#I got MAYBE 4 hours of sleep?
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Don鈥檛 mind me, just stuffing myself like a pig while I鈥檓 at work 馃惙
#I鈥檝e got 4 hours left and I don鈥檛 know if I鈥檒l make it#I just wanna lay down and sleep this off#and maybe have dessert 馃惙#male feedee#weight gain#stuffed belly#female feeder#gaining weight#make me fatter#bhm#fat belly#ffa
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I think rin is actually an early riser or at least was cuz he liked making breakfast for everyone but since demons are nocturnal his powers getting unsealed completely ruined his internal clock
#i love when people make fics of rin's demon powers ruining his life cuz its a big and sudden change to his body#fun stuff#i never saw rin as the kind of guy to stay up really late on purpose tho#i mean obvi he doesnt he sleeps 11 hours a day#he seems like a nap type of guy#rin insomnia truthers are right tho and im one of them#i feel like rin used to get up hella early and do all his chores make breakfast help out his family#and also that he actually got to school maybe not on time but early and just left midway through at lunch#just for the record i think yukio is a night owl and hes just trained himself to wake up early#supported by his 4 hour average#he prolly got a reading light smh nerd#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#rin okumura#yukio okumura
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yes i know i am a grown ass adult but somebody please tell me to stop playing with my food
#k盲盲rij盲#it seems i DID INDEED LOSE MY MIND TODAY#i was looking at the peas and corn on my plate and started giggling to myself like an insane person#maybe the 4 hours of sleep i got last night are catching up with me#who knows#forgot to draw the mouth lol but who cares#peas and corn k盲盲rij盲
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well, you can see it!
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#pink space#practicing... [melts away]#no i did not reference the shading in the actual ref. 'why not' dude i actually do not know lmaoo - it's pretty lazy but that's#practice babyyyy :33#//it's also 4 a.m. rn isn't that neat hghfsh#i fell asleep at like 7 or 8 and then got woken up around 10 or 11 so i guess i just don't sleep anymore lolll#ay but i finished this so that's :D !#i just need a full front ref for this thing and i KNOW i can do this i knowww itttt hbhhfsv#glammed her up because she deserves it. look at her :33#this Did take me like 2 hours i am not great at details hfhhfhsv#no i'm not going to use half of them (lord i hope not) but it was nice anyway :D#it's nice both turning off my brain but also having to use it to full capacity to be sure i'm not missing like an entire wheel before i#start colouring Lmaooo <3#this Was fun though and i like how it's turned out! maybe i'll do more vehicle studies at some point. did one for a 67 pontiac the other da#and that was fun :D those old boxy cars are sooo nice to draw hfsh#//anyway. [jiggles away into the fog]
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I have a degree now y鈥檃ll HAVE to listen to me
#worst mid-ceremony photo I could have taken but there you have it#egg鈥檚 face#and now I鈥檓 gonna pass out bc I slept horribly#hey I mean it was 80 degrees and I only got maybe 4 hours of sleep but I鈥檓 still prrtty
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#daily doodle#art#booba#oc#digital art#demon girl#horns#demon girls#tail#heart tail#long hair#wings#pointy ears#curled up#truant#I got about 4 hours of sleep last night because I was up a little later than usual#Got caught up on some goss 馃拝馃拝#Anyway 4 hours of sleep is gonna mean today's gonna be a 2 maybe 3 cups of coffee kind of day#I don't know if my poor heart can take that kind of abuse lol
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HEY NO WAIT
Shan gudao got "murdered", which led to Li Xiangyi going full "I will kill the Jinyuan alliance and everyone in it and burn it to ash and salt the earth on which they walk (etc etc)" and then going to dramatically break up / hate fuck / murder suicide Di Feisheng in the east sea.
but.
Shan gudao also murdered their shifu by telling him that Li Xiangyi was in danger....in the east sea...where he was because....Shan gudao.......got murdered....
like I know this timeline is nonsense but also. um. hey? the guy who got famously and notably publicly murdered shows up a month later and is like lol anyway and their shifu's just like seems legit! and did not ask any further questions I guess.
I know the reasonable answer is that Shan gudao was like 'no time to explain shidi's in danger oops ohhhh nooooo you're injured I can take your qi to save him haha whoopsy you're coughing blood now? gosh. oops. toodles.' but also. what the fuck.
#mysterious lotus casebook#li xiangyi#shan gudao#look maybe he never specifies the east sea bit#but like.#this really comes down to how fast does the jianghu rumour mill move I guess#and how tapped into it are people who live on a mountain in fuck ass nowhere#also to be clear; i might just be stupid! maybe this is all explained and i am forgetting#because i am at work and got like 4 hours sleep
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Guys...... I forgot I have school today....... I've been up all night drawing werewolf Stan and vampire Fiddleford...
Guys................... I'm going to be handling power tools sleep deprived...
........Low-key worth it though 馃檹馃様
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lol. i think ive reached my limit.
#i just cannot take this torture anymore#ive been at the mercy of this horrible disease for over half my life now#imagine living knowing that roughly every 3.5 weeks youre going to experience the most excruciating pain of your life#along with crushing. usually suicidal depression. and such extreme fatigue and exhaustion that you easily sleep for 14+ hours a DAY#AND ITS ALL FOR FUCKING *NOTHING*#there is literally ZERO benefit or reason for me to be experiencing this#it is 100% extraneous#and even if you go to a dr and try to get treatment their only recommendation is 1) pain killers and/or 2) birth control#which both come with their own fucking share of unpleasant side effects#not to mention theyre not even 100% effective at stopping the problem in the first FUCKING place#and imagine even tho you have this DEBILITATING DISORDER society at large has decided it straight up DOESNT EXIST#to the point where REAL ACTUAL MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS will dismiss your symptoms#not to mention people in your life who dont understand or just straight up dont believe your disorder is real#good luck keeping a job or any other major commitments#considering you'll either be out of commission for like. 1 out of ever 4 weeks#or youll have to work/whatever WHILE experiencing said excruciating pain/crushing depression/debilitating exhaustion#not to mention the GI issues and the migraines and the brain fog and the fucking. full body aches#wanna go to a concert? or plan a vacation? or just. fucking. RELAX? you better hope its not during Hell Week or youre outta luck#and youve got roughly 30-40 YEARS of this to look forward to#maybe less IF YOURE LUCKY#im fucking over it#i cant take it anymore#im making an appt to see a dr and i WILL NOT LEAVE THEIR OFFICE until they have referred me to whoever i have to talk to to make this stop#my fucking fury at having to live like this has officially outweighed my fear of invasive procedures/recovery time/side effects#let along the torture that is navigating the medical care system as an AFAB#i just. i cant do this anymore.#i want to fucking LIVE#fuck
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"Ahaha Daemon is so dumb for believing the old man is the one actively poisoning him when the weird goth witch giving him weird concoctions is right there."
May I introduce you to a beautiful concept known as sleep deprivation ? Man's only gotten poor quality sleep (if any at all) for weeks for all we know. Mood swings and paranoia are bound to go hand in hand with that one. Logical thinking ? Nope. Not happening. You add the fucking hallucinations further messing up his mind to the mix and you get exactly what we see.
#like I know the writing is bad#I am not a fan of the harrenhall arc#but you cannot complain about a character not using his braincells while actively also not using your braincells#kinda contradicting if you ask me#n e ways#talking from experience here btw#throwback to that one week of suffering from tension headaches so bad I thought my skull was going to explode#painkillers did nothing#sleeping was impossible for four (4!!!!!!) entire days#after that I managed to pass out for an hour or two every once in a while as the headaches ever so slowly started getting better#my brain was fucking mush on day 3#there was no being reasonable and thinking logically anymore#I had the worst mood swings#like constant mood swings#I was about ready to kill the next person who as much as made a sound#I snapped at everyone who checked up on me#worst fucking week of my life#do not recommend#anyways#you can hate the character#you can criticize the direction the writers have taken for him this season#but maybe stop being hypocritical little shits about it :)#whatever. I'll lose followers for this one and I do not give a fuck.#got mad scrolling the tag.#will go back to regular posting now.#can we talk about the fact that the acting was fucking phenomenal in that scene#daemon targaryen#hotd spoilers#putting this in the tag actually pls feel free to get openly mad at me I would love to have a free blocklist <3#much love <3
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Fucking HELP ME GUYS one of my best friends who I talk to basically 24/7 hasn't replied or has any messages I've sent to him deliver in 36 FUCKING HOURS now I'm genuinely starting to get concerned about him where the flying fanny flap is he I wanna talk to my bestie
#this is gollyimsoevil at least one of you has got to recognise the name#he deactivated his tumblr :(#but the point is YOU DONT BLOODY UNDERSTAND THIS IS THE LONGEST IVE GONE WITHOUT TALKING TO HIM IN FUCKING MONTHS WHAT THE FUCK#evidence we have so far us yesterday he was coming back from holiday and driving the whole way which is an 8 hour drive#so now my minds going to terrible car accident family of 4 dead#time to start researching car accidents from 18th of July#hes supposed to be coming over to mine tomorrow#what am i gonna do if he doesnt??? what if he still hasnt replied by then????#the best theory i can make is that he ran out of mobile data yesterday in the car ride which is why he couldnt text#and maybe the reason hes not texting this morning is because hes still asleep?#OR his phone ran out and he was able to charge it all day yesterday somehow#and this morning hes sleeping in#hmmm
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#I鈥檝e been struggling to fall asleep for THREE hours now but I got up to pee and saw this dropped so#maybe looking at this will help me finally sleep#I have to get up in 4 hours 馃槶#stray kids#kim seungmin#stephposts
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scrolling back through my liveblogging of the day of the nyc concert because of recent notifications and its such a fun mixed bag of emotions to relive it all again
#helloooooo pineapple in my notes i do not mind the likes and reblogs <3#but it was such a crazy day that day of the show. so much happened#i also didn't remember that the day before the concert is when my bus got messed up and was taking me back to ny#and i had to get a car service home and everything#and then there was the concert the next day!#and what i had done was worked monday. took all of tuesday off for the concert. got like maybe 4 hour of sleep if that#and then went back to work wednesday. stupid#it worked out fine lol but i dont think id do it that way again idk#other remembrances of the day:#my biggest regret is getting all worked up abt my stupid letter that never got to them anyway like jeez. obviously i still enjoyed the show#but still. OH and i missed out on getting the latte pinback buttons#not the biggest deal but i did want those. i was just awkwardly standing around before the nyc show#and the merch line was always super long anyway#what else. oh i wish i could have met those of you that were there. but next time! im cooler now so next time.#the show itself was crazyyyy. again so fun and surreal#one of the tags on my original review was something along the lines of me having not been this excited since i was a kid#and it was really like that. like it really was that absolute pure overjoyed excitement that i haven't felt for a long time#i felt the same at the hollywood bowl. just having so much fun (missing it now lol 馃ゲ)#cant remember if i mentioned this before but when i was standing outside the stage door i saw both spike lee and adam driver leave backstage#adam driver is Tall. i didnt even recognize him at first fdhgkgkg#anyway. some thoughts almost a year later wow!
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the prednisone was mean to me overnight :(
#marzi speaks#probs bc i have a family member flying down today#to help make sure i鈥檓 not alone while my parents take a weekend trip to [OTHER CITY IN OUR STATE]#so i鈥檓 likely anxious abt that or smth#still it SUCKSSS#stayed up too late which gave it time for a mood swing so i went to bed kinda just sad and longing#then woke up at 4 am in a puddle of my own sweat (thank you steroid hot flashes)#and like. also mildly convinced i was about to start a new infusion and had to do specific prep for that#like i was in the damn hospital again#which. in hindsight is probably a trauma response. hm#but anyways by the time i went to the bathroom and my brain understood that the Wet on my back was sweat and not my own blood#i was able to go back to sleep. until around 7 am#tried to go back to sleep. got maybe another hour. saying fuck it and just getting up now#i鈥檒l try to take a nap later#sighhh. ups and downs ups and downs#i鈥檒l figure it out or whatever. but it is a little annoying#this isn鈥檛 exactly a vent but i don鈥檛 want anyone rbing it so
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I'm getting a delivery at 7 in the goddamn morning what the fuck is wrong with people
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have rewritten this post too many times but basically im tired my feet hurt I wish I could move out i have a bad feeling about today's test and yeah idk im just tired tired tired tired tired
#g.txt#got home and ate 2 slices of bread. and before that i had a choco bar and in the morning i had a cup of milk#now im gonna go to sleep so maybe I'll wake up in less than 4 hours so i can do my test#and most likely do bad on it like i did before
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