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Sunburn isn't just uncomfortable, it makes you feel awful. Me anyway. Before it hurts thr next day, the 1st day it just feels hot and it's not just skin deep either. It makes you feel like you have a fever and everything is horrible
#Maybe only some of that is sunburn#I was in the shade most of the day#But it is a June sun#I forgot sunscreen on my chest#I dont do well with heat anyway#Or anything#On way back I was trying hard not to have out burst w mom which would just make it worse#Or I can't handle 2 unusual weeks where is not even that much ;(#Yesterday my skin was hot and I felt like a fever and I was mostly inside!#I didnt feel like I could write
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Vettonso complaining about each other not respecting schrondinger's track limits on the radio compilation + Seb's commentary that made me a bit feral
Must include these sexy ass pics okay, it makes me feral how hard they race each other.
Also SO upset that we got this vid and there's also pictures(and presumably a vid out there somewhere) of Fernando, back then, ALSO debriefing this race. And yet we never got them together?????? Evil. Fucked up.
Imagine seeing them complaining about each other but also having to (begrudgingly if you're Fernando) compliment each other IN FRONT of each other. Maybe its a good thing it doesn't exist, bcs then I'd have a heart attack.
#this is just a supercut of the f1 vid in the source so you should watch that as well :)#thank you boo to inadvertently pointing me towards this moment cause man it makes me insane#like the added context of knowing seb was just being bratty cause he KNEW fernando was heated on the radio is SO funny#fernando's radios....actually so feral#'give back the position IMMEDIATELY'#fernando i dont have the position but i will do my best to give it to you anyways#grrrrrrr theres smth about getting to see seb discuss such a vettonso hard racing moment#he clearly respects him 🥹#but even years on you can tell hes SO pleased abt how much he was irritating fernando#this is the kinda clip that makes me wish f1 had proximity chat#them both on the radio like 'does that idiot EVEN know what hes doing'#also the annoying confidence of seb on the radio saying its fernando's fault if he gets a punctuee#and not even mentioning the fact that he could get a puncture 😭#but again. to hear him complimenting Fernando really kills me#just about his spacial awareness and how seb feels like he can always race him to the limit bcs he TRUSTS him#like that is the true f1 romance to me. racing someone hard and complaining on the radio but +#admitting that you never rly felt in danger bcs you TRUST the other driver!!!!!!!#i love sassy angry radios. they both sound so........yeah. im unwell#f1#formula 1#sebastian vettel#fernando alonso#we do a little bit of f1#2014 british gp#vettonso
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Saw a post abt the Sonic movies that was like "plz filter negativity posts better" which is GOOD AND TRUE you should be doing that. Ok. But then they kept going to imply that the criticisms of the Sonic movies are all entirely Personal and Ignorable and not like. Usually abt the horrific copaganda, misogynistic writing, and Paramount's disgusting zionism.... Guys a lot of ppls problem w the Knuckles show wasn't JUST a bastardization of Knuckles' character or thinking Wade was annoying or whatever, but like was focused on the grotesque Zionist message from that one episode 😭😭😭 you can enjoy something and still recognize that it has intrinsic and huge glaring flaws and talk abt them. I think actually you Should be speaking up abt the misogyny, zionism and propaganda the SCU supports and discusses, ESPECIALLY if you like the movies! Its important to be able to recognize these things in media and admit that even media you personally enjoy can be deeply problematic, instead of hiding it away and pretending those HUGE FLAWS aren't issues actually....
#scu neg#sonic movie negative#do you guys even have a specific single tag? genuine question#scu negative#like bro you just had to say 'plz tag negativity posts better :(' you didnt have to go on a tangent abt how sonic wachowski is a perfect#little angel ...#and writing off criticism abt the movie as 'personal issues' is also just. Mean. undermining ppls genuine investment in the characters#shadow means a lot to me. his storyline js extremely powerful. ofc im disappointed they fucked it up. thats personal but it has real world#consequence. taking a character whos entire plotline is driven by an anti-militant message and who is a genuine and powerful representative#of PTSD in media and making him. Whatever He Is Now is Bad Actually. even if you think thats just a personal take it still has Real Effects#and i dont expect the scu to be a masterpiece of art. i take sonic seriously but i understand that im maybe an Exception and also that#perceptions of characters change between literally Everyone. but i think its still fine to say that i dont trust the writers to tell the#story they want to tell. they very clearly Dont understand what made adventure-era sonic so powerful in the first place and thats a valid#take even if it is 'just a personal opinion'#ok sorry for getting heated. as a board-certified PTSD haver shadow the hedgehog is important to me its like i imprinted on him as a child#like. i dont think its a stretch to assume that theyre probably going to make shadow Dull and Lame compared to his old storylines. gerald i#already so fucked up that i honestly have lost all hope this movie will have good writing. and i can Expect good writing becuz this project#is from a huge corporation that can Afford good talent and Chose to do their movies this way instead#and they were like 'you guys cant b mad that the character you like didnt show up!' when the criticism for THAT is that the scu is doing#EVERYTHING in its power to AVOID adding new and substantial female roles to the cast. rouge not being there is a larger issue besides just#Missing Her. we have 3 reoccurring women/girl characters. out of a cast of roughly 13 main characters. cant you see how disgusting that is.#i think its 13 anyway hang on. im counting wade tom sonic tails knuckles shadow eggman gerald those two gun guys. yeah#'but theyre adding another woman character!' yeah.... and shes another military official..... when we coulda had Rouge the Bat???#thats not the win you think it is.........#ig theres sonics owl mom too genuinely forgot abt her tbh#she exists only to b a mom and die tho so she isnt rlly That Great as a woman character either#and maddie exists only to b Sonics Mom and rachel only exists to be the Funny Aunt and jojo only exists to be The Girl Cousin so......#SORRY ESSAY SORRY i feel very passionately abt sonic!!!! especially in this case!!!!!!!#ok well ig maria is there too but shes also just. Uhm. Ok. Look. i love maria robotnik. but she is a Plot Device not a character. sorry#wades family dont count either becuz. well. they suck NO NO NO JUST KIDDING
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my sibling's teacher (in high school) is using chat gpt to grade the essays on their tests and they just spent like twenty minutes trying to argue why that was a good thing i feel like im kind of losing it a bit
#boink#im not gonna be the person who says ai is evil and bad and can never be used ever#i just think that it is absolutely fucked to be a high school teacher grading tests and short answer essays with fucking chat gpt#like come on#and then theyre like oh ok but if it messes up you get to argue your answer and that helps you learn#and im like#that sounds like something you need to do in class then?#like if discussion is helpful#fucking do the discussion in class#dont do a thing that regularly puts students on the spot#especially high schoolers#where theyre accountable for catching the mistakes on their grades#like yeah mistakes are inevitable and ive caught some and pointed them out to teachers before#however that is not supposed to be the norm??#and im like maybe youre ok with that but not everyone is going to be able to do that#and my sibling is like well i think thats just a life skill to stand up for yourself#but like thats not the issue#i feel like the issue is that students especially kids when the authority figure /who knows the information/ tells them theyre wrong#theyre going to believe that#the students shouldnt be accountable for that /especially/ not as high schoolers#and my sibling is like well its an ap class so its college level and no one in the class is stupid#and i just. first of all? ap classes are nothing like any college class ive ever taken. including classes that are the exact same subject#and second. the level of the class is kind of irrelevant here? like i get the idea bc you wanna feel smart and capable in fancy smart class#but i just genuinely think that is irrelevant and kind of a condescending point to bring up#ANYWAY#idk why im getting so heated abt this :')#i was just kind of horrified#bc they were acting like it was so good. and not even that. they were acting like the people who /didnt/ like it#were stupid and way in the wrong#like i just do not agree
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Okay so basically the United States MINT of all people is going to be working with DC to make a line of coins! These coins sadly won't be in circulation (the things I would do to live in a world where I could get Batman coins from the supermarket) as they're collectors coins, but will be releasing over the course of the next 3 years, 2025-2027.
Designs haven't been released yet (the same is true for all 2025 designs) but we know there will be 9 coins in total (3 each year) with the first year featuring (of course!!!) Superman, Batman, and Wonder Woman.
Although we know the first three heroes to be featured, the remaining six have yet to be decided, and it turns out the Mint is putting out a survey on their site to gauge which of a group of culturally significant heroes people want to see most! (link to the form is mentioned in the article above)
The considered group includes: Supergirl, the Flash, Green Arrow, Black Canary, Captain Marvel, John Stewart GL, Aquaman, Hawkman, Jamie Reyes BB, Robin (Damian?), Cyborg, and Batgirl, of which 6 will be selected.
As someone who does a bit of coin collecting myself (mainly circulation coins like the quarters sets, but I also have a couple proof and collectors coins) I think this is a really cool and interesting idea that showcases the history of the comics medium and these characters and their influence on American culture. Really excited to wait and see what the designs look like for the coins already announced!
#ABSOLUTELY INSANE TO ME#sorry just. only thing that could make this crazier is if these were circulating. i would fucking die actually lmao#i mean you could buy something with one of these legally but like youre an idiot if you do that so likeeee#someone showing up with the solid gold superman collector coin and its only legally worth a dollar lmao#not that someone would do this but future generations/archeologists finding a coin in some ruins and it just has like. batman on it#amazing to me#also just the transition from us currency having all fake people (lady liberty some random native american guy etc.) and then going to real#people and presidents then expanding that to honor people that they believe should be honored (think the harriet tubman coin set right now)#and representing beauty and innovation and culture through representation of the states#only through that lens to swing back around and have fake people on the coins again in the form of the freaking dc trinity. insane to me#no one ever gets me when im nerding out over coins its okay. at least its not postage stamps (i actually do have some special postage stamps#its like 1 sheet though it was for the 2017 eclipse and the image changes from totality to the moon with the heat of your finger theyre so#cool okay) anyways i like dont really know that much abt coins lol i originally saw a post abt this on reddit 💀 lol and had to check this#was real which is insane. anyways my dad got my all my coin stuff ive got a proof set from the year i was born albums to hold the 50 states#and national parks (america the beautiful but its 90% natl park designs lets be honest here) quarter collections as i find them irl#(dont have an album for us women yet sadly but do have some of the coins) as well as a few dimes and other circulation albums i havent used#much. and then i have a few collectibles like the hubble telescope $1 coin the 50th anniversary apollo 11 one and the 2021 anniversary peace#dollar. though like not the gold ones or anything like that lol but yeah. i talk abt coins every once and a while with friends and i know#things but then my dad is in the car and its like nevermind lol.#also put a ? after damian's name bc theres a chance it could be dick and they just used the wrong picture. because some of the character#bios had names but his didnt and seemed very dick grayson (acrobatics mention “batman's partner” etc) but not so specfic exclude either one#and the pick was damian. but then the ollie pick was goateeless for some reason so who knows#culturally dick is more important but dami is current so idk#dc comics#blah#ive really been learning so much today. first all in announcement and subsequent leaks and now this. what a ride#also love how im anticipating and know future comics things lol. when did that happen haha. ive really transitioned from only reading back#issues and never knowing current events to following a lot of releases lol and somehow finding out about the freaking coin collection...#crazy how that happens#cant scroll up at that first image without losing it a bit still actually. what a world we live in. anyways take your bets who is gonna be
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GUESS WHO'S BACK BITCHES!!!! >:D
#rennikorambles#ITS YA BOY#BACK FROM VACATION#i got back last night but we were all EXHAUSTED so we passed out#but now i RETURN#the beach was pretty fun glad there was a pool around too#like. i dont really like the beach that much in itself#like the sand the salt water the heat i dont really like#but the things you can do there are just so fun i can never say no#and WE PLAYED FRISBEE. WE HAD A FRISBEE AND WE PLAYED WITH IT AND OH MY GOD#i felt a DOG LIKE INSTINCT.#i was pretty good at throwing and every time i caught it i felt euphoria like YES YES I CAUGHT IT WOOHOO HAHAH YIPPEE#we also brought a boomerang but we forgot how to throw it properly so.. (my brother's finger went through some shit... rip brian)#and we met some new friends! well more like my dad was invited by his pal (who i can just SEE why theyre friends istg)#and his family were the ones coming with us! and so we met their kids and they were all pretty great#the oldest one of them was younger than me so i felt powerful <3#we also played some uno flip and some other games it was just real fun#anyways! lets see what ive missed <3
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AND WE ARE BACK BABY 🥳🎊🎉🥂🎆🎊🎆🥳🎉🎊🎆🥳🎊🎊🎆🎆🎊🎉🥳🎆🥳🥳🥳🎉🎉🥂🥂🎊🥳🎉🪅🪅🪅🪅🪅🪅🪅🪅🪅🪅
If anyone asks me if I regret my decision (being unable to post for 22 hours bc I went ham on a sideblog and hit post limit at 2am yesterday) I'd like to give a resounding HELL NO by the way. It was a terrible experience bc unfortunately I'm horribly addicted to this webbed site HOWEVER. I'd do it again. It's what they [noncanon hetbait comic book couple] deserve. Anyways it is SUCH a relief to be able to post again. I am now so aware of how much I use this site though rip
#''swishy you hit post limit? how could you DO that to your followers'' um well first off youre hilarious to think that i have followers#like on lothscat dot tumblr dot com (sci fi/comics/p much every current non scooby obsession sideblog)??????? BE REAL#that place is a ghost town lets be honest. the only one reading that shit is me#and SECOND. if my 53 followers cannot HANDLE 250 simonjess posts in a row at 2am???? then they dont DESERVE to be there in the first place#like if you cant handle the heat get out of the kitchen you know!!!!!#like if i want to rb the same comic panel 25 times in a row times like 30 panels i should be allowed to do that actually#tumblr stopping me was VERY funny and honestly what i was aiming for but still very rude#anyways if id known that hitting post limit would also carry over here i would have at least said something#but it doesn't matter now because WERE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!@ for however long until i do that again because it was actually hilarious shjsjeej#my queue is so fucking long though#both on my one sideblog and here. mainly the sideblog bc i funneled the remainder of the posting spree into there but also here bc i queued#up the posts that i wanted to rb but couldnt when REALLY i should have scheduled them bc then theyd actually have posted semi promptly#but oh well im too lazy to go and fix it#blah
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idk just my two cents on it
#there's always been this never ending talk about young girls namely teenagers wearing revealing clothes#and whatever i dont really take part in conversations surrounding that topic but there's always that one argument that really annoys me#that being ''well what did you expect me to wear in this heat''#like pls......pls. less clothing does not equal feeling less hot god i hate that notion so so bad#i guess it annoys me especially bc i'm at the opposite end of that topic by dressing modestly bc i'm a hijabi#and that whole notion affects me in the way that people ask me every single summer without fail if i'm not hot in all that#and every time i say i dont feel any hotter than you do i dont think a tank top with hot pants help in anyway in dealing with heat#like pls i dont think these kids wearing revealing clothes do it bc it's hot. they do it bc that's female fashion#and i have A LOT of feelings and opinions about THAT topic that will have many people disagree#i know this whole ''dress however you want bc empowerment'' is very big but i'll tell you it will never desexualize female bodies#we will never reach that point in society. truth is your oppressor is very pleased with your idea of empowerment#and you will never be free while pleasing your oppressor#that's why the direction we're headed towards will never achieve female liberation. but yeah i know my take will have many disagree with me#nesi rants
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You do not understand the abject horror and whiplash i got seeing the names 4lung and glitchedpuppet mentioned in a post on my dash out of nowhere last night good lord get me the fuck out of here IM NOT GOING BACK TO 2018 IM NOT GOING BACK TO 2018 RAAAGH GET AWAYY GET AWAAY
#sludgetalkz#sorry prepare for words. I always get heated when this sort of shit crosses my thinking space#btw i do not reccomend looking into those two unless in a good headspace by the way. or at all. its bad#anyway uhhhhhhh if you're cool with the shit either of those two did i do not want you here ezpz#i am a self described freak. but that doesnt mean I'm gonna let this sorta shit slide#i do not EVER stay cool with people who are weird towards kids or those who support them knowingly ever forever fuck ya life BING BONG#or well- all the other shit the latter did too because holy fucking shit thats a hell of a saga but many others have said more than i can#but im going on a tangent here. feel free to plead your case or whatever i dont know its too early for this shit Im so tired
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An update: my great-aunt, who also has alzheimer's, told me that it's okay that I'm afraid to get a job but she knows I can do it and I 🥺🥺
#this is all because i dont have the energy to go dinner with them tonight#because 1) the Force-forsaken heat and 2) because i *really* want to go out tomorrow#and i can either choose to go out tonight or tomorrow but not both#everyones gone and im crying and stuff but it is not a meltdown so im proud of myself#for somehow regulating well enough to only be crying ^.^#and for the record: i dont mind being told that i dont have to be afraid of getting a job#not from my great-aunt#she doesnt even remember that im tomas now and that ive been tomas for a little over three years#i appreciate the sentiment even though it isnt helpful at all if that makes sense#and im also doing a lot better now than i was this time last year exclusively because ive finally learned how to rest and not do too much#well anyway#all of this is to say that yes im okay!
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I'm finally fucking free Babeyyyyyyy
#rat rambles#oni posting#locavore has finally been hit thank fucking god#at cycle 205#idk how long it usually takes ppl but I imagine it's usually able to be completed much sooner#and to be clear I always play on the normal speed so not counting pausing thats at least like 30 hours of me waiting for this fucking thing#anyways! Im currently preparing my first rocket for power bank production since I can actually do research now#I suppose the next step is to plan out how I want to expand my main base since I have kept it pretty small so far#but now that farming is in fact an option I have I would like to be able to expand to fit more of a population#my main food source will probably still be meat but I want to be able to produce more of it with more dreckos#and let it be known my current dreckos are only alive due to me maticulously placing them by food outside their ranch when theyre hungry#which is yknow. annoying and innificent as hell. but I had to keep them alive somehow#I do also have stone hatches going but I dont have any volcanoes yet so I dont wanna be dependent on them#which Im already not that much so that's a plus#I also like just got pacu going so thatll also be a big boon for me going forward#the real question for me rn is which plants I wanna nother with farming since I do have a lot of options#generally speaking berry pie is one of my favorite high teir foods to run so Ill probably end up doing that again#especially since I have a sulfur guyser#the big thing is that my planetoid is actually quite chilly rn so figuring out where and how to set these farms up is going to be annoying#Ive been playing real fast and loose with breaking into cold biomes and leaving them to leak and it's biting me in the ass now#well ultimately not that much since again Im pretty chill on food rn#I have over a million kcals of food built up in my (now proper) deep freezer so Im feeling pretty secure#basically I have plenty of time to kill rn so Im not going to fret too hard abt the farming for my dupes thing and more abt the dreckos#this achievement as it turns out rly isnt too hard when you only have one mouth to feed for most of it#most of my problems in this save rly have just come 3rd tier research being harder for me#which is usually just a problem due to the power requirements but I actually am pretty good on power rn#I wont be forever but Im feeling pretty secure rn#bionic dupes rly do force you to get your shit together power wise much earlier than you'd usually be forced to#which in turn does also put the torch of heat by your feet sooner#it definitely leads to a very different early game than Im used to playing which has been quite fun so far
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electrocution
#a while ago i opened up the controller for my cats heating pad to check the board bc the display flickers and two of the buttons dont work#and i did leave it plugged in while i was doing this because the point was to try to adjust things to see if it fixed the display#so anyway i did keep getting surprised by something pinching my fingers when i touched the pins accidentally#which was actually me getting an electric shock of course. so yeah that was maybe a little stupid but it was low amps so its fine 👍#the board is probably fine btw i think the problem is the cord which sucks bc its the part that connects the pad to the controller#and that part is specially insulated or whatever. i dont think itd be easy to replace it is what i mean#oh well i can still turn on the pad and decrease the temperature. i just cant increase it or change the length of time before it turns off
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even now i feel a rigidity in who i am even now as i try to shirk my previous skin !
#literally do not mind me i mean like a lot of my issue is that people do not mind me but like im working on that thats internal ok ?#with enough reframing and relearning and redoing myself actually it will be ok !#sometimes i think about the ppl who dislike me and wonder if theyd like cheer to see me spiral like this in a public way#and to them i say . well honestly i cannot blame u . who am i to say what you should feel or do or think . honestly like what fucking high#ground could i possibly be speaking from . lmao .#oh shout out to the ppl who followed me for evil !!!!!!!! i love u tboy ben !!!!!! ur my world!!!#theres something very intimate about this#no? a desire to be real . pinnochio retold. . anyways. i still dont know i dont think i will know for a very long time !!!#probably not until i am a snail . creeping along the garden wall . my little snail trail left on the stone . i am not happy but i am not sad#and i do not hunger . i survive or i do not . and my snail trail exists dries on the stone faster than i do ! crinkling in the arizona heat#I really could see myself as a snail in arizona . someday probably. no day soon#but certainly while snails are still around . hell yes
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Vent
#my friends always start fighting when theyre drunk.#like theyre the sweetest couple and would never break up and theyre getting married once they have the funds but#as soon as theyve gone down a bottle of vodka and its starting to get late they both get emotional and snappy#always start arguing#its so tiring#like i know i shouldnt drink with them anyway#they're alcoholics and i shouldnt drink with them because like. they shouldnt drink at all. and me joining them is giving them an incentive#but i cant tell them what to do either#and i dont wanna be like “no you cant have alcohol in my house thats not allowed” like some youth pastor#now they came into my room to ask if they could drink my alcohol since theirs ran out and i feel so gross#i dont want to fuel this behavior#its gotten worse i think#i should say no next time they ask to drink#theyre amazing and my best friends and have been the only people ive hung out with during my intense remote learning uni courses#but its so gross to feel like im endorsing this behavior when i join them and when they get like this#i dont know how to handle it and theyre obviously ashamed of their actions because they have to ask me to let them drink my alcohol as well#but theyre. idk. i dont wanna be an annoying savior complex esque “get sober” person either#i literally felt the need to hide the leftover alcohol and it proved to be needed since they came asking for it#its a bad time all around. i dont know how to handle this.#same with their fighting. they argue and end up hurting eachother and then immediately talk it out then hurt again then quiet then talk#its just a neverending ouroboros of fighting and making up#and its making everyone else uncomfortable and that fuels one of them to get even more heated#its so frustrating to endure as a bystander because they dont think theyre fighting#its a hassle. all this is a hassle. going away for uni is going to be interesting. i want a blunt#get them high instead of drunk and they wouldnt fight. or try to get more from someone else. maybe.#tried to hint that they should sleep but theyre staying up longer. im going to bed. getting to separate myself from the emotional storm#the borderline in them is probably blown out of proportion when drunk.#eugh#I dont like this
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aight job done i've made artwork that i find acceptable. not the best i've made (because i have barely any skill in non-talking-plant creatures) but uhh.... also i used the original clover ref sheet (pretty much uses all of the colors in the sprite)
anywaysz yeaah i didi t HIHI IT'S DONE AT... oh, 2:41. that took a lot less time than i thought it would. aight buhbyE!
oh yeah here's an edit right after i made this post. uh, guess what? this art WAS made for somebody (if you dont read my other posts). and cue the legend of zelda long chest opening effect...
yeah this person. they tried to encourage me (and i got the encouragement at literlaly the exact moment i started using tumblr again so uh i got extra giddy). oh right. another thing. WHAT'S WITH COOL PEOPLE FOLLOWING ME OVER ART THAT TAKES ME A FEW MINUTES????? AAAAAAA-
#random draws stuff#clover uty#I LIED ABOUT THE ONLY USING RANDOM DRAWS STUFF TAG ON ARTS THAT I DONT FEEL LIKE TAGGING HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA#anyways yeah thats about it no secrets here#but i COULD keep on adding tags to see if ya have determination to read through me ranting#okay you've gone this far. anyways heres a little story from yee ol' random#uh. heat wave (i'm dealing with the american heat wave SEMD HLEP!)#well that's about all i can do. oh yeah#i always see my art as only “acceptable enough” because i have many issues to point out#such as comparing myself to others. oh and also never working too hard on one thing#why? because i'm so LAZY that i could rival sans the skeleton#and i'm also an insomniac so uhhh nvm sans is not my spirit monster and i am not him#but i do voice the talking flower!#oh right you read this far. uhm. well. idk what to put here.#uhhh DRAMATIC QUOTE GO!#* After reading these tags. you are now filled with DETERMINATION... and a stroke.
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stuck a reference sketch on my wall yesterday and noe i am overcome with how much i want to have my wals plastered eith art and things i like and how much i chaffed with my mothers hatred for things on the walls for years and how ive forgotten at this point and i dont have any posters or anything but id like to out up pictures of my friends, and i wouldve like to print out some of the friends i dont really tlak to anymore as well and
and i cant because i still live here and those arent my walls and i cant decide what to do with them because the only thing allowed is nothing
#at leatd they are a blue green#i may have never been allowed to decorate my walls in any way but ive alwyas picked the colour they are#when i was tiny my room was pink. like im not saying i cant customise my room at all#it just has to adhere to some pretty strick guidelines and every decission i make is a battle to this day#i keep my lile beautysih products in my wardrobe becaus rit has a slidding mirror and a shelf on a good height#its the best place for it and it has been a 7 year long on and off battle about it with my mother#she doesnt use that space#she has nothing to do with it i put my own clothes back and frankly#i would rather do my own laundry any day but i dont because half of the black laundry is my clothes#and when i try and just deal with my own clothes for a few weeks she starts complaining that she doesnt have underwear#anyway#i personally would much rather she never touch my clothes with a 15 ft pole#because id rather keep some of them unwashed for months untill i get to handwash them#then have her put them in the high heat fucking asshole cycle she uses and thne the fucking dryer#we recently got the dryer like 2- 3 years back#and she loves it and i absolutely despise that thing#and its just#id rather my clothes stay usable for a few mroe yers then save myself the trouble of drying it on the rack#which its super annoying u get that i dislike doing it as well#but for someone that complained for years that i apparently take shit care of my clothes#im actually the person who keeps their clothes together for longer
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