#I haven’t had a crush in so long

[golden1u5t]

chat i have a crush…. like a real life crush and she’s literally consuming my mind.

[placid-styles]

god i seriously cant stop thinking about her i want her so bad like i need help

[alexxxx-ithymia]

I think I have a crush (and I’m hesitant to call it that because I don’t wanna get my hopes up) and this is the only place I can talk about it because he’s in all of my close friends lists everywhere else

And I still think Vanessa isn’t fully on board with it so I can’t talk to her about it either. I tried the other day and she didn’t seem as interested as she is in anything else I usually share with her. It’s not like he’s a bad guy because she thinks of him like her little brother. I think she’s wary of the fact that I’m such a sensitive, lover girl and he’s had to do a lot of emotional growth over the past couple years and she’s VERY protective of me

But yeah, I think I have a crush on Sam and we’ve been friends for years. Our whole foundation is built on hyping each other up and making each other blush and it’s really cute. We have a very on and off flirtatious type of relationship and we’ve brought up going on a date for years but we live in different states now and he was in a toxic relationship before so it never happened. The other day he told me to let him know when I’d be in nyc again and he’ll clear his schedule for me and omgggg 🥰🥰🥰 That made me feel some type of way (in a good way) So I told him I love a man of his word because he still wants to take me out all these years later and he hearted that message. Another day, I complimented his outfit and he told me to stop rizzing him up and I told him he hasn’t even see me try yet. So he said he’s waiting for it and I told him I can’t have him falling in love over 900 miles away. He hearted the message and said that’s something he would say. And just idkkkk I love this banter and I’m all giggly and I feel like a teenager again

But also, I’m so annoyed because me?? Being all giddy over a man??? Me anticipating a man’s attention??? 🤮

Pero like, I can’t stop thinking about him and the potential this could have when I move to his state. (I’m moving for work, not for him. He’s just a bonus) But again, I don’t wanna get my hopes up because we’re adults and shit happens. Especially because he almost got into a relationship recently but it fell through. I have to keep telling myself to just let things happen and enjoy this for what it is

[napping-sapphic]

Ughhhh i miss being in love with someone i miss having a crush on someone i miss random flirting with people like what am i even supposed to be obsessed with rn?? job hunting?? car hunting?? my TAXES??

[wikiangela]

being a bi girl is like: do i have a crush on this girl or do i think she's really cool and pretty in a platonic way 🤔

[lilacxquartz]

How long will Chasing Humanity be?

i’m not entirely sure, but because it is a crime thriller with a lot of potential, i would like to try and make it into a true long fic, so i’ll aim for a minimum of 25 chapters as a baseline!

[mataurin]

so riddler is a personal fav of mine (like everyone else ikik) but i’d love to see your design of him if you have one? tysm💕💕💕

I also love the riddler!!! I’ve never actually drawn him, so I don’t have much opinion on his design (although, as with most of them, btas holds a special place), but I remember forever ago on deviantart there was someone who drew him in riddler themed pajamas doing the morning crossword, and I found it so charming that it has been since stuck in my head as the ultimate depiction

[celestie0]

yaaalllllll there’s this cute guy that might be starting at the place i work soon 🤭 i only saw him in passing cuz he was here for an interview but my PI said he will most likely hire him so 🌝

god pls make this man single n not a horrendous person🧎🏻‍♀️ for i may have to pursue

[scratxhed-cd]

I’m gonna be pathetic real quick,

[blueberryspyder]

I need fancams of Josh Hutcherson as Mike Schmitt from the FNAF movie YESTERDAY, WHERE are the vids of this SAD, PATHETIC MAN

[lovebugcody]

i know it’s sad and pathetic but also having a crush is nice so i’m going to revel in the soft he makes me feel ☺️

[honeysucks]

UPDATE

ok so update on the crush situation… i asked him out and he saaaaaid

🥁🥁🥁

“i don’t really do dates. i don’t really do relationships actually”

slaaaaaay

imma kms

@mangoshorthand

[rosicheeks]

🤔

[glitt-erm]

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[loverworm]

i need to have a crush on a girl again i think my brain is rotting from crushing on guys.

[loveandpeaceanddoughnuts]

oblivious!Nanami who cannot fathom that you’d like him back let alone want him so you’re forced to get more and more obvious with your flirting.

oblivious!Nanami who you bring a coffee one morning, his name on the paper sleeve surrounded by little hearts. he doesn't even look at the cup, just gulps down the scalding coffee and thanks you quietly.

"You're very kind. I needed the caffeine."

oblivious!Nanami who drives you home when you miss the train, but politely declines your offer to come up for tea because he knows you have an early shift the next day.

“I couldn’t possibly, but thank you.”

oblivious!Nanami who is way too nice about receiving your “drunk texts”, telling you to forget the whole thing and that there’s nothing to be embarrassed about.

“Ah, I believe you’ve texted the wrong person. I’ll delete these. Have a fun night.”

oblivious!Nanami who agrees to come over to help you paint above your kitchen cabinets because he’s your tallest friend, who blushes at your jokes about him “falling for you” while you hold the ladder steady but doesn’t play along.

“Don’t worry, I have excellent balance.”

oblivious!Nanami who tells himself that it’s perfectly normal for you to take your top off and finish painting in a sports bra, because it’s just so hot in your house.

“Of course, I don’t mind. It is quite warm.”

oblivious!Nanami who goes home and touches himself to the thought of you, to the idea of how close you’d been, how little you’d been wearing.

“She’s so beautiful, so sweet, fuck, fuck…”

oblivious!Nanami who pictures your face when he comes into his fist, who cleans himself up guiltily and avoids you at work for the whole next week in self-imposed punishment.

“Good afternoon. Excuse me. Thank you.”

oblivious!Nanami who bites his tongue to keep from confessing when you ask him if he likes anyone, if he has a type.

“I, ah, I’m single, yes. I don’t exactly have a type.”

oblivious!Nanami whose heart sinks when you tell him that you have a crush on someone, who has to clench his fists in his pockets when you gush about them.

“I’m sure they’re wonderful. They’re a lucky person.”

oblivious!Nanami who feels the knife twist as you assure him that they are, that they’re handsome and kind and funny and brilliant, but way out of your league.

“I’m sure that’s not true. You’re all that and more.”

oblivious!Nanami who shakes his head in disbelief when you tell him that you don’t think they feel the same way, because you’ve dropped about a million hints and they haven’t ever reciprocated.

“That sounds frustrating. Maybe you should just tell them how you feel. At least then you’d know.”

oblivious!Nanami who thinks he’s dreaming when you lean in and press a soft, sweet kiss to his cheek, when you say that that’s very good advice, when you take his hand.

“It’s you, Kento. It’s always been.”

oblivious!Nanami who can’t hold back from kissing you, pulling you into a breathless embrace, murmuring against your lips.

“It can’t be, so long, I never imagined…”

oblivious!Nanami who lies awake in bed beside you, his mind replaying all the signals he had missed or chosen not to believe.

oblivious!Nanami who promises to make up for lost time, and never lets you doubt his love again.