#I dont even remember most of their names 💀. ive tried almost 10 in total. (mustve been around 8~9) . none of them worked and they all made

[psychabolition]

...the psychiatric drugs they kept prescribing me over the years were making me lose my mind entirely ,bit by bit . I suddenly had random blackouts that made me forget everything about myself and my life and which made me "wake up" in foreign places., theyve made me suicidal , Ive had stomach aches because of them and brain fog . Less energy and extreme insomnia -once I spend several days being wide awake with 0h sleep because of them. my meds have made me relapse before. Once they've changed my personality so much that it was literally like a chemical lobotomy - no thoughts no feelings no motivation , docile and obedient . , Ive experienced withdrawal that lasted over a month and that literally made me try to kill myself because I thought that it would never end .Ik for sure that if Ive never gotten 'treatment' at all I would be doing better today .