#I eat healthier

[lucianinsanity]

I'm "functional" you know?

That's the thing, I can work through my anxiety and through my depression and through all the other stuff

But I don't want to, I don't want to struggle with them all the time, I don't want to feel like I'm dying every time I have to do something important, I don't want to feel empty and heavy all day because I don't care if I live or die, I don't want to constantly fight myself to pay attention to my homework because I know it's important but my brain just decided is boring and unreadable

I don't want to struggle, I don't want to feel like I have to fight myself every day to do stuff

But I'm functional, so it doesn't matter, I can work even when I have problems, so they might as well not exist

Yeah, I have anxiety, but I do pay my rent, yeah I do have depression, but I do get up and work, yes I do have sensibilities and stuff, but I can ignore them for others, so what's even the problem?

It doesn't matter that I'm uncomfortable, it doesn't matter that I'm sick to my stomach every day, it doesn't matter that I feel extreme dread at night, it doesn't matter that I torture myself to finish an assignment, it doesn't matter, I do stuff, I work, I function, so there's nothing else to fix

[theshadowrealmitself]

I like to think that Vulcans who come to understand that Humans just can’t try to process emotions the same way as them, it’s just healthiest to let it out in harmless ways, decide that venting and stuff should be taken just as seriously as Vulcan’s meditation time, and will encourage the Humans around them to complain about what’s upsetting them

People who are used to aloof Vulcans who avoid Humans at all cost running into one comforting a Human

“-and then they said my cheesecake was subpar, and they didn’t even bring a dish!!!”

“The purpose of this event was that every participant brings a food item of sorts, correct?”

“Yeah!!”

“And they did not follow this rule while insulting dishes that were brought?”

“Mostly just my dish but yeah >:(“

“How illogical”

“That’s what I’m saying!!!”

[crabsnpersimmons]

day 3 of scaring away artblock with vegetables

some boys bring you flowers and chocolates, chef Sun brings you a salad because he wants to make sure you're getting enough fiber and antioxidants

don't like salads? that's okay, he'll try his best to find a recipe you'll enjoy (he likes the challenge)

and here is my warm-up/practice/salad study:

despite drawing Sun for over a year now, it never occurred to me until now that i can map out his rays before doing the lineart, i've just been winging it on hard mode this whole time (and spamming the undo feature on my digital art 😂)

[avelera]

Dungeon Meshi made me, a lifelong non-eater of breakfast, into someone who eats breakfast every day.

I’m not sure what category of film rec that counts as, but it definitely counts as one.

[quazikam]

thinking about how tired saihara looks in every ch 1 cg

it's not reflected that much in his actual in game sprites though

he's so sleep deprived someone help him

[tenspontaneite]

Arti time!! Scrawniest scug I've ever drawn (she does not take good care of herself)

[skeletoninthemelonland]

Springdad funfact !!! This is him before and after having a family. Bro got fluffier over time :]

[madbard]

I have so many thoughts about post-canon human Loop, many of which revolve around their acting skills and adjusting to having a face again.

They got so used to fake-smiling during their loops but at this point it’s been… however many months where not only did they not have a mouth, they also weren’t talking to anyone but another version of themself. Not too hard to be mysterious and unreadable in that situation.

But for them to be human again and have access to the full range of expressions that come with that is such a funny idea for me because no way they are being mysterious now.

Imagine they’re traveling with the party and stumble across something triggering. The party asks them if they’re ok and they respond with the classic “I’M FINE (in severe distress)” Siffrin smile and everyone’s faces just drop.

Siffrin: “… does it really look like that?”

Odile: “Essentially, though this is somehow worse.”

Loop, hiding their face in their hands: “WHAT?!”

[disappearinginq]

I really wish I could be convinced that more people would be interested in non-ship stuff for fandoms I'm in.

Look, we all know we write for ourselves. I get it. I do. But my desire (ability) to finish things is hinged on feedback. My two longest fics that I wrote the fastest were because of audience engagement. And because I knew I had people I respected and liked reading, and I wanted them to enjoy the read, I wrote better.

Now I feel like I'm just stuck in No Man's Land of fandom, and while I have like a dozen things half finished, they never seem to actually BE finished because if the audience is me, then I know how it ends. There's not much point writing it down.

So this is basically my To Do List.

The Rookie - I just don't care about what 90% of the fandom cares about

1. Series of one shots that establish Angela and Tim's BFF status that may or may not lean Tim aspec because I'm me.

2. Pre series flashbacks to Tim in his time in service when he survives an airstrike that kills two of his friends and almost kills him.

3. Trauma Tim post season 6, because in rapid succession, he loses his job on metro, he witnesses his old team die in a way eerily similar to the way he was almost killed in the airstrike, had a friend commit suicide in front of him after confessing to being dirty, gets accused of being dirty himself, and is again almost killed in close quarter combat (among other things that will remain unmentioned here)

Slow Horses

1. Do not ask me why but I love the idea that Lamb potentially met River was he was a kid because he had to work closely with David Cartwright and River is always where he's not supposed to be

2. River goes missing, and for once, not his fault. Lamb has to come to terms that just because he pretends not to care, doesn't mean anyone buys it

3. Post season 4, somebody finds out that River is the last remaining son of Frank's assassin cult, and it goes about as well as can be expected. I fully intend to have Lamb use this line: "trying to detain you is like trying to nail jello to a tree".

Magnum PI (yes, I still work on these)

1. Finish Wrong Side. I actually have like another 10-15k words on it, but it's not in order or complete scenes, but it does include Thomas’s recovery and discovery that Hannah is the one who sold them out

2. I have like 6 other chapters to Bad Things Happen that I half wrote but then retired the card

3. Crossover with MacGyver because I thought Mac could use some down time in Hawaii after season 4 and the last half of season 3

Tracker 1. Colter goes missing during one of his cases, and I borrow heavily from an episode of Lethal Weapon wherein Colter will be held hostage in an illegal drug trial that he stumbled into and now finds himself an unwilling participant, and I drag Russell into it because that is how big brothers work

Hudson & Rex - honestly, I have the most written for this fandom, even though the fandom itself is pretty quiet, but it's most of a bingo card 1. Finish Oh The Weather Outside is Frightful because damn son it's been years

2. In no particular order, I have Bad Things Happen Bingo It's Not My Blood, Stitches, Caught in a Snare, Falls Through the Ice and three others that fit other prompts - a boating accident, Charlie finally finds himself at the bottom of a well (sort of) and completes his "Timmy and Lassie Scenario" bingo card, and where Charlie realizes he's developed claustrophobia after having a mine collapse on him, being locked in a freezer storage, almost crushed by a shipping container, buried alive, etc and gets stuck in an elevator with Jesse

[brainrotcharacters]

Fem Darlin is built like a butch I'm talking season 2 Vi from Arcane

[yukipri]

Japan munchies haul~

Mother has returned from Japan and she has brought me sustenance

(I have very clear favorites I request lmao)

[polly-wifu]

How in the FUCK is this man SO GOOD AT ACTING—

This man is literally so good at portraying sadness in all these audios! Like- the voice cracks, the shakes, the little twinge of heartbreak in his voice in this recent Sam audio is IMMACULATE

That shit is so fuckin convincing it is crazy how good it is. Does just the best job at putting me into the moment really got me so INVESTED

Makin me wanna pull out the whip n just start thwacking bitches

[grahamcarmen]

carmen's team red seeing her being upset that she doesn't get to be with gray

[reddslym]

My autistic picky-eater ass envies Laios Touden's palate SO MUCH.

[neonbodyache]

so so excited for the fresh start that is october. im gonna try harder this time. im gonna do better this time ☆

if you’re like me (someone who often obsesses over the apathy of time, specifically the way it’s ever moving forward whether you want it to or not) it’s okay to latch onto the idea of beginning again, it’s okay to allow yourself the simple miracle of approaching the world anew, just because you can

[werewolfbarista]

no........could it be ....? new stretch marks above my hips..............?! quick, someone praise me‼️‼️