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Art of the kids :]]
#madness combat#madcom#madness combat oc#madcom oc#madness combat art#madcom art#Madcom Gaberiel#Madcom Selene#Madcom Joy#art#my art#oc#my oc#I haven't talked about Joy#but she's an emi x hof kid :]]#wanna draw her if she was born from TRICKY not hof tho#fun little thought
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In my Zeus bag today so I'm just gonna put it out there that exactly none of the great Ancient Greek warrior-heroes stayed loyal and faithful and completely monogamous and yet none of them have their greatness questioned nor do we question why they had the cultural prominence that they did and still do.
Jason, the brilliant leader of the Argo, got cold feet when it came to Medea - already put off by some of her magic and then exiled from his birthland because of her political ploys, he took Creusa to bed and fully intended on marrying her despite not properly dissolving things with Medea.
Theseus was a fierce warrior and an incredibly talented king but he had a horrible temper and was almost fatally weak to women. This is the man who got imprisoned in the Underworld for trying to get a friend laid, the man who started the whole Attic War because he couldn't keep his legs closed.
And we cannot at all forget Heracles for whom a not inconsiderable amount of his joy in life was loving people then losing the people around him that he loved. Wives, children, serving boys, mentors, Heracles had a list of lovers - male and female - long enough to rival some gods and even after completing his labours and coming down to the end of his life, he did not have one wife but three.
And y'know what, just because he's a cultural darling, I'll put Achilles up here too because that man was a Theseus type where he was fantastic at the thing he was born to do (that is, fight whereas Theseus' was to rule) but that was not enough to eclipse his horrid temper and his weakness to young pretty things. This is the man that killed two of Apollo's sons because they wouldn't let him hit - Tenes because he refused to let Achilles have his sister and Troilus who refused Achilles so vehemently that he ran into Apollo's temple to avoid him and still couldn't escape.
All four of these men are still celebrated as great heroes and men. All four of these men are given the dignity of nuance, of having their flaws treated as just that, flaws which enrich their character and can be used to discuss the wider cultural point of what truly makes a hero heroic. All four of these men still have their legacies respected.
Why can that same mindset not be applied to Zeus? Zeus, who was a warrior-king raised in seclusion apart from his family. Zeus who must have learned to embrace the violence of thunder for every time he cried as a babe, the Corybantes would bang their shields to hide the sound. Zeus learned to be great because being good would not see the universe's affairs in its order.
The wonderful thing about sympathy is that we never run out of it. There's no rule stopping us from being sympathetic to multiple plights at once, there's no law that necessitate things always exist on the good-evil binary. Yes, Zeus sentenced Prometheus to sufferation in Tartarus for what (to us) seems like a cruel reason. Prometheus only wanted to help humans! But when you think about Prometheus' actions from a king's perspective, the narrative is completely different: Prometheus stole divine knowledge and gifted it to humans after Zeus explicitly told him not to. And this was after Prometheus cheated all the gods out of a huge portion of wealth by having humans keep the best part of a sacrifice's meat while the gods must delight themselves with bones, fat and skin. Yes, Zeus gave Persephone away to Hades without consulting Demeter but what king consults a woman who is not his wife about the arrangement of his daughter's marriage to another king? Yes, Zeus breaks the marriage vows he set with Hera despite his love of her but what is the Master of Fate if not its staunchest slave?
The nuance is there. Even in his most bizarre actions, the nuance and logic and reason is there. The Ancient Greeks weren't a daft people, they worshipped Zeus as their primary god for a reason and they did not associate him with half the vices modern audiences take issue with. Zeus was a father, a visitor, a protector, a fair judge of character, a guide for the lost, the arbiter of revenge for those that had been wronged, a pillar of strength for those who needed it and a shield to protect those who made their home among the biting snakes. His children were reflections of him, extensions of his will who acted both as his mercy and as his retribution, his brothers and sisters deferred to him because he was wise as well as powerful. Zeus didn't become king by accident and it is a damn shame he does not get more respect.
#ginger rambles#ginger chats about greek myths#greek mythology#It's Zeus Apologist day actually#For the record Jason is my personal favourite of these guys#The argonauts are extremely underrated for literally no reason#And Jason's wit and sheer ability to adapt along with his piousness are traits that are so far away from what usually gets highlighted#with the typical Greek warrior-hero that I've just never stopped being captivated by him#Conversely I still do not understand what people see in Achilles#I respect him and his legacy I respect the importance of his tale and his cultural importance I promise I do#However I personally can't stand the guy LMAO#How do you get warned twice TWICE both by your mother and by Athena herself that going after Apollo's children is a bad idea#And still have the audacity to be mad and surprised when Apollo is gunning for Specifically You during the war you're bringing to His City#That You Specifically and Exclusively had a choice in avoiding#ACHILLES COULD'VE JUST SAID NO#I know that's not the point however so many other members of the Greek camp were simply casualties of Fate in every conceivable way man#Achilles looked at every terrible choice he could possibly make said “Well I'm gonna die anyway 🤷🏽” and proceeded to make the choice#so hard that he angered god#That's y'all's man right there#I left out Perseus because truthfully I don't actually know much about him#I haven't studied him even a fraction as much as I've studied some of the other big culture heroes and none of this is cited so i don't wan#to talk about stuff I don't know 100%#Anyway justice for Zeus fr#Gimme something give me literally anything other than the nonsense we usually get for him#This goes for Hera too btw#Both the king and queen of the skies are done TERRIBLY by wider greek myth audiences and it's genuinely disheartening to see#If y'all could make excuses for Achilles to forgive his flaws y'all can do it for them#They have a lot more to sympathise with I'll tell you that#(that is a completely biased statement; you are completely free and encouraged to enjoy whichever figures spark joy)#zeus
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kaito buying every ticket to every soccer game available just to see that excited look on shinichi's face
#kaishin#kuroba kaito#kudou shinichi#dcmk#detective conan#dc prattles#pls ignore the badly drawn parts lmao i just wanted to let this out ughhhh#okay but kaito takes shinichi to all the soccer games cos he wanna see him get all excited and giddy#it's something that brings shinichi joy that's outside from the usual murder and mystery and the pure unadulterated joy on his face and the#passion he has for the sport is so intoxicating kaito is addicted#plus he just wants to make shinichi happy ;-;#also soccer isn't the most interesting thing to kaito but it's not completely boring either#not when shinichi is excitedly fawning over both the team he's supporting and the opposing team#talking a mile a minute just gushing over their form and their strat and whatever tf soccer things there is to gush about LMAO#BASICALLY KAITO IS MESMERIZED AND BEGUILED BY SOCCER OTAKU SHINICHI OKAY#also i have a lot to say about a kaishin socmed au but that's for another post lmao#i was gonna go on a whole tangent here but i realized i have too many thoughts on that i'll just make a separate post LOL#also i haven't properly drawn in a while pls don't look at it too hard LMAO just know it's shinichi getting excited over a goal or a steal#and literally everyone in the venue is looking on the other side meanwhile kaito is distracted by the biggest smile on shinichi's face#OOOOOHHHH I FUCKING LOVE KAISHIN UGGGHHHH#also in this au the world cup is organized by good people because fuck fifa
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This is a Future Ramona Flowers appreciation post bc look at her I actually love her so much
#like look at her she seems so full of joy#also#long hair ramona slays#I feel like I haven't talked about future ramona flowers enough at all lmao#but LOOK at HER she's brilliant I love her#animators did an amazing job with this one#also I ABSOLUTELY BELIEVE IT#continuity is chef's kiss#also she's pretty much entirely a back to the future reference which I also love#basically she's amazing and I love her lmao#Ramona flowers#Scott pilgrim takes off#spto#Scott pilgrim#yo does this count as spoilers y'all lmao#uhh#might tag spoilers just to be safe#Scott pilgrim takes off spoilers#is that even a tag#spto spoilers#???#oh well lmao#future ramona flowers
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well, now seems like a perfect time to re-engage with the bellhands side of the fandom because we never did care about canon over there anyway
#last post for the evening i swear#i never stopped thinking about sam but i haven't talked as much or fleshed out ideas in a while and. i miss him#lets all go have fun#nyxtalks#ofmd#ofmd s2 spoilers#bellhands#i present you this instead of one of several vent posts that got very concerning very fast and pushed past the limits for this account#think about sam instead :)#i want to properly flesh out my sams izzy idea i think#and talk about my personal 'they all went to pirate school fogether' framework#i need to find joy in this media again i need to
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#Went to a coffee shop with my friend and an employee had a 1D shirt on#And I wanted to say something but someone else was saying something too...#And I just... I was thinking how I don't think i can wear a 1D shirt to work for a while...#I just... I can't have random customers coming up to me and saying something?#But I do understand... Maybe this person doesnt have a community they can go to to talk about it?#Idk idk#It's become this bittersweet thing for me#Where I'd proudly wear 1d merch and people would smile or tell me 'wow haven't seen those in a while' and it was my favorite thing#And now it's tinged with pain and sadness and I know all that will get a bit smaller with time and joy will take over again#But still...#I'm wearing a 1D shirt now... Underneath my ltwt crewneck#And we're going to the memorial in a bit and I think it'll be good#I just- yeah.
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sometimes you do gotta be your own cheerleader for the things you love. it's exhausting, yes, and can feel lonely, but it's so worth it
#this can be about anything tbh#but for me it's my niche fic wips#are they well received? well bc of how niche they are the audience is small or 0#and there's some i haven't even talked about on here#like i got wips that are my pride and joy that are pure self indulgence or experimentation and y'all don't even KNOW#and sometimes bc of how niche and self indulgent they are. i worry that i'm wasting time on them BUT FUCK THAT#YOU GOTTA BE YOUR OWN CHEERLEADER FOR THESE GUYS BECAUSE WHO ELSE IS GONNA HYPE YOU UP SO GOOD#anyway
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Y'all, it's 2023. Can we please stop pretending it's cool to hate on Dear Evan Hansen?
#it's totally fine if you don't like it but that doesn't put you above anyone who does#and just because you used to like it when you were younger and less mature doesn't mean that those who still like it are young and immature#and regardless of your opinion deh was a groundbreaking musical that helped destigmatize mental health struggles for an entire generation#that's pretty freaking cool if you ask me#this post applies to literally everything else too btw#it's not cool to hate on anything#why waste your energy griping about things you don't like when you can spend it gushing about things that bring you joy?#full transparency: I love deh. the music is gorgeous the complexity of the story is fascinating and the overall message is beautiful#also I'm talking about the musical. I can't comment on the movie or the novel because I haven't seen/read them.#dear evan hansen#deh#musical#musicals#theatre#broadway#my opinion#rant#food for thought#mini rant#musical theatre
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The thing is I am definitely not happy or chill in the Immediate Sense lately but I am, big picture, so fucking happy with the person I am.
It's like. My brain was made by and for consistent trauma and since that trauma stopped about 5-7 years ago, it is incredible what the amount of resilience and cleverness and flexibility and thoughtfulness I developed to survive can do when it's not being all spent on surviving. like I had a hundred ton weight on me so I had to get REALLY STRONG to stay in the same place and not get 100% crushed, and when that weight came off I found I can use the strength it used to take to stand up and I can leap tall buildings in a single bound.
I was talking to my mum the other day and she said, "you've got the 'fuck it' energy at 30 that most women don't find until their fifties at least" and I'm like yeah man. Imagine how unstoppable I'll be in 20 years.
#red said#i don't know that i can express this clearly but it's the most encouraging thing in my life#my mum's always been proud of me but just lately she seems to actually really admire me#like she's genuinely impressed. she thinks I've surpassed her. i don't necessarily agree but it's a really nice quiet joy.#anyway like this sounds super up myself and it kind of is.#but also it's part of realising just how heavy the weight I've been carrying around with me for 25 years was#like not to be ridiculous but i have realised again this week. that it isn't that everyone's been raped that much and doesn't talk about it#i just have been raped an Unusually Consistent Amount. i have spoken to a lot of people who have had much more horrifying things happen.#I'm not sure I've talked to more than a couple of people who've had a similar level of total consistency of abuse from all angles#and the one is not heavier or harder to bear that the other. but. i think i spent most of my life listening to people's awful experiences#and going ok well nothing i went through looked that bad so it's microtrauma#obviously microtraumas build up but still.#then the older i get and the more i have these conversations the more I notice that stuff which to me is a microtrauma#is a lot of people's defining trauma. and they're reacting appropriately which means i am SO SEVERELY UNDERREACTING#told my friend the other day about a time someone who i still like and respect was having sex with me when i paralocated my hip#and then just kept getting really annoyed with me for not being ready to have sex again while i was literally crying with pain#until i caved and just tried to find the last painful position#and my friend was like pal what the fuck that's horrific#and i was like i mean no that's normal I've had sex with like maybe 3 or 4 people in my life who i haven't had similar stuff with#like i am genuinely thrown when i am allowed to say no to sex and have it be the end of the conversation. and not end up having sex#out of guilt or out of physical coercion or through physical rape. and i have had sex with probably like 40 people at this stage?#and I'm not sure it's as many as 4 i haven't had that experience with tbh#so like. I'm slowly coming to terms with the idea#that i may have actually been doing a hell of a lot of heavy lifting.#like i developed a sense of self that can survive being constantly crushed and at this stage is fucking diamond.
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"Working with Tamara was heart-work. Every decision we made on set was to ensure our Hawk family was filled with love despite the hardships of our characters." - Morningstar Angeline
#outer range#martha hawk#joy hawk#morningstar angeline#tamara podemski#joy x martha#THE strongest romantic relationship in the show i feel#even though they are given the least amount of time#they have always felt like partners(except in that one moment in s1e6)#i was talking about this with a friend recently but the relationships in the show rely HEAVILY on the chemistry between the actors#idk i just felt that bond and that trust from both morningstar and tamara#also sorry for not posting about them sooner i thought someone would get to them sooner than me AND do it better than me(and someone did)#especially since tumblr doesn't show everything in the tags i thought that there was no possible way that the gays haven't had any gifs#but then again a lot of the posts are about rhett or billy...#happy belated pride months gays!#i was too busy being gay myself#maybe it's the perfect time to make these because now i have great words from morningstar!#i promise i'm not trying to be lazy about the gifsets by just doing the ones for marthajoy martha and the hawks over the series
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/ I've noticed that at this point I'm not even writing on any blog anymore, I just come and yell about some blorbo and leave. Rinse and repeat my lieges
#;ooc#ooc#me: -sleeps-#also me: -SUDDENLY JOLTS BACK AWAKE- I haven't expressed my love for x in some time#/usually i would feel pretty guilty about this! but lately i've been zoning out in the sense of just vibing#/im not dropping writting; im just doing something else ! when i feel the inspiration i'll drop by#would like that to come soon; i do miss writting hehe#the power a blorbo can have on a person can be a very profound and moving energy truly-#recently one of my 8376733 m.octezuma fanarts got reblobbed from some artists from aaaall across to japan and#it made me feel so giddy like!!!! no way you also like this one character that isnt even on the game!?#i haven't seen other artists being obsessed over him! he's kind of forgotten in the lb cast; it was so fun reblobbing each other's posts!#we may have a language barrier but we all love m.octe and i find that to be a lil heartwarming moment#it made me thonk;; there are so many ways to bond with people; of connecting in general#even without speaking to someone directly; there is a bond there#like i knew this existed; but experiencing it again makes u go like waow! im not alone ! not in at least one (1) way!#that there are other people out there in this big big world that would enthusiastically talk to you about the same fictional character you-#like; with a lot of love and interest#i've seen people making their own t.ezca and d.aybit plushies and putting them in cute lil clothes#or people posting about museums they got interested on visiting bc they've done a collab with f.go#its all very cute to me#its like the same energy i saw from this tktk where two girls randomly met on the street#and saw that they both had the same ita bag and they got all happy and started laughing together#or that time i was selling my stickers and someone came in and said how glad they were to find h.ypmic stuff!#if hy.pmic is quite niche nowadays; its even more from where i live!#or how excited i get if i meet someone who also plays id.v#its all a cycle of fangirling; pure joy; connections are so important!#important to know that whatever you are facing; that no matter how 'weird' you think you might be; there are a lot of people out there that#are like you and me; and its also why i like roleplaying#its like we all pull our blorbos and talk about them and get excited about it all like dolls#the sweet thing about rping is precisely the part where u connect with others
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There's something about sharing your story ideas and having someone else be interested too that's so encouraging and inspiring!! And it truly means so much 🥹 I was telling @polaroidcats about my unnamed fairytale fic last night, and after almost two months of no writing or drawing, I'm excited about creating again 💕
#of course it's understandable i haven't been in the mood at all while grieving#and it's still difficult but creating brings me joy and it was so fun to talk about#thank you cat yet again for being so encouraging <3 😭🥰#unnamed fairytale fic#cat tag
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If you're asking why I came back only to rb a billion PGR memes.
I'm plotting. Shhhh.
#avil speaks#I'll allow myself to talk about the project for a teensy tiny bit buuuut#I'm fandubbing PGR ✨#We've been at it for a week now wHOAAAAAA (casting call ended november 4th wHOAAAAAAAA)#But I've been working on this thing since July which is hilarious given I started this darn game back in June (chasing white hair male sigh#The project is going really well and I'm sO excited because all my cast members are AMAZING and I'm so glad I picked who I did for the proj#*project#It does feel really nice to actually be doing something that I want to do#like albeit I'm also balancing between this and my dayjob which my dayjob is extremely unstable and doesn't pay well at all (it lied :I)#So financial wise I'm Shit and stressed. but I haven't been this happy in sO long and it feels SOOOOOO NICE!!!#BEAT THAT SAD!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHHAHA#I know there isn't a lot of folks who care much for this over here which it's fine it's my blog I yap about whatever in life#but like. genuinely doing this and doing more of this hobby makes me unbelievably happy and I really hope I can keep going at it in the#future#the only thing is just balancing between two jobs basically to get paid properly and OURGHHHHHH#I hate existing.#I would talk more about it because it does make me very happy and excited but m( . 3 .)m then I'd /only/ be talking about that here haha#It matters to me and only me and it's nice to just log that joy somehow someway haha
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vent in the tags again don't mind me just the horrors persisting
#skye talks#vent#kinda#feel so excited it's halloween#but also I can't fully feel it and I'm not doing much and I haven't decorated#it's my favorite holiday and I haven't even watched my favorite movies for it yet#where is the joy the whimsy i would like to find it#and tomorrow everyone with be balls to the walls about christmas#it's already started honesty#I'm gonna try so hard to have at least a little fun#but damn once again I feel really sad actually#ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
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this might sound mean but over the past few years i've been growing into the person who is so discontent talking to people who can't hold a conversation
#7#like speaking as someone who hasn't always been abe to speak freely or a conversationalist i get it. i get anxiety i get not having much#to say bc i haven't been doing anything new or whatever but#idk. maybe it's projection maybe i'm getting better at fostering the life i want by keeping people who bring joy to it closer#but one thing i learned about myself is that i do love to talk and i love to get to know people and be interested in what they're doing and#experiencing and i dislike feeling stagnant or complacent in my close relationships#i love to talk! i love to listen! i love when people match my engagement and energy#and that's not to say i need a constant stream of talking. i love having my chill hang out or parallel work calls#but the balance i've been able to strike lately and knowing where to put my efforts has felt so right. i'm really content with this
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#blessings roll call!#feel free to hop in the tags or replies <3#started my new job this week-- working as a PT tech at a rehab clinic#that training is going well and it's such a blessing to not have to be actively searching for a job during the semester#since I've got a very full class schedule trying to find time to apply and interview would be a nightmare rn#so grateful that got done literally right before the semester picked up#and now I can focus on learning the job. also praise that all my coworkers are kind and patient.#school is going better than expected. there's a lot to do but so far I'm doing really well in all my classes#and singing in choir has been such a joy!#we have so many gorgeous pieces including a Sara Teasdale poem arranged for chorale#it sounds heavenly! the solo is lovely and the alto part is a lot of sustained notes that come together with the other parts to make this#insane almost organ-like sound#got to chat with my bestie today at my other job which was good#homemade soup!#food in general actually. The first week or two of the semester I was subsisting on nothing or junk food#and got to the point where I was starting to feel like crap and went grocery shopping#I've been bringing meals to college and work the last 2 weeks and it's made such a difference!#and I missed eating vegetables and actually getting protein so now I have nutrient-dense meals and it's great#actually getting close to enough sleep and it's been great#talked to my grandparents about visiting over Christmas break and they're down so I might be going to see them soon!#hanging out with my sister a bit more now that we drive to school together#despite being super busy it's been a good month. ups and downs but overall the best September I've had in a while#prayer request-- the one thing I haven't been consistent with is my quiet times.#definitely struggling in that area right now. please pray I can spend time in worship and prayer and study even when I don't feel like it <#college chronicles#journal
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