <– Pretty damn accurate. Lmao. <<< Lol, I’ve made that joke before, too. I also find it quite fitting for my life.

22. When was the last time you bought a gift for someone? Last month.

23. Are you a shopaholic? I was. My online shopping got out of hand the last few years, too. However, I’ve actually been pretty good this year so far. 

24. What are some songs that always make you feel better? Upbeat and catchy songs help in the moment. Sad, emo, relatable songs can help as well, though. Sometimes just shouting along to “I’m Not Okay” saying, “I’M NOT OKAY, I’M NOT O-FUCKING-KAY!” or something can feel good. ha. Need some good angst.

25. List 3 activities that you can only enjoy by yourself. Surveys, reading, and listening to ASMR.

26. If you could live in any biome (and survive) which biome would you live in? I don’t think I’d last long in any biome.

27. How do you like being roused in the morning? Uh, I don’t.

28. How was your day? What did you do? It’s only about 330 in the morning, but so far it’s been fine. I’ve had my bowl of ramen, scrolled some through Tumblr, watched YouTube videos, and now I’m doing surveys and listening to ASMR.

29. What did your last text message say? I sent my brother a TikTok video that reminded me of our doggo.

30. Do you respond to texts quickly? It depends.

31. Who was the last person you called? My mom.

32. List 5 things that are on your wish list. I don’t knowwww.

33. If you were famous, what do you think you would be famous for? I wouldn’t be famous. I’m not that special or talented. <<< Same. I don’t want to be famous anyway.

34. Winter or summer? Winter, HANDS DOWN.

35. What is a quality that all people should have? Empathy would be great.

36. If you could have a large collection of one item, what would that item be? I already have a large collection of giraffe stuffed animals, books, key chains, and graphic tees. I don’t have room for more.

37. What have you been thinking about lately? My mind is always a jumbled mess with a lot of stuff that is always on my mind from my health, family, and just life in general. But this year has and continues to give me a lot to think about as well.

38. What is the secret to a happy life? Ha, you’re asking the wrong person.

39. What are some phrases you say often? I know I have my many “Stephanieisms”, but I always seem to blank when asked this question.

40. Favorite food? Ramen, scrambled eggs with shredded cheese, spinach, and green onion, Wingstop garlic parm and lemon pepper boneless wings, spaghetti and meatballs, pasta salads, pesto pasta, deli sandwiches, and baked potatoes.

41. List 3 wishes. I feel like you’ve asked me this in different ways a few times now.

42. What are some of your greatest fears? Losing my loved ones, death, never getting better/getting worse, never doing anything with my life and just wasting away...stuff like that.

43. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? Some stuff for the last Bible study I did.

44. Most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen (in real life)? Beautiful beaches and mountainous areas. I went on a gondola last year that took us up over 9,000ft and the views were breathtaking. 

45. Spicy food:Like or dislike? I used to be obSESSED with spicy food, but I haven’t been able to eat it for a few years now due to some health reasons. It sucks. :/

46. Scary movies:Like or dislike? I love ‘em. I used to be a big baby, but I did a complete switch a few years ago.

47. Do you like to travel? Yes.

48. Any regrets? I have a lot of those.

49. Do you like rain? I love the rain.

50. What do you spend most of your money on? It used to be food or clothes, but this year I haven’t been doing a lot of shopping. 

51. Would you rather visit the past or the future? Past.

52. Favorite clothing store? Hot Topic and BoxLunch.

53. What is the best advice you can give to those who are feeling down? I’m always feeling down, so I’m not the one to ask about that either.

54. How often do you think about your future? Does it scare you? The future terrifies me. My mind is more wrapped up in current and past stuff.

55. What angers you the most? Injustice and corruption.  

56. When was the last time you got majorly angry? In my personal life, it’s been awhile since I’ve been angry. I get irritated and frustrated very easily, though.

57. When was the last time you got really sad? Sadness is one of my personality traits.

58. Are you good at lying? I used to be when it came to lying and downplaying about myself like with how I’m doing and really feeling, but my emotions took control. I still downplay and leave things out, but it’s obvious I’m not doing well. 

59. What foreign language would you like to learn? I’d like to be fluent in Spanish. I’ve been wanting to brush up and start practicing again. 

60. How many languages can you speak and what are they? I’m only fluent in English, but I can speak some Spanish.

61. How often do you go to parties? If you don’t, what do you do instead? I stay at home.

62. What books do you plan to read this year? I’ve read several this year and I plan to read several more. 

63. Do you have breakfast every morning? Nope. Very rarely these days since I sleep until like 3PM everyday. Sometimes I’ll have breakfast foods for a late lunch or dinner, though.

64. Tell us a secret. Nah.

65. How many concerts have you been to? Seven.

66. Last hug? My doggo. I haven’t hugged a person in months.

67. Who knows you better than anyone else? You guys, probably. ha.

68. Baths or showers? Showers.

69. Do you think you’re ambitious? I haven’t been for a long time... 

70. What song is stuck in your head? None at the moment.

71. Countries you’ve visited? Mexico. Besides my own, of course.

72. What do you most value in your friends? Understanding and low maintenance. 73. What helps you to sleep better? Listening to/watching ASMR can help. 

74. What is the most money you have ever held in your hand? 1k.

75. What makes you nervous? A lot of things. 76. What is the best advice you’ve ever been given? Hmm.

77. Is it easier to forgive or forget? I always forgive but never forget. <<<

78. First mobile phone? A gray Motorola flip phone.

79. Strangest dream? I have a lot of those.

80. Best dream? Hmm. 

81. Who is the smartest person you know? My younger brother.

82. Who is the prettiest person on tumblr? All of you.

83. Do you miss anyone right now? Loved ones who have passed away.

84. Who do you love? Why? I love my family. They’re my everything.

85. Do you like sharing? Sharing what?

86. What was the last picture you took with your phone? Probably of my doggo.

87. Is there a reason behind everything that happens? I believe so.

88. Favorite genre of music? I like variety. 89. If you had one word to describe yourself, what would it be? Mess.

90. Describe your life in 5 words. Nahhh.

91. Describe the world in 4 words. Nahhh.

92. Craziest thing you’ve ever done? I’m boring.

93. First three songs in your favorite playlist? I’m not checking right now.

94. Are you more creative or logical? Logical. I wish I was creative.

95. Would you rather lie or hurt someone with the truth? I mean, it kind of depends. If it’s something serious and they need to know, then I’d have to tell them even though it would be hard and could hurt them. 

96. What are you most proud of? I don’t feel proud of myself for anything.

97. What personality trait do you admire in other people? Those who are driven.

98. When you imagine yourself as really, really relaxed and happy, what are you doing? I’m at the beach, just staring out into the ocean while listening to the waves crash in and out and feeling the cool ocean air on my face, breathing it in.

99. How do you usually start a conversation? I usually don’t, ha. But I suppose with a “hey” or something of the sort.

100. What is the best news you could hear right now? That it was all just a horrible dream. <<< Oh man. If only.

[berrysweetboutique]

Get to know me tag

I was tagged by bb @simduction Wooo! Thanks! ♥♥♥

I tag: whoever wants to do it. :)

1. WHAT IS YOUR FULL NAME? Sharrie

2. WHAT IS YOUR NICKNAME? … Berry

3. BIRTHDAY? May 16th

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE BOOK SERIES? Anything by Robert Patterson

5. DO YOU BELIEVE IN ALIENS OR GHOSTS? Both!

6. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE AUTHOR? See above heh

7. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE RADIO STATION? My Welcome to Nightvale podcasts.

8. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FLAVOR OF ANYTHING? Mint or Strawberry

9. WHAT WORD WOULD YOU USE OFTEN TO DESCRIBE SOMETHING GREAT OR WONDERFUL? Awesome.

10. WHAT IS YOUR CURRENT FAVORITE SONG? Anything from my Weird Al collection. Too many to choose.

11. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE WORD? Well in the berry world it would be Fudge heh...

12. WHAT WAS THE LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO? Attack of the Radioactive Hamsters from a planet nears Mars.

13. WHAT TV SHOW WOULD YOU RECOMMEND FOR EVERYBODY TO WATCH? Ozark

14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE TO WATCH WHEN YOU’RE FEELING DOWN? Love Actually ♥

15. DO YOU PLAY VIDEO GAMES? Too many.

16. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST FEAR? It depends on the day. I have a highly active imagination and it creates great scenarios for me daily.

17. WHAT IS YOUR BEST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION?  I’m kind.

18. WHAT IS YOUR WORST QUALITY, IN YOUR OPINION? I’m as stubborn as they get.

19. DO YOU LIKE CATS OR DOGS BETTER? Cats!

20. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SEASON? Summer all the way.

21. ARE YOU IN A RELATIONSHIP? Married almost 13 years.

22. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU MISS FROM YOUR CHILDHOOD? Lack of crushing reality.

23. WHO IS YOUR BEST FRIEND? We aren’t very close anymore.

24. WHAT IS YOUR EYE COLOR? Green / Hazel

25. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?  Purple (darkest blonde before you would call it brown)

26. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU LOVE? My family.

27. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU TRUST? My hubby

28. WHO IS SOMEONE YOU THINK ABOUT OFTEN? Merlot and Lacey XDD

29. ARE YOU CURRENTLY EXCITED ABOUT/FOR SOMETHING? My wedding anniversary!

30. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST OBSESSION? The Sims followed closely by yoga.

31. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TV SHOW AS A CHILD? Care Bears

32. WHO OF THE OPPOSITE GENDER CAN YOU TELL ANYTHING TO, IF ANYONE? My hubby.

33. ARE YOU SUPERSTITIOUS? No.

34. DO YOU HAVE ANY UNUSUAL PHOBIAS? Spiders is not very unusual, but one time for an entire year I had a phobia I would suffer an allergic reaction and die...

35. DO YOU PREFER TO BE IN FRONT OF THE CAMERA OR BEHIND IT? In front.

36. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE HOBBY? Yoga and watching Netflix with the hubs.

37. WHAT WAS THE LAST BOOK YOU READ? All the way through would be Five Nights at Freddy’s The Fourth Closet.

38. WHAT WAS THE LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED? Some random cheesy Hallmark Channel movie

39. WHAT MUSICAL INSTRUMENTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? Clarinet / Bass Clarinet

40. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ANIMAL? Koalas

41. WHAT ARE YOUR TOP 5 FAVORITE TUMBLR BLOGS THAT YOU FOLLOW? Too many to count

42. WHAT SUPERPOWER DO YOU WISH YOU HAD? Fly

43. WHEN AND WHERE DO YOU FEEL MOST AT PEACE? Snuggled up in my bed ♥

44. WHAT MAKES YOU SMILE? My family ♥

45. WHAT SPORTS DO YOU PLAY, IF ANY? None.

46. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DRINK? Green Tea Latte

47. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU WROTE A HAND-WRITTEN LETTER OR NOTE TO SOMEBODY? In high school?

48. ARE YOU AFRAID OF HEIGHTS? Somewhat.

49. WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST PET PEEVE? Radio Commercials

50. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN TO A CONCERT? Yes

51. ARE YOU VEGAN/VEGETARIAN? No

52. WHEN YOU WERE LITTLE, WHAT DID YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GREW UP? A Mermaid 

53. WHAT FICTIONAL WORLD WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE IN? Sugar Valley

54. WHAT IS SOMETHING YOU WORRY ABOUT? The safety of my family

55. ARE YOU SCARED OF THE DARK? No 

56. DO YOU LIKE TO SING? All the time and terribly off key

57. HAVE YOU EVER SKIPPED SCHOOL? Yes

58. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PLACE ON THE PLANET? My room

59. WHERE WOULD YOU LIKE TO LIVE? Cardiff Ca.

60. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS? A cat

61. ARE YOU MORE OF AN EARLY BIRD OR A NIGHT OWL? Night Owl

62. DO YOU LIKE SUNRISES OR SUNSETS BETTER? Sunsets

63. DO YOU KNOW HOW TO DRIVE? Yes

64. DO YOU PREFER EARBUDS OR HEADPHONES? Headphones.

65. HAVE YOU EVER HAD BRACES? Yes and I might need them again

66. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE GENRE OF MUSIC? Parody   >.>

67. WHO IS YOUR HERO? My Mom

68. DO YOU READ COMIC BOOKS? yes 

69. WHAT MAKES YOU THE MOST ANGRY? When people continue to bug me about something I have explicitly said no to

70. DO YOU PREFER TO READ ON AN ELECTRONIC DEVICE OR WITH A REAL BOOK? Real books

71. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SUBJECT IN SCHOOL? Music

72. DO YOU HAVE ANY SIBLINGS? I am an only child

73. WHAT WAS THE LAST THING YOU BOUGHT? Hamburger and Fresno peppers

74. HOW TALL ARE YOU? 5′6.

75. CAN YOU COOK? Yes but do I? No.

76. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU LOVE? My son, My Hubby, My Folks.

77. WHAT ARE THREE THINGS THAT YOU HATE? I try not to use that word 

78. DO YOU HAVE MORE FEMALE FRIENDS OR MORE MALE FRIENDS? female

79. WHAT IS YOUR SEXUAL ORIENTATION? I’m more romantic than sexual tbh  but I guess you would say Bi - romantic

80. WHERE DO YOU CURRENTLY LIVE? USA

81. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TEXTED? My hubby (lets play a game and see how any times he gets mentioned here lol)

82. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? A few days ago.

83. WHO IS YOUR FAVORITE YOUTUBER? GT Live

84. DO YOU LIKE TO TAKE SELFIES? Yes

85. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE APP? tumblr

86. WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR PARENT(S) LIKE? The greatest people I know.

87. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE FOREIGN ACCENT? Australian  *wink*

88. WHAT IS A PLACE THAT YOU’VE NEVER BEEN TO, BUT YOU WANT TO VISIT? Hawaii

89. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE NUMBER? 27

90. CAN YOU JUGGLE? No

91. ARE YOU RELIGIOUS? Nope

92. DO YOU FIND OUTER SPACE OF THE DEEP OCEAN TO BE MORE INTERESTING? Deep Ocean is terrifying.

93. DO YOU CONSIDER YOURSELF TO BE A DAREDEVIL? God No.

94. ARE YOU ALLERGIC TO ANYTHING? Gluten well intolerant but lets not split hairs.

95. CAN YOU CURL YOUR TONGUE? Yes

96. CAN YOU WIGGLE YOUR EARS? Yes

97. HOW OFTEN DO YOU ADMIT THAT YOU WERE WRONG ABOUT SOMETHING? I apologize if I need to.

98. DO YOU PREFER THE FOREST OR THE BEACH? Beach woooo!

99. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIECE OF ADVICE THAT ANYONE HAS EVER GIVEN YOU? Remember to breathe

100. ARE YOU A GOOD LIAR? Terrible

101. WHAT IS YOUR HOGWARTS HOUSE? Hufflepuff

102. DO YOU TALK TO YOURSELF? Yes lol

103. ARE YOU AN INTROVERT OR AN EXTROVERT? Ambivert 

104. DO YOU KEEP A JOURNAL/DIARY? No but I should

105. DO YOU BELIEVE IN SECOND CHANCES? It depends.

106. IF YOU FOUND A WALLET FULL OF MONEY ON THE GROUND, WHAT WOULD YOU DO? See if I could find the owner and if not turn it in.

107. DO YOU BELIEVE THAT PEOPLE ARE CAPABLE OF CHANGE? Yes, but it’s not easy and it can take literal decades for it to happen. So be patient of move on.

108. ARE YOU TICKLISH? Too Ticklish 

109. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON A PLANE? Yes.

110. DO YOU HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? Ears and bellybutton, but after my son was born I haven’t put another back in.

111. WHAT FICTIONAL CHARACTER DO YOU WISH WAS REAL? Merlot and Lacey rofl

112. DO YOU HAVE ANY TATTOOS? Yes.

113. WHAT IS THE BEST DECISION THAT YOU’VE MADE IN YOUR LIFE SO FAR? Getting on that plane.

114. DO YOU BELIEVE IN KARMA? Absolutely

115. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES OR CONTACTS? Glasses

116. DO YOU WANT CHILDREN? I have a son and that’s all I want thank you.

117. WHO IS THE SMARTEST PERSON YOU KNOW? Someone from my dark past lol

118. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING MEMORY? No comment

119. HAVE YOU EVER PULLED AN ALL-NIGHTER? Unfortunately Yes.

120. WHAT COLOR ARE MOST OF YOU CLOTHES? Grey. I’ve tried to add in more purple but its mainly grey.

121. DO YOU LIKE ADVENTURES? Kinda depends on the adventure.

122. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN ON TV? Yes.

123. HOW OLD ARE YOU? 37

124. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE QUOTE? Be Softer With You

125. DO YOU PREFER SWEET OR SAVORY FOODS? Sweets!!

[inspiringwhilerespiring]

Yall know i love this survey shit<3

1. List 5 things you want to do before the year ends.

-finish 5 books

-lose 20 lbs

-produce more art

-travel out of the state & country

-heal my heart and love myself a lil more

2. What color are your pants?

not wearing any

3. Favorite motivational quote.

damn, there’s A L O T. prob something simple and to the point. I like “proud, but never satisfied��� and “the distance between your dreams and reality is called action”

4. When was the last time you drank coffee?

yesterday; got a new french press for christmas<3

5. What was the last thing you ate?

lmao the weirdest shit. hot cheetos, some hummus, and a bar

6. Favorite animal.

soo many; always been fascinated by sharks. Elephants are up there too.

7. Favorite song.

currently anything Kid Cudi - he soothes my soul

8. Last movie you watched?

National Lampoon family vacation I think?

9. Any turn ons?

of course; im one of those gay people who gets turned on by having an emotional connection first and foremost; but if were strictly talking physical shit - any neck action is sexy af. or just taking breaks to make eye contact.

10. Any turn offs?

bad breath lol and just being a dick in general or inconsiderate

11. List 4 big words off of the top of your head.

cognizant; superfluous; compelling; anguished

12. What are some meaningful movies?

First ones that come to my mind that left an impact or a meaningful message are Shawshank Redemption, Avatar, Wall-E (lol), Forest Gump

13. 2 most important people in your life right now?

Myself honestly 

14. What are 3 things you want to do before the month ends?

Find a desk, order a blender, and form a morning routine

15. When was the last time you read a good book?

Currently reading Michelle Obama’s -Becoming; before that I read the Alchemist and it was good

16. How long do you study for usually, if you study?

I don’t

17. Do you have any nicknames?

Pollo, Hayls

18. Favorite kind of perfume? (fruity, alluring, etc.)

Viva la Juicy, but honestly all of them - been sticking to essential oils or all natural shit lately - anything with Amber is good.

19. Do you have any international friends / friends who live out of state?

yes<3

20. What is something unique that you do every single day?

lol shower? I dont really do anything special i dont think?

21. If there was a movie based on your life, what would it be called?

“Becoming” lol because I feel like I am always growing and changing and adapting and learning and ill never just be one thing

22. When was the last time you bought a gift for someone?

Recently - christmas time

23. Are you a shopaholic?

no - but i just got an amazon prime account and thats game changer fa real

24. What are some songs that always make you feel better?

Love - Kid Cudi, 

25. List 3 activities that you can only enjoy by yourself.

Sitting in the tub (otherwise that shit is too crowded lmao)

Reading a good book

Masturbating prob?

26. If you could live in any biome (and survive) which biome would you live in?

Tropical island

27. How do you like being roused in the morning?

cuddles and soft music (prob reggae) and if i aint got shit to do a bluntttt fam

28. How was your day? What did you do?

it was ok - fighting some inner demons lately and feeling really low :/ but i got a little bit done so im giving myself a break

29. What did your last text message say?

“bye”

30. Do you respond to texts quickly?

depends on who it is lol

31. Who was the last person you called?

my mom

32. List 5 things that are on your wish list.

i wanna learn another language

I wish to be able to see more things change for the better in our world

i wish to skydive

i wish to live in another country for a while

and i wish to love myself

33. If you were famous, what do you think you would be famous for?

maybe being a host of a talk show lol

34. Winter or summer?

both

35. What is a quality that all people should have?

empathy

36. If you could have a large collection of one item, what would that item be?

my inner white girl and materialistic ass says shoes - but idk i think it would also be cool to have a collection of books or photographs - ya know that sentimental shit i be on

37. What have you been thinking about lately?

wow so much - a lot of reflecting honestly about who i have been and how i’ve treated others and how i am trying to change myself - so ironically enough, i’ve also been thinking about the future and trying to focus on who i want to be and where i want to be

38. What is the secret to a happy life?

taking it day by day im sure

39. What are some phrases you say often?

“nice” lol to my clients a lot

40. Favorite food?

lately its been asian - like thai and vietnamese. fuck now i want some dumplings and curry and egg rollllz

41. List 3 wishes.

already fuckin diiiiiddd fam

42. What are some of your greatest fears?

memory loss, dying, losing others

43. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer?

idk whats app prob

44. Most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen (in real life)? 

machu picchu

45. Spicy food:Like or dislike? 

LOVE

46. Scary movies:Like or dislike?

Depends

47. Do you like to travel?

Do you know me lol

48. Any regrets?

yeah always, but i try to live my life without any and honestly id never go back and change em

49. Do you like rain?

obsessed; fav weather actually

50. What do you spend most of your money on?

food

51. Would you rather visit the past or the future?

past bc im a sentimental person; future is exciting and i like surprises and the unknown and dreaming about that shit - id rather not know.

52. Favorite clothing store?

depends - urban outfitters is my style but i like goodwill just as much

53. What is the best advice you can give to those who are feeling down?

this too shall pass

54. How often do you think about your future? Does it scare you?

honestly not often enough, i try not to over think things or it tends to give me anxiety. why worry about things that are far out of our control? I just take shit day by day

55. What angers you the most?

ignorance. and rude ass people. when someone isnt being genuine

56. When was the last time you got majorly angry?

yesterday

57. When was the last time you got really sad?

today

58. Are you good at lying?

im sure everyone is to some degree

59. What foreign language would you like to learn?

spanish

60. How many languages can you speak and what are they?

just one - semi fluent in spanish

61. How often do you go to parties? If you don’t, what do you do instead?

lol 

62. What books do you plan to read this year?

not sure! I have a couple but we shall see

63. Do you have breakfast every morning?

yes i try to - its my fav meal

64. Tell us a secret.

then it wouldnt be a secret

65. How many concerts have you been to?

a few

66. Last hug?

wasnt long enough

67. Who knows you better than anyone else?

myself

68. Baths or showers?

ooooooh damn, depends

69. Do you think you’re ambitious?

i could be a little more

70. What song is stuck in your head?

lmaooo wake up in the sky by gucci mane and bruno - thats been my shit lately

71. Countries you’ve visited?

Peru, Canada, Mexico, Costa Rica, Jamaica, Caymans, Philippines

72. What do you most value in your friends?

Communication and laughter

73. What helps you to sleep better?

putting my got dang phone away from me

74. What is the most money you have ever held in your hand?

prob like 2 grand or some shit

75. What makes you nervous?

when i over book myself or take too much on and have a lot on my plate - so time management i suppose

76. What is the best advice you’ve ever been given?

to live in the present moment; and to take care of myself 

77. Is it easier to forgive or forget?

forgive for sure - i dont really ever forget

78. First mobile phone?

ayyy a flip phone and it was see thru and lit up and had a walkie talkie!

79. Strangest dream?

lmao ew no im so ashamed

80. Best dream?

flying or something

81. Who is the smartest person you know?

my grandpa it seems

82. Who is the prettiest person on tumblr?

idk

83. Do you miss anyone right now?

very much, always

84. Who do you love? Why?

everyone, because life is too damn short for hate

85. Do you like sharing?

yeah lol bc i expect ppl to share w me in return

86. What was the last picture you took with your phone?

idk actually

87. Is there a reason behind everything that happens?

yeah id like to think so

88. Favorite genre of music?

i was raised on hip hop so i feel like that is my go to but honestly i love reggae, alternative, a lil bit of electro chill shit, R&B, oldies, jazz, anything 

89. If you had one word to describe yourself, what would it be?

Understanding

90. Describe your life in 5 words.

roller coaster. fun. emotional. loving. growth.

91. Describe the world in 4 words.

crazy. beautiful. strong. vast.

92. Craziest thing you’ve ever done?

skinny dip?

93. First three songs in your favorite playlist?

cocaine model - zhu

is this love - bob marley

tadow - masego

94. Are you more creative or logical?

def without a doubt 100% creative/emotional/empath/sensative/does things based on feelings rather than reason type person lmao

95. Would you rather lie or hurt someone with the truth?

truth always

96. What are you most proud of?

my ability to communicate and understand people

97. What personality trait do you admire in other people?

strength/humility 

98. When you imagine yourself as really, really relaxed and happy, what are you doing?

smoking a fat ass blunt doing yoga on a sunny day while its 68 degrees out and im on a beach 

[digitalfrontiers]

Could you share some of your favorite movies with us, or some you recommend? We know a lot about your game preferences so it would be fun to hear about your film thoughts :)

I can definitely do that! :D Here comes a suuuuper long answer. Movies, movie theaters, and the whole movie watching experience, all hold a very special place in my heart for a few reasons. The first is, from around 1996 - 2001 i was the main projectionist at a movie theater which had 10 screens. If you didn’t already know, a projectionist is required to thread each film through a projector for every showing, monitor/adjust the audio and picture quality, and then every Thursday,  "build" new movies (combine multiple film reels into one large one and attach the trailers) and then preview them late at night to make sure they were properly put together. Other than working for developers/publishers taking screenshots, it was by far my favorite job (i still dream of being there all the time). I would almost describe it as a magical experience and could probably devote a few large posts just to my time working there. After seeing so many films this way, it really influenced my appreciation of movies as a whole (especially on the directing/cinematography side of things) and the unique experience you get while watching something in a large theater. Second reason is, when i worked for a company that set up lights and sound systems for concerts, i became obsessed with the audio/visual side of things, which got me into home theater stuff in the mid 90’s (before i worked at the movie theater), as it was just starting to become more mainstream and somewhat affordable for the average person. I actually got my first credit card at an electronics store after seeing The Lion King on Laserdisc, which blew me away so much, i decided right then and there i had to have it no matter what. lol  This really made me appreciate the technical side of movies.Finally, when i was 13/14, i ran away from home for a year, and for around 4 months, i stayed on and off in an abandoned movie theater (which coincidentally, was the first theater i ever went to. My dad took me to see E.T. there when i was just a wee lad). Both of these things gave me a strong emotional attachment to movie theaters and the feeling you get while being in one. I mention all this so it might give some insight why i like or have a connection with certain films, even if they aren’t the best from a normal point of view. Sometimes the experience of watching the movie stuck around more than the movie itself, if that makes sense.   - Most popular/family/coming of age movies from the 80’s. like E.T., The Breakfast Club, Back to the Future, Gremlins, National Lampoon’s Vacation/Xmas, Neverending Story, The Lost Boys, Ghostbusters, Bettlejuice, Beverly Hills Cop, Labyrinth, and many more. I absolutely love all these to this day because the look, feel, aesthetics and atmosphere in most of them is exactly what i experienced first hand growing up during that decade. Whether it’s the large incandescent Xmas lights from Gremlins, or the messy, sunlight drenched little kids rooms from E.T., or the way the shopping mall looked in Fast Times at Ridgemont High, or even the soft, slightly blurry look a lot of these movies have, they all give me warm, happy feelings inside.  - Alien, Return of the Jedi, Blade Runner, Tron, Robocop, Predator, Terminator 2, The Last Star Fighter, The Fly, The Abyss. All these sci-fi/action movies were immensely inspiring to my young imagination.     - The Secret of Nimh. So much atmosphere and tension in this treasure of a movie. This actually helped inspire the recent game, Ghost of a Tale.- The Little Mermaid and The Lion King. I saw both of these in the theater and was blown away by the animation. The Lion King’s opening still gives me chills when i watch it. - The Fifth Element. When i saw this in the theater i was so impressed with the sci-fi world that had been created. I also adored the relationship between Milla Jovovichand Bruce Willis. This was also the first time i heard SDDS, which was a cinema sound systemmade by Sony, which added so much to the immersion of the movie.

- Contact. Love Jodie Foster. The last part of the movie, where she travels through space/time, was a mesmerizing experience in a large theater filled with people. I was working at the theater when this came out and i would go down and stand at the back of the theater and watch peoples reaction to this part. Every single person’s eyes would be glued to the screen and it was so quiet you could hear a pin drop. - Goodbye Pork Pie. A movie i caught late one night on tv. I think it was the most successful film out of New Zealand at the time (1979). I liked its carefree nature and emotional ending. Movies like this, where people go on long adventures on a whim, always reminds me of when i ran away. - Three O'Clock High. Another movie i came across late at night. Funny and tense all at once. Richard Tyson does a fantastic job of being a high school troublemaker. - Titanic. I built and previewed this when i worked at the theater. I watched it alone, in the largest theater we had (which had the largest screen), with every single light off and the sound almost all the way up (it was rattling the tiles lose from the ceiling). Watching the ship sink with this kind of set up was an incredible and moving experience. - Dark City. I remember putting this trailer on ever movie i could when i worked at the theater. I was so excited for it. Gritty, atmospheric and stylish. I loved everything about this one. - A Little Romance. Yet another late night find. Super cute and charming. I’m usually not a fan of lovey/romance stuff, but this was so innocent and heart warming, i couldn’t help but appreciate it.- Tron:Legacy. Being a big fan of the original, i was really excited for this one. While some of the acting/story stuff might not be my favorite, it’s visually and musically my favorite. The world it’s mostly set in (The Grid) is one of the coolest places ever imo. And i never get tired of the Light Cycle parts. - The Dark Knight. A classic. I was at the edge of my seat the entire movie. - Blade Runner 2049. Another classic. It’s criminal this didn’t do better at the box office. Everything about it exudes the highest quality. Two other movies (Arrival and Sicario) from the same director (Denis Villeneuve) are just as good as well and i’d probably recommend them before anything else.This guy does incredible stuff, as does the cinematographer he’s used recently, Roger Deakins.  - Fight club. Huge fan of David Ficher’s directing (and Edward Norton). When we previewed this movie at the theater, we had invited a bunch of people to watch it with us. It turned into a night of water gun and popcorn/candy fights, movie marathons, and i think even a few people got some smooching in. So when ever i see this film, it brings back lots of great memories. - The Nightmare Before Christmas. Tim Burton, Halloween, Xmas and stop motion animation? What’s not to love? Listening to the soundtrack of this while i decorate for Christmas is a long held tradition.  

- Batman Returns. Another Tim Burton movie. It involves Art Deco aesthetics, Christmas time, Catwoman and of course, Batman. There was no way i couldn’t love this one too.   - Doctor Strange. I’ve always been a fan of the comics and there was something about this Marvel film that i really connected with. - The Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring. The epitome of an epic adventure with some of the best scenery ever. It’s so well done, when you watch this you’re transported right into Middle-Earth.  I could go on and on.

[healthierhappier-me]

Get To Know Me Tag!!

I tag @gethealthystayfit , @tropical-fit , and @zaya-fit :) have fun!

1. What is your full name?

simona! [no need for last names on here lol]

2. What is your nickname?

i never really had a nickname, but my friends tease me and call me simon sometimes...

3. What is your zodiac sign?  

pisces (march 5!)

4. What is your favorite book series?

probably the Eragon series or maybe Ranger’s Apprentice? i love fantasy a lot

5. Do you believe in aliens or ghosts?

sort of? i keep bouncing back and forth and can’t really decide

6. Who is your favorite author?

this is an impossible question and i will never be able to answer it sorry

7. What is your favorite radio station?

magic 106.7! i grew up on it :)

8. What is your favorite flavor of anything?

probably either lemon or lavender or the combination of the two

9. What word would you use often to describe something great or wonderful?

amazing? i’m not sure hahaha

10. What is your current favorite song?

probably “all time low” by jon bellion just because it’s been stuck in my head for days oops

11. What is your favorite word?

probably cascade or mountain, unsure

12. What was the last song you listened to?

“the nights” by avicii!

13. What TV show would you recommend for everybody to watch?

FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS FRIENDS ALWAYS

14. What is your favorite movie to watch when you’re feeling down?

anything disney/pixar, particularly “the emperor’s new groove” lol

15. Do you play video games?

 i’ve played pokémon since i was 6 and don’t intend to stop just because i’m an ‘adult’ now :)

16. What is your biggest fear?

being forgotten for sure, as well as being less important to a person than they are to me

17. What is your best quality, in your opinion?

i’m quite a nurturing person, and i like that about myself

18. What is your worst quality, in your opinion?

i overthink things that don’t need overthinking and it puts strain on some of my friendships sometimes

19. Do you like cats or dogs better?

this is another impossible question to which my answer will always be both!

20. What is your favorite season?

currently craving summer but i’d say fall is my all-time favorite

21. Are you in a relationship?

yes!

22. What is something you miss from your childhood?

not having to worry about deadlines!

23. Who is your best friend?

a girl i met in the 6th grade who i’ve talked to more or less every day since then

24. What is your eye color?

brown!

25. What is your hair color?

also brown! exciting stuff

26. Who is someone you love?

my inner circle of friends

27. Who is someone you trust?

my dad

28. Who is someone you think about often?

my boyfriend (long distance relationships will do that)

29. Are you currently excited about/for something?

spring break!! finally a second to relax

30. What is your biggest obsession?

probably buying far too much makeup...

31. What was your favorite TV show as a child?

scooby doo or the magic school bus!

32. Who of the opposite gender can you tell anything to, if anyone?

a couple of my best guy friends

33. Are you superstitious?

nope!

34. Do you have any unusual phobias?

i’m terribly afraid of needles to a ridiculous extent

35. Do you prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it?

i love being in front of the camera but only if someone i like or trust is behind it!

36. What is your favorite hobby?

singing!

37. What was the last book you read?

my chemistry textbook :(

38. What was the last movie you watched?

big hero 6!!

39. What musical instruments do you play, if any?

i sing and play a bit of ukulele

40. What is your favorite animal?

either horses or sheep!

41. What are your top 5 favorite Tumblr blogs that you follow?

another impossible question! if i follow a blog it means i like it quite a lot

42. What superpower do you wish you had?

time travel/time control

43. When and where do you feel most at peace?

in the mountains!

44. What makes you smile?

other people’s success stories as well as my own

45. What sports do you play, if any?

i love to ski, and i used to swim competitively

46. What is your favorite drink?

tea! i have an embarrassing amount of tea honestly

47. When was the last time you wrote a hand-written letter or note to somebody?

the other day when i slipped a note under a friend’s door

48. Are you afraid of heights?

no, but i am afraid of falling

49. What is your biggest pet peeve?

loud chewers actually make me want to throw them out a window sometimes

50. Have you ever been to a concert?

yes, imagine dragons and pentatonix :)

51. Are you vegan/vegetarian?

no, though i do admire the lifestyle and what it stands for

52. When you were little, what did you want to be when you grew up?

a lawyer... don’t ask me why hahaha

53. What fictional world would you like to live in?

probably the world from eragon (blanking on the name) because uh.. dragons!!

54. What is something you worry about?

my future (financial, career, etc)

55. Are you scared of the dark?

only if it’s in an unfamiliar place

56. Do you like to sing?

yes! i sing quite a lot

57. Have you ever skipped school?

i’ve skipped classes, but not all of school

58. What is your favorite place on the planet?

the mountains in colorado, probably

59. Where would you like to live?

either the northeast (usa) or colorado

60. Do you have any pets?

i have two cats and have had quite a few fish over the years

61. Are you more of an early bird or a night owl?

it really depends on the day, either one

62. Do you like sunrises or sunsets better?

sunrises are more fulfilling to experience though i think sunsets are more vivid usually

63. Do you know how to drive?

yes, though i don’t have my license

64. Do you prefer earbuds or headphones?

earbuds!

65. Have you ever had braces?

yep, from 5th to 7th grade

66. What is your favorite genre of music?

literally anything in the ranges of pop/hip hop/alternative/edm/pretty much anything else

67. Who is your hero?

i don’t really have one, though i certainly look up to a lot of people

68. Do you read comic books?

i’ve read every single peanuts and calvin & hobbes comic :)

69. What makes you the most angry?

i really hate blatant ignorance and entitlement

70. Do you prefer to read on an electronic device or with a real book?

i love flipping pages so definitely real book

71. What is your favorite subject in school?

psychology!

72. Do you have any siblings?

nope, just me and the cats

73. What was the last thing you bought?

a pair of grey suspenders for my singing competition

74. How tall are you?

5′10″ (yeah tall i know)

75. Can you cook?

yes i love to cook!

76. What are three things that you love?

my friends/family, my pets, and mountains

77. What are three things that you hate?

donald trump, bigotry, and loud chewers

78. Do you have more female friends or more male friends?

it’s a pretty good mix i think

79. What is your sexual orientation?

i’m straight!

80. Where do you currently live?

i go to university in PA though that’s not where i’m from!

81. Who was the last person you texted?

my mom!

82. When was the last time you cried?

last night oops

83. Who is your favorite YouTuber?

jacksepticeye for sure

84. Do you like to take selfies?

all the time!

85. What is your favorite app?

probably MyPlate (food and exercise tracker)

86. What is your relationship with your parent(s) like?

it’s pretty good, i’m still financially dependent on them so it’s a big part of my life

87. What is your favorite foreign accent?

scottish accents are so cute honestly

88. What is a place that you’ve never been to, but you want to visit?

switzerland!

89. What is your favorite number?

when i was little i really liked the number 18 for some reason so i guess 18?

90. Can you juggle?

no but i’ve always been jealous of people who could

91. Are you religious?

nope! but people can believe what they’d like of course :)

92. Do you find outer space of the deep ocean to be more interesting?

i’ve always been fascinated by outer space because we have absolutely no idea what’s going on out there

93. Do you consider yourself to be a daredevil?

uhh sometimes i feel braver than other times, but overall i don’t think i’m particularly daring, no

94. Are you allergic to anything?

thankfully no!

95. Can you curl your tongue?

yes!

96. Can you wiggle your ears?

also yes!

97. How often do you admit that you were wrong about something?

i’ve been working on being less stubborn lately, but i still hate admitting i was wrong so idk

98. Do you prefer the forest or the beach?

the beach! i love the ocean

99. What is your favorite piece of advice that anyone has ever given you?

don’t look at everything you have to do in one big scary lump, take it one very small step at a time and it’ll help not get as overwhelming

100. Are you a good liar?

unfortunately (or fortunately) yes

101. What is your Hogwarts House?

gryffindor! pottermore certified :)

102. Do you talk to yourself?

not really, but i get lost in thought quite a bit

103. Are you an introvert or an extrovert?

i’m much more on the extroverted side of things but i do enjoy time to myself

104. Do you keep a journal/diary?

not really, i think this blog is the closest thing to that

105. Do you believe in second chances?

it really depends on the context and the specific situation imo

106. If you found a wallet full of money on the ground, what would you do?

try to track down the owner or turn it in!

107. Do you believe that people are capable of change?

again, depends on the situation; certain facets of personality are unchangeable in my opinion while more superficial mindsets can be changed

108. Are you ticklish?

extremely (it’s kind of a hazard actually)

109. Have you ever been on a plane?

oh yes many times!

110. Do you have any piercings?

i have basic ear piercings but i’d like cartilage piercings as well

111. What fictional character do you wish was real?

baymax! or teto from the ghibli movie nausicaa

112. Do you have any tattoos?

no, but i’d like a small one

113. What is the best decision that you’ve made in your life so far?

choosing my particular university tbh

114. Do you believe in karma?

sort of? not to any huge extent

115. Do you wear glasses or contacts?

thankfully no i have fine vision

116. Do you want children?

someday, absolutely

117. Who is the smartest person you know?

probably my dad tbh

118. What is your most embarrassing memory?

the way i acted towards my ex right after the breakup. total regret and still cringing.

119. Have you ever pulled an all-nighter?

i try not to, but yes a few times

120. What color are most of you clothes?

black, blue, or olive green

121. Do you like adventures?

yes!

122. Have you ever been on TV?

i don’t think so?

123. How old are you?

18, about to turn 19 (in 5 days)

124. What is your favorite quote?

pretty much any quote from parks and recreation

125. Do you prefer sweet or savory foods?

strongly depends on my mood!

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Woman!• 1. List 5 things you want to do before the year ends. --- Get another piercing, successfully bake banana bread, read three more books...ummm and I’m not sure what else. The year is almost up!• • 2. What color are your pants? --- Dark destroyed jeans• • 3. Favorite motivational quote. --- “Have some fire. Be unstoppable. Be better than everyone else here and don’t give a damn what anybody else thinks.” (Cristina Yang)• • 4. When was the last time you drank coffee? --- Around 3pm today• • 5. What was the last thing you ate? -- A maple pumpkin muffin!• • 6. Favorite animal. --- Polar bears• • 7. Favorite song. -- Vienna, by Billy Joel or Time After Time by Cyndi Lauper• • 8. Last movie you watched? --- Wonder Woman• • 9. Any turn ons? --- Lots ;)...soft hair, people who smell good, ear kisses, nice collarbones, creative talent, brown eyes• • 10. Any turn offs? --- Also lots. Rudeness, cockiness, patriarchal bullshit, men who have chest hair• • 11. List 4 big words off of the top of your head. --- triskaidekophobia, ubiquitous, penultimate, pamplemousse • • 12. What are some meaningful movies? --- Music of the Heart, The Freedom Writers, Kedi• • 13. 2 most important people in your life right now? -- My wife and daughter :)• • 14. What are 3 things you want to do before the month ends? --- Start Christmas shopping, go hiking before it snows, pay bills lol• • 15. When was the last time you read a good book? --- Just finished one! I’m always reading.• • 16. How long do you study for usually, if you study? --- I was the worst at studying. Always super last minute.• • 17. Do you have any nicknames? -- A couple• • 18. Favorite kind of perfume? (fruity, alluring, etc.) --- Slightly sweet, slightly vanilla-y, slightly smoky• • 19. Do you have any international friends / friends who live out of state? --- Lots!• • 20. What is something unique that you do every single day? --- Umm...I honestly have no idea. • • 21. If there was a movie based on your life, what would it be called? --- “Gay Chaos”• • 22. When was the last time you bought a gift for someone? --- Just this weekend! I bought my wife a necklace. I mean, she picked it out, but it still counts.• • 23. Are you a shopaholic? --- I don’t think so. I do love shopping though when the mood strikes.• • 24. What are some songs that always make you feel better? -- Vienna, by Billy Joel, Time After Time, by Cyndi Lauper, and anything by the Barenaked Ladies• • 25. List 3 activities that you can only enjoy by yourself. --- I really can’t think of any. I pretty much like doing anything with my wife or kid :)• • 26. If you could live in any biome (and survive) which biome would you live in? --- Forest, or Tundra• • 27. How do you like being roused in the morning? --- ...let’s just say my FAVOURITE way is rated R ;)• • 28. How was your day? What did you do? --- It was ok! I went grocery shopping, baked some muffins, and did some casual job hunting while my daughter was at preschool• • 29. What did your last text message say? --- “I’ll eat your muffin.”• • 30. Do you respond to texts quickly? --- Usually right away, unless I literally can’t• • 31. Who was the last person you called? --- My wife• • 32. List 5 things that are on your wish list. --- Like, anything?? World peace, the end of climate change, gun control in America, a food processor, and a private jet• • 33. If you were famous, what do you think you would be famous for? --- Something music-related• • 34. Winter or summer? -- AUTUMN• • 35. What is a quality that all people should have? --- Kindness• • 36. If you could have a large collection of one item, what would that item be? --- Hmm....seaglass• • 37. What have you been thinking about lately? --- Whether or not I want to go back to work.• • 38. What is the secret to a happy life? --- Loving yourself• • 39. What are some phrases you say often? --- “That’s the worst.”, “For real.”• • 40. Favorite food? --- IMPOSSIBLE CHOICE! Lasagna and pie are right up there, though.• • 41. List 3 wishes. -- Didn’t I already do this?• • 42. What are some of your greatest fears? --- My loved ones getting sick or dying, fire, President Trump• • 43. What is the last thing you downloaded onto your computer? --- Season 2 of Wynonna Earp• • 44. Most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen (in real life)? --- She’s sitting right beside me.• • 45. Spicy food:Like or dislike? --- LOVE• • 46. Scary movies:Like or dislike? --- If I’m in the right mood.• • 47. Do you like to travel? --- Love it.• • 48. Any regrets? --- Not really, no. There’s no point in regrets.• • 49. Do you like rain? --- One of my fave things ever.• • 50. What do you spend most of your money on? --- Eating out, probably• • 51. Would you rather visit the past or the future? --- Hmmm. Past.• • 52. Favorite clothing store? --- Simon’s, Anthropologie, Old Navy/Gap, and a local store called Belle et Rebelle• • 53. What is the best advice you can give to those who are feeling down? --- It gets better. Truly.• • 54. How often do you think about your future? Does it scare you? --- All the time. It’s terrifying.• • 55. What angers you the most? --- Currently? The lack of gun control in America. And I’m not even American.• • 56. When was the last time you got majorly angry? --- See above.• • 57. When was the last time you got really sad? --- Also see above.• • 58. Are you good at lying? --- Haha no• • 59. What foreign language would you like to learn? --- I’m trying to learn Italian, currently! I’d also love to learn Spanish.• • 60. How many languages can you speak and what are they? --- English, French, and VERY basic Italian.• • 61. How often do you go to parties? If you don’t, what do you do instead? --- Not too much anymore, but usually once a month some friend has a gathering. Otherwise I mostly stay home, or go out with the wife or with the wife and kid.• • 62. What books do you plan to read this year? --- I never really plan ahead, I just pick up whatever seems interesting at the time.• • 63. Do you have breakfast every morning? --- Most mornings• • 64. Tell us a secret. --- Calzona will rise. Shh.• • 65. How many concerts have you been to? --- Too many to count• • 66. Last hug? --- Earlier this afternoon• • 67. Who knows you better than anyone else? --- My wife, hands down. Also my twin.• • 68. Baths or showers? --- Both! Showers for actual cleaning, baths for just...soaking.• • 69. Do you think you’re ambitious? --- Somewhat.• • 70. What song is stuck in your head? --- Taylor Swift’s new song, which I actually hate.• • 71. Countries you’ve visited? --- A lot• • 72. What do you most value in your friends? --- Their kindness and sense of humour• • 73. What helps you to sleep better? --- Valerian tea.• • 74. What is the most money you have ever held in your hand? --- Uhhh in my hand?? About 5 grand, I think.• • 75. What makes you nervous? --- Sharing my writing, making new friends• • 76. What is the best advice you’ve ever been given? --- “Being nervous is the same physical reaction as being excited. So you’re not nervous -- you’re excited.”• • 77. Is it easier to forgive or forget? --- Forgive• • 78. First mobile phone? --- First I ever bought myself that was truly mine? A little Motorola candy bar phone. It had a colour screen!• • 79. Strangest dream? --- I usually don’t remember them, actually!• • 80. Best dream? --- Probably something sexy...haha• • 81. Who is the smartest person you know? --- My wife• • 82. Who is the prettiest person on tumblr? --- @myfaerytale ;)• • 83. Do you miss anyone right now? --- Yeah• • 84. Who do you love? Why? --- I love my wife and daughter more than anything in this world.• • 85. Do you like sharing? --- Depends what I’m sharing ;)• • 86. What was the last picture you took with your phone? --- My daughter this afternoon with her hands full of pumpkin muffin dough• • 87. Is there a reason behind everything that happens? --- Yes, I think so• • 88. Favorite genre of music? --- Pretty much everything, honestly• • 89. If you had one word to describe yourself, what would it be? --- Laid-back• • 90. Describe your life in 5 words. --- Laid-back, loving, exciting, fun, happy• • 91. Describe the world in 4 words. --- Chaotic. That’s really the only word.• • 92. Craziest thing you’ve ever done? --- Ummm….a naked polar bear dip?• • 93. First three songs in your favorite playlist? --- I don’t have any premade playlists!• • 94. Are you more creative or logical? --- Creative• • 95. Would you rather lie or hurt someone with the truth? --- Truth• • 96. What are you most proud of? --- I’m raising a pretty great kid• • 97. What personality trait do you admire in other people? --- Kindness, laughter• • 98. When you imagine yourself as really, really relaxed and happy, what are you doing? --- Laying in the sun reading• • 99. How do you usually start a conversation? --- Hi?• • 100. What is the best news you could hear right now? --- That Trump and the entire Republican Party are gone.

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YOOOOOO OMG you and an anon both asked me to answer all of these so thank you both!!! 😂✨

1. You woke up naked next to the last person you texted, what would you say? Considering the last person I texted is my bf, I would just be the happiest camper and greet him good morning and kiss him. 😘

2. What’s going on between you and the last person you kissed?We’re dating. 💕

3. If your boyfriend or girlfriend was into drugs, would you care?Oh yeah, of course. I get really concerned about stuff like that.

4. Is your last name longer than six letters?Nope!

5. Was your last kiss drunk or sober?Sober.

6. Have you ever wanted to have someone but you messed it up?Oh yeah, so many times.

7. What does your last received text say?It’s kinda long; it’s from Stephen and parts of it have to do with how nice he thinks it is to be out in nature, how he wants to be a singer but he thinks he’s no good at it, and there’s also some, uh……some other personal stuff that I’m gonna exclude for privacy purposes, lmao. 😅🙈

8. How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?A lot, lmao.

9. Where was your last kiss at?In my bed. 😎😎😎

10. When is the last time you saw your sister?I do not have a sister, so never.

11. What do you drink in the morning?Water.

12. Where did you sleep last night?In my own bed.

13. Do you think relationships are hard?They can be at times- I don’t think anything is technically “easy” in life, though, y'know?

14. If you could go back and change something in the past 5 months, would you?Yes. Quite a few things. Don’t wanna elaborate on all that though.

15. You’re locked in a room with the last person you kissed, any problems?No way, that’s an ideal situation lmao 😂🙈

16. Would you rather it be sunny or rainy?Rainy!!! 🌧❤️

17. Do you know anyone with the same middle name as you?I do not, no. :o

18. Are you wearing jeans, sweatpants, or pajama pants?I am currently actually wearing no pants… 😅😂

19. Do you think you will be in a relationship 3 years from now?Who can say? Ya never know what will happen in life.

20. Does anyone like you?Yes indeed.

21. Have you ever kissed someone with a name that starts with an S?Lmao, yes- the only two people I’ve ever kissed in my life both have names that start with an S. 😅

22. Is the last person you kissed gay?Noooo, haha.

23. Is there a person you CANNOT stand?Oh yes, there are a couple.

24. Have you ever considered getting a tattoo?Yeah! Nothing too big, though.

25. In the past week have you cried?Yes.

26. What breed was the last dog you saw? That is a very good question…… The last that I can clearly remember seeing/petting was a long-haired Chihuahua a few weeks ago at the mall.

27. Do you dry off in the shower or out of the shower?Out of the shower.

28. Have you ever kissed a football player?Nope!

29. Do you think you’re old?Not really, haha. I always feel super young at heart, anyway.

30. Do you like text messaging?I do! I can be bad at it sometimes though, forgetting to reply to messages and whatnot. 😅

31. What type of day are you having?A decent, relaxing day! I took a warm bath earlier and washed my hair and put on some comfy pj’s and just lounged around. I played some video games and had a few photoshoots not too long ago.

32. Have you ever thought about getting your nose pierced?I have! But I have a freckle on my nose that often gets mistaken for a nose stud all the time so I kinda don’t really need one. 😂

33. Do you prefer warm or cold weather?Cold weather ALL the way, my dudes.

34. Is there a person of the opposite sex who means a lot to you?Of course; there are a couple. 😌

35. Would you prefer a relationship or a fling?Definitely a relationship. Flings aren’t my thing at all.

36. Are you a simple or complicated person?I am a very complicated person, for sure.

37. What song are you listening to?Lithium - Nirvana

38. When you say you’re sorry do you mean it?Oh, absolutely.

39. Is there a girl that knows everything or almost everything about you?There is, but we are no longer friends, so there’s that, lmao.

40. What made you start liking the person you like now?I just naturally clicked with him ever since we first started talking. :’) He’s so groovy and we have a lot of the same interests. He’s a very cute, down-to-earth, gentle, friendly spirit and I dig it.

41. When did you last receive a text message?Like 20 minutes ago or so.

42. What is wrong with you right now?Nothing at all, actually??? Which is EXTREMELY rare, and I’m honestly just kind of raising my eyebrow about that, haha. I’m totally enjoying living a worry-free life at the moment, though. Gotta soak up that kind of stuff for as long as it lasts and never take it for granted.

43. How well do you know the last female you texted?The last female I texted is my mom, and I know her better than anybody else!

44. Does anyone disgust you?Yeah.

45. Would you date someone right now if they asked?No, because I’m already seeing someone.

46. Are you in a good mood right now?Very much so!

47. Who was the last person you talked to in person?My mom.

48. What color shirt are you wearing?I’m not wearing a shirt right now 😅🙈

49. Has someone recently told you something you didn’t want to hear?Not too recently, no. I can’t think of anything, anyway.

50. Anyone you’re giving up on?Not anymore, because I’ve already given up on them. It’s too late.

51. Do you hate the person you fell hardest for?Hmm. No, I don’t think “hate” is the most fitting word. I’m just still bitter and hurt about the way things had to be. But I’m getting over it, I think, with each passing day. It is what it is.

52. Have you ever thought about giving up on someone but couldn’t?No; I’m the kind of person who can never imagine giving up on someone. But I’ve had to do that quite a bit these past few months! I’m surprising myself every day.

53. Do you like rain?I loooooove rain. 😍

54. Do you care if your boyfriend/girlfriend drinks?I’m a worrier, so of course I care, haha, but like, as long as they don’t get blackout drunk then it’s cool with me.

55. Have you ever liked somebody and never told them?Of course.

56. Do you like to cuddle?I LOVE TO CUDDLE OMDJSKSH

57. Are you shy?I certainly have my moments, yes, haha 😅

58. Do you get along with girls?Not as well as I could. Most of my friends these days are guys.

59. Have you dated the person you texted last?Yes, I currently am.

60. What do you carry with you at all times?My rainbow bag which contains my meds, my iPod + earbuds, a barrel brush and comb, my wallet, and Chapstick.

61. If you were paid 1 million dollars to spend the night in a supposed haunted house, would you?Dude, you wouldn’t even have to pay me to do that LOL I would willingly volunteer for free because that’s just the kind of spooky bitch I am 😂

62. Do you think you can last in a relationship for five months?Yeah, if the relationship is strong and communication is good.

63. Think back to October, were you in a relationship?I was.

64. The person you like kisses you on the forehead, do you find this cute?Of coURSe omg!!!!!

65. Did anything “cute” happen in the last week?Lots of cute things happened last week. 😋

66. How old are the last three people you kissed?I have only kissed two people, like I said somewhere up above, and they are 20 and 21.

67. Would you rather pay to get your nails done or do them yourself? Do them myself, tbh.

68. Which do you like better- Zebra print or leopard print? Leopard print!

69. Do you have any stickers on your car? I don’t drive, but my mom has a Who sticker on her car! She used to have a Beatles one.

70. Would you rather listen to Luke Bryan or Lil Wayne? I don’t know who Luke Bryan is, but I don’t really care for Lil Wayne, so……….I’m just gonna walk away from this question 😂😂😂

71. Blackberry, Anroid, or iPhone? iPhone.

72. When’s the last time you had pizza from Pizza Hut? Not too terribly long- maybe a good few weeks ago?

73. Do you like diet soda? Ehh, not really? It’s all right I guess.

74. What color are the walls in your room? My main room is aqua blue and my adjoining room is a really nice purple color. 💙💜

75. Are you 16 or older? I am 21!

76. Do you watch Pretty Little Liars? No I don’t.

77. Do you have a job? Nope, not at the moment.

78. What are your initials? K.G.H.

79. Did you ever have braces? Nope!

80. Are you from the south? I sure am, haha.

81. What does your last status on facebook say? Lmaoooo I have no clue, my dude, I haven’t posted a status on FB in years. 😂

82. Do you still talk to the first person you ever kissed? No.

83. Are you closer to your mom or your dad? My mom, without a doubt.

84. Have you ever done cheerleading or gymnastics? Nope, although I kiiiiinda wish I did? Because I’m really flexible and it sounds like fun!

85. What’s the last movie you saw in theaters? I genuinely don’t remember omg but I’m seeing Fist Fight this Friday so I can say that, at least!

86. Do you smoke? Nah.

87. Would you rather wear heels or flip flops? Hmmmm, flip flops, I guess.

88. Is your phone touch screen? It is!

89. Do you normally wear your hair straight or curly? My hair is weird to explain lmao I curl my hair under if that makes sense???

90. Have you ever snuck out of your house? Not out of MY house, haha.

91. Would you rather swim in a river, lake, or pool? I can’t swim so I’m just gonna say pool so that I can at least remain on the shallow end 😂😂😂

92. Have you ever made out in a car? Nopers.

93. …Had sex in a car? Lmao nooooo.

94. Are you single or in a relationship? I’m in a relationship. ☺️

95. What were you doing last night at midnight? Probably playing a video game, lmao 😂

96. When’s the last time you saw fireworks? On New Years

97. Do you like the camera on your phone? It’s all right! I don’t mind it, but it definitely could be of better quality.

98. Have you ever had a friend with benefits? Uhhh, kinda…… It’s hard to explain lmao

99. Have you ever passed out from drinking? Noooo.

100. Are you friends with people on facebook that you actually hate? I am LOL don’t ask me why!

101. Have you ever had a pregnancy scare? Nah.

102. Name your favorite Kesha song: Take It Off.

103. Do you have any tan lines right now? I don’t.

104. Would you ever wear cowboy boots with shorts? Not cowboy boots, no 😂

[rudizzlefoshizzle]

1: My name? - Rudy Jay White

2: Do I have any nicknames? - At my old job they used to call me Rude Dog, Whitey, Rudy Rude

3: Zodiac sign? - Libra

4: Video game I play to chill, not to win? - I rarely play video games nowadays. The last game I played was Left 4 Dead 2, about three weeks ago. 

5: Book/series I reread? - I reread The Notebook recently. But I usually reread Jurassic Park and The Lost World every so often. 

6: Aliens or ghosts? - Ghosts? 

7: Writer I trust enough to read whatever they write? - Is this asking about an author? If so, then  Michael Crichton, or Jack London

8: Favourite radio station? - 101.5

9: Favourite flavour of anything? - I usually get strawberry flavored stuff.

10: The word that I use all the time to describe something great? - Awesome

11: Favourite song? - Master Of Puppets is my all time favorite.

12: The question you ask new friends to get to know them better? - What do you do when you’re not working/in your free time

13: Favourite word? - Awesome, probably

14: The last person who hurt me, did I forgive them? - Yes.

15: Last song I listened to? - Beast and the Harlot. I finally downloaded Avenged Sevenfold on my phone and I forgot how awesome they are

16: TV show I always recommend? - Inuyasha

17: Pirates or ninjas? - Ninjas

18: Movie I watch when I'm feeling down? - Jurassic Park 

19: Song that I always start my shuffle with/wake-up song/always-on-a-loop song? - Party Monster

20: Favourite video games? - CS:GO, MW2 when it first came out and I was in my gaming/tryhard years, Halo 2 and 3. 

21: What am I most afraid of? - Being single for the rest of my life, honestly. I see older guys with the same job as me, that are single, that just work and work and work. They try to get all the overtime they can. Sure, they have a shitload of money, but I don’t know how they do it, I don’t know what motivates them. Maybe it’s just because I just recently got out of a relationship, but I can’t imagine myself just working and going home to an empty house, with no one to come home to, talk to, and spend my life with. 

22: A good quality of mine? - I think before I talk/act. So I rarely do stupid shit.  

23: A bad quality of mine? - I’m too quiet. I’m awkward. My social skills are lacking.

24: Cats or dogs? - Dogs

25: Actor/actress you trust enough to watch whatever they're in? - Emma Watson probably. Or Leo DiCaprio.

26: Favourite season? - Summer

27: Am I in a relationship? - Nope.

28: Something I miss? - Looking forward to seeing/spending time with someone, and using that as motivation to get through a shitty or hard day at work.

29: My best friend? - I don’t have a best friend anymore. Lol I only have friends and acquaintances. 

30: Eye colour? - Brown

31: Hair colour? - Black

32: Someone I love? - My nephew is one of the people I love.

33: Someone I trust? - My dad

34: Someone I always think about? - N/A. 

35: Am I excited about anything? - Having my own room again. Looool

36: My current obsession? - Doing everything I can to stay positive. 

37: Favourite TV shows as a child? - Inuyasha

38: Do I have someone of the opposite sex that I can tell everything to? - I used to.

39: Am I superstitious? - Yes. For example, in high school, for soccer games, I’d make sure to wear the shinguard sleeves and socks that I played well in, and if I didn’t have a red bull before a game, everything was ruined. Lol

40: What do I think about most? - Just staying positive. 

41: Do I have any strange phobias? - Nope

42: Do I prefer to be in front of the camera or behind it? - Behind it. 

43: Favourite hobbies? - Soccer

44: Last book I read? - The Notebook

45: Last film I watched? - Moana

46: Do I play any instruments? - Nope, but I wish I could play guitar

47: Favourite animal? - Bald Eagle cuz Murica

48: Top 5 blog on Tumblr that I follow? - sex, allxfoo, fusterclucked, fuckyeahmanchesterunited, kayytam

49: Superpower I wish I could have? - Teleportation? Or super speed or flying. Something that I can move from place to place very fast.

50: How do I destress? - For the past two months I’ve been writing everything down to vent and organize all my thoughts. I still am not sure if that helps me, since it makes me think about things I want to forget, but I still do it if the urge/anxiety is too much.

51: Do I like confrontation? - No. I hate that I don’t. My personality just doesn’t like it. I wish I could stand up to people. 

52: When do I feel most at peace? - If I had to answer this question five months ago, it would be a very different answer. But now, it’s when all my family is home, my parents, my sister and my nephews, and I know they’re all safe. 

53: What makes me smile? - Spending time with my nephew.

54: Do I sleep with the lights on or off? - Off

55: Play any sports? - Soccer

56: What is my song of the week? - Lol I was singing along to The Middle when it was playing on the radio on my way home from work on Thursday, and I actually listened to the lyrics and laughed my ass off. 

57: Favourite drink? - Alcoholic drink? STP

58: When did I last send a handwritten letter to somebody? - Last handwritten one was 11/24/2016.  

59: Afraid of heights? - A bit.

60: Pet peeve? - Lack of communication.

61: What was the last concert I went to see? - Lol I guess it was Esta

62: Am I vegetarian/vegan/pescatarian? - Nope.

63: What occupation did I want to do when I was younger? - Paleontologist

64: Have I ever had a friend turn enemy? - Yup

65: What fictional universe would I like to be a part of? - The wizarding world

66: Something I worry about? - Never moving on.

67: Scared of the dark? - I little bit.

68: Who are my best friends? - No more

69: What do I admire most about others? - Their ability to think quickly, and explain everything that is on their mind effectively.

70: Can I sing? - Noooooooo

71: Something I wish I could do? - Be charismatic. 

72: If I won the lottery, what would I do? - Get a GMC Canyon Denali Diesel. And lift it. Buy a house for my sister. Probably give the rest of it to my parents, since they’d probably have a better idea of what to do with all of it.  And I’d also pay for someones tuition. 

73: Have I ever skipped school? - Yes

74: Favourite place on the planet? - Again, very different answer if I was asked this five months ago. Lol. But probably in my bed now.

75: Where do I want to live? - Preferably here on Oahu. But if I gotta move then I would. 

76: Do I have any pets? - Two dogs, one bird.

77: What is my current desktop picture? - I have it cycle between a picture of Old Trafford, the Manchester United logo, and a picture of me kicking a ball.

78: Early bird or night owl? - Really depends. As long as my mind and body stay stimulated, I’ll wake up early or stay up for a very long time.

79: Sunsets or sunrise? - Sunsets

80: Can I drive? - Yes

81: Story behind my last kiss? - A kiss on a forehead to say goodbye.

82: Earphones or headphones? - Headphones. Earphones if I don’t have my headphones. 

83: Have I ever had braces? - Yes

84: Story behind one of my scars? - I slipped.

85: Favourite genre of music? - Heavy metal

86: Who is my hero? - My dad

87: Favourite comic book character? - Deadpool

88: What makes me really angry? - Me.

89: Kindle or real book? - Real book

90: Favourite sporty activity? - Idk soccer? Lifting?

91: What is one thing that isn’t tight in schools that should be? - Idk. Teaching things that people will actually use in the real world.

92: What was my favourite subject at school? - English

93: Siblings? - Two older sisters

94: What was the last thing I bought? - I ordered a yeti roadie. Lol

95: How tall am I? - 5′7″

96: Can I cook? - Lol no. I can cook like three dishes.

97: Can I bake? - Nope

98: 3 things I love? - My family, soccer, Manchester United

99: 3 things I hate? - How slow time is, but at the same time how fast it is, how socially awkward I am, myself.

100: Do I have more girl friends or boy friends? - Dudes.

101: Who do I get on with better, girls or boys? - Idk I guess guys. I don’t talk to any girls. Lol

102: Where was I born? - Honolulu, Hawaii

103: Sexual orientation? - Straight.

104: Where do I currently live? - With my parents? Lol.  7EwaFKNBeach6

105: Last person I texted? - My mom

106: Last time I cried? - Last week Monday or Tuesday I forget.

107: Guilty pleasure? - CHEEZ IT

108: Favourite Youtuber? - G18

109: A photo of myself. - I’ll post it after if I remember.

110: Do I like selfies? - I don’t take much pictures of myself.

111: Favourite game app? - I used to play tsum tsum a lot.

112: My relationship with my parents? - Pretty good I guess? 

113: Favourite accents? - British

114: A place I have not been but wish to visit? - Old Trafford

115: Favourite number? - Either 2 or 7

116: Can I juggle? - Nope

117: Am I religious? - Nope

118: Do I like space? - I like looking at it.

119: Do I like the deep ocean? - Lol dark blue water is scary af

120: Am I much of a daredevil? - I would say that I’m a lot more cautious than most people, because I’ve been taught to see all the hazards and worst possible scenarios that can happen and that kinda stuff, but I can be very reckless with my own well being.

121: Am I allergic to anything? - I can’t wear metal necklaces or stuff like that. The back of my neck would breakout in a rash. Idk. 

122: Can I curl my tongue? - Sure

123: Can I wiggle my ears? - Nope

124: Do I like clowns? - Don’t really care for them

125: The Beatles or Elvis? - The Beatles

126: My current project? - Staying positive

127: Am I a bad loser? - Mmmmm depends. If I really worked and tried my best and wanted something then yeah, I’m salty af when I lose.

128: Do I admit when I’m wrong? - Yes. 

129: Forest or beach? - Beach

130: Favourite piece of advice? - Everything happens for a reason. Everything will work itself out in time. 

131: Am I a good liar? - No. Which is why I don’t really ever lie. Lol

132: Hogwarts house / Divergent faction / Hunger Games district? - I think I took that test online and I ended up in Slytherin?

133: Do I talk to myself? - A lot.

134: Am I very social? - Noooope.

135: Do I like gossip? - Lol nope.

136: Do I keep a journal/diary? - I was writing everyday for a month and a half. But I stopped that. I only write now if I cannot handle the anxiety. 

137: Have I ever hopelessly failed a test? - Lol when I took the test for the shipyard I was dying

138: Do I believe in second chances? - Yes. People change. People learn. 

139: If I found a wallet full of cash on the ground, what would I do? Probably turn it in. 

140: Do I believe people are capable of change? - Yes. If they really want to change, or things happen that causes them to change.

141: Have I ever been underweight? - Idk I’ve always been skinny

142: Am I ticklish? - A bit

143: Have I ever been in a submarine? - Yes

144: Have I ever been on a plane? - Yes

145: In a film about my life, who would I cast as myself, friends and family? - This question is dumb. Lol. But I would be Jay Baruchel from She’s Out of my League

146: Have I ever been overweight? - Nope.

147: Do I have any piercings? - Nope

148: Which fictional character do I wish was real? - DOBBY

149: Do I have any tattoos? - Nope

150: What is the best decision I have made in life so far? - Mmm I would say just doing my best to not be a cunt. Lol. Not to burn bridges, not to ruin friendships or relationships with moments of stupidity or frustration.

151: Do I believe in Karma? - I do. Which is why I do what I said in the last question. 

152: Do I wear glasses or contacts? - Nope

153: What was my first car? - I guess the car I drive now, which is my moms car technically. 2005 Nissan Altima

154: Do I want children? - In like ten years.

155: Who is the most intelligent person I know? - My dad is really smart, and all his old coworkers, which are now my current coworkers, tell me that all the time.

156: My most embarrassing memory? - Not really but I still cringe, when I sang karaoke. Anyway you want it, that’s the way you need it! T_T Looool

157: What makes me nostalgic? - Living by my elementary school again. Living in the house I grew up in. Every time I walk by the school, all the memories come back, and I wonder where all the time went.

158: Have I ever pulled an all-nighter? - Many.

159: Which do I value more in others, brains or beauty? - Brains

160: What colour mostly dominates my wardrobe? - Black or blue

161: Have I ever had a paranormal experience? - Nah not really

162: What do I hate most about myself? - Well shit. The fact that I lost the girl that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with, because I treated her poorly, because I was getting used to my new schedule at work, so I had a short temper with her, and I took her for granted, always thinking I could spend time with her another day. It really was my fault that she decided to ask for a break. It really was my fault that she thought about a life where we weren’t together, a life with less stress and less bullshit.  

163: What do I love most about myself? - Lol fuck now I gotta think about this. I guess how I’m loyal. And how I don’t talk shit about people, or do anything behind people’s backs. 

164: Do I like adventure? - Sometimes. If I’m in the mood. Lol

165: Do I believe in fate? - Yes. Most definitely. 

166: Favourite animal? - See #47

167: Have I ever been on radio? - Nope

168: Have I ever been on TV? - Not that I know of

169: How old am I? - 22 years old

170: One of my favourite quotes? - “ The people who are meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, no matter how far they wander”

171: Do I hold grudges? - Nooooo

172: Do I trust easily? - Mmm, no not really. I guess that’s why it takes forever for me to open up to people, or get comfortable with people

173: Have I learnt from my mistakes? - Yes. I have.

174: Best gift I’ve ever received? - I guess it would be the friendship and memories and lessons that I have learned in the past three years. 

175: Do I dream? - Every so often.

176: Have I ever had a night terror? - As in sleep paralysis? I haven’t had that in a very long time. 

177: Do I remember my dreams, and what is one that comes to mind? - Yes. A dream I don’t want to dream for awhile, since it only makes me hurt after. 

178: An experience that has made me stronger? - The last three years. The last two months. 

179: If I were immortal, what would I do? - Dumb shit. Lol. If I was gonna live forever, I probably would make an effort to make other peoples lives better, or their day brighter in some way. 

180: Do I like shopping? - I spend too much money on things I don’t need.

181: If I could get away with a crime, what would I choose to do? - Something that I would acquire a lot of money.

182: What does “family” mean to me? - Being completely comfortable with them, being able to tell them anything, and going through shit with them and still being able to make things work afterward. You can trust them. It doesn’t have to be blood related. It could be friends that you just get super close with, and then you can say that they’re family. 

183: What is my spirit animal? - Sloth. Lol. Idk maybe a wolf. 

184: How do I want to be remembered? - That guy that kept his head down and did his job and didn’t do any dumb shit. Lol

185: If I could master one skill, what would I choose? - SOCIAL SKILLS

186: What is my greatest failure? - Probably not going to college and playing soccer in college. That’s what I wanted growing up, and that’s what my dad pushed me for, and sent me on all those trips and spent those thousands and thousands of dollars on me for. I think about that all the time. How it seems like a waste of money now. Idk. 

187: What is my greatest achievement? - Idk. Maybe getting this job.

188: Love or money? - Love.

189: Love or career? - These two questions are kind of the same. But I would pick career, for this one. I know that’s what I did four months ago. And I know that the way I went about it was wrong. I was focused too much on my job. I was so happy I had a job that I could be proud of. But I didn’t balance it out. I didn’t balance work and my girlfriend. I put all my energy into work, because of the hours, and the learning, so I didn’t have energy for her. In spite of all that, after losing her, I still pick career, because I’m still young, because I learned my lesson, because I still have time to make a relationship work. I still have time to make it all work. I don’t wanna end up old and alone. And also, because I lost her, I really really can’t lose this job. I really don’t know what I would do if I did. 

190: If I could time travel, where and when would I want to go? - Three years ago, when I got home from the hospital after I had surgery on my arm. I would gladly start over from there. 

191: What makes me the happiest? - My nephew. He makes me happy.

192: What is “home” to me? - It used to be someplace else, but now, it’s the house that I live in with my family. 

193: What motivates me? - The fact that I’m still young, I have a good frickin job, and I’m decent looking. Lol. And that I wanna work to get better everyday, for myself, for my family, for her

194: If I could choose my last words, what would they be? - “lol fuk.” Nah umm probably still “Forever and Always.” Just cause

195: Would I ever want to encounter aliens? - If I don’t get abducted

196: A movie that scared me as a child? - Signs

197: Something I hated as a child that I like now? - Onions

198: Zombies or vampires? - Zombies are easier to kill I think

199: Live in the city or suburbs? - Suburbs

200: Dragons or wizards? - I like be one wizard

201: A nightmare that has stayed with me? - I used to have dreams where I’d be driving a car and I guess I’d go off a cliff or something and I’d be falling in the car. But the dream would always end before impact or whatever.

202: How do I define love? - This is gonna suck. Love is when you look forward to seeing them, every second of the day. When you already miss them, five seconds after walking out the door, after saying goodbye for ten minutes. When their voice, and their laugh, sounds so beautiful, like the sweetest and most uplifting song, and instantly brightens your day. When you memorize everything they talk about, what they like, dislike, and every comment and every random story they say that they think is irrelevant, but you still memorize and take to heart. When you memorize every little detail of their face. When you look into their eyes, and it entrances you. When you look into their eyes and you can’t imagine doing that with anyone else. When you look into their eyes and see everything you want and need. When you hold them, and they’re holding you, and you feel so happy, so content, that it feels like home. But love is also when you still want to do all that stuff, you still want to hold them, after they have been stressing you and frustrating you. After disagreements, after fights. Or after a long shitty day at work. Love is hard. It’s complicated. And it takes a lot of work and communication.

203: Do I judge a book by its cover? - When I was younger, yes. But I’ve learned a lot, and I’ve met  a lot of people that have changed my views

204: Have I ever had my heart broken? - Yes.

205: Do I like my handwriting? - Lol it’s ugly. I write really small.

206: Sweet or savoury? Savoury

207: Worst job I’ve had? - I guess that would be my first job. Hard labor, low pay. But I could call in sick like once a week at that job. Lol

208: Do I collect anything? - Naaah

209: Item of clothing or jewellery you’ll never see me without? - I feel so naked without a watch on when I’m out of the house. 

210: What is on my bucket list? - Go to Old Trafford and watch Manchester United play

211: How do I handle anger? - I do my best to chill and think about why I’m getting angry.

212: Was I named after anyone? - Not that I know of.

213: Do I use sarcasm a lot? - Not as much now. I’m really boring now. Lol. I’m too serious now.

214: What TV character am I most like? - Either Ross Geller or Ted Mosby

215: What is the weirdest talent I have? - My ability to be so nonchalant about a lot of stuff, but super crazy serious about other stuff. Idk. Lol

216: Favourite fictional character? - Snape