#I had to get the link for a friend and ended up re-reading it and this shit was hot. đ
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Scream For Me
Itâs dark. The powerâs out, wonât come back on. Eddieâs tried the light switches in every room. No other houses on the street are out, itâs just this one. Goddamn breaker, he finds himself thinking. The basement steps creak beneath his feet. Another noise has him turning. A white mask, with black bloodhound eyes and a screaming mouth. Thereâs a hood, a cape. Big black shoes that thud as they cross the floor. A gloved hand comes out, the light reflects off of a long bladeâ Eddie starts running. OR Eddie gets Steve to play his Billy Loomis.
Rating: E l WC: 2,129 | Tags: Roleplay, knife play (sort of), Sub Eddie Munson, Dom Steve Harrington
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Eddie screams, nearly trips up the stairs. He can hear those feet thundering along behind him. A hand finds his ankle, he kicks out and then heâs running again. He tries to slam the basement door but it connects with a hand instead. He cries out again, runs for the staircase to the second floor, has a small heart attack as he slides with the rug across the hardwood.Â
A yelp as he skitters towards the stairs again, running full-out now. He can still hear those heavy shoes behind him. Every misstep has the intruder getting that much closer. He can practically feel the blade against his skin. He slides into the bedroom, turns to close the door but then there are hands on him, grabbing him. Heâs pinned against the wall. His hands are above his head, his legs are kicked wide. And the silver object heâd seen back in the basement is pressed to his cheek.Â
âLook at you. Jesus, I knew you wanted this, but I didnât realize how much it would work for you.â The blade is dull, not even butterknife sharp at best, but just the cool metal against his cheek has Eddie whimpering. âBet youâre so wet for me, arenât you?â
#Steddie Fic#Steve Harrington/ Eddie Munson#sub eddie week#I know Iâve posted this here but I canât find the post so Iâm just. posting it again#I had to get the link for a friend and ended up re-reading it and this shit was hot. đ#Iâm still super proud of it.
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BRAINWASHED
Virgin!Stiles Stilinski x Fem!Reader
Everythingâs clean - except for my thoughts. (Thinking about me getting you off.)
Canât stop thinking you got me B R A I N W A S H E D .
Summary:
Stiles likes you. He really, really, really likes you. It's bordering on obsession, but he likes to believe that he has it under control.
So when you accidentally leave a pair of your panties in his presence, ripe for the taking, and they're in his backpack faster than he can blink - he realizes that he might not have it as under control as he would like to think. But he can't find it to be too much of a problem when he has those panties wrapped around his cock.
Virgin!Stiles Stilinski x Best Friend!Fem!Reader. Pining!Stiles/One Sided Fantasies. Panty Stealing. Smut/PWP.
Word Count: 8,000
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Full list of warnings and author's notes below the cut.
Warnings: the reader uses she/her pronouns and is described as having a vagina; Stiles and the reader have been best friends since childhood and they are in high school now (they are both the same age) (for argument's sake, they are both 18, but the horny parts were motivated by the hotness of a 20-something actor so idc what age you interpret the characters as); the reader's looks are mostly undescribed and left neutral in terms of race, hair texture/colour, height, etc. however the reader is implied to be fat/plus sized; mentions of the reader wearing dresses and tights (things that the other characters on the show would typically wear); mentions of the reader having a cat - I did not give the cat a name so you can imagine it's the same as your cat's name/what you would want your cat to be called if you had one; use of Y/N and L/N (as in Last Name); brief mention that the reader would like wearing bikinis; the reader calls Stiles 'good boy' in non-sexual contexts and it turns him on; mentions of Stiles looking up the reader's skirt when she doesn't know it; some slight dubious consent because Stiles steals the reader's underwear without her consent and uses them in a sexual act (his masturbation); masturbation (Stiles touching himself); this is a one-sided/pining fic - all the sexual acts take place inside Stiles's mind as sexual fantasies while he masturbates; the reader character is described in these sexual acts as they play out in his mind, so that's why she is included heavily in the warnings; Stiles is submissive (even in his own fantasies) and he fantasies about the reader being dominant toward him; Stiles becoming aroused by the idea of the reader not shaving her pussy; technically there is edging - because Stiles edges himself to make his fantasies last longer; panty sniffing (though the panties Stiles took are freshly launder and not used ones); scent kink/sweat kink - Stiles likes the way you smell, including your sweat; kinks and sexual acts mentioned only in Stiles's fantasies (taking place only in his mind in this fic): car sex (in the back of the Jeep (typical, I know)), fingering (reader receiving), degradation kink (Stiles receiving - he likes the idea of the reader insulting him and being mean to him); pussy eating (Stiles fantasizes in depth about this); Reader makes a joke about spanking Stiles and Stiles has a small fantasy about being spanked by her; I think that's finally it.
A/N: Title for the fic comes from the song Brainwashed by Waterparks. Warning - Stiles might be a bit OOC in this because I wrote it before I started re-watching Teen Wolf again (and before I started watching Season 1 for the first time, because previously I had only seen 3B and beyond). In this, I have said that he's flunking classes and he's not really great with studying, while in the show, he's really smart and bookish and really well studied - but it could just be chalked up to the fact that he has a huge crush on the Reader that is distracting him from studying. So, interpret it how you want. I hope that you enjoy it, and please read through to my end notes to find out about a potential sequel to the fic!!
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Stiles was hopeless.Â
That was the only way to describe his current state of being. Completely, utterly hopeless.Â
He was a complete and total loser, hopelessly in love with his best friend. And he was getting more stupidly caught up in that crush every single day. And of course, he didnât even have the courage to admit his feelings for you so that it could be awkwardly out in the open. So that the two of you could get the rejection part over with, at least.Â
Basically - his feelings for you were slowly ruining his life.Â
Stiles had been in love with you for as long as he could remember. Well, maybe not that long.Â
See, you, him, and Scott had all been friends since the beginning of kindergarten, and naturally, Stiles always liked you as a person. He always thought of you as a good friend, even if he gravitated toward Scott more. Â
But he distinctly remembered the first moment when he had started to develop a crush on you. It was a very special memory to him - the day when you shifted in his eyes from annoying, slightly nagging friend to a beautiful, fierce woman.Â
It was the day when the three of you were out on Halloween night during the third grade - and that was around the time people started whispering about crushes in school, when people would have playground girlfriends and boyfriends that they broke up with every other week. That night, a group of eighth grade bullies began chasing the three of you, trying to take your candy.Â
Without hesitation, you picked up the largest rock in sight and threw it at one of them, causing a large cut across his forehead - and you loudly told them to âfuck offâ (the first time Stiles had ever heard such a word when it wasnât coming from his dad). They had run away, somehow terrified of a girl a foot shorter than them.Â
That night, you had become his hero.Â
And since then, you had been the only object of his affections.Â
Of course, over the years, Stiles had plenty of opportunities to tell you about his feelings for you. He just⌠always felt too cowardly to do so.Â
In seventh grade, he had come very close to asking you out to the winter dance - only to have Scott beat him to the punch. When he pulled Scott aside to ask him about it, Scott confessed to him that he also had a crush on you. This resulted in their first ever fistfight. The first ever true rift in their otherwise close, brotherly friendship.Â
The boys didnât speak to each other for days. Which, naturally, annoyed the hell out of you. Especially because, of course, neither of them told you why they were fighting, not wanting you to know that you were the source of the rift in their friendship. And to you, this only made the fight seem more stupid and immature.Â
So finally, when you demanded it, they called a truce. They agreed that they didnât want to lose their friendship or lose you. They didnât want to make you choose between them when it wouldnât make any of you happy.Â
So Stiles proposed that the three of you should go to the dance as friends, which you loved, and they both got you a corsage, one for each wrist - and the three of you still laughed at the pictures of you holding each of their arms.Â
Eventually, Scott grew out of his crush on you and moved onto other girls, and he loved that he got to keep you as a close best friend, someone he could go to for dating advice if needed. Scott kept trying to convince Stiles to simply âman upâ and tell you about his feelings, but Stiles kept that same sentiment they had concluded upon years ago. Telling you about his feelings would only ruin the friendship. Not just between you, but between the entire group - it would fuck up the pack.Â
Though it felt like the more he tried to ignore his feelings for you, the more they festered like a tumor. While Scott was able to mature past his crush on you, Stiles only grew more intense, and more insane when it came to his âcrushâ on you.Â
Over the years, his crush on you had grown from something sweet and childish into something much more. When puberty truly took over and lust was added into the mix, he now had to deal with the fact that you had grown into a gorgeous woman. He could barely control his arousal when looking at you, hearing your voice, smelling you, talking to you, thinking about you - even simply being in your presence made something in his mind melt. And it was growing much worse with each passing day. There wasnât a day that went by that he didnât wake up with a raging boner fueled by sexual dreams of you.Â
And naturally, he would say that not telling you about his feelings for you was ultimately the best thing for him. He would steadfastly refuse to admit that him being distracted by all these fantasies of you was slowly eroding your friendship from the inside out. Slowly, bit by bit, his worst fears were coming true - your friendship was being ruined by his crush anyway.Â
But he tried to ignore that. Even if you were the most gorgeous, perfect being ever put on the planet, he tried his hardest to simply enjoy the platonic version of you. He tried to act like he wasnât stupidly, head over heels in love with you.Â
He tried not to act like it.Â
But on nights like this, it was just so hard.Â
Tonight, the two of you were studying for an upcoming English mid-term that would be worth a decent portion of your final grade.Â
Logically, Stiles knew that he should have locked himself in his room and forced himself to study independently. Or he should have taken up Scott on his offer to study with him and Allison.Â
But no, he just had to ask you for your âhelpâ.Â
And you pitied him and said yes, because he was doing poorly in the class. The only reason for that being because it was one of the classes that he shared with you, and he spent all of his damn time staring at you across the room during it. He had tried to tell himself that he really would study tonight, that he would really take advantage of your intelligence here and now to get his shit together in order to up his grade.Â
But no. That was just one of many daily lies that he told himself. Since the moment he had set foot in your bedroom that afternoon (and it was dark out now, well into the evening) - he hadnât been able to focus on anything but you.Â
Sure, sometimes that worked to his benefit. Hearing you recite Shakespeare, the words coming off your sweet lips - it did force him to focus on the material at hand for at least a short period of time. But it wasnât like he was actually retaining any of it. He was just thinking about how gorgeous your voice sounded and how amazing you would be in an adaptation of Romeo and Juliet. One where he played Romeo, of course - and he would get to use someone elseâs well-crafted words to romance you, finally getting to kiss you for the first time.Â
Again - he was hopeless.Â
Currently, Stiles was laying diagonally on your bed, sitting among a mess of books - the English textbooks, the assigned novels, the published copies of the play, along with binders of your notes and other notebooks, stray papers. He couldnât pay attention to the notes he was supposed to be writing, not for a moment, not if his life depended on it. Not when you looked this stunningly beautiful while busy writing your own notes.Â
With the soft lighting from your bedside lamp brushing across your skin, making that skin look even softer, you were a goddess-like vision sitting on the bed across from him. You were wearing the simple dress that you had worn to school earlier that day, your modest tights since shed off in the name of âcomfortâ (and so that your cat wouldnât rip holes in them while crawling across your lap, you had remarked to Stiles). When you had stood at your hamper and peeled them off your legs, Stiles had a hard time not letting the drool spill out across his chin.Â
Your thighs were gorgeous. Thick, wide, spread out like a buffet for his eyes to feast on every single time you sat down. From his angle, laying down the way he was, he was up close and personal with the dimpling cellulite and stretchmarks you had there. The hem of your dress had ridden up when you had adjusted your position to get comfortable, and he felt absolutely spoiled by how much more of your thighs were revealed to him.Â
A few times throughout the evening, he had to physically clench his fingers, tight, to remind himself not to reach out and touch. To remind himself that he wasnât allowed to touch. The last thing he wanted to do was to creep you out by randomly reaching out and touching your thigh. But he wanted so badly to touch.Â
How many times had he imagined what those thighs would look like bouncing and jiggling while you rode his cock? How many times had he imagined those thighs clamped around his head while he licked your pussy? (Far too many times for the good of his own sanity.)Â
Not to mention the concentration spread across your face - you were so fucking hot when you showed off your intelligence. Hell everything about you was hot - your sweetness, your laughter, your sarcasm, even your bitchy side. But your bookish side had to be one of Stilesâs favorites.Â
The way you would nibble your own lip when thinking, the way your brows furrowed slightly in thought. Everything about you - from the bra strap sticking out of the neckline of your dress to the chipped edge of your nail polish where you had chewed on it - you were a fucking vision. And Stiles couldnât take his eyes off you, no matter how hard he tried.Â
It was a wonder that you didnât notice Stiles staring at you - not as often as he did it.Â
Stiles felt strangely caught when you put down your pen and looked up from your notebook, then. He quickly scrambled to grab his own pencil and start writing something, to look busy. But of course, he just looked like more of an idiot when the eraser end began scraping across the page in nonsense patterns.Â
âStiles,â You scolded him with a sigh, a way he was used to hearing his name come off your lips. âHave you gotten anything done? I told you to copy down at least half my notes-âÂ
Of course. You pegged his blank page as simple laziness, rather than his brain slowly melting out through his ears due to his inability to think about anything but you (especially when he was in the same room as you). At least he hadnât been caught staring at you in that creepy way yet.Â
You snatched up his notebook to check his work, and his heart dropped - if you looked too carefully, then he would be caught. In the back of that notebook, there were about three pages of his name and yours in hearts, and a few times he had practiced writing his signature as âMr Stiles L/Nâ. (He was a feminist, and he liked the idea of starting a new tradition.) There was even a drawing he had made designing your theoretical wedding cake, including a cake topper where he was Superman and you were riding on his back while he was flying.Â
âY/N, uh-âÂ
He quickly snatched the notebook back, causing a glare from you while he sighed in defeat.Â
âFine.â He shrugged, knowing that he had to admit to a smaller crime in order to cover up the larger one. It was something that he did with his father all too often. âI didnât get anything done. I was slacking off. You caught me.âÂ
âStiles!â You scolded him again, reaching out to gently smack his shoulder. âIf you keep this shit up, youâre never gonna graduate!âÂ
Sadly, you were probably right. His crush on you was absolutely going to ruin him.Â
âWell, you could just let me copy off you,â He replied, giving you a wide grin that let you know he was mostly kidding.Â
You rolled your eyes in reply, and soon your gaze caught sight of the clock on your nightstand.Â
âWell, it seems like you have wasted enough of my time for tonight.â You scoffed sarcastically.Â
Stiles knew that you had intended this to be a joke - but he couldnât help the twinge of pain the words caused in his gut. The idea that he was truly just a waste of time in your life. He pressed his lips tightly together to suppress a frown and didnât say anything more, and then you continued.Â
âItâs almost your curfew anyway.â You pointed out, gesturing toward the clock. You were right. Stiles hadnât even noticed how late it was getting - too busy enjoying his time with you. âWeâll pack it up for the night - but you should meet me at the library tomorrow morning, early, so we can go over everything again before the exam.âÂ
Of course, you were still invested in the idea of him getting a good grade, even if that seemed unlikely to happen.Â
âYouâre gonna make me get up early?â He whined, hating the idea of missing out on even ten extra minutes of sleep.Â
âYes.â You stressed. âI want you there at seven oâclock. Sharp.âÂ
Your ultra serious voice ordering him around was undeniably a turn-on for him. No matter what sexual fantasies Stiles cooked up about you in his mind, he could never picture himself having full control over you. In fact, most of the time, he found himself covered in cum at the idea of you having complete control over him. And it was likely because this was how most of your friendship went - you told him what to do, and he did it. And that was a huge part of why he fell for you in the first place.Â
When he didnât verbally confirm the time, too caught up in his infatuation yet again, you let out a gentle growl of frustration.Â
âStiles!â You called out his name. âYou have to be there at seven. So you canât get out of bed at seven - you have to set your alarm for like six-thirty, got it? Donât make me come over there and get your ass out of bed like last time.âÂ
This thought caused Stilesâs stomach to clench.Â
The last time you had come to his house to wake him up for school (because he had agreed to help you with some bakesale project and you were pissed off that he wasnât there early to help you set up tables and whatnot) - you had charged into his house in a fury. You had your own key, of course, and his dad wasnât there to busy you with conversation or pleasantries.Â
And you charged right up the stairs and nearly caught him with a hand around his cock, jerking off to a picture of you in a bikini from the summer before. And he had rushed to shove the picture in his nightstand and cocoon himself in the comforter to hide his body just as you made it to the top of the stairs, shouting at him for being late. Luckily, he had gotten away with the lie that he had slept in, rather than revealing the truth that he had been distracted because he had woken up with morning wood after having a heated dream about you.Â
When Stiles didnât respond yet again, you grabbed a smaller decorative pillow from behind you and lightly hit him with it for emphasis, causing him to burst into laughter.Â
âPromise me youâll be on time!â You said, smacking him with the pillow again.Â
âYes, yes! I promise!â He finally agreed, his face becoming pink from laughter.Â
You dropped the pillow then, and leaned down, causing his eyes to inadvertently go straight to your cleavage while you gave him a gentle, friendly kiss on the forehead.Â
âGood boy.â You responded, praising him for agreeing to your terms. Obviously, it was another joke.Â
But these praising words combined with your lips even slightly brushing against his skin, along with your tits dangling so close to his face, had his cock swelling to hardness nearly instantly. He grabbed the pillow then, trying to look subtle as he put it over his crotch, desperately trying to hide the very obvious bulge that had popped up at the front of his jeans within seconds.Â
He was lucky when you shifted your attention away from him, now busy with cleaning off the bed, gathering your textbooks in a pile and moving to put them on your desk in the corner. You being distracted gave him a few moments to try and mentally will his dick down, which worked slightly. Only slightly.Â
âYou could help me, you know.â You mocked him lightly - distracting him from his thoughts of baseball, trying to will the blood out of his cock.Â
He looked up and saw you standing there with his backpack, putting away his textbooks and notebooks now. He had been so dumbly distracted by his own dick that he hadnât noticed you taking the kind initiative to clean up his things for him too.Â
âRight, sorry.â He jumped into action and did so, taking things from your hands and shoving them into his bag with haste.Â
âYou donât have to rush out, I just need the bed cleared off so I can pick out my clothes for tomorrow.â You told him.Â
âWait - you actually pick out your clothes in advance?â He asked, thinking that this was entirely adorable, and explained why you were always so well dressed.Â
(And it explained why you were always so punctual in the mornings while Stiles was usually a mess - running around his house still half-asleep, shoving his head into a shirt that he had sniffed to see if it was clean, shoving things frantically into his bag in order to get out the door five minutes late.)Â
âWell you know not all of us are okay with just throwing on last weekâs mustard stained tee shirt,â You said, playfully pointing to a mustard stain that he had on his shirt from lunch.Â
He rolled his eyes in return, trying to ignore the slight twist of embarrassment that wanted to swell up inside of him at the comment.Â
There had been a point where he used to make a very pointed effort to impress you. Back when his crush on you had first gotten serious - likely around the beginning of high school. He used to get up early every single morning, spending a lot of time being intensely picky about the clothes he wore. He drowned himself in cologne (until you had complained about it), he wore certain colors just because you mentioned liking them. But none of it seemed to garner any more of your attention than usual.Â
And so, he resigned himself to be the loser best friend who would always just float at the corners of your life, drowning in his secret affection for you until some better, hotter guy came along and swept you off your feet one day.Â
He was just glad that day hadnât come yet.Â
Stiles was hesitant to leave - he wasnât done being around you for the day yet, too emotionally attached. But he guessed that he would need to get some decent sleep before waking up at the asscrack of dawn in order to see more of you the next morning. (Even if it would include the horrors of studying at the library.)Â
âSo - Iâll see you tomorrow morning?â He posed, ready to take his leave as he swung his backpack over his shoulder.Â
âOoh, wait one second.â You said, eagerness twinging through your voice.Â
His heart pounded hard in his chest for a moment, wondering if this could be the moment he had been waiting so long for - would you stop him there, grab him by the shoulders and kiss him hard, and then tell him that you had been feeling the exact same way as he had for all these years?Â
âWhich one?â You asked, spinning around from your closet to face him, holding up two dresses on hangers.Â
Oh. You were asking for his opinion about what you should wear to school the next day.Â
âThe blue one.â Stiles said, motioning towards it. âThat shade of blue looks beautiful on you - it compliments your skin tone well, and it makes you shine. But ya know, you look gorgeous in everything. You could wear a paper bag to school and everyone would still be jealous of how amazing you look.âÂ
He rambled on for a moment too long, and realized that his genuine fondness for you - something straying too far into romantic territory - was slipping out.Â
âBut - uh, yeah. Iâll see you later.â He quickly added on, now eager to leave before you could make any further comments.Â
Then he dashed out of your room and down the stairs, getting out the front door so fast that he practically left a poof of cartoon dust behind him.Â
He got into the Jeep and tossed his bag into the passengerâs seat - which, he hadnât realized was not even zipped up. (A habit you often scolded him for - going around with his bag unzipped.) Papers and books spilled across the seat and underneath it, and he let out a loud growl of frustration.Â
âIdiot!â He screamed, scolding himself as he leaned down, trying to clean everything up. âIdiot, idiot, idiot!âÂ
Partially, he was feeling so idiotic because he had just been so vulnerable with you and you probably thought he was weird for it. Actually, that was mostly why.Â
As he was picking up his things, he realized that - yup, he was missing his English textbook. He had forgotten it in your room. He heaved out a sigh and collapsed back against his seat. He could leave without it - but then he would get an earful from you in the morning about how he was âforgetfulâ and âirresponsibleâ. Ugh.Â
He got out of the Jeep again and shuffled his way back into your house - your mom was working late, so there was nobody there to question him running out of the house at top speed and then appearing back so soon. All he got was a curious chirp and a head tilt from your cat, who was sitting on the top of the stairs.Â
âYeah, yeah, I know.â Stiles remarked to the animal, stopping for a moment to pet him. âIâm pathetic. But you canât rat me out, okay? I know she thinks highly of your opinion and I need you to put in a good word for me. Got it?âÂ
The cat purred and pushed his face into Stilesâs hand, so he assumed that was a positive affirmation that he would root for Stiles - or at the very least, keep his secret.Â
Stiles linger for a moment to scratch the catâs furry cheek, and then he stepped over the cat and made his way back toward your room. He passed the closed bathroom door and heard the shower running, and he almost cheered. If you were in the shower, then you wouldnât notice him slipping back in to grab his book, so you couldnât scold him for being a forgetful idiot.Â
He went into your room, and the second he made it through the mouth of your open bedroom, his eyes locked onto your bed like a hot target. Your clothes for the following day were spread out so neatly, and right there, on top of the blue dress he had suggested - there was a pair of lacy purple panties that were something right out of one of his fantasies.Â
Stiles had thought about your underwear before - many times. Too many times to count.Â
He had even caught small, passing glimpses of your underwear before - when you had worn dresses without tights and bent over in front of him. But he had only seen enough of it to determine the color, not to know if it was lacy or silk or cotton. And even that was enough to send him into a tailspin that had him rushing to the bathroom to relieve his aching cock.Â
In the back of his mind - or truly, the forefront of his mind whenever he jerked off to thoughts of you - he always wondered what kind of underwear you wore. What kind of decorative wrapping your pretty pussy would come in if he ever got the other-worldly privilege of getting his hands up your skirt.Â
Would they be simple, practical cotton underwear? Would they be cute? Would they be sinfully sexy? Would they be those underwear with the days of the week written across the front?Â
But seeing this now - seeing the tangible evidence in front of him that you actually planned to wear purple lacy lingerie to school - it was something that had all sense draining from his mind as blood rushed to his cock once again. He barely had time to think about it - and he didnât think about it. Because then, they were in his hands, in his pocket, and he was back in the Jeep, hiding his stolen goods in his bag and hastily zipping it up so he could slam his foot on the gas and race home.Â
He didnât even have a chance to think about the fact that he left without the textbook that he had gone back into your room looking for. He didnât have the attention span to notice that said textbook was in a stack along with your own - almost as if purposefully kept there like an excuse to lure him back into your room, rather than clumsily forgotten by him.Â
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When Stiles got into his room, he slammed his bedroom door shut behind him, now entirely frantic, and thankful that his father was working a late shift again. He sat down on the edge of his bed, his hands shaking with anticipation as he unzipped his bag and pulled out the thing he had so hastily snagged.Â
His mind was warring with so many sensations. Guilt for taking the panties, paranoia that he would get caught, shame that he even had the urge to take them in the first place - but all of that was easily toppled over and forgotten in the name of lust. Overwhelming lust and arousal that he felt for you. Greed and joy at knowing that he had something so private of yours in his hands now - something so secret that he shouldnât have. A perfect little piece of you.Â
His little secret piece of you.Â
He still couldnât believe that this was the kind of underwear you wore on a daily basis.Â
Just imagining that this was what you wore to school - thinking about the fact that this was what you were wearing under your clothes during your everyday interactions with him: it drove him wild.Â
He easily pictured this pretty lace sticking to your cunt when you were wet, the lavender colored material getting slick and slightly darker, soaked through and visibly sticky when you spread your legs for him to see. He wondered if your pussy would be shaved or not - but you didnât have a boyfriend, so currently, you didnât have anybody to shave for.Â
He remembered a conversation from a few weeks ago where Scott had wondered if he should shave his pubes for Allison and you had remarked that âputting a razor near your junkâ was âill-advised and stupidâ - so you probably didnât even like shaving your pussy on principle.Â
This immediately put a picture in his mind of your pussy being covered in soft hair that matched the shade on your head - maybe a bit darker. It would clump together with your juices and become soaked when you got wet. The little hairs would probably stick out cutely from the sides of the bikini cut underwear, peeking at him.Â
Your pussy would be the prettiest thing he had ever seen, he knew that for certain.Â
Stiles imagined getting you in the backseat of the Jeep one night after a game.Â
He would still be covered in sweat from his efforts, worn out from trying his best. Sure, he wasnât the best player, but you wanted to ârewardâ him for his efforts on the winning side, even if he hadnât directly contributed to the win.Â
So as soon as the game was over, before he even had time to change out of his pads or shower, you hauled him to the parking lot and shoved him into the car. His gear was only half-off, ditched hastily by your feet, and you were in his lap - a perfect prize after all the hard work he had done, sitting astride his already sore thigh muscles while you kissed him - hard. Your mouth greedily sucked the oxygen out of his lungs while you shoved your tongue past his lips, painting his tongue with your sweet spit - and fuck, it felt like he was made for this.Â
He got sucked so deep into the fantasy - it felt so damn real.Â
He imagined having his hands splayed out against your beautiful, plump ass, gripping you tightly, noting wanting you to separate from him for even a section. While you held on tightly to his face, sealing him into the kiss until his lips were sore. And you would only pull back to look into his eyes with glossy desperation and utter out:Â
âPlease, Stiles. I need you. I need you to touch my pussy.âÂ
And what else could he do but obey?Â
So he would lift up your skirt - a particularly short skirt that you had worn with nothing else but a pair of knee-high socks. Something that you knew he loved to see you cheer for him on the sidelines while wearing. Even though it was a chilly night, you couldnât feel too cold when you saw him glancing at you every single chance he got. Of course, those distracted stares had gotten him screamed at by Coach more than once. But he loved the way your skirt would flutter up in the nighttime breeze, teasing him. The way the fucking beautiful thick fat of your thighs would jiggle whenever you would jump around in order to cheer him on.Â
He was a man of simple, divine tastes.Â
So - he would lift up that perfect skirt to find those purple lacy panties underneath; to find the perfection of your wet cunt waiting for him, growing slicker by the second, more needy for him. You were humping yourself against his athletic cup, which his hard cock was practically dying inside of, bursting to get out of the hard shell of plastic to touch you. But he ignored his own needs for a few minutes longer in favor of yours. Reaching forward, sliding his fingers along the wet spot at the front of your panties, absolutely indulging in the beautiful gasp you let out when his touch grazed across your swollen clit through the fabric.Â
âStiles, please.âÂ
He could almost hear it - it was so fucking clear inside his mind. The way your voice would be so pitched with desperation, so perfectly needy curled around his name. He wanted so badly to hear it in real life.Â
And he would push those panties to the side, pushing his fingers inside of your hot, wet cunt-
Back in the real world, Stilesâs cock gave a needy pulse, leaking into his boxers.Â
He heaved out a sigh, his cock practically vibrating with blood. He had driven home the whole time trying to ignore that boner, but he simply couldnât do that anymore. He just had to give in.Â
He hesitantly put your panties aside - already feeling a strange sense of attachment to them - and reached to his nightstand, grabbing the bottle of lube that he had in the drawer. Shamefully, it was already half empty, mostly due to the fantasies that he had about you. He undid his pants and had them around his ankles in record time, and whipped off his shirt for good measure, knowing that he was quite a âsplasherâ and not wanting to get cum on it to pair with that ugly mustard stain.Â
He lubed up his cock more than a healthy amount, knowing that it would contribute to the fantasy of you being so wet around him. It was a distant fantasy that he would never actually get to achieve, but hell - a man can dream. Then he began to slowly pump his cock in hand, wanting to milk it and truly enjoy it, and he let his mind get back to work.Â
He thought back to your place. A place he was comfortable, spent a lot of time at hanging out with you.Â
He imagined that early that night when he had forgotten his book, rather than you being in the shower, he went back to your room and found that you had been getting ready for bed. You were rubbing sweet-smelling lotion on your arms, pulling back the covers, wearing nothing but a pair of cute little socks, a tiny camisole - where he could very visibly see that you werenât wearing a bra, with the natural teardrop shape of your breasts bared to the eye, your nipples poking through the fabric - and those purple lace panties.Â
When he would appear in the doorway, you would gawk at him and ask:Â
âStiles? What are you doing? Did you⌠forget something?âÂ
But you would be positioned half leaning over the bed, taking back the covers so it would be comfortable for you to sleep - and your ass would be unintentionally on full display. Your sweet pussy lips peeking at him from behind, the roundness of your ass so fucking inviting, daring him to leave bite marks across the beautifully fat flesh.Â
And after a few moments of him staring so brazenly, saying nothing, simply drinking in the gorgeous sight of your body bent over, wearing so little clothing, wearing those perfect little lace panties-
(Stiles sped up his hand on his cock, the lube sounding downright sloppy in the silence of the room.)Â
You would stand up to your full height, come to him in the doorway, put your face so close to his and say:Â
âIf youâre gonna spend so much time staring at me like a gaping idiot, then you should do something about it.âÂ
Stiles had to stop the swift movements of his hand and clutch his grip tightly around the base of his cock, making his entire dick throb hard as he edged off his own orgasm.Â
He still wasnât sure why the idea of you calling him an âidiotâ in such a brazen tone made him want to cum so hard - but he didnât have time to unpack all that now.Â
He grabbed up the panties again with his non-lubed hand. Something in the back of his mind thought that it would be a crime for him to get them dirty. Another part argued that he would absolutely love to get them covered in his cum, not clean them, and then return them to you. That it would be fucking thrilling to have you wear them in that dirtied state.Â
Though he knew that would never fucking happen.Â
If he returned the panties to you covered in his cum, then you would slap him, call him a pervert, and likely have Scott beat the shit out of him with his newly harnessed werewolf strength. Stiles pushed this thought to the back of his mind, though.Â
Out of curiosity, he lifted the fabric to his nose and took a whiff. They smelled like fresh laundry - a nice lemony detergent. Of course they werenât ones you had previously worn - they were a pair you had been planning on wearing tomorrow.Â
He distantly wondered if that meant you would not be wearing underwear tomorrow, because he had taken your intended pair. And that could have led his mind down a whole different filthy track, but instead - he began to wonder what a pair of your dirty underwear might smell like.Â
You should take a pair of used ones. A voice in his mind told him. Snatch them right out of the hamper. Come on, youâre over at her place all the time. She wonât even notice them gone.Â
Terrible idea. Terrible rabbit hole.Â
But what would they smell like?Â
He wasnât deluded enough to think that pussy smelled like roses. He had never been close enough to one - a real pussy - before to actually know. Yes, he was a virgin. He could have said that he was waiting, âsaving itâ for you - but every other girl, including you, was smart enough to look past him. There were plenty of other guys who were better looking and more charming than him, and probably better in bed than him, that girls had chosen instead of him.Â
He wondered if your pussy smelled like that perfect bit of sweat that you gathered at the end of a long day. Sometimes when he went to hug you before the two of you parted ways, he would catch a whiff of the tiniest undertone of musk, a good amount of sweat paired with the berry scented body spray you had put on that morning, and orange tic-tacs you had popped after lunch. It was a delectable combination.Â
He imagined that your cunt would smell like that bit of sweat, combined with the blueberry body wash you used - the one he knew about and loved because of the time you had insisted he use your shower while stinking up a study session because he had skipped the showers after lacrosse practice when he was late to be with you.Â
He imagined getting hints of that blueberry body wash smell coming off your thighs when his head was buried between them. What would your cunt taste like? That was a mystery he wanted to solve live.Â
He could always imagine the other aspects so well.Â
He could imagine the feeling of the heat under his tongue, the perfect feeling of your wetness mixing with his spit. He imagined getting to bounce your swollen clit against his tongue and while feeling your moans and cries of his name vibrate through your body as he pleasured you so well - the feeling of your pubes brushing against his cheeks as his entire face became soaked with your wetness.Â
But the taste - that was something he could never conjure up in his mind, no matter how hard he tried.Â
He knew that eating your pussy would be perfect. Not just because he would be giving you pleasure, serving you. But he so often dreamed of having his head smothered by your thighs, having you grab his head and shove him tighter into your cunt, you purposeful and demanding. You having that beautiful control over him while he drowned in your wetness.Â
He knew that he would likely cum in his pants from eating you out if he ever got the privilege of doing so, and even if you laughed at him - stupidly, he would find that hot too.Â
Stiles picked up the pace again, pumping his cock in hand evenly and firmly - even reaching down with the other hand to cradle his balls, gently rolling the flesh in his hand as he got lost in another fantasy of you.Â
He imagined the two of you in his bed - textbooks forgotten and pushed off onto the floor, your dress hiked up around your hips, and again, those fucking purple lace panties. He was on top of you, hovering on his knees so that his hard cock wouldnât brush against you (even through his jeans) while the two of you sloppily made-out.Â
It wasnât long before you pulled away from his kiss-swollen lips.Â
âStiles,â You purred into his ear, kissing along his neck. âYou know, youâre so pathetic.âÂ
These words had his cock jumping, spurting out precum - in his fantasy, it made his underwear messy as you undid his fly.Â
In the real world, it made his hand messy as he continued to rhythmically jerk his cock.Â
âIâm not gonna let you fuck me.â You told him, contrasting these words with your intentions as you put your hands inside his waistband and shoved his pants and underwear down over his hips - down to his knees until his hard, throbbing cock was exposed. âNot until you prove yourself.âÂ
Before Stiles could ask the question, the beautiful, fantastic you that he had made up inside his mind gave him the perfect answer.Â
âGet yourself off by rubbing your pathetic dick against my panties. And then - I might let you fuck me.âÂ
In the real world, Stiles let out a throttled moan - a choked sound that surely would have had his father knocking on the door to ask if he was okay if he was at home. And then he rushed to grab the panties again, and without even thinking, he used his sticky lubed up hand to position the fabric around his dick. It was a coarse roughness compared to the slick smoothness he had previously been feeling, but it did wonders to complete his fantasy as he delved back to the you inside of his mind.Â
He started rubbing the slightly lube-sticky rough fabric up and down his dick at a very slow pace as he imagined it:Â
Being perched between your thighs, with the fabric of the panties stuck to your wet cunt, his cock hard and leaking as he tucked himself right up against you and began to rub his dick against you in order to get off. Just like you wanted, just like you had ordered him to do.Â
âPlease.â Stiles chanted, the words leaking out of his lips, chanted into his empty bedroom as he pleaded to the imaginary you that would always have a hold over him - just as tight of a hold as the real you had. âPlease, please - oh fuck.âÂ
He moved the fabric over his cock faster as he moved his hips faster in the fantasy, imagining how hot your pussy would feel against him, imagining your nails digging into his hips as you looked up at him with mocking and adoration in your eyes. He imagined you forcing his hips faster, trapping him in place with your knees bracketed around his thighs, showing him absolutely no mercy.Â
âPlease, please, please.â He chanted, knowing with a distant part of his mind that he must have sounded utterly delirious. âPlease, Y/N, lemme cum-âÂ
âCum for me, Stiles.âÂ
Confirmed by that fantasy version of you and truly unable to hold it any longer, Stiles arched up off the bed, cumming all over his own fist. Just as he had predicted, it was an utter, uncontrollable mess. He shot cum all over his stomach, and absolutely soaked the fabric of the panties - making a horrible mess of them. Which, the lube had definitely already done. He laid there for a single moment catching his breath before it truly hit him.Â
Fuck. He had fucked up.Â
You would definitely notice the underwear missing after a while and he certainly couldnât return them to you in this condition.Â
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Stiles spent the next hour in the bathroom, absolutely panicking over how to get them clean. Luckily, he wasnât a total idiot and he looked up the washing instructions online - and after hand-washing them in warm water with a âgentleâ detergent (handsoap was the best that he could do), they came out perfectly clean.Â
The only problem?Â
Hang to dry.Â
He set his alarm for early, earlier than you suggested, and prayed that he wouldnât sleep through it. In fact, he set three more alarms just to make sure. He couldnât have you or his father barging into his room to wake him up when he had a pair of your stolen panties pinned to his corkboard in order to properly dry them so that he could sneak them back to you in good condition.Â
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The next day, he departed for school by 6:45 with the stolen goods hidden away in his bag, ready to sneak them back into your room later that afternoon. He made it to the library ten whole minutes before seven, and you seemed shocked that he was not only on time - but early.Â
âWow.â You said, having just gotten there yourself, spreading out your items at a table - including a tray with some coffees. âYou know, Stiles, I am impressed.âÂ
âYou donât have to act so - so shocked.â He replied, partially interrupted by a yawn.Â
You leaned over to get a pen from your bag, and Stilesâs eyes immediately went to your ass, unconsciously trying to spot panty lines through your dress and tights - wondering if you were even wearing underwear because he had stolen the ones you had intended for today.Â
Focus, Stiles. Focus.Â
âWell, if you werenât here by seven sharp like I told you, I was gonna pour this in the garbage.â You told him, taking his coffee out of the paper tray and sliding it toward him.Â
âYou donât have to be so mean.â He chuckled, airy and light - very secretly annoyed with the way your âmeanâ streak affected him sometimes. Why did he have to be turned on by you scolding him and punishing him? Why?Â
âHey, if Iâm not mean then you never get anything done.â You told him truthfully. âAnd you know how it works by now. Good boys get rewards and bad boys get spanked.â You told him, letting out a bright laugh - indicating that it was clearly meant to be a joke.Â
But instantly, it shook his mind with imagery of you bending him over the table, ripping his pants down and spanking him until he came untouched and cried for mercy, forcing him to agree that he would behave and listen to you. He became downright dizzy at the thought.Â
You meant it as a joke - he had to sharply remind himself. But the way you so casually called him a âgood boyâ, said that he was deserving of a ârewardâ - it sent chills down his spine and already had his cock waking up. Too early. Bad rabbit hole.Â
If he was any sort of brave, he would have pushed it more and asked you what kind of ârewardâ you had in mind. But he wasnât, and he was too tired to analyze the potential consequences.Â
âOh!â You said, as though suddenly remembering something. You moved to grab your bag again and Stiles closed his eyes to forcefully keep himself from staring at your ass. âYou left this at my place last night.â You told him, sliding his English textbook across the table toward him.Â
He was too busy trying to calm his own lust that he missed the smirk on your face - the mischief lingering in your eyes, the intention in your tone. He was too caught up, drowning in his own affections for you that he never would have pieced together that you had taken in and hidden it on purpose as a ploy to get him to come back. That you had put out some other bait for him to find.Â
âThanks.â He said quietly. âSo - what do we need to go over before the test?â
âEverything.âÂ
Stiles groaned.
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Edit to my notes as of Oct. 9th, 2024:
It is now my biggest regret announcing that there is a sequel to this fic in my drafts, but there is one that is fully written and just needs to be edited (but that is something that takes time and effort - neither of which I am going to put into the fic right now). However, it will not be posted anytime soon, and it is delayed infinitely. It will be posted when it is posted (and currently I don't know when that will be), and I would appreciate people not chasing me down and not asking about it.
Originally, my point of having a comment and reblog goal on this fic was so that a certain percentage of the people who read and liked the preview for this fic would have to reblog it, but the ratio on this fic is still absolutely horrendous, and it's clear to me that once people saw that goal was met, they didn't care to reblog this fic or comment on it if they enjoyed it - they only care to nag me and chase me down for the sequel while this fic sits at over 600 likes and less than 100 reblogs and comments (including my replies to people's comments).
If you are reading this fic after the edit, I hope you enjoyed it. I hope you do stick around on my blog while I work on and post other things. But the sequel to this fic will not be coming out anytime soon because I am a person with shifting interests, not a robot. Those shifting interests (and me chasing them organically) is the reason that I can produce 200k of fanfiction in a year and post all of it for free for people to enjoy.
And as always - if you enjoyed this fic, please comment about the body of work that has been written. And perhaps, consider reblogging it to show your appreciation. Please do not comment about the sequel.
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Feeder 86: The Top Ten
Can you believe that the Feeder86 âOrginal Gainer Storiesâ blog will soon be posting the two hundredth story? I thought of many ways to celebrate. But then I stopped and realised that I would probably be best using the time to address one of the questions I get asked about most frequently. Which of the stories do I personally like the most?
This was not an easy list to make as I very rarely go back to re-read my own work after I have finished editing and posting them. This is not because I do not like them, but because I always see bits that I want to change. Nevertheless, this project was the perfect opportunity to revisit a few oldies that I remember being very proud of at the time.Â
Hopefully you will see this list for what it is: a glimpse into how I write, my motivations and drive; rather than just a self indulgent pat on the back for myself. Yuck!
So, with that being said, let us begin...
#10 The Feedersâ Formula: This tale certainly had to be placed into the list. After all, it is the one that kicked off âOriginal Gainer Storiesâ all those years ago. There are many amazing examples of instant body weight transformation stories out there. I felt that I needed to write this one as my contribution to the genre. It went down well at the time. I swiftly wrote a Part Two, then followed it up with others (The Feedersâ Formation, The Feedersâ Formalities, The Feedersâ Foreclosure, The Feedersâ Forecast, The Feedersâ Former Years), becoming something of an ongoing saga in recent years; focusing on the different Feeders from that very first meeting. As a writer who sometimes struggles to find the ending, these are wonderful to write as they all have the same inevitable conclusion. There is also so much freedom to be had when youâre working with characters who are pretty much pure evil. I know so much more about the Feeders than Iâve ever written down, so it is great to tease out those little details with each new installment. The newest of these tales (The Feedersâ Foreplay) was the darkest yet, but seems to have provoked a very favourable reaction from many. Who knows what the Feeders may get up to next? I do! And you can find out too, once we start a whole new sweeps season of stories this April! Come with me into The Feeders' Fortress!
#9 Only One: Where do I start? Only One has my absolute favourite type of feeder. Ben is big, sexy and very in control. Heâs one of those rare types of guys who always stays on top and is a step ahead of absoultely everyone he meets. Who wouldnât fall for him? I certainly did! In fact, I loved him so much that I wrote an entire prequel for him (and none of you even noticed!) Check out Rewire if you want to see how Ben became the man we know and love.
#8 The Wright Boys: The idea of a weight gain that cannot be stopped or controlled is a tempting one for many. How much easier would it be if you didnât have to second guess your choices or face the pressure to lose weight? This was the first tale of what I see as âThe Cursesâ saga that eventually bled into many other stories (including another one on this list!) and culminated in Wright vs Beckett. However, this story remains my personal favourite of these. If youâre a fan of looking for crossovers between my stories, these are some of the most explicitly linked. I followed it up with a spin-off tale (The Wright Boys: DNA), but continue to have ideas about how I could go back to these boys in the future. Watch this space.
#7 Making Monsters: The title of this story really does give away how I felt about it at the time. This is quite the saga, spread over into not just two, but three parts! It began as a story that was very similar to Blackmailed; a tale that I had written previously about a guy voyeristically enjoying seeing his friend fatten up her boyfriend. However, this story evolved even further for me, with Tommyâs love of eating and gaining weight being both his greatest love, and his biggest shame. His denial only heightened the tension for me, and, when he does eventually give in, the gains feel all the more satisfying as a result.
#6 The Pig Feed: Itâs not easy to write a gainer story where there isnât another character spurring the events along and encouraging things. In this tale however, that role is given to a very tasty and surprisingly addictive pig feed mixture that Steve gets himself hooked on. Itâs a story that I really enjoyed writing and still feel very happy with. I have considered writing more stories around this interesting feed. However, I am yet to do so; deciding (for now at least) that things are perhaps best left as they are. But, feel free to let me know your thoughts on this.
#5 Farm Boy: Whether you grew up in a big city, or a small rural community, like Hayden in this story, we can all relate to having desires and attractions that those around us donât understand. And, thanks to how well connected we are these days, we now know what itâs like to realise that youâre not actually alone, and the whirlwind of excited emotions that follow. I enjoyed writing this story because I, quite simply, fell completely in love with Hayden. As kinky as he was, he still retained that fresh faced innocence throughout. If any of my characters were destined to be together forever, I imagine that these two would be my top choice.
#4 Keeping a Crush: This is one of those stories that I wrote in a matter of hours, and I was so pleased with it when I was done. Getting the train to go to work is not necessarily something that many Americans have to do, and so the location had to be switched to the UK (quite refreshing, I thought!). For me, itâs one of those really rare instances where placing very solid restrictions on the structure of a story (In this case, having it all take place during the commute to and from work) and finding that it actually elevates the sexual tension and mood. All scenes take place in public settings. All conversations could, in theory, be overheard. These days, so many people meet online and flirt for weeks by messaging back and forth, before they even see each other for the first time. Nowadays, for better or for worse, the actual, real fantasy is finding a connection with someone you just see in the real world; perhaps with a person you literally just met on the way to work...
If youâve not read this one, I really would highly recommend it.
#3 To the Max: Stories with a magical element to them are either loved or hated. However, I find that this tale walks that line very successfully. Ned gets his hands on a love potion and makes straight guy, Max, fall for him. Iâm sure weâve all been there with that fantasy! However, it is in the consequences of inviting someone into your life, someone that you actually know very little about, that the entire eroticism of this story is based. I wonât spoil it for those who have not read it, but believe me when I say that things soon start getting very interesting indeedâŚ
#2 Tommyâs Two Hundred. Donât recognise this one? Well, that's because none of you have read it yet.Â
Now, Iâm not just saying this because I want you all to come back for the two hundreth story, but this is genuinely one of my absolute favourites. For my big milestone stories in the past, I have written something specifically for that event (Wright vs Beckett, The Seven Feeders of Finn). However, this is just a tale that I adored writing and decided to hold back for you all, especially for this occasion. Itâs a story of domination and submission within a fairly open, but very kinky, relationship. Strapping Hunter plays the part of a very controlling feeder, making me break many of my own rules and stretching my boundaries to the absolute limits. Youâll either love him, or youâll hate him. Thatâs all Iâm going to sayâŚ
Also, this story is going to be the first Feeder86 story that will be fully illustrated. Itâs all thanks to the amazing talents of Spellwell9 who was given an advanced copy and asked to imagine the characters in four different scenes. I cannot wait for you to see this!
Put it in your diary. All will be revealed from Friday 5th AprilâŚ
#1 F80 Control: This is perhaps a controvercial choice (especially as my #1). I have previously admitted that this story strays a little from its purpose of being a gainer story. In other words, I get very caught up in the background story that is being told. However, I feel that the science fiction genre is surprisingly underused in tales of weight gain. Yet, the combination of Aritificial Intelligence and submission seemed, to me, to be the perfect blend. It really is a beast of a story if you can follow it all the way through to its conclusion.Â
With the advent of improved artificial intelligence software in recent years, I felt the time was right to develop the world further, with the addition of F80 Ctrl Alt Del; a spin-off tale set slightly before the main story. Then, unable to help myself, I followed this up again with another companion story, F80: Kidnap and Control.Â
The reason I chose this universe as my favourite is because this is where I am happiest writing. With AI, I donât need to consider the morality or motivations - I know exactly what their aims are and I can see multiple ways in which it will cause conflict with humanity (and their waistlines!) I would also love to write more for this world one day, and I even left a little unused subplot in the last story that I think would provide the perfect starting-off point for another chapter. Will I ever write it? Well, weâll have to wait and seeâŚ
So, there you have it! The the complete list!
This was a much harder exercise than I expected when I first embarked upon it. Stories like: Jiggle the Jock, Meticulous, Rule Number One, Freaks, Leftovers I and II, Ethan: The Secret Feeder and, not fogetting The Consequences I, II and III all crept in and out of the list, unfortunatley missing out on the final cut. There are many, many others, of course. But this list cannot go on forever...
So, why not tell me which ones were your favourites? Feel free to write in the comments and post a link to any other stories that you have enjoyed from myself, or from other authors. Hopefully, if we all work together, this could become a great resource for people in the future, filled with signposts and reccommendations. Â
Also, donât forget the Feeder86 Contents page where you can find links and descriptions of all the 200 stories posted so far (as well as plot outlines for upcoming tales as well). Please continue to enjoy the vast catalogue of stories, and even have a go yourself! I love supporting the many new gainer fiction writers who contact me. So please do get in touch if you need advice, or to talk through your ideas. Letâs all encourage a whole new generation of people to get typing away! Iâm sure you will cheer them on just as much as I will.
Thank you to everyone who supports the stories blog here on Tumblr. Keep checking in every Friday througout April for a whole new sweeps season to celebrate this milestone. Stories will include: Tommy's Two Hundred, Train for a Gain, The Feeders' Fortress and The 1% (a companion story to The 5%). For now, I thank you all for taking time out to sit and read the very bizarre tales that sprout from my mind. You are all wonderful.
Happy 200 stories!
Feeder86
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where a fan made an 10 minute video with a compilation of hasan and reader being in love.
just for clicks
hasanabi x fem!streamer!reader
tags : hasan being a bit of an ass, tension, lingering touches, angst, use of y/n (scary ik), this is a blurb (I canât make more parts if ppl want it), basically just angst, nothing really from the readers pov
a/n : iâm pretty sure you were looking for a more sappy direction w this request, but i rlly couldnât help myself and i made it angsty đ. also this is my first fanfic on this acc so pls be nice to me đ im not good w english
It was a regular streaming day for Hasan, for the most part. His typical bogging on about politics, random internet drama, and his frequent frustration at chat. Behind all that though, his mind was a fog. You; another streamer, having been friends with Austin, being introduced to the Fear& group, and all but weaseling your way into being a staple member of the friend group, was all that Hasan could think about. Austin had tried to set the two of you up when you were first introduced to the friend group, but you never ended up going on any serious or planned romantic ventures, the two of yous schedules preventing from such.
Thatâs not to say you werenât interested in eachother, it was quite the opposite actually. It was unspoken between the two of you, literally. Minus talking on the podcast or short interactions in videos, you had never spoken outside of âworkâ. That didnt stop the tension from growing though.
It started as accidental; Hasan gently grazing the back of your neck when walking behind your chair during filming in the cramped podcast room, his warm fingers barely lingering for a second on your bare neck, followed by rushed apology. Then it was you; lightly holding his waist as you attempted to squeeze behind him during a cooking stream, still unable to get past without his backside brushing against your front to a degree. And those two accidental touches wouldnât have been a problem if they had just stayed those two accidental touches. The two of you managed to bump into eachother enough times that it had you each questioning if the other person was doing it on purpose.
Hasan was the first to break the âaccidentalâ rule, having grabbed your waist firmly and practically picking you up off the ground to move you on one occasion. You followed suit with the rule breaking, leaning across him to grab something from QT while filming the podcast and intentionally resting stretched for a moment; your top half shelved atop his forearm as it laid flat on the table.
The two of you refused to do anything about it though, and it was driving you both mad. Each touch was getting more daring then the last, and it was a game of who was going to break first. You were mad because you thought he was intentionally toying with you; knowing it drove you mad whilst not being interested himself. Just doing it to mess with you. Hasan on the other hand was just generally pissed you hadnât done anything yet, which was ironic considering he didnât have the gall to do anything himself either.
It was all that Hasan had been thinking of that day, and he questioned that if his facecam didnât cut off at the top of his head that chat would be able to see the steam emanating from it. He was beyond frustrated, but he found it easy to play off; opting to take his anger out on the idiots who left comments on his livestream.
The two of you hadnât thought about what your predicament looked like from an outsiders perspective though, not until now atleast.
Hasan was watching some political interview; mostly letting it play while opening links from chat in other tabs. As he opened one in particular, his heart stopped. He quickly clicked back to the tab, his brows taught together as he re-read the title.
âNo fucking shot.â He forcibly laughed out, not only in disbelief himself but also trying to play his reaction down a bit for the stream. It was a compilation video, titled ây/n and hasan being down bad for 7 minutesâ.
He was shocked he hadnât thought about it, honestly. He was so concerned with keeping his feelings down while streaming by himself that he hadnât even considered how he looked when he was actually with you. He clicked play without a second thought, his brain still registering the situation at hand. He had to stop himself from letting a grin slip out.
He watched the whole video without saying anything, which was alarming for chat and him. He was just entranced at how painfully obvious the two of you made it. The way he stared at you as you spoke to someone else. The way you never looked at him when he spoke to anybody. The way he stared at your hands as you fidgeted with a mic cord. The now obvious touches. He was baffled.
But his emotions quickly flipped back to his previous frustration. All that has been going on and you still hadnât done anything? The two of you still hadnât even talked? You had interacted this way long enough for somebody to make a 7 minute long compilation and the two of you still hadnât done anything? He turned to chat, decided to take it out by being defensive.
âItâs actually hilarious the shit you idiots come up with. You do realize weâve never talked right? The little shit weâve said on camera is all weâve ever said to eachother. Ever. I donât even know her actual name. I donât even have her in my contacts. Iâve never even thought about her in that way. You guys are so apt on shipping every male and female to ever interact together, itâs disgusting. You guys are fucking weird.â He took a beat, knowing the shit he was saying was doing anything but help his case, and knowing the hole he was digging for himself was just getting deeper. The few excuses he could come up with were borderline pathetic and certainly laughable. He just hoped he said his words fast enough that none of it stuck, even though he could practically feel the clips getting posted to twitter. In a last stitch effort to save himself, he blurted out;
âAnd anything sheâs ever done around me is just for fucking clicks anyway.â He closed his mouth immediately after saying it. Hasan knew how much of a low blow that was, he knew how much he defended other streamers in the space for the same shit, and he couldnât believe heâd just let that out about you of all people. He knew then in that moment that heâd lost all chances of anything with you, and he couldnât grasp the fact that he was able to royally fuck himself over in a matter of seconds. He sat there silent, grumbling something else about chat being stupid, and then he went back to his political video.
He tried to keep a stone face, but he couldnât help as his eyes caught chat every few minutes, mixes of shock and anger still bubbling between all of them. Hasan tried to redeem himself as much as he could; making some jokes and throwing some insults at whatever video he was watching. The main mass of the shocked comments eventually fizzled away, but he ultimately ended up wrapping up stream after another 30ish minutes. All he could do now was watch as everything unfolded before him.
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My magnum opus, the jewel of my Binderary round-up, the result of four months of hard work (that is to say, a lot of force applied over distance), the project affectionately known as The Motherfuckers (because it was rather unclear if I was going to finish these books or if they were going to be the end of me).
Force over Distance by cleanwhiteroom. It is currently also on AO3.
I was first introduced to this incredible story by a dear friend, who first sold me on actually watching SGU, and then said that they remember this fic since like 2011, which is always a promising sign. I went digging and found out I was in luck - the story was being rewritten and reuploaded on the author's blog. The next two weeks are described by the same friend as "one of the scariest moments in our cohabitation" as I'd spent literally every waking moment injecting the story directly into my eyeballs, and let me tell you, I'd not been doing a lot of sleeping at that time.
Then I gathered up my courage and reached out to CWR re: my burning desire to bind this story. And the rest, well. Let's dig into it, shall we?
This was my first time typesetting 540k words. Considering I tend to prefer larger font sizes for increased legibility, it was immediately obvious that this was going to be a multivolume project. I settled on three, as it's the relationship between three individuals that forms the core of the story.
I also knew I wanted to keep the typeset in black and white, but play around with light and dark a lot. So I did. One of the first design idea I actually had was the way I wanted to handle projected speech. Mental link between Young, Rush and Destiny is THE most vital part of the story, and I wanted to make it immediatly obvious. I also wanted to be able to take one glance at the page and tell how much of the action is actually just two guys staring each other down :) Hence the blackout effect of thoughts being represented as light over darkness.
I also wanted to preserve as much of my reading experience as possible. So I saved all the chapter quotes/summaries in the TOC, and hid the chapter content warnings in the frame of the gate that marks the beginning of each chapter. For most of the chapter the warnings stay the same, so after a while you stop really noticing them, but then you open a new chapter and see that the familiar shape of the words has changed, and get this UH-OH feeling. Which, I think is very much how it works in my design, because when the warnings change there's usually another line of text added.
For flashbacks and dream sequences I switched from italics to a lighter shade of gray. I woudn't say it's more legible per say, but it's in keeping with the overall light/dark theme.
There are instances of people using handwritten notes in the story. I collected more than a dozen of assorted handwriting fonts, with each character having their own "handwriting". So when, for example, someone begins writing in someone else's hand, you immediately know it.
The most insane, labor-intensive part of the typeset, however, was the way I decided to handle the Ancient translations. CWR's gone through the trouble of setting up hover-to-discover for it, which gives you a very different reading experience than, say, having the translations in the endnotes. So, naturally, I said to myself that I want to replicate that, and footnotes just won't do the trick. So. Every instance of Ancient in the text has an underlay of light gray Ancient script. And an OVERLAY of paper vellum with the translation printed in blue. Now, not to toot my own horn too much, but if looks SICK AS FUCK. You also MAYBE SHOULD NOT LIVE LIKE THIS. For the two copies of this work I had to cut up 10 sheets of vellum into strips, and then spent from 20 minutes to an hour per volume tipping the strips in their proper places. I then had to wear kinetic tape on both my hands to help with the joint pain. (It was worth it.)
Now for the title spread. It is also paper vellum that you see as soon as you turn the first page (the half-title), and see it covering the title of the book and author's name. And then you turn it. And the shields sing the matter wave of Destiny through the black. And yeah, I think that's very, very clever of me, actually.
Then, of course, were the endpapers. All 12 of them are unique abstract paintings done on black cardstock by hand with brush pens and correction tape, I scanned a sample of each set for posterity. All of them are my interpretations of characters' midscapes. For volume 1 I went with the fire wind of Rush's thoughts. Volume 2 was for Young, and I went for the reverse blackout poetry effect (because for all the mental talking they do, the unprojected thoughts are opaque to their counterparts) and all the loops, hairpins and blocks he does. Volume 3 is for the combination - Rush's fire wind, changing its color to match the circuitry pattern of Destiny's AI.
The rest, in comparison, is easy. All volumes are stitched with 3 strands of embroidery floss, a combination of black, blue and silvery-gray. The French double-core endbands are sewn in the same color scheme (though with a different shade of blue and gray switched for white for added contrast). The edges are painted and splattered to look like space.
The covers feature my (signature at this point, I guess) half-cloth river pattern, with the base being dark blue linen and the printed parts being Spitzer telescope images of the W51 star forge, Jack-O'-Lantern Nebula and the Eagle Nebula (courtesy of NASA), waxed by hand for added sheen. The spines are foiled in silver with a foil quill.
Each set is 5 pound of solid hand-crafted book, with one set being my personal copy, and the other sent as a gift to the author.
And that's it, folks! This has been an incredible project to work on, and I'm very proud of what I achieved with it.
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When Oliver Queen was dead, he ended up in the Infinite Realms, where he inadvertently became the mentor to teen ghost hero Phantom. After Ollie came back to life, he made a point of reaching out to Phantom, just in case the kid needed anything.
DCxDP Week prompt: found family
Author's Notes: I've tried to make this accessible as possible to those of you who aren't familiar with the Arrowfam, but here are links to character primers on Oliver Queen, Connor Hawke and Mia Dearden if you want them. If you are familiar with GA comics, then just know that this is set loosely during the 2001 run. And finally, the idea of a hero in the Infinite Realms helping mentor Danny was largely inspired by Blueseabird2's fic Grave Promises. (It's excellent! If you haven't read it, go do that!)
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"Do you remember it?" Ollie asks, looking at Superman out of the corner of his eye. They're standing in front of Oliver's grave. Always made the right enemies. It's a hell of an epitaph; Ollie wonders who came up with it. Roy or Dinah, probably.
"Remember..." Superman says.
"Being dead."Â Â
Supes gives him that same look everyone seems to be giving Ollie these days, like he's not quite sure if Ollie is all there in the head. Â
"Never mind." Oliver waves a hand. "Just thinking."
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He does remember it, is the thing. He remembers the endless Infinite Realms, as green as any of Hal's constructs. He remembers the ghosts-- the ones who had originally been alive like him, and the ones that had never lived at all. Humans and aliens and otherdimensional beings, all together in one place. He remembers being in the same costume he'd died in, only color-flipped to red. (That was just wrong. Red was Roy's color, not Ollie's.)
And he remembers Phantom.
He'd met Phantom pretty early on. Time in the Infinite Realms was tricky; it didn't move like time did on Earth. Sometimes it went slower, sometimes faster, sometimes it even seemed to go backwards.  So he didn't remember exactly how long he'd been in the Realms before coming across Phantom, but it didn't feel like long.
Phantom had been chasing down some magical artifact when he'd come across Oliver-- or rather, Red Arrow-- who had picked a fight with an asshole ghost way more powerful than him.
Some things never changed. But hey, ghost arrows were pretty nifty.
Phantom had helped him out, and in return Ollie had offered to help Phantom with tracking down the artifact he was looking for. As they talked, it quickly became obvious that Phantom was doing the whole teen hero thing-- and not just in the Realms, but on Earth. He clammed up when Ollie asked too many questions, but it was pretty clear that he didn't have a mentor or anything.
"Do you have the Teen Titans in your world?" Oliver asked, having learned by that point that the Infinite Realms connected every dimension out there.
"Yeah," Phantom had said, looking wary.
"You should talk to them," Oliver said. "It helps to have someone out there on your side, who knows what you're dealing with." The Titans had been good for Roy. Not just friends, although they were that, too, but an extra support system. Â
But Phantom shook his head. "I can't." And then he'd gone on to describe the Anti-Ecto Acts and the GIW. Â
Ollie had never exactly been a fan of the government-- too much corruption, too many rich assholes using the system to protect themselves-- but this still managed to surprise him. And while he was pretty sure his own world's Teen Titans wouldn't stand for this kind of thing-- or even the JLA, no matter how badly they sometimes overreached-- he had no way of knowing whether Phantom's Teen Titans were the same ones he knew. Â
"Tell you what," Ollie said. "Next time you get a chance, track me down and I'll show you a few things. I don't know how much help I'll be with superpowers, but--"Â
"Really?" Phantom had asked, then surprised Ollie by hugging him.
That was the start of it. They'd tracked down the artifact, Phantom had left the Realms to go back and do his hero thing on Earth, and Oliver was left to second-guess himself until the next time Phantom came around. Â
Oliver wasn't exactly a perfect mentor. He'd done his best for Roy, but there were so many things he would do differently if he had the chance. But he was better than nothing, which was what Phantom had been working with before.
Phantom didn't need to learn archery; he had superpowers. But Ollie managed to teach him a thing or two about picking your shot and waiting for the right moment. About trusting your instincts and dodging bullets (or ectoblasts). Â
Phantom was cagey about anything that wasn't hero work, but Oliver managed to glean a few details. He had a couple of living friends who helped him out, he was frequently chased down by ghost hunters, and most of the town he was based in didn't think particularly highly of him. And that was on top of his whole rogue's gallery of villainous ghosts, not to mention the GIW.
"You can't make people like you," Ollie advised him. "Even if you do all the right things. You just have to trust yourself and ignore the public opinion." God knew plenty of people had hated the Green Arrow over the years. Â
It had been rewarding, in a way Ollie had almost forgotten, watching Phantom grow as a hero. Watching him grow more confident and more skilled-- and Ollie wasn't giving himself credit for all of that, but he'd helped bring those qualities out.
And then, Oliver came back to life.
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"Where to next?" Roy asks, as they drive out of Central City. Ollie appreciates that Roy is willing to follow his lead on this, even though it's clear Roy thinks he's being ridiculous. Sure, Wally would probably have let Ollie have that old ring of Barry's if he'd asked, just like the JLA would probably have let him have the diamond-tipped arrow. But those things weren't theirs to keep or give in the first place.
"Amity Park, Illinois."
Roy gives him a skeptical look over the top of his sunglasses. "The hell is in Amity Park?" He's bracing himself to hear about some other memorabilia Ollie left behind upon his death, something else that wasn't disposed of the way Ollie had requested. Something else that other people-- even Roy-- think insignificant.
That would be easier to explain than this.
"Maybe nothing," Oliver says. "But I need to be sure."
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Finding Amity Park in the first place is a task and a half. It's not on the map Roy keeps in his glovebox, and they have to ask directions at multiple gas stations across Illinois before they arrive. Â
It's immediately clear that they're in the right place. Amity Park is a small city-- barely even a city, really. But the property damage evident on the streets and the buildings is on par with the aftermath of an alien invasion.
Roy slides off his shades. "What on earth..." He glances at Oliver. "Ollie, what is this?"
A green streak shoots across the sky, followed by a white one. Â
Phantom.
"Follow them!" Ollie points at the ghosts. Â
By the time they arrive, it's a stand-off. The other ghost has disappeared, but Phantom is hovering twenty feet off the ground, dodging blasts from a couple in brightly colored hazmat suits. Â
The Fentons. Ollie had heard a few stories about them while he was in the Infinite Realms, though Phantom had been reluctant to talk about them.
"Ollie," Roy says. In his voice, Ollie can hear all the suppressed rage he himself is feeling, watching a child-- a superpowered child, but a child nonetheless-- getting shot at.
"Not yet." Ollie wants to help, but he doesn't want to make things worse by jumping in without thinking. Their help isn't needed in the end; Phantom manages to disappear from sight while the ghost hunters are distracted.
Oliver tells the whole story to Roy over dinner at the local fast food joint.
"Jesus Christ," Roy says. Â
"So you see why I want to talk to Phantom," Ollie says. Â
"Aren't you already training two kids already? You gonna add all of this on top?" Â
"Connor doesn't need training. He could probably teach me a thing or two. And no one is training Mia in anything." Okay, that last part isn't quite true; Oliver knows for a fact that Connor has been giving Mia lessons in archery and hand-to-hand. But as long as she's not trying to put on a costume and fight crime, he'll pretend he doesn't know. Hell, it makes him feel better, knowing that she has a trick or two up her sleeve.
"Phantom can't be much older than she is," Roy says, a hint of judgment in his tone.
"Phantom is already dead," he says. Roy flinches a little. "And he doesn't have a Hal Jordan to bring him back."
They go back to their burgers. It's not until Oliver is crumpling up his wrapper that he speaks again. Â
"Look," Ollie says. "This is a lot bigger than Phantom. And based on what I know of him, he's not going to want to leave Amity Park. But I want to let him know that someone's got his back."
Roy claps him on the shoulder. "More than just one person."
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Tracking down Phantom for a conversation is harder than it sounds. Oliver doesn't know how much time he even spends out here, rather than in the Infinite Realms. Not to mention the handy ghost power of invisibility. Â
He suits up and stakes out a rooftop downtown, with Roy doing the same on the other side of town. He's just getting ready to pack it in for the night and try it again tomorrow when a familiar form materializes next to him.
"Arrow?" Phantom asks.
Oliver smiles. "Hey, kid." Â
"What-- how-- you're alive?" Phantom sputters a little.
"Am now," Ollie says. "A friend of mine brought me back." He gives a quick overview-- Green Lantern, godlike power, decided what the world was missing was one Oliver Queen. Â
"I'm going to do what I can about the Anti-Ecto Acts and the GIW," Oliver says. "But if you ever need anything, give me a call. Or just track me down in Star." He hands a slip of paper with his phone number and email on it to Phantom. Â
"Danny," Phantom says.
"Sorry?"
"My name. It's Danny."
"Oliver." Ollie holds out his hand and Danny shakes it. "Good to meet you, Danny."
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For a while, he only hears from Danny through irregular emails and the very occasional phone call. Ollie leans on his Justice League acquaintances to help repeal the Anti-Ecto Acts and get rid of the GIW. It's slow going-- much slower than Ollie would like. Too many JL members are advising caution, wanting to find out more about ghosts and how dangerous they might be before they take a stand. Luckily, neither Superman and Wonder Woman were happy about Oliver's news, and hold a lot of sway with the American public. And rather conveniently, a number of reporters have suddenly begun looking into the Anti-Ecto Acts, stirring up public sentiment against them even more than before.
Things are looking good. And then, Danny shows up at the front door of Oliver's brownstone. Â
Oliver is making himself a sandwich when he hears the knock at the door. Mia (who had finally gotten Ollie to agree to let her be Speedy a few weeks back) is with the Teen Titans for the weekend, and Connor is working at the youth center for most of the day, so there's no one else here to answer the door. Ollie wipes his hands on a kitchen towel, and opens the door.
Ollie doesn't know it's Danny at first. The Danny he met was a ghost, complete with jumpsuit and white hair and superpowers. The kid that shows up at Ollie's front door is a living, breathing kid. He's got pale skin and dark hair and he can't be any older than sixteen. He's a little on the thin side, though given his age, he could just be going through a growth spurt, and the backpack slung over his shoulder is decorated with a NASA patch. Â
"Ollie?" the kid asks.Â
"That's me," Ollie says. "What can I do for you?"
"It's Danny. Phantom," he clarifies in a low voice. "From Amity Park."
He can see it, now that he knows to look. The face and build are the same, just color-swapped.
âI need your help,â Danny continues.
The kid looks like heâs about to fall over from exhaustion or stress or both.Â
Ollie opens the door a little wider. "Come on in. I was just making myself some lunch. You can tell me what's going on."
Danny follows him into the kitchen and takes a seat at the counter.  Ollie finishes the sandwiches and slides one over to Danny. Â
Danny doesn't pick it up at first, busy fidgeting with the sleeves of his hoodie. âI donât know where to start."
"Well, I gotta say," Oliver says. "You're looking pretty alive for a dead guy. I mean, same could be said for myself, but I told you how that happened."
Danny grimaces. "About that. It's kind of complicated."
Oliver leans against the opposite counter. "Hit me with it." Â
He already knows it's bad. He was worried about Phantom in the first place; that's why he gave Danny a way to contact him if necessary. Whatever made Danny travel halfway across the country to see him? It can't be good.
"My parents are the Fentons," Danny starts.
Immediately Oliver knows the story is going to be worse than he anticipated. "The ghost hunters. The ones who built the portal." Ollie had heard all about that portal during his sojourn in the Infinite Realms-- some from Phantom, some from other ghosts.
"Yeah. Well, the portal didn't exactly work at first. My friends wanted to see it, and..." Danny shrugs. "It worked better than anyone gave them credit for, it's just that they accidentally put the switch on the inside." Â
He can see where this story is going. "And you accidentally turned it on." Â
"Yeah. It killed me, but all the ectoplasm coming through the portal brought me back to life. So I'm only half-dead." Danny finishes up his sandwich but Oliver, who is familiar with the eating habits of superhero teenagers, hands him another one.
"I'm guessing your folks don't know."Â Â
"My sister does. My parents don't." Danny fidgets with the sleeves of his hoodie. "That's not important."
It seems a little bit important. Â
âIt donât know if thereâs anything you can do,â Danny adds. âI just⌠I didnât know where else to go.â
âYou can stay here as long as you need to," Ollie says. There's an extra bedroom that Stanley used as an office, back when this place belonged to him. He'll need to get the junk cleaned out, but it should work for Danny. "But it might help if I had a few more details. Is someone gonna come looking for you-- or for Phantom?"
"I don't think so," Danny says. "Well, the GIW might, but they're not super active outside of Amity Park."
"We'll handle them if they show up." Oliver would love the chance to put a few arrows in them, and he's sure Connor and Mia would feel the same. Â
There's obviously more to this story than Danny is currently telling him, but Ollie isn't gonna press. Not yet. Long and difficult experience has taught him how badly that usually goes when dealing with teenagers. Â
Danny finishes up his lunch, and Ollie shows him around, eventually leaving him to hang out in the living room and watch TV. Ollie himself starts packing up the junk in the spare room. Danny might have to sleep on the couch for a day or two, until they get a bed for him to use, but it's an alright couch. Ollie has certainly slept in less comfortable places.
He doesn't realize how much time has passed until he hears Connor call him from downstairs.
"Dad?"Â Â
His tone of voice is carefully measured, but it's enough to remind Oliver that Danny is downstairs-- and that he didn't let Connor know about their new guest.
He dashes down the stairs and, sure enough, Connor and Danny are watching each other warily from other sides of the living room. Danny in particular looks like he wants to bolt. Â
"This is Danny," Oliver says. "He's gonna be staying with us for a while. And Danny, this is my son, Connor. He's the other Green Arrow." Â
"Nice to meet you," Connor says to Danny. Then, "Dad, can I talk to you for a minute?"
Ollie follows Connor downstairs to the training room in their basement. He has no idea how far Danny's enhanced senses extend outside the Infinite Realms-- or even if they work at all when he's not a ghost-- but Ollie suspects this conversation might not be as private as Connor is hoping.
"Are you sure about this?" Connor asks. Â
"He doesn't have anywhere else," Ollie says. "What do you want me to do?"
Connor runs his hand over his face. "I don't know. But have you even talked to Mia about this? When did you even meet this kid?"
"It was a sudden development," Ollie says. "So no, I didn't. But I don't think Mia's gonna tell me to send him packing." He knows that's not what Connor is worried about; for all her bravado, Mia is still insecure about many things. "As for how I met him... that's a bit of a story."
"Okay," Connor finally says. "As long as you're sure."
Ollie clasps his shoulder. "I appreciate it." Â
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They don't explain anything further to Connor that night, which is probably unfair to him. But Ollie doesn't really want to make Danny explain more than once, and Mia won't be back until the next day.
Danny sleeps on the couch, and in the morning, he helps Ollie and Connor clean out the spare room. Mia shows up a little after noon, having gotten a ride back from one of her powered friends, and finds the three of them eating pizza in the living room.
"You better have saved me some," she says, as she tosses her overnight bag on the floor.
"Didn't your friends feed you?" Ollie asks, but he passes her the box of pepperoni. Â
Mia takes a slice and perches on the back of the couch, right next to Danny. "Hi! I'm Mia." She gives Danny a look that is probably intended to be flirtatious. Â
Danny looks a little like a deer in the headlights. "Uh, hi?"
Connor raises an eyebrow at Oliver, and yeah, maybe having a teenage boy staying in the same house as Mia is a bad idea. Then again, he's closer to her age than the guys she usually hits on. Â
"This is Danny," Oliver says. "Danny, Mia is my other kid. She's also Speedy." Â
They give Connor and Mia the cliff's notes version on ghosts and the Infinite Realms. Danny knows a lot more than Ollie does about all of it, but he's much worse at explaining. He either gets lost on tangents about inconsequential details, or he assumes they have more baseline knowledge than they do.
"I'm sorry," Mia says. "Can we go back to the part where ghosts exist?"
"We've fought actual demons," Connor says. "How are ghosts harder to believe?"
"Ollie was never a demon," Mia says with a shrug. Then she narrows her eyes at Oliver. "Were you?"
Ollie laughs. "Definitely not." Â
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The next week or so is pretty quiet, by their standards. The Green Arrows and Speedy go out and handle low-level crime in the city every night, though Phantom stays in at Ollie's suggestion; if the GIW is looking for him, it's better if he lies low. It's a little worrying how easily he agrees. It had never been that easy to convince him to do anything when they were training in the Infinite Realms.
Mia, who is better with technology than Ollie is, helps Danny send a message to his friends, letting them know he's safe. Â
"It's better if I don't give them too many details," Danny says. "Anyone who's looking for me will be watching them. All of our devices are encrypted, thanks to Tucker, but I don't want to take any chances."
Danny comes with them to help out at the youth center, even while Ollie tells him that he's welcome to stay home and play video games or whatever. Danny hasn't said anything about it, and so Ollie hasn't either, but Danny doesn't seem to want to be left alone for long.
Oliver wonders if that's because he's worried about himself or about them.
"So, where do your folks think you are?" Ollie asks at one point.Â
Danny shrugs. "Does it really matter?"
"Well, I'd like to know if I'm likely to be charged with kidnapping." Connor and Mia both shoot him judgmental looks, but it's not like either of them were under any illusions about Ollie's ability to be delicate. "I mean, I can handle it if I am, but I'd like to be prepared."
"I don't think you have to worry about that," Danny says, and that's the subject closed for the moment.
Mia corners Ollie one afternoon at the youth center, while Danny is playing basketball with some of the kids. Danny is losing, badly. Turns out he's incredibly clumsy when he's not using his powers. The kids don't seem to mind, though, and Danny is a pretty good sport about it.
"We're keeping him, right?" Mia asks.
Oliver gives Mia a level look. He hasn't noticed anything beyond some flirting on Mia's side, but that doesn't mean much. Â
"Not like that," Mia says, rolling her eyes. "I mean, he's cute, but he's kind of dense."
"Funny, I'm pretty sure the same has been said about me," Ollie jokes.
"Whatever he's not telling us... it's got to be pretty bad, right?" Mia says. "But he seems happy here. And we won't let anything happen to him."
There's a lot Oliver could say here: Danny has parents, he has friends, he has a home he obviously misses. By almost every measure, he's far more powerful than Ollie or his kids, and whatever has him scared is quite possibly out of their league. But the truth is, he feels the way Mia does. Â
"It's up to him," Oliver finally says. "But he's welcome to stay as long as he wants to."
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Green Arrow and Speedy are crouched on a rooftop, taking aim at a couple of drug dealers, when Connor's voice crackles across the comms.
"I've got eyes on some guys in white suits," he says. "At Fifty-first and Green." Â
That's halfway across town, though nowhere near the brownstone. If something goes down in the next few minutes, Connor is going to be on his own. Â
"Don't engage," Ollie says. "We're on our way."
They break up the drug deal and make their way toward Connor, who has been updating them on the GIW's movements the whole while. Â
"I think they're looking for something," Connor says. "They keep stopping and checking some kind of device-- I think it's a tracker of some kind."
"They're looking for Danny," Mia says. Â
"How did they even know he's here?" Ollie wonders, but neither Mia nor Connor have any idea. He makes a split-second decision. "Mia, head back home and keep an eye on Danny. Tell him Connor and I are handling it."
Mia is obviously put out by being sent away from the action, but she complies. Oliver catches up with Connor, perching next to him on the edge of a roof. Down on the street, a couple of men dressed all in white exit a white van and wave around a couple of handheld electronic devices. They don't look up, which seems like a mistake from people who ostensibly deal with ghosts. Convenient for the Green Arrows, though.
Trailing the GIW agents is a piece of cake. Their all-white getup makes them clearly visible from a distance, and they seem to rely on their equipment rather than their eyes or ears. Â
Their apparent incompetence makes Oliver get a little cocky, and that's where things go wrong. He lands on the building closest to the agents, sure that they won't look up and see him-- and he's right.
Unfortunately, their device starts beeping just at that moment, and the two men are suddenly on high alert. Ollie gets the bad feeling that something about him is what set it off. They pull out their guns and look around wildly, until one of the geniuses gets the bright idea to look up. That's when they start shooting wildly at Oliver and Connor. Â
Their aim isn't great, and whatever kind of energy weapons they're using are only powerful enough to do some superficial damage to the building facade, but Ollie isn't eager to find out how it would feel to get hit by one of those. Fortunately, he and Connor are both much better shots than these guys.
They shoot the weapons out of the agents' hands first, then Ollie puts an arrow through one guy's hand while Connor puts one through the other guy's foot. Â
For a minute, it seems like it's going to be that easy. Then, three more white vans come peeling down the street and a dozen more agents pour out. Now, it's Oliver and Connor who are pinned down, ducking behind the roof's edge to avoid getting hit by those energy weapons. Â
Ollie puts an arrow through another guy's shoulder, and is just a smidge too slow getting back out of the way. The energy blast is going to hit him right in the shoulder. He braces to take the hit--
A green shield appears in front of him. The energy blast hits it and dissipates.
For a moment, Ollie thinks it's the work of a Lantern. And then he sees Phantom, a bright white and glowing target hovering above the street. Â
The GIW agents have completely disregarded Ollie and Connor, and are frantically shooting at Phantom. Phantom is dodging the blasts easily; there's no sign of the clumsiness that he's beset with when he's a normal human. One of the agents gets an arrow through his shoulder, and Ollie spots Mia perched on a roof across the street. Â
In hindsight, he really should have expected this. Neither of those kids are the type to sit at home when they could be helping instead. Even so, he doesn't like it.
With Danny distracting the agents, it's much easier for Ollie, Connor and Mia to hit them. They may be outnumbered, but the GIW agents are terrible shots. At some point, the agents seem to realize this, too, and flee back into their vans, limping and bleeding, and drive away. Â
"Follow them?" Connor asks. Â
"No," Ollie says. "I don't think they're going to try anything else tonight." Â
The four of them make their way back to the brownstone. Â
"I told you to stay here with Danny," Ollie tells Mia, once they're inside and putting away their gear. Â
"Did you really think I was going to listen?" Mia asks.Â
Ollie runs his hands over his face. "A man can dream."
"Besides," Mia adds, "from where I was standing it seemed like we bailed you two out. Right, Danny?"
With a flash of light, Danny transforms back to his human form. "I'm sorry," he says. "I don't know how they knew I was here."
"I'm not sure they did," Connor says. "They were looking pretty hard for something before they went after the two of us."
"But they were looking for me specifically," Danny says. Â
Ollie gives Danny a closer look. He's clearly nervous. More than just nervous, he looks like he's on the verge of taking off and running.
"What makes you so sure they're here for you?" Oliver asks. It's not that he doesn't trust Danny's instincts, but he doesn't feel like he's got the whole picture. Â
Danny leans against the workbench, almost knocking a set of half-finished arrows to the floor. "They've been trying to catch Phantom since the beginning," he says. "I kind of made their lives difficult."
"Good," Connor says, crossing his arms. Â
"Plus, a lot of Amity Parkers kind of... don't like Phantom? So the GIW heard about what a menace I was, and that didn't help. But then you got Superman and Wonder Woman and all of them to talk about how bad the GIW and Anti-Ecto Acts are, and that helped, and-- I had it handled. "
"So what happened?" Mia asks. Â
"My parents found out. And I kind of freaked out? And I flew off, and the GIW caught up to me." Danny looks around, takes in their stricken expressions, and hurries to add, "Not for long! But then I headed back home and my parents were telling everyone I was dead. I didn't know what to do, so I came here." Â
Oliver's head hurts just thinking about this mess. He walks across the room and wraps an arm around Danny. "We'll get this figured out," he promises, though he's not entirely sure how. "First things first. What do you want to do about your parents?" Â
Mia scowls at him-- she's clearly already formed her opinion on Danny's parents. Ollie can't say he disagrees, but he's made his own share of mistakes in the parenting department. He hopes that the Fentons might be able to come around, if only because Danny clearly loves them.
"The GIW..." Danny begins.Â
"I've got a few ideas about them." Ollie is a little torn between hunting them down himself, pointing Supes or someone in their direction, or letting it leak to the public that these government lackeys chased a kid halfway across the country. "Do you want to go back to your parents?"
"I don't know," he says. "I miss them, but... I don't know if they'll believe I'm really me. They think all ghosts are evil. But even if they believed me..." He trails off. Â
"You can stay here," Mia insists. "Right, Ollie?"
"Of course he can." He didn't actually need Mia's prompting for that. "You're welcome to stick around as long as you want, but you should at least stay until we get the GIW shut down." Â
Danny looks around the room at the three of them. Whatever he sees must reassure him because after a long minute, he nods. "Okay. At least until then."
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Top 5 fucked up things that happend in Naruto?
This lived in my drafts for quite a while as I went back and forth with just a top five. I don't think this is in any particular order, because good god these people have suffered. Also, please note that I haven't read or watched Boruto and know nothing about it, so whatever atrocities occur there are mysteries to me.
That time Rin committed suicide by jumping into Kakashi's Chidori, then everyone started calling him Friend Killer Kakashi and even he believes he murdered his teammate in cold blood for the good of the village.
When Minato decided to make his minutes-old son the Kyuubi container and then swiftly leave him as an orphan, and Hiruzen thought the best thing to do would be to let the village terrorize him and leave him without the protection of his powerful, beloved parents' legacies.
Nagato going off the deep end after Yahiko got murdered and deciding to use his dead bestie's body as one of his paths, forcing Konan (who may or may not have been romantically linked with Yahiko, but at the very least was another childhood best friend) to interact with his corpse for years to come as Nagato's real body rotted in the basement.
Orochimaru's whole child experimentation/abduction/murder/body snatching extravaganza is just...horrific. He truly is a plague upon the elemental nations, and I believe if Tobirama were Hokage when Orochimaru started to get weird, he would have been put down like a mad dog. Maybe Minato would have tried to do it had he lived long enough, too.
You can't have a list of fucked up Naruto things without mentioning the obvious Uchiha massacre. Village-sanctioned genocide perpetuated by a 13-year-old family member and his insane cousin masquerading as their equally-insane ancestor is some dark shit, and that's not even getting to the other related factors (re: eyeball snatching, the Sasuke of it all, Divine Intervention via moon goddess planting the seeds of it happening at all).
#naruto#suffering olympics yet again#Naruto headcanons#rin#kakashi#minato#naruto uzumaki#nagato#yahiko#konan#orochimaru#Uchiha massacre
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he's got you on a pedestal, and me in his arms
Frankie Morales x bff!Reader
Word count: 3.6K
Summary: you've known Francisco "Frankie" Morales your whole lives. Not even his marriage kept you from being in his life and in his bed. Then one fateful weekend everything changes and you have to find the will to give him up.
WARNINGS: 18+ Only! Mature and Explicit, brief mention of underage sex (both parties are minors, 14-15 years old, and is consensual), childood friends, friends to lovers, friends with benefits, established relationship, cheating, idiots in love, reader and Frankie are the same age, mention of infertility (reader), fluff and angst, midlife crisis, camping sex, oral sex (f receiving), biting, creampie, oh and some sleepover antics of the nonsexual kind as well.
Author's Note: this is a re-upload. The original had a link to another site to read it, then I thought, why not just post here, dummy? This takes place before the events of Triple Frontier, and I'm a sucker for the whole "they knew each other all this time but only realized they're in love too late" kind of story. Also, bonus points for anyone who knows where the title of this story is from!
FRANKIE MORALES MASTERLIST | FULL MASTERLIST
You and Frankie stand side by side in the middle of the campsite, admiring the newly-erected tent that will serve as your shelter for the weekend. "You did that in a fifth of the time it took me." He shakes his head. "I'm both impressed and angry. And of course I was watching your ass the entire time." To emphasize this he gives your ass a little grab.
"I know," you reply smartly with a smirk. You grab a bedroll in each hand. "Did you remember to bring your Hello Kitty blanket?"
Smirking back he chuckles and takes the bedrolls from you and places them inside the tent. "Damn, I knew I forgot something." A late evening chill sends you both inside. Frankie quickly unrolls the beds and you lay on them, close together, staring up at the see-through roof, gazing at the stars. "C'mere," he motions you to join him. You scoot next to him and rest your head on his chest as he wraps his arms around you protectively. "This is nice, huh?"
"It's peaceful," you whisper. The inky blackness of the sky is only disturbed by the faraway specks of light that the stars give off, before the clouds move to finally reveal the moon.
"You ever just get tired of the constant stress of the world and just want to disappear for a little while?" Frankie sighs contentedly, leaning back with you nestled on his chest, his face illuminated by the gentle moonlight.
"All the time," you whisper back. "But only if I get to disappear with you."
He holds you closer, and when he presses a kiss to your temple you feel his lips curve into a smile. "Sometimes I just wish things could be like the good ol' days when we were kids. No worrying about, well, anything really. Just having fun and not having to care about all the other bullshit." He takes a deep breath and exhales, and you listen to the beat of his heart as you rest your head on his chest. "I think I'm only truly happy when I'm with you."
It's not the first time he's ever said this to you, this man you've shared most of your life with, who you've known since childhood and grown up to do everything with. Only now when you hear these words you're reminded of the ways your lives have forked off into different directions. Your responsibilities have changed, and when you raise your eyes to meet Frankie's you're tempted to just take him away from the woman you convinced him to marry. But there's one small catch that halts such a decision on your end.
He nudges you. "I thought you fell asleep there. You got so quiet. That's not like you."
"You're imagining things." You try to push your worrisome thoughts away.
"You know if you fall asleep first, I'm obligated to get out my Sharpie and draw a dick on your face."
You bury your face into his chest and laugh. It's one of those little traditions you carry out, ever since you were young and innocent enough to sleep over at each other's houses. "I guess I'll have to do my best to stay awake." You kiss his cheek.
Frankie pulls you in closer, sighing contentedly. "I think I really needed this.." his voice trails off and his breathing becomes deep and even until he's on the brink of falling asleep. "This is nice," he whispers, eyes closed.
This.. the yearly camping trip you take, a tradition that started that first year of his marriage, the year that separated your paths. This allows you to reconnect.
At one time there was nothing you didn't do without the other: you graduated kindergarten in the same class, learned to ride bikes, and Frankie even defended you from the school bully, earning a black eye for his efforts. You had your first kiss together at a friend's birthday party, playing Seven Minutes in Heaven. You fumbled towards each other in the dark of a closet, and once your lips met there were fireworks. It was one of those rare moments when you realize the person you're supposed to be with is already your best friend.
When you were teenagers and spending the night was no longer appropriate, you stayed down in his basement until his parents were asleep and you practiced kissing on the couch, trusting each other as you went a little further each time, until the night it happened and, unable to control yourselves, you were suddenly half-dressed, trying to keep quiet as your bodies came together. It was a blur of warm flesh, wet kisses, and a twinge of pain that was soon overshadowed by growing need. You didn't cum that first time, but Frankie definitely did, and after weeks of worrying you were relieved to find you weren't pregnant. Years later you found out that you would never be able to be a mother at all.
But that new chapter had begun, and so you spent nearly every spare moment together fucking. He'd sneak into your bedroom or you'd drive out to lover's lane and get hot and heavy in his truck. You were a couple, unofficially, always together. Even your families expected that one day you'd get married and have a family. But your paths diverged after graduation, when he joined the military and you chose to go to school across the country. You stayed in touch, called when you could, but time and distance kept you apart. You were both too reticent to talk about the future, and when you both started to see other people it became apparent that your childhood love had come to an end.
You kept in touch sporadically, typically when you were both in town visiting your families. And you'd hook up, as if time hadn't created any distance between your hearts. When you got your first apartment after college Frankie offered to help you move, and by the end of the day, despite the aches and pains after carrying boxes up two flights of stairs and arranging furniture, you still found time to christen every room, fucking like rabbits against any and every flat surface of your new place. Frankie had stamina like you wouldn't believe, but he always insisted it was only with you.
You were on-again, off-again, trying to kickstart your separate careers. But your friendship remained even when you dated other people. There were a few times when you found yourself in his bed when you were someone else's girlfriend, or vice versa. There was no malice or guilt involved. You just sought each other out because it was natural. Even when he got engaged you never lost faith that you would lose him. You liked his wife-to-be, Melissa, and even got along with her. But the night before she and Frankie were to get married, it was you he spent the night with, worried he was making the wrong choice. You'd convinced him, after he'd eaten you out from behind then fucked you hard, spread-eagle on your bed, to marry her. The next morning you stood at the altar with both of them, looking on and smiling, still feeling the drip of his cum from the night before.
What would Melissa think if she knew? Does she even have a grain of suspicion when you drive away with her husband to be unreachable for a whole weekend? This year everything is different, and maybe as you pulled away from their driveway, as she waved and blew kisses, she was gloating inside with the secret knowledge that she's the most important woman in his life now.
Frankie looks so serious in his sleep and you stifle your giggles as you draw on his face with eyeliner.
He stirs from his sleep. "Did you just draw a dick on my face?"
"No, you're dreaming," you lie, continuing to vandalize him with crudely drawn dicks as you straddle him.
"What the fuck? Stop that!" He laughs hysterically as he tries to push you off. "Babe, I said stop! There's no way those things are even proportionate!"
"Art is subjective! They don't need to be proportionate!" You're barely able to catch your breath from laughing so hard.
"Oh yeah? Subject this!" Frankie rolls over onto you, grabs your eyeliner pen and scribbles onto your face with it, drawing a huge dick and balls on your forehead and your cheeks. You let him, your eyes shut tight, trying to stay still though your body shakes with laughter. "Oh man.. look at you." He leans forward admiring his handiwork. "You look like a little dick-covered goblin. It's hilarious."
You ask for your mirror and he finds it within your duffel bag, then you both take turns checking out each other's artistry, giggling like kids. "Is it too much to ask for a few veins on these guys?" He grumbles.
"You have to earn dick veins. See this one right here? That's you. I drew it from memory. See the slight curve?"
Your smirk turns him on. "Anything else I have to earn? Maybe a wet nap to wipe all this away?"
"I've got something wet you can have.."
With a barely suppressed growl Frankie leans down and kisses you, tongue ravishing your mouth as your moans intermingle, and your limbs wrap around him as they've done hundreds of times. His heated kisses travel down your jaw, your neck where he leaves little love bites, marking you as his to whatever dumbass you decide to flirt with once you part ways after the weekend. Desire blooms, pink to hot red under your skin as he rips open your shirt, sending buttons flying in every direction. Jesus, you're already soaked for him, but he's taking his sweet time as usual, leaving you to want, to beg, to whimper. It's no use. He nips at your breasts, leaving love bites on them as well, little spots of magenta on the tops of your soft tits, before giving attention to your nipples, sucking one while plucking the other, feeling them harden so nicely in his mouth and under his savvy touch.
"Where the hell'd you learn all this patience?" you mutter, biting your lip as his tongue swirls around your navel, while he adeptly pulls down your shorts and panties together.
He glances up then laughs. "Even with those dicks drawn on your face, you're still so hot." He pays attention to the little tattoo of his name on your hip bone, giving it a gentle bite as well, feeling his blood surge when you sigh, arching your hips up, then laves it with his tongue to soothe it. Then he dips his head between your thighs, keeping one hand on your breast and the other on your thigh as he softly swipes you with his tongue, tasting you, moving his tongue in slow circles as he holds you down, knowing you like to be dominated in small ways like this. You taught him everything he knows about eating pussy, from those first fumbling attempts in high school, you guided him on what you wanted and how you wanted it. Now he knows it by heart, but he still listens to your body's signals, to your shuddering sighs and high-pitched screams when he's doing it right.
Tongue tickling your clit, then gently biting your swollen pussy lips, bringing out a sharp, stifled cry from you. "Don't pretend you don't like it, baby," he coos, his breath whispering over your slick folds. "Come on, let me hear you scream.."
Your thighs threaten to close around his head but he's strong enough to keep them wide apart, effectively restraining you as you grind against his face, offering up that honey he can taste even in his dreams. "Come on, baby.. come on.." he urges you, almost tantalizing you, and before you can put forth a smart response the dam breaks, and you feel it in the weakness of your knees before the fire within surges and makes you cry out, fucking his face until you're completely satisfied.
Not missing a beat, he flips you over and lifts your ass, admires your sopping cunt before running his finger along your wetness and offering it to you to suck off. You moan around his finger as he starts to fuck you from behind, spreading your thighs wider so he can see where you're joined, watch the smooth, rhythmic movements as you back up on him, your ass cheeks rippling with each bounce. "Fuck me.. fuck me.." you wail as your fingers clench the fabric of the bedroll beneath you, it's upholstery scratchy against your face as Frankie pushes your shoulders down and keeps your ass up.
"Jesus Christ!" he moans, and the rest of what he mumbles is completely inaudible as he speeds up, knowing the rhythm you like, the rhythm you need in order to cum, and his hands are magic on your clit as he rubs you from beneath.
"Frankieeee!!" His name turns into a moan, punctuated by the slap of his balls thwacking against your cunt. Your hair is wrapped around his hand, and he pulls you up as you support yourself on your arms. He presses in deep and your eyes widen from how he grazes your cervix, careful not to cause you any pain. Your arms wobble as a series of shocks originate deep within your cunt, growing and spreading as you start to cum. Frankie feels the swell rise within you and grunts, pushing harder because that's what's going to send you over the edge. You cry out in unison as you clench around him possessively, keeping his cock there where it belongs, in the first woman he ever fucked, in the only woman he measures everyone else against. He spills himself inside you, fingers indenting themselves on your hips, leaving small bruises, marking himself on your skin.
"We're a disaster," he moans later, catching his breath next to you.
"But we're fun."
"I don't know," he sighs. "It just feels like I've been living a mundane kind of life the past several years."
You raise yourself on an elbow, studying the solemn look on his handsome face. Lately in your texts and emails he's been downhearted, and now you're seeing it in person. His words pull on your heart. "We just fucked and now you want to get sad on me?" Then you smirk and press a soft kiss to his lips as you gently trace his graying beard with your fingertips. "Hey, listen to me: there is nothing mundane about Francisco Morales, okay?"
His smile is wide and he kisses your fingertips. You've put a bandage on his heart. "You're right, I think what I meant was, I've just been in this rut, this monotonous cycle, just doing the same thing over and over."
"Yeah. It's called Middle Age. Population: us." You take some makeup wipes from your bag and you both wipe away each other's dick artwork.
"Hey, no need to remind me I'm not that young anymore," he laughs, trying not to make a face as you wipe his face clean. "I don't wanna be the guy clinging to his youth. I just miss our younger days."
You sigh, settling in against him. "Those were the best times.. stealing my mom's car to go to parties, playing pranks at school, skipping class to make out in your truck.."
"They say high school will be the best years of your life and we laughed it off, calling it bullshit. Maybe they were onto something."
You playfully smack his shoulder. "Don't say that! I'm in my prime."
Frankie chuckles and kisses your forehead. "Sorry, I'm just in my feels tonight."
So are you, and you can't help the next words that come out of your mouth. "Sometimes I wonder how it would have turned out for us if we'd gotten together like everyone thought.." In the distance you hear thunder rumbling.
He shifts position slightly. "I'd like to think we actually would've stayed together. We've known each other forever. That kind of bond doesn't just go away." You're both quiet, lost in those dangerous thoughts of 'what-if' when he says, "You know I'd make you my wife if it weren't for Melissa, right?"
"Don't say that. Melissa's a good woman for you. She doesn't put up with your bullshit."
He continues as if he doesn't hear you, or chooses not to. "I'd leave her for you. I just don't want to continue this charade that we don't mean anything to each other, that our calls and our weekends together are dust in the wind, meaningless."
"Nothing between us is meaningless.. never has been," you whisper as your heart threatens to beat its way outside of your body, to fly straight into Frankie's chest and merge with his own red, throbbing heart. "Frankie, I think your judgment is just a little clouded.."
"Do you know how many times I've laid in bed, thinking about you? How many times I wish my wife was you?"
He starts an ache inside you, one that only he can provide the remedy for, but now things have taken a serious turn. You've never defined your relationship, you always just were. "Frankie, stop. Don't say that. Melissa's one of the few females I actually get along with." You tell yourself if you keep saying her name it'll humanize her, keep her as the victim of the story, the heroine, the protagonist. Whatever will help label you as the villain, because what else would anyone call you if they knew what you were doing?
"I don't take stock in what people say. We can always go back. We can't get back the time that was taken away from us, but we can claim the future for us." He takes a deep breath. "I'm leaving her. I've made up my mind. I'm going to tell her when I get home." He sees the look of shock on your face and he mistakes it for something else. "I've been thinking about this for a long time. This is what I want. And I know it's what you want. You know what? Fuck it, let's just run away together. She'll take the hint. I don't love her the same as I love you. She has to know this by now. Let's just start our lives together. Just go where we want. We can have that." His hands are gripping yours now, and the way he talks is manic, as if he's barely holding onto the last shred of his sanity.
You're shaking your head, going against your weaker nature. "If you'd asked me this a year ago I would've said yes immediately.. I'd follow you to Hell, you know that." Your heart breaks as you consider your next words. "Frankie, you can't leave Melissa, and we can't continue this.."
A pause. "Why the hell not?" You can hear his heart breaking in his voice.
You struggle with what little honor you have left. You promised Melissa you'd keep her secret. But you've also been betraying her trust for years. Your heart is heavy with the choice you have to make.
"She's pregnant," you answer quietly. And the rain starts, a light patter on your tent.
Frankie stares at you as if you're speaking gibberish. "I don't.. wait, what did you say?"
You groan inwardly. It's bad enough you had to say them once, now he needs them repeated. "Frankie, you're going to be a dad.. Melissa gave me the news yesterday.. she wanted to be the first to tell you."
He processes this, and you watch the expressions that cross his face: disbelief, calculation, understanding, then realization. You commit to memory the look of joy that's etched across his features. "That explains so much," he says, a smile growing on his lips. "That's so.. wow!"
Your own heart begins to break. It should be you with the life within you, but it's not. It never will be. You try to be happy for your best friend. As of now, that's all he'll ever be to you. There are so many things you want to say to him in this moment, but you swallow each and every word so that they're stopped in your throat and you choke on them.
When all is said and done, you can't be the number one girl in his life anymore. In fact you're already losing him. He hasn't even brought up the idea of running away with you. That small window of time you once shared has run out. And you have to learn to be okay with it.
At the end of your weekend together, you drop him off at his home where his wife waits out front, a beatific smile on her face. Your stomach twists as you try to keep from your heart turning bitter.
Now that you're both faced with the reality of your separate futures, Frankie turns to you before he exits, and an emotion crosses his face to which you can't put a name. "That can't really be it for us. Nothing has to change between us," he says, a last-ditch effort to keep you.
"We're always going to be friends," you tell him, a tear in your eye that you hope he doesn't see.
"We've never been just friends."
"But I've been selfish in keeping you around.. and I'll never be able to give you what she's giving you."
It's quiet in the car, and there is rarely quietness between you.
"I love you," he says, and you don't doubt it for a minute. You grab hold of his hand.
"I love you too," you tell him. "It's their turn now."
You watch from your car as he reunites with his wife, the intimately joyful conversation they have, after which Frankie picks her up and embraces her happily. It's both the worst kind of pain and the best.
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#francisco morales#frankie morales#frankie morales fanfiction#frankie 'catfish' morales#frankie morales x f!reader#frankie morales x you#frankie morales x reader#frankie morales smut#frankie morales fluff#friends to lovers#the other woman#secret relationship#triple frontier fanfiction
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sy's reading recs
hi. i read a lot of fanfiction for COD and i love spreadsheets. i try to track my reads, and thought i'd make two reading rec lists. you are currently viewing the non-darkfic list. i've included blurbs from yours truly. the blurbs are short because there are a LOT of recs below the cut. now then.
beyond the read more, you are responsible for reading tags, warnings, and summaries.
pairings are indicated where applicable, although these may change or may not be established yet.
similarly fic ratings may change! again, it's your responsibility to read tags and warnings.
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gaz x reader
Lavender Skies by @yeyinde
Late to the party but gd if you haven't read this, put it at the top of your list. Kebabs, back-up shoes, the feeling of someone knowing you, the pain and sublimity of being in your late 20s...Chef's kiss.
childfree!reader thoughts by @pfhwrittes
Tooth-rottingly sweet bit about finding someone with the same priorities and not being made to feel bad about it. Love it when the boys match-make a lil bit.
The Gym by @secretsynthetic
Very cute piece about meeting trainer!Gaz at a workout class. Kudos to Reader for making it through the class because I would've had to bail if Gaz perceived me for half a second. Love how observant and sweet he is in this.
Pluto by @groguspicklejar
Late to yet another party, but I got sucked in by the premise: 'vampire!Gaz is smitten with a girl who has no desire to be around his kind'. I love how the relationship progresses, the later chapters had me gigglin'. Except for that last chap. I got GOT.
ghost x reader
child free @391780
I tag it from time to time but one of my favorite things to see in fanfic is the love and intimacy of caring for someone. And that's what this is. Among my favorite oneshots I've seen shared in this fandom.
Roommate Simon by @tacticalgirlboss
Roommate Simon could go in so many directions, but I love this particular take. The slow evolution of the relationship from roommate to something else. Made me feel mushy as hell by the end.
Through Me (The Flood) by @peachesofteal
Another drop everything to read fic. Seeing Simon embrace a role he was not expecting to ever fulfill is both heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time. Me with every installment.
soap x reader
mic work by @glossysoap
I have four words for you: Erotic audio artist Soap. Soap's hard at work (đĽ), imagining best friend!Reader as the subject of his latest scripts. He is COMMITTED to his job. submissive Soap by @doeidawn
Dizzying. Schedule time to take a lap after reader. Something about that man begging. It needs to be studied and somehow distilled. Into what? I don't know, don't ask me, I can't think straight after re-reading this. bad reservation by @the-californicationist
I think I summed up my reaction to this in my tags: "reader's getting that michelin star dick". A prompt filled by Cali that made me giggle furiously for a smooth ten minutes after reading.
price x reader
Storm Chaser by @/the-californicationist
Save me, biker!Price...save me... Caution: You may need to lie down after reading. Truthfully, I'm terrified of motorcycles. But I would reconsider for this Price.
A Case of You by @alittleposhtoad
One of my favorite new series. A zombie apocalypse where you're hiding out on a remote island in Canada, and who finds you? Just my favorite man. Really enjoy the pieces of worldbuilding and seeing Price interact with what's left of Reader's community.
Words Like Violence by @deadbranch
BodyguardxBodyguard. Two professionals wanting one another and their jobs kind of getting in the way. Suits. Gear. Gloves. Pure catnip. An appearance from Simon that made me laugh, re-read, then rub my hands together like a raccoon.
141 x reader and other pairings
GhostGaz Week by @dragonnarrative-writes - gaz x ghost
Dragon knocked it out of the park on GhostGaz week. I love all of them, but 'afraid of the dark' and 'sweet talk' are two of my favorites.
An Offer You Won't Refuse by @lovifie - gaz x price
You know that clip of Kylo Ren screaming more? That's me, because this makes me want more GazPrice in my life. Delectable. Mean!Price and Gaz calling in a victory.
SCP!141 by @ghouljams - gen tf 141
Incredibly fun and freaky AU that I think has half of my lil circle of friends on here willing to overlook their personal safety to get at SCP-141....I may or may not be among them.
Fancy by @swordsandholly - 141 x reader
Subtle delicious morsels of worldbuilding and bleak, dystopian vibes with vampires. That should be enough to get you started. Had me at the Reba reference.
Tradie 141 by @/pfhwrittes - mix
The way I would be quickly banned from any worksite if they were real. The Tradie!verse is very, very important to me and I eat up every piece that comes out of P's big brain.
Autumn Embers by @/dragonnarrative-writes - 141 x reader
One of the most nuanced takes on the omegaverse paired with some of the hottest smut. The meta is a good place to start, imho, as it underpins the fic and bolsters the plot.
Mission Shenanigans by @kyletogaz - gazsoap x reader
Here's a taste: âYouâve got your tongue shoved in my pussy and you expect for me to be quiet?â Got it? Scurry on over for the oneshot that made me bluescreen at the end.
Service Dog Johnny by @void-my-warranty - ghoap x reader
Interesting spin on Ghoap x Reader that shows a level of intimacy between Simon x Reader (and by extension, Ghoap x Reader), that goes beyond the sex. Yes, the smut is fantastic, but the relationship dynamic hooked me.
Cool Girl x @/peachesofteal - ghoap x reader
As a former 'Cool Girl', reading this is both therapeutic and painful, and fuck me if I don't run to read every update. You will cry, laugh, tear your hair out, and enjoy it.
Fuck-ass mohawk by @sentientcave - ghoap x reader
Reader finally saying what I'm thinking. Fuck-ass mohawk. Hilarious piece. I definitely didn't finish this and think "oh dang I want Reader to be mean to ME". đ
"romance" in the age of technology by @/pfhwrittes - soap x gaz
Let it be known that Johnny MacTavish is a giver. A good friend. So thoughtful of others. So while Gaz recovers from top surgery, obviously our Scottish saint takes it upon himself (literally?) to cheer him up. Funny and WHEW.
#sy fic recs#cod fic recs#cod fic#i'mma post the other one at a later date#authors if you want your work removed or tag removed please do not hesitate to let me know!
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Things from Wandee Goodday ep 3 I can't stop thinking about:
I love so much that we got some good friends with benefits tension around personal boundaries when Dee asked who Yei was and then backed off (but Yak told him anyway). And between the jokes about rimming, Dee demanding Yak pay more attention to his dick last episode, and starting this episode in the 69 position, I am very, very here for this show saying over and over that sex is not just one act.
[ID: Gif of the beginning of episode 3, whichi is a pan-to-shot of Dee and Yak laying in 69 position on the floor under blankets]
i loved the different responses to hearing someone you love is in a "Friends with Benefits" situation; Kao warned Dee not to catch feelings or read too much into the situation and Cher/Yei teased Yak for lying to himself about what the situation is. Both are super valid and speak to who Dee and Yak are, who Kao and Cher/Yei are, and all of their experiences with love. And it speaks to the closeness of these relationships too, that Cher noticed Yak's necklace gone immediately and Kao similarly clocked its addition on Dee instantly.
Super here for Kao being the ultimate support bestie at work, equal parts haranguing and backing Dee up. Their relationship is perfection.
I really liked Yak peace-ing out of their agreement when Dee dropped a huge request with no context, that was so valid and in the spirit of FWB (he didn't actually owe him a bigger conversation).
I've already reblogged a couple of other people (@negrowhat and @lurkingshan) talking about this so I won't belabour it, but I am judging Dee for not only ignoring Yak's boundaries by going to his workplace and forcing him to train him and then flirting with him during training sessions after Yak both made clear he's worried about being out at work and had ended their agreement. I hope we get more of an explanation for Yak's reticence about dating a man while aiming for the championship as well as his change of mind.
The conversations with Cher and Oyei have me so curious about their history! Tell me everything, show. I put these questions in tags on a gifset (but to put them on main: Where is Oyei and Yak's father (who is also a former champ but apparently uninvolved with this family business, if he's still alive)? What happened to Yak's mother that he doesn't know if he takes after her? Why can they go to Cher's family for financial help but not Yei/Yak's (to the point where they had to take out what sounds like a predatory loan during COVID)? What is Cher afraid of re: being seen being affectionate to Oyei, and where does that come from? Is this history related to why Yak is so worried about his relationship to Dee getting in the way of his championship? All of this is seeded so organically and I'm so, so curious. It also has me even more in my feelings about Cher and Yei calling Yak their son.
[ID: Gif of Yei saying to Cher: I own this place. What's there to be afraid of? From the set linked in the paragraph above]
[I have a clown theory that Cher and Oyei's relationship is why his dad is out of the picture and his gym is in financial trouble (because it prevented Yei from getting sponsorship despite being a champion), and why Yak is worried about being in a relationship with a man even though he knows his brother won't care...we'll see how much of this the show pulls together!]
The flash of trauma from Dee at the crosswalk was interesting too; where is that going? What happened in Dee's past and how is it going to affect the story in future?
[More clown speculation: Is it related to why Dee is so good with patients and passionate about ortho? Has he seen someone in his life become disabled due to physical injury?]
Speaking of, I really loved seeing Dee be good at his job and great with patients and their families. In addition to it being just nice to see and good for our understanding of his character, it sets him up to have a fighting chance in the contest too, since patients apparently get a vote.
I love love love the camaraderie and giggling between Dee and Yak around making Ter jealous and shoving their fake relationship in those gossiping nurses' faces. The way they are actually friends who like one another and enjoy spending time together is just really wonderful to watch.
My biggest question is: Will Dee get a chance in this narrative to show up for Yak the way Yak has been showing up for Dee? And how can that current imbalance be reconciled with this all leading towards Dee trying to get a placement to go abroad--and his self-stated toxic trait of always needing to win? [shoutout to @chicademartinica for laying that out succinctly in her post]
In the meantime, I'm having a blast.
#wandee goodday#bl meta#typed so that i can stop thinking it#this show is laying down a lot of groundwork and doing a lot of things i really like#with a few things that have me nervous#looking forward to the ride this show takes us on every week as we learn more!
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Better Than Sleeping
Jason Todd x Fem!Reader
Summary:
You and Jason are friends with benefits. Though you have come to realize that the relationship doesnât always âbenefitâ you when he ends up annoying you after a long, tiring day of training.
(He quickly makes you come to see that his annoying persistence can benefit you, even if you would never admit it aloud.)
Jason Todd x Fem!Reader. Friends with Benefits. Smut. Set during Season 2.
Word Count: 5,300
DC Titans Masterlist | AO3 Link
THIS IS A RE-POST. This is a fic from my old blog (a blog that was shadowbanned, forcing me to move). This fic is not stolen, it is completely mine, and I am just re-posting it to help people find my new blog, and to make my masterlist complete when I post new fics for this fandom.
Warning: This fic contains Dubious Consent. One character âwears downâ the other and âconvinces themâ to have sex, and both of them display verbal consent that goes against their true actions and desires (they say no to having sex when they do truly want to) and they think of convincing the other person to agree as a kind of âgameâ. It is a relationship that is playful in nature, and this consent is based on bodily queues, facial expressions, and knowing a personâs safety and comfort based on being in a relationship with them for a period of time. If this makes you uncomfortable, please donât read the fic.
List of detailed warnings and authorâs notes below the cut.
Warnings: friends with benefits, this is primarily a smut fic, the reader character uses she/her pronouns and has a vagina, Jason is more dominant and the reader is more submissive (once the sex begins), the reader could be considered a brat, Jason calls the reader âbabeâ (it is a canon event), Jason calls the reader âbabyâ, Jason calls the reader âgood girlâ, dubious consent - coercion (please see the above for an explanation about this), mentions of masturbation (watching someone masturbate), mentions of fucking someone to sleep/fucking someone while they are asleep, mentions of free use kink, mentions of cumming inside someone/unprotected sex, marking/biting, groping/touching through underwear (reader receiving), orgasm denial (toward the reader), âjust the tipâ,teasing, there is a point where Jasonâs dick is inside her without a condom but he doesnât cum, and he puts on a condom before fully penetrating (what would you call that?), begging, slight mentions of subspace (but itâs more so described as a lustful drunkness), there is implications toward the end of fucking someone to sleep/fucking someone while they are asleep with their permission. I believe that is everything.
A/N: This is definitely one of my favourite things I have written. I thought maybe I was going to edit it some before re-posting it, but I was rereading it the other day and I actually realized that it's really good the way it is, so here you go - some random cocky Jason smut, inspired by the 'just the tip' trope. I hope you enjoy!
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You knew that becoming a Titan was never going to be easy.Â
But fuck, this was a lot harder than you imagined it would be. Dick Grayson was quickly becoming your least favorite person. Between the 5am wake up calls and the endless workout routines, paired with the bland ânutrient filledâ meal plans he had everyone on to âfuel your bodiesâ for training - he was becoming a menial drill sergeant that you couldnât get away from. One of the only things that made it better was the fact that you had friends around - the ability to joke about him with Rachel, Gar, and Jason behind his back. Was it a bit mean-spirited? Yes. Did you feel less guilty about it whenever he added more onto the training routine? Also yes.Â
You had no clue when these skills you were working so hard on were ever going to come into play. Every single night, Dick retired himself into the comms room full of computers to âmonitor the city for threatsâ - but he seemingly never found anything worthy of the teamâs attention. At least not yet. So you went about the routine of training hard, becoming exhausted, falling into bed to sleep and then doing it all over again.Â
Oh - and there was the other thing. The not so occasional part of your routine where Jason fucked your brains out. The fact that the two of you had developed a mutually beneficial relationship to help ârelieveâ each other when you were horny, a quintessential friends with benefits situation. But with your muscles sore from training and your entire body so exhausted, that was the farthest thing from your mind on this night.Â
After a long, hard day of training, the last thing you wanted to hear was a knock on your bedroom door. You hoped that it was simply Gar asking to borrow some of your body wash again (because he liked the smell), or Rachel asking you to kill a spider in her room, and not Dick alerting you to some surprise training drill that he had suddenly thought up.Â
You shoved your pajama top over your head, finishing getting changed for the night, and rushed across the room to the door. When you opened it, you barely had time to gauge if you were pleased or displeased at seeing Jason before he spoke.Â
âIâm horny.â He announced abruptly, being very abrupt about delivering his feelings.Â
But it was in character for him, and didnât surprise you in the least.Â
You hated that your stomach jolted at his words, even if just out of Pavlovian habit. It had been only two days since the last time he had fucked you. He had caught you in the shower in the morning, snuck into the bathroom with a condom between his teeth and opened the shower door to join you while you were distracted meditatively washing your hair. It had been steamy, soapy, slippery, and goddamn wonderful.Â
But it had left you sore and stiff before training, and you were wondering how much give and take there was - if you truly needed his cock.Â
âHello to you too.â You said, your tone just as dead tired as you felt.Â
You wouldnât admit that you were a bit horny too. You were tired, and you wanted to go to sleep. So that made you annoyed with his presence. (It should have made you more annoyed than you were.)Â
Jason bit his lip, raking his eyes up and down your body with an intense heat lurking there. You glared back at him.Â
Jason was intensely attractive. He was a good looking guy, that was just a fact. And while you did enjoy the way he was looking at you, staring you down like you were a porn star when you were slumped with exhaustion, wearing baggy old pjs with mascara smeared on your face with sweat, your hair a mess from the day - there was barely a spark stirred in your stomach at the idea of fucking him right now. You were just too damn tired. Dick had been running you all into the ground, instituting the same training that Batman had given him, and it was fucking exhausting.Â
âSo - can I come in?â Jason asked.Â
He gave you a very expectant curl of his lips and tilted his head toward you when you didnât say anything for a few seconds. You just stood there and stared at him bitterly.Â
You sighed hard through your nose, not wanting to answer the question.Â
Fucking him might be nice. A good orgasm before bed. But you needed to put what little energy you had left into your nightly routine and then get a good, long sleep before Dick woke everyone up at ass oâclock again.Â
âNo.â You finally told him. âIâm going to bed.âÂ
You turned and walked back into your room, but left the door open. You hoped that he would get the hint to leave on his own. You grabbed your bottle of makeup remover and a cotton pad and began taking off your makeup.Â
You werenât so lucky.Â
âIâll go to bed with you, babe.â He announced proudly. You could practically hear the smirk in his voice.Â
He then came up behind you and wrapped his arms around your waist from behind. You felt the half hardness of his cock pressing into your ass as you wiped away your makeup with stern hands. You tried your hardest not to let him wear you down, even as you felt a tingle between your thighs. He was used to training this hard, so it wasnât as exhausting for him. Clearly, he didnât understand how tired you were - how badly you needed the rest.Â
âGo get in your own bed.â You barked, your tone becoming more strained.Â
As you leaned closer to the mirror to inspect your face, to make sure that you had gotten all the tiny specs of makeup off, you unintentionally arched your back, pushing your ass much closer to his crotch. Jason let out a quiet moan and you caught him smirking at you in the reflection of the mirror.Â
He leaned in close, draping his warm body entirely over your back, trapping you there as he put one hand on the dresser and the other on the wall and leaned his body weight on you. You could have shoved him off you if you wanted to - but as you felt a tingling heat creeping up your back, you werenât entirely sure if you wanted to.Â
âCome on, babe.â He sighed into your neck.Â
His hot breath on such a sensitive place caused a shiver through you that you would deny.Â
âWhy are you being like this? You know if you want a good sleep, getting fucked nice and hard is the best way to get it.â He told you, so entirely cocky. âMy cock will put you right to bed, baby.âÂ
The words sent a hard jolt of electricity through you, settling a hard heat through you from your gut all the way to your face, burning uncomfortably through your skin. Combined with the way he ground his increasing hardness against your ass, you were forced to suppress a whimper.Â
It made you even more annoyed with him - the fact he could play your body like an instrument he had finely tuned. And you reacted with that intense annoyance.Â
âWhy canât you just masturbate like a normal person?â You scoffed at him, entirely firm, not giving away an ounce of weakness in your voice.Â
âAs if.â He held intense disgust in his voice at the very idea.Â
He gave another firm dig of his hips, causing you to be pressed into the sharp edge of the dresser - a small twinge of pain that only added to the heat growing in your stomach.Â
âWhy the fuck would I resort to touching myself when I have the sweetest pussy ever to fuck right down the hall?â Jason explained. âBut ya know, if you want to watch me jack off, that can be arranged.âÂ
Instead of responding to that, you just rolled your eyes. You hoped that he wouldnât notice that subtle shift of lust in your features that said this was definitely a new fantasy of yours because he had brought it up.Â
âYou canât deny that you need it too.â Jason whispered into your ear.Â
âI need sleep.â You grunted in return.Â
You then shucked out of his hold, using one of the evasive maneuvers that Dick had taught you in training, ducking under Jasonâs arm when he wasnât expecting it. Before he could blink, you were across the hall and in the bathroom. It was mostly because you knew that if you stood there any longer with his warm body pressed against your back, you would have given in far too easily.Â
Naturally, Jason followed you.Â
He stuck by your side through your entire night time routine, trying to wear you down. You weighed the pros and cons in your head without truly listening to him as the exhaustion seeped into your bones and battled with the lust growing inside of you.Â
Jason brushed his teeth standing next to you in front of the sink while you brushed yours, all the while mumbling excuses through his toothpaste about how the sex would be good aerobic exercise to help with your training. By the time you got to doing your skincare, you ended up putting a face wash and moisturizer on him just to mentally drown out whatever he was saying - something about orgasms and endorphins and how it helps mental health.Â
As you pulled back the covers to finally settle in, he snuck his way into your bed under the guise of âjust cuddlingâ. Though you werenât anywhere near convinced of that sentiment, you didnât kick him out of the room or protect. You were surprised, but grateful when he took off his shirt, laid down, and seemed to finally shut up. You werenât sure which you were more grateful for - the quiet or the stunning eye candy of his tight body on full display. But you didnât question the fact that he had finally stopped nagging you.Â
You crawled into bed beside him and settled into his arms. You gave him a kiss on the cheek as a goodnight (knowing that if you kissed him on the mouth, it would turn into something more heated). It was only about two minutes after you shut off your bedside lamp, shrouding the room in darkness, that the talking began again.Â
âYou could sleep through it.â He noted quietly.Â
You sighed with deep annoyance.Â
âIf you want to. I could be gentle about it.âÂ
His voice continued on from behind you as he spooned you, one arm under your head underneath the pillow and the other laid almost possessively around your waist.Â
Of course, he didnât even have to be too descriptive for you to know what âitâ was.Â
The idea of him gently fucking you while you fell into a lazy sleep was entirely too appealing. But he didnât need to know that. He didnât need to win. Especially not after you had put so much of your very little remaining energy into deterring him all night.Â
âGo to sleep.â You told him with a huff, shoving your head further into the pillow.Â
He simply chuckled.Â
You hoped that if you just ignored him, he would shut up and go to sleep.Â
You would never admit to him that heat bloomed in your stomach at the idea of Jason crawling into your bed when you were already in a deep sleep, using you for his own selfish pleasure and leaving you sore and full of cum to wake up to in the morning.Â
âHmm⌠no.â He replied, as easily as a petulant child, his breath fanning out over your neck once again.Â
Your heated thoughts easily blossomed into a moan from your lips when he latched onto your neck without warning. He picked a particularly tender spot, sucking hard with teeth and the fullness of his lips, easily knocking the wind out of you. You shoved your heated face tightly into your pillow, praying that he wouldnât notice your reaction. That he wouldnât realize he so blatantly had you like putty in his hands. If he knew that, he would know that he could just take whatever he wanted and you wouldnât protest. Not in the slightest.Â
Jason already knew that. But he wasnât just going to pull down your shorts and slam his cock into you. As much fun as that would be - he wasnât barbaric. Plus - now that he had one of your sweet little sounds in his ears, he wanted more. He wanted to hear you beg for it after denying him for so long.Â
He moved his arm from being so tightly around your waist, and pushed your shirt up. You tried your best to put up a wall of indifference toward this. He began skimming his touch oh so lightly along the roundness of your stomach, right above the band of your shorts. You knew he felt the shiver that ran through you, but you refused to say anything. You werenât pretending to be asleep at this point, but it was a game to the two of you. You still refused to give in.Â
But he was playing to win.Â
He shoved his hand into the waistband of your shorts, touching you outside the fabric of your underwear. His skin felt like he could have burned you, even through the fabric. You had to make a conscious effort not to buck forward into the touch. When his fingers skimmed across your hotly beating clit (when had you gotten so turned on?) you swallowed another whimper and steadied your voice.Â
âJason.â You said his name firmly, like a warning bell. âIf you donât behave yourself, Iâm gonna kick you out.âÂ
âI donât think you will.â He whispered into your neck, defiantly cocky once again.Â
He sucked another hard, hot mark onto your skin as he cupped your pussy whole in his palm and began grinding the heel of his hand against your clit.Â
You let out a wobbling moan and your body thrashed, your energy so depleted that you could no longer hold back your bodyâs natural reactions to him. You were met with the hard wall of his body behind you, so firm and perfectly hot as he pressed himself tighter into you.Â
He gave a satisfied grin into your skin and only doubled down, putting more pressure on your throbbing clit and causing hot waves from that point, adding to the rolling boil that raged under your skin.Â
With the beautifully firm pressure and Jasonâs talent, the way he knew your body so well, you could have come from this alone. Especially as the pleasure throbbed through your core, your underwear became more soaked through and it was all so beautifully smooth and wet.Â
Jason began grinding his cock - still trapped inside a pair of sweats - against the back of your thigh. He groaned into your neck when he felt a pleasurable tingling of his own spreading through his gut, though he craved to be inside of you. As much as he was enjoying this - the sweet, needy sounds falling from your lips, the way your thighs clamped around his wrist, as though desperately trying to keep him in place while your hips humped against his hand like a bitch in heat - he knew that he needed more.Â
And he was going to make you beg for it.Â
When he felt the signature twitch of your legs that said you were about to cum, he stopped. He held his hand completely still, his strong arm easily pinning your hips down to the bed to prevent you from humping against him and simply taking what you needed. In that moment, he even curled two of his fingers up to shove the fabric of your underwear inside of you slightly, creating a sharp sting that reminded you just how empty you were feeling.Â
âJay-!â You let out his name in a petulant whine, about to scold him for the ruined orgasm, but he cut you off.Â
âYou gonna ask me nicely now?â He rumbled into your ear. âAdmit you were wrong?âÂ
You wanted to bark out âeither make me cum, or go to your own damn bedâ - but you knew that Jason was just as petty as you were. At that point, he would have gotten up and left for his own bed just to prove a point.Â
âYouâre keeping me awake right now.â You huffed out, trying your best to sound annoyed. (Which wasnât too difficult, considering how badly the ruined orgasm had frustrated you.) âMy point still stands.âÂ
Of course, sleeping was the farthest thing from your mind now. The sexual frustration had injected a new wave of energy through you, and you knew that you wouldnât be able to rest until you were truly satisfied.Â
Unfortunately, Jason knew that too.Â
âOkay.â Jason sighed quietly, giving a click of his tongue.Â
He then completely pulled his hand out of your shorts and pulled away from your body. It seemed like he was moving to get out of the bed - you worried you had accidentally triggered that signature pettiness in him.Â
But as usual, Jason Todd surprised you.Â
You bit your lip to hold back a cheer when he reached for the waistband of your shorts and underwear pulled them down all at once, exposing your hot, soaked cunt to the cool air of the room. (At some point, the blanket had been accidentally shoved off you.) You took a glance over your shoulder and of course, he was shoving his pants down to his knees. You caught a glimpse of his long, thick, hard cock bobbing out of the fabric in the darkness. But you didnât dare to spend too much time admiring it, for fear of making him too cocky.Â
You relaxed against your pillow in satisfaction, waiting for Jason to grab a condom out of the bedside tableâs drawer so that he could literally fuck you to sleep.Â
You were surprised when he scooted back toward you, pressing himself right up against your back once more. He proceeded to simply press his hips against yours - his cock laid flat against the bare folds of your leaking pussy, immediately becoming slick with your wetness. But be made no moves to grab a condom or even tease you by pushing inside of you raw.Â
(Which - yes, the two of you had agreed to always use condoms, but it was secretly a fantasy of yours that he would go against the rule because of his overbearing need to feel you raw - or even the need to cum inside of you).Â
But instead of doing any of that, Jason seemed to be settling in to relax.Â
Jason draped himself across your back, wrapped his arm around your waist again, and gently laid his head on your shoulder. But he made no effort to move, or fuck you. Your pussy throbbed with need, feeling the hot, hard length pressed against you, entirely unmoving. When you clenched around nothing, you let out a wave of slick that you knew he could feel right on his cock. You felt a groan catch inside his chest, but still, he didnât move.Â
âJason.â You breathed out, having to question him after a few more moments of silence and stillness. âWhat are you doing?âÂ
âGoing to sleep.â He answered, as though it were the most obvious thing in the world. âI thought you wanted me to just shut up and leave you alone so that you could get some rest?âÂ
That. Little. Shit.
You resisted the urge to elbow him in the face.Â
Obviously, being so close to you, he felt your entire body tense up with anger and annoyance. He was only able to partially hold back his satisfactory laughter. When the quiet snickers met your ears, you became even more annoyed.Â
âJason.â You scolded him gruffly.Â
âOh? Iâm sorry,â He said, entirely sarcastic. âDid you want something?âÂ
âDid you want something?â You parroted back, mocking his words in a childish voice.Â
Essentially, you had no more clever comebacks left. He had won.Â
âI guess I can give you something for your troubles, babe.â Jason sighed, as though it were a grand inconvenience to him. âMaybe just the tip, though.âÂ
âJust the tip.â You sighed, finding yourself repeating his words once again. Though this time your voice was dead and sarcastic rather than mocking - mostly because you didnât believe him.Â
You knew that in Jason land, âjust the tipâ meant slamming his entire cock into you after the tip lingered in your entrance for a moment. You clenched down on nothing again at the thought.Â
Once again, you were expecting him to grab a condom so he could fuck you freely without worry. You were surprised when he peeled his body away from you slightly and reached down to grab his cock. After a moment of rubbing the fat cockhead along your folds to get it nice and wet, he did as promised and pushed the tip inside.Â
It was the first time he had ever been inside of you without the barrier of a condom, and feeling his hot, raw skin touching yours - even just a little bit, made you gasp.Â
âJason!âÂ
Your voice was whiny even to your own ears, so needy for him after so much teasing. Upon instinct, feeling that painfully empty ache coming from deep inside you, you arched your back and attempted to shove your hips toward him - attempted to pull more of his thickness inside of you. But Jason was quicker, and he had his hands on both your hips, shoving you down onto the bed so hard and fast that the tip of his cock fell out of you with a wet pop.Â
It was a sound that made heat beat through your cheeks, and the feeling of his wet cockhead brushing against the backs of your thighs took your breath away.Â
âOops.â He chuckled, and moved to slot himself back into position.
You had no clue why it was so dizzyingly hot.Â
But this time he held you down firmly so you couldnât simply fuck yourself back onto his cock. You moaned as the thickness of the cockhead popped back inside of you - you yearned for more, but he stayed still.Â
After a moment, he began to move his hips so slightly, feeding no more than an inch of his cock into your throbbing cunt before pulling it back out. It was an entirely careful movement on his part where he fed you the first inch, and didnât let the tip pop out again, in pathetically shallow thrusts that could barely be called sex. Your pussy ached, tingled, yearned for more.Â
You mentally cursed Batman for teaching him such good self discipline and him using it for this.
âJason.â You whined, trying fruitlessly to fight against the firm grip he had on your hips in order to fuck yourself on his cock.Â
âWhat, babe?â He chuckled, leaning down to kiss a line across your shoulder.Â
âYou know what.â You replied, your tone even more frustrated and whiny.Â
You wiggled your hips desperately, trying to get more of him inside of you. You yearned to feel the perfect ache of his thick cock splitting you open, hitting all of those perfect spots so deep inside of you.Â
âNo, I donât.â He told you, his voice somehow steady and confident. âYouâre gonna have to spell it out for me.âÂ
You couldnât see it or feel it, but his hips were trembling and his abs were tight with the pure resistance of his self control. All of the energy he was using not to slam his cock into the tight, warm velvet of your cunt, especially as he felt it leak so freely around the tip of his cock, knowing how badly you needed him. He wanted nothing more than to watch you whine and babble and fall apart on his cock - but he wanted to win just a little bit more.Â
There was a distinct pause. The last shreds of your own stubbornness hanging in the air, even as your cunt throbbed with need.Â
Even if Jason couldnât see your face from this angle, he could feel the warring in your body. He knew you too well. And he knew how to break you down so perfectly.Â
âIf you want anything more than this,â He told you, emphasizing the point with another pathetically shallow thrust. âIf you want anything more than just the tip of my cock,â His voice was low and silken and creating even more heat that almost drowned you. âThen youâre gonna have to beg for it.âÂ
âFuck you, Jay.â You whined out in protest, once again trying to fight his grip on your hips to fuck yourself against him.Â
He viciously dug his fingers into the fat of your hips, causing a sharp sound from your throat at the beautiful pain.Â
He leaned down and pressed his lips to the back of your neck, and growled out his next words in a low tone that dragged through your insides in the exact spot where his cock should have been.Â
âCome on.â He urged you on. âFucking. Beg.âÂ
That was when you broke.Â
At least you hadnât given in too easily.Â
âPlease,â You whined out breathlessly. âPlease, fuck me! Fuck me, Jason! I need it.âÂ
âWhat else?â Jason asked expectantly.Â
You could have killed him. But when your desperate cunt unconsciously clenched down on the fat head of his cock and you felt yourself growing only more hot and needy, you knew that there was only one thing to do.Â
âIâm sorry, Jay, I should have - I should have just asked nicely in the first place. I do need it. I need your big cock inside of me so badly.â You poured it on thick, emphasizing the last words in the most pornographic voice you could muster, hoping that he was running low on self control as well.Â
And he was. So he was very satisfied with this. He grinned into your skin, leaving a surprisingly tender kiss on the back of your neck before he mumbled out âgood girlâ - something that made you moan out sharply.Â
You let out a sharp noise of disappointment when his cock popped out of you again.Â
âI need a condom.â He told you, giving you a reassuring pat on the ass. âAs much as Iâd love to cum inside you, we do have an agreement.âÂ
You werenât sure which was hotter - his sex-thick voice admitting that he shared one of your deepest fantasies, or the fact that he was caring so deeply for you, making sure that he protected you with a condom even when you were in that floating headspace and willing to let him do just about anything do your body.Â
Your mind was swimming contemplating it, and next thing you knew it, he had the condom on successfully. He then slammed his cock inside of you in one firm, smooth movement. Any thoughts were easily pounded out of your head by the practiced movement of his hips.
âBetter now?â Jason grunted into your ear.Â
You could practically feel his smugness radiating through his cock, spearing into you.Â
But you were now alight with intense pleasure, warm satisfaction rolling through you - so you couldnât bring yourself to truly care about how smug he was. Every bit of cockiness he had, he did back it up with a pretty big dick that he knew how to use well. Not that you would ever say those words aloud to him. Not even on your deathbed.Â
âJust shut up and fuck me.â You ordered, though it was breathless and had no bite.Â
âAs you wish, babe.â He replied, and then doubled down - his hips fucking into you with an intense fury.Â
You moaned like a whore at this, finally feeling that dizzying fullness that you had been craving since he had snuck his touch into your shorts. Jason drank up your sounds and easily wanted more - more of your perfect pussy squeezing around his cock, more of that wetness coating his inner thighs, more of that filthy wet smacking as he fucked into you.Â
He leaned down, draping his body fully over yours once again, creating a pleasantly smothering weight on top of you as you laid on your stomach on the bed with your face nearly drowned in the pillow. He slowed the pace of his hips to a dangerous torture of a grind, fucking you so deeply now that you were sure you could feel him coming up inside of your throat. You let out a wounded noise, and he hushed you gently.Â
âShh, babe, Iâve got you.â He whispered into your ear. âGonna make you feel so good.âÂ
He moved one of his hands from your hip and shoved it between your body and the bed, and once again he was cupping your mound fully in his hand - but this time there was no fabric barrier, and he was settled deep inside of you. It was filling your whole body with lava, turning every place he touched you to boiling ash. You were sure that you would have dissolved into nothingness if not for the anchor of your cunt hanging onto his cock, keeping you grounded in reality with that slight nip of pain as your muscles clenched onto him.Â
âNow say thank you.â He told you, his voice so gruff in your ear, so thick with desire that it made you dizzy. âThank me for giving you my cock.âÂ
He used two precise fingers to rub circles on your neglected clit, immediately sending shockwaves through your body that made your muscles jump and jolt.Â
You gulped for air and struggled to move your face out of the fabric of the pillow, and Jason saw this. He moved his other hand and slid it under your cheek, gripping under your jaw to fully lift you up.Â
He stilled his hips completely once again, causing a pained sound to emanate from your lungs as you clamped down on his cock deep inside of you while he continued to relentlessly work over your tender clit. He gave you a couple of seconds to catch your breath. But you were so cock dumb that you had to be reminded of the goal.Â
âCome on, baby.â He encouraged you, pressing his lips to your cheek that he wasnât holding onto. âSay âthank youâ.âÂ
âThank you.â You easily repeated back, now completely pliant to his desires. âThank you for-for your cock.âÂ
âGood girl.â Jason praised you once again.Â
Then he began fucking into you once more - it only took a few careful thrusts of his hips and the talent of his fingers on your clit to finally bring your orgasm to life. He shoved his tongue into your mouth as you screamed through it, imitating some sloppy version of a kiss while you flailed and creamed on his cock, your body becoming truly boneless and tired as the orgasm rocked you.Â
When it was finished, he was still throbbing hard inside of you, and you let out a whine of disappointment. You were absolutely dead tired now, and you couldnât even think of how much energy it would take to finish him off. Mister âTwice In A Sundayâ could last quite a long time, and that didnât exactly work for you in that moment.Â
âYou can go to sleep now, babe.â He whispered into your ear. âIâll clean you up when Iâm done.âÂ
He began thrusting into you once more, and you couldnât help but let your eyes drift closed.Â
It ended up being a good night for both of you.
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The Jock
Context-> Suguru Geto is y/ns sneaky link and he demands you tell no one about the relationship. Because outside of you two fucking, you mean nothing to him.
Warnings-> Geto is basically a bully to the reader, name calling will be mentioned.
a/n-> This is a college au if you arenât fond of strong language, name calling, or sexual scenes then this is not the story for you. Thank you.
Fandom-> Jujutsu Kaisen
Ship-> Suguru Geto x Fem!Reader
This story will contain Sexual Content. Minors Please Do Not Interact.
I DID NOT RE READ THIS.
therefore if there are any typos iâm sorry !.
You were running around your dorm room making sure you got everything for you next class that starts in 20 minutes. Youâve never been late to a class. Ever. and you werenât about to start now.
Gathering your things you rush out of your room and dash to your class. You donât think youâve even ran this fast before, the door to your classroom is approaching so you slowed down a bit to a jog not even bothering to check your surroundings which causes you to bump into someone.
You fall onto the floor, the papers that you had in your folder scattered out in front of you.
âwatch where the fuck youâre going, freak.â you look up at the familiar voice only to make eye contact with the schools very popular jock.
Suguru Geto.
Someone you know all to well. You two have been sneaking around for a few months, after the first time youâve hooked up you came up to him the next day at school and that was the most embarrassing thing youâve ever done.
It was humiliating
He acted like he didnât even know you, he spat at your feet.
he called you a disgusting pig and told you to get lost.
All while his friends laughed.
everyone laughed at you.
so now..
you donât know how to end thisâŚthing the two of you have.
You canât say you donât enjoy the way he makes you feel when he fucks you.
In fact, you enjoy it so much you almost, almost forget how he treats you outside of the sex you have in the janitors closet.
âs-sorry..â you whisper out as you collect your things that covered the dirty tile.
âtch.â he scoffed as he watched you down at his feet trying to get the folder that was underneath his sneaker.
âum..â you look at him hesitantly. âsorry..but do you mindâŚl-lifting your foot?.â you ask and his eyebrows bunch together in an irritated expression.
âare you telling me what to do?.â he asks as he squats down to your level. His face close to yours.
A feeling youâre to familiar with yet you could never remember what his lips felt like.
Sometimes he wouldnât even let you face him while he fucked you stupid.
Letâs just say that the back of your head was more appealing to him.
âoh- n-no it was just a question.â you whimper, as your eyes drift to his friends behind him, their smirks letting you know theyâre enjoyed this.
ââŚwhatever.â you hear him grumble out as he stands up quickly- his foot moving off of your folder and you donât hesitate to grab it.
you stack your things together, keeping your eyes on the floor in front of you only to see a folded up piece of paper.
hm..
you grab it and look up, watching as geto and his jock friends leave you in the empty hallway.
you open the note.
âafter practice meet me underneath the bleachers.â
this wasâŚnew. He never left you a note. Usually he just drags you away when youâre alone.
and this was also a new..location. this was out in the open..anyone could see.
heâs not this stupid is he?..
ďżź
Youâre underneath the bleachers just like the note said.
You got here a bit earlier, your anxiety eating you away at what he could possibly want..
This is to public of a place for the two of you have sex. You wouldnât allow itâŚ
So as you sit, a book in hand, waiting for the football player to join you.
âwhatâre reading?.â a gruff voice asked to which you jump a little.
Your eyes find his and you smile a bit.
âah..little women.â you tell him and he looks at you confused.
âyouâre reading a book about little people?.. are they fairies or somethinââ he respond and you laugh lightly..
you didnât catch it but your laugh made the corner of his lip quirk up into the tiniest smile.
some days arenât as bad as others, you two have conversations every now and then, but the majority of this relationship is no talking and just rough sex. These are the days that make you forget what kind of person he truly is.
âno..itâs not.â you tell him as you stand, dusting the grass and dirt from your jeans as you stuff your book back into your bag.
âmm.â he hums out as he grabs your wrist and starts walking.
âS-Suguru?..â you question.
âwhat is it?.â he asks, not looking back at you as he continues to walk to the parking lot by the football field.
âwhere are we going?..â you allowed yourself not to panic as you watch his car grow closer and your staring at the passenger side seat as he holds the door open for you.
âyou gonna get in?.â
âuh..w-where are we going?.â you ask once more and âtchsâ
âitâs a surprise.â this is new. this is all to knew to you.. You have never been with him outside of school.
You have never been inside of his car.
yet you get in and so does he.
The drive was quiet and quick but what you werenât expecting was..woods.
You two were in the middle of the woods.
is this his way of killing you..
shit.
Your heart rate was starting to pick up.
he helps you out of the car.
ârelax.â you hear him say, in a voice so calm you swore it was a different person.
âi-i am relaxed.â you tell him and he rolls his eyes as he grabs your hand. leading you further into the woods.
As you make your way through you hear running water..
you get closer only to see a waterfall and your eyes widen.
âitâs beautiful..â you say with a hushed tone and he smiles a little as he watches you. Noticing how your nerves relaxed as you watch the water flow from the hill down the pool of water below.
âthat it is..â he responds as he sits down. You taking a seat next to him.
âhowâd you find this place?.â you ask, your eyes never leaving the water.
âi..was just wondering around one day and stumbled upon this. I come here sometimes toâŚthink.â he reveals and you turn your head and look at him.
âwhy..did you bring me here, suguru.â You ask and he looks at you.
âjust..thought we could use a different scenery when we have sex.â you donât know why you felt your heart sting at those words.. honestly you shouldnât have expected anything less.
âandâŚthink of it as an apology.â your ears perk up at those words.
âyknow..for all the times iâve been a douche.â he says and you smile a bit.
Suguru Geto..just gave you an apology.
you couldnât believe it.
âthank you suguru..â You tell him as you lean in and place your lips onto his.
Things started to escalate pretty quickly as you ended up underneath, Your clothes thrown to the side as he brushes you hair back.
âyouâre beautiful..â he whispers out and your eyes widen at such kind words..
Heâs never complemented you in this way..
So you blush and he kissed your forehead.
You gasp as he pushes his dick inside of you.
Your nails immediately leaving marks on his back as you need something to grip onto.
âfuck..â he grunts out.
âiâll never forget how tight this pussy grips me.â He says lowly as he starts to thrust in and out of your wet cunt.
This is completely different from the other times youâve had sex. Heâs being so gentle..so niceâŚ
whatâs going on?.. maybe heâs had a change of heart..
âhey..focus on me.â he slaps your cheek lightly as his thrust grow harsher..
ây-yes...sugu~â you moan out, not realizing what you said. As you focus on the way his dick fits perfectly inside of you.
Filling you up so good that your legs shake as you wrap them around his waist.
âf-fuck..princess. Donât call me that.â He groans as he feels you squeeze around him. Him on the verge of cumming inside of you at your choice of words.
âsugu~..f-fasterâŚâ you say not caring how he told you not to call him that. You feel his speed pick up as you hold onto him tightly.
âs-shit..babyâŚgonna cum..â he moans out as he feels you getting closer to your release.
your heart fluttering at the nicknames heâs using.
âw-where..â he asks
ââŚi-inside.â your reply makes him stop. and your eyes shoot open as you look at him, panting.
âwâŚwhat?.â he says.
âcum inside me..sugu~â you tell him and you brush his hair back.
His pace starting back up quickly as you both cum together.
You moaning as you feel his hot cum spurt out inside of you.
To you this is the best sex the two of you ever had. You silently thinking how different things will be tomorrow..How youâll be able to talk with him in public, maybe hold his hand.
you couldnât wait.
but to Suguru Geto..
The way he felt when he saw you smile and laugh at his jokes, made his heart and his head confused. He doesnât really know why he brought you to his spot. He refuses to believe that these feelings mean anything..so to him this is just a normal day and nothing is going to change.
Heâll back to ignoring you in public and fucking you in private ďżź
This is kind of sloppy and i apologize, but nonetheless i i hope you enjoyed. ďżź
-M
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Hi!
I just wanted to say that I absolutely love all of your COD fics! Your Price fics made me fall in love with him (I saw a recommendation for See No Evil on TikTok and just went down the rabbit hole from there (itâs also my comfort fic)) and Laughing Poets made me buy Ghosts for Keegan. Your writing is so beautiful and poetic and has inspired me to start writing again after a really bad writingâs block!
I also did want to put in a request for Ghost (because I love him so much) but given his hype, I understand if you donât want to write for him or if it may be hard. But I was hoping that this hasnât been done before (much) and that I could read it in your words since you are so amazing!
I was thinking of the reader being a CIA agent that was working undercover to get classified information and 141 was sent in to extract her after she was compromised. And her and Ghost donât really get along at first, like they donât hate each other but they could just care less about one another. But then they get separated and one of them is injured and the other fights tooth and nail to get to them, realizing how much they care. I was thinking that her callsign could be âReaperâ but it can be anything else if it fits better. It can be angsty (because thatâs the absolute best genre), fluffy, nsfw, whatever you want to do with it.
I know this is asking a bit much and Iâm sorry for that. Feel free to change it as you see fit and do whatever you want with it, if you want to do it. I really appreciate and love your work!! Thank you!!
'Til it Hurts
Pairing: Simon 'Ghost' Riley x F!Reader
Synopsis: You thought that it would be easy - moving on and blazing your own trail, but at every step, memories seem to come back and haunt you. And the biggest memory takes the shape of a man with a skull mask. Can you still deny what you had always felt when he stands at your side once more?
Word Count: 12.5k
Warnings: This duology will be 18+ and contain the following: intense gore, blood, violence, vulgar language, angst, fluff, suggestive content, (smut, p in v sex, virgin!reader (relevant to plot) all in part 2), abuse of power in the past, toxic working environment in the past, copious flashbacks, soft!simon because I love him like that (I guess considered ooc), banter, etc...
A/N: Part 2 will be posted tomorrow after I edit it and the link will be added to this part as well for ease of access. But, anna, that's wild that people post about my work on tiktok, lmfao. I'm so glad I helped you out of that writer's block, though! Enjoy part 1, Love (I did change it around a bit)!
*I do not give others permission to translate and/or re-publish my works on this or any other platform*
You often think of the friends you had when you were six. The neighborhood you grew up in was full of other kids your age, and there was practically a horde of young boys and girls outside at any given moment. Early mornings were ripe for adventures â ears perking up from your pillows at the sound of bird songs and lawnmowers like an instinctual call to cause mischief. Days would run long and nights would end late with games of tag.Â
It was inevitable, at this point in your life, to not think about where your friends would be now. Were they happy? Starting families and getting married on island resorts; white sand underfoot and a gentle lapping of ocean water? Youâd lost contact a long, long, time ago â never bothered to get back in touch, though you know things might be better if you had.Â
God, youâd never have friends like that again.Â
Selfless. Genuine. Without competition or a need to stab each other in the back. Friendships built on a childlike innocence that was never meant to stay or grow with the brutal stretch of years. People mature. They harden, sharpen.Â
They break themselves to fit a mold of what they want to be without even realizingâŚOr maybe that was just how you grew up.Â
Your feet pound against the cobblestone streets of Bergamo, Italy, as you make your way through the packed road of the Upper Old District. Under your chin, your fingers go up to grasp the scarf around your neck and pull the thick navy fabric up farther. Fast eyes flicker over faces as a fake plastered smile splays over your lips, and your jaw holds a tension that seeps into your shoulders.
Keep the act up, you have to remind yourself, fingers heavy at your hips, donât let the facade slip, or else itâs over before it begins.
At your sides, past the unending sea of loudly speaking humans and loyal animals alike, the broad expanse of ancient architecture calls to the history of this city; red-terracotta roofing, extravagant greenery, and pillars as tall as the buildings themselves. A picturesque land filled with mysteries lost to time, stories never told beyond the scratch of a pen and moth-eaten parchment.Â
A city now filled with killers.Â
âSitrep,â you grunt into the open channel, the earpiece fizzling as it sits in the clutch of your canal. No one answers and, slipping past a family of tourists, you glare at the ground; heart going so fast you feel like it could jump-start a car. âDamnit!â
The seconds draw on and as you pick up the pace, now shoving your way through the crowd, you feel eyes on you. Slithering over your skin like oil.Â
Not good.Â
Shit. Karver, where did you go!?Â
Karver âRigsâ Massarini was an informant â someone whoâd been giving you everything that you needed to know about the cell in this area; along with a grouping of eyewitnesses to a stash of ICBMs. A stash that could do some serious damage if they stayed here with the wrong people. Intel suggests that those very missiles were going to be shipped off to Mexico in only a few days, smuggled across the border into United States territory with the intent of doing some pretty awful stuff and framing the US.Â
If you and Rigs werenât quick with this, so many innocents would suffer.
Youâd already gotten into contact with Mexican Special Forces yourself, warning Alejandro Vargas and Rodolfo Parra of a possible breach and to watch for any unregistered shipments on the docks or coming in from the air.Â
But now Rigs was missing, and you had a funny feeling you were being trailed.Â
Back alley. You take a quick right, boots slamming to the ground and heart hammering. Get away from the civvies in case someone decides to go trigger-happy.Â
This cell was known for being deadly, Mr. Massarini had sent the file over to CIA headquarters before you were shipped out; Laswell had set you on it right away without even taking the time to read it entirely.
âExtremely high Kinetic; Iâm giving you full Execute Authority on this, Reaper. Weâre running out of time. Find those missiles.âÂ
Torture, kidnappings, mutilations, the list went on for this group and how far they would go to keep secrets. No one had gotten any clear insight as to what their motives were â just that they needed to be put down in exactly the ways they had been doing to others. Ruthlessly, before they grew bigger or spread their influence beyond borders, and created a group that could rival what Al-Qatala had been.Â
So that was where you came in.Â
God, you wished Farah and Alex were here with you â at the very least you could rely on them to help, even if you sectioned yourself off from others more than a dying cat. There was a reason you preferred being sent in alone with only your wits. Â
Mostly because of situations like this.
âRigs, sitrep. Where are you,â you try again, the close walls shrouding in your shadows. Throwing looks over your shoulders, you take down deep breaths, a growl gradually digging itself a hole in your esophagus. Desperately, you say, âIâm heading back to the safe house ASAP. Wait for me there.âÂ
Your right hand gravitates to your pocket, slipping through the fabric and pushing aside the ripped seam at the bottom. The sheath at your thigh pinches you with every step, but youâve endured it for years, calluses breeding where the leather had chaffed the flesh to toughness. To an ingrained perfection. Flinching when your fingers bump against the handle, the metal adornments feel cool to the touch despite the sweat dripping down your spine; temperature and nerves leaving your palms sweaty.Â
None of this was going to plan.
You caress the small Dirk blade strapped to you, and when the first footsteps enter the alleyway behind you, your hand clenched into a loose fist around it. Your eyebrows pull tight with annoyance.
Taking a slow breath as the trailing stranger begins to move faster, you take a corner, halting the second you were out of sight. You nonchalantly turn on your heel and lean into the wall, feeling your body conform to the building and the stone dig into your back.Â
The material is cold, and as you raise your Dirk up, you flip the blade parallel to your forearm, wrist lax, and fingers still. A slow breath flows from your barely-parted lips.Â
3 seconds. You donât blink, only gazing out across the space and noticing the dark shadow gaining ground. 2âŚ1âŚ
Your body jerks forward, free hand snapping out and grasping the fabric of a shirt. Twisting your hips, you plant your feet and wrench the stranger around the corner, breath coming out in a loud snarl. Without a shout, you have the personâs back shoved to the building in an instant, blade held above an Adamâs Apple.Â
A man, then.
âIâm going to give you one full minute.â Your Italian was only surface level â far better at understanding others than speaking full sentences. But you think whoever this man is comes to a conclusion well enough. âBefore I cut you open and watch the life spill from your eyes.â
You donât recognize this person, his sharp face or dark, sly, eyes, and with a quick assessment of his large stature you figure out heâs the basic definition of a man sent to complete a job. One that would have left you dead if you were anything less than a contracted CIA Agent on a job. You had been trained among the best from your time in the Marines â years on Special Ops forces; taking point. Even if they were the worst times of your life, you still learned a great deal from them, particularly, how to know when to cut your losses.Â
With one look into his smug face, you know that this stranger would tell you nothing.Â
Your lips formed a grimace, teeth flashing under flesh at the rod-straight form of the man under you. He was smirking with eyes seeming to be laughing at you. Arrogant. Self-assured.Â
âYouâll get nothing out of me, Reaper. We are already on your trail.â Your head tilts, a numb huff escaping your throat and pushing the individual's hair back as a breeze would. There was a small pause; tiny shiftings of your feet as your blade digs ever deeper.Â
A thin trail of blood falls from the placement, and your muscles writhe under the epidermis. Thereâs no thought behind the laugh that enters the air, that cold, dark, thing thatâs more of a bark from a hellhound. It was just a realization that no matter where you went, there could never be anything unique anymore. Everyone was always the same.Â
âYouâll never get it out of me-â
âBreak my bones; rip my flesh, you will never make me talk-â
âIf you want to see me beg, youâll be disappointed-â
There were countless memories you could bring to the precipice of your mind and re-live; moments ingrained into your psyche like a tattoo is to skin. So you can only smile and nod, scarf swishing around your neck. The man looks confused now, if not slightly nervous. That self-assured attitude leaking to the ground. Eyes as dark as obsidian beginning to snap back and forth â looking for a saving grace in the make-up of ancient stone that wasnât going to come.Â
You wondered how many people had died in this city throughout history. The stories lost to time. Have these alleys seen war? Famine?
Have they seen murder?Â
But you are a woman of your word. A minute passes in tense silence, your eyes never leaving his own and ears carefully in tune, twitching like an antenna, to the joyous shouts and laughter just a street over. Here you wait like a rat in a trap, though you like to believe yourself more of the metal Hammer than the unknowing participant in a dance of death and wits.
You tighten your grip on your Dirk, shrugging up at the man. Your face is nonchalant as an understanding smile grows. As simple as a server at a restaurant.
âI believe you.â And you run the knifeâs edge across his flesh like a match to a striker before he can scream.
Stepping back, youâre suddenly thankful for the scarf over your sweat-slick neck because as the spray of blood splatters over your nose bridge and forehead, you swipe it away with one of the ends of the thick fabric. You let the body drop, watching large hands snap to the gushing wound like that alone would stop the cold grip of death.Â
Your mark has been met.Â
The External Carotid Artery was easy enough to cut, though you had to dig deep for it, and it seemed the man had moved mid-slice. Frowning while the man gasps and gurgles; flails as a fish would, you study your work as you flick the blade clear of blood. Your brows furrow.Â
âNicked the Thyroid Cartilage, hm.â Sighing and shaking your head, you sheathe the Dirk and twist on your feet, still intent on making your way back to the hotel safe house and trying to find a lead on Rigs. The slumping of a body reverberates a moment later, a grandiose death rattle, and still, only a street over you hear animated conversations â the bustle of traveling feet, and the sound of the breeze.Â
You often think about the friends you had when you were six. But, now, instead of being the one who fought off the monsters at the ends of the beds, you had become it. The monster. The boogeyman.Â
The Reaper.Â
Oh, what would they think of you now?Â
You swipe at the blood along your fingertips, seeing the red bleed under your nails with such a numb feeling that it scares you more than anything. Taking down a gathering of saliva that feels more like a slug in your throat, you wonder when you lost the ability to value human life. Of course, the answer was slated in those early years in Special Ops, but you donât dwell on those times.Â
In fact, it was better if you never thought of them at all.Â
Taking a left, you hum a tune under your breath and listen to the birds sing as the blood dries.Â
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The meeting room wasnât even a room, just a vacant air-craft hangar that had been fitted out with two rows of metal fold-out chairs and a projector. Shadows danced over the floor, long streaks of darkness over concrete.Â
â...Iâll be giving you full Execute Authority â but this mission is completely Black. Host weapons only. No Evac team.â Laswellâs voice echoes off the ceiling, and Ghostâs eyes flow over the projected intel, memorizing the faces and locations with nothing more than a blink of his blue eyes. Fluttering eyelashes caress the hard material of his mask before settling.Â
Task Force 141 was being sent off on another deployment again, deep into Belarus and near the Russian border.
âTime frame?â The Captain asks, standing a small distance away and leaning against a crate of ammunition. His arms are crossed; jaw is loosely set.Â
Kate looks at him, above the heads of Gaz and Soap, and nods her head before she comments, âone week.â
Gaz huffs from ahead of the hulking form of Ghost, and the silent man shifts his attention back to the group.Â
âOne week, Kate? No offense, but we donât even know if the bastardâs in Belarus.â
ââfraid to get dirty there, Garrick? Ah, weâre good enough for it.â Soap elbows the male at his side, and the masked man releases a puff of breath one row back. The Scot twists in his seat, mohawk tendrils falling over his forehead, and smirks. âCâmon Lt. back me up here. Weâve got this in the bag already.â
âBit confident, Johnny?â Ghost grunts out, accented voice low and muffled from under the black fabric over his lips. His hips shift over the chair, legs splayed and arms crossed as he reclines back; letting the bulk of his gear weigh heavy. âJust wait until youâve got us sitting on a pile of dry leads and rotting corpses.â
âEh, nothinâ we havenât dealt with before.â
âFocus, you three.â Kate interrupts as Gaz rolls his eyes to himself, fixing his ball cap over his head with a fast flick of his wrist at the antics of the other two. âYouâre going to be shipped out at 2000ââ
An easily recognizable ringtone starts to play.Â
Blinking in surprise, Laswell takes a glance at the table that had been long forgotten and spies her phone buzzing over the metal. Her light brown hair, kept securely tied back, swished at the nape of her neck. She wastes no time.
Briskly walking over, the rest of the men in the room watched intently, heads perked up. Ghost couldnât stop the pique of interest at the strange behavior, though his form remains still, only making a noise under his breath in contemplation. In the hold of his crossed arms, his fingers tighten.
âNot the person Iâd imagine keeps her phone on for just anyoneâŚâ Gaz makes a slow comment, and John slides up beside him, hands hooking onto the sides of his combat vest. Watching.Â
âHm,â their command affirms. Â
 Kate picks up her phone and immediately answers, brows furrowed. She shifts her weight as an inhalation reverberates. The conversation on the other side was too muffled, a small droaning the only signal that someone was on the opposite.
Unconsciously, Ghost straightens in his chair as the rolled-back sleeves of his undershirt leave his black ink tattoos on display. A deep intrigue spilled in his chest but otherwise, he was still focused on the previous instructions for the next Op. This was just another cog in the wheel, perhaps a location change for their safe house, or an accelerated timeline. No matter, they would get it done regardlessâ
âReaper?â Laswell speaks, and blue eyes slide to stare at the Captain, whose legs had tensed. âWhatâs happenedââÂ
The Lieutenant knows something was wrong just by the simple fact that heâd never seen their Station Chief talk on her personal phone with that look on her face before â heâd seen it mirrored on the Captain and heâd clocked it from her just as simply. The wrinkled skin at the side of her eyes, and stiff-set lips peeled back in a frown. Sheâd always been serious, but the air was different.Â
Reaper? He runs through the database of his mind and ignores Gazâs and Johnnyâs muttered words and glances.Â
âNow who do you think that is, then?â Soap grunts out. Ghost doesnât answer.
Brows furrow.Â
Sounds familiar, the man canât help but admit.Â
âPatch me through. Now.â Kate slips to the computer a few steps away and opens a fresh tab, sorting through files and months of intel as if it mattered just as much as a bug under her heel.
âKate?â Price prompts. The woman only holds up a finger and keeps the phone in between her shoulder and cheek, hands fast across the keys.Â
Soon enough, a feed pops up on the projector, and the three previously sitting all rise to their feet in an instant.Â
An open wound is in the process of being stitched and displays itself over the entire available space, violent red internal flesh puckering over the edges ofâŚGhost narrows his eyes, unphased.
Was that a fabric needle and thread being used for sutures? Resourceful, he admits.
âBloody fuckinâ hell.â The manchester man levels thought the blandness of the tone contradicts itself. âWhereâs this feed from, Laswell?â
âWhat the fuckâŚ?â Soap growls out, and the Scot blinks at the screen in shock as the Brit beside him lets off a sound of disgust akin to a sick cat.Â
âReaper, sitrep.â Kate doesnât flinch, rushing off into procedure as steady hands delve back into flesh, blood falling from their fingers like water to splatter to a rundown wooden table. The world-away computer was most likely getting a rain of crimson all over the keys at this rate.Â
Price grunts under his breath.Â
âShit,â a distinctly feminine voice wafts out, a harsh sigh held back, though the annoyed tone was noticed immediately, âcanât a girl stitch herself up in peace? Besides, Watcher-1 answer me this, huh?â The computer is jerked, its screen going staticky as Ghost watches with roving eyes to take in the background when the visibility returns. A bed, nightstand, and sitting by the floor of the front door, copious amounts of weapons. The man takes stock â an M13 assault rifle, X12 handgun, and Arctic .50 sniper rifle. Ammunition lines the floor in a way that leaves Ghostâs lips thinning under the mask.Â
Someoneâs in a hurry. But from what?
ââŚwhat goddamn hotel doesnât have mirrors in it?â Kateâs sigh can be heard a mile away. âNo, Iâm being serious here, Watcher â how the hell does that happen?âÂ
Watching you take a step back, Ghost as well as the other three all blink in surprise when you come into view. Your top was off, only a sports bra covering your flesh, as your focus stays on the digging needle you send into yourself over and over.Â
Yet again a feeling of intense familiarity strikes the Brit in the chest. Your soft face, your hair, your voice. It was infuriating.
Who are you? The inability to call forth a memory leaves the fists at his sides gradually clenching under his gloves.Â
âReaper.â Seriousness grows in the Agentâs voice, and Price lets out a slow chuckle that leaves Gaz turning to him in confusion.Â
âSir?â But the inquiry is ignored.
âStill as stubborn as ever, then, Reap?â Everyone sees your hurried stitches stop, head snapping up as they clock a veiled panic behind the irisâ.Â
Your eyes tell all the story they need, and Ghostâs body freezes as the color evokes a physical twitching of his hand.Â
âHoly hell,â he utters under his breath so silently no one even realizes he spoke; eyelids pulling back before settling like nothing had even happened.
âYou know, you're the first person whoâs been nice to me out here.â
â...Then Iâd tell you to get better friends, Sergeant. Iâm not sticking around.â
âI never said they were my friends, Ghost, and I never expected you to stay, anyways. Thatâs not how this works.â
âYouâre right. Itâs not.â
âBravo-06?â You ask, voice sometimes cutting out over the line. A laugh breaks out, and a small smirk twitches the corners of your lips, âHey, Old Man, howâs it going over there? Been a while.â
âWhat have you got yourself into now?â Price asks, chuckling under his breath with a groaned continuation, âand how do you need me to get you out of it?â
The spectral man now watches with a newfound fervency, blue eyes boiling so violently that if anyone had seen, they would have thought he was about to attack. Like a split second of eye contact with a wolf before it rushes. The build of his shoulders was still loose, however, and the only indication of shock was his optics; the mask shrouded all.Â
But there was a subtle movement of his hips, feet transferring over the floor to stand shoulder-length apart.
âOh, this,â you point to your injury with a free finger, tying off a knot on the last line of sutures. âNah, itâs nothing. A couple of assholes tried to get the jump on me a block back, one had a knife on âem.â Your hand tosses the needle and thread to the table, a muttered, thunk, sounding off. Looking down at your work with a raised brow, everyone watches. âTook care of it â they gave me a name, too, but with the trail of bodies I left today, I wouldnât be surprised if it didnât pan out.âÂ
A pause before you turn your head back up, face now completely serious as you focus on Laswell.Â
âBut we have a bigger problem, Watcher. Rigs is gone; I think my positionâs compromised. Iâm going black.â Your form leans to the side, and a wrinkled t-shirt is thrown over your head. From your mouth, a stifled groan releases. Ghost blinks in surprise.
The Captainâs lips thin, and he looks at a tight-wound Kate.Â
âI have a contact in the lower levels, Reaper, meet up with her and she can have you out of the city by tonight. Iâll send over her info.â
âNo can do, Watcher.â You sigh, and Ghost simply stares, following your figure as you back up, heading to the X12 and shimmying it into the back of your pants before looking over your shoulder. Kate hums under her breath. âIf theyâve got Rigs,â Walking quickly back over to the computer, one of your hands grasps the top of the frame, thumb poking out from the corner. You tilt your head. âI ain't leaving without him right behind me. Iâll be in contact in a month â if Iâm not, then Iâm dead already.âÂ
Your chuckle strikes a cord through the room and Soap snorts in answer.Â
âGlass-half-empty kind of person, then?âÂ
âIâd say,â Gaz mutters.
Continuing, youâre about to say something else â lips already partially parted and breath sucked in â before your eyes lock onto Ghost. The atmosphere of the room flips like the page of a book.Â
You stare at him with what seems to be a million emotions flying past the glossiness of your optics; lids already peeled back and whites showing in a display that showed more than told. The man could only begin to imagine what you were thinking â how long had it been since heâd seen you last? Youâd obviously gotten out of your Marines Special Ops unit.Â
Not quite how I remember you. It wasnât hard to recall that small branch of the MRR â Marine Raider Regiment â and how they treated you. But that wasnât any of his business. Heâd been there to do a job, and heâd accomplished it. Quite thoroughly, if anyone would have checked the file after it was all over.Â
Ghostâs life was counted in the sands of an hourglass, small, molecular, bits hitting the bottom one after the other; rarely was that time wasted on pointless squabbles and words but at that moment, he was conflicted.Â
The Brit had never expected to see you again, and the sand briefly halted when you spoke. Hm.Â
Yes, he remembered that voice⌠heâd just never heard you this confident before.Â
âGhost.â He watches the emotions on your face settle, and he was thankful for the mask covering his visage because he knows he would have left at least a small twitch of his lips slip. âLong time no see.â
âMutt.â The Lieutenant nods in a monotone greeting but notices a slight jerk of your shoulders at the name. His eyebrows furrow, but mentions nothing as his pulse slows.Â
Your neck moves as you swallow, looking to the side as a dark curiosity fills the space in Ghostâs lungs; head nanoscopically tilting to the side like a vulture.Â
âNice seeing you, Bravo-06,â You tilt your head toward the Captain before clearing your throat and addressing Laswell. âIâll be around.âÂ
It wasnât hard to tell that the title had made you freak, a kind of bad cloud suddenly springing to life above your head.Â
Seems to bother her more than being in a Hot Zone, Ghost tells himself, the deep well of dark water in his gut still. That didnât make any sense. He watches your hand slaps over the computer and the feed goes dark in an instant.Â
The room is more silent than Ghost is.Â
âKate, sheâll need our help.â Price shakes his head from side to side; body moving to the front of the room. âIâm not asking.âÂ
The two talk it over as Ghostâs mind trails, head tilting down more towards his chest as his eyelids narrow.Â
âHm,â He grunts, arms tensing as his grip shifts. Soap turns around as Gaz goes to join the conversation between the Captain and the agent.
âWhat? Know âer or something, Lt?â The Scot asks, slapping a hand on the taller manâs arm. Ghost eyes lock on the grip before he blinks, looking back up and leveling the Sergeant with a dead stare. Johnny laughs awkwardly and moves his limb back to his side. âJustâŚdidnât peg you for the type to start relationships.â
The Lieutenant turns down the aisle of chairs and lets out a bland, ânegative. Leave it, Sergeant.âÂ
Why did you react badly to the namesake youâd gone by for the entire time youâd been in Special Ops? Mutt was when everyone had called you when he had been around for that short time.Â
He felt no great concern for you â no hatred or care â you were just another Agent that would probably end up dead like everyone else. Another time, maybe, heâd have gone in a heartbeat, and if the team decided to go after you, heâd follow. A mission was a mission, it wasnât like it largely mattered.Â
But there was something in the back of his mind. Intrigue? Yes, perhaps. The blue-eyed Lieutenant wasnât one to dwell on these types of things, but a colleague was still a colleague.Â
Whatever the outcome, heâd do his job with all the ruthlessness and tact he always did.
Ghostâs hand goes up to fix the position of his mask and glances at the blank projector stream, eyes boring into it as they darken. A moment later, he was leaning against the ammunition crate that Price had previously been on, arms crossed and ears twitching at the ongoing battle of wills; isolated to himself as his intimidating form towers ever upwards. Spine straight. Bones stiff. Eyes grim.Â
Youâd been nice to him â a person that, for the limited time heâd interacted with, had left an impression that was only just starting to come back full force. Smart and resourceful; not too bad on the eyes.Â
He takes down a sigh. StubbornâŚbut undoubtedly loyal.Â
His thumb brushes your cheek, and you look up at him as if he wasnât the one in a mask â as if his entire being was laid bare before you. He swipes away the trail of blood with one firm press. The gentleness of your skin is known even through his glove.
âYouâll live, Sergeant.â He utters, teasing in his monotone voice, ânow, where the hell are we goinâ? Gunâs itchinâ to lay a few out.âÂ
Ghost would have smirked at the way your eyes dilated if he had the ability, but in the end, he brushes past. Because if he hadnât, you would have seen his own do the same.
âReaper,â he frowns, feeling the ammunition crate dig further into his hip, they never called you that one.
Perhaps the real battle of wills was happening inside of him â not five feet away between his Captain and his Station Chief.
â
You remember every interaction like it was yesterday, and although he might not, you canât help the memories from flooding as you gather your gear. Stuffing guns into duffel bags and intel into crossbody sacks that weigh you down like boulders.Â
Fuck, you open the back window and shimmy out into the back streets, knowing that your position is compromised and not waiting any longer to test your luck. Your side burns something awful; horrible stitches peeling back skin as you groan in pain. What the fuck was Ghost doing with Price? I didnât know they knew each other. And the two other men in the roomâŚeh. Not the problem right now!Â
âI shouldnât be surprised,â you pant, swinging your legs out of the window frame and sharply inhaling when a suture tears. âIâm never in the loop.âÂ
In all honesty, you donât want to be â too complicated. Itâs better to just stick around and be told what to do.Â
Glaring down at the ground with glazed eyes, you only take a breath of hesitation and let off a curse before dropping.Â
Your knees take the brunt of the force, and the ricochets of landing on cobblestones travel up your ankles and leave your legs shaking. If you werenât running on adrenaline, you would have come up with a dirty joke to mutter to yourself.Â
The discomfort can only last so long, you tell yourself, and ignore the spreading liquid on your side, only thinking of Rigs and the mission.Â
And Ghost.Â
Gritting your teeth, eyes vulnerable, you turn down the backroad and stay away from others, drowning in memories more deadly than blood. It had been a while since you had thought of it â the lockbox in the back of your mind keeping all under tight watch; guard dogs with metal teeth and chained necks.Â
But that title; that namesake youâd scrubbed your skin raw over. Mutt and all the others said in cruel breaths. OhâŚbut Mutt.Â
Mutt was the worst of them.
Your hands were vibrating, the tremors traveling up your wrists and arms â past elbows and bruised flesh under skin; bloodied nose and quivering lips. Why did they always yell at you? But worse, why did they always make you do the dirty work?Â
The Captain, everyone just called him Alke, was standing in front of you, berating your accuracy on the last round of target practice. Fortunately, this deep into the Unit itself, youâd found a way to let it go in one ear and out the next, eyes as blank as a starless sky.Â
You could see the spittle flying from the manâs lips and some even splashes across your cheeks like acid, but there was something artful to the way you didn't react. A culmination of crafted numbness that bleeds like trauma. It was a constant, everlasting, void. Â
What they were making you into was not what you wanted, but what possible other option was there? Resign? No, this was nearly an unimaginable position to be in at such an age. You deserve to be here. Should you report the blatant unprofessionalism and favoritism in the ranks? And be blacklisted by these people's friends so that you never ascend the line?
Your ears twitch.Â
â...Youâre not sleeping until your marks are perfect â else weâre overthinking your position in this Unit. Canât have a Mutt in our ranks, can we?â The last sentence is punctuated with a ruffling of your hair almost like a brother would; teasing, but you know that isnât what it symbolizes. Harsh laughs and mocking remarks from the bystanders. âLeast of all one thatâs gonna get us killed. Tch.â When you donât answer, staring off in a daze at his nose in a perfect image of formation, the Captain raises an eyebrow. âAffirmative,â he smirks, âMutt?â
âSir!â Your mouth shouts, though the action is more instinctual as your back straightens. He frowns at that, perhaps wanting to torment you more, but huffs and files out, ordering the rest to follow with one last call.
âI expect you to be up for morning drills an hour early. Iâll be checking your shots myself.âÂ
âSir!âÂ
After everyoneâs gone, you blink back to reality. Thereâs a second of confusion, creases forming in your forehead at the sound of birds and blowing glass. Head turning side to side, your lips thin at the absence of others as if only realizing how spaced out youâd actually been.Â
Flashing teeth and heated eyes flash through your mind before you blink them away. Signing away the tense nature of your chest, you clear your throat and relax your legs. Your vision slides to the corners of the concrete dugout, snapping past sectioned-off areas for privacy to search if there was someone who might have stayed back.Â
Not finding anyone, your hands, clenched behind your back, loosen and fall limp to your sides like bags of rock. One weakly goes to swipe at the trail of blood from your nose, wrecking your already wrinkled sleeve with crimson; but soon an identical trail drips off your chin regardless. Licking your lips and tasting copper, you take a shaky breath and nod to yourself.Â
You knew what shooting all night would bring on â lesions under the firing pad covering your shoulder; deep-rooted pain leading to nerve damage later on. Blisters that leak puss and blood onto your bedsheets. Not to mention the mental strain, the bags under your eyes burn from lack of rest.Â
Gritting your teeth, you walk over the tossed rifle on the floor and pick it up with shaky fingers, the tips flinching back from the cool metal before encompassing it tightly.Â
Silently, you get on your stomach and set the weapon in the crook of your already pain-laced shoulder. Your blood splatters the stock.
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It had been two weeks with no luck in finding Rigs, and you were starting to get paranoid.
Staring at the dead body tied to the wooden chair, you growl and tear your Dirk from the womanâs chest angrily.Â
There had been increased police patrols from all the corpses you were leaving, so youâd compromised and limited the chance of being caught at the same time.Â
Bergamo, Italy, was an ancient place, and the underground was what you were now both metaphorically, and physically, exploiting. Sewer systems. Catacombs. Youâd lost track of the paths youâd taken a million times over, and had started to hate the constant darkness only kept back by the small hand lamp youâd stolen.Â
But there were ups to this constant downward slope.Â
It made interrogations increasingly easier to pull off with multiple feet of stone all around you. The screams donât meet the surface.
âCatello Tullio,â you mutter, caressing your sensitive side with your free hand and placing your blade on a turned-over piece of rock. The area reeks of blood and gore, a stack of bodies chucked carelessly in the corner beginning to reek something awful; even as you have another to add to the count. It wouldnât be long before the rats came in droves.
Another given name, another score. But this one was new. Apparently, the title of the one that took Rigs while he was out getting more rations in the market.Â
You point a finger at the slumped body, âyou better hope I donât find you in hell if you gave me the wrong damn name.âÂ
Grabbing your light, you stalk off down one side of the tunnel back to your camp, dodging drag lines that strike your eyes with their crimson streaks.Â
The raggedy blanket and gun-sack youâd been using for a pillow take form in the dark, and somewhere in the corridor a rat squeals; feet pitter-pattering until it disappears altogether. You didnât even want to think of the spiders living down here. Files and notes are strewn along the floor, perfect hiding places for eight-legged monsters.Â
You couldnât do anything until nightfall. It was just too risky.Â
Massaging your side as you bend down, you grimace at the partially healed wound and scoop up your pistol before plopping to the ground with a grunt. With the deadly object held in your lap, you take a moment to breathe and try to push away a growing headache in the back of your skull.Â
âThis has to be one of the worst Ops on record, huh?â your small voice speaks back to you in bouncing waves of echoes as you begin to fiddle over the gun's small grooves and dents. âHow did you manage this, Reap?â
Smiling blandly, the overwhelming quiet and nothingness all around you is like a curse. And in those pockets of a void, your mind always trails to him â or at least it had been for your time on the run. Ghost. That dark and brooding mass of horribly bleak humor andâŚwellâŚyou couldnât call him mean.Â
Your eyebrows furrow.
He was never mean to me.Â
There were soft instances where you would question yourself as to if the Brit had possibly had some affection for you. It wasnât a long shared history of course, but you had sworn that there was something about the way he looked at youâŚsomething that you remember so vividlyâŚ
You shake your head and stand after a small while, stretching your feet. Placing your pistol in the back of your belt, the weight brings you dull comfort.
 Shining your light on the hand-held radio on the ground in passing, you rove back to it after you scan the perimeter. Its black metal mocks you.
No oneâs coming to help âcept you. One voice says, and another grunts out, get it together, Mutt.Â
You turn on your heel to go and take a breather to disperse your dark thoughts but only make it three steps before your eyes widen, lips parting in awe. Nearly falling flat over yourself, you whirl around in an instant.Â
A static enters the air as if the gods above were laughing at you - toying with your fate like it was a rock tossed to the sky. The familiar British drawl causes your chest to tighten, though the sentence is broken and barely understandable.
Someoneâs here for me! A smile slashes your face â fierce hope lighting your eyes. You hadnât wanted anyone to explicitly come for you, but this was a welcome discovery. Someone to talk to!
â--eperâŚCopy?â Darting like a cat, you move so fast that you stumble over rocks on the way there. âLeadâŚcafeâŚred clothâŚOut.â
By the time you snatch the small black object, the garbled and firm tone has already shut itself up. Your mouth parts.
âShit!â You yell, shaking the thing in your hand with an iron grip, hissing like a snake. You look above you at the cracked ceiling of stone and a growled accusation.âIâm too deepâŚFuck. Gotta get up there if I want to be able to respond.â
But it hadnât all been fruitless. Lead. Cafe. Red cloth. You clip the radio to your belt and make sure your shirt covers your weapon; pat your thigh and tell yourself to stop forgetting your Dirk everywhere before setting off in a jog. The light flashes over dead eyes and stiff bodies.
You snatch the blade off of the stone as you pass it, slipping it into your cut pocket and hearing the satisfying clink of it sheathing.
âLetâs just hope I donât smell too badâŚâ You say aloud, chuckling, and listening as the sound echoes off the stone. If no other company, you still had the sound of your own voice.Â
You couldnât decide if that was a good or a bad thing. But, you were getting side-tracked.Â
A Cafe with red cloth, then. Not exactly the place youâd go for an intel swap, but if someone had been trying to contact you for more than a week, youâd imagine they were getting desperate at this point.Â
If I had knownâŚyou frown.Â
Thinking over the multiple blueprints and pictures of the city in your files, you go through your internal cabinet of knowledge for color schemes - not what youâd have thought youâd be using it for, but, oh well. A lead was a lead.
âGolositĂĄ!â You laugh, sudden glee on your face as you dodge a pile of large stones; lips peeling back as you take a fast corner. âGluttony! Of course, thatâs the place.âÂ
The bustling business on the upper side of Bergamo with red table cloths as well as red awnings extending into the street. Anyone would be a fool to miss it.Â
Like blood lining the street.Â
You force yourself to run faster.
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You met him last, despite being a Sergeant. The Captain had you up late last night yet again â running the forest trail this time rather than shooting. In the back of your mind, you wondered if it surprised him when you were still up early with the others; from the looks that he was giving you, you just decided that, yes, he was. Or he was just pissed he didnât have an excuse to get rid of you.Â
Blinking away fatigue, you keep your stance relaxed as a gargantuan shadow comes to loom ahead of you.Â
The man everyone had whispered about called himself âGhostâ and, if nothing more, was certainly intimidating. Shoulders wider than a bench, arms as rounded and as strong as boulders; not to mention the tattoos that made him look like he took cross-country motorcycle rides in his spare time. Tan tactical gear and dark patches for the SAS, the red and white British flag. Gloves covered his large hands, straps carried knives on his biceps and thigh. Something akin to a tan cape that was loose around his hidden neck.
But the mask was what really caught your attention; your head tilting with an innocence that no longer lives in you.
Skeletal. Half a visage of a dead and gone intimidation of humanity. Sewn into a hood of black cloth from which only the eye sockets were openâŚBut the eyes there were no different than if the holes had been empty in the first place; as if the person inside was as dead as sun-bleached bone. Was a corpse piloting this suit?
Ice blue. Freezing blue. Harsh. Colder than a grip of a phantom, you thought as you blinked up at him, colder than the nights you would stay awake working yourself to death. You watched this Ghostâs chest move in a steady inhalation and you stuck out a busted-knuckle hand. Foolish, maybe, but there were worse things to be afraid of than a mask. Then of those eyes that made your spine shiver.Â
But you didnât look away.
âPleasure, Sir.â There was a moment of tense silence where your Captain, at Ghostâs side, was frowning at you silently. The man could say nothing as long as this SAS member was here to assist in your next Op overseas. At your sides, your colleagues on the tarmac shuffle on their feet like nervous penguins.Â
Ghost glances at your hand, and you try not to show how fast your pulse is running when his eyes leave a cold trail as they grace your split knuckles and torn nails. He ends with a slow look at your name patch.Â
âSergeant.â He says and slips past without another word. His shoulder brushes against yours, and you inhale smoke and ash; gun-cleaning solvent paired with a canvas tent. Dirt and metallic blood. Snickers bounce off air particles, striking your ears as an embarrassed heat rises to your cheeks, but that scent stays in your nostrils for days.Â
Your Captain scurries after.Â
âErm, forgive, Mutt. Sheâs a helluva strange woman, that one.â You keep your sneer hidden, a hiss lodged in your throat and a twitching finger. But your anger isnât directed at the masked beast that stalks away. That yapping bully of a Captain would hold all of it as long as you were here.
At that point, you were sure youâd seen the last of Ghost until the Op â not really getting the feeling heâs a people person so much as a âgive orders and follow themâ type.Â
But that was fine by you, it didnât change anything. Youâd been told to go back to the firing range tonight for opening your mouth and âmaking an embarrassment of the Unitâ....whatever that meant. All you did was welcome the guy with the barest hint of a good attitude.Â
You supposed manners were a foreign concept around here.
The world ahead of you was blurring, red circles in your eyes that gloss over with water every minute you force yourself to stay awake. The stars were out, sky dark, and the area was only lit by large lights situated around the base. In some sort of strange way, you enjoyed the sound of crickets and the cold breeze over your bare arms as if the only sense of peace you got was when you were half-passed out, nailing shots from a rifle.Â
The stock was where it always is, your cheek pressed to the side; staring down the scope at the multiple holes in the paper targets. Dots surrounded by multiple other dots like a slice of cheese. You suppose that made you the hungry mouse in that case.Â
âA mouse with a fucking day before she drops.â You frown, blink, and pull the trigger as the trees rustle. The force lands directly on your shoulder â the kickback is usually not one to bother you, but seeing as your appendage was one bad day away from being dislocated and forever damaged â you took it with a grit of your teeth.Â
And you took it because you knew you could. Just as you knew that you felt a pair of eyes on the back of your neck. Freezing, you remove your finger from the trigger and loosen your grip. Turning your head to the side, a free hand goes up and shifts the ear mufflers from your head to your neck in a single movement.Â
You swear your heart jumps to your throat when you see a skeletonâs icy blues numbly watching you; arms crossed while a nice-looking SA-B 50 Marksman Rifle sits against the wall at his side. HowâŚlong had he been there? Watching?
âWhatâre you doing, Sergeant?â Ghost asks sternly, that Manchester accent making him sound harsh. Grating like a rock being run against concrete. âIâm sure your Captain wouldnât be thrilled at a scene like this, eh?âÂ
Blinking, you remind yourself to breathe before answering â voice tough and hoarse.
âI have my orders, Sir. Youâre free to join me.âÂ
You turn back as a grunted huff falls from behind muted cloth. Ghost walks up to your laying form, standing on your left side and picking up the binoculars from the hanging hook in your station. As you look back through your scope you donât know why, but you hold your breath; waiting for something.
â...Not a bad shot. Youâre prone to firing more to the right, judging from the grouping. Iâd fix that, less you miss a moving target runninâ the opposite.â He lowers the object - staring from the side of his eye. From your position, your neck cranes to see his fingers twitch. âWouldnât want that, would we?â For someone youâd expected to be quite harsh â though you had no doubt he still was â Ghost was more sarcastic in his mannerisms.Â
Backhanded comments that wound sting if you got on the other end of them.
âIâll keep that in mind, Sir.â Shifting your grip, you move the stock farther up your shoulder, feeling an immediate release of tension, though the expansive trauma still leaves needles in your tissue.
âHm, pay attention and you just might learn something.â You feel yourself quirk a lip for the first time in months; your mouth doesnât stop to think.
âYou mentor a lot of people in the middle of the night, then?âÂ
âOnly the ones stupid enough to be awake.â He takes a step back, going to grab his own rifle as his footsteps donât even make a sound.
âQuiet for a guy with thighs that could choke me out.âÂ
Your brows furrow at the heated thought, taking a slow breath and flexing your hands as the shadow disappears from over you. Why were your hands sweaty?
Were youâŚafraid? ThatâŚthat wasnât it.
âYouâre up too, you know, Sir. Bit hypocritical.â This was the first time youâd had a full conversation with someone since youâd gotten in with this Unit. A mildly pleasant one, at leastâŚyou wouldn't really call this bonding.
âI can always leave yaâ to it, Sergeant.â Deadpanning the words, you clear your throat and fall silent at the threat.Â
âNo,â you wanted to comment, âno, I want the company so badly it hurts.âÂ
You swallow saliva and reposition your ear mufflers back over your head, heart bruising your ribs, as you bring down a calming breath of air to still your nerves.Â
The two of you donât speak again, and you donât ask why he takes the shooting cubby right next to yours, the nose of his rifle peeking out from the concrete wall. You certainly donât ask why heâs up, either.
And in return, he doesnât ask you the same.
â
When you find GolositĂĄ youâve managed to sneak through the city unseen, taking every backroad and alley you could as the heat of the day increases to near sweltering. Panting, you stick to the thin shadows of the path across the street, eyes dancing over red cloth and flicking to faces; studying visages as one would a medical report.Â
Your chest hurts, and you run a hand over your side, feeling the raised skin under your shirt before digging into the aching ribs. All this running around and little food to help keep your normal strength was troublesome, and it would only get worse if this Op from hell continued.Â
I need new intel. Badly.
About to retreat, not finding anyone you recognize off the bat, a black-shrouded figure kisses the side of your vision as if a phantom.Â
On the outside table, the farthest removed, a man sits stiffly with an untouched teacup in front of him. Smirking, you canât help but scoff at the thought of Ghost using the thing â youâd think his thumb and forefinger would break the delicate porcelain in an instant. Like a spine over his thigh.
Your cheeks heat.Â
He looked almost identical to what you remember â minus the gear, obviously â and your stomach twisted at the thought. Was a simple look enough to bring you to the breaking point? Why were your lungs tight?
As if feeling your stuck eyes, those icy blues shift from people-watching to lock onto yours immediately. As hollow as they always were, it seemed. He blinks and the blonde eyebrows on his sliver of visible forehead move.
Shit. Your hips trade weight. Look at you.
Loose shoulders under a rugged buttoned-down and painted balaclava make your breath go thin, not able to resist sneaking a glance at those tattoos you remember so vividly. Yes, that was still Ghost.
Jesus, is this how it felt to see someone you barely even remembered suddenly appear? Was it elation or caution that was making your heart race?Â
Ghost doesnât look surprised. His eyes donât widen; donât soften or light up. They blankly watch you as you shake away the shock and raise a brow in return. A sarcastic finger goes to your head, and you mock salute.Â
What are you doing? You seem to ask, a mischievous expression growing as you start forward when he dismissively narrows his eyes. You look ridiculous. Are you asking to be spotted?Â
The man leans into the too-small chair he sits in, one hand going to hang off the back and the other resting on the tabletop. Gloved fingers tapping morse in slow measures.
Clear. Come here. He follows you with his gaze, head stationary, as you enter the flow of traffic, smiling at people at your sides and letting off polite greetings when you could. Steadily striding, you weave through groups and individuals like water, legs steady even as your ears pick up every little sound.Â
A comfortable middle point of visible excitement and strict business. Why were you soâŚhappy?
When you approach Ghostâs table, you slip up beside him with a sly chuckle, pulling out the chair to his right. You, softy, lower yourself down into it, not turning to him but instead simply making sure no one had followed you with a quick scan. His heat only adds to the warmth of the day like a walk through damnation.
âWell, well, well,â you smile, addressing the SAS member with his shadow hanging over you once more; such a heavy thing, though you donât mind. Your expression mellows to have it above you again. There was a safety to it, you had to admit. The cold comfort of death. âTrip to Italy, Sir? Take a little vacation?â
âCame to bail out a bird from my past,â You smell that scent again â smoke and ash; gun-cleaning solvent paired with a canvas tent. Dirt and metallic blood. âAnd if I ever went on a vacation, I sure as hell wouldnât pick this place. âBout to burst into flames; traumatize a few kids and their mums.âÂ
Hadnât he changed even a little bit?Â
âNow thatâs dark.âÂ
âNever said it wasnât.â
Of course he hasnât, you answer your own question, feet shifting and skin pliable, why would he? He isnât like me â didnât have to reinvent himself based on atoms and in the wake of silent nights.Â
There was a piece of you that believed that Ghost had always been this way, though you knew it was false. Nobody in this profession was just born like this, they were led to it. Whoever it was under the mask or balaclava didnât matter anymore.Â
They had died a long time ago.
âNot a fan of the history, Brit?â You tease, bringing up a hand to itch at your undereye, finally taking a peak at the form that nearly swallows you.Â
Your lids try not to peel back, but you didnât realize how close youâd sat next to Ghost â any closer and you would be in the crook of his arm; the relaxed spread of his knee bumping into yours and arm over the back of your seat. Trying to act nonchalant, you ignore the strange swirling in your gut with a hum and a twitching of your leg.
Stop that.
âDonât care a smidge, just not a fan of the damn heat.â The gruff man responds with his inked arm on the table flexing, as though he was tenser than he showed. Ghost clears his throat, âneeds a good downpour, eh?âÂ
âTry living underground for two weeks. Literally. Sunâll feel like a blessing.â
âFuckinâ hellâŚThatâs why the radio wasnât working, then.â While this was all cute â re-learning each other like a shaken puzzle â there were dangers to being this open. The Brit would be fine, but if you got spotted, well, there would be worse things to worry about than an achy side and a pile of bodies in a tunnel.
âYou got something for me, or are we here just to stand out like bullet holes in a forehead?â Feeling his head tilt to you, snaking down your form, your body leans forward, palms sweaty as they lock on the table. âPrice with you? The other two I saw on the feed?â
âNegative. Op in Belarus. Sent me in alone.â Your knees brush, delicately; like a touch of down feathers. You refrain from taking in a shallow breath, knowing heâs analyzing every movement with a hidden mouth and gentle huffs of air that rises his sculpted chest. Through a grunted sigh, Ghost tells, âThe Old Man insisted. Laswell thought youâd be alright by yourself, regardless,â and falls silent.
What was he doing? Why was he talking with that rasp in his tone? Your heart swells at the comment about Kate, but a confusing feeling settles in your lower body. Why did the air feel thick?
The warmth of the sun was making your skin perspire, leaving a sheen of sweat over your arms. But the thought of heat stroke fled as you became hyper-aware of the man beside you, keeping careful not to touch you, though his gaze still bore into the side of your face like prodding fingers anyways.
He canât quite figure you out, he admits to himself. So much of you was different â and he couldnât tell how.Â
Sheâs lighter, he tightens his face, not the same as when I left.Â
But there had been an utter satisfaction when heâd seen you in that alleyway, even if you were different in a million ways, that would never change. Ghostâs body had loosened, his clenched jaw let go, and snappy answers to servers stopped entirely.Â
Because those were still the same colored eyes that he remembered. He takes a long breath.Â
Through the haze under your creased skin, a red alarm starts to sound off. Not because of the confusing way you felt the chilled form of Ghost on a near internal level, but because of the hooded individual across the street.
When your eyes lock, they back up three paces and bolt down the adjacent street, vanishing into the crowd. Your expression darkens, and Ghost shifts his attention from your face to the streets.Â
His eyes blankly follow where you were looking.
âCome on,â you get to your feet, hand snatching at the SAS member's sleeve, dragging him with you as a mother would a toddler. It was ironic â if he resisted, you wouldnât be able to force him to move, not in a million years, but he slid off his chair with fluid muscles.Â
He doesnât question you when heâs brought into an offshoot of the road, vacant of tourists or locals besides a stray cat and a few scavenger birds. Flies jump off garbage cans, buzzing through the air above your heads as you level Ghost with a serious stare.Â
You nearly stumble over your words when you get to look at those long blonde eyelashes that you remember heatedly, but push through as they move to half-lid his blank eyes. Your heart skips beats as you spare looks up and down the space.
What the fuck is going on with me? Focus. This is serious.Â
But, Jesus, he should really stop looking at you like that.
âYou said you had a lead over the radio â anything on someone called Catello Tullio by chance?â You ask, voice like stone.
âTullio?â Ghost hums in the back of his throat, all business, hips moving under him as he goes to glance at the street. His balaclava moves as he speaks. âSomeone made a mention of it. âFore I put a knife in âem, âo course.â Nodding, he huffs out, âOn me.âÂ
Turning on long legs, he starts to walk farther down the path, and you follow at his side, peering up and eager to gain more intel. âYouâve caused quite a panic around here, Sunshine. Cellâs terrified of the âReaper.â Iâm nearly impressed.â
He briefly flashes an optic to you, heart betraying him as he remains locked on your lips. Rotating his jaw, he turns back forward.
âOh, my,â smirking slowly, you roll your eyes, âwhatever will I do without your approval, great Ghost.â
âDunno â kick the bucket probably.â Shaking your head in false annoyance, the slow, mocking, stain in the manâs tone leaks into your very DNA; coating it with honey. Like a warm sunrise, you clock a small hitch in his chest and equate it to muted chuckles when you laugh.Â
âDonât go placing bets, now. Iâm not so easily broken.â
âOh, wouldnât think of it, Sweetheart. Wouldnât be my handiwork if it happened,â his tone goes light, âdonât wanna take credit away from you.â
âBrit.â You spit with fake venom.
âAmerican.â He grumbles back, but you clock the small spark in his iris, cold blue bouncing silver light like snow.Â
He soundedâŚentertained? Snide in a sarcastic way.Â
Your mouth rises in a stupid, dopey, grin as you stare from the side of your vision, chest jumping in easy comedy. What a strange pair you two were, but you find you liked his company even more, this time around.Â
Or maybe he had changed slightly. Or maybe it was just you.
At the end of the day, you were relieved that it was easy to talk to him. Conversations with corpses are a bit one sided, after all.
Ghostâs lips had to be at least quirked under that dark fabric to achieve mischief like what he was spitting out, you leveled with yourself. At the minimum, the man wasnât annoyed heâd been forced out of his own primary mission because of you.Â
You remember he wasnât averse to cracking jokes â particularly dark ones â but it hadâŚit had never felt like his before.
Strange, you admit with a raised brow and a cocked head, cheeks burning for no apparent reason. Youâd gotten him to chuckle? Holy hell, you deserve a Nobel Peace Prize for that. Iâd think he would be pretty pissed about being sent here. Heâs never been one to fuck around.Â
You both continue in easy silence until you decide to speak once more, intent on asking where you were being led.Â
Ghostâs head had perked up in what you assumed to be soldier-like attention, but then his head had whipped behind the two of you. Oblivious to his shift in mood, like a dark cloud, you open your mouth.
âWell, where are weââÂ
â--Get down!â Hands slap on the back of your arm and jerk you to the opposite wall as a loud echo rings out. Whizzing over your head so close that you feel the breeze of it.Â
Gasping, the air is expelled from your lungs in one fell swoop; your spine grating over the rough stone as your legs scramble to keep upright. Wiping away the shock quicker than an eraser over a whiteboard, your neck snaps to the problem; brain already hardwired to get over being shot at and the adrenaline that floods your veins immediately after.Â
Across the way, Ghostâs fast hand was reaching to the back of his outfit â without a doubt going to grab a concealed weapon. Eyes fiery and arms tight. And as though you were seeing it happen in slow motion, you lock onto the hostile in the middle of the alley back the way you both came. And then onto the hooded silhouette ahead of you.Â
Boxed in.Â
Hyperfocused, all of it happens in only three seconds, two trained professionals protecting each other without even realizing it.Â
One, you realize how this will have to play out if you donât act immediately. You donât know how you can trust Ghost to take the other hostile while you focus on the one ahead, but you donât question it. Two, your gun lays heavy in your hand as your legs pivot. Three, you fire double shots with a loose finger and hear mirrored gunfire from the man beside you.Â
You donât bother watching him drop.
Snapping your head backward with a rageful expression to see Ghostâs corpse hit the floor with a cracking of a skull, shouts start to ring over the city. When you lower your weapon, you turn to notice the Birt examining your own downed hostile with a satisfied stare. If you hadnât had his back, he would have been shot in it.Â
But what you didnât know was that he was thinking the same thing about you.Â
Turning to stare at each other, your widened eyes lock; fingers twitching along the cool X12âs metal as those stormy irisâ only seem to darken further when they dart to your lips. Like staring into a wild animalâs gaze and pretending youâre not in a trance because of it â stuck in that moment of infinity and nothingness with not a single muscle moving. Waiting for either a mouthful of fangs around your supple neck or for the beast to turn away with grace and practiced steps.Â
You swore Ghostâs mouth parted under that damned balaclava, but whatever he was going to say was lost when the world came back in a violent storm of screams. Panicking, you gape at the entrance â seeing multiple shadows shoving through the crowd to get to you.
âOn me!â Keeping your pistol in one hand, you bolt, hearing heavy footsteps pounding behind you as your mind begins to run.
Ghost trails without a single doubt in his mind as to why heâs following you, and it makes him cautious.Â
Catacombs, you decide, get under the city and backtrack to the outskirts. Survey and have Ghost tell me his intel before making a moveâŚyeah!Â
âWhere are we headin'?!â Ghost shouts, keeping right your heels as you turn corners. Gunshots ring over your heads as you jump up small groupings of tile steps, blood pounding in your ears. You try to remember the maps you had stored in your files underground. LeftâŚno, two rights. Shit! I need to be higher â see the streets like a bird would! âReaper?!â
âDo you trust me?!â You call over your shoulder, and though it seems deranged, a smile forms over your lips. âIâll need an answer in the next few minutes, yeah? Iâm on a time crunch!âÂ
âWhat are you on, Girl?â The adrenaline speaks to you, propelling your legs faster and faster. You vault over a fallen trash bin and take the shock to your ankles as it travels to your thighs. Snickering, you feel the brooding manâs presence like you always could â just beside you like a loyal hound. His focus excites you as you put your gun away in the small of your back. âBloody hell! Not giving me a choice?â
âNot if you donât want to get shot in the ass!â Taking one more right, you find yourself rapidly approaching a dead end, tall walls, a balcony, and a large dumpster â the flap already closed overtop. Not answering the man as he barks out a comment, you throw yourself atop it with a puff of breath and spasming lungs.Â
Laughing, your hands donât falter. Reaching up with eager fingers, you grab at the black metal front of the balcony a small distance above and suck down a hot breath. Your arms strain, sickly sweet sweat on the top of your lip, and eyes wide with glee despite the gaining footfalls rising like a battlefield cry. Jerking your body up with only your upper-body strength, you slide your abdomen over the railing with barely a second passing. Once your feet are firmly on someone's property, you twist around and slap your hands to the metal with a twinkle in your vision; face wrinkled with all the animated amusement.Â
A wide grin is stuck on you.
Ghost stares up with slightly widened eyes from the ground, arms poised on the garbage bin.
Oh, hell, when she smiles like thatâŚ
âBut I canât judge, can I?â Teasing, you extend a helping grip with a smirk. âEveryone has their fetishes, hm, Ghost? Maybe yours is just having a gun pointed at you.âÂ
He blinks at that, but knowing the urgency in the back of your throat, he pushes himself up with a grunt. You try not to watch his muscles strain, but spy the way the veins in his forearms grow larger as his alluring hips flex. They situate themselves under him as he crunches before straightening in an instant.Â
Fuck, donât drool, you scold, lips lightly parted like seven devils were flying in the back of your mind. Jesus, imagine the weight those things can carryâŚshit. Wouldnât mind losing my virginity to that.Â
A leather-coated hand slaps into your awaiting one. You snap back to a screaming reality and stare down into hypnotic sheens of ice andâŚwaitâŚdid Ghost have fucking green flecks near his pupils?
âYou sure it isnât yours, Sunshine?â He harshly comments, and his balaclava moves with a rising of his eyebrow.Â
Clearing your throat, you murmur a weak reply as your face begins to feel like a blazing fire, squeezing his limb before pulling. He chuffs. Grunting violently, you know he does most of the work in helping himself up, though the Brit still slaps your shoulder in comradery when heâs stable. Kneeling down, he forces himself into the wall behind the two of you, fingers weaving to create a cuff over his knee.Â
Tossing his head up, he motions with urgency. Â
âCâmon. Be quick âbout it.â
Catching one foot in the basin of his clutch, you force down your illicit thoughts about Ghost and jump, pushing off with your opposite leg on his shoulder and his added boost. Scaling the wall, you arch and scramble - with a growing bite in your side â to the terracotta-shingle roof.
Following after and checking your six, the beast of a man joins just in time.Â
Shadows dart around the corner far on the ground, and the both of you are speeding animals over the rooftops in the meantime. Against better judgment, boots pounding the tiles, you release loud bouts of genuine laughter.Â
How long had it been since youâd had such fun? Enjoyed someone else's company like this? Running across homes, you look at your side, only to find Ghostâs eyes already digging into you. Unrelenting. Unmovable. Panting, you smile brightly, giggles making your sides hurt something awful but your pace doesn't slow for an instant.Â
All it took was a glance at the streets â you know where you are now.Â
âEnjoying yourself, Reaper?â He asks, arms pumping and barely winded, and you wonder for a moment how he breathes under that covering of his â it had to smell horrible by the end of the day.
âForâŚthe first time in ages, Ghost.â He chuckles at that, and it is a betrayal of his nature. How could someone so violent, so cloaked in oceans of blood, produce such a soft sound? A genuine sound that makes your stomach flip?Â
His bewitched eyes rove back in front of him, and he canât deny the simplicity of speaking to you. It wasnât a chore, just a conversation with a person who he wouldnât mind having on 141 at his side.Â
There were few people worthy of that.
You swallow thickly and take point, leading the shadow of death to your home underground so you can re-evaluate.Â
You can only wonder why you donât feel nervous as he watches over you, skin marked with horrors but his hand had fit so well in your own. And you also wonder how you can come to care for someone you havenât seen in ages so quickly, as if youâd both been around each other for years.Â
Had you really ever forgotten him? Or just tried to push the affection, both emotional and physical, for him out? But that was the problem, you tell yourself with a clenched jaw, that physical attraction. All of that was justâŚtied into a million knots. Complicated.Â
Youâd never had sex before.
And, Ghost questioned himself as he watched your legs move, did he forget you out of necessity? Because those eyes of yours wonât leave him alone, and he so very much enjoyed looming over you.
He sighs heavily and follows in silence.
â
When you first joined them, they all created rumors. This was long before you were permitted solo Ops, long before half of your file was filled and bleeding with black ink that would shame a warlord. When everyone just thought you were signed up because you were some unhinged kid, brimming with unchecked problems and willing to throw everything away just for the chance to prove yourself. Who got into it for kicks.Â
They would say you enjoyed it, killing. Reveled in it, really. That it got you off when you were covered in blood and crimson guts as they pooled at your feet.Â
You suppose that was what turned you away from sex in general â those heavy comments said with no remorse that stuck with you. It was fear almost, a genuine twisting of your mind to make it your fault. It wasnât your fault, you knew that; you could sleep with anyone you wanted and the comments werenât a brand on your skin.
You could forget about it. You should.Â
But the words were so mean. Just cruel for the sense of being cruel. And it stuck with you.
If that was all anyone would see, why try and force them to look away? You kept to yourself, never spoke unless spoken to, and shoved all of it down like a kill switch. No sex, no relationships. Nothing to make you think about the rumors.Â
Getting off on death? You were horrified at the concept, horrified that people would play around like that with you â with your life!
You just ended up telling yourself you wouldnât feel it until it hurt too bad. In a way, you were rightâŚbut you can only force emotions down for a while until they break forward like a fist to the mouth.Â
Besides Mutt, they had many names for you â titles and backhanded monikers. Rabid. Demon. Devil. Monster. Sometimes, beast.
But they all had the same meaning. Inhuman. Wrong.Â
It shouldnât have bothered you that much. ItâŚIt shouldnât have made you stay up at night still thinking about the way they would laugh and pinch your arms as you were left shaking; drowning in gore not your own because they sent you into the heart of the Hot Zone for a few jokes. Teasing you about how you probably touched yourself because of it.
But it was just an excuse to make you too scared to leave. Your reputationâŚ
âThereâs that Devil for yaâ, always ready to slit some more throats for us. You think you could do the next few, Mutt? Youâll love it, I know you will. Iâll give you a good report if you do it without alerting the guards â see there⌠âCourse you will. Fucking freak.â
Your eyes stare forward blankly, Dirk leaving a dotted fluid trail over the dusty ground.
Why did they do this to you?Â
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their debut showcase was the first stage nakyungâs been on since iz*one disbanded and she was just shaky with nerves the entire time.
the members were all equally nervous though so they all comforted one another.
with a few exceptions, some of her iz*one members did come to the showcase and visited her backstage!! due to schedules, some werenât able to such as j-line besides sakura đ
yunjin also came as they were pledis trainees together!
for those that couldnât come, she, of course, got a kkt from them congratulating her for her re-debut <3 iz*one girlies aside, she also got messages from idols like chungha, itzyâs ryujin and chaeryeong, fromis_9âs nagyung, and chuu.
it made her super emotional as she missed them a lot and wishes they couldâve all still been together in a group but also she really likes where she is now. sheâs more than content with her present and future path.
nakyung had changed so much from her iz*one days, she thought fans wouldnât like her anymore or forgotten about her since itâd been so longđ
but she did get a lot of support from fans all around the world and in korea
her intro ment. <3 âhello, iâm kiss of lifeâs nakyung. itâs nice to finally be on stage again and iâm so excited to be here with my members. thank you for being here. weâll work hard so please take care of us!â
she was soo overwhelmed by the amount of support and the change from what it used to be but she was certain sheâd get used to it again.
as every stage went by and their fanchants got louder, she got visibly so much happier !!
she made sure to read every letter she got from a fan, even if it made her lose sleep. she was determined lmao
for her solo song, itâs named heart attack <3 she had a lot of fun with this song and she didnt participate in the lyrics (PUBLICLY!!) but she had fun filming the mv and even performing it when she did
her solo lore is about how she âfell in loveâ with performing. the mv focuses on her chasing after her idol dream !!
heart attack was reallyyy well received by the public!! it gained kiof more attention, especially with intl fans
she made sure to do shhh challenge with chaeyeon, chaeryeong, newjeansâ danielle, zerobaseoneâs hanbin and matthew, and literally anyone she managed to meet during music shows
also she was promoting kinda at the same time as btsâ jungkook and was lowkey freaking out every time they were in the same vicinity. somehow it felt different seeing him than any other time back in iz*one.
i feel itâs also important for everyone to know that natty is the reason she joined s2 lol
also her hair was blonde/honey blonde very important idc
nakyung showed up for kiofâs episode on ITSLIVE !!! like she was rehearsing over everything she was so excited
she also went solo on youngjiâs nothing much prepared and it was fun, she doesnât like drinking alcohol a lot so sheâs kind of a lightweight which is how she announces to youngji and the viewers that she collects her biasâ photocards đ
she regretted it so much the next day.
they also got to perform shhh at seoul fashion week?? crazy
as the era came to an end, she was sad about it but knew this was only a new beginning. and it could only get better.
PHOTOCARDS
POPULAR FANSITE SHOTS
HEART ATTACK OUTFITS
( FIRST IS AT KARAOKE, SECOND IS AT AUDITION, THIRD IS âON STAGEâ, FOURTH IS THE STUDIO, FIFTH IS FANSIGN )
HEART ATTACK MV
the mv starts with nakyung entering a karaoke bar with her friends, arms linked with another brunette girl.
the scene leads to her performing on the karaoke stage as the song âheart attackâ starts, a surprisingly upbeat song for the dark atmosphere of the karaoke bar.
sheâs having fun! the crowd, however⌠is not enjoying it. her friends are torn between cheering her on or having secondhand embarrassment before the brunette girl she was with pulls her off the stage and out the karaoke bar. the song abruptly cuts off before the first verse ends
sheâs confused and slightly angry, wanting to go back and finish her performance but the friend pulls her back. the viewers canât hear what the friend is saying, hearing muffled sounds of water instead. but nakyung is visibly getting more upset and angry, tears rising to her eyes but refusing to fall.
she takes off, walking home in the dark in angry and upset silence until she catches sight of an audition flyer for a company. she tears it off the wall and the scene ends.
the scene starts with nakyung nervously staring at a door before following an older man inside. a camera is facing the wall, three people, one man, two women, are behind the camera, facing her.
with a deep breath, she bows and introduces herself. this is the first time the viewers have heard her voice. the woman tells her to start when sheâs ready.
nakyung starts to sing heart attack again and the background changes from the room to a large stage, now changed into different clothes than before.
the viewers are shown a large crowd, all holding red lightsticks in the air but too blurred they barely even look like lightsticksâ all you can see is the red glow.
nakyung is dancing to the choreo along with other girls dressed in simple black clothes; her backup dancers.
the scene switches to her in a recording studio, still singing heart attack. it turns to the staff behind the window, nodding in satisfaction.
the scene switches again to nakyung holding fansigns, talking to fans and signing albums.
the viewers are shown nakyung performing on stage in the same red outfit, the song and fanchants coming to an end as she smiles at the crowd/camera.
the viewers hear the crowd roar with screams before the scene switches, changing back to the green screen and same room before.
the woman raises her brow expectantly, âwell? are you going to start or continue wasting our time?â
nakyung stares at her before bolting from the room, tearing her audition paper off her body and aiming to throw it in the trash but it bounced off and fell to the ground.
as she runs out of the building, she bumps into another girl. itâs natty. they stare at one another before nakyung runs off again.
natty turns, looking at the paper and picking it up. it focuses on the nameâ ě´ë경.
BYE MY NEVERLAND OUTFITS
BYE MY NEVERLAND MV
nakyung trips as soon as sheâs out of sight from natty. when she gets up, her knees are bleeding. she hisses at the pain and walks faster to get home.
a car passes by nakyung, splashing water on her from the previous rain. she gasps in shock, looking up and making eye contact with julie who is looking back in concern before the car turns the street quickly.
she has a solo shot of her, still wet and shivering only in a shirt and skirt, walking past belle, who is on the ground with her head in hands. she hesitates as if debating on whether to ask her if sheâs okay or not, but ultimately continues walking away. belle looks up in time just to see nakyung walking away, back facing her.
sheâs seen looking up at the fireworks in awe along with the rest of the members.
somehow sheâs made her way back to the girls and back to where the audition wasâ showing up just in time to watch julieâs car hit natty. her mouth drops open, watching natty try to walk it off.
the mv ends but i imagine julie offers her a ride home seeing sheâs soaked and cold </3 she also felt bad
SHHH OUTFITS
( FIRST IS IN KITCHEN, SECOND IS AT PARTY, THIRD IS WHEN THEYâRE DANCING/DEBUT SHOWCASE, FOURTH IS DANCE PERFORMANCE VIDEO )
SHHH MV
along with julie, nakyung walks through the door in the morning. sheâs putting the groceries away, noting that the fridge is empty. she turns her head, making eye contact with belle as she walks in the door.
nakyung nudges julie, nodding her head to the bruises and scrapes on nattyâs body. she shakes her head, watching as julie just wraps the bandages over her limbs.
nakyung hugs natty around the shoulder as they start having a mini fashion show, getting a black dress thrown at her head.
sheâs changed into her jean dress, pulling belle by the arm when she stops in the doorway.
the next scene, sheâs on the other side of natty and looking off.
nakyungâs back is facing haneul, but she turns around when julie does. she spots the boy following after haneul, immediately taking off after them with the girls.
nakyung reaches the boy first, shoving him back and letting natty push him into the stall while belle grabs the trashcan and dumps it over his head. she turns and follows behind natty and haneul.
nakyungâs running with belle and julie, and sits in the middle of the backseat with belle and natty.
nakyung adds the heart on haneulâs finger with nail polish.
at the gas station, she tries on sunglasses and grabs a keychain to ⌠âbuyâ before heading to the gas pump with natty, handing her a candybar.
in the parking lot, natty pulls nakyung up to dance. she dances to the correct part of the choreo, following the rest of the girls to the railing at the end of the song.
nakyung meets natty and the rest of the girls at the top of the stairs, eyebrow raising expectantly with a small smile on her face before they all get into position.
TRACKLIST
ěż (Shhh)* TITLE
ěë
,ë¤ë˛ëë (Bye My Neverland)
Sugarcoat (NATTY Solo)
Countdown (BELLE Solo)
Kitty Cat (JULIE Solo)
Play Love Games (HANEUL Solo)
Heart Attack (NAKYUNG Solo)
LINES
SHHH
ěě§ ë§ Youâre so special
One thing I know about you [ 0:25 â 0:29 ]
Itâs so sweet
ë ë°ëź ëšëšíę˛ ë¤ę° ěěí ëëĄ [ 0:48 â 0:53 ]
ěěě We want it more [ 1:27 â 1:29 ]
I wake u up up up UP [ 1:48 â 1:51 ]
Just like this
ë´ ężě On your lips [ 2:00 â 2:05 ]
[NAKYUNG/BELLE/HANEUL] And we going hard, Cuz we are [ 2:28 â 2:35 ]
ë ë°ëź ëšëšíę˛ ë¤ę° ěěí ëëĄ [ 2:48 â 2:51 ]
Bye My Neverland
ěęł ěëĄ ëŹë ¤ ěĽëŠ´ě ë겨
ëŠěśęł ěśě§ ěě [ 0:45 â 0:51 ]
ë ë ě¨ęł ěśęą°ë
ę°ěśě§ ěě
Don't wanna stay more [ 1:35 â 1:40 ]
So, I won't stop my time
ěíë ěëźęł ěśě´ ë
I get a little bit lonely [ 2:16 â 2:23 ]
(Ooh, yeah) [ 2:53 ]
Iâll never come back [ 2:55 â 2:56 ]
Heart Attack (NAKYUNG Solo)
[ 0:00 â 3:14 ]
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Hello Mr Bossman! (and possibly anyone else who reads this)
Its an honour to be here, I have a few questions. First i appologise for the long paragraph, you may dismiss it for the questions at the bottom. For context, i am here after finishing TMA and being up to date with TMAP, i then went over and listened to RQG, and have just finished listening to Epilogue 3 and might i just say, good sir I am grateful for your podcasts. I am currently just a few months away from my final exams of High School, and as someone who even just 1 year ago was very lost, struggling with school and being just overwhelmed. TMA isnt exactly comforting, but the characters and plot managed to serve as a good form of escapism while sorting myself out. I found my self engaging more in creative things that i had originally put aside in favour of maths and science (which i hated but thought i needed to do). I started drawing again, even if just fanart. and i found things going well. By finding podcasts, story telling and these communities have helped me in my own understanding of what i want in life. I got an ADHD diagnosis earlier this year, and almost directly after started RQG and as my first hyperfixation (that i was aware of as an hyperfixation) gosh dang it hit hard. (in a good way). Ive been able to do so much more creative writing and drawings, and got re-involved with a small dnd group with some friends who i played one game with almost 4 years ago now. So overall, inspirational sounds cringe, but it was. Im doing my best with the upcoming exams, but trying to get in to Medicine is not my only prority, and the fact ive been re-introduced to my first love (Literature and story telling), im planning to go do an Arts degree and i know i wouldnt have been able to confidently make this decision, or even have survived this long in the school system without the work you and your coworkers do. Now the sap is out of the way, Question time! (if you could answer even just one of these questions it would be so cool)(they go in order of RQ relevant to random stuff)(dont feel pressured to answer all/any. i know i wrote alot): 1. what would you say is the best way to draft out a long-form story. (with "Erasing the Line" as an example) Did you start at the end, with the links to the overarching plot.
2. When working with the players (in a form of TTRPG), what did you do to make sure you didnt miss relevant timing of plot points/ avoid creating spoilers while still giving enough detail?
3. What are good places to start with making a job out of storytelling/voice acting/audio etc. In the case of RQ, how is this a job and where do i sign up please! /j (what i mean is, how is best way/how did you find all the people involved and was there a common path that you were all on before getting to where you are now?) 4. Do you have recommendations for Terry Pratchett Books, i may be an literary-leaning student, but it seems i have never actually properly read any of his books. so where is best place to start?/What did you read first?
5. Similar authors or similar inspirations? Did you have a favourite podcast you listen to in your free time that you havnt had a hand in producing/directing/working on. 6. Favourite song/album/artist. And more specifically, what you like listening to in background when doing either writing or (for ttrpg) character research/game planing. 7. Since the olympics are on at the moment, what has been your favourite sport to watch, if you have been watching at all. Thank you for your time :)
Thankyou for all the kind words. Knowing our work is helping people really keeps our engines fired up. Let's see if I can't answer your questions: 1. I "sandbox" which is where I just shove everything I can think of into an unorganised bullet point list. Characters, setting, plot, all of it in one big mess. Then I decide what type of story you want to tell, copy and paste to a new document and then start to organise the thoughts (with the sandbox on standby if new stuff comes in I don't know what to do with). I think of it like scultping, you cut away bits and reshape until something comes out the other end that is story shaped. Only then do I attempt to build the sandcastle and put something coherant together like a synopsis or scratch draft etc.
2. Very tricky. I did a complete review and update of all notes after each recording session and don't forget the audio eas edited. I made lots of gaffs that you never heard as audience.
3. I contacted anyone I could convince to take part and just proved I was serious by overworking. I don't reccomend that route. Unfortunately it really is "who" you know. That doesn't mean chase established professionals as much as it means you need to get out there and associate with other up-and-comers who match your vibe. For me the route was long and windy and not a particularly good example. 4. I normally recommend people do not read his books in publication order. Don't get me wrong, its wonderful watching his craft grow from one title to the next but I would recommend new readers tip their toe into his later works to see if they like where he ended up before committing the time. I often recommend 'Monstrous Regiment' as people's first one. My favourite though is 'Thief of Time.'
5. I don't get much time to listen to podcasts in the last couple of years. I used to listen to a lot of non fiction. 'Stuff you Should Know' and that ilk. I also read a fair amount of classic YA fiction to unwind (Windinsger trilogy, Bartimeous, stuff like that.) 6. Paul Simon's Graceland but when working I assemble a playlist for each seperate project that is tonally appropriate. If I really need to focus I listen to Classical Minimalism. Or the Old School Runescape soundtrack. I'm allowed to be ecclectic. 7. I am actually in an incredibly busy work crunch at the moment so haven't seen any of it!
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Hi hi hi!
So, since you watched the show as it was airing I wanted to ask if Hyde and Jackie were always intended to become a ship and if they were, how do you know? Also, how do you know the original intention was for them to get engaged at the end of season 7, before it was renewed? (Outside from the obvious) I'm so curious
Hi! đ
I'll start with how I know what I know. The T7S message board at Fan Forum was created very shortly after T7S began airing. When I became co-moderator of the board (less than ten years ago? Around ten?), I read every single post. Including those that were lost in what was called "the purge" by using the Internet Wayback Machine when Fan Forum was called Forum 4 Fans. These are the earliest posts one can find about the show.
This effort took me weeks. I read tens upon tens of thousands of posts and T7S / T7S fandom history. Followed links to defunct T7S fansites (again, the Internet Wayback Machine). This includes reading articles and transcripts of interviews with the cast, producers, writers, and showrunners. Press releases. News about cast negotiations.
Within these posts and fansites are people who went to tapings and wrote thorough reports. People who spoke to producers at tapings. People who (were) connected to people who worked on the show. Wilmer Valderrama posted himself in the board and interacted with fans. Remember, this forum existed before Twitter/X, before Facebook, before Tumblr. These forums were where social media started.
This was also the time of Myspace, and some of the cast posted there, too, which was reported on the message board.
As I found all the info through my research, I posted it in fresh threads on the message board. I also inherited my grandfather's eiditic memory and have partial highly superior autobiographical memory -- which is, thankfully, nowhere near Marilu Henner's complete HSAM. Of course, if I place a pen down and I'm distracted, I'll forget where I put the pen a second later đ.
Facts stick in my head. Once I know it, I remember it. For example, I used to recite one of my college classes from start to finish to my friends (those who were interested). I've forgotten half the class by now. I learned how to let go of certain info so it wouldn't drive me đ¤Ş. But not autobiographical memories. Those I re-experience like I'm watching a movie but with all thoughts and feelings attached. It's a visceral trip. A blessing and sometimes not so much. đ
Anyway, there's the how.
Jackie and Hyde weren't always intended to endgame. The Filgos were writers on the show a few years before they were chosen as showrunners. During Jackie and Hyde's season 2-3 arc, the Filgos became enamored of the chemistry between the characters.
When the Filgos were chosen sometimes during season 4 to be the showrunners moving ahead (season 5 through the original end of the show, season 7), they asked the current showrunners to break up Jackie and Kelso by the end of season 4 because they wanted to pair Jackie and Hyde in season 5.
In the second half of season 4, one can see the change in Jackie and Kelso's relationship. It grows more and more toxic, a turn from their previous growth away from their original toxicity. It's written in stages rather than a sudden shift, so it's grounded in story and character.
From season 5, Jackie and Hyde were intended to be endgame. During the press for season 7 before it aired, the cast made clear this was the final season.
The Filgos were contracted through season 7. They got their next job since T7S was ending. Topher was moving into his movie career fully. The scripts, including the series finale, were written. Shows were filmed and began to air
Then Fox decides to renew the show (safer to continue a popular series than to risk $$$ on a new show). But the Filgos already had a new job lined up. They couldn't break that contract. They hoped whoever was hired after them would follow through on their vision for the show and reasonably expected the new showrunners to respect the past seven years of character a d relationship development.
But the showrunners hired were a) probably cheaper to pay because this was their first showrunning gig and b) presented their vision for season 8, which was to "bring it back to the humor and feel of season 1" -- the only season they liked, clearly, but didn't watch very carefully or with any depth of understanding.
W.V. also had in his contract changes for his character, including him ending up with one of the principal female characters. It wasn't going to be Donna, obviously, so that left Jackie. Not a problem for the S8 showrunners who hated J/H and, very evidently, Jackie as a character.
So instead of following through on the storyline the Filgos left them (i.e. reconcile fan-favorite couple Jackie and Hyde for good) to ease them into the role, they destroyed Jackie and Hyde's relationship because [partially direct quotation, partially close paraphrase from a magazine interview published before season 8 aired], "We never understood it. We never liked it. We think it was a mistake for the show to pair them romantically, so we're returning them to their season 1 dynamic. They were originally antagonists, and they should have stayed that way. That's where the humor is."
Fortunately, frustratingly, and sadly, someone connected to the show revealed Jackie's endgame from the original series finale, the original season 7 finale: Hyde proposes to Jackie, and they get engaged. Their season 7 arc is built around this endgame. Despite the script revisions and rewrites made when season 8 was greenlit, their original endgame remains evident throughout the second half of season 7.
Hyde tells Eric peacefully and happily (for Hyde) that he's decided [to marry Jackie]. Jackie would have actually left for Chicago, leaving Hyde the note he reads shortly after his decision. Kelso was not involved. But the rewrite, I believe, changed Jackie to having pretended to leave. It's messy writing, but it sets up that Kelso must now drive Jackie to Chicago. He's in her motel room, etc.
The original scripts likely have Jackie go to Chicago before the deadline she set for the ultimatum. Hyde is naturally upset and angry because he'd decided within her deadline to propose, but she deprived him of the chance after forcing the choice.
Hyde's conversation with Eric and Donna about his feelings (in Hyde's way) was probably in the original script. Donna calls out Hyde, realizing he was going to propose. Later, Eric tells Hyde he recognizes that Hyde became happy once he and Jackie got together.
All of the above is easily discernable. The following is conjecture based on the facts, foreshadowing, the Filgos' intended endgame for Jackie and Hyde, and my education and experience as a writer.
These conversations lead Hyde to break out of his misery and go to Chicago (with a ring) and follow-through with the proposal -- a huge character moment for him. He's going to fight for Jackie even if she ultimately rejects him (a parallel to "Babe, I'm Gonna Leave You" in season 5, where Jackie professes her love and doesn't care if Hyde says it back).
Hyde would have knocked on Jackie's motel door. She would've been shocked and asked Hyde what he's doing there. He would have entered and gotten on one knee. The audience would have squealed. Hyde would have proposed in a way true to himself -- not sentimentally but touching nonetheless.
She'd be in shock. "I can't believe you came to Chicago ... "
Hyde says his knee is starting to hurt, so she better make up her mind before he's forced to stand up.
Jackie: "Yes! Steven, yes, I'll marry you!"
Hyde blows out a heavy breath in all kinds of relief, stands up, and puts the ring on Jackie's finger. Jackie and Hyde kiss and embrace. Then Jackie examines the ring and is surprised he didn't go on the cheap like Eric.
Hyde: "Yeah, well, I asked W.B. for help."
Jackie: "But you hate hand-outs!"
Hyde: "It's not a hand-out! It's a loan. I'm gonna pay him back."
Jackie stares at Hyde lovingly.
Hyde: "What?"
Jackie: "This is our first fight as fiancĂŠs!"
Hyde laughs quietly then kisses Jackie again.
Fade out.
Other scenes to finish off the series, including the reveal to Jackie and Hyde's friends and family about their engagement.
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