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I don't even know what to say at this point
#sorry butcher I love you I know you already linked it but well it's reparations#Nobody watches a youtube video you have to guide them to the mp4 like a sickly horse#Literally only Oscar would be like no please come back! And slump sadly . because he wants to tell him to eat shit even more#and yes my dear Oscar. I don;t care. whatevrr. i don't care#mp4#Count von Count#Oscar the Grouch#sesame street#Scrampire#< theft
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the saddest story in one image
#HELP#I DON*T EVEN KNOW WHICH ONE IT IS TOT !!!!#NOOOOOOOO#taro speaks#STOP DELETING FICS#DO YOU HAVE THE SLIGHTEST IDEA WHAT THAT WILL DO TO SOMEBODY (ME)
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"why did TVA Loki make Victor Timely die over and over if he could just have gone out there himself and done it without getting hurt?"
so that they'd all feel good when victor finally didn't die, obviously!
#anyway he didn't not get hurt did you SEE those shoes he ended up with? *shudders*#tva loki#loki series#UNLIKE AO3 I CAN TAG DIFFERENT LOKI VARIANTS AS DIFFERENT CHARACTERS#BECAUSE THEY ARE#don'[t fucking fight me on that i'm from doctor who fandom this is pretty much our main thing.#AND AO3 ALLOWS US TO TAG THEM AS DIFFERENT. OH THE LUXURY. I DID NOT EVEN KNOW HOW OTHERS SUFFERED.#queue#i think this minor AO3 complaint of mine might become some kind of vendetta over time. (HASHTAG LOKI VIBES eh?)#what amazing things i find in drafts lol
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I don´t know how this happend, but today I sat down and created this little meoldy on my piano. (sorry if the sound is bad 💀)
I kind of wanted to get the vibe of the Murder House and Violet and Tate. It starts rather calm, but still there is some curiosity, but towards the end everything falls apart. Just like the relationship between them... what an intepretation of my own 30 sec long melody wow
#I don´t even know how to tag this#I´m planning to do this for more seasons/characters... if I find the time#these shitty 30 sec took me 2 hours help#T’s cabinet of melodies#I hope you kinda get what I wanted to do .-.#tate langdon#violet harmon#ahs murder house#evan peters#piano music#could also be the sound for some fantasy fairy shit duh
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the angel dust and cherri bomb friendship is soooooooo cassie and maddy coded. thank u <3
#✧ 𝐈𝐒𝐅𝐎𝐑𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐑 ╱ ooc : hestia speaks.#the way ive memroized the entire bathroom breakdown lmao#non yes ugh FUCK IT#I AM IN LOVE WITH NATE JACOBS AND HE IS IN LOVE WITH ME AND DON;T YOU FUCKIN GIVE ME THAT LOOK MADDY BECAUSE I#DIDN'T FUCK YOUR BOYFRIEND YOU TWO WERE BROKEN UP FOR THREE WEEKS AND THREE DAYS BEFORE WE EVEN HAD SEX#SO I DIDN'T BETRAY YOU PLUS YOU TO ARE TERRIBLE FOR EACH OTHER AND YOU KNOW IM RIGHT AND YOU CANNNNNNN ALL JUDGE ME IF YOU WANT!#BUT I DO NOT CARE!#I HAVE NEVER EVER BEEN HAPPIER#cherri is straight up maddy
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i will literally never understand when a character gets hate for being ‘overdramatic’ or highly emotional because like. i live for that shit. i fucking love when a character has a strong emotional response to a relatively ‘minor’ thing i love when characters cry easily and frequently i love when characters are loud and ‘annoying’ i live for drama. if a character is frequently hated on by fans for being annoying there is a 9/10 chance that character is one of my faves. no i dont think my neurodivergence has anything to do with this
#skye's ramblings#ihave been the number one annoying character defender my whole life and i dont intend to stop. dont worry little guy i get you take my hand#the 'emotionally distant traumatized emo' is almost never a character i get majorly attached to even if i alost always like them#but when t/pn said yeah we got one of those except he fucking sucks at hiding his emotions and has explosive anger issues iwas like#oh you. you are mine. my specialest little guy forever. i will kill anything for you. its been over a year and a half w no signs of fading#he has sooo much fierce love in his heart and its not negated by his ptsd or the less socially accepted symptoms. i fucking LOVE RAY!!!!!!!!#also the way don is sooo emotionally vulnerable and has a hard time regulating them. the way he loses the most important person in his life#and the fucking flood of emotions is so much that he doesnt even know how to process it and just starts LAUGHING?? god i love him. ilove him#yes its mostly the Comfort Characters but soo many emotional characters resonate w me deeply. everyone in this series is deeply autistic
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there's no one i relate less to than people my age who have/want kids
#literally everyone i went to high school with has kids (in my classroom) and everyone i went to uni as well (in my all women group)#all this talk about people not having kids anymore is so ??? because there's like very few people ik other than my friends who are childfre#and there's always people that aren't even close to me who ask me: “when are you going to have kids huuuh??? tik tok biological clock”#and whatever bullshit. like please have kids in peace i wish you well but leave ppl who don't want kids alone? i don't understand#also i've noticed it's so easy for men to have kids they literally do nothing. they don't change diapers they don't put them to sleep#they don't care for them when they're sick. literally nothing? so ofc they want kids they act like they have a pet they don t take care of#anyway what i wanted to say is why are people who have kids so obsessed with people who do not? it's so weird and deranged#my cousins always ask me: WHEN ARE YOU HAVING KIDS you will never know love if you don't. pls your husband is cheating on u mind your own b#txt
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I found socks with my favorite flowers on them (nasturtiums!), but they literally don't match anything I own, so making an outfit with them is difficult.. just all black with the bright shoes and a random stuffed animal for accents lol
#self#ootd#still unsure if I should do the like.. 'saying where stuff is from' section at the end of outfit posts like I think it's popular to do#but it just feels repetitive because basically for everything is just 'it's all thrifted' occasional 'shoes from ebay 10 years ago so I don#t remember the seller' or 'socks from a random sock store in the mall 2 years ago' etc.#even the stuffed animal is from the bins lol#Shoes and tights and wigs are the only things that it tends to be harder to get from the bins. Though I still find some#except wigs. I wouldn't really wear Bin Wigs since half the bins have like mysterious wet stuff and mold in them or etc.#I've gotten some shoes and stuff there though. But most of my shoes are from online. It's just that theyre also not from#like.. brands..?? Like 'converse' or something. It's more.. some random ebay seller in 2017 or something#so then that feels weird too because I thought the point of that being popular is so people can go find the things you're wearing and#buy them or whatever. but in my case that would never be helpful ghjbjk#since I also keep things so long. I have shoes and stuff Ive had since elementary school#good luck tracking down where I got these tights on ebay in 2011. good luck going to the bins or a thriftstore and finding the same#exact dress or etc. So then in that case does it even matter?? eh#The only sense I could see it being useful in is like. people seeing that they could make looks without spending a lot of money.#since I have had some comments on costumes or makeups before like 'omg I would love to look like this if I had the $$ for clothes *sad emo#ji*' or whatever. and I always want to message them and be like.. this entire outfit cost like $2.. you can do it. Don't get discouraged#I mean depending on the resources available to you. I know not everyone has a bins type place near the#m. but still. and all of my makeup and wigs are cheap as hell. Probably full of terrible chemicals. but I wear them like. once every 5 mont#hs or less since I dont do full costumes that often so hopefully wont get an infection or something. etc. etc.#ANYWAY. I could see it being useful I guess in just letting people know most of everything is secondhand#if that's meaningful to them for some reason. but also I feel like thats obvious since I talk about it. so#still just seems repetitive to me. ANYWAY. Love nasturtiums... aaaaaa... even though it's not my colors at all and I never#wear black or anything that would match them#I had to do it. I also normally would never ever pay $12 for socks but.. it's SO specific to my tastes and I had never seen anything#with nasturtiums on it before since they dont seem as popular as like roses or sunflowers. One of my once every 2 years#impulse buys at a mall ghjhjb.. (I never go to malls and also just rarely buy stuff in general since I'm evil miserly penny pincher etc.)#Kind of like how once a year I allow myself to have one steak from a restaurant or something but that's all. Once every few years#I will go to a large mall at a not busy time of day so I can avoid crowds. just to look around for fun. and will maybe buy like. One thing
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REQUEST ARE OPEN
Hey, my babies, I've been going off track completely for the last few months and wanted to take my time writing again. Feel free to send in any thoughts, fic ideas or even drabbles. Groups I write for: TXT, Stray kids (as for now) Things I write: 𝜗୧ Fluff~ Angst 𝜗୧Song fic (you send a song and i try to use the lyrics to create a story) 𝜗୧ prompts (send a short prompt and I'll give you a story) 𝜗୧ Smut 𝜗୧ Dom/Sub reader (both) 𝜗୧ Dom/ sub idol (both) 𝜗୧ Yandere contents 𝜗୧ Fantasy 𝜗୧ Hybrid idols/ reader Things I do not write: 𝜗୧ An abusive/toxic relationship between the reader and the idol 𝜗୧ Male reader 𝜗୧ Member x member NOTE: 𝜗୧ No more than three fics from the same person will be accepted 𝜗୧ Specify the genre of the fic you want (like, angst to fluff, fluff to angst etc) 𝜗୧ The fics may take a while to be written with my own life crashing before my eyes. 𝜗୧ Other than that, feel free to let your wildest fantasies take over my keyboard. XOXO, will be waiting for your confessions, bye~~~~~
#I know i have other incomplete drafts#but#you know what#i'm gonna#add more to#my plate#even tho i know#i can't finish it#send in the fics#gurlies#don;t let me think about him
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Dex would be a great dad and I will stand by this
I am standing next to you! We are holding hands! We are interlacing toes! Our skin is fusing! Our senses of identity and autonomy are utterly destroyed as we become one entity! Dex would be a great dad!
He already has exposure and experience with the most hectic, destructive kids in the universe, and he's got the attention and care to others' well-being that would make him an incredibly dedicated parent. He's also had the direct exposure to the cruelty's of the world and fighting them, so he could and would be an excellent resource and teacher to his kid(s) about being true to themself and withstanding that treatment. He'd support them in whatever they chose to do regardless of what it was, giving his absolute all to their goals, though at times he may need to step back to let them learn for themself.
And on top of how responsibly and seriously he'd take the responsibility? He'd also just be a fun dad. So much knowledge, so willing to indulge in shenanigans and pranks. Absolutely willing to play all the kid games, to get messy, to make those core childhood memories and just be a solid, enjoyable presence for his kid(s). The kind of dad you like.
Whether or not he wants that for his life, I think he'd make an excellent father figure on multiple levels once he's grown. You're absolutely correct about this one
#kotlc#dex dizznee#quil's queries#nonsie#dex would be the fun dad#but the kind of fun dad that understands the gravity of raising a real actual person#and does his best#this is entirely unrelated but oh my GOD having a stuffed nose is so fucking annoying what do you mean I can't breathe out of that#nostril it's literally MADE for BREATHING#just INHALE#i'm not even sick I don' t know why my nose is stuffed rn i HATE
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#we ran through the bright tokyo lights nothing to lose. summer of 2012 burnt in our minds. hot crazy and drunk 5 in a room. singing our hear#ts out to carly. sweat in our eyes. throwing drinks at each other. making fun of our lovers. getting kicked out on the streets. we were best#friends forever. but the truth is. im so good at crashing in. making sparks and shit but then. im a bad. im a bad. im a bad friend. so dont#ask me where ive been. been avoiding everything. cause im a bad. im a bad. im a bad friend. im a bad friend. guess we fell out. what was tha#t all about. maybe i over reacted. well maybe you shouldnt have. god its insane how things can change like that. dont even know where you ar#e what you do and who you do either. throwing drinks at each other. making fun of our lovers. getting kicked out on the street. we were best#friends forever. but the truth is. im so good at crashing in. making sparks and shit but then. im a bad. im a bad. im a bad friend. so don#t ask me where ive been. been avoiding everything. cause im a bad. im a bad. im a bad. put your hands up if youre not good at fhis stuff. pu#t your hands up if youre not good at this stuff. put your hands up if youre not good at this stuff. maybe im a bad friend. im so good at cra#shing in. making sparks and shit but then. im a bad. im a bad. im a bad friend. so dont ask me where ive been. been avoiding everything. cau#se im a bad. im a bad. im a bad. im so good at crashing in. making sparks and shit but then. im a bad. im a bad. im a bad friend. so dont as#k me where ive been. been avoiding everything. cause im a bad#im a bad. im a bad friend.#le song shouting
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Can I do my coming out ? it's be almost 10 years I'm here and still don't know how that site work. It's because of twitter refugees that I learn what reblog it fucking important. I was so scary to ruin my esthetics until I learned I can just create a side blog, for.every.of.my fandom ... and nobody can stop me ! ( ` ω ´ ) So, thank you reddit refugees, because of you I can learn so much ... and thank you to all of my sister to guilde them (and me) in this jungle... and finally welcome to tumblr to all my reddit brother, that site it's fucking wild.
#reddit#tumblr#reddit refugee#reddit blackout#And I'm still scary to just shitposting and talk about my live xD#do you undestand kid ? don"t go to twitter#I don't even know how many time I'm here#but i know i see too much...#too much...#I feel so old T-T#might delete later
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This melodie came up by accident and then I had this idea for Constance... here it is (Sorry if sound is bad)
The melody is supposed to sound threatening, hidden by the kind and charming. She is a cruel woman, the only thing she cares about is her own welfare and youth. She pretends to care about her children, but has to realize how her family falls apart because of her...
#sometimes I don´t even know if you can hear the stuff I interpret... well I try ok#T´s cabinet of melodies#piano stuff#piano music#ahs fandom#ahs murder house#constance langdon#jessica lange#american horror story
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I could honestly talk in lengths about the parallels between Kid/Killer and Luffy/Zoro, and how they are both stories about trust, love, and devotion
#but will I?#probably not#and i don't even JUST necasarily mean this in a romance way#though i do think that theres SOMETHING going on between those two duos#i don;t know how to put into words what i mean#just there there is obvious love there#love and deep deep devotion#devotion that runs so deep that it leads to self destruction#a devotion that says 'i would do anything for you even at the detrament to my own health for i love you so'#a devotion that makes them put their other half before all other#and a trust that runs so deep that it doesn't even cross their minds to doubt them for even a single moment#a trust that MAKES them know that everything will be alright and everything will work out fine#because their other half would never let them down EVER#I'M CRAZY#I'M INSANE#THEY MAKE ME GO MAD#one piece
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To be a woman is to sit at the character creator in a video game with dude's default settings and be like "nope I do not like this at all, it feels all wrong" and switch everything to the "woman" stuff. Especially the how other people talk to/about me.
Its not the ONLY nor the universal, but it's one of the things that makes me FEEL cis. I LIKE being a woman. I will always choose to represent myself as a woman.
What a woman is and how she thinks of herself is individual. Trans women's idea of their womanhood is as valuble as cis women's, and presents perspectives which can, if you're not fragile, help you understand yourself. In the same way people who are similar to you but not the same often can. Cis women don't have more authority on this one and I will not have some transphobe define my womanhood by suffering. I LIKE being a woman. I choose it. I am lucky enough to have been born this way; and I think i'd have chosen it regardless. The only reason i'm not trans is genetic lottery.
“to be a woman is to experience pain”“to be a woman is to perform”“to be a woman is to-” SHUT UP SHUT UP 💥💥💥💥
#i am open to being told this is unhelpful#i don't really know#but i feel like this hateful rhetoric around women being made of suffering#is absurd#also trans women suffer for womanhood too#but like thst's not the POINT#it;s something to enjoy#and if it's not#why are you even here?#that goes triple for cis people#if you don;t enjoy your gender why are you performing it
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Just found out that the low-cost clinic that I put name on the waiting list for in fucking September doesn't even do the assessment I need. I don't even know what to do now.
#they also promise to do it within the same school year but because of a glitch the waiting list is over two years long#which is annoying but doesn't matter to me because they don't even DO THE FUCKING ASSESSMENT I NEED#AND NOONE FUCKING TOLD ME#I GET THAT ITS A SPECIFIC KIND OF ASSESSMENT BUT IT FALLS UNDER THE UMBRELLA OF WHAT YOU DO#SO IF YOU DON#T DO THE ASSESSMENT I NEED#FUCKING SAY THAT#I need the assessment for my student loans#and I can get at least part of the cost reimbursed but that assumes that I have thousands of dollars#to pay for the assessment in the first place#I genuinely feel like crying I don't know what to do#emily talks to herself
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