#golden1u5t

[golden1u5t]

clingy | s.r x fem!reader

ꨄ requested: anonymous

ꨄ genre: fluff

ꨄ summary: you knew spencer was clingy, he's always been, but it intensifies after being prison.

"where are you going?" spencer's voice was full of sleep as he spoke. you were sure he was fully asleep and thought you were in the clear to get out of bed but apparently the slightly bit of movement had him awake and alert. you wanted to go get a glass of water but with how attached to you spencer's been lately, you wanted to get him to sleep first.

you didn't have a problem with him being attached to your hip, per se, but you figured it would be nice to have a moment alone, even if it was only for a few minutes. you knew why he was so clingy and it's sure to pass when he gets back in the routine of being back at home, so for now you'll let him hold onto you and you'll give up your personal space until he's back to normal.

"i'm just going to get a glass of water, baby. do you want to come with me?" it was a stupid question, really, since you already knew he was come with you whether you invited him or not.

spencer didn't verbally answer you, opting to nod his head and get out of bed. he attached himself to you almost immediately, wrapping his arm around yours and trailing behind you all the way to the kitchen. when you made it into the kitchen spencer leaned against the counter while you fixed your drink.

of course though, the second you were done and ready to go back to bed his arm was back around you.

[golden1u5t]

the need is strong 😣😣

The incontrollable feminine urge to peg Spencer, while praising the hell out of him. But in the same time wanting to get railed by him. Damn I need switch!Spencer in my life and bed.

[pastanest]

Spencer Reid - Recommendations

figured it was about time I started one of these after reading Spencer content for…God knows how many years?? will update this as and when I find new fics that ruin me!

(I made this in November 2023 and forgot to post it so apologies if some fics are gone x)

> fluff (f) angst (a) suggestive/smut (s)

Imagines:

(f) Babied by @reiderwriter - in this house we love a wholesome age gap fic

(f/s) do you believe me now? by @nereidprinc3ss - we just know he talks you through it like we KNOW this but this is ??? pure poetry. it is written so well I cannot believe

(s) Fixated by @reiderwriter - Spencer Reid is a munch confirmed

(f) Date? Date! by @foxy-eva - as far as I’m concerned this literally happened like are you joe king this is so CATEGORICALLY him being ????????!!!!!!!!!!!????????

(s) Need by @thankyouivy - Spencer Reid is a munch and it’s cannon

(s) Slick Tongue by @thankyouivy - Spencer Reid is a munch carnally

(s) Serene Queen by @de4dlyniightshade - Spencer Reid is a munch, biblically accurate

(s) Let Me Love You by @strawbeerossi - Spencer is a munch and beloved I cannot look you in the eyes after this one it is so…

(f) GirlDad!Reid gets out of prison by @inkdrinkerworld - before you ask no it isn’t my daddy issues talking (yes it is) but this made me cry

(s) Not So Innocent by @golden1u5t - this feels so canon to me I cannot express it enough this should be a gospel passage

(s) Relief by @strawbeerossi - bro. this one. WHEW.

(s) Dark Desires by @incognit0slut - listennnnnn. if anyone’s gonna be on this list it’s GONNA be the queen herself. this awakened things in me I’m not comfortable admitting online thank you

(f/s) Begging by @crypticreid - every time I think abt this one my reaction is the same as it was in my initial reblog

(s) Pent Up by @reiderwriter - I’ll be so real with you I don’t even have the words for this one

(s) Boots by @violentdelightsandviolentends - save a horse ride a cowboy’s boots

(s) Angry Frat-Boy-Hair Reid by @reiderwriter - it does what it says on the tin and I’m the tin

(s) relax by @nereidprinc3ss - omg, the soft!dom nature of it all is just…the dialogue in this is so…

(f/s) seeing stars by @reiderwriter - me personally I love a cheeky bit of non!virgin shrimp reid being all sweet n just WHEW LORD

(s) Whiny And Spoiled by @nereidprinc3ss - munch reid is so canon it’s not funny anymore ENUFF

(f/s) angel by @rreids - this is the most canon soft-intimate thing I’be read of Spencer imo like when that man gains confidence THIS IS WHAT HE IS LIKE it is written in the bible

Blurbs:

(s) Practising Munch by @phefics - Spencer being a DEDICATED munch from the get go 🫡

(f) Gently by @lovers-rck - this is so cute gtfo

(s) Mommy by @tenpintsof-sundrop - usually I’d die on the hill of Spencer being a top but this changed my brain chemistry actually

[incognit0slut]

🌸Lou’s Reading List🌸

To celebrate reaching a milestone of 6k (how did that happen??), I'm doing something different! I usually write something special for these occasions, but this time, I want to share some of my favorite fics. I've received so much love and support from so many of you, and I hope you'll give the same amount of love to these talented writers too.

Disclaimer; This list is just my personal preference of stories I’ve read recently or in the past. You can check each author’s masterlist for more of their amazing works!

ANGST

We can't be friends, but I'd like to just pretend by @aliteralsemicolon To lean on you by @lavenderspence Post Mortem by @actually-safer-to-kiss Crossed off, Third by @mindfullycriminal Spencer grieves your death by @mandarinmoons Epiphany by @pathologicalreid Say don't go by @mrs-weasley-reid No second chances by @spencerreiddddd His sunshine by @rreids

(I don’t read much angst I’m so sorry)

FLUFF

Take my breath away by @atlabeth In every other life by @irndad You’re too sweet for me by @januaryembrs Reader admires Spencer, Spencer comforts reader by mandarinmoons Spencer makes you fluster by @avis-writeshq Where's my wife by @reiderwriter Slumber party by @nereidprinc3ss Hold you by @radioactiveinvisible In sickness and in health by pathologicalreid Love like the sea by @rynwritesreid 24 hours by @radiant-reid I'd wait for you by @unseededtoast Innate response by @reidsdaisies Candles by @icarryitin Cute, outrage genius by lavenderspence Wingwoman by @basketonthedoorstepofthefbi Love drunk by @dr-spencer-reids-queen

SMUT (18+, MDNI)

Rumoured Nights by @fortheloveofwonderland Dailing up for trouble, Check your window by @reidmotif Trophy wife, Headache relief by @gubsbuubs Flashed by @sinfulspencer Bringing your work with you by pathologicalreid There are ways to visit heaven without dying by @faunalune Good luck by @luveline Elixir by @foxy-eva Vegas Redemption by @stairain Safe and sound by @little-miss-dilf-lover Malicious Compliance by aliteralsemicolon Love bites by @spencerreidenjoyer Light of the morning by nereidprinc3ss A little less conversation by @springtyme Lingerie, hot tub by @golden1u5t Feverish by @reidsdimples Wine or wine out by @reidrum Dirty impulses by @minswriting Two sides of the same coin by @reids-slut

And while you’re at it, please take the time to check this Palestine Masterpost🇵🇸 and share as much information as you can. Posting on what is occurring right now will not ruin your aesthetic. I promise.

If you can reblog a good story, you can definitely reblog about the genocide too.

[dullwaterlily]

🌷 𝐬𝐩𝐞𝐧𝐜𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐢𝐝 🌷 ~ 𝘧𝘪𝘤 𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘴

~ 𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘱𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘺 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @pathologicalreid

spencer reid x reader , angst , hurt/comfort

~ 𝘪𝘵'𝘴 𝘯𝘰𝘵 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @dreamsontheirway

spencer reid x reader , angst+fluff , hurt/comfort

~ 𝘨𝘪𝘳𝘭𝘧𝘳𝘪𝘦𝘯𝘥 𝘪𝘯𝘵𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘶𝘱𝘵𝘦𝘥 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @actually-safer-to-kiss

spencer reid x reader , fluff , hurt/comfort

~ 𝘴𝘦𝘹 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘣𝘦𝘢𝘤𝘩 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @g1rld1ary

spencer reid x bartender!reader , fluff , first meeting

~ 𝘳𝘦𝘲𝘶𝘦𝘴𝘵 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @luveline

spencer reid x hotchner!reader , fluff+angst

~ 2𝘹12 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @corrodedcoffins-blog

spencer reid x morgon!reader , fluff

~ 𝘭𝘦𝘮𝘰𝘯 𝘴𝘩𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘴 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @h2des

spencer reid x autistic reader , fluff

~ 𝘤𝘳𝘺𝘱𝘵𝘪𝘤 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @pathologicalreid

spencer reid x reader , hurt/comfort , fluff , cryptic pregnancy

~ 𝘤𝘢𝘯 𝘺𝘰𝘶 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘦 𝘨𝘦𝘵 𝘮𝘦? ~ 𝐛𝐲 @pathologicalreid

spencer reid x reader , angst , hurt/comfort

~ 𝘵𝘪𝘦 𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘦 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @mariasont

spencer reid x bimbo!receptionist!reader , fluff

~ 𝘺𝘰𝘶𝘳𝘴 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @day-dreamed

spencer reid x reader , angst+fluff

~ 𝘵𝘳𝘰𝘭𝘭 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @anothermansjeans

spencer reid x youtuber!reader , fluff

~ 𝘴𝘭𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘩𝘦 𝘫𝘦𝘵 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @golden1u5t

spencer reid x reader , fluff

~ 𝘴𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘵𝘴𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘵 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @day-dreamed

spencer reid x reader , fluff

~ 𝘤𝘳𝘶𝘴𝘩𝘦𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘭𝘯𝘶𝘵𝘴 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @snixkers

spencer reid x reader , angst , no happy ending

~ 𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘧𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @lis-likes-fics

spencer reid x adhd!reader , fluff

~ 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @inkdrinkerworld

post prison!spencer reid x sunshine!reader , fluff

~ 𝘧𝘪𝘷𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘳𝘵𝘺 𝘈𝘔 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @greywritesthings

spencer reid x reader , fluff

~ 𝘥𝘦𝘢𝘭 𝘸𝘪𝘵𝘩 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @sincerelybubbles

spencer reid x reader , angst

~ 𝘱𝘢𝘳𝘵 𝘵𝘸𝘰 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @sincerelybubbles

spencer reid x reader , angst+fluff

~ 𝘴𝘵𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘴𝘵𝘪𝘤𝘴, 𝘳𝘶𝘣𝘪𝘹 𝘤𝘶𝘣𝘦𝘴 , 𝘢𝘯𝘥 𝘸𝘢𝘪𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘳𝘰𝘰𝘮𝘴 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @the-guilty-writer

spencer reid x autistic!daughter!reader

~ 𝘱𝘳𝘰𝘵𝘦𝘤𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘧𝘳𝘰𝘮 𝘤𝘳𝘦𝘦𝘱𝘴 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @moonstruckme

spencer reid x reader , fluff

~ 𝘥𝘢𝘯𝘨𝘦𝘳𝘰𝘶𝘴 𝘴𝘪𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @moonstruckme

spencer reid x reader , fluff

~ 𝘴𝘢𝘷𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘦 ~ 𝐛𝐲 @miley1442111

spencer reid x reader , angst

make sure to support all these wonderful writers !!

💐💐

[golden1u5t]

thank you for tagging me!!

1. the greatest- lana del rey

2. million dollar baby- tommy richman

3. say yes- floetry

4. cinnamon girl- lana del rey

5. got it right- rod wave

6. i miss you- adele

7. from time- drake(feat jhené aiko)

8. i wish you loved me- tynisha keli

9. remember- jhené aiko

10. pretty when you cry- lana del rey

tagging: @nereidprinc3ss @ssahotchnerr @itsleilabxtch @hotchfiles @bunnylovesani (no pressure!!)

song tag game

fun tag game: shuffle your ‘on repeat’ playlist and list the first 10 songs that play, then tag 10 people.

The Four Horsemen - Metallica

Notorious - Duran Duran

Everlong - Foo Fighters

Under the Cherry Moon - Prince

If I Didn't Believe in You - The Last 5 Years OOBC

Favorite Toy - Jazmin Bean

Run to the Hills, Live at Dortmund - Iron Maiden

Englishmen in New York - Sting

Making Things up Again - Book of Mormon

Another Day, Live in Rome - Sting

tagging @sailor-kaiju, @fangbangerghoul, @aro-pancake, @beelzerog, @atonalginger, and whoever else would like to play

[reidmotif]

my fic + author recs!

i have been suuuper disgruntled by the fic community recently and how casually and thoughtlessly some fic writers/readers seem to be indirectly insulting people’s work. this community and its fics are so varied, and i think they deserve to be appreciated. which is why im reccing a bunch of my fav fics!! please give these writers sooo much love!!

(about all of my recs are nsfw, but some authors mentioned do have sfw fics. please explore and follow the warnings outlined for each fic!!)

“i know your wife and she wouldn’t mind” by @stairain

gotta start out with stairain. i would pretty much credit my whole desire to write fanfics to the fact that i religiously read their whole masterlist a summer ago. they are a fantastic writer, and i love how they captured spencer here. take a look!

“i want you” by @smurphyse

i HEAVILY recommend smurphyse as an author. their series, room 405 is probably one of my most reread fics ever. their threesome and foursome fics are beyond supreme. i love this one shot they’ve written, and i hope you guys do too!

“loverboy” by @sundrop-writes

while i dont think this person writes for cm anymore, their fics for it were fantastic. i love how they captured sub spencer, and i think this is one of my most reread fics ever.

“puppy eyes” by @misserabella

i am in looove with the way this person writes. while i dont have a link to it, “sick love” changed my brain chemistry. sub spencer save me sub spencer save me.

“summer of sin” by @mercy-burning

hoooly shit. if you know me, you’ll know i probably reccomend this fic to everyone i know. i just genuinely can’t say anything besides telling you with my whole heart to check it out. awesome way to close out your summer honestly.

i would love to write blurbs about my love for these fics for everyone, but i fear the post would become too longwinded. here are some links and authors i recommend just as enthusiastically as i did the others above.

@reiderwriter

@foxy-eva

@fortheloveofwonderland

@incognit0slut

@beelmons

@imagining-in-the-margins

@criminalmindzjunkie

@andiebeaword

@reidsrambles

@eideticmemory

@sinfulspencer

@wheelsup

@beautifulbrainrot

@moon-light-jukebox

@gubsbuubs

@minswriting

@golden1u5t

@ginkgo-phyta

@gubler-me-up

@reidbae

@crypticreid

“who’s counting” by @samuel-de-champagne-problems

“behave back there” by @writingmar

“mile high club” by @littlexdeaths

“next to you” by @zombiefiilm

“testing the limits” by @reidsdimples

“follow my lead” by @mismatched-sockss

“welcome home” by @spencerreidenjoyer

“incentive” by @reidslibrarybook

“the very first night” by @writer-in-theory

this request from @donald4spiderman

“malicious compliance” by @aliteralsemicolon

“all zipped up” by @ipseitydelrey

this request from @thedancingcostumeyoungadult

this request from @astrophileous

“scream for you” by @hornyhornyhimbos

“thin walls” by @byersbootyshorts

“just my type” by @reidgraygubler

welcome to the small blurb after where i say something that’s been bugging me. i think it’s corny to indirectly insult people’s work on here. i think it’s corny to imply a “correct” way to write a character, especially in terms of writing about a characters sex life, a sex life that has no canonical basis to it! (i am talking about spencer here, if it is not obvious). i think it’s thoughtless, arrogant and all around odd to engage with that type of behavior. the variety of fanfiction that exists here is such an awesome thing, and i think itd be so incredibly boring if we all thought the same thing and wrote the same thing about the same characters over and over again.

if you’re a writer and you’ve felt that your work has been unappreciated or rejected, or have read something that left you feeling off about your own work, i am very sorry. every contributor to this fandom is awesome. you deserve every flower ever. 🌷🌷🌷

and if you’re reading this and feel called out.. examine that! i make this post off of a general vibe i have examined in the past few weeks. there is no level of entitlement you hold that allows you to dictate how and what people should write.

i say these words with little malice. id like to hope everyone is capable of being a little better everyday, and i hope any amount of reflection can lead to that.

anyway, that’s all ❤️ baiiii enjoy reading!!!!!

[kaylasficrecs]

spencer reid recs - part 2

heartbeat | one shot, flangst | @theonewiththefanfics

red lipstick kisses | imagine, fluff | @ddejavvu

a real headscratcher | one shot, fluff | @bippot

fail an altercation | imagine, angsty flangst | @railingsofsorrow

11:34 pm | imagine, fluff | @morehotch

wingteam | imagine, fluff | @sailortongue

all you want to do is smooch | imagine, fluff | @tinyluvs

calls you a pet name | drabble, fluff | @moonstruckme

falling for you | imagine, fluff | @sofiareidings

we'll be alright | one shot, flangst (lots of angst) | @unseededtoast

you're on your own kid | imagine, flangst | deactivated blog

buried alive | series | @pathologicalreid

wrapped around your finger | imagine, angry fluff | @dr-spencer-reids-queen

incessant insomnia | imagine, flangst | @reiding-writing

things we bury | series | @parkerslatte

love potion | imagine, fluff | @foxy-eva

girlfriend interrupted | imagine, flangst, comfort | @actually-safer-to-kiss

dedicated to new lovers | series | @sweatervest-obsessed

a very strange night | series | @reidreaders

stick season pt 2 | two shot, angst | @sweatervest-obsessed

different kinds of nerds | imagine, fluff | @moonstruckme

sleeping on the jet | drabble, fluff | @golden1u5t

through a withdrawal | imagine, flangst, comfort | @reiderwriter

a secret from morgan | imagine, fluff | @tweedlydumbtweedlydoo

flustered with nicknames | imagine, fluff | @tweedlydumbtweedlydoo

sparks fly | series | @avis-writeshq

bookworms | drabble, fluff | @little-miss-dilf-lover

carriage six pt 2 | two shot, fluff | @avis-writeshq

secretly mine | imagine, fluff (some angst) | @actually-safer-to-kiss

the archer | one shot, angst | @pathologicalreid (tw)

that day in the café | imagine, flangst | @the-au-thor (tw)

coping mechanism | imagine, fluff | @veryberryjelly

secret's out | one shot, flangst | @the-bau-quinjet

broke my heart | one shot, flangst (more angst) | @darnittumbleweed

heart's desire | one shot, flangst | @waywardxrhea

roommate remembering his birthday | imagine, fluff | @luveline

shouldn't i want you? | imagine, flangst | @weird-is-life

rather ardently | one shot, angsty flangst | @reidscanehand

because i love you | imagine, flangst (more fluff) | @atlabeth

a shared heart | imagine, fluff | @benedictscanvas

epiphany | imagine, angst | @pathologicalreid (tw)

can you come get me? | one shot, angst | @pathologicalreid

galileo | series | @write-orflight

on your own pt 2 | two shot, angst | @g0dlyunsub

be my angel | imagine, flangst | @nereidprinc3ss

beach day pt 2 | two shot, fluff | @benevolentbones

in every other life | one shot, flangst (more fluff) | @irndad

forgiven | one shot, flangst | @reiding-writing

be so stupid | imagine, flangst | @mariasont

warm you | imagine, flangst | @g0dlyunsub

[mvkyis]

𝐌𝐚𝐤𝐬 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬! ౨ৎ

Spencer Reid

- “Couldn’t wait” @reidsdimples

- 187 @007reid

- “Glasses stay on” @golden1u5t

- no title @de4dlyniightshade

- “Safe by your side” @reidmania

- “With the lights off” @darkmatilda

Matt Sturniolo

- “obsessed” @submattenthusiast

- “Overstimulated” @evie-sturns

- “Enough” @evie-sturns

- “Better than cake” @bernardsbendystraws

- “Bratty Boy” @bernardsbendystraws

- “Cherry Candy” @onmykneesformatt

- “Shy Matt” @sturnioz

- Messages with bf Matt @sturniolosiphone

- “Matt being a perfect mess for you” @bernardsbendystraws

Chris Sturniolo

- “Texts with bf Chris” @sturn-saturn

- “Snaps with bf Chris” @b2cute

- “Boyfriend Chris texts” @bernardsbendystraws

- “Fresh Love” @clairomatt

- “New Magic Wand” - @cayleeuhithinknott

- “Bf!chris hc’s” - @sturnshood

- “You’re not stupid, baby” - @sturnschris

Tyler/Hansumfella

- “Just one more?” @hearts4golbach

- “Snaps from bf!Tyler” @tylurrs

- “Snaps from bf!Tyler pt.2” @tylurrs

- “Hansumfella x shy!reader” @piinksdoll

Percy Jackson

- “Neck Kisses” @satelitis

George Weasley

- “YOUVE CHOSEN: GEORGE WEASLEY” @moontopuff

- idk what to call this @nottsangel

Benoftheweek

- “Apple Cider” @st4rgzer

Random

- Harry Potter characters nsfw headcannons @sivyera

- “Just one more” (Bucky Barnes) @littlemelaninfics

Creds to all these writers, I love these posts sm!!

[readinglatenights]

I saw your looking for Spencer Reid fanfic reccomendations, can you share ones you’ve enjoyed I’m also looking for some recs? 😊

yessssss!!!! idk what specific fics you're into/what you've read, so i'm going to give basic but VERY necessary reads + my reviews off the top of my headd

Wlid nights, wild nights by persephonesgrace on Wattpad > JUST FINISHED READING THIS!! has jumped to my FAVORITE fanfic because of just how immersive and true to the characters it is. The story is something out of a real angsty romantic novel that you'd find at a book store. reader (Y/N) is an imperfect character that you just can't help but root for, and Spencer is written so perfectly. ALL OCS ARE ALSO VERY WELL WRITTEN AND COOL AF. You'll be left wanting more in the best way possible after finishing it.

Here to Misbehave by @imagining-in-the-margins on Ao3 (and tumblr) > age gap, but genuinely if you don't vibe with it, i highly reccomend this author!! such a great piece with a happy ending. also silly goofy meeting due to said age gap which i find funny af

Annoyance by Marli13 on Ao3 > SLOW BURN. ENEMIES TO LOVERS. HAPPY ENDING. I'M CRYING!!!!!!!!!!! She Has Found Me by dontkissthewriter on Ao3 > shorter fic that still sticks in my brain because I love the mutual pining. super sweet and spicy all at once that makes me kick my feet. some authors on tumblr i highly reccomend! - @reiderwriter - LOVED THEIR KINKTOBER - @golden1u5t - @fortheloveofwonderland - @reidsdaisies - @strawbeerossi - (their current story, August, is killing me.) - @reidmotif okay i can't think if any others right now... if you need more please ask me!!

[wecanstart-fresh2day]

Criminal Minds Recs ! !

Aaron Hotchner:

“Look at me” ! @basketonthedoorstepofthefbi

- fem reader ! - hurt/comfort

Ice Cold ! @em-prentiss

- bau reader ! - fluff

Spencer Reid:

Pure and applied chemistry ! @pathologicalreid

- biochemist reader! - fluff

YouTuber!reader master list ! @anothermansjeans

- YouTuber reader! - mix of fluff and hurt/comfort

Is it that obvious? @golden1u5t

- fem reader ! - fluff

Derek Morgan:

Love bug ! @astrophileous

- fem reader ! - mix of s/f/a - series

Team!:

Cowboy reader ! @ssa-atlas-alvez

- male reader ! - mix of fluff and angst - series -

Criminal minds masterlist ! @libraryofloveletters

- all fem reader ! - separate fics -

Some links have been removed since writers have deleted works or I can’t find them anymore

[golden1u5t]

sleeping on the jet | s.r x fem!reader

ꨄ requested: anonymous

ꨄ genre: fluff

ꨄ summary: you and spencer sleeping together on the jet

"Spence?" You whispered and lightly shook his shoulder. Spencer groaned but opened his eyes once his brain registered your voice, he hummed in response. "Can I lay with you? Those seats are getting uncomfortable."

You looked back at the seat on the jet, looking at the rest of your team members sleeping in them. Spencer nodded his head and lifted to blanket he was covered in so you could lay down. He made sure you were comfortable before wrapping his arm around you and pulling you into his chest, making sure you weren't laying on the edge. You both fell asleep pretty soon.

ーー

"Oh my god- they're sleeping together! Look at them!" Emily whisper-yelled. The rest of the team had waken up just a bit ago but they hadn't realized you and Spencer were lying together. "Quick, take a picture before they wake up!"

Derek scrambled to get his phone out and snap a picture of you and Spencer. He couldn't help but burst out laughing, which ultimately woke you and Spencer.

Once you both noticed Derek and Emily standing over you, you covered your faces immediately and groaned. Spencer put the blanket over his face and you pressed your head into his chest.

"And they said they were just friends." Emily snickered and walked off.

[itsleilabxtch]

Just some of my favorite blogs :)

@de4dlyniightshade : if you think that Spencer Reid is a whiny and whimpery baby boy with serious mommy issues. That amazing writer is gonna become one of your favorite. (They definitely became one of mine.) Honestly their writing style is amazing!

@incognit0slut : if you're more of a dom!Spencer enjoyer, you're gonna like that writer. And let's not forget the AI voice edit on tiktok goshhh (they definitely made me ruin my digital footprint) and I'm not the biggest dom!Spencer reader but you gotta give credit were it's due.

@golden1u5t : a bunch of little oneshots (smut and fluff) I've mostly seen sub!Spencer ones but there's also dom!Spencer. But that's not really important because I love their writing they have a masterlist go take a look and thank me later.

That's all for today. Bye-bye. (｡⁠◕⁠‿⁠◕⁠｡)

Look at him he's so cute like he's so boyfriend. Anyway I wanna eat him (⁠.⁠ ⁠❛⁠ ⁠ᴗ⁠ ⁠❛⁠.⁠)

[hotchfiles]

Saw ur post about ooc Hotch and people writing him so he says things he never would. So I wanted to ask you what fics or writers or blogs you think have some good in character

(Urs sound so good too I'm going to read through them all tonight)

🌸

THIS MADE ME VERY SHY THANK YOU SO MUCH IM GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET HIHIHIHIH

there's A LOT in my recs tag (i know shes a mess buut theres good stuff there) but from the absolute top of my head i will definitely go for:

@hardlyinteresting

@ssahotchnerr

@greg-montgomery

@hotchs-big-hands

@angellsell

@wheelsup30

@softhairedhotch

@ceriseswift

@golden1u5t

there's definitely more!! but these i keep up with more constantly!

[multi-fan-girlie]

Daisy (fluff) prompts!

35 dialogue prompts + 5 action

"your hands are warm"

"stay as long as you want"

"I love you more than i did yesterday"

"Don't say that, i love every minute with you"

"you're cute when your jealous"

"I'm on my way love"

"why cant we stay here forever?"

"Is that my shirt?"

"I'm here for you, always will be"

...on the bright side, we'll knew we can't cook next time"

"god, i miss you so much"

"you guys can stop hiding it now. we all saw you kissing"

" do you mind if i sleep here tonight?"

"did i ever tell you how much i love you?"

"We should just ditch them and have a night to ourselves"

"do you want to go on a date with me?"

" are you trying to ask me out right now?"

"I saw this at the store and thought it would be perfect for you"

"Shut up and kiss me already"

"is it bad that i really want to kiss you right now?"

"I want to start a family with you"

"Wait-you're pregnant?"

"Did you really get a kitten/puppy?"

"Can i kiss you?"

"I wish i could be with you every second of the day"

"s/he is so inlove with me" "no s/he's not."

"We can share the same bed. Its only for a few days right?"

"i just called to hear your voice"

"will you just stay with me?"

"We can't stay here forever" "why not?"

"You think im cute?"

"What? am i not allowed to look at you?"

"I'm so lucky to have you"

"I'm better with you"

"I have to go or I'll be late" "five more minutes is all i'm asking

Hugs: hugging and absentmindedly kissing their neck, resulting in mortification of one of them

Sleep: one accidently falling asleep on the other while watching a movie

Showering: showering together after a long day at work

Hands: holding hands in public

Resting: resting together and talking to each other before falling asleep

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i would like to say thank you to

@golden1u5t

for the prompts i honestly have been struggling to find prompt lists and i couldn't.

[lucreziaq2001]

•TV show: "Criminal minds".

•Content warnings: Mentions of a baby who died in his mother's womb around 37 weeks into the pregnancy, his mom going through the whole pregnancy without a partner or spouse by her side (by choice), her having to give birth to her son after having found out he had passed away, her having to leave him at the hospital and go back home, mentions of a baby's funeral, her feelings after the loss of her baby (grief, wanting to isolate from her friends and many others), her accepting to meet her friend's newborn baby, but entering into a delusion in which that child is her son, her baby watching over her from Heaven and praying she'll be okay one day and her finally letting out all her feelings with one of her two closest friends helping her.

•This One Shot is an AU in which JJ and Will's second baby didn't die and was born alive in mid 2011. I named her Margaret because Maggie, the name JJ said she would have given her in the show, is not a full name, it's more of a nickname and it is her nickname here too. Emily also didn't go through the "thing" with Ian Doyle and JJ didn't have to leave her team in this story.

•I know JJ and Will weren't married yet in 2011, but to make things easier for myself, I chose to refer to him as her husband, since that's what many people do in my country with live-in partners, mostly if they have kids together. I hope this doesn't bother you.

•I don't fully know how maternity leave works in the USA, especially for an FBI agent, so I made those details up. If you know more about this, feel free to correct me, though.

•I don't know if Emily was religious in "Criminal minds", but even not religious people say that their dead loved ones are in Heaven, so I used that word around the end of the story.

•Tags: @lex13cm, @golden1u5t, @arabellavernierwrites (who helped me write this a pretty long time ago), @asolitaryrose3, @oneshotnewbie, @whotfskai, @marril96, @babiebom.

Until they'd meet again

On July 5, 2011, her first day back at work after her five-weeks-long leave, when Emily Prentiss walked into the bullpen, the first thing she would have liked to do was scream as loud as she could.

Why?

Well, because not really knowing what to say to her, all her co-workers and friends just asked "Are you alright?".

What Emily would have wanted to say was "No, I'm not! Who the hell would be alright just one month after their baby's death?!?", but to avoid worrying her friends and most of all, knowing they wouldn't have been able to understand what she was going through, what she ended up telling them was just "Yes, I'm okay".

She knew they didn't believe her, also because she wasn't able to look them in the eye while saying that.

Most of them were FBI profilers, after all.

Analyzing human behavior was their job.

None of them pressured her to open up, though, and Emily was partly happy, partly annoyed by that.

Less than half an hour after she had arrived at the office, she was already convinced that the worst part of her day was going to be having to stay at work, around people who didn't know how to talk to her, but shot pity-filled looks at her every few minutes, while all she actually wanted to do was go back home, the only place were she would have been alone, lay in bed and just miss her baby boy.

Her beloved Isaac, whom she had gotten pregnant with thanks to a sperm donor, had died in her womb in late May of that year.

His mother had found out about that on May 28, exactly thirty-eight weeks into her -at least until then- healthy pregnancy.

Hearing her doctor say "I'm so sorry. There is no heartbeat" had been more devastating than anything she had ever been through to Emily, and finding out she still had to deliver her son was even harder.

After two days spent locked up in her apartment, mostly crying and staring mindlessly at the TV, in the late afternoon of May 30, Emily had gone to the hospital to give birth to her much loved and wanted little boy.

The next morning, at 10:40 am, Isaac William Prentiss had come into the world, lifeless, but still perfect in his mother's eyes.

For the next two days, Emily held him every second she could, trying to memorize every single one of his features, talking and singing to him and taking more pictures than she could have counted.

Then, the time had come to say goodbye, and leaving Isaac to the nurses while she went back home was one more heartbreak for her to deal with.

For almost five whole weeks, she stayed cooped up in her house, only going out on the day of Isaac's funeral and one evening because her friend Penelope had basically forced her to go out with her.

That night, Emily had just wanted to go home as soon as possible, but on her first day back at work, in spite of her still very present heartbreak, she craved nothing more than to have normalcy and a healthy routine again.

That was why, although it had only been a little over a month since her son had passed and she would have had the right to three more weeks of paid leave, she had insisted on returning to the bureau.

There, however, everyone was tip-toeing around her, going the extra mile to make sure everything within their job maintained some sense of balance.

The team was trying their hardest to provide stability to the grieving mother Emily now was.

The next day, however, their friend and co-worker JJ, who had given birth to her daughter Margaret just three weeks prior, had decided to come see them.

She hadn't brought the baby with her, but she knew she was going to have to bring her up at some point.

Everyone else on the team had already been to her house to meet little Margaret for the first time, and JJ was now nauseous at the idea of having to find a way to invite Emily's freshly broken heart.

"Emily" she said, tapping softly on the door to her friend's office "Can I talk to you real quick before I go back home?".

Hardly looking up from her papers, Emily nodded and just responded with "Of course".

JJ timidly entered the room, still unsure of how to say what she wanted to tell the older woman.

"I thought now would be a good time to talk to you about this. As you know, I just had a baby. If you refuse, I understand. I want you to do what's best for you now. Don’t feel pressured or think that you somehow have to spare my feelings in any way-" she started to explain, but Emily soon interrupted her.

"JJ" she told her "You can ask the question".

JJ swallowed intensely.

"Would you like to meet my daughter?" she then asked.

Even though she had given her friend permission to ask her that, when she heard those words, Emily felt like she had just been punched in the stomach.

She tried to hide the fact that that question had knocked the wind out of her, but even a brief mention of a baby was enough to send her back into the pit of despair she was actively trying to claw her way out of.

"I can’t wait" she still forced herself to say, giving JJ a half-fake smile.

She was genuinely happy for her, but also fighting a losing battle inside.

The idea of her friend's new baby stormed up inside Emily.

She remembered what it felt like to hold her little one for the first time, his soft skin, his tiny fingers and toes and his impossibly long eyelashes.

He was perfect, but no screams had come from him.

Unlike all the other babies there that day, he hadn't been born alive.

So much of Emily was happy that JJ was getting to experience becoming the mother of an alive baby for the second time.

One of the most precious things life could offer was in the palms of her friend's hands.

But still, heartache consumed her.

She was devastated that there was still so much life and beauty in the world, when she had just had to experience a death so earth-shattering.

The idea of meeting JJ's baby made Emily's heart race, but still, she agreed to do it, and a few hours later, there she was, sitting on JJ's couch, an evening full of homecooked meals and genuine conversation leading her up to that point.

"Here she is, Auntie Emily" JJ told her with a smile on her face, placing her baby girl into Emily's protective arms.

The older woman's first reaction to that was a chuckle of disbelief she just couldn't hold in.

Her mind twisted at the memory of her own sweet baby, the one that she had been grieving so violently over.

She wasn’t sure what it was, motherly hormones or just pure reality-distorting heartbreak, but she felt like she was holding her late son.

That thought poisoned her mind, the maternal instinct pumping through her veins, her heart intertwining with the one of the baby in her arms.

"She’s perfect" Emily whispered, overcome with emotion.

"She is, isn’t she?" JJ replied with a smile on her face, taking a seat in a chair across the room, keeping an affectionate eye on the two of them.

"You're just the sweetest thing, aren’t you?" Emily then cooed, completely enamored with the infant in her arms.

She felt like she was getting sucked deeper into the sickening hole of motherly grief.

She didn’t feel real anymore and to her, the baby she was holding wasn't JJ's daughter.

It was her son.

Her innocent child she should have protected from all things evil in the world.

Now she had a second chance, and anyone and anything that would have even tried to harm that baby would have died at her hands before being able to come near the child.

"You just need someone to keep your little heart safe, sweet boy" she cooed as she stroked the baby's big, round cheeks with love "You need your mommy to keep you safe".

By that point, JJ had become weary of her friend's behavior, since she had witnessed a shift behind her grieving eyes.

"Will, how about you go upstairs to see if Henry is sleeping?" she decided to tell her husband, mostly wishing to salvage the image of her co-worker, not wanting anyone else to have to witness what she pretty much knew was coming.

"I can protect you, my son" Emily then promised, still looking at the baby with so much love in her eyes "As your mommy, I swear I won’t let anything ever hurt you".

"I think it’s time she goes back to bed, Honey" JJ tried to tell her, wanting to get her baby back into the hands of someone with a more present mind.

"I can’t" Emily replied, her eyes filling up with tears "I can’t have my baby taken from me again".

"Don’t you want us to have our baby back?" Will, who had come back downstairs by that time attempted to ask her.

As a response, however, Emily shook her head.

"No, he is mine!" she then exclaimed "I have to protect my baby!".

"Come on, she needs some rest" JJ told her, gently rubbing her back.

Suddenly, Emily’s brain felt like it could have exploded.

It was so full of heartbreak, confusion and despair.

The thoughts that had been racing through her mind for weeks pounded on the walls of her skull, desperate for an escape from the pain that brewed in her mind.

She just wanted something she could hold on to, something that she could have a second chance at, something that would stay alive.

"No, I can’t" Emily told her, tears streaming down her face by that time.

All the sternness in her voice had disappeared and there was nothing in her tone except pure defeat.

That was when JJ knew she wasn’t just talking about the baby.

She was talking about everything she had experienced since the day she had found out Isaac had passed away.

Everything that had swept her off her feet in the tornado of losing a child.

She couldn’t do it any more.

She couldn’t live with that missing piece in her life.

She couldn’t plaster on a smile and show up to work like she hadn't just lost the person she loved the most.

JJ was careful, removing her baby from Emily’s arms and quickly giving her to her husband, who took her upstairs to give the two women a moment alone.

"I can't do this" Emily sobbed, her figure collapsing entirely against her friend.

Her body heaved violently as everything that had been building up was let go.

The excruciating experience of losing her baby boy had broken her.

Maybe one day there would have been a way out of all the pain she was experiencing, but at that moment, everything around her seemed dark and the only good things were JJ's arms around her and the fact that in a way, she still had her baby boy in her life.

He was watching her from Heaven, loving on his mommy and praying for her to be able to find peace and the strenght to wait until they were meant to meet again.