#I got MAYBE 4 hours of sleep?
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Don’t mind me, just stuffing myself like a pig while I’m at work 🐷
#I’ve got 4 hours left and I don’t know if I’ll make it#I just wanna lay down and sleep this off#and maybe have dessert 🐷#male feedee#weight gain#stuffed belly#female feeder#gaining weight#make me fatter#bhm#fat belly#ffa
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I think rin is actually an early riser or at least was cuz he liked making breakfast for everyone but since demons are nocturnal his powers getting unsealed completely ruined his internal clock
#i love when people make fics of rin's demon powers ruining his life cuz its a big and sudden change to his body#fun stuff#i never saw rin as the kind of guy to stay up really late on purpose tho#i mean obvi he doesnt he sleeps 11 hours a day#he seems like a nap type of guy#rin insomnia truthers are right tho and im one of them#i feel like rin used to get up hella early and do all his chores make breakfast help out his family#and also that he actually got to school maybe not on time but early and just left midway through at lunch#just for the record i think yukio is a night owl and hes just trained himself to wake up early#supported by his 4 hour average#he prolly got a reading light smh nerd#blue exorcist#ao no exorcist#rin okumura#yukio okumura
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u guys won’t believe how normal i acted yesterday when one of the kids i volunteer with was making miraculous references during part of a game
#6(?) y/o girl during a game we were playing: “this is my lucky charm don’t make me use it >:3333”#me; who only got 4 hours of sleep the night before bcz i was reading mlb fics and has spent many hours since reading more to keep sane:#*trying not to shake with autism* “do uou like miraculous ladybug?”#chat i fear my mlb hyperfixation may be slightly returning#anyways she did infact like mlb and it was a reference#but she didnt wanna talk to me about it bcz i was on the other team nd she assumed i was trying to distract her </3#maybe next week forreal#mlb#miraculous ladybug#miraculous#ryan shut the fuck up
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yes i know i am a grown ass adult but somebody please tell me to stop playing with my food
#käärijä#it seems i DID INDEED LOSE MY MIND TODAY#i was looking at the peas and corn on my plate and started giggling to myself like an insane person#maybe the 4 hours of sleep i got last night are catching up with me#who knows#forgot to draw the mouth lol but who cares#peas and corn käärijä
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exhausted and out of it but still giggling & kicking my feet at heart because i just got a request to hang out with someone outside of the event we met at
#YAYYYYYYYY#all that stress was worth it 👍 friend acquired#this means he didn't think i was too weird even after the trip back on the tube#i think it went fine but i was tired and not drunk anymore which usually means i'm more awkward#oughhhhhjhh#‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️‼️#🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳🥳#WOOHOOOOOOOOOO#😭😭😭😭 i need to sleep#its 6pm but maybe#time to pass out before i reply#i dont want to get into a conversation im too tired for that#got 4 hours of interrupted sleep#then wandered around london until 2pm#2 hour coach back#i do NOT feel great#but worth every second for a good time and nice people :'))
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well, you can see it!
#art#my art#artists on tumblr#digital art#pink space#practicing... [melts away]#no i did not reference the shading in the actual ref. 'why not' dude i actually do not know lmaoo - it's pretty lazy but that's#practice babyyyy :33#//it's also 4 a.m. rn isn't that neat hghfsh#i fell asleep at like 7 or 8 and then got woken up around 10 or 11 so i guess i just don't sleep anymore lolll#ay but i finished this so that's :D !#i just need a full front ref for this thing and i KNOW i can do this i knowww itttt hbhhfsv#glammed her up because she deserves it. look at her :33#this Did take me like 2 hours i am not great at details hfhhfhsv#no i'm not going to use half of them (lord i hope not) but it was nice anyway :D#it's nice both turning off my brain but also having to use it to full capacity to be sure i'm not missing like an entire wheel before i#start colouring Lmaooo <3#this Was fun though and i like how it's turned out! maybe i'll do more vehicle studies at some point. did one for a 67 pontiac the other da#and that was fun :D those old boxy cars are sooo nice to draw hfsh#//anyway. [jiggles away into the fog]
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I have a degree now y’all HAVE to listen to me
#worst mid-ceremony photo I could have taken but there you have it#egg’s face#and now I’m gonna pass out bc I slept horribly#hey I mean it was 80 degrees and I only got maybe 4 hours of sleep but I’m still prrtty
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#daily doodle#art#booba#oc#digital art#demon girl#horns#demon girls#tail#heart tail#long hair#wings#pointy ears#curled up#truant#I got about 4 hours of sleep last night because I was up a little later than usual#Got caught up on some goss 💅💅#Anyway 4 hours of sleep is gonna mean today's gonna be a 2 maybe 3 cups of coffee kind of day#I don't know if my poor heart can take that kind of abuse lol
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I hate when my body and the weather conspire together. I didn’t want to sleep all day 😔
#random rambles#like yes I got 2-4 hours of sleep and was awake for 20 hours yesterday#And yes I got 2-3 hours of sleep and was awake for 20 hours the day before#BUT I DID NOT WANT TO SLEEP ALL DAY TODAY DANG IT#I bet it wouldn’t have been so bad if it wasn’t RAINING#UGH#I was gonna do laundry today and be with my puppy 😩 and spend time with my dad who was staying at my place#But now all I have time to do is maybe eat and go to work#Stupid. This is stupid 😒#I’m being a grouch ignore me
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Guys...... I forgot I have school today....... I've been up all night drawing werewolf Stan and vampire Fiddleford...
Guys................... I'm going to be handling power tools sleep deprived...
........Low-key worth it though 🙏😔
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lol. i think ive reached my limit.
#i just cannot take this torture anymore#ive been at the mercy of this horrible disease for over half my life now#imagine living knowing that roughly every 3.5 weeks youre going to experience the most excruciating pain of your life#along with crushing. usually suicidal depression. and such extreme fatigue and exhaustion that you easily sleep for 14+ hours a DAY#AND ITS ALL FOR FUCKING *NOTHING*#there is literally ZERO benefit or reason for me to be experiencing this#it is 100% extraneous#and even if you go to a dr and try to get treatment their only recommendation is 1) pain killers and/or 2) birth control#which both come with their own fucking share of unpleasant side effects#not to mention theyre not even 100% effective at stopping the problem in the first FUCKING place#and imagine even tho you have this DEBILITATING DISORDER society at large has decided it straight up DOESNT EXIST#to the point where REAL ACTUAL MEDICAL PROFESSIONALS will dismiss your symptoms#not to mention people in your life who dont understand or just straight up dont believe your disorder is real#good luck keeping a job or any other major commitments#considering you'll either be out of commission for like. 1 out of ever 4 weeks#or youll have to work/whatever WHILE experiencing said excruciating pain/crushing depression/debilitating exhaustion#not to mention the GI issues and the migraines and the brain fog and the fucking. full body aches#wanna go to a concert? or plan a vacation? or just. fucking. RELAX? you better hope its not during Hell Week or youre outta luck#and youve got roughly 30-40 YEARS of this to look forward to#maybe less IF YOURE LUCKY#im fucking over it#i cant take it anymore#im making an appt to see a dr and i WILL NOT LEAVE THEIR OFFICE until they have referred me to whoever i have to talk to to make this stop#my fucking fury at having to live like this has officially outweighed my fear of invasive procedures/recovery time/side effects#let along the torture that is navigating the medical care system as an AFAB#i just. i cant do this anymore.#i want to fucking LIVE#fuck
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"Ahaha Daemon is so dumb for believing the old man is the one actively poisoning him when the weird goth witch giving him weird concoctions is right there."
May I introduce you to a beautiful concept known as sleep deprivation ? Man's only gotten poor quality sleep (if any at all) for weeks for all we know. Mood swings and paranoia are bound to go hand in hand with that one. Logical thinking ? Nope. Not happening. You add the fucking hallucinations further messing up his mind to the mix and you get exactly what we see.
#like I know the writing is bad#I am not a fan of the harrenhall arc#but you cannot complain about a character not using his braincells while actively also not using your braincells#kinda contradicting if you ask me#n e ways#talking from experience here btw#throwback to that one week of suffering from tension headaches so bad I thought my skull was going to explode#painkillers did nothing#sleeping was impossible for four (4!!!!!!) entire days#after that I managed to pass out for an hour or two every once in a while as the headaches ever so slowly started getting better#my brain was fucking mush on day 3#there was no being reasonable and thinking logically anymore#I had the worst mood swings#like constant mood swings#I was about ready to kill the next person who as much as made a sound#I snapped at everyone who checked up on me#worst fucking week of my life#do not recommend#anyways#you can hate the character#you can criticize the direction the writers have taken for him this season#but maybe stop being hypocritical little shits about it :)#whatever. I'll lose followers for this one and I do not give a fuck.#got mad scrolling the tag.#will go back to regular posting now.#can we talk about the fact that the acting was fucking phenomenal in that scene#daemon targaryen#hotd spoilers#putting this in the tag actually pls feel free to get openly mad at me I would love to have a free blocklist <3#much love <3
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My weekend be so fine then BOOM! Sickness beam
#*text#I got maybe 4 hours of sleep at most and it wasn't even good sleep because I was on the floor and kept waking up#sore throat dehydrated. Spent 6 hours in drawing class mostly standing. haven't felt this bad in a hot minute#my bed......... save me my bed.......
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Fucking HELP ME GUYS one of my best friends who I talk to basically 24/7 hasn't replied or has any messages I've sent to him deliver in 36 FUCKING HOURS now I'm genuinely starting to get concerned about him where the flying fanny flap is he I wanna talk to my bestie
#this is gollyimsoevil at least one of you has got to recognise the name#he deactivated his tumblr :(#but the point is YOU DONT BLOODY UNDERSTAND THIS IS THE LONGEST IVE GONE WITHOUT TALKING TO HIM IN FUCKING MONTHS WHAT THE FUCK#evidence we have so far us yesterday he was coming back from holiday and driving the whole way which is an 8 hour drive#so now my minds going to terrible car accident family of 4 dead#time to start researching car accidents from 18th of July#hes supposed to be coming over to mine tomorrow#what am i gonna do if he doesnt??? what if he still hasnt replied by then????#the best theory i can make is that he ran out of mobile data yesterday in the car ride which is why he couldnt text#and maybe the reason hes not texting this morning is because hes still asleep?#OR his phone ran out and he was able to charge it all day yesterday somehow#and this morning hes sleeping in#hmmm
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the prednisone was mean to me overnight :(
#marzi speaks#probs bc i have a family member flying down today#to help make sure i’m not alone while my parents take a weekend trip to [OTHER CITY IN OUR STATE]#so i’m likely anxious abt that or smth#still it SUCKSSS#stayed up too late which gave it time for a mood swing so i went to bed kinda just sad and longing#then woke up at 4 am in a puddle of my own sweat (thank you steroid hot flashes)#and like. also mildly convinced i was about to start a new infusion and had to do specific prep for that#like i was in the damn hospital again#which. in hindsight is probably a trauma response. hm#but anyways by the time i went to the bathroom and my brain understood that the Wet on my back was sweat and not my own blood#i was able to go back to sleep. until around 7 am#tried to go back to sleep. got maybe another hour. saying fuck it and just getting up now#i’ll try to take a nap later#sighhh. ups and downs ups and downs#i’ll figure it out or whatever. but it is a little annoying#this isn’t exactly a vent but i don’t want anyone rbing it so
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Wow this sucks
#I’m literally gonna cry wtf#I’ve been trying to get back into writing so I was going through some old journals and reading the poems I wrote back in 2015#and I left my favorite pages sitting on top of my notebook on my bed and my family’s dog came in while I wasn’t looking and destroyed it all#like they’re completely gone#some of the few pieces of writing from my teenage years that I’m actually proud of and wanted to revisit and it’s completely destroyed#I’ve found 2 scraps and they’ve got about 4 words in total#this was multiple pages full of writing#this is so discouraging I don’t even want to write anything now#like I started taking an online poetry workshop last week trying to push myself out of my comfort zone and maybe possibly move in the#direction of trying to get some of my poems put out there#and I’ve been in a huge writing slump for the last like year#and I was hoping this might get me out of it but now I don’t have any motivation to do it#I just wanna cry#I can’t go back to being a teenager again I can’t rewrite the way I felt back then#and now it’s really gone forever#I’m so sick and im working 3 jobs and I just want to be creative again but I’m tired#and I’m about to get hit by this giant hurricane#I’m really overwhelmed I think this was just the straw that broke the camels back#brb gonna go cry myself to sleep over lost poetry#sorry this is me venting feel free to ignore this#vent post#will probably delete after I’ve gotten more than 5 hours of uninterrupted sleep
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