#I fear everytime Chevy goes down because I’m too stricken with fear
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maybe I’m a bad and petty person but I feel completely justified in my anger, in my hate. I feel no guilt about it.
#if I didn’t tho would it tear me up inside as much or is it something else#ik that I’m mentally ill#I know that the stress of them being here is making me worse mentally and physically#why do we have to suffer for them#it’s not fucking fair#I fear everytime Chevy goes down because I’m too stricken with fear#that they’ll do something#I lock myself in my room because im paranoid#I see them when I close my eyes in my dreams in the dark#they’re fucking with me#and even if I hurt myself my mother would just cling to them tighter#they are thirty and older but they latch onto her teat with teeth and she refuses to let them go#the cord needs to be cut by an outside source#do y’all hear this shit??????? this is the type of shit repeating in my head nearly 24/7 I think I’m fucking losing it
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