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running-in-the-dark · 1 year ago

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I'm just so tired

#and. I only saw my partner for an hour today.#I get up late so that part isn't his fault... but he had *all day* on his own and still decided he wanted to go back to playing video games #after we watched one episode of leverage together #we bought a board game like... almost a month ago now. and every weekend I say hey it'd be nice if we maybe tried out that game (that he #said was interesting too!)#but nope it just doesn't happen. he sits at his computer all weekend and every weekday evening.#I'm just tired man. I'm so tired #I don't want to try anymore #it shouldn't feel this hard #personal #(haha straight people can't communicate with their partners wow straight women are so stupid blah blah blah. I'm gonna punch someone)#(not straight not a woman and fucking hell how is it the other partner's fault if one of them just won't fucking LISTEN. or TALK actually.#like fuck off with that shit man)

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spaceoutdreamer · 1 year ago

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#story time #why though #I don't want to try anymore #I don't want to exist anymore #I only have like one friend left #And Guizmo #I can't do this anymore bros #Did NOT sign up for this

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colorlessrose · 4 months ago

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"I know you have good intentions, BUT..."

"I'm sure you meant well, BUT..."

"I understand you're just trying to help, BUT..."

BUT WHAT. Apparently having a "good heart" or wanting to be helpful doesn't mean shit anymore.

#leave me the fuck alone I'm neurodivergent #I'm so fucking tired of not being enough #I don't want to try anymore

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0ncogene · 2 years ago

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I think maybe I'll make a 5-year plan. If I'm not happy and possibly in love in five years, I'm fucking offing myself

#I'm so fucking tired of trying #I don't want to try anymore #personal

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big-moon-little-moon · 6 days ago

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so called TPK enjoyers once they realize their graph paper wife is a part of the P that's supposed to get TK-ed

bonus:

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iizuumi · 5 months ago

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Side effects of wearing your sentient Kaiju suit too often ,,,,

#hoshina soshiro #kn8 #kaiju no. 8 #my art #kaiju no 10 #hoshi10 #FINALLY I GOT TO DRAW BODYMERGE HOSHI10 #this is my favourite form of existence for them my brain is spinninnggggg #it's so sexy to me to imagine hoshina trying to take off the suit and he just can't get it off without peeling his own skin off shcjsnfjs #10 so pleased with this situation #hoshina panic but also he cant tell anyone becazse then they'd definitely take 10 away from him #and we don't want that #brain spinning so hsrd i hope he curls up in his room and hides while the suit slowly merges ro his body #until one of his boyfriends finds him ofc hhhhh #rushing him to medical but they can't change him back to human anymore #can you see I've been thinking about this ancjsixbsia #I'll see myself out

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poorly-drawn-mdzs · 3 months ago

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Council of lovefools.

[First] Prev <–-> Next

#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #jiang yanli #jiang cheng #They don't have an actual sleepover in this scene but the vibes were so sleepover coded...I had to get them cozied up.#Late night talks with friends and family are some of the best conversations.#My siblings and I used to have room sleepovers with each other (Actually an excuse to stay up and talk about runescape)#Currently my flatmates and I also have really great heart to hearts late into the night.#Pondering shit like 'What defines confidence?“ and ”Why are people terrified of letting themselves fall in love?"#All that aside; There is a really great conversation between JC and WWX here. They are so close and yet so far way from each other!#Fundamentally they *agree* about many things - but JC now has to play the role of someone more 'mature'.#His temper is reigned in and he had to take a more nuanced approach. Whereas WWX can be far more reactionary.#JC has changed to become someone more mature (or at least he is trying).#Contrast this attitude with the scene *right* after where WWX literally goes baby mode with JYL. Rolling around going “I'm Fwee years old”.#When children are hurt we comfort them with hugs and warm food and a laugh. It's not enough when you're an adult. It's not simple anymore.#WWX is stuck in the past when everyone else is shifting and moving on! It's a depression allegory (and just...actual depression)#But we also get to see how some things have stayed the same. They still bicker about soup. They still tease. They are still together.#They all care for each other very much but they are struggling against trauma and are not equipped to talk about it.#You can't really blame WWX for being so protective over JYL. But JC is right: “You don't have a say in who she likes.”#It may have started as an arranged marriage but *she* is *choosing* what her heart wants. JC sees that. WWX cannot.#The final act of love is letting go after all.

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cherryysocks · 1 month ago

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i'm me again... feels like it's been years...

#my art #flashing gif #flash warning #tw flashing #gif #i saw the tv glow #isttvg #digital art #made with toonsquid #oc art #just wanted to make a short clip for this audio but then inspo from a certain movie took hold..#don't know who exactly i feel like anymore but im trying harder to love every version of myself

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sakuraspoke · 4 months ago

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SPILLWAYS // RITE HERE RITE NOW

#the band ghost #rite here rite now #papa emeritus iv #ok i wasn't going to do anymore ghovie gifs but i've been trying some stuff out and am quite happy with these so wanted to share <3 #because: hands #and the way he closes his eyes #gulp #also if that anon from before is reading pls give me a break today lmao i don't have it in me #copia #my gifs

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ramibow · 4 months ago

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It always makes me so sad thinking about how much Mammon gets dunked on in cannon (to an almost obnoxious degree) so I'm choosing to ignore that in favor of these two being besties.

#obey me #om asmodeus #om mammon #obey me game #obey me shall we date #my art #i wanted to draw more stuff but i got tired :(#i've been trying to get back into obey me but i'm tired of the cannon stuff #we don't want her anymore

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running-in-the-dark · 1 year ago

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it's just. really really hard to find the motivation to keep going, you know? when everything just keeps getting worse. when nothing feels permanent.

#like #idk I just #I just want to live in a tiny little house. like a cottage or something #except we don't have anything like that here #there's so few houses for rent and all of them are huge and very expensive #I don't want to try anymore

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theloveinc · 1 year ago

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sugar daddy Bakugo is so funny b/c if he's paying your tuition he's getting mad if you don't go to class

#bakugo #he asks to go out one night and ur like #'i have class ill just skip tho' and he's like. um. actually i don't wanna go out anymore that night lets try saturday #UR SO SEE THROUGH SIR #u tell him u caught a cold and missed two days and he's asking what assignments you missed #you dont want his help bc he's mean but he's trying to help LMFAOOO #this is so funny to me #anyway i was hecka late to class and when i woke up (slept thru my alarm) i texted my friend if it was still worth it to go #and she was just 'yes' GIRL PLEASE #but she bought me starbucks so i forgive her #anyway #good morning !#shii posts #gen

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sunnymainecoon · 3 months ago

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How many people witnessed softie food addict horror who needed something in his mouth or he would actively kill and turn to cannibalism 🧍‍♀️ or was that just me.... anyways honestly it was silly.. he'd maybe get along with cook horror... I just like fanon crossovers guys*sadge

Anyways canon horror is also silly(really silly. What an asshole, man)(no seriously he's actually such an asshole.. I might love him for that but-) I don't think he would get along with the others(loser)

#me when I acknowledge as many sides of an argument as possible which just makes me confused because I am trying to take off of other people #but they're so diverse that I can't mix all of it and so I don't know how to interpret any characters anymore and what makes it worse is my #ahh not actually understanding people or relationships because I got minimum emotions maximum carelessness but I also love emotions so I #love the psychological torture of all of this but I also don't understand it so I'm depending on everyone else but yet again they're so #mixed I get confused and I don't know how to deal with any of it so I'm just here standing confused screaming in my own mind as I try to #understand how to make it all work together and then #....#Jesus fuck #sans au #utmv #undertale au #horrortale #horror sans #UwU #anyways disregard any ideas I may have ever because they will always change and I don't know what to do anymore.......#bro I'm boutta resort to Wattpad fics.... get ready for Wattpad highschool fic😼/j #I want to do that but I lost my fluidity in writing sighs...#I never graduated from Wattpad sorry guys😔#I didn't do that well drawing canon horror tbh but it'll have to do

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suratan-zir · 6 months ago

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we're gonna freeze in darkness this winter and no one fucking cares

it's only June but our energy infrastructure is already severely fucked by russian attacks and it will only get worse

worse than before

the whole country descending into the stone age worse

and it still won't be an escalation as long as it's Ukrainian lives that are at stake

#ukraine #personal #russia is a terrorist state #i am scared and tired and don't want to go through this anymore. don't want to stick around in this life to see what happens.#i want everything to be over and done #if i could leave the country to at least try to start over - i probably would. but i can't. i'm stuck until i find the courage to end it al #i am a weak person. i know that.

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lazylittledragon · 5 months ago

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i keep trying to think of funny/poetic ways to talk about all the things i'm feeling right now but i honestly can't so. i'm really sad about what happened with my partner. i know he was an inconsiderate prick about it and that i didn't do anything wrong and i couldn't have prevented it but i'm just really fucking sad.

#ramble #i think knowing that he was awful and that it wasn't my fault should make all the sad go away actually #i'm in such a weird fragile state right now that last night i looked at my flip flops that are still covered in mud #and i just started crying bc last weekend he carried me over the mud so they wouldn't get ruined. KNOWING he was going to do this to me #sorry i try really hard not to overshare but i don't want to keep bothering anyone in my actual life about this and idk what to do #when it happened it didn't hurt this badly and i just assumed i would be fine #idk i think it's just sunk in how much of my future i don't have anymore and that's like #a bit scary #because i was Just calming down and thinking maybe i would be ok in the long term and now it's all gone #i'm in that weird place between desperately wanting him back and plotting where to bury the body parts #i'm also mad bc i wish he'd left me before the festival. there were SO many gorgeous metalhead trans girls that i could've kissed

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black-leather-sketchbook · 6 months ago

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#well that's almost not a sketch anymore #endhawks #bnha #adelaida art #i wanted to try this grey charas/white bg style #i think i used to slap grey before?? i don't remember anymore #but it looks more finished like that for sure

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