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worthless-misery · 9 months ago

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Dear diary...

I wish I could feel okay with my body. Even just a little bit.

It really feels like a prison...

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krazycat6167 · 1 year ago

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So @somerandomdudelmao made a version of their sona in a dystopia (inspired by @tapakah0 doing the same to theirs) and the person in this ask named the robot C.A.S.5 and I thought, ‘well then there’s at least four other C.A.S. units out and about in the world’ leading to this being the end result! It was a lot of fun to come up with the different customizations each C.A.S. unit has.

also, the design for C.A.S.4 (Cash) was partially inspired by @mobiitez post.

Doodles:

#somerandomdudelmao #tapakah0 #my art #Dystopia au #Mob’s character design session #cass fanart tag #i think #I’m probably not going to make more C.A.S. bots but just know C.A.S.7 or Cast is bird based (not sure which bird yet) and blue for my sis #small detail but on Cass there’s broken wires on the back of their head so I decided that they used to connect to the body #Cash hates Castle while Castle is indifferent unless Cash tries to steal from her #Case is vibing with the farm life and making up little tunes #Cazz is a cross between the crazy old cat lady and a backwoods cryptid - they will stare at you from the shadowed depths of the scrap yard #while making commentary to the parts they keep for themselves and of those parts Benji is the favorite #Battery packs for C.A.S. units attach to the things that stick out their backs for the wires - except Cazz who made some internal modificat #No one knows exactly how since the mods are a chaotic hodgepodge of patchwork but they somehow work #Had a lot of fun watching others make stuff for the impromptu dystopia au the vibes of the world were awesome #Technically fanart #so yeah #enjoy!

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ankabaiam · 9 months ago

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Excluding Tommy Kinard tag and Tommy/Buck tag while reading Buddie fanfictions is self care.

I don't want to read about breaking Tommy's heart. He's too precious for this world.

#I love him and I'll protect him with my own body #while I ship Buddie I still hate the idea of Tommy having his heart broken #or being villanized #I just need him to be happy okay?#tommy kinard #evan ‘buck’ buckley #kinkley #bucktommy #911 on abc #911 abc

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angelnumber27 · 7 months ago

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It’s so embarrassing and heartbreaking being in so much pain over losing someone while knowing they don’t give a fuck if you live or die. Your favorite person becoming a stranger is a special kind of hell.

#I fucking hate having bpd #while I’m at it I don’t understand the fuckin audacity some people have to say they love you and do horrible things to you #I feel so stupid #I feel so stupid for believing all the lies #but I was so in love and put him on such a pedestal that I just allowed it all.#thinking about someone constantly and grieving over them and knowing they’re perfectly fine and to them you don’t exist #I’m still in such a state of grief and I don’t understand why time hasn’t healed #it honestly feels like it’s gotten worse w time #I just torture myself but I can’t help it my brain wants me dead #it’s so painful I feel so fucking stupid #being abandoned with no closure by someone who’s your entire world #for someone they were unfaithful to you with multiple times (I don’t even know how many and dony want to know) immediately #like that was the plan all along #he took our cat hundreds of miles away and I don’t even know if he still has her or if she’s still alive and I miss her every day #I never loved someone like that and it feels like the heartbreak is actually physically killing me #i spent 1/5 of my entire life with him #I was my prettiest and had the best body at the time and I wasted it on someone who didn’t appreciate me #not wasted. it wasn’t wasted. we had some incredible times together #I’ll never be that beautiful again #and now idk what do so bc i can’t decide which is worse: being alone and isolating or loving deeply and ending up horribly hurt all over #it’s all just so upsetting.#and I feel so stupid for allowing it all #he knows more about me than anyone and he made me feel like he loved me so much sometimes and then did horrid things and it’s so fucked up #nobody read this I’m so embarrassed and horribly broken #it traumatized me so much there was so much abuse and pain idk if I’ll ever recover #I deserved it but it still hurts my heart #I was so mentally ill and sick I know it had to have been miserable to be around me #there are so many things only he understands and knows about me and I need to talk about them I j wanna b able to b there 4 each other #but that girl is so beyond insecure and controlling so. if I want to talk to who fuckin gets me I’m just fucked #why lead someone on like that for years knowing you’re going to abandon them the second it’s convenient

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bushwookie2 · 5 months ago

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Congratulations!

You left him alone and broken….

The one guy that ever truly cared about you….

You abandoned him…

The one person who never judged you even after you opened up to him about everything…

The one guy that even in the end, treated you like his whole world…probably still would too..

But it’s okay, because you’re happy now…

His view point of love might be shattered now, But it’s okay…

Really congrats!!

Because….there is no way he is loving someone else the way he loved you…there will never be the amount of trust and care put into someone else unconditionally…No One Else will feel the love and care he gave to you….

But it’s okay because you found what you were looking for in the process….

#male pain #broken #hurtquotes #destroyed #my heart is shattered #i hate my body #late night thoughts #lost in the waves #poems on tumblr #healing

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thechthonicherbalist · 1 month ago

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Second period of this year unlocked. I guess that's also an achievement. Hormones are awful. All these feels.

#gender dysphoria #tw dysphoria #periods #menstrual cycle #menstrual health #endometriosis #ftm #trans masc #trans guy #cancer #chronic illness #terminal illness #idk how to say i hate my period but i'm happy to see it #bc my body is so broken my menstrual cycle has shut down #over a year ago #death dies hard #thanatos paian #death is also a healer #tw depression

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hot-cherri · 4 months ago

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a1m05t-en0ugh · 3 months ago

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I hate myself so much I want to peel my skin off so that I can feel clean again

I have tried over 100 times to better myself but I just can’t do it. I can’t

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maraariana01 · 2 years ago

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@kate-bot

he'd try his best either way!

it's ok, he just hasn't found the right recipe yet!

hc: yes i do believe they would be able to cook decently. they just don't know exactly what ingredients are considered uh. edible. for normal people. lol

#are the tags still broken? whatever. im not waiting 30 years for them to be fixed #i hate tumblr.#anyway if you see my art Please for the love of god rb it this site is so broken...........#pizza tower #fake peppino #body horror tw #springle's art

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tapipolouzer · 2 years ago

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trying something different with ink as an attempt to get over art block. he probably drank too much paint or smthng

#tw bright colors #tw eyestrain #i hate this but i need to show yall im not dead LMAO #ink sans #ink!sans #undertale multiverse #utmv #looz be arting #i literally doodled this in what feels like less than an hour that's why this is sucky #i.want.to.cry!!!/joke i miss my drawing tablet and my sister's laptop and my pen when it wasn't broken a heem heem a whimper #i see this GORGEOOSE art in my fyp AND SEE PREETTY comics AND AMAZNG full bodies and i go:i me i wanna i mee i wahh i wann go do that 2 ;((#aorry im in a mood like a creative mood but i cant put creative in an art/ drawing ;(( am i really a drawer if i draw but dont draw at all #i like to see people just opening a box n seeing me crying n being pathetic when they click to see more of th tags which i think no 1 does #thankfully 🫶💞💖💖‼️‼️💥💥💥

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tarraxahum · 21 days ago

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The reason I'd be dead in a potential cyberpunk universe with cyber implants and what not is not even the most obvious one, it's because I'd be like "Nah I don't need to visit a ripper, this implant only sparks like once a week, it's manageable", or " Ah I'm sure this static I get in my eyes will pass on its own, no need for a virus scan" and then you'd find me dead in a ditch from a hundred malfunctions at once.

And the problem wouldn't even be money. It would just be me.

#*looking at my ingrown toe suddenly turning bright red and swelling* I fucking hate you #not to mention that I also have a broken tooth since like. September #money is not the issue the issue is me refusing to acknowledge that I have a body until it starts falling the fuck apart #and even then.... does it hurt THAT bad that I shall finally acknowledge it... debatable

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worthless-misery · 4 months ago

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Dear diary...

I hate myself so much more than I could ever put into words.

Everything about me feels so fucking disgusting all the time. I don't see this ever changing. No matter what...

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airanke · 1 year ago

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Every day I sit here or lie in bed thinking about how much purity culture destroyed me.

#and then my parents have the audacity???#to try and tell me that 'sex was created by God tho!!!'#yes and God was used to ruin my perception of sex #I can only read about it or draw it to explore my interests #I have absolutely zero interest in it being done to me physically #which is both purity culture and personal perception of my body #which does not change no matter what I do to try and love myself #anyway this was brought on because I'm listening to ppl talk about Girl Defined #Horrible channel btw please don't watch any of their videos #What they preach is misinformation at best and culty at worst #and this particular video is talking about how a GUY #WHO BECAME A SEX THERAPIST????#thought his wife was broken cuz she hated being intimate w/ him #and he would be like 'oh well srry ur broken we're gonna fuck anyway tho cuz //I// need it'#??????????????????????????????????????????#AND THEN I GUESS THEY DISCOVERED IT WASN'T HER #I'M NOT THROUGH IT YET THIS IS A BAD RIDE #BUT I CANNOT SEEM TO GET OFF #anyway back to drawing #fyi I don't have a problem w/ God I have a problem w/ Christians #There is a difference and you will respect that thank u

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coffee-and-oatmeal · 2 years ago

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It's so wrong that I'm still alive. I want this to end.

#tw depressing stuff #su1c1dal #su1cide #depressing shit #sad #tw depressing thoughts #tw depression #i want to diiieeee #broken #sorry for being depressing #sorry for this #i hate my body #kill my thoughts

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petitsdieu · 2 months ago

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𝑯𝒆𝒍𝒆𝒏 𝒊𝒏 𝑬𝒈𝒚𝒑𝒕 𝒃𝒚 𝑯𝒊𝒍𝒅𝒂 𝑫𝒐𝒐𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 — an epic long poem retelling thru helen's eyes and experiences.

#and Troy-gates broken in memory of the Body — its the way i've written sentences like this before #as if I Helen had withdrawn from the bruised and swollen flesh the arrow from its wound. — agh #I thought I had lost that; !! — lost the warmth??#but he knew not yet Helen of Sparta knew not Helen of Troy knew not Helena hated of Greece. !!! — send help pls #this is so good so far... can't wait until i get to the barefoot line... because thats what made me want this read so badly... themes theme #* filed under — ( core motifs ) ( helen of troy )#* filed under — ( inspo ) ( how to build a god )#think i might have to buy the physical copy of this one... this book might become my fav...

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nevaehdavis5675 · 1 year ago

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Vent

( Tw in the tags)

I am worthless and ugly everytime when I see people in Relationships I get so jealous I feel used and broken so many people that I dated either were toxic or manipulated me or never loved me or used me for sex I feel so alone I know that I'm going to die alone ik this I'm tired of being single I want to Kms I want to cut myself until I stop bleeding I hate being in this world I want to end me I don't really feel like existing I feel broken and used up I wish I had someone that would actually love me I give up people say like oh I'm sure you'll find the right person like no I won't why would anyone want a worthless bitch who isn't good enough for anyone I want to be skinny asf I want to give up and fucking die this is all my mothers fault I didn't ask to be put in this world she doesn't care about me she only cares about herself I wish that I never existed throw me a rope so I can hang myself I'm useless to anyone anyway

#tw sui vent #tw s3lf harm #vent post #tw childhood trauma #tw depressing stuff #i hate my life #i hate my body #i wish i was pretty #i wanna lose weight #I hate you mom #I don't really feel like existing #i don't exist #Worthless #Broken child #sad thoughts #lonlyness #single :(

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