#I don't knoe where to look

[euclydya]

me replaying Childhood Game: haha this is fun :]! surely this won't awaken anyone from dormancy

some fucking guy i haven't met in-game yet that decided to pop up RIGHT AS THE BODY WAS TRYING TO GO BACK TO BED THIS MORNING: hello :3!

[tadpolesinyourshoes]

more od my stardew brain rot for the masses. I present:

My headcannons after life after marriage with the SDV bachelor/ettes:

Its kinda long, sorry and I also apologize for typos or if its incoherent. I'm no writer

Harvey:

You thoughy he worried avout your health BEFORE you got together, oh boy oh boy. He's alaays asking how you feel, bringing you snacks amd water while you work the farm. He cleans you up after the mines (while he lectures you about the dangers). He likes the domestic moments. The days it rains and you stay inside together with warm cups of coffee, snuggled up in the bed. Hes a classica kind of guy. He leaves roses on the table and brings you breakfast in bed. Since hes a doctor, you're both awake early. Every morning is filled with sleepy kisses and coffee. He never leaves the house without a kiss and a 'see you later'.

Shane:

This man is ANXIOUS. Hes a bundle of self doubt and insecurity. He spends his hours thinking how great you are and how itd a matter of time until you leave him. Reassure him, please. He absolutely loves every minute you're with him. Hes acrually a surprisingly good cook. He also is so good with kids. He definitely wants kids after seeing you with Jas. Hes not big on saying how he feels, but he's working on it. Instead he helps out here and there, feeding the chickens (he actually loves doing that), cleaning the house, cooking a meal when you get home late. Little touches when you're alone. His leg agaisnt yours, his hand gently in your hair while you sleep. He loves you more than anything (except the chickens. Knoe your place.)

Elliot:

He is down SO BAD. Carries a picture of the two of you everywhere. He shows you off whenever he has the chance. Hes just so proud of his sweetheart. He cooks well, but he hates cooking so you two agree to split the chores. You're his muse ans you best believe he makes it known. He leaves you poems; post-it notes on the mirror, on a napkin on the counter, written on the bavk of th grocery list, a torn out notebook page in your coat pocket. He loves when you do his hair. If you don't know how, he teaches you. On slow days on the farm, you leave the front door open for some air and you can hear him playing piano.

Alex:

His love language is tackling you (physical touch). You walk through the door and hes hugging you, kissing your cheeks, picking you up and taking you to bed. He can't cook, but he can bake. Evelyn taught him and he treasures the skill. For every anniversary, no matter how small, he makes a treat. He loves helping you around the farm because its an excuse to walk around shirtless and flex for you. He also has a weirdly green thumb. The crops wont sprout and the season is almost over? Send Alex to water them. The next moening you have a bounty like no other.

Sam:

He has ADHD so he does that peguin pebbling thing where he finds random objects and brings them to you because 'this reminded me of you.' He can't cook. For the love of yoba don't let him cook unless you want to remodel your kitchen. He still tries to be sweet though. Hes not a morning person, but when you wake up early he stumbled put of bed, hair messy, eyes closed and follows you like a sad puppy. Hes so clingy. Like SO clingy. Personal space. Gone. He talks to you through the bathroom door, holds you while you sleep, wants to be next to you all the time. He also loves your animals, especially the chickens. He has one favorite, but he won't say it (he might hurt the others feelings). Sometimes you come back from town and hes sitting outside on the porch talking to the chickens, who look strangely invested.

Sebastian:

He loves you so much, but he hates that everyone KNOWS he loves you. You gush about the sweet things he does to your friends and he goes bright red in the ears. The townsfolk ask about you so he tries to avoid having to talk to them. When you're alone though, he's the total opposite. Hes quiet, sure, but he does whatever he can to help you out. A kiss on your cheek before he goes to water the crops for you. Makes you a cup of coffee after work. When he was little, robin taught him how to carve and widdle. He makes you cute wooden figures, usually modeled after your animals. He takes you to the city for weekend date nights. He asks you to go on rides just to feel your arms around him.

Leah:

She treats you like the most beautiful painting shes ever layed her eyes on. When you're sitting with her on the beach, she'll paint dancing swirls up your arms to your hands. (Maybe you get it tattooed one day and she cries). All the paintings in your house are made by her. Much like Elliott, youre her muse. She makes you sit so she can paint you or practice sketching. But she can never get enough of you. When you lay together, she meticulously traces the shapes of your body. Your hands, your nose, your hips. Everything about you is perfect to her.

Emily:

She's a free, creative person. She wakes you up late at night to look at the stars and dance by the river. Shes been making a quilt out of scrap fabric for your bed. She tries to tesch you how to sew it so you cam be a part of it. She helps you with the crops and picks fresh vegetables when theh grow so she can make you beautiful dinners. She loves to cook for you because you always have something good to say about it. She could be on food network, you swear it. Every day when she gets ready, right after putting on her lipstick, she kisses your cheek to leave a little mark. You leave it there while you do your chores.

Penny:

Penny is naturally an early bird. She wakes up each morning with you. You two share a few minutes of quiet before stsrting coffee. You take turns making breakfast. Penny is so used to keeping the house up by herself after living with Pam, so being with you is a breath of fresh air. But she still likes to help you out. So before going to teach the kids, she helps out in the garden. You pass by in town while shes walking the kids home. You join them on their walk and Jas starts asking you for that princess story again. As you tell it, you see Penny's cheeks go pink. Its only the story of how you met. But to you it felt like a fairy tale. You walk home with your wife every day, sharing stories of your day while settling down on the porch.

Abigail:

Shes high energy. She heard about it, she wants to try it. Take her to the city to a nigt club and she'll dance circles with you all night. She makes you matching bracelets and you never dare to take it off. When you go down to the mines, she wants to come with. She doesn't fear them, but that scares you. You have to convince her to stay with the farm every time. But you always bring her a beautiful gemstone back. You think the amythest brings out her eyes. Shes a decent cook, actually. Contrary to what Sam and Sebastion may say. Her recipes are odd, but somehow, they always work out. Shes not a morning person, she won't get up even if you shake her. But somehow she knows if you forget to give her a kiss on your way out the door.

Haley:

She takes a million pictures of you. She loves to. You hide your face, she tells you how much she likes your smile. You're working on the farm and hear the shutter click. She likes the ways your arms look when you roll up your sleeves. After a long day in town, you bring her flowers. Shes always waiting up for you. She likes to slow dance in the living room and hear about your adventures from the day. She tells Alex about how great you are. Everytime you walk by and catch her off gaurd, she fixes her hair so she 'looks nice'. You just kiss her and tell her she looks nice all the time.

Maru:

She loves to help you out on thr farm. Just not... conventionally. She is her father's daughter, so shes always making you new inventions to make the farm run smoother. Better fertilizer, fresh feed thst produces better eggs, though she was banned from tending the animald after one of her feeds turned your chickens eggs bright pink. She loves to walk around town with you, always with your hand in hers. She's not a cook, but she still tries to learn from you. Shes learning, but she mostly just likes getting to be near you while you cook.

[darkbluekies]

Own you

God!yandere x y/n

Summary: you try to run away from a God, but underestimate his power

Warnings: blood, mentions of needles and knives

Word count : 0.6k

[before we start, I want to say that this god has nothing to do with any religion, it's my own creation and only for fun! It is not meant to offend anyone♡]

How could you ever think that you could escape? Don't you know that he knows everything, sees everything? Your human legs carry you the quickest they can throughout the forest. You have no idea where you are or how you got here, but you knoe he has something to do with it. You remember being in his weird palace and opening a door and ... suddenly ending up here. Wherever this is.

You're barefoot. The ground hits you like lego under your feet. The strong wind tries pulling you back to him, but you refuse to succumb. You have to keep on going.

The wind starts going two ways, capturing you in the middle. Your hair flows around your face and vocers your vision. But you can't give up. You can't submit.

Snow starts falling from the cloudy sky. It's summer, it shouldn't snow. You know it's all his work. And it's a clever one this time. Knowing your clothes are way too thin to keep you warm in a blazing snowstorm keeps you from running. You close your arms around you and continue walking. The icy snowflakes clash against your bare skin like knives and needles. It's not a friendly snowstorm he's unleashed upon you. You want to scream in pain, but if you do, you'll get the sharp snowflakes in your mouth and risk cutting your throat.

After a few minutes of walking, you sink down on your knees in the snow. Your legs can't carry you anymore. Sobbing erupts from your throat. Your tears freeze on your cheeks. You look down and notice how your skin has gotten marks after the harsh snoflakes. What were they made of? Glass shards?

"Please stop!" you shout. "It hurts!"

You lay down with your face down and arms over your head to protect your eyes. You can't move anymore. It hurts too much and your body is too cold and weak. All you can do is cry in pain.

"Learned your lesson?"

You peak up and see the godly figure standing in the middle of the storm. He looks down at you, golden eyes scanning you. He kneels down and places his warm hand on your cheek, melting the frozen tears. You lift your cold, trembling hands and place them on his chest, needing warmth. He can regulate his body temperature to whatever you need. You can no longer feel your body.

He removes your hands. You try to protest, but nothing comes out of your mouth. It's like your voice has frozen too.

"You don't deserve my warmth until you've begged for forgivness and promise to never leave me again", the god says. "Do it."

"I-I'm sorry", you stutter and reach out for him again. "I'll n-never do it a-again!"

He tilts his hands and pick off a frozen tear from your cheek. he studis it and scoffs.

"How could you ever think that you could run away from me, human?" he asks. "I know everything there is to know. You didn't think I'd know where you were? You didn't think I'd find you? You belong to me, human and no one can keep you from me. I own this world and everything in it. I own you."

You start to lose your hearing. The god hugs you and lets you look for warmth in his arms. The snowstorm arounds you start to disappear and the summer warmth seeps back.

"Darling, look", the god whispers and nods up at the sky.

You look up and see a rainbow dancing across the blue sky. You can't help but gulp in adoration.

"I made it just for you", the man continues and kisses your temple. "I can give you everything. I can give you the stars. Literally. I will give you everything as long as you stay with me and never try this again. Now, let's go home, dearest. You need to rest."

[midnighvtm4ss]

Hi, I'm hoping you'll answer this <3

Well i'd like to knoe what do you think about my headcanon: Since Jack was an accident I really don't think John and Abigail were in a relationship before, i even feel like john wasn't really in love witj her until she lefts him in the epilogue. And i hc that he grow out to love her after all and it wasn't exactly love on his side ( icant say the same about abigail cause she constantly tells the members that she cares about him) otherwise it really dont make sense to me how he waited 8 years before proposing her and his interaction with sadie when she says something positive about abigail and john says 'so everyone keeps telling me' so kinda like he was forced or something to love her because of how much he owes him (she literally gave him a new life) and the gang members' force on him ( i hope you get what i'm saying eng isnt my first language so :( ) BTW REALLLYYY looking forward to john fic you were talking about keep up the good work <3

hii !!

thank you for sharing your headcanon it’s always entertaining reading and analyzing bits of lore from rdr2.

I partially agree with you ! While we know that Abigail always had a soft spot for John since her early days in the gang I feel like John started to actually fall in love with Abigail sometime around chapter 3 or 4, Jack’s kidnapping being a big factor for his newfound sense of duty for his family.

Before chapter 4 (and a small bit through chapter 5-6) the major factor for John’s lack (fear) of love for Abigail and Jack is his own self doubt. He grew up without a mother, his father wasn’t exactly the best father around and he died when John was eight. Aside from the weird fatherly dynamic that Hosea and Dutch had with John and Arthur, he didn’t have a father figure in his life. He doesn’t know the first thing about being a father (as he states in chapter 2, i believe) because essentially he didn’t have one.

So, rather than being a fucked up father to a child he wasn’t sure was his he ran away, thinking that was for the best interests of both him and Jack, in his own twisted way. But this is where it gets interesting, Abigail was an orphan too. She also didn’t have a father or mother figure in her life, yet she made sure Jack had one, that’s why she’s always nagging at John to just speak to Jack, because she knows the pain of not having a parent, of not having someone to call Pa.

I feel like John, throughout the whole story of rdr2 and even before the events that we see, always liked Abigail—maybe not as much as Abigail loved him but he did have a thing for her. Another interesting interaction is where in chapter 2 Bill and John are talking and John drunkly calls Abigail ‘my sweet’. When drunk we’re most likely to be more straightforward with our thoughts and emotions and John calling her ‘my sweet’ is a small glimpse of his true feelings for her. He cares for her, but he’s afraid. He doubts himself so much that he has blinded himself from what was really in front of him. That’s why almost everyone in the gang constantly reminds him of how lucky he is to have a girl such as Abigail by his side.

For the whole marriage situation i think it’s pretty much straightforward. We need to take account that they were the 1800s, during those times having a child before marriage was considered something to be ashamed of, a sin for christians so, those who had children before marriage often faked their marriage in order to not be scorned by society. Now, we know that John and Abigail didn’t exactly live in society, they were outlaws, but still they had a child and that bound them together. That’s why when John proposes to Abigail on the boat she tells him ‘but we’re already married’ through the eye of society and social norms they were married, still John wanted for Abigail a proper marriage, a proper new start for their lives.

And that could only have happened if he left his outlaw days for good, if he took revenge for Arthur, for the whole gang. That’s why we see John and Abigail officially wed after he kills Micah and ultimately takes his revenge.

ok I yapped enough imma end it here ! thank you for sharing your headcanon and for waiting on my John fic ! Next week im gonna post the plot but unfortunately you have to wait a bit for the actual chapters to come because I have a big exam coming up with uni in September and im dedicating most of my time studying :(( take care and feel free to share more headcanons <33

[merakiui]

MERAAA :(( I can't believe you've done this... (I absolutely can believe it)

The new DRU chapter is SO good oh my god dude,, Marisa and her tea parties and everything just . pretend there's one of those really dramatic reaction images of the little stickmen crying here. oh my god. I saw the strangulation tag but for some reason I didn't consider we'd be watching that go down after bonding with her. Really that's on me though

ALSO THE DREAM SHIT WAS SO SICK HELLO?????? Oh and .. was Jade pretending to,, be Floyd or something to get her there. Or did I totally misunderstand his strand being on the wrong side and him just being Messier 😭 ??? I dunno. I did wanna ask real quick though

I need to like sit down and think the chapter over or something. That was good. I love Jade and MC's silly back and forths by the way!! I knoe theyve always been there but. yknow. The fingerbone thing was fun is why I thought to bring it up,, this is all over the place but like. AAAAA !!!

Jade Leech the messed up little creature you are,,,, god,,,,

- :3 anon

I feel like I definitely overthought that Floyd thing I put in my og ask btw. Your other fics where Jade is all Floyd-ish are getting to me I fear 💔

I do love a good twins pretending to be each other. even tho that's definitely not the point of DRU lol. I don't know if you'd shared this before (or ig if it'd be spoilers ? if it is I could totally understand why) or if I'm forgetting smth in the earlier chapters,, but does Floyd know what Jade gets up to??? Is Floyd also a cannibal or does he think this is just one of his brother's weird things and doesnt care,,, and that's if he DOES know I guess. I dunno

Rotating them around in my brain. fucked up critters those two. I know you won't get to these til later but goodnight mera :-) thank you for the fish food tonight!!!

- :3 anon x2

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:3 anon!!!!! ( ≧ᗜ≦) THANK YOUUUUUU!!!! I'm so happy you liked it!!! Omg the stickman reactions....... this was me writing Reader and Marisa bonding knowing fully well what was to happen:

IT HURTS. T_T she was such a sweetheart,,, her and Reader would have been besties forever if the circumstances were different. </3 in my heart Reader, Marisa, and Cater are at Portobello drinking chaga tea and enjoying the egg sandwiches and the tiny cakes!!!! orz

AND JADE. JADE LEECH!!!!! >:( *squishes him in my fist* what a sneaky eel,,, the formal and casual wardrobe changes and the looking intentionally messy....... Oh, he's the worst. I can confirm that he wasn't pretending to be Floyd. He would never throw his brother under the bus like that (or would he? 👀). He continues to be an enigma. Currently, no one knows of Jade's very illegal activities. I can't answer any other questions related to Floyd's involvement due to spoilers, but I can assure you he has a role in the plot (even though he may not be very present right now) hehehe.

ALSO ALSO!!!! Thank you for enjoying their banter. I love writing the two of them bickering. (〃´𓎟`〃) the fingerbone line and "not by choice" in reference to Jade saying you're his housemate are some of my favorites from this chapter. They can't be civil for a minute. These two are always sniping at each other. >_< but soon they will be kiss, kiss, falling in love into the bed to fuck,,,,, if Reader manages to seduce the murder eel, that is. Good luck, Reader. Your life is quite literally on the line. ^^;;;;

Thank you again for enjoying the fish food!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖💖

[aroaceconfessions]

i thought i was bi since i was sixteen and have come to the realisation that i'm aroace this year and i'm not happy about it. it feels like an enormous loss. every other sexuality gains something, whether it's new dating options or a community or friends or whatever. but aroace means losing all dating options, you can't go to queer spaces and assume that everybody there even believes aroaces exist or accept us as part of the community, and i feel like aroaces only exist online. and the online communities are either filled with self-hate (like this ask lol) or weird memes that i don't identify with. i want to be married and i want a family, and i knoe that that's theoretically possible but in practice how would that even happen. all my friends are gonna marry and i'll be left behind. i won't be the most important person for anyone, never the first person who someone wants to tell their great news to. and now i can't even look into decent therapy because the likelihood that a therapist would understand being aroace and not treat it like a symptom is so low, especially where i live. i wish i was gay. sorry for the rant, i can't talk to anyone about this

hey, sorry about that last ask i sent (the really dramatic one about wishing i wasn't aroace), i'm going through a hard time and had to vent somewhere. it's not fair i made you read all that negative shit and just because you are anonymous to me doesn't mean you are not a real person who i should just spill all my shit to. you don't have to post it if you think it'll make other people feel bad, that's fine. again, i'm really sorry. hope you're having a good day despite this! :)

no worries anon! never feel bad about venting here!

[vixywitch]

So ontop of recent events, i have hit a year since i broke up with my ex... he sexual harrassed me and my friends and abused me... thankfully it was long distance and we never met but i am afraid of ehat would have happened if we did...

Sometimes i want to name and shame him to speak out about how this man shouldn't be trusted in any community... but like he left. He left the community and the other discord server i shared with him he is never active in. But like i still want people to know.

I don't want to share anything he did but there was something he said after we broke up:

So when i dumped him there was a suggestion from a friend to look into Borderline Personality Disorder. And at the time i wasn't sure that was what was going on (unlike now where i have diagnosed BPD triats) when we were alone together in a call cause the others either left or where away from call he says this:

"If you have what is suggested, then it will be a nightmare for everyone"

And like you don't fucking say that to a girl who is facing down the reality that becoming more social and trying polyamoury again. I hated that he said that when i didn't think i had BPD stuff and now that i knoe i do if i ever see his face in person i will knock him out.

I just...fuck...

[isleofdarkness]

an i avle to ask abiut jenna? i wpuld reallu lije to knoe nore acout her storu, whay was maledicent doing to her thst comsyitutrd throwimg hdr off a cliff?

Are you feeling alright? Yes, you can ask about Jenna, I'm just slightly concerned as you seem very tired.

Warnings; I legit cried while writing this. Infant death that's a mercy killing, attempted murder-suicide (Mal, the latter, was eight and Jenna, the former was around a month,) a child is forced by circumstance to kill a beloved sibling. Some pretty heavy grief and suicidal stuff after that, and then repression of trauma. This one is extremely heavy.

Jenna didn't have much of a story. Her parents were unknown but, as she was born with pink skin that turned violet where the light hit, she was abandoned pretty quickly because having a baby with a weird skin colour is putting a massive target on your back. To her parents' credit, she was abandoned outside of Facilier's arcade. Unfortunately, this was at night and they didn't knock on the door to wake him. He had no idea someone had left a baby on his doorstep that night.

Because Facilier was being watched (this was before the war and he, as a key member of Sanctum, was being observed so they knew who was coming and going and why. Someone saw these people leave a basket (what is this, a Victorian England orphan drama? This is the Isle, use a box like the rest of us,) and went to see what was in it. As they knew Maleficent was interested in acquiring people with unusual skin tones, they bought the baby straight to her.

Mal doesn't know how long there was a baby in the dungeon without her knowing, but she figures it must have been only a few days because her mother hadn't had the time to put measures in place to keep Mal from figuring it out. Seriously, mother, you don't have guards at the door of an empty cell. She was eight and curious, so she lied to the guards to lure them away, then snuck back to see who was in the cell.

That was the first time she saw a face she would pray she would never forget. That sweet little girl with her pink skin, magenta hair, and magenta eyes, who looked up at Mal with the most innocent look of wonder and, without fear, reached out a tiny hand to tug Mal's hair so she could examine it.

She didn't know why this baby was in the dungeon, but she knew that she shouldn't be. Mal took the baby and ran away from home.

The problem was that this was before she and Jay really trusted each other. Evie and Carlos weren't part of the gang yet. Mal had yet to survive the war that would solidify her trust in Harriet, Diego, Lydia, etc. So she was eight, and she ran away to an abandoned house. She had absolutely no clue what to do next.

She couldn't ask for help no matter how much she needed it. Not only was she on her own, but Maleficent seemed to have a kill order on her. Mal could barely risk looking out a window, that was how many of Maleficent's soldiers were on the streets. She had no way to feed this baby, no idea how to care for her, and she couldn't keep the cold winter away. The baby, who she'd taken to calling Jenna because the name just felt right, got sick. Very sick. She was sick and starving and Mal couldn't fix it no matter what she tried.

She loved that baby. She'd always wanted a sibling and now she had one, this sweet, innocent little sister who seemed to trust her so much and who was so eager to learn about the world around her. But now, only a few days after getting her, her baby sister was wasting away. Starving, sick...

Mal didn't have a way to get help. All she knew was that, when someone couldn't feed a baby, they usually threw the baby off of a cliff and into the ocean to make their death quick. The skinnier and sicker Jenna got, the closer Mal came to the conclusion that she was going to need to do the unthinkable. She was going to need to mercy kill a baby.

It was seeing the shadow of death cast over Jenna's face that finally made her give up. To her, it was either the cliffs or a long, slow, torturous death by sickness and starvation. She hated herself, but she couldn't let Jenna suffer. She went to the cliffs.

What Jay doesn't know is that Mal didn't just let Jenna go. Mal, with Jenna in her arms so that the baby wouldn't be scared, jumped off of the cliff to try and kill herself, too.

She hadn't known, but Maverick had seen what was about to happen. Not soon enough to stop it, but soon enough to save one of them. Harriet had nearly caught up with Mal when Mal jumped, and she followed her into the icy tides without hesitation. Harriet managed to get Mal to the beach and force the water out of her lungs, but she knew they couldn't expect a second miracle. That wasn't how the Isle worked.

Sure enough, Maverick appeared with a bundle of blankets in her arms, face blank and head bowed. She'd used magick to dry the blankets and there was no sign that what was in them was injured, let alone dead, but Harriet knew before Maverick said anything.

Maverick was forced to lay baby Jenna to rest a few days later without Mal present, Mal still comatose on Harriet's ship. When she finally woke after a few days, she had screamed and cried and cussed both of them black and blue for keeping her alive. How dare they save her and not Jenna? How dare they not let her die with the baby she felt she'd had a huge part in killing? She'd tried again, first by looking for weapons that had been taken from the room and then by attacking Harriet and Maverick, trying to force one of them to kill her.

Maverick took the beating until Mal wore herself out. When her anger left her cold and unable to hide her grief and guilt, it was Maverick who wrapped her arms around her and hugged her tight as she screamed and sobbed and begged to be killed.

The two tried to force Mal to stay on the ship in the aftermath, but she refused. She had work to do. She forced her pain into a lockbox and buried it deep. She refused to go see the beautiful grave site Maverick had laid the baby to rest in for months, until she knew she would be able to keep the pain from breaking free. Jay didn't know the story until a year later, and Mal had been in so much pain uttering it that she hadn't been able to hide the worst details, the fact that she still wished she had died in that jump. Carlos and Evie didn't hear the story until two years after that, and they got the abridged version. Mal has never told those two about her suicide attempt, or the fact that she still gets suicidal around the anniversary. The name is banned for the pain it brings her. Her crew doesn't ask about Jenna and Mal doesn't talk about Jenna.

At least she didn't until November first, when, at the end of the panic from Riah having accidentally turned into a damn cat while he was asleep had finally abated, Riah had looked around the room. His eyes scanned people the rest of them couldn't see. And then they stopped right next to Mal, and his head tilted as he listened to words the rest of them couldn't hear.

"Mal... did you have a kid?"

[toytanks]

i don't knoe if you're still doing the billford prompt request but how a bout Ford trying to read a book but keep getting distracted with a sleeping Bill in his lap

sorry this took awhile! 😅 i still am accepting prompts, even if i take forever to get to them haha

heres a link to the ao3 post!

Ford quickly wished Mabel goodnight, assuring her that yes, he was fine, just tired. He eventually managed to sneak into his room, away from the rest of the house. Pushing the door shut before turning to press his back to it, sliding down an inch or two, he sighed. It had been a long day.

Ford sat against the door for a moment or two before begrudgingly rising to his feet. He rolled his shoulders back and cracked his neck as he walked over to the bookshelf on the opposite side of the room. Hunching down to brush his fingertips over the spine of each book, he eventually came across an old beaten up hardcover of some mystery novel. Pulling the tome out of the shelf, he wipes 30-some years of dust off the cover and, oh yes, he realizes with a snort, he remembers this one. He’d picked it up originally only because of who wrote it, after all, it had to have been a coincidence right? He shook his head, chuckling softly to himself.

Ford lets his hand fall to his side, novel occasionally grazing his thigh. As he pulls himself into bed and gets settled, he hears a sleepy and annoyed murmur coming from somewhere next to him.

“Hey, watch it buster.” It’s Bill.

How had he not noticed the demon? He spoke softly, not wishing to disturb him more. “Sorry.”

“Uh huh.” Bill pushed himself up from under the covers to fix an irritated glare on Ford as he got himself situated. Once the man finally came to rest, Bill clambered over, positioning himself in Ford’s lap with a soft grunt.

He spared the demon a glance before cracking open the novel in his hands, pulling out the bookmark where it had been about 3 quarters of the way in in favour of starting at the beginning. He skimmed through the first few chapters, having read this particular book several times already. Occasionally, he flicked his eyes down to briefly peer at the demon before returning to the page. He smiled absently.

Hesitantly, he let one hand drop to Bill’s back, the pads of his fingers swiping briefly across the filigree etchings of his plane, the heel of his palm brushing the demon’s side. Ford smiles, eyes still fixed on the page, but then Bill rouses to peer groggily up at him.

“Hmm? What’re you gettin’ at here, Sixer?”

He startles, jerking his hand back as if burnt. “Oh! I’m sorry, I... Well, I thought you were asleep.” Ford blushes, smiling sheepishly.

For an instant, Bill gets an unreadable look in his eye, his gaze fixed on the man. The demon’s eye is wide but blank, his stare piercing, and Ford feels acutely like he’s been caught. But the moment passes when Bill yawns, stretching out almost cat-like. He pushes back into Ford’s hand, which had been hovering uselessly in the air.

“Nah, 's fine. I don’t mind.”

The demon flops back down onto Ford’s chest, shifting in place in an effort to get comfortable before murmuring into the man, “Knock yourself out, kid.”

Ford smiled, resting his hand on Bill’s back once more as he flipped his book back open, never happier to read a book for an 8th time.

[dragkbluire]

It is I! The Wizard!

"We can't use our stands at all?" Fugo asked, standing. It had gotten dark, and Narancia was lucky enough to have a lighter on him, so the gang and Trish had made a fire. It burned warm and bright, and Trish sat nearest to it, having the most revealing clothes out of the gang. Abbacchio nodded, sighing.

"Moody blues won't even come out. So where ever we are, we need to be on guard." He saidtruffle, annoyed at the fact he couldnt summon his stand while Giorno and Bruno could. Fugo huffed.

"Not like that's a difference to me." he stated, sitting next to Mista on a stone. "Of anything, it makes you all safe."

Giorno spoke up. "But still, that makes you all vulnerable to attack. Golden Experience and Sticky fingers can still attack we just can't use their abilities. It'd be better to-"

"No one gives a damn what you think!" Abbacchio exclaimed. Bruno glared.

"This is not a time for fighting." He said sternly. He looked around the ground, sitting on a tree stump, elbows on his knees and hands together. "The fact is we are lost, and in a moving maze. How we got here? It may have been a stand, but I think something is amiss here. . ."

Mista suddenly stood. "I'm gonna go find some more wood." He said, walking off. Bruno called out "Don't leave the field!" after him.

Mista couldn't have been more frustrated. His stands, Sex Pistols didn't appear, and his bullets were missing. He only had six in his revolver. He walked through a patch of tall grass toward a few dead trees when he heard the sound of a small bell. He paused, alert, pulling out his gun and slowly approaching the bell sound. . .He saw a soft purple light, and stepped closer when-

"IT IS I!" a tiny female voice exclaimed as a ball of purple light with wings and a witch's hat shot up, making bell sounds, starting Mista."THE WIZARD!"

Mista instinctively turning his gun off safety when the ball of light shrieked* "D-Don't shoot! Don't shoot!"

Mista lowered his gun, taken aback by this tiny.. .thing. "What are you?" He asked, his features lightly illuminated by the purple light. The tiny purple ball jingled happily, wings fluttering. "I am a fairy! A magic being!"

"Magic?" Mista scoffed. "Magic isn't real."

"Then what's those figures that keep appearing in your group? or trying to appear." the fairy states. Mista paused.

"You cab see stands?"

"Of course!" the fairy exclaimed. "I am a magic being! I can see all sorts of magic and soul stuff! And because I am 𝘛𝘩𝘦 𝘞𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘥." the fairy says with pride.

"uh-huh." Mista says, raising a brow. "What's your name?"

"Im-" The fairy starts "I am the Wizard."

"I know that, but what's your name?"

"I am the Wizard."

"I-" Mista huffed. "Okay 𝘞𝘪𝘻𝘢𝘳𝘥, why are you here? Do you like here?" Mista perked up. "Do you knoe why me and my friends are here? Can you help us leave?!"

"uh-" Wizard's wings droop a bit. "No, I dobt live here. And with Brother's powers all out of wack I can't do anything much to help you all out."

"Your brother?" Mista asked suddenly. "Your brother's powers? Is he a-"

"No, he isn't a stand user." Wizard said, "Brother is amazing! He is the maze master after all!"

Mista went to speak when Bruno called over. "Mista! What's going on?!"

"Oh! More friends!" Wizard says, making happy bell sounds before flying towards the fire. The next thing Mista heard as he turned around was Trish and Narancia screaming and Wizard yelling "IT IS I! THE WIZARD!"

Mista rushed over, seeing Trish panicing and Fugo about to hit the fairy with a stick. He stopped Fugo. "woah woah woah!" he said quickly. "Relax! She isn't an enemy!"

"Are you a.. ." *Giorno asked, mesmerized, approaching the purple fairy eith her witch's hat on. "A fairy?"

"Yes! It is I!" She exclaimed. "And you're Giorno! it is an honor- uuuh-" She paused going a bit pale in color as tension rose. "Nevermind."

"How do you know my name?" Giorno asked, summoning Golden Experience. Bruno summoned Sticky fingers and Wizard shrieked, hiding behind Mista.

"Don't attack! I mean no harm, really! I just-" she spoke faster "You look like your father!"

Giorno paused. "You know my father?"

"Yes! He came through not too long ago!" the fairy exclaimed. "He. . .uuh. . .I. . It's.. ."

Bruno approched and the fairy turned a bit pink. "You better not be lying. . .I can tell when someone is lying."

"I- i-"

"You said your brother is the maze master?" Mista asked hurriedly, not wanting to watch Bruno swallow a fair because did fairies even sweat? Wizard flew around a bit.

"He is! Oh it was dreadful! Brother and I were doing our routine when these horrid monster came and attacked. They hot my brother and we got separated! And now his magic ability to control the maze it out of control and I cannot sense him!"

"So in short-" Abbacchio started, standing and grabbing the fairy in his hand, Wizard screamed. "Youre our ticket out of here."

"Let her go!" Trish suddenly yelled, making everyone turn. The girl had been so silent the whole time, and had finally spoken. "Youre hurting her!"

Abbacchio let go and Wizard flew into Trish's hair, hiding. Bruno sighed. "Wonderful, our only way to get answers and you scare her off."

"Lets just. . ." Fugo started, watching the fire slowly die out. "Sleep. We can think better with clear heads. ." Fugo moved to Narancia. "You okay?" He asked the orange joy and he nodded, still in shock.

"Fugo is right." Bruno said, looking into the dieing to fire. "We need to conserve energy. . .Let us try and sleep. . ."

. . .

The Wizard flew out of Trish's hair, seeing everyone asleep. She flew high up, looking up to the wall tops before speaking. "Oh brother.. .I have bought you some extra time. . . i can't believe I lied to Bruno and Giorno. . .but this must be done. . .but please brother, hurry with the plan. . ."

The Wizard stared at the moon for a few seconds before returning down and into Trish's hair once more. . .

OMG OMG OMG THIS WAS AWESOME!!!

I had to draw all of this beacause sidugcbhdifuvgdifhvdj

I'm so excited to see where you will take the story!!!

[pocketramblr]

Yeah apparently, per my mom, dad dude was being an asshole and tried to mock me because i just lost my mom (who even does that ?!) So I, naturally apparently looked at his arm in biting range and bit down and just also. Didnt let go ? Idk my mom doesnt knoe the exact details only that i didnt get in trouble cause it was a stress response (idk how my mom made my teachers believe THAT ).

Afterwards i had to promise not to bite ppl again at school. Kinda suceeded in the at school psrt on that one tho lol

I can see why your teachers would let it go but also Nura you're the reason we have to tell kids things like "don't put that in your mouth you don't know where it's been"

[a1li-ens]

hello if ur still. willnignto talkab slow damage i would lvoeee to knoe ur thoughts on the other love interests and also towa himself as a character ! :3

IM ALWAYS DOWN TO TALK ABOUT IT YIPPEE!! ⭐

adding a cut to this i have a lot of thoughts lol (💖・ω・) (includes spoilers)

👨‍⚕️taku: OK HE IS MIXED FOR ME i like him in routes other than his own LOL i think hes rly fun as like a semi normal acting guy in weirdo town. Its cute he cares a lot about the ppl at the clinic and i like the scenes where he hangs out and eats with towa and rei so much its cute they are a silly family 😭

i think hes really fun as a nice dad or at least big bro in towas life but that is why i dont like his route romantically its WEIRD THAT WAY LOL... bro u have known towa way too long for this.. please fall for some other dilf or something!! his bad end was too much for me and i have a strong stomach !!! (less so the bugs and more the meth slave thing .. get a better hobby sir!!)

but otherwise i like him! him doing meth warcrimes besides the bug related ones are interesting and the whole mansion part of his route was rly cool and fun to read!! also hes just funny i love that hes always responding to things like -_-????

i like the breaking bad pictures.

🍰Rei: I LOVE REI SO MUCH so cute 😭 his was my second fav route in general! hes so sweet and its so cute how much hes always thinking about everyone 😭 i also love how he has so many hobbies he has!! I didnt quite like his route as much from a plot/worldbuilding perspective as much as some of the others+the moneymatch stuff in general was kinda not as interesting just because i think its like. nothing super new or exciting i guess! but im a character writing person so that doesn't bother me lol!

I rly love his self love / acceptance journey.. i am emotional.. even if I visually hate his stupid tiny haircut!! i hope he can lean back into some of his not traditionally manly side after he is comfortable with gender stuff 🥺

I think as a romance route his was rly nice!!! it was cute and sweet and its sweet the ways they support eachother 🥺💖 towa feels very like affectionate in a cat way towards him its cute! I like them as bffs maybe more they are just too cute that way 😭 i want to b reis friend as well

his bad end is GOOD !! towa looks COOL i like the corset ribbons.. i want to see a full body CG what else has he done!! wasnt expecting rei to be the eye pussy one but ill take it .

🐈Madarame: OK.. first half of his route i rly hated him SORRY TO FANS but thinking back on it and playing more i dont hate him now LOL I feel like even after playing i don't know enough about him as i'd like! i want to know what this bitch does in his spare time other than towa lol ?? its cute that he likes cats and i liked him and the boys all eating pizza!! the towa infiltrating in the cute suit part was rly fun too! i wanted to see him talk to mayu and kotarou and stuff more he doesn't talk heaps in general tho hfjhfh

regarding them as boyfriends i am a sappy romance person so their type of affection isn't my normal preference but it suits them! I think that why it was kind of hard to get through the start besides me never rly liking the ⭐problematic guy⭐ route in VNs LOL! but im glad in both endings they are so happy but was a nice surprise! yeah boys u have fun!!

🐇 fujieda : FUJI... I WROTE A LOT IN THE LAST ASK trying to think of new info i didnt write there. I love that he is actually kind of an airhead LOL i feel like he would be rly worried when towa said he caught ligma...... him before he teams up with towa is funny too like how often is he hiding in that concrete pipe???? is he comfy?? i love him.

theres prob more i haven't said about him but ill leave it at his lovingly drawn bazongas for now.

🎨towa: I LOVE TOWA.... LIKE OK... my skrunkly.. initial impressions i love every manslut character by default and he is very nice to look at. his personality is so fun omg what a bitch!!! i love that for him.i am biased because its also my dayjob but him being a medical receptionist is so funny LMFAO he seems terrible at it go king give us nothing !! obviously his hobbies make him rly fun to read about, i rly like his art hes good at it!!

plot and everything else wise UOUGHhhhh he makes me emotional. i am having trouble articulating about him because of this KJHBJHB no matter the routes i love watching him open up his feelings a bit 😭 the way he actually cares about people close to him even though hes been trying to convince himself he doesn't need other ppl gets to me 😭 his vulnerable moments make me emo... him wanting to see fujis scars in the shower especially got to me 🥺😭

his backstory stuff is rly well done too i think his mental health is rly well done in general 😭 but its kinda refreshing its not all magically better either afterwards boys got a lot to work through!!! but i am so glad he can smile in fujis route.. .uuuuu😭😭😭

I rly like how hes upfront and shameless about being gay and a weirdo yeah king own it!!! him being snarky and cheeky all the time is cute too!! i have more to say but i need to work out how to write it. he is important 2 me💖

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quick thoughts on non datable character stuff:

Ikuina - I LOVE HIM SOOO MUCH i like guys who are so horny they become useless. his euphoria scene is really great LOL i know they dont but it would be fun if he and towa could be friends afterwards. can someone hack the game give him a route .

asakura- HIS TASTES ASIDE i think he was actually really interesting and cool to read about!!!! the angel thing was dope.. towa getting the wings.. so COOL

the guy in reis chap 2 mizuno was it??? was that his brothers name??? anyway i wasnt that interested in him LOL not much to say here

Mayu - SLAY HIS ENDING IS SOOO FUNNY.. stan a guy with like 3-4 clear nendoroids i like him

kotarou- ending should have been in a cleaner bathroom !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Eiji- I LOVE EIJI HE IS SOOOO CUTE AND FUN

SORRY TO WRITE AN ESSAY THERE IS SO MUCH I DONT THINK IVE EVEN ADDRESSED HERE LMFAO GAME TOO GOOD!!

[rockore]

I DONT KNOE IF IM THE ONLY ONE BUT CAMP LAZLO FEELS LIKE, ONE OF THOSE SHOWS WHERE I DONT WATCH TOO MUCH OF IT BEFORE BUT IT BECOMES A CORE MEMORY IN MY BRAIN AND LIKE.. UNFORGETTABLE??? like srsly, excluding last year where I finally found a place to binge watch camp lazlo, it has always been some kind of memory?? Like a scene keeps replaying in my head... For the past. 8 YEARS./srs EVEN THE THEME SONG. AND THE SETTING. AND THE CHARACTERS?? THAT WAS ALWAYS IN MY BRAIN SINCE LIKE FOREVER EXCUSE ME? Rewatching it, I immediately loved it and it's like a fixination for me now!!!!

I mean, the pretty pretty backgrounds and the color pallet used was such a big appeal to me. The character designs too I don't know it looked pretty unusual (in a positive way)

Also feel free to read the tags for more details or stuff pls yeah thanks

[homesweetgoodneighbor]

It’s fine that you don’t like danse but isn’t leaving some big ass comment on someone else’s post kinda rude?

This is how tumblr works. Comments on reblogs are the most common form of communication here outside of using tags for comment and random thoughts. Adding to a post is part of the great Circle of Blogging on this site. I mean, surely you've seen the thousands upon thousands of posts where people who are not the OP reblog and add to it. If you don't like an addition, you can click on OP's name and reblog it directly from them without said addition.

I am choosing to believe you are new here and didn't know that, and if you really didn't knoe that then ignore what is coming next. Because if you did know that and still chose to send this to me, the fact you opened your statement with "it's fine you don't like Danse, but..." tells me what you are really more annoyed by the fact I hate Danse and said so on a post that had no love for the racist dick. I am still not going to apologize for it, nor are you going to shame me by trying to make it look like I don't know how to use a website I've been on since 2013.

No, it was not rude, but the tone of this anon is, and you caught me on a bad day.

This is not up for debate. Don't like something I post or say? Block me. As I and everyone else on this site has said, you are the curator of your own experience here, so feel free to take responsibility for it.

(Porn bots notwithstanding.)

[seeyabythemarina]

Octavia:" Why did you ruin our home"

Octavia pov

My day started good for like a few minutes, but soon went to hell. Dad had broken his promise and chose to forget about me to yell at his mother instead.

After trashing my room a bit I got an idea. If dad wasn't going to take me to see the stars I would go by herself.

Sneaking into the home of the red dickhead who ruined my home I found the book easily. Shaking her head she thought "How could dad choose a guy like this".

Flipping through the book I was looking for a teleportation spell but suddenly came across a spell that would allow me to see the past to learn anything I wanted. This was my chance I could see happened that ruined my family. Doing the spell I suddenly lost consciousness falling to the ground as the imp run into the room and starred at me in shock.

When I suddenly open my eyes again I was holding the grimoire and seem to be a little kids room. Hering a yawn I turn around I was shocked to see a tiny owl chick. The were small and looked like -

"Dad" I said surprised. Dad suddenly jumped out of bed stating how it was his birthday. He Complete walked past we like he couldn't see me.

I then decided to analyze the situation. The spell worked and I was seeing the past. Years before I was born too if im really seeing little dad. Why thought I wanted the spell to show me why my family broke. I expected to go back a few weeks or month not years.

As I was think little dad walk out of the room and I decided to follow him. It was great to see all the photos of dad a sa kid. Weird but great.

When we finally opened a big door we were face with some weird monster who before turning into several creature turned into the family shape of my grandfather paimon.

Octavie isn't close with her grandfather he does come often. When he does he never say srolas name right and does talk with her.

I just listen absently to what paimon was saying about stolas job with the Grimoire and smiled at dad excitement. Beside me and his paint the grimoire was one of the thing dad could get passionate about.wjicj is another raosn it so shock he would just hand it out to imps.It wasn't till the second part where my smile fell and horrified shock replace it.

"Also so you are also destined to sirr a precautionary addition to the goetia family so you are know engage congratulation isn't she charming." Paimon said holding a picture of a child version of my mom to a not crying dad

"What!!!", I said horrified. "Pre-precuationary heir. I only exist to be a backup to the family. That's my purpose. My parents never wanted to get married. They never wanted me-me." Turning to my dad I shouted," you never wanted me" crying with tear and gasps.

I had seen enough grabbing the book I yelled, take me away from here right now. I've seen everything I wanted to see. The reason my family is broken is becuase of my existence. They hate each other becuase of me. I ruin everything. Not dad not even that red dickhead me. Just just take me back please" I say crying, we then started teleporting away. Good I thought I need to get back now I need to apologize to dad for being the cause of his unhappiness.

I then frowned whe I say that I wasn't home I was still with little stolas and qe were knoe in some circus tent. "Why are we here I" asked the book "I don't need the see more" nothing happen so I just decide the stay silent and wait for what the book wanted me to see to happen

suddenly two imp children came on stage one of them look sort of like that fucking Clown from loo loo land and the other. Even with out the white scar I could see that it was the red dickhead.

I was shocked to also see that my dad was blushing while looking at him. He really like that imp before cheat on mum with him.

I wasn't the only one who saw dad like for the impending before I knew it the book took me to a new place.

Paimon was talking to the ringmaster about buying blitz for dad becuase he didn't want to deal with him. Jeez no wonder dad is so affectionate with me.

I then went to see blitzo and fizz playing with their messed up horses ballons. Before the blitzo dad told him. To steal from them not caring that he could get hurt. I guess that another thing the6 have in common. Horrible fathers.

We then went to blitzo being brought to dad who blush upon seeing him. when bowing to be polite paimon hit him and called him and idiot which made me sad.

We then went th stoals talking about his plant with blitzo looking bored. Before he decided the trick dad to playing a game where he could steal stuff. I was bit mad but didn't blame him considering what his dad is like and that he was more steal from paimon then dad. After the game was over and blitz gave the stolen goods they went to sit on a tree and talked.

I was then taken to a modern version of my dad room with him making up with a groan. I then say my dad clean him self up and then eat some pills. See that sadden me because dad was never happy.

I then follow dad small smile at the fact he still took the time to check on me. I then followed dad to the kitchen. I heard mom on the phone but just ignored her like always. I then say that they were having a not yet divorced party. I did remember that it was before the yelling got really worse. I guess still is the time I was looking for.

I remember just staying in my room for it and dad insistence and my own disinterested. I understand why dad wanted me gone mum just insulted him the whole time and egg she called me just an egg. Did she care about me at all. My dad was more involve in my childhood,but I alway belve mum care about me somewhat.

It wasn't till blitzo showed up that we went to the his room that dad started flirting. That's when I realized that this was when dad started cheat. Oh he'll no I was not seeing this covering my eyes and ears. Luckily, the book took me after it was over when blitzo left. It did hurt a bit when dad said it was the sound of a divorce though

I then telported somewhere else. Shock went on to my face to see dad was laying on the ground with lot of alcohol bottle on the ground. Dad I said wondering when this happen. Dad then got up and sang and song which made my heart break. Then mum showed up

Hearing what she said made me made. She only stayed around to make sure my dad was suffering that b*tch. I was happy dad stood up for himself and said they were getting the divorce but that changed to horror when I say mum was about to backhand up which dad caught luckily, but that didn't matter she was going to hit him has she hit him before. Was any of the happy childhood/family memories I had real.

Mum then left before saying dad would pay. Not if I had anything to say about it. I then fell unconscious again and Stull time woke up with my dad in my face.

"Via oh my Satan thank lucifer your ok. What were you thinking using that spell it way above you level you luck to be alright." He said hugging me.

After everything I saw and learnrd and saw I was happy to see my dad again bursting into tears I hugged him and said, "Dad I love you. I love you so much but we. We need to talk. About blitz, about mom, about me being a precautionary heir."

Dad looked horrified I knew that but nodded silently taking us home.

[punishedcrow]

just watched Ready Or Not and there's a scene where they try to justify the death of a kid.

the kid shoots the final girl at some point, when he's found his uncle says "we all deserve to die" about his evil family and the kid's mom goes "my children don't", then IN SEQUENCE, so the viewer knoes for a fact these lines are directly related, the kid discloses he shot the final girl bc that's what everyone else was doing and his uncle looks at him with a long pause.

this is the most basic level correlation and what that scene is meant to convey is that "uhh maybe that murderous kid deserves to die too🤔". which is kinda disgusting even though it's just a movie. I MEAN it's just a movie, right?... RIGHT? no movie ever impacted our collective consciousness about certain topics, RIGHT?

this is by far definitely not the first time a hollywood movie has a scene that explicitly stated that a child "deserves to die". neither is the first to have soft power over our collective consciousness. it's no close to Jaws and the influence it had on how we view sharks, but it still contributes to the problem, it's a small piece in a big puzzle of the manipulation of public opinion and the general morality of the masses.

don't get me wrong, the movie is enjoyable, i just personally couldn't overlook this specific detail in times like this where z*onists are constantly trying to propagate the same feelingnabout palestinian children. historically, this type of propaganda and violence justification has been done to children of color in its majority. that scene hits different with the social lenses i have today.

in conclusion: no child in the world ever "deserves to die" no matter what. media analysis and criticism is key to understand propaganda and learn to avoid and combat it's influence. and free palestine.