#I have some ideas :)

[mysouleaten]

eating kawata crumbs rn..

pls feed me, I'm starving..

[redrobber13]

An idea I have. Might do more with it, might not but I had to get this out of my brain.

[morurui]

The fact that I have not seen a singular Benlynn fic is criminal 💔

[ficsonpost-its]

checking for fics in barely-alive tags like i'm checking the fridge for food to magically spawn

[robinlovespies]

I haven’t been here for a long time, it’s time to fix it (my quality is disgusting, I know I’ll fix it soon)

[soaps-mohawk]

Would you ever consider writing a dark poly 141 fic? If you know any can you please recommend me some

Yeah

I'm not opposed to dark fics

I can't personally recommend any cause I don't read while I write (brainpower issue) but I'm sure some of my followers might be able to

[djeterg19]

I just have not seen enough discussion about this line from the LITA special ep:

It can't be a reference to the spanking we saw because it had to be a more recent punishment. I have so many questions about what Rain did to be punished, what the punishment was, how often does Rain get punished?

[uncreativeocs]

i omor 💀

Ok OMORI au time!! It doesn’t actually have a name yet lmao (OMORI spoilers obv, also gets really dark so if you don’t like self-mutilation kinda stuff don’t read pls :3)

Basically, instead of just Basil witnessing the accident, Kel and Aubrey do too. They want to call someone of course, but Basil panics and says that then the police will take Sunny away and then they’ll never see Mari or him ever again. (Keep in mind the squad is 12, they don’t exactly have the clearest idea of how the emergency services and stuff work.) So then Basil eventually comes up with the idea to frame the death as a suicide, but Aubrey speaks up and says that it won’t work because nobody would be fooled. Kel and Sunny don’t say anything really, Sunny is already disconnecting himself from everything and Kel is just staring at the body, unblinking.

 Aub and Basil come up with the idea to bury her instead, and so they all carry Maris body out to the forest and Basil gets his grandma’s gardening spade. A big thing about this au is that the recital was going to happen in winter (it was super snowy and the ground was really tough with ice) so the spade breaks before the hole could be big enough, and they eventually have to use the spade to chop Mari up a bit so they could throw all of her limbs into the hole. They do this by putting her on the picnic blankie so no blood gets in the snow. So they wrap her up in the blanket and put her in the hole, and fill it up halfway. 

I have this hc that the reason Basil thought to hang Mari was because he was really into these crime books at the time, so in the au he read in one of them about a killer who buried a dead animal on top of a human grave so any police dogs which smelled the body would lead people to dig up the dead animal and leave the human alone. So Aubrey, who’s been sobbing into Kel’s shoulder, hears this and remembers that one of her rabbit friends (other headcanon that Aubrey talks to wild bunnies a lot) had died recently, so they put it in the shallower hole above Mari and filled it all in. Hero never got involved, and the kids just said Mari went missing.

In the au, Headspace is all snowy, and all of the characters are black and white and wear clothes for cold weather except for Basil, Aubrey, and Kel. They wear their normal headspace clothes, and are their favourite colour. (This is because of Stranger ‘painting’ them one by one trying to make Sunny realise there’s something off about them and remember the truth, and the au has lots of Stranger paintbrush imagery. [Stranger’s purple.]) But HS Basil doesn’t have a mouth (he came up with most of the coverup ideas), HS Aubrey doesn’t have ears (she had to hear everything) and HS Kel doesn’t have eyes (all he did was stare). Also, Omori’s name is December because the calendar on the wall of Mari’s piano room was on December for months in preparation of the recital (which, yeah, was in December) so Sunny had to look at it like every day. Hero and Mari go on adventures with December, and the other three stay behind (near the end I imagine the three kids would be enemies themselves). One of the items December gets is a purple ‘hand-knitted scarf’ that Mari made for him because of the cold weather, otherwise he looks like normal.

In Faraway Town, Sunny is pretty much the same as in canon (Sunny and Omori/December don’t change much here lol). The other trio went a bit crazy though, understandably. The hear no evil, see no evil, speak no evil theme is in play here as well, but a lot more messed up than in Headspace.

Basil stays away from everyone and always wears a face mask, never talking to anyone and spending all of his time painting in isolated places in the park and around town (it turns out that he sewed his mouth shut, not sure how nobody noticed that).

Kel starts wearing his hair in a fringe covering his eyes so he doesn’t have to look at the people he knows he’s lying to about Mari, and Aubrey starts hearing things and eventually stabs herself in both ears before cutting them off, deafening her. She also tries to commit suicide by slitting her wrists, but Kel saves her. She is sent to a mental hospital so they can keep an eye on her, and never really meets the Hooligans so she doesn’t have any escape for her anger, kind of just letting it simmer and isolating herself. Kel, feeling really lonely and starting to lose it too, stabs his eyes out so he can go join Aubrey. 

After a few years, Kel and Aubrey escape and just go off on an adventure together. They are really close in this au (I ship kelbrey, cactiflower, suntan, sunflower, sunburn, and swordflower, but in this the only ships that would really work are kelbrey and sunflower. I’m not going to add sunflower because December dislikes stranger a lot more here as Stranger is actively ‘ruining’ December’s friends [they were black and white like everyone else before Stranger painted them] so that dislike seeps into how Sunny subconsciously feels about Basil), and Kel is the only person Aubrey feels like she can let her emotions out with. Kel feels the same, putting up a cheerful front around everyone else. They do property damage together.

Hero doesn’t change much? He didn’t snap at Kel, but was extremely upset obviously when Kel y’know. Blinded himself (not at Kel ofc he just wants the best for his little bro). But other than that added trauma he’s doing pretty well

There should be more probably about the truth coming out or the different routes and stuff but without Kel and Aubrey I’m not really sure where to go so- that’s all I have so far, ik the squad is quite out of character but I have been thinking about this au nonstop for WEEKS now so I had to write it down somewhere 😭

[toki-toro]

Pulling my hair. This is the second time I’ve seen someone reimagine springtrap and delilah. I must create my own version.

[andy-clutterbuck]

8x01 | Mercy

[buck-up-buck]

Buddie Begins Episode

OKAY. If you have seen my Bingo Card for S8 (here), then you will have seen my proposed Buddie Begins episode.

I am here, to explain myself, and go into more depth regarding my ✨vision✨

If anyone here is in the Grey's Fandom, you will be more than aware of the Japril Movie storyline they did (which, 11/10 I love so much), so I am envisioning the same kinda vibe.

I did discuss this with my love @thetangycheesemanwithaplan last season, but obviously it was short and they crammed in a lot, so this season, I expect, more.

NOW, don't get me wrong, I am a hardcore BuckTommy shipper. Kinkley, BuckTommy, every thing, I am here for it. I do not want Tommy to go anywhere... but... I wouldn't be opposed to Buddie happening.

It's been a while since I have had a ship to sink my teeth into and Buddie will forever hold such a special place in my heart. I do not want BuckTommy to break up, but, I also would love Buddie to happen.

So basically, I am gonna be heartbroken/happy either way.

NOW, onto my Buddie Begins episode.

I want, a realisation, and then, FLASHBACKS. I am talking, from season 2 onwards flashbacks- with Buck's perspective of Shannon, and Eddie during Buck's bombing recovery, the two during the lawsuit era, Buck helping Eddie after the snipper, Eddie and Chris during Buck's coma, just, so many flashbacks.

I want to see outside perspective POV's of their friendship, I want present snippets of whoever has their realisation talking to Hen/Bobby about it.

I want a Buddie story. I want the writers to recognise what they have built over these past few years and make something out of it. Picture your favourite Buddie edit on TikTok, but as a full 45 minute episode. I want the producers to give us a movie poster like Grey's did, make a spectacle out of Buddie coming to life.

Some may say this is a copy of Grey's, but this is done in so many shows. So many shows have flashback episodes showing people's relationships and how they got to where they are. (special mention to the flashback episode in Castle of them reflecting on their relationship when Kate is legit about to die).

You want Buddie to be big, this could make it big. ABC have the potential to take one of the best slowburn relationships created in a TV show and actually give it to the audience, and I feel like if they do it, they need to do it properly.

I have not been pining over Buddie for all these years for the writers to not make it the biggest thing.

Think about it. Cause I am. A lot. All the time. More than I should. I am writing this while in work, because this is on my mind and I think it should be on your mind too.

[merge-conflict]

Fervid comes from the Latin verb fervēre, meaning “to boil” or “to glow,” as well as, by extension, “to seethe” or “to be roused.”

[ellipsis-ultima]

POSTWICK BROS SUPREMACY

[simsgoodwill]

had a dream about the sims 4 last night

[aparticularbandit]

The Rehabilitation of Agatha Harkness: Prologue The Second

Chapter Summary: “You’re not ready,” Rio repeats, and she looks up just enough to meet Agatha’s eyes.  “Pretty sure you were throwing a tantrum about not going, too—”

“I was—”

“You’re right.  You were.”

Chapter Rating: T. Fic Rating: T.

AO3

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“If you think I’m going with you, you’ve got another—”

The world around Agatha disappears.

Mostly.

Not really.

The world remains the same but frozen, as everything disappears from view save for herself, her very quickly decaying corpse, and Rio.  Lady Death.  Rio.

They always call her Death, but she’s more than that.  Rio maintains the balance.  She governs both.  That’s why her name is what it is.  But no one ever thinks of that.  They see her only when they die – or when someone they love dies – and they assume only Death.  But she’s always been more to that.

And she takes the guise of what they want to see.

Agatha turns to her, but she isn’t there.  Not really.  Rio’s still caught up in the flow of time, taking what’s left of Agatha’s body and rapidly turning it into something else.

That is what Rio does.

Even in death, life.

No one gets that.

(Agatha does.)

When Rio finally fades from the black and white of a world gone cold into the startlingly bright color that she commands in her own domain (and even this isn’t quite that), she looks the way she did when they first met: like a normal human woman with a cloak much like Agatha’s own, but in the softest shades of green.  Her eyes are dark only because they are always dark, but they’re warm, not cold as they have so often been – or seemed to be – in the much more recent past.

“You’re not ready.”

Agatha scoffs.  “I died, didn’t I?”  She stomps over to Rio in spite of herself – hates the way that her boots make no noise whatsoever in this frozen bit of time – and then waits.  “What, aren’t you happy?  You finally got me.  Woo-hoo for you.”

“You’re not ready,” Rio repeats, and she looks up just enough to meet Agatha’s eyes.  “Pretty sure you were throwing a tantrum about not going, too—”

“I was—”

“You’re right.  You were.”  Rio smiles – sad, fond – and then waves her hand once.  “Don’t say I never gave you anything.”

Then she disappears.

Agatha hears it over her shoulder – I only take people when they’re ready – and shudders.  It’s a truth and a promise and a threat all at once.  Like being told that she had time with Nicky but never knowing exactly how much.  It’s worse, somehow.

She won’t tell anyone that.

~

“Why do you hate ghosts so much?” “They’re a different kind of imbalance.  People who live longer than they’re meant are one thing – the dead living – but ghosts are another – the living dead.” “So why not make a balance of those?  Then everyone wins.” “…no.”

~

“So before,” Billy asks as he drives back to his house, “when Tommy wasn’t anywhere but he was somewhere…was he a ghost like you?”

Agatha shakes her head.  “No.  Tommy was a soul seeking to reincarnate.  That’s not the same thing.”  She holds up one hand.  “And before you ask, no, I’m not going to tell you the difference.”

Billy rolls his eyes.  “Because you don’t know.”

“Think what you want, hot stuff.  You’re not getting me all hot and bothered.”

“Gross.”

“Exactly.”