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rb19 · 2 months
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https://www.tumblr.com/rb19/754302119454113792/as-the-norstappen-url-holder-to-me-current
reading this after austria is like a punch in the gut
let's go over austria/silverstone then.. 😁
tbh i'm not even sure on some things i wrote there anymore 😭 but it was more clear after these two weekends what i said about their battle not changing how max sees and talks about lando, compared to lando's natural shift to anything related to max's on-track performances.
max was pretty rational regarding the collision. idk if it's bc he still got those 10 points on lando, or bc he felt like he really needed to assess more footage before coming to a conclusion. i wont put it down to experience only bc if it was another driver maybe he wouldve acted differently. but in any case, he didn't want to make a rival out of lando. he wanted to make sure that after their crash, things between them would stay the same.
meanwhile lando was ready to end it all!!!!! on the jet back to monaco, daniel/alex & co must have talked some sense into him.. and there he was monday morning texting max when he had said max should be the one to reach out first.. and mAX RESPECTED THAT A LOT. let us know, babe.
and again some verstappies took lando's words to heart.. i don't believe lando's reaction means their friendship is less valuable to him than it is to max. the current context of their careers is what makes lando's perception differs from max's. and max himself gets that. he aint gonna be upset about something it was said in the heat of the moment. hes been through that.
i think it's so interesting to watch how vulnerable lando can get due to his shortcomings. him not making the overtake stick in the sprint? it hurt and it was very fresh on his mind when going wheel to wheel with max the next day. (the impact a sprint race has on the main race is understated!!!!!!) in contrast, max's walls of self confidence won't shake the slightest bit even when mclaren/media tries everything in their power to question his on-track behavior. and as the media starts to doubt lando's abilities to consistently take the fight to max, he will try to take a leaf out of max's book..
"I think you should just live more freely like he [Max] does. I definitely care too much about people’s perceptions of me. I certainly think I cared way too much when I started out in like 2019-2020, though I care less now."
max does see lando as a frequent threat. he respects lando's efforts. but he can still feel sympathetic about lando's underwhelming results. does lando want max's sympathy? not at all, he wants f1 wins 😭
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radqueer-yanqing · 3 months
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Re-joining the tumblr scene~!
I mean you hopefully don’t know me since I’m making it a point to separate myself from my prev accounts (other than those who know me personally) but! I’ve missed the radqueer community and tumblr sooo…
Blog theme is just a theme! I don’t ID as Yanqing (if someone randomly comes along and wants my url just dm me and I’ll see what I can do). I am using it because my Doll loves Yanqing and we thought it would be cute.
I don’t know what I want for names here so just call me whatever strikes your fancy. It/Ey/Love/Fluff/Purr/Kit pronouns, please!
If it wasn’t already obvious, I’m Radqueer. Im anti harassment, pro consang, pro para, pro trans id, pro fic, etc. I would rather people who will hold my identity against me not interact, but I won’t have any strict DNI (please try to interact in good faith. If I misinterpret you, just let me know, I’m not trying to make enemies)
Only consistent tags I’ll probably use are #Doll <3 and #Ouppy <3 to easily reference those that are mine. Speaking of my dearest loves, if you’d like to see their blogs you can find them at @morphoqueer and @jatlokgwo respectively!
My main/base blog is @sugarysakurakitty. I won’t be super picky about how I mix between the two.
My main interests at the moments are Genshin Impact, Honkai: Star Rail, Obey Me!, Bungou Stray Dogs, and Wuthering Waves (WuWa is a very passive interest in comparison to the others, though)
the only trans ids I feel comfy sharing are transnutallergy (in the process of transitioning! Made easier by the fact that my friend is cisnutallergy so we never eat stuff with nuts and she can give me tips and she helps me feel more comfy saying I have a nut allergy! <3), transsinglet (already transitioned though it was kind of on accident), and transvalentinesbirthday + bibirthday.
Idk if this intro post is gonna be permanent but at least I’ve got something! That’s more than usual.
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sam-loves-seb · 10 months
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weely tag wednesday
thanks for the tags @energievie @metalheadmickey @deedala !
which character from any media would you like to have as a father? jed bartlet (the west wing)
if money, laws, time, and effort were no object, what animal would you want to have? probably just a cat tbh i'm not a big animal person (i think they're neat, i just don't really have the desire to own any of them)
what is your Chinese takeout order? pork fried rice and chicken fingers
what's your favourite emoji? this one: ✨
would you rather have a library, greenhouse, or home theater in your house? a home theater. a library would be sick but i read mostly ebooks so i think a theater would get more use out of me.
what childhood tv show do you think of the most fondly? Spongebob Squarepants. me and my sister used to watch this every single night with our dad when we were little, but if we wanted to stay up and watch it we had to be all ready for bed by the time it came on
what was your tumblr like when you first joined? it was a lot of reblogs of aesthetic photographs because it was 2012 and i was 14. not long after that tho it turned into a sebastian stan fan blog which is how i got my url, and over time that slowly morphed into the multi fandom madness you see today
what clothing style do you love but don't feel compelled to replicate yourself? god i don't know, my closet is a little bit of everything because i always wanna try a new style when i see it. i honestly don't think i have an answer for this one, i really do love fashion and my style is constantly changing
if you were plopped into a fictional world, which one would you know the layout of the best? i have no idea. acotar maybe? solely because i've read those books so many times? yeah i guess i'll go with that
what is your favourite piece of art? café terrace at night
do you have a water bottle? what does it look like? i have a light blue wide mouth nalgene water bottle that is covered in stickers and has two friendship bracelets dangling from the cap strap. it's giving major camp counselor vibes.
what fanfic trope is a quiet fave? look, if i go on a quiet hunt for fics tagged aftercare every now and then, that is between me and god so shut the fuck up about it
do you carry a daily bag? what does it look like? what's the weirdest thing in it? nope. i don't have an office bag bc i wfh and on the weekends i absolutely despise carrying a purse. i have one of those phone cases with card slots on the back and it holds everything i could possibly need.
if you had to ship Mickey with another Gallagher, who would it be? sexually i think it'd have to be lip, but if i could platonically ship him with someone i think i'd pick fiona. idk i just think they'd get along better than anyone would think.
what is a fanfic trope you didn't expect to like and then very much did? friends to lovers kinda snuck up on me in my adulthood. i used to be very against it as a teen, but now that i'm grown and have actually seen the trope done well in fics and in media, it's one of my favorite tropes of all time.
Do you think s11 Mickey can still carry s11 Ian? yes 100% absolutely and anyone who says otherwise is lying. (did we all see noel's s11 body? we saw the abs right? mans was ripped in the last season even tho the writers like, never showed it, and it is my personal mission to avenge this wrongdoing) i'm kidding about the lying part but yeah, he absolutely can still carry s11 ian, being able to lift his husband is the only reason he still goes to the gym
who got custody of the killing bat when they sold the house? debbie. i think carl wanted it, but he already has a gun so he gave it to debbie instead.
tagging: @suchagallabitch @gallawitchxx @callivich @michellemisfit @iansw0rld and anyone else who wants to play !
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torawro · 2 years
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ship your moots pls <33
also happy birthday!!! <333
AHHH OKAY ITS MY TURNNNN?!? and thank you nonnie for the bday wish ily❤️ @shoutaswhore also asked me this so ima just answer two in one go
@dejwrites hmmmmmm aki or shunsui are top two but idk if i can decide which one . maybe aki 🫣 bc i have this personal hc about him that he knows how to ride motorcycles and he takes you on late night rides on his bike all the time bc it’s so soothing and he’ll never admit it but he loves when you cling to him like that. and as for shunsui well, basically what i said in the fic i wrote for him: he just wants to take care of you😭
@hellavile eren. ren. mr. yeager. no further explanation needed bc i know , and y’all look so good together based off all the moodboards and avatars ive seen you make w him in mind <3
@yourlovermori UMMMM izuku. and yes i say this bc ive read your fics and drabbles about him they’re so good and get me going 😩 i see u in those scenarios
@shirohyorin TOSHIRO HITSUGAYA. THE ICEY MAN, THE DRIPPEST LEGEND HIMSELF, THEE CAPTAIN OF THE TENTH DIVISION. again no explanation is required ! ur url and our lovely chats in your server are proof in itself
@divilyn dottore 😩 another that doesn’t need to be explained 🫣 you’ve made me simp for him in unhealthy ways that shouldn’t be discussed in public but i just loveeee the way you write him !! i can only see u with him
@eiflawriting i just…i get classy high end vibes from you so i MUST pair you w nanamin 🤞🏾i can see him taking you out for dinner to all these diff places and tryin new foods and experiencing life w him and then coming back to a bubble bath in dimly lit bathroom, w good movie and some bomb nasty ass sex and marry even a marriage proposal right after ;) he’d have it all planned out
@obitohno UM OBITO DUH! or maybe kakashi or naruto but IM LEANING TOWARDS BITO for obvious reasons ;)) he’d be so sweet to you Omg the best himbo husband / boyfriend everrrr always showerin you with love <3
@blueparadis wakasa. THEE imaushi wakasa. no i won’t elaborate except ill say that the way you write for him??? no im obsessed.
( edit ) @shoutaswhore im conflicted between aizawa or katsuki 🤔 hmmmm i think both would be good fits for you! katsuki would resonate with your chaotic evil disposition and like match your wavelength almost but in the opposite way ? idk if that makes sense but he would act like he’d be annoyed by you but really there’s nowhere he’d rather be than by your side <3 aizawa is the same , except he’d like satisfy some part of your inner child and really take care of you, im talking cooking for you, protecting you from harm and malicious people all of it ; he’ll make you feel so safe :)))
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puyocringe · 2 years
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hey besties good ol fizzy "thefizzynator" "akira sora" "japanyoshilol" "haruruchandesu" "valvoice" "haleyhalcyon" still never gives it a rest with harassing users online. while thankfully(???????) the person in question is not a teenager on reddit minding his business or in the puyo fandom (i think), it is still very much charged with transphobic bullshit and more of the usual trying to feed her pathetic ego
content warning for transphobia, transmisogyny. it's going to be about a certain guiltied gears character with the gender identity discourse!
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i guess pixiv added some emoji react feature and fizzy is being incredibly Smart Logical Mature about it by sending her followers to harass an artist with it. what could this possibly be about? hmm, well...
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fizzy is claiming the artist "harassed" her over the topic of bridsket's gender identity in light of recent development in gultied gears strife. here's the translated convo fizzy provided herself which i am going to presently assume is accurate
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whoa hwoa WHOA there. okay there's a lot going on here. okay. well first of all we can see fizzy was the one who initiated the conversation, and the artist has every right to reply when someone like fizzy is making.... extremely bizarre comments on their work. idk if that's what fizzy means by harassment. replying to something someone said is bad i guess.
now, i am not personally familiar with the LGBT scene and culture in Japan, but, considering there are trans feminine drag queens here in America, it's safe to assume the same occurs in other countries. i think most people here know LGBT history, culture, and all surrounding it is a HUGE thing with very very widely different experiences between people, so someone who used to be a crossdressing guy can transition in a way that they see fit, right? well anyways we already know fizzy has an extremely rigid view of what makes someone real transgender enough so whatever i guess
idk where to even begin that, when a story's text and writers heavily imply or outright show a character being transgender, so people come to their conclusion, "that is a transgender character", it's suddenly equivalent to Conversion Therapy of all things. i don't even know where to begin with unpacking this. it'll be a different post maybe. also the "Western extreme left"" shit. lol.
anyways someone did bring up to fizzy her past behavior she displayed in the Puyo and DDR communities and has dismissed it, because, and i quote, "created by an angsty teen to call out random people he hates". i have a feeling she doesn't know what the actual post contents were or that she's deliberately making shit up. or both.
anyhow something i noticed with her recent followers she is trying to sic on some artist all share some similar hentai addict traits because fizzy has voluntarily put herself up as a Japanese transgender woman in support of those poor oppressed femboys missing their representation by bridsket. what an amazing hero, is what she probably thinks to herself, because it gets her attention by people who will deliberately ignore her past of harassing people and being a predator.
there's more images but, the document that details fizzy's shit in just the past two years has them and i will be providing a url on my pinned post but you can also find the document if you look thru my blog enough too. there's a lot to unpack with this woman
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mintcaramelhazel · 2 years
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Idk if someone from a non speaking Spanish country knows about Shakira and Pique drama and how she’s slaying and being a Queen
But I can’t stop thinking about it and mixing up w hangster. And after the banger w Karol G, like….
Imagine Bradley invites him to do a collab in his new album so Jake can trash talk his ex and they end up doing a whole album collab and feel in love in the process while getting richer and richer???
Idk if someone wants to hear about this but me but the levels of ICONIC and PETTY energy is just perfect for those two
DjRooster is the producer of the beats that make ppl shake their asses to the most fun and through cut lyrics written by Hangman (his best work yet)
And before the collab they used to have a kind of rivalry between them and their fandoms but when they drop the first song their fans are LIVING
GP at Jake:
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(Still one of the most streamed and requested songs ever)
Bradley to Jake:
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Jake to his ex when he tries to get back to him
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Firing Squad (Hangman’s fandom) and Chicks (Roosters one) making and alliance, being two of the most feared fandoms online
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I like to think that Natasha Trace is in general a really non problematic artist? Actress? Celeb? And her fandom (the phoenixes)
But behind the scenes she’s liking and shitposting from her burner acc w Bob, her mutual online and a label mate but none of them knows about the other life url
OOH OHHH
mav and ice are Bradley and Jakes managers and they don’t understand much internet culture so they aren’t sure what’s going on but money is coming their way so…
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armandyke · 6 years
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I always kinda forget that the-stonedsoldier wasn’t my first url asdkajshakh
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timextoxhajima · 3 years
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Nevertheless: Pride & Dignity [2]
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CHAPTER NAVIGATION [COMPLETED]
synopsis: hwang seol eun finds herself stuck between a toxic relationship with lee hyunjae and a heart-fluttering dynamic with lee juyeon
pairing: jujae x [fem] reader, 3rd person pov [read as hwang seol eun]
genre [per chapter]: fluff and... suggestive... material? idk?????
word count: 3.4k
taglist: @sunlightwoo @from-xero @hyunjaethereal @yyyerum @givememunjang @purrple-winkle @ten-gift @17scheol @flwrtbz @winterbeartaehyungbestboy [pls use this link to submit your URLs for tagging!]
{this is a piece of fiction}
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the water by the shore was black, but only because the sun had set a long time ago and mi jung had dragged seol eun out of the office to come to the beach bar in the night where only adults above 18 were granted access.
seol eun was busy keeping up with the basketball olympics, fingers dragging themselves over the silk robe she had over a simple crop top and beach shorts. mi jung, on the other hand, was just busking in her bikini with sunglasses as if the sun wasn't already on the other side of the planet.
there were couples walking by the shore, some making out in the water and some singles getting drunk from the vodka shots they were ordering from the bar.
but nothing too loud, nothing out of the ordinary.
it was pretty calming, the usual golden sand now faded into a saturated orange instead due to the amber lights hanging above the bartender's counter. the usual aqua glimmer of the water now contrasted into black with white shimmers as it reflects the light coming from behind them.
seol eun was fiddling with the rings on her fingers (she usually wears three on her right and two on the left, her thumb now empty where she used to wear her promise ring) when mi jung finally pulls off her sunglasses and clacks them close.
"I've been thinking."
"oh, no."
"you can't tell me juyeon wasn't just watching you like he wasn't crumbling in his own head last week during the meeting," mi jung stretches by wrapping her palms on the back of her neck, stretching out her shoulder blades as she leans back in the beach bed.
"i can't tell you anything because i didn't think he was," seol eun doesn't look up from her phone screen, the whistling from the Olympics basketball tournament sounding loud enough for mi jung to frown.
"bullshit," she scoffs and rolls over, resting her weight on her right arm. "wanna bet that he's gonna ask you out after the exhibition's done? he'd probably waiting till then because he doesn't want to mix work and his personal interests."
"you say that like you weren't stunned to see him yourself," seol eun smirks and side-eyes her, watching her scowl and flop back into the beach bed. "you think i didn't see you ogling over him when you shook his hand?"
"tell me he's not pretty."
"he is."
"must be the prettiest thing I've seen in awhile," she sighs and lays back, looking up at the night sky. "have you seen anything prettier? god, those cat eyes and that jaw- and his neck-"
seol eun smiles to herself, turning back to her phone screen and rewinds the basketball highlights she missed.
but beauty is in the eye of the beholder.
her focus zooms in on the basketball dribbling around the court, and she could almost feel the groves and the bumps on the ball in her own hands as she watches the clip.
"i wanted to join you impromptu but you seemed too in your zone and you didn't notice me coming from behind you."
seol eun sucks her bottom lip between her teeth, quietly chewing on it when she tries to piece together his face.
then the abrupt slurping from an empty glass that's filled with ice rips her away from her memory, and she looks over to mi jung trying to suck up whatever that was left in her glass as if it wasn't already absent of alcohol.
"what are you trying to inhale, the ice cubes?" seol eun snorts and puts her phone away.
"making the best out of scraps," mi jung winces when she sucks up a tiny piece of ice. "ugh, that's so good."
"do you want another glass? i know you're too lazy to walk to the bar."
mi jung pouts and blinks at her like a puppy, "would you?"
"could've just asked instead of trying to inhale the damn ice cubes," seol eun reaches over and takes both glasses, rolling off her own beach bed and sinking her feet in the cool sand.
she trudges to the bar with the glasses in hand, leftover water droplets on the curved sides trickling down her forearm and dripping onto her feet to stick the sand to her skin.
"hi," she reaches the bar and places the glasses to the countertop. "a refill for the martini and a mojito please."
she rests her arms on the edge of the countertop, smiling kindly at the bartender who simply nods and takes the glass to the back.
her hands reach behind to her rear in a bid to search for her phone, but-
"seol eun, right?"
her head whips around at the call of her name and her eyes struggle a little to process the face before her.
he's got a sweet smile on his lips when he leans his back against the counter, ordering his 'usual' and the bartender lifts an 'ok' sign without looking back.
the white tank top's loose around his shoulders, baring his arms and his neck and he has a whistle around his collar where the words 'lifeguard' is printed multiple times along the lanyard down his chest.
"off day?" hyunjae raises a brow, side-eyeing her under the shade of his red cap (which has the word 'lifeguard' printed on it too). his fingers toy with his whistle, rolling the plastic between his thumb and index finger with the little ball inside clicking softly.
"um," seol eun gulps and chooses to turn back to the bartender's back, busy shaking up the concoctions. "no."
"oh?" his voice is raised as he turns towards her - but she can't turn to face him.
her heart's a little too loud in her ears for comfort and she can't pinpoint why.
"night-time relaxation?"
"got dragged out of the office."
"huh," he lifts an arm and rests it against the countertop, dangling his hand off the edge.
seol eun's eyes involuntarily spot the valleys on the back of his hand where his veins were like meandering rivers in a space of cream.
"then you must be here with someone."
she swallows and bites down on her bottom lip first, then collects herself to respond. "yeah, I'm here with my colleague."
the bartender turns around and places the martini on seol eun's side, then lands a glass of mint limeade before him.
"thanks," he drags the glass to himself and picks out the orange slice stuck on the rim of the glass. "you don't sound too happy to be here."
he smiles, then eyes the orange before biting the flesh off the skin. there's a chain of slurps and tsk sounds as he peels the pulps off with his teeth, tongue swiping over the corners of his mouth when he gets the orange juice in a mess.
seol eun parts her lips, choosing to magnify her focus on the martini instead.
"i could've been at home doing better things but i appreciate her dragging me out, so it's okay."
"mhm," he hums, dropping the orange peel into a tiny bin next to the bar. "what do you do? well, if you don't mind me asking, of course."
the bartender finally turns again, placing the mojito before her. in her peripheral vision, his eyes are following his fingers as he stirs the limeade. his fingers wrap around the glass and the water trickles down the line of his palm, down his forearms and finally dripping off his elbow.
but when he lifts the glass and his head along with it in a bid to avoid knocking his cap off, the shape of his jaw and the lines on his neck are somehow made even more obvious from the shadows by the bad lighting.
his adam's apple shifts when he takes a gulp, and the water from the glass slide under his bottom lip and down his throat.
"um," seol eun scratches the back of her head as she picks up her drink, quickly pulling the straw between her lips and taking a sip. "I'm an events manager and my colleague's a logistics officer."
"oh!" he exclaims rather enthusiastically while smacking his lips, leaving the glass back down to the countertop. "that sounds fun."
"it's fun when the clients are understanding," she offers him a tiny smile before wrapping her fingers around glasses, turning on her heels to signal her exit.
"mhm," nodding, he keeps himself facing her when she takes a few steps away from the bar. "it sounds interesting."
"well, grass is always green on the other side."
"would love to hear more about it," with a brow raised, he brings the glass to his front again, stirring the drink before lifting it to his lips.
"what, about being an EM?"
"mhm."
seol eun inhales a sharp breath and holds it for a moment, not really noticing her hands trembling while holding the glasses.
"it's- it's really not that entertaining-"
"what? you spend your life handling that kind of stuff and you say it's not entertaining?"
seol eun whirls around, eyes widening at mi jung's familiar straightforward tone.
"i thought you died or something-" she tilts her head and whispers through gritted teeth, taking the martini glass from seol eun and forcing a smile out. "turns out you're just flirting with the lifeguard-"
"i wasn't," seol eun seethes through a grimace, frowning at mi jung playing pretty before him.
"did you happen to just ask her out?"
"yes, i did. but she didn't seem to take the hint or maybe she just wasn't comfortable."
mi jung raises both brows and looks down at seol eun, stunned and unamused.
"are you stupid?" through clenched jaws, mi jung's eyes widen so much, they looked like they were going to pop out of their eye sockets. "lifeguard's asking you out and you're gonna say no?"
"ladies, I'm right here," hyunjae chuckles heartily, finishing his limeade and returning the glass over the counter to the bartender. "it's fine if she's uncomfortable. it's just- y'know."
he shrugs as he steps towards the duo, hands adjusting his cap. he hooks the end of his shirt and lifts the material up to his chin, wiping away the remnants of any water droplets off his skin.
seol eun's about to slap mi jung when she can feel her grip on her own arm tighten upon the exposure of his belly button.
"was just shooting my shot."
"and you've shot your shot!" mi jung announces with bright eyes, shaking seol eun's hand so fast and hard that it feels like she had just been strapped to a drill machine. even the ice in her martini glass is shifting so harshly, the alcohol nearly spills over. "sorry, my friend's a little dumb when it comes to dating but yes, she says yes."
"what?"
"shutupandgowiththefuckingflow-"
"oh, no, i couldn't," hyunjae raises both hands, waving it off while locking eyes with seol eun.
his eyes under the shade of his cap soften, and he puffs out his cheeks with a slightly disappointed but understanding smile. "if she's uncomfortable then it's all good. i don't want her peer pressured."
mi jung's hold on seol eun tightens, and hyunjae is left with an awkward silence for a few moments.
"anyway, it was nice meeting the two of you. if you guys come often then I'll see you guys again, yeah? i'm a new lifeguard here, so."
seol eun winces to herself when mi jung's grip tightens once more, as if to say 'don't be stupid'.
but she remains quiet, and mi jung stays dumbfounded as hyunjae nods, bowing his exit out of the conversation.
the two wait until he's far enough and occupied with someone else before mi jung turns to seol eun, frown cemented into her face and the martini showing in her cheeks.
"are you dumb?"
"did you just try to set me up with a stranger?"
"let me ask you this again: are. you. dumb?"
"ouch."
mi jung rolls her eyes and sips her martini. "it's this kind of guy that you should go for! not the-" sip. "not the psycho one you used to date!"
"thought we agreed not to talk about that," seol eun takes a good mouth from her mojito, sliding her free hand down her back pocket.
"i know, i know, but- he doesn't wanna fuck on the first date," mi jung shrugs, giving her one of those meme-like smiles. "and correct me if i'm wrong, ma'am. your psycho ex-boyfriend wanted to fuck on the first date."
"so you answer for me when someone shoots his shot?"
"I'll stop when you can look out for yourself," mi jung grumbles, flipping her hair behind her shoulder. "when are you going to move on and forget about him?"
"what do you mean 'when'? I've moved on a long time ago-"
"oh, yeah? then why'd you pack all of the shit he gave you and moved it into your new apartment with you? we were supposed to burn that box until you told me you lost it during moving but bitch, i know you kept it."
seol eun's nose muscle twitches, and she sniffles herself into a pout. her teeth clink against the glass when she takes a sip, eyes darting away and looking at the distant shore instead.
"so you did keep it."
seol eun pulls the glass away from her face and sucks on her upper row of teeth. with a quiet, almost timid voice, seol eun swallows and says - just loud enough for mi jung to hear - "you know i couldn't bear to throw them away."
her friend takes a harsh inhale, holds it for a moment then exhales, looking around as if to disperse her frustration.
"come on," mi jung finally says, finishing the last of her martini. "let's go. we'll come back for your lifeguard prince next time."
seol eun scoffs lightly, sipping on her mojito and side-eyeing her. "lifeguard prince?"
the taller raises a brow, shaking her glass down her tongue to collect any leftover droplets. "what? he's hot."
"you can have him," seol eun grins, bringing her glass up to her lips and gulping the rest.
"and then what, you'll have juyeon?"
seol eun laughs, shaking her head and finishing her glass. "shut up."
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the blueprint of the exhibition was in her hands, eyes already adjusted to where every single artwork that was part of the exhibition was supposed to be placed.
the wooden scent of the room was slightly musty, walls of white and cream with the spotlight illumination making the space look alot emptier than it actually is.
seol eun looks down at her watch, rolling her ankles in her heels as she yawns.
"ms hwang!"
she jumps, whirling around on the spot. but in the midst of her entourage, her ankle gives up under her and she stumbles to the side.
juyeon's eyes widen in that moment of slow motion, fast reflexes reaching out and grabbing her forearm before her knees can completely buckle.
seol eun's heels clack as she regains her footing, her fingers automatically wrapped around the upper end of juyeon's forearm.
"whoa!" he chuckles slightly, pulling her to an upright stance with his free hand held out by her waist but careful not to lay a finger on her. "you alright?"
"oh my gosh-" seol eun huffs, covering her opened mouth with the folders in her hand. "yes, thank you- oh, i'm-"
juyeon's eyes fold into slits when he smiles at how flustered she grew, cheeks turning pink as she gently pulls away and even takes a step back.
"be careful with your heels," juyeon glances down at her feet. "i know how hard they can be to walk in. my mom used to wear those to work and now she just wears trackers."
"oh," seol eun chuckles nervously, pressing her lips between her teeth before pulling the documents away from her face. "i know. i just- i just thought it was more formal. sorry you had to see that."
"it's fine, don't worry about it. anyway, do you want to get down to giving me a tour of the space?"
"oh! of course!" the gratitude in seol eun's chest whelms her when she knows he's just moving on to save her pride.
but it's like a switch clicks, when she brings the folder back up to her nose and starts studying the sheets. immediately breaking out into a semi-memorised speech, seol eun instinctively falls into the comfort of working.
it's just she hadn't just tripped over her own feet and juyeon didn't catch her by the arm.
by the time they reach the final space, seol eun's smile is practically cemented on her face. she's more than satisfied with how gorgeous the space had panned out to be and she can't imagine how beautiful the exhibition would look with the art pieces installed.
"it's... absolutely stunning," juyeon turns to her and marvels, brightness slapped across his face when he stops right under one of the spotlights.
he's too tall and the artwork that was supposed to be installed in the spot they were standing before was supposed to be a human-sized statue.
if mi jung were here, she'd probably say juyeon should stand there instead.
the thought draws an unconscious smile across seol eun's lips, and she's caught off-guard when juyeon asks after the minuscule grin.
"why, did i say anything wrong?"
"what? oh, no! no, no!" seol eun hurriedly waves her hands and takes a step back as if in defence. "i just thought of something funny, that's all."
"let me guess, something about ms da mi jung?"
she misses the chance to hide her scoff, and she nods when she can't disguise it anymore, eyes drifting down to her documents. "yeah."
"you two seem close."
"we are," she turns and looks up at him.
"did she say anything about me asking for your phone numbers?"
"hm?" seol eun raises a curious brow. "well, no. she was just surprised you asking during the meeting."
"ah, well..." juyeon sheepishly rubs the back of his head, angling his head away from her for a moment before looking at her again. "i'd like to be honest when things like that crop up so... i want to be honest and tell you that I'm interested in you."
seol eun's smile fades into shock, then visible confusion.
"i- juyeon-"
"no, you don't have to entertain me now, don't worry about that," juyeon shakes his head and laughs under his breath. "I'm just telling you that i'd like to spend more time with you after this exhibition. i was already impressed with the way you handled the emails and your presentation was... okay, i didn't really pay attention to your presentation-"
the duo laugh any hint of awkwardness away.
"but- i did go back to the office and study your slides. and now... i just- i have no words," his voice trails off, and seol eun can feel her breath becoming lighter, like feathers. "you're really pretty, and you're in this zone when you're working... and it's... i hope you don't find me absolutely mushy when i say this but- it makes you look prettier than you already are, so."
seol eun tilts her head and parts her lips, his words echoing in the crevices of her skull as she processes it.
"i- I'm flattered."
"you should be," juyeon smiles, reaching up and rubbing the back of his neck shyly. "anyway, i will call you if there any updates about the art installation next week."
"of course," seol eun clicks back into work mode almost within a split second, and she nods with the documents to her abdomen. "call me anytime."
she smiles and locks gazes with him.
"any time?"
his mischief tickles her a little, heat rushing to her cheeks as she looks away.
"I'm joking," juyeon insists, lifting a palm to assure her. "I'll call if i need anything work related, and hopefully after the exhibition's over..."
"i can call you for non-work related issues."
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sakurology · 4 years
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I'm not sure if u take requests but if u do could u write a NSFW alphabet for Issei?¿ ♡
So lemme tell you something- I got this req and the first thing that came out of my mouth was BIIIIIIIIITTTTCCCCHHHHHH
And I proceeded to scream cry and yell about this for idk how long. I put so much thought into this- I literally wrote it in almost one night completely. I have SO much to say about this man. My Issei brainrot is only fueled by my stupid horny Pisces brain- WHICH HE ALSO HAS god bless him. Anyway enough about me this turned my mind into soup and it all fell out of my ears enjoy ur fucking horse cock
NSFW Alphabet- Matsukawa Issei
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No thoughts head he. 😌
gn!reader focused, obviously nsfw....
𝕬 - 𝕬𝖋𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖊
Best Service Dom. Best Dom EVER. Anything you want you get, you have to only say the words. Food? Already ordered so it would be there by the time you finished. Cuddles? His arms are wide open and his body is very warm. Sit in a bubble bath and scroll through your favorite online stores? The bath is nice and warm and his credit card is at your disposal. He takes amazing care of you, and will stop at nothing to make you feel secure/safe/happy at all times..
𝕭 - 𝕭𝖔𝖉𝖞 𝕻𝖆𝖗𝖙
Welll…. I… we all know what it is. I’ll explain more later but in addition to that he also has the most amazing arms/abs. He’s very lean, definitely naturally so. Doesn’t need to work out but does so anyway keep toned.
𝕮 - 𝕮𝖚𝖒
Likes to cum inside you, but simply so that he can watch it ooze out of your hole. Sometimes he’ll even keep fucking you after he’s finished to see himself push it back in even after it’s out.
𝕯 - 𝕯𝖎𝖗𝖙𝖞 𝕾𝖊𝖈𝖗𝖊𝖙
I hate adding this but he has a foot fetish. Not like a hardcore creepy kind of foot fetish- he just likes to suck a toe here and there. But only if they’re freshly pedicured… he’s very picky. He’ll give foot massages all the time tho if you ask him. He just never tells anyone about it because he knows his friends will clown him.
Not ur foot but close enough he would get you one of those little golden name anklets and kiss it every time he lifts your leg over his shoulder. 👀🦋
𝕰 - 𝕰𝖝𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖓𝖈𝖊
Absolutely. He’s done a lot in his life, and is not short on any stories of past encounters. He is kind of a sex encyclopedia, but he’s very casual about it. If you bri bc up something you wanna try, 11/10 times he’s going to not only have done it, but be able to suggest ways for you to make it better- with several anecdotes.
𝕱 - 𝕱𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝕻𝖔𝖘𝖎𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓
Doesn’t just like doggy- it is his lifeblood. It’s easier for him to control your movements while also making sure that he can bury himself all the way inside. He can have a vice grip on your hips one moment, his fists full of your hair the next- and if he starts spanking you well… that’s between you two and god.
He does like plain old missionary too, but only bc he can see himself in your tummy.
𝕲 - 𝕲𝖔𝖔𝖋𝖞
It makes him laugh sometimes when you struggle to take him all at once. He thinks it cute that you try, but it’s hilarious how big your head gets sometimes. He has to fuck you dumb and remind you that you can’t do that.
𝕳 - 𝕳𝖆𝖎𝖗
Trims, but not super short. He does wax his happy trail tho bc it makes him self-conscious.
𝕴 - 𝕴𝖓𝖙𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖈𝖞
Can actually be very romantic if he wants to. He is a Pisces, after all. He does enjoy foreplay and the sensuality of that to get you prepped, and he takes extra care to make sure you’re fully ready. He is going to be hard on you, but understands that he has to take good care of you, and he does
𝕵 - 𝕵𝖆𝖈𝖐 𝕺𝖋𝖋
Daily. At least once. It keeps the stress away and livens his mood. He does it as soon as he wakes up, and then if he’s having a really hard day or difficulty sleeping, he can do it to ease his nerves.
𝕶 - 𝕶𝖎𝖓𝖐
Size, obvious because everyone is smaller than him Skdkfkf he’s a giant. He’s 6’2 and his cock is at least 3 feet of that.
Daddy Kink, self explanatory mostly. It’s just so fucking sweet on his ears, his baby cooing for their daddy, trying so hard to work his entire cock into their tiny hole, trying to be so good for him… he loses it every time.
Voyeurism, likes watching you touch yourself. He finds it amusing how you think you can get yourself there without his help. You both know that’s impossible, but it turns him on to see you try.
Praise, again- he loves to make you feel special. And you work so hard fitting all of him inside, he has to tell you how good of a job you’re doing, especially because he’s appreciative of you letting him impale you. He has to let you know.
Mutual Masturbation, Kinda goes with voyeurism. If you’re away from each other, you’re definitely going to have sex via FaceTime- he just wants to see you, and also wants you to see him. To him, it lets you know you’re the only one that can get him there, and that your presence alone- even if he’s not touching you, is more than enough.
Lingerie, Loves nothing more than seeing you all pretty for him. He also just really likes the feeling of lace or silk against his fingertips He can get out of control and rip your sets tho- but don’t worry, death is a very lucrative business- He will buy you several replacements.
𝕷 - 𝕷𝖔𝖈𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓
LOVES car sex. If the mood strikes, he WILL pull over. But really, he’ll take it wherever he can get it.
𝕸 - 𝕸𝖔𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓
He’s very eager to please. A little lazy, yes, but at his core he wants to make sure you’re feeling good.
𝕹 - 𝕹𝖔!
He has done literally everything at least once and the one thing he just can’t get into is piss. One bad experience and a 3 month uti later he’s sworn off it for good.
𝕺 - 𝕺𝖗𝖆𝖑
Not his favorite. He could honestly go with or without it personally, just because there’s so much of him. But he will happily fuck your throat if you want him to, and will go down on you for hours to make sure you’re truly prepped. For someone who’s not a big fan of it, he’s actually AMAZING with his mouth. It’s lazy but in the best way possible.
𝕻 - 𝕻𝖆𝖈𝖊
Starts off slow so you’re good to go, but will pick up the pace as you stretch out. He does enjoy a few slow deep thrusts in between drilling you into oblivion tho. He never tries to make your guts into a smoothie on purpose, it just kinda happens that way.
𝕼 - 𝕼𝖚𝖎𝖈𝖐𝖎𝖊
He will never say no to quickie. The amount of fast food bathrooms and abandoned parking lots you’ve seen is astronomical. The amount of times Makki has kicked you out of his apartment for trying something while he goes to the bathroom is even higher.
𝕽 - 𝕽𝖎𝖘𝖐
He's the classic degen. bf who reaches across the table at the same time as your dad when you go “daddy can you pass the salt?”
So yes, he’s definitely going to tease you under a table at thanksgiving dinner.
He’s really going to have you whenever he wants- even if it comes at the expense of your pride/morals sometimes.
𝕾 - 𝕾𝖙𝖆𝖒𝖎𝖓𝖆
Can go on forever if you let him. Will overstim you to hell and back before he even thinks about cumming. Doesn’t even know he’s doing it- he’s so used to fucking you brainless that he doesn’t realize it’s too much. But he is SUPER apologetic about it and will make sure to treat you extra carefully.
𝕿 - 𝕿𝖔𝖞
He actually has a few for when he’s feeling lazy. He used to run through fleshlights like they were tictacs but he’s since finally found one that he won’t break.
He got most of them for free because he worked in a sex shop during college- he was very popular.
𝖀 - 𝖀𝖓𝖋𝖆𝖎𝖗
Yes. He will 100% rile you up with touches that seem innocent enough in nature, but are a tad bit too low, or linger on for a bit too long.
Will also give you “the look” in public and pretend he doesn’t know what you’re talking about- he definitely does.
𝖁 - 𝖁𝖔𝖑𝖚𝖒𝖊
Vocal in bed, especially with praise. Will constantly tell you how good you’re doing or how good you feel. Doesn’t moan a lot, but they slip out from time to time. Instead it’s a lot of deep breaths, groans, and curses.
𝖂 - 𝖂𝖎𝖑𝖉𝖈𝖆𝖗𝖉
If mortuary school hadn’t have worked out, he and Makki were going to start their own porn company. They actually have a very solid business plan. They made a pact to sit on it for now, since Issei is working at the funeral home.
𝖃 - 𝖃-𝕽𝖆𝖞
LMFAOOOOO
Literally a foot long. Longer actually. I’m going to honestly say 13. No I won’t take it back. Perfect thickness too. Honestly it’s like… god really took his time and got it fucking right. Everything about his physique is perfect- it would only make sense his cock is that perfect to match. Color is even all around, the head is bubblegum pink. There’s also one very prominent vein on the underside, and a few tinier trails of veins on the top. The statue of David? Don’t know her. Only know the statue of Issei.
𝖄 - 𝖄𝖊𝖆𝖗𝖓𝖎𝖓𝖌
High sex drive, but he can keep it subdued if he has to. Especially because he knows he’s too much for most people. He's not shy about it though. Is CONSTANTLY horny on main. Not that you mind.
𝖅 - 𝖅𝖟𝖟
Service Dom through and through. He won’t sleep until you do, and even if he’s dead tired, he won’t sleep at all if you’re staying awake. He’s going to do everything to take care of you and your needs first. When you do sleep he likes to hold your head to his chest and will press his nose down into your hair so he can fall asleep surrounded by your scent.
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haikyuuublog · 3 years
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Thank you @float-me-now -me-now for the tag! It made my day
1. Why did you choose your url?
I wasn’t really sure what to name my blog, so I just decided to do something pretty self-explanatory!
2. any side blogs?
Nope, this is my only one.
3. how long have you been on tumblr?
I have seen textposts and such before, but I have only been an active user and poster for about a month and a half
4. do you have a queue tag?
No
5. why did you start your blog in the first place?
I had a lot of content I had made around Haikyuu which I wanted to share, but nobody I am close to is into the show. I wanted to be able to share my jokes and memes with other people who would get the references, and I also wanted to make people smile and laugh. I also was looking for an online community to be part of, especially with the isolation that came with the pandemic. I really love my blog and my mutuals and I am so happy I started it.
6. why did you choose your icon/pfp?
Bokuto is my 2nd favorite character and that picture of him gives me so much serotonin.
7. why did you choose your header?
Oikawa is my favorite character, and I also love Iwaizumi. Oikawa is an incredibly relatable character to me (and my top kin) and that moment of him and Iwa always makes me emotional. Regardless of whether it is a romantic or platonic bond between the two of them, their relationship is one of my favorite aspects of the show.
8. what’s your post with the most notes?
My post with the most notes is my one about Bokuto confessing to Akaashi and him saying “neat.” And then talking to Kenma about how embarrassed he is about his response, and Kenma saying he responded to Kuroo’s confession by thanking him. It’s two of my favorite ships and four of my favorite characters :)
9. how many mutuals do you have?
I have no idea. I’m not sure how to see that.
10. how many followers do you have?
Currently 571
11. how many people do you follow?
720 blogs
12. have you ever made a shit post?
No, I don’t think saying things that are purposefully offensive or controversial just to attention grab is funny or cool.
13. how often do you use tumblr a day?
3 to 4 times a day I believe. I try to post several times a day.
14. did you ever have a fight/argument with another blog?
Nope. I try to avoid content that would make me angry or upset.
15. how do you feel about the ‘you need to reblog’ posts?
I actually haven’t seen those before, so am not sure.
16. do you like tag games?
Yes :)
17. do you like ask games?
Yes as well :)
18. which of your mutuals do you think is tumblr famous?
Idk I don’t really check others’ accounts to see who is famous.
19. do you have a crush on a mutual?
No, I do not. I do have some mutuals I talk to or who are super supportive of my posts which makes me really happy. Ofc I can’t shout out everybody but here are some tags for all you amazing guys:
@nananananananananananan
@just-that-bi-girl
@moe-cowfrog
@aliens-took-my-iwa-chan
@silently-weebs-in-corner
@yanikita-chann
@togasbitchsposts
@soulswavelength
@taeyamayang
@bennyhawk02
@my-rosesakura
@eva-tired621
@thatguysaho
@fansxdom
@schizophrenicstoryteller
@valleyofdeaddandelions7
@kirinjaegeste
@sun-setter
@baku-go-off
@heavyrain709
@buthowaminotdeadyet
@justfortalkingtofriends
@thelastfunctioningbraincell
@sharkboy-lavagurl-lovechild
@soulreaper22345
@roseyariana
Also I could literally tag basically all my moots here because you guys are so wonderful. If you were not tagged, just wanna say, it’s because if I continued writing this, this post would be way too long. I have a ton more of you guys who I could tag. Tysm to all of you <3
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blueprint-han · 4 years
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a musical encounter.
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pairing: music major senior!han x music major junior!reader
genre: university (?? idk) au; fluff.
⇥ warnings: very terribly™ written by a person who has a -8.9 knowledge in music, also the singing parts are not very well described and this may seem incomplete because i’m trying to force teach myself to write short, but oh well 🤧 I wanna write a longer fic based on this in the future hhhhhhhh. me after writing this fic: wow i really clowned myself at “short fic” didn’t I 🤡 also not proofread so be mindful of errors and google autocorrect <//3
word count: 1.7 K 🤡
⇥ disclaimer: this writing does not aim to represent the activities of the real Han Jisung, nor does it represent JYPE in any form. Events are pure fiction. ♡
type: blurb drabble 😭 (why can I never write sh0rt hmph >:( )
network tag: @stayverse @districtninewriters @inkidz + @sunoo-luvs
part of: the url drabble game; requested by @missinghan :’’) (requests for this are closed now!)
!!; song y/n is imagined to sing here is ‘Freedom 90, the Pitch Perfect Version (of course, with pre added acappella). You may find the song here, if you wanna listen to it. hhhhhh this is based on my rusty research about music equipment (which may be wrong) so if this is not what it’s supposed to mean please go easy on me. 😂
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↯ note: hhhhh okay so this one has no direct mention or relation to your url but I rather picked it up from your url ~vibes~ (since the only idea that was dropping into my head was making han go missing ufhurg) so I hope you don’t mind ! Hope you like it uwu 💓 Happy reading. <3 Again this will not compare to your writing queen, but I tried. 😔 ⇥ dawn.☀️
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“Gosh, this is a music recording, not a date — what’s there to be scared about?” Your friend chided, setting up the mic and the filter as you panicked behind the glass. “You’re a music major! Isn’t this supposed to be what you do?”
“You’re saying that like you aren’t one, and you totally didn’t freak out two days ago, Sana.”
Sana huffed, shaking her head before moving to connect all the wires in place. “Yeah. but…” Her voice came out low when she crouched down to fix all the wires. “The nerves shake off eventually. You’ve nothing to worry. Did you hydrate?”
“I’ve been sipping on this water bottle for the past half an hour!” You sighed, walking inside the booth to stand next to your friend. “And what do you mean ‘shake off’ — you mean that time you ‘accidentally’ broke the headphones when you wear putting them on?” A bite of your lip to stifle your laugh, and Sana’s mouth dropped open in disbelief.
“Wow, you’re gonna-” She slapped your arm after getting up. “-bring that up even though we had an agreement that we’re gonna keep it a secret?”
“Okay, ouch that hurts!” You chortled. “There’s no one here though, I still kept my promise.”
“Yeah right, in a rented schoolroom studio, with cameras everywhere.”
“They still wouldn’t be able to hear me, right?” You pointed out, bursting into a fit of giggles, nervousness be damned when Sana pouted in defeat.
“Fine, now help me set this up. Come onnnnn…” Your friend shook your arm violently to kick you out of your laughter. You shook your head, crouching over again to fix the wires while your friend set up all the equipment outside the booth.
“All set?”
“Yeah…” You took a deep breath fixing your dress up a bit before reaching your hand out, fitting the headphones snug over your ears. Your eyes caught on something black lying on the tables, and you pointed it out.
“Whose headphones are those?” You pointed out, and Sana looked to the direction. “Eh,” she brushed it off. “Probably the person who’d received this room to record before, they’ll take care of it.” You tucked a loose strand of hair behind your ear, nodding. “Now come on, let’s start. We have to submit this tomorrow and I have a movie date, so it can’t get later than this.”
“Alright,” You chimed, clearing your throat once, twice before inhaling deeply. You were surely nervous before, but somehow singing always helped you disconnect from your surroundings, it was your escape — one of the main reason you’d chosen music technology in a heartbeat when you found out it was an option for your major.
“Ready? And, go.”
Sana hit a button, causing soft music to play through the headphones, a melody she’d carefully crafted over nights of 3 am coffee and many, many texts to you — most of them saying “I wanna sleeeepppppp waaaaa”. You’d obviously heard it before but you realised why it took her so long (nearly a week), because it was near perfection.
“Heaven knows I was just a young boy~”
The song went pretty smoothly on the most part, with Sana stopping you in between verses and and going over parts she wanted you to repeat, which you gladly complied. She was the senior, of course.
When it cam down to the last verse, about half an hour had passed — and you felt pretty good about it. your vocals were shining pretty well and blended with the music perfectly, which put you at ease.
“Okay, let’s finish this.” Sana said, focused on changing up the settings, before giving you a countdown, hitting play. You closed your eyes, taking a deep breath as you waited for the beat drop to end, leading to your high note. That again. went pretty well, along with the rest of the song, finishing it up with an exhale.
When you removed the headphones and got out of the booth — you met the eyes of someone you did not expect to see standing there.
“O-Oh, hello Han-ssi.” You bowed down in gratitude, overly surprised of his presence.
Han was, just like Sana, your senior. He was one of the best students in your academy — of course, scoring the highest grade in all of his tests. Many would say otherwise because of his tsundere nature, but you could tell that he had a burning passion for music under those eyes. You’d listened to his tracks in various events your university hosted — and safe to say you were in love with his music. He had a way of making his tracks sound so… real? And natural — the kind that you wouldn’t get bored of no matter how many times you heard it.
Han bowed back and mumbled a silent “hello~” back to you before extending hia hand past you to grab the headphones placed on the table. Ohhh, so that’s why they were familiar. You’d noticed them hanging around his neck multiple times on campus.
Once he’d chatted with Sana and you for a bit (more Sana than you) and bowed before he left, you grabbed Sana’s arm before pulling her towards yourself.
“How long was he here for?” You whispered, a pout on your face.
“Umm, I think throughout the last verse?” Sana shrugged.
“What?” Your shoulders slumped. “Didn’t he come to pick up his headphones?”
“Are you seriously getting flustered right now?” Your friend narrowed her eyes playfully, making a teasing noise as she pushed at your shoulder.
“Ah,” You rolled your eyes. “Stop being so teasing, I’m just a little shy of anyone else hearing my singing.” You flapped your hand to brush her statement away — before she could say something or point it out how evidently flustered you’d grown of the fact that your role model — the Han Jisung — had listened to your music.
“Well, you’re a music major, kid. Get used to it.”
And with that, Sana bid her goodbye to you, helping you wrap up the place before hopping down the stairs, earphones plugged into her ears as she hummed a tune all the way.
You silently stood in front of the elevator, playing with the hem of your sleeves as you waited for it to arrive. Curse at your studios for being on the last floor of the building, waiting for the elevator seemed like an eternity.
You also didn’t notice the random person that stood beside you. it was getting late anyways, the sun was almost close to setting by the time you were done, so it was only obvious that the remaining students would go home.
“So, you sing?” A very familiar sounding voice echoed in your ears, and you flipped your head to the side, once again meeting the eyes of someone you didn’t expect to meet right now.
And of course, if was Han Jisung.
Now that you weren’t freaking out (but you were close to), you could focus on him a little more properly, and you immediately noticed the headphones hanging around his neck, again. He had a large black hoodie on, his hands were shoved into his pockets and his hair was neatly combed and parted. If you had to describe him in three words, it’d be “messy but clean”.
“Oh, h-hello again.” You bowed.
“Hi!” He reciprocated your actions, looking at you. “My question?”
“W-what?” Your eyes widened as you fiddled with the edge of your shirt.
“You sing?”
“I-” You started. “I do, I’ve loved singing since I was six.”
“Oh.” Jisung nodded, letting his words trail of for a second. “You sing really well. I listened to that last part of the song — really well done.”
Tensing up, a smile tugged at your lips. “R-really?”
“Yeah,” Jisung chuckled. “You have a pretty voice, Y/N. And that’s a genuine compliment.”
“O-oh.” You felt yourself grow bashful of his presence all of a sudden, your cheeks feeling hot as the heat spread to your cheeks. “Thank you.” You mumbled, diverting your gaze from your eyes as you tucked a strand of hair behind your ear. “That’s so sweet of you to say.”
“I mean it.” The boy said, frowning. at the sight in front of him — your eyes drifting from place to place and the way you shifted from one foot to other — you seemed to be uncomfortable, but in reality you just didn’t know how to respond. “You okay?”
“A-ah, I am, it’s just.” Moving your hands around, you tried to put your thoughts into words, only to fail miserably, before you sighed and collected yourself. “I just really like your music a lot, and I…” You trailed off, rubbing at your shoulder. “Kinda look up to you, so hearing you say that, it just means a lot to me. Thank you”
The boy standing beside you beamed like sunshine at your response, gently poking at your shoulder as he eyes you mischievously.
“You look up to me, huh?” He giggled when you stumbled over your words, bringing a hand to rake through his hair. “You’re adorable, I’ll tell you that too.”
“Oh my god stop, do you want me to combust?” You laughed, the nervousness laced throughout your statement.
“Okay fine,” Jisung nodded, attaching his headphones to the audio jack of his phone, rummaging through his playlist. “You wanna come to my studio once?”
“What?” Your head snapped in his direction, eyes widening as you took in what he said, excitement filling your veins? Han Jisung’s studio? Seeing him make music in front of your eyes? Is this a fucking dream?
“I mean, only if you want to, of course. I was just asking because you seemed like you’d like to see my music making process. You don’t have to say yes though.”
“Oh gosh, no, I’d love to!” You yelped, stopping him in his tracks. He smiled gently, nodding at you as he scratched his chin in thought.
“So, tomorrow morning is fine?” He looked at you with almost, almost pleading eyes, and you felt like your heart melted into a puddle on the spot. He was cute.
You smiled, shyly nodding as you quickly went through your schedule in your head. “I can work with that.”
“See you tomorrow morning then.” The elevator chimed, the doors sliding open as the both of you got in, giggling at each other.
You couldn’t wait for tomorrow morning, that was for sure.
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1: Name I got one of those
2: Age 32
3: Fears the end of all things and being at heights unsupported
4: 3 things I love Gigs, books, galaxy caramel
5: 4 turns on latex/leather clothing wetlook leggings neck kisses/biting general horniness andtheyturnmeonwhentheytakeitoff
6: 4 turns off tickling lazyness meannessbeing disinterested
7: My best friend idk. Let me know first and then I'll update
8: Sexual orientation straight
9: My best first date Walking around town with mutuals the first time I met the girl I'd been talking to online for two months honestletsmakethisnightlastforever
10: How tall am I 5"6ish
11: What do I miss Concerts It's been a month and now they're getting postponed due to the rona again
12: What time were I born 1.11
13: Favourite color Black. Pure emo obvii illkeepwearingblackuntilsomethingdarkercomesalong
14: Do I have a crush Not currently iflirtwithanyflightythingthatfallsmyway
15: Favourite quote I have many, none of which are favourites
16: Favourite place Barrier at a concert
17: Favourite food Galaxy caramel, or some kinda pizza probably itstimetoturndiningbackintoeating
18: Do I use sarcasm Consistently dontminduswerejustspillingourguts
19: What am I listening to right now Adverts between Supergirl
20: First thing I notice in new person Their height probably. Or hair colour. Unless there is another distinguishing characteristic about them
21: Shoe size 8
22: Eye color Greenish blue or blueish green depending on the light and tiredness
23: Hair color Black
24: Favourite style of clothing Hoodys and gig tshirts foreverinbandshirts
25: Ever done a prank call? Yes. We phoned someone and told them we were a sex clinic and they had to come in for testing the next morning. It was 1am but he sounded drunk too so agreed
26: Meaning behind my URL It's a song lyric from The Rasmus likefireyoucanburnme
27: Favourite movie I have too many movies that I like to pick a favourite. Like 405 in my cupboard and 169 I wanna buy
28: Favourite song I have 6646 on my playlist. I can't pick favourites.
29: Favourite band I have ~139 that I like. I can't pick favourites
30: How I feel right now mainly bored
31: Someone I love Family members
32: My current relationship status single pringle
33: My relationship with my parents Good
34: Favourite holiday Hallowe'en without a doubt. thisishalloweenthisishalloween
35: Tattoos and piercing I have One tattoo on my upper left arm.
36: Tattoos and piercings I want None. Maybe if I could pick a favourite band I could get their logo tattooed, but see above
37: The reason I joined Tumblr I was in a facebook group that posted a lot of the iconic tumblr posts and memes and I thought I'd rather join here and see them firsthand instead.
38: Do I and my last ex hate each other? idk how she feels about me, but I am now indefferent towards her as I burnt out on hating her months ago idontwanttohateyoubuthowcouldinotyoukilledoffsomuchihelddearinmyheart
39: Do I ever get “good morning” or “good night ” texts? Ha! I never got them from the person I was devotedly sending them to at the time. Now I don't even get any texts.
40: Have I ever kissed the last person you texted? My mum? Yes. Chastely.
41: When did I last hold hands? More than two years ago
42: How long does it take me to get ready in the morning? About 10 minutes to get out of bed and dressed, but I usually give myself an hour so I can get breakfast and conjure up enough will to live before I leave the house
43: Have You shaved your legs in the past three days? I have never shaved my legs
44: Where am I right now? Sitting on my couch
45: If I were drunk & can’t stand, who’s taking care of me? Me. Pubs are expensive and boring, I prefer getting drunk here. Better measures, music and no que for the toilet maybeillgetdrunkagaintofeelalittlelove
46: Do I like my music loud or at a reasonable level? Loud ifitstooloudyouretooold
47: Do I live with my Mom and Dad? Nope
48: Am I excited for anything? The 19 concerts I have planned for this year
49: Do I have someone of the opposite sex I can tell everything to? Not currently
50: How often do I wear a fake smile? Not anymore, now that I don't work in customer service. seemyfakesmilehaveathousand
51: When was the last time I hugged someone? New Year's Day
52: What if the last person I kissed was kissing someone else right in front of me? Well we're broke up so I probably shouldn't care, but also rude
53: Is there anyone I trust even though I should not? No. I don't trust most people canitrustyou?butidontwantto
54: What is something I disliked about today? The dinner was in for 5mins more than it should've been and was nearing burning
55: If I could meet anyone on this earth, who would it be? idk. Someone from the 139 bands i mentioned earlier? Maybe one I've not met before?
56: What do I think about most? idk I don't keep track of my thoughts randomthoughtsofneatdisorder
57: What’s my strangest talent? I have a talent?
58: Do I have any strange phobias? Nah, any phobias I have are entirely ordinary
59: Do I prefer to be behind the camera or in front of it? Behind, definitely imnotapictureperfectportraitbutiamworkingonit
60: What was the last lie I told? I told my jobcentre advisor that I applied for jobs when I haven't
61: Do I prefer talking on the phone or video chatting online? Messenger. Or texting. Then phone. Never videocall.
62: Do I believe in ghosts? How about aliens? No and yes. highupabovealienshovermakinghomemoviesforthefolksbackhome
63: Do I believe in magic? Nope
64: Do I believe in luck? Nope idontbelieveinlucktheydontbelieveinusbutibelieveweretheenemy
65: What’s the weather like right now? Dark and cold as is usual for midnight in Scottishland
66: What was the last book I’ve read? Warlock - Wilbur Smith
67: Do I like the smell of gasoline? Nope
68: Do I have any nicknames? I have several
69: What was the worst injury I’ve ever had? I split my head open and needed stitches
70: Do I spend money or save it? Both. I'm quite good at saving tbh but it's impossible to go through life without spending anything.
71: Can I touch my nose with a tounge? I can. Not my own tongue. But I can touch my nose with a tongue. After I've cut it out.
72: Is there anything pink in 10 feet from me? A small bank and a plastic basket filled with letters
73: Favourite animal? Probably dogs
74: What was I doing last night at 12 AM? Watching a film online
75: What do I think is Satan’s last name is? I thought his name was Lucifer Morningstar. And he's a former nightclub owner and police consultant.
76: What’s a song that always makes me happy when I hear it? All 6646 I have on my list
77: How can you win my heart? Wear something shiny and bring pizza and/or chocolate. Then you will have my interest. Not being a cow and cheating might get my heart eventually.
78: What would I want to be written on my tombstone? Nothing. I don't want one. I'd prefer to be cremated and scattered I think. Tombstones are a waste of money and graveyards are running out of real estate itsnotaboutthefriendsyoumakebutthegraffititheywriteonyourgrave
79: What is my favorite word? I don't have one
80: My top 5 blogs on tumblr. I don't use this hellsite as often, I can't remember tbh.
81: If the whole world were listening to me right now, what would I say? Stop being so judgemental to each other
82: Do I have any relatives in jail? Nope
83: I accidentally eat some radioactive vegetables. They were good, and what’s even cooler is that they endow me with the super-power of my choice! What is that power? idk. I used to think being invisible might be fun but I don't see how it'd be useful atm. Same with speedrunning or flying. Would be cool, but I'd probably be caught and turned into some lab experiment. Also I'd need my clothing to be invisible too, I don't wanna walk around naked and invisible.
84: What would be a question I’d be afraid to tell the truth on? idk. Probably my name as I want to retain some sort of anonimity.
85: What is my current desktop picture? The default windows one with stars
86: Had sex? Yes. Several times. With different people.
87: Bought condoms? Yes. Non-latex ones because I knew someone with an allergy. Didn't pan out. Used to get free ones too, they were better obvii
88: Gotten pregnant? Nope
89: Failed a class? Several
90: Kissed a boy? Two. Drunk at the time, not my thing.
91: Kissed a girl? Yes. Much better experience
92: Have I ever kissed somebody in the rain? Yes. We were in a park under a tree I think. wedancelikezombiesdointhemiddleoftherain
93: Had a job? Yes
94: Left the house without my wallet? Yes
95: Bullied someone on the internet? nope. But someone did piss me off recently on reddit so I went to their profile and downvote their last 50-odd comments and posts.
96: Had sex in public? In a public place yes, but it was deserted.
97: Played on a sports team? if PE counts?
98: Smoked weed? never
99: Did drugs? not illegal ones
100: Smoked cigarettes? never
101: Drank alcohol? consistently ifoundmyviceifoundmyviceitlivesinabottleandwantsmetodie
102: Am I a vegetarian/vegan? nope
103: Been overweight? yes
104: Been underweight? probably
105: Been to a wedding? A few
106: Been on the computer for 5 hours straight? This...this is a joke question right? thosearerookienumberswegottapumpthoseup
107: Watched TV for 5 hours straight? Another joke question I hope...
108: Been outside my home country? A few times
109: Gotten my heart broken? I think so
110: Been to a professional sports game? Several
111: Broken a bone? I've had my nose broken for me
112: Cut myself? Not deliberately intopiecesthisismylastresort
113: Been to prom? Once
114: Been in an airplane? A few
115: Fly by helicopter? Nope
116: What concerts have I been to? 213 concerts, seeing 434 different bands at 46 different venues
117: Had a crush on someone of the same sex? Nope
118: Learned another language? in high school
119: Wore make up? Occasional guyliner and even more usually nail polish. Black obvii.
120: Lost my virginity before I was 18? Nope. Not for a lack of trying though
121: Had oral sex? Yes. Giving and recieving <3
122: Dyed my hair? Had it dyed for me
123: Voted in a presidential election? Nope - not American
124: Rode in an ambulance? Yes
125: Had a surgery? Yes
126: Met someone famous? Several band members
127: Stalked someone on a social network? Not really.
128: Peed outside? A few times
129: Been fishing? Nope oohgirlwheniminlovewithyoukeepfishingifyoufeelitstrue
130: Helped with charity? I have done fun runs before.
131: Been rejected by a crush? Several times
132: Broken a mirror? Nope imsouglythatsokcausesoareyouwevebrokeourmirrors
133: What do I want for birthday? CDs, DVDs, Boxsets, Books, PS2 Games, alcohol, chocolate
134: How many kids do I want and what will be their names? I only want my one
135: Was I named after anyone? Nope
136: Do I like my handwriting? Sometimes
137: What was my favourite toy as a child? idk
138: Favourite Tv Show? I watch too much TV to have a favourite tbh
139: Where do I want to live when older? In a house I own would be a nice change, but also an unrealistic expectation
140: Play any musical instrument? Nope
141: One of my scars, how did I get it? Split my head open and recieved stitches
142: Favourite pizza toping? Probably pepperoni. It's basic, but still a good choice. I'm not too adventurous with my food choices tbh
143: Am I afraid of the dark? Nope. No one is afraid of the dark. People are afraid that they're not alone in the dark. Or death.
144: Am I afraid of heights? No. I am afraid of being unsupported in heights. Or falling.
145: Have I ever got caught sneaking out or doing anything bad? Nope. Because I never needed to sneak out and didn't do much bad
146: Have I ever tried my hardest and then gotten disappointed in the end Several times itriedsohardandgotsofarbutintheenditdoesntevenmatter
147: What I’m really bad at Singing. Doesn't stop me anyway
148: What my greatest achievments are idk, I've made it this long with all four limbs and that's kinda neat of me.
149: The meanest thing somebody has ever said to me My memory's not that good. I can't remember specific insults, just the general feeling of inadequacy
150: What I’d do if I won in a lottery Get a good lawyer, create a company and pay myself a wage. Then buy a house and decide what issues I can help fix in the world. And be very anonymous.
151: What do I like about myself I like my sense of humour, my music taste, my general awesomeness
152: My closest Tumblr friend I don't have any. Y'all are seriously missing out, I'm amazing tbh!
153: Something I fantasise about Owning a house, HA!
154: Any thoughts on the paranormal? Nope. Load of nonsense, I don't think about it
155: Free question: Any question you’d like to ask, be it rude, fun, curious, strange, sexual, random, meme related, etc! Well I'm posting this all because no-one would send numbers, but my asks are open if you have something I've missed
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kiefbowl · 3 years
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this is random but how long have you been using this account? i remember you as some of the first people i followed when i discovered radical feminism
I had to look up my archive to remember but it looks like I started this blog in June of 2016, as long as I didn’t delete all post prior to June for some reason (I don’t really delete posts, it’s too much work lol. try not to go fishing for anything embarrassing I beg everyone). I would have been aawb then. Plus that timeline feels right, because I had to remake bc around that time ish tumblr out of nowhere reset everyone’s passwords and my email address was tied to a college email I didn’t have access too and there was no recovery. so I had a side blog for about a year or two as radfemeudaimonia, then tumblr reset people’s passwords, and I could only access that blog and my other blogs at the time via the app because that never logged me out. I did that for like 2-3 months, and then gave up and just abandoned those and remade a new account as aawb. Before making radfemuedaimonia, I had been on tumblr on my main account for like who even knows how long, but years. So I’ve been around on tumblr a long time. I changed my url from aawb to kiefbowl probably around nov/dec of 2017, which is weird to realize that because I thought I was aawb for a really long time, but I guess not and I’ve been kiefbowl for longer now. anyway, that’s my rambling history on tumblr, which is not really what you asked for, but I’m glad you asked because I had to look up and take stock of my history which is good to do from time to time and gd I’ve been here a long time lol. 
If you’ve been here a long time with me, you’ve probably notice I’ve changed how I use tumblr a lot. Tumblr used to be so so so important to me in expressing my ideas and finding theory on feminism and connecting with other women. I was also younger, under employed, struggling, angry as fuck, and super depressed. I would spend a lot more time trying to get well written “discourse” posts out there and answered a lot more asks. I def think my edge has dulled a bit, for better and for worse. I’ve come to terms with the ways tumblr has also been very unproductive and unhealthy for me as well, and I’m just older. The need for validation was something I was blind to at 25, I realize how important that was for me in hindsight, and now it’s not that important to me. I know what I believe, I know how I act, I know what’s incongruent, I don’t really need strangers weighing in, even if I like them. I feel I know a lot of mutuals, but I also have come to terms we don’t really know each other. There are a lot of people on radblr (whatever that means) I admire for their posts or attitude or jokes, but I know we might not actually get along if we met in real life. Lately, I’m more focused on my immediate community. I’m trying to put a lot of energy into my irl relationships (including the men I know!) because I think that’s more worthwhile of my time and you have to put what you read into practice at some point. You have to see what the consequences of your words in real time, it’s at times surprising and humbling, which makes it worthwhile. 
I have met a few people from tumblr in real life. some of it has worked out, some of it hasn’t. some of it not working is my fault, bc I had a lot of dips in depression over the past few years. I think about reaching out to them and making it better all the time, and I think I will once covid is done. I met up with someone once and I got creepy anons I ignored who knew about it at some point and then she published a couple anons that creeped me out too (I don’t know if she realizes it) and unfortunately that was one of the reasons I put some distance between us, not that I was conscious of it really but I see it now in hindsight, and became reeeeeaaaally conscious of what I said and posted here and who I met up with, which since has been one other person and no one else. These were people going “I’m so excited to hear you met up with x” and she got an anon she published that said “I think you and aawb should start dating” and I was like “okay there be freaks on tumblr” and since then I just really put a lot of distance between me and the non mutuals here. It’s very clear between me and other mutuals who are “big” (whatever that means tbh) that I’ve talked to it about that there are unwell people on tumblr who project a whole lot of shit onto you even if they admire you. Psychologically, that can wear on you more than dumbass misogynists who argue with you, because they’re just flash in the pan and to them you’re faceless, you’re anybody, you don’t matter. But people who are sycophantic think they know you (not suggesting you are anon, your ask seems completely reasonable. I ignore shit like that now, I’ve stop publishing those anons) and they say weird stuff that is like...dumb. like “you’re the smartest person in the world” or whatever and it’s like, obviously that is not true and it’s not actually appreciated. I’m just regular, we’re all regular people on here.
I’ll be real, I think about archiving this blog by keeping my posts I like and am proud of and deleting everything else, and not deactivating but bouncing. At one point or another, tumblr is going to phase out of my life. It’s probably going to happen sooner than later, I just feel old at this point and sometimes I find it a little embarrassing idk. 
I’m glad you’ve enjoyed my blog and I’ve helped you in whatever ways I have to help you find feminism. I hope you keep at it and remember to talk to as many women as possible as much as you can! :)
It was fun decompressing my history with this anon, it’s actually helped me a little gain some perspective, so thank you anon, even if that wasn’t your intention lol. I do what I want lmao.
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timidstrcngth-arch · 4 years
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PEOPLE I’D LIKE TO KNOW BETTER
ONE ( ALIAS / NAME ) carp. idk where this came from , i guess it is how i say crap ? same letters , idk. not a commentary on how i feel about myself .... most of the time.
TWO ( BIRTHDAY ) march 26
THREE ( ZODIAC SIGN ) aries the good ol’ ram !
FOUR ( HEIGHT ) a staggering and towering ....... 5’1’’ and 3/4. yes i am the kind of insecure about my height to add the 3/4 like when a child says they are seven and a half. don’t @ me. or as the kiddos say , ‘ roast me ‘
FIVE ( HOBBIES ) writing , reading , netflix , thinking much too hard about things then having an existential crisis about it for the next hour or so then being distracted and doing something else as i await then next thing to throw me into another tailspin.
SIX ( FAVORITE COLOR ) turquoise !!!!!!!! all the waaaay ! i also like blues mixed with deep grays , like almost looks a bit stormy.
SEVEN ( FAVORITE BOOKS ) i am reading a wonderful book right now about henry milner who conducted an experiment about obedience to authority , book the same name , and i adore it so much ! also , anything jane austen , i’m also reading big little lies. i’m reading a lot of books about anxiety and getting over how overwhelmed it makes me and dealing with it called calm the f down.
EIGHT ( LAST SONG LISTENED TO ) didn’t listen to it , but i always have never gonna give you up on repeat in my head , and wake me up before you go go , so it cycles between those two a lot. oh , and i’m still standing by elton john , hahah
NINE ( LAST SHOW WATCHED ) i watch a lot of reddit videos , but that would be sex education and i love it and i am in a hold there and that is my home now. i’ve been jumping from hole to hole , okay ? some are my summer holes and some my winter holes.
TEN ( INSPIRATION FOR MUSE ) valerie was someone i came up with when i was deep into my depression , and also after seeing 2010 alice in wonderland. i was just .. she was one hundred percent a shower thought , so write them down when you have them haha. she has gone through many evolutions , so many , over about ten years. but what inspired her i guess is someone i could look up to when i was going through such a hard time , and as i changed , so did she.
ELEVEN ( MEANING BEHIND YOUR URL ) i would say that the meaning is that strength is not something that can only be manifested in the physical , but also the mental and the emotional as well. it is a quiet kind of resolve that drives people , that some cannot see , played out in how we treat others , and how we live our lives. it is not always overcoming trauma either , but choosing to be a better person day after day , something i have been working on. the timid part is that she is afraid to stand up for herself , and she allows herself to be stepped on all the time. and yet , even with all the cruelty , she did not allow them to turn her cold and mean and callous , but she is someone who would never want anything like what happened to her to happen to anyone , to not have them feel alone and unloved. really the best thing about the mun is her , as she has really been a big catalyst in helping me get through things.
tagged by: @lenorelost
tagging : @kxruyucu @fuckingvictus , @viividpurity , @outlawiism , @beguilcd , @bloodentitled , @bloodthirsty-hero , @coptm , @diicktective , @weregonnagetyou , @bluemoontm , @endfght , @flawedheroines , @getlostsqdwrd , @ghostbloomed , @historypowered , @infernalrampage , @isdeathlystill , @seaprofound , @kxruyucu , @liftedrelics , @legends-and-savages , @fatherly , @multimuse-rp , @naivefrenzy , @ofteaandmagic , @unsnare , @untamedvargulf , @xbuckybarnes-wintersoldierx , @teufelbcy , @pcachlovc , @moreprofoundbonds , @drecmcrcfters , @drmactr , @snnydcys , @warrioroflondonbelow , @scribedhorror , @oblivionlotus and anyone else !!! i tried to tag everyone i am so sorry !!!!
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ravenbees · 3 years
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I was tagged by @gh0stwife to answer 30 questions & tag 10 ppl!! (Tyy 💕)
1. Name— sam
2. Gender— mostly a woman but also whatever Ben Barnes had going on in Prince Caspian
3. Star sign— Aries sun, Virgo moon, Leo rising (whatever that means)
4. Height— 5’4” :/
5. Time— 6:21
6. Birthday— First Contact Day 😛🖖🏻
7. Favorite bands— Bastille, fun., the strokes, the band Camino, the 1975, bleachers
8. Favorite solo artists— idk probably Lorde or Hozier? (My music taste is not niche by any means lol)
9. Song stuck in my head— I Was Made For Loving You by Kiss
10. Last movie— I watched the Between Two Ferns movie with my sibling for their birthday bc they love it
11. Last show— the cw’s Legacies, also for sibling’s birthday (it’s a spinoff of a spinoff and cw-quality but oddly compelling)
12. When I made this blog— 2019!
13. What I post— I don’t really post my own stuff but I reblog a lot of quotes and art, some shitposts, & some trc/cdth
14. Last thing I googled— reference photos of Alina Starkov from shadow & bone for a drawing I’m doing
15. Other blogs— just a few storage ones for saving references and stuff, but u can follow me on Pinterest @/stonefruit !
16. Getting asks— I don’t have all that many mutuals but anyone feel free to ask me things whenever!!
17. Why I chose my url— Aprilbird was an old username from other things but that was taken so I tacked on ‘blue’ lol
18. Following— 150ish
19. Followers— like 70 idk, this blog is only a few years old & I don’t have original content so I’m impressed there are even that many
20. Avg hours of sleep— 😬
21. Lucky number— I guess 7?
22. Instruments— clarinet in hs, some piano/viola/guitar
23. What I’m wearing— sweatpants & henley & cardigan (my quarantine uniform is just versions of this outfit in varying shades of black/grey/navy)
24. Dream trip— I want to visit Spanish-speaking countries before my memory of the language abandons me! I’d also love to do some kind of trip around Ireland bc that’s where my family is from.
25. Favorite food— pasta in almost any form! I’m also a sucker for those overpriced açaí bowls with fruit and granola and everything
26. Nationality— american
27. Favorite song— probably Cough Syrup by Young the Giant? But there’s some U2 and Bruce Springsteen ones that come close for nostalgia reasons
28. Last book— Rule of Wolves by Leigh Bardugo!
29. Top 3 fictional universes I’d like to live in— Narnia bc I spent so much of my childhood believing in it, whatever the hell is going on in Maggie Stiefvater’s books ( I have a theory that they’re all set in the same universe and all the supernatural antics are caused by trc ley line stuff), and ATLA/LoK bc if I was a firebender I could heat up my coffee without sticking it in the microwave eight times a day
30. Favorite color— navy or dark teal!
I’ll tag @aesterea @habaebiti @bluesrrgents @henessy @evildilf2 @lake-lady @ferniusmoss @mohay @unhavoc @lovepuddle and anyone else who wants to do it, no pressure as always!!
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(cont.) Idk but at that time, that mean girls scene flashed right before my eyes ksjhfkjd it gave me regina george vibes. It’s like if this is highschool and you’re just wanting to find a seat and meet people and make some friends, she would scan you up and down and if she doesn’t pass your vibe check, you’re not allowed to sit with the clique she already has. That’s the vibe I got from her blog. (cont.)
ASDFGHJKL I was literally going to mention she was like the tumblr regina george in my last response to you thats so funny aha. Deadass a great way to sum it up LOL.
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NAH that groupchat stuff? OMFG. I was and still am baffled by it. I know I've mentioned it before, but the fact that those two "friends" were in that groupchat too and were also behind that drama just shocked me completely. I will never be able to process how sick and twisted you have to be to pretend to be someone's friend actively and then turn around and talk shit about them all the time. Absolutely wild. I also wasn't expecting so many people to come out with stories about Nic, but we love to see it!
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@balenciaguks the queen T_T forever grateful
Yes, nicole is a whole ass 26yr old dentist. A fully grown and established human being LMAO. Which is what makes it so fucking funny to me now. I used to be hurt by what happened but now I can't help but laugh. Nic is the textbook definition of a red flag askdjgldhg
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I can't answer that anon, she's just something else entirely. Imagine being that hypocritical and malicious and filled with hatred OOF. But definitely we do not claim her LOL
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ASDFGHJKL CACKLING
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PREACH THAT LAST BIT DAMN. Even when she was in her "famous era" she felt it wasn't enough. As jordan mentioned, she has a particular screenshot of nic @ing a bunch of big blogs she desperately wanted to be "besties" with lol. She was kissing ass from the start lol.
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LMAO I think I can speak for everyone that was effected by her that we feel more content about not having her here anymore. She dug her own grave and got what was coming to her honestly. She didn't deserve the platform she had when all she did was, like you mentioned, post negativity and make everyone's experiences dull.
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I think we all will be keeping our eyes out for problematic people now lol, since clearly some people are great at hiding their true colours. Hopefully this place can be more free and positive from now on. I'm doing well hun, don't worry! Aside from that gc stuff, I've been laughing about everything quite a lot, aha.
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AH thank you dear! <3 I actually chose my url based off that 2017 ama look but also the fact that he is in fact love shaped aha. And yes, thanks to them we helped raise awareness about a very serious situation and the day of reckoning came to a great close lol. I'm so so glad everything was brought to light honestly, and I'm proud of those that took this opportunity to share their stories as well! <3
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She was indeed a horrible person. I constantly point out the fact that she was 5yrs older than me and *I* was the one that tried to compromise and *I* was the one that didn't make everything a huge drama like one might expect a younger and therefore "less mature" person to do. The emotional maturity gap between us is just wild idk LMAO. And I am a firm believer that karma is indeed real and it is a bitch BAH. Thanks for sharing anon! And I hope your day is just lovely as well! <3 And thank yuh for the flowers aha
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