#I dont live in a city were concerts are really a thing so it doesn't happen to me that a band I like plays in the city I am in without me.

[there-is-just-me-myself-and-i]

It's really weird being in the same city BC is playing a show/played a show tonight but not to be there...

[chemicallady]

I'd like to say something at this point.

I'm reading here and there that some of you are changing their vision about Noah or reaching the point to ask yourself if you still want to be a supporter of him because of what that blog said about him.

I believe that what happened between Noah and this person is probably true, I don't have any reason to doubt about her. But.

As we say in Italy, you can't fully believe to a story if you ear just one-side bell. Noah doesn't have the chance to tell his side of the story because he has better things to do than care about gossip. More than that, it's a human being. We have to look at the big picture. I don't want to defend him at all costs, I actually really don't care because untill he will be a decent person in public (not saying bullshit like Ronnie, for instance) and continue to be polite to his supporters, we are cool. I think I'm far older than more than half of the rest of this (sometimes really bad) fandom because I was a teen in the years of the emo wave. You maybe don't know about the Used, early MCR, Radke himself, Oli Sykes before Sempieternal...

They were drugs addicted. Always drunks as skunks. Pissing on people, throwing mic stands in the pit, get FULLY NAKED on stage (I'll never forgot about this, Quinn Allman). They did some awful shit in front of they supporters and to their supporters. Things that nowadays would get them canceled. You have no idea (maybe, or maybe you have) of what was Warped Tour 2005. Or maybe it was 2004? I can't recall.

Bad Omens are TODDLERS compared to this people. Innocent, pure babies. They are nice, extrovert maybe but nice. No one can deny that. They dont do drugs, they dont get drunk on stage or fuck around this supporters. They have an healthy routine in tour, they are teaching people to not fucking fight, they don't fuel fights! Its NORMAL in metal to have a couple of injuries at concerts. Collateral damages. I was nine at my second concert and I saw Slipknot. One dude broke his nose in the pit. Blood everywhere.

It's not a fucking Hannah Montana show. Those dudes are suppose to be badass. Noah is not pretending to be someone else or faking a new personality. He is doing is job and he is delivering pretty good shows. In no time he will grab his crotch around moaning like Oli, give him fucking space to express himself and be feral. Like any other metal artist.

Another thing.

Bad Omens vip experience is not expensive. I don't have interest in buy vip pass for 30 second of nothing, I'd rather wait after the gig is over. I met so many artists this way and usually they are more appreciable if they don't have to move to the next city. BUT the costs is not that high. I bought vip pass for LP once and I had to work 3 months to save enough for it. And I was still living at my parents'!

The merch is high quality, they make new pieces every time.... that's their way to get real cash guys. During a tour you have to pay tons of shit: the venue, flights, hotels, your crew. And you pay in advance most of the time. I don't think they are rich bitches rn. They are doing fine probably but still many of them lives with friends. Having flatmates is many time a signal that you can't afford Ronnie Radke house in Paradise Palisades.

I heard that they weren't really nice during the set in Canada. Maybe Montreal or Toronto. Someone felt bad, someone dropped a surfer I don't know. I didn't follow this I here for dirty smutty ff. If I want to see them play I have tiktok. By the way you have to know that most of the time you can't see shit from stage. Because you have lights in your face pointing your eyes. So probably noah just say a crow surfer falling and thought 'here we go again, this people has no fucking etiquette', and he left the stage. Or maybe who owned the venue asked them to do so in case of emergency.

BTW there is no fucking etiquette at their concerts. I stand with him if he's pissed off about that. It's not that hard to understand that you have to stay at the sides if you're not used to metal shows or you don't want to be pushed. Other people is ruining your experience or maybe its simply not for you. I grew up in the moshpit and that's how we like our shit. We have no time for filming or make tiktoks, we live the moment (we, people who like metal music, I'm not gatekeeping. If you wanna learn how to survive the pit and enjoy the experience just message me.)

So, to sum up.

My point is that every one of us has that friend that was a dick with one or more girls we still love him because we know that he's a weirdo an not a bad person.

My advice is stop being obsessed with Noah and just enjoy his work. You dont know him, you cant tell. Don't believe everything, stories are getting bigger and bigger everytime their are told, and think about the fact that straight guys are mostly jerks. They take more time to mature and act like adults. We know that Noah is in therapy now, he open up about it, so he is aware that he is not perfect.

BECAUSE HE IS NOT. HE IS A HUMAN BEING AND HUMANS MAKE MISTAKES.

That's it.

I don't want to fuel fights as well but please stop being ridiculous and acting like he is insulting you personally. It's fine to be delululu but your pushing the limits.

Peace and love.

[deletemybaby]

i feel like this is my only space to be completely me, like if i put this down the document where i'm writing my book it would be a disaster. I'm not ready for people who know me to read my thoughts, I thought I was but not really.

the thing is i miss you, i hate missing you, it was the way you made me feel, like i was special... i know it was a strategic move to make me feel that way but i could swear because it was the first time someone made me feel that way

i'm guessing you dont think about me not even a little, i'm guessing you already blocked me away, locked the memory of us and throw away the key with weight attached to it and deep in the ocean. i would like to have one last conversation, i have rehearsed it in my mind

you ask me to stay and have a cup of coffe with you in a bar in the city i live in. i hesitate but because it's a public space i accept, regretting it instantly.

you tell me you've been okey, things are working out with the wife, apologising for whatever it is you made me go through (because you dont really know) and ask me how i've been

i say i'm okey as well, working, having fun, the usual, i try not to give too many details about my life, i dont want to give you ammunition

you ask me if i've missed you, i say i have thought of you once in a while but don't make much of it. i say i'm glad you're okey. you say you missed me and you've never had a connection like the one we had, not even with your wife, that when i was in your city you saw me in that plaza but couldn't believe it was actually me

i try to keep distance from this words and repeting in my head my therapist's words, she wouldn't like it to know i was there with you, i say to you that that's not true, our connection wasn't special, you were grooming me and that if he wasn't happy or connecting with his wife well, that's his problem to solve and it doesn't concerned me, that i'm glad he's okey but i should be leaving. let's be honest, this is not going to a good place

you say that you're very sorry how things turned out, that you don't understand why i'm saying these things but okey, you say you hope we'll meet again. i get up pay my coffee and leave

and then in my head we meet again, this is were i don't quite understand where my head is at. in this dream, i'm in the bar ordering drinks for me and my friends who are in the table, i recognise your voice talking to, i assume, your friends. i glance quickly but try not to make eye contact but fail so you approach but is your friend who talks to me and ask me how i'm doing, whatever, he's flirting

i'm a flirt but i keep my distance. i feel my heart pouncing and i'm between excited and unconfortable, i look at you and you get your friend away saying he's bothering me and stuff. i go to my table like nothing happen

later that night i'm going to the bathroom and on my way out i find you alone smoking outside. you look at me, i don't say anything but i stay put where i am, like i can't move. you finish your ciggarette and ask me what i'm doing here, i say i came for the oasis concert, you say you too, i say what a coincidence and keep my gaze strongly like if i blink you'll do something i won't see

you grab me by the waist and tell me that we should be going upstairs to the bar with our friends. i'm frozen, is like that makes sense but i can't move, your touch gives me chills, the good and the bad kind. i take a step back to take of your hand and say i'll be there in a moment. you go upstairs, after a moment i go to my friends.

in another version of this dream you grab my waist strongly and pull me to the wall, you say you can't help it, this is too much of a good thing, i push you away and scream so my friends come rapidly and we leave.

in another cersion of this dream, i say what a coincidence and you ask me if i'm glad about it, i don't respond. you ask me if you can touch me, i nod. you grab me by the waist and caress my arm, i close my eyes, you kiss my cheek, my neck, my hand touches your hand and then your hair. i open my eyes and i pull you away

i cannot do this. it is not okey. you ask what's wrong? i say you're married, you say i'm not exactly single either but that never stopped us before. i say that i'm not that girl anymore and i promptly go up the stairs and ask my friends to leave

[littlemaple]

a major bridge in my home city practically disintegrated this morning when a cargo boat crashed into one of the legs and now im just sad and really homesick

i have a lot of thoughts and don't want to say too much on my facebook so

i hated driving on that bridge, i hated being on bridges at all but not because that particular one was unsafe or anything, however watching how fast it fell into the river makes me feel like it was in fact unsafe. baltimore is a historic port city, built on a huge bay thats fed into by an equally huge river, this bridge was one of two that are essential for traffic in and out of the city unless coming in by boat or something

besides, the thing was iconic. and named over a historic figure that we're actually quite proud of having as a local. a lot of cityscapes were taken with this bridge in it and i dont know a local who doesn't travel on it rather frequently.

baltimore is one of the most dangerous cities in the usa. i know a lot of people don't think too highly of it, many of my own family included. but i love baltimore

if you ask me, baltimore is one of the best places to go. there are awesome music and concert venues, the food made at local restaurants cant be beat, and the museums are absolutely everything. the last time i was there was last fall to see queen+adam lambert which was absolutely fucking amazing

im just feeling a little sad for my home city. i wasn't raised there, being a bit of a smalltown country brat, but i lived there as an adult before moving abroad and have so many good memories there

if you know me irl, i know i can talk shit about baltimore and tell people not to go there without a local or at least an itinerary (just don't look lost, okay? ppl everywhere prey on that shit) but most of us are good, nice people who'll give the shirt off their backs if you ask. but we all joke about it because its coping, you know? like, when trxmp called us a disgusting city of rats or whatever it was, we all leaned into that hard. you can still buy tshirts and misc souvenirs of baltimore rats. hell, one of my favorite shirts has baltimore under the reading rainbow with the tagline theres more than just m*rder here. that shits funny okay?

baltimore had enough struggles to deal with, we didn't need this too. and i know, other places are experiencing worse. but this sucks too. on top of a scary election year, a horrifying political landscape, and increasing christocentrism, antisemitism and all the other stupid ways we look to harm each other, now we have this "mass casualty event", six people still missing in the patapsco, and a hugely damaged local infrastructure, part of a national infrastructure that honestly should be upgraded everywhere, now and not when things actually collapse and people die.

baltimore is a nice place and i will die on this hill. i hope they can rescue the missing people safely and everyone can recover well, healthily, and safely.

keeping my baltimore in my heart, mind, and prayers and hoping we can get an answer to what exactly happened to cause this.

[astranva]

omg thankyou nova🥰😭❤️

the concert is in my country's capital city so its a big city and everything is very expensive and mind you i also live in a capital city (province though) and its doesn't compare. i have no louies friends from back home and there too so im basically alone, and i know that if i do go to see the concert, ill meet a lot of potential friends but still, the concert will end like around midnight so it'll be dangerous to go straight to the train station because im a girl, alone, in a big big city. my true crime invested brain just wont let me Imao

and the thing is that international artists rarely comes to my country, its always either singapore or australia. and harry wouldn't even acknowledge asia... so i just feel like i should take advantage of him coming here, PLUS its on my birthday wtffff

well i definitely wont be able to see him now bcs it is july 12, and the concert and my birthday is July 14💔 my mom is planning to take me on a one day trip for my birthday though so thats nice

your positive energy is contagious nova, im feeling better just reading all your positive asks🫶 o000hhhh i cant wait for that🥰 also, i did dye it myself! the color isn't right though so im hoping that it'll fade to that red brown ish color rather than purple pink red is color...

you're just too sweet nova!!!! i fucking love you so much and i dont even know you!!!❤️💞💖🥰😘💝🫶 tysm for listening and responding! you really makes it so easy to love you, idk how you do it love

righttt?!?! i also feel like my friends dont care ab me enough to care ab my birthday. i always say its not a big deal its just a birthday but i still wanted it to be special yk? i dont want big extravagant birthday but i wanted a special birthday w the ppl that loves me. in my college friend group, im actually the last one to have a birthday, and i went all out for them all (its not that im expecting for then to return the favor, but its just an opportunity to see if they care ab me like i care ab them or not yk) idk anymore im rambling

-your little 🍓

that really sucks, i’m sorry, bub :( i know it’s especially upsetting because he’s in your country so don’t feel like you need to feel anything but upset about that. feel your feelings until it gets easier.

if it helps, you just need to plan and prepare for when he comes back again. so start saving up (no rush) until his next tour, it probably won’t before a couple of years so you’ll have time!

it’s great that your mom’s celebrating you 🥹

pink/purple hair also doesn’t sound bad! but yeah, it’ll definitely get toned down with frequent showers.

and i understand you so much with the birthday thing because i was in your shoes. i had always told my friends that i didn’t care about my birthday and that i even hated it a little, so they never really paid much mind to it and i always felt upset because i also expected them to go out of their way to do anything.

however, this year, i actually had a talk with them and they were like “we always want to celebrate you but we just don’t want to make you uncomfortable in case there’s something personal related to your birthday that you don’t want us to know” so it was a valid reason, and, long story short, i told them i want to celebrate my birthday this year and we actually did and it was nice!

so a nice conversation will always do, and of you’re not comfortable enough to do that, then you can just straight up tell them that you want to celebrate your birthday and think of ways together. xx

noooo stooop you’re so cute! you can talk to me whenever you want, lovie! love youuuu 💖 xx

[messiisgodibeliveinhim]

Taeyong

I just wanted to rant about everything that happened. So here I am.

So initially I didn't want to watch the concert because of the obvious lack of Taeyong. But i did watch it (ill*gally) on Twitter Live Stream, to see who would cover for Taeyong and how.

Okay, first of all, is it just me or was there an actual lack of preparation and production for the concert??? Like, compare it to SuperM's Beyond Live. The VCRs, the camera direction, the stage, the AR effects... Everything looked so good and exciting. But for this one, they didn't even try. The production was lacking severely and the AR effects were barely used. Everything looked rushed as if they didnt actually plan it set by set. The VCRs were just all the footages from other videos clamped together. There was nothing new or cool about this Beyond Live, even with the increased price. Overall, it looked cheap. I think, the only saving grace of this online concert were the boys themselves.

Secondly, the boys who covered for Taeyong did a good job. Obviously, no one can come close to even performing and delivering like Taeyong but the boys did fine, considering that they had to practice his parts for only 2-3 weeks. And it's a daunting task to fill such huge shoes. The pressure that the boys felt, especially the newbies Shotaro and Sungchan, to try to fill that gap, must have been immense.

But of course, NShittyzens took this as an opportunity to sh*t on Taeyong, saying stupid things like 'XYZ ate Taeyong up', 'ABC made Taeyong's song his own', 'MNO killed Taeyong's part and I think he should've been part of the original line-up instead of Taeyong', 'I hope my bias gets to shine now', 'My faves really took this "opportunity" and showed the world' etc.... Like??? Are you really that dense or just spewing bs like this cuz y'all want attention??? The same thing happened when Taeyong missed the KBS mid-year festival and the other boys covered for him for Kick It.

If y'all truly believe that you're bias only shines when Taeyong is absent, then it shows how insecure you are about you're faves talents and abilities. If you truly think Taeyong's injury is an "opportunity" for your fave, then there is clearly something wrong with you. If you think you're fave ate Taeyong up in any manner, then it shows that you just hate Taeyong. If you think Taeyong is replaceable, then you're doing piss poor job of convincing yourself. Taeyong doesn't need NCT, but NCT needs Taeyong.

He is not just the leader, but also the main dancer, main rapper, sub vocalist, the center of the group and the face of the group. He has also contributed to the group with over 30 songs and has choreographed for some of NCT songs. He is NCT's idea bank, with the numerous times he has come up with something new and interesting for their concepts or choreography (For Example: The Jungle Gym for Neo City tour, the epic finger move and Mark stepping on Taeyong for the Kick It choreography, the chandelier scene in MAW, etc) . Many professionals have constantly praised Taeyong for his creativity and excellent inputs.

Taeyong was there from the very beginning of NCT and has carried the group on his back for 4 years now. And he has always remained kind and humble, even with all the misdirected hate that he faced for years. He always puts himself down and praises all the members, no matter what. He has juggled between groups, 5 comebacks and numerous concerts, this year alone. His schedule list looks like the Bank Statement of one whole year. The way the man has worked for the past 2 years is insane. And upon that, the burden of being the leader of a group with 23 members??? Can y'all even imagine the amount of weight on Taeyong's shoulders???

And yes, the injuries he has constantly sustained for over 4 years now. We have seen various footages of him having neck braces, holding his waist and limping. He has also talked about the continuous back pain or how he was sick for 3 days after shooting a MV. SM had known exactly the extent of his injuries and still overworked him to the bone. Now his waist disc injury has relapsed and we still dont have a statement on his health or time of recovery on ANY of the SM Official Accounts. Not one word. We had to find out through a platform that's barely used and most non-twitteratti NCTzens didn't know about this whole ordeal until after the concert began.

What boils my blood is that SM knew about the relapsed injury way before, gave the boys enough time to practice Taeyong's part, but announced the concert by advertising Taeyong all over it, last Monday. And they literally only made the announcement after the concert ticket cancelation period was over. F*cking money whores! F*ck SM!!!!

The worst part of it all are the NShittyzens. Most of you didn't care about the fact that SM not only neglected the leader's health but also scammed Taeyong's fans. When TyongFs began to get refunds for the concert, some of you accused them and started dictating what they should do with their own money, pulling sh*t like- 'Taeyong as a leader, wants his group to do well. Now he would be sad knowing that fans dont care about the group cuz y'all are getting your refunds'. Really? Cuz most y'all who said this watched the concert illegally, makes it even more funny to me. And its none of you're business, how anyone else spends their money. And if you think Taeyong cares about SM losing money, then you're just stupid. If it's anyone in the whole group who'd say 'F*ck Capitalism!', it's Taeyong. So STFU!

Also, when TyongFs started demanding an official statement from SM about Taeyong, some of y'all went- "You're just a fan. Y'all dont have any right to cross the boundaries of Idol-Fan relationship and ask for personal stuff. Other artist fans didn't get any official statement, so why should you?'. We didnt ask for his f*cking medical records. We just want a statement from SM's official accounts about his health and his time of recovery. That's it. SM has refused to acknowledge the injuries of other artists before, doesn't mean that this pattern has to continue. And as fans, we are entitled to know about the artist, cuz WE CARE...! Cuz a waist disc injury relapsing aint a small thing. The amount of pain that Taeyong is probably enduring right now.... We dont even know the extent of it. We dont know how long he needs to recover or even how long SM will give him to rest. We don't know anything and we are scared. So just wanting a statement about it, isnt 'crossing the boundaries' as you put it. So again, STFU!

Y'all don't care about Taeyong, fine. The least you can do is respect him and not discredit his hardwork. After everything he has done and continues to do for NCT, y'all keep going with the 'Taeyong is the villain' narrative. He isn't stealing your faves lines or screentime. He isn't pushing them back to 'shine more'. He isnt the bad person you think he is. Y'all rejoicing now that he is injured, happy that your faves got to take up Taeyong's part or just hateful saying your fave was better than Taeyong.... It just ain't it.

No other group leader gets the kinda hate Taeyong does, even though he does 5 times the work for the group than any other leader. Yes, Taeyong has multiple positions the group, all deserved. Yes, he is a very charismatic and an amazing performer on the stage, that lures new fans in. Not his fault that he grabs everyone's attention. Yes, he is very talented in so many aspects. But that doesn't mean you get tobblame you're faves mistreatment on him, cuz he himself is being mistreated by SM. So don't come at me with you're 'SM's golden boy' bs! I will taze your ass and watch supernanny as you crawl under the carpet!

Maybe you're right about how you're faves dont get to shine enough when they're on the same stage as Taeyong, cuz his charisma and aura is very magnetic, you can't help but watch him and him only. I thought only TyongFs have this kinda tunnel vision but apparently, all of you have it as well....

Here's the thing. You don't like it when Taeyong gets praised all the time, whether its his dance or rap or anything at all. Cuz you don't like Taeyong. So why are you even focused on him and TyongFs. If I don't like anything, i simply ignore it. So instead of focusing on Taeyong, focus on hyping up your fave (again, by not dragging Taeyong, not even subtly). It ain't hard, trust me.

At least have the human decency to not rejoice over the fact that he is injured. The sh*t i see online everyday, some of y'all have totally lost it.

And lastly, no one can eat up Taeyong. No one can do his part better than him. Hell, no one can even come close to doing what he does. So get that delusion outta your heads. Its embarrassing.

[onelifeforlouisandi]

Hello . I follow u bcs you're straight forward and don't fall for any bullsgit whether it be larries or otherwise so i had to ask.. you said it in your tags Louis doesn't know what true love is.. i don't know how one can come to that conclusion from a interviews and without knowing him personally . Isn't it an extreme statement to make about a celebrity who is essentially a stranger and about whom we know nothing except like 0.5% of their lives? Maybe he does or he doesn't , who knows .

Hi, well, first of all thank you for following me. (Sorry I don’t know how to put a read more on mobile so this will be huge.)

Yes, for sure is an extreme statement, but I’m just talking about what I see. When you see them together, even though we only see a little bit, but when you see them together do you see love? Because I sure don’t.

For example: he has maybe 4-5 pictures that are candid pictures of him and Briana and he looks way more interested in Briana in those 5 pictures than he ever looked with demon. Same thing with Danielle. He was super convincing with Danielle.

Here is the thing, this whole story he tells make no sense for someone that have been following him for years. In 2014 he was so over her he could barely look at her face. She was out there posing and posing but they weren’t acting like a couple anymore. You could see in his face he was over it. 2015 came some shenanigans happened and then they broke up. Louis simply started to be alive on stage and in life itself. He was out of the house. He was around with friends. 2014 Louis was like home and 1D only. You would never see him around. There was a big difference between Louis during concerts in 2014 until March 2015 and Louis after the break up. He was alive, I have never seen him that alive, he started to get healthy, you could see he was happy and that something really heavy left his shoulders. He became his best version on stage. I kid you not, in 2014, I thought him and Zayn hated being on stage because they were never engaging with anyone. And then 2015 came and he was completely different, and Zayn too, he was enjoying that experience and life and he was happy.. so so happy. So the conclusion that one comes is.. fuck that demon left his life and that was the best thing it could have happened to him, right? Then 2016 came and because of Louis and Danielle I developed anxiety, don’t ask me why I dont know, but seeing them together acting very together gave me anxiety. Louis never acted into demon like he acted with Danielle. Fuck, the whole Chicagohell, he went to her parents house, walked around the city, sang on snapchat with her.. he was acting very very into her. That was shocking for me because he never ever acted like that with demon. Then he went to Atlanta and then LA.. and pap pictures started and other pictures too. They were always holding hand, always together, not saying they were together, but they were being really really convincing until the bitter end. 2017 came and a switch flipped and Louis went back to be that cold bf, the bf that doesnt care. The bf that doesn’t touch his gf, barely hold hands. They are together only during pap pictures. Look at what Coachella was in 2017? A shit show. They were never together in candid pictures. They were miles away.

So, how in hell am I supposed to believe he missed this girl and she is the one when he can’t spend one moment with her alone? when he doesn’t travel with her alone and he can’t even be close to her for more than a few minutes? How am I supposed to believe he loves her when he doesn’t show an ouce of love for her and she shows -10 ouces of love for him. When “they got back together” and the first thing they did was a pap walk gone wrong? Is that what you do for the one? No, it’s not.