#I frewed up (5 times)

[dextervexter]

most harrowing journey home of my life that christ fella doesn’t know the meaning of suffering compared to moi

[synthient]

Bweh 😔

[twinknote]

i love trying to ask my mom for help in the form of Literally driving me to the ER and/or picking up some gatorade after throwing up constantly and being in the worst pain of my life and she’s just doing art stuff all day and doesn’t check her phone and then isn’t willing to make the literally 2 min trip to walgreens

[asterlark]

today has been like. 2 weeks' worth of days.

[the-commonplace-book]

Eyo guess who was the ambulance 🤙

Ayo guess who’s in the ER 🤙

[allwaswell16]

A One Direction fic rec of fics that skip over portions of time and that take place over the course of years as requested in this ask. If you enjoy the fics, please leave kudos and comments for the writers! You can find my other fic recs here. Happy reading!

- Louis / Harry -

📆 Hold You Now by solvetheminourdreams / @cursethedaylight

(M, 131k, ex-fwb) When he accompanies his best friend to a family wedding across the Atlantic, he'll be forced to reopen old wounds and face his past—one that no one wants to hash out, but may just have to.

📆 Strawberries & Cigarettes by dimpled_halo / @comebackassholes

(E, 76k, omegaverse) Two stories, eleven years, and the two boys that never stopped loving each other.

📆 7 Up by @cherrystreet

(E, 51k, friends to lovers) we follow the lives of Harry Styles and Louis Tomlinson in an interview setting every seven years. They fall apart and come together, their lives and emotions recorded

📆 when we were younger by luinlote

(E, 53k, canon) In where you get to see small glimpses of Harry and Louis' life together through the years, first through the eyes of others and eventually their own, as their life keeps spinning madly around them.

📆 Dear Devoted Delicate by therogueskimo / @bravetemptation

(M, 47k, canon) A collection of moments in time that show just how worth it love is when it’s real.

📆 the love it takes, it's worth it all this time by hemakeshimstrongx / @hemakeshimstrong

(T, 46k, canon) a timestamp fic between 2010 and 2022, told using snippets of harry's house. the album imagined from bottom to top, the moments little flashbacks in film reels. it's about love, and it's about keeping that love alive despite surmounting challenges.

📆 yeah, he's a looker (but i really think it's guts that matter most) by devilinmybrain / @thedevilinmybrain

(E, 40k, Oli pov) Five times Oli was asked to do something that was outside of his job description, and the one time he didn't have to be asked.

📆 Love is the Right Place by Chelsea Frew / @chelsea-frew

(T, 33k, friends to lovers) Over the years, friendship turns to more. Just as their romance blossoms, however, Louis gets an offer which promises fame and fortune far from home.

📆 When You Know, You Know by @mission2feelike

(M, 27k, omegaverse) Louis and Harry have been friends for years, their friendship maturing easily from pups to teenagers to adults. 

📆 Anonymous Said by @alivingfire

(T, 21k, bookshop) two boys, two blogs, two years of anonymous messages, and a bookshop where it all comes together.

📆 Love in slow motion by sloganeer

(E, 17k, Posh & Becks au) A series of glimpses into the life of Harry Styles, pop star turned fashion designer; his husband, Louis Tomlinson, football legend; and their four adorable children.

📆 I Wanna Feel (Your Love) by @infinitelymint

(E, 15k, canon) Five moments in Louis and Harry’s life based on five of the biggest emotions: fear, sadness, love, anger and joy.

📆 Go Out for Adventure, Come Home for Love by myownspark / @myownsparknow

(M, 9k, 5 times) Four years of iconic moments that inspire tattoos and promises.

📆 Here We Come A-Wassailing by @lululawrence

(NR, 8k, Christmas) The year Louis was in the 8th grade, his mom decided to gather the families of their closest friends to go caroling. 

📆 Flowers of Tomorrow, Seeds of Today by @haztobegood

(G, 7k, fae/fairies) Louis is a changeling and Harry is a human and their fates are more connected than they know.

📆 Like A Neon Sign by @reminiscingintherain

(T, 7k, canon) Harry had always been perfect to Louis, through every age, through every stage, and in all the important ways, he was proud to have been able to witness the growth that Harry had experienced first-hand.

📆 Though the Seasons Change So Quickly (Keep Them Buried In My Heart) by LiveLaughLoveLarry / @loveislarryislove

(G, 6k, canon) A series of moments of Harry and Louis' relationship through the years, from the very beginning to the present, through the perspective of those around them. It's beautiful and it's brutal, it's awe-inspiring and it's awful - it is what it is.

📆 Dear Louis by callmenine

(E, 5k, famous/not famous) The one where Harry is a popstar having an existential crises and writes a song for his high school ex-boyfriend Louis after more than ten years of no contact.

- Rare Pairs -

📆 in darkness i follow you by @leighbot

(E, 6k, Zayn/Louis) four glimpses into Louis and Zayn's relationship through the years. With bonus side!Narry.

📆 like air to me by yeah_alright / @uhoh-but-yeah-alright

(M, 5k, Zayn/Louis) Five times Louis’ smoke break brings back memories of Zayn and one time it brings him back to Zayn’s doorstep.

[neondiamond]

🎁 Recently Read Fics - December 2023 🎁

These are all the amazing fics I read over the past month (from shortest to longest). Don’t forget to leave kudos and comments to show the authors your appreciation if you read any of these! ❤️

🎁 A Green Christmas by @tommokat (871, T)

A short, sweet snapshot of Niall and Shawn’s first holiday season living together.

🎁 to wake up by your side is all I wanna do by @beardyboyzx (1k, G)

Sometimes, Niall still thinks about the way Zayn’s laugh sounds when they watch TV and Niall makes up fake answers for whatever quiz show they’re watching.

🎁 Oh Christmas Three by @tommokat (1k, M)

A birthday surprise goes awry. Louis doesn’t understand. Harry blames the oven.

🎁 make my wish come true by @voulezloux (2k, NR)

the one where all harry wants for christmas is lou

🎁 Baby, please come home by @iysics (2k, T)

Breaking into his neighbour's house wasn't on Harry's Christmas checklist.

🎁 Stuck in Midnight Traffic by @letthemusicmoveyou28 (3k, M)

the one where two broken people meet in an empty tube car on Christmas Eve. Can they find a way to heal each other?

🎁 All The Way Home I’ll Be Warm by @justanothershadeofblue (3k, T)

Harry & Louis jokingly send out holiday cards together as friends, and now everyone is congratulating them for finally getting together. A 5+1 fic, for Christmas.

🎁 Santa Baby (one little thing I really need) by @so-why-let-your-voice-be-tamed (3k, T)

When Louis himself had first heard those words - all the nurses at the A&E have a secret line to Santa’s sleigh on Christmas Eve-, not nearly long enough ago to be considered a child himself, but long enough that he hadn't really felt like an adult all the time, he’d laughed them off. Thought they were sweet, of course, but just a line, something said to appease the kids who ended up having to stay overnight. Something to explain the presents that parents brought to the hospital on Christmas morning, or that were waiting for them at home, if they were lucky not to have to stay any longer.

Something that would allow a little bit of Christmas spirit in the sometimes sterile rooms of the hospital.

But that was before he’d met him.

🎁 A Christmas at Home by @parmahamlarrie (3k, T)

After meeting his boyfriend in the emergency room, not having Louis home for Christmas Eve (and his birthday) was not a big surprise to Harry. What he didn't expect was just how hard that would be on his six year old son, Arlo.

Or, the one where Arlo wants nothing more than to celebrate Louis' birthday with him, and Harry hates having to be the parent who says no.

🎁 I Saw Several Angels in the Self Help Section by @londonfoginacup (3k, G)

Zayn and Louis are soulmates.

They're also missing some soulmates.

For extra flavour, it's Christmas.

🎁 Elf on the Shelf Suprise by @megz1985 (6k, T)

Liam brings home an Elf on the Shelf to surprise his and Zayn's toddler with Christmas magic, but things don't go as planned when she's completely terrified of her new Christmas friend.

🎁 The Busker by @chelsea-frew (7k, T)

A snowstorm has trapped artist Louis at home on his birthday--Christmas Eve--and on Christmas. Louis anticipates a lonely holiday. A mysterious stranger appears on Christmas morning, however, and Louis doesn't have to spend the day alone. But where did the man come from? Why does he seem familiar? It's a Christmas mystery.

🎁 Lonely Cards Club by @hellolovers13 (25k, T)

Harry's life in Cardiff is rather uneventful. Until he receives a strange Christmas postcard.

It gets even stranger when he finds another one the next day.

An Advent story about missed opportunities and second chances.

🎁 You Ain’t Gotta Feel Fear Just Mingle by @londonfoginacup (32k, T)

Harry has been at his dream job for less than three months, and he knows two things for sure; first, his project manager doesn't know what he's doing, and second, someone in the office is apparently pure evil, and no one will tell Harry who it is.

Oh, and the guy who works in conservation at the other end of the building is the most beautiful man Harry's ever seen, even when wielding a hot iron as a weapon.

Happy Christmas, here's to many more.

🎁 Snow In Love by @lululawrence (33k, NR)

Harry and Louis are best friends and have been for basically as long as they can remember. For the first time since middle school, they are both single for the holidays leaving them with the brilliant idea to take each other as their dates to work events. To make things easier they will pretend like they’re dating. But then they learn something funny.

People thought they were already dating. Weird.

An advent fic featuring childhood friends, fake dating turned actual dating, really horrible secret keeping, and a winter weather surprise.

🎁 Heart Beat by @allwaswell16 (33k, E)

Hideaway Haven is the place that Louis has always called home. It's also the place that Harry had tried to leave behind him. When Harry returns to start a music academy in his hometown, he finds himself face to face with his high school crush—and his charming daughter who wants to learn to play the drums.

🎁 I Really Like Your Styles: The Baking Advent-ure by @homosociallyyours (34k, T)

Louis isn't much for frills, and the coffee shop he co-owns with his best friend Liam is evidence of that. Yes, it's got a decent sized, well-kept industrial kitchen, but Louis insists that people come to coffee shops for coffee, not mediocre pastry and plastic wrapped cookies. When Liam's campaign for serving treats turns into watching a few baking accounts on whichever popular app he's on, there's one that really gets on Louis' nerves: "I Like Your Styles." With his chipper demeanor and over the top descriptions of the food he makes, Louis is sure that the (unfortunately cute) baker is full of it. Nothing that adorable could possibly be worth the hype.

It doesn't actually take much for him to eat his words...and some quality baked goods, while he's at it.

[totally-not-fandom]

I frew up at 5:20ish this morning and, only after I cleaned everything up and went back to sleep, it made me think about how often the MW boys get sick so now I shall burden you with my headcanons :)

- Nik, Ghost, Farah were sick ALL THE TIME as kids and now have immune systems of steel, none of them have been sick in years

- Gaz, Soap, Alex, and Laswell get sick like normal fuckin people

- Price, the poor guy, was never sick as a child and now gets sick at least one a month. This man was never subject to adverse conditions as a kid and now, having to go to all these places with unknown allergens and unpredictable weather, his immune system does not stand a chance

[chilewithcarnage]

top 5 sandwiches

in no particular order sandwich

1. Cubano

2. BLT/Turkey Club

3. PB & S (S stands for strawberry preserves)

4. Grilled cheese

5. Fried chicken sandwich with the bickles, you can not forget the the bickles 🥒

*Honourable mention

Young me used to go ham (🥁 ) on tuna sandwiches especially with potato salad on the side. But one time my mom made it with hard boiled eggs (tldr eggs make me sick) and I frew up from eating it and haven't touched a tuna sandwich since

[loko4koko]

>good afternoon puddin pops! (≧◡≦) ♡

>i come to you with updates (and apologies, heh)

>i am so sorry for my absence the past few days, some lil guy was sick with a bad tummy ache 😔

>the lil guy was, in fact, me 😔

>admittedly i did not get much done writing wise because i just wanted to lie on the couch and play yakuza when i wasn’t all “mom i frew up” to my bestie (psst. do any of yall play the yakuza series?? cause kiryu and majima have me down HORRENDOUS)

>BUT. i am feeling better! and things are progressing!

>you all will be getting the 100 follower special TONIGHT. no ifs ands or buts. probably 6-7pm my time (about 5-6 hrs from now)

>its finally almost ready for you guys and im so excited about it 🤭 just needs a few finishing touches!!!

>next on the chopping block is firefighter!satosugu. it is COMING I SWEARRRR. i promise.

>i think it’s giving me anxiety bc ive never written a full length 2 character x reader fic before and i never want to give you guys something im not genuinely proud of 😭 me and mediocrity are NOT homies. so ive been taking my time with it on top of all the irl bs i’m dealing with 😵‍💫

>ok! i think that’s it for now! i hope you all are doing well and staying warm if it’s cold and icy like it is for me 🥶 love uuuu!! kkkbyeeee!! (¯ ³¯)♡

[yisanged]

i frew up yesterday lol. i've thrown up twice this year which isn't a lot but it's 2 more times than i've thrown up in the past like 5 years at least. it's ok though probably

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[transactinides]

summary of what he says in the video under the cut, since ive seen some people in the notes asking for it. Long text (sorry for any typos!), since the video itself is pretty long, and i tried to give as full of a picture as i could for people who won't watch the video. I also tried sticking to just what was (or was not) said in the video specifically, without giving much of my opinions (which are "this is dogshit")

1. The video (and some precious videos, which are up again) IS monetized, james says he will give all the money from the video to hbomberguys team to distribute between the people he had plagiarized from / donate everything to wikipedia and trans lifeline (through monthly donations) if hmbomberguy wont accept the money

2. he had been trying to privately reach out to people he plagiarized from with a goal of apologizing personally

3. "i was trying to be a voice for every member of the queer community, but that was a failed endeavor before it even started. I'm a cis white gay men, no matter how hard i try to be a good spokesperson, i can never truly understand the life experiences of the other far more put upon members of the queer community. This is one of the reasons I would use their own words" // "I tried speaking for everyone"

4. Jessie Gender was trying to mitigate and had been very kind to him, he was self admittedly an asshole to her. He also clarified did not report Jessie herself to the police, he reported her fan who sent him death threats (said fan apparently had a record of violent acts and leaved in the area), police implored him to break any contact with Jessie

5. James tried pushing up new videos in the shortest timeframe possible, which lead to sloppy writing

6. "Early on, I thought only crediting authors in the opening credits was enough [...] But I was wtong, they should have been cited properly"

7. About using others people's works word for word in his script: "In some cases, I did get permission, like with the Evil Queens Disney video". He does Not mention asking for permission only After being called out about about basing his script off someone else's work, just frames it as " I've sent [the author, Sean Griffin] a finished video, and he watched it and he gave me permission".

8. "But in most cases, I didn't ask for permission, and thought just bringing up names in the opening credits was enough". Doesn't bring up all the people people he stole and plagiarized from, who went completely uncredited

9. Nick was the main writer and they were brought in to write the majority of the scripts. Once James was left off his previous job, he started also taking up writing for the videos more. "Nick and I frew up poor, so we tried stabilizing our income and making more videos". Combined with doing the editing, voiceovers, etc, as well as his mother receiving a cancer diagnosis, it all lead to big portions of copying and pasting in the scripts.

10. "My intention at the time was to use these as jumping off points [...]. But I have memory issues, because of a head injury (A/N, since i cut out part of quotes for brevity, but as a result of same injury he has epilepsy) from when I was a child, they're actually getting worse. [...] When it came to editing the scripts, I couldn't remember what I'd written and what had been copy pasted". He says he should have either rewritten his parts of the script to be fully original in these cases or have kept notes on which sources he was copying from. According to his therapist him not thinking to do that stems from his recently diagnosed ADHD.

11. At the end of the day, the main reason uncredited abd copied chunks of text were left in the script due to constant time crunch and the need to put up videos more often.

12. When James's mother died, Nick fully took over the writing duties. James was grieving abd sorting out the inheritance, insurance, etc. Due to the issues with collecting life insurance, James couldn't receive a part of it, which his mother wanted him to spend on producing his own movie. As a result he decided to crowdfund it.

13. Telos timeline according to James:

- launch of campaign in 2022, initial goal being $3000 for a proof of concept short film

- due to a success of a crowdfunding campaign the plans changed to a feature film production instead

- James began working on the script for the movie immediately after the money was deposited and finished it the same summer

- James started putting up preliminary casting calls, before Nick could share his opinion on the script (Nick was away at the moment and wanted to discuss the script personally). Upon return, Nick expressed he felt like the script needed a page one rewrite

- As a result of a script needing rewrites, Nick moving to Ontario, and a lack of replies to the casting call, James relaunches Telos in Ontario, where he doesn't have the connections he had, which make the original movie project financially impossible

- James began brainstorming new movies which would be possible with new restraints and conditions, hence the many posters and teasers (to show some work was being done), until James and Nick settled on a new script. New casting call for that script received a lot of responses

- After the budgeting calculations, the movie for the new script would still end up too expensive, so they start working on yet another new project instead. The third script ended up season-dependant, so they couldn't start any actual work beyond writing the script until summer (it was winter at the time)

- James and Nick ended up settling on a fourth movie concept, much less demanding in terms of number of actors or season of the year

- Hbomberguy releases his video

14. All the issues with Telos, according to James, are a result of a relocation to Ontario, which he now regrets. Currently he is working with a producer, and wants to release an actual project this year (likely a short film)

15. With Telos demanding a lot of money and a growing popularity of the channel, James ended up taking many sponsorships, which meant having to produce more youtube videos, hence even more script plagiarizm issues arising

16. (THIS PART CONTAINS MENTIONS OF SUICIDE) As a result of threats of violence and doxxing, James had attempted suicide and struggled a lot with not wanting to exist. As James was in the hospital, some of thr people trying to doxx him came to his house and were reported to thr police by his neighbors. As of now James had moved and no longer lives in Ontario

17. "So what's next?" Several of the videos on James' channel are currently up. According to James, those videos were Not plagiarized, and were written entirely or almost entirely by Nick. The reason the videos are up is because James doesn't want Nick to completely lose three years of his work he'd done for the channel. Some of the videos were also edited to remove the plagiarized content and will be reuploded in the next few days, also so Nick, who contributed to those videos, has something to show in his portfolio for the time period he'd been working with James

18. James will soon be releasing a new video, written entirely by him, with properly cited and credited sources etc.

19. He admits he had included misinformation in some of his past videos, which he did not do intentionally. "It was never malicious, we weren't trying to lie about things"

20. James won't be relaunching his old Patreon account, so people who, for example, forgot to unsubscribe, would not be billed etc, but he had made a new one for people to subscribe to.

21. James ends on an apology to the people he'd hurt by his actions, both the authors of plagiarized works, and his audience

You cant make this shit up

[beperoncin]

took a shower one hour earlier than my usual time (5:30) because i frew up :3

[zumicho]

what da freak yall bsd anon has watched so much romance anime this past week i think im going insane. So down bad so desperate SO GRR I NEED BACHIRA SO BAD no amount of ohshc horimiya or kimi ni todoke can quench my bluelock thirst footbal🤤 i love football

Also life update rq, as a person who hasnt played sports in over 5 years i decided to go to a water polo camp today and didnt even last during thr scrimmage 😙 chat i almost frew up

Buttttt my local team doesnt even need tryouts they take anyone who applies so i need some advice here ill take any help a girl out. Should i join? I have virtually no stamina or swim strength butttt theres this one member who could barely doggy paddle at the beginning and can now freestyle well enough and even has two goals in the season!! Like that could be me one day!! So idk im kinda a scaredy cat lwky. ANYWAYS that all ree kiss kiss ciao☺️

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HEY I MISSED THIS IN MY INBOX I JUST SAW

the bachira paragraph is so real I feel u 😭 & WATER POLO WOAH I lit just saw a tiktok on it a few minutes ago ab how u get scratches when u play it looks scary

I say do it if u like it, but don’t force it only for the sake of getting better at it bc there’s no point on putting time and effort into something u don’t feel passionate about, yk?

[lowpolykirby]

ung gmynnnu ummm so last night i fell in love… she was so beautiful and kind… also i frew up ljke 5 times. I think drinkings not in my genes. Pretty decent time overall.

Yeah i definitely cant hold my alcohol

[gertyorkess]

there’s so many ways they can go with boss baby colin but i want s4 to just be him growing older every episode. like ep 1 it’s a 5 month old colin crawling everywhere making laszlo and everyone rush to stop him from bumping into things. ep 2 is one old year old colin teething, literally screaming any time anyone tries to speak. ep 3 two year old colin putting everything in his mouth. ep 4 four year old colin waking everyone up to tell them he frew up. ep 5 is 8 year old colin listening to kidz bop n playing the same songs over and over. ep 6 - 10 is angsty preteen colin