#I don't have any hunting friends anymore 😭

[teez-the-time]

dear may, i had to stop reading your san warrior fic a few times because my eyes are just filled with tears. 😭💕

excuse my wordings as i am not a writer but more so of a reader instead but your whole writing was done in such a wonderful way that i was left speechless and of course, in tears once again.

sannie written as such hopeless romantic and absolutely brave warrior is so accurately depicted that i truly believe he definitely can be one in his past life! 🙈

i guess as i am typing this, i just want to thank you so much for this brilliant piece of art that you decided to share with us here. 💖

hope this is just the first of many from you! 🥹

- ✨anon

MY. HEART. STOP.

No but, ever since I posted "Choi San, Wolf Warrior" I've received so many heartwarming messages and reviews that I literally had to sit down. You really have no idea how much a little support means to someone who never expected any kind of reaction from others. While I planned to continue posting my stories even if no one saw them, these kind of messages encourage me to keep exploring my potential.

I was SUPER nervous when I posted the story. For a moment, I even thought of deleting it and never having it see the light of day. I'm glad I didn't. I also contemplated making a second part, but ultimately decided to leave it as it is and not wear off the magic. Nevertheless, seeing that you like it so much...I present you a little story of Y/N and San before the big events of the story.

Lastly, dear anon: I obviously don't know you, but thank you for that beautiful message. Keep supporting ATINY authors with your sweet words, since many will appreciate them.

XOXO -May

Pairing: Warrior! San x Chief's daughter! Fem! Reader

Genre: fantasy, action, romance

Warnings: some cursing and metions of sex, but nothing explicit, Y/N and San are both whipped pt. 2.

Wc: 1.8k

Taglist: @darkdayelixer

You could barely see the ground in front of you as you walked through one of the furthest parts of the village in the middle of the night. It was way past the usual time you would have been home asleep, but one of your friends had come to you begging for your help. Apparently, San had come back with the other young men of the village from a successful hunt and was celebrating with some of your friends.

The problem?

Choi San, the fearless warrior, had lost to alcohol and now refused to stop drinking despite being pretty drunk. Seeing that no one was able to make him desist on his attempt to become a rum barrel, your friends resorted to an infallible plan: getting you to take him home.

That’s why you now found yourself walking on a dark path, alone, cursing his name to all the gods above.

May god curse that lightweight idiot, you thought to yourself.

You heard the laughter before you saw anyone. Partially hidden by a dense patch of trees and bushes, the young people of your village used the clearing as a meeting spot for this type of gathering. Consumed by your duties as the chief’s daughter, you had to excuse yourself from attending the party with your friends.

Well, I guess not anymore.

Your friends were scattered around the place. The majority stood in groups in different parts of a small clearing, others sat down on stools. A small group sat on the floor, listening to one of the boys play a guitar. At last, you saw San sitting with some mutual friends around a small wooden table. He couldn’t see you, as his back faced you (but you could recognize his blushed ears anywhere), and nobody seemed to have noticed your presence so far. You walked towards him, trying to be as silent as possible in case someone saw you. It’s not like you didn’t like this type of gathering, but it was pretty late and you had to get San back to his house and then go back to yours. You couldn’t stay for much.

As you approached the group, you could hear San talking, and from your friends’ expressions, he was talking nonsense.

“I am telling you,” he was insistent, but the slur of his words wasn’t very convincing, “no one can compare. Fucking impossible. I witness it with my two eyes every single day. The standards are so high it’s fucking ridiculous”.

You wondered what the hell he was talking about, but as you got closer, you caught your friend Wooyoung’s eyes. He showed you his mischievous smile before turning back to his drunk friend.

“Sanie, but what the hell are you talking about?” he asked San, who made an exasperated gesture.

“Are you dumb or deaf, Jung Wooyoung?” San sloppily motioned for his friends to listen carefully. “I’ll repeat it one more time ‘cause apparently y’all have been hit in the head enough times to become stupid. Y/N is the most perfect human being to ever exist”.

Your eyes widened, and the people that had noticed you started laughing. San didn’t like that. “What the fuck are you laughing at? Listen to me. Liiiisten. Wait, I got dizzy. Okay, I’m good again. So, listen to me”.

“Y/N is literally sooooo perfect sometimes it gets ridiculous. Like, she is so beautiful it doesn’t make sense. None at all. And it’s all the time. Not once in her life has she ever been ugly. No, wait. One time, when we were eleven, she slipped on sheep shit and got covered in it. She smelt horrible and cried like a baby. But now that I think about it, she looked so cute even though she was embarrassed. Goddammit!”

He covered his face, as he couldn’t bear the flutter of his heart. San dragged his hands through his cheeks and continued talking. “And that’s, like, just from the outside. From the inside, she is sooooo smart. Way too smart for her good actually. Hongjoong hyung, you are clever, but you look dumb compared to her. Sometimes, I feel like I’m too stupid to be with her.” He interrupted his speech with a gasp of horror. “Oh my god! What if she leaves me for someone more intelligent?”

His friend, Seonghwa, swatted his arm. “Yah, Sanie! Don’t even think about that!”

San downed the whole mug of beer he had been holding despite everyone’s protests. “But I’m right! She’s so much fucking better than me. She’s beautiful, smart, kind, responsible, and everyone loves her! Hell, I think my parents like her more than me. I mean, I don’t know, but I don’t blame them. Oh, and there’s nothing she can’t do. I’m not joking. She knows medicine, she helps her dad, and she even cooks. Her kimchi, hyung!”. He let out a hiccup and a sniff. “Wait, what was I talking about? Oh right, Y/N. Yes! She’s even good at sex-”

That was your cue to stop his drunk rambles. “Woah, woah. Time for me to stop this party for you, sir.”

San didn’t pay you attention and kept rambling. “Oh no, I promised her that I wouldn’t talk about her like that. Forget the last part. I didn’t say shit about sex. It’s just…it’s just…I haven’t seen her since we left and I miss her sooooo much”. He stopped, his eyes widening. “Gods, I think I even heard her voice just now”.

If your friends weren’t laughing at San’s drunken antics before, they certainly were now. You put your hand on his shoulder. “Sanie, I’m here. It’s time to go home”.

San looked at you as if he had seen a ghost. “Oh my gods! I’m starting to hallucinate”.

In any other circumstance, you would’ve been rolling on the floor with laughter, but you were getting more and more frustrated with him. “San. You are drunk. Time to come home”.

“No!” he refused, holding the empty mug to his chest and pouting, “I won’t follow a fake Y/N. Get out, you impostor!”

You pinched the bridge of your nose in frustration. “Sanie, I’m not a fake. It’s me Y/N. I came here to take you home”.

San narrowed his eyes in suspicion. “Hmm, I still don’t believe you. Tell me something only the real Y/N would know!”

Surprisingly, it wasn’t the first time he had pulled something similar. You sighed and answered his demand. “Your name is San and your family name is Choi”.

With that simple answer, his entire face lit up. He grinned from ear to ear and grabbed your hand. “You are my Y/N! Why didn’t you say so earlier?”

You had to fight the urge to knock his teeth out, as it would be too bothersome to explain to his parents how his son lost them. “Yes, I am Y/N. Come with me”.

You didn’t have to repeat yourself. Without letting go of your hand, he grabbed the few things he had brought with him and stood up from his seat. His smile was unwavering. “Let’s go home, darling. It’s way too late for you to be out!”

Drunk San was more ridiculous than normal San, so you made no effort to point his logic out. You just slung his arm over your shoulders to help him walk and said goodbye to your friends (who weren’t also totally hammered and didn’t make some colourful suggestions about home activities).

Even if you were annoyed by how drunk San was, you had to admit he was pretty funny when he was in this state. It wasn’t usual for him to drink this much, or at all, which was something you would have to inquire later. But, for now, you enjoyed the nonsense he was humming and muttering. The warmth of his body comforted you in the middle of the night chill.

“My love,” he called out to you. Lately, he seemed more comfortable calling you that in more public settings. “My love, Y/N. I have to admit something”.

“What is it, Sanie?” you inquired.

“I am drunk,” he said dead-seriously, “like super drunk. I don’t know why I drank so much. I am sorry”.

You held back a laugh, hearing how upset he sounded by the end of the sentence. “It’s okay, Sanie. You don’t have to apologise. I’m not mad.”

“Are you sure?” he asked and you repeated your answer. “You’re literally the best ever. I was gonna say best friend, but you aren’t my best friend anymore”.

“Oh?” you played along, knowing there was something he wanted to say, “then who is your best friend now? Wooyoungie? Yeosangie?”

San shook his head energetically. “Nop. They can’t compare to you. You are my best friend, but, like, you aren’t my friend. I don’t like any words for you. You…you are…my love. My Y/N”.

In the middle of that night, on the road you both took together to go home, you choked at San’s confession. You were always impressed at how he wore his heart on his sleeve, never afraid of judgment or rejection. You, on the other hand, were more reluctant to let others in, your guard having been broken by only a few; one of which you carried on your shoulders at this very moment. 

“Me too…” you said barely above a whisper, “I can’t find a word for you, my love…”

For a few moments, neither of you said a word, letting the silence speak for yourselves. You could feel he was regaining sobriety, although a throbbing headache would be waiting for him in the morning. His house stood at the end of the road, and yours wasn't too far away. It was time to say your goodbyes for the night, but you were already planning on stopping by again to leave him some medicine.

"Y'know, we're already twenty," San stated the obvious once again, "we only have to wait two more years".

You didn't dare to say anything. You both arrived at his door, and San removed his arm from your shoulders, but he didn't let go of you. Instead, he placed a hand on the small of your back and pulled you closer to him. His other hand found nest on your cheek. From that distance, you could see speckles of moonlight in his eyes, who looked at you with intensity.

"Gods, I can't wait for those two years," he whispered before capturing your lips with his. You reciprocated the kiss, tangling your hands on the hair of his nape. It tasted like alcohol but, somehow, San made it sweeter.

It was perfect, just like him.

You broke away for air, but it wasn't enough for San. He pecked your lips twice more before removing himself from you. You helped him open the door to his home, as he still struggled with basic coordination. He turned around to look at you for one last time, placing a kiss on your forehead.

"I love you~," he grinned and waved at you excitedly as he closed the door slowly. San's figure disappeared from your sight, but you heard a couple of stumbles and curses from the inside.

You smiled to yourself.

I can't wait either.

[cyberdragoninfinity]

Heyyyyyyyy, what's the story behind Yugo and Dennis in dimswap au???? 😭😭😭

(I don't know if I want to know that, but. My evil boys. I want them.)

SMILES BLISSFULLY... god they are. friends? rivals??? Guys With History That's For Sure LMAO.

i won't get into All of the details (since ideally i rly wanna write a fic with some important vignettes in their shared background!!) but here's the main gist of it 💚🧡 oh god it got long sorry. putting it under the cut <3

They formally met/befriended each other back when yugo was about 7 and dennis about 8ish--yugo was SUPPOSED to stay locked up in his dorm (this being after Leo Akaba tried to drown him/it didnt work/now Leo's a little bit scared of this baby zarc shard so he must be kept under close lock and key) but he's rambunctious and more clever than people give him credit for so he would frequently get out and go wander off into some of the more secluded campus courtyards to play outside. Dennis ALSO had a penchant for curiosity and sneaking around to explore, so of course at some point their paths were going to cross <3

they ended up becoming friends (yugo's first friend that wasnt his duel spirits ;___;) and played a lot of... like. Duel Monsters But Also Just Making Rules Up and Using the Cards As Toys. Playing Pretend. They kept meeting up and playing together off and on for probably around 8 months before some teacher finally caught on and yugo's got Contained once more :(

(faculty did take note of how very good at being stealthy young Dennis was, though, and perhaps fast tracked him a little to becoming a proper Duel Academy spy)

Anyway so the two kind of fell out of contact for like 6ish years. Peak "i met my new best friend at the beach one summer and then never saw them again" but theyre both still just on the same school campus being walled off into their respective education upbringings

Flash forward to when Yugo's like 12-13ish and Dennis is 14-15ish--I ended up cooking this sort of dswap specific Academy Training Drill that involves students having to duel each other in the middle of raging sleet and snowstorms to train for raging war in severe weather (and for the chance at exemplary mark on their records, if they can successfully beat the Wild Yugo Left to Wander the Duel Field.) Dennis and Yugo encounter each other and have a pretty vicious duel that ends in Yugo forcing a tie; technically a tie goes to Yugo and he'd get the card the challenger, but instead he lets Dennis mark it as a win, and i dont think either of them can fully comprehend as to why <3 (haha! they are fundamentally broken and cannot process acts of kindness and generosity anymore! 🥲)

And then they fall out of contact again cuz Dennis is getting swooped up in his mentorship going to shit and then him being assigned to Synchro to go keep an eye on/assassinate the zarc counterpart of that dimension (and then well he did a bunch of other stuff instead. 💜) Meanwhile Yugo's still being kept in his little box and only let out to be a campus hunting game boogeyman and frankly it's making him start to go stir crazy. there is NOT enough enrichment in his enclosure and he is going to act out!!!

ANYWAY. WELL THEN DIMENSIONSWAP ARC-V HAPPENS and yugo and dennis don't cross paths (literally) until the 'Fusion' arc when the Lancers descend upon DA to deal with all of that. So then you got Dennis, in the wake of his Synchro mission ALSO going to shit, now on assignment from the Professor himself to take Yuto out of the picture by any means necessary and getting a Little Fucking Unwell, and then also meanwhile you got Yugo, who is Not staying in his dorm rn... he wants in on the action he wants to see whats going on, and maybe have a little fun too <3 So they cross paths roaming the halls of Duel Academy and the vibe is. Weird. friends who havent seen each other in a while and have both changed a lot. Yugo takes issue with Dennis's assignment to kill Yuto (and the other two yuboys by extension) cuz A.) well those guys are him too right? what the fuck. not cool >:( but also B.) he kind of doubts Dennis can win against someone (presumably) as strong as Yugo himself. Dennis is not happy with either of that conclusion

So the two of them end up dueling in the middle of a DA hallway, in the tried and true arc-v fashion yugo does end up winning pretty Decisively 🥴 he still can't bring himself to card Dennis though, and effectively just ends up warning him "hey if you duel those other mes I dunno if you're gonna get what you want outta it" which just ends up pissing Dennis off more but oh well !!!

(Dennis loses to Yuto) (technically he loses to Yuya dueling through Yuto's body) (he still cards himself because Of Course He Does)

and then after all of that, in the wild wild west of Dimensionswap AU "Post-Canon," Yugo and Dennis reconnect and bond more over really being DA's strongest soldiers and last vestiges of the Fusion dimension's destructive warpath; they don't know how to live and operate with 'normal' people. they arent particularly sorry for what they did. and no one seems to know what to do with them. So they just meet up and play games together like when they were kids except now they also have this sort of transactional element of their friendship where they're beating the crap out of each other Fight Club style (for Yugo it's just roughhousing and having fun!!! and maybe also venting out some frustrations about the world he must live in now!!) (for Dennis it's his fifth dimensional chess 'God won't let me die i need to be punished for existing' self-loathing spiral and also maybe he's have fun too <3) (theyre both Not Doing Great thanks for asking :,) )

also dennis and yuri's relationship is also a bit of a tire fire during this period THERE'S A LOT. GOING ON.

ANYWAY TL;DR fusion!yugo and dennis have known each other since they were small and have a complicated dynamic that masks what may actually be a pretty deep bond that neither of them has the emotional literacy to filly comprehend. i like them SO much 🍌🐩

[limitless-blue]

wondering what everyone’s favorite food is in the predprey au? Do they have shared favorites? Are the buns obligate herbivores 😭? Is it disrespectful to eat the creature your friend is technically distantly related to?

i've never thought of this!! starting with the last question, it really depends on whether or not hybrids are actually human/animal hybrids or if theyre entirely different species. (for example) would sapnap be half human/half bunny, or is he a different species that evolved with shared ancestors with humans and bunnies, or is he a different species that evolved alongside humans and bunnies in an environment that required it to evolve traits both others have while genetically being neither?

if we're going with option 1, where animals are kinda like pokemon in that they can breed with any other animal and create actual offspring (side note: this also means that we would have to consider hybrids that aren't just 50/50, but 25/75, 10/90, etc, similarly to how we consider ethnicities and those percentages), it would probably be fine? not necessarily rude or disrespectful but maybe a little inconsiderate? like, a lot of team mafia are animals that prey on bunnies, but obvs conter and sapnap know that they've still gotta eat, regardless of what conter and sapnap are, but the team aren't exactly going out and hunting bunnies to eat if they can help it.

for option 2, it begs the question of how the hybrids actually evolved and where they evolved from, because there's the possibility where hybrids evolved and branched off From humans (i.e. humans Are the common ancestor), implying that Homo sapiens don't exist anymore (or at least as we know them), or humans and hybrids share a common ancestor, which implies that there are non-hybrid humans

for option 3, this means that both regular humans and regular animals exist (provided they didn't somehow go extinct (unless humans went extinct due to some event that only affected them, or animals had traits that allowed them to survive that humans didn't have)).

for both 2 and 3, there's also the question of if every hybrid is their own species. like, is sapnap an entirely different species from serpias? even more specfically, are sapnap and conter different species? if they're all entirely different species (in that they can't produce fertile offspring with one another), did they all evolve at the same time? are there some animals who haven't evolved a human hybrid species? and if they are all the same species, how do their genes decide what kind of hybrid they are? does their dna contain the information for every possible hybrid, and only activate certain portions, thus giving each person the traits of one animal and not the others?

also for both 2 and 3, these offer the least amount of disrespect when it comes to eating animals. like, conter and sapnap aren't gonna be offended if their teammates are eating rabbit because that's an entirely different species. they can recognize the similarities but they're not the Same so it doesn't really matter.

as for if the bunnies are obligate carnivores, i would say that everyone is omnivorous, regardless of what kind of hybrid they are. the extent also kind of depends on the question of species/ancestry, in that in option 1, they're all partially human so they still partially have the dietary needs of humans, maybe just leaning more towards one side of the scale according to the other half (ex. sapnap and conter still eat meat but they tend to need less and prefer fruits and vegetables, and the predators would all still be obligate carnivores, but their diet would be a little more balanced/leaning a little more towards humans). although, in options 2 and 3, they most likely still share genetic similarities to humans (the extent of that depends on how long ago they evolved but still), so i feel like it would make sense for them to still balance out between human diets and their animals' diet, but here, they'd probably lean further towards their animal.

as for favorite foods, i don't know :o! just due to the ratio of predators to prey, their food supply is mostly meat, but i imagine even some of the predators (ex. spreen, farfa, shadoune) would also want to have other foods in stock. i am open to other thoughts, though

[lesbianneopolitan]

Neopolitan is my favorite RWBY OC- *gets stabbed to death*

thank you, though!! I'm v passionate about her and she's v special at this point, specially the development I gave to my interpretation, so I appreciate it when other people also love how I handled her 😭

SPOILERS AHEAD, so I'm putting it under a Read More just in case

Comment te dire adieu, the true ending, must be my fave one

it's hopeful in a way, like it inspires me too? that despite being mentally ill Ame managed to live her life without having to depend on an imaginary friend anymore, that she manages to get some of her shit together to survive on her own

idk man, she's gonna keep having her issues because we cannot make our mental illnesses disappear magically, but it's still hopeful to watch her success on her own

like, I want that, one day

I'll also give a special mention to the DARK ANGEL one

or any of the endings in which Ame gets too fixated on the haters, the bullying, the doxxing, that abuse

like, I didn't live through something as big as that, but I did experience it on a lesser amount and it was already a hellish experience for someone as unstable as me

people told me to ignore the haters, to block and move on, or expected me to react x way or more mature because I'm an adult, but it was just impossible for me to do so, because I have anxiety on top of extreme responses with some emotions, so I got super paranoid that people were out there to get me, that they were stalking me even if I blocked them, that they wanted me dead

like I had anxiety attacks almost every day as long as it happened because it lasted for MORE THAN A MONTH and my mental health was going to shit, I had nightmares with it, I couldn't sleep properly because of the anxiety itself, and it was overall awful

it was awful to see how normalized it is to pile against people like that

all because of a fictional ship, like, for the love of god just block me if my interpretations or AUs aren't to your liking, but don't hunt me ever again over something that is so fucking stupid, look for real dangerous people, for fuck's sake

[sevenrs]

idk if this is anything, but my friend and i were talking about how perhaps the reason Suns’ cat is an absolutely cracked murder machine and Sig’s ended up being sick and weak was because by that point, Hunter was the healthiest one he managed to make. In the pearl he sends Moon he mentions ‘equipment eroding etc etc’ so perhaps by the time Hunter is engineered their systems aren’t working super great anymore? Ignore me if this is dumb or am just forgetting a super obvious part of the lore 😭

Also because that’s a super sad headcanon have a happier(ish) one, based on completely nothing I just thought it was cute: Hunter’s full name is ‘Hunting the Stars, Moon’s Saviour’, Sig gave it to her right as she was about to leave. He tried his best not to get attached but since ancient society seems to have placed so much emphasis on names and titles, he wanted to at least give her the dignity of a name :’)

i never really thought about the exact reason why hunter is like that, could be because it was the best nsh managed or that he didn't care to make a super healthy messenger. there was the slugcat before hunter which nsh used to send "something unsavory" to another iterator (i don't see many people turning this slugcat into an oc, unlike some of the others like arti's pups and surv's/monk's parents. maybe oc makers will get in on that)

before downpour some friends and i had a headcanon that hunter was partially mechanical and the reason for limited cycles and the spasms at 0 was because of aging mechanical parts or running out of like. oil or something. and honestly it might be something i keep drawing because rot hunter is a little icky to me (this is no shame to any artist that draws rot hunter)

(art from june 2022)

and take this one for the road

[starglitterz]

i’m so glad i was able to make you smile! i hope your load lessens soon and that you’re able to breathe + have a moment to yourself after so much chaos. i know making changes to your blog may be scary, but ultimately it is your blog. i’ll interact as often as i can, i hope we can be good friends someday 🥹💗 i’m really excited to see your new theme btw, though i’m going to miss your xiao one; i associate you and xiao together, you are a package that can’t be separated :)

i think people should try to get to know the writer’s they admire, so i’ll be leaving a few questions that might help me get to know you more! 💌

you mentioned your blue lock favs being sae, isagi, nagi, reo + bachira. who’s your least favorite character (if you have one), if you don’t have a least favorite then simply name a character that just isn’t very interesting to you & why :D

do you have any comfort shows? if so, name them! i’m trying to broaden my movie collection hehe 🤲🏼

how did you come up with your aliases? they’re adorable, your choice in names is absolutely immaculate ✨

- 💤 anon

utc bc it got SO LONG this is so embarrassing i fear i may always be a yapper 😭😭😭 also warning for blue lock spoilers!! (post-u20 match)

yess everything has been SO chaotic recently 😭 esp w my irl i manage a lot of different things so it's a lil stressful but all worth it! the blog change-up was something i had been contemplating for a while and i asked a few of my friends (who are also on tumblr!) abt it first and they were all like "girl it's your blog do whatever you want" AHAHAH and honestly i needed that reminder!!! and bb don't even worry abt it, just interact whenever you want to & have the energy to and i'm sure we'll be great friends 💓 and omg HAHAHA I WAS WORRIED ABT THIS 😭 i was like omg;;; ppl aren't going to know me as the #1 xiao lover anymore;;; </3 but yes we are most definitely a package always & forever - we come in a pair 😋🩷!!

OMG OKAY!!! my least favourite... IGAGURI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and idk if it counts but also that old man whos in charge of the jp football team (aka the one always trying to sabotage blue lock and anri's boss) i will actually hunt down this man and murder him with my bare hands. /silly he's so annoying!!! and igaguri actually pisses me off so bad because WHAT DO YOU MEAN he got ahead and not KUNIGAMI??? ik that was ages ago in the manga but i am still Not over it. unrelated but kunigami is the definition of the 'died and came back wrong' trope </3 i do understand igaguri's whole thing of 'oh if i fail i have to work at my parents shrine' but lowk idgaf!! play better then bro he's barely doing anything half the time but he still got so far 😭😭😭

as for comfort shows,,, i was thinking abt this for a while and i think my comfort show would be gakuen babysitters!! (linked to the whole series on youtube - it's official dw!) if you haven't heard of it, it's basically abt a boy named ryuuichi and his younger brother kotaro. their parents died in an accident and they're both taken in by this old lady who's actually the dean of a school! so she says that since ryuuichi is so good w kids (he practically raised kotaro), in order for the two of them to continue living w her for free, he has to work at the school's daycare!! it does have some emotional moments, but it's mostly just sweet and silly fluff 🥹🩷 it literally makes me sooo happy whenever i watch it (except the first ep that lowk gives me high blood pressure LMFAO) and i had (lowk still have???) the biggest crush on ryuuichi all throughout highschool 😭 he's so sweet and gentle and guys who are good w kids are SUCHH green flags <3

ahh thank you so much!! i'm very fussy abt names so i'm glad you like mine 💓💓💓 for quill, it's actually the name i used on wattpad YEARSSS ago 😭 it comes from my favourite pokemon cyndaquil so i just took the 'quil' part and added an extra L!! (omg extraL by jennie and doechii mentioned?!?!??!) as for kira it's honestly just a name that i've always liked since i was a kid, and it reminds me of the jp word kira kira (meaning sparkly)!! and i feel like it suits me so it was easy to transition to adding kira as a name on this blog hehehe <333

I AM LITERALLY SO SORRY I TALKED SO MUCH 😭😭😭😭😭 genuinely someone take away my keyboard i just get even worse when im typing on pc HSKJDAKS PLEASE DON'T EVEN WORRY ABT REPLYING TO THIS EVER this is literally a wholeass thesis 😭 but ily thank you sm for sending such a sweet ask pookie have a lovely day!!! <333

[thedreamflarealchemist]

I've spent days trying to find someone to talk about these things with omg I'm so excited 😭

big mood on Will, it's not that I dislike him but he's just been less interesting than the others, and I know it's a narrative choice but I'm super interested to see more about him. and yeah /starting/ the season with backstories has me wondering how it's gonna escalate from here! it's starting so strongly!!

I'm really interested to see more of Duke because iirc his flashback didn't really have any one person of major importance? We got that glimpse of his assistant, but imo that's not quite the same level as seeing Pluto's dad or Eulalie's friends, so I want More Details [grabby hands]

Ahh me too!

So so so I had to go back and look at Duke's death in ep 83 and it's sooo strange how we're never shown his assistant's face. Like in most other character's flashbacks we clearly see the faces of everyone in their memory (Eulalie's friends, Pluto's father, Will's acquaintances? Etc.) So my theory is either the character will be important to the plot later in Nevermore OR Duke doesn't remember their face yet for some reason. Either way super intriguing and i can't wait to see what comes of that!

Duke's a really interesting character and we don't know much about his actual life or connections other then him being a magician and apparently giving his assistant some reason to orchestrate his death (it was the assistant right?) So hopefully they dive into him more.

The backstorys we've been getting are so great but I am hungry for more! How do you think things are going to go down with the Wild Hunt? Do you think anymore backstorys will be revealed soon because of it?

[kerizaret]

SORRY FOR THE LATE REPLY I FORGOT TO DO IT SOONER AHH

"you can ramble to me forever" keri what have you done... i will never shut up anymore i'm going to become a rambler 4000 towards you look what have you granted upon yourself... /silly

tbh i don't remember much from yae's story quest and ayato's was pretty much boring for me 😭 but to be fair ayato released pretty late and i was already fascinated by wxs so i started to focus on the lore less and less unfortunately. my personal favorites were ei's second and yoimiya's though (and ayaka's but that's only because i'm biased and she's still one of my fav characters in any media ever.) and the vision hunt decree was my fav thing about it definitely!! the atmosphere of it really gave me the thrill that even liyue and mondstadt couldn't give me, unfortunately

i'll definitely go through my library and give you some recs in spare time, then!! i just hope they're still up it's been so long....

HI SORRY FOR /MY/ LATE REPLY AHFHAHD I DIDNT HAVE AS MUCH TIME <//3

But WOO I HAVE UNLOCKED THE INFINITE FRIEND RAMBLE OPTION!!! I knew it was worth it upgrading the ririś friend level. I can't wait to see what amazing dialogues I'll get from this :3

I honestly don't remember the sqs as well either LMAO I just knew I liked them. Ayatos was fun bc of the politics game... its interesting to me personally. Yoimiya's was great too!!!

And yay recs!!

[kimarisgundam]

*clears my throat* ahem... what tHE ACTUAL FRIGGGGGG AHHHHHHHHHH (•̀д•́)!!!!

(This is Cyberpunk Red related, not irl. So don't worry about me 😅. I'm just venting cos I can't seem to get any frigging PEACE as my Netrunner ;_; )

I gave Exec crap for taking a job involving transporting shady stuff that we have to collect from Dog Frigging Town to California... but it wasn't his fault...

It's dad again ಠ_ಠ. When Exec defected from Arasaka, dad let him "walk"... but it's an unspoken rule that Exec has to do favours for him occasionally once Exec establishes himself as a fixer...

And I let our DM (RPing as my Netrunner's dad) guilt me into helping again 🥲. Dad said he knows I still feel indebted to Arasaka... it's just Rockerboy who lead me astray...

He said I'll see reason again one day, but if I won't do it for Arasaka now... then he asks that I at least do it for him, my biological father 🥲. Cos I'm his only daughter, and he's my only living parent 🥲

And I regret taking the cyberware upgrade dad prepared for my Netrunner... my Humanity dipped more than expected. I'm at risk of psychosis if I take any emotional damage...

^ The eyes are actually super cool though!!!They are like fangs from Gundam 00. It comes with 4 tiny diamond tipped drones that link to her optics. The drones have cameras on them, so they can be used as extra eyes or as small floating daggers.

But the Humanity penalty is super steep... and I unfortunately got a very bad roll 😅

I'm embarrassed to tell my party so I'm currently lying about my Humanity score...

My Netrunner is in the same boat as Exec tbh... I quit cos I couldn't take it anymore. I couldn't take backstabbing my party 😭. And dad/Arasaka was messing with Blackwall... I ran cos I didn't want to keep helping then mess with it...

But it's understood I was allowed to leave alive cos of favouritism (turns out I'm his biological kid) and cos I'm an "asset" (due to good rolls, I pulled many feats in game. My Netrunner is considered a prodigy)... I owe Arasaka/dad my current freedom... I'm expected to do favours occasionally too ;_;

I'm legit sorry to everyone in my party 🥲. I'm sorry for working with our DM and backstabbing everyone and causing character deaths 🥲. I was just following orders 🥲

I'm especially sorry to my friend's Rockerboy character 🥲. Mako considers him her first real friend, but I stood by and let my dad and brother torture him 🥲

I'm fighting for my Netrunner's freedom now... but it seems pointless 🥲. I can't just disappear... I know dad will kill Rockerboy and all his friends/family if I did that 🥲

My choom's safety is always being dangled over my head cos dad is angry I chose Rockerboy over him... plus Solo has psychosis and is dependent on dad's pills now... Solo is like my little brother... I can't let MaxTac hunt him down 🥲

Why did I even take the upgrade???

She already gave up so much of herself for Arasaka... my Netrunner looks organic, but if you pop her back/spine open, her insides are all chrome...

I'm not blaming Arasaka or dad... this campaign started a year ago... and at the start I was fully loyal to Arasaka. I swore loyalty and willing installed cyberware to be better at my job

I was my choice, no one forced me. I just wanted to be useful 🥲

[jordanstrophe]

Okay I know it’s been a while and I really hope this is okay 😭😭 But may I please request the next bit of Gabriel’s rescue arch after he reunites with his parents? Thank you either way, I love the series and your writing is absolutely amazing 💚

Hey! Not a problem in the slightest, there's been a lot of requests for him lately, and actually- there's an ask I got in DECEMBER that I have been silently beating myself up for not getting around to it sooner and aaa and thank you, thank you so much

[Masterlist] - CW: Recovery, trauma paranoia, captivity and shackles mentioned 

He felt completely disconnected.

Many of his friends stopped by to see him, but their faces looked like strangers. Even his parents, they were being so... strangely kind. He once took pride in his independence. But now, here he was laying in his old bed at home, cupping a hot chocolate his mother had made for him.

"Sure you don't need anything else?" She asked, running a hand through his hair. She was mindful to keep her voice soft and gentle. They learned that the hard way, (and rather quickly), that any loud noises or harsh tones had dire consequences.

"I'm fine. Thank you." Gabriel didn't even raise his voice louder than a whisper. "Alright then. You know where I am if you need me." She smiled, getting up and shutting his door as quietly as she could. She spent most of her time caring for Gabriel, guilt-ridden that if she had been involved a little bit more, then maybe... maybe none of this would have happened.

His father, on the other hand, was a burning ball of fury. He might not outright admit it, but he's implied several times how he wants the head of the man who kidnapped his son mounted on a pike on his front lawn. He spent his time with the police aiding what he could in the hunt for Walter, who seemingly fell off the face of the earth.

Gabriel took a sip and sighed. He glanced out the window, watching the wind sway the branches. The sun had started to set and it was just dark enough not everything was clear in his head.

-But he could swear he was staring at a figure, deep in the distance of the forest.

And it was staring back.

"No-... No, no." Gabriel mumbled. He set the cup down and struggled out of bed before prying the window open. He squinted and leaned forward, feeling his heart beat faster when he still couldn't confirm what he was staring at.

"Leave me alone!!" He shouted, hearing his voice echo through the forest. "I don't- I don't want you anymore!!!" He cried. He flinched back when he felt something his cheek, thinking it was a raindrop-

No, it was just the tears again.

"Gabriel?!" His mother shouted, freezing and quickly changing her tone. "Darling are you alright?" She whispered.

"He's there. He's right there." Gabriel pointed, his face was calm, but his voice was trembling. She quickly stood behind him and followed his finger. It was pointing towards nothing but a tall dark stump deep in the forest.

"That's a stump, dear. Either your eyes are playing tricks on you, or you need sleep... Or in this case, both." She sighed, placing her hands on his shoulders and steering him back to bed.

"But! But I saw-"

"Gabriel, there's nothing there. Come now, you need to rest." She interrupted, snapping the curtains closed and throwing the blankets back over him. "You're stressed, you aren't sleeping, you aren't eating and now this- Gabe please, do as I ask."

Gabriel sighed and sunk into his pillow. Maybe she was right, he had hardly slept with such different environments. He was far more used to a cold chain around his leg and dark cabin...

"I'm not leaving until I know you're alright." She crossed her arms.

"Alright! I'm okay, I'm just- I'm confused." He fumbled and threw his head against the pillow. “Believable enough. Now, get some rest. I'm sure your head will clear in the morning.” She cooed, lightly touching his forehead one last time.

“-Wait.” Gabriel tightly snatched her wrist and didn’t let go. “Can you just stay? I know I've never asked this before, but just for tonight... Please.” He begged, his voice breaking as his mother sighed and sank back down next to him.

“Of course.” She soothed and held his hand back.

“I’m never going to let anyone take you from me again.”

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[duodipersponsh]

Okay, I am not a professional (i've just been doing a hell lot of reading&watching) but PLEASE STOP STYGMATIZING DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER IN YOUR FANFICTION

I know writing about Winter Soldier who hunts and kills everything that moves and has nothing to do with an actual sentient human being is fun and cool (actually, no!) but

Dissociative Identity Disorder doesn't have to be about

- there's one dude who possesses me from time to time

- I have no recollection of what he does

- I have no idea who he is

- he is antisocial, cruel and dangerous

Now, what DID representation can actually be about? Well, thank you for asking, there are so many things to explore and so much variety!

First of all, look up the terminology and use it in your texts (not all of these will be relevant for every system): emotional protectors, persecutors, gatekeepers, child alters, sexual alters, non-human alters, host/hosts, body; inner world, fronting, co-fronting, co-conscious, switching, positive and negative triggers; dissociation, derealisation; integration, fusion, splitting; system communication; why the name of the disorder was changed (please stop saying multiple identities)

(You already know all of these? Try figments, introjects, fictives, dormant alters; OSDD and its types; age-sliding, inner-system relationships, dysphoria in fronting alters; uncovering hidden memories; dating a system. Too easy still? Try looking up disability in alters because apparently this happens a lot and we still don't know much about it.)

Not all of these things will be relevant to every system, but PLEASE start your research there. And no, splitting has nothing to do with that horrible movie😭

Basic stuff!

DID is a generally COVERT disorder caused by TRAUMA that happened while THE BODY WAS YOUNGER THAN NINE. No, you are not likely to get DID from a mission you went on with your buddy Steve Rogers if you were an adult already. Yes, it usually takes years to figure out you have DID. Yes, you will most probably need lots of therapy to learn to coexist with all of your alters, your amnesia (if you have any) and other things

Inner world/headspace!

It can be anything from a room to a city or even sth bigger than that. It can have its own laws of space&time. It can have "non-playable characters", i.e. non-alters. It can be visible to all alters, it can be hidden from the host (until they learn about their alters or forever), it can be very detailed or extremely vague

Alters!

There can be more than one! They can be of any age, race, gender etc! They can be animals, fairies, any sort of demons, spirits (do you see some great opportunities for your fics? Well I do!)

In most cases, the host will not know about their alters for years, and NEITHER WILL PEOPLE AROUND THEM. Yes, alters can have different personalities, they can protect other alters, they can punish them, they can be quiet or hyperactive, they can be a prescooler or have phd in something, they can have various accents, they may be non-verbal, they may have very special mannerisms but most of the time they will pretend to be the host

Then, one day your character may put all of the information they have together: memory loss, varying handwritings, maybe voices in their head or characters who come to them in their sleep, maybe they'll be helped by their friends or a professional. And maybe you could begin your plot here! Maybe they'll write in their diary something like "Hi, this is my name and I know you are out there. Please write back. You don't have to hide anymore. We are safe now." Maybe they'll receive an answer! Maybe someone will connect with them the next time they dissociate, maybe they'll be let straight into the inner world. Let's go, let's explore it together!

DID gives you an amazing opportunity to let the reader explore your world with the host, if they are yet to discover their DID or have only learned about it recently. Moreover, DID tends to give a system lots of surprises: dormant alters or ones that are entirely new (they don't have to be born because of new traumatic events!), memories no one even knew about, splitting and fusing.

However, you know what we totally lack in (fan)fiction?

DID systems that are functioning well!

Happy systems! Collaborating alters! Hurt&comfort! Fluffy fics! Inner communication! There is literally SO much you can do. Some systems aim for fusing all of their alters; others want to gain all of their memories back first; for some, getting to know all of their alters is still number one priority; some just want to coexist without fusing.

I know it's funny to write about a gloomy antisocial Winter who has a crush on Tony but cannot express himself. But please, we need more than that.

Please.

[fic-dumpster]

Omi? Still there? Have you come to check again? If yes! I'm glad but not about the fact that this mishap still has it's effect on you. I'm new to Tumblr - and I started writing because @solaceinarts told me something. Something that i didn't realize much at all; which I'll come later. But first, after reading your all those updates I thought I should drop by and say a few things :-

People have always been easy to judge,easy to be judged. I've really learnt it in hard way which in turn has made me less interactive,less communicative. I hope it doesn't come to that.

I used to write,umm, poetries ,poems that could burn your heart ,poems that could heal your bad memories like the sweet smell of morning dew. But then,i was accused of plagiarism one,two ,three - each time a fellow writer stepped up for me. Fourth one was too much. I couldn't take it even if I got a few friends who were willing to fight for me,i stopped writing. I lost my muse. I've discarded my poem dairies in rage just to get rid off the negativity.

I created Tumblr just out of whim and i met @solaceinarts . She told me "if not now, then when?" She too has gone through some shit too and man the courage she holds after all that. I totally adore her ,deep down to the bones!

She told me that one day you'll get bored of all these things. Things that you used to enjoy wouldn't make you happy anymore. You'll be busy and laugh at your childish behaviour.So, when you feel like you're ready for something, something to create, never let that urge die. That's what makes you go one step further where you were before. People? Who? Them? Did they know how much you worked on a single creative piece before posting,did they know how much you hesitated before posting? Nope they don't. They probably wouldn't, maybe never. But you?you know the hardwork behind your every post ;you'll still be blaming yourself for killing the artist in you. I thought for days and realized people will judge, even after you're gone. It's a shame how people don't understand the importance of "little things" that makes all of us happy. I don't know if I'll ever face a situation like this but if I ever do - well I've no idea how I'll react.

Leave everything if you would! But don't let it burn the artist inside you. please don't let it die :)

don't come back until you feel like. Your mental health isn't an extension of people's feedbacks of your creative workspace. I still have tons of art journals poems ,poetries , stories that i used to do only for myself after slowly getting my muse back. But I'm never gonna post them. It's a trophy that I've achieved just for myself not for those prying eyes waiting to jab at me.

I would still like to talk to you if you're willing :)

stay good and I'll try to hunt you in ao3; although I don't have acct.

I apologise if you feel triggered by reading all these. I've PTSD issues so well I'm kinda afraid of talking and what might trigger a person at any moment without your knowledge.

take your time!I'll still be here, waiting, unless some shit happens to me. You need a long break,a break that promises you no turning back but i know writers don't whither easily.

Haaaa my point is I'm here if you wanna talk. Lol i got carried away & Oops !quite long and vague.

~yours truly,

Paradis.

NOTHING WILL HAPPEN TO YOU!! 🥺💕🫂😭💕 and ty 🥺💕 for still talking to me even though I suck at dming. Y’all r so cool and nice 🥺💕. I appreciate your words, and I'm thankful you took some of your time for me 🥺💕🫂.

I think I’m better now, still not going to post asks/stories as fast as before for different reasons… yeah, I got triggered by some anon (sounds dumb ik but that’s the awful part of triggers, they do whatever they want, whenever they want). My therapist taught me some exercises, not to get rid of them awful feelings xD, but to have more control over these emotions. So im good im good.🤸🏻‍♂️💕

[anonymousblackgirll]

November 02, 2022

I'm blogging in the hopes that it will stimulate my brain so that I can finally finish this lab assignment I need to get done because its 100 points and it's due today. So far I have the layout but haven't answered any of the questions SJKSJHDJAK. Anyway, I'm doing pretty good, I'm still on the hunt for a remote job because one source of income is NOT enough, even as a full-time student living on campus. Why is it that as you get older things that you want become more expensive? In high school the thought of buying anything other than shoes for over $60 was insane to me... but if I had $1,000 right now it wouldn't be enough :( I really want these Betty Boop Doc Martens but they're at LEAST $350... then I also want a pair of headphones so my ear canals can get a break from AirPods... but those are at least $350 for good quality. THEN I also need this crooked ass tattoo lasered off because every artist I've talked to said that trying to fix it would just make it worse. And with how crooked it is, I completely agree. So I'm trying to get it removed and redone by someone better who isn't a racist piece of shit with no accountability at their big ass fucking age. Then there's also some other stuff, and I might need to save up for a trip with a friend next Spring ahhhhhh. I need another job BAD. One pay check is not enough. Not to mention that I'm also paying for therapy because apparently, Medicaid is useless in that regard... and that $100 every two weeks. I wish I could do weekly but I don't have $100 to spend every week. Then there's things like eyebrows which I get done because I like it. Then brazillians because my body just loves ingrowns and waxing is the only thing that's helping. If I had 20,000 right now, a lot of my problems would be solved. AND I need money so that I can afford to move off campus and save on tuition, so I can take extra credits without going into even more debt. I'm considering selling underwear at this point as a side hobby because I can't do this anymore. The world is UNLIVABLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! But wish me luck in search of a good job that pays enough for me to not sacrifice basic necessities lol<3 This really did put me in a productive mood lol, let's hope I don't go back to scrolling on my phone 😭

[zaine-m]

July 15th - I always wait way too far into the day and end up posting these at like 12 am. I'll try working on it for the next episode. I'm pretty excited to start the seconds season, It means we're getting closer to the release of season 3.

Previous -- next

Season 2 Episode 1: "New Year's Eve" thoughts under cut:

Okay, big recap

I love how Caswen has seen each other shirtless

Right, the Yac thing with Nini, why did she get into that?

Jenn asks Carlos if Gina and the dancers are good then she answers

Are you Kourtney, or are you going to put Nini first again?

Okay, I was watching Zombies 3 earlier today and all the group dances looks so weird there but here they look so natural. I guess t's because here they're filming a music video, not hunting aliens

Ahh, Portwell's first couple moment!

Gina's dance moment ♥️

"We'll never break apart"... sure

Is it Gina or Nini who says "I'm gonna make my mark" I've seen lyric websites say it's Nini but in the video it's pretty clearly Gina

I found it kinda weird how they had Ricky hold the camera at the end when Nini's still supposed to be the main character. I guess it foreshadows Nini not being the man character anymore

Why does Carlos never invite people to his house

Ricky being so happy about getting back with Nini. Perhaps to an unhealthy extent

Nini, Ricky is trying to have a healthy relationship wit good communications and you're just hiding huge secrets

Why is Kourtney always the first to know when someone's coming or leaving

Expand your friend circle Kourtney

The way Gina quiets herself after she gets excited, who hurt you

Also her hair <3

Ashina holding each other really close (I like to jus ignore that Ashlyn has a boyfriend)

So the fire thing being revealed just didn't have any effect on the story, cool

Mike is just trying his best

Someone give Ricky a hug

Nini, tell him that you're leaving, stop procrastinating, i'll just hurt him more

The way that Nini is constantly compared to Ricky's mom is kinda Freudian

Nini, you've gotta fucking tell him, it's only gonna get worse from here

"You're my home" go to therapy

"The Ricky and Nini of North High" Why does she project onto the students so much

I love how at this point the viewers are just used to the teacher hanging out with a student outside of school

Okay, Miss Jenn was the lead in every play? This creates so many questions about her character. The whole "Bet on the underdog" thing made me think that she ever get the lead. But she was he girl who was always the lead??

Also Lacrosse players. Eww

You're high school exes, why is she being so bitter. Of course he would dump her when they went to different universities

Does miss Jenn really not know about that award? They act like it's pretty common knowledge

The way Ricky thinks his relationship with Nini is reliant on the musical. Someone get this boy some therapy

"I need to count on myself instead" The importance of this line!

I love how intense he's being with the dance. He's really giving his all

"Don't whatever me loverboy"

The way the writers wanted tension for the kiss but they already had them kiss once so they just gave that bullshit excuse

Did they just decide in this episode that Big Red's parent's have a pizza place

Not the throb 😭

Then they also decided that Carlos is rich. I feel like they should get better at planning ahead of time

The look they give Carlos when he says the "confident enough to dress comfortably" line

Everyone already knows the musical Carlos

"I'm Mexican and gay. This is my inside voice"

Kourtney directly tells Seb what the game is and he still gets it wrong

I think this might be the last time the waterpolo guys are mentioned

"That's actually really sweet" then they go back to insulting each other. The sibling vibes

Carlos is trying so hard to keep the secret

Ricky is so fucking excited about the musical. Why do they get him happy just to give him that much higher to fall from

I love how the drama department revolves around whatever quarter-life crisis she's having that week

EJ being way too confident about going to duke

"I lost track of the air quotes"

Wait, Seb is most thankful of his cows and not Carlos. He chose his cows over his boyfriend

The awkward silence

Kourtney immediately knowing who it is

"I'm Ashlyn. I like to know what's happening in my life"

Noo, EJ accidently making Big Red insecure about the perfume and getting in the way of Redlyn

"You know facial blindness. I have that but with emotion. I mean, I also have facial blindness" Autistic mood

"It's probably nothing" Talk about it Ricky

Ashina Singing!!!!

That screaming scrunched up face Ricky does when he sings, why does he do that? Is that just a thing the actor does?

Portwell having a moment in the midnight countdown

Miss Jenn cutting her hair after running into her ex is a mood

An american classic that's set in France lol

"The most important award in theater" that she didn't know about this morning

Miss Jenn, tone down your projection

Why is everyone assuming Nini will get the lead, like wtf why is she such a main character

Again Nini why did you announce that as publicly as possible at the worst time as possible

[memento-morri-writes]

bc i like to entertain ya: 😭, 🍓, and 💡 for dorian? and 🌺, 👖, and 🌈 for ashlin? from this ask game: x.^^ - 🔮⛈

ahh, thank you!! You're amazing, Enchant!

😭 - what makes them cry? Do they cry easily?

Dorian doesn't cry easily. Considering that he's been locked in a castle against his will for years, he's had time to come to terms with his emotions and the reality of his situation. His aunt wants to use him as a weapon, and she locked him there waiting for the public to forget about him, assuming he was dead. His parents are also dead, so he's had a lot of sadness in his life. At this point not much can make him cry. I think that what would make him cry would be if a close friend died, or if he had to watch an animal die slowly and via suffering. (he likes animals!! Watching them from the windows of the castle was one of his few entertainments, other than reading, drawing, or playing games against himself)

continued under the cut!

🍓 - do they eat their fruits and vegetables? Do they have a favorite?

When he was a kid, he definitely hated his fruits and vegetables, especially the vegetables. But now he has no choice in his food, and it's either eat it or starve, so he'll eat it. Mostly it's very bland food though: meat from animals hunted in the forest near the castle (hunted by the wolf-spirits that guard him), and vegetables brought from further south. He doesn't often get fruit anymore. I think he likes sweet, summer fruits like strawberries or melons. But he also likes them because he doesn't get them often, if ever, anymore.

💡 - are they a planner? do they write down every small detail or just wing it?

Since he's been in the castle, he has no reason to plan out his days, since they're all the same. He likes continuity, and I think if he had a chance, he'd want everything to be planned out. He likes to know what's going to happen before it does. No surprises. This puts him rather at odds with Ash, who will wing it til she dies. (but there are some exceptions. heists need at least a little planning.)

🌺 - do they have any allergies?

Maybe?? I haven't thought too hard on this, but I can see Ash maybe being allergic to pollen. It would piss her of so much, because she's just miserable in the spring for a while.

👖 - what is their go-to outfit?

a basic wool tunic or shirt, and breeches. nothing overly loose or flowy that can be used to grab her or get stuck on things. Also, she's very proud of her leather boots. They're very soft and it took them ages to break them in until they were comfortable. They call them their "adventure boots", but never out loud, cause that's embarassing.

🌈 - what advice would they give their younger self?

Be fast. Don't let anyone catch you, and trust no one but yourself, until they give you a reason to. No one is innocent until they prove it. Even then, be wary.

Thanks again for the ask!!