#I haven’t worn jeans in 5 years!

[benevolentbucky]

Instead of dressing up for Halloween I wore jeans, a tshirt, and sneakers to work and I got some really good reactions (one coworker telling me this was the spookiest outfit he’s seen, another literally seeing me and freezing and going “huh?????????”, and another immediately saying “are you wearing PANTS??????”)

[janitorhutcherson]

bf mike who’s put on a little bit of weight and is quite self conscious/ shy about it. but his gf absolutely adores a dad bod and is feral for him :3

this is so cute i’m gonna die. okok it’s short and sweet bc i haven’t written in forever but here it goes💗💗 also sorry if this isn't the best/isnt what ur asking for, im suuuuper rusty </3

tw: NONE! its fluff <33

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the past few months had been stressful on mike, to say the least. he’d gone from being a mall security guard, to almost losing abby, to dealing with haunted animatronics at his new haunted job, and then to being a normal, functioning human being with a 9-5 day job.

it was an adjustment period for him. during his recovery time, he’d started to gain a little weight, as his desk job kept him from moving around half as much. he also found comfort in food during the healing process, which was a blessing and a curse. in one way, it was wonderful. it meant he was healing. he could have an appetite again without thinking about the blood pooling around vanessa’s wound. he could go to dinner without getting random panic attacks just from simply being with approximaty of freddy’s. on the other hand, he was noticeably chunkier than he’d been in the beginning.

he commonly found himself staring in the mirror, holding the slight excess flesh on his stomach with a frown. he didn’t understand, how did he let himself go as much as he had? of course, as mentioned, the answer was obvious and completely valid, but that didn’t keep him from dissecting every part of his body, pinpointing every “imperfection”.

yes, imperfection. that’s what he called them, but to you, his partner of a year now, they were just things that made you love him even more. from the scars from the big fight against spring trap, to the scruff that covered his face, all the way down to the ‘dad bod’ (that’s what you called it, he didn’t understand how something called a dad bod would be attractive), it was all perfection.

one particular day involved him attempting to fit into a pair of pants he hadn't worn in forever. they were over three years old, and of course his body had changed over that period of time. he stared in the mirror, struggling to even get the jeans over his thighs. how on earth had he gained so much? he thought to himself.

it was at this moment that you walked in, simply to grab some laundry, to seeing your boyfriend struggle in his pants with an upset look on his face. "you ok?" you asked softly, noticing the upset look on his face,

"yeah.. yeah, I'm ok," he responded, but clearly, he wasn't. you walked over to him, wrapping your arms around his waist as you placed your chin onto his shoulder, a warm smile on your lips. "you look so yummy," you hummed out with a smile.

it was no secret to you that mike struggled, which is why when you noticed the jeans pooled around the middle of his legs, you knew exactly what was going on. your hands ran up and down his body, gently massaging all of the spots he hated so much. "you're so perfect for me, mike," you whispered. "from your perfect curls," your hands moved up to his hair, moving down to caress his cheeks, "to your perfect cheeks," your hands now went down to his chest, his stomach. "to your perfect physique, you are so perfect to me."

and with that, mike felt a blush cross his cheeks, something tearing at the strings of his heart. vulnerability usually scared him, but with you, it was comfortable. as your hands traveled down his body, the warmth continued to cross over this body. as you pressed a kiss to his cheek and walked away, mike no longer felt the need to uncomfortably force himself into his jeans. no, you loved him, exactly as he was.

he gave up on the jeans, changing into his favorite pair that he always wore, and with that, the two of you got ready to go pick up dinner with abby.

you would always be the one that could bring him up, even in the absolute trenches, his sunshine against his moon.

[redroomreflections]

Who Lives, Who Dies, Who Tells Your Story Chapter 5

Natasha Romanoff x Black!Fem! Reader

Note: This is a repost from my since deactivated account Natsxaddiction. I will be adding the shorter stories to here; 20 chapters or less - sorry TLH fans =(

Masterlist | General Masterlist

Chapter 5/20 (A completed story)

Summary: Natasha and Reader are married. They get into an accident where Natasha suffers serious injuries including amnesia. Natasha no longer remembers her life with reader and their children. All she remembers are her days loving Bruce.

W/c: 5.1k

The key to a good marriage is good communication. Not to go to bed angry with each other. Not to lie to one another. Don’t lie. That’s a big one and if anyone asked you would tell them that you don’t lie. Even then it’s only half the truth. You’ve been lying to people for as long as you can remember. You lied to Natasha for a long time. You’ve been lying to yourself even longer. You stand under the scalding hot water of the shower, trying to stand strong, as you think about all of the events of the past few weeks. Of all the reactions you expected from Natasha, her pulling out a knife was surprising. For years, she’s been your rock and you hers. Since Ultron physically hurting each other has always been off the list. Training sessions were a different platform and often your initial aggression towards each other was handled in the gym of the compound. Going from lovers to enemies to lovers again has been a whirlwind of emotions. Even though all your feelings for her haven’t changed, you can't help but have the tiniest bit of anger at her actions.  

There was a time when you remembered you were happy. Trips to the compound meant fun, joy, and love for your family. Other times it meant work but even then you were okay with visiting. Today, it means something different. You’re nervous about how Natasha will act in front of everyone else. You’re even more scared that Wanda will say something. You’ve already given her notice about Natasha’s attitude and you know she will be on edge about it. For Wanda is your protector, and you are hers. Ever since Pietro died it's a silent promise you made to each other. It’s comforting knowing that even if you’re at odds with your person you have another one in your corner. You can’t wait to hug her. Maybe you’ll get a moment alone to sit with her and tell her how you’re really feeling. Your mind keeps replaying the events of last night like a broken record. Seeing Natasha pull out that knife terrified you though you won’t admit it to her. She looked at you with anger you haven’t seen in years. As if she doesn’t know you. In her eyes, she doesn’t. You’re another stranger that’s lied to her and you understand that. You’re not expecting her to dismiss it. Her hurt is just as valid as it was all those years ago. 

You only wish you had a bit more time to tell her. Natasha’s never been a patient one. 

You step out of the shower, listening for the sound of the girls down in the living room before you walk to your closet. You’re not up to dressing in your usual dressy fits. Natasha used to tease you about how fancy you always looked. Every shirt or dress you touch holds memories. The black and white sweater dress. You’d worn that to a date night with dinner served on a rooftop. After the delicious dinner, Natasha took you home where you barely made it through the door before she was all over you. A silk blouse that you wore when you signed the deed for the house. All memories of the life you’ve been sharing with Natasha. 

You find your bearings, opting for a simple green oversized sweater, loose-fitting jeans, and white socks. You brush your hair into a messy ponytail before walking out of the closet in search of your shoes. A compound is a huge place and you’re going to have to keep both girls in check. You’re bent over your bed, a blanket tossed over the side, as you reach under the bed for your second sneaker. When you stand up notice it. Almost like a zoom lens, your eyes focus on Natasha’s wedding band sitting on its lonesome on her dresser. The responding EMTs gave it to you in a small Ziploc bag after the accident. You had been banged up and bruised but otherwise fine. You waited one long gruesome hour in your own hospital bed for them to tell you anything. No one had answers for you then and that only made things worse. Your mind went through every scenario where the doctor would come in and tell you she died. You remember the nausea that took over your body when you saw a representation of your love in such a careless piece of plastic. You walk over to the dresser, reaching above you to unclip your necklace, to add the ring to it. It slips on easily as you clip the necklace back around your neck. You inspect yourself in the mirror as you hold the ring between your fingers. It serves as a reminder to keep moving forward. 

“Mama, we are ready,” Olivia interrupts your thinking as she stands in the doorway of your bedroom. You give her a once over, noticing her shoes are on the wrong feet when you wave her over. You hold her around her waist, helping her over to the bed so you can kneel to help with her shoes. 

“I have to pack your backpack,” You inform her. “Is there anything you want to bring and show for Auntie Wanda?”

“I think my dolls,” Olivia nods. She raises her left foot for you to place it inside of her shoe. “Mommy, can I go to the doctor and get that thing on my arm like Mama?”

“What thing?” You ask absentmindedly. 

“On Mama’s arm,” Olivia gestures. “She said I can color on it.” 

“I don’t think those are for sale but I can buy you markers,” You offer, now understanding that she’s referring to the cast on Natasha’s arm. She seems satisfied with that answer. You finish strapping her shoes before patting her legs. “Go get your dolls.” You instruct and she toddles out of the room. 

You sigh, standing to your full height, before tucking your phone in your pocket. The next stop is the compound. You quickly pack the girls a bag filled with Lily’s diapers, a few snacks for them, spare clothes for both of them, and wipes. Lots of wipes. From past experiences, you know that's the number one thing you need. You reach the foyer where Natasha is waiting for the girls. Everyone has their shoes on, completely dressed, and jackets zipped. You go over to the key dish finding it empty. 

“I’m driving,” Natasha doesn’t leave much room for argument. 

“Natasha, that’s ridiculous,” You shake your head. “You have a broken wrist and ribs there’s no way you can drive. Top that with the medications you’re taking. It’s unsafe.”

“As opposed to driving with you?” Natasha argues. That’s a low blow. “We don’t all have a shield to keep us safe.” At your face, she continues. “I did notice it last night.”

You take a deep breath. “Nat, that is completely uncalled for and if you have questions I’m happy to answer them. I can cancel lunch and we can stay here. I won’t be doing this in front of the girls.” You gesture to Olivia whos watching both of you. “If you want I will order an uber and pay the insane fee for all four of us to drive or you will get in the car with me and just trust that I can get us there safely. Either way, I’m not going to let too many of those comments pass.” You speak firmly. 

There’s a moment of silence between you and you can see the wheels turning in Natasha’s head. She’s thinking about this and how far she wants to take it. You’re right. She doesn’t want to fight in front of the girls. She reaches into her pants pocket, tossing you the keys, and you catch them. 

“Thank you,” You nod. You pick up Lily and take Olivia’s hand as you all pile out of the door. You turn to lock the front door and show Natasha to the car. Olivia climbs into her own seat and waits patiently for you to strap her in. Next is Lily and you have a little more trouble as she mewls at the idea of being strapped in. Natasha watches you curiously. She wants to see how you’re going to calm her. You reach into the diaper bag, grabbing a sippy cup of frozen breast milk, and her eyes immediately light up. You’re on your last few frozen bags and soon you won’t have the small remedy. Lily takes the sippy cup with urgency, immediately bringing it to her mouth to drink. 

You round the car to get into the driver’s side, taking a deep breath, before buckling yourself in. Natasha climbs into the passenger side and does the same. “Look, Natasha, I understand you’re feeling conflicted and everything is confusing for you right now. I know I’m not your favorite person right now.” You look into the backseat where both girls are occupied. “I just don’t want to do any of this in front of the girls. That’s something we promised to each other.” You leave it at that. You start the car, making sure to check beside you before you drive off. 

The car ride is done in relative silence. Olivia asks a question ever so often, prompting either you or Natasha to answer, as you drive. Most of them Natasha can answer as they’re simple and general. Why is the sky blue? Why do people walk when there are cars? Why does that man lives on the street? Where does the subway sleep at night? Finally, she gets to one that stumps Natasha. 

“Mama, can we call Auntie Lena later?” Olivia asks. “I haven’t seen her in a long time.” 

Out of your peripheral, you can see Natasha tense. She’s trying to connect the dots and sure enough, she’s landing on Yelena. You can tell she hasn’t thought about Yelena during this time. Seeing Melina and Alexei was more than enough of a shock for her. It’s another piece of her life missing that she has to think about. Natasha’s mouth falls open like a fish out of water. She doesn’t have an answer. 

“Mama?” Olivia asks again. 

“I can call her for you later,” You answer for Natasha. Your eyes remain on the road the entire time. “I’m sure Auntie Yelena misses you. She’s in Rome right now on business.”

“Oh, she’s on business?” Olivia repeats as she looks out of the window. She’s pretty used to this sort of answer so she doesn’t ask for more than that. “Is she hungry?”

You smile at her curiosity. “I hope not. If anything we can send her some food.”

“Like spaghetti?” Olivia volunteers. 

“If that's what she wants we can order her spaghetti,” You laugh. Olivia quiets down after that. Besides Wanda, Yelena is Olivia’s favorite aunt to interact with. Laura is also high on that list. She’s come a long way from being the little girl that was afraid of pretty much everything and everyone. 

“Is her number inside my phone?” Natasha asks quietly. She folds her arms against her chest, a sign of nerves that you know well. 

“It is,” You answer. “I think she would enjoy hearing from you. She was pretty worried after the accident and everything but couldn’t come home in time.” You inform her. Natasha nods. “You two are pretty close. I’d think almost closer than Wanda and I.” You add. Natasha processes this in silence, turning so her body faces the door more, and that’s how you know the conversation has ended.

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When you arrive at the compound you go through a series of security checkpoints. You offer your name, “Y/n y/l/n - Romanoff,” though no introduction is needed. You give them the names of everyone else in the car and with one look from Natasha, you’re allowed through. 

“This compound has been here for years and you’d think they would let me in on the first try,” You shake your head. You know the real reason behind the guards' hesitance. One that everyone else isn’t privy to except for Sam. He’s called on plenty of occasions for Tony to ask his staff to let him through. 

“Does that happen often?” Natasha asks and you nod. 

“Perks of the job,” You shrug. Being a superhero had its advantages but this was not one of them. You drive down the mile-long driveway to park in front of the compound doors just like always. You place the car in park, thanking the high heavens that you made it safely, while you relax in your seat.

“Mommy, potty!” Lily announces from her chair. In times like now, she’s good with announcing when she has to go but you’re not very expectant that she will. 

“Okay, I’ll hurry,” You call to her. “Nat, Olivia knows the way to the lounge, she will quite literally drag you to it,” You take the keys. You leave Natasha with Olivia while you rush Lily to the first bathroom you can. 

“Mama, are you ready?” Olivia asks from her seat. She’s so excited to see her Aunt Wanda and her uncles. 

“Yes, Myshka, I’m ready,” Natasha speaks quietly. She finds herself anxious but she’d never admit it out loud. Natasha finds that you were right about Olivia dragging her inside of the compound. She pulls her forward, almost into the plexiglass doors that slide open as if they were made in a grocery store. 

“It can see my face, Mama, and your face,” Olivia points to one of the security cameras on the wall to her left. Natasha tries to take in everything. From the high ceilings, the newly buffed floors, and the exorbitant displays of wealth that can only be Tony’s doing. “It’s cool right?” Olivia understands a little bit about Natasha’s ‘sickness’ by taking notes from you and your recent task of telling her everything. “We have to go through the doors. There are two. Then down a long, long, long hallway, and then we get to the ‘Venger’s lounge.” Olivia explains. 

Natasha is a little winded at the pace and distance they’re going and so she asks Olivia to slow down. 

“Oops, I’m sorry,” Olivia giggles. She walks slower, giving a leisurely pace, as she points to Natasha all of her favorite things inside the compound. Once they reach the lounge, Natasha is completely abandoned as Olivia spots her favorite cousin, Morgan playing with a set of blocks. “Morgan! Hi, Morgan.” Olivia greets her. They look to be around the same age though Morgan is a bit taller. 

Natasha is left to look around the place, finding the rest of the adults in the kitchen. She stands by the doorway, watching you come from another one with Lily on your hips. 

“Hello all,” You greet Pepper with a kiss on her cheek and Tony a slap on his back that almost makes him choke on whatever drink he’s drinking. Natasha snickers in the corner but she chooses to remain silent and watch. You give Sam a fist bump and Steve another kiss on his cheek. There’s a woman Natasha recognizes as Sharon Carter. Sharon takes Lily, tickling her, and causing her to laugh. 

There’s another woman that you greet that has Natasha’s blood running cold. You wrap your arms around Wanda, giving her several wet kisses on her cheek, and she proceeds to wipe them off. From the outside, it's an endearing exchange between sisters, but for Natasha, it only causes more confusion. 

“Mama, are we spying?” Olivia whispers almost startling Natasha. She looks up at her mother with pure mischief in her eyes. 

“We aren’t but I do have to say you’re a good spy, I barely noticed you,” Natasha chuckles. 

“There she is!” Tony cheers when he notices Natasha in the doorway. He rounds the counter to approach her, holding out his hand for her to shake, as he walks. “Hello, nice to meet you again, I’m Tony Stark. I don’t know if you remember me but I’m your very, very rich best friend.”

“I remember you, Tony,” Natasha rolls her eyes. “Best friend is pushing it.” She looks him over. He looks older and a bit more mature. Maybe Pepper has finally tamed the wild beast that is Tony Stark. 

“Ouch, you wound me,” Tony holds his hand over his heart. “Though I do understand the best friend title was transferred to Y/n a long time ago.” Tony gestures to you. He bends down to greet Olivia. “What’s up, munchkin, did you steal any hearts today?” 

Oliva laughs at Tony’s ridiculousness. “No, Uncle, I don’t steal. Mama says it’s bad.” 

“That’s right it is,” Natasha brushes down some of Olivia’s hair. 

“Come join the rest of the team,” Tony invites them further into the kitchen. “Did you meet Morgan out there?”

“She’s your kid?” Natasha’s eyes widen. 

“The one and only,” Tony nods. “Pepper carried her right in the oven here. I’m trying to get her to give me one more. A boy.” Tony wraps his arm around Pepper’s shoulder and she blushes. 

“That’s not happening,” Pepper laughs. She pushes Tony’s arm from her shoulder. “Hello, Natasha.” 

“Hello, Pepper.” Natasha gives her a small smile. 

“We missed you around here, Red,” Sam says from his chair. The sentiment is shared by everyone else in the room. Olivia goes around the room to give everyone a hug before she lands on Wanda. Wanda bends down to pull Olivia in her arms, taking her over to the stove where she shows her what she is cooking. Natasha doesn’t know if it’s a conscience move on her part not to introduce herself but she does it for her. 

“You’re Wanda right?” Natasha addresses her and green eyes raise to look at her. 

“Yes, I am,” Wanda nods. “We met a long time ago. I am y/n’s sister.” She introduces. 

“I remember how we met,” Natasha nods. “It’s amazing how much the team has changed.” You narrow your eyes, seeing the shade for what it is, but you remain silent. 

“Everyone has a past but we all joined the team to make the world a better place and wipe our ledgers,” Wanda offers and you pinch her side to get her to stop. You didn't bring Natasha here for them to argue. Wanda barely flinches but she does give you an annoyed look. 

“Who’s car did you drive?” Steve questions. He comes to stand beside Natasha. He gives her a smile.

“A rental,” You wave the keys. “The insurance companies are still investigating and we are going through everything. Our car was totaled.”

“If you need I can have another one to you by the end of this week?” Tony shrugs. He has connections in every single part of this country and others. You don’t doubt he could have you three new cars by the time he hangs up the phone. 

“We can talk later about it if that’s okay,” You nod.  You would rather not discuss the accident at this moment. 

“Can I sign your cast?” Sam holds up a black sharpie. 

“No, Uncle Sam, me first.” Olivia frowns. 

“Have at it,” Natasha holds up her arm and grins when Olivia comes to write her name. She hasn’t completely mastered it yet but she does get the letter O and a squiggly line to accent it. That’s when the rest of the team volunteers and one by one Natasha’s cast is filled with words of wisdom and love. This is the first time in days you’ve seen Natasha so relaxed. Finally, it’s time for you and Wanda to sign. Wanda gives a polite decline but you’re the only person that can’t give a simple no. 

“I think I’m going to give my own message later,” You give a coy smile. If anything you’re still a bit uneasy with Natasha and you’re sure she is with you too. 

“Oh boy, you know what that means,” Tony grumbles. “Don’t tell me you’ll need a babysitter tonight.” He jokes. 

“It has been a long week,” Sam joins in on the teasing, and Natasha’s brow furrows. She’s not dumb she can understand what they’re implying. 

“That’s enough,” You quiet them down though your tone never changes. “Are we going to eat lunch anytime soon or are we here to talk about very private things?” You ask. “I don’t know man,” Sam laughs, and before he has time to react you tap your fingers across the counter sending a surge of magic directly to his hands. He jumps back, giving a small ouch, as he shakes them off. 

“Lunch is ready,” Wanda turns off the stove. Sharon lets Lily down onto her feet and she begins to race around the kitchen with Olivia running after her. 

“Girls, be careful,” You instruct and they run from the kitchen out to where Morgan is still playing. Plates are carried to the big dining table and when Natasha doesn’t sit next to you everyone does take notice. No one is bold enough to speak on it. 

You sit next to Wanda, engaging in small talk with her, as the rest of the team converses with Natasha. Mainly it’s the men giving her a rundown of Avenger’s operations. She’s interested in everything that’s been going on. Lunch goes by without a hitch and you dismiss yourself to go and feed the girls. Truthfully, you need a moment without Natasha there. 

“Since the Accords, it’s been an uphill battle but saving the world isn’t some political minefield,” Steve shakes his head. 

“The Accords,” Natasha repeats. She sits up in her chair. “What are those?”

“Documents signed by about 100,” Steve begins. 

“117,” Tony corrects him. 

“117 countries to regulate the activities of enhanced beings,” Steve continues. “Basically the Avengers are no longer a private organization. Technically we are at the mercy of the government and everyone else.”

“And how did that come about?” Natasha wipes her mouth with a napkin. 

The table is silent for a second conscious of Wanda’s feelings about the situation. She was young and she’s still so young. The youngest in the group besides Peter.  

“There was an accident in Lagos, Nigeria,” Wanda is the one to speak. “There was a mission. A bomb. I did what I had to do and it hurt a lot of people.” She knows she’s dumbing it down but it’s really all Natasha needs to know. 

“So you’re solely responsible for it?” Natasha looks over at her with a challenge. “I’m not seeing how those powers are a help to the team. Or any of us. Really it seems they’re only there to serve the people that wield them.” 

“Whoa,” Steve says and Sam gives a low whistle. 

“My powers have their cons,” Wanda says. “Y/n’s though, she’s used them for plenty of times. Like saving your life.” 

“You mean the accident?” Natasha tilts her head. 

“No,” Wanda says. “I mean if you can look past whatever this is you have going on you would realize she loves you. A lot. You’ve been home two days and you woke up with your guns blazing. Not a real surprise for you but I won’t allow you to tear down her character.” Wanda stands to go and find you. 

The rest of the table sits awkwardly, no one daring to ask what that was about before Natasha stands too. She walks in the opposite direction in search of an exit. She needs a bit of air. Maybe she overstepped and crossed a boundary. Maybe she should have been a bit nicer. What she doesn’t regret is how she feels. In her memory, she met Wanda one time before this, which wasn’t a good meeting. The woman slipping into her mind caused her a lot of pain. It’s something that she counts as one of her worst experiences. 

“Hey,” Steve steps out onto the veranda to stand beside her. He’s holding two glasses of water, passing one to Natasha, and keeping one for himself.

“Hey,” Natasha breathes. 

“That was interesting,” Steve looks over the wooded skyline. “What was that about really?”

Natasha sucks her teeth but never gives him an answer. She doesn't want another one of his speeches about how she should be a good person or give anyone else a chance. 

“Did you know how we met?” Natasha asks. It's a rhetorical question. Yet she still wants an answer. 

“I did,” Steve nods in understanding. 

“And you were able to get past that?” 

“I was,” Steve shrugs. “I’m a pretty forgiving person. You on the other hand hold a grudge.”

“Didn’t seem to work if I’m married to her,” Natasha grumbles. 

“Ah,” Steve breathes. “She told you and what happened? You blew up?” At Natasha’s look, he chuckles. 

“Don’t pretend you know me, Steve Rogers.” Natasha sets down her glass next to her feet. 

“But I do,” Steve shakes his head. “You and y/n are a team. If you don’t listen to me maybe you can have Clint here to come and knock some sense into your thick head. He and y/n are like the only people you listen to.”

“Maybe I will give him a call,” Natasha relents. 

“You’re allowed to be angry, Romanoff, but if you don’t view her as your wife right now view her as your teammate,” Steve suggests. “I don’t know how that works for you but as your captain, I say get it together. I won’t have this on my team.”

“You can’t kick me off the team,” Natasha raises a brow. 

“I can’t,” Steve gives her that. “But I will be very disappointed if you don’t give yourself a chance. Memories or not. She’s there for you.” Steve leaves her to sit with her thoughts once again. Hopefully this time she understands that. 

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Meanwhile, in the lounge, you and Wanda are sitting with the girls. Morgan and Olivia are having their own special tea party while Lily sits at your feet with a doll. You’re having a private conversation with her. Wanda recounted the conversation with Natasha to you. 

“I have no words,” You sigh. “I want to give it a chance. She hasn’t been home very long. I think with time maybe she’ll see?” You don’t say names and you don’t give many contexts in case the very attentive three-year-old across from you picks up on it. 

“I understand,” Wanda rests a hand on your knee. “Through all of that don’t hesitate to come to me.”

You nod silently. “I want to talk to Tony or someone about my powers.” You confess to her. You avoid her gaze before forcing yourself to look into her concerned green eyes. “The accident happened so fast and we both know my shield works instantly. It’s most of the time an unconscious fear thing but I’ve learned to control it since HYDRA.”

“What are you thinking?”

“Maybe it was the hormones?” You wonder aloud. You were preparing your body for IVF and it seems a bit farfetched but you’re not exactly sure. “I’ve kept her safe before and that’s the only thing that’s been different lately. I don’t understand?” You look down at your hands. “I know she blames me.” You lower your tone. “I don’t have answers for her either.”

“It’s called an accident for a reason,” Wanda reminds you. 

“Even still,” You can’t fathom any of it. “What if the girls were in the car? What if they were hurt too?”

“They weren’t and they’re both perfectly fine,” Wanda points over to Olivia who is pouring herself another pretend tea to drink. “You can’t keep thinking about what happened and beating yourself up about it.” 

“I know,” You nod. You can feel a familiar warmth through your body and you turn to find Natasha standing nearby. She’s been watching you. 

“I’m ready,” She speaks curtly. Truth be told you’re a bit surprised she wants to come home with you. 

“Yeah, yeah,” You look down at Lily. “Let me say goodbye to everyone else.” You stand to go and gather your things. You look back to Wanda. “Be nice.” You warn your sister. Wanda’s not one for confrontation but she’s also not one to stand down from a fight. They don’t speak until you leave the room. 

“What you said about her earlier,” Natasha raises her chin. “About saving me what did you mean?” 

Wanda stands, walking over to another side of the room, where the girls can't hear. She expects Natasha to follow and she does. Though she keeps a comfortable guarded distance.

“A couple of years ago,” Wanda says. “There was a mission you had in some part of Brazil.”

“What? The one where we got the girls?” Natasha questions. 

“That’s the one,” Wanda frowns. “It was another place like Hydra. Experiments and things. I don’t know the full details but you two along with Steve and Sam had been appointed to that area. Something happened and someone aimed some kind of magical weapon at you. It was supposed to kill you and instead, Y/n absorbed it. That’s when you found the girls and their mother. Y/n held on until you remained safe at the hospital. She passed out for a week after that.” 

This clearly makes Natasha uncomfortable to think about. 

“She’s cared about you for a long time, Natasha,” Wanda finishes just as you step into the room. 

“This makes me look like an asshole,” Natasha admits aloud.

“It does,” Wanda agrees.

“I have the car ready,” You pick up Lily before calling over to Olivia. “Morgan, we will set up a playdate with your mother soon.” You kiss the little brunette on her forehead. She waves you goodbye. 

Natasha doesn’t give Wanda a goodbye or anything. She walks to the car in silence. She was sitting in the front seat with a frown on her face. 

How was she supposed to feel now? 

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When you get home, Natasha asks to see one of the family photo albums. You show her and give her time to absorb all of the information. She seems a bit overwhelmed by it all and excuses herself to her bedroom where she doesn’t come out for the rest of the day. 

You talked about a lot of things with her. The biggest shocker was that she had been breastfeeding Lily. It still seems surreal to her and yet it makes sense. The constant soreness in her chest is understandable. Even as she stands here in front of the mirror, looking at herself, inspecting the changes in her body. She still looks relatively the same. Save for the purple bruising around her ribs and the cast she looks the same. 

She slips off her bra, looking down at her breasts, noting the heaviness of them. She doesn’t know anything about breastfeeding. She also doesn't know how to express the milk for Lily to drink. She’s much too embarrassed and distrustful to ask you. Though she feels it would be a huge help to pump. Throwing on a shirt, she walks to your bedroom, where she finds the pump on her side of the bed. She grabs it. Rushing back into her bedroom, she closes and locks the door behind her. She opens her phone, finding a video to guide her through. 

“Position the breast shield over your breast,” The woman in the video gives clear directions. Natasha does as told, struggling with the right position before she feels she has it. She turns it on, groaning in shock when the suction is a bit more than she’s used to. She stops the pumping, noting that her sensitivity doesn't help, as she tries to prepare herself again. Once she feels that she is ready, she turns it on again, breathing through her nose, as the machine does what it’s supposed to. 

For a while, Natasha doesn’t see anything and she feels as if none of what you said is true. Until a small droplet of liquid gold drops into the bottle. Natasha can’t take her eyes off the machine as she watches more droplets, rather feels the warm, tingling sensation leave her breasts. Actual tears come to her eyes as she realizes this is something she’s been able to do for her baby. 

Damn the Red Room and damn Dreykov. 

Here alone in this bedroom, she realizes her life is vastly different than what she thought it would be. 

[dnfity]

i’m haunted by how we’ve only been able to see george wear blue jeans once. i get him deeply though i probably haven’t worn jeans in 5 years

george likes to be comfy he loves his adam sandlier shorts and goofy oversized shirts forever

[joanofexys]

Tell me more about these ocs 👀

(Sorry for anon I'm kinda 😅)

you’re all good, hun! anons are always welcome!!

okay okay so I have my main four AFTG OCs

Florian Laska, Mara Fasil, Emiko Moriyama, and Ilya Kostyk

here’s a post essentially rambling about Florian and Mara

key points are:

they were partners in the nest

Florian’s now a striker, Mara’s still a dealer

they play for the US Olympic team

Florian is 19 like Jean and Neil and dropped out of college, Mara is 23 and graduated in 4 years instead of 5

Florian’s an amputee, lost his left leg and maintains it was an accident that happened during practice

they’re extremely codependent still

they’re a PR nightmare, especially Mara

I haven’t actually talked about Em or Ilya much

Summary of Em (she/her):

middle child

25 years old

yes I created an OC who’s a Moriyama sibling sue me

so extremely gay

backliner

also plays for the olympic team

estranged from essentially all members of her family after graduating from EAU

Em’s lovely, not cause she’s a great person but cause she loves her Raven’s fiercely (especially those who have left the team) and she will start any number of fights for them. She’s nowhere near perfect and she should be seeing a therapist but she is trying her goddamn hardest to be the complete opposite of pretty much everyone in her family

I think she gets along well with Renee and once Jean transfers to the Trojans she definitely reaches out to some of them even just to check in. Her and Thea are also good friends. I don’t think she’s worn the color black since she’s graduated, the girl looks like a rainbow and I support her. She’s extremely affectionate with her current teammates which might be partially because of how hard she checks them during practices

I think that’s most of what i’ve got for her

Ilya (he/they):

Is my only non-Raven OC lmao

22 years old

Played for Penn State (graduated in 4 years)

Goalkeeper

If it's not obvious at this point he's a olympic player, i'm basically creating a whole team lmao

transman cause i said so and that's very important to me

has 3 sisters who he's very close to, youngest child

they speak English, Spanish, and ASL and they're teaching Flor ASL

Ilya my beloved. He's such a little shit and I think we're all better off for it tbh. They're so loud and take up space and I honestly think he's the perfect person to show Flor how to do so. I do think he and Florian end up dating at some point in the future cause I think they work really well together.

They are truly just some guy. Grew up in a great and supportive family and they all love him dearly. He's gets on great with most people except for the Ravens and so it takes a minute for him to warm up to Florian and Mara especially and he and Mara still butt heads plenty but he and Florian got partnered together for drills and it was like their little bonding moment

After the events of TKM he truly becomes the foxes #1 fan. He is rooting for them constantly and so annoying about it.

Ummmm idk I have trouble thinking of stuff without specifics to go off of so that's what's bouncing around in my head atm

[soulofapatrick]

Never Leave Me Tommy - Tommy Miller x Reader

Summary: Part 5 of the Instant Attraction series. Tommy and Y/N spend your first day apart and well... Tommy realises he never wants you to leave him; the feeling being mutual

Words: 2.9k

Warning: Smut (p in v); overstimulation

Y/N’s POV

The bed is empty when I awake to the sunlight streaming in but there’s a messy scrawl of a note on the bedside table. Tommy got called on an emergency patrol as there’s apparently a bunch of infected that the original patrol need help with. I can’t not smile at the way he thought about leaving me a note even if he was in a rush as time is of the essence when patrol goes wrong - it was one of the first lessons Maria taught me. 

Tommy won’t be back for a while so it’s probably a good time to explore Jackson and try make some friends as Maria told me I should try and settle in, not just with the Miller brother and Ellie. She’s right. Annoyingly. So I pull my aching body from the soft sheets, finding my worn bra and some jeans to add to the boxers and shirt so I look somewhat decent and keeping my modesty. There’s socks in the top draw so I borrow a pair before trudging down the stairs, slipping into my boots before grabbing a jacket. It’s Tommy’s fleece lined jean jacket again, he must have left it for me. He’s such a damn sweetheart, I hope he’s okay out there. He better come back to me alive or I’m going to raise fucking hell. 

The settlement is loud and bustling despite the outbreak and I envy the community feel to it all, knowing they stare and whisper. The canteen is still open, luckily, so I grab a plate and help myself to a portion of breakfast before turning to find an empty space but every table has at least one person. Someone’s waving, he seems a little older than Ellie but I’ll take it as he’s not judging but offering me the empty seat opposite him so I weave through the tables until I’m there. 

“Y/N right?” His voice is oozing with southern charm but it’s not flirty like most and it definitely doesn’t fit his appearances. He’s obviously Asian American, I expected an American just not the amount of southern lilt to it and he seems to understand my surprise, “I was raised in South Carolina before my mum brought me and my younger brother here for sanctuary.” 

“Nice to meet you…” I trail off, he hasn’t said his name. 

“Jesse,” He holds out his hand politely so I reach over the table and shake it before digging into my food, “I’m seventeen if that’s going to be your next question.” So three years older than Ellie and three years younger than me. Exactly between our ages. He’s so easy to talk to, I love it, and I can just tell we’re going to be best friends. From the lopsided smile he sends me, he can sense it too, “So you and Tommy hit it off pretty quickly. I think everyones glad as he was starting to drive us all crazy.” 

“They seem more judgemental,” I reply quietly and he laughs lightly, a musical sound, “I guess that’s a given as I’m new?” 

“You did arrive with the famous Joel Miller that Tommy could not shut up about and that mouthy girl, Ellie.” Jesse points out and yeah, he has a fair point. I didn’t arrive to Jackson quietly, the way Joel and Tommy reunited in the town square and the way everyone could finally put a face to the name seeing as Tommy would not talking about Joel it seems. He really does love his older brother, Joel should know all those fears he had about Tommy not wanting to see him again were stupid and Tommy painted him like a hero. Joel is a hero even if he doesn’t see it. 

Jesse and I fall into a comfortable silence, eating breakfast and drinking the sweet orange juice that makes me think of before the outbreak. I haven’t hadn’t half of this food since the outbreak, the QZs not being generous with their food and then on the road, it was a miracle when we found canned goods like ‘Chef Boyardee’. It takes a lot of self-restraint not to eat like a starved animal as I don’t want to make more of a scene than I already am by being in the canteen. I want to spend every day from here on out, the sense of community a little overwhelming but it’s definitely something I could get used to. 

“Come on, I have inventory to do, you can join me.” Jesse stands once our plates are clean so I just nod and follow him, putting my plate and cutlery in the designated racks. It’s cold outside, Tommy’s jacket putting up a fight to keep me warm as we walk through the settling snow. It’s pretty, the snowflakes clinging to every surface as we head towards the small hut I saw a few days ago, curious about what it was. Guess I’m about to find out seeing as Jesse is pulling keys from his pocket and unlocking the door, holding it open for me to go first. As much as I trust Jesse my nerves are still fried so I just stand there, staring at him until he shrugs, “Understandable.” Stepping in first. I follow him to find myself in a small shed that is full of all types of weapons and ammo. 

Ellie would lose her fucking mind if she saw this room, the same reaction she had when seeing Bill’s armoury. Fucking nerd. She’s right though, all this is so fucking cool, I can’t help myself as I run my hands over every gun. The cool metal familiar under my rough fingertips, having been brought up to fight with any available weapon but the one thing I want the most is hidden away in the corner. A bow and quiver of arrows, they’re tucked away as if not touched for years which is fair enough as you’d have to be faster than a clicker grabbing the arrows and firing them. Guns are the ideal weapon for this post apocalyptic world but they’re calling me so I’m picking up the bow, feeling Jesse watching me. It’s a little old but still strong, the string still taut as I pull it back as if firing an arrow, it sings when I let it go and the sound is beautiful. I don’t know why people wouldn’t use bow and arrows when able to anymore. 

“Is it true you’re the Ghost?” Jesse asks, sitting on the table as he watches me with those dark eyes, no judgement or any emotion in them really, “I’ve heard stories but I don’t think you’re the antihero people paint you as. I’m guessing you did it out of love or loss. Only those two emotions can cause a reaction like…” He trails of, shrugging lightly. 

“Loss,” I mumble back, setting the bow back down and joining him at the table, eyes skimming over the notes laid out with the amounts of ammo and guns and what types there are. People’s names are next to some of them so I guess that’s for whoever they belong to or who uses them the most, “My older brother got infected and I had to look after my little brother.” 

“I’m sorry.” Again, no judgement or sympathy. Just words, “We should begin counting everything or Maria is gonna be annoyed. She’s already stressed about the recent influx of infected in the area recently. You can keep the bow and arrows by the way. Take them home with you.” 

“Thank you.” 

“Nothing to thank me for.” 

*

It’s almost dark by the time Jesse and I are emerging from the mini armoury Jackson has. The bow and arrows are secure on my back, the weight of them being familiar like a weight I’ve missed. I wait for Jesse to lock the doors before we head towards the residential area of Jackson, the snow heavier now and ankle deep. It’s refreshing, the way it clings to Tommy’s coat and my hair and the way Jesse’s voice carries my way with the soft breeze. He’s telling me about his arrival in Jackson and making friends with Dina who is his girlfriend, she sounds like the girl Ellie yelled at when we arrived. Jesse laughs at it and confirms it is her, I must tell Ellie that then. 

“See you tomorrow Y/N.” Jesse hugs me when we stop outside of Tommy’s, surprising me so I barely have time to hug him back before he’s disappearing into the night with a grin and a wave. The lights are on in the house, meaning Tommy’s back from patrol, he’s probably tired as well so I try and be as quiet as I can when slipping inside. 

Tommy’s passed out on the couch, still in his patrol uniform so I take extra care with being silent. It comes natural to me, all those years creeping up on clickers and bloaters so he doesn’t even stir as I take my shoes and jacket off, setting the bow and quiver next to the door. I decide it’s my turn to cook so I lightly pad to the kitchen, stretching my tired shoulders until they pop before raiding the fridge. There’s bacon, milk, cheese which could be made into cheesy pasta if we have pasta and flour. Not infected flour. 

He stays asleep until the aroma of sizzling bacon and creamy cheese sauce fills the air, causing him to sit up with a soft groan. The sauce is bubbling happily away enough for me to leave it for a few minutes to check on him, having not seen him all day. I’m kneeling between Tommy’s legs, holding his face in my hands as I memorise the freckles smeared across that sun kissed skin, bringing my lips centimetres from his, “I missed you.” 

“Missed you too baby girl.” He mumbles back before closing the gap, his kiss soft and delicate, rough pads of his fingers holding my jaw in place. It’s different compared to other kisses we’ve shared and I could definitely get used to this, “I love you.” 

“I love you too Tommy,” I can’t hide the smile when I stand, him trailing after me to the kitchen. His arms wrap around my waist as I turn the bacon and stir the sauce and pasta, making sure nothing is burning, “Why don’t you get changed sweetheart, it’ll be ready by the time you come back down.” 

“Missed you.” He numbers into my neck again and I can’t stop the light laugh escaping me, even when he lets out a whine of protest, my heart melting even more. 

“I will be right here when you come back down.” I turn in his grip, holding his face in both hands once again and making him look me the eyes, tiredness and fear settled deep in the cognac of his gaze, “I promise.” 

He stares at me for a few seconds more before nodding once, pressing a kiss to my forehead and disappearing upstairs so I can grab us bowls and mix everything together before serving it up. By the time he comes back down I’m sat on the sofa with my bowl in hand and his on the table, waiting for him. He practically dives into the seat, sitting almost too close to me but I’m not gonna complain, I want everything Tommy has to offer me and it’s obvious the feelings are reciprocated. We don’t talk while we eat. We don’t have to. Each other’s company is enough until our bowls are empty and his lips are on my neck. 

Tommy’s grabbing my hands and guiding me upstairs, hands on my hips and lips leaving scorching heat over every bit of bare skin he can find walking me backwards until my legs hit the bed. I pull my shirt over my head, him doing the same before I lay back, watching the way Tommy climbs over me and his fingers trail up and down my body as if trying to map it out and remember it for future, just in case, “You’re so beautiful baby girl.” He murmurs, lips trailing down my stomach to the waistband of my jeans, popping the button with his nimble fingers and I lift my hips for him to slide them down, his boxers going with them until I’m bare. He kneels above me, taking me in and I try hard not to squirm away or cover myself as he seems to need this after the patrol today, the featherlight touches and bags under his eyes say it all, “How did I end up getting so lucky.” 

“I think it’s the curls.” I joke, watching the way his eyes crinkle in an amused smile before he’s leaning down and capturing my lips in a kiss that has me trying to follow his lips with my mind but his hands holding my shoulders down stops me. 

“If it’s my curls then no touching.” He growls in my ear, drawing a whimper from my parted lips before he’s sliding down so he’s between my legs. He wraps his arms around my thighs before burying his face in my weeping mound with no warning, my hands going for those curls but I have to stop myself, wrapping the sheets in my grip as my back arches into the thrusts his tongue begins. If he continues at this brutal pace I’m not going to last much longer, he’s dragging me closer and closer to the bliss with every moan he lets out against my sensitive clit as he eats me out like a starved man. My body acts on it’s own as I ride out the bliss but it stops suddenly, dragging an anguished cry from me and my eyes flying open to see my hand is in Tommy’s hair. 

Fuck. 

He’s got a smirk on his lips, glistening with my arousal as he pulls my hand out of his hair and stands. I whine, hips rocking down onto nothing, needing him to get me there. He just watches, eyes almost black and blown wide as his voice comes out low and strained, as if he’s struggling to hold himself away from me, “What did I say baby girl.” 

“N-no touching. Baby please.” I’m practically a blubbering mess, needing him, and I should be embarrassed but the way he licks his lips has me far from it, “I need you.” 

It’s like his restraint snaps as he’s climbing back over me, lining himself up and pushing to the hilt in one quick move. It has my nails dragging down his back as he catches that sweet spot with the first thrust, my back arching up and my eyes rolling into the back of my head. My mind blanks out and I’m chanting his name like a prayer as I clench around him as I ride out my orgasm, the shock of it tensing even muscle in my body. Tommy just holds me close, thumb soothing over my cheek and hips twitching as he tries to stay still until I’m coming down, voice soft and wrecked as he practically begs, “One more baby girl.” 

He’s waiting for my consent despite being balls deep and I’m nodding, not trusting I’ll be coherent if I try and talk. My body can’t decide if it wants to try and scramble away from the quick thrusts or move into them, a cry escaping me when he begins to circle my now oversensitive clit. It has me trying to scoot away from him as my body reacts with both pain and pleasure but his tight grip on my hip holds me in place as he grazes his teeth across my neck and collarbone. I’m letting out dirty sounds, barely able to hear them as all I can focus on is the way he fucks me raw, another building orgasm making itself known, my walls fluttering around him. My ankles lock up around his hips as he lets out a beautiful sound, my name falling between it and he’s filling me up. The feeling alone has me clamping tightly around him, milking his dry as I practically yell in pure ecstasy. Tommy’s caressing my hair as I slowly come back down, whispering about how much he loves me and how good I am just for him. It has me pulling him closer, blushing furiously at the chuckle rumbling in his chest. 

“Bed.” He nudges me up, neither of us wanting to part, having been one after a long day apart. He manages to roll us onto our sides so we’re facing each other, my legs unwinding from his waist as he pulls the duvet up. I should care about the sweat or the mess leaking out around his softening dick but I can’t because it’s Tommy and he’s all encompassing and everything I’ve ever wanted or needed. This is the future I want.  

“Never leave me Tommy.”

“I won’t if you won’t.”

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[clickerflight]

Joseph: Part 5 - A Friend

Masterlist

Part 4

Had something happen today that made me lose a bit of steam for this story, but we're going to keep trucking. I probably got too caught up in looking for validation with my writing, but I think we'll be okay. I have plans for it and I'm going to keep going, I just might have to take a short break.

Content: Vampire whumpee, human caretaker, hospital setting, panic attack, grief, detailed memories of a character death

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Joseph enjoyed his music for most of the day, his eyesight coming back enough for him to see the small device where he could search for music and play it. He didn’t recognize the app, but he was glad for the music. 

He was bobbing his head to ‘Eye of the Tiger’ when he smelled someone familiar. He looked over into the hall, waiting until a man came into view. The man that had to be Joshua Muir looked to be of Mexican descent, clean shaven and wearing his hair just long enough he could pull some of it back into a little wolf tail. 

He wasn’t wearing a police uniform, instead wearing well worn jeans and a t-shirt. 

Muir opened his mouth in greeting and Joseph realized he was still wearing his headphones. He pulled them down, the sounds of the hospital greeting him again, but he could focus attention on Muir and it wouldn’t bother him. 

“Hi,” Joseph said, feeling once again safe as Muir sat down in the chair by the bed. 

“How are you feeling?” Muir asked.

Joseph shrugged. “I’m completely regenerated. The nurses said they were going to get some more blood into me overnight and then get me set up to go to a rehab center.”

“Nice. That was pretty quick,” Muir commented. 

Joseph nodded as the situation dawned on him for the first time since waking up. “Oh, stars, you, I….. Sorry. I shouldn’t have forced you to ride in the ambulance with me. You didn’t get in trouble, did you?”

Muir laughed. “No, not at all. Well, maybe a little but it wasn’t a problem. You needed someone to be there for you, man. It happens.”

He nodded a little. “Thanks for coming back. I hope I’m not keeping you from anything.”

Muir shook his head, a hint of sadness entering his expression as he said, “No, you’re good. I, ah, I moved to the city pretty recently. I don’t have many friends yet outside of some coworkers… but I guess we don’t really hang outside of work. This is…. Kind of nice, actually.”

“Oh,” Joseph said, surprised. “Alright then.”

There was a moment of awkward silence before Muir asked, “So, got any questions? 3 years is a lot of time.”

Joseph shrugged. “Haven’t really seen enough to have questions, I guess…. Have the fledgling laws passed?”

“Not yet,” Muir replied, looking slightly annoyed. “Well, parts of it have. People with terminal illnesses can apply to become a fledgling, but the stuff around people with chronic illnesses and terminally ill children got tied up in the courts last year.”

“Well, I guess it’s good there’s been some movement on that,” Joseph said.

“Yeah,” Muir said. “So, what do you like to do?”

“I like reading,” Joseph said with a shrug. “And D- my bondmate was teaching me how to play the piano. I used to work at a tech shop. I guess I was kind of, I dunno, stuck in a rut. Wasn’t really sure what I wanted to do with my life…..”

“Well, there’s plenty of time to figure it out,” Muir said with a shrug. 

Joseph nodded. “And you? What do you like to do?”

“My job takes up most of my time. I’m working my way up to being a detective. I’ve been a cop for a few years now and I’ve been studying to pass the tests they’ll need me to do. I’m pretty excited. The Chief has been pretty hard on me, which makes me think it’s going well.”

“How’s that?” Joseph asked, curious.

“Well, she’s a tough love kind of lady,” Muir said with a mischievous smile. “She’s been criticizing my work a lot lately, which tells me some big guns are watching me, trying to decide if they should try me out. It’s a bit early in my career for it, but I’ve been proving myself and I think they see it.”

“Oh,” Joseph said, intrigued. “That’s awesome, then! I hope it all works out for you!”

“Of course! And you’ll be the first to know if it does!” Muir said, his grin splitting his face. It drooped and he hesitated. “Er, if you want to be friends, that is. Maybe I can help you figure out what you want to do with your life.”

“Oh yes,” Joseph said eagerly. “I could definitely use a friend.”

“Good,” Muir said with a grin. “I wonder…. I want to talk to the nurses real quick. I’ll be back.”

Muir hopped up and left, the smell of his excitement still hanging in the air. Joseph slipped the headphones back on, not really paying attention to the music as he waited for Muir to come back. 

Muri came back after another 20 minutes, a bag in his hand. Joseph pulled the headphones off and Muir said, “Alright. The nurses said you can check out tonight.”

“Check out? Where am I going? With you?”

“Yup! I had some extra clothes in my car so you can put these on and we can get out of here. I thought you’d probably like to sleep somewhere quiet tonight.”

“Oh, I certainly do,” Joseph said, pushing the blankets off his lap and turning to sit on the edge of the bed as a nurse, the same one who brought him the noise canceling headphones, came to unplug him from the drips. 

Once that was over and the small holes in his skin healed, Joseph stood up, taking the clothes and heading into the bathroom to change. 

The clothing was a bit big on him, but after rolling the top of the pants down inside once they held just fine. He stepped out, shifting the shirt to sit properly on his shoulders before taking the shoes Muir held out for him. 

“We’ll get you some better shoes later,” Muir said with a smile. 

Joseph nodded, grinning. The two walked out, Joseph shuffling a little to keep the shoes on his feet. Muir had already registered his address with the lady at the desk and they were set to go. 

“I think the rehab people will come to meet you around 2 tomorrow? I’ll be at work, but the hospital will let them know to go to my house.”

“Cool,” Joseph said, his shuffling steps feeling strange. They were smoother than he thought they would be, as though there hadn’t been three years and a regeneration in between the last time he walked and now. 

“And then we can get you clothes and stuff tomorrow night,” Muir said as he got into his car. Joseph entered on the passenger’s side and buckled his seat belt, relaxing as heard the familiar sound of a car starting. 

They soon left the hospital parking lot and drove down roads as the sun to the left of them as they hit the highway. Joseph watched the world pass by in awe, the rumble of the car soothing to his fragile mind. 

Maybe he’d be fine. Maybe one day he’d be healed and forget about what happened and he could move on. Maybe when he had something good to do with his life and-

But who would he share it with? His bond with David was empty. It was gnawing on him, crushing his soul and begging to be fed. He had been without a pairbond for three years and his body and mind were beginning to realize it. David was gone and he could still remember feeling his pain through the bond, could still hear his screams. He remembered when the blade had entered David’s heart and killed him. The pain and fear had been unlike anything Joseph had ever felt. His and David’s mingle fear, the pain, David reaching through the bond searching for comfort, searching to be sure Joseph was still okay, and then the knife had come down. 

It was like losing a limb. Crushed in a combine’s mechanics, shattered and torn and shredded and bloodied and violently taken in a moment that could never be changed and never be reversed. The emptiness had consumed Joseph’s mind entirely. Going from all that noise to dead silence where his own fear and pain echoed down and back again through broken links. 

He would never get David back and the pain would last forever. It felt like it would last forever. How was he supposed to deal with it all? How was he meant to survive this?

He grabbed on tightly to whatever was pressed against him. He couldn’t breathe, he couldn’t hear, he couldn’t feel. All he knew were the memories of David’s gargled screams and the broken bond as his sire and bondmate died. 

He knew he would need to pairbond again eventually, and that sent a new wave of sorrow through him. Was it not enough to be on his own? To always remember David and cherish his memory? He was Demijeoa. He would have to pairbond again to heal, but he couldn’t imagine it. He couldn’t imagine pairing with anyone after that. 

He pressed his face into soft fabric, sobbing desperately, unable to alleviate the pain. He realized someone was running a hand through his hair, untangling it and running down his back in strokes, and then he recognized the smell. 

He lifted his head to find Miur looking out a window, though Joseph’s stirring brought his attention back down. “Hey, are you back?”

Joseph felt a wave of sorrow and embarrassment so strong it sent him to hiding in Muir’s shoulder again. 

“Hey, man. It’s going to be alright. Promise. Do you want to talk about it?”

“”S not gonna be alright,” he mumbled. “He’s dead.”

He felt Muir tense up, but he didn’t stop rubbing Joseph’s back. “I know, I’m really sorry.”

Joseph let out a shuddering sigh, simply letting Muir quietly comfort him. “I don’t know what I’m going to do.”

“You don’t have to. Not right now. Right now, it’s enough to just grieve. I know losing a bondmate is painful, even if I can’t really understand it.”

Joseph nodded before peeling himself away from Muir, scrubbing his face. 

“Are you going to be okay?” Muir asked.

Joseph just nodded so Muir turned off the hazard lights, signaled, and got back on the road. It was dark now, and Joseph was so tired he just laid his head against the window and let the rattle of the road bruise his head repeatedly. 

Joseph was asleep by the time Muir pulled into his driveway. He got out and went to the passenger seat, opening the door quickly and propping up Joseph to keep him from falling on the pavement. The vampire slept like a dead thing as Muir closed the car door with his hip and walked up the steps to the house. 

After some awkward shuffling, he managed to unlock the door and step inside. He walked through the house to his bedroom where he set the vampire on his bed. He coaxed the blankets over him and went back to the front door to lock it. 

After a quick snack and a shower, he got ready for bed and slept on the couch in the living room. 

………………………………………………..

Joseph woke in a comfortable bed wrapped in blankets that smelled enough like Muir to tell him that Muir had given his bed up to Joseph. He sighed, pressing his face into the pillow for a moment before rolling over and out of the bed. 

He poked his head out into the hall, looking around. There was another room set up with a desk and walls lined with cork board, though only one was in use. He soon found the bathroom and cleaned up before going to the living room. 

Muri laid on the couch, bundled in blankets and snoring very softly. Joseph hummed and decided to make breakfast. 

There wasn’t much in the kitchen and he ended up just improvising with some quick oats and eggs, as well as getting some coffee ready. 

He heard Muir wake up and smiled when he heard Muir’s small confused noise when he smelled food. 

He stumbled in, wearing sweatpants and a blanket cape as Joseph turned, scooting a plate of food across the island to him. 

“Got the coffee started a bit late but it should be done in a mo.”

“Thanks,” Muir said, surprised. 

“You're welcome. And no offense, but do you live on oatmeal, eggs, and canned chili?”

“Er, no. I tend to grab food while I’m working,” he said, fishing a fork out of the dishwasher and sitting on one of the stools to eat. 

Joseph rolled his eyes and sat down next to him once the coffee was done. Muir took the coffee eagerly, taking a sip and closing his eyes in delight. They ate in silence for a minute before Muir said, “So I guess this means you want me to buy more food.”

Joseph snorted. “Yes. You’ll end up with kidney stones if you keep eating like you are.”

Muir shook his head and downed his coffee. “Alrighty, then. I’d better go get ready.”

“Kay,” Joseph said, enjoying his breakfast a bit more slowly. 

When Muir came back, he was dressed in his uniform and ready to go. “I left a note on the computer with the password. Feel free to surf the web while I’m gone. Just remember-”

“The meeting at 2:00. I got it,” Joseph said, putting the dishes in the sink while he unloaded the dishwasher. 

“Yup. I might stop by on one of my breaks, but we’ll see.”

“Alright. See ya.”

“Bye.”

The door closed, the key scraped in the lock, and Joseph was alone. 

Joseph stood in the kitchen, his heart pounding in his throat as the silence pressed in on him. Silence like silver. 

He shook his head. He was not interested in having another breakdown today. Not right now. He was going to hold it together and if he needed to cry himself to sleep that night, then by the stars he would cry himself to sleep. 

He rifled through the kitchen, putting things away as he went along until he’d taken care of the dishes. He loaded the new ones into the dishwasher and closed it. 

He supposed the next thing he could do would be to catch up on what he’d missed. 

He went to the room with the cork board walls, glancing at the images and notes tacked there. It was a missing person’s case about a little girl. He hummed, looking at the little girl’s face. Did anyone look for him and David like this? Did someone in the world string up their names and faces, staring at them in the hopes that it would provide some clue?

Joseph shrugged off the image and sat at the computer, typing in the string of letters and numbers from the sticky note and opening up the search engine. 

He stared at the blinking bar for a moment, uncertain of what he should do before he started pulling up the social media accounts he’d had and opening them up to see what there was to see. 

Joseph: @not-a-space-alien @why-not-ask-me-a-better-question

From Dust to Ashes: @writereleaserepeat @currentlyinthespiral

Part 6

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[thornilee013]

WIP Wednesday 3.1.2024

First of @/kedreeva's WW project for me for this year! Woo!

As always, feel free to send in multiple requests, even if it's for the same draft! But keep in mind that that's just how I operate and not part of the official WW rules/etiquette! (aka please don't assume everyone is as desperate as me)

Anyway, for those of you who are new to the rodeo,

Here’s how WW works: In a reblog of this post (so people can find you in the notes) or new thread (w/ rules attached) if you want to play on your own, post up to five (5) filenames of your WIPs; not titles, file names. Post a snippet from one of them. Snippet must be words you wrote in the last 7 days. We’re posting progress here. If you haven’t made any, go make some and come back to play! After you’ve posted, people can send you an ask with one of your file names. You must then write 3 sentences in that file. If the filename is one you can't share from (for example, an event or gift fic), write 3 sentences on it anyway, and then 3 more on another to share. That’s it! You can invite others to join in, or just post. I���ll be searching the reblogs to find people to send asks to! If you’re reading this, you’re invited! If you see someone posting a WIP Wednesday Game snippet, send them an ask! Make them write.

Here is what I have to offer this week:

1. Baby Jean 2. TLC 3. 101 Ways not to Say I Do 4. Needle AU

Below the cut: a snippet from my Silly Little Jean Moreau Fic! (a continuation of the last installment from WW)

A pause settled into the space between them. It was a necessary lull in their conversation as what Betsy said truly sank into place in Jean’s mind. How I wish it was as easy as fixing something, he thought with a sigh. Weld the cracks and replace the worn and ragged pieces, and get rid of the rusty and broken pieces. But if it were truly so easy, he would have already done it by then. He was the last person on the planet who wanted him to be dealing with these kinds of emotions and thoughts. But he could only play the game of life with the cards he was dealt.

[lovemesomesurveys]

Would you rather visit The Eiffel Tower or the Egyptian Pyramids? I’d love to go to Paris. 

Would you be surprised if your most recent ex called you tonight? I would be completely shocked and caught off guard to say the least. I wouldn’t answer, but I would definitely be trippin’ out. 

Do you need to lose or gain weight? I need to gain some weight cause I’m too underweight. I’ve made improvement since my hospital stay last year and the things I’ve been doing since then, but it’s still not enough. 

Do you think you have a disorder but haven’t been properly diagnosed yet? I’ve wondered that often. 

What is the population of the city you live in? I’m not checking.

How many pairs of jeans do you own? I don’t even remember to be honest cause I haven’t worn jeans in years. I want to say less than a handful?

When did you last vacuum your room? My mom did a few days ago.

Have you ever put on or lost a significant amount of weight? I lost a significant amount of weight, which was due to some health things but also caused health issues and made existing ones worse. 

On a scale of 1-5, how often do you curse? I’d say like a 3.

What is the worst thing you’ve ever smelled? Old food/garbage makes me sick. Like even food that’s been left out over night.... *barf* For example, I love pesto but smelling it leftover from the night before and if there’s dirty dishes from it still will have me G A G G I N G. 

What’s your favorite social media platform? Tumblr. 

Name someone with brown eyes. I do.

Do you know what your next injection will be? I need to get some bloodwork done soon. 

Does anyone call you darling? If so who? No.

If you had to have a cartoon character tattooed to you what would it be? Maybe Eeyore. 

You have to dye your hair two colours, what do you choose? I’d love to just dye it red, though. 

If you could would you look at your future self? I’m terrified to see my future. 

Who was your first serious relationship? I haven’t had a serious relationship. 

If you had to cut a parent out of your life who would you cut out? I wouldn’t. 

If you had to get a piercing right now what would you get done? I kinda want a nose piercing. 

Who is the #1 person/thing in your life? My loved ones.

What are two things you wish you never did? Neglected my health and being so irresponsible. 

Would you rather have three personal wishes or world peace? I might have to go with the 3 personal wishes...

What were/is your high school colors? --

When someone sneezes, do you say “Bless you,” or “God Bless you?” I say, “bless you.”

Do you ever look at someone cute, and automatically make a move? Ha, uh no. Never. 

What are two things you are excited to do in the near future? I don’t have any upcoming plans. 

Do you live in a house, apartment, or another type of arrangement? I live in a house. 

Are you one of those people who like to spell out numbers? >> I don't have a set preference, I just do whatever feels good in the moment  <<< Same, but if it’s at the start of a sentence I’ll always spell it out. 

Who was the last person (if anyone) you said Happy Birthday to? My dad.

Do you have Photoshop? If so, how often a day do you use it? No, not anymore. I had it several years ago. 

Do you watch any shows that you know your parents wouldn’t approve of? I don’t think so. Also, a lot of the shows I watch, my mom watches as well. 

Leggings with denim shorts; yes or no? I don’t care.

Do you plan your meals in any way? I pretty much eat the same stuff. 

Were you in the scouts when you were young? Yes, I was a Girl Scout.

How many people could sleep in your home? (Not counting floor space; beds and couches only) Like 6 I guess, but it’d be really cramped. We’re already 4 adults in a 2-bedroom. 

Have you ever made a hole-in-one at mini-golf? I’ve only kinda played as a kid and I don’t recall if I made a hole-in-one, but I highly doubt it.

What genre was the last song you listened to? Who provided the vocals? I forget what the last song I listened to was at the moment. 

If an ex said they hated you, what would you say? I’d just wonder, pfft wtf. Why do you have such intense negative feelings toward me like that, wtf did I do? I probably wouldn’t say anything to their face cause I wouldn’t want to get into it, but I’d definitely be trippin out. I don’t have the energy or desire to actually do anything about it, though.

What would you do if you found out your most recent ex was in a relationship? I mean, seeing him with someone might give me a tinge of that punch to the stomach feeling. It’s been SO long, and I’ve definitely moved on longgggg ago, but even still I might feel a little something. He’s not into social media, so he very rarely posts anything and if he does post photos they’re of other things. 

Truthfully, is there someone you used to date that you miss? I miss Ty.

If you could go forward in time and see your life 5 years from now, what would you hope to see? I mean, obviously I hope that I would be doing at least decently better and able to do things/travel. 

Are you more comfortable with men or women? It depends on the person. You just vibe with someone or you don’t.

Who came over last? My aunt.

Has one of your friends ever tried to “hook you up?” Yes. That’s how the whole Joseph thing started. Points for you if you were there during that time... yikes.

What is your card game of choice? Apples to Apples and Cards Against Humanity. 

What is your favourite books series? Ooh, I have several. 

If you eat oatmeal, do you add water or milk to it and what’s your favorite flavor? I add condensed milk to it. So. Good. 

Was the last video you watched on YouTube a music video and if not, what was it of? No, I’m watching a vlog. Has anyone you know personally ever won the lottery and if so, how much did they win and would you or have you ever played the lottery? No and yes, I have. 

What was the last thing someone has sincerely thanked you for? Ummm.

What band, celebrity, etc. do you know the most information about and who would you like to learn more about? I don’t keep up with celebrity gossip nearly as much as I used to, but still a decent amount and know some stuff. 

[survey--s]

518.

1 - When was the last time you met someone for the first time? It was probably when I met Sarah, one of Oakley’s owners. That was ages ago now though, I don’t really tend to meet new people lol.

2 - What’s the longest amount of time you’ve gone without bathing? Just over 48 hours when I’ve travelled to Australia. It was grim but unless we had a long stopover somewhere, I didn’t have any choice lol.

3 - Have you ever cooked with crab or lobster? Could you ever bring yourself to kill a live lobster/crab? No, I’m not really into cooking - I could probably do it though, I’m not particularly squeamish about where my food comes from.

4 - What’s your favourite font? What size and colour do you prefer to use when you’re doing surveys? I like Tahoma size 10 or 12, with black colour.

5 - Have your clothing choices changed since COVID hit and you started to stay at home more? Yeah, I wear leggings a lot more now - in fact I couldn’t tell you the last time I wore jeans lol. I also changed jobs just about when COVID hit and I wear leggings to work everyday too. 6 - When was the last time you went through a drive-through? Uhh, about eighteen months ago lol. We don’t have any drive-thrus anywhere near here.

7 - Which fast food restaurant do you go to the most? What do you tend to order when you go there? Just the local chip shop as we don’t have any chain restaurants nearby. I tend to get chips with cheese and gravy, plus a side order of onion rings. 

8 - Do you own any plaid/flannel shirts? Yeah, one but I haven’t worn it for a long time.

9 - If you eat it, how do you like your steak cooked? What sauces and sides do you like to get with it? If you’re vegetarian, what would you have instead of a steak dinner? Rare please, with garlic fries, mushrooms and onion rings on the side.

10 - Are there any foods and drinks you only have around Christmas? Baileys and full roast dinners.

11 - Does it bother you when dogs jump up at you? Does it bother you less if it’s a smaller dog? It depends. I work with dogs and they all jump all over me when I go and collect them lol. But I wouldn’t appreciate being jumped on by a random dog in the park as I don’t know whether they’re friendly or not. I also hate it when big dogs jump up, mainly because it’s really painful lol.

12 - What kind of animal did you touch last? Was this animal one of your pets? A cat, and yes, his name is Purrlock and he’s eight.

13 - Which colour do you prefer, red or blue? It depends on what shade we’re talking about.

14 - How would you describe your sense of humour? Have you ever offended someone when you were only joking? Dry, dark and sarcastic and yes, definitely lol.

15 - When was the last time you cried - what caused it? I can’t remember the last time I cried.

16 - What’s your favourite flavour of potato chip? Salt and vinegar or cheese.

17 - Do you have a lot of artwork around your house? What kind of art? No. We have a few paintings and a couple of prints but that’s it.

18 - When you paint your nails, what kind of colours do you tend to go for? I haven’t painted my nails in years.

19 - Do you prefer fruit or vegetable juice? What kind of flavours do you like? Fruit, for sure. I like apple, orange (no bits), grape or pineapple the most.

20 - What’s the weather doing where you are? Is that typical for this time for this time of year? It’s raining which is pretty typical for any time of year in England lol.

21 - Who was the last person you spoke to on the phone? How did you meet this person? Helen and she’s a client I met through another client, lol. I look after her cats for her while she’s away and she was just confirming this weeks’ job.

22 - Are you eating or drinking anything right now? I have a can of Pepsi Max nearby.

23 - Who was your first celebrity crush? Which celebrity do you like now? Josh Hartnett and Michael Owen. Nowadays I like Johnny Depp and Matt le Blanc.

24 - When was the last time you went to Starbucks? What did you get? Uhhh, about eighteen months ago as we don’t have one anywhere near here. I don’t remember what drink I got either, probably a flavoured latte of some kind.

25 - Do you have a credit card? How much money do you owe on there? Yes, around 2k.

26 - What colours have you dyed your hair in the past? What kind of colours would you like to dye it in the future? Various shades of red and brown, as well as pink, purple and blonde.

27 - What’s your favourite Christmas movie? When was the last time you watched it? Elf, The Grinch (the Jim Carrey one), Love Actually - I watch them all every year.

28 - What’s your favourite brand and flavour of ice-cream or frozen yoghurt? I actually really like Tesco own brand stuff lol. They do an amazing coconut and passionfruit flavour, or a coffee one too.

29 - When was the last time you visited the dentist? December.

30 - What time do you consider to be too early to go to bed and to get up in the morning? When was the last time you went to bed/got up at those times? I’m happy to go to bed anytime lol, I love being in bed even if I’m not going to sleep. I have to get up anywhere between 6am-8am for work, so anything before that is a bit painful lol. I was up at 7am on Friday and in bed by 9pm last Thursday.

[cleverhottubmiracle]

As we embrace the final stretch of winter, staying stylish while preparing for the transition to spring is key. I don’t know about you, but I love a listicle. Give me a Top Five or Top Ten list any day of the week. I love, love, love lists! So I thought I would share my 10 Must-Have Wardrobe Staples for Late Winter ‘cuz we haven’t broken up with Old Man Winter yet. Don’t worry if you’re looking for warm-weather clothes I have not one but two trips to Florida on the books this month, so I will be sharing What I Packed. And if you’re interested in Packing Lists, Curated Reading Lists, or more in-depth content (I have a video series in the making about The Foundations of Ageless Style), please check out our Exclusive Membership, which also includes ad-free blog posts. But I digress; building a versatile wardrobe filled with late-winter essentials can help you stay comfortable and chic during this tricky season. Here are ten must-have wardrobe staples for late winter 2025 that will elevate your style and keep you prepared for unpredictable weather. 1. Tailored Blazer A tailored blazer is the ultimate layering piece for late winter. Whether worn over a cozy turtleneck or a lightweight blouse, it adds structure and polish to any outfit. Opt for neutral tones like camel or gray for maximum versatility. 1. Veronica Beard “Miller Dickey” Blazer ⭐ Why It’s Great: A classic with a modern twist, this structured blazer features sharp tailoring and can be customized with interchangeable dickeys.💰 Investment Piece 2. J.Crew “Regent” Blazer ⭐ Why It’s Great: Timeless and sophisticated, this blazer has a standing collar and a slightly fitted silhouette, making it perfect for layering. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Talbots “Seasonless Wool Blazer” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A classic, versatile blazer designed for year-round wear with impeccable tailoring. 💰 Mid-Range Price 2. Ankle Boots Ankle boots are a functional and stylish choice for the season. Look for pairs with sturdy soles and water-resistant materials to navigate wet or snowy conditions with ease. 1. Everlane “The Glove Boot” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A sleek, sock-like fit that hugs the ankle, making it perfect for wearing with jeans or dresses. Plus, it’s sustainably made. 💰 Mid-Range Price 2. Blondo “Dagger Waterproof Bootie” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A stylish yet functional bootie with a comfortable block heel and waterproof protection. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 3. Sam Edelman “Paige Ankle Boot” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Classic and comfortable with a low heel, this bootie pairs well with both casual and dressier looks. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Cashmere or Silk Scarf A cashmere scarf not only keeps you warm but also adds a touch of luxury to your outfit. Choose classic patterns like houndstooth or plaid for a timeless appeal. 4. Wool Coat A high-quality wool coat is a wardrobe staple that never goes out of style. This season, oversized and double-breasted styles are particularly on-trend. 1. Max Mara “Manuela Icon Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A luxurious, timeless wrap coat made from pure camel hair, known for its impeccable tailoring and durability. 💰 Luxury Price 2. J.Crew “Chateau Wool-Blend Parka” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A stylish, feminine coat with a flattering A-line shape and warm Thinsulate lining—great for everyday wear. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Reiss “Teddi Wool Blend Longline Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A sleek, modern coat with clean lines and a structured fit—ideal for layering over both casual and dressy outfits. 💰 Mid-Range to High-End 4. Abercrombie & Fitch “Wool-Blend Dad Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A trendy oversized coat with a masculine-inspired cut that still looks polished and sophisticated. 💰 Price: Under $250 5. Chunky Knit A chunky knit sweater is perfect for layering during chilly days. Pair it with jeans for a casual look or wear it over a dress for added warmth. 6. Dark Rinse Jeans Dark-wash jeans are a versatile wardrobe staple that pairs well with both casual and polished looks. Opt for straight-leg or boot-cut styles for a modern silhouette. 7. Leather Tote Bag A leather tote bag is both functional and stylish, offering ample space for your essentials. Choose a classic black or brown design for a timeless accessory. 8. Layering Turtleneck Turtlenecks are essential for layering in late winter. Look for lightweight, breathable fabrics that can be worn under blazers, sweaters, or dresses. 1. Everlane “The Pima Micro-Rib Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A soft, stretchy, and breathable turtleneck made from premium pima cotton—great for layering. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 2. J.Crew “Tissue Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Lightweight, ultra-soft, and perfect for layering under blazers, sweaters, or coats. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 3. Uniqlo “Heattech Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: An affordable, heat-retaining turtleneck that’s ultra-thin yet warm—perfect for layering in colder months. 💰 Budget-Friendly 4. J.McLauglin “Signature Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Its streamlined silhouette pairs effortlessly with both professional and casual attire, making it a versatile wardrobe staple. 💰 Price: Mid-Range to Luxury 9. Statement Belt A statement belt is an easy way to add definition to your outfit. Use it to cinch oversized blazers or dresses for a flattering silhouette. 1. Gucci GG Marmont Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Features the iconic double G hardware that instantly elevates any look. 💰 Price: Luxury 2. Anthropologie Metallic Waist Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Offers a bold metallic finish that adds shine and flair to both casual and evening looks. 💰 Price: Mid-Range 3. Versace Medusa Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Bold design featuring the signature Medusa head emblem, making a striking statement. 💰 Price: Luxury 4. Coach Signature Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Showcases the iconic Coach details—whether it’s a subtle logo or signature hardware—that adds an instant dose of sophistication. 💰 Price: Mid-Range 10. Weather Resistance Trenchcoat A trench coat is the perfect outer layer for unpredictable weather. Opt for a water-resistant version with a detachable liner to stay comfortable as temperatures fluctuate. 1. Burberry Kensington Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: An iconic piece of British fashion, the Kensington features a classic double-breasted design, signature check lining, and an adjustable belt for a tailored fit. 💰 Price Range: Luxury 2. London Fog Iconic Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: A practical yet stylish option, this trench coat offers the classic design and functionality of traditional outerwear at a more accessible price point. 💰 Price Range: Mid-Range 3. Mango Belted Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: Perfect for those seeking a contemporary twist on a classic, this trench features a streamlined silhouette with a statement belt detail. 💰 Price Range: Affordable to Mid-Range 4. J.Crew Classic Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: Combines timeless design with premium materials and impeccable tailoring. 💰 Price Range: Affordable to Mid-Range Closing Thoughts Building a wardrobe with these ten staples will ensure you’re ready to face late winter in style. These versatile pieces are designed to transition seamlessly into early spring, making them smart investments for 2025. Don’t forget to accessorize with your favorite jewelry, hats, and gloves to add a personal touch to your outfits! If you haven’t signed up for the Style at a Certain Age newsletter, what are you waiting for?! Sign up for the newsletter today and receive a free Denim Guide. Happy Sunday, gang! About The Author Beth Djalali is the Founder and CEO of Style at a Certain Age. She writes Sundays-Fridays on all topics ranging from fashion, health, wellness, home design and more. She’s 66, 5’8, and size 8. Source link

[norajworld]

As we embrace the final stretch of winter, staying stylish while preparing for the transition to spring is key. I don’t know about you, but I love a listicle. Give me a Top Five or Top Ten list any day of the week. I love, love, love lists! So I thought I would share my 10 Must-Have Wardrobe Staples for Late Winter ‘cuz we haven’t broken up with Old Man Winter yet. Don’t worry if you’re looking for warm-weather clothes I have not one but two trips to Florida on the books this month, so I will be sharing What I Packed. And if you’re interested in Packing Lists, Curated Reading Lists, or more in-depth content (I have a video series in the making about The Foundations of Ageless Style), please check out our Exclusive Membership, which also includes ad-free blog posts. But I digress; building a versatile wardrobe filled with late-winter essentials can help you stay comfortable and chic during this tricky season. Here are ten must-have wardrobe staples for late winter 2025 that will elevate your style and keep you prepared for unpredictable weather. 1. Tailored Blazer A tailored blazer is the ultimate layering piece for late winter. Whether worn over a cozy turtleneck or a lightweight blouse, it adds structure and polish to any outfit. Opt for neutral tones like camel or gray for maximum versatility. 1. Veronica Beard “Miller Dickey” Blazer ⭐ Why It’s Great: A classic with a modern twist, this structured blazer features sharp tailoring and can be customized with interchangeable dickeys.💰 Investment Piece 2. J.Crew “Regent” Blazer ⭐ Why It’s Great: Timeless and sophisticated, this blazer has a standing collar and a slightly fitted silhouette, making it perfect for layering. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Talbots “Seasonless Wool Blazer” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A classic, versatile blazer designed for year-round wear with impeccable tailoring. 💰 Mid-Range Price 2. Ankle Boots Ankle boots are a functional and stylish choice for the season. Look for pairs with sturdy soles and water-resistant materials to navigate wet or snowy conditions with ease. 1. Everlane “The Glove Boot” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A sleek, sock-like fit that hugs the ankle, making it perfect for wearing with jeans or dresses. Plus, it’s sustainably made. 💰 Mid-Range Price 2. Blondo “Dagger Waterproof Bootie” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A stylish yet functional bootie with a comfortable block heel and waterproof protection. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 3. Sam Edelman “Paige Ankle Boot” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Classic and comfortable with a low heel, this bootie pairs well with both casual and dressier looks. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Cashmere or Silk Scarf A cashmere scarf not only keeps you warm but also adds a touch of luxury to your outfit. Choose classic patterns like houndstooth or plaid for a timeless appeal. 4. Wool Coat A high-quality wool coat is a wardrobe staple that never goes out of style. This season, oversized and double-breasted styles are particularly on-trend. 1. Max Mara “Manuela Icon Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A luxurious, timeless wrap coat made from pure camel hair, known for its impeccable tailoring and durability. 💰 Luxury Price 2. J.Crew “Chateau Wool-Blend Parka” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A stylish, feminine coat with a flattering A-line shape and warm Thinsulate lining—great for everyday wear. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Reiss “Teddi Wool Blend Longline Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A sleek, modern coat with clean lines and a structured fit—ideal for layering over both casual and dressy outfits. 💰 Mid-Range to High-End 4. Abercrombie & Fitch “Wool-Blend Dad Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A trendy oversized coat with a masculine-inspired cut that still looks polished and sophisticated. 💰 Price: Under $250 5. Chunky Knit A chunky knit sweater is perfect for layering during chilly days. Pair it with jeans for a casual look or wear it over a dress for added warmth. 6. Dark Rinse Jeans Dark-wash jeans are a versatile wardrobe staple that pairs well with both casual and polished looks. Opt for straight-leg or boot-cut styles for a modern silhouette. 7. Leather Tote Bag A leather tote bag is both functional and stylish, offering ample space for your essentials. Choose a classic black or brown design for a timeless accessory. 8. Layering Turtleneck Turtlenecks are essential for layering in late winter. Look for lightweight, breathable fabrics that can be worn under blazers, sweaters, or dresses. 1. Everlane “The Pima Micro-Rib Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A soft, stretchy, and breathable turtleneck made from premium pima cotton—great for layering. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 2. J.Crew “Tissue Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Lightweight, ultra-soft, and perfect for layering under blazers, sweaters, or coats. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 3. Uniqlo “Heattech Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: An affordable, heat-retaining turtleneck that’s ultra-thin yet warm—perfect for layering in colder months. 💰 Budget-Friendly 4. J.McLauglin “Signature Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Its streamlined silhouette pairs effortlessly with both professional and casual attire, making it a versatile wardrobe staple. 💰 Price: Mid-Range to Luxury 9. Statement Belt A statement belt is an easy way to add definition to your outfit. Use it to cinch oversized blazers or dresses for a flattering silhouette. 1. Gucci GG Marmont Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Features the iconic double G hardware that instantly elevates any look. 💰 Price: Luxury 2. Anthropologie Metallic Waist Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Offers a bold metallic finish that adds shine and flair to both casual and evening looks. 💰 Price: Mid-Range 3. Versace Medusa Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Bold design featuring the signature Medusa head emblem, making a striking statement. 💰 Price: Luxury 4. Coach Signature Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Showcases the iconic Coach details—whether it’s a subtle logo or signature hardware—that adds an instant dose of sophistication. 💰 Price: Mid-Range 10. Weather Resistance Trenchcoat A trench coat is the perfect outer layer for unpredictable weather. Opt for a water-resistant version with a detachable liner to stay comfortable as temperatures fluctuate. 1. Burberry Kensington Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: An iconic piece of British fashion, the Kensington features a classic double-breasted design, signature check lining, and an adjustable belt for a tailored fit. 💰 Price Range: Luxury 2. London Fog Iconic Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: A practical yet stylish option, this trench coat offers the classic design and functionality of traditional outerwear at a more accessible price point. 💰 Price Range: Mid-Range 3. Mango Belted Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: Perfect for those seeking a contemporary twist on a classic, this trench features a streamlined silhouette with a statement belt detail. 💰 Price Range: Affordable to Mid-Range 4. J.Crew Classic Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: Combines timeless design with premium materials and impeccable tailoring. 💰 Price Range: Affordable to Mid-Range Closing Thoughts Building a wardrobe with these ten staples will ensure you’re ready to face late winter in style. These versatile pieces are designed to transition seamlessly into early spring, making them smart investments for 2025. Don’t forget to accessorize with your favorite jewelry, hats, and gloves to add a personal touch to your outfits! If you haven’t signed up for the Style at a Certain Age newsletter, what are you waiting for?! Sign up for the newsletter today and receive a free Denim Guide. Happy Sunday, gang! About The Author Beth Djalali is the Founder and CEO of Style at a Certain Age. She writes Sundays-Fridays on all topics ranging from fashion, health, wellness, home design and more. She’s 66, 5’8, and size 8. Source link

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As we embrace the final stretch of winter, staying stylish while preparing for the transition to spring is key. I don’t know about you, but I love a listicle. Give me a Top Five or Top Ten list any day of the week. I love, love, love lists! So I thought I would share my 10 Must-Have Wardrobe Staples for Late Winter ‘cuz we haven’t broken up with Old Man Winter yet. Don’t worry if you’re looking for warm-weather clothes I have not one but two trips to Florida on the books this month, so I will be sharing What I Packed. And if you’re interested in Packing Lists, Curated Reading Lists, or more in-depth content (I have a video series in the making about The Foundations of Ageless Style), please check out our Exclusive Membership, which also includes ad-free blog posts. But I digress; building a versatile wardrobe filled with late-winter essentials can help you stay comfortable and chic during this tricky season. Here are ten must-have wardrobe staples for late winter 2025 that will elevate your style and keep you prepared for unpredictable weather. 1. Tailored Blazer A tailored blazer is the ultimate layering piece for late winter. Whether worn over a cozy turtleneck or a lightweight blouse, it adds structure and polish to any outfit. Opt for neutral tones like camel or gray for maximum versatility. 1. Veronica Beard “Miller Dickey” Blazer ⭐ Why It’s Great: A classic with a modern twist, this structured blazer features sharp tailoring and can be customized with interchangeable dickeys.💰 Investment Piece 2. J.Crew “Regent” Blazer ⭐ Why It’s Great: Timeless and sophisticated, this blazer has a standing collar and a slightly fitted silhouette, making it perfect for layering. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Talbots “Seasonless Wool Blazer” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A classic, versatile blazer designed for year-round wear with impeccable tailoring. 💰 Mid-Range Price 2. Ankle Boots Ankle boots are a functional and stylish choice for the season. Look for pairs with sturdy soles and water-resistant materials to navigate wet or snowy conditions with ease. 1. Everlane “The Glove Boot” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A sleek, sock-like fit that hugs the ankle, making it perfect for wearing with jeans or dresses. Plus, it’s sustainably made. 💰 Mid-Range Price 2. Blondo “Dagger Waterproof Bootie” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A stylish yet functional bootie with a comfortable block heel and waterproof protection. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 3. Sam Edelman “Paige Ankle Boot” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Classic and comfortable with a low heel, this bootie pairs well with both casual and dressier looks. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Cashmere or Silk Scarf A cashmere scarf not only keeps you warm but also adds a touch of luxury to your outfit. Choose classic patterns like houndstooth or plaid for a timeless appeal. 4. Wool Coat A high-quality wool coat is a wardrobe staple that never goes out of style. This season, oversized and double-breasted styles are particularly on-trend. 1. Max Mara “Manuela Icon Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A luxurious, timeless wrap coat made from pure camel hair, known for its impeccable tailoring and durability. 💰 Luxury Price 2. J.Crew “Chateau Wool-Blend Parka” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A stylish, feminine coat with a flattering A-line shape and warm Thinsulate lining—great for everyday wear. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Reiss “Teddi Wool Blend Longline Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A sleek, modern coat with clean lines and a structured fit—ideal for layering over both casual and dressy outfits. 💰 Mid-Range to High-End 4. Abercrombie & Fitch “Wool-Blend Dad Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A trendy oversized coat with a masculine-inspired cut that still looks polished and sophisticated. 💰 Price: Under $250 5. Chunky Knit A chunky knit sweater is perfect for layering during chilly days. Pair it with jeans for a casual look or wear it over a dress for added warmth. 6. Dark Rinse Jeans Dark-wash jeans are a versatile wardrobe staple that pairs well with both casual and polished looks. Opt for straight-leg or boot-cut styles for a modern silhouette. 7. Leather Tote Bag A leather tote bag is both functional and stylish, offering ample space for your essentials. Choose a classic black or brown design for a timeless accessory. 8. Layering Turtleneck Turtlenecks are essential for layering in late winter. Look for lightweight, breathable fabrics that can be worn under blazers, sweaters, or dresses. 1. Everlane “The Pima Micro-Rib Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A soft, stretchy, and breathable turtleneck made from premium pima cotton—great for layering. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 2. J.Crew “Tissue Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Lightweight, ultra-soft, and perfect for layering under blazers, sweaters, or coats. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 3. Uniqlo “Heattech Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: An affordable, heat-retaining turtleneck that’s ultra-thin yet warm—perfect for layering in colder months. 💰 Budget-Friendly 4. J.McLauglin “Signature Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Its streamlined silhouette pairs effortlessly with both professional and casual attire, making it a versatile wardrobe staple. 💰 Price: Mid-Range to Luxury 9. Statement Belt A statement belt is an easy way to add definition to your outfit. Use it to cinch oversized blazers or dresses for a flattering silhouette. 1. Gucci GG Marmont Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Features the iconic double G hardware that instantly elevates any look. 💰 Price: Luxury 2. Anthropologie Metallic Waist Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Offers a bold metallic finish that adds shine and flair to both casual and evening looks. 💰 Price: Mid-Range 3. Versace Medusa Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Bold design featuring the signature Medusa head emblem, making a striking statement. 💰 Price: Luxury 4. Coach Signature Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Showcases the iconic Coach details—whether it’s a subtle logo or signature hardware—that adds an instant dose of sophistication. 💰 Price: Mid-Range 10. Weather Resistance Trenchcoat A trench coat is the perfect outer layer for unpredictable weather. Opt for a water-resistant version with a detachable liner to stay comfortable as temperatures fluctuate. 1. Burberry Kensington Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: An iconic piece of British fashion, the Kensington features a classic double-breasted design, signature check lining, and an adjustable belt for a tailored fit. 💰 Price Range: Luxury 2. London Fog Iconic Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: A practical yet stylish option, this trench coat offers the classic design and functionality of traditional outerwear at a more accessible price point. 💰 Price Range: Mid-Range 3. Mango Belted Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: Perfect for those seeking a contemporary twist on a classic, this trench features a streamlined silhouette with a statement belt detail. 💰 Price Range: Affordable to Mid-Range 4. J.Crew Classic Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: Combines timeless design with premium materials and impeccable tailoring. 💰 Price Range: Affordable to Mid-Range Closing Thoughts Building a wardrobe with these ten staples will ensure you’re ready to face late winter in style. These versatile pieces are designed to transition seamlessly into early spring, making them smart investments for 2025. Don’t forget to accessorize with your favorite jewelry, hats, and gloves to add a personal touch to your outfits! If you haven’t signed up for the Style at a Certain Age newsletter, what are you waiting for?! Sign up for the newsletter today and receive a free Denim Guide. Happy Sunday, gang! About The Author Beth Djalali is the Founder and CEO of Style at a Certain Age. She writes Sundays-Fridays on all topics ranging from fashion, health, wellness, home design and more. She’s 66, 5’8, and size 8. Source link

[chilimili212]

As we embrace the final stretch of winter, staying stylish while preparing for the transition to spring is key. I don’t know about you, but I love a listicle. Give me a Top Five or Top Ten list any day of the week. I love, love, love lists! So I thought I would share my 10 Must-Have Wardrobe Staples for Late Winter ‘cuz we haven’t broken up with Old Man Winter yet. Don’t worry if you’re looking for warm-weather clothes I have not one but two trips to Florida on the books this month, so I will be sharing What I Packed. And if you’re interested in Packing Lists, Curated Reading Lists, or more in-depth content (I have a video series in the making about The Foundations of Ageless Style), please check out our Exclusive Membership, which also includes ad-free blog posts. But I digress; building a versatile wardrobe filled with late-winter essentials can help you stay comfortable and chic during this tricky season. Here are ten must-have wardrobe staples for late winter 2025 that will elevate your style and keep you prepared for unpredictable weather. 1. Tailored Blazer A tailored blazer is the ultimate layering piece for late winter. Whether worn over a cozy turtleneck or a lightweight blouse, it adds structure and polish to any outfit. Opt for neutral tones like camel or gray for maximum versatility. 1. Veronica Beard “Miller Dickey” Blazer ⭐ Why It’s Great: A classic with a modern twist, this structured blazer features sharp tailoring and can be customized with interchangeable dickeys.💰 Investment Piece 2. J.Crew “Regent” Blazer ⭐ Why It’s Great: Timeless and sophisticated, this blazer has a standing collar and a slightly fitted silhouette, making it perfect for layering. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Talbots “Seasonless Wool Blazer” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A classic, versatile blazer designed for year-round wear with impeccable tailoring. 💰 Mid-Range Price 2. Ankle Boots Ankle boots are a functional and stylish choice for the season. Look for pairs with sturdy soles and water-resistant materials to navigate wet or snowy conditions with ease. 1. Everlane “The Glove Boot” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A sleek, sock-like fit that hugs the ankle, making it perfect for wearing with jeans or dresses. Plus, it’s sustainably made. 💰 Mid-Range Price 2. Blondo “Dagger Waterproof Bootie” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A stylish yet functional bootie with a comfortable block heel and waterproof protection. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 3. Sam Edelman “Paige Ankle Boot” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Classic and comfortable with a low heel, this bootie pairs well with both casual and dressier looks. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Cashmere or Silk Scarf A cashmere scarf not only keeps you warm but also adds a touch of luxury to your outfit. Choose classic patterns like houndstooth or plaid for a timeless appeal. 4. Wool Coat A high-quality wool coat is a wardrobe staple that never goes out of style. This season, oversized and double-breasted styles are particularly on-trend. 1. Max Mara “Manuela Icon Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A luxurious, timeless wrap coat made from pure camel hair, known for its impeccable tailoring and durability. 💰 Luxury Price 2. J.Crew “Chateau Wool-Blend Parka” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A stylish, feminine coat with a flattering A-line shape and warm Thinsulate lining—great for everyday wear. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Reiss “Teddi Wool Blend Longline Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A sleek, modern coat with clean lines and a structured fit—ideal for layering over both casual and dressy outfits. 💰 Mid-Range to High-End 4. Abercrombie & Fitch “Wool-Blend Dad Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A trendy oversized coat with a masculine-inspired cut that still looks polished and sophisticated. 💰 Price: Under $250 5. Chunky Knit A chunky knit sweater is perfect for layering during chilly days. Pair it with jeans for a casual look or wear it over a dress for added warmth. 6. Dark Rinse Jeans Dark-wash jeans are a versatile wardrobe staple that pairs well with both casual and polished looks. Opt for straight-leg or boot-cut styles for a modern silhouette. 7. Leather Tote Bag A leather tote bag is both functional and stylish, offering ample space for your essentials. Choose a classic black or brown design for a timeless accessory. 8. Layering Turtleneck Turtlenecks are essential for layering in late winter. Look for lightweight, breathable fabrics that can be worn under blazers, sweaters, or dresses. 1. Everlane “The Pima Micro-Rib Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A soft, stretchy, and breathable turtleneck made from premium pima cotton—great for layering. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 2. J.Crew “Tissue Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Lightweight, ultra-soft, and perfect for layering under blazers, sweaters, or coats. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 3. Uniqlo “Heattech Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: An affordable, heat-retaining turtleneck that’s ultra-thin yet warm—perfect for layering in colder months. 💰 Budget-Friendly 4. J.McLauglin “Signature Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Its streamlined silhouette pairs effortlessly with both professional and casual attire, making it a versatile wardrobe staple. 💰 Price: Mid-Range to Luxury 9. Statement Belt A statement belt is an easy way to add definition to your outfit. Use it to cinch oversized blazers or dresses for a flattering silhouette. 1. Gucci GG Marmont Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Features the iconic double G hardware that instantly elevates any look. 💰 Price: Luxury 2. Anthropologie Metallic Waist Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Offers a bold metallic finish that adds shine and flair to both casual and evening looks. 💰 Price: Mid-Range 3. Versace Medusa Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Bold design featuring the signature Medusa head emblem, making a striking statement. 💰 Price: Luxury 4. Coach Signature Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Showcases the iconic Coach details—whether it’s a subtle logo or signature hardware—that adds an instant dose of sophistication. 💰 Price: Mid-Range 10. Weather Resistance Trenchcoat A trench coat is the perfect outer layer for unpredictable weather. Opt for a water-resistant version with a detachable liner to stay comfortable as temperatures fluctuate. 1. Burberry Kensington Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: An iconic piece of British fashion, the Kensington features a classic double-breasted design, signature check lining, and an adjustable belt for a tailored fit. 💰 Price Range: Luxury 2. London Fog Iconic Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: A practical yet stylish option, this trench coat offers the classic design and functionality of traditional outerwear at a more accessible price point. 💰 Price Range: Mid-Range 3. Mango Belted Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: Perfect for those seeking a contemporary twist on a classic, this trench features a streamlined silhouette with a statement belt detail. 💰 Price Range: Affordable to Mid-Range 4. J.Crew Classic Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: Combines timeless design with premium materials and impeccable tailoring. 💰 Price Range: Affordable to Mid-Range Closing Thoughts Building a wardrobe with these ten staples will ensure you’re ready to face late winter in style. These versatile pieces are designed to transition seamlessly into early spring, making them smart investments for 2025. Don’t forget to accessorize with your favorite jewelry, hats, and gloves to add a personal touch to your outfits! If you haven’t signed up for the Style at a Certain Age newsletter, what are you waiting for?! Sign up for the newsletter today and receive a free Denim Guide. Happy Sunday, gang! About The Author Beth Djalali is the Founder and CEO of Style at a Certain Age. She writes Sundays-Fridays on all topics ranging from fashion, health, wellness, home design and more. She’s 66, 5’8, and size 8. Source link

[oliviajoyice21]

As we embrace the final stretch of winter, staying stylish while preparing for the transition to spring is key. I don’t know about you, but I love a listicle. Give me a Top Five or Top Ten list any day of the week. I love, love, love lists! So I thought I would share my 10 Must-Have Wardrobe Staples for Late Winter ‘cuz we haven’t broken up with Old Man Winter yet. Don’t worry if you’re looking for warm-weather clothes I have not one but two trips to Florida on the books this month, so I will be sharing What I Packed. And if you’re interested in Packing Lists, Curated Reading Lists, or more in-depth content (I have a video series in the making about The Foundations of Ageless Style), please check out our Exclusive Membership, which also includes ad-free blog posts. But I digress; building a versatile wardrobe filled with late-winter essentials can help you stay comfortable and chic during this tricky season. Here are ten must-have wardrobe staples for late winter 2025 that will elevate your style and keep you prepared for unpredictable weather. 1. Tailored Blazer A tailored blazer is the ultimate layering piece for late winter. Whether worn over a cozy turtleneck or a lightweight blouse, it adds structure and polish to any outfit. Opt for neutral tones like camel or gray for maximum versatility. 1. Veronica Beard “Miller Dickey” Blazer ⭐ Why It’s Great: A classic with a modern twist, this structured blazer features sharp tailoring and can be customized with interchangeable dickeys.💰 Investment Piece 2. J.Crew “Regent” Blazer ⭐ Why It’s Great: Timeless and sophisticated, this blazer has a standing collar and a slightly fitted silhouette, making it perfect for layering. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Talbots “Seasonless Wool Blazer” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A classic, versatile blazer designed for year-round wear with impeccable tailoring. 💰 Mid-Range Price 2. Ankle Boots Ankle boots are a functional and stylish choice for the season. Look for pairs with sturdy soles and water-resistant materials to navigate wet or snowy conditions with ease. 1. Everlane “The Glove Boot” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A sleek, sock-like fit that hugs the ankle, making it perfect for wearing with jeans or dresses. Plus, it’s sustainably made. 💰 Mid-Range Price 2. Blondo “Dagger Waterproof Bootie” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A stylish yet functional bootie with a comfortable block heel and waterproof protection. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 3. Sam Edelman “Paige Ankle Boot” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Classic and comfortable with a low heel, this bootie pairs well with both casual and dressier looks. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Cashmere or Silk Scarf A cashmere scarf not only keeps you warm but also adds a touch of luxury to your outfit. Choose classic patterns like houndstooth or plaid for a timeless appeal. 4. Wool Coat A high-quality wool coat is a wardrobe staple that never goes out of style. This season, oversized and double-breasted styles are particularly on-trend. 1. Max Mara “Manuela Icon Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A luxurious, timeless wrap coat made from pure camel hair, known for its impeccable tailoring and durability. 💰 Luxury Price 2. J.Crew “Chateau Wool-Blend Parka” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A stylish, feminine coat with a flattering A-line shape and warm Thinsulate lining—great for everyday wear. 💰 Mid-Range Price 3. Reiss “Teddi Wool Blend Longline Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A sleek, modern coat with clean lines and a structured fit—ideal for layering over both casual and dressy outfits. 💰 Mid-Range to High-End 4. Abercrombie & Fitch “Wool-Blend Dad Coat” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A trendy oversized coat with a masculine-inspired cut that still looks polished and sophisticated. 💰 Price: Under $250 5. Chunky Knit A chunky knit sweater is perfect for layering during chilly days. Pair it with jeans for a casual look or wear it over a dress for added warmth. 6. Dark Rinse Jeans Dark-wash jeans are a versatile wardrobe staple that pairs well with both casual and polished looks. Opt for straight-leg or boot-cut styles for a modern silhouette. 7. Leather Tote Bag A leather tote bag is both functional and stylish, offering ample space for your essentials. Choose a classic black or brown design for a timeless accessory. 8. Layering Turtleneck Turtlenecks are essential for layering in late winter. Look for lightweight, breathable fabrics that can be worn under blazers, sweaters, or dresses. 1. Everlane “The Pima Micro-Rib Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: A soft, stretchy, and breathable turtleneck made from premium pima cotton—great for layering. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 2. J.Crew “Tissue Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Lightweight, ultra-soft, and perfect for layering under blazers, sweaters, or coats. 💰 Affordable to Mid-Range 3. Uniqlo “Heattech Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: An affordable, heat-retaining turtleneck that’s ultra-thin yet warm—perfect for layering in colder months. 💰 Budget-Friendly 4. J.McLauglin “Signature Turtleneck” ⭐ Why It’s Great: Its streamlined silhouette pairs effortlessly with both professional and casual attire, making it a versatile wardrobe staple. 💰 Price: Mid-Range to Luxury 9. Statement Belt A statement belt is an easy way to add definition to your outfit. Use it to cinch oversized blazers or dresses for a flattering silhouette. 1. Gucci GG Marmont Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Features the iconic double G hardware that instantly elevates any look. 💰 Price: Luxury 2. Anthropologie Metallic Waist Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Offers a bold metallic finish that adds shine and flair to both casual and evening looks. 💰 Price: Mid-Range 3. Versace Medusa Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Bold design featuring the signature Medusa head emblem, making a striking statement. 💰 Price: Luxury 4. Coach Signature Belt ⭐ Why It’s Great: Showcases the iconic Coach details—whether it’s a subtle logo or signature hardware—that adds an instant dose of sophistication. 💰 Price: Mid-Range 10. Weather Resistance Trenchcoat A trench coat is the perfect outer layer for unpredictable weather. Opt for a water-resistant version with a detachable liner to stay comfortable as temperatures fluctuate. 1. Burberry Kensington Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: An iconic piece of British fashion, the Kensington features a classic double-breasted design, signature check lining, and an adjustable belt for a tailored fit. 💰 Price Range: Luxury 2. London Fog Iconic Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: A practical yet stylish option, this trench coat offers the classic design and functionality of traditional outerwear at a more accessible price point. 💰 Price Range: Mid-Range 3. Mango Belted Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: Perfect for those seeking a contemporary twist on a classic, this trench features a streamlined silhouette with a statement belt detail. 💰 Price Range: Affordable to Mid-Range 4. J.Crew Classic Trench Coat ⭐ Why It’s Great: Combines timeless design with premium materials and impeccable tailoring. 💰 Price Range: Affordable to Mid-Range Closing Thoughts Building a wardrobe with these ten staples will ensure you’re ready to face late winter in style. These versatile pieces are designed to transition seamlessly into early spring, making them smart investments for 2025. Don’t forget to accessorize with your favorite jewelry, hats, and gloves to add a personal touch to your outfits! If you haven’t signed up for the Style at a Certain Age newsletter, what are you waiting for?! Sign up for the newsletter today and receive a free Denim Guide. Happy Sunday, gang! About The Author Beth Djalali is the Founder and CEO of Style at a Certain Age. She writes Sundays-Fridays on all topics ranging from fashion, health, wellness, home design and more. She’s 66, 5’8, and size 8. Source link

[tinyangelll]

i did in fact just purge for the first time. i told myself i wouldn’t get this deep into the obsession but here i am. i’ve been doing so well lately, constantly hearing how good i look and feeling amazing about myself. i’m finally thin again. i’ve lost so much that all of my clothes are so baggy on me that they look terrible, so today i wore a pair of jeans i haven’t worn for almost 5 years. i went out with a friend to get drinks tonight. after i left i thought some taco bell would be okay. i haven’t had it in months and it’s my favorite, and i’ve been doing so well i thought mentally i would be okay with it. i was wrong. as soon as i took my last bite i started panicking. i didn’t know what else to do and thought about how disgusting i would feel about myself in the morning. so bloated and fat. so, i grabbed my toothbrush and sat my fat ass in front of the toilet and made myself throw it back up. it wasn’t pretty and it honestly took a lot of work to make it happen, but it was worth it. but i don’t think i got it all, or even half of it, so i’m still feeling really bad about myself. i wish i wouldn’t have gotten the food in the first place. i would’ve woken up so proud of myself that i didn’t give in to the cravings. now i’ll wake up feeling disgusting and ashamed. maybe that’s what i need to feel so i’ll never eat it again, i guess.