#I force myself to smile at least once everyday and sure I fewl weird doing that but it works
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#Dunno what day it is will check at the end of this ramble#Prbl not even a ramble just a few words#Its been p good for a while now#I havent felt like I want to die and Ive been more focused on smiling#I force myself to smile at least once everyday and sure I fewl weird doing that but it works#So its been good but Im numb at the end of the day#Im bored of existing and Im bored of being here and feeling things and doing stuff#Guess thats almost like not wanting to live#Its just so empty#Everyday is the same and I think I hate it but I dont want it to change bc Im scared shitless#Idk if Im being lazy or if Im actually still too sick#Anyway the world is too big for me and I am too small to exist and be important#My existence makes me uncomfortable#Idk what Im going to do#I might never do anything#I dont know at all#Vent#9.4.2020
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