#I hope I am crazy here tbh
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Now more than ever in the age of social media it's important to remember that 55 year old poem by Gill Scott-Heron: The revolution will not be televised - it will be live.
In the risk of sounding like a history nerd grandpa in a tinfoil hat; It's not going to be in what's shown on the news or curated via algorithm for you in social media, it never has been (even more so the case with sensorship issues but regular curated content has problems too). Social media is a useful tool but online platforms should not be the sole focus and loadstone for information sought or action taken if you want to actually avoid further slide into facism. Revolution isn't even just violence or fighting (which I'm not advocating for here for clarity), it's also constructive; it's in the grassroots actions of everyday ordinary people establishing safety networks and looking out for your real, tangible neighbours and community members - especially those at risk of disappearing or being taken away. Sure you may not be the 'other' now, but all of human history shows us people aren't picky with scapegoats when we need someone else to take the fall for problems people in power don't know how to (or just don't want to) solve. Forget optics and trying to win arguments in comment sections, focus on finding as many allies as you can and think about what you have the ability to do constructively. You know, just in case.
#I don't go here (the US) but a lot of my friends do and I'm seriously worried they may go missing a some point if this continues#I hope I am crazy here tbh
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Rich and arrogant and combative and blasphemous, Jillian Salvius would surely live in a den of iniquity where her girls would be tempted enough to abandon their mission — so Mother Superion thought.
But Jillian Salvius' table, however generous, was not one set for waste: gracious as a host, meals at her house were varied but not excessive, alcohol present but not overindulged in; if more kindly, her conduct was as correct as that of any strict Christian such as Superion herself.
And, through daily contact, sharing in that their deadly conflict, Mother Superion found that she could admire her — charmed.
#doctor superion#warrior nun#mother superion#jillian salvius#i wasn't sure i'd be able to post this here tbh. tumblr on mobile is my personal hell#but here it is. enjoy. the next couple of drabbles are all sin-themed so that's fun#please join me in hoping my computer will be back and running by the time i post the next drabble lol#because i am going crazy. i hate hate hate phones. how does anyone enjoy this torture??#and since i'm unlikely to pop up again here so soon as long as the pc is out...#have an update: the vtm doctor superion au is now at page 101. but that's equal to only about HALF the original lol#so there is progress. just don't hold your breath because this fic will take a gooood while still#i'm excited though 👀#warrior nun drabble#narratives and similar
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when i mean i stalk myself on everything i mean EVERYTHING.
#⠀speaks⠀.⠀.⠀.#i'm going through my archives like wow i was insane But also free so#i am also stalking myself own tumblr account. Idk i just like my little world here leave me be#like yass im not the biggest writer ever but i enjoy myself on here anyway 😁😁#i'm so excited for u guys to see the upcoming chapters of paparazzi ANDD my won smau#i finished the masterlist for my won smau last night and AAAACCKK u guys will love it i hope#i feel like it's v fitting for cupidhoons idk maybe im just CRAZY!!! i mean yeah i am but yk whatever idk#don't know how i got here tbh i was just talking about stalking myself....maybe i Shoudl fix my attention span#anyway 👅 i'm gonna stalk sunghoon edits now baaaaaaaai
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Today was the day Kirito freed everyone from SAO :') in a year this will be the day it happened in the actual story.
#sword art online#kirito#kazuto kirigaya#today was the day rinko lost kayaba too#me and my bestie are emotional on discord ;-;#they could've had it all#i know i shouldn't feel sorry for them#because they aren't really “major” characters and they both did something wrong but i still feel for rinko#she did it out of love while kayaba out of ambition for his dream...#which i suppose is some kind of twisted love isn't it?#i just hope rinko ends up happy at the end even if her part in the story is so small#she deserves happiness#although tbh i see her losing everyone close to her by the end of the story#because you see i believe all the shigemura boys will be dead#higa sugou kayaba shigemura too#all of them#only rinko will be the only one alive#poetic it would be if you asked me#because she's the least crazy of the bunch#i see her living peacefully with her *theoretical spoilers here they may or may not become true depending on the course of the story* son#if they become true then yes they would be spoilers but as of now these are all theories from my friend and our friend group#heck it am gonna tag as that just in case#sao spoilers#anyways lol either that or she will end up dying...which i hope not#at any case i just want her to be happy whatever happens#if kirito asuna shinon etc get to be happy why not minor characters as well :')
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Trass.
hi :)
#am I allowed to ask if u want to overwatch duo#sorry im so sorry I genuinely tbh dont expect u to rly answer this BUT I kinda lowkey asked u on discord like a week ago#if it was ok if I like… idk talked to u and wanted ur time like a lil baby#and I see ur on ovw rn#AND IM NOT GONNA ASK bc I don’t…. feel like I have the right to but……….. good luck out there ok and we’ll#if u wanna duo cough cough im here… aha… taah…. sweats and laughs and throws myself off a cliff#anyways. ANYWAYS. sorry sorry. sorry. ok im. im sorry.#hi#I don’t rly know what to say to u but I just#I want… anything.. idk…….. hi#I really really think im so crazy you know#i just#idk anyways alien was sick it was a fun experience w sam btw and im still drunk tee hee. if u couldnt tell#i rly do like those xenomorph critters idk why but I’ve always thought they’re so cool……..#i mean…. acid blood…. they’re so big… BIG TEEF……… very cool……#hhhh…..hhhhi……… <- not sad not desperate aaahahhaahaaaaaahhahhhhaaaahhahahahhahahahahaha#throws myself off a cliff regardless#beeba my beloved#answered#deedis#ew wait I was asking to duo in a tumblr ask here LOL ok sorry I don’t expect u to answer that tbh I rly don’t#I justttttt#idk#idk I just miss u so kuch I hope that’s okay and im sorry#ugh ur prly not even gonna see this I feel so stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid#I mean u prly will but maybe tomo or in quite a few hours or something or#idk I guess that’s okay#idk. idk#anyways… hi I guess
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good morning my personality for the day is that i'm uncontrollably sobbing on the inside about ff9 and ff10
#⋯ ꒰ა starry thoughts ໒꒱ *·˚#RAGHHH FIRST DAY OF SCHOOL AGAIN....... feels unreal tbh lol whatever#i'm a tad bit sick which is worrisome and it's been raining a fuckton in the ph . thankfully i'm not affected#but my heart goes out to those who have :') you guys here stay safe okay!!#and HIII I HOPE YOU ALL ARE WELL <3 it's way too early for me in the morning i woke up at 5 holy fuck uh. i hope u all are well#anyway Not Alone and Suteki Da Ne and Melodies Of Life ..... i am ruined#the ending of ffx . the whole thing with Friendship in ffix.#yk the funny thing... ffx was my childhood it is and was everything to me and my first final fantasy but i still haven't finished it actuall#ik the story and i'm literally at the end but my spheres suck. i was not even 13 when i started playing okay.... on ps3 And ps4#:(( tidus and yuna are everything to me. the whole main cast is tbh. i love them dearly#ix i have not actually played yet hahaha i'm crazy ik but my twin has!! anddd i just love all final fantasies vvv much#ik some stuff abt ix but obvs it's nothing compared to. Actually Playing The Game#i did play a bit tho ^_^ until the#vamo' alla flamenco!!#oh i had to search it to make sure i was right in spelling and Bless. i actually was lol#honestly idk my fav in ix but x it is . tidus yuna rikku. can't pick! but yes i adore tidus he's everything#uhmm ix tho... freya? zidane? dagger? vivi? ya#awh. i love ff sooo much#still also very much in a xiv mood btw. uhmm raha themis alisaie hyth zenos zero my beloveds!#those r my top favs me thinks but i have wayyy too many :] lyse... magnai... fandaniel... venat... thancred... ryne... urianger... fordola#and etc. dhgjsbsj there is a Lot. my heart goes out to so many of them but i think my top favs are the ones i said first fr ^_^#funny daniel got demoted to a lesser fav i'm sorry luv LMFAO but maybe when i'm in a fandaniel mood again someday. yay!
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i'm so sorry if you talked to me when i truly belived i was fucking dead, sorry i was fucking crazy if i could i woud just erase the whole thing :///
#i'm a bit drunk but i hope u understand me#also i'm writin this without autocorrect so u know. i am trying my best#anyways thank you for being here for me when i was straight up insane i love you you deserve the world dear#this is mostly directed to my bestie ** i'm so sorry i can't message u bc i'm too embarassed of shit i wrote to u while crazy#i'm so so sorry u had to put up with me when i was doing that bad you're an angel n i think of u everyday tbh#am i doing better? idk i'll tell u in march when i'm done with outpaitent but i know i'm alive so that's progress i guess#love u i'm alive i'm drunk i feel like god cares about me rn ther's a lot ov love in my heart#depression and stuff
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you can be super obsessed with something and still be aware that it's not that deep i think
#this is gonna sound maybe a little hypocritical but i wish the GO fandom was more Normal™️ about some things#i'm just here to vibe and have a good time with this story i love and we'll see where this show goes#i have opinions on the show but it is literally not that deep. it does not matter that much#bluebird.txt#like yes i am crazy about it bc tbh s2 is incredibly fan service y and i do like most of it and i do go crazy about ep 6#but GO is also just a book that i love very very very much (and a fun radio drama!)(and a musical i hope to see one day!)#and i'm pretty 'normal-ish' and not TOOO crazy obsessive about the book i think#i just wish the show fandom was smaller and more aware that It Is Not That Deep#its a popular show yes but the world is not changing in any significant way for it honestly#can we all just chill out please. many things are truly not that deep.
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Go for his brother part 2
Part 1 here
Part 3 here
username1 DOUBLE BETRAYAL 😭
↳username2 wdym bro wtf Arthur is just getting his karma, he CHEATED on Y/n with her best friend
↳username2 and Y/n only got with his brother after the breakup
username3 It's so crazy to me how not long ago Y/n was with Arthur at Charles' race and we could see them all lovey dovey and now she's with Charles 💀
username4 I hope they actually like each other and it's not just something Y/n schemed to get back at Arthur
↳username5 And even if it is, so what? Both Leclercs deserve this if she's doing it for the sake of revenge
username4 What did Charles ever do to you 😭 he's a literal pookie
username6 I am BEGGING to find out Arthur's reaction
username7 I wanna see this on Drive To Survive lmao
↳username8 The most interesting thing in the whole season lol
username9 Exactly! Men driving in circles? Nah, fuck that, give me family drama
yourusername The Art & The Artist
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charles_leclerc I took way more than these 2 pictures, should post them all
↳yourusername some would get me banned🤭
username1 MY OH MY
username2 What did she say 😐
username3 I'm jealous but haven't decided if I want him or her
username4 Arthur better not read this comment section (I hope he will)
francisca.cgomes Thanks for blessing my eyes 🫶
↳yourusername You're welcome bestie🫶
username4 it's so nice to see Y/n found a friend who won't steal her bf
username5 You can't be sure, it's Charles Leclerc we're talking about. You think he wouldn't go for his best friends' girlfriend who is now his own girlfriends' best friend after pulling what he's just pulled?
username4 ngl girl I got lost in whatever you're saying
yoursister In your iconic girl era ❤️
↳yourusername I slayed didn't I 💅
username6 Honestly guys I believe it's not just a revenge scheme
↳username5 What makes you think that?
username6 Given these pictures and the pictures from the gossip page they look pretty much happy to me, too happy for it to be fake
username5 Whatever you say, we'll see. They have to get tired of pretending one day
exbestfriend Glowing ✨🩷
↳yourusername 😐
↳francisca.cgomes 😐
↳yoursister 😐
↳charles_leclerc 😐
↳pierregasly 😐
↳georgerussell63 😐
↳carmenmmundt 😐
↳alex_albon 😐
↳lilymhe 😐
username7 Y/N AND HER COMMENT SECTION ARE ICONIC 😭
↳username8 I can't stop imagining them having a gc and she sent a screenshot of her ex best friend's comment like "you know what to do, guys" 🤣
username9 I just know Arthur is screaming crying throwing up because LOOK AT WHAT HE LOST
username10 Lol who's next? Toto Wolff?
arthur_leclerc My favorite love story is ours ❤️
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exbestfriend So happy we found each other ❤️❤️
username1 💀
username2 Alright they both have the audacity
username3 your love story is cheating on Y/n lmao
username4 Imagine they have a kid one day who'll ask mom dad how did you meet lol
↳username3 I'd be EMBARRASSED
username5 They deserve each other tbh
username6 Hey but... What if this pic and Y/n's pics were taken on the same day...
↳username7 wdym
username6 Arthur wanted to keep and eye on his ex and his brother from afar 😭
username7 it's terrible but possibly true lmao
exbestfriend I'm so sick of people judging us
↳username2 That's what you deserve, the both of you
↳username4 when actions have consequences:😮
yourusername Back at the paddock ❤️
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username1 At least she didn't downgrade right?
yoursister You guys look so good together
↳yourusername Thank you 🫶 ily
↳charles_leclerc Yes we do 😊
↳username2 Y/s/n never commented anything like this when Y/n used to post with Arthur😭
lilymhe It was nice catching up with you when the boys were playing
↳yourusername maybe next time you and Alex could come over so the boys can play some video games together
username3 Pls they're just two single mothers bonding over their toddlers being besties😭
username4 I NEED TO KNOW IF ARTHUR WAS THERE
↳username5 You crazy? Ofc he wouldn't have come, he's too scared of confrontation
username4 Okay but then what if one day Y/n and Charles get married? Will Arthur just skip his brother's wedding?
username5 I think some time will pass before Charles decides to settle down. And not with Y/n, that's for sure
username6 Why not? Y/n makes a much better couple with Charles than she did with Arthur
username5 Charles would never take her seriously lol she dated his brother, Charles is just having fun with her while letting her have her moment
arthur_leclerc Are you wearing the dress you wore on our first date?
↳username2 SHE'S WHAT?????
↳username3 wtf are u doing here
↳yourusername Maybe...
username4 Mother keeps slaying 😭👏
username7 I aspire to be like Y/n fr
alex_albon Lily said we should have a double date
↳yourusername Let's do it then @/lilymhe @/charles_leclerc when and where
arthur_leclerc I just wonder when will you get bored of this
↳yourusername Bored of what exactly? Going to races? You know I've always enjoyed looking at cars go vroooom
arthur_leclerc You know what I mean
arthur_leclerc Of pretending to like Charles just to prove me some delusional point
yourusername You really think I'd waste my energy on that? It's a funny coincidence indeed, but I do like him actually
arthur_leclerc Mhm sure I give you maybe 6 months more, can't keep pretending forever
charles_leclerc A family gathering & the morning after
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username1 OH GREAT HEAVENS
pierregasly Now that's something none of us expected
↳username2 bro speaking facts
username3 They said fuck you Arthur you'll get a proof we're not pretending😭
username4 Well at least the family already knew her
↳username5 Pascale liked Y/n so much she said girl you have my blessing no matter which one u marry
username3 Guys do you think Arthur was there? You know, it's a family gathering, so he had to be there, right?
alex_albon Charles settling down wasn't on my bingo card this year
↳lilymhe Neither was it on mine but I love it
francisca.cgomes Girl you realize there's no going back now? 😂
↳yourusername I hope so😜🫶
arthur_leclerc I still can't believe how disrespectful you both are
↳charles_leclerc Look who's speaking of being disrespectful
↳yourusername stfu arthur maman literally had to kick you out of the party
username3 The way it used to be "Thurthur" and now it's "stfu arthur" 😶
username2 at least the "maman" is the same right
username5 I feel like Pascale likes Y/n more than she likes Arthur
username7 wtf guys PASCALE HAD TO KICK ARTHUR OUT OF THE PARTY 😭😭
↳username8 That's crazy, imagine how's the wedding gonna look like
carlossainz55 Getting engaged after a few weeks? Is she pregnant?😂
↳username9 Not funny
username10 Chill that's just millennial humour from back when pregnancy outside marriage was a disgrace
↳charles_leclerc We've known each other long enough to make this decision 🫢
carlossainz55 Valid point
arthur_leclerc But for majority of this time she was my girlfriend
charles_leclerc On which you cheated
arthur_leclerc @/yourusername did you use me just to get to Charles? Was it your plan from the beginning?
↳yourusername Sure because I have nothing else to do lmao
↳yourusername We've talked about it yesterday arthur, don't start again
arthur_leclerc I just still can't believe Charles would do something like that to me
yourusername And half a year ago I believed you wouldn't have ever cheated on me
charles_leclerc I said it yesterday and I'll say it again, Arthur I will always love you as a brother, but you messed up big time, you can't be mad at us
#f1 fanfic#f1 imagine#f1 x reader#formula 1 x reader#charles leclerc x reader#charles leclerc fanfic#charles leclerc imagine#f1 smau#f1 social media au#Charles leclerc smau#arthur leclerc x reader#Arthur leclerc smau#Charles leclerc social media au#Arthur leclerc social media au
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loml (loss of my life)
summary: in which ellie's only ever cried in front of you three times. yet the fourth is the most devastating of them all.
pairing: ellie williams x y/n
genre: angst
wc: 962
please comment or message letting me know your thoughts! it helps motivate me :)
once again inspired by taylor swfit :)
a/n: hello everyone! it has been quite a while since i have uploaded on here. i've had a lot of changes in my life since the last time i posted a writing of mine, primarily, i am now in my third (!!!) year of university. crazy to even think about tbh. anyways, i know i primarily write about jungkook from bts, but recently i was gifted a ps5 by my brother in law and the first game i bought was tlou part 2 remastered because i never quite got over the game, or more specifically, ellie williams lmaooooo. anyways pls enjoy this short little drabble, i am excited to get back into writing! and yes, i will keep writing for jungkook as well, i'm just mixing it up a bit!
Ellie Williams was an enigma to the world, and right now, her mystery is unfurling in the cruelest of ways. The room before you is a tapestry of shattered dreams, clothes scattered like discarded promises, each garment a silent witness to the betrayal unfolding before your eyes.
Your heart, once so full of trust and love, feels like it's disintegrating. A heart-shaped void appears on the floor beneath you, a grotesque reflection of the pain ripping through your chest. There, in the dim light, your fiancée lies entwined with another woman, their bodies a stark betrayal of the vows once promised to you.
It's almost absurd, the way a love that once made you feel invincible can crumble so easily, as if it was all a cruel joke. The sight is so surreal that you question its reality, your mind unable to reconcile the image before you with the life you thought you shared. Your feet are rooted to the ground, as if some invisible force has tethered you to this unbearable truth.
The diamond ring on your finger, once a symbol of unending love, now feels like a shackle, its weight a painful reminder of the promises that were so carelessly broken. You stand there, numb and hollow, the ache in your chest growing more insistent with every breath.
Her voice is a faint murmur, drowned out by the protective haze your mind has wrapped around you, shielding you from the full weight of her betrayal. The woman who promised to stand by you for the rest of your life is now an almost surreal presence, a distant echo as the reality of the situation sinks in.
They scramble to untangle themselves from the bed—your bed. Clothes are hastily pulled on, and you feel a wave of nausea rise up, the bile surging before you can even hope to stop it. The force of the moment propels you into action, and you sprint through the house, your heart pounding with the realization that every corner holds a painful reminder of the life you built together.
The couch you assembled in your first apartment, the dishes you chose together, each one a piece of your shared dream, perfectly matching the white and royal blue of your kitchen. The kitchen where you cooked meals side by side, dancing to songs from artists you discovered together,
“This one’s the song I want to walk down the aisle to,” you’d said, stirring the pasta as you both cooked together.
Ellie looked up from where she stood, buttering garlic bread. “Yeah?”
“Yeah,” you replied, smiling as you watched her. “Do you like it?”
Her eyes twinkled with that familiar warmth as she walked over to you, wrapping her arms around your waist. “I don’t care what song you walk down the aisle to,” her tender voice whispers into your ear, “as long as the person standing at the end of it is me.”
The air is cold against your hot skin, a reminder of how real everything you just experienced was. You couldn’t seem to care, though, almost prying open the door to your poorly parked car. The silence of it deafening as you give yourself time to catch your breath, finally it was quiet. Still, the sounds of their shared moans and whimpers echoes in your mind. The silence doesn’t last long, a loud thump breaks you out of your dissociated trance. Your neck snaps towards your driver’s side window, Ellie’s tearful face is the sight you’re met with. You think back to all the times you’ve seen her cry before. You conclude it’s three.
The first time was when she was drunk, confessing her feelings, afraid you didn’t feel the same. You had held her close, whispering reassurances.
“Oh, Ellie, you’re silly to think I don’t like you too.”
The second was when you were rushed to the hospital after a fall at work. The memory is a blur of bright lights and pain, but Ellie’s tear-streaked face as she clung to you is vivid.
“You scared me so bad, baby,” she had sobbed into your shoulder.
You had tried to lighten the moment, chuckling despite your discomfort. “I just have a mild concussion. The only thing I’m worried about is how I’m going to step back into that office without a bag over my head. I’m so embarrassed.”
She pulls away to look at your pouting face, noticing a light purple bruise decorating your pretty eye. She frowns, leaning in to leave a kiss on it. “Shut up, you’re never leaving my side again.”
The third and only time you cried alongside her was the day she proposed, her hand shaking in your grasp as she got down on one knee.
“You’re the love of my life, Y/N. I don’t care how many years pass, or how many hurdles we come across, I will always be there for you. I can’t imagine loving anyone as much as I love you, baby.”
You’re choking on your tears, your hand feels almost numb at the tightening of her grip. You reach your empty hand up to your chest, willing your beating heart to still.
“Will you marry me?”
Now, in the cold car, you’re confronting the fourth time, a cruel twist of fate that you never anticipated would be this moment. You thought the tears would come on your wedding day, as you exchanged vows to love and cherish each other, for better or for worse. The irony makes you laugh, a broken, hollow sound, as you shift the car into reverse.
Ignoring the pleading sobs muffled by the glass, you drive away, each mile feeling like a mile further from the life you once knew and the promises that were so easily shattered.
#ellie williams tlou#ellie williams the last of us#ellie x reader#ellie#tlou ellie#ellie the last of us#ellie williams#ellie tlou#ellie williams fanfic#ellie williams x female reader#ellie williams x reader#ellie williams x you#ellie x fem reader#ellie x y/n#ellie x you#ellie williams tlou2#ellie williams imagine#ellie williams fan fiction#ellie williams fanfiction#tlou#tlou fanfiction#tlou fic#tlou imagine#tlou fluff#tlou2#tlou x reader
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Heya, today is my birthday. I’m 30 now and I’m cautiously hopeful but also having a bit of an existential crisis. I was never supposed to make it to this age. Something in my brain tells me that this is the beginning of the end of my life, which is obviously bullshit, but those feelings are intense to say the least and easy to let spiral out of control.
BUT!! Here are some facts:
1: my early and mid 20s were garbage. I’m willing to believe plenty of ppl have good times during this time but i didn’t.
2: i know myself better than i ever have, and i even sorta like myself a lil bit. DEFINITELY not every day but more and more often then i ever did before. I’m getting downright comfortable with myself, which is frankly shocking to me.
3: i’m prettier than i’ve ever been before. Even looking at pictures from a year ago i almost don’t recognize myself and that’s a great feeling. The dysphoria is as bad (if not slightly worse) than it’s been in the past, but when i *am* feeling attractive i feel crazy attractive. So that’s a win i think.
4: this has literally been the best year of my entire life. No competition. Like it’s not even *close* lol. I’ve really come into my own with fashion, restarted my love affair with both music and books, became very proud of my ability to cook, and i even managed to get engaged to the love of my life! This one is by far the best.
So, while i’m indeed feeling strange and a lil sad about my 20s being over, i can at least take solace in the above facts. Sry if this was meandering or self-indulgent but i sorta needed to get all of this off my chest tbh.
(ALSO: if you wanna be a sweetheart and get me a present my amazon wishlist is pinned to the top of my page, and if you wanna support me/see me naked my onlyf@nz link is in my bio ☺️)
#sry for how long this ended up being :/#but i needed it i think#it me!#trans positivity#trans pride#cool to reblog
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GRAVITY. chris sturniolo
༣ summary: chris is on tour and misses his girlfriend .ᐟ ♡
༣ pairing: clingy!reader & tour!chris
༣ warnings: suggestive, just a cute lil oneshot tbh, pet names ( i think only one tho ), long distance ???? idk
༣ authors note ♡: ok i rlly didnt know what to do for this tbh i js wanted to write for chris lol!!!! this MIIIGHT get a pt 2 tho. so twoshot!
you stand in your kitchen, your mind constantly filled with thoughts of your boyfriend while he's off on tour. is he sleeping? maybe he's eating something. i hope he's enjoying it. is he gonna call me? isnt he in new york? thats three hours ahead. three whole hours. so if its six pm here then its... seven... eight.. nine. nine pm there? so is he asleep? i dont know if tour's got him sleepy. gosh. can he call me? i bet he looks so good right now. fuck. then your thoughts are interrupted by a very specific text tone. it's chris! "Hey" "R u busy imy" you read, causing you to almost start jumping for joy in front of your open fridge. although you do a little squeal instead. "definitely not" "call me im begging" you reply. "I like that" he replies, making you giggle to yourself. seconds later, your screen lights up with a picture of chris with a big smile holding your dear friend, madison, 's cat.
"well hellloooo" you answer with a smile far too big. "hey sexy" he smiles back just as much. "i've been waiting for this call" you admit. "yeah? you been thinking about me?" he asks in a cocky tone. but it was lowkey doing things to you. well. highkey. "you'd like that wouldnt you?" you ask. "yeah." he proudly says. "i was actually about to rub one out since im alone. show me your tits" he jokes. "don't tempt me" you giggle. "i mean.. you're free to do whatever you want. you're an adult with free will in your own home" he babbles on. you take a deep breath, honestly debating it. why not? he's seen them pleennttyy of times. more so, touched them plenty of times.
"ya' know." he interrupts your debating. "i've had lots of time to think. especially to think about you. and ya' know, we're never really apart for longer then a week. and it's made me realize that you really hold me down. i feel like i need at least one night with you every week to function. not like night.. i mean one sleep. i feel like it's made me sleep not so well. is that crazy? i'm not making sense. but then also, it'll be like 10 am here and i'll argue with nick or matt and i cant run to you. you'd be asleep and i dont want you to be upset the moment you wake up. i hate this seperation. i hate making you wait.. like what if you stop liking me before i get back. fuck. you're not hanging out with that actor guy you like, right?" he goes ooonnn n on. well boobs wouldnt be too appropriate right now. "okay.. no" you reply for starters. "and i dont think it's crazy. i get it. but you're veeeryyy cute for thinking all this. i love you chris. i miss you so much." i say. "i love you. can i see your boobs?" he asks, a giggle escaping your lips at his very stupid words.
yet you lift your top up, getting a shocked look from chris. "oh.. i like those.. a lot." he says, a big smile on your face as you shake 'em a little. "just.. stay there for a second" he says, seeing him moving around, clearly pulling his sweats down. "join me, yeah?"
a/n: ohhhhh em geeee.... idk if i like this tbh lol. but lmk if u want a part two w phone sex hehe. im sorry its so so short sad face.. i actually rlly liked writing this tho idk. yaaay hope u like :') ♡ lmk if there r any mistakes pls i didnt proof read!!!!!! (im in class..) 🐻❄️
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY MADDDYYYYYY!!!! i finally got around to drawing eloise PROPERLY this time (with her big poofy braid) tho im annoyed i didnt finish this in time so.... JUST PRETEND ITS STILL YOUR BIRTHDAY (where i am it IS still the 31st so....still counts🤪) but I HOPE U AND DAVID HAD A GREAT DAY esp after all the stress of your move!! im so glad u joined this fandom and we started talking and became friends, bc u just get me and always match my energy💅LMAO and u also inspired me to start being more social as well!! like if it wasnt for u i probs wouldnt have reached out and started talking to dani either and a lot of other ppl in this fandom, so TY FOR BEING BOTH AN ART INSPIRATION AND A PERSON INSPIRATION AS WELL!! UR THE BEST!!💖💖💖
WAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH CHOCCY🥹🥹🥹🫂🫂🫂♥️♥️♥️🫂🫂🫂♥️🫂🫂🫶🥹🥹🫂🫂🫶🫂🫂🥹😍♥️🥹🫂🫶🥹♥️♥️🥹🫂🫂🥹🥹🥹🥹♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️
ALDKKCJSHCISOEOCUSBSNE YOU ARE SO SWEET THANK YOU SO SO SO MUCH😭♥️😭♥️😭♥️ ELOISE LOOKS *PERFECT* HERE AND YOU GOT HER POOFY BRAID DOWN AMAZINGLY &CAPTURED HER GENERAL SWEETHEART ANGEL VIBES PERFECTLY🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹🥹
I’m ALSO so happy I had no chill and then started messaging you to apologize for having no chill and then the two yapping queens (us) united👯♀️ I still think it’s crazy to send like 200+ messages a day (when I’m not in the middle of moving😒 or you either tbh😆) CONSISTENTLY FOR SO LONG BUT ♥️♥️♥️ I’ll forever be grateful for this fandom for bringing you into my life😍😍♥️♥️♥️
LOVE YOU SO MUCH !!!!!! ♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️♥️ & THANK YOU AGAIN !!!!!!!!!! 🥹♥️🥹♥️🥹♥️🥹♥️🥹♥️🥹♥️🥹♥️
#eloise babbit#not my art#but aldkcjskjcjsorocjsjjrjejdjsfjhshshd love the angel princess perfect sweetheart vibe you gave her here😍😍😍😍😍😍#hogwarts legacy fanart#hogwarts legacy mc
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IF YOU LOVE ME, LET ME KNOW | jack hughes.
chapter ten:
<last chapter> <epilogue>
➴ warnings: none :)
➴ word count: 1k
➴ author’s note: and finally, the last chapter of IYLM,LMK. this one’s a bit shorter but i wrote a longer epilogue for you guys :) i’ve been writing stories since i was ten years old but this is the first time i finish the entire thing and actually like it. don’t know how to thank each and every one of you for reading what i write and for appreciating it as much as i do. but thank you.
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sophiamontenegro make me yours is officially, well, yours now!!!!
every time i release something i feel extremely lucky and grateful, no matter what. today, i'm more than happy to share this part of me with you all. we've been working on this album for a whole year now and it's insane how much things can change in such a short amount of time.
i've learned a lot about myself during this whole process and it's crazy yet so rewarding. this album is a message to everyone i love and to young sophia, specially.
hope u enjoy!!!!! 💙
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morgan.grace Soph, i can’t tell you how PROUD i am. I’ve known you for almost six years now, and i pray every. Single. Day. That we have the rest of our lives together. I love you so much! Happy horny album day! 💙
sophiamontenegro morgan.grace i love u
user1 I LOVE YOU SO MUCH
user12 Jack can u fight lol
ellievlasic woaaaaaaah
njdevils sophia MONTENEGRO 💜
_quinnhughes Congrats Soph!
sophiamontenegro _quinnhughes thanks quinny!
lhughes_06 _quinnhughes sophiamontenegro Y’all coming for dinner tonight ?
_quinnhughes lhughes_06 You could’ve just texted
sophiamontenegro _quinnhughes jack and i are coming!!!
user5 sophiamontenegro yeah i bet u are
user3 I’m so in love with this album, horny sophia is my favorite sophia
user11 thats that me espresso indeed
jackhughes I wonder who inspired you to write these songs
user67 jackhughes crazy shit to say tbh
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IN the beginning of January, you started writing your sixth album. Well, you started writing it officially, with the help of your songwriters and producers, because truthfully, you’d been writing it since you and Jack started seeing each other— just some random lines here and there in your Notes app on your phone, that quickly turned into songs.
Months passed and life got extremely busy. People seemed to be very interested in your relationship with Jack, in a weird, almost comical way. Several social media managers have already contacted your team to ask for your participation in YouTube videos, interviews and TikToks, but you refused most of them.
You didn’t mind about talking about Jack or spending time with him in studios, but you knew it wasn’t his cup of tea— even if he never said anything— so you just tried to separate your love life from your career.
The New Jersey Devils failed to make the Stanley Cup Playoffs, and Jack was really upset about it, just like Luke, Nico and the rest of the team, because despite what happened back in November, they all worked really hard.
Time passed after that, and it was summer again, one year since you and Jack started seeing each other. Sometimes, sitting on the bench at his and Quinn’s summer house, you ask yourself if things weren’t moving too fast. In less than a year, your life changed in ways you never even imagined before and you didn’t know if it was scary or not.
But whenever you thought of Jack, you remembered his thick, beautiful lashes, blond hair decorating his arms and legs, blue eyes that brought the ocean to you, smile that brightened the world.
You remembered how he took care of you, how he’d listen to your songs and recommend them to people, how he’d go to your concerts whenever he had the chance, and how he was often seen wearing your merch around town whenever the two of you weren’t together. How he’d watch you perform and congratulate you every time. How he’d spontaneously post pictures of you on his Instagram account, and how he’d reply to some of your fans' comments.
You had been right all along; Jack is your forever. He’s it for you.
You feel the sweet, cold breeze hit your face and you smile, watching as Jack, Quinn and Luke played with each other inside the lake, while Hischier talked with Ellen and Jim.
“Can you believe this is our life?” You asked, quietly.
“Actually, yeah, I can,” Grace replied beside you, laughing. “The only crazy thing about this is us falling in love with hockey players. Didn’t see that coming.”
“Right,” you nodded. “I can't imagine myself with anyone else though. That’s bad,” you joked.
“I don't know if it is that bad,” she shrugged. “Jack loves you a lot. That man can’t stop staring at you even when you’re ten feet away from him.”
You laughed, turning your head back in Jack’s direction, finding those blue eyes you loved so much immediately, who was now running towards you, with his body drenched.
“No, Jack, stay away!” You yelled, getting up quickly and running away from him.
“Soph!”
You started laughing, which made you lose your pace, making it easier for Jack to wrap his wet, cold arms around your body, wetting your white dress.
“Jack, stop, you’re making me wet!”
“That’s what she said,” he whispered in your ear, picking you up and making you wrap your legs around his waist. “Hi, Soph.” He smiled.
You gave in and kissed his lips, smiling softly as he kissed you back.
“Hi, Jack Hughes.”
He put you down and turned you around, wrapping his hands around your waist and resting his chin on your head. “I think this is the happiest I’ve ever been.”
That surprised you, and you felt yourself smiling even wider. “Not when you joined the Devils? Not when I won a VMA? Not when I gave you a blowjob just this morning—”
“Okay, okay,” he laughed, kissing your cheek. “Those are all super happy moments but right now, here with you, baby… I’ll never be this happy again.”
A few years later, you’d look back at that moment and think, oh, Jack, baby, that’s just the beginning. Because he would say the same thing years later, when he kissed you at the altar, or when he held your daughter for the first time.
“I get what you mean,” you snuggled closer, ignoring the wet clothes. “I’ve been happy before. I am happy. But this… this is different.”
“Yeah,” he whispered. “So different.”
“Will I ruin the moment if I say I need to go pee?” You bit your lip.
Jack laughed out loud and picked you up again. “I love you, Sophia Montenegro.”
“I love you more, Jack Hughes,”
“Well,” he kissed your cheek. “I think that’s up for debate.”
“Well. Maybe.”
— ♡
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jackhughes lucky fella. sophiamontenegro
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morgan.grace saurrrr cuteeeee I love you guys
user83 ADOPT ME PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE
user86 imma start doing cocaine…
user1 i wanted to hate on them so bad but they lowkey fire asf :/
user7 soph when u hug him, remember you’re hugging my whole world…
nicohischier ❤️
user8 Ain’t no way he can handle all of that
trevorzegras user8 he can’t.
jackhughes trevorzegras fuck off
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MRS. ALL AMERICAN (2) | AA23
Scenario: this time around, alex and yn get married over the winter break, and unintentionally spark some crazy rumors amidst the start of the season.
Pairing: alex albon x fem!sargeant!reader
also includes: logan sargeant x fem!reader (siblings), oscar piastri x fem!reader, lando norris x fem!reader (all platonic)
AN: as usual, this was thought up between me and @renarots who also came up with the names used for alex and yn’s pets, so shoutout to them for that 🫶🏻 i hope you all enjoy this very silly part two to MAA!
PART ONE
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thailand
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ynsargeant_albon my forever home away from home, with my forever love. ❤️
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alexalbon_sargeant luca says he misses you
⤷ ynsargeant_albon ill book a flight immediately
⤷ twitchquartetenthusiast CRYING THEYRE SO SWEET
logansargeant 🫶🏻
landonorris congrats again 🎉
⤷ ynsargeant_albon thank you lando 💞
formulasargeant THEYRE MARRIED??? FOR REAL MARRIED??
rizzciardo they’re straight out of a romance book and I love it for them
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florida
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alexalbon_sargeant home away from home. wish you were here! ☀️
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ynsargeant_albon flordia looks good on you btw 😚
landonorris never realized yn was that small 🤔
⤷ alexalbon_sargeant that’s her real size 🙊
⤷ ynsargeant_albon this is evil I’m never doing silly pictures again
oscarpiastri amazed to see no .5 pictures in this one
⤷ ynsargeant_albon lowkey me too
formulawilliams lowkey maybe i get how yn rizzed up alex
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albonpets we thought it was time to introduce the newest members of the albon-sargeant family. meet Thomas 🐭 and Ferdinand 🐸.
side note: apologies for the confusion 😁
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ynsargeant_albon I love our babies 🥹
landonorris oh.
⤷ ynsargeant_albon tbh I thought you understood
⤷ landonorris I mean now I do
⤷ ln4nation LMAO LANDO IS ONE OF US
formulapapaya I want to know why they picked those names
⤷ ynsargeant_albon Thomas the train and Ferdinand the bull!
logansargeant im stealing thomas
⤷ ynsargeant_albon you will do no such thing
⤷ logansargeant he loves me though
formulawilliams this makes so much more sense than them having actual kids 🤡
dreamyalbon I HAD A FEELING IT WAS PETS
formulalex notice how everyone hating on twitter is SILENT
⤷ dreamyalbon were you silent or were you silenced?
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lando.jpg here’s the newlyweds 📸❤️
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ynsargeant_albon best photographer we could have had. thank you lando ❤️
⤷ landonorris also best dj? 👀
⤷ ynsargeant_albon sure I’ll let you have that
alexalbon_sargeant a post about our wedding with the first picture being you 🤔
⤷ formulawilliams one thing abt alex is he’s gonna keep people humble
dreamyalbon WORST DAY OF MY LIFE CHECK I AM DEVASTATED OH MY GOD
lovelysargeant THIS IS SO CUTE I AM WEEPINF
ln4nation living for how close yn and lando are now 🥹
⤷ landoworld ME TOO. apparently he, oscar, logan, yn, and alex hang out regularly 😭 they’re everything to me
Thank you for reading! 🌷<3
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a half-hearted escape
Hunter x F!Reader
word count: 3.4k
description: in the heat of the moment, you have a bad idea that would help you evade capture, but you never expected the accidental half-confession it draws from Hunter
warnings: kissing to escape capture trope, swearing, miscommunication kinda? steamy kissing but nothing crazy just some wandering hands, kinda cheesy perhaps
a/n: shamelessly inspired by that new girl season 2 episode (you'll see). this is just a short and sweet one :) because the Fives one I'm writing rn is taking the life out of me lmao. tbh I can't believe this is only my second Hunter fic, I am a Hunter girlie after all. the title makes sense in my heart okay
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You were running, except there was nowhere else to run to anymore. It was a dead end.
“Fuck” Hunter breathed the word out heavily as he rested his back against the wall in the thin alley, looking this way and that, “What do we do?”
“You give the orders around here, you tell me” you replied in an exasperated huff, earning an unimpressed look.
“Well I'm taking suggestions” he growled, his voice low and irritated as he peered around the corner.
You glanced around the alley. There was really nothing to hide you, only some rubbish scattered about the ground, but leaving would guarantee your capture at this point. A thought entered your head and you let out a short whine at having even let it find it's way in.
“What? You have something?” Hunter asked, turning to find the reason for your sudden vocalisation.
“I have a really bad idea” you said, giving him an almost pained look.
“Well anything is better than nothing” he argued, which only made you laugh humourlessly.
“You're going to take that back in a minute” you told him, and he turned to you fully so you could see his frown.
“What are you—?”
“No time” you said in a panic, noting the patrol of stormtroopers about to pass by, “pick me up”
“What?” he hissed, his expression contorting into one of utter confusion.
“Just do it, quickly” you rolled your eyes and stepped up to him, hoping he'd follow your instruction. He hesitated for a moment, but hooked his hands under your thighs and you jumped into his hold.
“Right, now push me against the wall” you instructed.
“You've got to be kid—”
“Hunter” you snapped at him, “they're coming”
He groaned out of frustration, but obliged, stepping forwards and trapping your body between his and the wall.
“You happy now?” Hunter asked with a scowl, his breath hot as it fanned across your face.
“Ecstatic” you bit back, looking over his shoulder at the incoming stormtroopers. They were looking into every side street that they passed, their blasters held up as they inspected.
You reached up and slipped off Hunter's bandana, ruffling his hair so that it hung over his face. He let out a short grunt and fluttered his eyes closed as you did so.
“Was that really necessary?” he grumbled.
“Shut up” you replied, then wrapped your arms around his neck, hiding your own face as well.
You could hear the chatter of the stormtroopers as they passed by. They seemed not to want to disturb you, and you breathed out a relieved sigh. You continued to listen out for them, but it was hard not to become distracted by the intensity of Hunter's gaze as he opened his eyes and stared directly into yours from only a few inches away.
It struck you that you felt surprisingly comfortable in his arms, as if it were entirely normal to be in this situation.
“I can't believe this” he mumbled out, with a small shake of his head and a little humour in his voice.
“I did say it was a really bad idea” you reminded him, one side if your mouth curling into a small smirk.
Hunter scoffed, “I'm never trusting any of your ideas ever again”
You chuckled breathily, your head dropping forwards so that your forehead gently rested against his. He adjusted his hold on you, his hands gripping the top of your thighs, and you wrapped your legs around his waist to ease the load.
“You—”
“If you say I'm heavy, I swear to the maker I will punch you” you interjected. It wasn't uncommon that Hunter would taunt you, so you were only trying to pre-empt his teasing.
Hunter chuckled, a deep rumble that you could feel with him pressed up against you. “I was actually going to say that you smell good” he corrected in a murmur.
Oh. That certainly wasn't what you were expecting.
“Uh, thanks. I guess” you spoke awkwardly, your eyes flicking away from his.
Despite your uneasy reaction, you actually felt a sense of pride in the comment. Hunter had attuned senses, you knew that, so for him to say such a thing felt more meaningful to you than if anyone else had said the same thing. A strange feeling tugged at you chest and you could feel your face flush at the observation that felt oddly personal.
“Do you think they've passed us?” Hunter asked, and it brought you back to why you were in this situation to begin with.
“Right, uh…” you lifted your head and peered outside of the alley, not seeing any stormtroopers passing by, “Seems like it”
Hunter was about to let you down when you saw a flash of white plastoid come into view.
“Wait” you gripped him tighter, “fuck, they're coming this way”
Hunter huffed, “Well what do we do now?”
Your mind scrambled for something, anything to let you escape capture, and you were surprised by how quickly it brought forth your next bad idea.
“Kiss me”
“Wh—?”
“Just do it. It'll make them uncomfortable”
“Yeah, they won't be the only ones”
You rolled your eyes, “Hunter please, just get on with it”
“No”
“No?”
“No. I'm not doing it”
You cast a glance over his shoulder again and the stormtroopers were practically entering the alley.
“Hunter they're right on top of us, they'll know we're pretending”
“No they won't” He replied firmly, pressing his forehead into yours to hide your faces.
“Hunter just do it, you don't have to make it convincing even”
Hunter chuckled harshly at that, “That's not the problem. I'm just not doing it”
“Hunter, just kiss—”
“No. Not like this”
That gave you pause. The situation at hand completely slipped your mind.
“What?” your voice was small, nowhere near the amount of power it usually had behind it.
It was obvious that Hunter had said something he shouldn't have. His eyes were wide and his mouth hanging open, stuttering, looking for the words to explain himself. He tilted his head to look towards the end of the alley and there were stormtroopers looking in at the two of you. He turned back to you and the look of shock was still present on your face, trying to process what his earlier words truly meant.
“Oh, fuck it”
He latched his lips with yours, gripping the flesh of your thighs even tighter. He kissed you with fervour, and you couldn't tell how much of it was to make the stormtroopers leave you be. He pressed you into the wall further as his mouth worked against yours, lips moulding together in a way that could be interpreted as passionate, if you could sort out in your mind what was real and what wasn't. If he was doing this just to put on a show, you wanted to know what he’d do behind closed doors.
Wait, what?
Since when did you think such things about Hunter?
Any rationality in your thoughts left you when his hand slid up your body and he tugged you even closer, gripping your hip tightly. The other hand wound its way up to your neck, and he traced his thumb across your jawline, drawing a shudder from you.
By now, you were past caring if the kiss was just for show, you were enjoying it too much to pretend anymore. You tugged at the hair at the base of Hunter's scalp, pulling a deep groan from him that allowed you to deepen the kiss, slipping your tongue between his lips. The experience of exploring each other's mouths was intoxicating, the heady feeling somewhat close to that of being under the influence of spice. You couldn't get enough.
By the time you both pulled away, you had to take a moment to come back to your body, your breath falling from you in short pants. You blinked a few times, the haze lifting slowly, and found his grey eyes searching yours, his own breath just as heavy. You were passing air between you, still close enough that you could tilt your head and kiss him again. You almost did, before you remembered exactly why he had even kissed you to begin with.
You tilted your head to the side, resting it against Hunter's as you surveyed the situation.
“I think—” your breath was still heavy, and you had to pause to gather enough to speak, “I think they're gone”
The look on Hunter's face when you turned back to him was positively hurt, his brows drawn together as his lips turned downwards. You wished you could take back your words instantly, though you didn't know exactly what was going on. You'd need more time to figure that out.
Hunter dropped you to the floor, somewhat unceremoniously, and you braced yourself on the wall to stop from falling over. He went to the edge of the alley, glancing around the street that you had escaped from.
“You're right” he coughed out, “they're gone”
The tone of his voice tugged harshly at your heart. He was clearly trying to keep himself together for the sake of the mission, but it was undeniable by the quiver in his voice that he wasn't feeling completely sure of himself.
“Hunter” you called in a soft voice.
“What” he snapped back, his eyes finding yours.
You didn't know why he was suddenly acting like this, though you didn't know how else he was supposed to act after what just transpired. You didn't know how to act yourself.
“Nothing” You replied, shame burning at your cheeks as you looked down, “lead the way”
The journey back to the Marauder was excruciating. Neither of you spoke up, no matter how hard you tried to whip something up in your brain. There was nothing you could find to say that would fix the rift that had so clearly been created between you.
Even after you both climbed the steps of the ship, greetings being thrown at you by the other squad members, Hunter wouldn't look at you.
“Everything went smoothly I take it?” Tech asked, noting how both of you seemed to be unharmed.
The picture in front of Echo was entirely different to what Tech was seeing, apparently. He raised a brow at you when Hunter didn't reply, storming into the cockpit.
“Mhm, more or less” you answered the spectacled clone, then ducked away from Echo's watchful gaze, striding towards the bunks at the back of the ship.
You sat down on your bunk, running your hands through your hair, and that's when you realised you were still gripping tightly onto Hunter’s bandana.
“Kriff” you swore under your breath, standing once more and crossing the short distance to the bunk that belonged to owner of the scrap of fabric. You weren't going to give it back to him yourself, definitely not now.
You placed the red material down onto his pillow, taking a moment to run your thumb across the skull insignia before pulling away.
“Why do you have that?”
You jumped at the voice just behind you, and scowled before you turned around, knowing exactly how this conversation was going to go. Echo was impossible to lie to. He just somehow knew when you were lying, and you hated it.
“Hunter dropped it” you lied poorly, turning your face from the scrutinising honey eyes of your squadmate.
“He… dropped it?” Echo spoke suspiciously, clearly not believing a single word.
“Yep” you replied, dropping down onto your bunk again.
“So it just… fell off his head?” he asked.
You looked up to see his disbelieving look, a scoff naturally passing your lips.
“I'm not in the mood for this right now” you grumbled, which only made Echo's lips curve into a smirk, “and wipe that look off of your face”
“What look?” Echo questioned, his smirk only widening.
You rolled your eyes and laid down on your bunk, turning away from the infuriating clone. You heard him chuckle before the scuff of his boots against the floor signified his leaving, and you let out a long breath.
Your thoughts all muddled together with uncertainty. You hoped to bridge the gap between you and Hunter, but what if you couldn't? What if your stupid idea had done something irreparable?
The next few days were tense.
Everyone knew something had occurred between you and the Sergeant, but neither one of you would speak about it to the others, much less to each other.
It was agony. You found yourself sitting at the bar in Cid's parlour, watching him sulk across the room. You wanted to reach out, extend the olive branch, but you had no idea what to even say.
Sorry for holding you against your will and making you kiss me? Or I'm sorry I made you believe I actually had feelings for you?
You didn't know which was the correct sentiment, and you had been driving yourself mad trying to decipher his slip up from before you kissed. The words bounced around your brain, taunting you. Not like this. What did it mean?
Even more distressingly, it wasn't even the case that you had pretended to have feeling for him, not anymore at least.
You had always found Hunter attractive, how could you not after all, but this was uncharted territory. You never expected to actually feel anything for him in this sort of way. A sense of closeness, yes. A deep respect, definitely. But this — this ache in your chest as you looked upon his displeased expression — was something entirely new. It made you feel sick.
“Hey hot shot! Bandana! Get in here” the grating call came from Cid’s office, and you ground your teeth at the irritating nickname.
You slipped from your seat at the bar, glancing over in Hunter's direction. He stayed seated, twirling his vibroblade between his fingers and watching you walk across the room. Your gaze fell to his fingers flipping the knife about, and you had to pull your eyes away when your mind brought forth how enticing you found it.
“What is it?” you spoke harshly as you entered the office, little patience for the Trandoshan sat behind the desk.
“That's no way to talk to your employer” Cid chided as she stood from her seat, making her way around the desk to stand in front of you. You had to look down to meet her eyes, and it gave you a small bit of satisfaction. At least you could say you looked down on her, even if she was a pain in your ass.
“What is this about?” a gruff voice spoke up, and you eyes followed Hunter as he walked into the room and stood beside you at the desk.
Cid rolled her eyes, “You two are a right pair” she muttered as she walked towards the door, “I don't know what your problem is, but you two need to figure it out, because your foul attitudes are bringing down the mood around here”
You glanced up at Hunter, noting his grinding jaw and narrowed eyes.
“I'd rather n—”
“It wasn't a request, bandana” Cid held her hand up to stop him and stepped out of her office, “Now, please, get over yourselves and figure this out. Just don't do anything on my desk and you'll still be employed after this is over”
“After wha—?”
You question was answered when Cid pressed a button on the control panel and closed the door. You heard the lock engage, and cringed at the implication. You were locked in here with Hunter. The one person you were both avoiding and actively seeking attention from.
Hunter grumbled and strode over to the door, repeatedly prodding at the open button on the panel, with nothing to show for it.
You sighed, “There's no point”
Hunter turned to look at you, leaning his back against the door and crossing his arms across his chest. He looked at you down his nose, as if in disgust, and you couldn't help but feel small.
“We should probably talk… right?” you offered, and he grunted in reply.
“I'm listening”
You had been banking on him having something to say, but that was foolish of you. Of course he wasn't going to make it easy. Unfortunately, you didn't have anything to say either, so you just stood watching each other for a moment.
“Um, I—” you gulped, “I'm sorry?”
Hunter laughed, an unamused sound that made your stomach turn.
“What exactly are you sorry for?” he raised his eyebrows at you expectantly.
“Well I, uh…” your shoulders sagged, your posture defeated, “I don't know”
“Hm” he tilted his head a little as he looked down at you, “then I suppose your apology isn't accepted”
You huffed, giving him a frown, “come on man, give me something to work with here”
“What's that supposed to mean?” he asked, his face adorning it's own frown.
“What does ‘not like this’ mean?” you rebutted, your tone holding an exasperation.
Hunter pressed his mouth into a hard line as he looked away from you, “that's none of your business”
“I think its exactly my business actually,” you moved forwards, stepping into his space, “and I want to know”
He gave you a dubious look, his voice low, “why?���
“Because,” you rolled your eyes, “believe it or not, it matters what you think of me”
Hunter went to speak, then paused, a deep breath escaping him, “I think you know what it means”
You pressed your lips together, irritated that he couldn't just come out and say it, “Then… why won't you talk to me?”
“Because there's nothing to say” he looked away, and you could see his cheeks tinge pink, “can we just forget that it happened and move on?”
His obvious embarrassment almost made you laugh.
“And what if I don't want to?”
That got his attention.
“What?” he asked, his voice careful, measured, making sure he understood you.
“I don't want to forget that it happened” you reiterated.
“Why?”
You shook your head slightly. When was this man going to get the memo. A smile pulled at your lips and you stepped right in front of him.
“Because, Hunter…” your smile turned to a smirk, “maybe I want it to happen again”
Hunter's eyebrows raised as he looked down at you, and he pushed off of the door, uncrossing his arms and finally taking down his physical and mental barriers.
“You do?”
“Mhm” you replied in a lilting hum.
He didn't need to be told twice.
Hunter grabbed you by the hips, pulling your body flush against his, and his lips found yours shortly thereafter. He kissed you with a passion to rival that of the first one, but this time you knew it was real, that he really meant it. You couldn’t help but smile into the kiss, his change in attitude since your confession amusing you.
“Something funny?” he mumbled against you, not giving you a chance to answer before his lips were on yours again, pushing you backwards so your body hit the desk.
“Just you” you replied, a chuckle bubbling up and out of you as he huffed.
His lips trailed kisses along your jaw as he leaned down, his hands hooking underneath your thighs and lifting you easily to sit atop the desk. A small squeak left your lips at the unexpected action, and you could feel Hunter smirk against your neck as he parted your legs further and came to stand in between them. His nose brushed against a sensitive spot just behind your ear, and a shiver ran up your spine, a small gasp escaping your lips.
“Fuck, you smell so good” he mumbled between kisses to your collarbone, and the breathless tone and sentiment sent an unexpected thrill through you. You gently scraped your fingernails down the back of his neck, earning a groan in return, and he brought his lips back up to yours in a hurry.
You couldn’t get enough, and you would’ve taken more, had you not been so rudely interrupted.
“I said not to do anything on my desk!”
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